第34章

类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:7017更新时间:19/01/07 14:37:59
\"Yes,youshouldtrymore,\"echoedtheGrandferwithinsistence,asifhehadbeenthefirsttomakethesuggestion。\"Incommonconscienceeverymanoughteithertomarryorgoforasoldier。’Tisascandaltothenationtodoneitheronenort’other。Ididboth,thankGod!Neithertoraisemennortolay’emlow—— thatshowsapoordo—nothingspiritindeed。\" \"Ineverhadthenervetostandfire,\"falteredChristian。 \"Butastomarrying,IownI’veaskedhereandthere,thoughwithoutmuchfruitfromit。Yes,there’ssomehouseorotherthatmighthavehadamanforamaster——suchasheis——that’snowruledbyawomanalone。StillitmighthavebeenawkwardifIhadfoundher;for,d’yesee,neighbours,there’dhavebeennobodyleftathometokeepdownFather’sspiritstothedecentpitchthatbecomesaoldman。\" \"Andyou’veyourworkcutouttodothat,myson,\" saidGrandferCantlesmartly。\"Iwishthatthedreadofinfirmitieswasnotsostronginme!——I’dstarttheveryfirstthingtomorrowtoseetheworldoveragain! Butseventy—one,thoughnothingathome,isahighfigureforarover……Ay,seventy—one,lastCandlemasday。 Gad,I’dsoonerhaveitinguineasthaninyears!\" Andtheoldmansighed。 \"Don’tyoubemournful,Grandfer,\"saidFairway。\"Emptsomemorefeathersintothebed—tick,andkeepupyerheart。 Thoughratherleaninthestalksyoubeagreen—leavedoldmanstill。There’stimeenoughlefttoyeyettofillwholechronicles。\" \"Begad,I’llgoto’em,Timothy——tothemarriedpair!\" saidGranferCantleinanencouragedvoice,andstartingroundbriskly。\"I’llgoto’emtonightandsingaweddingsong,hey?’Tislikemetodoso,youknow; andthey’dseeitassuch。My’DowninCupid’sGardens’ waswelllikedinfour;still,I’vegotothersasgood,andevenbetter。WhatdoyousaytomyShecal’—ledto’herlove’ Fromthelat’—ticea—bove,’Ocomein’fromthefog—gyfog’—gydew’。’ ’Twouldplease’emwellatsuchatime!Really,nowIcometothinkofit,Ihaven’tturnedmytongueinmyheadtotheshapeofarealgoodsongsinceOldMidsummernight,whenwehadthe’BarleyMow’attheWoman; and’tisapitytoneglectyourstrongpointwherethere’sfewthathavethecompassforsuchthings!\" \"So’tis,so’tis,\"saidFairway。\"Nowgiethebedashakedown。We’veputinseventypoundsofbestfeathers,andIthinkthat’sasmanyasthetickwillfairlyhold。 Abitandadrapwouldn’tbeamissnow,Ireckon。 Christian,mauldownthevictualsfromcorner—cupboardifcanstreach,man,andI’lldrawadrapo’sommattowetitwith。\" Theysatdowntoalunchinthemidstoftheirwork,feathersaround,above,andbelowthem;theoriginalownersofwhichoccasionallycametotheopendoorandcackledbegrudginglyatsightofsuchaquantityoftheiroldclothes。 \"UponmysoulIshallbechokt,\"saidFairwaywhen,havingextractedafeatherfromhismouth,hefoundseveralothersfloatingonthemugasitwashandedround。 \"I’veswalleredseveral;andonehadatolerablequill,\" saidSamplacidlyfromthecorner。 \"Hullo——what’sthat——wheelsIhearcoming?\"GrandferCantleexclaimed,jumpingupandhasteningtothedoor。\"Why,’tistheybackagain——Ididn’texpect’emyetthishalf—hour。 Tobesure,howquickmarryingcanbedonewhenyouareinthemindfor’t!\" \"Oyes,itcansoonbeDONE,\"saidFairway,asifsomethingshouldbeaddedtomakethestatementcomplete。 HearoseandfollowedtheGrandfer,andtherestalsowenttothedoor。Inamomentanopenflywasdrivenpast,inwhichsatVennandMrs。Venn,Yeobright,andagrandrelativeofVenn’swhohadcomefromBudmouthfortheoccasion。Theflyhadbeenhiredatthenearesttown,regardlessofdistanceandcost,therebeingnothingonEgdonHeath,inVenn’sopinion,dignifiedenoughforsuchaneventwhensuchawomanasThomasinwasthebride; andthechurchwastooremoteforawalkingbridal—party。 Astheflypassedthegroupwhichhadrunoutfromthehomesteadtheyshouted\"Hurrah!\"andwavedtheirhands; feathersanddownfloatingfromtheirhair,theirsleeves,andthefoldsoftheirgarmentsateverymotion,andGrandferCantle’ssealsdancingmerrilyinthesunlightashetwirledhimselfabout。Thedriveroftheflyturnedasuperciliousgazeuponthem;heeventreatedtheweddedpairthemselveswithsomethinglikecondescension; forinwhatotherstatethanheathencouldpeople,richorpoor,existwhoweredoomedtoabideinsuchaworld’sendasEgdon?Thomasinshowednosuchsuperioritytothegroupatthedoor,flutteringherhandasquicklyasabird’swingtowardsthem,andaskingDiggory,withtearsinhereyes,iftheyoughtnottoalightandspeaktothesekindneighbours。Venn,however,suggestedthat,astheywereallcomingtothehouseintheevening,thiswashardlynecessary。 Afterthisexcitementthesalutingpartyreturnedtotheiroccupation,andthestuffingandsewingweresoonafterwardsfinished,whenFairwayharnessedahorse,wrappedupthecumbrouspresent,anddroveoffwithitinthecarttoVenn’shouseatStickleford。 Yeobright,havingfilledtheofficeattheweddingservicewhichnaturallyfelltohishands,andafterwardsreturnedtothehousewiththehusbandandwife,wasindisposedtotakepartinthefeastinganddancingthatwounduptheevening。Thomasinwasdisappointed。 \"IwishIcouldbetherewithoutdashingyourspirits,\" hesaid。\"ButImightbetoomuchliketheskullatthebanquet。\" \"No,no。\" \"Well,dear,apartfromthat,ifyouwouldexcuseme,Ishouldbeglad。Iknowitseemsunkind;but,dearThomasin,IfearIshouldnotbehappyinthecompany——there,that’sthetruthofit。Ishallalwaysbecomingtoseeyouatyournewhome,youknow,sothatmyabsencenowwillnotmatter。\" \"ThenIgivein。Dowhateverwillbemostcomfortabletoyourself。\" Clymretiredtohislodgingatthehousetopmuchrelieved,andoccupiedhimselfduringtheafternooninnotingdowntheheadsofasermon,withwhichheintendedtoinitiateallthatreallyseemedpracticableoftheschemethathadoriginallybroughthimhither,andthathehadsolongkeptinviewundervariousmodifications,andthroughevilandgoodreport。Hehadtestedandweighedhisconvictionsagainandagain,andsawnoreasontoalterthem,thoughhehadconsiderablylessenedhisplan。 Hiseyesight,bylonghumouringinhisnativeair,hadgrownstronger,butnotsufficientlystrongtowarranthisattemptinghisextensiveeducationalproject。 Yethedidnotrepine——therewasstillmorethanenoughofanunambitioussorttotaxallhisenergiesandoccupyallhishours。 Eveningdrewon,andsoundsoflifeandmovementinthelowerpartofthedomicilebecamemorepronounced,thegateinthepalingsclickingincessantly。Thepartywastobeanearlyone,andalltheguestswereassembledlongbeforeitwasdark。Yeobrightwentdownthebackstaircaseandintotheheathbyanotherpaththanthatinfront,intendingtowalkintheopenairtillthepartywasover,whenhewouldreturntowishThomasinandherhusbandgood—byeastheydeparted。HisstepswereinsensiblybenttowardsMistoverbythepaththathehadfollowedonthatterriblemorningwhenhelearntthestrangenewsfromSusan’sboy。 Hedidnotturnasidetothecottage,butpushedontoaneminence,whencehecouldseeoverthewholequarterthathadoncebeenEustacia’shome。Whilehestoodobservingthedarkeningscenesomebodycameup。Clym,seeinghimbutdimly,wouldhavelethimpasssilently,hadnotthepedestrian,whowasCharley,recognizedtheyoungmanandspokentohim。 \"Charley,Ihavenotseenyouforalengthoftime,\" saidYeobright。\"Doyouoftenwalkthisway?\" \"No,\"theladreplied。\"Idon’toftencomeoutsidethebank。\" \"YouwerenotattheMaypole。\" \"No,\"saidCharley,inthesamelistlesstone。\"Idon’tcareforthatsortofthingnow。\" \"YouratherlikedMissEustacia,didn’tyou?\" Yeobrightgentlyasked。EustaciahadfrequentlytoldhimofCharley’sromanticattachment。 \"Yes,verymuch。Ah,Iwish——\" \"Yes?\" \"Iwish,Mr。Yeobright,youcouldgivemesomethingtokeepthatoncebelongedtoher——ifyoudon’tmind。\" \"Ishallbeveryhappyto。Itwillgivemeverygreatpleasure,Charley。LetmethinkwhatIhaveofhersthatyouwouldlike。Butcomewithmetothehouse,andI’llsee。\" TheywalkedtowardsBlooms—Endtogether。Whentheyreachedthefrontitwasdark,andtheshutterswereclosed,sothatnothingoftheinteriorcouldbeseen。 \"Comeroundthisway,\"saidClym。\"Myentranceisatthebackforthepresent。\" ThetwowentroundandascendedthecrookedstairindarknesstillClym’ssitting—roomontheupperfloorwasreached,wherehelitacandle,Charleyenteringgentlybehind。 Yeobrightsearchedhisdesk,andtakingoutasheetoftissue—paperunfoldedfromittwoorthreeundulatinglocksofravenhair,whichfelloverthepaperlikeblackstreams。Fromtheseheselectedone,wrappeditup,andgaveittothelad,whoseeyeshadfilledwithtears。 Hekissedthepacket,putitinhispocket,andsaidinavoiceofemotion,\"O,Mr。Clym,howgoodyouaretome!\" \"Iwillgoalittlewaywithyou,\"saidClym。Andamidthenoiseofmerrimentfrombelowtheydescended。 Theirpathtothefrontledthemclosetoalittlesidewindow,whencetheraysofcandlesstreamedacrosstheshrubs。 Thewindow,beingscreenedfromgeneralobservationbythebushes,hadbeenleftunblinded,sothatapersoninthisprivatenookcouldseeallthatwasgoingonwithintheroomwhichcontainedtheweddingguests,exceptinsofarasvisionwashinderedbythegreenantiquityofthepanes。 \"Charley,whataretheydoing?\"saidClym。\"Mysightisweakeragaintonight,andtheglassofthiswindowisnotgood。\" Charleywipedhisowneyes,whichwereratherblurredwithmoisture,andsteppedclosertothecasement。 \"Mr。VennisaskingChristianCantletosing,\"hereplied,\"andChristianismovingaboutinhischairasifheweremuchfrightenedatthequestion,andhisfatherhasstruckupastaveinsteadofhim。\" \"Yes,Icanheartheoldman’svoice,\"saidClym。 \"Sothere’stobenodancing,Isuppose。AndisThomasinintheroom?Iseesomethingmovinginfrontofthecandlesthatresembleshershape,Ithink。\" \"Yes。Shedoseemhappy。Sheisredintheface,andlaughingatsomethingFairwayhassaidtoher。 Omy!\" \"Whatnoisewasthat?\"saidClym。 \"Mr。Vennissotallthatheknockedhisheadagainstthebeamingieingaskipashepassedunder。Mrs。Vennhasrunupquitefrightenedandnowshe’sputherhandtohisheadtofeelifthere’salump。Andnowtheybealllaughingagainasifnothinghadhappened。\" \"Doanyofthemseemtocareaboutmynotbeingthere?\" Clymasked。 \"No,notabitintheworld。Nowtheyareallholdinguptheirglassesanddrinkingsomebody’shealth。\" \"Iwonderifitismine?\" \"No,’tisMr。andMrs。Venn’s,becauseheismakingaheartysortofspeech。There——nowMrs。Vennhasgotup,andisgoingawaytoputonherthings,Ithink。\" \"Well,theyhaven’tconcernedthemselvesaboutme,anditisquiterighttheyshouldnot。Itisallasitshouldbe,andThomasinatleastishappy。Wewillnotstayanylongernow,astheywillsoonbecomingouttogohome。\" Heaccompaniedtheladintotheheathonhiswayhome,and,returningalonetothehouseaquarterofanhourlater,foundVennandThomasinreadytostart,alltheguestshavingdepartedinhisabsence。 Theweddedpairtooktheirseatsinthefour—wheeleddogcartwhichVenn’sheadmilkerandhandymanhaddrivenfromSticklefordtofetchthemin;littleEustaciaandthenursewerepackedsecurelyupontheopenflapbehind; andthemilker,onanancientoversteppingpony,whoseshoesclashedlikecymbalsateverytread,rodeintherear,inthemannerofabody—servantofthelastcentury。 \"Nowweleaveyouinabsolutepossessionofyourownhouseagain,\"saidThomasinasshebentdowntowishhercousingoodnight。\"Itwillberatherlonelyforyou,Clym,afterthehubbubwehavebeenmaking。\" \"O,that’snoinconvenience,\"saidClym,smilingrathersadly。 Andthenthepartydroveoffandvanishedinthenightshades,andYeobrightenteredthehouse。Thetickingoftheclockwastheonlysoundthatgreetedhim,fornotasoulremained;Christian,whoactedascook,valet,andgardenertoClym,sleepingathisfather’shouse。 Yeobrightsatdowninoneofthevacantchairs,andremainedinthoughtalongtime。Hismother’soldchairwasopposite;ithadbeensatinthateveningbythosewhohadscarcelyrememberedthatiteverwashers。 ButtoClymshewasalmostapresencethere,nowasalways。 Whatevershewasinotherpeople’smemories,inhisshewasthesublimesaintwhoseradianceevenhistendernessforEustaciacouldnotobscure。Buthisheartwasheavy,thatMotherhadNOTcrownedhiminthedayofhisespousalsandinthedayofthegladnessofhisheart。 Andeventshadborneouttheaccuracyofherjudgment,andprovedthedevotednessofhercare。HeshouldhaveheededherforEustacia’ssakeevenmorethanforhisown。 \"Itwasallmyfault,\"hewhispered。\"O,mymother,mymother!wouldtoGodthatIcouldlivemylifeagain,andendureforyouwhatyouenduredforme!\" OntheSundayafterthisweddinganunusualsightwastobeseenonRainbarrow。Fromadistancetheresimplyappearedtobeamotionlessfigurestandingonthetopofthetumulus,justasEustaciahadstoodonthatlonelysummitsometwoyearsandahalfbefore。Butnowitwasfinewarmweather,withonlyasummerbreezeblowing,andearlyafternooninsteadofdulltwilight。 ThosewhoascendedtotheimmediateneighbourhoodoftheBarrowperceivedthattheerectforminthecentre,piercingthesky,wasnotreallyalone。RoundhimupontheslopesoftheBarrowanumberofheathmenandwomenwererecliningorsittingattheirease。Theylistenedtothewordsofthemanintheirmidst,whowaspreaching,whiletheyabstractedlypulledheather,strippedferns,ortossedpebblesdowntheslope。ThiswasthefirstofaseriesofmorallecturesorSermonsontheMount,whichweretobedeliveredfromthesameplaceeverySundayafternoonaslongasthefineweatherlasted。 ThecommandingelevationofRainbarrowhadbeenchosenfortworeasons:first,thatitoccupiedacentralpositionamongtheremotecottagesaround;secondly,thatthepreacherthereoncouldbeseenfromalladjacentpointsassoonashearrivedathispost,theviewofhimbeingthusaconvenientsignaltothosestragglerswhowishedtodrawnear。Thespeakerwasbareheaded,andthebreezeateachwaftgentlyliftedandloweredhishair,somewhattoothinforamanofhisyears,thesestillnumberinglessthanthirty—three。 Heworeashadeoverhiseyes,andhisfacewaspensiveandlined;but,thoughthesebodilyfeaturesweremarkedwithdecaytherewasnodefectinthetonesofhisvoice,whichwererich,musical,andstirring。Hestatedthathisdiscoursestopeopleweretobesometimessecular,andsometimesreligious,butneverdogmatic;andthathistextswouldbetakenfromallkindsofbooks。 Thisafternoonthewordswereasfollows:—— \"’Andthekingroseuptomeether,andbowedhimselfuntoher,andsatdownonhisthrone,andcausedaseattobesetfortheking’smother;andshesatonhisrighthand。 Thenshesaid,Idesireonesmallpetitionofthee; Ipraytheesaymenotnay。Andthekingsaiduntoher,Ask,on,mymother:forIwillnotsaytheenay。’\" Yeobrighthad,infact,foundhisvocationinthecareerofanitinerantopen—airpreacherandlectureronmorallyunimpeachablesubjects;andfromthisdayhelabouredincessantlyinthatoffice,speakingnotonlyinsimplelanguageonRainbarrowandinthehamletsround,butinamorecultivatedstrainelsewhere——fromthestepsandporticoesoftownhalls,frommarket—crosses,fromconduits,onesplanadesandonwharves,fromtheparapetsofbridges,inbarnsandouthouses,andallothersuchplacesintheneighbouringWessextownsandvillages。Heleftalonecreedsandsystemsofphilosophy,findingenoughandmorethanenoughtooccupyhistongueintheopinionsandactionscommontoallgoodmen。Somebelievedhim,andsomebelievednot;somesaidthathiswordswerecommonplace,otherscomplainedofhiswantoftheologicaldoctrine; whileothersagainremarkedthatitwaswellenoughforamantotaketopreachingwhocouldnotseetodoanythingelse。Buteverywherehewaskindlyreceived,forthestoryofhislifehadbecomegenerallyknown。 End