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类别:其他 作者:Elizabeth Gaskell字数:11114更新时间:19/01/07 15:20:26
SosaidMissBrowningonthenightinquestion;herhandofcardslyingbyheronthegreenbaize—coveredtable,whileshemunchedtherichpound—cakeofacertainMrsDawes,latelycometoinhabitHollingford。 ’Matrimony’snotsobadasyouthinkfor,MissBrowning,’saidMrsGoodenough,standingupfortheholyestateintowhichshehadtwiceentered。’IfI hadha’seenNancy,Ishouldha’givenhermymindverydifferent。It’sagreatthingtobeabletosettlewhatyou’llhavefordinner,withoutneveraoneinterferingwithyou。’ ’Ifthat’sall!’saidMissBrowning,drawingherselfup,’Icandothat; and,perhaps,betterthanawomanwhohasahusbandtoplease。’ ’NoonecansayasIdidn’tpleasemyhusbands—bothon’em,thoughJeremywastickler’inhistastesthanpoorHarryBeaver。ButasIusedtosayto’em,\"Leavethevictualtome;it’sbetterforyouthanknowingwhat’stocomebeforehand。Thestomachlikestobetakenbysurprise。\" Andneitherof’emeverrepented’emoftheirconfidence。Youmaytakemywordforit,beansandbaconwilltastebetter(andMrAshton’sNancyinherownhouse)thanallthesweetbreadsandspringchickensshe’sbeena—doingforhimthisseventeenyears。ButifIchoseIcouldtellyouofsomethingaswouldinterestyoualladealmorethanoldNancy’smarriagetoawidowerwithninechildren—onlyastheyoungfolksthemselvesismeetinginprivate,clandestine—like,it’sperhapsnotformetotelltheirsecrets。’ ’I’msureIdon’twanttohearofclandestinemeetingsbetweenyoungmenandyoungwomen,’saidMissBrowning,throwingupherhead。’It’sdisgraceenoughtothepeoplethemselves,Iconsider,iftheyenteronaloveaffairwithoutthepropersanctionofparents。Iknow’publicopinionhaschangedonthesubject;butwhenpoorGratiawasmarriedtoMrByerley,hewrotetomyfatherwithouteverhavingsomuchaspaidheracompliment,orsaidmorethanthemosttrivialandcommonplacethingstoher;andmyfatherandmothersentforherintomyfather’sstudy,andshesaidsheneverwassomuchfrightenedinherlife,—andtheysaiditwasaverygoodoffer,andMrByerleywasaveryworthyman,andtheyhopedshewouldbehaveproperlytohimwhenhecametosupperthatnight。Andafterthathewasallowedtocometwiceaweektilltheyweremarried。MymotherandIsateatourworkinthebow—windowoftheRectorydrawing—room,andGratiaandMrByerleyattheotherend;andmymotheralwayscalledmyattentiontosomeflowerorplantinthegardenwhenitstrucknine,forthatwashistimeforgoing。Withoutoffencetothepresentcompany,Iamratherinclinedtolookuponmatrimonyasaweaknesstowhichsomeveryworthypeopleareprone;butiftheymustbemarried,letthemmakethebestofit,andgothroughtheaffairwithdignityandpropriety;oriftherearemisdoingsandclandestinemeetings,andsuchthings,atanyrate,neverletmehearaboutthem!Ithinkit’syoutoplay,MrsDawes。You’llexcusemyfranknessonthesubjectofmatrimony!MrsGoodenoughtherecantellyouI’maveryout—spokenperson。’ ’It’snottheout—speaking,it’swhatyousaythatgoesagainstme,MissBrowning,’saidMrsGoodenough,affronted,yetreadytoplayhercardassoonasneeded,AndasforMrsDawes,shewastooanxioustogetintothegenteelestofall(Hollingford)societytoobjecttowhateverMissBrowning(who,inrightofbeingadeceasedrector’sdaughter,ratherrepresentedtheselectestcircleofthelittletown)advocated,celibacy,marriage,bigamy,orpolygamy。 SotheremainderoftheeveningpassedoverwithoutanyfartherreferencetothesecretMrsGoodenoughwasburningtodisclose,unlessaremarkmadeà;proposderienbyMissBrowning,duringthesilenceofadeal,couldbesupposedtohaveconnexiongwiththepreviousconversation。Shesaidsuddenlyandabruptly,— ’Idon’tknowwhatIhavedonethatanymanshouldmakemehisslave。’ Ifshewasreferringtoanyprospectofmatrimonialdangershesawopeningbeforeherfancy,shemighthavebeencomforted。Butitwasaremarkofwhichnoonetookanynotice,allbeingfartoomuchengagedintherubber。 OnlywhenMissBrowningtookherearlyleave(forMissPhoebehadacold,andwasaninvalidathome),MrsGoodenoughburstoutwith,— ’Well!nowImayspeakoutmymind,andsayashowiftherewasaslavebetweenustwo,whenGoodenoughwasalive,itwasn’tme;andIdon’tthinkasitwasprettyinMissBrowningtogiveherselfsuchairsonhervirginitywhentherewasfourwidowsintheroom,—who’vehadsixhonestmenamong’emforhusbands。Nooffence,MissAiry!’addressinganunfortunatelittlespinster,whofoundherselfthesolerepresentativeofcelibacynowthatMissBrowningwasgone。’Icouldtellherofagirlasshe’sveryfondon,who’sonthehighroadtomatrimony;andinascunningawayaseverIheerdon。goingoutatdusktomeethersweetheart,justasifshewasmySally,oryourJenny。AndhernameisMollytoo,—which,asIhaveoftenthought,showsalowtasteinthemasfirstcalledherso;’shemightaswellbeascullery—maidatoncest。Notthatshe’spickedupanybodycommon;she’slookedaboutherforahandsomefellow,andasmartyoungmanenough!’ Everyonearoundthetablelookedcuriousandintentonthedisclosuresbeingmade,exceptthehostess,MrsDawes,whosmiledintelligencewithhereyes,andknowinglypurseduphermouthuntilMrsGoodenoughhadfinishedhertale。Thenshesaiddemurely,— ’IsupposeyoumeanMrPrestonandMissGibson?’ ’Why,whotoldyou?’saidMrsGoodenough,turningrounduponherinsurprise。’Youcan’tsayasIdid。There’smanyaMollyinHollingford,besidesher,—thoughnone,perhaps,insuchagenteelstationinlife。 Inevernamedher,I’msure。’ ’No!ButIknow。Icouldtellmytaletoo,’continuedMrsDawes。 ’No!couldyou,really?’saidMrsGoodenough,verycuriousandalittlejealous。 ’Yes。MyuncleSheepshankscameuponthemintheParkAvenue,—hestartled’emagooddeal,hesaid;andwhenhetaxedMrPrestonwithbeingwithhissweetheart,hedidn’tdenyit。’ ’Well!Nowsomuchhascomeout,I’lltellyouwhatIknow。Only,ladies,Iwouldn’twishtodothegirlanunkindturn,—soyoumustkeepwhatI’vegottotellyouasecret。’Ofcoursetheypromised;thatwaseasy。 ’MyHannah,asmarriedTomOakes,andlivesinPearson’sLane,wasa—gatheringofdamsonsonlyaboutaweekago,andMollyGibsonwasa—walkingfastdownthelane,—quiteinahurryliketomeetsomeone,—andHannah’slittleAnna—Mariafelldown,andMolly(who’sakind—heartedlassenough)pickedherup;soifHannahhadhadherdoubtsbefore,shehadnonethen。’ ’Buttherewasnoonewithher,wasthere?’askedoneoftheladiesanxiously,asMrsGoodenoughstoppedtofinishherpieceofcake,justatthiscrisis。 ’No:Isaidshelookedasifshewasgoingtomeetsomeone,—andby—and—bycomesMrPrestonrunningoutofthewoodjustbeyondHannah’s,andsayshe,\"Acupofwater,please,goodwoman,foraladyhasfainted,oris’stericalorsomething。\"Nowthoughhedidn’tknowHannah,Hannahknewhim。\"MorefolksknowTomFool,thanTomFoolknows,\"askingMrPreston’spardon;forhe’snofoolwhateverhebe。AndIcouldtellyoumore,—andwhatI’veseedwithmyowneyes。IseedhergivehimaletterinGrinstead’sshop,onlyyesterday,andhelookedasblackasthunderather,forheseedmeifshedidn’t。’ ’It’saverysuitablekindofthing,’saidMissAiry;’whydotheymakesuchamysteryofit?’ ’Somefolkslikeit,’saidMrsDawes;’itaddszesttoitall,todotheircourtingunderhand。’ ’Ay,it’slikesalttotheirvictual,’putinMrsGoodenough。ButI didn’tthinkMollyGibsonwasoneofthatsort,Ididn’t。’ ’TheGibsonsholdthemselvesveryhigh?’criedMrsDawes,moreasaninquirythananassertion。’MrsGibsonhascalleduponme。’ ’Ay,you’reliketobeapatientofthedoctor’s,’putinMrsGoodenough。 ’Sheseemedtomeveryaffable,thoughsheissointimatewiththeCountessandthefamilyattheTowers;andisquitetheladyherself;dineslate,I’veheard,andeverythinginstyle。’ ’Style!verydifferentstyletowhatBobGibson,herhusband,wasusedtowhenfirsthecamehere,—gladofamutton—chopinhissurgery,forIdoubtifhe’dafireanywhereelse;wecalledhimBobGibsonthen,butnoneonusdareBobhimnow;I’dassoonthinko’callinghimsweep!’ ’IthinkitlooksverybadforMissGibson!’saidonelady,ratheranxioustobringbacktheconversationtothemoreinterestingpresenttime。ButassoonasMrsGoodenoughheardthisnaturalcommentonthedisclosuresshehadmade,shefiredroundonthespeaker。 ’Notatallbad,andI’lltroubleyounottousesuchawordasthataboutMollyGibson,asI’veknownallherlife。It’sodd,ifyouwill。 Iwasoddmyselfasagirl;Inevercouldabideaplateofgatheredgooseberries,butImustneedsgoandskulkbehindabushandgather’emformyself。 It’ssomefolk’staste,thoughitmayn’tbeMissBrowning’s,who’dhaveallthecourtingdoneunderthenoseofthefamily。AllaseverIsaidwasthatIwassurprisedatitinMollyGibson;andthatI’dha’thoughtitwaslikerthatprettyminxofaCynthiaastheycallher;indeedatonetimeIwasreadytoswearasitwasherMrPrestonwasafter。Andnow,ladies,I’llwishyouaverygoodnight。Icannotabidewaste;andI’llventureforitSally’slettingthecandleinthelanternrunalltogrease,insteadofputtingitout,asI’vetoldhertodo,ifevershe’sgottowaitforme。’ Sowithformaldippingcurtseystheladiesseparated,butnotwithoutthankingMrsDawesforthepleasanteveningtheyhadhad;apieceofold—fashionedcourtesyalwaysgonethroughinthosedays。 chapter47 CHAPTERXLVIISCANDALANDITSVICTIMS WhenMrGibsonreturnedtoHollingford,hefoundanaccumulationofbusinesswaitingforhim,andhewasmuchinclinedtocomplainoftheconsequencesofthetwodays’comparativeholiday,whichhadresultedinover—workfortheweektocome。Hehadhardlytimetospeaktohisfamily,hehadsoimmediatelytorushofftopressingcasesofillness。ButMollymanagedtoarresthiminthehall,standingtherewithhisgreatcoatheldoutreadyforhimtoputon,butwhisperingasshedidso,— ’Papa!MrOsborneHamleywasheretoseeyouyesterday。Helooksveryill,andhe’sevidentlyfrightenedabouthimself。’ MrGibsonfacedabout,andlookedatherforamoment;butallhesaidwas,— ’I’llgoandseehim;don’ttellyourmotherwhereI’mgone:you’venotmentionedthistoher,Ihope?’ ’No,’saidMolly,forshehadonlytoldMrsGibsonofOsborne’scall,notoftheoccasionforit。 ’Don’tsayanythingaboutit:there’snoneed。NowIthinkofit,I can’tpossiblygoto—day,—butIwillgo。’ Somethinginherfather’smannerdisheartenedMolly,whohadpersuadedherselfthatOsborne’sevidentillnesswaspartly’nervous,’bywhichshemeantimaginary。ShehaddweltuponhislooksofenjoymentatMissPhoebe’sperplexity,andthoughtthatnoonereallybelievinghimselftobeindangercouldhavegiventhemerryglanceswhichhehaddone;butafterseeingtheseriousnessofherfather’sface,sherecurredtotheshockshehadexperiencedonfirstseeingOsborne’schangedappearance。AllthistimeMrsGibsonwasbusyreadingaletterfromCynthiawhichMrGibsonhadbroughtfromLondon;foreveryopportunityofprivateconveyancewasseizeduponwhenpostagewassohigh;andCynthiahadforgottensomanythingsinherhurriedpacking,thatshenowsentalistoftheclotheswhichsherequired。 Mollyalmostwonderedthatithadnotcometoher;butshedidnotunderstandthesortofreservethatwasspringingupinCynthia’smindtowardsher。 Cynthiaherselfstruggledwiththefeeling,andtriedtofightagainstitbycallingherself’ungrateful,’butthetruthwasshebelievedthatshenolongerheldherformerhighplaceinMolly’sestimationandshecouldnothelpturningawayfromonewhoknewthingstoherdiscredit。 ShewasfullyawareofMolly’spromptdecisionandwillingaction,whereactionwasespeciallydisagreeable,onherbehalf;sheknewthatMollywouldneverbringupthepasterrorsanddifficulties;butstilltheconsciousnessthatthegood,straightforwardgirlhadlearntthatCynthiahadbeenguiltyofsomuchunderhandworkcooledherregard,andrestrainedherwillingnessofintercourse。Reproachherselfwithingratitudeasshewould,shecouldnothelpfeelinggladtobeawayfromMolly;itwasawkwardtospeaktoherasifnothinghadhappened;itwasawkwardtowritetoheraboutforgottenribbonsandlaces,whentheirlastconversationhadbeenonsuchdifferentsubjects,andhadcalledoutsuchvehementexpressionsoffeeling。SoMrsGibsonheldthelistinherhand,andreadoutthesmallfragmentsofnewsthatwereintermixedwithnoticesofCynthia’srequirements。 ’Helencannotbesoveryill,’saidMollyatlength,’orCynthiawouldnotwantherpinkmuslinanddaisywreath。’ ’Idon’tseethatthatfollows,I’msure,’repliedMrsGibsonrathersharply。’HelenwouldneverbesoselfishastotieCynthiatoherside,howeverillshewas。Indeed,IshouldnothavefeltthatitwasmydutytoletCynthiagotoLondonatall,ifIhadthoughtshewastobeperpetuallyexposedtothedepressingatmosphereofasick—room。Besides,itmustbesogoodforHelentohaveCynthiacominginwithbrightpleasantaccountsofthepartiesshehasbeento—evenifCynthiadislikedgaietyIshoulddesirehertosacrificeherselfandgooutasmuchasshecould,forHelen’ssake。Myideaofnursingisthatoneshouldnotbealwaysthinkingofone’sownfeelingsandwishes,butdoingthosethingswhichwillmostservetobeguilethewearyhoursofaninvalid。ButthensofewpeoplehavehadtoconsiderthesubjectsodeeplyasIhavedone!’MrsGibsonherethoughtfittosighbeforegoingonwithCynthia’sletter。AsfarasMollycouldmakeanysenseoutofthisratherincoherentepistle,veryincoherentlyreadaloudtoher,CynthiawasreallypleasedandgladtobeofuseandcomforttoHelen,butatthesametimeveryreadytobeeasilypersuadedintotheperpetualsmallgaietieswhichaboundedinheruncle’shouseinLondon,evenatthisdeadseasonoftheyear。MrsGibsoncameuponMrHenderson’snameonce,andthenwentonwitharunningum—um—umtoherself,whichsoundedverymysterious,butwhichmightaswellhavebeenomitted,asallthatCynthiareallysaidabouthimwas,’MrHenderson’smotherhasadvisedmyaunttoconsultacertainDrDonaldson,whoissaidtobeverycleverinsuchcasesasHelen’s,butmyuncleisnotsufficientlysureoftheprofessionaletiquette,&;c。’Thentherecameaveryaffectionate,carefullywordedmessagetoMolly,—implyingagooddealmorethanwassaidoflovinggratitudeforthetroubleshehadtakenonCynthia’sbehalf。Andthatwasall;andMollywentawayalittledepressed;sheknewnotwhy。 TheoperationonLadyCumnorhadbeensuccessfullyperformed,andinafewdaystheyhopedtobringherdowntotheTowerstorecruitherstrengthinthefreshcountryair;thecasewasonewhichinterestedMrGibsonextremely,andinwhichhisopinionhadbeenprovedtoberight,inoppositiontothatofoneortwogreatnamesinLondon。Theconsequencewasthathewasfrequentlyconsultedandreferredtoduringtheprogressofherrecovery; and,ashehadmuchtodointheimmediatecircleofhisHollingfordpractice,aswellastowritethoughtfulletterstohismedicalbrethreninLondon,hefounditdifficulttosparethethreeorfourhoursnecessarytogoovertoHamleytoseeOsborne。Hewrotetohim,however,begginghimtoreplyimmediatelyanddetailhissymptoms;andfromtheanswerhereceivedhedidnotimaginethatthecasewasimmediatelypressing。Osborne,too,deprecatedhiscomingovertoHamleyfortheexpresspurposeofseeinghim。Sothevisitwasdeferredtothatmoreconvenientseasonwhichissooftentoolate。 AllthesedaysthebuzzinggossipaboutMolly’smeetingswithMrPreston,herclandestinecorrespondence,thetê;te—?tê;teinterviewsinlonotelyplaces,hadbeengatheringstrength,andassumingthepositiveformofscandal。Thesimpleinnocentgirl,whowalkedthroughthequietstreetswithoutathoughtofbeingtheobjectofmysteriousimplications,becameforatimetheunconsciousblacksheepofthetown。Servantsheardpartofwhatwassaidintheirmistresses’drawing—rooms,andexaggeratedthesayingsamongstthemselveswiththecoarsestrengtheningofexpressioncommonamongstuneducatedpeople。MrPrestonhimselfbecameawarethathernamewasbeingcoupledwithhis,thoughhardlytotheextenttowhichtheloveofexcitementandgossiphadcarriedpeople’sspeeches;hechuckledoverthemistake,buttooknopainstocorrectit。’Itservesherright,’ saidhetohimself,’formeddlingwithotherfolk’sbusiness,’andhefelthimselfavengedforthediscomfiturewhichhermenaceofappealingtoLadyHarriethadcausedhim,andthemortificationhehadexperiencedinlearningfromherplain—speakinglips,howhehadbeentalkedoverbyCynthiaandherself,withpersonaldislikeontheoneside,andevidentcontemptontheother。Besides,ifanydenialofMrPreston’sstirredupanexaminationastotherealtruth,moremightcomeoutofhisbaffledendeavourstocompelCynthiatokeeptoherengagementtohimthanhecaredtohaveknown。 HewasangrywithhimselfforstilllovingCynthia;lovingherinhisownfashion,beitunderstood。Hetoldhimselfthatmanyawomanofmorepositionandwealthwouldbegladenoughtohavehim;someofthemprettywomentoo。Andheaskedhimselfwhyhewassuchaconfoundedfoolastogoonhankeringafterapennilessgirl,whowasasfickleasthewind?Theanswerwassillyenough,logically;butforcibleinfact。CynthiawasCynthia,andnotVenusherselfcouldhavebeenhersubstitute。InthisonethingMrPrestonwasmorereallytruethanmanyworthymen;who,seekingtobemarried,turnwithcarelessfacilityfromtheunattainabletotheattainable,andkeeptheirfeelingsandfancytolerablyloosetilltheyfindawomanwhoconsentstobetheirwife。ButnoonewouldeverbetoMrPrestonwhatCynthiahadbeen,andwas;andyethecouldhavestabbedherincertainofhismoods。So,Molly,whohadcomebetweenhimandtheobjectofhisdesire,wasnotlikelytofindfavourinhissight,ortoobtainfriendlyactionsfromhim。 Therecameatime—notverydistantfromtheeveningatMrsDawes’ —whenMollyfeltthatpeoplelookedaskanceather。MrsGoodenoughopenlypulledhergrand—daughteraway,whentheyounggirlstoppedtospeaktoMollyinthestreet,andanengagementwhichthetwohadmadeforalongwalktogetherwascutveryshortbyaverytrumperyexcuse。MrsGoodenoughexplainedherconductinthefollowingmannertosomeofherfriends,— ’Yousee,Idon’tthinktheworseofagirlformeetinghersweethearthereandthereandeverywhere,tillshegetstalkedabout;butthenwhenshedoes—andMollyGibson’snameisineverybody’smouth—Ithinkit’sonlyfairtoBessy,whohastrustedmewithAnnabella,nottoletherdaughterbeseenwithalasswhohasmanagedhermatterssobadly,astosetfolktalkingabouther。Mymaximisthis,—andit’saverygoodworkingone,youmaydependon’t—womenshouldmindwhatthey’reabout,andneverbetalkedof;andifawoman’stalkedof,thelessherfriendshavetodowithhertillthetalkhasdiedaway,thebetter。SoAnnabellaisnottohaveanythingtodowithMollyGibson,thisvisitatanyrate。’ ForagoodwhiletheMissBrowningswerekeptinignoranceoftheeviltonguesthatwhisperedhardwordsaboutMolly。MissBrowningwasknownto’haveatemper,’andbyinstincteveryonewhocameincontactwithhershrankfromirritatingthattemperbyutteringtheslightestsyllableagainstthesmallestofthosecreaturesoverwhomshespreadtheæ;gisofherlove。Shewouldanddidreproachthemherself;sheusedtoboastthatsheneversparedthem:butnooneelsemighttouchthemwiththeslightestslurofapassingword。ButMissePhoebeinspirednosuchterror;thegreatreasonwhyshedidnothearofthegossipagainstMollyasearlyasanyone,wasthat,althoughshewasnottherose,shelivedneartherose。 Besides,shewasofsotenderanaturethateventhick—skinnedMrsGoodenoughwasunwillingtosaywhatwouldgiveMissPhoebepain;anditwasthenew—comerMrsDawes,whoinallignorancealludedtothetown’stalk,astosomethingofwhichMissPhoebemustbeaware。ThenMissPhoebepoureddownherquestions,althoughsheprotested,evenwithtears,hertotaldisbeliefinalltheanswersshereceived。ItwasasmallactofheroismonherparttokeepallthatshetherelearntasecretfromhersisterSally,asshedidforfourorfivedays;tillMissBrowningattackedheroneeveningwiththefollowingspeech,— ’Phoebe!eitheryou’vesomereasonforpuffingyourselfoutwithsighs,oryou’venot。Ifyouhaveareason,it’syourdutytotellitmedirectly; andifyou’venoreason,youmustbreakyourselfofabadhabitthatisgrowinguponyou。’ ’Oh,sister!doyouthinkitisreallymydutytotellyou?itwouldbesuchacomfort;butthenIthoughtIoughtnot;itwilldistressyouso。’ ’Nonsense。IamsowellpreparedformisfortunebythefrequentcontemplationofitspossibilitythatIbelieveIcanreceiveanyillnewswithapparentequanimityandrealresignation。Besides,whenyousaidyesterdayatbreakfast—timethatyoumeanttogiveupthedaytomakingyourdrawerstidy,Iwasawarethatsomemisfortunewasimpending,thoughofcourseIcouldnotjudgeofitsmagnitude。IstheHighchesterBankbroken?’ ’Ohno,sister!’saidMissPhoebe,movingtoaseatclosetohersister’sonthesofa。’Haveyoureallybeenthinkingthat!IwishIhadtoldyouwhatIheardattheveryfirst,ifyou’vebeenfancyingthat!’ ’Takewarning,Phoebe,andlearntohavenoconcealmentsfromme。I didthinkwemustberuined,fromyourwaysofgoingon;eatingnomeatatdinner,andsighingcontinually。Andnowwhatisit?’ ’Ihardlyknowhowtotellyou,Sally。Ireallydon’t。’ MissPhoebebegantocry;MissBrowningtookholdofherarm,andgaveheralittlesharpshake。 ’Cryasmuchasyoulikewhenyou’vetoldme;butdon’tcrynow,child,whenyou’rekeepingmeonthetenterhooks。’ ’MollyGibsonhaslosthercharacter,sister。That’sit。’ ’MollyGibsonhasdonenosuchthing!’saidMissBrowningindignantly。 ’HowdareyourepeatsuchstoriesaboutpoorMary’schild!Neverletmehearyousaysuchthingsagain!’ ’Ican’thelpit。MrsDawestoldme;andshesaysit’salloverthetown。ItoldherIdidnotbelieveawordofit。AndIkeptitfromyou; andIthinkIshouldhavebeenreallyillifI’dkeptittomyselfanylonger。Oh,sister!whatareyougoingtodo?’ ForMissBrowninghadrisenwithoutspeakingaword,andwasleavingtheroominastatelyanddeterminedfashion。 ’Iamgoingtoputonmybonnetandthings,andthenIshallcalluponMrsDawes,andconfrontherwithherlies。’ ’Oh,don’tcallthem\"lies,\"sister;it’ssuchastrong,uglyword。 Pleasecallthem\"tallydiddles,\"forIdon’tbelieveshemeantanyharm。 Besides—besides—iftheyshouldturnouttobetruth!Really,sister,that’stheweightonmymind;somanythingssoundedasiftheymightbetrue。’ ’Whatthings?’saidMissBrowning,stillstandingwithjudicialerectnessofpositioninthemiddleofthefloor。 ’Why—onestorywasthatMollyhadgivenhimaletter。’ ’Who’shim?HowamItounderstandastorytoldinthatsillyway?’ MissBrowningsatedownonthenearestchair,andmadeuphermindtobepatientifshecould。 ’HimisMrPreston。Andthatmustbetrue;becauseImissedherfrommysidewhenIwantedtoaskherifshethoughtbluewouldlookgreenbycandlelight,astheyoungmansaiditwould,andshehadrunacrossthestreet,andMrsGoodenoughwasjustgoingintotheshop,justasshesaidshewas。’ MissBrowning’sdistresswasovercomingheranger;sosheonlysaid,’Phoebe,Ithinkyou’lldrivememad。DotellmewhatyouheardfromMrsDawesinasensibleandcoherentmanner,foronceinyourlife。’ ’I’msureI’mtryingwithallmymighttotellyoueverythingjustasithappened。’ ’WhatdidyouhearfromMrsDawes?’ ’Why,thatMollyandMrPrestonwerekeepingcompanyjustasifshewasamaid—servantandhewasagardener;meetingatallsortsofimpropertimesandplaces,andfaintingawayinhisarms,andoutatnighttogether,andwritingtoeachother,andslippingtheirlettersintoeachother’shands;andthatwaswhatIwastalkingabout,sister,forInextdoortosawthatdoneonce。IsawherwithmyowneyesrunacrossthestreettoGrinstead’s,wherehewas,forwehadjustlefthimthere;withaletterinherhand,too,whichwasnottherewhenshecamebackallflutteredandblushing。ButIneverthoughtanythingofitatthetime;butnowallthetownistalkingaboutit,andcryingshame,andsayingtheyoughttobemarried。’MissPhoebesank,intosobbingagain;butwassuddenlyrousedbyagoodboxonhercar。MissBrowningwasstandingoverheralmosttremblingwithpassion。 ’Phoebe,ifeverIhearyousaysuchthingsagain,I’llturnyououtofthehousethatminute。’ ’IonlysaidwhatMrsDawessaid,andyouaskedmewhatitwas,’repliedMissPhoebe,humblyandmeekly。’Sally,youshouldnothavedonethat。’ ’NevermindwhetherIshouldorIshouldn’t。That’snotthematterinhand。WhatI’vegottodecideishowtoputastoptoalltheselies。’ ’But,Sally,theyarenotalllies—ifyouwillcallthemso;I’mafraidsomethingsaretrue;thoughIstucktotheirbeingfalsewhenMrsDawestoldmeofthem。’