第30章

类别:其他 作者:Joseph Crosby Lincoln字数:7346更新时间:19/01/07 14:40:51
ButIcouldonlystareathim。WhyhadhecometoDenboro?Whatdidhiscomingtomemean?WhyhadhecomewithCaptainJed,themanwhohadvowedthathewasdonewithmeforever?Andwhywasthecaptainlookingatmesooddly? \"George!\"Icriedinalarm,\"George,youhaven’t——youhaven’tmadeafoolofyourself?Youhaven’t——\" CaptainJedinterruptedme。\"Heain’tthefool,Ros,\"hesaid。 \"Thatis,heain’tnow。I’mthefool。Ioughttohaveknownbetter。Ros,I——Idon’tknow’syou’llgiveittome,butanyhowI’mgoin’toaskit;Ibegyourpardon。\" \"Ros,\"saidTaylor,beforeIcouldreply,\"don’tstandstaringasifyouwerepetrified。Sitdownandletmelookatyou。Youpig— headedoldidiot,you!Whatdoyoumeanbyit?Whatdidyoudoitfor?\" HepushedmeintothechairIhadjustvacated。CaptainDeantookanother。Georgeremainedstanding。 \"HeISpetrified,Idobelieve!\"heexclaimed。 Butmypetrificationwasonlytemporary。Iwasbeginningtounderstand,andtobemorealarmedthanever。 \"WhatareyoudoinghereinDenboro?\"Idemanded。 CaptainJedansweredforhim。\"He’sherebecauseItelegraphedforhimyesterday,\"hesaid。\"Iwiredhimtocomestraighthomeandtakechargeofthebank。Ihadfiredyou,likethedumbfoolIwas,andIwantedhimtotakecommand。Hegothereonthemornin’ train。\" IrememberedwhatPhinCahoonhadsaidaboutthetelegramandthecaptain’smakinghimpromisenottomentionthenameofthepersontowhomitwassent。ItwasGeorge,ofcourse。IfIhadbeeninanormalstateofmindwhenPhintoldmeIshouldhaveguessedasmuch。 Taylortookuptheconversation。\"Yes,Igothere,\"hesaid。\"AndwhenIgothere——oralittlebefore——\"withaglanceatthecaptain——\"IfoundoutwhathadbeengoingonsinceIleft。Youoldchump,RosPaine!Whatdidyoudoitfor?\" Ilookedathimandthenathiscompanion。WhatIsawthereconfirmedmyworstsuspicions。 \"George,\"Isaid,\"ifyouhavetoldhimyoumustbecrazy。\" \"Iwascrazynottotellhimbefore。Iwascrazynottoguesswhatyouhadbeenupto。ButIdidn’tsupposeanybodywouldbecrazyenoughtodowhatyoudid,Ros。Ididn’timagineforaminutethatyouwouldbecrazyenoughtothrowawayyourjobandgetyourselfintothetroubleyouknewwassuretocome,justtohelpme。TohelpME,bytheLord!Ros!Ros!whatcanIsaytoyou!\" \"You’vesaidenough,andmorethanenough,\"Ianswered,bitterly。 \"IdidwhatIdidsothatyoumightkeepyoursecret。IdidittohelpyouandNellie。Andifyouhadkeptstillnooneneedeverhaveknown,noonebutyouandI,George。Andnowyou——\" \"Shutup,Ros!\"heinterrupted。\"Shutup,Itellyou!Why,confoundyou,whatdoyouthinkIam?DoyousupposeIwouldletyousacrificeyourselflikethat,whileIsetstillandsawyoukickedoutoftown?WhatdoyouthinkIam?\" \"Butwhatwastheuseofit?\"Idemanded。\"Itwasdone。Nothingyoucouldsaywouldchangeit。ForNellie’ssake——\" \"There!there!\"brokeinCaptainJed,\"Nellieknows。Georgetoldherthedaytheywasmarried。Hetoldherbeforetheywasmarried。 HewasmanenoughtodothatandIhonorhimforit。Ifhe’donlycometomethenitwouldhavebeenamightysightbetter。I’dhaveunderstoodwhenIheardaboutyoursellin’Coltontheland,andI wouldn’thavemadeajackassofmyselfbytreatin’youasIdone。 You!themanthatsacrificedyourselftokeepmygirlfrombreakin’ herheart!WhenIthinkwhatyousavedusallfromI——I——BytheAlmighty,RosPaine!I’llmakeituptoyousomehow。Iwill!I swearIwill!\" Heturnedawayandlookedoutofthewindow。Georgelaidahandonhisshoulder。 \"Iamtheonetomakeitup,Cap’n,\"hesaid,solemnly。\"IfIliveI’llmakeituptoRoshere,andtoyou,andtoNellie,Godblessher!IexpectedyouwouldneverspeaktomeagainwhenI’dtoldyou。Tellingyou——nexttotellingNellie——wasthetoughestjobI evertackled。ButI’llmakeituptoyouboth,andtoRos。ThanktheLord,itain’ttoolatetomakeituptohim!\" \"We’llbothmakeituptohim,George,\"repliedCaptainJed。\"Asfaraswecan,wewill。Ifhewantstocomebacktothebankthisminutehecan。We’llbeproudtohavehim。ButIcal’late,\"withasmile,\"he’llhavebiggerfishtofrythanwecangivehim。Ifwhatwe’vejustheardistrue,hewill。\" \"Idon’tknowwhatyoumean,\"Ianswered。\"Andasforthebank—— well,youforgetonething:IsoldtheShoreLaneandthetownknowsit。Howlongwouldtheotherdirectorstoleratemeinthatbank,afterthat,doyouthink?\" Tomysurprisetheylookedateachotherandlaughed。CaptainDeanshookhishead。 \"No,\"hesaid,\"you’remistook,Ros。Thetowndon’tknowyousoldit。Ididn’ttell’embecauseIwantedGeorgeincommandofthatbankaforetherowbrokeloose。Ilarnedofthesalemyself,bychance,overtoOstableandInevertoldanybodyexceptDorindyRogersandherfoolofahusband。I’llseethattheykeepstilltonguesintheirheads。AndasfortheLane——well,thatwon’tbeclosed。Coltondon’townitnomore。\" \"Don’tOWNit,\"Irepeated。\"Don’townit!Hedoes。Isoldittohimmyself。\" \"Yes。AndGeorge,here,boughtitbacknotanhourago。WesawHisMajesty——sickinbedhewas,butjustashighandmightyandindependentasever——andGeorgeboughtbackthelandandtheLaneforthirty—fivehundreddollars。Theoldmandidn’tseemtogiveadurnaboutitanymore。He’dhadhisownway,hesaid,andthatwasallhecaredabout。Besides,heain’tgoin’tostayinDenboromuchlonger。Theoldlady——hiswife——issickoftheplaceandheonlycomehereonheraccount。Hecal’latesthatNewYorkisgoodenoughforhim。Ical’late’tis。Anyhow,Denborowon’thangontohiscoattailstoholdhimback。TellRosthewholestory,George。\" Georgetoldit,beginningwithhisreceiptofhisfather—in—law’stelegramandhishurriedreturntotheCape。HehadgonedirectlytoCaptainDeanandconfessedthewholething。Thecaptainhadbehavedlikeatrump,Ilearned。Insteadofdenouncinghisdaughter’shusbandhehadforgivenhimfreely。ThentheyhadgonetoseeColtonandGeorgehadboughttheland。 \"AndIshallgiveittothetown,\"hesaid。\"It’stheleastIcando。Youwonderwherethemoneycamefrom,Ros?Iguessyouain’tseenthenewspapers。TherewasahigholdtimeinthestockmarketyesterdayandLouisvilleandTranscontinentalclimbedhalf—waytothemoon。FrombeingapauperI’mprettywellfixed。\" \"I’mheartilygladofit,George,\"Isaid。\"ButthereisonethingIdon’tunderstand。YousayyoulearnedofmysellingthelandbeforeyoureachedDenboro。CaptainJedsaysnoonebutheandmypeopleknewit。Howdidyoufinditout?\" Againmytwocallerslookedateachother。 \"Why,somebody——afriendofyours——cometomeattheOstablestationanddraggedNellieandmeoffthetrain。Werodewiththatpersontherestofthewayand——thesaidpersontolduswhathadhappenedandbeggedustohelpyou。SeemedtohavemadeamiddlinggoodguessthatICOULDhelp,ifIwould。\" \"Aperson——afriendofmine!Why,Ihaven’tanyfriend,anyfriendwhoknewthetruth,orcouldguess。\" \"Yes,youhave。\" \"Whowasit?\" GeorgelaughedaloudandCaptainJedlaughedwithhim。 \"IguessIshan’ttellyou,\"saidtheformer。\"IpromisedI wouldn’t。\" CHAPTERXXIV Theyleftmesoonafterthis。Itriedtomakethemtellwhothemysteriousfriendmightbe,buttheyrefused。ThekindthingstheysaidandthegratitudetheybothexpressedIshallneverforget。 Theydidnotstrenuouslyurgemetoreturntothebank,andthatseemedstrangetome。 \"Thejob’syoursifyouwantit,Ros,\"saidCaptainJed。\"We’dbeonlytoohappytohaveyouifyou’dcome——anytime,soonerorlater。ButIdon’tthinkyouwill。\" \"No,\"Ianswered,\"Ishallnot。Ihavemadeotherplans。IamgoingtoleaveDenboro。\" ThatdidnotseemtosurprisethemandIwasstillmorepuzzled。 Theyshookhandsandwentaway,promisingtocallatthehousethateveningandbringNellie。 \"Shewantstothankyou,too,Ros,\"saidGeorge。 AftertheyhadgoneIsatbythebigdoor,lookingoutatthebay,smoothandbeautifulintheafternoonsunlight,andthinkingofwhattheyhadtoldme。ForMother’ssakeIwasveryglad。Itwouldbeeasierforher,afterIhadgone;thetownspeoplewouldbefriendly,insteadofdisagreeable。Forhersake,Iwasglad。Formyselfnothingseemedtomakeanydifference。GeorgeTaylor’swords——thosehehadspokentomethatfatefuleveningwhenIfoundhimwiththerevolverbesidehim——camebacktomeoverandover。 \"Waituntilyourtimecomes。Waituntilthegirlcomesalongthatyoucareformorethanthewholeworld。Andthenseewhatyou’ddo。Seewhatitwouldmeantogiveherup!\" Iwasseeing。Iknewnowwhatitmeant。 Iroseandwentoutoftheboathouse。Ididnotcaretomeetanyoneorspeakwithanyone。Istrolledalongthepathbythebluff,myoldwalk,thatwhichIhadtakensomanytimesandwithsuchvariedfeelings,neverwithsuchmiserableonesasnow。 Thegolden—rod,alwayslatebloomingontheCape,borderedthepathwithgorgeousyellow。Theleavesofthescruboakswerebeginningtoturn,thoughnottofall。IwalkedonandenteredthegrovewheresheandIhadmetafterouradventurewithCarverandthestrandedskiff。Iturnedthebendandsawhercomingtowardme。 Istoodstillandshecameon,camestraighttomeandheldoutherhand。 \"Iwaswaitingforyou,\"shesaid。\"IwasonmywaytoyourhouseandIsawyoucoming——soIwaited。\" \"Youwaited,\"Istammered。\"Why?\" \"BecauseIwishedtospeaktoyouandIdidnotwantthat——thatMr。 Rogersofyourstointerruptme。Whydidyougoawayyesterdaywithoutevenlettingmethankyouforwhatyouhaddone?Whydidyoudoit?\" \"Because——becauseyouwereverybusyand——andIwastired。Iwenthomeandtobed。\" \"Youweretired。Youmusthavebeen。Butthatisnoexcuse,nogoodone。Icamedownandfoundyouweregonewithoutawordtome。Andyouhaddonesomuchforme——formyfather!\" \"Yourfatherthankedmethismorning,MissColton。Isawhiminhisroomandhethankedme。Ididnotdeservethanks。Iwaslucky,thatwasall。\" \"Fatherdoesnotcallitluck。Hetoldmewhatyousaidtohim。\" \"Hetoldyou!DidhetellyouallItoldhim?\" \"I——Ithinkso。Hetoldmewhoyouwere;whatyourrealnamewas。\" \"Hedid!Andyouwerestillwillingtomeetme!\" \"Yes。Whynot?DoesitmakeanydifferencethatyouareMr。 Bennett——insteadofMr。Paine?\" \"ButmyfatherwasCarletonBennett——the——the——Youmusthaveheardofhim。\" \"Ineverknewyourfather。Idoknowhisson。AndIamveryproudtoknowhim。\" \"But——but,MissColton。\" \"Tellme,\"sheinterrupted,quickly,\"haveyouseenMr。Taylor?HeishereinDenboro。\" \"Yes。Ihaveseenhim。\" \"AndhetoldyouabouttheLane?Thathehasboughtit?\" \"Yes。\" \"Andyouwillnotbe,\"withasmile,\"drivenfromDenborobythatcrossoldCaptainDean?\" \"Ishallnotbedriven——no。\" \"ThenMr。Taylordidhelpyou。Hepromisedmehewould。\" \"Hepromisedyou?When?WhendidyouseeGeorgeTaylor?\" Sheappearedconfused。\"I——I——OfcourseIsawhimatthehousethisnoon,whenhecametoseeFather。\" \"Buthecouldnothavepromisedyouthen。Hehadhelpedmealready。Didyouseehimbeforethat?\" \"Why,howcouldI?I——\" \"MissColton,answerme。WasityouthatmethimattheOstablestationthismorning?Wasit?\" Shewasasredasthereddestoftheautumnleaves。Shelaughed,confusedly。 \"Ididmeethimthere,\"sheconfessed。\"ThatqueerMr。Cahoon,thestationagent,toldmethatCaptainDeanhadtelegraphedhimtocome。Iknewhewouldprobablybeonthattrain。AndMr。Cahoontoldmeabouthisbeinginterestedinstocksandverymuchtroubled。Youhadtoldme,orasmuchastoldme,thatyousoldthelandtogetmoneytohelpsomeone。IputtwoandtwotogetherandIguessedtherest。ImethimandNellieandwerodetoDenborotogetherinourauto。Hepromisedmethathewouldmakeeverythingrightforyou。Iamsogladhedid!\" Icaughtmybreathwithagasp。 \"Youdidthat!\"Iexclaimed。\"Youdidthat,forme!\" \"Whynot?Surelyyouhaddoneenoughfor——us。Icouldnotletyoube’drivenfromtown’,youknow。\" Ididnotspeak。IknewthatImustnotattemptareply。Ishouldsaytoomuch。Shelookedupatme,andthendownagainatthepine—needlesbeneathourfeet。 \"Fathersaysheintendstodogreatthingsforyou,\"shewenton。 \"Hesaysyouaretocomewithhim。Heisenthusiasticaboutit。 Hebelievesyouareagreatman。Noonebutagreatman,hesays,couldbeattheConsolidatedPacificgangsingle—handed。Hesaysyouwillbethebestinvestmentheevermade。\" \"Iamafraidnot,\"Ianswered。\"Yourfathermademeagenerousoffer。IwishImighthavebeenabletoacceptit,butIcouldnot。\" \"Oh,butyouaregoingtoaccept。\" \"No,Iamnot。\" \"Hesaysyouare。Andhealwayshashisway,youknow。\" \"Notinthiscase,MissColton。\" \"But_I_wantyoutoaccept。Surelyyouwilldoittoobligeme。\" \"I——Ican’t。\" \"Whatareyougoingtodo;gobacktothebank?\" \"No,IamgoingtoleaveDenboro。Idon’tknowwhereIshallgo。 Thisisgood—by,MissColton。Itisnotlikelythatweshallmeetagain。\" \"Butwhyareyougoing?\" \"Icannottellyou。\" Shewassilent,stilllookingdownatthepine—needles。Icouldnotseeherface。Iwassilentalso。IknewthatIoughttogo,thatIshouldnotremainthere,withher,anothermoment。YetI remained。 \"Soyouthinkthisisourparting,\"shesaid。\"Idonot。\" \"Don’tyou?Ifearyouarewrong。\" \"Iamnotwrong。Youwillnotgoaway,Mr。——Bennett。Atleast,youwillnotuntilyougowheremyfathersendsyou。Youwillaccepthisoffer,Ithink。\" \"Youaremistaken。\" \"No。IthinkIamnotmistaken。Ithinkyouwillacceptit,because——becauseIaskyouto。\" \"Icannot,MissColton。\" \"Andyourreason?\" \"ThatIcannottellanyone。\" \"Butyoutoldmyfather。\" Iwasstrickendumbagain。 Shewenton,speakinghurriedly,andnotraisinghereyes。 \"Youtoldmyfather,\"sherepeated,\"andhetoldme。\" \"Hetoldyou!\"Icried。 \"Yes,hetoldme。I——Iamnotsurethathewasgreatlysurprised。 Hethoughtithonorableofyouandhewasverygladyoudidtellhim,butIthinkhewasnotsurprised。\" Theoaksandthepinesandthehuckleberrybushesweredancinggreatgiddy—go—rounds,areflectionofthewhirlpoolinmybrain。 OutofthemaelstromImanagedtospeaksomehow。 \"Hewasnotsurprised!\"Irepeated。\"Hewasnot——not——Whatdoyoumean?\" Shedidnotanswer。Shedrewawayfrommeastep,butIfollowedher。 \"Whywasn’thesurprised?\"Iaskedagain。 \"Because——because——Oh,Idon’tknow!WhathaveIbeensaying! I——Pleasedon’taskme!\" \"Butwhywasn’thesurprised?\" \"Because——because——\"shehesitated。Thensuddenlyshelookedupintomyface,herwonderfuleyesalight。\"Because,\"shesaid,\"I hadtoldhimmyself,sir。\" Iseizedherhands。 \"YOUhadtoldhim?YouhadtoldhimthatI——I——\" \"No,\"withaswiftshakeofthehead,\"notyou。I——Ididnotknowthat——then。ItoldhimthatI——\" ButIdidnotwaittohearanymore。 Sometimeafterthat——Idonotknowhowlongafteranditmakesnodifferenceanyway——IbegantoremembersomeresolutionsIhadmade,resolvestobeself—sacrificingandallthatsortofthing。 \"But,mydear,\"Ifaltered,\"Iaminsane!Iamstarkcrazy!HowcanIthinkofsuchathing!Yourmother——whatwillshesay?\" Shelookedupatme;lookingupwasnotasdifficultnow,and,besides,shedidnothavetolookfar。Shelookedupandsmiled。 \"IthinkMotherismorereconciled,\"shesaid。\"Sinceshelearnedwhoyouweresheseemstofeelbetteraboutit。\" Ishookmyhead,ruefully。\"Yetshereferredtomeasa’nobody’ onlythismorning,\"Iobserved。 \"Yes,butthatwasbeforesheknewyouwereaBennett。TheBennettsareaverygoodfamily,soshesays。Andsheinformedmethatshealwaysexpectedmetothrowmyselfaway,soshewasnotaltogetherunprepared。\" Isighed。\"Throwingyourselfawayisexactlywhatyouhavedone,I’mafraid,\"Ianswered。 Sheputherhandtomylips。\"Hush!\"shewhispered。\"Atallevents,Imadealuckythrow。I’mverygladyoucaughtme,dear。\" Therewasarustleofleavesjustbehindusandastartledexclamation。IturnedandsawLuteRogersstandingthereinthepath,anexpressiononhisfacewhichIshallnotattempttodescribe,fornodescriptioncoulddojusticetoit。WelookedatLuteandhelookedatus。 Hewasthefirsttorecover。 \"Mytime!\"exclaimedLute。\"MyTIME!\" Heturnedandfled。 \"Comehere!\"Ishoutedafterhim。\"Comebackherethisminute! Lute,comeback!\" Lutecame,lookingshamefacedandawkward。 \"Wherewereyougoing?\"Idemanded。 \"I——Iwascal’latin’togoandtellDorindy,\"hefaltered。 \"You’lltellnobody。Nobody,doyouhear!I’lltellDorindamyself,whenitisnecessary。Whatwereyoudoinghere?spyingonmeinthatfashion。\" \"I——Iwan’tspyin’,Ros。Honesttruth,Iwan’t。I——Ididn’tknowyouandshewas——was——\" \"Nevermindthat。Whatwereyoudoinghere?\" \"Iwaschasin’afteryou,Ros。Ijustheardthemostastonishingthing。JedDeanwastothehousetomakeDorindyandmepromisetosaynothin’aboutthatShoreLane’causeyouneversoldit,andhesaidMr。Coltonhadofferedyouaturriblefinejobalongofhimandthatyouwasgoin’totakeit。Iwantedtofindyouandaskit’twastrue。’Tainttrue,isit,Ros?\"wistfully。\"Bytime!I wish’twas。\" BeforeIcouldanswerMabelspoke。 \"Yes,itistrue,Mr。Rogers,\"shesaid。\"Itisquitetrueandyoumaytellanyoneyoulike。Itistrue,isn’tit,Roscoe?\" WhatanswercouldImake?Whatanswerwouldyouhavemadeunderthecircumstances? \"Yes,\"Ianswered,withasighofresignation。\"Iguessitistrue,Lute。\" End