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类别:其他 作者:Jack London字数:10256更新时间:19/01/07 14:56:22
Shenoddedherhead;andIcouldseesympathywarminhereyes。 Wewentuptohim,butheseemedunconscious,breathingspasmodically。 Shetookchargeofhim,liftinghisheadtokeepthebloodoutofitanddespatchingmetothecabinforapillow。Ialsobroughtblankets,andwemadehimcomfortable。Itookhispulse。Itbeatsteadilyandstrong,andwasquitenormal。Thispuzzledme。becamesuspicious。 \"Whatifheshouldbefeigningthis?\"Iasked,stillholdinghiswrist。 Maudshookherhead,andtherewasreproofinhereyes。ButjustthenthewristIheldleapedfrommyhand,andthehandclaspedlikeasteeltrapaboutmywrist。Icriedaloudinawfulfear,awildinarticulatecry; andIcaughtoneglimpseofhisface,malignantandtriumphant,ashisotherhandcompassedmybodyandIwasdrawndowntohiminaterriblegrip。 Mywristwasreleased,buthisotherarm,passedaroundmyback,heldbothmyarmssothatIcouldnotmove。Hisfreehandwenttomythroat,andinthatmomentIknewthebitterestforetasteofdeathearnedbyone’sownidiocy。WhyhadItrustedmyselfwithinreachofthoseterriblearms? Icouldfeelotherhandsatmythroat。TheywereMaud’shands,strivingvainlytotearloosethehandthatwasthrottlingme。Shegaveitup,andIheardherscreaminawaythatcutmetothesoul,foritwasawoman’sscreamoffearandheart—breakingdespair。Ihadhearditbefore,duringthesinkingoftheMartinez。 MyfacewasagainsthischestandIcouldnotsee,butIheardMaudturnandrunswiftlyawayalongthedeck。Everythingwashappeningquickly。 Ihadnotyethadaglimmeringofunconsciousness,anditseemedthataninterminableperiodoftimewaslapsingbeforeIheardherfeetflyingback。AndjustthenIfeltthewholemansinkunderme。Thebreathwasleavinghislungsandhischestwascollapsingundermyweight。Whetheritwasmerelytheexpelledbreath,orhisconsciousnessofhisgrowingimpotence,Iknownot,buthisthroatvibratedwithadeepgroan。Thehandatmythroatrelaxed。Ibreathed。Itflutteredandtightenedagain。Butevenhistremendouswillcouldnotovercomethedissolutionthatassailedit。Thatwillofhiswasbreakingdown。Hewasfainting。 Maud’sfootstepswereverynearashishandflutteredforthelasttimeandmythroatwasreleased。Irolledoffandovertothedeckonmyback,gaspingandblinkinginthesunshine。Maudwaspalebutcomposed,——myeyeshadgoneinstantlytoherface,——andshewaslookingatmewithmingledalarmandrelief。Aheavyseal—clubinherhandcaughtmyeyes,andatthatmomentshefollowedmygazedowntoit。Theclubdroppedfromherhandasthoughithadsuddenlystungher,andatthesamemomentmyheartsurgedwithagreatjoy。Trulyshewasmywoman,mymate—woman,fightingwithmeandformeasthemateofacavemanwouldhavefought,alltheprimitiveinheraroused,forgetfulofherculture,hardunderthesofteningcivilizationoftheonlylifeshehadeverknown。 \"Dearwoman!\"Icried,scramblingtomyfeet。 Thenextmomentshewasinmyarms,weepingconvulsivelyonmyshoulderwhileIclaspedherclose。Ilookeddownatthebrowngloryofherhair,glintinggemsinthesunshinefarmoreprecioustomethanthoseinthetreasure—chestsofkings。AndIbentmyheadandkissedherhairsoftly,sosoftlythatshedidnotknow。 Thensoberthoughtcametome。Afterall,shewasonlyawoman,cryingherrelief,nowthatthedangerwaspast,inthearmsofherprotectororoftheonewhohadbeenendangered。HadIbeenfatherorbrother,thesituationwouldhavebeeninnowisedifferent。Besides,timeandplacewerenotmeet,andIwishedtoearnabetterrighttodeclaremylove。 SoonceagainIsoftlykissedherhairasfeltherrecedingfrommyclasp。 \"Itwasarealattackthistime,\"Isaid;\"anothershockliketheonethatmadehimblind。Hefeignedatfirst,andindoingsobroughtiton。\" Maudwasalreadyrearranginghispillow。 \"No,\"Isaid,\"notyet。NowthatIhavehimhelpless,helplessheshallremain。Fromthisdayweliveinthecabin。WolfLarsenshallliveinthesteerage。\" Icaughthimundertheshouldersanddraggedhimtothecompanionway。 AtmydirectionMaudfetchedarope。Placingthisunderhisshoulders,Ibalancedhimacrossthethresholdandloweredhimdownthestepstothefloor。Icouldnotlifthimdirectlyintoabunk,butwithMaud’shelpIliftedfirsthisshouldersandhead,thenhisbody,balancedhimacrosstheedge,androlledhimintoalowerbunk。 Butthiswasnottobeall。Irecollectedthehandcuffsinhisstateroom,whichhepreferredtouseonsailorsinsteadoftheancientandclumsyship—irons。So,whenwelefthim,helayhandcuffedhandandfoot。ForthefirsttimeinmanydaysIbreathedfreely。IfeltstrangelylightasIcameondeck,asthoughaweighthadbeenliftedfrommyshoulders。I felt,also,thatMaudandIhaddrawnmorecloselytogether;andIwonderedifshe,too,feltitaswewalkedalongthedecksidebysidetowherethestalledforemasthungintheshears。TheSeaWolf:Chapter37CHAPTER37 AtoncewemovedaboardtheGhost,occupyingouroldstate—roomsandcookinginthegalley。TheimprisonmentofWolfLarsenhadhappenedmostopportunely,forwhatmusthavebeentheIndiansummerofthishighlatitudewasgoneanddrizzlingstormyweatherhadsetin。Wewereverycomfortable,andtheinadequateshears,withtheforemastsuspendedfromthem,gaveabusinesslikeairtotheschoonerandapromiseofdeparture。 AndnowthatwehadWolfLarseninirons,howlittledidweneedit! Likehisfirstattack,hissecondhadbeenaccompaniedbyseriousdisablement。 Maudmadethediscoveryintheafternoonwhiletryingtogivehimnourishment。 Hehadshownsignsofconsciousness,andshehadspokentohim,elicitingnoresponse。Hewaslyingonhisleftsideatthetime,andinevidentpain。Witharestlessmovementherolledhisheadaround,clearinghisleftearfromthepillowagainstwhichithadbeenpressed。Atonceheheardandansweredher,andatonceshecametome。 Pressingthepillowagainsthisleftear,Iaskedhimifheheardme,buthegavenosign。Removingthepillowandrepeatingthequestion,heansweredpromptlythathedid。 \"Doyouknowyouaredeafintherightear?\"Iasked。 \"Yes,\"heansweredinalow,strongvoice,\"andworsethanthat。Mywholerightsideisaffected。Itseemsasleep。Icannotmovearmorleg。\" \"Feigningagain?\"Idemandedangrily。 Heshookhishead,hissternmouthshapingthestrangest,twistedsmile。 Itwasindeedatwistedsmile,foritwasontheleftsideonly,thefacialmusclesoftherightsidemovingnotatall。 \"ThatwasthelastplayoftheWolf,\"hesaid。\"Iamparalyzed。Ishallneverwalkagain。Oh,onlyontheotherside,\"headded,asthoughdiviningthesuspiciousglanceIflungathisleftleg,thekneeofwhichhadjustthendrawnupandelevatedtheblankets。 \"It’sunfortunate,\"hecontinued。\"I’dlikedtohavedoneforyoufirst,Hump。AndIthoughtIhadthatmuchleftinme。\" \"Butwhy?\"Iasked,partlyinhorror,partlyoutofcuriosity。 Againhissternmouthframedthetwistedsmile,ashesaid: \"Oh,justtobealive,tobelivinganddoing,tobethebiggestbitofthefermenttotheend,toeatyou。Buttodiethisway——\" Heshruggedhisshoulders,orattemptedtoshrugthem,rather,fortheleftshoulderalonemoved。Likethesmile,theshrugwastwisted。 \"Buthowcanyouaccountforit?\"Iasked。\"Whereistheseatofyourtrouble?\" \"Thebrain,\"hesaidatonce。\"Itwasthosecursedheadachesbroughtiton。\" \"Symptoms,\"Isaid。 Henoddedhishead。\"Thereisnoaccountingforit。Iwasneversickinmylife。Something’sgonewrongwithmybrain。Acancer,atumor,orsomethingofthatnature,——athingthatdevoursanddestroys。It’sattackingmynerve—centres,eatingthemup,bitbybit,cellbycell——fromthepain。\" \"Themotor—centres,too,\"Isuggested。 \"Soitwouldseem;andthecurseofitisthatImustliehere,conscious,mentallyunimpaired,knowingthatthelinesaregoingdown,breakingbitbybitcommunicationwiththeworld。Icannotsee,hearingandfeelingareleavingme,atthisrateIshallsoonceasetospeak;yetallthetimeIshallbehere,alive,active,andpowerless。\" \"Whenyousayyouarehere,I’dsuggestthelikelihoodofthesoul,\"Isaid。 \"Bosh!\"washisretort。\"Itsimplymeansthatintheattackonmybrainthehigherpsychicalcentresareuntouched。Icanremember,canthinkandreason。Whenthatgoes,Igo。Iamnot。Thesoul?\" Hebrokeoutinmockinglaughter,thenturnedhislefteartothepillowasasignthathewishednofurtherconversation。 MaudandIwentaboutourworkoppressedbythefearfulfatewhichhadovertakenhim,——howfearfulwewereyetfullytorealize。Therewastheawfulnessofretributionaboutit。Ourthoughtsweredeepandsolemn,andwespoketoeachotherscarcelyabovewhispers。 \"Youmightremovethehandcuffs,\"hesaidthatnight,aswestoodinconsultationoverhim。\"It’sdeadsafe。I’maparalyticnow。Thenextthingtowatchoutforisbedsores。\" Hesmiledhistwistedsmile,andMaud,hereyeswidewithhorror,wascompelledtoturnawayherhead。 \"Doyouknowthatyoursmileiscrooked?\"Iaskedhim;forknewthatshemustattendhim,andIwishedtosaveherasmuchaspossible。 \"ThenIshallsmilenomore,\"hesaidcalmly。\"Ithoughtsomethingwaswrong。Myrightcheekhasbeennumballday。Yes,andI’vehadwarningsofthisforthelastthreedays;byspells,myrightsideseemedgoingtosleep,sometimesarmorhand,sometimeslegorfoot。\" \"Somysmileiscrooked?\"hequeriedashortwhileafter。\"Well,considerhenceforththatIsmileinternally,withmysoul,ifyouplease,mysoul。 ConsiderthatIamsmilingnow。\" Andforthespaceofseveralminuteshelaythere,quiet,indulginghisgrotesquefancy。 Themanofhimwasnotchanged。Itwastheold,indomitable,terribleWolfLarsen,imprisonedsomewherewithinthatfleshwhichhadoncebeensoinvincibleandsplendid。Nowitboundhimwithinsentientfetters,wallinghissoulindarknessandsilence,blockingitfromtheworldwhichtohimhadbeenariotofaction。Nomorewouldheconjugatetheverb\"todo\" ineverymoodandtense。\"Tobe\"wasallthatremainedtohim——tobe,ashehaddefineddeath,withoutmovement;towill,butnottoexecute; tothinkandreasonandinthespiritofhimtobeasaliveasever,butinthefleshtobedead,quitedead。 Andyet,thoughIevenremovedthehandcuffs,wecouldnotadjustourselvestohiscondition。Ourmindsrevolted。Toushewasfullofpotentiality。 Weknewnotwhattoexpectofhimnext,whatfearfulthing,risingabovetheflesh,hemightbreakoutanddo。Ourexperiencewarrantedthisstateofmind,andwewentaboutourworkwithanxietyalwaysuponus。 Ihadsolvedtheproblemwhichhadarisenthroughtheshortnessoftheshears。Bymeansofthewatch—tackle,(Ihadmadeanewone),Iheavedthebuttoftheforemastacrosstherailandthenloweredittothedeck。 Next,bymeansoftheshears,Ihoistedthemainboomonboard。Itsfortyfeetoflengthwouldsupplytheheightnecessaryproperlytoswingthemast。BymeansofasecondarytackleIhadattachedtotheshears,Iswungtheboomtoanearlyperpendicularposition,thenloweredthebutttothedeck,where,topreventslipping,Ispikedgreatcleatsaroundit。Thesingleblockofmyoriginalshears—tackleIhadattachedtotheendoftheboom。Thus,bycarryingthistackletothewindlass,Icouldraiseandlowertheendoftheboomatwill,thebuttalwaysremainingstationary,and,bymeansofguys,couldswingtheboomfromsidetoside。TotheendoftheboomIhadlikewiseriggedahoistingtackle;andwhenthewholearrangementwascompletedIcouldnotbutbestartledbythepowerandlatitudeitgaveme。 Ofcourse,twodays’workwasrequiredfortheaccomplishmentofthispartofmytask,anditwasnottillthemorningofthethirddaythatIswungtheforemastfromthedeckandproceededtosquareitsbutttofitthestep。HereIwasespeciallyawkward。Isawedandchoppedandchiselledtheweatheredwoodtillithadtheappearanceofhavingbeengnawedbysomegiganticmouse。Butitfitted。 \"Itwillwork,Iknowitwillwork,\"Icried。 \"DoyouknowDr。Jordan’sfinaltestoftruth?\"Maudasked。 Ishookmyheadandpausedintheactofdislodgingtheshavingswhichhaddrifteddownmyneck。 \"`Canwemakeitwork?Canwetrustourlivestoit?’isthetest。\" \"Heisafavoriteofyours,\"Isaid。 \"WhenIdismantledmyoldPantheonandcastoutNapoleonandCaesarandtheirfellows,IstraightwayerectedanewPantheon,\"sheansweredgravely,\"andthefirstIinstalledwasDr。Jordan。\" \"Amodernhero。\" \"Andagreaterbecausemodern,\"sheadded。\"HowcantheOldWorldheroescomparewithours!\" Ishookmyhead。Weweretoomuchalikeinmanythingsforargument。 Ourpointsofviewandoutlookonlifeatleastwereverylike。 \"Forapairofcriticsweagreefamously,\"Ilaughed。 \"Andasshipwrightandableassistant,\"shelaughedback。 Buttherewaslittletimeforlaughterinthosedays,whatofourheavyworkandoftheawfulnessofWolfLarsen’slivingdeath。 Hehadreceivedanotherstroke。Hehadlosthisvoice,orhewaslosingit。Hehadonlyintermittentuseofit。Ashephrasedit,thewireswerelikethestockmarket,nowup,nowdown。Occasionallythewireswereupandhespokeaswellasever,thoughslowlyandheavily。Thenspeechwouldsuddenlydeserthim,inthemiddleofasentenceperhaps,andforhours,sometimes,wewouldwaitfortheconnectiontoberestablished。Hecomplainedofgreatpaininhishead,anditwasduringthisperiodthathearrangedasystemofcommunicationagainstthetimewhenspeechshouldleavehimaltogether——onepressureofthehandfor\"yes,\"twofor\"no。\"Itwaswellthatitwasarranged,forbyeveninghisvoicehadgonefromhim。 Byhandpressures,afterthat,heansweredourquestions,andwhenhewishedtospeakhescrawledhisthoughtswithhislefthand,quitelegibly,onasheetofpaper。 Thefiercewinterhadnowdescendeduponus。Galefollowedgale,withsnowandsleetandrain。Thesealshadstartedontheirgreatsouthernmigration,andtherookerywaspracticallydeserted。workedfeverishly。 Inspiteofthebadweather,andofthewindwhichespeciallyhinderedme,Iwasondeckfromdaylighttilldarkandmakingsubstantialprogress。 Iprofitedbymylessonlearnedthroughraisingtheshearsandthenclimbingthemtoattachtheguys。Tothetopoftheforemast,whichwasjustliftedconvenientlyfromthedeck,Iattachedtherigging,stays,andthroatandpeakhalyards。Asusual,Ihadunderratedtheamountofworkinvolvedinthisportionofthetask,andtwolongdayswerenecessarytocompleteit。Andtherewassomuchyettobedone——thesails,forinstance,whichpracticallyhadtobemadeover。 WhileItoiledatriggingtheforemast,Maudsewedoncanvas,readyalwaystodropeverythingandcometomyassistancewhenmorehandsthantwowererequired。Thecanvaswasheavyandhard,andshesewedwiththeregularsailor’spalmandthree—corneredsail—needle。Herhandsweresoonsadlyblistered,butshestruggledbravelyon,andinadditiondoingthecookingandtakingcareofthesickman。 \"Afigforsuperstition,\"IsaidonFridaymorning。\"Thatmastgoesinto—day。\" Everythingwasreadyfortheattempt。Carryingtheboom—tackletothewindlass,Ihoistedthemastnearlyclearofthedeck。Makingthistacklefast,Itooktothewindlasstheshears—tackle,(whichwasconnectedwiththeendoftheboom),andwithafewturnshadthemastperpendicularandclear。 Maudclappedherhandstheinstantshewasrelievedfromholdingtheturn,crying: \"Itworks!Itworks!We’lltrustourlivestoit!\" Thensheassumedaruefulexpression。 \"It’snotoverthehole,\"shesaid。\"Willyouhavetobeginallover?\" Ismiledinsuperiorfashion,and,slackingoffononeoftheboom—guysandtakinginontheother,swungthemastperfectlyinthecentreofthedeck。Stillitwasnotoverthehole。Againtheruefulexpressioncameonherface,andagainIsmiledinasuperiorway。Slackingawayontheboom—tackleandhoistinganequivalentamountontheshears—tackle,Ibroughtthebuttofthemastintopositiondirectlyovertheholeinthedeck。 ThenIgaveMaudcarefulinstructionsforloweringawayandwentintotheholdtothestepontheschooner’sbottom。 Icalledtoher,andthemastmovedeasilyandaccurately。Straighttowardthesquareholeofthestepthesquarebuttdescended;butasitdescendeditslowlytwistedsothatsquarewouldnotfitintosquare。ButIhadnotevenamoment’sindecision。CallingtoMaudtoceaselowering,Iwentondeckandmadethewatch—tacklefasttothemastwitharollinghitch。IleftMaudtopullonitwhileIwentbelow。BythelightofthelanternIsawthebutttwistslowlyaroundtillitssidescoincidedwiththesidesofthestep。Maudmadefastandreturnedtothewindlass。Slowlythebuttdescendedtheseveralinterveninginches,atthesametimeslightlytwistingagain。AgainMaudrectifiedthetwistwiththewatch—tackle,andagainsheloweredawayfromthewindlass。Squarefittedintosquare。Themastwasstepped。 Iraisedashout,andsherandowntosee。Intheyellowlanternlightwepeeredatwhatwehadaccomplished。Welookedateachother,andourhandsfelttheirwayandclasped。Theeyesofbothus,think,weremoistwiththejoyofsuccess。 \"Itwasdonesoeasilyafterall,\"Iremarked。\"Alltheworkwasinthepreparation。\" \"Andallthewonderinthecompletion,\"Maudadded。 \"Icanscarcelybringmyselftorealizethatthatgreatmastisreallyupandin;thatyouhavelifteditfromthewater,swungitthroughtheair,anddepositeditherewhereitbelongs。ItisaTitan’stask。\" \"Andtheymadethemselvesmanyinventions,\"Ibeganmerrily,thenpausedtosnifftheair。 Ilookedhastilyatthelantern。Itwasnotsmoking。Againsniffed。 \"Somethingisburning,\"Maudsaid,withsuddenconviction。 Wesprangtogetherfortheladder,butIracedpasthertothedeck。 Adensevolumeofsmokewaspouringoutofthesteeragecompanionway。 \"TheWolfisnotyetdead,\"ImutteredtomyselfasIsprangdownthroughthesmoke。 ItwassothickintheconfinedspacethatIwascompelledtofeelmyway;andsopotentwasthespellofWolfLarsenonmyimagination,Iwasquitepreparedforthehelplessgianttogripmyneckinastranglehold。 Ihesitated,thedesiretoracebackandupthestepstothedeckalmostoverpoweringme。ThenIrecollectedMaud。Thevisionofher,asIhadlastseenher,inthelanternlightoftheschooner’shold,herbrowneyeswarmandmoistwithjoy,flashedbeforeme,andIknewthatIcouldnotgoback。 IwaschokingandsuffocatingbythetimeIreachedWolfLarsen’sbunk。 Ireachedmyhandandfeltforhis。Hewaslyingmotionless,butmovedslightlyatthetouchofmyhand。Ifeltoverandunderhisblankets。Therewasnowarmth,nosignoffire。Yetthatsmokewhichblindedmeandmademecoughandgaspmusthaveasource。lostmyheadtemporarilyanddashedfranticallyaboutthesteerage。Acollisionwiththetablepartiallyknockedthewindfrommybodyandbroughtmetomyself。Ireasonedthatahelplessmancouldstartafireonlyneartowherehelay。 IreturnedtoWolfLarsen’sbunk。ThereIencounteredMaud。HowlongshehadbeenthereinthatsuffocatingatmosphereIcouldnotguess。 \"Goupondeck!\"Icommandedperemptorily。 \"But,Humphrey——\"shebegantoprotestinaqueer,huskyvoice。 \"Please!please!\"Ishoutedatherharshly。 Shedrewawayobediently,andthenIthought,Whatifshecannotfindthesteps?Istartedafterher,tostopatthefootofthecompanionway。 Perhapsshehadgoneup。AsIstoodthere,hesitant,heardhercrysoftly: —— \"Oh,Humphrey,Iamlost。\" Ifoundherfumblingatthewalloftheafterbulkhead,and,halfleadingher,halfcarryingher,Itookherupthecompanionway。Thepureairwaslikenectar。Maudwasonlyfaintanddizzy,andIleftherlyingonthedeckwhenItookmysecondplungebelow。 ThesourceofthesmokemustbeveryclosetoWolfLarsen——mymindwasmadeuptothis,andIwentstraighttohisbunk。AsIfeltaboutamonghisblankets,somethinghotfellonthebackofmyhand。Itburnedme,andIjerkedmyhandaway。ThenIunderstood。Throughthecracksinthebottomoftheupperbunkhehadsetfiretothemattress。Hestillretainedsufficientuseofhisleftarmtodothis。Thedampstrawofthemattress,firedfrombeneathanddeniedair,hadbeensmoulderingallthewhile。 AsIdraggedthemattressoutofthebunkitseemedtodisintegrateinmid—air,atthesametimeburstingintoflames。Ibeatouttheburningremnantsofstrawinthebunk,thenmadeadashforthedeckforfreshair。 Severalbucketsofwatersufficedtoputouttheburningmattressinthemiddleofthesteeragefloor;andtenminuteslater,whenthesmokehadfairlycleared,IallowedMaudtocomebelow。WolfLarsenwasunconscious,butitwasamatterofminutesforthefreshairtorestorehim。Wewereworkingoverhim,however,whenhesignedforpaperandpencil。 \"Praydonotinterruptme,\"hewrote。\"Iamsmiling。\" \"Iamstillabitoftheferment,yousee,\"hewrotealittlelater。 \"Iamgladyouareassmallabitasyouare,\"Isaid。 \"Thankyou,\"hewrote。\"ButjustthinkofhowmuchsmallershallbebeforeIdie。\" \"AndyetIamallhere,Hump,\"hewrotewithafinalflourish。\"Icanthinkmoreclearlythaneverinmylifebefore。Nothingtodisturbme。 Concentrationisperfect。Iamallhereandmorethanhere。\" Itwaslikeamessagefromthenightofthegrave;forthisman’sbodyhadbecomehismausoleum。Andthere,insostrangesepulture,hisspiritflutteredandlived。Itwouldflutterandlivetillthelastlineofcommunicationwasbroken,andafterthatwhowastosayhowmuchlongeritmightcontinuetoflutterandlive?TheSeaWolf:Chapter38CHAPTER38 Ithinkmyleftsideisgoing,\"WolfLarsenwrote,themorningafterhisattempttofiretheship。\"Thenumbnessisgrowing。Icanhardlymovemyhand。Youwillhavetospeaklouder。Thelastlinesaregoingdown。\" \"Areyouinpain?\"Iasked。 Iwascompelledtorepeatmyquestionloudlybeforeheanswered。 \"Notallthetime。\" Thelefthandstumbledslowlyandpainfullyacrossthepaper,anditwaswithextremedifficultythatwedecipheredthescrawl。Itwaslikea\"spiritmessage,\"suchasaredeliveredatsancesofspiritualistsforadollaradmission。 \"ButIamstillhere,allhere,\"thehandscrawledmoreslowlyandpainfullythanever。 Thepencildropped,andwehadtoreplaceitinthehand。 \"WhenthereisnopainIhaveperfectpeaceandquiet。Ihaveneverthoughtsoclearly。IcanponderlifeanddeathlikeaHindoosage。\" \"Andimmortality?\"Maudqueriedloudlyintheear。 Threetimesthehandessayedtowritebutfumbledhopelessly。Thepencilfell。Invainwetriedtoreplaceit。Thefingerscouldnotcloseonit。 ThenMaudpressedandheldthefingersaboutthepencilwithherownhand,andthehandwrote,inlargeletters,andsoslowlythattheminutestickedofftoeachletter: \"B——O——S——H。\" ItwasWolfLarsen’slastword,\"bosh,\"scepticalandinvincibletotheend。Thearmandhandrelaxed。Thetrunkofthebodymovedslightly。 Thentherewasnomovement。Maudreleasedthehand。Thefingersspreadslightly,fallingapartoftheirownweight,andthepencilrolledaway。 \"Doyoustillhear?\"Ishouted,holdingthefingersandwaitingforthesinglepressurewhichwouldsignify\"Yes。\"Therewasnoresponse。Thehandwasdead。 \"Inoticedthelipsslightlymove,\"Maudsaid。 Irepeatedthequestion。Thelipsmoved。Sheplacedthetipsofherfingersonthem。AgainIrepeatedthequestion。\"Yes,\"Maudannounced。 Welookedateachotherexpectantly。 \"Whatgoodisit?\"Iasked。\"Whatcanwesaynow?\" \"Oh,askhim——\" Shehesitated。 \"Askhimsomethingthatrequires`no’forananswer,\"suggested。\"Thenwewillknowwithcertainty。\" \"Areyouhungry?\"shecried。 Thelipsmovedunderherfingers,andsheanswered,\"Yes。\" \"Willyouhavesomebeef?\"washernextquery。 \"No,\"sheannounced。 \"Beef—tea?\"