第27章

类别:其他 作者:H.Rider Haggard字数:7181更新时间:19/01/07 15:17:55
\"AndrememberallthatIhavetaughtyou,\"shoutedBastin。 Maramashivered,thoughwhetheratthementionofthegodOro,ofwhosepowerstheOrofenanshadsopainfularecollection,orattheresultofBastin’steachings,Idonotknow。Andthatwasthelastweshalleverseeofeachotherinthisworld。 Theislandfadedbehindusand,soreatheartbecauseofallthatwehadfoundandlostagain,forthreedayswesailednorthwardwithafairandsteadywind。Onthefourtheveningbyanextraordinarystrokeoffortune,wefellinwithanAmericantrampsteamer,tradingfromtheSouthSeaIslandstoSanFrancisco。Tothecaptain,whotreatedusverykindly,wesaidsimplythatwewereapartyofEnglishmenwhoseyachthadbeenwreckedonasmallislandseveralhundredsofmilesaway,ofwhichweknewneitherthename,ifithadone,northeposition。 Thisstorywasacceptedwithoutquestion,forsuchthingsoftenhappeninthoselatitudes,andinduecoursewewerelandedatSanFrancisco,wherewemadecertaindepositionsbeforetheBritishConsulastothelossoftheyachtStaroftheSouth。 ThenwecrossedAmerica,havingobtainedfundsbycable,andsailedforEnglandinasteamerflyingtheflagoftheUnitedStates。 OfthegreatwarwhichmadethisdesirableIdonotspeaksinceithasnothing,orratherlittle,todowiththishistory。IntheendwearrivedsafelyatLiverpool,andthencetravelledtoourhomesinDevonshire。 ThusendedthehistoryofourdealingswithOro,thesuper—manwhobeganhislifemorethantwohundredandfiftythousandyearsago,andwithhisdaughter,Yva,whomBastinstilloftencallstheGlitteringLady。 ChapterXXVII BastinDiscoversaResemblanceThereislittlemoretotell。 ShortlyafterourreturnBickley,likeapatrioticEnglishman,volunteeredforserviceatthefrontanddepartedintheuniformoftheR。A。M。C。BeforehelefthetooktheopportunityofexplainingtoBastinhowmuchbetteritwasinsuchanationalemergencyasexisted,tobelongtoaprofessioninwhichamancoulddosomethingtohelpthebodiesofhiscountrymenthathadbeenbrokeninthecommoncause,thantoonelikehisinwhichitwasonlypossibletopeltthemwithvainwords。 \"Youthinkthat,doyou,Bickley?\"answeredBastin。\"Well,I holdthatitisbettertohealsoulsthanbodies,because,asevenyouwillhavelearnedoutthereinOrofena,theylastsomuchlonger。\" \"IamnotcertainthatIlearnedanythingofthesort,\"saidBickley,\"oreventhatOrowasmorethananordinaryoldman。Hesaidthathehadlivedathousandyears,butwhatwastheretoprovethisexcepthisword,whichisworthnothing?\" \"TherewastheLadyYva’swordalso,whichisworthagreatdeal,Bickley。\" \"Yes,butshemayhavemeantathousandmoons。Further,asaccordingtoherownshowingshewasstillquiteyoung,howcouldsheknowherfather’sage?\" \"Quiteso,Bickley。Butallsheactuallysaidwasthatshewasofthesameageasoneofourwomenoftwenty—seven,whichmayhavemeanttwohundredandseventyforallIknow。However,puttingthatasideyouwilladmitthattheyhadbothsleptfortwohundredandfiftythousandyears。\" \"Iadmitthattheyslept,Bastin,becauseIhelpedtoawakenthem,butforhowlongthereisnothingtoshow,exceptthosestarmapswhichareprobablyquiteinaccurate。\" \"Theyarenotinaccurate,\"Ibrokein,\"forIhavehadthemcheckedbyleadingastronomerswhosaythattheyshowamarvelousknowledgeoftheheavensastheseweretwohundredandfiftythousandyearsago,andaretoday。\" HereIshouldstatethatthosetwometalmapsandtheringwhichIgavetoYvaandfoundagainafterthecatastrophe,wereabsolutelytheonlythingsconnectedwithherorwithOrothatwebroughtawaywithus。TheformerIwouldneverpartwith,feelingtheirvalueasevidence。Therefore,whenwedescendedtothecityNyoandthedepthsbeneath,Itookthemwithmewrappedinclothinmypocket。Thustheywerepreserved。EverythingelsewentwhentheRockofOfferingsandthecavemouthsankbeneaththewatersofthelake。 Thismayhavehappenedeitherintheearthtremor,whichnodoubtwascausedbytheadvanceoftheterrificworld—balance,orwhentheelectricpower,thoughdiffusedandturnedbyYva’sinsulatedbody,struckthegreatgyroscope’stravellingfootwithsufficientstrength,nottoshiftitindeedontotheright—handpathasOrohaddesigned,butstilltocauseittostaggerandevenperhapstohaltforthefractionofasecond。Eventhispausemayhavebeenenoughtocauseconvulsionsoftheearthabove;indeed,IgatheredfromMaramaandotherOrofenansthatsuchconvulsionshadoccurredonandaroundtheislandatwhatmusthavecorrespondedwiththatmomentoftheloosingoftheforce。 ThislossofourbelongingsinthehouseoftheRockofOfferingswasthemoregrievousbecauseamongthemweresomeKodakphotographswhichIhadtaken,includingportraitsofOroandoneofYvathatwasreallyexcellent,tosaynothingofpicturesofthemouthofthecaveandoftheruinsandcraterlakeabove。HowbitterlyIregretthatIdidnotkeepthesephotographsinmypocketwiththemap—plates。 \"Evenifthestar—mapsarecorrect,stillitprovesnothing,\" saidBickley,\"sincepossiblyOro’sastronomicalskillmighthaveenabledhimtodrawthatoftheskyatanyperiod,thoughIallowthisisimpossible。\" \"Idoubthistakingsomuchtroublemerelytodeceivethreewandererswholackedtheknowledgeeventocheckthem,\"Isaid。 \"Butallthismissesthepoint,Bickley。Howeverlongtheyhadslept,thatmanandwomandidarisefromseemingdeath。Theydiddwellinthosemarvelouscaveswiththeirevidencesofdepartedcivilisations,andtheydidshowusthatfearful,world—wanderinggyroscope。Thesethingswesaw。\" \"Iadmitthatwesawthem,Arbuthnot,andIadmitthattheyareoneandallbeyondhumancomprehension。TothatextentIamconverted,and,Imayadd,humbled,\"saidBickley。 \"Soyououghttobe,\"exclaimedBastin,\"seeingthatyoualwayssworethattherewasnothingintheworldthatisnotcapableofaperfectlynaturalexplanation。\" \"Ofwhichallthesethingsmaybecapable,Bastin,ifonlyweheldthekey。\" \"Verywell,Bickley,buthowdoyouexplainwhattheLadyYvadid?Imaytellyounowwhatshecommandedmetoconcealatthetime,namely,thatshebecameaChristian;somuchsothatbyherownwill,Ibaptisedandconfirmedherontheverymorningofhersacrifice。Doubtlessitwasthisthatchangedherheartsomuchthatshebecamewilling,ofcoursewithoutmyknowledge,toleaveeverythingshecaredfor,\"herehelookedhardatme,\"andlaydownherlifetosavetheworld,halfofwhichshebelievedwasabouttobedrownedbyOro。Now,consideringherhistoryandupbringing,Icallthisaspiritualmarvel,muchgreaterthananyyounowadmit,andoneyoucan’texplain,Bickley。\" \"No,Icannotexplain,or,atanyrate,Iwillnottry,\"heanswered,alsostaringhardatme。\"Whatevershebelieved,ordidnotbelieve,andwhateverwouldorwouldnothavehappened,shewasagreatandwonderfulwomanwhosememoryIworship。\" \"Quiteso,Bickley,andnowperhapsyouseemypoint,thatwhatyoudescribeasmerevainwordsmayalsobehelpfultomankind; moreso,indeed,thanyoursurgicalinstrumentsandpills。\" \"Youcouldn’tconvertOro,anyway,\"exclaimedBickley,withirritation。 \"No,Bickley;butthenIhavealwaysunderstoodthatthedevilisbeyondconversionbecauseheisbeyondrepentance。Yousee,I thinkthatifthatoldscoundrelwasnotthedevilhimself,atanyratehewasabitofhim,and,ifIamright,Iamnotashamedtohavefailedinhiscase。\" \"EvenOrowasnotutterlybad,Bastin,\"Isaid,reflectingoncertaintraitsofmercythathehadshown,orthatIdreamedhimtohaveshowninthecourseofourmysteriousmidnightjourneystovariouspartsoftheearth。AlsoIrememberedthathehadlovedTommyandforhissakehadsparedourlives。Lastly,Idonotaltogetherwonderthathecametocertainhastyconclusionsastothevalueofourmoderncivilisations。 \"Iamverygladtohearit,Humphrey,sincewhilethereisasparkleftthewholefiremayburnupagain,andIbelievethattotheDivinemercytherearenolimits,thoughOrowillhavealongroadtotravelbeforehefindsit。AndnowIhavesomethingtosay。IthastroubledmeverymuchthatIwasobligedtoleavethoseOrofenanswanderinginakindofreligioustwilight。\" \"Youcouldn’thelpthat,\"saidBickley,\"seeingthatifyouhadstopped,bynowyouwouldhavebeenwanderinginreligiouslight。\" \"Still,IamnotsurethatIoughtnottohavestopped。Iseemtohavedesertedafieldthatwasopentome。However,itcan’tbehelped,sinceitiscertainthatwecouldneverfindthatislandagain,evenifOrohasnotsunkitbeneaththesea,asheisquitecapableofdoing,tocoverhistracks,sotospeak。SoI meantodomybestinanotherfieldbywayofatonement。\" \"Youarenotgoingtobecomeamissionary?\"Isaid。 \"No,butwiththeconsentoftheBishop,who,Ithink,believesthatmylocumgotonbetterintheparishthanIdo,asnodoubtwasthecase,I,too,havevolunteeredfortheFront,andbeenacceptedasachaplainofthe201stDivision。\" \"Why,that’smine!\"saidBickley。 \"Isit?Iamveryglad,sincenowweshallbeabletopursueourpleasantargumentsandtodoourbesttoopeneachother’sminds。\" \"YoufellowsaremorefortunatethanIam,\"Iremarked。\"Ialsovolunteered,buttheywouldn’ttakeme,evenasaTommy,althoughImisstatedmyage。Theytoldme,oratleastaspecialistwhomI sawdidafterwards,thattheblowIgotontheheadfromthatsorcerer’sboy——\" \"Iknow,Iknow!\"brokeinBickleyalmostroughly。\"Ofcourse,thingsmightgowrongatanytime。Butwithcareyoumaylivetooldage。\" \"Iamsorrytohearit,\"Isaidwithasigh,\"atleastIthinkIam。Meanwhile,fortunatelythereismuchthatIcandoathome; indeedacourseofactionhasbeensuggestedtomebyanoldfriendwhoisnowinauthority。\" OncemoreBickleyandBastinintheirwar—staineduniformswerediningatmytableandontheverynightoftheirreturnfromtheFront,whichwasunexpected。IndeedTommynearlydiedofjoyonhearingtheirvoicesinthehall。They,whoplayedaworthypartinthegreatstruggle,hadmuchtotellme,andnaturallytheirmorerecentexperienceshadoverlaidtosomeextentthosewhichwesharedinthemysteriousislandofOrofena。Indeedwedidnotspeakoftheseuntil,justastheyweregoingaway,Bastinpausedbeneathaverybeautifulportraitofmylatewife,theworkofanartistfamousforhispowerofbringingouttheinnercharacter,orwhatsomemightcallthesoul,ofthesitter。Hestaredatitforawhileinhisshort—sightedway,thensaid:\"Doyouknow,Arbuthnot,ithassometimesoccurredtome,andnevermorethanatthismoment,thatalthoughtheyweredifferentinheightandsoon,therewasareallycuriousphysicalresemblancebetweenyourlatewifeandtheLadyYva。\" \"Yes,\"Ianswered。\"Ithinksotoo。\" Bickleyalsoexaminedtheportraitverycarefully,andashedidsoIsawhimstart。Thenheturnedaway,sayingnothing。 Suchisthesummaryofallthathasbeenimportantinmylife。 Itis,Iadmit,anoddstoryandonewhichsuggestsproblemsthatIcannotsolve。Bastindealswithsuchthingsbythatacceptancewhichistheprivilegeandhall—markoffaith;Bickleydisposes,orusedtodispose,ofthembyablankdenialwhichcarriesnoconviction,andleastofalltohimself。 Whatislifetomostofuswho,likeBickley,thinkourselveslearned?Around,shortbutstillwithtimeandtosparewhereintobedullandlonesome;afatefultreadmilltowhichwewerecondemnedweknownothow,butapparentlythroughthecasualpassionsofthosewhowentbeforeusandarenowforgotten,causingus,astheBiblesays,tobeborninsin;upwhichwewalkwearilyweknownotwhy,seemingnevertomakeprogress;offwhichwefalloutwornweknownotwhenorwhither。 Suchuponthesurfaceitappearstobe,norinfactdoesourascertainedknowledge,asBickleywouldsumitup,takeusmuchfurther。Noprophethasyetarisenwhoattemptedtodefineeithertheoriginorthereasonsoflife。EventheveryGreatestofthemHimselfisquitesilentonthismatter。Wearetemptedtowonderwhy。Isitbecauselifeasexpressedinthehigherofhumanbeings,is,orwillbetoovast,toomultiformandtoogloriousforanydefinitionwhichwecouldunderstand?Isitbecauseintheenditwillinvolveforsome,ifnotforall,majestyonunfathomedmajesty,andgloryuponunimaginableglorysuchasatpresentfaroutpassthelimitsofourthought? TheexperienceswhichIhaverecordedinthesepagesawakeinmyheartahopethatthismaybeso。Bastiniswont,likemanyothers,totalkinalightfashionofEternitywithoutintheleastcomprehendingwhathemeansbythatgiganticterm。ItisnottoomuchtosaythatEternity,somethingwithoutbeginningandwithoutend,andinvolving,itwouldappear,aneverlastingchangelessness,isastatebeyondhumancomprehension。Asamatteroffactwemortalsdonotthinkinconstellations,sotospeak,orinaeons,butbythemeasuresofourownsmallearthandofourfewdaysthereon。Wecannotreallyconceiveofanexistencestretchingoverevenonethousandyears,suchasthatwhichOroclaimedandtheBibleaccordstoacertainearlyraceofmen,omittingofcoursehistwothousandfivehundredcenturiesofsleep。Andyetwhatisthisbutonegraininthehourglassoftime,onedayinthelostrecordofourearth,ofitssisterstheplanetsanditsfatherthesun,tosaynothingoftheuniversesbeyond? ItisbecauseIhavecomeintouchwithaprolongedthoughperfectlyfiniteexistenceofthesort,thatItrytopassonthereflectionswhichthefactofitawokeinme。ThereareotherreflectionsconnectedwithYvaandthemarvelofherloveanditsvariousmanifestationswhicharisealso。ButtheseIkeeptomyself。Theyconcernthewonderofwoman’sheart,whichisamicrocosmofthehopesandfearsanddesiresanddespairsofthishumanityofourswhereoffromagetoagesheisthemother。 HUMPHREYARBUTHNOT。 NOTE ByJ。R。Bickley,M。R。C。S。 WITHINaboutsixmonthsofthedateonwhichhewrotethelastwordsofthishistoryofourjointadventures,mydearfriend,HumphreyArbuthnot,diedsuddenly,asIhadforeseenthatprobablyhewoulddo,fromtheresultsoftheinjuryhereceivedintheislandofOrofena。 Heleftmethesoleexecutortohiswill,underwhichhedividedhispropertyintothreeparts。Onethirdhebequeathedtome,onethird(whichisstrictlytiedup)toBastin,andonethirdtobedevoted,undermydirection,totheadvancementofScience。 Hisendappearstohavebeeninstantaneous,resultingfromaneffusionofblooduponthebrain。WhenIwassummonedIfoundhimlyingdeadbythewritingdeskinhislibraryatFulcombePriory。 Hehadbeenwritingatthedesk,foronitwasapieceofpaperonwhichappearthesewords:\"Ihaveseenher。I——\"Therethewritingends,notstatingwhomhethoughthehadseeninthemomentsofmentaldisturbanceordelusionwhichprecededhisdecease。 Saveforcertainverbalcorrections,Ipublishthismanuscriptwithoutcommentasthewilldirects,onlyaddingthatitsetsoutourmutualexperiencesveryfaithfully,thoughArbuthnot’sdeductionsfromthemarenotalwaysmyown。 IwouldsayalsothatIamcontemplatinganothervisittotheSouthSeaIslands,whereIwishtomakesomefurtherinvestigations。Idaresay,however,thatthesewillbebarrenofresults,asthefountainofLife—waterisburiedforever,nor,asIthink,willanyhumanbeingstandagainintheHades—likehallsofNyo。ItisprobablealsothatitwouldproveimpossibletorediscovertheislandofOrofena,ifindeedthatvolcaniclandstillremainsabovethewatersofthedeep。 Nowthatheisaverywealthyman,Bastintalksofaccompanyingmeforpurposesquitedifferentfrommyown,butonthewholeI hopehewillabandonthisidea。Imayaddthatwhenhelearnedofhisunexpectedinheritancehetalkedmuchofthe\"deceitfulnessofriches,\"butthathehasnotasyettakenanystepstoescapetheirgoldensnare。Indeedhenowconversesofhisadded\"opportunitiesofusefulness,\"Igatherinconnectionwithmissionaryenterprise。 J。R。BICKLEY。 P。S。——IforgottostatethatthespanielTommydiedwithinthreedaysofhisowner。ThepoorlittlebeastwaspresentintheroomatthetimeofArbuthnot’spassingaway,andwhenfoundseemedtobesufferingfromshock。FromthatmomentTommyrefusedfoodandfinallywasdiscoveredquitedeadandlyingbythebodyonMarama’sfeathercloak,whichArbuthnotoftenusedasadressing—gown。AsBastinraisedsomereligiousobjections,I arrangedwithouthisknowledgethatthedog’sashesshouldrestnotfarfromthoseofthemasterandmistresswhomitlovedsowell。 J。R。B。 End