第20章

类别:其他 作者:William Dean Howells字数:9404更新时间:19/01/07 14:46:13
Iain’tgoingtoblameanybody,butIhain’tgotverymuchconfidenceinRogers。AndItoldhimsolastnight。\" \"Oh,don’ttalktomeaboutRogers!\"hiswifebrokein。 \"There’ssomethingagooddealmoreimportantthanRogersintheworld,andmoreimportantthanyourbusiness。 Itseemsasifyoucouldn’tthinkofanythingelse——thatandthenewhouse。DidyousupposeIwantedtoridesoastotalkRogerswithyou?\"shedemanded,yieldingtothenecessityawifefeelsofmakingherhusbandpayforhersuffering,evenifhehasnotinflictedit。 \"Ideclare————\" \"Well,holdon,now!\"saidLapham。\"WhatDOyouwanttotalkabout?I’mlistening。\" Hiswifebegan,\"Why,it’sjustthis,SilasLapham!\" andthenshebrokeofftosay,\"Well,youmaywait,now——startingmewrong,whenit’shardenoughanyway。\" Laphamsilentlyturnedhiswhipoverandoverinhishandandwaited。 \"Didyousuppose,\"sheaskedatlast,\"thatthatyoungCoreyhadbeencomingtoseeIrene?\" \"Idon’tknowwhatIsupposed,\"repliedLaphamsullenly。 \"Youalwayssaidso。\"Helookedsharplyatherunderhisloweringbrows。 \"Well,hehasn’t,\"saidMrs。Lapham;andsherepliedtothefrownthatblackenedonherhusband’sface。 \"AndIcantellyouwhat,ifyoutakeitinthatwayI shan’tspeakanotherword。\" \"Who’stakin’itwhatway?\"retortedLaphamsavagely。 \"Whatareyoudrivin’at?\" \"Iwantyoushouldpromisethatyou’llhearmeoutquietly。\" \"I’llhearyououtifyou’llgivemeachance。Ihaven’tsaidawordyet。\" \"Well,I’mnotgoingtohaveyouflyingintofortyfuries,andlookinglikeaperfectthunder—cloudattheverystart。 I’vehadtobearit,andyou’vegottobearittoo。\" \"Well,letmehaveachanceatit,then。\" \"It’snothingtoblameanybodyabout,asIcansee,andtheonlyquestionis,what’sthebestthingtodoaboutit。There’sonlyonethingwecando;forifhedon’tcareforthechild,nobodywantstomakehim。 Ifhehasn’tbeencomingtoseeher,hehasn’t,andthat’sallthereistoit。\" \"No,itain’t!\"exclaimedLapham。 \"There!\"protestedhiswife。 \"Ifhehasn’tbeencomingtoseeher,whatHAShebeencomingfor?\" \"He’sbeencomingtoseePen!\"criedthewife。\"NOW areyousatisfied?\"Hertoneimpliedthathehadbroughtitalluponthem;butatthesightoftheswiftpassionsworkinginhisfacetoaperfectcomprehensionofthewholetrouble,shefelltotrembling,andherbrokenvoicelostallthespuriousindignationshehadputintoit。 \"OSilas!whatarewegoingtodoaboutit?I’mafraidit’llkillIrene。\" Laphampulledofftheloosedriving—glovefromhisrighthandwiththefingersofhisleft,inwhichthereinslay。 Hepasseditoverhisforehead,andthenflickedfromitthemoistureithadgatheredthere。Hecaughthisbreathonceortwice,likeamanwhomeditatesastrugglewithsuperiorforceandthenremainspassiveinitsgrasp。 Hiswifefelttheneedofcomfortinghim,asshehadfelttheneedofafflictinghim。\"Idon’tsaybutwhatitcanbemadetocomeoutallrightintheend。AllIsayis,Idon’tseemywayclearyet。\" \"WhatmakesyouthinkhelikesPen?\"heaskedquietly。 \"Hetoldhersolastnight,andshetoldmethismorning。 Washeattheofficeto—day?\" \"Yes,hewasthere。Ihaven’tbeentheremuchmyself。 Hedidn’tsayanythingtome。DoesIreneknow?\" \"No;Ilefthergettingreadytogooutshopping。 ShewantstogetapinliketheoneNannyCoreyhadon。\" \"OmyLord!\"groanedLapham。 \"It’sbeenPenfromthestart,Iguess,oralmostfromthestart。Idon’tsaybutwhathewasattractedsomebyIreneattheveryfirst;butIguessit’sbeenPeneversincehesawher;andwe’vetakenupwithanotion,andblindedourselveswithit。TimeandagainI’vehadmydoubtswhetherhecaredforIreneany;butIdeclaretogoodness,whenhekeptcoming,IneverhardlythoughtofPen,andIcouldn’thelpbelievingatlastheDIDcareforIrene。DiditeverstrikeyouhemightbeafterPen?\" \"No。Itookwhatyousaid。Isupposedyouknew。\" \"Doyoublameme,Silas?\"sheaskedtimidly。 \"No。What’stheuseofblaming?Wedon’teitherofuswantanythingbutthechildren’sgood。What’sitallofitfor,ifitain’tforthat?That’swhatwe’vebothslavedforallourlives。\" \"Yes,Iknow。PlentyofpeopleLOSEtheirchildren,\" shesuggested。 \"Yes,butthatdon’tcomfortmeany。Ineverwasonetofeelgoodbecauseanothermanfeltbad。Howwouldyouhavelikeditifsomeonehadtakencomfortbecausehisboylivedwhenoursdied?No,Ican’tdoit。Andthisisworsethandeath,someways。Thatcomesanditgoes;butthislooksasifitwasoneofthosethingsthathadcometostay。 ThewayIlookatit,thereain’tanyhopeforanybody。 Supposewedon’twantPentohavehim;willthathelpIreneany,ifhedon’twanther?Supposewedon’twanttolethimhaveeither;doesthathelpeither!\" \"Youtalk,\"exclaimedMrs。Lapham,\"asifoursaywasgoingtosettleit。DoyousupposethatPenelopeLaphamisagirltotakeupwithafellowthathersisterisinlovewith,andthatshealwaysthoughtwasinlovewithhersister,andgooffandbehappywithhim? Don’tyoubelievebutwhatitwouldcomebacktoher,aslongasshebreathedthebreathoflife,howshe’dteasedherabouthim,asI’veheardPenteaseIrene,andhelpedtomakeherthinkhewasinlovewithher,byshowingthatshethoughtsoherself?It’sridiculous!\" Laphamseemedquitebeatendownbythisargument。 Hishugeheadhungforwardoverhisbreast;thereinslaylooseinhismovelesshand;themaretookherownway。 Atlastheliftedhisfaceandshuthisheavyjaws。 \"Well?\"quaveredhiswife。 \"Well,\"heanswered,\"ifhewantsher,andshewantshim,Idon’tseewhatthat’sgottodowithit。\"Helookedstraightforward,andnotathiswife。 Shelaidherhandsonthereins。\"Now,youstoprighthere,SilasLapham!IfIthoughtthat——ifIreallybelievedyoucouldbewillingtobreakthatpoorchild’sheart,andletPendisgraceherselfbymarryingamanthathadasgoodaskilledhersister,justbecauseyouwantedBromfieldCorey’ssonforason—in—law————\" Laphamturnedhisfacenow,andgaveheralook。 \"YouhadbetterNOTbelievethat,Persis!Getup!\" hecalledtothemare,withoutglancingather,andshesprangforward。\"Iseeyou’vegotpastbeinganyusetoyourselfonthissubject。\" \"Hello!\"shoutedavoiceinfrontofhim。\"Wherethedevilyougoin’to?\" \"DoyouwanttoKILLsomebody!\"shriekedhiswife。 Therewasalightcrash,andthemarerecoiledherlength,andseparatedtheirwheelsfromthoseoftheopenbuggyinfrontwhichLaphamhaddriveninto。Hemadehisexcusestotheoccupant;andtheaccidentrelievedthetensionoftheirfeelings,andleftthemfarfromthepointofmutualinjurywhichtheyhadreachedintheircommontroubleandtheirunselfishwillfortheirchildren’sgood。 ItwasLaphamwhoresumedthetalk。\"I’mafraidwecan’teitherofusseethisthingintherightlight。 We’retooneartoit。IwishtotheLordtherewassomebodytotalktoaboutit。\" \"Yes,\"saidhiswife;\"butthereain’tanybody。\" \"Well,Idunno,\"suggestedLapham,afteramoment; \"whynottalktotheministerofyourchurch?Maybehecouldseesomewayoutofit。\" Mrs。Laphamshookherheadhopelessly。\"Itwouldn’tdo。 I’venevertakenupmyconnectionwiththechurch,andI don’tfeelasifI’dgotanyclaimonhim。\" \"Ifhe’sanythingofaman,oranythingofapreacher,youHAVEgotaclaimonhim,\"urgedLapham;andhespoiledhisargumentbyadding,\"I’vecontributedenoughMONEY tohischurch。\" \"Oh,that’snothing,\"saidMrs。Lapham。\"Iain’twellenoughacquaintedwithDr。Langworthy,orelseI’mTOOwell。No;ifIwastoaskanyone,Ishouldwanttoaskatotalstranger。Butwhat’stheuse,Si?Nobodycouldmakeusseeitanydifferentfromwhatitis,andIdon’tknowasIshouldwanttheyshould。\" Itblottedoutthetenderbeautyoftheday,andweigheddowntheirheartsevermoreheavilywithinthem。 Theyceasedtotalkofitahundredtimes,andstillcamebacktoit。Theydroveonandon。Itbegantobelate。 \"Iguesswebettergoback,Si,\"saidhiswife; andasheturnedwithoutspeaking,shepulledherveildownandbegantocrysoftlybehindit,withlowlittlebrokensobs。 Laphamstartedthemareupanddroveswiftlyhomeward。 Atlasthiswifestoppedcryingandbegantryingtofindherpocket。\"Here,takemine,Persis,\"hesaidkindly,offeringherhishandkerchief,andshetookitanddriedhereyeswithit。\"Therewasoneofthosefellowstheretheothernight,\"hespokeagain,whenhiswifeleanedbackagainstthecushionsinpeacefuldespair,\"thatI likedthelooksofaboutaswellasanymanIeversaw。 Iguesshewasaprettygoodman。ItwasthatMr。Sewell。\" Helookedathiswife,butshedidnotsayanything。 \"Persis,\"heresumed,\"Ican’tbeartogobackwithnothingsettledinourminds。Ican’tbeartoletyou。\" \"Wemust,Si,\"returnedhiswife,withgentlegratitude。 Laphamgroaned。\"Wheredoeshelive?\"sheasked。 \"OnBolingbrokeStreet。Hegavemehisnumber。\" \"Well,itwouldn’tdoanygood。Whatcouldhesaytous?\" \"Oh,Idon’tknowashecouldsayanything,\"saidLaphamhopelessly; andneitherofthemsaidanythingmoretilltheycrossedtheMilldamandfoundthemselvesbetweentherowsofcityhouses。\" \"Don’tdrivepastthenewhouse,Si,\"pleadedhiswife。 \"Icouldn’tbeartoseeit。Drive——driveupBolingbrokeStreet。 WemightaswellseewhereheDOESlive。\" \"Well,\"saidLapham。Hedrovealongslowly。 \"That’stheplace,\"hesaidfinally,stoppingthemareandpointingwithhiswhip。 \"Itwouldn’tdoanygood,\"saidhiswife,inatonewhichheunderstoodaswellasheunderstoodherwords。 Heturnedthemareuptothecurbstone。 \"Youtakethereinsaminute,\"hesaid,handingthemtohiswife。 Hegotdownandrangthebell,andwaitedtillthedooropened; thenhecamebackandliftedhiswifeout。\"He’sin,\" hesaid。 Hegotthehitching—weightfromunderthebuggy—seatandmadeitfasttothemare’sbit。 \"Doyouthinkshe’llstandwiththat?\"askedMrs。Lapham。 \"Iguessso。Ifshedon’t,nomatter。\" \"Ain’tyouafraidshe’lltakecold,\"shepersisted,tryingtomakedelay。 \"Lether!\"saidLapham。Hetookhiswife’stremblinghandunderhisarm,anddrewhertothedoor。 \"He’llthinkwe’recrazy,\"shemurmuredinherbrokenpride。 \"Well,weARE,\"saidLapham。\"Tellhimwe’dliketoseehimaloneawhile,\"hesaidtothegirlwhowasholdingthedoorajarforhim,andsheshowedhimintothereception—room,whichhadbeentheProtestantconfessionalformanyburdenedsoulsbeforetheirtime,coming,astheydid,withthebeliefthattheywereboweddownwiththeonlymiseryliketheirsintheuniverse;foreachoneofusmustsufferlongtohimselfbeforehecanlearnthatheisbutoneinagreatcommunityofwretchednesswhichhasbeenpitilesslyrepeatingitselffromthefoundationoftheworld。 Theywereasloathtotouchtheirtroublewhentheministercameinasifitweretheirdisgrace;butLaphamdidsoatlast,and,withasimpledignitywhichhehadwantedinhisbunglingandapologeticapproaches,helaidtheaffairclearlybeforetheminister’scompassionateandreverenteye。 HesparedCorey’sname,buthedidnotpretendthatitwasnothimselfandhiswifeandtheirdaughterswhowereconcerned。 \"Idon’tknowasI’vegotanyrighttotroubleyouwiththisthing,\"hesaid,inthemomentwhileSewellsatponderingthecase,\"andIdon’tknowasI’vegotanywarrantfordoingit。But,asItoldmywifehere,therewassomethingaboutyou——Idon’tknowwhetheritwasanythingyouSAIDexactly——thatmademefeelasifyoucouldhelpus。IguessIdidn’tsaysomuchasthattoher; butthat’sthewayIfelt。Andhereweare。Andifitain’tallright\" \"Surely,\"saidSewell,\"it’sallright。Ithankyouforcoming——fortrustingyourtroubletome。Atimecomestoeveryoneofuswhenwecan’thelpourselves,andthenwemustgetotherstohelpus。Ifpeopleturntomeatsuchatime,IfeelsurethatIwasputintotheworldforsomething——ifnothingmorethantogivemypity,mysympathy。\" Thebrotherlywords,soplain,sosincere,hadawelcomeinthemthatthesepooroutcastsofsorrowcouldnotdoubt。 \"Yes,\"saidLaphamhuskily,andhiswifebegantowipethetearsagainunderherveil。 Sewellremainedsilent,andtheywaitedtillheshouldspeak。 \"Wecanbeofusetooneanotherhere,becausewecanalwaysbewiserforsomeoneelsethanwecanforourselves。 Wecanseeanother’ssinsanderrorsinamoremercifullight——andthatisalwaysafairerlight——thanwecanourown; andwecanlookmoresanelyatothers’afflictions。\" HehadaddressedthesewordstoLapham;nowheturnedtohiswife。\"Ifsomeonehadcometoyou,Mrs。Lapham,injustthisperplexity,whatwouldyouhavethought?\" \"Idon’tknowasIunderstandyou,\"falteredMrs。Lapham。 Sewellrepeatedhiswords,andadded,\"Imean,whatdoyouthinksomeoneelseoughttodoinyourplace?\" \"Wasthereeveranypoorcreaturesinsuchastraitbefore?\" sheasked,withpatheticincredulity。 \"There’snonewtroubleunderthesun,\"saidtheminister。 \"Oh,ifitwasanyoneelse,Ishouldsay——Ishouldsay——Why,ofcourse!Ishouldsaythattheirdutywastolet————\" Shepaused。 \"Onesufferinsteadofthree,ifnoneistoblame?\" suggestedSewell。\"That’ssense,andthat’sjustice。 It’stheeconomyofpainwhichnaturallysuggestsitself,andwhichwouldinsistuponitself,ifwewerenotallpervertedbytraditionswhicharethefigmentoftheshallowestsentimentality。Tellme,Mrs。Lapham,didn’tthiscomeintoyourmindwhenyoufirstlearnedhowmattersstood?\" \"Why,yes,itflashedacrossme。ButIdidn’tthinkitcouldberight。\" \"Andhowwasitwithyou,Mr。Lapham?\" \"Why,that’swhatIthought,ofcourse。ButIdidn’tseemyway————\" \"No,\"criedtheminister,\"weareallblinded,weareallweakenedbyafalseidealofself—sacrifice。Itwrapsusroundwithitsmeshes,andwecan’tfightourwayoutofit。 Mrs。Lapham,whatmadeyoufeelthatitmightbebetterforthreetosufferthanone?\" \"Why,shedidherself。Iknowshewoulddiesoonerthantakehimawayfromher。\" \"Isupposedso!\"criedtheministerbitterly。\"Andyetsheisasensiblegirl,yourdaughter?\" \"Shehasmorecommon—sense————\" \"Ofcourse!Butinsuchacasewesomehowthinkitmustbewrongtouseourcommon—sense。Idon’tknowwherethisfalseidealcomesfrom,unlessitcomesfromthenovelsthatbefoolanddebauchalmosteveryintelligenceinsomedegree。Itcertainlydoesn’tcomefromChristianity,whichinstantlyrepudiatesitwhenconfrontedwithit。 Yourdaughterbelieves,inspiteofhercommon—sense,thatsheoughttomakeherselfandthemanwholovesherunhappy,inordertoassurethelife—longwretchednessofhersister,whomhedoesn’tlove,simplybecausehersistersawhimandfanciedhimfirst!AndI’msorrytosaythatninety—nineyoungpeopleoutofahundred——oh,ninehundredandninety—nineoutofathousand!——wouldconsiderthatnobleandbeautifulandheroic;whereasyouknowatthebottomofyourheartsthatitwouldbefoolishandcruelandrevolting。Youknowwhatmarriageis!Andwhatitmustbewithoutloveonbothsides。\" Theministerhadgrownquiteheatedandredintheface。 \"Iloseallpatience!\"hewentonvehemently。\"Thispoorchildofyourshassomehowbeenbroughttobelievethatitwillkillhersisterifhersisterdoesnothavewhatdoesnotbelongtoher,andwhatitisnotinthepowerofalltheworld,oranysoulintheworld,togiveher。 Hersisterwillsuffer——yes,keenly!——inheartandinpride;butshewillnotdie。Youwillsuffertoo,inyourtendernessforher;butyoumustdoyourduty。 Youmusthelphertogiveup。Youwouldbeguiltyifyoudidless。Keepclearlyinmindthatyouaredoingright,andtheonlypossiblegood。AndGodbewithyou!\" XIX。 HEtalkedsense,Persis,\"saidLaphamgently,ashemountedtohiswife’ssideinthebuggyanddroveslowlyhomewardthroughthedusk。 \"Yes,hetalkedsense,\"sheadmitted。Butsheaddedbitterly,\"Iguess,ifhehadittoDO!Oh,he’sright,andit’sgottobedone。Thereain’tanyotherwayforit。 It’ssense;and,yes,it’sjustice。\"Theywalkedtotheirdooraftertheyleftthehorseattheliverystablearoundthecorner,whereLaphamkeptit。\"IwantyoushouldsendIreneuptoourroomassoonaswegetin,Silas。\" \"Why,ain’tyougoingtohaveanysupperfirst?\" falteredLaphamwithhislatch—keyinthelock。 \"No。Ican’tloseaminute。IfIdo,Ishan’tdoitatall。\" \"Lookhere,Persis,\"saidherhusbandtenderly,\"letmedothisthing。\" \"Oh,YOU!\"saidhiswife,withawoman’scompassionatescornforaman’shelplessnessinsuchacase。\"Sendherrightup。AndIshallfeel————\"Shestoppedtosparehim。 Thensheopenedthedoor,andranuptoherroomwithoutwaitingtospeaktoIrene,whohadcomeintothehallatthesoundofherfather’skeyinthedoor。 \"Iguessyourmotherwantstoseeyouupstairs,\" saidLapham,lookingaway。 Hermotherturnedroundandfacedthegirl’swonderinglookasIreneenteredthechamber,socloseuponherthatshehadnotyethadtimetolayoffherbonnet; shestoodwithherwrapsstillonherarm。 \"Irene!\"shesaidharshly,\"thereissomethingyouhavegottobear。It’samistakewe’veallmade。 Hedon’tcareanythingforyou。Heneverdid。HetoldPensolastnight。Hecaresforher。\" Thesentenceshadfallenlikeblows。Butthegirlhadtakenthemwithoutflinching。Shestoodupimmovable,butthedelicaterose—lightofhercomplexionwentoutandlefthercolourless。Shedidnotoffertospeak。 \"Whydon’tyousaysomething?\"criedhermother。 \"Doyouwanttokillme,Irene?\" \"WhyshouldIwanttohurtyou,mamma?\"thegirlrepliedsteadily,butinanalienvoice。\"There’snothingtosay。 IwanttoseePenaminute。\" Sheturnedandlefttheroom。Asshemountedthestairsthatledtoherownandhersister’sroomsonthefloorabove,hermotherhelplesslyfollowed。Irenewentfirsttoherownroomatthefrontofthehouse,andthencameoutleavingthedooropenandthegasflaringbehindher。 Themothercouldseethatshehadtumbledmanythingsoutofthedrawersofherbureauuponthemarbletop。 Shepassedhermother,whereshestoodintheentry。 \"Youcancometoo,ifyouwantto,mamma,\"shesaid。 SheopenedPenelope’sdoorwithoutknocking,andwentin。 Penelopesatatthewindow,asinthemorning。 Irenedidnotgotoher;butshewentandlaidagoldhair—pinonherbureau,andsaid,withoutlookingather,\"There’sapinthatIgotto—day,becauseitwaslikehissister’s。Itwon’tbecomeadarkpersonsowell,butyoucanhaveit。\" ShestuckascrapofpaperinthesideofPenelope’smirror。 \"There’sthataccountofMr。Stanton’sranch。You’llwanttoreadit,Ipresume。\" Shelaidawitheredboutonniereonthebureaubesidethepin。 \"There’shisbutton—holebouquet。Heleftitbyhisplate,andIstoleit。\" Shehadapine—shavingfantasticallytiedupwithaknotofribbon,inherhand。Shehelditamoment;then,lookingdeliberatelyatPenelope,shewentuptoher,anddroppeditinherlapwithoutaword。Sheturned,and,advancingafewsteps,totteredandseemedabouttofall。 Hermothersprangforwardwithanimploringcry,\"O’Rene,’Rene,’Rene!\" Irenerecoveredherselfbeforehermothercouldreachher。 \"Don’ttouchme,\"shesaidicily。\"Mamma,I’mgoingtoputonmythings。Iwantpapatowalkwithme。 I’mchokinghere。\" \"I——Ican’tletyougoout,Irene,child,\"beganhermother。 \"You’vegotto,\"repliedthegirl。\"Tellpapatahurryhissupper。\" \"Opoorsoul!Hedoesn’twantanysupper。HEknowsittoo。\" \"Idon’twanttotalkaboutthat。Tellhimtogetready。\" Sheleftthemoncemore。 Mrs。LaphamturnedahaplessglanceuponPenelope。 \"Goandtellhim,mother,\"saidthegirl。\"Iwould,ifIcould。Ifshecanwalk,lether。It’stheonlythingforher。\"Shesatstill;shedidnotevenbrushtothefloorthefantasticthingthatlayinherlap,andthatsentupfaintlytheodourofthesachetpowderwithwhichIrenelikedtoperfumeherboxes。 Laphamwentoutwiththeunhappychild,andbegantotalkwithher,crazily,incoherently,enough。 Shemercifullystoppedhim。\"Don’ttalk,papa。Idon’twantanyoneshouldtalkwithme。\" Heobeyed,andtheywalkedsilentlyonandon。IntheiraimlesscoursetheyreachedthenewhouseonthewatersideofBeacon,andshemadehimstop,andstoodlookingupatit。Thescaffoldingwhichhadsolongdefacedthefrontwasgone,andinthelightofthegas—lampbeforeitallthearchitecturalbeautyofthefacadewassuggested,andmuchofthefinelyfeltdetailwasrevealed。Seymourhadprettynearlysatisfiedhimselfinthatrichfacade; certainlyLaphamhadnotstintedhimofthemeans。 \"Well,\"saidthegirl,\"Ishallneverliveinit,\" andshebegantowalkon。 Lapham’ssoreheartwentdown,ashelumberedheavilyafterher。\"Ohyes,youwill,Irene。You’llhavelotsofgoodtimesthereyet。\" \"No,\"sheanswered,andsaidnothingmoreaboutit。 Theyhadnottalkedoftheirtroubleatall,andtheydidnotspeakofitnow。Laphamunderstoodthatshewastryingtowalkherselfweary,andhewasgladtoholdhispeaceandletherhaveherway。Shehaltedhimoncemorebeforetheredandyellowlightsofanapothecary’swindow。 \"Isn’ttheresomethingtheygiveyoutomakeyousleep?\" sheaskedvaguely。\"I’vegottosleepto—night!\" Laphamtrembled。\"Iguessyoudon’twantanything,Irene。\" \"Yes,Ido!Getmesomething!\"sheretortedwilfully。 \"Ifyoudon’t,Ishalldie。IMUSTsleep。\" Theywentin,andLaphamaskedforsomethingtomakeanervouspersonsleep。Irenestoodporingovertheshow—casefullofbrushesandtrinkets,whiletheapothecaryputupthebromide,whichheguessedwouldbeaboutthebestthing。 Shedidnotshowanyemotion;herfacewaslikeastone,whileherfather’sexpressedtheanguishofhissympathy。 Helookedasifhehadnotsleptforaweek;hisfateyelidsdroopedoverhisglassyeyes,andhischeeksandthroathungflaccid。Hestartedastheapothecary’scatstolesmoothlyupandrubbeditselfagainsthisleg; anditwastohimthatthemansaid,\"Youwanttotakeatable—spoonfulofthat,aslongasyou’reawake。