第2章

类别:其他 作者:Olive Schreiner字数:11438更新时间:19/01/07 15:11:14
tures,shegavemeice—creamandcake,andtoldmefairy—tales。Shehadawonderfulunderstandingofwhatachildlikes。Therewerehalfadozenwomeninthehousewithher,butIsawnoneofthemnoranyofthemenwhocame。 Once,whenwehadbecomeverygoodfriendsindeedandmyearlyshynesshaddeparted,I foundcouragetoaskherwheretheghostwas—— theghostthathauntedherhouse。Icanstillseethelookinhereyesastheymetmine。Shetoldmetheghostlivedinherheart,andthatshedidnotliketotalkaboutit,andthatwemustnotspeakofitagain。AfterthatInevermentionedit,butIwasmoredeeplyinterestedthanever,foraghostthatlivedinaheartwasanewkindofghosttomeatthattime,thoughIhavemetmanyofthemsincethen。Duringallourintercoursemymotherneverenteredthehousenextdoor,nordidmymysteriousladyenterourhome;butshecon— stantlysentmymothersecretgiftsforthepoorandthesickoftheneighborhood,andshewasalwaysthefirsttoofferhelpforthosewhowereintrouble。 Manyyearsafterwardmothertoldmeshewasthemostgenerouswomanshehadeverknown,andthatshehadararelybeautifulnature。Ourdepart— ureforMichiganbrokeupthefriendship,butIhaveneverforgottenher;andwhenever,inmylaterworkasminister,physician,andsuffragist,Ihavebeenabletohelpwomenoftheclasstowhichshebelonged,Ihavementallyofferedthathelpforcreditinthetragicledgerofherlife,inwhichthecleanandtheblottedpagesweresostrangeacontrast。 OnemoreincidentofLawrenceImustdescribebeforeIleavethatcitybehindme,asweleftitforeverin1859。WhilewewerestillthereanumberofLawrencemendecidedtogoWest,andamidgreatpublicexcitementtheydepartedinabodyforKansas,wheretheyfoundedthetownofLawrenceinthatstate。Irecalldistinctlythepublicinterestwhichattendedtheirgoing,andthefeelingeveryoneseemedtohavethattheywerepassingforeveroutofthecivilizedworld。Theirfarewellstotheirfriendswereeternal;nooneexpectedtoseethemagain,andmysmallbraingrewdizzyasItriedtoimagineaplacesoremoteastheirdestination。Itwas,Ifinallydecided,attheuttermostendsoftheearth,anditseemedquitepossiblethatthebraveadventurerswhoreacheditmightthendropoffintospace。FiftyyearslaterIwastalkingtoaCali— forniagirlwhocomplainedlightlyofthemonotonyofaclimatewherethesunshoneandtheflowersbloomedalltheyeararound。``ButIhadade— lightfulchangelastyear,’’sheadded,withanima— tion。``IwentEastforthewinter。’’ ``ToNewYork?’’Iasked。 ``No,’’correctedtheCaliforniagirl,easily,``toLawrence,Kansas。’’ Nothing,Ithink,hasevermademefeelquitesooldasthatremark。Thatinmylife,notyet,tomeatleast,alongone,Ishouldseesuchanarcde— scribedseemedactuallyoppressiveuntilIrealizedthat,afterall,thearcwasmerelyarainbowoftimeshowinghowgloriouslyrealizedwerethehopesoftheLawrencepioneers。 ThemovetoMichiganmeantacompleteup— heavalinourlives。InLawrencewehadaroundusthefineflowerofNewEnglandcivilization。Wechildrenwenttoschool;ourparents,thoughtheywereinveryhumblecircumstances,wereassociatedwiththeleadingspiritsandthebigmovementsoftheday。WhenwewenttoMichiganwewenttothewilderness,tothewildpioneerlifeofthosetimes,andwewerealloldenoughtokeenlyfeelthechange。 MyfatherwasoneofanumberofEnglishmenwhotookuptractsinthenorthernforestsofMichigan,withtheolddreamofestablishingacolonythere。 Noneofthesemenhadtheleastpracticalknowledgeoffarming。Theywerecitymenorfollowersoftradeswhichhadnoconnectionwithfarmlife。 Theywentstraightintothethicktimber—land,in— steadofgoingtotherichandwaitingprairies,andtheycrownedthisinitialmistakebycuttingdownthesplendidtimberinsteadoflettingitstand。 Thusbird’s—eyemapleandotherbeautifulwoodswereusedasfire—woodandintheconstructionofrudecabins,andthegreatestassetofthepioneerswasignored。 FatherprecededustotheMichiganwoods,andthere,withhisoldestson,James,tookupaclaim。 Theyclearedaspaceinthewildernessjustlargeenoughforalogcabin,andputupthebarewallsofthecabinitself。ThenfatherreturnedtoLaw— renceandhiswork,leavingJamesbehind。Afewmonthslater(thiswasin1859),mymother,mytwosisters,EleanorandMary,myyoungestbrother,Henry,eightyearsofage,andI,thentwelve,wenttoMichigantoworkonandholddowntheclaimwhilefather,foreighteenmonthslonger,stayedoninLawrence,sendingussuchremittancesashecould。 Hissecondandthirdsons,JohnandThomas,re— mainedintheEastwithhim。 Everydetailofourjourneythroughthewilder— nessisclearinmymind。AtthattimetherailroadterminatedatGrandRapids,Michigan,andwecoveredtheremainingdistance——aboutonehundredmiles——bywagon,ridingthroughadenseandoftentracklessforest。MybrotherJamesmetusatGrandRapidswithwhat,inthosedays,wascalledalumber—wagon,butwhichhadahorribleresem— blancetoavehiclefromthehealthdepartment。 MysistersandIgaveitonecoldlookandturnedfromit;weweresopainedbyitsappearancethatwerefusedtorideinitthroughthetown。Instead,westartedoffonfoot,tryingtolookasifwehadnoassociationwithit,andweclimbedintotheun— wieldyvehicleonlywhenthecitystreetswerefarbehindus。Everyavailableinchofspaceinthewagonwasfilledwithbeddingandprovisions。Asyetwehadnofurniture;weweretomakethatforourselveswhenwereachedourcabin;andtherewassolittleroomforustoridethatwechildrenwalkedbyturns,whileJames,fromthebeginningofthejourneytoitsend,sevendayslater,ledourwearyhorses。 Tomymother,whowasneverstrong,thewholeexperiencemusthavebeenanightmareofsufferingandstoicalendurance。Foruschildrentherewerecompensations。Theexpeditiontookonthechar— acterofahighadventure,inwhichwesometimeshadshelterandsometimesfailedtofindit,some— timeswerefed,butoftenwenthungry。Wefordedinnumerablestreams,thewheelsoftheheavywagonsinkingsodeeplyintothestream—bedsthatweoftenhadtoemptyourloadbeforewecouldgetthemoutagain。Fallentreeslayacrossourpaths,riverscausedlongdetours,whileagainandagainwelostourwayorwereturnedasidebyimpenetrableforesttangles。 Ourfirstday’sjourneycoveredlessthaneightmiles,andthatnightwestoppedatafarm—housewhichwasthelastbitofcivilizationwesaw。Earlythenextmorningwewereoffagain,makingtheslowprogressduetotheroughroadsandourheavyload。 AtnightwestoppedataplacecalledThomas’sInn,onlytobetoldbythewomanwhokeptitthattherewasnothinginthehousetoeat。Herhus— band,shesaid,hadgone``outside’’(toGrandRapids)togetsomeflour,andhadnotreturned—— butsheaddedthatwecouldspendthenight,ifwechose,andenjoyshelter,ifnotfood。Wehadprovisionsinourwagon,sowewearilyentered,aftermybrotherhadgotoutsomeofourporkandopenedabarrelofflour。Withthishelpthewomanmadesomebiscuits,whichweresogreenthatmypoormothercouldnoteatthem。Shehadadmittedtousthattheonethingshehadinthehousewassaleratus,andshehadusedthisingredientwithanunsparinghand。Whenthemealwaseatenshebrokethefurthernewsthattherewerenobeds。 ``Theoldwomancansleepwithme,’’shesug— gested,``andthegirlscansleeponthefloor。Theboyswillhavetogotothebarn。’’ Sheandherbedwerenotespeciallyattractive,andmotherdecidedtolieonthefloorwithus。Wehadtakenourbeddingfromthewagon,andwesleptverywell;butthoughshewasusuallysuperiortosmallannoyances,Ithinkmymotherresentedbeingcalledan``oldwoman。’’Shemusthavefeltlikeonethatnight,butshewasonlyaboutforty—eightyearsofage。 Atdawnthenextmorningweresumedourjour— ney,andeverydayafterthatwewereabletocoverthedistancedemandedbytheschedulearrangedbeforewestarted。Thismeantthatsomesortofshelterusuallyawaitedusatnight。Butonedayweknewtherewouldbenohousesbetweentheplaceweleftinthemorningandthatwhereweweretosleep。Thedistancewasabouttwentymiles,andwhentwilightfellwehadnotmadeit。Inthebackofthewagonmymotherhadaboxoflittlepigs,andduringtheafternoonthesehadbrokenlooseandescapedintothewoods。Wehadlostmuchtimeinfindingthem,andweweresoexhaustedthatwhenwecametoahutmadeoftwigsandboughswede— cidedtocampinitforthenight,thoughweknewnothingaboutit。Mybrotherhadunharnessedthehorses,andmymotherandsisterwerecookingdough—god——amixtureofflour,water,andsoda,friedinapan—whentwomenrodeuponhorse— backandcalledmybrothertooneside。Immedi— atelyafterthetalkwhichfollowedJamesharnessedhishorsesagainandforcedustogoon,thoughbythattimedarknesshadfallen。Hetoldmother,butdidnottelluschildrenuntillongafterward,thatamanhadbeenmurderedinthehutonlythenightbefore。Themurdererwasstillatlargeinthewoods,andthenew—comersweremembersofapossewhoweresearchingforhim。Mybrotherneedednourgingtoputasmanymilesashecouldbetweenusandthesinisterspot。 Inthatfashionwemadeourwaytoournewhome。 Thelastday,likethefirst,wetraveledonlyeightmiles,butwespentthenightinahouseIshallneverforget。Itwasbeautifullyclean,andforoureve— ningmealitsmistressbroughtoutloavesofbreadwhichwerethelargestwehadeverseen。Shecutgreatslicesofthisbreadforusandspreadmaplesugaronthem,anditseemedtousthatneverbe— forehadanythingtastedsogood。 Thenextmorningwemadethelaststageofourjourney,ourheartsfilledwiththejoyofnearingournewhome。Weallhadanideathatweweregoingtoafarm,andweexpectedsomeresemblanceatleasttotheprosperousfarmswehadseeninNewEngland。Mymother’smentalpicturewas,natu— rally,ofanEnglishfarm。Possiblyshehadvisionsofredbarnsanddeepmeadows,sunnyskiesanddaisies。Whatwefoundawaitinguswerethefourwallsandtheroofofagood—sizedlog—house,stand— inginasmallclearedstripofthewilderness,itsdoorsandwindowsrepresentedbysquareholes,itsflooralsoathingofthefuture,itswholeeffectachinglyforlornanddesolate。Itwaslateintheafternoonwhenwedroveuptotheopeningthatwasitsfrontentrance,andIshallneverforgetthelookmymotherturnedupontheplace。Withoutawordshecrosseditsthreshold,and,standingverystill,lookedslowlyaroundher。Thensomethingwithinherseemedtogiveway,andshesankupontheground。Shecouldnotrealizeeventhen,Ithink,thatthiswasreallytheplacefatherhadpreparedforus,thathereheexpectedustolive。Whenshefinallytookitinsheburiedherfaceinherhands,andinthatwayshesatforhourswithoutmovingorspeaking。Forthefirsttimeinherlifeshehadfor— gottenus;andwe,forourpart,darednotspeaktoher。Westoodaroundherinafrightenedgroup,talkingtooneanotherinwhispers。Ourlittleworldhadcrumbledunderourfeet。Neverbeforehadweseenourmothergivewaytodespair。 Nightbegantofall。Thewoodsbecamealivewithnightcreatures,andthemostharmlessmadethemostnoise。Theowlsbegantohoot,andsoonweheardthewildcat,whosecry——ascreechlikethatofalostandpanic—strickenchild——isoneofthemostappallingsoundsoftheforest。Laterthewolvesaddedtheirhowlstotheuproar,butthoughdarknesscameandwechildrenwhimperedaroundher,ourmotherstillsatinherstrangelethargy。 Atlastmybrotherbroughtthehorsesclosetothecabinandbuiltfirestoprotectthemandus。Hewasonlytwenty,butheshowedhimselfamandur— ingthoseearlypioneerdays。Whilehewaspicketingthehorsesandbuildinghisprotectingfiresmymothercametoherself,butherfacewhensheraiseditwasworsethanhersilencehadbeen。Sheseemedtohavediedandtohavereturnedtousfromthegrave,andIamsureshefeltthatshehaddoneso。Fromthatmomentshetookupagaintheburdenofherlife,aburdenshedidnotlaydownuntilshepassedaway;butherfaceneverlostthedeeplinesthosefirsthoursofherpioneerlifehadcutuponit。 Thatnightwesleptonboughsspreadontheearthinsidethecabinwalls,andweputblanketsbeforetheholeswhichrepresentedourdoorsandwindows,andkeptourwatch—firesburning。Soontheotherchildrenfellasleep,buttherewasnosleepforme。 Iwasonlytwelveyearsold,butmymindwasfulloffancies。Behindourblankets,swayinginthenightwind,IthoughtIsawtheheadsandpushingshoul— dersofanimalsandheardtheirpaddedfootfalls。 Lateryearsbroughtfamiliaritywithwildthings,andwithworsethingsthanthey。Butto—nightthatwhichImostfearedwaswithin,notoutsideof,thecabin。InsomewaywhichIdidnotunderstandtheonesurerefugeinournewworldhadbeentakenfromus。Ihardlyknewthesilentwomanwholaynearme,tossingfromsidetosideandstaringintothedarkness;Ifeltthatwehadlostourmother。 II INTHEWILDERNESS Likemostmen,mydearfathershouldneverhavemarried。ThoughhisnaturewasoneofthesweetestIhaveeverknown,andthoughhewouldatanycallgivehistimetoorriskhislifeforothers,inpracticalmattersheremainedtotheendofhisdaysasirresponsibleasachild。Ifhismindturnedtopracticaldetailsatall,itwassolelyintheirbear— ingtowardgreatdevelopmentsofthefuture。Tohimanacornwasnotanacorn,butaforestofyoungoaks。 Thus,whenhetookuphisclaimofthreehundredandsixtyacresoflandinthewildernessofnorthernMichigan,andsentmymotherandfiveyoungchil— drentolivetherealoneuntilhecouldjoinuseighteenmonthslater,hegavenothoughttothemannerinwhichweweretomakethestruggleandsurvivethehardshipsbeforeus。Hehadfurnisheduswithlandandthefourwallsofalogcabin。Someday,hereasoned,theplacewouldbeafineestate,whichhissonswouldinheritandinthecourseoftimepassontotheirsons——alwaysanEnglishman’smostiri— descentdream。Thatforthepresentwewereonehundredmilesfromarailroad,fortymilesfromthenearestpost—office,andhalfadozenmilesfromanyneighborssaveIndians,wolves,andwildcats;thatwewerewhollyunlearnedinthewaysofthewoodsaswellasinthemostprimitivemethodsoffarming; thatwelackednotonlyeverycomfort,buteventhebarenecessitiesoflife;andthatwemustbegin,single—handedanduntaught,astruggleforexistenceinwhichsomeoftheseverestforcesofnaturewouldbearrayedagainstus——thesefactshadnoweightinmyfather’smind。Evenifhehadwitnessedmymother’sdespaironthenightofourarrivalinournewhome,hewouldnothaveunderstoodit。Fromhisviewpoint,hewasdoingaman’sduty。HewasworkingsteadilyinLawrence,and,incidentally,givingmuchtimetotheAbolitioncauseandtootherbigpublicmovementsofhisdaywhichhadhisinterestandsympathy。Hewrotetousregu— larlyandsentusoccasionalremittances,aswellasageneroussupplyofimprovingliteratureforourminds。Itremainedforustostrengthenourbodies,tomeettheconditionsinwhichhehadplacedus,andtosurviveifwecould。 Wefacedoursituationwithclearandunalarmedeyesthemorningafterourarrival。Theproblemoffood,weknew,wasatleasttemporarilysolved。 Wehadbroughtwithusenoughcoffee,pork,andflourtolastforseveralweeks;andtheonenecessityfatherhadputinsidethecabinwallswasagreatfireplace,madeofmudandstones,inwhichourfoodcouldbecooked。Theproblemofourwater—supplywaslesssimple,butmybrotherJamessolveditforthetimebyshowingusacreekalongdistancefromthehouse;andformonthswecarriedfromthiscreek,inpails,everydropofwaterweused,savethatwhichwecaughtintroughswhentherainfell。 Weheldafamilycouncilafterbreakfast,andinthis,thoughIwasonlytwelve,Itookaneageranddeterminedpart。Ilovedwork——ithasalwaysbeenmyfavoriteformofrecreation——andmyspiritrosetotheopportunitiesofitwhichsmiledonusfromeveryside。Obviouslythefirstthingtodowastoputdoorsandwindowsintotheyawningholesfatherhadleftforthem,andtolayaboardflooringovertheearthinsideourcabinwalls,andthesedutiesweaccomplishedbeforewehadoccupiedournewhomeafortnight。Therewasasmallsaw—millninemilesfromourcabin,onthespotthatisnowBigRapids,andthereweboughtourlumber。Thelaborwesuppliedourselves,andthoughweputourheartsintoitandtheresultsatthetimeseemedbeautifultoourpartialeyes,I amforcedtoadmit,inlookingbackuponthem,thattheyhaltedthissideofperfection。Webeganbymakingthreewindowsandtwodoors;then,inspiredbytheseachievements,weambitiouslyconstructedanatticanddividedthegroundfloorwithpartitions,whichgaveusfourrooms。 Thegeneraleffectwastemperamentalandsketchy。 Theboardswhichformedthefloorwereneverevennaileddown;theywerefine,wideplankswithoutaknotinthem,andtheylookedsowellthatwemerelyfittedthemtogetherascloselyaswecouldandlightheartedlyletthemgoatthat。Neitherdidweproperlychinkthehouse。 Nothingismorecomfortablethanalogcabinwhichhasbeencarefullybuiltandfinished;butforsomereason——probablybecausethereseemedalwaysamoreurgentdutycallingtousaroundthecorner——weneverplasteredourhouseatall。 Theresultwasthatonmanyfuturewintermorningsweawoketofindourselveschastelyblanketedbysnow,whiletheonlywarmspotinourliving—roomwasthatdirectlyinfrontofthefireplace,wheregreatlogsburnedallday。 Eventhereourfacesscorchedwhileourspinesslowlycongealed,untilwelearnedtorevolvebeforethefirelikeabirduponaspit。NodoubtwewouldhaveworkedmorethoroughlyifmybrotherJames,whowastwentyyearsoldandourtowerofstrength,hadremainedwithus;butwhenwehadbeeninournewhomeonlyafewmonthshefellandwasforcedtogoEastforanoperation。Hewasneverabletoreturntous,andthusmymother,wethreeyounggirls,andmyyoungestbrother——Harry,whowasonlyeightyearsold——madeourfightaloneuntilfathercametous,morethanayearlater。 Motherwaspracticallyaninvalid。Shehadanervousaffectionwhichmadeitimpossibleforhertostandwithoutthesupportofachair。Butshesewedwithunusualskill,anditwasduetoherthatourclothes,notwithstandingthestraintowhichwesubjectedthem,werealwaysingoodcondition。Shesewedforhourseveryday,andshewasabletomoveaboutthehouse,afterafashion,bypushingherselfaroundonastoolwhichJamesmadeforherassoonaswearrived。Healsobuiltforheramorecomfortablechairwithahighback。 Thedivisionoflaborplannedatthefirstcouncilwasthatmothershoulddooursewing,andmyoldersisters,EleanorandMary,thehousework,whichwasfarfromtaxing,forofcoursewelivedinthesimplestmanner。MybrothersandIweretodotheworkoutofdoors,anarrangementthatsuitedmeverywell,thoughatfirst,owingtoourlackofexperience,ouractivitiesweresomewhatcurtailed。 Itwastoolateintheseasonforplowingorplanting,evenifwehadpossessedanythingwithwhichtoplow,and,moreover,ourso—called``cleared’’landwasthickwithsturdytree—stumps。Evenduringthesecondsummerplowingwasimpossible;wecouldonlyplantpotatoesandcorn,andfollowthemostprimitivemethodindoingeventhis。Wetookanax,choppedupthesod,puttheseedunderit,andlettheseedgrow。Theseeddidgrow,too——inthemostgratifyingandencouragingmanner。OurgreencornandpotatoeswerethebestIhaveevereaten。Butforthepresentwelackedtheseluxuries。 Wehad,however,intheirplace,largequantitiesofwildfruit——gooseberries,raspberries,andplums——whichHarryandIgatheredonthebanksofourcreek。Harryalsobecameanexpertfisherman。 Wehadnohooksorlines,buthetookwiresfromourhoop—skirtsandmadesnaresattheendsofpoles。Mypartofthisworkwastostandonalogandfrightenthefishoutoftheirholesbymakinghorriblesounds,whichIdidwithimpassionedearnestness。Whenthefishhurriedtothesurfaceofthewatertoinvestigatetheappallingnoisestheyhadheard,theywereeasilysnaredbyoursmallboy,whowasveryproudofhisabilitytocontributeinthiswaytothefamilytable。 Duringourfirstwinterwelivedlargelyoncorn— meal,makingalittlejourneyoftwentymilestothenearestmilltobuyit;butevenatthatwewerebetteroffthanourneighbors,forIrememberonefamilyinourregionwhoforanentirewinterlivedsolelyoncoarse—grainedyellowturnips,gratefullychangingtheirdiettoleekswhenthesecameinthespring。 Suchfurnitureaswehadwemadeourselves。Inadditiontomymother’stwochairsandthebunkswhichtooktheplaceofbeds,Jamesmadeasettlefortheliving—room,aswellasatableandseveralstools。Atfirstwehadourtree—cuttingdoneforus,butwesoonbecameexpertinthisgentleart,andIdevelopedsuchskillthatinlateryears,afterfathercame,Iusedtostandwithhimand``heart’’ alog。 Oneveryside,andateveryhouroftheday,wecameupagainsttherelentlesslimitationsofpioneerlife。Therewasnotateamofhorsesinourentireregion。TheteamwithwhichmybrotherhaddrivenusthroughthewildernesshadbeenhiredatGrandRapidsforthatoccasion,and,ofcourse,immediatelyreturned。Ourlumberwasdeliveredbyox—teams,andtheabsolutelyessentialpurchaseswemade``outside’’(atthenearestshops,fortymilesaway)werecarriedthroughtheforestonthebacksofmen。Ourmailwasdeliveredonceamonthbyacarrierwhomadethejourneyinalter— natestagesofhorsebackridingandcanoeing。Butwehadhealth,youth,enthusiasm,goodappetites,andthewherewithaltosatisfythem,andatnightinourprimitivebunkswesankintoabyssesofdream— lessslumbersuchasIhaveneverknownsince。 Indeed,lookingbackuponthem,thosefirstmonthsseemtohavebeenalong—drawn—outandgloriouspicnic,interruptedonlybyoccasionalhoursofpainorpanic,whenwewerehurtorfrightened。 Naturally,ourtwogreatestmenaceswerewildanimalsandIndians,butasthedayspassedthefirstoftheselosttheearlyterrorswithwhichwehadassociatedthem。Wegrewindifferenttothesoundsthathadmadeourfirstnightahorrortousall—— therewasevenacertainhomelinessinthem——whileweregardedwithaccustomed,almostblaseeyesthevariousfurredcreaturesofwhichwecaughtdistantglimpsesastheyslunkthroughtheforest。Theirexperiencewithothersettlershadtaughtthemcau— tion;itsoonbecameclearthattheywereaseagertoavoidusasweweretoshunthem,andbycommonconsentwegaveeachotherampleelbow—room。 ButtheIndianswereallaroundus,andeverysettlerhadacollectionofhair—raisingtalestotellofthem。 Itwasgenerallyagreedthattheyweredangerousonlywhentheyweredrunk;butastheyweredrunkwhenevertheycouldgetwhisky,andaswhiskywasconstantlygiventheminexchangeforpeltsandgame,therewasaharrowingdoubtinourmindswhenevertheyapproachedus。 InmyfirstencounterwiththemIwasaloneinthewoodsatsunsetwithmysmallbrotherHarry。 WewerehuntingacowJameshadbought,andouryoungeyeswerepeeringeagerlyamongthetrees,onthealertforanymovingobject。Suddenly,atalittledistance,andcomingdirectlytowardus,wesawapartyofIndians。Therewerefiveofthem,allmen,walkinginsinglefile,asnoiselesslyasghosts,theirmoccasinedfeetcausingnotevenarustleamongthedryleavesthatcarpetedthewoods。AllthehorriblestorieswehadheardofIndiancrueltyflashedintoourminds,andforamomentweweredumbwithterror。ThenIrememberedhavingbeentoldthattheonethingonemustnotdobeforethemistoshowfear。Harrywascarryingaropewithwhichwehadexpectedtoleadhomeourreluctantcow,andIseizedoneendofitandwhisperedtohimthatwewould``playhorse,’’pretendinghewasdrivingme。WeprancedtowardtheIndiansonfeetthatfeltlikelead,andwitheyessoglazedbyterrorthatwecouldseenothingsavealineofmovingfigures;butaswepassedthemtheydidnotgivetoourlittleimpersonationofcare—freechildreneventhetributeofaside—glance。Theywere,werealized,headedstraightforourhome;andafterafewmo— mentswedoubledonourtracksand,keepingatasafedistancefromthemamongthetrees,ranbacktowarnourmotherthattheywerecoming。 Asithappened,Jameswasaway,andmotherhadtomeetherunwelcomeguestssupportedonlybyheryoungchildren。Sheatoncepreparedameal,however,andwhentheyarrivedshewelcomedthemcalmlyandgavethemthebestshehad。Aftertheyhadeatentheybegantopointatanddemandob— jectstheyfanciedintheroom——mybrother’spipe,sometobacco,abowl,andsuchtrifles——andmymother,whowasafraidtoannoythembyrefusal,gavethemwhattheyasked。Theywerequitesober,andthoughtheyleftwithoutexpressinganyappreciationofherhospitality,theymadeherasecondvisitafewmonthslater,bringingalargequantityofvenisonandabagofcranberriesasagracefulreturn。TheseIndianswereOttawas;andlaterwebecameveryfriendlywiththemandtheirtribe,eventothedegreeofattendingoneoftheirdances,whichIshalldescribelater。 OursecondencounterwithIndianswasalessagreeableexperience。Therewereseven``Mar— quettewarriors’’inthenextgroupofcallers,andtheywereallintoxicated。Moreover,theyhadbroughtwiththemseveraljugsofbadwhisky—— therawandcraze—provokingproductsuppliedthembythefur—dealers——anditwasclearthatourcabinwastobethesceneofanorgy。Fortunately,mybrotherJameswasathomeonthisoccasion,andastheeveninggrewoldandtheIndians,groupedtogetheraroundthefire,becamemoreandmoreir— responsible,hedevisedaplanforoursafety。Ouratticwasfinished,anditssoleentrancewasbyaladderthroughatrap—door。AtJames’swhisperedcommandmysisterEleanorslippedupintotheattic,andfromthebackwindowletdownarope,towhichhetiedalltheweaponswehad——hisgunandseveralaxes。TheseEleanordrewupandcon— cealedinoneofthebunks。Mybrotherthendi— rectedthatasquietlyaspossible,andatlongin— tervals,onememberofthefamilyafteranotherwastoslipuptheladderandintotheattic,goingquitecasually,thattheIndiansmightnotrealizewhatweweredoing。Oncethere,withtheladderdrawnupafterusandthetrap—doorclosed,wewouldberea—