第5章

类别:其他 作者:Jack London字数:12103更新时间:19/01/07 14:56:22
Therewasanangrygleaminthehunter’seye,butheturnedonhisheelandenteredthesteeragecompanionway,whereheremained,lookingupward。 Allhandswereondecknow,andalleyeswerealoft,whereahumanlifewasatgrappleswithdeath。Thecallousnessofthesemen,towhomindustrialorganizationgavecontrolofthelivesofothermen,wasappalling。I,whohadlivedoutofthewhirloftheworld,hadneverdreamedthatitsworkwascarriedoninsuchfashion。Lifehadalwaysseemedapeculiarlysacredthing,buthereitcountedfornothing,wasacipherinthearithmeticofcommerce。Imustsay,however,thatthesailorsthemselvesweresympathetic,asinstancethecaseofJohnson;butthemasters,(thehuntersandthecaptain),wereheartlesslyindifferent。EventheprotestofStandisharoseoutofthefactthathedidnotwishtolosehisboat—puller。Haditbeensomeotherhunter’sboat—puller,he,likethem,wouldhavebeennomorethanamused。 ButtoreturntoHarrison。IttookJohansen,insultingandrevilingthepoorwretch,fullytenminutestogethimstartedagain。Alittlelaterhemadetheendofthegaff,where,astridethesparitself,hehadabetterchanceforholdingon。Heclearedthesheet,andwasfreetoreturn,slightlydown—hillnow,alongthehalyardstothemast。Buthehadlosthisnerve。 Unsafeaswashispresentposition,hewasloathtoforsakeitforthemoreunsafepositiononthehalyards。 Helookedalongtheairypathhemusttraverse,andthendowntothedeck。Hiseyeswerewideandstaring,andhewastremblingviolently。I hadneverseenfearsostronglystampeduponahumanface。Johansencalledvainlyforhimtocomedown。Atanymomenthewasliabletobesnappedoffthegaff,buthewashelplesswithfright。WolfLarsen,walkingupanddownwithSmokeandinconversation,tooknomorenoticeofhim,thoughhecriedsharply,once,tothemanatthewheel:—— \"You’reoffyourcourse,myman!Becareful,unlessyou’relookingfortrouble!\" \"Ay,ay,sir,\"thehelmsmanresponded,puttingacoupleofspokesdown。 HehadbeenguiltyofrunningtheGhostseveralpointsoffhercourseinorderthatwhatlittlewindtherewasshouldfilltheforesailandholditsteady。HehadstriventohelptheunfortunateHarrisonattheriskofincurringWolfLarsen’sanger。 Thetimewentby,andthesuspense,tome,wasterrible。ThomasMugridge,ontheotherhand,considereditalaughableaffair,andwascontinuallybobbinghisheadoutthegalleydoortomakejocoseremarks。HowIhatedhim!Andhowmyhatredforhimgrewandgrew,duringthatfearfultime,tocyclopeandimensions。ForthefirsttimeinmylifeIexperiencedthedesiretomurder——\"sawred,\"assomeofourpicturesquewritersphraseit。Lifeingeneralmightstillbesacred,butlifeintheparticularcaseofThomasMugridgehadbecomeveryprofaneindeed。IwasfrightenedwhenIbecameconsciousthatwasseeingred,andthethoughtflashedthroughmymind:wasI,too,becomingtaintedbythebrutalityofmyenvironment? ——I,whoeveninthemostflagrantcrimeshaddeniedthejusticeandrighteousnessofcapitalpunishment? Fullyhalfanhourwentby,andthenIsawJohnsonandLouisinsomesortofaltercation。ItendedwithJohnsonflingingoffLouis’sdetainingarmandstartingforward。Hecrossedthedeck,sprangintotheforerigging,andbegantoclimb。ButthequickeyeofWolfLarsencaughthim。 \"Here,you,whatareyouupto?\"hecried。 Johnson’sascentwasarrested。Helookedhiscaptainintheeyesandrepliedslowly:—— \"Iamgoingtogetthatboydown。\" \"You’llgetdownoutofthatrigging,anddamnlivelyaboutit!D’yehear?Getdown!\" Johnsonhesitated,butthelongyearsofobediencetothemastersofshipsoverpoweredhim,andhedroppedsullenlytothedeckandwentonforward。 AthalfafterfiveIwentbelowtosetthecabintable,buthardlyknewwhatIdid,formyeyesandbrainwerefilledwiththevisionofaman,white—facedandtrembling,comicallylikeabug,clingingtothethrashinggaff。Atsixo’clock,whenIservedsupper,goingondecktogetthefoodfromthegalley,IsawHarrison,stillinthesameposition。Theconversationatthetablewasofotherthings。Nobodyseemedinterestedinthewantonlyimperilledlife。Butmakinganextratriptothegalleyalittlelater,IwasgladdenedbythesightofHarrisonstaggeringweaklyfromtheriggingtotheforecastlescuttle。Hehadfinallysummonedthecouragetodescend。 Beforeclosingthisincident,ImustgiveascrapofconversationI hadwithWolfLarseninthecabin,whileIwaswashingthedishes。 \"Youwerelookingsqueamishthisafternoon,\"hebegan。\"Whatwasthematter?\" IcouldseethatheknewwhathadmademepossiblyassickasHarrison,thathewastryingtodrawme,andIanswered,\"Itwasbecauseofthebrutaltreatmentofthatboy。\" Hegaveashortlaugh。\"Likeseasickness,Isuppose。Somemenaresubjecttoit,andothersarenot。\" \"Notso,\"Iobjected。 \"Justso,\"hewenton。\"Theearthisasfullofbrutalityastheseaisfullofmotion。Andsomemenaremadesickbytheone,andsomebytheother。That’stheonlyreason。\" \"Butyou,whomakeamockofhumanlife,don’tyouplaceanyvalueuponitwhatever?\"Idemanded。 \"Value?Whatvalue?\"Helookedatme,andthoughhiseyesweresteadyandmotionless,thereseemedacynicalsmileinthem。\"Whatkindofvalue? Howdoyoumeasureit?Whovaluesit?\" \"Ido,\"Imadeanswer。 \"Thenwhatisitworthtoyou?Anotherman’slife,Imean。Come,now,whatisitworth?\" Thevalueoflife?HowcouldIputatangiblevalueuponit?Somehow,I,whohavealwayshadexpression,lackedexpressionwhenwithWolfLarsen。 Ihavesincedeterminedthatapartofitwasduetotheman’spersonality,butthatthegreaterpartwasduetohistotallydifferentoutlook。UnlikeothermaterialistsIhadmetandwithwhomhadsomethingincommontostarton,Ihadnothingincommonwithhim。Perhaps,also,itwastheelementalsimplicityofhismindthatbaffledme。Hedrovesodirectlytothecoreofthematter,divestingaquestionalwaysofallsuperfluousdetails,andwithsuchanairoffinality,thatIseemedtofindmyselfstrugglingindeepwaterwithnofootingunderme。Valueoflife?HowcouldIanswerthequestiononthespurofthemoment?ThesacrednessoflifeIhadacceptedasaxiomatic。ThatitwasintrinsicallyvaluablewasatruismIhadneverquestioned。ButwhenhechallengedthetruismIwasspeechless。 \"Weweretalkingaboutthisyesterday,\"hesaid。\"Iheldthatlifewasaferment,ayeastysomethingwhichdevouredlifethatitmightlive,andthatlivingwasmerelysuccessfulpiggishness。Why,ifthereisanythinginsupplyanddemand,lifeisthecheapestthingintheworld。Thereisonlysomuchwater,somuchearth,somuchair;butthelifethatisdemandingtobebornislimitless。Natureisaspendthrift。Lookatthefishandtheirmillionsofeggs。Forthatmatter,lookatyouandme。Inourloinsarethepossibilitiesofmillionsoflives。Couldwebutfindtimeandopportunityandutilizethelastbitandeverybitoftheunbornlifethatisinus,wecouldbecomethefathersofnationsandpopulatecontinents。 Life?Bah!Ithasnovalue。Ofcheapthingsitisthecheapest。Everywhereitgoesbegging。Naturespillsitoutwithalavishhand。Wherethereisroomforonelife,shesowsathousandlives,andit’slifeeatslifetillthestrongestandmostpiggishlifeisleft。\" \"YouhavereadDarwin,\"Isaid。\"Butyoureadhimmisunderstandinglywhenyouconcludethatthestruggleforexistencesanctionsyourwantondestructionoflife。\" Heshruggedhisshoulders。\"Youknowyouonlymeanthatinrelationtohumanlife,forofthefleshandthefowlandthefishyoudestroyasmuchasIoranyotherman。Andhumanlifeisinnowisedifferent,thoughyoufeelitisandthinkthatyoureasonwhyitis。WhyshouldIbeparsimoniouswiththislifewhichischeapandwithoutvalue?Therearemoresailorsthanthereareshipsontheseaforthem,moreworkersthantherearefactoriesormachinesforthem。Why,youwholiveonthelandknowthatyouhouseyourpoorpeopleintheslumsofcitiesandloosefamineandpestilenceuponthem,andthattherestillremainmorepoorpeople,dyingforwantofacrustofbreadandabitofmeat,(whichislifedestroyed),thanyouknowwhattodowith。HaveyoueverseentheLondondockersfightinglikewildbeastsforachancetowork?\" Hestartedforthecompanionstairs,butturnedhisheadforafinalword。\"Doyouknowtheonlyvaluelifehasiswhatlifeputsuponitself? Anditisofcourseoverestimated,sinceitisofnecessityprejudicedinitsownfavor。TakethatmanIhadaloft。Heheldonasifhewereapreciousthing,atreasurebeyonddiamondsorrubies。Toyou?No。Tome? Notatall。Tohimself?Yes。ButIdonotaccepthisestimate。Hesadlyoverrateshimself。Thereisplentymorelifedemandingtobeborn。Hadhefallenanddrippedhisbrainsuponthedecklikehoneyfromthecomb,therewouldhavebeennolosstotheworld。Hewasworthnothingtotheworld。Thesupplyistoolarge。Tohimselfonlywasheofvalue,andtoshowhowfictitiouseventhisvaluewas,beingdeadheisunconsciousthathehaslosthimself。Healoneratedhimselfbeyonddiamondsandrubies。 Diamondsandrubiesaregone,spreadoutonthedecktobewashedawaybyabucketofsea—water,andhedoesnotevenknowthatthediamondsandrubiesaregone。Hedoesnotloseanything,forwiththelossofhimselfhelosestheknowledgeofloss。Don’tyousee?Andwhathaveyoutosay?\" \"Thatyouareatleastconsistent,\"wasallIcouldsay,andwentonwashingthedishes。TheSeaWolf:Chapter7CHAPTER7 Atlast,afterthreedaysofvariablewinds,wehavecaughtthenortheasttrades。Icameondeck,afteragoodnight’srestinspiteofmypoorknee,tofindtheGhostfoamingalong,wing—and—wing,andeverysaildrawingexceptthejibs,withafreshbreezeastern。Oh,thewonderofthegreattrade—wind!Alldaywesailed,andallnight,andthenextday,andthenext,dayafterday,thewindalwaysasternandblowingsteadilyandstrong。 Theschoonersailedherself。Therewasnopullingandhaulingonsheetsandtackles,noshiftingoftopsails,noworkatallforthesailorstodoexcepttosteer。Atnightwhenthesunwentdown,thesheetswereslackened; inthemorning,whentheyyieldedupthedampofthedewandrelaxed,theywerepulledtightagain——andthatwasall。 Tenknots,twelveknots,elevenknots,varyingfromtimetotime,isthespeedwearemaking。Andeveroutofthenortheastthebravewindblows,drivingusonourcoursetwohundredandfiftymilesbetweenthedawns。 Itsaddensmeandgladdensme,thegaitwithwhichweareleavingSanFranciscobehindandwithwhichwearefoamingdownuponthetropics。Eachdaygrowsperceptiblywarmer。Intheseconddog—watchthesailorscomeondeck,stripped,andheavebucketsofwaterupononeanotherfromoverside。Flying—fisharebeginningtobeseen,andduringthenightthewatchabovescramblesoverthedeckinpursuitofthosethatfallaboard。Inthemorning,ThomasMugridgebeingdulybribed,thegalleyispleasantlyareekwiththeodoroftheirfrying;whiledolphinmeatisservedforeandaftonsuchoccasionsasJohnsoncatchestheblazingbeautiesfromthebowspritend。 Johnsonseemstospendallhissparetimethereoraloftatthecrosstrees,watchingtheGhostcleavingthewaterunderpressofsail。Thereispassion,adoration,inhiseyes,andhegoesaboutinasortoftrance,gazinginecstasyattheswellingsails,thefoamingwake,andtheheaveandtherunofherovertheliquidmountainsthataremovingwithusinstatelyprocession。 Thedaysandnightsare\"allawonderandawilddelight,\"andthoughIhavelittletimefrommydrearywork,IstealoddmomentstogazeandgazeattheunendinggloryofwhatIneverdreamedtheworldpossessed。 Above,theskyisstainlessblue——blueastheseaitself,whichundertheforefootisofthecolorandsheenofazuresatin。Allaroundthehorizonarepale,fleecyclouds,neverchanging,nevermoving,likeasilversettingfortheflawlessturquoisesky。 Idonotforgetonenight,whenIshouldhavebeenasleep,oflyingontheforecastle—headandgazingdownatthespectralrippleoffoamthrustasidebytheGhost’sforefoot。Itsoundedlikethegurglingofabrookovermossystonesinsomequietdell,andthecrooningsongofitluredmeawayandoutofmyselftillIwasnolongerHumpthecabin—boy,norVanWeyden,themanwhohaddreamedawaythirty—fiveyearsamongbooks。 Butavoicebehindme,theunmistakablevoiceofWolfLarsen,strongwiththeinvinciblecertitudeofthemanandmellowwithappreciationofthewordshewasquoting,arousedme。\"`Otheblazingtropicnight,whenthewake’saweltoflightThatholdsthehotskytame,Andthesteadyforefootsnoresthroughtheplanet—powderedfloorsWherethescaredwhaleflukesinflame。Herplatesarescarredbythesun,dearlass,Andherropesaretautwiththedew,Forwe’reboomingdownontheoldtrail,ourowntrail,theouttrail,We’resaggingsouthontheLongTrail——thetrailthatisalwaysnew。’\" \"Eh,Hump?How’sitstrikeyou?\"heasked,aftertheduepausewhichwordsandsettingdemanded。 Ilookedintohisface。Itwasaglowwithlight,astheseaitself,andtheeyeswereflashinginthestarshine。 \"Itstrikesmeasremarkable,tosaytheleast,thatyoushouldshowenthusiasm,\"Iansweredcoldly。 \"Why,man,it’sliving!it’slife!\"hecried。 \"Whichisacheapthingandwithoutvalue,\"Iflunghiswordsathim。 Helaughed,anditwasthefirsttimeIhadheardhonestmirthinhisvoice。 \"Ah,Icannotgetyoutounderstand,cannotdriveitintoyourhead,whatathingthislifeis。Ofcourselifeisvalueless,excepttoitself。 AndIcantellyouthatmylifeisprettyvaluablejustnow——tomyself。 Itisbeyondprice,whichyouwillacknowledgeisaterrificoverrating,butwhichIcannothelp,foritisthelifethatisinmethatmakestherating。\" Heappearedwaitingforthewordswithwhichtoexpressthethoughtthatwasinhim,andfinallywenton。 \"Doyouknow,Iamfilledwithastrangeuplift;Ifeelasifalltimewereechoingthroughme,asthoughallpowersweremine。knowtruth,divinegoodfromevil,rightfromwrong。Myvisionisclearandfar。IcouldalmostbelieveinGod。But,\"——andhisvoicechangedandthelightwentoutofhisface,——\"whatisthisconditioninwhichIfindmyself?thisjoyofliving?thisexultationoflife?thisinspiration,Imaywellcallit? Itiswhatcomeswhenthereisnothingwrongwithone’sdigestion,whenhisstomachisintrimandhisappetitehasanedge,andallgoeswell。 Itisthebribeforliving,thechampagneoftheblood,theeffervescenceoftheferment——thatmakessomementhinkholythoughts,andothermentoseeGodortocreatehimwhentheycannotseehim。Thatisall,thedrunkennessoflife,thestirringandcrawlingoftheyeast,thebabblingofthelifethatisinsanewithconsciousnessthatitisalive。And—— bah!To—morrowIshallpayforitasthedrunkardpays。AndIshallknowthatmustdie,atseamostlikely,ceasecrawlingofmyselftobeallacrawlwiththecorruptionofthesea;tobefedupon,tobecarrion,toyieldupallthestrengthandmovementofmymusclesthatitmaybecomestrengthandmovementinfinandscaleandthegutsoffishes。Bah!Andbah!again。 Thechampagneisalreadyflat。Thesparkleandbubblehasgoneoutanditisatastelessdrink。\" Heleftmeassuddenlyashehadcome,springingtothedeckwiththeweightandsoftnessofatiger。TheGhostploughedonherway。I notedthegurglingforefootwasverylikeasnore,andasIlistenedtoittheeffectofWolfLarsen’sswiftrushfromsublimeexultationtodespairslowlyleftme。Thensomedeep—watersailor,fromthewaistoftheship,liftedarichtenorvoiceinthe\"SongoftheTradeWind:\"\"Oh,Iamthewindtheseamenlove——Iamsteady,andstrong,andtrue;Theyfollowmytrackbythecloudsabove,O’erthefathomlesstropicblue。******ThroughdaylightanddarkIfollowthebark,Ikeeplikeahoundonhertrail;I’mstrongestatnoon,yetunderthemoon,Istiffenthebuntofhersail。\"TheSeaWolf:Chapter8CHAPTER8 SometimesIthinkWolfLarsenmad,orhalf—madatleast,whatofhisstrangemoodsandvagaries。AtothertimesItakehimforagreatman,ageniuswhohasneverarrived。And,finally,Iamconvincedthatheistheperfecttypeoftheprimitiveman,bornathousandyearsorgenerationstoolateandananachronisminthisculminatingcenturyofcivilization。 Heiscertainlyanindividualistofthemostpronouncedtype。Notonlythat,butheisverylonely。Thereisnocongenialitybetweenhimandtherestofthemenaboardship。Histremendousvirilityandmentalstrengthwallhimapart。Theyaremorelikechildrentohim,eventhehunters,andaschildrenhetreatsthem,descendingperforcetotheirlevelandplayingwiththemasamanplayswithpuppies。Orelseheprobesthemwiththecruelhandofavivisectionist,gropingaboutintheirmentalprocessesandexaminingtheirsoulsasthoughtoseeofwhatsoul—stuffismade。 Ihaveseenhimascoreoftimes,attable,insultingthishunterorthat,withcoolandleveleyesand,withal,acertainairofinterest,ponderingtheiractionsorrepliesorpettyrageswithacuriosityalmostlaughabletomewhostoodonlookerandwhounderstood。Concerninghisownrages,Iamconvincedthattheyarenotreal,thattheyaresometimesexperiments,butthatinthemaintheyarethehabitsofaposeorattitudehehasseenfittotaketowardhisfellowmen。know,withthepossibleexceptionoftheincidentofthedeadmate,thatIhavenotseenhimreallyangry;nordoIwishevertoseehiminagenuinerage,whenalltheforceofhimiscalledintoplay。 Whileonthequestionofvagaries,IshalltellwhatbefellThomasMugridgeinthecabin,andatthesametimecompleteanincidentuponwhichIhavealreadytouchedonceortwice。Thetwelveo’clockdinnerwasover,oneday,andIhadjustfinishedputtingthecabininorder,whenWolfLarsenandThomasMugridgedescendedthecompanionstairs。Thoughthecookhadacubby—holeofastateroomopeningofffromthecabin,inthecabinitselfhehadneverdaredtolingerortobeseen,andheflittedtoandfro,onceortwiceaday,likeatimidspectre。 \"Soyouknowhowtoplay`Nap,’\"WolfLarsenwassayinginapleasedsortofvoice。\"ImighthaveguessedanEnglishmanwouldknow。IlearneditmyselfinEnglishships。\" ThomasMugridgewasbesidehimself,ablitheringimbecile,sopleasedwasheatchummingthuswiththecaptain。Thelittleairsheputonandthepainfulstrivingtoassumetheeasycarriageofamanborntoadignifiedplaceinlifewouldhavebeensickeninghadtheynotbeenludicrous。Hequiteignoredmypresence,thoughIcreditedhimwithbeingsimplyunabletoseeme。Hispale,wishy—washyeyeswereswimminglikelazysummerseas,thoughwhatblissfulvisionstheybeheldwerebeyondmyimagination。 \"Getthecards,Hump,\"WolfLarsenordered,astheytookseatsatthetable。\"Andbringoutthecigarsandthewhiskeyyou’llfindinmyberth。\" IreturnedwiththearticlesintimetoheartheCockneyhintingbroadlythattherewasamysteryabouthim,thathemightbeagentleman’ssongonewrongorsomethingorother;also,thathewasaremittancemanandwaspaidtokeepawayfromEngland——\"p’yed’ansomely,sir,\"wasthewayheputit;\"p’yed’ansomelytoslingmy’ookan’keepslingin’it。\" Ihadbroughtthecustomaryliquorglasses,butWolfLarsenfrowned,shookhishead,andsignalledwithhishandsformetobringthetumblers。 Thesehefilledtwo—thirdsfullwithundilutedwhiskey——\"agentleman’sdrink,\"quothThomasMugridge,——andtheyclinkedtheirglassestothegloriousgameof\"Nap,\"lightedcigars,andfelltoshufflinganddealingthecards。 Theyplayedformoney。Theyincreasedtheamountsofthebets。Theydrankwhiskey,theydrankitneat,andIfetchedmore。IdonotknowwhetherWolfLarsencheatedornot,——athinghewasthoroughlycapableofdoing,——buthewonsteadily。Thecookmaderepeatedjourneystohisbunkformoney。Eachtimeheperformedthejourneywithgreaterswagger,butheneverbroughtmorethanafewdollarsatatime。Hegrewmaudlin,familiar,couldhardlyseethecardsorsitupright。Asapreliminarytoanotherjourneytohisbunk,hehookedWolfLarsen’sbuttonholewithagreasyforefingerandvacuouslyproclaimedandreiterated,\"Igotmoney。Igotmoney,Itellyer,an’I’magentleman’sson。\" WolfLarsenwasunaffectedbythedrink,yethedrankglassforglass,andifanythinghisglasseswerefuller。Therewasnochangeinhim。Hedidnotappearevenamusedattheother’santics。 Intheend,withloudprotestationsthathecouldloselikeagentleman,thecook’slastmoneywasstakedonthegameandlost。Whereuponheleanedhisheadonhishandsandwept。WolfLarsenlookedcuriouslyathim,asthoughabouttoprobeandvivisecthim,thenchangedhismind,asfromtheforegoneconclusionthattherewasnothingtheretoprobe。 \"Hump,\"hesaidtome,elaboratelypolite,\"kindlytakeMr。Mugridge’sarmandhelphimupondeck。Heisnotfeelingverywell。\" \"AndtellJohnsontodousehimwithafewbucketsofsaltwater,\"headded,inalowertoneformyearalone。 IleftMr。Mugridgeondeck,inthehandsofacoupleofgrinningsailorswhohadbeentoldoffforthepurpose。Mr。Mugridgewassleepilysplutteringthathewasagentleman’sson。ButasdescendedthecompanionstairstoclearthetableIheardhimshriekasthefirstbucketofwaterstruckhim。 WolfLarsenwascountinghiswinnings。 \"Onehundredandeighty—fivedollarseven,\"hesaidaloud。\"JustasIthought。Thebeggarcameaboardwithoutacent。\" \"Andwhatyouhavewonismine,sir,\"Isaidboldly。 Hefavoredmewithaquizzicalsmile。\"Hump,Ihavestudiedsomegrammarinmytime,andIthinkyourtensesaretangled。`Wasmine,’youshouldhavesaid,not`ismine。’\" \"Itisaquestion,notofgrammar,butofethics,\"Ianswered。 Itwaspossiblyaminutebeforehespoke。 \"D’yeknow,Hump,\"hesaid,withaslowseriousnesswhichhadinitanindefinablestrainofsadness,\"thatthisisthefirsttimehaveheardtheword`ethics’inthemouthofaman。YouandIaretheonlymenonthisshipwhoknowitsmeaning。\" \"Atonetimeinmylife,\"hecontinued,afteranotherpause,\"dreamedthatImightsomedaytalkwithmenwhousedsuchlanguage,thatImightliftmyselfoutoftheplaceinlifeinwhichIhadbeenborn,andholdconversationandminglewithmenwhotalkedaboutjustsuchthingsasethics。 AndthisisthefirsttimeIhaveeverheardthewordpronounced。Whichisallbytheway,foryouarewrong。Itisaquestion,neitherofgrammarnorethics,butoffact。\" \"Iunderstand,\"Isaid。\"Thefactisthatyouhavethemoney。\" Hisfacebrightened。Heseemedpleasedatmyperspicacity。 \"Butitisavoidingtherealquestion,\"Icontinued,\"whichisoneofright。\" \"Ah,\"heremarked,withawrypuckerofhismouth,\"Iseeyoustillbelieveinsuchthingsasrightandwrong。\" \"Butdon’tyou?——atall?\"Idemanded。 \"Nottheleastbit。Mightisright,andthatisallthereistoit。 Weaknessiswrong。Whichisaverypoorwayofsayingthatitisgoodforoneselftobestrong,andevilforoneselftobeweak——orbetteryet,itispleasurabletobestrong,becauseoftheprofits;painfultobeweak,becauseofthepenalties。Justnowthepossessionofthismoneyisapleasurablething。Itisgoodforonetopossessit。Beingabletopossessit,Iwrongmyselfandthelifethatisinmeifgiveittoyouandforegothepleasureofpossessingit。\" \"Butyouwrongmebywithholdingit,\"Iobjected。 \"Notatall。Onemancannotwronganotherman。Hecanonlywronghimself。 AsIseeit,IdowrongalwayswhenIconsidertheinterestsofothers。 Don’tyousee?Howcantwoparticlesoftheyeastwrongeachotherbystrivingtodevoureachother?Itistheirinbornheritagetostrivetodevour,andtostrivenottobedevoured。Whentheydepartfromthistheysin。\" \"Thenyoudon’tbelieveinaltruism?\"Iasked。 Hereceivedthewordasifithadafamiliarring,thoughhepondereditthoughtfully。\"Letmesee,itmeanssomethingaboutco[[Yacute]]peration,doesn’tit?\" \"Well,inawaytherehascometobeasortofconnection,\"answered,unsurprisedbythistimeatsuchgapsinhisvocabulary,which,likehisknowledge,wastheacquirementofaself—read,self—educatedman,whomnoonehaddirectedinhisstudies,andwhohadthoughtmuchandtalkedlittleornotatall。\"Analtruisticactisanactperformedforthewelfareofothers。Itisunselfish,asopposedtoanactperformedforself,whichisselfish。\" Henoddedhishead。\"Oh,yes,Irememberitnow。IranacrossitinSpencer。\" \"Spencer!\"Icried。\"Haveyoureadhim?\" \"Notverymuch,\"washisconfession。\"Iunderstoodquiteagooddealof`FirstPrinciples,’buthis`Biology’tookthewindoutofmysails,andhis`Psychology’leftmebuttingaroundinthedoldrumsformanyaday。Ihonestlycouldnotunderstandwhathewasdrivingat。Iputitdowntomentaldeficiencyonmypart,butsincethenIhavedecidedthatitwasforwantofpreparation。Ihadnoproperbasis。OnlySpencerandmyselfknowhowhardIhammered。ButIdidgetsomethingoutofhis`DataofEthics。’ There’swhereIranacross`altruism,’andIremembernowhowitwasused。\" Iwonderedwhatthismancouldhavegotfromsuchawork。SpencerI rememberedenoughtoknowthataltruismwasimperativetohisidealofhighestconduct。WolfLarsen,evidently,hadsiftedthegreatphilosopher’steachings,rejectingandselectingaccordingtohisneedsanddesires。 \"Whatelsedidyourunacross?\"Iasked。 Hisbrowsdrewinslightlywiththementaleffortofsuitablyphrasingthoughtswhichhehadneverbeforeputintospeech。Ifeltanelationofspirit。Iwasgropingintohissoul—stuffashemadeapracticeofgropinginthesoul—stuffofothers。Iwasexploringvirginterritory。Astrange,aterriblystrange,regionwasunrollingitselfbeforemyeyes。 \"Inasfewwordsaspossible,\"hebegan,\"Spencerputsitsomethinglikethis:First,amanmustactforhisownbenefit——todothisistobemoralandgood。Next,hemustactforthebenefitofhischildren。Andthird,hemustactforthebenefitofhisrace。\" \"Andthehighest,finest,rightconduct,\"Iinterjected,\"isthatactwhichbenefitsatthesametimetheman,hischildren,andhisrace。\" \"Iwouldn’tstandforthat,\"hereplied。\"Couldn’tseethenecessityforit,northecommonsense。Icutouttheraceandthechildren。Iwouldsacrificenothingforthem。It’sjustsomuchslushandsentiment,andyoumustseeityourself,atleastforonewhodoesnotbelieveineternallife。Withimmortalitybeforeme,altruismwouldbeapayingbusinessproposition。 Imightelevatemysoultoallkindsofaltitudes。Butwithnothingeternalbeforemebutdeath,givenforabriefspellthisyeastycrawlingandsquirmingwhichiscalledlife,why,itwouldbeimmoralformetoperformanyactthatwasasacrifice。Anysacrificethatmakesmeloseonecrawlorsquirmisfoolish,——andnotonlyfoolish,foritisawrongagainstmyselfandawickedthing。ImustnotloseonecrawlorsquirmifIamtogetthemostoutoftheferment。NorwilltheeternalmovelessnessthatiscomingtomebemadeeasierorharderbythesacrificesorselfishnessesofthetimewhenIwasyeastyandacrawl。\" \"Thenyouareanindividualist,amaterialist,and,logically,ahedonist。\" \"Bigwords,\"hesmiled。\"Butwhatisahedonist?\" HenoddedagreementwhenIhadgiventhedefinition。 \"Andyouarealso,\"Icontinued,\"amanonecouldnottrustintheleastthingwhereitwaspossibleforaselfishinteresttointervene?\" \"Nowyou’rebeginningtounderstand,\"hesaid,brightening。 \"Youareamanutterlywithoutwhattheworldcallsmorals?\" \"That’sit。\" \"Amanofwhomtobealwaysafraid——\" \"That’sthewaytoputit。\" \"Asoneisafraidofasnake,oratiger,orashark?\" \"Nowyouknowme,\"hesaid。\"AndyouknowmeasIamgenerallyknown。 Othermencallme`Wolf。’\" \"Youareasortofmonster,\"Iaddedaudaciously,\"aCalibanwhohasponderedSetebos,andwhoactsasyouact,inidlemoments,bywhimandfancy。\" Hisbrowcloudedattheallusion。Hedidnotunderstand,andquicklylearnedthathedidnotknowthepoem。