第29章

类别:其他 作者:William Dean Howells字数:10086更新时间:19/01/07 14:46:13
\"Yes,shedoneright,\"saidLapham。\"Itwastimeforhertocome,\"headdedgently。 Thenhewassilentagain,andhiswifetoldhimofCorey’shavingbeenthere,andofhisfather’sandmother’scalling。 \"IguessPen’sconcludedtomakeitup,\"shesaid。 \"Well,we’llseeaboutthat,\"saidLapham;andnowshecouldnolongerforbeartoaskhimabouthisaffairs。 \"Idon’tknowasI’vegotanyrighttoknowanythingaboutit,\"shesaidhumbly,withremoteallusiontohertreatmentofhim。\"ButIcan’thelpwantingtoknow。 HowAREthingsgoing,Si?\" \"Bad,\"hesaid,pushinghisplatefromhim,andtiltinghimselfbackinhischair。\"Ortheyain’tgoingatall。 They’vestopped。\" \"Whatdoyoumean,Si?\"shepersisted,tenderly。 \"I’vegottotheendofmystring。To—morrowIshallcallameetingofmycreditors,andputmyselfintheirhands。 Ifthere’senoughlefttosatisfythem,I’msatisfied。\" Hisvoicedroppedinhisthroat;heswallowedonceortwice,andthendidnotspeak。 \"Doyoumeanthatit’salloverwithyou?\"sheaskedfearfully。 Hebowedhisbighead,wrinkledandgrizzled;andafterawhilehesaid,\"It’shardtorealiseit;butIguessthereain’tanydoubtaboutit。\"Hedrewalongbreath,andthenheexplainedtoherabouttheWestVirginiapeople,andhowhehadgotanextensionofthefirsttimetheyhadgivenhim,andhadgotamantogouptoLaphamwithhimandlookattheworks,——amanthathadturnedupinNewYork,andwantedtoputmoneyinthebusiness。HismoneywouldhaveenabledLaphamtoclosewiththeWestVirginians。 \"Thedevilwasinit,rightstraightalong,\"saidLapham。 \"AllIhadtodowastokeepquietaboutthatothercompany。 ItwasRogersandhispropertyrightoveragain。Helikedthelookofthings,andhewantedtogointothebusiness,andhehadthemoney——plenty;itwouldhavesavedmewiththoseWestVirginiafolks。ButIhadtotellhimhowIstood。 Ihadtotellhimallaboutit,andwhatIwantedtodo。 Hebegantobackwaterinaminute,andthenextmorningI sawthatitwasupwithhim。He’sgonebacktoNewYork。 I’velostmylastchance。NowallI’vegottodoistosavethepieces。\" \"Will——will——everythinggo?\"sheasked。 \"Ican’ttell,yet。Buttheyshallhaveachanceateverything——everydollar,everycent。I’msorryforyou,Persis——andthegirls。\" \"Oh,don’ttalkofUS!\"Shewastryingtorealisethatthesimple,rudesoultowhichherheartcloveinheryouth,butwhichshehadputtosuchcruelproof,withherunsparingconscienceandherunsparingtongue,hadbeenequaltoitsordeals,andhadcomeoutunscathedandunstained。 Hewasableinhistalktomakesolittleofthem;hehardlyseemedtoseewhattheywere;hewasapparentlynotproudofthem,andcertainlynotglad;iftheywerevictoriesofanysort,heborethemwiththepatienceofdefeat。 Hiswifewishedtopraisehim,butshedidnotknowhow; sosheofferedhimalittlereproach,inwhichaloneshetouchedthecauseofherbehaviouratparting。 \"Silas,\"sheasked,afteralonggazeathim,\"whydidn’tyoutellmeyouhadJimMillon’sgirlthere?\" \"Ididn’tsupposeyou’dlikeit,Persis,\"heanswered。 \"Ididintendtotellyouatfirst,butthenIput——Iputitoff。Ithoughtyou’dcomeroundsomeday,andfinditoutforyourself。\" \"I’mpunished,\"saidhiswife,\"fornottakingenoughinterestinyourbusinesstoevencomenearit。 Ifwe’rebroughtbacktothedayofsmallthings,Iguessit’salessonforme,Silas。\" \"Oh,Idon’tknowaboutthelesson,\"hesaidwearily。 Thatnightsheshowedhimtheanonymousscrawlwhichhadkindledherfuryagainsthim。Heturneditlistlesslyoverinhishand。\"IguessIknowwhoit’sfrom,\"hesaid,givingitbacktoher,\"andIguessyoudotoo,Persis。\" \"Buthow——howcouldhe————\" \"Mebbehebelievedit,\"saidLapham,withpatiencethatcuthermorekeenlythananyreproach。\"YOUdid。\" Perhapsbecausetheprocessofhisruinhadbeensogradual,perhapsbecausetheexcitementofprecedingeventshadexhaustedtheircapacityforemotion,theactualconsummationofhisbankruptcybroughtarelief,areposetoLaphamandhisfamily,ratherthanafreshsensationofcalamity。 Intheshadowofhisdisastertheyreturnedtosomethingliketheirold,unitedlife;theywereatleastalltogetheragain;anditwillbeintelligibletothosewhomlifehasblessedwithvicissitude,thatLaphamshouldcomehometheeveningafterhehadgivenupeverything,tohiscreditors,andshouldsitdowntohissuppersocheerfulthatPenelopecouldjokehimintheoldway,andtellhimthatshethoughtfromhislookstheyhadconcludedtopayhimahundredcentsoneverydollarheowedthem。 AsJamesBellinghamhadtakensomuchinterestinhistroublesfromthefirst,Laphamthoughtheoughttotellhim,beforetakingthefinalstep,justhowthingsstoodwithhim,andwhathomeanttodo。BellinghammadesomefutileinquiriesabouthisnegotiationswiththeWestVirginians,andLaphamtoldhimtheyhadcometonothing。HespokeoftheNewYorkman,andthechancethathemighthavesoldouthalfhisbusinesstohim。\"But,ofcourse,Ihadtolethimknowhowitwasaboutthosefellows。\" \"Ofcourse,\"saidBellingham,notseeingtillafterwardsthefullsignificanceofLapham’saction。 LaphamsaidnothingaboutRogersandtheEnglishmen。 Hebelievedthathehadactedrightinthatmatter,andhewassatisfied;buthedidnotcaretohaveBellingham,oranybody,perhaps,thinkhehadbeenafool。 Allthosewhowereconcernedinhisaffairssaidhebehavedwell,andevenmorethanwell,whenitcametotheworst。 Theprudence,thegoodsense,whichhehadshowninthefirstyearsofhissuccess,andofwhichhisgreatprosperityseemedtohaveberefthim,cameback,andthesequalities,usedinhisownbehalf,commendedhimasmuchtohiscreditorsastheanxietyheshowedthatnooneshouldsufferbyhim; thisevenmadesomeofthemdoubtfulofhissincerity。 Theygavehimtime,andtherewouldhavebeennotroubleinhisresumingontheoldbasis,ifthegroundhadnotbeencutfromunderhimbythecompetitionoftheWestVirginiacompany。Hesawhimselfthatitwasuselesstotrytogoonintheoldway,andhepreferredtogobackandbegintheworldanewwherehehadfirstbegunit,inthehillsatLapham。HeputthehouseatNankeenSquare,witheverythingelsehehad,intothepaymentofhisdebts,andMrs。LaphamfounditeasiertoleaveitfortheoldfarmsteadinVermontthanitwouldhavebeentogofromthathomeofmanyyearstothenewhouseonthewatersideofBeacon。Thisthingandthatisembitteredtous,sothatwemaybewillingtorelinquishit;theworld,lifeitself,isembitteredtomostofus,sothatwearegladtohavedonewiththematlast;andthishomewashauntedwithsuchmemoriestoeachofthosewhoabandoneditthattogowaslessexilethanescape。 Mrs。LaphamcouldnotlookintoIrene’sroomwithoutseeingthegirltherebeforeherglass,tearingthepoorlittlekeep—sakesofherhaplessfancyfromtheirhiding—placestotakethemandflingtheminpassionaterenunciationuponhersister;shecouldnotcomeintothesitting—room,whereherlittleoneshadgrownup,withoutstartingatthethoughtofherhusbandsittingsomanywearynightsathisdeskthere,tryingtofighthiswaybacktohopeoutoftheruinintowhichbewasslipping。WhensherememberedthatnightwhenRogerscame,shehatedtheplace。 Ireneacceptedherreleasefromthehouseeagerly,andwasgladtogobeforeandprepareforthefamilyatLapham。 Penelopewasalwaysashamedofherengagementthere;itmustseembettersomewhereelseandshewasgladtogotoo。 NoonebutLaphaminfact,feltthepangofpartinginallitskeenness。WhateverregrettheothershadwassoftenedtothembythelikenessoftheirflittingtomanyofthoseremovalsforthesummerwhichtheymadeinthelatespringwhentheyleftNankeenSquare; theyweregoingdirectlyintothecountryinsteadoftotheseasidefirst;butLapham,whousuallyremainedintownlongaftertheyhadgone,knewallthedifference。 Forhisnervestherewasnomechanicalsenseofcomingback; thiswasasmuchtheendofhisproud,prosperouslifeasdeathitselfcouldhavebeen。Hewasreturningtobeginlifeanew,butheknewaswellasheknewthatheshouldnotfindhisvanishedyouthinhisnativehills,thatitcouldneveragainbethetriumphthatithadbeen。 Thatwasimpossible,notonlyinhisstiffenedandweakenedforces,butintheverynatureofthings。 Hewasgoingback,bygraceofthemanwhomheowedmoney,tomakewhathecouldoutoftheonechancewhichhissuccessfulrivalshadlefthim。 Inonephasehispainthadhelditsownagainstbadtimesandruinouscompetition,anditwaswiththehopeofdoingstillmorewiththePersisBrandthathenowsethimselftowork。TheWestVirginiapeopleconfessedthattheycouldnotproducethosefinegrades,andtheywillinglyleftthefieldtohim。Astrange,notignoblefriendlinessexistedbetweenLaphamandthethreebrothers; theyhadusedhimfairly;itwastheirfacilitiesthathadconqueredhim,nottheirill—will;andherecognisedinthemwithoutenmitythenecessitytowhichhehadyielded。 Ifhesucceededinhiseffortstodevelophispaintinthisdirection,itmustbeforalongtimeonasmallscalecomparedwithhisformerbusiness,whichitcouldneverequal,andhebroughttothemtheflaggingenergiesofanelderlyman。Hewasmorebrokenthanheknewbyhisfailure;itdidnotkill,asitoftendoes,butitweakenedthespringoncesostrongandelastic。Helapsedmoreandmoreintoacquiescencewithhischangedcondition,andthatbraggingnoteofhiswasrarelysounded。 Heworkedfaithfullyenoughinhisenterprise,butsometimeshefailedtoseizeoccasionsthatinhisyoungerdayshewouldhaveturnedtogoldenaccount。Hiswifesawinhimadauntedlookthatmadeherheartacheforhim。 OneresultofhisfriendlyrelationswiththeWestVirginiapeoplewasthatCoreywentinwiththem,andthefactthathedidsosolelyuponLapham’sadvice,andbymeansofhisrecommendation,wasperhapstheColonel’sproudestconsolation。Coreyknewthebusinessthoroughly,andafterhalfayearatKanawhaFallsandintheofficeatNewYork,hewentouttoMexicoandCentralAmerica,toseewhatcouldbedoneforthemuponthegroundwhichhehadtheoreticallystudiedwithLapham。 BeforehewenthecameuptoVermont,andurgedPenelopetogowithhim。HewastobefirstinthecityofMexico,andifhismissionwassuccessfulhewastobekeptthereandinSouthAmericaseveralyears,watchingthenewrailroadenterprisesandthedevelopmentofmechanicalagricultureandwhateverotherundertakingsofferedanopeningfortheintroductionofthepaint。 Theywereallyoungmentogether,andCorey,whohadputhismoneyintothecompany,hadaproprietaryinterestinthesuccesswhichtheywereeagertoachieve。 \"There’snomorereasonnowandnolessthanevertherewas,\" musedPenelope,incounselwithhermother,\"whyIshouldsayYes,orwhyIshouldsayNo。Everythingelsechanges,butthisisjustwhereitwasayearago。Itdon’tgobackward,anditdon’tgoforward。Mother,IbelieveIshalltakethebitinmyteeth——ifanybodywillputitthere!\" \"Itisn’tthesameasitwas,\"suggestedhermother。 \"YoucanseethatIrene’salloverit。\" \"That’snocredittome,\"saidPenelope。\"Ioughttobejustasmuchashamedasever。\" \"Younoneedevertobeashamed。\" \"That’strue,too,\"saidthegirl。\"AndIcansneakofftoMexicowithagoodconscienceifIcouldmakeupmymindtoit。\"Shelaughed。\"Well,ifIcouldbeSENTENCEDtobemarried,orsomebodywouldupandforbidthebanns!Idon’tknowwhattodoaboutit。\" HermotherlefthertocarryherhesitationbacktoCorey,andshesaidnow,theyhadbettergoalloveritandtrytoreasonitout。\"AndIhopethatwhateverIdo,itwon’tbeformyownsake,butfor——others!\" Coreysaidhewassureofthat,andlookedatherwitheyesofpatienttenderness。 \"Idon’tsayitiswrong,\"sheproceeded,ratheraimlessly,\"butIcan’tmakeitseemright。Idon’tknowwhetherIcanmakeyouunderstand,buttheideaofbeinghappy,wheneverybodyelseissomiserable,ismorethanI canendure。Itmakesmewretched。\" \"Thenperhapsthat’syourshareofthecommonsuffering,\" suggestedCorey,smiling。 \"Oh,youknowitisn’t!Youknowit’snothing。 Oh!OneofthereasonsiswhatItoldyouoncebefore,thataslongasfatherisintroubleIcan’tletyouthinkofme。Nowthathe’slosteverything——?\"Shebenthereyesinquiringlyuponhim,asiffortheeffectofthisargument。 \"Idon’tthinkthat’saverygoodreason,\"heansweredseriously,butsmilingstill。\"DoyoubelievemewhenItellyouthatIloveyou?\" \"Why,IsupposeImust,\"shesaid,droppinghereyes。 \"Thenwhyshouldn’tIthinkallthemoreofyouonaccountofyourfather’sloss?Youdidn’tsupposeIcaredforyoubecausehewasprosperous?\" Therewasashadeofreproach,eversodelicateandgentle,inhissmilingquestion,whichshefelt。 \"No,Icouldn’tthinksuchathingofyou。I——Idon’tknowwhatImeant。Imeantthat————\"Shecouldnotgoonandsaythatshehadfeltherselfmoreworthyofhimbecauseofherfather’smoney;itwouldnothavebeentrue; yettherewasnootherexplanation。Shestopped,andcastahelplessglanceathim。 Hecametoheraid。\"Iunderstandwhyyoushouldn’twishmetosufferbyyourfather’smisfortunes。\" \"Yes,thatwasit;andthereistoogreatadifferenceeveryway。Weoughttolookatthatagain。Youmustn’tpretendthatyoudon’tknowit,forthatwouldn’tbetrue。 Yourmotherwillneverlikeme,andperhaps——perhapsI shallnotlikeher。\" \"Well,\"saidCorey,alittledaunted,\"youwon’thavetomarrymyfamily。\" \"Ah,thatisn’tthepoint!\" \"Iknowit,\"headmitted。\"Iwon’tpretendthatIdon’tseewhatyoumean;butI’msurethatallthedifferenceswoulddisappearwhenyoucametoknowmyfamilybetter。 I’mnotafraidbutyouandmymotherwilllikeeachother——shecan’thelpit!\"heexclaimed,lessjudiciallythanhehadhithertospoken,andhewentontourgesomepointsofdoubtfultenability。\"Wehaveourways,andyouhaveyours;andwhileIdon’tsaybutwhatyouandmymotherandsisterswouldbealittlestrangetogetheratfirst,itwouldsoonwearoff,onbothsides。 Therecan’tbeanythinghopelesslydifferentinyouall,andiftherewereitwouldn’tbeanydifferencetome。\" \"Doyouthinkitwouldbepleasanttohaveyouonmysideagainstyourmother?\" \"Therewon’tbeanysides。Tellmejustwhatitisyou’reafraidof。\" \"Afraid?\" \"Thinkingof,then。\" \"Idon’tknow。Itisn’tanythingtheysayordo,\" sheexplained,withhereyesintentonhis。\"It’swhattheyare。Icouldn’tbenaturalwiththem,andifI can’tbenaturalwithpeople,I’mdisagreeable。\" \"Canyoubenaturalwithme?\" \"Oh,I’mnotafraidofyou。Ineverwas。Thatwasthetrouble,fromthebeginning。\" \"Well,then,that’sallthat’snecessary。Anditneverwastheleasttroubletome!\" \"ItmademeuntruetoIrene。\" \"Youmustn’tsaythat!Youwerealwaystruetoher。\" \"Shecaredforyoufirst。\" \"Well,butInevercaredforheratall!\"hebesoughther。 \"Shethoughtyoudid。\" \"Thatwasnobody’sfault,andIcan’tletyoumakeityours。 Mydear————\" \"Wait。Wemustunderstandeachother,\"saidPenelope,risingfromherseattopreventanadvancehewasmakingfromhis;\"Iwantyoutorealisethewholeaffair。 Shouldyouwantagirlwhohadn’tacentintheworld,andfeltdifferentinyourmother’scompany,andhadcheatedandbetrayedherownsister?\" \"Iwantyou!\" \"Verywell,then,youcan’thaveme。Ishouldalwaysdespisemyself。Ioughttogiveyouupforallthesereasons。Yes,Imust。\"Shelookedathimintently,andtherewasatentativequalityinheraffirmations。 \"Isthisyouranswer?\"hesaid。\"Imustsubmit。 IfIaskedtoomuchofyou,Iwaswrong。And——good—bye。\" Heheldouthishand,andsheputhersinit。 \"YouthinkI’mcapriciousandfickle!\"shesaid。 \"Ican’thelpit——Idon’tknowmyself。Ican’tkeeptoonethingforhalfadayatatime。Butit’srightforustopart——yes,itmustbe。Itmustbe,\"sherepeated; \"andIshalltrytorememberthat。Good—bye!Iwilltrytokeepthatinmymind,andyouwilltoo——youwon’tcare,verysoon!Ididn’tmeanTHAT——no;Iknowhowtrueyouare; butyouwillsoonlookatmedifferently;andseethatevenIFtherehadn’tbeenthisaboutIrene,Iwasnottheoneforyou。Youdothinkso,don’tyou?\"shepleaded,clingingtohishand。\"Iamnotatallwhattheywouldlike——yourfamily;Ifeltthat。Iamlittle,andblack,andhomely,andtheydon’tunderstandmywayoftalking,andnowthatwe’velosteverything——No,I’mnotfit。 Good—bye。You’requiteright,nottohavepatiencewithmeanylonger。I’vetriedyouenough。Ioughttobewillingtomarryyouagainsttheirwishesifyouwantmeto,butIcan’tmakethesacrifice——I’mtooselfishforthat————\"Allatoncesheflungherselfonhisbreast。 \"Ican’tevengiveyouup!Ishallneverdarelookanyoneinthefaceagain。Go,go!Buttakemewithyou!I triedtodowithoutyou!Igaveitafairtrial,anditwasadeadfailure。OpoorIrene!Howcouldshegiveyouup?\" CoreywentbacktoBostonimmediately,andleftPenelope,ashemust,totellhersisterthattheyweretobemarried。 Shewassparedfromthefirstadvancetowardthisbyanaccidentoramisunderstanding。IrenecamestraighttoherafterCoreywasgone,anddemanded,\"PenelopeLapham,haveyoubeensuchaninnyastosendthatmanawayonmyaccount?\" Peneloperecoiledfromthisterriblecourage;shedidnotanswerdirectly,andIrenewenton,\"Becauseifyoudid,I’llthankyoutobringhimbackagain。 I’mnotgoingtohavehimthinkingthatI’mdyingforamanthatnevercaredforme。It’sinsulting,andI’mnotgoingtostandit。Now,youjustsendforhim!\" \"Oh,Iwill,’Rene,\"gaspedPenelope。Andthensheadded,shamedoutofherprevaricationbyIrene’shaughtymagnanimity,\"Ihave。Thatis——he’scomingback————\" Irenelookedatheramoment,andthen,whateverthoughtwasinhermind,saidfiercely,\"Well!\"andlefthertoherdismay——herdismayandherrelief,fortheybothknewthatthiswasthelasttimetheyshouldeverspeakofthatagain。 Themarriagecameaftersomuchsorrowandtrouble,andthefactwasreceivedwithsomuchmisgivingforthepastandfuture,thatitbroughtLaphamnoneofthetriumphinwhichhehadonceexultedatthethoughtofanalliancewiththeCoreys。Adversityhadsofarbeenhisfriendthatithadtakenfromhimallhopeofthesocialsuccessforwhichpeoplecrawlandtruckle,andrestoredhim,throughfailureanddoubtandheartache,themanhoodwhichhisprosperityhadsonearlystolenfromhim。 NeitherhenorhiswifethoughtnowthattheirdaughterwasmarryingaCorey;theythoughtonlythatshewasgivingherselftothemanwholovedher,andtheiracquiescencewassoberedstillfurtherbythepresenceofIrene。 Theirheartswerefarmorewithher。 AgainandagainMrs。Laphamsaidshedidnotseehowshecouldgothroughit。\"Ican’tmakeitseemright,\" shesaid。 \"ItISright,\"steadilyansweredtheColonel。 \"Yes,Iknow。Butitdon’tSEEMso。\" ItwouldbeeasytopointouttraitsinPenelope’scharacterwhichfinallyreconciledallherhusband’sfamilyandendearedhertothem。Thesethingscontinuallyhappeninnovels; andtheCoreys,astheyhadalwayspromisedthemselvestodo,madethebest,andnottheworstofTom’smarriage。 TheywerepeoplewhocouldvalueLapham’sbehaviourasTomreportedittothem。Theywereproudofhim,andBromfieldCorey,whofoundadelicate,aestheticpleasureintheheroismwithwhichLaphamhadwithstoodRogersandhistemptations——somethingfinelydramaticandunconsciouslyeffective,——wrotehimaletterwhichwouldoncehaveflatteredtheroughsoulalmosttoecstasy,thoughnowheaffectedtoslightitinshowingit。 \"It’sallrightifitmakesitmorecomfortableforPen,\" hesaidtohiswife。 Butthedifferencesremaineduneffaced,ifnotuneffaceable,betweentheCoreysandTomCorey’swife。\"IfhehadonlymarriedtheColonel!\"subtlysuggestedNannyCorey。 Therewasabriefseasonofcivilityandforbearanceonbothsides,whenhebroughtherhomebeforestartingforMexico,andherfather—in—lawmadeasympatheticfeintoflikingPenelope’swayoftalking,butitisquestionableifevenhefounditsodelightfulasherhusbanddid。 LilyCoreymadealittle,ineffectualsketchofher,whichsheputbywithotherstudiestofinishup,sometime,andfoundherratherpicturesqueinsomeways。 Nannygotonwithherbetterthantherest,andsawpossibilitiesforherinthecountrytowhichshewasgoing。 \"Asshe’squiteunformed,socially,\"sheexplainedtohermother,\"thereisachancethatshewillformherselfontheSpanishmanner,ifshestaystherelongenough,andthatwhenshecomesbackshewillhavethecharmof,notolives,perhaps,buttortillas,whatevertheyare: somethingstrangeandforeign,evenifit’sborrowed。 I’mgladshe’sgoingtoMexico。Atthatdistancewecan——correspond。\" Hermothersighed,andsaidbravelythatshewassuretheyallgotonverypleasantlyasitwas,andthatshewasperfectlysatisfiedifTomwas。 Therewas,infact,muchtruthinwhatshesaidoftheirharmonywithPenelope。Havingresolved,fromthebeginning,tomakethebestoftheworst,itmightalmostbesaidthattheyweresupportedandconsoledintheirgoodintentionsbyahigherpower。Thismarriagehadnot,thankstoanover—rulingProvidence,broughtthesuccessionofLaphamteasuponBromfieldCoreywhichhehaddreaded; theLaphamswerefaroffintheirnativefastnesses,andneitherLilynorNannyCoreywasobligedtosacrificeherselftotheconversationofIrene;theywerenotevencalledupontomakeasocialdemonstrationforPenelopeatatimewhen,mostpeoplebeingstilloutoftown,itwouldhavebeensoeasy;sheandTomhadbothbeggedthattheremightbenothingofthatkind;andthoughnoneoftheCoreyslearnedtoknowherverywellintheweekshespentwiththem,theydidnotfindithardtogetonwithher。TherewereevenmomentswhenNannyCorey,likeherfather,hadglimpsesofwhatTomhadcalledherhumour,butitwasperhapstoounliketheirowntobeeasilyrecognisable。 WhetherPenelope,onherside,founditmoredifficulttoharmonise,Icannotsay。Shehadmuchmoreoftheharmonisingtodo,sincetheywerefourtoone;butthenshehadgonethroughsomuchgreatertrialsbefore。 Whenthedooroftheircarriageclosedanditdroveoffwithherandherhusbandtothestation,shefetchedalongsigh。 \"Whatisit?\"askedCorey,whooughttohaveknownbetter。 \"Oh,nothing。Idon’tthinkIshallfeelstrangeamongsttheMexicansnow。\" Helookedatherwithapuzzledsmile,whichgrewalittlegraver,andthenheputhisarmroundheranddrewherclosertohim。Thismadehercryonhisshoulder。 \"IonlymeantthatIshouldhaveyoualltomyself。\" Thereisnoproofthatshemeantmore,butitiscertainthatourmannersandcustomsgoformoreinlifethanourqualities。Thepricethatwepayforcivilisationisthefineyetimpassabledifferentiationofthese。 Perhapswepaytoomuch;butitwillnotbepossibletopersuadethosewhohavethedifferenceintheirfavourthatthisisso。Theymayberight;andatanyrate,theblankmisgiving,therecurringsenseofdisappointmenttowhichtheyoungpeople’sdeparturelefttheCoreysistobeconsidered。Thatwastheendoftheirsonandbrotherforthem;theyfeltthat;andtheywerenotmeanorunamiablepeople。 Heremainedthreeyearsaway。Somechangestookplaceinthattime。OneofthesewasthepurchasebytheKanawhaFallsCompanyoftheminesandworksatLapham。