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类别:其他 作者:William Dean Howells字数:10775更新时间:19/01/07 14:46:13
Itplacesmeinaridiculousposition。\"Rogersurgedhisgrievancecalmly,almostimpersonally,makinghisappealtoLapham’ssenseofjustice。\"ICAN’Tgobacktothosepartiesandtellthemyouwon’tseethem。 It’snoanswertomake。They’vegotarighttoknowwhyyouwon’tseethem。\" \"Verywell,then!\"criedLapham;\"I’llcomeandTELL themwhy。WhoshallIaskfor?WhenshallIbethere?\" \"Ateighto’clock,please,\"saidRogers,rising,withoutapparentalarmathisthreat,ifitwasathreat。 \"Andaskforme;I’vetakenaroomatthehotelforthepresent。\" \"Iwon’tkeepyoufiveminuteswhenIgetthere,\" saidLapham;buthedidnotcomeawaytillteno’clock。 Itappearedtohimasiftheverydevilwasinit。 TheEnglishmentreatedhisdownrightrefusaltosellasapieceofbluff,andtalkedonasthoughitweremerelytheopeningofthenegotiation。Whenhebecameplainwiththeminhisanger,andtoldthemwhyhewouldnotsell,theyseemedtohavebeenpreparedforthisasastrokeofbusiness,andwerereadytomeetit。 \"Hasthisfellow,\"hedemanded,twistinghisheadinthedirectionofRogers,butdisdainingtonoticehimotherwise,\"beentellingyouthatit’spartofmygametosaythis?Well,sir,Icantellyou,onmyside,thatthereisn’taslipperierrascalunhunginAmericathanMiltonK。Rogers!\" TheEnglishmentreatedthisasapieceofgenuineAmericanhumour,andreturnedtothechargewithunabatedcourage。 Theyownednow,thatapersoninterestedwiththemhadbeenouttolookattheproperty,andthattheyweresatisfiedwiththeappearanceofthings。Theydevelopedfurtherthefactthattheywerenotactingsolely,orevenprincipally,intheirownbehalf,butweretheagentsofpeopleinEnglandwhohadprojectedthecolonisationofasortofcommunityonthespot,somewhataftertheplanofotherEnglishdreamers,andthattheyweresatisfied,fromacarefulinspection,thattheresourcesandfacilitieswerethosebestcalculatedtodeveloptheenergyandenterpriseoftheproposedcommunity。TheywerepreparedtomeetMr。Lapham——Colonel,theybeggedhispardon,attheinstanceofRogers——atanyreasonablefigure,andwerequitewillingtoassumetheriskshehadpointedout。Somethingintheeyesofthesemen,somethingthatlurkedataninfinitedepthbelowtheirspeech,andwasnotreallyintheireyeswhenLaphamlookedagain,hadflashedthroughhimasenseoftreacheryinthem。 HehadthoughtthemthedupesofRogers;butinthatbriefinstanthehadseenthem——orthoughthehadseenthem——hisaccomplices,readytobetraytheinterestsofwhichtheywentontospeakwithacertaincomfortablejocosity,andacertainincredulousslightofhisshowofintegrity。 ItwasadeepergamethanLaphamwasusedto,andhesatlookingwithasortofadmirationfromoneEnglishmantotheother,andthentoRogers,whomaintainedanexteriorofmodestneutrality,andwhoseairsaid,\"Ihavebroughtyougentlementogetherasthefriendofallparties,andI nowleaveyoutosettleitamongyourselves。Iasknothing,andexpectnothing,exceptthesmallsumwhichshallaccruetomeafterthedischargeofmyobligationstoColonelLapham。\" WhileRogers’spresenceexpressedthis,oneoftheEnglishmenwassaying,\"Andifyouhaveanyscrupleinallowin’ ustoassumethisrisk,ColonelLapham,perhapsyoucanconsoleyourselfwiththefactthattheloss,ifthereistobeany,willfalluponpeoplewhoareabletobearit——uponanassociationofrichandcharitablepeople。 Butwe’requitesatisfiedtherewillbenoloss,\" headdedsavingly。\"Allyouhavetodoistonameyourprice,andwewilldoourbesttomeetit。\" TherewasnothingintheEnglishman’ssophistryveryshockingtoLapham。Itaddresseditselfinhimtothateasy—going,notevillyintentioned,potentialimmoralitywhichregardscommonpropertyascommonprey,andgivesusthemostcorruptmunicipalgovernmentsunderthesun——whichmakesthepoorestvoter,whenhehastrickedintoplace,asunscrupulousinregardtoothers’moneyasanhereditaryprince。LaphammettheEnglishman’seye,andwithdifficultykepthimselffromwinking。 Thenhelookedaway,andtriedtofindoutwherehestood,orwhathewantedtodo。Hecouldhardlytell。 HehadexpectedtocomeintothatroomandunmaskRogers,andhaveitover。ButhehadunmaskedRogerswithoutanyeffectwhatever,andtheplayhadonlybegun。 Hehadawhimsicalandsarcasticsenseofitsbeingverydifferentfromtheplaysatthetheatre。Hecouldnotgetupandgoawayinsilentcontempt;hecouldnottelltheEnglishmenthathebelievedthemapairofscoundrelsandshouldhavenothingtodowiththem; hecouldnolongertreatthemasinnocentdupes。 Heremainedbaffledandperplexed,andtheonewhohadnotspokenhithertoremarked—— \"Ofcourseweshan’t’aggleaboutafewpound,moreorless。 IfColonelLapham’sfigureshouldbealittlelargerthanours,I’venodoubt’e’llnotbetoo’arduponusintheend。\" Laphamappreciatedalltheintentofthissubtlesuggestion,andunderstoodasplainlyasifithadbeensaidinsomanywords,thatiftheypaidhimalargerprice,itwastobeexpectedthatacertainportionofthepurchase—moneywastoreturntotheirownhands。Stillhecouldnotmove; anditseemedtohimthathecouldnotspeak。 \"Ringthatbell,Mr。Rogers,\"saidtheEnglishmanwhohadlastspoken,glancingattheannunciatorbuttoninthewallnearRogers’shead,\"and’aveupsomething’of,can’tyou?IshouldlikeTOwetmew’istle,asyousay’ere,andColonelLaphamseemstofinditratherdrywork。\" Laphamjumpedtohisfeet,andbuttonedhisovercoatabouthim。HerememberedwithterrorthedinneratCorey’swherehehaddisgracedandbetrayedhimself,andifhewentintothisthingatall,hewasgoingintoitsober。 \"Ican’tstop,\"hesaid,\"Imustbegoing。\" \"Butyouhaven’tgivenusanansweryet,Mr。Lapham,\" saidthefirstEnglishmanwithasuccessfulshowofdignifiedsurprise。 \"TheonlyanswerIcangiveyounowis,NO,\"saidLapham。 \"Ifyouwantanother,youmustletmehavetimetothinkitover。\" \"But’owmuchtime?\"saidtheotherEnglishman。 \"We’repressedfortimeourselves,andwehopedforananswer——’opedforahanswer,\"hecorrectedhimself,\"atonce。Thatwasourunderstandin’withMr。Rogers。\" \"Ican’tletyouknowtillmorning,anyway,\"saidLapham,andhewentout,ashiscustomoftenwas,withoutanypartingsalutation。HethoughtRogersmighttrytodetainhim;butRogershadremainedseatedwhentheothersgottotheirfeet,andpaidnoattentiontohisdeparture。 Hewalkedoutintothenightair,everypulsethrobbingwiththestrongtemptation。Heknewverywellthosemenwouldwait,andgladlywait,tillthemorning,andthatthewholeaffairwasinhishands。Itmadehimgroaninspirittothinkthatitwas。Ifhehadhopedthatsomechancemighttakethedecisionfromhim,therewasnosuchchance,inthepresentorfuture,thathecouldsee。Itwasforhimalonetocommitthisrascality——ifitwasarascality——ornot。 Hewalkedallthewayhome,lettingonecarafteranotherpasshimonthestreet,nowsoemptyofotherpassing,anditwasalmosteleveno’clockwhenhereachedhome。 Acarriagestoodbeforehishouse,andwhenhelethimselfinwithhiskey,heheardtalkinginthefamily—room。ItcameintohisheadthatIrenehadgotbackunexpectedly,andthatthesightofherwassomehowgoingtomakeitharderforhim;thenhethoughtitmightbeCorey,comeuponsomedesperatepretexttoseePenelope; butwhenheopenedthedoorhesaw,withacertainabsenceofsurprise,thatitwasRogers。Hewasstandingwithhisbacktothefireplace,talkingtoMrs。Lapham,andhehadbeensheddingtears;drytearstheyseemed,andtheyhadleftasortofsandy,glisteningtraceonhischeeks。Apparentlyhewasnotashamedofthem,fortheexpressionwithwhichhemetLaphamwasthatofamanmakingadesperateappealinhisowncause,whichwasidenticalwiththatofhumanity,ifnotthatofjustice。 \"Isomeexpected,\"beganRogers,\"tofindyouhere————\" \"No,youdidn’t,\"interruptedLapham;\"youwantedtocomehereandmakeapoormouthtoMrs。LaphambeforeIgothome。\" \"IknewthatMrs。Laphamwouldknowwhatwasgoingon,\" saidRogersmorecandidly,butnotmorevirtuously,forthathecouldnot,\"andIwishedhertounderstandapointthatIhadn’tputtoyouatthehotel,andthatIwantyoushouldconsider。AndIwantyoushouldconsidermealittleinthisbusinesstoo; you’renottheonlyonethat’sconcerned,Itellyou,andI’vebeentellingMrs。Laphamthatit’smyonechance; thatifyoudon’tmeetmeonit,mywifeandchildrenwillbereducedtobeggary。\" \"Sowillmine,\"saidLapham,\"orthenextthingtoit。\" \"Well,then,Iwantyoutogivemethischancetogetonmyfeetagain。You’venorighttodeprivemeofit; it’sunchristian。InourdealingswitheachotherweshouldbeguidedbytheGoldenRule,asIwassayingtoMrs。Laphambeforeyoucamein。ItoldherthatifIknewmyself,Ishouldinyourplaceconsiderthecircumstancesofamaninmine,whohadhonourablyendeavouredtodischargehisobligationstome,andhadpatientlybornemyundeservedsuspicions。 Ishouldconsiderthatman’sfamily,ItoldMrs。Lapham。\" \"DidyoutellherthatifIwentinwithyouandthosefellows,Ishouldberobbingthepeoplewhotrustedthem?\" \"Idon’tseewhatyou’vegottodowiththepeoplethatsentthemhere。Theyarerichpeople,andcouldbearitifitcametotheworst。Butthere’snolikelihood,now,thatitwillcometotheworst; youcanseeyourselfthattheRoadhaschangeditsmindaboutbuying。AndhereamIwithoutacentintheworld; andmywifeisaninvalid。Sheneedscomforts,sheneedslittleluxuries,andshehasn’teventhenecessaries; andyouwanttosacrificehertoamereidea!Youdon’tknowinthefirstplacethattheRoadwilleverwanttobuy; andifitdoes,theprobabilityisthatwithacolonylikethatplantedonitsline,itwouldmakeverydifferenttermsfromwhatitwouldwithyouorme。Theseagentsarenotafraid,andtheirprincipalsarerichpeople; andiftherewasanyloss,itwouldbedividedupamongstthemsothattheywouldn’tanyofthemfeelit。\" Laphamstoleatroubledglanceathiswife,andsawthattherewasnohelpinher。Whethershewasdauntedandconfusedinherownconsciencebytheoutcome,soevilanddisastrous,ofthereparationtoRogerswhichshehadforcedherhusbandtomake,orwhetherherperceptionshadbeenbluntedanddarkenedbytheappealswhichRogershadnowused,itwouldbedifficulttosay。 Probablytherewasamixtureofbothcausesintheeffectwhichherhusbandfeltinher,andfromwhichheturned,girdinghimselfanew,toRogers。 \"Ihavenowishtorecurtothepast,\"continuedRogers,withgrowingsuperiority。\"Youhaveshownaproperspiritinregardtothat,andyouhavedonewhatyoucouldtowipeitout。\" \"IshouldthinkIhad,\"saidLapham。\"I’veusedupaboutahundredandfiftythousanddollarstrying。\" \"Someofmyenterprises,\"Rogersadmitted,\"havebeenunfortunate,seemingly;butIhavehopesthattheywillyetturnoutwell——intime。Ican’tunderstandwhyyoushouldbesomindfulofothersnow,whenyoushowedsolittleregardformethen。Ihadcometoyouraidatatimewhenyouneededhelp,andwhenyougotonyourfeetyoukickedmeoutofthebusiness。Idon’tcomplain,butthatisthefact;andIhadtobeginagain,afterI hadsupposedmyselfsettledinlife,andestablishmyselfelsewhere。\" Laphamglancedagainathiswife;herheadhadfallen; hecouldseethatshewassorootedinheroldremorseforthatquestionableactofhis,amplyandmorethanfullyatonedforsince,thatshewashelpless,nowinthecrucialmoment,whenhehadtheutmostneedofherinsight。 Hehadcounteduponher;heperceivednowthatwhenhehadthoughtitwasforhimalonetodecide,hehadcounteduponherjustspirittostayhisowninitsstruggletobejust。 Hehadnotforgottenhowsheheldoutagainsthimonlyalittlewhileago,whenheaskedherwhetherhemightnotrightfullysellinsomesuchcontingencyasthis; anditwasnotnowthatshesaidorevenlookedanythinginfavourofRogers,butthatshewassilentagainsthim,whichdismayedLapham。Heswallowedthelumpthatroseinhisthroat,theself—pity,thepityforher,thedespair,andsaidgently,\"Iguessyoubettergotobed,Persis。 It’sprettylate。\" Sheturnedtowardsthedoor,whenRogerssaid,withtheobviousintentionofdetainingherthroughhercuriosity—— \"ButIletthatpass。AndIdon’tasknowthatyoushouldselltothesemen。\" Mrs。Laphampaused,irresolute。 \"Whatareyoumakingthisbotherfor,then?\"demandedLapham。 \"WhatDOyouwant?\" \"WhatI’vebeentellingyourwifehere。Iwantyoushouldselltome。Idon’tsaywhatI’mgoingtodowiththeproperty,andyouwillnothaveaniotaofresponsibility,whateverhappens。\" Laphamwasstaggered,andhesawhiswife’sfacelightupwitheagerquestion。 \"Iwantthatproperty,\"continuedRogers,\"andI’vegotthemoneytobuyit。Whatwillyoutakeforit?Ifit’sthepriceyou’restandingoutfor————\" \"Persis,\"saidLapham,\"gotobed,\"andhegaveheralookthatmeantobedienceforher。Shewentoutofthedoor,andlefthimwithhistempter。 \"IfyouthinkI’mgoingtohelpyouwhipthedevilroundthestump,you’remistakeninyourman,MiltonRogers,\" saidLapham,lightingacigar。\"AssoonasIsoldtoyou,youwouldselltothatotherpairofrascals。Ismelt’emoutinhalfaminute。\" \"TheyareChristiangentlemen,\"saidRogers。\"ButI don’tpurposedefendingthem;andIdon’tpurposetellingyouwhatIshallorshallnotdowiththepropertywhenitisinmyhandsagain。Thequestionis,Willyousell,and,ifso,whatisyourfigure?Youhavegotnothingwhatevertodowithitafteryou’vesold。\" Itwasperfectlytrue。Anylawyerwouldhavetoldhimthesame。 HecouldnothelpadmiringRogersforhisingenuity,andeveryselfishinterestofhisnaturejoinedwithmanyobviousdutiestourgehimtoconsent。Hedidnotseewhyheshouldrefuse。Therewasnolongerareason。 Hewasstandingoutalonefornothing,anyoneelsewouldsay。HesmokedonasifRogerswerenotthere,andRogersremainedbeforethefireaspatientastheclocktickingbehindhisheadonthemantel,andshowingthegleamofitspendulumbeyondhisfaceoneitherside。 Butatlasthesaid,\"Well?\" \"Well,\"answeredLapham,\"youcan’texpectmetogiveyouananswerto—night,anymorethanbefore。Youknowthatwhatyou’vesaidnowhasn’tchangedthethingabit。 Iwishithad。TheLordknows,Iwanttoberidofthepropertyfastenough。\"\"Thenwhydon’tyouselltome? Can’tyouseethatyouwillnotberesponsibleforwhathappensafteryouhavesold?\" \"No,Ican’tseethat;butifIcanbymorning,I’llsell。\" \"Whydoyouexpecttoknowanybetterbymorning? You’rewastingtimefornothing!\"criedRogers,inhisdisappointment。\"Whyareyousoparticular?Whenyoudrovemeoutofthebusinessyouwerenotsoveryparticular。\" Laphamwinced。Itwascertainlyridiculousformanwhohadoncesoselfishlyconsultedhisownintereststobesticklingnowabouttherightsofothers。 \"Iguessnothing’sgoingtohappenovernight,\"heansweredsullenly。\"Anyway,Ishan’tsaywhatIshalldotillmorning。\" \"WhattimecanIseeyouinthemorning?\" \"Half—pastnine。\" Rogersbuttonedhiscoat,andwentoutoftheroomwithoutanotherword。Laphamfollowedhimtoclosethestreet—doorafterhim。 Hiswifecalleddowntohimfromaboveasheapproachedtheroomagain,\"Well?\" \"I’vetoldhimI’dlethimknowinthemorning。\" \"WantIshouldcomedownandtalkwithyou?\" \"No,\"answeredLapham,intheproudbitternesswhichhisisolationbrought,\"youcouldn’tdoanygood。\"Hewentinandshutthedoor,andbyandbyhiswifeheardhimbeginwalkingupanddown;andthentherestofthenightshelayawakeandlistenedtohimwalkingupanddown。 Butwhenthefirstlightwhitenedthewindow,thewordsoftheScripturecameintohermind:\"Andtherewrestledamanwithhimuntilthebreakingoftheday……Andhesaid,Letmego,forthedaybreaketh。Andhesaid,Iwillnotlettheego,exceptthoublessme。\" Shecouldnotaskhimanythingwhentheymet,butheraisedhisdulleyesafterthefirstsilence,andsaid,\"Idon’tknowwhatI’mgoingtosaytoRogers。\" Shecouldnotspeak;shedidnotknowwhattosay,andshesawherhusbandwhenshefollowedhimwithhereyesfromthewindow,dragheavilydowntowardthecorner,wherehewastotake,thehorse—car。 Hearrivedratherlaterthanusualathisoffice,andhefoundhislettersalreadyonhistable。Therewasone,longandofficial—looking,withaprintedletter—headingontheoutside,andLaphamhadnoneedtoopenitinordertoknowthatitwastheofferoftheGreatLacustrine& PolarRailroadforhismills。Buthewentmechanicallythroughtheverificationofhispropheticfear,whichwasalsohissolehope,andthensatlookingblanklyatit。 Rogerscamepromptlyattheappointedtime,andLaphamhandedhimtheletter。Hemusthavetakenitallinataglance,andseentheimpossibilityofnegotiatinganyfurthernow,evenwithvictimssopliantandwillingasthoseEnglishmen。 \"You’veruinedme!\"Rogersbrokeout。\"Ihaven’tacentleftintheworld!Godhelpmypoorwife!\" Hewentout,andLaphamremainedstaringatthedoorwhichcloseduponhim。Thiswashisrewardforstandingfirmforrightandjusticetohisowndestruction: tofeellikeathiefandamurderer。 XXVI。 LATERintheforenooncamethedespatchfromtheWestVirginiansinNewYork,sayingtheirbrotherassentedtotheiragreement; anditnowremainedforLaphamtofulfilhispartofit。 Hewasludicrouslyfarfromabletodothis;andunlesshecouldgetsomeextensionoftimefromthem,hemustlosethischance,hisonlychance,toretrievehimself。 Hespentthetimeinadesperateendeavourtoraisethemoney,buthehadnotraisedthehalfofitwhenthebanksclosed。 WithshameinhishearthewenttoBellingham,fromwhomhehadpartedsohaughtily,andlaidhisplanbeforehim。 HecouldnotbringhimselftoaskBellingham’shelp,buthetoldhimwhatheproposedtodo。Bellinghampointedoutthatthewholethingwasanexperiment,andthatthepriceaskedwasenormous,unlessagreatsuccessweremorallycertain。Headviseddelay,headvisedprudence; heinsistedthatLaphamoughtatleasttogoouttoKanawhaFalls,andseetheminesandworksbeforeheputanysuchsumintothedevelopmentoftheenterprise。 \"That’sallwellenough,\"criedLapham;\"butifIdon’tclinchthisofferwithintwenty—fourhours,they’llwithdrawit,andgointothemarket;andthenwhereamI?\" \"Goonandseethemagain,\"saidBellingham。\"Theycan’tbesoperemptoryasthatwithyou。Theymustgiveyoutimetolookatwhattheywanttosell。Ifitturnsoutwhatyouhope,then——I’llseewhatcanbedone。 Butlookintoitthoroughly。\" \"Well!\"criedLapham,helplesslysubmitting。Hetookouthiswatch,andsawthathehadfortyminutestocatchthefouro’clocktrain。Hehurriedbacktohisoffice,andputtogethersomepaperspreparatorytogoing,anddespatchedanotebyhisboytoMrs。LaphamsayingthathewasstartingforNewYork,anddidnotknowjustwhenheshouldgetback。 Theearlyspringdaywasrawandcold。Ashewentoutthroughtheofficehesawtheclerksatworkwiththeirstreet—coatsandhatson;MissDeweyhadherjacketdraggeduponhershoulders,andlookedparticularlycomfortlessassheoperatedhermachinewithherredfingers。 \"What’sup?\"askedLapham,stoppingamoment。 \"Seemstobesomethingthematterwiththesteam,\" sheanswered,withtheairofunmeritedwronghabitualwithsomanyprettywomenwhohavetoworkforaliving。 \"Well,takeyourwriterintomyroom。There’safireinthestovethere,\"saidLapham,passingout。 Halfanhourlaterhiswifecameintotheouteroffice。 Shehadpassedthedayinapassionofself—reproach,graduallymountingfromthementalnumbnessinwhichhehadlefther,andnowshecouldwaitnolongertotellhimthatshesawhowshehadforsakenhiminhishouroftrialandlefthimtobearitalone。Shewonderedatherselfinshameanddismay;shewonderedthatshecouldhavebeensoconfusedastotherealpointbythatoldwretchofaRogers,thatshecouldhavelethimhoodwinkherso,evenforamoment。Itastoundedherthatsuchathingshouldhavehappened,foriftherewasanyvirtueuponwhichthisgoodwomanpridedherself,inwhichshethoughtherselfsuperiortoherhusband,itwasherinstantandsteadfastperceptionofrightandwrong,andtheabilitytochoosetherighttoherownhurt。 Butshehadnowtoconfess,aseachofushashadlikewisetoconfessinhisowncase,thattheveryvirtueonwhichshehadpridedherselfwasthethingthathadplayedherfalse; thatshehadkepthermindsolonguponthatoldwrongwhichshebelievedherhusbandhaddonethismanthatshecouldnotdetachit,butclungtothethoughtofreparationforitwhensheoughttohaveseenthathewasproposingapieceofrogueryasthemeans。ThesufferingwhichLaphammustinflictonhimifhedecidedagainsthimhadbeenmoretoherapprehensionthantheharmhemightdoifhedecidedforhim。Butnowsheownedherlimitationstoherself,andaboveeverythingintheworldshewishedthemanwhomherconsciencehadrousedanddrivenonwhitherherintelligencehadnotfollowed,todoright,todowhathefelttoberight,andnothingelse。 Sheadmiredandreveredhimforgoingbeyondher,andshewishedtotellhimthatshedidnotknowwhathehaddeterminedtodoaboutRogers,butthatsheknewitwasright,andwouldgladlyabidetheconsequenceswithhim,whatevertheywere。 Shehadnotbeennearhisplaceofbusinessfornearlyayear,andherheartsmotehertenderlyasshelookedaboutherthere,andthoughtoftheearlydayswhensheknewasmuchaboutthepaintashedid;shewishedthatthosedayswerebackagain。ShesawCoreyathisdesk,andshecouldnotbeartospeaktohim;shedroppedherveilthatsheneednotrecognisehim,andpushedontoLapham’sroom,andopeningthedoorwithoutknocking,shutitbehindher。 Thenshebecameawarewithintolerabledisappointmentthatherhusbandwasnotthere。Instead,averyprettygirlsatathisdesk,operatingatypewriter。 Sheseemedquiteathome,andshepaidMrs。Laphamthescantattentionwhichsuchyoungwomenoftenbestowuponpeoplenotpersonallyinterestingtothem。 Itvexedthewifethatanyoneelseshouldseemtobehelpingherhusbandaboutbusinessthatshehadoncebeensointimatewith;andshedidnotatalllikethegirl’sindifferencetoherpresence。Herhatandsackhungonanailinonecorner,andLapham’sofficecoat,lookingintenselylikehimtohiswife’sfamiliareye,hungonanailintheothercorner;andMrs。Laphamlikedevenlessthanthegirl’sgoodlooksthisdomesticationofhergarmentsinherhusband’soffice。Shebegantoaskherselfexcitedlywhyheshouldbeawayfromhisofficewhenshehappenedtocome;andshehadnotthestrengthatthemomenttoreasonherselfoutofherunreasonableness。 \"WhenwillColonelLaphambein,doyousuppose?\" shesharplyaskedofthegirl。 \"Icouldn’tsayexactly,\"repliedthegirl,withoutlookinground。 \"Hashebeenoutlong?\" \"Idon’tknowasInoticed,\"saidthegirl,lookingupattheclock,withoutlookingatMrs。Lapham。Shewentonworkinghermachine。 \"Well,Ican’twaitanylonger,\"saidthewifeabruptly。 \"WhenColonelLaphamcomesin,youpleasetellhimMrs。Laphamwantstoseehim。\" ThegirlstartedtoherfeetandturnedtowardMrs。Laphamwitharedandstartledface,whichshedidnotlifttoconfronther。\"Yes——yes——Iwill,\"shefaltered。 Thewifewenthomewithasenseofdefeatmixedwithanirritationaboutthisgirlwhichshecouldnotquelloraccountfor。Shefoundherhusband’smessage,anditseemedintolerablethatheshouldhavegonetoNewYorkwithoutseeingher;sheaskedherselfinvainwhatthemysteriousbusinesscouldbethattookhimawaysosuddenly。Shesaidtoherselfthathewasneglectingher;hewasleavingheroutalittletoomuch; andindemandingofherselfwhyhehadnevermentionedthatgirlthereinhisoffice,sheforgothowmuchshehadleftherselfoutofhisbusinesslife。Thatwasanothercurseoftheirprosperity。Well,shewasgladtheprosperitywasgoing;ithadneverbeenhappiness。 Afterthisshewasgoingtoknoweverythingassheused。 ShetriedtodismissthewholemattertillLaphamreturned; andiftherehadbeenanythingforhertodointhatmiserablehouse,asshecalleditinherthought,shemighthavesucceeded。Butagainthecursewasonher; therewasnothingtodo;andthelooksofthatgirlkeptcomingbacktohervacancy,herdisoccupation。 Shetriedtomakeherselfsomethingtodo,butthatbeauty,whichshehadnotliked,followedheramidtheworkofoverhaulingthesummerclothing,whichIrenehadseentoputtingawayinthefall。Whowasthething,anyway?Itwasverystrange,herbeingthere;whydidshejumpupinthatfrightenedwaywhenMrs。Laphamhadnamedherself? Afterdark,thatevening,whenthequestionhadwornawayitspoignancyfrommereiteration,anoteforMrs。Laphamwasleftatthedoorbyamessengerwhosaidtherewasnoanswer。