第28章

类别:其他 作者:Nicholas Sparks字数:10428更新时间:19/01/07 14:33:58
\"Talk?Idon’tunderstand,\"saidLingard,slowly。 ButBelarabhadturnedtowardhisthreeattendantsinwhiterobes,withshavenpollsunderskull—capsofplaitedgrass,withprayerbeadshangingfromtheirwrists,andanairofsuperiorcalmontheirdarkfaces:companionsofhisdesperatedays,menofbloodonceandnowimperturbableintheirpietyandwisdomoftrustedcounsellors。 \"Thiswhitemanisbeingbetrayed,\"hemurmuredtothemwiththegreatestcomposure。 D’Alcacer,uncomprehending,watchedthescene:theManofFatepuzzledandfiercelikeadisturbedlion,thewhite—robedMoors,themultitudeofhalf—nakedbarbarians,squattingbytheguns,standingbytheloopholesintheimmobilityofanarrangeddisplay。HesawMrs。Traversontheverandahoftheprisoners’ house,ananxiousfigurewithawhitescarfoverherhead。Mr。 Traverswasnodoubttooweakafterhisfitoffevertocomeoutside。Ifithadn’tbeenforthat,allthewhiteswouldhavebeeninsightofeachotherattheverymomentofthecatastrophewhichwastogivethembacktotheclaimsoftheirlife,atthecostofotherlivessentviolentlyoutoftheworld。D’AlcacerheardLingardaskingloudlyforthelongglassandsawBelarabmakeasignwithhishand,whenhefelttheearthreceiveaviolentblowfromunderneath。Whilehestaggeredtoittheheavenssplitoverhisheadwithacrashinthelickofaredtongueofflame;andasuddendreadfulgloomfellallroundthestunnedd’Alcacer,whobeheldwithterrorthemorningsun,robbedofitsrays,glowdullandbrownthroughthesombremurkwhichhadtakenpossessionoftheuniverse。TheEmmahadblownup;andwhentherainofshatteredtimbersandmangledcorpsesfallingintothelagoonhadceased,thecloudofsmokehangingmotionlessunderthelividsuncastitsshadowafarontheShoreofRefugewhereallstrifehadcometoanend。 AgreatwailofterrorascendedfromtheSettlementandwassucceededbyaprofoundsilence。Peoplecouldbeseenboltinginunreasoningpanicawayfromthehousesandintothefields。Onthelagoontheraftofboatshadbrokenup。Someofthemweresinking,otherspaddlingawayinalldirections。WhatwasleftabovewateroftheEmmahadburstintoaclearflameundertheshadowofthecloud,thegreatsmokycloudthathungsolidandunstirringabovethetopsoftheforest,visibleformilesupanddownthecoastandovertheShallows。 ThefirstpersontorecoverinsidethestockadewasBelarabhimself。Mechanicallyhemurmuredtheexclamationofwonder,\"Godisgreat,\"andlookedatLingard。ButLingardwasnotlookingathim。Theshockoftheexplosionhadrobbedhimofspeechandmovement。HestaredattheEmmablazinginadistantandinsignificantflameunderthesinistershadowofthecloudcreatedbyJorgenson’smistrustandcontemptforthelifeofmen。 Belarabturnedaway。Hisopinionhadchanged。HeregardedLingardnolongerasabetrayedmanbuttheeffectwasthesame。Hewasnolongeramanofanyimportance。WhatBelarabreallywantednowwastoseeallthewhitepeopleclearoutofthelagoonassoonaspossible。PresentlyheorderedthegatetobethrownopenandhisarmedmenpouredouttotakepossessionoftheSettlement。 LaterTengga’shousesweresetonfireandBelarab,mountingafierypony,issuedforthtomakeatriumphalprogresssurroundedbyagreatcrowdofheadmenandguards。 Thatnightthewhitepeopleleftthestockadeinacortegeoftorchbearers。Mr。Travershadtobecarrieddowntothebeach,wheretwoofBelarab’swar—boatsawaitedtheirdistinguishedpassengers。Mrs。Traverspassedthroughthegateond’Alcacer’sarm。Herfacewashalfveiled。Shemovedthroughthethrongofspectatorsdisplayedinthetorchlightlookingstraightbeforeher。Belarab,standinginfrontofagroupofheadmen,pretendednottoseethewhitepeopleastheywentby。WithLingardheshookhands,murmuringtheusualformulasoffriendship;andwhenheheardthegreatwhitemansay,\"Youshallneverseemeagain,\" hefeltimmenselyrelieved。Belarabdidnotwanttoseethatwhitemanagain,butasherespondedtothepressureofLingard’shandhehadagravesmile。 \"Godaloneknowsthefuture,\"hesaid。 Lingardwalkedtothebeachbyhimself,feelingastrangertoallmenandabandonedbytheAll—KnowingGod。BythattimethefirstboatwithMr。andMrs。Travershadalreadygotawayoutoftheblood—redlightthrownbythetorchesuponthewater。D’AlcacerandLingardfollowedinthesecond。Presentlythedarkshadeofthecreek,walledinbytheimpenetrableforest,closedroundthemandthesplashofthepaddlesechoedinthestill,dampair。 \"Howdoyouthinkthisawfulaccidenthappened?\"askedd’Alcacer,whohadbeensittingsilentbyLingard’sside。 \"Whatisanaccident?\"saidLingardwithagreateffort。\"Wheredidyouhearofsuchathing?Accident!Don’tdisturbme,Mr。 d’Alcacer。Ihavejustcomebacktolifeandithasclosedonmecolderanddarkerthanthegraveitself。Letmegetused……I can’tbearthesoundofahumanvoiceyet。\" VIII Andnow,stoicalinthecoldanddarknessofhisregainedlife,LingardhadtolistentothevoiceofWasubtellinghimJaffir’sstory。Theoldserang’sfaceexpressedaprofounddejectionandtherewasinfinitesadnessintheflowingmurmurofhiswords。 \"Yes,byAllah!Theywereallthere:thattyrannicalTengga,noisylikeafool;theRajahHassim,arulerwithoutacountry; Daman,thewanderingchief,andthethreePangeransofthesea—robbers。Theycameonboardboldly,forTuanJorgensonhadgiventhempermission,andtheirtalkwasthatyou,Tuan,wereawillingcaptiveinBelarab’sstockade。TheysaidtheyhadwaitedallnightforamessageofpeacefromyouorfromBelarab。Buttherewasnothing,andwiththefirstsignofdaytheyputoutonthelagoontomakefriendswithTuanJorgenson;for,theysaid,you,Tuan,wereasifyouhadnotbeen,possessingnomorepowerthanadeadman,themereslaveofthesestrangewhitepeople,andBelarab’sprisoner。ThusTenggatalked。Godhadtakenfromhimallwisdomandallfear。AndthenhemusthavethoughthewassafewhileRajahHassimandtheladyImmadawereonboard。Itellyoutheysatthereinthemidstofyourenemies,captive!TheladyImmada,withherfacecovered,mournedtoherself。TheRajahHassimmadeasigntoJaffirandJaffircametostandbyhissideandtalkedtohislord。ThemainhatchwasopenandmanyoftheIllanunscrowdedtheretolookdownatthegoodsthatwereinsidetheship。Theyhadneverseensomuchlootintheirlives。JaffirandhislordcouldhearplainlyTuanJorgensonandTenggatalkingtogether。Tenggadiscoursedloudlyandhiswordswerethewordsofadoomedman,forhewasaskingTuanJorgensontogiveupthearmsandeverythingthatwasonboardtheEmmatohimselfandtoDaman。Andthen,hesaid,’WeshallfightBelarabandmakefriendswiththesestrangewhitepeoplebybehavinggenerouslytothemandlettingthemsailawayunharmedtotheirowncountry。Wedon’twantthemhere。You,TuanJorgenson,aretheonlywhitemanIcarefor。’TheyheardTuanJorgensonsaytoTengga:’Nowyouhavetoldmeeverythingthereisinyourmindyouhadbettergoashorewithyourfriendsandreturnto—morrow。’AndTenggaasked: ’Why!wouldyoufightmeto—morrowratherthanlivemanydaysinpeacewithme?’andhelaughedandslappedhisthigh。AndTuanJorgensonanswered: \"’No,Iwon’tfightyou。Butevenaspiderwillgivetheflytimetosayitsprayers。’ \"TuanJorgenson’svoicesoundedverystrangeandlouderthaneveranybodyhadhearditbefore。ORajahLaut,Jaffirandthewhitemanhadbeenwaiting,too,allnightforsomesignfromyou;ashotfiredorasignal—fire,lightedtostrengthentheirhearts。 Therehadbeennothing。RajahHassim,whispering,orderedJaffirtotakethefirstopportunitytoleapoverboardandtaketoyouhismessageoffriendshipandgood—bye。DidtheRajahandJaffirknowwhatwascoming?Whocantell?ButwhatelsecouldtheyseethancalamityforallWajomen,whateverTuanJorgensonhadmadeuphismindtodo?Jaffirpreparedtoobeyhislord,andyetwithsomanyenemies’boatsinthewaterhedidnotthinkhewouldeverreachtheshore;andastoyourselfhewasnotatallsurethatyouwerestillalive。ButhesaidnothingofthistohisRajah。Nobodywaslookingtheirway。Jaffirpressedhislord’shandtohisbreastandwaitedhisopportunity。Thefogbegantoblowawayandpresentlyeverythingwasdisclosedtothesight。 Jorgensonwasonhisfeet,hewasholdingalightedcigarbetweenhisfingers。Tenggawassittinginfrontofhimononeofthechairsthewhitepeoplehadused。Hisfollowerswerepressingroundhim,withDamanandSentot,whoweremutteringincantations;andeventhePangeranshadmovedclosertothehatchway。Jaffir’sopportunityhadcomebuthelingeredbythesideofhisRajah。Intheclearairthesunshonewithgreatforce。TuanJorgensonlookedoncemoretowardBelarab’sstockade,ORajahLaut!Buttherewasnothingthere,notevenaflagdisplayedthathadnotbeentherebefore。Jaffirlookedthatway,too,andasheturnedhisheadhesawTuanJorgenson,inthemidstoftwentyspear—bladesthatcouldinaninstanthavebeendrivenintohisbreast,putthecigarinhismouthandjumpdownthehatchway。AtthatmomentRajahHassimgaveJaffirapushtowardthesideandJaffirleapedoverboard。 \"Hewasstillinthewaterwhenalltheworldwasdarkenedroundhimasifthelifeofthesunhadbeenblownoutofitinacrash。Agreatwavecamealongandwashedhimonshore,whilepiecesofwood,iron,andthelimbsoftornmenweresplashingroundhiminthewater。Hemanagedtocrawloutofthemud。 Somethinghadhithimwhilehewasswimmingandhethoughthewoulddie。Butlifestirredinhim。Hehadamessageforyou。Foralongtimehewentoncrawlingunderthebigtreesonhishandsandknees,forthereisnorestforamessengertillthemessageisdelivered。Atlasthefoundhimselfontheleftbankofthecreek。 Andstillhefeltlifestirinhim。Sohestartedtoswimacross,forifyouwereinthisworldyouwereontheotherside。Whileheswamhefelthisstrengthabandoninghim。Hemanagedtoscrambleontoadriftinglogandlayonitlikeonewhoisdead,tillwepulledhimintooneofourboats。\" Wasubceased。ItseemedtoLingardthatitwasimpossibleformortalmantosuffermorethanhesufferedinthesucceedingmomentofsilencecrowdedbythemuteimagesasofuniversaldestruction。HefelthimselfgonetopiecesasthoughtheviolentexpressionofJorgenson’sintolerablemistrustofthelifeofmenhadshatteredhissoul,leavinghisbodyrobbedofallpowerofresistanceandofallfortitude,apreyforevertoinfiniteremorseandendlessregrets。 \"Leaveme,Wasub,\"hesaid。\"Theyarealldead——butIwouldsleep。\" Wasubraisedhisdumboldeyestothewhiteman’sface。 \"Tuan,itisnecessarythatyoushouldhearJaffir,\"hesaid,patiently。 \"Ishegoingtodie?\"askedLingardinalow,cautioustoneasthoughhewereafraidofthesoundofhisownvoice。 \"Whocantell?\"Wasub’svoicesoundedmorepatientthanever。 \"Thereisnowoundonhisbodybut,OTuan,hedoesnotwishtolive。\" \"AbandonedbyhisGod,\"mutteredLingardtohimself。 Wasubwaitedalittlebeforehewenton,\"And,Tuan,hehasamessageforyou。\" \"Ofcourse。Well,Idon’twanttohearit。\" \"Itisfromthosewhowillneverspeaktoyouagain,\"Wasubpersevered,sadly。\"Itisagreattrust。ARajah’sownwords。ItisdifficultforJaffirtodie。Hekeepsonmutteringaboutaringthatwasforyou,andthatheletpassoutofhiscare。Itwasagreattalisman!\" \"Yes。Butitdidnotworkthistime。AndifIgoandtellJaffirwhyhewillbeabletotellhisRajah,OWasub,sinceyousaythatheisgoingtodie……Iwonderwheretheywillmeet,\"hemutteredtohimself。 OncemoreWasubraisedhiseyestoLingard’sface。\"ParadiseisthelotofallTrueBelievers,\"hewhispered,firminhissimplefaith。 ThemanwhohadbeenundonebyaglimpseofParadiseexchangedaprofoundlookwiththeoldMalay。Thenhegotup。Onhispassagetothemainhatchwaythecommanderofthebrigmetnooneonthedecks,asifallmankindhadgivenhimupexcepttheoldmanwhoprecededhimandthatothermandyinginthedeepeningtwilight,whowasawaitinghiscoming。Below,inthelightofthehatchway,hesawayoungCalashwithabroadyellowfaceandhiswiryhairstickingupinstiffwispsthroughthefoldsofhishead—kerchief,holdinganearthenwarewater—jartothelipsofJaffirextendedonhisbackonapileofmats。 Alanguidrollofthealreadyglazedeyeballs,amerestirofblackandwhiteinthegatheringduskshowedthatthefaithfulmessengerofprinceswasawareofthepresenceofthemanwhohadbeensolongknowntohimandhispeopleastheKingoftheSea。 LingardkneltdownclosetoJaffir’shead,whichrolledalittlefromsidetosideandthenbecamestill,staringatabeamoftheupperdeck。Lingardbenthiseartothedarklips。\"Deliveryourmessage\"hesaidinagentletone。 \"TheRajahwishedtoholdyourhandoncemore,\"whisperedJaffirsofaintlythatLingardhadtoguessthewordsratherthanhearthem。\"Iwastotellyou,\"hewenton——andstoppedsuddenly。 \"Whatwereyoutotellme?\" \"Toforgeteverything,\"saidJaffirwithaloudeffortasifbeginningalongspeech。AfterthathesaidnothingmoretillLingardmurmured,\"AndtheladyImmada?\" Jaffircollectedallhisstrength。\"Shehopednomore,\"heuttered,distinctly。\"Theordercametoherwhileshemourned,veiled,apart。Ididn’tevenseeherface。\" LingardswayedoverthedyingmansoheavilythatWasub,standingnearby,hastenedtocatchhimbytheshoulder。Jaffirseemedunawareofanything,andwentonstaringatthebeam。 \"Canyouhearme,OJaffir?\"askedLingard。 \"Ihear。\" \"Ineverhadthering。Whocouldbringittome?\" \"Wegaveittothewhitewoman——mayJehannumbeherlot!\" \"No!Itshallbemylot,\"saidLingardwithdespairingforce,whileWasubraisedbothhishandsindismay。\"For,listen,Jaffir,ifshehadgiventheringtomeitwouldhavebeentoonethatwasdumb,deaf,androbbedofallcourage。\" ItwasimpossibletosaywhetherJaffirhadheard。Hemadenosound,therewasnochangeinhisawfulstare,buthispronebodymovedunderthecottonsheetasiftogetfurtherawayfromthewhiteman。LingardgotupslowlyandmakingasigntoWasubtoremainwherehewas,wentupondeckwithoutgivinganotherglancetothedyingman。Againitseemedtohimthathewaspacingthequarter—deckofadesertedship。Themulattosteward,watchingthroughthecrackofthepantrydoor,sawtheCaptainstaggerintothecuddyandfling—tothedoorbehindhimwithacrash。FormorethananhournobodyapproachedthatcloseddoortillCartercomingdownthecompanionstairsspokewithoutattemptingtoopenit。 \"Areyouthere,sir?\"Theanswer,\"Youmaycomein,\"comfortedtheyoungmanbyitsstrongresonance。Hewentin。 \"Well?\" \"Jaffirisdead。Thismoment。Ithoughtyouwouldwanttoknow。\" LingardlookedpersistentlyatCarter,thinkingthatnowJaffirwasdeadtherewasnooneleftontheemptyearthtospeaktohimawordofreproach;noonetoknowthegreatnessofhisintentions,thebondoffidelitybetweenhimandHassimandImmada,thedepthofhisaffectionforthosepeople,theearnestnessofhisvisions,andtheunboundedtrustthatwashisreward。BythemadscornofJorgensonflamingupagainstthelifeofmen,allthiswasasifithadneverbeen。Ithadbecomeasecretlockedupinhisownbreastforever。 \"TellWasubtoopenoneofthelong—clothbalesinthehold,Mr。 Carter,andgivethecrewacottonsheettoburyhimdecentlyaccordingtotheirfaith。Letitbedoneto—night。Theymusthavetheboats,too。Isupposetheywillwanttotakehimonthesandbank。\" \"Yes,sir,\"saidCarter。 \"Letthemhavewhattheywant,spades,torches……Wasubwillchanttherightwords。ParadiseisthelotofallTrueBelievers。Doyouunderstandme,Mr。Carter?Paradise!Iwonderwhatitwillbeforhim!Unlesshegetsmessagestocarrythroughthejungle,avoidingambushes,swimminginstormsandknowingnorest,hewon’tlikeit。\" Carterlistenedwithanunmovedface。ItseemedtohimthattheCaptainhadforgottenhispresence。 \"Andallthetimehewillbesleepingonthatsandbank,\"Lingardbeganagain,sittinginhisoldplaceunderthegiltthunderboltssuspendedoverhisheadwithhiselbowsonthetableandhishandstohistemples。\"Iftheywantaboardtosetupatthegraveletthemhaveapieceofanoakplank。Itwillstaythere——tillthenextmonsoon。Perhaps。\" Carterfeltuncomfortablebeforethattensestarewhichjustmissedhimandinthatconfinedcabinseemedawfulinitspiercingandfar—offexpression。Butashehadnotbeendismissedhedidnotliketogoaway。 \"Everythingwillbedoneasyouwishit,sir,\"hesaid。\"I supposetheyachtwillbeleavingthefirstthingto—morrowmorning,sir。\" \"Ifshedoesn’twemustgiveherasolidshotortwotolivenherup——eh,Mr。Carter?\" Carterdidnotknowwhethertosmileortolookhorrified。Intheendhedidboth,butastosayinganythinghefounditimpossible。ButLingarddidnotexpectananswer。 \"Ibelieveyouaregoingtostaywithme,Mr。Carter?\" \"Itoldyou,sir,Iamyourmanifyouwantme。\" \"Thetroubleis,Mr。Carter,thatIamnolongerthemantowhomyouspokethatnightinCarimata。\" \"NeitheramI,sir,inamannerofspeaking。\" Lingard,relaxingthetensenessofhisstare,lookedattheyoungman,thoughtfully。 \"Afterall,itisthebrigthatwillwantyou。Shewillneverchange。Thefinestcraftafloatintheseseas。Shewillcarrymeaboutasshedidbefore,but……\" Heunclaspedhishands,madeasweepinggesture。 Cartergaveallhisnaivesympathytothatmanwhohadcertainlyrescuedthewhitepeoplebutseemedtohavelosthisownsoulintheattempt。CarterhadheardsomethingfromWasub。Hehadmadeoutenoughofthisstoryfromtheoldserang’spidginEnglishtoknowthattheCaptain’snativefriends,oneofthemawoman,hadperishedinamysteriouscatastrophe。Butthewhyofit,andhowitcameabout,remainedstillquiteincomprehensibletohim。Ofcourse,amanliketheCaptainwouldfeelterriblycutup…… \"Youwillbesoonyourselfagain,sir,\"hesaidinthekindestpossibletone。 WiththesamesimplicityLingardshookhishead。HewasthinkingofthedeadJaffirwithhislastmessagedeliveredanduntroublednowbyallthesemattersoftheearth。Hehadbeenorderedtotellhimtoforgeteverything。Lingardhadaninwardshudder。InthedismayofhishearthemighthavebelievedhisbrigtolieundertheverywingoftheAngelofDesolation——sooppressive,sofinal,andhopelessseemedthesilenceinwhichheandCarterlookedateachother,wistfully。 Lingardreachedforasheetofpaperamongstseverallyingonthetable,tookupapen,hesitatedamoment,andthenwrote: \"Meetmeatday—breakonthesandbank。\" HeaddressedtheenvelopetoMrs。Travers,YachtHermit,andpusheditacrossthetable。 \"Sendthisonboardtheschooneratonce,Mr。Carter。Waitamoment。Whenourboatsshoveoffforthesandbankhavetheforecastlegunfired。Iwanttoknowwhenthatdeadmanhaslefttheship。\" Hesatalone,leaninghisheadonhishand,listening,listeningendlessly,forthereportofthegun。Woulditnevercome?Whenitcameatlastmuffled,distant,withaslightshockthroughthebodyofthebrigheremainedstillwithhisheadleaningonhishandbutwithadistinctconviction,withanalmostphysicalcertitude,thatunderthecottonsheetshroudingthedeadmansomethingofhimself,too,hadlefttheship。 IX Inaroomycabin,furnishedandfittedwithausterecomfort,Mr。 Traversreposedateaseinalowbed—placeunderasnowywhitesheetandalightsilkcoverlet,hisheadsunkinawhitepillowofextremepurity。Afaintscentoflavenderhungaboutthefreshlinen。ThoughlyingonhisbacklikeapersonwhoisseriouslyillMr。Traverswasconsciousofnothingworsethanagreatfatigue。Mr。Travers’restfulnesshadsomethingfaintlytriumphantinit。Tofindhimselfagainonboardhisyachthadsoothedhisvanityandhadrevivedhissenseofhisownimportance。Hecontemplateditinadistantperspective,restoredtoitspropersurroundingsandunaffectedbyanadventuretooextraordinarytotroubleasuperiormindoreventoremaininone’smemoryforanylengthoftime。Hewasnotresponsible。Likemanymenambitiousofdirectingtheaffairsofanation,Mr。 Traversdislikedthesenseofresponsibility。Hewouldnothavebeenaboveevadingitincaseofneed,butwithperverseloftinesshereally,inhisheart,scornedit。Thatwasthereasonwhyhewasabletolieatrestandenjoyasenseofreturningvigour。Buthedidnotcaremuchtotalkasyet,andthatwaswhythesilenceinthestateroomhadlastedforhours。 Thebulkheadlamphadagreensilkshade。Itwasunnecessarytoadmitforamomenttheexistenceofimpudenceorruffianism。A discreetknockingatthecabindoorsoundeddeferential。 Mrs。Traversgotuptoseewhatwaswanted,andreturnedwithoututteringasinglewordtothefoldingarmchairbythesideofthebed—place,withanenvelopeinherhandwhichshetoreopeninthegreenishlight。Mr。Traversremainedincuriousbuthiswifehandedtohimanunfoldedsheetofpaperwhichhecondescendedtoholduptohiseyes。Itcontainedonlyonelineofwriting。Heletthepaperfallonthecoverletandwentonreposingasbefore。Itwasasickman’srepose。Mrs。Traversinthearmchair,withherhandsonthearm—rests,hadagreatdignityofattitude。 \"Iintendtogo,\"shedeclaredafteratime。 \"Youintendtogo,\"repeatedMr。Traversinafeeble,deliberatevoice。\"Really,itdoesn’tmatterwhatyoudecidetodo。Allthisisofsolittleimportance。Itseemstomethattherecanbenopossibleobject。\" \"Perhapsnot,\"sheadmitted。\"Butdon’tyouthinkthattheuttermostfarthingshouldalwaysbepaid?\" Mr。Travers’headrolledoveronthepillowandgaveacovertlyscaredlookatthatoutspokenwoman。Butitrolledbackagainatonceandthewholemanremainedpassive,theveryembodimentofhelplessexhaustion。Mrs。Traversnoticedthis,andhadtheunexpectedimpressionthatMr。Traverswasnotsoillashelooked。\"He’smakingthemostofit。It’samatterofdiplomacy,\" shethought。Shethoughtthiswithoutirony,bitterness,ordisgust。Onlyherheartsankalittlelowerandshefeltthatshecouldnotremaininthecabinwiththatmanfortherestoftheevening。Foralllife——yes!Butnotforthatevening。 \"It’ssimplymonstrous,\"murmuredtheman,whowaseitherverydiplomaticorveryexhausted,inalanguidmanner。\"Thereissomethingabnormalinyou。\" Mrs。Traversgotupswiftly。 \"Onecomesacrossmonstrousthings。ButIassureyouthatofallthemonstersthatwaitonwhatyouwouldcallanormalexistencetheoneIdreadmostistediousness。Amercilessmonsterwithoutteethorclaws。Impotent。Horrible!\" Sheleftthestateroom,vanishingoutofitwithnoiselessresolution。Nopoweronearthcouldhavekeptherinthereforanotherminute。Ondeckshefoundamoonlessnightwithavelvetytepidfeelingintheair,andintheskyamassofblurredstarlight,likethetarnishedtinselofaworn—out,veryold,verytediousfirmament。Theusualroutineoftheyachthadbeenalreadyresumed,theawningshadbeenstretchedaft,asolitaryroundlamphadbeenhungasusualunderthemainboom。Outofthedeepgloombehinditd’Alcacer,along,loosefigure,loungedinthedimlightacrossthedeck。D’AlcacerhadgotpromptlyintouchwiththestoreofcigarettesheowedtotheGovernorGeneral’sgenerosity。Alarge,pulsatingsparkglowed,illuminatingredlythedesignofhislipsunderthefinedarkmoustache,thetipofhisnose,hisleanchin。D’Alcacerreproachedhimselfforanunwontedlight—heartednesswhichhadsomehowtakenpossessionofhim。Hehadnotexperiencedthatsortoffeelingforyears。Reprehensibleasitwashedidnotwantanythingtodisturbit。ButashecouldnotrunawayopenlyfromMrs。Traversheadvancedtomeether。 \"Idohopeyouhavenothingtotellme,\"hesaidwithwhimsicalearnestness。 \"I?No!Haveyou?\" Heassuredherhehadnot,andprofferedarequest。\"Don’tletustelleachotheranything,Mrs。Travers。Don’tletusthinkofanything。Ibelieveitwillbethebestwaytogetovertheevening。\"Therewasrealanxietyinhisjestingtone。