第24章

类别:其他 作者:William Dean Howells字数:10336更新时间:19/01/07 14:46:13
\"Well,Idon’tknow。Don’tyouthinktheycouldgetalongwithoutmethere?\" \"No;couldn’tworkitatall,\"criedtheColonel。 \"Let’sallgo。Unless,\"headdedinquiringly,\"there’ssomebodycominghere?\" \"There’snobodycoming,\"saidPenelope。 \"Good!Thenwe’llgo。Mother,don’tyoubelatenow。\" \"Oh,Ishan’tkeepyouwaiting,\"saidMrs。Lapham。 ShehadthoughtoftellingwhatacheerfullettershehadgotfromIrene;butuponthewholeitseemedbetternottospeakofIreneatalljustthen。Aftertheyreturnedfromthetheatre,wheretheColonelroaredthroughthecomedy,withcontinualreferenceofhispleasuretoPenelope,tomakesurethatshewasenjoyingittoo,hiswifesaid,asifthewholeaffairhadbeenforthegirl’sdistractionratherthanhis,\"Idon’tbelievebutwhatit’sgoingtocomeoutallrightaboutthechildren;\"andthenshetoldhimoftheletter,andthehopesshehadfoundeduponit。 \"Well,perhapsyou’reright,Persis,\"heconsented。 \"Ihaven’tseenPensomuchlikeherselfsinceithappened。 Ideclare,whenIseethewayshecameoutto—night,justtopleaseyou,Idon’tknowasIwantyoushouldgetoverallyourtroublesrightaway。\" \"Iguessthere’llbeenoughtokeepPengoingforawhileyet,\"saidtheColonel,windinguphiswatch。 Butforatimetherewasarelief,whichWalkernoted,intheatmosphereattheoffice,andthencameanothercoldwave,slighterthanthefirst,butdistinctlyfeltthere,andsucceededbyanotherrelief。Itwaslikethewinterwhichwaswearingontotheendoftheyear,withalternationsoffreezingweather,andmilddaysstretchingtoweeks,inwhichthesnowandicewhollydisappeared。 Itwasnonethelesswinter,andnonethelessharassingforthesefluctuations,andLaphamshowedinhisfaceandtempertheeffectoflikefluctuationsinhisaffairs。 Hegrewthinandold,andbothathomeandathisofficehewasirascibletothepointofoffence。 InthesedaysPenelopesharedwithhermothertheburdenoftheirtroubledhome,andunitedwithherinsupportingthesilenceorthepetulanceofthegloomy,secretmanwhoreplacedthepresenceofjollyprosperitythere。 Laphamhadnowceasedtotalkofhistroubles,andsavagelyresentedhiswife’sinterference。\"Youmindyourownbusiness,Persis,\"hesaidoneday,\"ifyou’vegotany;\"andafterthatshelefthimmainlytoPenelope,whodidnotthinkofaskinghimquestions。 \"It’sprettyhardonyou,Pen,\"shesaid。 \"Thatmakesiteasierforme,\"returnedthegirl,whodidnototherwiserefertoherowntrouble。 InherheartshehadwonderedalittleattheabsoluteobedienceofCorey,whohadmadenosignsincereceivinghernote。ShewouldhavelikedtoaskherfatherifCoreywassick;shewouldhavelikedhimtoaskherwhyCoreydidnotcomeanymore。Hermotherwenton—— \"Idon’tbelieveyourfatherknowsWHEREhestands。 Heworksawayatthosepapershebringshomehereatnight,asifhedidn’thalfknowwhathewasabout。 Healwaysdidhavethatclosestreakinhim,andIdon’tsupposebutwhathe’sbeengoingintothingshedon’twantanybodyelsetoknowabout,andhe’skepttheseaccountsofhisown。\" SometimeshegavePenelopefigurestoworkat,whichhewouldnotsubmittohiswife’snimblerarithmetic。 Thenshewenttobedandleftthemsittinguptillmidnight,strugglingwithproblemsinwhichtheywerebothweak。 Butshecouldseethatthegirlwasacomforttoherfather,andthathistroubleswereadefenceandsheltertoher。 Somenightsshecouldhearthemgoingouttogether,andthenshelayawakefortheirreturnfromtheirlongwalk。 Whenthehourordayofrespitecameagain,thehomefeltitfirst。LaphamwantedtoknowwhatthenewsfromIrenewas; hejoinedhiswifeinallhercheerfulspeculations,andtriedtomakeheramendsforhissullenreticenceandirritability。IrenewasstayingonatDubuque。 Therecamealetterfromher,sayingthatheruncle’speoplewantedhertospendthewinterthere。 \"Well,lether,\"saidLapham。\"It’llbethebestthingforher。\" Laphamhimselfhadlettersfromhisbrotheratfrequentintervals。 HisbrotherwaswatchingtheG。L。&P。,whichasyethadmadenoofferforthemills。Once,whenoneoftheseletterscame,hesubmittedtohiswifewhether,intheabsenceofanypositiveinformationthattheroadwantedtheproperty,hemightnot,withagoodconscience,disposeofittothebestadvantagetoanybodywhocamealong。 Shelookedwistfullyathim;itwasontherisefromaseasonofdeepdepressionwithhim。\"No,Si,\"shesaid; \"Idon’tseehowyoucoulddothat。\" Hedidnotassentandsubmit,ashehaddoneatfirst,butbegantorailattheunpracticalityofwomen;andthenheshutsomepapershehadbeenlookingoverintohisdesk,andflungoutoftheroom。 Oneofthepapershadslippedthroughthecreviceofthelid,andlayuponthefloor。Mrs。Laphamkeptonathersewing,butafterawhileshepickedthepaperuptolayitonthedesk。Thensheglancedatit,andsawthatitwasalongcolumnofdatesandfigures,recordingsuccessivesums,neverlargeones,paidregularlyto\"Wm。M。\"Thedatescoveredayear,andthesumamountedatleasttoseveralhundreds。 Mrs。Laphamlaidthepaperdownonthedesk,andthenshetookitupagainandputitintoherwork—basket,meaningtogiveittohim。Whenhecameinshesawhimlookingabsent—mindedlyaboutforsomething,andthengoingtoworkuponhispapers,apparentlywithoutit。 Shethoughtshewouldwaittillhemisseditdefinitely,andthengivehimthescrapshehadpickedup。Itlayinherbasket,andaftersomedaysitfounditswayundertheworkinit,andsheforgotit。 XXIII。 SINCENewYear’stherehadscarcelybeenamildday,andthestreetswerefullofsnow,growingfoulunderthecityfeetandhoofs,andrenewingitspurityfromtheskieswithrepeatedfalls,whichinturnlosttheirwhiteness,beatendown,andbeatenblackandhardintoasolidbedlikeiron。Thesleighingwasincomparable,andtheairwasfullofthedinofbells;butLapham’sturnoutwasnotofthosethatthrongedtheBrightonroadeveryafternoon; themanatthelivery—stablesenthimwordthatthemare’slegswereswelling。 HeandCoreyhadlittletodowitheachother。 HedidnotknowhowPenelopehadarrangeditwithCorey; hiswifesaidsheknewnomorethanhedid,andhedidnotliketoaskthegirlherself,especiallyasCoreynolongercametothehouse。Hesawthatshewascheerfullerthanshehadbeen,andhelpfullerwithhimandhermother。 NowandthenLaphamopenedhistroubledsoultoheralittle,lettinghisthoughtbreakintospeechwithoutpreambleorconclusion。Oncehesaid—— \"Pen,IpresumeyouknowI’mintrouble。\" \"Weallseemtobethere,\"saidthegirl。 \"Yes,butthere’sadifferencebetweenbeingtherebyyourownfaultandbeingtherebysomebodyelse’s。\" \"Idon’tcallithisfault,\"shesaid。 \"Icallitmine,\"saidtheColonel。 Thegirllaughed。Herthoughtwasofherowncare,andherfather’swhollyofhis。Shemustcometohisground。 \"Whathaveyoubeendoingwrong?\" \"Idon’tknowasyou’dcallitwrong。It’swhatpeopledoallthetime。ButIwishI’dletstocksalone。 It’swhatIalwayspromisedyourmotherIwoulddo。 Butthere’snousecryin’overspiltmilk;orwateredstock,either。\" \"Idon’tthinkthere’smuchusecryingaboutanything。Ifitcouldhavebeencriedstraight,itwouldhavebeenallrightfromthestart,\"saidthegirl,goingbacktoherownaffair; andifLaphamhadnotbeensodeeplyengrossedinhis,hemighthaveseenhowlittleshecaredforallthatmoneycoulddoorundo。Hedidnotobserveherenoughtoseehowvariablehermoodswereinthosedays,andhowoftenshesankfromsomewildgaietyintoabjectmelancholy; howattimesshewasfiercelydefiantofnothingatall,andatothersinexplicablyhumbleandpatient。 Butnodoubtnoneofthesesignshadpassedunnoticedbyhiswife,towhomLaphamsaidoneday,whenhecamehome,\"Persis,what’sthereasonPendon’tmarryCorey?\" \"YouknowaswellasIdo,Silas,\"saidMrs。Lapham,withaninquiringlookathimforwhatlaybehindhiswords。 \"Well,Ithinkit’salltomfoolery,thewayshe’sgoingon。 Thereain’tanyrhymenorreasontoit。\"Hestopped,andhiswifewaited。\"Ifshesaidtheword,Icouldhavesomehelpfromthem。\"Hehunghishead,andwouldnotmeethiswife’seye。 \"Iguessyou’reinaprettybadway,Si,\"shesaidpityingly,\"oryouwouldn’thavecometothat。\" \"I’minahole,\"saidLapham,\"andIdon’tknowwheretoturn。 Youwon’tletmedoanythingaboutthosemills————\" \"Yes,I’llletyou,\"saidhiswifesadly。 Hegaveamiserablecry。\"YouknowIcan’tdoanything,ifyoudo。OmyLord!\" Shehadnotseenhimsolowasthatbefore。Shedidnotknowwhattosay。Shewasfrightened,andcouldonlyask,\"Hasitcometotheworst?\" \"Thenewhousehasgottogo,\"heansweredevasively。 Shedidnotsayanything。Sheknewthattheworkonthehousehadbeenstoppedsincethebeginningoftheyear。 Laphamhadtoldthearchitectthathepreferredtoleaveitunfinishedtillthespring,astherewasnoprospectoftheirbeingabletogetintoitthatwinter;andthearchitecthadagreedwithhimthatitwouldnothurtittostand。Herheartwasheavyforhim,thoughshecouldnotsayso。Theysattogetheratthetable,whereshehadcometobewithhimathisbelatedmeal。 Shesawthathedidnoteat,andshewaitedforhimtospeakagain,withouturginghimtotakeanything。 Theywerepastthat。 \"AndI’vesentorderstoshutdownattheWorks,\" headded。 \"ShutdownattheWorks!\"sheechoedwithdismay。 Shecouldnottakeitin。ThefireattheWorkshadneverbeenoutbeforesinceitwasfirstkindled。 Sheknewhowhehadpridedhimselfuponthat;howhehadbraggedofittoeverylistener,andhadalwaysluggedthefactinasthelastexpressionofhissenseofsuccess。 \"OSilas!\" \"What’stheuse?\"heretorted。\"Isawitwascomingamonthago。TherearesomefellowsoutinWestVirginiathathavebeenrunningthepaintashardastheycould。 Theycouldn’tdomuch;theyusedtoputitonthemarketraw。 Butlatelytheygottobakingit,andnowthey’vestruckaveinofnaturalgasrightbytheirworks,andtheypaytencentsforfuel,whereIpayadollar,andtheymakeasgoodapaint。Anybodycanseewhereit’sgoingtoend。 Besides,themarket’sover—stocked。It’sglutted。 Therewa’n’tanythingtodobuttoshutDOWN,andI’veSHUTdown。\" \"Idon’tknowwhat’sgoingtobecomeofthehandsinthemiddleofthewinter,thisway,\"saidMrs。Lapham,layingholdofonedefinitethoughtwhichshecouldgraspintheturmoilofruinthatwhirledbeforehereyes。 \"Idon’tcarewhatbecomesofthehands,\"criedLapham。 \"They’vesharedmyluck;nowlet’emsharetheotherthing。 Andifyou’resoverysorryforthehands,Iwishyou’dkeepalittleofyourpityforME。Don’tyouknowwhatshuttingdowntheWorksmeans?\" \"Yes,indeedIdo,Silas,\"saidhiswifetenderly。 \"Well,then!\"Herose,leavinghissupperuntasted,andwentintothesitting—room,whereshepresentlyfoundhim,withthateverlastingconfusionofpapersbeforehimonthedesk。Thatmadeherthinkofthepaperinherwork—basket,andshedecidednottomakethecareworn,distractedmanaskherforit,afterall。Shebroughtittohim。 Heglancedblanklyatitandthencaughtitfromher,turningredandlookingfoolish。\"Where’dyougetthat?\" \"Youdroppeditonthefloortheothernight,andI pickeditup。Whois’Wm。M。’?\" \"’Wm。M。’!\"herepeated,lookingconfusedlyather,andthenatthepaper。\"Oh,——it’snothing。\"Hetorethepaperintosmallpieces,andwentanddroppedthemintothefire。WhenMrs。Laphamcameintotheroominthemorning,beforehewasdown,shefoundascrapofthepaper,whichmusthaveflutteredtothehearth; andglancingatitshesawthatthewordswere\"Mrs。M。\" Shewonderedwhatdealingswithawomanherhusbandcouldhave,andsherememberedtheconfusionhehadshownaboutthepaper,andwhichshehadthoughtwasbecauseshehadsurprisedoneofhisbusinesssecrets。 Shewasstillthinkingofitwhenhecamedowntobreakfast,heavy—eyed,tremulous,withdeepseamsandwrinklesinhisface。 Afterasilencewhichhedidnotseeminclinedtobreak,\"Silas,\"sheasked,\"whois’Mrs。M。’?\" Hestaredather。\"Idon’tknowwhatyou’retalkingabout。\" \"Don’tyou?\"shereturnedmockingly。\"Whenyoudo,youtellme。Doyouwantanymorecoffee?\" \"No。\" \"Well,then,youcanringforAlicewhenyou’vefinished。 I’vegotsomethingstoattendto。\"Sheroseabruptly,andlefttheroom。Laphamlookedafterherinadullway,andthenwentonwithhisbreakfast。Whilehestillsatathiscoffee,sheflungintotheroomagain,anddashedsomepapersdownbesidehisplate。\"Herearesomemorethingsofyours,andI’llthankyoutolockthemupinyourdeskandnotlittermyroomwiththem,ifyouplease。\"Nowhesawthatshewasangry,anditmustbewithhim。Itenragedhimthatinsuchatimeoftroublesheshouldflyoutathiminthatway。 Heleftthehousewithouttryingtospeaktoher。 ThatdayCoreycamejustbeforeclosing,and,knockingatLapham’sdoor,askedifhecouldspeakwithhimafewmoments。 \"Yes,\"saidLapham,wheelingroundinhisswivel—chairandkickinganothertowardsCorey。\"Sitdown。Iwanttotalktoyou。I’doughttotellyouyou’rewastingyourtimehere。 Ispoketheotherdayaboutyourplacin’yourselfbetter,andIcanhelpyoutodoit,yet。Thereain’tgoingtobetheout—comeforthepaintintheforeignmarketsthatweexpected,andIguessyoubettergiveitup。\" \"Idon’twishtogiveitup,\"saidtheyoungfellow,settinghislips。\"I’veasmuchfaithinitasever;andI wanttoproposenowwhatIhintedatinthefirstplace。 Iwanttoputsomemoneyintothebusiness。\" \"Somemoney!\"Laphamleanedtowardshim,andfrownedasifhehadnotquiteunderstood,whileheclutchedthearmsofhischair。 \"I’vegotaboutthirtythousanddollarsthatIcouldputin,andifyoudon’twanttoconsidermeapartner——Irememberthatyouobjectedtoapartner——youcanletmeregarditasaninvestment。ButIthinkIseethewaytodoingsomethingatonceinMexico,andIshouldliketofeelthatIhadsomethingmorethanadrummer’sinterestintheventure。\" Themensatlookingintoeachother’seyes。ThenLaphamleanedbackinhischair,andrubbedhishandhardandslowlyoverhisface。Hisfeatureswerestilltwistedwithsomestrongemotionwhenhetookitaway。 \"Yourfamilyknowaboutthis?\" \"MyUncleJamesknows。\" \"Hethinksitwouldbeagoodplanforyou?\" \"HethoughtthatbythistimeIoughttobeabletotrustmyownjudgment。\" \"DoyousupposeIcouldseeyouruncleathisoffice?\" \"Iimaginehe’sthere。\" \"Well,Iwanttohaveatalkwithhim,oneofthesedays。\" Hesatponderingawhile,andthenrose,andwentwithCoreytohisdoor。\"IguessIshan’tchangemymindabouttakingyouintothebusinessinthatway,\"hesaidcoldly。 \"IftherewasanyreasonwhyIshouldn’tatfirst,there’smorenow。\" \"Verywell,sir,\"answeredtheyoungman,andwenttoclosehisdesk。Theouterofficewasempty;butwhileCoreywasputtinghispapersinorderitwassuddenlyinvadedbytwowomen,whopushedbytheprotestingporteronthestairsandmadetheirwaytowardsLapham’sroom。 OneofthemwasMissDewey,thetype—writergirl,andtheotherwasawomanwhomshewouldresembleinfaceandfiguretwentyyearshence,ifsheledalifeofhardworkvariedbyparoxysmsofharddrinking。 \"Thathisroom,Z’rilla?\"askedthiswoman,pointingtowardsLapham’sdoorwithahandthathadnotfreeditselffromthefringeofdirtyshawlunderwhichithadhung。 Shewentforwardwithoutwaitingfortheanswer,butbeforeshecouldreachitthedooropened,andLaphamstoodfillingitsspace。 \"Lookhere,ColonelLapham!\"beganthewoman,inahighkeyofchallenge。\"Iwanttoknowifthisisthewayyou’regoin’backonmeandZ’rilla?\" \"Whatdoyouwant?\"askedLapham。 \"WhatdoIwant?Whatdoyous’poseIwant?Iwantthemoneytopaymymonth’srent;thereain’tabitetoeatinthehouse;andIwantsomemoneytomarket。\" Laphambentafrownonthewoman,underwhichsheshrankbackastep。\"You’vetakenthewrongwaytogetit。 Clearout!\" \"IWON’Tclearout!\"saidthewoman,beginningtowhimper。 \"Corey!\"saidLapham,intheperemptoryvoiceofamaster,——hehadseemedsoindifferenttoCorey’spresencethattheyoungmanthoughthemusthaveforgottenhewasthere,——\"IsDennisanywhereround?\" \"Yissor,\"saidDennis,answeringforhimselffromtheheadofthestairs,andappearingintheware—room。 Laphamspoketothewomanagain。\"DoyouwantIshouldcallahack,ordoyouwantIshouldcallanofficer?\" Thewomanbegantocryintoanendofhershawl。 \"Idon’tknowwhatwe’regoin’todo。\" \"You’regoingtoclearout,\"saidLapham。\"Callahack,Dennis。 Ifyouevercomehereagain,I’llhaveyouarrested。 Mindthat!Zerrilla,Ishallwantyouearlyto—morrowmorning。\" \"Yes,sir,\"saidthegirlmeekly;sheandhermothershrankoutaftertheporter。 Laphamshuthisdoorwithoutaword。 AtlunchthenextdayWalkermadehimselfamendsforCorey’sreticencebytalkingagreatdeal。 HetalkedaboutLapham,whoseemedtohave,morethaneversincehisapparentdifficultiesbegan,thefascinationofanenigmaforhisbook—keeper,andheendedbyasking,\"Didyouseethatlittlecircuslastnight?\" \"Whatlittlecircus?\"askedCoreyinhisturn。 \"Thosetwowomenandtheoldman。Dennistoldmeaboutit。 Itoldhimifhelikedhisplacehe’dbetterkeephismouthshut。\" \"Thatwasverygoodadvice,\"saidCorey。 \"Oh,allright,ifyoudon’twanttotalk。Don’tknowasIshouldinyourplace,\"returnedWalker,intheeasysecurityhehadlongfeltthatCoreyhadnointentionofputtingonairswithhim。\"ButI’lltellyouwhat: theoldmancan’texpectitofeverybody。Ifhekeepsthisthingupmuchlonger,it’sgoingtobetalkedabout。 Youcan’thaveawomanwalkingintoyourplaceofbusiness,andtryingtobulldozeyoubeforeyourporter,withoutsettingyourportertothinking。Andthelastthingyouwantaportertodoistothink;forwhenaporterthinks,hethinkswrong。\" \"Idon’tseewhyevenaportercouldn’tthinkrightaboutthataffair,\"repliedCorey。\"Idon’tknowwhothewomanwas,thoughIbelieveshewasMissDewey’smother; butIcouldn’tseethatColonelLaphamshowedanythingbutanaturalresentmentofhercomingtohiminthatway。 Ishouldhavesaidshewassomeratherworthlesspersonwhomhe’dbeenbefriending,andthatshehadpresumeduponhiskindness。\" \"Isthatso?WhatdoyouthinkofhisneverlettingMissDewey’snamegoonthebooks?\" \"Thatit’sanotherproofit’sasortofcharityofhis。 That’stheonlywaytolookatit。\" \"Oh,I’Mallright。\"Walkerlightedacigarandbegantosmoke,withhiseyesclosedtoafinestraightline。 \"Itwon’tdoforabook—keepertothinkwrong,anymorethanaporter,Isuppose。ButIguessyouandIdon’tthinkverydifferentaboutthisthing。\" \"NotifyouthinkasIdo,\"repliedCoreysteadily;\"andI knowyouwoulddothatifyouhadseenthe’circus’yourself。 Amandoesn’ttreatpeoplewhohaveadisgracefulholduponhimashetreatedthem。\" \"Itdependsuponwhoheis,\"saidWalker,takinghiscigarfromhismouth。\"Ineversaidtheoldmanwasafraidofanything。\" \"Andcharacter,\"continuedCorey,disdainingtotouchthematterfurther,exceptingeneralities,\"mustgoforsomething。Ifit’stobethepreyofmereaccidentandappearance,thenitgoesfornothing。\" \"Accidentswillhappeninthebestregulatedfamilies,\" saidWalker,withvulgar,good—humouredobtusenessthatfilledCoreywithindignation。Nothing,perhaps,removedhismatter—of—factnaturefurtherfromthecommonplacethanacertaingenerosityofinstinct,whichIshouldnotbereadytosaywasalwaysinfallible。 ThateveningitwasMissDewey’sturntowaitforspeechwithLaphamaftertheothersweregone。Heopenedhisdooratherknock,andstoodlookingatherwithaworriedair。 \"Well,whatdoyouwant,Zerrilla?\"heasked,withasortofroughkindness。 \"IwanttoknowwhatI’mgoingtodoaboutHen。 He’sbackagain;andheandmotherhavemadeitup,andtheybothgottodrinkinglastnightafterIwenthome,andcarriedonsothattheneighbourscamein。\" Laphampassedhishandoverhisredandheatedface。 \"Idon’tknowwhatI’mgoingtodo。You’retwicethetroublethatmyownfamilyis,now。ButIknowwhatI’ddo,mightyquick,ifitwasn’tforyou,Zerrilla,\"hewentonrelentingly。\"I’dshutyourmotherupsomewheres,andifIcouldgetthatfellowoffforathreeyears’ voyage————\" \"Ideclare,\"saidMissDewey,beginningtowhimper,\"itseemsasifhecamebackjustsooftentospiteme。 He’snevergonemorethanayearatthefurthest,andyoucan’tmakeitouthabitualdrunkenness,either,whenit’sjustsprees。I’matmywit’send。\" \"Oh,well,youmustn’tcryaroundhere,\"saidLaphamsoothingly。 \"Iknowit,\"saidMissDewey。\"IfIcouldgetridofHen,Icouldmanagewellenoughwithmother。 Mr。WemmelwouldmarrymeifIcouldgetthedivorce。 He’ssaidsooverandoveragain。\" \"Idon’tknowasIlikethatverywell,\"saidLapham,frowning。 \"Idon’tknowasIwantyoushouldgetmarriedinanyhurryagain。 Idon’tknowasIlikeyourgoingwithanybodyelsejustyet。\" \"Oh,youneedn’tbeafraidbutwhatit’llbeallright。 It’llbethebestthingallround,ifIcanmarryhim。\" \"Well!\"saidLaphamimpatiently;\"Ican’tthinkaboutitnow。 Isupposethey’vecleanedeverythingoutagain?\" \"Yes,theyhave,\"saidZerrilla;\"thereisn’tacentleft。\" \"You’reaprettyexpensivelot,\"saidLapham。\"Well,here!\" Hetookouthispocket—bookandgaveheranote。 \"I’llberoundto—nightandseewhatcanbedone。\" Heshuthimselfintohisroomagain,andZerrilladriedhertears,putthenoteintoherbosom,andwentherway。 Laphamkepttheporternearlyanhourlater。Itwasthensixo’clock,thehouratwhichtheLaphamsusuallyhadtea;butallcustomhadbeenbrokenupwithhimduringthepastmonths,andhedidnotgohomenow。 Hedetermined,perhapsintheextremityinwhichamanfindsreliefincombatingonecarewithanother,tokeephispromisetoMissDewey,andatthemomentwhenhemightotherwisehavebeensittingdownathisowntablehewasclimbingthestairstoherlodgingintheold—fashioneddwellingwhichhadbeenportionedoffintoflats。 Itwasinaregionofdepots,andofthecheaphotels,and\"ladies’andgents’\"dining—rooms,andrestaurantswithbars,whichaboundneardepots;andLaphamfollowedtoMissDeweysdoorawaiterfromoneofthese,whoboreonasalverbeforehimasuppercoveredwithanapkin。 Zerrillahadadmittedthem,andathergreetingayoungfellowintheshabbyshore—suitofasailor,buttoningimperfectlyoverthenauticalblueflannelofhisshirt,gotupfromwherehehadbeensitting,ononesideofthestove,andstoodinfirmlyonhisfeet,intokenofreceivingthevisitor。Thewomanwhosatontheothersidedidnotrise,butbeganashrill,defiantapology。 \"Well,Idon’tsupposebutwhatyou’llthinkwe’relivin’ onthefato’theland,rightstraightalong,allthewhile。 Butit’sjustlikethis。Whenthatchildcameinfromherwork,shedidn’tseemtohavethespirittogotocookin’anything,andIhadsuchabadnightlastnightIwasfeelin’allbrokeup,ands’dI,what’stheuse,anyway?Bythetimethebutcher’sheavedinaloto’ bone,andmadeyoupayforthesuethecutsaway,itcomestothesamething,andwhynotGITitfromtherest’rantfirstoff,andsavethecosto’yourfire?s’dI。\" \"Whathaveyougotthereunderyourapron?Abottle?\" demandedLapham,whostoodwithhishatonandhishandsinhispockets,indifferentaliketotheineffectivereceptionofthesailorandthechairZerrillahadsethim。 \"Well,yes,it’sabottle,\"saidthewoman,withanassumptionofvirtuousfrankness。\"It’swhisky; Igottohavesomethingtorubmyrheumatismwith。\" \"Humph!\"grumbledLapham。\"You’vebeenrubbingHIS rheumatismtoo,Isee。\" Hetwistedhisheadinthedirectionofthesailor,nowsoftlyandrhythmicallywavingtoandfroonhisfeet。 \"Hehain’thadadropto—dayinTHIShouse!\"criedthewoman。 \"Whatareyoudoingaroundhere?\"saidLapham,turningfiercelyuponhim。\"You’vegotnobusinessashore。