第9章

类别:其他 作者:Jack London字数:10674更新时间:19/01/07 14:56:22
InthelowerbunklayLouis,grosslyfatandwarmandsweaty,asleepunfeignedlyandsleepinglaboriously。WhileWolfLarsenheldhiswristhestirreduneasily,bowinghisbodysothatforamomentitrestedonshouldersandheels。Hislipsmoved,andhegavevoicetothisenigmaticutterance: \"Ashilling’sworthaquarter;butkeepyourlampsoutforthruppennybits,orthepublicans’llshove’emonyouforsixpence。\" Thenherolledoveronhissidewithaheavy,sobbingsigh,saying: \"Asixpenceisatanner,andashillingabob;butwhataponyisI don’tknow。\" SatisfiedwiththehonestyofhisandtheKanaka’ssleep,WolfLarsenpassedontothenexttwobunksonthestarboardside,occupiedtopandbottom,aswesawinthelightofthesea—lamp,byLeachandJohnson。 AsWolfLarsenbentdowntothelowerbunktotakeJohnson’spulse,I,standingerectandholdingthelamp,sawLeach’sheadraisestealthilyashepeeredoverthesideofhisbunktoseewhatwasgoingon。HemusthavedivinedWolfLarsen’strickandthesurenessofdetection,forthelightwasatoncedashedfrommyhandandtheforecastleleftindarkness。 Hemusthaveleaped,also,atthesameinstant,straightdownonWolfLarsen。 Thefirstsoundswerethoseofaconflictbetweenabullandawolf。 IheardagreatinfuriatedbellowgoupfromWolfLarsen,andfromLeachasnarlingthatwasdesperateandblood—curdling。Johnsonmusthavejoinedhimimmediately,sothathisabjectandgrovellingconductondeckforthepastfewdayshadbeennomorethanplanneddeception。 Iwassoterror—strickenbythisfightinthedarkthatleanedagainsttheladder,tremblingandunabletoascend。Anduponmewasthatoldsicknessatthepitofthestomach,causedalwaysbythespectacleofphysicalviolence。 InthisinstanceIcouldnotsee,butcouldheartheimpactoftheblows——thesoftcrushingsoundmadebyfleshstrikingforciblyagainstflesh。 Thentherewasthecrashingaboutoftheentwinedbodies,thelaboredbreathing,theshort,quickgaspsofsuddenpain。 Theremusthavebeenmoremenintheconspiracytomurderthecaptainandmate,forbythesoundsIknewthatLeachandJohnsonhadbeenquicklyreinforcedbysomeoftheirmates。 \"Getaknife,somebody!\"Leachwasshouting。 \"Poundhimonthehead!Mashhisbrainsout!\"wasJohnson’scry。 Butafterhisfirstbellow,WolfLarsenmadenonoise。Hewasfightinggrimlyandsilentlyforlife。Hewassorebeset。Downattheveryfirst,hehadbeenunabletogainhisfeet,andforallofhistremendousstrengthIfeltthattherewasnohopeforhim。 Theforcewithwhichtheystruggledwasvividlyimpressedonme;forIwasknockeddownbytheirsurgingbodiesandbadlybruised。ButintheconfusionImanagedtocrawlintoanemptylowerbunkoutoftheway。 \"Allhands!We’vegothim!We’vegothim!\"IcouldhearLeachcrying。 \"Who?\"demandedthosewhohadbeenreallyasleep,andwhohadwakenedtotheyknewnotwhat。 \"It’sthebloodymate!\"wasLeach’scraftyanswer,strainedfromhiminasmotheredsortofway。 Thiswasgreetedwithwhoopsofjoy,andfromthenonWolfLarsenhadsevenstrongmenontopofhim,Louis,Ibelieve,takingnopartinit。 Theforecastlewaslikeanangryhiveofbeesarousedbysomemarauder。 \"Whatho!belowthere!\"IheardLatimershoutdownthescuttle,toocautioustodescendintotheinfernoofpassionhecouldhearragingbeneathhiminthedarkness。 \"Won’tsomebodygetaknife?Oh,won’tsomebodygetaknife?\"Leachpleadedinthefirstintervalofcomparativesilence。 Thenumberoftheassailantswasacauseofconfusion。Theyblockedtheirownefforts,whileWolfLarsen,withbutasinglepurpose,achievedhis。Thiswastofighthiswayacrossthefloortotheladder。Thoughintotaldarkness,Ifollowedhisprogressbyitssound。Nomanlessthanagiantcouldhavedonewhathedid,oncehehadgainedthefootoftheladder。Stepbystep,bythemightofhisarms,thewholepackofmenstrivingtodraghimbackanddown,hedrewhisbodyupfromthefloortillhestooderect。Andthen,stepbystep,handandfoot,heslowlystruggleduptheladder。 Theverylastofall,Isaw。ForLatimer,havingfinallygoneforalantern,helditsothatitslightshonedownthescuttle。WolfLarsenwasnearlytothetop,thoughIcouldnotseehim。Allthatwasvisiblewasthemassofmenfasteneduponhim。Itsquirmedabout,likesomehugemany—leggedspider,andswayedbackandforthtotheregularrollofthevessel。Andstill,stepbystep,withlongintervalsbetween,themassascended。Onceittottered,abouttofallback,butthebrokenholdwasregainedanditstillwentup。 \"Whoisit?\"Latimercried。 IntheraysofthelanternIcouldseehisperplexedfacepeeringdown。 \"Larsen,\"Iheardamuffledvoicefromwithinthemass。 Latimerreacheddownwithhisfreehand。Isawahandshootuptoclasphis。Latimerpulled,andthenextcoupleofstepsweremadewitharush。 ThenWolfLarsen’sotherhandreachedupandclutchedtheedgeofthescuttle。 Themassswungclearoftheladder,themenstillclingingtotheirescapingfoe。Theybegantodropoff,tobebrushedoffagainstthesharpedgeofthescuttle,tobeknockedoffbythelegswhichwerenowkickingpowerfully。 Leachwasthelasttogo,fallingsheerbackfromthetopofthescuttleandstrikingonheadandshouldersuponhissprawlingmatesbeneath。WolfLarsenandthelanterndisappeared,andwewereleftindarkness。TheSeaWolf:Chapter15CHAPTER15 Therewasadealofcursingandgroaningasthemenatthebottomoftheladdercrawledtotheirfeet。 \"Somebodystrikealight,mythumb’soutofjoint,\"saidoneofthemen,Parsons,aswarthy,saturnineman,boat—steererinStandish’sboat,inwhichHarrisonwaspuller。 \"You’llfinditknockin’aboutbythebitts,\"Leachsaid,sittingdownontheedgeofthebunkinwhichIwasconcealed。 Therewasafumblingandascratchingofmatches,andthesea—lampflaredup,dimandsmoky,andinitsweirdlightbare—leggedmenmovedabout,nursingtheirbruisesandcaringfortheirhurts。Oofty—OoftylaidholdofParsons’sthumb,pullingitoutstoutlyandsnappingitbackintoplace。InoticedatthesametimethattheKanaka’sknuckleswerelaidopenclearacrossandtothebone。Heexhibitedthem,exposingbeautifulwhiteteethinagrinashedidsoandexplainingthatthewoundshadcomefromstrikingWolfLarseninthemouth。 \"Soitwasyou,wasit,youblackbeggar?\"belligerentlydemandedone,Kelly,anIrish—Americanandalongshoreman,makinghisfirsttriptosea,andboat—pullerforKerfoot。 AshemadethedemandhespatoutamouthfulofbloodandteethandshovedhispugnaciousfaceclosetoOofty—Oofty。TheKanakaleapedbackwardtohisbunk,toreturnwithasecondleap,flourishingalongknife。 \"Aw,golaydown,youmakemetired,\"Leachinterfered。Hewasevidently,forallofhisyouthandinexperience,cockoftheforecastle。\"G’wan,youKelly。YouleaveOoftyalone。Howinhelldidheknowitwasyouinthedark?\" Kellysubsidedwithsomemuttering,andtheKanakaflashedhiswhiteteethinagratefulsmile。Hewasabeautifulcreature,almostfeminineinthepleasinglinesofhisfigure,andtherewasasoftnessanddreaminessinhislargeeyeswhichseemedtocontradicthiswell—earnedreputationforstrifeandaction。 \"Howdidhegetaway?\"Johnsonasked。 Hewassittingonthesideofhisbunk,thewholeposeofhisfigureindicatingutterdejectionandhopelessness。Hewasstillbreathingheavilyfromtheexertionhehadmade。Hisshirthadbeenrippedentirelyfromhiminthestruggle,andbloodfromagashinthecheekwasflowingdownhisnakedchest,markingaredpathacrosshiswhitethighanddrippingtothefloor。 \"Becauseheisthedevil,asItoldyoubefore,\"wasLeach’sanswer; andthereathewasonhisfeetandraginghisdisappointmentwithtearsinhiseyes。 \"Andnotoneofyoutogetaknife!\"washisunceasinglament。 Buttherestofthehandshadalivelyfearofconsequencestocomeandgavenoheedtohim。 \"How’llheknowwhichwaswhich?\"Kellyasked,andashewentonhelookedmurderouslyabouthim——\"unlessoneofuspeaches。\" \"He’llknowassoonaseverheclapseyesonus,\"Parsonsreplied。\"Onelookatyou’dbeenough。\" \"Tellhimthedeckfloppedupandgougedyerteethoutivyerjaw,\" Louisgrinned。Hewastheonlymanwhowasnotoutofhisbunk,andhewasjubilantinthathepossessednobruisestoadvertisethathehadhadahandinthenight’swork。\"Justwaittillhegetsaglimpseivyermugsto—morrow,thegangivye,\"hechuckled。 \"We’llsaywethoughtitwasthemate,\"saidone。Andanother,\"IknowwhatI’llsay——thatIheeredarow,jumpedoutofmybunk,gotajollygoodcrackonthejawformypainsandsailedinmyself。Couldn’ttellwhoorwhatitwasinthedarkandjusthitout。\" \"An’’twasmeyouhit,ofcourse,\"Kellyseconded,hisfacebrighteningforthemoment。 LeachandJohnsontooknopartinthediscussion,anditwasplaintoseethattheirmateslookeduponthemasmenforwhomtheworstwasinevitable,whowerebeyondhopeandalreadydead。Leachstoodtheirfearsandreproachesforsometime。Thenhebrokeout: \"Youmakemetired!Anicelotofgazabasyouare!Ifyoutalkedlesswithyermouthanddidsomethingwithyerhands,he’da—bendonewithbynow。Whycouldn’toneofyou,justoneofyou,getmeaknifewhenIsungout?Youmakemesick!A—beefin’andbellerin’’round,asthoughhe’dkillyouwhenhegetsyou!Youknowdamnwellhewon’t。Can’taffordto。Noshippingmastersorbeachcombersoverhere,andhewantsyerinhisbusiness,andhewantsyerbad。Who’stopullorsteerorsailshipifhelosesyer? It’smeandJohnsonhavetofacethemusic。Getintoyerbunks,now,andshutyerfaces;Iwanttogetsomesleep。\" \"That’sallrightallright,\"Parsonsspokeup。\"Mebbehewon’tdoforus,butmarkmywords,hell’llbeaniceboxtothisshipfromnowon。\" AllthewhileIhadbeenapprehensiveconcerningmyownpredicament。 Whatwouldhappentomewhenthesemendiscoveredmypresence?IcouldneverfightmywayoutasWolfLarsenhaddone。AndatthismomentLatimercalleddownthescuttles: \"Hump!Theoldmanwantsyou!\" \"Heain’tdownhere!\"Parsonscalledback。 \"Yesheis,\"Isaid,slidingoutofthebunkandstrivingmyhardesttokeepmyvoicesteadyandbold。 Thesailorslookedatmeinconsternation。Fearwasstrongintheirfaces,andthedevilishnesswhichcomesoffear。 \"I’mcoming!\"IshouteduptoLatimer。 \"Noyoudon’t!\"Kellycried,steppingbetweenmeandtheladder,hisrighthandshapedintoaveritablestrangler’sclutch。\"Youdamnlittlesneak!I’llshutyermouth!\" \"Lethimgo,\"Leachcommanded。 \"Notonyerlife,\"wastheangryretort。 Leachneverchangedhispositionontheedgeofthebunk。\"Lethimgo,Isay,\"herepeated;butthistimehisvoicewasgrittyandmetallic。 TheIrishmanwavered。Imadetostepbyhim,andhestoodaside。WhenIhadgainedtheladder,Iturnedtothecircleofbrutalandmalignantfacespeeringatmethroughthesemi—darkness。Asuddenanddeepsympathywelledupinme。IrememberedtheCockney’swayofputtingit。HowGodmusthavehatedthemthattheyshouldbetorturedso! \"Ihaveseenandheardnothing,believeme,\"Isaidquietly。 \"Itellyer,he’sallright,\"IcouldhearLeachsayingaswentuptheladder。\"Hedon’tliketheoldmannomorenoryouorme。\" IfoundWolfLarseninthecabin,strippedandbloody,waitingforme。 Hegreetedmewithoneofhiswhimsicalsmiles。 \"Come,gettowork,Doctor。Thesignsarefavorableforanextensivepracticethisvoyage。Idon’tknowwhattheGhostwouldhavebeenwithoutyou,andifIcouldonlycherishsuchnoblesentimentsIwouldtellyouhermasterisdeeplygrateful。\" Iknewtherunofthesimplemedicine—chesttheGhostcarried,andwhileIwasheatingwateronthecabinstoveandgettingthethingsreadyfordressinghiswounds,hemovedabout,laughingandchatting,andexamininghishurtswithacalculatingeye。Ihadneverbeforeseenhimstripped,andthesightofhisbodyquitetookmybreathaway。Ithasneverbeenmyweaknesstoexalttheflesh——farfromit;butthereisenoughoftheartistinmetoappreciateitswonder。 ImustsaythatIwasfascinatedbytheperfectlinesofWolfLarsen’sfigure,andbywhatImaytermtheterriblebeautyofit。hadnotedthemenintheforecastle。Powerfullymuscledthoughsomeofthemwere,therehadbeensomethingwrongwithallofthem,aninsufficientdevelopmenthere,anunduedevelopmentthere,atwistoracrookthatdestroyedsymmetry,legstooshortortoolong,ortoomuchsineworboneexposed,ortoolittle。 Oofty—Ooftyhadbeentheonlyonewhoselineswereatallpleasing,while,insofarastheypleased,thatfarhadtheybeenwhatIshouldcallfeminine。 ButWolfLarsenwastheman—type,themasculine,andalmostagodinhisperfectness。Ashemovedaboutorraisedhisarmsthegreatmusclesleaptandmovedunderthesatinyskin。Ihaveforgottentosaythatthebronzeendedwithhisface。Hisbody,thankstohisScandinavianstock,wasfairasthefairestwoman’s。Irememberhisputtinghishanduptofeelofthewoundonhishead,andmywatchingthebicepsmovelikealivingthingunderitswhitesheath。Itwasthebicepsthathadnearlycrushedoutmylifeonce,thatIhadseenstrikesomanykillingblows。Icouldnottakemyeyesfromhim。stoodmotionless,arollofantisepticcottoninmyhandunwindingandspillingitselfdowntothefloor。 Henoticedme,andIbecameconsciousthatIwasstaringathim。 \"Godmadeyouwell,\"Isaid。 \"Didhe?\"heanswered。\"Ihaveoftenthoughtsomyself,andwonderedwhy。\" \"Purpose——\"Ibegan。 \"Utility,\"heinterrupted。\"Thisbodywasmadeforuse。Thesemusclesweremadetogrip,andtear,anddestroylivingthingsthatgetbetweenmeandlife。Buthaveyouthoughtoftheotherlivingthings?They,too,havemuscles,ofonekindandanother,madetogrip,andtear,anddestroy; andwhentheycomebetweenmeandlife,Ioutgripthem,outtearthem,outdestroythem。Purposedoesnotexplainthat。Utilitydoes。\" \"Itisnotbeautiful,\"Iprotested。 \"Lifeisn’t,youmean,\"hesmiled。\"YetyousayIwasmadewell。Doyouseethis?\" Hebracedhislegsandfeet,pressingthecabinfloorwithhistoesinaclutchingsortofway。Knotsandridgesandmoundsofmuscleswrithedandbunchedundertheskin。 \"Feelthem,\"hecommanded。 Theywerehardasiron。AndIobserved,also,thathiswholebodyhadunconsciouslydrawnitselftogether,tenseandalert;thatmusclesweresoftlycrawlingandshapingaboutthehips,alongtheback,andacrosstheshoulders;thatthearmswereslightlylifted,theirmusclescontracting,thefingerscrookingtillthehandswereliketalons;andthateventheeyeshadchangedexpressionandintothemwerecomingwatchfulnessandmeasurementandalightnoneotherthanofbattle。 \"Stability,equilibrium,\"hesaid,relaxingontheinstantandsinkinghisbodybackintorepose。\"Feetwithwhichtoclutchtheground,legstostandonandtohelpwithstand,whilewitharmsandhands,teethandnails,Istruggletokillandtobenotkilled。Purpose?Utilityisthebetterword。\" Ididnotargue。Ihadseenthemechanismoftheprimitivefightingbeast,andIwasasstronglyimpressedasifIhadseentheenginesofagreatbattleshiporAtlanticliner。 Iwassurprised,consideringthefiercestruggleintheforecastle,atthesuperficialityofhishurts,andIpridemyselfthatIdressedthemdexterously。Withtheexceptionofseveralbadwounds,therestweremerelyseverebruisesandlacerations。Theblowwhichhehadreceivedbeforegoingoverboardhadlaidhisscalpopenseveralinches。This,underhisdirection,Icleansedandsewedtogether,havingfirstshavedtheedgesofthewound。 Thenthecalfofhislegwasbadlylaceratedandlookedasthoughithadbeenmangledbyabulldog。Somesailor,hetoldme,hadlaidholdofitbyhisteeth,atthebeginningofthefight,andhungonandbeendraggedtothetopoftheforecastleladder,whenhewaskickedloose。 \"Bytheway,Hump,asIhaveremarked,youareahandyman,\"WolfLarsenbegan,whenmyworkwasdone。\"Asyouknow,we’reshortamate。Hereafteryoushallstandwatches,receiveseventy—fivedollarspermonth,andbeaddressedforeandaftasMr。VanWeyden。\" \"I——Idon’tunderstandnavigation,youknow,\"Igasped。 \"Notnecessaryatall。\" \"Ireallydonotcaretositinthehighplaces,\"Iobjected。\"Ifindlifeprecariousenoughinmypresenthumblesituation。Ihavenoexperience。 Mediocrity,yousee,hasitscompensations。\" Hesmiledasthoughitwereallsettled。 \"Iwon’tbemateonthishell—ship!\"Icrieddefiantly。 Isawhisfacegrowhardandthemercilessglittercomeintohiseyes。 Hewalkedtothedoorofhisroom,saying: \"Andnow,Mr。VanWeyden,goodnight。\" \"Goodnight,Mr。Larsen,\"Iansweredweakly。TheSeaWolf:Chapter16CHAPTER16 Icannotsaythatthepositionofmatecarriedwithitanythingmorejoyfulthanthattherewerenomoredishestowash。Iwasignorantofthesimplestdutiesofmate,andwouldhavefaredbadlyindeedhadthesailorsnotsympathizedwithme。Iknewnothingoftheminutiaeofropesandrigging,ofthetrimmingandsettingofsails;butthesailorstookpainstoputmetorights,——Louisprovinganespeciallygoodteacher,——andIhadlittletroublewiththoseunderme。 Withthehuntersitwasotherwise。Familiarinvaryingdegreewiththesea,theytookmeasasortofjoke。Intruth,itwasajoketome,thatI,theveriestlandsman,shouldbefillingtheofficeofmate;buttobetakenasajokebyotherswasadifferentmatter。madenocomplaint,butWolfLarsendemandedthemostpunctiliousseaetiquetteinmycase,—— farmorethanpoorJohansenhadeverreceived;andattheexpenseofseveralrows,threats,andmuchgrumbling,hebroughtthehunterstotime。Iwas\"Mr。VanWeyden\"foreandaft,anditwasonlyunofficiallythatWolfLarsenhimselfeveraddressedmeas\"Hump。\" Itwasamusing。Perhapsthewindwouldhaulafewpointswhilewewereatdinner,andasIleftthetablehewouldsay,\"Mr。VanWeyden,willyoukindlyputaboutontheporttack。\"AndIwouldgoondeck,beckonLouistome,andlearnfromhimwhatwastobedone。Then,afewminuteslater,havingdigestedhisinstructionsandthoroughlymasteredtheman渦vre,Iwouldproceedtoissuemyorders。Irememberanearlyinstanceofthiskind,whenWolfLarsenappearedonthescenejustasIhadbeguntogiveorders。Hesmokedhiscigarandlookedonquietlytillthethingwasaccomplished,andthenpacedaftbymysidealongtheweatherpoop。 \"Hump,\"hesaid,\"Ibegpardon,Mr。VanWeyden,Icongratulateyou。 Ithinkyoucannowfireyourfather’slegsbackintothegravetohim。 You’vediscoveredyourownandlearnedtostandonthem。Alittlerope—work,sail—making,andexperiencewithstormsandsuchthings,andbytheendofthevoyageyoucouldshiponanycoastingschooner。\" Itwasduringthisperiod,betweenthedeathofJohansenandthearrivalonthesealinggrounds,thatIpassedmypleasantesthoursontheGhost。 WolfLarsenwasquiteconsiderate,thesailorshelpedme,andIwasnolongerinirritatingcontactwithThomasMugridge。AndImadefreetosay,asthedayswentby,thatIfoundIwastakingacertainsecretprideinmyself。Fantasticasthesituationwas,——alandlubbersecondincommand,——Iwas,nevertheless,carryingitoffwell;andduringthatbrieftimeIwasproudofmyself,andIgrewtolovetheheaveandrolloftheGhostundermyfeetasshewallowednorthandwestthroughthetropicseatotheisletwherewefilledourwater—casks。 Butmyhappinesswasnotunalloyed。Itwascomparative,aperiodoflessmiseryslippedinbetweenapastofgreatmiseriesandafutureofgreatmiseries。FortheGhost,sofarastheseamenwereconcerned,wasahell—shipoftheworsedescription。Theyneverhadamoment’srestorpeace。WolfLarsentreasuredagainstthemtheattemptonhislifeandthedrubbinghehadreceivedintheforecastle;andmorning,noon,andnight,andallnightaswell,hedevotedhimselftomakinglifeunlivableforthem。 Heknewwellthepsychologyofthelittlething,anditwasthelittlethingsbywhichhekeptthecrewworkeduptothevergeofmadness。IhaveseenHarrisoncalledfromhisbunktoputproperlyawayamisplacedpaint—brush,andthetwowatchesbelowhaledfromtheirtiredsleeptoaccompanyhimandseehimdoit。Alittlething,truly,butwhenmultipliedbythethousandingeniousdevicesofsuchamind,thementalstateofthemenintheforecastlemaybeslightlycomprehended。 Ofcoursemuchgrumblingwenton,andlittleoutburstswerecontinuallyoccurring。Blowswerestruck,andtherewerealwaystwoorthreemennursinginjuriesatthehandsofthehumanbeastwhowastheirmaster。Concertedactionwasimpossibleinfaceoftheheavyarsenalofweaponscarriedinthesteerageandcabin。LeachandJohnsonwerethetwoparticularvictimsofWolfLarsen’sdiabolictemper,andthelookofprofoundmelancholywhichhadsettledonJohnson’sfaceandinhiseyesmademyheartbleed。 WithLeachitwasdifferent。Therewastoomuchofthefightingbeastinhim。Heseemedpossessedbyaninsatiablefurywhichgavenotimeforgrief。Hislipshadbecomedistortedintoapermanentsnarl,which,atmeresightofWolfLarsen,brokeoutinsound,horribleandmenacing,and,Idobelieve,unconsciously。IhaveseenhimfollowWolfLarsenaboutwithhiseyes,likeananimalitskeeper,thewhiletheanimal—likesnarlsoundeddeepinhisthroatandvibratedforthbetweenhisteeth。 Irememberonce,ondeck,inbrightday,touchinghimontheshoulderaspreliminarytogivinganorder。Hisbackwastowardme,andatthefirstfeelofmyhandheleapeduprightintheairandawayfromme,snarlingandturninghisheadasheleaped。Hehadforthemomentmistakenmeforthemanhehated。 BothheandJohnsonwouldhavekilledWolfLarsenattheslightestopportunity,buttheopportunitynevercame。WolfLarsenwastoowiseforthat,and,besides,theyhadnoadequateweapons。Withtheirfistsalonetheyhadnochancewhatever。TimeandagainhefoughtitoutwithLeach,whofoughtback,always,likeawildcat,toothandnailandfist,untilstretched,exhaustedorunconscious,onthedeck。Andhewasneveraversetoanotherencounter。AllthedevilthatwasinhimchallengedthedevilinWolfLarsen。 Theyhadbuttoappearondeckatthesametime,whentheywouldbeatit,cursing,snarling,striking;andIhaveseenLeachflinghimselfuponWolfLarsenwithoutwarningorprovocation。Oncehethrewhisheavysheath—knife,missingWolfLarsen’sthroatbyaninch。Anothertimehedroppedasteelmarlinspikefromthemizzencrosstree。Itwasadifficultcasttomakeonarollingship,butthesharppointofthespike,whistlingseventy—fivefeetthroughtheair,barelymissedWolfLarsen’sheadasheemergedfromthecabincompanionwayanddroveitslengthtwoinchesandoverintothesoliddeck—planking。Stillanothertime,hestoleintothesteerage,possessedhimselfofaloadedshot—gun,andwasmakingarushforthedeckwithitwhencaughtbyKerfootanddisarmed。 IoftenwonderedwhyWolfLarsendidnotkillhimandmakeanendofit。Butheonlylaughedandseemedtoenjoyit。Thereseemedacertainspiceaboutit,suchasmenmustfeelwhotakedelightinmakingpetsofferociousanimals。 \"Itgivesathrilltolife,\"heexplainedtome,\"whenlifeiscarriedinone’shand。Manisanaturalgambler,andlifeisthebiggeststakehecanlay。Thegreatertheodds,thegreaterthethrill。WhyshouldI denymyselfthejoyofexcitingLeach’ssoultofever—pitch?Forthatmatter,Idohimakindness。Thegreatnessofsensationismutual。Heislivingmoreroyallythananymanfor’ard,thoughhedoesnotknowit。Forhehaswhattheyhavenot——purpose,somethingtodoandbedone,anall—absorbingendtostrivetoattain,thedesiretokillme,thehopethathemaykillme。Really,Hump,heislivingdeepandhigh。Idoubtthathehaseverlivedsoswiftlyandkeenlybefore,andIhonestlyenvyhim,sometimes,whenIseehimragingatthesummitofpassionandsensibility。\" \"Ah,butitiscowardly,cowardly!\"Icried。\"Youhavealltheadvantage。\" \"Ofthetwoofus,youandI,whoisthegreatercoward?\"heaskedseriously。 \"Ifthesituationisunpleasing,youcompromisewithyourconsciencewhenyoumakeyourselfapartytoit。Ifyouwerereallygreat,reallytruetoyourself,youwouldjoinforceswithLeachandJohnson。Butyouareafraid,youareafraid。Youwanttolive。Thelifethatisinyoucriesoutthatitmustlive,nomatterwhatthecost;soyouliveignominiously,untruetothebestyoudreamof,sinningagainstyourwholepitifullittlecode,and,iftherewereahell,headingyoursoulstraightforit。Bah! Iplaythebraverpart。Idonosin,forIamtruetothepromptingsofthelifethatisinme。Iamsincerewithmysoulatleast,andthatiswhatyouarenot。\"