Iain’tgoingtoblameanybody,butIhain’tgotverymuchconfidenceinRogers。AndItoldhimsolastnight。\"
\"Oh,don’ttalktomeaboutRogers!\"hiswifebrokein。
\"There’ssomethingagooddealmoreimportantthanRogersintheworld,andmoreimportantthanyourbusiness。
Itseemsasifyoucouldn’tthinkofanythingelse——thatandthenewhouse。DidyousupposeIwantedtoridesoastotalkRogerswithyou?\"shedemanded,yieldingtothenecessityawifefeelsofmakingherhusbandpayforhersuffering,evenifhehasnotinflictedit。
\"Ideclare————\"
\"Well,holdon,now!\"saidLapham。\"WhatDOyouwanttotalkabout?I’mlistening。\"
Hiswifebegan,\"Why,it’sjustthis,SilasLapham!\"
andthenshebrokeofftosay,\"Well,youmaywait,now——startingmewrong,whenit’shardenoughanyway。\"
Laphamsilentlyturnedhiswhipoverandoverinhishandandwaited。
\"Didyousuppose,\"sheaskedatlast,\"thatthatyoungCoreyhadbeencomingtoseeIrene?\"
\"Idon’tknowwhatIsupposed,\"repliedLaphamsullenly。
\"Youalwayssaidso。\"Helookedsharplyatherunderhisloweringbrows。
\"Well,hehasn’t,\"saidMrs。Lapham;andsherepliedtothefrownthatblackenedonherhusband’sface。
\"AndIcantellyouwhat,ifyoutakeitinthatwayI
shan’tspeakanotherword。\"
\"Who’stakin’itwhatway?\"retortedLaphamsavagely。
\"Whatareyoudrivin’at?\"
\"Iwantyoushouldpromisethatyou’llhearmeoutquietly。\"
\"I’llhearyououtifyou’llgivemeachance。Ihaven’tsaidawordyet。\"
\"Well,I’mnotgoingtohaveyouflyingintofortyfuries,andlookinglikeaperfectthunder—cloudattheverystart。
I’vehadtobearit,andyou’vegottobearittoo。\"
\"Well,letmehaveachanceatit,then。\"
\"It’snothingtoblameanybodyabout,asIcansee,andtheonlyquestionis,what’sthebestthingtodoaboutit。There’sonlyonethingwecando;forifhedon’tcareforthechild,nobodywantstomakehim。
Ifhehasn’tbeencomingtoseeher,hehasn’t,andthat’sallthereistoit。\"
\"No,itain’t!\"exclaimedLapham。
\"There!\"protestedhiswife。
\"Ifhehasn’tbeencomingtoseeher,whatHAShebeencomingfor?\"
\"He’sbeencomingtoseePen!\"criedthewife。\"NOW
areyousatisfied?\"Hertoneimpliedthathehadbroughtitalluponthem;butatthesightoftheswiftpassionsworkinginhisfacetoaperfectcomprehensionofthewholetrouble,shefelltotrembling,andherbrokenvoicelostallthespuriousindignationshehadputintoit。
\"OSilas!whatarewegoingtodoaboutit?I’mafraidit’llkillIrene。\"
Laphampulledofftheloosedriving—glovefromhisrighthandwiththefingersofhisleft,inwhichthereinslay。
Hepasseditoverhisforehead,andthenflickedfromitthemoistureithadgatheredthere。Hecaughthisbreathonceortwice,likeamanwhomeditatesastrugglewithsuperiorforceandthenremainspassiveinitsgrasp。
Hiswifefelttheneedofcomfortinghim,asshehadfelttheneedofafflictinghim。\"Idon’tsaybutwhatitcanbemadetocomeoutallrightintheend。AllIsayis,Idon’tseemywayclearyet。\"
\"WhatmakesyouthinkhelikesPen?\"heaskedquietly。
\"Hetoldhersolastnight,andshetoldmethismorning。
Washeattheofficeto—day?\"
\"Yes,hewasthere。Ihaven’tbeentheremuchmyself。
Hedidn’tsayanythingtome。DoesIreneknow?\"
\"No;Ilefthergettingreadytogooutshopping。
ShewantstogetapinliketheoneNannyCoreyhadon。\"
\"OmyLord!\"groanedLapham。
\"It’sbeenPenfromthestart,Iguess,oralmostfromthestart。Idon’tsaybutwhathewasattractedsomebyIreneattheveryfirst;butIguessit’sbeenPeneversincehesawher;andwe’vetakenupwithanotion,andblindedourselveswithit。TimeandagainI’vehadmydoubtswhetherhecaredforIreneany;butIdeclaretogoodness,whenhekeptcoming,IneverhardlythoughtofPen,andIcouldn’thelpbelievingatlastheDIDcareforIrene。DiditeverstrikeyouhemightbeafterPen?\"
\"No。Itookwhatyousaid。Isupposedyouknew。\"
\"Doyoublameme,Silas?\"sheaskedtimidly。
\"No。What’stheuseofblaming?Wedon’teitherofuswantanythingbutthechildren’sgood。What’sitallofitfor,ifitain’tforthat?That’swhatwe’vebothslavedforallourlives。\"
\"Yes,Iknow。PlentyofpeopleLOSEtheirchildren,\"
shesuggested。
\"Yes,butthatdon’tcomfortmeany。Ineverwasonetofeelgoodbecauseanothermanfeltbad。Howwouldyouhavelikeditifsomeonehadtakencomfortbecausehisboylivedwhenoursdied?No,Ican’tdoit。Andthisisworsethandeath,someways。Thatcomesanditgoes;butthislooksasifitwasoneofthosethingsthathadcometostay。
ThewayIlookatit,thereain’tanyhopeforanybody。
Supposewedon’twantPentohavehim;willthathelpIreneany,ifhedon’twanther?Supposewedon’twanttolethimhaveeither;doesthathelpeither!\"
\"Youtalk,\"exclaimedMrs。Lapham,\"asifoursaywasgoingtosettleit。DoyousupposethatPenelopeLaphamisagirltotakeupwithafellowthathersisterisinlovewith,andthatshealwaysthoughtwasinlovewithhersister,andgooffandbehappywithhim?
Don’tyoubelievebutwhatitwouldcomebacktoher,aslongasshebreathedthebreathoflife,howshe’dteasedherabouthim,asI’veheardPenteaseIrene,andhelpedtomakeherthinkhewasinlovewithher,byshowingthatshethoughtsoherself?It’sridiculous!\"
Laphamseemedquitebeatendownbythisargument。
Hishugeheadhungforwardoverhisbreast;thereinslaylooseinhismovelesshand;themaretookherownway。
Atlastheliftedhisfaceandshuthisheavyjaws。
\"Well?\"quaveredhiswife。
\"Well,\"heanswered,\"ifhewantsher,andshewantshim,Idon’tseewhatthat’sgottodowithit。\"Helookedstraightforward,andnotathiswife。
Shelaidherhandsonthereins。\"Now,youstoprighthere,SilasLapham!IfIthoughtthat——ifIreallybelievedyoucouldbewillingtobreakthatpoorchild’sheart,andletPendisgraceherselfbymarryingamanthathadasgoodaskilledhersister,justbecauseyouwantedBromfieldCorey’ssonforason—in—law————\"
Laphamturnedhisfacenow,andgaveheralook。
\"YouhadbetterNOTbelievethat,Persis!Getup!\"
hecalledtothemare,withoutglancingather,andshesprangforward。\"Iseeyou’vegotpastbeinganyusetoyourselfonthissubject。\"
\"Hello!\"shoutedavoiceinfrontofhim。\"Wherethedevilyougoin’to?\"
\"DoyouwanttoKILLsomebody!\"shriekedhiswife。
Therewasalightcrash,andthemarerecoiledherlength,andseparatedtheirwheelsfromthoseoftheopenbuggyinfrontwhichLaphamhaddriveninto。Hemadehisexcusestotheoccupant;andtheaccidentrelievedthetensionoftheirfeelings,andleftthemfarfromthepointofmutualinjurywhichtheyhadreachedintheircommontroubleandtheirunselfishwillfortheirchildren’sgood。
ItwasLaphamwhoresumedthetalk。\"I’mafraidwecan’teitherofusseethisthingintherightlight。
We’retooneartoit。IwishtotheLordtherewassomebodytotalktoaboutit。\"
\"Yes,\"saidhiswife;\"butthereain’tanybody。\"
\"Well,Idunno,\"suggestedLapham,afteramoment;
\"whynottalktotheministerofyourchurch?Maybehecouldseesomewayoutofit。\"
Mrs。Laphamshookherheadhopelessly。\"Itwouldn’tdo。
I’venevertakenupmyconnectionwiththechurch,andI
don’tfeelasifI’dgotanyclaimonhim。\"
\"Ifhe’sanythingofaman,oranythingofapreacher,youHAVEgotaclaimonhim,\"urgedLapham;andhespoiledhisargumentbyadding,\"I’vecontributedenoughMONEY
tohischurch。\"
\"Oh,that’snothing,\"saidMrs。Lapham。\"Iain’twellenoughacquaintedwithDr。Langworthy,orelseI’mTOOwell。No;ifIwastoaskanyone,Ishouldwanttoaskatotalstranger。Butwhat’stheuse,Si?Nobodycouldmakeusseeitanydifferentfromwhatitis,andIdon’tknowasIshouldwanttheyshould。\"
Itblottedoutthetenderbeautyoftheday,andweigheddowntheirheartsevermoreheavilywithinthem。
Theyceasedtotalkofitahundredtimes,andstillcamebacktoit。Theydroveonandon。Itbegantobelate。
\"Iguesswebettergoback,Si,\"saidhiswife;
andasheturnedwithoutspeaking,shepulledherveildownandbegantocrysoftlybehindit,withlowlittlebrokensobs。
Laphamstartedthemareupanddroveswiftlyhomeward。
Atlasthiswifestoppedcryingandbegantryingtofindherpocket。\"Here,takemine,Persis,\"hesaidkindly,offeringherhishandkerchief,andshetookitanddriedhereyeswithit。\"Therewasoneofthosefellowstheretheothernight,\"hespokeagain,whenhiswifeleanedbackagainstthecushionsinpeacefuldespair,\"thatI
likedthelooksofaboutaswellasanymanIeversaw。
Iguesshewasaprettygoodman。ItwasthatMr。Sewell。\"
Helookedathiswife,butshedidnotsayanything。
\"Persis,\"heresumed,\"Ican’tbeartogobackwithnothingsettledinourminds。Ican’tbeartoletyou。\"
\"Wemust,Si,\"returnedhiswife,withgentlegratitude。
Laphamgroaned。\"Wheredoeshelive?\"sheasked。
\"OnBolingbrokeStreet。Hegavemehisnumber。\"
\"Well,itwouldn’tdoanygood。Whatcouldhesaytous?\"
\"Oh,Idon’tknowashecouldsayanything,\"saidLaphamhopelessly;
andneitherofthemsaidanythingmoretilltheycrossedtheMilldamandfoundthemselvesbetweentherowsofcityhouses。\"
\"Don’tdrivepastthenewhouse,Si,\"pleadedhiswife。
\"Icouldn’tbeartoseeit。Drive——driveupBolingbrokeStreet。
WemightaswellseewhereheDOESlive。\"
\"Well,\"saidLapham。Hedrovealongslowly。
\"That’stheplace,\"hesaidfinally,stoppingthemareandpointingwithhiswhip。
\"Itwouldn’tdoanygood,\"saidhiswife,inatonewhichheunderstoodaswellasheunderstoodherwords。
Heturnedthemareuptothecurbstone。
\"Youtakethereinsaminute,\"hesaid,handingthemtohiswife。
Hegotdownandrangthebell,andwaitedtillthedooropened;
thenhecamebackandliftedhiswifeout。\"He’sin,\"
hesaid。
Hegotthehitching—weightfromunderthebuggy—seatandmadeitfasttothemare’sbit。
\"Doyouthinkshe’llstandwiththat?\"askedMrs。Lapham。
\"Iguessso。Ifshedon’t,nomatter。\"
\"Ain’tyouafraidshe’lltakecold,\"shepersisted,tryingtomakedelay。
\"Lether!\"saidLapham。Hetookhiswife’stremblinghandunderhisarm,anddrewhertothedoor。
\"He’llthinkwe’recrazy,\"shemurmuredinherbrokenpride。
\"Well,weARE,\"saidLapham。\"Tellhimwe’dliketoseehimaloneawhile,\"hesaidtothegirlwhowasholdingthedoorajarforhim,andsheshowedhimintothereception—room,whichhadbeentheProtestantconfessionalformanyburdenedsoulsbeforetheirtime,coming,astheydid,withthebeliefthattheywereboweddownwiththeonlymiseryliketheirsintheuniverse;foreachoneofusmustsufferlongtohimselfbeforehecanlearnthatheisbutoneinagreatcommunityofwretchednesswhichhasbeenpitilesslyrepeatingitselffromthefoundationoftheworld。
Theywereasloathtotouchtheirtroublewhentheministercameinasifitweretheirdisgrace;butLaphamdidsoatlast,and,withasimpledignitywhichhehadwantedinhisbunglingandapologeticapproaches,helaidtheaffairclearlybeforetheminister’scompassionateandreverenteye。
HesparedCorey’sname,buthedidnotpretendthatitwasnothimselfandhiswifeandtheirdaughterswhowereconcerned。
\"Idon’tknowasI’vegotanyrighttotroubleyouwiththisthing,\"hesaid,inthemomentwhileSewellsatponderingthecase,\"andIdon’tknowasI’vegotanywarrantfordoingit。But,asItoldmywifehere,therewassomethingaboutyou——Idon’tknowwhetheritwasanythingyouSAIDexactly——thatmademefeelasifyoucouldhelpus。IguessIdidn’tsaysomuchasthattoher;
butthat’sthewayIfelt。Andhereweare。Andifitain’tallright\"
\"Surely,\"saidSewell,\"it’sallright。Ithankyouforcoming——fortrustingyourtroubletome。Atimecomestoeveryoneofuswhenwecan’thelpourselves,andthenwemustgetotherstohelpus。Ifpeopleturntomeatsuchatime,IfeelsurethatIwasputintotheworldforsomething——ifnothingmorethantogivemypity,mysympathy。\"
Thebrotherlywords,soplain,sosincere,hadawelcomeinthemthatthesepooroutcastsofsorrowcouldnotdoubt。
\"Yes,\"saidLaphamhuskily,andhiswifebegantowipethetearsagainunderherveil。
Sewellremainedsilent,andtheywaitedtillheshouldspeak。
\"Wecanbeofusetooneanotherhere,becausewecanalwaysbewiserforsomeoneelsethanwecanforourselves。
Wecanseeanother’ssinsanderrorsinamoremercifullight——andthatisalwaysafairerlight——thanwecanourown;
andwecanlookmoresanelyatothers’afflictions。\"
HehadaddressedthesewordstoLapham;nowheturnedtohiswife。\"Ifsomeonehadcometoyou,Mrs。Lapham,injustthisperplexity,whatwouldyouhavethought?\"
\"Idon’tknowasIunderstandyou,\"falteredMrs。Lapham。
Sewellrepeatedhiswords,andadded,\"Imean,whatdoyouthinksomeoneelseoughttodoinyourplace?\"
\"Wasthereeveranypoorcreaturesinsuchastraitbefore?\"
sheasked,withpatheticincredulity。
\"There’snonewtroubleunderthesun,\"saidtheminister。
\"Oh,ifitwasanyoneelse,Ishouldsay——Ishouldsay——Why,ofcourse!Ishouldsaythattheirdutywastolet————\"
Shepaused。
\"Onesufferinsteadofthree,ifnoneistoblame?\"
suggestedSewell。\"That’ssense,andthat’sjustice。
It’stheeconomyofpainwhichnaturallysuggestsitself,andwhichwouldinsistuponitself,ifwewerenotallpervertedbytraditionswhicharethefigmentoftheshallowestsentimentality。Tellme,Mrs。Lapham,didn’tthiscomeintoyourmindwhenyoufirstlearnedhowmattersstood?\"
\"Why,yes,itflashedacrossme。ButIdidn’tthinkitcouldberight。\"
\"Andhowwasitwithyou,Mr。Lapham?\"
\"Why,that’swhatIthought,ofcourse。ButIdidn’tseemyway————\"
\"No,\"criedtheminister,\"weareallblinded,weareallweakenedbyafalseidealofself—sacrifice。Itwrapsusroundwithitsmeshes,andwecan’tfightourwayoutofit。
Mrs。Lapham,whatmadeyoufeelthatitmightbebetterforthreetosufferthanone?\"
\"Why,shedidherself。Iknowshewoulddiesoonerthantakehimawayfromher。\"
\"Isupposedso!\"criedtheministerbitterly。\"Andyetsheisasensiblegirl,yourdaughter?\"
\"Shehasmorecommon—sense————\"
\"Ofcourse!Butinsuchacasewesomehowthinkitmustbewrongtouseourcommon—sense。Idon’tknowwherethisfalseidealcomesfrom,unlessitcomesfromthenovelsthatbefoolanddebauchalmosteveryintelligenceinsomedegree。Itcertainlydoesn’tcomefromChristianity,whichinstantlyrepudiatesitwhenconfrontedwithit。
Yourdaughterbelieves,inspiteofhercommon—sense,thatsheoughttomakeherselfandthemanwholovesherunhappy,inordertoassurethelife—longwretchednessofhersister,whomhedoesn’tlove,simplybecausehersistersawhimandfanciedhimfirst!AndI’msorrytosaythatninety—nineyoungpeopleoutofahundred——oh,ninehundredandninety—nineoutofathousand!——wouldconsiderthatnobleandbeautifulandheroic;whereasyouknowatthebottomofyourheartsthatitwouldbefoolishandcruelandrevolting。Youknowwhatmarriageis!Andwhatitmustbewithoutloveonbothsides。\"
Theministerhadgrownquiteheatedandredintheface。
\"Iloseallpatience!\"hewentonvehemently。\"Thispoorchildofyourshassomehowbeenbroughttobelievethatitwillkillhersisterifhersisterdoesnothavewhatdoesnotbelongtoher,andwhatitisnotinthepowerofalltheworld,oranysoulintheworld,togiveher。
Hersisterwillsuffer——yes,keenly!——inheartandinpride;butshewillnotdie。Youwillsuffertoo,inyourtendernessforher;butyoumustdoyourduty。
Youmusthelphertogiveup。Youwouldbeguiltyifyoudidless。Keepclearlyinmindthatyouaredoingright,andtheonlypossiblegood。AndGodbewithyou!\"
XIX。
HEtalkedsense,Persis,\"saidLaphamgently,ashemountedtohiswife’ssideinthebuggyanddroveslowlyhomewardthroughthedusk。
\"Yes,hetalkedsense,\"sheadmitted。Butsheaddedbitterly,\"Iguess,ifhehadittoDO!Oh,he’sright,andit’sgottobedone。Thereain’tanyotherwayforit。
It’ssense;and,yes,it’sjustice。\"Theywalkedtotheirdooraftertheyleftthehorseattheliverystablearoundthecorner,whereLaphamkeptit。\"IwantyoushouldsendIreneuptoourroomassoonaswegetin,Silas。\"
\"Why,ain’tyougoingtohaveanysupperfirst?\"
falteredLaphamwithhislatch—keyinthelock。
\"No。Ican’tloseaminute。IfIdo,Ishan’tdoitatall。\"
\"Lookhere,Persis,\"saidherhusbandtenderly,\"letmedothisthing。\"
\"Oh,YOU!\"saidhiswife,withawoman’scompassionatescornforaman’shelplessnessinsuchacase。\"Sendherrightup。AndIshallfeel————\"Shestoppedtosparehim。
Thensheopenedthedoor,andranuptoherroomwithoutwaitingtospeaktoIrene,whohadcomeintothehallatthesoundofherfather’skeyinthedoor。
\"Iguessyourmotherwantstoseeyouupstairs,\"
saidLapham,lookingaway。
Hermotherturnedroundandfacedthegirl’swonderinglookasIreneenteredthechamber,socloseuponherthatshehadnotyethadtimetolayoffherbonnet;
shestoodwithherwrapsstillonherarm。
\"Irene!\"shesaidharshly,\"thereissomethingyouhavegottobear。It’samistakewe’veallmade。
Hedon’tcareanythingforyou。Heneverdid。HetoldPensolastnight。Hecaresforher。\"
Thesentenceshadfallenlikeblows。Butthegirlhadtakenthemwithoutflinching。Shestoodupimmovable,butthedelicaterose—lightofhercomplexionwentoutandlefthercolourless。Shedidnotoffertospeak。
\"Whydon’tyousaysomething?\"criedhermother。
\"Doyouwanttokillme,Irene?\"
\"WhyshouldIwanttohurtyou,mamma?\"thegirlrepliedsteadily,butinanalienvoice。\"There’snothingtosay。
IwanttoseePenaminute。\"
Sheturnedandlefttheroom。Asshemountedthestairsthatledtoherownandhersister’sroomsonthefloorabove,hermotherhelplesslyfollowed。Irenewentfirsttoherownroomatthefrontofthehouse,andthencameoutleavingthedooropenandthegasflaringbehindher。
Themothercouldseethatshehadtumbledmanythingsoutofthedrawersofherbureauuponthemarbletop。
Shepassedhermother,whereshestoodintheentry。
\"Youcancometoo,ifyouwantto,mamma,\"shesaid。
SheopenedPenelope’sdoorwithoutknocking,andwentin。
Penelopesatatthewindow,asinthemorning。
Irenedidnotgotoher;butshewentandlaidagoldhair—pinonherbureau,andsaid,withoutlookingather,\"There’sapinthatIgotto—day,becauseitwaslikehissister’s。Itwon’tbecomeadarkpersonsowell,butyoucanhaveit。\"
ShestuckascrapofpaperinthesideofPenelope’smirror。
\"There’sthataccountofMr。Stanton’sranch。You’llwanttoreadit,Ipresume。\"
Shelaidawitheredboutonniereonthebureaubesidethepin。
\"There’shisbutton—holebouquet。Heleftitbyhisplate,andIstoleit。\"
Shehadapine—shavingfantasticallytiedupwithaknotofribbon,inherhand。Shehelditamoment;then,lookingdeliberatelyatPenelope,shewentuptoher,anddroppeditinherlapwithoutaword。Sheturned,and,advancingafewsteps,totteredandseemedabouttofall。
Hermothersprangforwardwithanimploringcry,\"O’Rene,’Rene,’Rene!\"
Irenerecoveredherselfbeforehermothercouldreachher。
\"Don’ttouchme,\"shesaidicily。\"Mamma,I’mgoingtoputonmythings。Iwantpapatowalkwithme。
I’mchokinghere。\"
\"I——Ican’tletyougoout,Irene,child,\"beganhermother。
\"You’vegotto,\"repliedthegirl。\"Tellpapatahurryhissupper。\"
\"Opoorsoul!Hedoesn’twantanysupper。HEknowsittoo。\"
\"Idon’twanttotalkaboutthat。Tellhimtogetready。\"
Sheleftthemoncemore。
Mrs。LaphamturnedahaplessglanceuponPenelope。
\"Goandtellhim,mother,\"saidthegirl。\"Iwould,ifIcould。Ifshecanwalk,lether。It’stheonlythingforher。\"Shesatstill;shedidnotevenbrushtothefloorthefantasticthingthatlayinherlap,andthatsentupfaintlytheodourofthesachetpowderwithwhichIrenelikedtoperfumeherboxes。
Laphamwentoutwiththeunhappychild,andbegantotalkwithher,crazily,incoherently,enough。
Shemercifullystoppedhim。\"Don’ttalk,papa。Idon’twantanyoneshouldtalkwithme。\"
Heobeyed,andtheywalkedsilentlyonandon。IntheiraimlesscoursetheyreachedthenewhouseonthewatersideofBeacon,andshemadehimstop,andstoodlookingupatit。Thescaffoldingwhichhadsolongdefacedthefrontwasgone,andinthelightofthegas—lampbeforeitallthearchitecturalbeautyofthefacadewassuggested,andmuchofthefinelyfeltdetailwasrevealed。Seymourhadprettynearlysatisfiedhimselfinthatrichfacade;
certainlyLaphamhadnotstintedhimofthemeans。
\"Well,\"saidthegirl,\"Ishallneverliveinit,\"
andshebegantowalkon。
Lapham’ssoreheartwentdown,ashelumberedheavilyafterher。\"Ohyes,youwill,Irene。You’llhavelotsofgoodtimesthereyet。\"
\"No,\"sheanswered,andsaidnothingmoreaboutit。
Theyhadnottalkedoftheirtroubleatall,andtheydidnotspeakofitnow。Laphamunderstoodthatshewastryingtowalkherselfweary,andhewasgladtoholdhispeaceandletherhaveherway。Shehaltedhimoncemorebeforetheredandyellowlightsofanapothecary’swindow。
\"Isn’ttheresomethingtheygiveyoutomakeyousleep?\"
sheaskedvaguely。\"I’vegottosleepto—night!\"
Laphamtrembled。\"Iguessyoudon’twantanything,Irene。\"
\"Yes,Ido!Getmesomething!\"sheretortedwilfully。
\"Ifyoudon’t,Ishalldie。IMUSTsleep。\"
Theywentin,andLaphamaskedforsomethingtomakeanervouspersonsleep。Irenestoodporingovertheshow—casefullofbrushesandtrinkets,whiletheapothecaryputupthebromide,whichheguessedwouldbeaboutthebestthing。
Shedidnotshowanyemotion;herfacewaslikeastone,whileherfather’sexpressedtheanguishofhissympathy。
Helookedasifhehadnotsleptforaweek;hisfateyelidsdroopedoverhisglassyeyes,andhischeeksandthroathungflaccid。Hestartedastheapothecary’scatstolesmoothlyupandrubbeditselfagainsthisleg;
anditwastohimthatthemansaid,\"Youwanttotakeatable—spoonfulofthat,aslongasyou’reawake。