第45章

类别:其他 作者:Elizabeth Gaskell字数:11049更新时间:19/01/07 15:20:26
’ButIwouldn’tlether,’saidMrsGibson。’YouweremuchbetterinLondonthanhere,foryoucouldhavedonemenogood;andyourletterswereveryagreeabletoread;andnowHelenisbetter,andI’mnearlywell,andyou’vecomehomejustattherighttime,foreverybodyisfulloftheCharityBall。’ ’Butwearenotgoingthisyear,mamma,’saidCynthiadecidedly。’Itisonthe25th,isn’tit?andI’msureyou’llneverbewellenoughtotakeus。’ ’YoureallyseemdeterminedtomakemeoutworsethanIam,child,’ saidMrsGibson,ratherquerulously,shebeingoneofthosewho,whentheirmaladyisonlytrifling,exaggerateit,butwhenitisreallyofsomeconsequence,areunwillingtosacrificeanypleasuresbyacknowledgingit。Itwaswellforherinthisinstancethatherhusbandhadwisdomandauthorityenoughtoforbidhergoingtothisball,onwhichshehadsetherheart;buttheconsequenceofhisprohibitionwasanincreaseofdomesticplaintivenessandlowspirits,whichseemedtotellonCynthia—thebrightgayCynthiaherself—anditwasoftenhardworkforMollytokeepupthespiritsoftwootherpeopleaswellasherown。Ill—healthmightaccountforMrsGibson’sdespondency,butwhywasCynthiasosilent,nottosaysosighing?Mollywaspuzzledtoaccountforit;andallthemoreperplexedbecausefromtimetotimeCynthiakeptcallinguponherforpraiseforsomeunknownandmysteriousvirtuethatshehadpractised;andMollywasyoungenoughtobelievethat,afteranyexerciseofvirtue,thespiritsrose,cheeredupbyanapprovingconscience。SuchwasnotthecasewithCynthia,however。 Shesometimessaidsuchthingsasthese,whenshehadbeenparticularlyinertanddesponding,— ’Ah,Molly,youmustletmygoodnessliefallowforawhile!Ithasbornesuchawonderfulcropthisyear。Ihavebeensopretty—behaved— ifyouknewall!’Or,’Really,Molly,myvirtuemustcomedownfromtheclouds!ItwasstrainedtotheutmostinLondon—andIfinditislikeakite—aftersoaringaloftforsometime,itsuddenlycomesdown,andgetstangledinallsortsofbriarsandbrambles;whichthingsareanallegory,unlessyoucanbringyourselftobelieveinmyextraordinarygoodnesswhileIwasaway—givingmeasortofrighttofallfoulofallmamma’sbriarsandbramblesnow。’ ButMollyhadhadsomeexperienceofCynthia’swhimofperpetuallyhintingatamysterywhichshedidnotmeantorevealintheMrPrestondays,and,althoughshewasoccasionallypiquedintocuriosity,Cynthia’sallusionsatsomethingmoreinthebackgroundfellingeneralonratherdeafears。 Onedaythemysteryburstitsshell,andcameoutintheshapeofanoffermadetoCynthiabyMrHenderson—andrefused。Underallthecircumstances,Mollycouldnotappreciatetheheroicgoodnesssooftenalludedto。Therevelationofthesecretatlasttookplaceinthisway。MrsGibsonbreakfastedinbed:shehaddonesoeversinceshehadhadtheinfluenza;and,consequently,herownprivatelettersalwayswentuponherbreakfast—tray。Onemorningshecameintothedrawing—roomearlierthanusual,withanopenletterinherhand。 ’I’vehadaletterfromauntKirkpatrick,Cynthia。Shesendsmemydividends,—youruncleissobusy。Butwhatdoesshemeanbythis,Cynthia’(holdingoutthelettertoher,withacertainparagraphindicatedbyherfinger)。 Cynthiaputhernettingononeside,andlookedatthewriting。Suddenlyherfaceturnedscarlet,andthenbecameofadeadlywhite。ShelookedatMolly,asiftogaincouragefromthestrongserenecountenance。 ’Itmeans—mamma,Imayaswelltellyouatonce—MrHendersonofferedtomewhileIwasinLondon,andIrefusedhim。’ ’Refusedhim—andyounevertoldme,butletmehearitbychance! Really,Cynthia,Ithinkyou’reveryunkind。AndpraywhatmadeyourefuseMrHenderson?Suchafineyoungman,—andsuchagentleman!Youruncletoldmehehadaverygoodprivatefortunebesides。’ ’Mamma,doyouforgetthatIhavepromisedtomarryRogerHamley?’saidCynthiaquietly。 ’No!ofcourseIdon’t—howcanI,withMollyalwaysdinningtheword\"engagement\"intomyears?Butreally,whenoneconsidersalltheuncertainties,—andafterallitwasnotadistinctpromise,—heseemedalmostasifhemighthavelookedforwardtosomethingofthissort。’ ’Ofwhatsort,mamma?’saidCynthiasharply。 ’Why,ofamoreeligibleoffer。Hemusthaveknownyoumightchangeyourmind,andmeetwithsomeoneyoulikedbetter:solittleasyouhadseenoftheworld。’Cynthiamadeanimpatientmovement,asiftostophermother。 ’IneversaidIlikedhimbetter,—howcanyoutalkso,mamma?I’mgoingtomarryRoger,andthere’sanendofit。Iwillnotbespokentoaboutitagain。’Shegotupandlefttheroom。 ’GoingtomarryRoger!That’sallveryfine。Butwhoistoguaranteehiscomingbackalive!Andifhedoes,whathavetheytomarryupon,I shouldliketoknow?Idon’twishhertohaveacceptedMrHenderson,thoughIamsureshelikedhim;andtrueloveoughttohaveitscourse,andnotbethwarted;butsheneednothavequitefinallyrefusedhimuntil—well,untilwehadseenhowmattersturnout。SuchaninvalidasIamtoo!Ithasgivenmequiteapalpitationattheheart。IdocallitquiteunfeelingofCynthia。’ ’Certainly,’beganMolly;butthensherememberedthatherstepmotherwasfarfromstrong,andunabletobearaprotestinfavouroftherightcoursewithoutirritation。Soshechangedherspeechintoasuggestionofremediesforpalpitation;andcurbedherimpatiencetospeakoutherindignationatthecontemplatedfalsehoodtoRoger。Butwhentheywerealone,andCynthiabeganuponthesubject,Mollywaslessmerciful。Cynthiasaid,— ’Well,Molly,andnowyouknowall!I’vebeenlongingtotellyou— andyetsomehowIcouldnot。’ ’IsupposeitwasarepetitionofMrCoxe,’saidMollygravely。’Youwereagreeable,—andhetookitforsomethingmore。’ ’Idon’tknow,’sighedCynthia。’ImeanIdon’tknowifIwasagreeableornot。Hewasverykind—verypleasant—butIdidnotexpectitalltoendasitdid。However,itisofnousethinkingofit。’ ’No!’saidMolly,simply;fortohermindthepleasantestandkindestpersonintheworldputincomparisonwithRogerwasasnothing;hestoodbyhimself。Cynthia’snextwords,—andtheydidnotcomeverysoon,— wereonquiteadifferentsubject,andspokeninratherapettishtone。 Nordidshealludeagaininjestingsadnesstoherlateeffortsatvirtue。 InalittlewhileMrsGibsonwasabletoaccepttheoften—repeatedinvitationfromtheTowerstogoandstaythereforadayortwo。LadyHarriettoldherthatitwouldbeakindnesstoLadyCumnortocomeandbearhercompanyinthelifeofseclusionthelatterwasstillcompelledtolead;andMrsGibsonwasflatteredandgratifiedwithadimunconscioussenseofbeingreallywanted,notmerelydeludingherselfintoapleasingfiction。LadyCumnorwasinthatstateofconvalescencecommontomanyinvalids。Thespringoflifehadbegunagaintoflow,andwiththeflowreturnedtheolddesiresandprojectsandplans,whichhadallbecomemeremattersofindifferenceduringtheworstpartofherillness。Butasyetherbodilystrengthwasnotsufficienttobeanagenttoherenergeticmind,andthedifficultyofdrivingtheill—matchedpairofbodyandwill—oneweakandlanguid,theotherstrongandstern,—madeherladyshipoftenveryirritable。MrsGibsonherselfwasnotquitestrongenoughfora’souffre—douleur;\" andthevisittotheTowerswasnot,onthewhole,quitesohappyaoneasshehadanticipated。LadyCuxhavenandLadyHarriet,eachawareoftheirmother’sstateofhealthandtemper,butonlyalludingtoitasslightlyaswasabsolutelynecessaryintheirconversationswitheachother,tookcarenottoleave’Clare’toolongwithLadyCumnor;butseveraltimeswhenoneortheotherwenttorelieveguardtheyfoundClareintears,andLadyCumnorholdingforthonsomepointonwhichshehadbeenmeditatingduringthesilenthoursofherillness,andonwhichsheseemedtoconsiderherselfborntosettheworldtorights。MrsGibsonwasalwaysapttoconsidertheseremarksasaddressedwithapersonaldirectionatsomeerrorofherown,anddefendedthefaultinquestionwithasenseofpropertyinit,whateveritmighthappentobe。ThesecondandthelastdayofherstayattheTowers,LadyHarrietcamein,andfoundhermotherharanguinginanexcitedtoneofvoice,andClarelookingsubmissiveandmiserableandoppressed。 ’What’sthematter,dearmamma?Arenotyoutiringyourselfwithtalking?’ ’No,notatall!Iwasonlyspeakingofthefollyofpeopledressingabovetheirstation。IbeganbytellingClareofthefashionsofmygrandmother’sdays,wheneveryclasshadasortofcostumeofitsown,—andservantsdidnotapetradespeople,nortradespeopleprofessionalmen,andsoon,—andwhatmustthefoolishwomandobutbegintojustifyherowndress,asifIhadbeenaccusingher,oreventhinkingaboutheratall。Suchnonsense!Really,Clare,yourhusbandhasspoiltyousadly,ifyoucan’tlistentoanyonewithoutthinkingtheyarealludingtoyou!Peoplemayflatterthemselvesjustasmuchbythinkingthattheirfaultsarealwayspresenttootherpeople’sminds,asiftheybelievethattheworldisalwayscontemplatingtheirindividualcharmsandvirtues。’ ’Iwastold,LadyCumnor,thatthissilkwasreducedinprice。IboughtitatWaterlooHouse’aftertheseasonwasover,’saidMrsGibson,touchingtheveryhandsomegownsheworeindeprecationofLadyCumnor’sangryvoice,andblunderingontotheverysourceofirritation。 ’Again,Clare!HowoftenmustItellyouIhadnothoughtofyouoryourgowns,orwhethertheycostmuchorlittle;yourhusbandhastopayforthem,anditishisconcernifyouspendmoreonyourdressthanyououghttodo。’ ’Itwasonlyfiveguineasforthewholedress,’pleadedMrsGibson。 ’Andveryprettyitis,’saidLadyHarriet,stoopingtoexamineit,andsohopingtosoothethepooraggrievedwoman。ButLadyCumnorwenton,— ’No!yououghttohaveknownmebetterbythistime。WhenIthinkathingIsayitout。Idon’tbeataboutthebush。Iusestraightforwardlanguage。IwilltellyouwhereIthinkyouhavebeeninfault,Clare,ifyouliketoknow。’Likeitornot,theplain—speakingwascomingnow。 ’Youhavespoiltthatgirlofyourstillshedoesnotknowherownmind。 ShehasbehavedabominablytoMrPreston;anditisallinconsequenceofthefaultsinhereducation。Youhavemuchtoanswerfor。’ ’Mamma,mamma!’saidLadyHarriet,’MrPrestondidnotwishitspokenabout。’AndatthesamemomentMrsGibsonexclaimed,’Cynthia—MrPreston!’ insuchatoneofsurprise,thatifLadyCumnorhadbeeninthehabitofobservingtherevelationsmadebyotherpeople’stonesandvoices,shewouldhavefoundoutthatMrsGibsonwasignorantoftheaffairtowhichshewasalluding。 ’AsforMrPreston’swishes,IdonotsupposeIamboundtoregardthemwhenIfeelitmydutytoreproveerror,’saidLadyCumnorloftilytoLadyHarriet。’And,Clare,doyoumeantosaythatyouarenotawarethatyourdaughterhasbeen。engagedtoMrPrestonforsometime—years,Ibelieve,—andhasatlastchosentobreakitoff,—andhasusedtheGibsongirl—Iforgethername,—asacat’s—paw,andmadebothherandherselfthetown’stalk—thebuttforallthegossipofHollingford?IrememberwhenIwasyoungtherewasagirlcalledJiltingJessy。You’llhavetowatchoveryouryounglady,orshewillgetsomesuchname。Ispeaktoyoulikeafriend,Clare,whenItellyouit’smyopinionthatgirlofyourswillgetherselfintosomemoremischiefyetbeforeshe’ssafelymarried。NotthatIcareonestrawforMrPreston’sfeelings。Idon’tevenknowifhe’sgotfeelingsornot;butIknowwhatisbecominginayoungwoman,andjiltingisnot。Andnowyoumaybothgoaway,andsendBradleytome,forI’mtired,andwanttohavealittlesleep。’ ’Indeed,LadyCumnor—willyoubelieveme?—IdonotthinkCynthiawaseverengagedtoMrPreston。Therewasanoldflirtation。Iwasafraid——’ ’RingthebellforBradley,’saidLadyCumnor,wearily:hereyesclosed。 LadyHarriethadtoomuchexperienceofhermother’smoodsnottoleadMrsGibsonawayalmostbymainforce,sheprotestingallthewhilethatshedidnotthinktherewasanytruthinthestatement,thoughitwasdearLadyCumnorthatsaidit。 Onceinherownroom,LadyHarrietsaid,’Now,Clare,I’lltellyouallaboutit;andIthinkyou’llhavetobelieveit,foritwasMrPrestonhimselfwhotoldme。IheardofagreatcommotioninHollingfordaboutMrPreston;andImethimridingout,andaskedhimwhatitwasallabout; hedidnotwanttospeakaboutit,evidently。Nomandoes,Isuppose,whenhe’sbeenjilted;andhemadebothpapaandmepromisenottotell;butpapadid—andthat’swhatmammahasforafoundation;yousee,areallygoodone。’ ’ButCynthiaisengagedtoanotherman—shereallyis。Andanother—averygoodmatchindeed—hasjustbeenofferingtoherinLondon。MrPrestonisalwaysattherootofmischief。’ ’Nay!IdothinkinthiscaseitmustbethatprettyMissCynthiaofyourswhohasdrawnononemantobeengagedtoher,—nottosaytwo,—andanothertomakeheranoffer。Ican’tendureMrPreston,butIthinkit’sratherhardtoaccusehimofhavingcalleduptherivals,whoare,Isuppose,theoccasionofhisbeingjilted。’ ’Idon’tknow;Ialwaysfeelasifheowedmeagrudge,andmenhavesomanywaysofbeingspiteful。YoumustacknowledgethatifhehadnotmetyouIshouldnothavehaddearLadyCumnorsoangrywithme。’ ’SheonlywantedtowarnyouaboutCynthia。Mammahasalwaysbeenveryparticularaboutherowndaughters。Shehasbeenverysevereontheleastapproachtoflirting,andMarywillbelikeher!’ ’ButCynthiawillflirt,andIcan’thelpit。Sheisnotnoisy,orgiggling; sheisalwaysalady—thateverybodymustown。Butshehasawayofattractingmen,shemusthaveinheritedfromme,Ithink。’Andhereshesmiledfaintly,andwouldnothaverejectedaconfirmatorycompliment,butnonecame。’However,Iwillspeaktoher;Iwillgettothebottomofthewholeaffair。PraytellLadyCumnorthatithassoflutteredmethewayshespoke,aboutmydressandall。Anditonlycostfiveguineasafterall,reducedfromeight!’ ’Well,nevermindnow。Youarelookingverymuchflushed;quitefeverish! Ileftyoutoolonginmamma’shotroom。Butdoyouknowsheissomuchpleasedtohaveyouhere?’AndsoLadyCumnorreallywas,inspiteofthecontinuallectureswhichshegave’Clare,’andwhichpoorMrsGibsonturnedunderashelplesslyasthetypicalworm。Stillitwassomethingtohaveacountesstoscoldher;andthatpleasurewouldendurewhentheworrywaspast。AndthenLadyHarrietpettedhermorethanusualtomakeupforwhatshehadtogothroughintheconvalescent’sroom;andLadyCuxhaventalkedsensetoher,withdashesofscienceanddeepthoughtintermixed,whichwasveryflattering,althoughgenerallyunintelligible;andLordCumnor,good—natured,good—tempered,kind,andliberal,wasfullofgratitudetoherforherkindnessincomingtoseeLadyCumnor,andhisgratitudetookthetangibleshapeofahaunchofvenison,tosaynothingoflessergame。WhenshelookedbackuponhervisitasshedrovehomeinthesolitarygrandeuroftheTowers’carriage,therehadbeenbutonegreatenduringrub—LadyCumnor’scrossness—andshechosetoconsiderCynthiaasthecauseofthat,insteadofseeingthetruth,whichhadbeensooftensetbeforeherbythemembersofherladyship’sfamily,thatittookitsorigininherstateofhealth。MrsGibsondidnotexactlymeantovisitthisonediscomfortuponCynthia,nordidshequitemeantoupbraidherdaughterforconductasyetunexplained,andwhichmighthavesomejustification; but,findingherquietlysittinginthedrawing—room,shesatedowndespondinglyinherownlittleeasychair,andinreplytoCynthia’squick,pleasantgreetingof,— ’Well,mamma,howareyou?Wedidnotexpectyousoearly!Letmetakeoffyourbonnetandshawl!’shereplieddolefully,— ’IthasnotbeensuchahappyvisitthatIshouldwishtoprolongit。’ Hereyeswerefixedonthecarpet,andherfacewasasirresponsivetothewelcomeofferedasshecouldmakeit。 ’Whathasbeenthematter?’askedCynthia,inallgoodfaith。 ’You!Cynthia—you!IlittlethoughtwhenyouwerebornhowIshouldhavetobeartohearyouspokenabout。’ Cynthiathrewbackherhead,andangrylightcameintohereyes。 ’Whatbusinesshavetheywithme?Howcametheytotalkaboutmeinanyway?’ ’Everybodyistalkingaboutyou;itisnowondertheyare。LordCumnorissuretohearabouteverythingalways。Youshouldtakemorecareaboutwhatyoudo,Cynthia,ifyoudon’tlikebeingtalkedabout。’ ’Itratherdependsuponwhatpeoplesay,’saidCynthia,affectingalightnesswhichshedidnotfeel;forshehadaprovisionofwhatwascoming。 ’Well!Idon’tlikeit,atanyrate。Itisnotpleasanttometohearfirstofmydaughter’smisdoingsfromLadyCumnor,andthentobelecturedabouther,andherflirting,andherjilting,asifIhadhadanythingtodowithit。Icanassureyouithasquitespoiltmyvisit。No!don’ttouchmyshawl。WhenIgotomyroomIcantakeitmyself。’ Cynthiawasbroughttobay,andsatedown;remainingwithhermother,whokeptsighingostentatiouslyfromtimetotime。 ’Wouldyoumindtellingmewhattheysaid?Ifthereareaccusationsabroadagainstme,itisaswellIshouldknowwhattheyare。Here’sMolly’ (asthegirlenteredtheroom,freshfromamorning’swalk)。’Molly,mammahascomebackfromtheTowers,andmylordandmyladyhavebeendoingmethehonourtotalkovermycrimesandmisdemeanors,andIamaskingmammawhattheyhavesaid。Idon’tsetupformorevirtuethanotherpeople,butIcan’tmakeoutwhatanearlandacountesshavetodowithpoorlittleme。’ ’Itwasnotforyoursake!’saidMrsGibson。’Itwasformine。Theyfeltforme,foritisnotpleasanttohaveone’schild’snameineverybody’smouth。’ ’AsIsaidbefore,thatdependsuponhowitisineverybody’smouth。 IfIweregoingtomarryLordHollingford,Imakenodoubteveryonewouldbetalkingaboutme,andneitheryounorIshouldminditintheleast。’ ’ButthisisnomarriagewithLordHollingford,soitisnonsensetotalkasifitwas。Theysayyou’vegoneandengagedyourselftoMrPreston,andnowrefusetomarryhim;andtheycallthatjilting。’ ’Doyouwishmetomarryhim,mamma?’askedCynthia,herfaceinaflame,hereyescastdown。Mollystoodby,veryhot,notfullyunderstandingit; andonlykeptwhereshewasbythehopeofcominginassweetenerorpeacemaker,orhelperofsomekind。 ’No,’saidMrsGibson,evidentlydiscomfitedbythequestion。’OfcourseIdon’t;youhavegoneandentangledyourselfwithRogerHamley,averyworthyyoungman;butnobodyknowswhereheis,andifhe’sdeadoralive; andhehasnotapennyifheisalive。’ ’Ibegyourpardon。Iknowthathehassomefortunefromhismother; itmaynotbemuch,butheisnotpenniless;andheissuretoearnfameandgreatreputation,andwithitmoneywillcome,’saidCynthia。 ’You’veentangledyourselfwithhim,andyou’vedonesomethingofthesortwithMrPreston,andgotyourselfintosuchanimbroglio’(MrsGibsoncouldnothavesaid’mess’fortheworld,althoughthewordwaspresenttohermind),’thatwhenareallyeligiblepersoncomesforward—handsome,agreeable,andquitethegentleman—andagoodprivatefortuneintothebargain,youhavetorefusehim。You’llendasanoldmaid,Cynthia,anditwillbreakmyheart。’ ’IdaresayIshall,’saidCynthia,quietly。’IsometimesthinkIamthekindofpersonofwhicholdmaidsaremade!’Shespokeseriously,andalittlesadly。 MrsGibsonbeganagain。’Idon’twanttoknowyoursecretsaslongastheyaresecrets;butwhenallthetownistalkingaboutyou,IthinkI oughttobetold。’ ’But,mamma,IdidnotknowIwassuchasubjectofconversation;andevennowIcan’tmakeouthowithascomeabout。’ ’NomorecanI。Ionlyknowthattheysayyou’vebeenengagedtoMrPreston,andoughttohavemarriedhim,andthatIcan’thelpit,ifyoudidnotchoose,anymorethanIcouldhavehelpedyourrefusingMrHenderson; andyetIamconstantlyblamedforyourmisconduct。Ithinkit’sveryhard。’ MrsGibsonbegantocry。Justthenherhusbandcamein。 ’Youhere,mydear!Welcomeback,’saidhe,cominguptohercourteously,andkissinghercheek。’Why,what’sthematter?Tears?’andheheartilywishedhimselfawayagain。 ’Yes!’saidshe,raisingherselfup,andclutchingaftersympathyofanykind,atanyprice。’I’mcomehomeagain,andI’mtellingCynthiahowLadyCumnorhasbeensocrosstome,andallthroughher。DidyouknowshehadgoneandengagedherselftoMrPreston,andthenbrokenitoff? Everybodyistalkingaboutit,andtheyknowitupattheTowers。’ ForonemomenthiseyesmetMolly’s,andhecomprehendeditall。Hemadehislipsupintoawhistle,butnosoundcame。CynthiahadquitelostherdefiantmannersincehermotherhadspokentoMrGibson。Mollysatedownbyher。 ’Cynthia,’saidhe,veryseriously。 ’Yes!’sheanswered,softly。 ’Isthistrue?Ihadheardsomethingofitbefore—notmuch;butthereisscandalenoughabouttomakeitdesirablethatyoushouldhavesomeprotector—somefriendwhoknowsthewholetruth。’ Noanswer。Atlastshesaid,’Mollyknowsitall。’ MrsGibson,too,hadbeenawedintosilencebyherhusband’sgravemanner,andshedidnotliketogiveventtothejealousthoughtinhermindthatMollyhadknownthesecretofwhichshewasignorant。MrGibsonrepliedtoCynthiawithsomesternness,— ’Yes!IknowthatMollyknowsitall,andthatshehashadtobearslanderandillwordsforyoursake,Cynthia。Butsherefusedtotellmemore。’ ’Shetoldyouthatmuch,didshe?’saidCynthia,aggrieved。 ’Icouldnothelpit,’saidMolly。 ’Shedidnotnameyourname,’saidMrGibson。’AtthetimeIbelieveshethoughtshehadconcealedit—buttherewasnomistakingwhoitwas。’ ’Whydidshespeakaboutitatall?’saidCynthia,withsomebitterness。 Hertone—herquestionstirredupMrGibson’spassion。 ’Itwasnecessaryforhertojustifyherselftome—Iheardmydaughter’sreputationattackedfortheprivatemeetingsshehadgiventoMrPreston—Icametoherforanexplanation。Thereisnoneedtobeungenerous,Cynthia,becauseyouhavebeenaflirtandajilteventothedegreeofdraggingMolly’snamedownintothesamemire。’ Cynthialiftedherbowed—downhead,andlookedathim。 ’Yousaythatofme,MrGibson。Notknowingwhatthecircumstancesare,yousaythat!’ Hehadspokentoostrongly:heknewit。Buthecouldnotbringhimselftoownitjustatthatmoment。ThethoughtofhissweetinnocentMolly,whohadbornesomuchpatiently,preventedanyretractationofhiswordsatthetime。 ’Yes!’hesaid,’Idosayit。Youcannottellwhatevilconstructionsareputuponactionseversoslightlybeyondtheboundsofmaidenlypropriety。 IdosaythatMollyhashadagreatdealtobear,inconsequenceofthisclandestineengagementofyours,Cynthia—theremaybeextenuatingcircumstances,Iacknowledge—butyouwillneedtorememberthemalltoexcuseyourconducttoRogerHamley,whenhecomeshome。Iaskedyoutotellmethefulltruth,inorderthatuntilhecomes,andhasalegalrighttoprotectyou,Imaydoso。’Noanswer。’Itcertainlyrequiresexplanation,’continuedhe。’Hereareyou,—engagedtotwomenatoncetoallappearances!’Stillnoanswer。 ’Tobesure,thegossipsofthetownhavenotyetpickedoutthefactofRogerHamley’sbeingyouracceptedlover;butscandalhasbeenrestingonMolly,andoughttohaverestedonyou,Cynthia—foraconcealedengagementtoMrPreston—necessitatingmeetingsinallsortsofplacesunknowntoyourfriends。’ ’Papa,’saidMolly,’ifyouknewallyouwouldnotspeaksotoCynthia。 Iwishshewouldtellyouherselfallthatshehastoldme。’ ’Iamreadytohearwhatevershehastosay,’saidhe。ButCynthiasaid,— ’No!youhaveprejudgedme;youhavespokentomeasyouhadnorighttospeak。Irefusetogiveyoumyconfidence,oracceptyourhelp。Peopleareverycrueltome’—hervoicetrembledforamoment,—’Ididnotthinkyouwouldhavebeen。ButIcanbearit。’ Andthen,inspiteofMolly,whowouldhavedetainedherbyforce,shetoreherselfaway,andhastilylefttheroom。 ’Oh,papa!’saidMolly,crying,andclingingtohim,’doletmetellyouall。’AndthenshesuddenlyrecollectedtheawkwardnessoftellingsomeofthedetailsofthestorybeforeMrsGibson,andstoppedshort。 ’Ithink,MrGibson,youhavebeenveryveryunkindtomypoorfatherlesschild,’saidMrsGibson,emergingfrombehindherpocket—handkerchief。 ’Ionlywishherpoorfatherhadbeenalive,andallthiswouldneverhavehappened。’ ’Veryprobably。StillIcannotseeofwhateithersheoryouhavetocomplain。Inasmuchaswecould,Iandminehaveshelteredher;Ihavelovedher;Idoloveheralmostasifsheweremyownchild—aswellasMolly,Idonotpretendtodo。’ ’That’sit,MrGibson!youdonottreatherlikeyourownchild。’ButinthemidstofthiswrangleMollystoleout,andwentinsearchofCynthia。 Shethoughtsheboreanolive—branchofhealinginthesoundofherfather’sjustspokenwords:’Idoloveheralmostasifsheweremyownchild。’ ButCynthiawaslockedintoherroom,andrefusedtoopenthe’door。 ’Opentome,please,’pleadedMolly。’Ihavesomethingtosaytoyou—Iwanttoseeyou—doopen!’