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类别:其他 作者:Elizabeth Gaskell字数:11741更新时间:19/01/07 15:20:26
saidMissPhoebe,seeingMolly’sextremediscomfitureandannoyance。’Itcanbenogreatsecret,’saidMissBrowning,droppingthelittle—birdformula,andassuminganairofdignifiedreprovalatMissPhoebe’sinterruption,’forMissHornblowersaysMrPrestonownstobeingengaged——’’AtanyrateitisnottoCynthia,thatIknowpositively,’saidMollywithsomevehemence。’Andprayputastoptoanysuchreports;youdon’tknowwhatmischieftheymaydo。Idosohatethatkindofchatter!’ItwasnotveryrespectfulofMollytospeakinthiswaytobesure,butshethoughtonlyofRoger;andthedistressanysuchreportsmightcause,shouldheeverhearofthem(inthecentreofAfrica!)madehercolourupscarletwithvexation。’Heighty—teighty!MissMolly!don’tyourememberthatIamoldenoughtobeyourmother,andthatitisnotprettybehaviourtospeaksotous— tome!\"Chatter\"tobesure。Really,Molly——’’Ibegyourpardon,’saidMolly,onlyhalf—penitent。’Idaresayyoudidnotmeantospeaksotosister,’saidMissPhoebe,tryingtomakepeace。Mollydidnotanswerallatonce。Shewantedtoexplainhowmuchmischiefmightbedonebysuchreports。’Butdon’tyousee,’shewenton,stillflushedbyvexation,’howbaditistotalkofsuchthingsinsuchaway?Supposingoneofthemcaredforsomeoneelse,andthatmighthappen,youknow;MrPreston,forinstance,maybeengagedtosomeoneelse?’’Molly!Ipitythewoman!IndeedIdo。IhaveaverypooropinionofMrPreston,’saidMissBrowning,inawarningtoneofvoice;foranewideahadcomeintoherhead。’Well,butthewoman,oryounglady,wouldnotliketohearsuchreportsaboutMrPreston。’’Perhapsnot。Butforallthat,takemywordforit,he’sagreatflirt,andyoungladieshadbetternothavemuchtodowithhim。’’IdaresayitwasallaccidenttheirmeetinginHeathLane。’saidMissPhoebe。’Iknownothingaboutit,’saidMolly,’andIdaresayIhavebeenimpertinent,onlypleasedon’ttalkaboutitanymore。Ihavemyreasonsforaskingyou。’Shegotup,forbythestrikingofthechurchclockshehadjustfoundoutthatitwaslaterthanshehadthought,andsheknewthatherfatherwouldbeathomebythistime。ShebentdownandkissedMissBrowning’sgraveandpassiveface。’Howyouaregrowing,Molly!’saidMissPhoebe,anxioustocoveroverhersister’sdispleasure。’\"Astallandasstraightasapoplar—tree!\"astheoldsongsays。’’Growingrace,Molly,aswellasingoodlooks!’saidMissBrowning,watchingheroutoftheroom。Assoonasshewasfairlygone,MissBrowninggotupandshutthedoorquitesecurely,andthensittingdownnearhersister,shesaid,inalowvoice,’Phoebe,itwasMollyherselfthatwaswithMrPrestoninHeathLanethatdaywhenMrsGoodenoughsawthemtogether!’’Graciousgoodnessme!’exclaimedMissPhoebe,receivingitatonceasgospel。’Howdoyouknow?’’Byputtingtwoandtwotogether。DidnotyounoticehowredMollywent,andthenpale,andhowshesaidsheknewforafactthatMrPrestonandCynthiaKirkpatrickwerenotengaged?’’Perhapsnotengaged;butMrsGoodenoughsawthemloiteringtogether,allbytheirowntwoselves——’’MrsGoodenoughonlycrossedHeathLaneattheShireOak,asshewasridinginherphaeton,’saidMissBrowning,sententiously。’Weallknowwhatacowardsheisinacarriage,sothatmostlikelyshehadonlyhalfherwitsabouther,andhereyesarenoneofthebestwhensheisstandingsteadyontheground。MollyandCynthiahavegotthosenewplaidshawlsjustalike,andtheytrimtheirbonnetsalike,andMollyisgrownastallasCynthiasinceChristmas。Iwasalwaysafraidshe’dbeshortandstumpy,butshe’snowastallandslenderasanyoneneedbe。I’llanswerforit,MrsGoodenoughsawMolly,andtookherforCynthia。’WhenMissBrowning’answeredforit’MissPhoebegaveupdoubting。Shesatesometimeinsilencerevolvingherthoughts。Thenshesaid,—’Itwouldnotbesuchaverybadmatchafterall,sister。’Shespokeverymeekly,awaitinghersister’ssanctiontoheropinion。’Phoebe,itwouldbeabadmatchforMaryPreston’sdaughter。IfIhadknownwhatIknownowwe’dneverhavehadhimtotealastSeptember。’’Why,whatdoyouknow?’askedMissPhoebe。’MissHornblowertoldmemanythings;somethatIdon’tthinkyououghttohear,Phoebe。HewasengagedtoaveryprettyMissGregson,atHenwick,wherehecomesfrom;andherfathermadeinquiries,andheardsomuchthatwasbadabouthim,thathemadehisdaughterbreakoffthematch,andshe’sdeadsince!’’Howshocking!’saidMissPhoebe,dulyimpressed。’Besides,heplaysatbilliardsandhebetsatraces,andsomepeopledosayhekeepsrace—horses。’’Butisnotitstrangethattheearlkeepshimonashisagent?’’No!perhapsnot。He’sverycleveraboutland,andverysharpinalllawaffairs;andmylordisnotboundtotakenotice—ifindeedheknows— ofthemannerinwhichMrPrestontalkswhenhehastakentoomuchwine。’’Takentoomuchwine。Oh,sistersisheadrunkard?andwehavehadhimtotea!’’Ididnotsayhewasadrunkard,Phoebe,’saidMissBrowning,pettishly。 ’Amanmaytaketoomuchwineoccasionally,withoutbeingadrunkard。Don’tletmehearyouusingsuchcoarsewords,Phoebe!’MissPhoebewassilentforatimeafterthisrebuke。’Presentlyshesaid,’IdohopeitwasnotMollyGibson。’’Youmayhopeasmuchasyoulike,butI’mprettysureitwas。However,we’dbettersaynothingaboutittoMrsGoodenough;shehasgotCynthiaintoherhead,andthereletherrest。TimeenoughtosetreportsafloataboutMollywhenweknowthere’ssometruthinthem。MrPrestonmightdoforCynthia,who’sbeenbroughtupFrance,thoughshehassuchprettymanners; butitmayhavemadehernotparticular。Hemustnot,andheshallnot,haveMolly,ifIgointochurchandforbidthebannsmyself;butI’mafraid—I’mafraidthere’ssomethingbetweenherandhim。Wemustkeeponthelookout,Phoebe。I’llbeherguardianangel,inspiteofherself。’EndofPartFourchapter41ELIZABETHGASKELLWIVESANDDAUGHTERSPARTV(ChaptersXLI—L)CHAPTERXLIGATHERINGCLOUDS MrsGibsoncamebackfullofrose—colouredaccountsofLondon。LadyCumnorhadbeengraciousandaffectionate,’sotouchedbymygoinguptoseeher,sosoonafterherreturntoEngland;’LadyHarrietcharminganddevotedtoheroldgoverness;LordCumnor’justlikehisdearusualheartyself;’andasfortheKirkpatricks,noLordChancellor’shousewasevergranderthantheirs,andthesilkgownoftheQ。C。hadfloatedoverhousemaidsandfootmen。Cynthia,too,wassomuchadmired;andasforherdress,MrsKirkpatrickhadshowereddownball—dressesandwreaths,andprettybonnetsandmantles,likeafairygodmother。MrGibson’spoorpresentoftenpoundsshrankintoverysmalldimensionscomparedwithallthismunificence。 ’Andthey’resofondofher,Idon’tknowwhenweshallhaveherback,’ wasMrsGibson’swinding—upsentence。’Andnow,Molly,whathaveyouandpapabeendoing?Verygay,yousoundedinyourletter。IhadnottimetoreaditinLondon;soIputitinmypocket,andreaditinthecoachcominghome。But,mydearchild,youdolooksoold—fashionedwithyourgownmadealltight,andyourhairalltumblingaboutincurls。Curlsarequitegoneout。’Wemustdoyourhairdifferently,’shecontinued,tryingtosmoothMolly’sblackwavesintostraightness。 ’IsentCynthiaanAfricanletter,’saidMolly,timidly。’Didyouhearanythingofwhatwasinit?’ ’Oh,yes,poorchild!Itmadeherveryuneasy,Ithink;shesaidshedidnotfeelinclinedtogotoMrRawson’sball,whichwasonthatnight,andforwhichMrsKirkpatrickhadgivenhertheball—dress。Buttherereallywasnothingforhertofidgetherselfabout。Rogeronlysaidhehadhadanothertouchoffever,butwasbetterwhenhewrote。HesayseveryEuropeanhastobeacclimatizedbyfeverinthatpartofAbyssiniawhereheis。’ ’Anddidshego?’askedMolly。 ’Yes,tobesure。Itisnotanengagement;andifitwere,itisnotacknowledged。Fancyhergoingandsaying,\"AyoungmanthatIknowhasbeenillforafewdaysinAfrica,twomonthsago,thereforeIdon’twanttogototheballto—night。\"Itwouldhaveseemedlikeaffectationofsentiment; andifthere’sonethingIhateitisthat。’ ’Shewouldhardlyenjoyherself,’saidMolly。 ’Oh,yes,butshedid。Herdresswaswhitegauze,trimmedwithlilacs,andshereallydidlook—amothermaybeallowedalittlenaturalpartiality—mostlovely。Andshedancedeverydance,althoughshewasquiteastranger。 Iamsuresheenjoyedherself,fromhermanneroftalkingaboutitnextmorning。’ ’Iwonderifthesquireknows。’ ’Knowswhat?Oh,yes,tobesure!YoumeanaboutRoger。Idaresayhedoesn’t,andthere’snoneedtotellhim,forI’venodoubtitisallrightnow。’AndshewentoutoftheroomtoFinishherunpacking。 Mollyletherworkfall,andsighed。’Itwillbeayearthedayafterto—morrowsincehecameheretoproposeourgoingtoHurstWood,andmammawassovexedathiscallingbeforelunch。IwonderifCynthiaremembersitaswellasIdo。Andnow,perhaps——Oh!Roger,Roger!Iwish—Ipraythatyouweresafehomeagain!Howcouldweallbearit,if——’ Shecoveredherfacewithherhands,andtriedtostopthinking。Suddenlyshegotup,asifstungbyavenomousfancy,’Idon’tbelievesheloveshimassheought,orshecouldnot—couldnothavegoneanddanced。WhatshallIdoifshedoesnot?WhatshallI do?Icanbearanythingbutthat。’ Butshefoundthelongsuspenseastohishealthhardenoughtoendure。 Theywerenotlikelytohearfromhimforamonthatleast,andbeforethattimehadelapsedCynthiawouldbeathomeagain。Mollylearnttolongforherreturnbeforeafortnightofherabsencewasover。Shehadhadnoideathatperpetualtê;te—?tê;teswithMrsGibsoncould,byanypossibility,besotiresomeasshefoundthem。PerhapsMolly’sstateofdelicatehealth,consequentuponherrapidgrowthduringthelastfewmonths,madeherirritable;butreallyoftenshehadtogetupandleavetheroomtocalmherselfdownafterlisteningtoalongseriesofwords,morefrequentlyplaintiveordiscontentedintonethancheerful,andwhichattheendconveyednodistinctimpressionofeitherthespthieaker’sthoughtorfeeling。Wheneveranythinghadgonewrong,wheneverMrGibsonhadcoollyperseveredinanythingtowhichshehadobjected;wheneverthecookhadmadeamistakeaboutthedinner,orthehousemaidbrokenanylittlefrangiblearticle;wheneverMolly’shairwasnotdonetoherliking,orherdressdidnotbecomeher,orthesmellofdinnerpervadedthehouse,orthewrongcallerscame,ortherightcallersdidnotcome—infact,wheneveranythingwentwrong,poorMrKirkpatrickwasregrettedandmournedover,nay,almostblamed,asif,hadheonlygivenhimselfthetroubleofliving,hecouldhavehelpedit。 ’WhenIlookbacktothosehappydays,itseemstomeasifIhadnevervaluedthemasIought。Tobesure—youth,love,—whatdidwecareforpoverty!IrememberdearMrKirkpatrickwalkingfivemilesintoStratfordtobuymeamuffinbecauseIhadsuchafancyforoneafterCynthiawasborn。Idon’tmeantocomplainofdearpapa—butIdon’tthink—but,perhapsIoughtnottosayittoyou。IfMrKirkpatrickhadbuttakencareofthatcoughofhis;buthewassoobstinate!Menalwaysare,Ithink。 Anditreallywasselfishofhim。OnlyIdaresayhedidnotconsidertheforlornstateinwhichIshouldbeleft。Itcameharderuponmethanuponmostpeople,becauseIalwayswasofsuchanaffectionatesensitivenature。 IrememberalittlepoemofMrKirkpatrick’sinwhichhecomparedmyhearttoaharp—string,vibratingtotheslightestbreeze。’ ’Ithoughtharp—stringsrequiredaprettystrongfingertomakethemsound,’saidMolly。 ’Mydearchild,you’venomorepoetryinyouthanyourfather。Andasforyourhair!it’sworsethanever。Can’tyoudrenchitinwatertotakethoseuntidytwistsandtwirlsoutofit?’ ’Itonlymakesitcurlmoreandmorewhenitgetsdry,’saidMolly,suddentearscomingintohereyesasarecollectioncamebeforeherlikeapictureseenlongagoandforgottenforyears—ayoungmotherwashinganddressingherlittlegirl;placingthehalf—nakeddarlingonherknee,andtwiningthewetringsofdarkhairfondlyroundherfingers,andthen,inanecstasyoffondness,kissingthelittlecurlyhead。 ThereceiptofCynthia’slettersmadeveryagreeableevents。Shedidnotwriteoften,butherlettersweretolerablylongwhentheydidcome,andverysprightlyintone。Therewasconstantmentionmadeofmanynewnames,whichconveyednoideatoMolly,thoughMrsGibsonwouldtryandenlightenherbyrunningcommentarieslikethefollowing,— ’MrsGreen!ah,that’sMrJones’sprettycousin,wholivesinRussellSquarewiththefathusband。Theykeeptheircarriage;butI’mnotsureifitisnotMrGreenwhoisMrsJones’scousin。WecanaskCynthiawhenshecomeshome。MrHenderson!tobesure—ayoungmanwithblackwhiskers,apupilofMrKirkpatrick’sformerly,—orwasheapupilofMrMurray’s? Iknowtheysaidhehadreadlawwithsomebody。Ah,yes!theyarethepeoplewhocalledthedayafterMrRawson’sball,andwhoadmiredCynthiasomuch,withoutknowingIwashermother。Shewasveryhandsomelydressedindeed,inblacksatin;andthesonhadaglasseye,buthewasayoungmanofgoodproperty。Coleman!yes,thatwasthename。’ NomorenewsofRogeruntilsometimeafterCynthiahadreturnedfromherLondonvisit。Shecamebacklookingfresherandprettierthanever,beautifullydressed,thankstoherowngoodtaste,andhercousins’generosity,fullofamusingdetailsofthegaylifeshehadbeenenjoying,yetnotatalloutofspiritsathavingleftitbehindher。ShebroughthomeallsortsofprettyanddaintydevicesforMolly;aneckribbonmadeupinthenewestfashion,apatternforatippet,adelicatepairoflightglovesembroideredasMollyhadneverseenglovesembroideredbefore,andmanyanotherlittlesignofremembranceduringherabsence。Yetsomehoworother,MollyfeltthatCynthiawaschangedinherrelationtoher。MollywasawarethatshehadneverhadCynthia’sfullconfidence,forwithallherapparentfranknessandnaï;vet?ofmanner,Cynthiawasextremelyreservedandreticent。Sheknewthismuchofherself,andhadoftenlaughedaboutittoMolly,andthelatterhadfoundoutthetruthofherfriend’sassertionforherself。ButMollydidnottroubleherselfmuchaboutthis,Shetooknewthatthereweremanythoughtsandfeelingsthatflittedthroughhermindthatsheshouldneverthinkoftellingtoanyone,exceptperhaps—iftheywereeververymuchthrowntogether—toherfather。SheknewrthatCynthiawithheldfromhermorethanthoughtsandfeelings—thatshewithheldfacts。Butthen,asMollyreflected,thesefactsmightinvolvedetailsofstruggleandsuffering,mightrelatetohermother’sneglect,andaltogetherbeofsopainfulacharacter,thatitwouldbewellifCynthiacouldforgetherchildhoodaltogether,insteadoffixingitinhermindbytherelationofhergrievancesandtroubles。SoitwasnotnowbyanywantofconfidencethatMollyfeltdistancedasitwere。ItwasbecauseCynthiaratheravoidedthansoughthercompanionship;becausehereyesshunnedthestraight,serious,lovinglookofMolly’s;becausetherewerecertainsubjectsonwhichsheevidentlydislikedspeaking,notparticularlyinterestingthingsasfarasMollycouldperceive,butitalmostseemedasiftheylayontheroadtopointstobeavoided。MollyfeltasortofsighingpleasureinnoticingCynthia’schangedmanneroftalkingaboutRoger。Shespokeofhimtenderlynow;’poorRoger,’asshecalledhim; andMollythoughtthatshemustbereferringtotheillnesswhichhehadmentionedinhislastletter。OnemorninginthefirstweekafterCynthia’sreturnhome,justashewasgoingout,MrGibsonranupintothedrawing—room,haton,bootedandspurred,andhastilylaidanopenpamphletdownbeforeher;pointingoutaparticularpassagewithhisfinger,butnotspeakingawordbeforeherapidlyquittedtheroom。Hiseyesweresparkling,andhadanamusedaswellaspleasedexpression。AllthisMollynoticed,aswellasCynthia’sflushofcolourasshereadwhatwasthuspointedouttoher。Thenshepusheditalittleononeside,notclosingthebookhowever,andwentonwithherwork。 ’Whatisit?mayIseeit?’askedMolly,stretchingoutherhandforthepamphlet,whichlaywithinherreach。ButshedidnottakeituntilCynthiahadsaid,— ’Certainly,Idon’tsupposethereareanygreatsecretsinascientificjournal,fullofreportsofmeetings。’AndshegavethebookalittlepushtowardsMolly…… ’Oh,Cynthia!’saidMolly,catchingherbreathassheread,Careyounotproud?’ForitwasanaccountofanannualgatheringoftheGeographicalSociety,andLordHollingfordhadreadaletterhehadreceivedfromRogerHamley,datedfromArracuoba,adistrictinAfrica,hithertounvisitedbyanyintelligentEuropeantraveller;andaboutwhich,MrHamleysentmanycuriousparticulars。Thereadingofthisletterhadbeenreceivedwiththegreatestinterest,andseveralsubsequentspeakershadpaidthewriterveryhighcompliments。 ButMollymighthaveknownCynthiabetterthantoexpectananswerresponsivetothefeelingsthatpromptedherquestion。LetCynthiabeeversoproud,eversoglad,orsograteful,orevenindignant,remorseful,grievedorsorry,theveryfactthatshewasexpectedbyanothertoentertainanyoftheseemotions,wouldhavebeenenoughtopreventherexpressingthem。 ’I’mafraidI’mnotasmuchstruckbythewonderofthethingasyouare,Molly。Besides,itisnotnewstome;atleast,notentirely。IheardaboutthemeetingbeforeIleftLondon;itwasagooddealtalkedaboutinmyuncle’sset;tobesureIdidnothearallthefinethingstheysayofhimthere—butthen,youknow,that’samerefashionofspeaking,whichmeansnothing;somebodyisboundtopaycomplimentswhenalordtakesthetroubletoreadoneofhislettersaloud。’ ’Nonsense,’saidMolly。’Youknowyoudon’tbelievewhatyouaresaying,Cynthia。’ Cynthiagavethatprettylittlejerkofhershoulders,whichwasherequivalentforaFrenchshrug,butdidnotliftupherheadfromhersewing。 Mollybegantoreadthereportoveragain。 ’Why,Cynthia!’shesaid,’youmighthavebeenthere;ladieswerethere。 Itsays\"manyladieswerepresent。\"Oh,couldnotyouhavemanagedtogo? Ifyouruncle’ssetcaredaboutthesethings,wouldnotsomeofthemhavetakenyou?’ ’Perhaps,ifIhadaskedthem。ButIthinktheywouldhave’Youmighthavetoldyourunclehowmattersreallystood,hewouldnothavetalkedaboutitifyouhadwishedhimnot,Iamsure,andhecouldhavehelpedyou。’ ’Onceforall,Molly,’saidCynthia,nowlayingdownherwork,andspeakingwithquickauthority,’dolearntounderstandthatitis,andalwayshasbeenmywish,nottohavetherelationwhichRogerandIbeartoeachother,mentionedortalkedabout。Whentherighttimecomes,Iwillmakeitknowntomyuncle,andtoeverybodywhomitmayconcern;butIamnotgoingtomakemischief,andgetmyselfintotrouble—evenforthesakeofhearingcomplimentspaidtohim—bylettingitoutbeforethetime。IfI’mpushedtoit,I’dsoonerbreakitoffaltogetheratonce,andhavedonewithit。 Ican’tbeworseoffthanIamnow。’Herangrytonehadchangedintoakindofdespondingcomplaintbeforeshehadendedhersentence。Mollylookedatherwithdismay。 ’Ican’tunderstandyou,Cynthia,’shesaidatlength。 ’No;Idaresayyoucan’t,’saidCynthia,lookingatherwithtearsinhereyes,andverytenderly,asifinatonementforherlatevehemence。 ’Iamafraid—Ihopeyouneverwill。’ Inamoment,Molly’sarmswereroundher。’Oh,Cynthia,’shemurmured,’haveIbeenplaguingyou?HaveIvexedyou?Don’tsayyou’reafraidofmyknowingyou。Ofcourseyou’veyourfaults,everybodyhas,butIthinkIloveyouthebetterforthem。’ ’Idon’tknowthatI’msoverybad,’saidCynthia,smilingalittlethroughthetearsthatMolly’swordsandcaresseshadforcedtooverflowfromhereyes。’ButIhavegotintoscrapes。Iaminascrapenow,IdosometimesbelieveIshallalwaysbeinscrapes,andiftheyevercometolight,IshallseemtobeworsethanIreallyam;andIknowyourfatherwillthrowmeoff,andI—no,Iwon’tbeafraidthatyouwill,Molly。’ ’I’msureIwon’t。Arethey—doyouthink—howwouldRogertakeit?’ askedMolly,verytimidly。 ’Idon’tknow。Ihopehewillneverhearofit。Idon’tseewhyheshould,forinalittlewhileIshallbequiteclearagain。ItallcameaboutwithoutmyeverthinkingIwasdoingwrong。I’veagreatmindtotellyouallaboutit,Molly。’ Mollydidnotliketourgeit,thoughshelongedtoknow,andtoseeifshecouldnotofferhelp;butwhileCynthiawashesitating,andperhaps,tosaythetruth,ratherregrettingthatshehadevenmadethisslightadvancetowardsbestowingherconfidence,MrsGibsoncamein,fullofsomemannerofalteringagownofhers,soastomakeitintothefashionoftheday,asshehadseenitduringhervisittoLondon。Cynthiaseemedtoforgethertearsandhertroubles,andtothrowherwholesoulintomillinery。 Cynthia’scorrespondencewentonprettybrisklywithherLondoncousins,accordingtotheusualrateofcorrespondenceinthosedays。IndeedMrsGibsonwasoccasionallyinclinedtocomplainofthefrequencyofHelenKirkpatrick’sletters;forbeforethepennypostcamein,therecipienthadtopaythepostageofletters;andelevenpence—halfpennythreetimesaweekcame,accordingtoMrsGibson’smodeofreckoningwhenannoyed,toasum’betweenthreeandfourshillings。’Butthesecomplaintswereonlyforthefamily;theysawthewrongsideofthetapestry。Hollingfordingeneral,theMissBrowningsinparticular,heardof’dearHelen’senthusiasticfriendshipforCynthia’andof’therealpleasureitwastoreceivesuchconstantnews—relaysofnewsindeed—fromLondon。Itwasalmostasgoodaslivingthere!’ ’AgreatdealbetterIshouldthink,’saidMissBrowningwithsomeseverity。 ForshehadgotmanyofhernotionsofthemetropolisfromtheBritishEssayists,wheretownissooftenrepresentedasthecentreofdissipation,corruptingcountrywivesandsquires’daughters,andunfittingthemforalltheirdutiesbytheconstantwhirlofitsnotalwaysinnocentpleasures。 Londonwasasortofmoralpitch,whichfewcouldtouchandnotbedefiled。 MissBrowninghadbeenonthewatchforthesignsofdeteriorationinCynthia’scharactereversinceherreturnhome。But,exceptinginagreaternumberofprettyandbecomingarticlesofdress,therewasnogreatchangefortheworsetobeperceived。Cynthiahadbeen’intheworld,’had’beheldtheglareandglitteranddazzlingdisplayofLondon,’yethadcomebacktoHollingfordasreadyasevertoplaceachairforMissBrowning,ortogatherflowersforanosegayforMissPhoebe,ortomendherownclothes。 ButallthiswassetdowntothemeritsofCynthia,nottothecreditofLondon—town。 ’AsfarasIcanjudgeofLondon,’saidMissBrowning,sententiouslycontinuinghertiradeagainsttheplace,’it’snobetterthanapickpocketandarobberdressedupinthespoilsofhonestfolk。IshouldliketoknowwheremyLordHollingfordwasbred,andMrRogerHamley。Yourgoodhusbandlentmethatreportofthemeeting,MrsGibson,wheresomuchwassaidaboutthemboth,andhewasasproudoftheirpraisesasifhehadbeenakintothem,andPhoebereaditaloudtome,fortheprintwastoosmallformyeyes;shewasagooddealperplexedwithallthenewnamesofplaces,butIsaidshehadbetterskipthemall,forwehadneverheardofthembeforeandprobablyshouldneverhearofthemagain,butshereadoutthefinethingstheysaidofmylord,andMrRoger,andIputittoyou,whereweretheybornandbred?Why,withineightmilesofHollingford; itmighthavebeenMollythereorme;it’sallachance;andthentheygoandtalkaboutthepleasuresofintellectualsocietyinLondon,andthedistinguishedpeopleuptherethatitissuchanadvantagetoknow,andallthetimeIknowit’sonlyshopsandtheplaythat’stherealattraction。 Butthat’sneitherherenorthere。Weallputourbestfootforemost,andifwehaveareasontogivethatlookssensiblewespeakitoutlikemen,andneversayanythingaboutthesillinesswearehuggingtoourhearts。 ButIaskyouagain,wheredoesthisfinesocietycomefrom,andthesewisemen,andthesedistinguishedtravellers?Why,outofcountryparisheslikethis!Londonpicks’emallup,anddecksherselfwiththem,andthencallsoutloudtothefolksshe’srobbed,andsays,\"ComeandseehowfineIam。\"Fine,indeed!I’venopatiencewithLondon:Cynthiaismuchbetteroutofit;andI’mnotsure,ifIwereyou,MrsGibson,ifIwouldnotstopupthoseLondonletters:they’llonlybeunsettlingher。’ ’ButperhapsshemayliveinLondonsomeofthesedays,MissBrowning,’ simperedMrsGibson。 ’TimeenoughthentobethinkingofLondon。Iwishheranhonestcountryhusbandwithenoughtoliveupon,andalittletolayby,andagoodcharactertoboot。Mindthat,Molly,’saidshe,firingrounduponthestartledMolly,’IwishCynthiaahusbandwithagoodcharacter;butshe’sgotamothertolookafterher;you’venoneandwhenyourmotherwasaliveshewasadearfriendofmine:soI’mnotgoingtoletyouthrowyourselfawayuponanyonewhoselifeisnotclearandabove—board,youmaydependuponit。’ Thislastspeechfelllikeabombintothequietlittledrawing—room,itwasdeliveredwithsuchvehemence。MissBrowning,inhersecretheart,meantitasawarningagainsttheintimacyshebelievedthatMollyhadformedwithMrPreston;butasithappenedthatMollyhadneverdreamedofanysuchintimacy,thegirlcouldnotimaginewhysuchseverityofspeechshouldbeaddressedtoher。MrsGibson,whoalwaystookupthepointsofeverywordoractionwheretheytouchedherownself(andcalleditsensitiveness),brokethesilencethatfollowedMissBrowning’sspeechbysaying,plaintively,— ’I’msure,MissBrowning,youareverymuchmistakenifyouthinkthatanymothercouldtakemorecareofMollythanIdo。Idon’t—Ican’tthinkthereisanyneedforanyonetointerferetoprotecther,andIhavenotanideawhyyouhavebeentalkinginthisway,justasifwewereallwrong,andyouwereallright。Ithurtsmyfeelings,indeeditdoes;forMollycantellyouthereisnotathingorafavourthatCynthiahas,thatshehasnot。Andasfornottakingcareofher,why,ifsheweretogouptoLondonto—morrow,Ishouldmakeapointofgoingwithhertoseeafterher;andIneverdiditforCynthiawhenshewasatschoolinFrance;andherbedroomisfurnishedjustlikeCynthia’s;andIletherwearmyredshawlwhenevershelikes,shemighthaveitoftenerifshewould。Ican’tthinkwhatyoumean,MissBrowning。’ ’Ididnotmeantooffendyou,butImeantjusttogiveMollyahint。 SheunderstandswhatImean。’