\"Talk?Idon’tunderstand,\"saidLingard,slowly。
ButBelarabhadturnedtowardhisthreeattendantsinwhiterobes,withshavenpollsunderskull—capsofplaitedgrass,withprayerbeadshangingfromtheirwrists,andanairofsuperiorcalmontheirdarkfaces:companionsofhisdesperatedays,menofbloodonceandnowimperturbableintheirpietyandwisdomoftrustedcounsellors。
\"Thiswhitemanisbeingbetrayed,\"hemurmuredtothemwiththegreatestcomposure。
D’Alcacer,uncomprehending,watchedthescene:theManofFatepuzzledandfiercelikeadisturbedlion,thewhite—robedMoors,themultitudeofhalf—nakedbarbarians,squattingbytheguns,standingbytheloopholesintheimmobilityofanarrangeddisplay。HesawMrs。Traversontheverandahoftheprisoners’
house,ananxiousfigurewithawhitescarfoverherhead。Mr。
Traverswasnodoubttooweakafterhisfitoffevertocomeoutside。Ifithadn’tbeenforthat,allthewhiteswouldhavebeeninsightofeachotherattheverymomentofthecatastrophewhichwastogivethembacktotheclaimsoftheirlife,atthecostofotherlivessentviolentlyoutoftheworld。D’AlcacerheardLingardaskingloudlyforthelongglassandsawBelarabmakeasignwithhishand,whenhefelttheearthreceiveaviolentblowfromunderneath。Whilehestaggeredtoittheheavenssplitoverhisheadwithacrashinthelickofaredtongueofflame;andasuddendreadfulgloomfellallroundthestunnedd’Alcacer,whobeheldwithterrorthemorningsun,robbedofitsrays,glowdullandbrownthroughthesombremurkwhichhadtakenpossessionoftheuniverse。TheEmmahadblownup;andwhentherainofshatteredtimbersandmangledcorpsesfallingintothelagoonhadceased,thecloudofsmokehangingmotionlessunderthelividsuncastitsshadowafarontheShoreofRefugewhereallstrifehadcometoanend。
AgreatwailofterrorascendedfromtheSettlementandwassucceededbyaprofoundsilence。Peoplecouldbeseenboltinginunreasoningpanicawayfromthehousesandintothefields。Onthelagoontheraftofboatshadbrokenup。Someofthemweresinking,otherspaddlingawayinalldirections。WhatwasleftabovewateroftheEmmahadburstintoaclearflameundertheshadowofthecloud,thegreatsmokycloudthathungsolidandunstirringabovethetopsoftheforest,visibleformilesupanddownthecoastandovertheShallows。
ThefirstpersontorecoverinsidethestockadewasBelarabhimself。Mechanicallyhemurmuredtheexclamationofwonder,\"Godisgreat,\"andlookedatLingard。ButLingardwasnotlookingathim。Theshockoftheexplosionhadrobbedhimofspeechandmovement。HestaredattheEmmablazinginadistantandinsignificantflameunderthesinistershadowofthecloudcreatedbyJorgenson’smistrustandcontemptforthelifeofmen。
Belarabturnedaway。Hisopinionhadchanged。HeregardedLingardnolongerasabetrayedmanbuttheeffectwasthesame。Hewasnolongeramanofanyimportance。WhatBelarabreallywantednowwastoseeallthewhitepeopleclearoutofthelagoonassoonaspossible。PresentlyheorderedthegatetobethrownopenandhisarmedmenpouredouttotakepossessionoftheSettlement。
LaterTengga’shousesweresetonfireandBelarab,mountingafierypony,issuedforthtomakeatriumphalprogresssurroundedbyagreatcrowdofheadmenandguards。
Thatnightthewhitepeopleleftthestockadeinacortegeoftorchbearers。Mr。Travershadtobecarrieddowntothebeach,wheretwoofBelarab’swar—boatsawaitedtheirdistinguishedpassengers。Mrs。Traverspassedthroughthegateond’Alcacer’sarm。Herfacewashalfveiled。Shemovedthroughthethrongofspectatorsdisplayedinthetorchlightlookingstraightbeforeher。Belarab,standinginfrontofagroupofheadmen,pretendednottoseethewhitepeopleastheywentby。WithLingardheshookhands,murmuringtheusualformulasoffriendship;andwhenheheardthegreatwhitemansay,\"Youshallneverseemeagain,\"
hefeltimmenselyrelieved。Belarabdidnotwanttoseethatwhitemanagain,butasherespondedtothepressureofLingard’shandhehadagravesmile。
\"Godaloneknowsthefuture,\"hesaid。
Lingardwalkedtothebeachbyhimself,feelingastrangertoallmenandabandonedbytheAll—KnowingGod。BythattimethefirstboatwithMr。andMrs。Travershadalreadygotawayoutoftheblood—redlightthrownbythetorchesuponthewater。D’AlcacerandLingardfollowedinthesecond。Presentlythedarkshadeofthecreek,walledinbytheimpenetrableforest,closedroundthemandthesplashofthepaddlesechoedinthestill,dampair。
\"Howdoyouthinkthisawfulaccidenthappened?\"askedd’Alcacer,whohadbeensittingsilentbyLingard’sside。
\"Whatisanaccident?\"saidLingardwithagreateffort。\"Wheredidyouhearofsuchathing?Accident!Don’tdisturbme,Mr。
d’Alcacer。Ihavejustcomebacktolifeandithasclosedonmecolderanddarkerthanthegraveitself。Letmegetused……I
can’tbearthesoundofahumanvoiceyet。\"
VIII
Andnow,stoicalinthecoldanddarknessofhisregainedlife,LingardhadtolistentothevoiceofWasubtellinghimJaffir’sstory。Theoldserang’sfaceexpressedaprofounddejectionandtherewasinfinitesadnessintheflowingmurmurofhiswords。
\"Yes,byAllah!Theywereallthere:thattyrannicalTengga,noisylikeafool;theRajahHassim,arulerwithoutacountry;
Daman,thewanderingchief,andthethreePangeransofthesea—robbers。Theycameonboardboldly,forTuanJorgensonhadgiventhempermission,andtheirtalkwasthatyou,Tuan,wereawillingcaptiveinBelarab’sstockade。TheysaidtheyhadwaitedallnightforamessageofpeacefromyouorfromBelarab。Buttherewasnothing,andwiththefirstsignofdaytheyputoutonthelagoontomakefriendswithTuanJorgenson;for,theysaid,you,Tuan,wereasifyouhadnotbeen,possessingnomorepowerthanadeadman,themereslaveofthesestrangewhitepeople,andBelarab’sprisoner。ThusTenggatalked。Godhadtakenfromhimallwisdomandallfear。AndthenhemusthavethoughthewassafewhileRajahHassimandtheladyImmadawereonboard。Itellyoutheysatthereinthemidstofyourenemies,captive!TheladyImmada,withherfacecovered,mournedtoherself。TheRajahHassimmadeasigntoJaffirandJaffircametostandbyhissideandtalkedtohislord。ThemainhatchwasopenandmanyoftheIllanunscrowdedtheretolookdownatthegoodsthatwereinsidetheship。Theyhadneverseensomuchlootintheirlives。JaffirandhislordcouldhearplainlyTuanJorgensonandTenggatalkingtogether。Tenggadiscoursedloudlyandhiswordswerethewordsofadoomedman,forhewasaskingTuanJorgensontogiveupthearmsandeverythingthatwasonboardtheEmmatohimselfandtoDaman。Andthen,hesaid,’WeshallfightBelarabandmakefriendswiththesestrangewhitepeoplebybehavinggenerouslytothemandlettingthemsailawayunharmedtotheirowncountry。Wedon’twantthemhere。You,TuanJorgenson,aretheonlywhitemanIcarefor。’TheyheardTuanJorgensonsaytoTengga:’Nowyouhavetoldmeeverythingthereisinyourmindyouhadbettergoashorewithyourfriendsandreturnto—morrow。’AndTenggaasked:
’Why!wouldyoufightmeto—morrowratherthanlivemanydaysinpeacewithme?’andhelaughedandslappedhisthigh。AndTuanJorgensonanswered:
\"’No,Iwon’tfightyou。Butevenaspiderwillgivetheflytimetosayitsprayers。’
\"TuanJorgenson’svoicesoundedverystrangeandlouderthaneveranybodyhadhearditbefore。ORajahLaut,Jaffirandthewhitemanhadbeenwaiting,too,allnightforsomesignfromyou;ashotfiredorasignal—fire,lightedtostrengthentheirhearts。
Therehadbeennothing。RajahHassim,whispering,orderedJaffirtotakethefirstopportunitytoleapoverboardandtaketoyouhismessageoffriendshipandgood—bye。DidtheRajahandJaffirknowwhatwascoming?Whocantell?ButwhatelsecouldtheyseethancalamityforallWajomen,whateverTuanJorgensonhadmadeuphismindtodo?Jaffirpreparedtoobeyhislord,andyetwithsomanyenemies’boatsinthewaterhedidnotthinkhewouldeverreachtheshore;andastoyourselfhewasnotatallsurethatyouwerestillalive。ButhesaidnothingofthistohisRajah。Nobodywaslookingtheirway。Jaffirpressedhislord’shandtohisbreastandwaitedhisopportunity。Thefogbegantoblowawayandpresentlyeverythingwasdisclosedtothesight。
Jorgensonwasonhisfeet,hewasholdingalightedcigarbetweenhisfingers。Tenggawassittinginfrontofhimononeofthechairsthewhitepeoplehadused。Hisfollowerswerepressingroundhim,withDamanandSentot,whoweremutteringincantations;andeventhePangeranshadmovedclosertothehatchway。Jaffir’sopportunityhadcomebuthelingeredbythesideofhisRajah。Intheclearairthesunshonewithgreatforce。TuanJorgensonlookedoncemoretowardBelarab’sstockade,ORajahLaut!Buttherewasnothingthere,notevenaflagdisplayedthathadnotbeentherebefore。Jaffirlookedthatway,too,andasheturnedhisheadhesawTuanJorgenson,inthemidstoftwentyspear—bladesthatcouldinaninstanthavebeendrivenintohisbreast,putthecigarinhismouthandjumpdownthehatchway。AtthatmomentRajahHassimgaveJaffirapushtowardthesideandJaffirleapedoverboard。
\"Hewasstillinthewaterwhenalltheworldwasdarkenedroundhimasifthelifeofthesunhadbeenblownoutofitinacrash。Agreatwavecamealongandwashedhimonshore,whilepiecesofwood,iron,andthelimbsoftornmenweresplashingroundhiminthewater。Hemanagedtocrawloutofthemud。
Somethinghadhithimwhilehewasswimmingandhethoughthewoulddie。Butlifestirredinhim。Hehadamessageforyou。Foralongtimehewentoncrawlingunderthebigtreesonhishandsandknees,forthereisnorestforamessengertillthemessageisdelivered。Atlasthefoundhimselfontheleftbankofthecreek。
Andstillhefeltlifestirinhim。Sohestartedtoswimacross,forifyouwereinthisworldyouwereontheotherside。Whileheswamhefelthisstrengthabandoninghim。Hemanagedtoscrambleontoadriftinglogandlayonitlikeonewhoisdead,tillwepulledhimintooneofourboats。\"
Wasubceased。ItseemedtoLingardthatitwasimpossibleformortalmantosuffermorethanhesufferedinthesucceedingmomentofsilencecrowdedbythemuteimagesasofuniversaldestruction。HefelthimselfgonetopiecesasthoughtheviolentexpressionofJorgenson’sintolerablemistrustofthelifeofmenhadshatteredhissoul,leavinghisbodyrobbedofallpowerofresistanceandofallfortitude,apreyforevertoinfiniteremorseandendlessregrets。
\"Leaveme,Wasub,\"hesaid。\"Theyarealldead——butIwouldsleep。\"
Wasubraisedhisdumboldeyestothewhiteman’sface。
\"Tuan,itisnecessarythatyoushouldhearJaffir,\"hesaid,patiently。
\"Ishegoingtodie?\"askedLingardinalow,cautioustoneasthoughhewereafraidofthesoundofhisownvoice。
\"Whocantell?\"Wasub’svoicesoundedmorepatientthanever。
\"Thereisnowoundonhisbodybut,OTuan,hedoesnotwishtolive。\"
\"AbandonedbyhisGod,\"mutteredLingardtohimself。
Wasubwaitedalittlebeforehewenton,\"And,Tuan,hehasamessageforyou。\"
\"Ofcourse。Well,Idon’twanttohearit。\"
\"Itisfromthosewhowillneverspeaktoyouagain,\"Wasubpersevered,sadly。\"Itisagreattrust。ARajah’sownwords。ItisdifficultforJaffirtodie。Hekeepsonmutteringaboutaringthatwasforyou,andthatheletpassoutofhiscare。Itwasagreattalisman!\"
\"Yes。Butitdidnotworkthistime。AndifIgoandtellJaffirwhyhewillbeabletotellhisRajah,OWasub,sinceyousaythatheisgoingtodie……Iwonderwheretheywillmeet,\"hemutteredtohimself。
OncemoreWasubraisedhiseyestoLingard’sface。\"ParadiseisthelotofallTrueBelievers,\"hewhispered,firminhissimplefaith。
ThemanwhohadbeenundonebyaglimpseofParadiseexchangedaprofoundlookwiththeoldMalay。Thenhegotup。Onhispassagetothemainhatchwaythecommanderofthebrigmetnooneonthedecks,asifallmankindhadgivenhimupexcepttheoldmanwhoprecededhimandthatothermandyinginthedeepeningtwilight,whowasawaitinghiscoming。Below,inthelightofthehatchway,hesawayoungCalashwithabroadyellowfaceandhiswiryhairstickingupinstiffwispsthroughthefoldsofhishead—kerchief,holdinganearthenwarewater—jartothelipsofJaffirextendedonhisbackonapileofmats。
Alanguidrollofthealreadyglazedeyeballs,amerestirofblackandwhiteinthegatheringduskshowedthatthefaithfulmessengerofprinceswasawareofthepresenceofthemanwhohadbeensolongknowntohimandhispeopleastheKingoftheSea。
LingardkneltdownclosetoJaffir’shead,whichrolledalittlefromsidetosideandthenbecamestill,staringatabeamoftheupperdeck。Lingardbenthiseartothedarklips。\"Deliveryourmessage\"hesaidinagentletone。
\"TheRajahwishedtoholdyourhandoncemore,\"whisperedJaffirsofaintlythatLingardhadtoguessthewordsratherthanhearthem。\"Iwastotellyou,\"hewenton——andstoppedsuddenly。
\"Whatwereyoutotellme?\"
\"Toforgeteverything,\"saidJaffirwithaloudeffortasifbeginningalongspeech。AfterthathesaidnothingmoretillLingardmurmured,\"AndtheladyImmada?\"
Jaffircollectedallhisstrength。\"Shehopednomore,\"heuttered,distinctly。\"Theordercametoherwhileshemourned,veiled,apart。Ididn’tevenseeherface。\"
LingardswayedoverthedyingmansoheavilythatWasub,standingnearby,hastenedtocatchhimbytheshoulder。Jaffirseemedunawareofanything,andwentonstaringatthebeam。
\"Canyouhearme,OJaffir?\"askedLingard。
\"Ihear。\"
\"Ineverhadthering。Whocouldbringittome?\"
\"Wegaveittothewhitewoman——mayJehannumbeherlot!\"
\"No!Itshallbemylot,\"saidLingardwithdespairingforce,whileWasubraisedbothhishandsindismay。\"For,listen,Jaffir,ifshehadgiventheringtomeitwouldhavebeentoonethatwasdumb,deaf,androbbedofallcourage。\"
ItwasimpossibletosaywhetherJaffirhadheard。Hemadenosound,therewasnochangeinhisawfulstare,buthispronebodymovedunderthecottonsheetasiftogetfurtherawayfromthewhiteman。LingardgotupslowlyandmakingasigntoWasubtoremainwherehewas,wentupondeckwithoutgivinganotherglancetothedyingman。Againitseemedtohimthathewaspacingthequarter—deckofadesertedship。Themulattosteward,watchingthroughthecrackofthepantrydoor,sawtheCaptainstaggerintothecuddyandfling—tothedoorbehindhimwithacrash。FormorethananhournobodyapproachedthatcloseddoortillCartercomingdownthecompanionstairsspokewithoutattemptingtoopenit。
\"Areyouthere,sir?\"Theanswer,\"Youmaycomein,\"comfortedtheyoungmanbyitsstrongresonance。Hewentin。
\"Well?\"
\"Jaffirisdead。Thismoment。Ithoughtyouwouldwanttoknow。\"
LingardlookedpersistentlyatCarter,thinkingthatnowJaffirwasdeadtherewasnooneleftontheemptyearthtospeaktohimawordofreproach;noonetoknowthegreatnessofhisintentions,thebondoffidelitybetweenhimandHassimandImmada,thedepthofhisaffectionforthosepeople,theearnestnessofhisvisions,andtheunboundedtrustthatwashisreward。BythemadscornofJorgensonflamingupagainstthelifeofmen,allthiswasasifithadneverbeen。Ithadbecomeasecretlockedupinhisownbreastforever。
\"TellWasubtoopenoneofthelong—clothbalesinthehold,Mr。
Carter,andgivethecrewacottonsheettoburyhimdecentlyaccordingtotheirfaith。Letitbedoneto—night。Theymusthavetheboats,too。Isupposetheywillwanttotakehimonthesandbank。\"
\"Yes,sir,\"saidCarter。
\"Letthemhavewhattheywant,spades,torches……Wasubwillchanttherightwords。ParadiseisthelotofallTrueBelievers。Doyouunderstandme,Mr。Carter?Paradise!Iwonderwhatitwillbeforhim!Unlesshegetsmessagestocarrythroughthejungle,avoidingambushes,swimminginstormsandknowingnorest,hewon’tlikeit。\"
Carterlistenedwithanunmovedface。ItseemedtohimthattheCaptainhadforgottenhispresence。
\"Andallthetimehewillbesleepingonthatsandbank,\"Lingardbeganagain,sittinginhisoldplaceunderthegiltthunderboltssuspendedoverhisheadwithhiselbowsonthetableandhishandstohistemples。\"Iftheywantaboardtosetupatthegraveletthemhaveapieceofanoakplank。Itwillstaythere——tillthenextmonsoon。Perhaps。\"
Carterfeltuncomfortablebeforethattensestarewhichjustmissedhimandinthatconfinedcabinseemedawfulinitspiercingandfar—offexpression。Butashehadnotbeendismissedhedidnotliketogoaway。
\"Everythingwillbedoneasyouwishit,sir,\"hesaid。\"I
supposetheyachtwillbeleavingthefirstthingto—morrowmorning,sir。\"
\"Ifshedoesn’twemustgiveherasolidshotortwotolivenherup——eh,Mr。Carter?\"
Carterdidnotknowwhethertosmileortolookhorrified。Intheendhedidboth,butastosayinganythinghefounditimpossible。ButLingarddidnotexpectananswer。
\"Ibelieveyouaregoingtostaywithme,Mr。Carter?\"
\"Itoldyou,sir,Iamyourmanifyouwantme。\"
\"Thetroubleis,Mr。Carter,thatIamnolongerthemantowhomyouspokethatnightinCarimata。\"
\"NeitheramI,sir,inamannerofspeaking。\"
Lingard,relaxingthetensenessofhisstare,lookedattheyoungman,thoughtfully。
\"Afterall,itisthebrigthatwillwantyou。Shewillneverchange。Thefinestcraftafloatintheseseas。Shewillcarrymeaboutasshedidbefore,but……\"
Heunclaspedhishands,madeasweepinggesture。
Cartergaveallhisnaivesympathytothatmanwhohadcertainlyrescuedthewhitepeoplebutseemedtohavelosthisownsoulintheattempt。CarterhadheardsomethingfromWasub。Hehadmadeoutenoughofthisstoryfromtheoldserang’spidginEnglishtoknowthattheCaptain’snativefriends,oneofthemawoman,hadperishedinamysteriouscatastrophe。Butthewhyofit,andhowitcameabout,remainedstillquiteincomprehensibletohim。Ofcourse,amanliketheCaptainwouldfeelterriblycutup……
\"Youwillbesoonyourselfagain,sir,\"hesaidinthekindestpossibletone。
WiththesamesimplicityLingardshookhishead。HewasthinkingofthedeadJaffirwithhislastmessagedeliveredanduntroublednowbyallthesemattersoftheearth。Hehadbeenorderedtotellhimtoforgeteverything。Lingardhadaninwardshudder。InthedismayofhishearthemighthavebelievedhisbrigtolieundertheverywingoftheAngelofDesolation——sooppressive,sofinal,andhopelessseemedthesilenceinwhichheandCarterlookedateachother,wistfully。
Lingardreachedforasheetofpaperamongstseverallyingonthetable,tookupapen,hesitatedamoment,andthenwrote:
\"Meetmeatday—breakonthesandbank。\"
HeaddressedtheenvelopetoMrs。Travers,YachtHermit,andpusheditacrossthetable。
\"Sendthisonboardtheschooneratonce,Mr。Carter。Waitamoment。Whenourboatsshoveoffforthesandbankhavetheforecastlegunfired。Iwanttoknowwhenthatdeadmanhaslefttheship。\"
Hesatalone,leaninghisheadonhishand,listening,listeningendlessly,forthereportofthegun。Woulditnevercome?Whenitcameatlastmuffled,distant,withaslightshockthroughthebodyofthebrigheremainedstillwithhisheadleaningonhishandbutwithadistinctconviction,withanalmostphysicalcertitude,thatunderthecottonsheetshroudingthedeadmansomethingofhimself,too,hadlefttheship。
IX
Inaroomycabin,furnishedandfittedwithausterecomfort,Mr。
Traversreposedateaseinalowbed—placeunderasnowywhitesheetandalightsilkcoverlet,hisheadsunkinawhitepillowofextremepurity。Afaintscentoflavenderhungaboutthefreshlinen。ThoughlyingonhisbacklikeapersonwhoisseriouslyillMr。Traverswasconsciousofnothingworsethanagreatfatigue。Mr。Travers’restfulnesshadsomethingfaintlytriumphantinit。Tofindhimselfagainonboardhisyachthadsoothedhisvanityandhadrevivedhissenseofhisownimportance。Hecontemplateditinadistantperspective,restoredtoitspropersurroundingsandunaffectedbyanadventuretooextraordinarytotroubleasuperiormindoreventoremaininone’smemoryforanylengthoftime。Hewasnotresponsible。Likemanymenambitiousofdirectingtheaffairsofanation,Mr。
Traversdislikedthesenseofresponsibility。Hewouldnothavebeenaboveevadingitincaseofneed,butwithperverseloftinesshereally,inhisheart,scornedit。Thatwasthereasonwhyhewasabletolieatrestandenjoyasenseofreturningvigour。Buthedidnotcaremuchtotalkasyet,andthatwaswhythesilenceinthestateroomhadlastedforhours。
Thebulkheadlamphadagreensilkshade。Itwasunnecessarytoadmitforamomenttheexistenceofimpudenceorruffianism。A
discreetknockingatthecabindoorsoundeddeferential。
Mrs。Traversgotuptoseewhatwaswanted,andreturnedwithoututteringasinglewordtothefoldingarmchairbythesideofthebed—place,withanenvelopeinherhandwhichshetoreopeninthegreenishlight。Mr。Traversremainedincuriousbuthiswifehandedtohimanunfoldedsheetofpaperwhichhecondescendedtoholduptohiseyes。Itcontainedonlyonelineofwriting。Heletthepaperfallonthecoverletandwentonreposingasbefore。Itwasasickman’srepose。Mrs。Traversinthearmchair,withherhandsonthearm—rests,hadagreatdignityofattitude。
\"Iintendtogo,\"shedeclaredafteratime。
\"Youintendtogo,\"repeatedMr。Traversinafeeble,deliberatevoice。\"Really,itdoesn’tmatterwhatyoudecidetodo。Allthisisofsolittleimportance。Itseemstomethattherecanbenopossibleobject。\"
\"Perhapsnot,\"sheadmitted。\"Butdon’tyouthinkthattheuttermostfarthingshouldalwaysbepaid?\"
Mr。Travers’headrolledoveronthepillowandgaveacovertlyscaredlookatthatoutspokenwoman。Butitrolledbackagainatonceandthewholemanremainedpassive,theveryembodimentofhelplessexhaustion。Mrs。Traversnoticedthis,andhadtheunexpectedimpressionthatMr。Traverswasnotsoillashelooked。\"He’smakingthemostofit。It’samatterofdiplomacy,\"
shethought。Shethoughtthiswithoutirony,bitterness,ordisgust。Onlyherheartsankalittlelowerandshefeltthatshecouldnotremaininthecabinwiththatmanfortherestoftheevening。Foralllife——yes!Butnotforthatevening。
\"It’ssimplymonstrous,\"murmuredtheman,whowaseitherverydiplomaticorveryexhausted,inalanguidmanner。\"Thereissomethingabnormalinyou。\"
Mrs。Traversgotupswiftly。
\"Onecomesacrossmonstrousthings。ButIassureyouthatofallthemonstersthatwaitonwhatyouwouldcallanormalexistencetheoneIdreadmostistediousness。Amercilessmonsterwithoutteethorclaws。Impotent。Horrible!\"
Sheleftthestateroom,vanishingoutofitwithnoiselessresolution。Nopoweronearthcouldhavekeptherinthereforanotherminute。Ondeckshefoundamoonlessnightwithavelvetytepidfeelingintheair,andintheskyamassofblurredstarlight,likethetarnishedtinselofaworn—out,veryold,verytediousfirmament。Theusualroutineoftheyachthadbeenalreadyresumed,theawningshadbeenstretchedaft,asolitaryroundlamphadbeenhungasusualunderthemainboom。Outofthedeepgloombehinditd’Alcacer,along,loosefigure,loungedinthedimlightacrossthedeck。D’AlcacerhadgotpromptlyintouchwiththestoreofcigarettesheowedtotheGovernorGeneral’sgenerosity。Alarge,pulsatingsparkglowed,illuminatingredlythedesignofhislipsunderthefinedarkmoustache,thetipofhisnose,hisleanchin。D’Alcacerreproachedhimselfforanunwontedlight—heartednesswhichhadsomehowtakenpossessionofhim。Hehadnotexperiencedthatsortoffeelingforyears。Reprehensibleasitwashedidnotwantanythingtodisturbit。ButashecouldnotrunawayopenlyfromMrs。Traversheadvancedtomeether。
\"Idohopeyouhavenothingtotellme,\"hesaidwithwhimsicalearnestness。
\"I?No!Haveyou?\"
Heassuredherhehadnot,andprofferedarequest。\"Don’tletustelleachotheranything,Mrs。Travers。Don’tletusthinkofanything。Ibelieveitwillbethebestwaytogetovertheevening。\"Therewasrealanxietyinhisjestingtone。