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类别:其他 作者:Elizabeth Gaskell字数:10933更新时间:19/01/07 15:20:26
’I’msureIdonot,’saidMolly,boldly。’Ihavenotanotionwhatyoumeant,ifyouwerealludingtoanythingmorethanyousaidstraightout; thatyoudonotwishmetomarryanyonewhohasnotagoodcharacter,andthat,asyouwereafriendofmamma’s,youwouldpreventmymarryingamanwithabadcharacter,byeverymeansinyourpower。I’mnotthinkingofmarrying;Idon’twanttomarryanybodyatall;butifIdid,andhewerenotagoodman,Ishouldthankyouforcomingandwarningmeofit。’ ’Ishallnotstandonwarningyou,Molly。Ishallforbidthebannsinchurch,ifneedbe,’saidMissBrowning,halfconvincedofthecleartransparenttruthofwhatMollyhadsaid;blushingallover,itistrue,butwithhersteadyeyesfixedonMissBrowning’sfacewhileshespoke。 ’Do!’saidMolly。 ’Well,well,Iwon’tsayanymore。PerhapsIwasmistaken,Wewon’tsayanymoreaboutit。ButrememberwhatIhavesaid,Molly,there’snoharminthat,atanyrate。I’msorryIhurtyourfeelings,MrsGibson。 Asstepmothersgo,Ithinkyoutryanddoyourduty。Goodmorning。Good—bytoyouboth,andGodblessyou。’ IfMissBrowningthoughtthatherfinalblessingwouldsecurepeaceintheroomshewasleaving,shewasverymuchmistaken;MrsGibsonburstoutwith,— ’Tryanddomyduty,indeed!Ishouldbemuchobligedtoyou,Molly,ifyouwouldtakecarenottobehaveinsuchamannerastobringdownuponmesuchimpertinenceasIhavejustbeenreceivingfromMissBrowning。’ ’ButIdon’tknowwhatmadehertalkasshedid,mamma,’saidMolly。 ’I’msureIdon’tknow,andIdon’tcareeither。ButIknowthatIneverwasspokentoasifIwastryingtodomydutybefore,—\"trying\"indeed! everybodyalwaysknewthatIdidit,withouttalkingaboutitbeforemyfaceinthatrudemanner。I’vethatdeepfeelingaboutdutythatIthinkitoughtonlytobetalkedaboutinchurch,andinsuchsacredplacesasthat;nottohaveacommoncallerstartlingonewithit,eventhoughshewasanearlyfriendofyourmother’s。AndasifIdidnotlookafteryouquiteasmuchasIlookafterCynthia!Why,itwasonlyyesterdayIwentupintoCynthia’sroomandfoundherreadingaletterthatsheputawayinahurryassoonasIcamein,andIdidnotevenaskherwhoitwasfrom,andIamsureIshouldhavemadeyoutellme。’ Verylikely。MrsGibsonshrankfromanyconflictswithCynthia,prettysurethatshewouldbeworstedintheend;whileMollygenerallysubmitted,soonerthanhaveanystruggleforherownwill。 JustthenCynthiacamein。 ’What’sthematter?’saidshequickly,seeingthatsomethingwaswrong。 ’Why,MollyhasbeendoingsomethingwhichhassetthatimpertinentMissBrowningoffintolecturingmeontryingtodomyduty!Ifyourpoorfatherhadbutlived,Cynthia,IshouldneverhavebeenspokentoasI havebeen。\"Astepmothertryingtodoherduty\",indeed。ThatwasMissBrowning’sexpression。’ AnyallusiontoherfathertookfromCynthiaalldesireofirony。Shecameforwards,andagainaskedMollywhatwasthematter。 Molly,herselfruffled,madeanswer,— ’MissBrowningseemedtothinkIwaslikelytomarrysomeonewhosecharacterwasobjectionable——’ ’You,Molly?’saidCynthia。 ’Yes—sheoncebeforespoketome,—IsuspectshehasgotsomenotionaboutMrPrestoninherhead——’ Cynthiasatedownquitesuddenly。Mollywenton,—’andshespokeasifmammadidnotlookenoughafterme,—Ithinkshewasratherprovoking——’ ’Notrather,butvery—veryimpertinent,’saidMrsGibson,alittlesoothedbyMolly’srecognitionofhergrievance。 ’Whatcouldhaveputitintoherhead?’saidCynthia,veryquietly,takinguphersewingasshespoke。 ’Idon’tknow,’saidhermother,replyingtothequestionafterherownfashion。’I’msureIdon’talwaysapproveofMrPreston;butevenifitwashimshewasthinkingabout,he’sfarmoreagreeablethansheis; andIhadmuchratherhavehimcomingtocallthananoldmaidlikeheranyday。’ ’Idon’tknowthatitwasMrPrestonshewasthinkingabout,’saidMolly。 ’Itwasonlyaguess。WhenyouwerebothinLondonshespokeabouthim,—Ithoughtshehadheardsomethingaboutyouandhim,Cynthia。’UnseenbyhermotherCynthialookedupatMolly,hereyesfullofprohibition,hercheeksfullofangrycolour。Mollystoppedshortsuddenly。AfterthatlookshewassurprisedatthequietnesswithwhichCynthiasaid,almostimmediately,— ’Well,afterallitisonlyyourfancythatshewasalludingtoMrPreston,soperhapswehadbetternotsayanymoreabouthim;andasforheradvicetomammatolookafteryoubetter,MissMolly,I’llstandbailforyourgoodbehaviour;forbothmammaandIknowyou’rethelastpersontodoanyfoolishthingsinthatway。Andnowdon’tletustalkanymoreaboutit。IwascomingtotellyouthatHannahBrand’slittleboyhasbeenbadlyburnt,andhissisterisdownstairsaskingforoldlinen。’ MrsGibsonwasalwayskindtopoorpeople,andsheimmediatelygotupandwenttoherstorestosearchforthearticlewanted。 CynthiaturnedquietlyroundtoMolly。 ’Molly,praydon’teveralludetoanythingbetweenmeandMrPreston,—nottomamma,nortoanyone。Neverdo!I’veareasonforit,—don’tsayanythingmoreaboutit,ever。’ MrsGibsoncamebackatthismoment,andMollyhadtostopshortagainonthebrinkofCynthia’sconfidence;uncertainindeedthistime,ifshewouldhavebeentoldanythingmore,andonlysurethatshehadannoyedCynthiaagooddeal。 Butthetimewasapproachingwhenshewouldknowallchapter42 CHAPTERXLIITHESTORMBURSTS Theautumndriftedawaythroughallitsseasons;thegoldencorn—harvest,thewalksthroughthestubblefields,andramblesintohazel—copsesinsearchofnuts;thestrippingoftheapple—orchardsoftheirruddyfruit,amidthejoyouscriesandshoutsofwatchingchildren;andthegorgeoustulip—likecolouringofthelatertimehadnowcomeonwiththeshorteningdays。Therewascomparativesilenceintheland,exceptingforthedistantshotsandthewhirrofthepartridgesastheyroseupfromthefield。 EversinceMissBrowning’sunluckyconversationthingshadbeenajarintheGibsons’house。Cynthiaseemedtokeepeveryoneoutat(mental) arm’s—length;andparticularlyavoidedanyprivatetalkswithMolly。MrsGibson,stillcherishingagrudgeagainstMissBrowningforherimpliedaccusationofnotlookingenoughafterMolly,chosetoexerciseamostwearyingsupervisionoverthepoorgirl。Itwas,’Wherehaveyoubeen,child?’’Whodidyousee?’’Whowasthatletterfrom?’’Whywereyousolongoutwhenyouhadonlytogotoso—and—so?’justasifMollyhadreallybeendetectedincarryingonsomeunderhandintercourse。Sheansweredeveryquestionaskedofherwiththesimpletruthfulnessofperfectinnocence; buttheinquiries(althoughshereadtheirmotive,andknewthattheyarosefromnoespecialsuspicionofherconduct,butonlythatMrsGibsonmightbeabletosaythatshelookedwellafterherstepdaughter),chafedherinexpressibly。Veryoftenshedidnotgooutatall,soonerthanhavetogiveaplanofherintendedproceedings,whenperhapsshehadnoplanatall,onlythoughtofwanderingoutatherownsweetwill,andoftakingpleasureinthebrightsolemnfadingoftheyear。ItwasaveryheavytimeforMolly,—zestandlifehadfled;andleftsomanyoftheolddelightsmereshellsofseeming。Shethoughtitwasthatheryouthhadfled;atnineteen!Cynthiawasnolongerthesame,somehow;andperhapsCynthia’schangewouldinjureherinthedistantRoger’sopinion。HerstepmotherseemedalmostkindincomparisonwithCynthia’swithdrawalofherheart; MrsGibsonworriedhertobesure,withalltheseformsofwatchingoverher;butinallherotherways,she,atanyrate,wasthesame。YetCynthiaherself,seemedanxiousandcare—worn,thoughshewouldnotspeakofheranxietiestoMolly。AndthenthepoorgirlinhergoodnesswouldblameherselfforfeelingCynthia’schangeofmanner;forasMollysaidtoherself,’IfitishardworkformetohelpalwaysfrettingafterRoger,andwonderingwhereheis,andhowheis;whatmustitbeforher?’ OnedayMrGibsoncamein,brightandswift。 ’Molly,’saidhe,’where’sCynthia?’ ’Goneouttodosomeerrands——’ ’Well,it’sapity—butnevermind。Putonyourbonnetandcloakasfastasyoucan。I’vehadtoborrowoldSimpson’sdogcart,—therewouldhavebeenroombothforyouandCynthia;butasitis,youmustwalkbackalone。I’lldriveyouasfarontheBarfordRoadasIcan,andthenyoumustjumpdown。Ican’ttakeyouontoBroadhurst’s,Imaybekeptthereforhours。’ MrsGibsonwasoutoftheroom;outofthehouseitmightbe,forallMollycared,nowshehadherfather’sleaveandcommand。Herbonnetandcloakwereonintwominutes,andshewassittingbyherfather’sside,thebackscatshutup,andthelightweightgoingswiftlyandmerrilybumpingoverthestone—pavedlanes。 ’Oh,thisischarming,’saidMolly,afteratoss—uponherseatfromatremendousbump。 ’Foryouth,butnotforcrabbedage,’saidMrGibson。’Mybonesaregettingrheumatic,andwouldrathergosmoothlyovermacadamizedstreets。’ ’That’streasontothislovelyviewandthisfinepureair,papa。OnlyIdon’tbelieveyou。’ ’Thankyou。Asyouaresocomplimentary,IthinkIshallputyoudownatthefootofthishill;wehavepassedthesecondmilestonefromHollingford。’ ’Oh,letmejustgouptothetop!IknowwecanseethebluerangeoftheMalvernsfromit,andDorrimerHallamongthewoods;thehorsewillwantaminute’srest,andthenIwillgetdownwithoutaword。’ Soshewentuptothetopofthehill;andtheretheysatestillaminuteortwo,enjoyingtheview,withoutmuchspeaking。Thewoodsweregolden,theoldhouseofpurple—redbrick,withitstwistedchimneys,roseupfromamongthemfacingontogreenlawns,andaplacidlake;beyondagainweretheMalvernHills! ’Nowjumpdown,lassie,andmakethebestofyourwayhomebeforeitgetsdark。You’llfindthecutoverCrostonHeathshorterthantheroadwe’vecomeby。’ TogettoCrostonHeath,Mollyhadtogodownanarrowlaneovershadowedbytrees,withpicturesqueoldcottagesdottedhereandthereonthesteepsandybanks;andthentherecameasmallwood,andthentherewasabrooktobecrossedonaplank—bridge,andupthesteeperfieldsontheoppositesidewerecutstepsintheturfypath,whichended,shewasonCrostonHeath,awide—stretchingcommonskirtedbylabourers’dwellings,pastwhichanearroadtoHollingfordlay。 Theloneliestpartoftheroadwasthefirst—thelane,thewood,thelittlebridge,andtheclamberingthroughtheuplandfields。ButMollycaredlittleforloneliness。Shewentalongthelaneundertheover—archingelm—branches,fromwhich,hereandthere,ayellowleafcamefloatingdownuponherverydress;pastthelastcottagewherealittlechildhadtumbleddowntheslopingbank,andwaspublishingtheaccidentwithfrightenedcries。Mollystoopedtopickitup,andtakingitinherarmsinamannerwhichcausedintensesurprisetotaketheplaceofalarminitslittlebreast,shecarriedituptheroughflagstepstowardsthecottagewhichshesupposedtobeitshome。Themothercamerunninginfromthegardenbehindthehouse,stillholdingthelatedamsonsshehadbeengatheringinherapron;but,onseeingher,thelittlecreatureheldoutitsarmstogotoher,andshedroppedherdamsonsallaboutasshetookit,andbegantosootheitasitcriedafresh,interspersingherlullingwiththankstoMolly。Shecalledherbyhername;andonMollyaskingthewomanhowshecametoknowit,sherepliedthatshehadbeenaservantofMrsGoodenoughbeforehermarriage,andsowas’boundtoknowDrGibson’sdaughterbysight。’Aftertheexchangeoftwoorthreemorewords,Mollyrandownintothelane,andpursuedherway,stoppinghereandtheretogatheranosegayofsuchleavesasstruckherfortheirbrilliantcolouring。Sheenteredthewood。Assheturnedacornerinthelonelypath,sheheardapassionatevoiceofdistress;andinaninstantsherecognizedCynthia’stones。Shestoodstillandlookedaround。Thereweresomehollybushesshiningoutdarkgreeninthemidstoftheamberandscarletfoliage。Ifanyonewasthere,itmustbebehindthesethickbushes。SoMollyleftthepath,andwentstraight,plungingthroughthebrowntangledgrowthoffernsandunderwood,andturnedthehollybushes。TherestoodMrPrestonandCynthia;heholdingherhandstight,eachlookingasifjustsilencedinsomevehementtalkbytherustleofMolly’sfootsteps。 Foraninstantnoonespoke。ThenCynthiasaid—,’Oh,Molly,Molly,comeandjudgebetweenus!’ MrPrestonletgoCynthia’shandsslowly,withalookthatwasmoreofasneerthana,smile;andyethe,too,hadbeenstronglyagitated,whateverwasthesubjectindispute。MollycameforwardsandtookCynthia’sarm,hereyessteadilyfixedonMrPreston’sface。Itwasfinetoseethefearlessnessofherperfectinnocence。Hecouldnotbearherlook,andsaidtoCynthia,— ’Thesubjectofourconversationdoesnotwelladmitofathirdperson’spresence。AsMissGibsonseemstowishforyourcompanynow,Imustbegyoutofixsomeothertimeandplacewherewecanfinishourdiscussion。’ ’IwillgoifCynthiawishesme,’saidMolly。 ’No,no;stay—Iwantyoutostay—Iwantyoutohearitall—IwishIhadtoldyousooner。’ ’Youmeanthatyouregretthatshehasnotbeenmadeawareofourengagement—thatyoupromisedlongagotobemywife。Prayrememberthatitwasyouwhomademepromisesecrecy,notIyou?’ ’Idon’tbelievehim,Cynthia。Don’t,don’tcryifyoucanhelpit; Idon’tbelievehim。’ ’Cynthia,’saidhe,suddenlychanginghistonetofervidtenderness,’pray,praydonotgoonso;youcan’tthinkhowitdistressesme。’Hesteppedforwardstotryandtakeherhandandsootheher;butsheshrankawayfromhim,andsobbedthemoreirrepressibly。ShefeltMolly’spresencesomuchtobeaprotectionthatnowshedaredtoletherselfgo,andtoweakenherselfbygivingwaytoheremotion。 ’Goaway!’saidMolly。’Don’tyouseeyoumakeherworse?’Buthedidnotstir;hewaslookingatCynthiasointentlythathedidnotseemeventohearher。’Go,’saidMolly,vehemently,’ifitreallydistressesyoutoseehercry。Don’tyousee,it’syouwhoarethecauseofit?’ ’IwillgoifCynthiatellsme,’saidheatlength。 ’Oh,Molly,Idonotknowwhattodo,’saidCynthia,takingdownherhandsfromhertear—stainedface,andappealingtoMolly,andsobbingworsethanever;infact,shebecamehysterical,andthoughshetriedtospeakcoherently,nointelligiblewordswouldcome。 ’Runtothatcottageinthetrees,andfetchheracupofwater,’saidMolly。Hehesitatedalittle。 ’Whydon’tyougo?’saidMolly,impatiently。 ’Ihavenotdonespeakingtoher;youwillnotleavebeforeIcomeback?’ ’No。Don’tyouseeshecan’tmoveinthisstate?’ Hewentquickly,ifreluctantly。 Cynthiawassometimebeforeshecouldcheckhersobsenoughtospeak。 Atlength,shesaid,— ’Molly,Idohatehim!’ ’Butwhatdidhemeanbysayingyouwereengagedtohim?Don’tcry,dear,buttellme;ifIcanhelpyouIwill,butIcan’timaginewhatitallreallyis。’ ’Itistoolongastorytotellnow,andI’mnotstrongenough。Look! heiscomingback。AssoonasIcan,letusgethome。’ ’Withallmyheart,’saidMolly。 Hebroughtthewater,andCynthiadrank,andwasrestoredtocalmness。 ’Now,’saidMolly,’wehadbettergohomeasfastasyoucanmanageit;itisgettingdarkquickly。’ IfshehopedtocarryCynthiaoffsoeasily,shewasmistaken。MrPrestonwasresoluteonthispoint。Hesaid,— ’IthinksinceMissGibsonhasmadeherselfacquaintedwiththismuch,wehadbetterletherknowthewholetruth—thatyouareengagedtomarrymeassoonasyouaretwenty;otherwiseyourbeingherewithme,andbyappointmenttoo,mayappearstrange,evenequivocaltoher。’ ’AsIknowthatCynthiaisengagedto—anotherman,youcanhardlyexpectmetobelievewhatyousay,MrPreston。’ ’Oh,Molly,’saidCynthia,tremblingallover,buttryingtobecalm,’Iamnotengaged,neithertothepersonyoumean,nortoMrPreston。’ MrPrestonforceda。smile。’IthinkIhavesomelettersthatwouldconvinceMissGibsonofthetruthofwhatIhavesaid;andwhichwillconvinceMrOsborneHamley,ifnecessary—Iconcludeitistohimsheisalluding。’ ’Iamquitepuzzledbyyouboth,’saidMolly……’TheonlythingIdoknowis,thatweoughtnottobestandinghereatthistimeofevening,andthatCynthiaandIshallgohomedirectly。IfyouwanttotalktoMissKirkpatrick,MrPreston,whydon’tyoucometomyfather’shouse,andasktoseeheropenly,andlikeagentleman。’ ’Iamperfectlywilling,’saidhe;’IshallonlybetoogladtoexplaintoMrGibsononwhattermsIstandinrelationtoher。IfIhavenotdoneitsooner,itisbecauseIhaveyieldedtoherwishes。’ ’Pray,praydon’t。Molly—youdon’tknowall—youdon’tknowanythingaboutit;youmeanwellandkindly,Iknow,butyouareonlymakingmischief。 Iamquitewellenoughtowalk,doletusgo;Iwilltellyouallaboutitwhenweareathome。’ShetookMolly’sarmandtriedtohastenheraway; butMrPrestonfollowed,talkingashewalkedbytheirside。 ’Idonotknowwhatyouwillsayathome;butcanyoudenythatyouaremypromisedwife?CanyoudenythatithasonlybeenatyourearnestrequestthatIhavekepttheengagementsecretsolong?’Hewasunwise—Cynthiastopped,andturnedatbay。 ’Sinceyouwillhaveitout,sinceImustspeakhere,Iownthatwhatyousayisliterallytrue;thatwhenIwasaneglectedgirlofsixteen,you—whomIbelievedtobeafriend,lentmemoneyatmyneed,andmademegiveyouapromiseofmarriage。’ ’Madeyou!’saidhe,layinganemphasisonthefirstword。 Cynthiaturnedscarlet。’\"Made\"isnottherightword,Iconfess。I likedyouthen—youwerealmostmyonlyfriend—and,ifithadbeenaquestionofimmediatemarriage,IdaresayIshouldneverhaveobjected。 ButIknowyoubetternow;andyouhavepersecutedmesooflate,thatItellyouonceforall(asIhavetoldyoubefore,tillIamsickoftheverywords),thatnothingshallevermakememarryyou。Nothing。Iseethere’snochanceofescapingexposureand,Idaresay,losingmycharacter,andIknowlosingallthefewfriendsIhave。’ ’Neverme,’saidMolly,touchedbythewailingtoneofdespairthatCynthiawasfallinginto。 ’Itishard,’saidMrPreston。’Youmaybelieveallthebadthingsyoulikeaboutme,Cynthia,butIdon’tthinkyoucandoubtmyreal,passionatedisinterestedloveforyou。’ ’Idodoubtit,’saidCynthia,breakingoutwithfreshenergy。’Ah! whenIthinkoftheself—denyingaffectionIhaveseen—Ihaveknown— affectionthatthoughtofothersbeforeitself——’ MrPrestonbrokeinatthepauseshemade。Shewasafraidofrevealingtoomuchtohim。 ’Youdonotcallitlovewhichhasbeenwillingtowaitforyears— tobesilentwhilesilencewasdesired—tosufferjealousyandtobearneglect,relyingonthesolemnpromiseofagirlofsixteen—for\"solemn\" say\"flimsy,\"whenthatgirlgrowsolder。Cynthia,Ihavelovedyou,andIdoloveyou,andIwon’tgiveyouup。Ifyouwillbutkeepyourword,andmarryme,I’llswearI’llmakeyoulovemeinreturn。’ ’Oh,Iwish—IwishI’dneverborrowedthatunluckymoney,itwasthebeginningofitall。Oh,Molly,Ihavesavedandscrimpedtorepayit,andhewon’ttakeitnow;IthoughtifIcouldbutrepayit,itwouldsetmefree。’ ’Youseemtoimplyyousoldyourselffortwentypounds,’hesaid。Theywerenearlyonthecommonnow,closetotheprotectionofthecottages,inveryhearingoftheirinmates;ifneitheroftheothertwothoughtofthisMollydid,andresolvedinhermindtocallinatoneofthem,andaskforthelabourer’sprotectionhome;atanyratehispresencemustputastoptothismiserablealtercation。 ’Ididnotsellmyself;Ilikedyouthen。Butoh,howIdohateyounow!’criedCynthia,unabletocontainherwords。 Hebowedandturnedback,vanishingrapidlydownthefieldstaircase。’ Atanyratethatwasarelief。Yetthetwogirlshastenedon,asifhewasstillpursuingthem。Once,whenMollysaidsomethingtoCynthia,thelatterreplied,— ’Molly,ifyoupityme—ifyouloveme—don’tsayanythingmorejustnow。Weshallhavetolookasifnothinghadhappenedwhenwegethome。 Cometomyroomwhenwegoupstairstobed,andIwilltellyouall。I knowyouwillblamemeterribly,butIwilltellyouall。’ SoMollydidnotsayanotherwordtilltheyreachedhome;andthen,comparativelyatease,inasmuchasnooneperceivedhowlatewastheirreturntothehouse,eachofthegirlswentupintotheirseparaterooms,torestandcalmthemselvesbeforedressingforthenecessaryfamilygatheringatdinner。Mollyfeltasifshewere’somiserablyshakenthatshecouldnothavegonedownatall,ifherowninterestsonlywereatstake。Shesatebyherdressing—table,holdingherheadinherhands,hercandlesunlighted,andtheroominsoftdarkness,tryingtostillherbeatingheart,andtorecallallshehadheard,andwhatwouldbeitsbearingonthelivesofthosewhomsheloved。Roger。Oh,Roger!—farawayinmysteriousdarknessofdistance—lovingashedid(ah,thatwaslove!ThatwasthelovetowhichCynthiahadreferred,asworthyofthename!)andtheobjectofhisloveclaimedbyanother—falsetooneshemustbe!Howcoulditbe?Whatwouldhethinkandfeelifeverhecametoknowit?Itwasofnousetryingtoimaginehispain—thatcoulddonogood。WhatlaybeforeMollywas,totryandextricateCynthia,ifshecouldhelpherbythought,oradvice,oraction;nottoweakenherselfbylettingherfancyrunintopicturesofpossible,probablesuffering。 Whenshewentintothedrawing—roombeforedinner,shefoundCynthiaandhermothertê;te—?tê;te。Therewerecandlesintheroom,buttheywerenotlighted,forthewood—fireblazedmerrilyiffitfully,andtheywerealewaitingMrGibson’sreturn,whichmightbeexpectedatanyminute。Cynthiasateintheshade,soitwasonlybyhersensitiveearthatMollycouldjudgeofherstateofcomposure。MrsGibsonwastellingsomeofherday’sadventures—whomshehadfoundathomeinthecallsshehadbeenmaking;whohadbeenout;andthesmallpiecesofnewsshehadheard。ToMolly’squicksympathyCynthia’svoicesoundedlanguidandweary,butshemadealltheproperreplies,andexpressedtheproperinterestattherightplaces,andMollycametotherescue,chimingin,withaneffort,itistrue;butMrsGibsonwasnotonetonoticeslightshadesordifferencesinmanner。WhenMrGibsonreturned,therelativepositionsofthepartieswerealtered。ItwasCynthianowwhoraisedherselfintoliveliness,partlyfromaconsciousnessthathewouldhavenoticedanydepression,andpartlybecause,fromhercradletohergrave,Cynthiawasoneofthosenaturalcoquettes,whoinstinctivelybringoutalltheirprettiestairsandgracesinordertostandwellwithanyman,youngorold,whomayhappentobepresent。Shelistenedtohisremarksandstorieswithallthesweetintentnessofhappierdays,tillMolly,silentandwondering,couldhardlybelievethattheCynthiabeforeherwasthesamegirlasshewhowassobbingandcryingasifherheartwouldbreaknottwohoursbefore。 Itistrueshelookedpaleandheavy—eyed,butthatwastheonlysignshegaveofherpasttrouble,whichyetmustbeapresentcare,thoughtMolly。 Afterdinner,MrGibsonwentouttohistownpatients;MrsGibsonsubsidedintoherarm—chair,holdingasheetofTheTimesbeforeher,behindwhichshetookaquietandlady—likedoze。Cynthiahadabookinonehand,withtheothersheshadedhereyesfromthelight。Mollyalonecouldneitherread,norsleep,norwork。Shesateintheseatinthebow—window;theblindwasnotdrawndown,fortherewasnodangeroftheirbeingoverlooked。 Shegazedintothesoftouterdarkness,andfoundherselfstrivingtodiscerntheoutlinesofobjects—thecottageattheendofthegarden—thegreatbeech—treewiththeseatroundit—thewirearches,upwhichthesummerroseshadclambered;eachcameoutfaintanddimagainsttheduskyvelvetoftheatmosphere。Presentlyteacame,andtherewastheusualnightlybustle。Thetablewascleared,MrsGibsonrousedherself,andmadethesameremarkaboutdearpapathatshehaddoneatthesamehourforweekspast。Cynthiatoodidnotlookdifferenttousual。Andyetwhatahiddenmysterydidhercalmnesshide,thoughtMolly。Atlengthcamebed—time,andtheaccustomarylittlespeeches。BothMollyandCynthiawenttotheirownroomswithoutexchangingaword。WhenMollywasinhersshehadforgottenifshewastogotoCynthia,orCynthiatocometoher。Shetookoffhergownandputonherdressing—gown,andstoodandwaited,andevensatedownforaminuteortwo;butCynthiadidnotcome,soMollywentandknockedattheoppositedoor,which,tohersurprise,shefoundshut。WhensheenteredtheroomCynthiasatebyherdressing—table,justasshecameupfromthedrawing—room。Shehadbeenleaningherheadonherarms,andseemedalmosttohaveforgottenthetrystshehadmadewithMolly,forshelookedupasifstartled,andherfacedidseemfullofworryanddistress;inhersolitudeshemadenomoreexertion,butgavewaytothoughtsofcare。