Lingard,leaningback,claspedhishandsroundhisknees。Heseemednottobelisteningandd’Alcacer,pullingacigarettecaseoutofhispocket,lookedforalongtimeatthethreecigarettesitcontained。Itwasthelastoftheprovisionhehadonhimwhencaptured。D’Alcacerhadputhimselfonthestrictestallowance。Acigarettewasonlytobelightedonspecialoccasions;andnowtherewereonlythreeleftandtheyhadtobemadetolasttilltheendoflife。Theycalmed,theysoothed,theygaveanattitude。Andonlythreeleft!Onehadtobekeptforthemorning,tobelightedbeforegoingthroughthegateofdoom——thegateofBelarab’sstockade。Acigarettesoothed,itgaveanattitude。Wasthisthefittingoccasionforoneoftheremainingtwo?D’Alcacer,atrueLatin,wasnotafraidofalittleintrospection。Inthepausehedescendedintotheinnermostdepthsofhisbeing,thenglancedupatthenightsky。
Sportsman,traveller,hehadoftenlookedupatthestarsbeforetoseehowtimewent。Itwasgoingveryslowly。Hetookoutacigarette,snapped—tothecase,bentdowntotheembers。Thenhesatupandblewoutathincloudofsmoke。Themanbyhissidelookedwithhisbowedheadandclaspedkneelikeamasculinerenderingofmournfulmeditation。Suchattitudesaremetwithsometimesonthesculpturesofancienttombs。D’Alcacerbegantospeak:
\"Sheisarepresentativewomanandyetoneofthoseofwhomtherearebutveryfewatanytimeintheworld。Notthattheyareveryrarebutthatthereisbutlittleroomontop。Theyaretheiridescentgleamsonahardanddarksurface。Fortheworldishard,CaptainLingard,itishard,bothinwhatitwillrememberandinwhatitwillforget。Itisforsuchwomenthatpeopletoilonthegroundandundergroundandartistsofallsortsinvoketheirinspiration。\"
Lingardseemednottohaveheardaword。Hischinrestedonhisbreast。D’Alcacerappraisedtheremaininglengthofhiscigaretteandwentoninanequabletonethroughwhichpiercedacertainsadness:
\"No,therearenotmanyofthem。Andyettheyareall。Theydecorateourlifeforus。Theyarethegraciousfiguresonthedrabwallwhichliesonthissideofourcommongrave。Theyleadasortofritualdance,thatmostofushaveagreedtotakeseriously。Itisaverybindingagreementwithwhichsincerityandgoodfaithandhonourhavenothingtodo。Verybinding。Woetohimorherwhobreaksit。Directlytheyleavethepageanttheygetlost。\"
Lingardturnedhisheadsharplyanddiscoveredd’Alcacerlookingathimwithprofoundattention。
\"Theygetlostinamaze,\"continuedd’Alcacer,quietly。\"Theywanderinitlamentingoverthemselves。IwouldshudderatthatfateforanythingIloved。Doyouknow,CaptainLingard,howpeoplelostinamazeend?\"hewentonholdingLingardbyasteadfaststare。\"No?……Iwilltellyouthen。Theyendbyhatingtheirveryselves,andtheydieindisillusionanddespair。\"
Asifafraidoftheforceofhiswordsd’AlcacerlaidasoothinghandlightlyonLingard’sshoulder。ButLingardcontinuedtolookintotheembersathisfeetandremainedinsensibletothefriendlytouch。Yetd’Alcacercouldnotimaginethathehadnotbeenheard。Hefoldedhisarmsonhisbreast。
\"Idon’tknowwhyIhavebeentellingyouallthis,\"hesaid,apologetically。\"IhopeIhavenotbeenintrudingonyourthoughts。\"
\"Icanthinkofnothing,\"Lingarddeclared,unexpectedly。\"Ionlyknowthatyourvoicewasfriendly;andfortherest——\"
\"Onemustgetthroughanightlikethissomehow,\"saidd’Alcacer。
\"Theverystarsseemtolagontheirway。It’sacommonbeliefthatadrowningmanisirresistiblycompelledtoreviewhispastexperience。JustnowIfeelquiteoutofmydepth,andwhateverI
havesaidhascomefrommyexperience。Iamsureyouwillforgiveme。Allthatitamountstoisthis:thatitisnaturalforustocryforthemoonbutitwouldbeveryfataltohaveourcriesheard。Forwhatcouldanyoneofusdowiththemoonifitweregiventohim?Iamspeakingnowofus——commonmortals。\"
Itwasnotimmediatelyafterd’AlcacerhadceasedspeakingbutonlyafteramomentthatLingardunclaspedhisfingers,gotup,andwalkedaway。D’Alcacerfollowedwithaglanceofquietinterestthebig,shadowyformtillitvanishedinthedirectionofanenormousforesttreeleftinthemiddleofthestockade。
ThedeepestshadeofthenightwasspreadoverthegroundofBelarab’sfortifiedcourtyard。Theveryembersofthefireshadturnedblack,showingonlyhereandthereamerespark;andtheformsofthepronesleeperscouldhardlybedistinguishedfromthehardgroundonwhichtheyrested,withtheirarmslyingbesidethemonthemats。PresentlyMrs。Traversappearedquiteclosetod’Alcacer,whoroseinstantly。
\"Martinisasleep,\"saidMrs。Traversinatonethatseemedtohaveborrowedsomethingofthemysteryandquietnessofthenight。
\"Alltheworld’sasleep,\"observedd’Alcacer,solowthatMrs。
Traversbarelycaughtthewords,\"Exceptyouandme,andoneotherwhohasleftmetowanderaboutinthenight。\"
\"Washewithyou?Wherehashegone?\"
\"Whereit’sdarkestIshouldthink,\"answeredd’Alcacer,secretly。\"It’snousegoingtolookforhim;butifyoukeepperfectlystillandholdyourbreathyoumaypresentlyhearhisfootsteps。\"
\"Whatdidhetellyou?\"breathedoutMrs。Travers。
\"Ididn’taskhimanything。Ionlyknowthatsomethinghashappenedwhichhasrobbedhimofhispowerofthinking……
Hadn’tIbettergotothehut?DonMartinoughttohavesomeonewithhimwhenhewakesup。\"Mrs。Traversremainedperfectlystillandevennowandthenheldherbreathwithavaguefearofhearingthosefootstepswanderinginthedark。D’Alcacerhaddisappeared。AgainMrs。Traversheldherbreath。No。Nothing。Notasound。Onlythenighttohereyesseemedtohavegrowndarker。
Wasthatafootstep?\"WherecouldIhidemyself?\"shethought。
Butshedidn’tmove。
Afterleavingd’Alcacer,Lingardthreadinghiswaybetweenthefiresfoundhimselfunderthebigtree,thesametreeagainstwhichDamanhadbeenleaningonthedayofthegreattalkwhenthewhiteprisonershadbeensurrenderedtoLingard’skeepingondefiniteconditions。LingardpassedthroughthedeepobscuritymadebytheoutspreadboughsoftheonlywitnessleftthereofapastthatforendlessageshadseennomankindonthisshoredefendedbytheShallows,aroundthislagoonovershadowedbythejungle。Inthecalmnighttheoldgiant,withoutshuddersormurmursinitsenormouslimbs,sawtherestlessmandriftthroughtheblackshadeintothestarlight。
Inthatdistantpartofthecourtyardtherewereonlyafewsentrieswho,themselvesinvisible,sawLingard’swhitefigurepacetoandfroendlessly。Theyknewwellwhothatwas。Itwasthegreatwhiteman。Averygreatman。Averyrichman。A
possessoroffire—arms,whocoulddispensevaluablegiftsanddealdeadlyblows,thefriendoftheirRuler,theenemyofhisenemies,knowntothemforyearsandalwaysmysterious。Attheirposts,flattenedagainstthestakesnearconvenientloopholes,theycastbackwardglancesandexchangedfaintwhispersfromtimetotime。
Lingardmighthavethoughthimselfalone。Hehadlosttouchwiththeworld。Whathehadsaidtod’Alcacerwasperfectlytrue。Hehadnothought。Hewasinthestateofamanwho,havingcasthiseyesthroughtheopengatesofParadise,isrenderedinsensiblebythatmoment’svisiontoalltheformsandmattersoftheearth;andintheextremityofhisemotionceaseseventolookuponhimselfbutasthesubjectofasublimeexperiencewhichexaltsorunfits,sanctifiesordamns——hedidn’tknowwhich。
Everyshadowythought,everypassingsensationwaslikeabaseintrusiononthatsupremememory。Hecouldn’tbearit。
WhenhehadtriedtoresumehisconversationwithBelarabafterMrs。Travers’arrivalhehaddiscoveredhimselfunabletogoon。
Hehadjustenoughself—controltobreakofftheinterviewinmeasuredterms。Hepointedoutthelatenessofthehour,amostastonishingexcusetopeopletowhomtimeisnothingandwhoselifeandactivitiesarenotruledbytheclock。IndeedLingardhardlyknewwhathewassayingordoingwhenhewentoutagainleavingeverybodydumbwithastonishmentatthechangeinhisaspectandinhisbehaviour。AsuspicioussilencereignedforalongtimeinBelarab’sgreataudienceroomtilltheChiefdismissedeverybodybytwoquietwordsandaslightgesture。
Withherchininherhandintheposeofasybiltryingtoreadthefutureintheglowofdyingembers,Mrs。Travers,withoutholdingherbreath,heardquiteclosetoherthefootstepswhichshehadbeenlisteningforwithmingledalarm,remorse,andhope。
Shedidn’tchangeherattitude。Thedeepredglowlightedherupdimly,herface,thewhitehandhangingbyherside,herfeetintheirsandals。Thedisturbingfootstepsstoppedclosetoher。
\"Wherehaveyoubeenallthistime?\"sheasked,withoutlookinground。
\"Idon’tknow,\"answeredLingard。Hewasspeakingtheexacttruth。Hedidn’tknow。Eversincehehadreleasedthatwomanfromhisarmseverythingbutthevaguestnotionshaddepartedfromhim。Events,necessities,things——hehadlosthisgriponthemall。Andhedidn’tcare。Theywerefutileandimpotent;hehadnopatiencewiththem。TheoffendedandastonishedBelarab,d’Alcacerwithhiskindlytouchandfriendlyvoice,thesleepingmen,themenawake,theSettlementfullofunrestfullifeandtherestlessShallowsofthecoast,wereremovedfromhimintoanimmensityofpityingcontempt。Perhapstheyexisted。Perhapsallthiswaitedforhim。Well,letallthiswait;leteverythingwait,tillto—morrowortotheendoftime,whichcouldnowcomeatanymomentforallhecared——butcertainlytillto—morrow。
\"Ionlyknow,\"hewentonwithanemphasisthatmadeMrs。Traversraiseherhead,\"thatwhereverIgoIshallcarryyouwithme——againstmybreast。\"
Mrs。Travers’fineearcaughtthemingledtonesofsuppressedexultationanddawningfear,theardourandthefalteringofthosewords。Shewasfeelingstillthephysicaltruthattherootofthemsostronglythatshecouldn’thelpsayinginadreamywhisper:
\"Didyoumeantocrushthelifeoutofme?\"
Heansweredinthesametone:
\"Icouldnothavedoneit。Youaretoostrong。WasIrough?I
didn’tmeantobe。IhavebeenoftentoldIdidn’tknowmyownstrength。YoudidnotseemabletogetthroughthatopeningandsoIcaughtholdofyou。Youcameawayinmyhandsquiteeasily。
SuddenlyIthoughttomyself,’nowIwillmakesure。’\"
Hepausedasifhisbreathhadfailedhim。Mrs。Traversdarednotmaketheslightestmovement。Stillintheposeofoneinquestofhiddentruthshemurmured,\"Makesure?\"
\"Yes。AndnowIamsure。Youarehere——here!BeforeIcouldn’ttell。\"
\"Oh,youcouldn’ttellbefore,\"shesaid。
\"No。\"
\"Soitwasrealitythatyouwereseeking。\"
Herepeatedasifspeakingtohimself:\"AndnowIamsure。\"
Hersandalledfoot,allrosyintheglow,feltthewarmthoftheembers。Thetepidnighthadenvelopedherbody;andstillundertheimpressionofhisstrengthshegaveherselfuptoamomentaryfeelingofquietudethatcameaboutherheartassoftasthenightairpenetratedbythefeebleclearnessofthestars。\"Thisisalimpidsoul,\"shethought。
\"YouknowIalwaysbelievedinyou,\"hebeganagain。\"YouknowI
did。Well。IneverbelievedinyousomuchasIdonow,asyousitthere,justasyouare,andwithhardlyenoughlighttomakeyououtby。\"
Itoccurredtoherthatshehadneverheardavoiceshelikedsowell——exceptone。Butthathadbeenagreatactor’svoice;
whereasthismanwasnothingintheworldbuthisveryownself。
Hepersuaded,hemoved,hedisturbed,hesoothedbyhisinherenttruth。Hehadwantedtomakesureandhehadmadesureapparently;andtoowearytoresistthewaywardnessofherthoughtsMrs。Traversreflectedwithasortofamusementthatapparentlyhehadnotbeendisappointed。Shethought,\"Hebelievesinme。Whatamazingwords。OfallthepeoplethatmighthavebelievedinmeIhadtofindthisonehere。Hebelievesinmemorethaninhimself。\"Agustofsuddenremorsetoreheroutfromherquietness,madehercryouttohim:
\"CaptainLingard,weforgethowwehavemet,weforgetwhatisgoingon。Wemustn’t。Iwon’tsaythatyouplacedyourbeliefwronglybutIhavetoconfesssomethingtoyou。ImusttellyouhowIcamehereto—night。Jorgenson……\"
Heinterruptedherforciblybutwithoutraisinghisvoice。
\"Jorgenson。Who’sJorgenson?Youcametomebecauseyoucouldn’thelpyourself。\"
Thistookherbreathaway。\"ButImusttellyou。Thereissomethinginmycomingwhichisnotcleartome。\"
\"YoucantellmenothingthatIdon’tknowalready,\"hesaidinapleadingtone。\"Saynothing。Sitstill。Timeenoughto—morrow。
To—morrow!ThenightisdrawingtoanendandIcarefornothingintheworldbutyou。Letmebe。Givemetherestthatisinyou。\"
Shehadneverheardsuchaccentsonhislipsandshefeltforhimagreatandtenderpity。Whynothumourthismoodinwhichhewantedtopreservethemomentsthatwouldnevercometohimagainonthisearth?Shehesitatedinsilence。Shesawhimstirinthedarknessasifhecouldnotmakeuphismindtositdownonthebench。Butsuddenlyhescatteredtheemberswithhisfootandsankonthegroundagainstherfeet,andshewasnotstartledintheleasttofeeltheweightofhisheadonherknee。Mrs。
Traverswasnotstartledbutshefeltprofoundlymoved。Whyshouldshetormenthimwithallthosequestionsoffreedomandcaptivity,ofviolenceandintrigue,oflifeanddeath?Hewasnotinastatetobetoldanythinganditseemedtoherthatshedidnotwanttospeak,thatinthegreatnessofhercompassionshesimplycouldnotspeak。Allshecoulddoforhimwastorestherhandlightlyonhisheadandrespondsilentlytotheslightmovementshefelt,sighorsob,butamovementwhichsuddenlyimmobilizedherinananxiousemotion。
AboutthesametimeontheothersideofthelagoonJorgenson,raisinghiseyes,notedthestarsandsaidtohimselfthatthenightwouldnotlastlongnow。Hewishedfordaylight。HehopedthatLingardhadalreadydonesomething。TheblazeinTengga’scompoundhadbeenre—lighted。Tom’spowerwasunbounded,practicallyunbounded。Andhewasinvulnerable。
Jorgensonlethisoldeyeswanderamongstthegleamsandshadowsofthegreatsheetofwaterbetweenhimandthathostileshoreandfanciedhecoulddetectafloatingshadowhavingthecharacteristicshapeofamaninasmallcanoe。
\"O!Ya!Man!\"hehailed。\"Whatdoyouwant?\"Othereyes,too,haddetectedthatshadow。LowmurmursaroseonthedeckoftheEmma。
\"Ifyoudon’tspeakatonceIshallfire,\"shoutedJorgenson,fiercely。
\"No,whiteman,\"returnedthefloatingshapeinasolemndrawl。
\"Iamthebeareroffriendlywords。Achief’swords。IcomefromTengga。\"
\"Therewasabulletthatcameonboardnotalongtimeago——alsofromTengga,\"saidJorgenson。
\"Thatwasanaccident,\"protestedthevoicefromthelagoon。
\"Whatelsecoulditbe?IstherewarbetweenyouandTengga?No,no,Owhiteman!AllTenggadesiresisalongtalk。Hehassentmetoaskyoutocomeashore。\"
AtthesewordsJorgenson’sheartsankalittle。ThisinvitationmeantthatLingardhadmadenomove。WasTomasleeporaltogethermad?
\"Thetalkwouldbeofpeace,\"declaredimpressivelytheshadowwhichhaddriftedmuchclosertothehulknow。
\"Itisn’tformetotalkwithgreatchiefs,\"Jorgensonreturned,cautiously。
\"ButTenggaisafriend,\"arguedthenocturnalmessenger。\"Andbythatfirethereareotherfriends——yourfriends,theRajahHassimandtheladyImmada,whosendyoutheirgreetingsandwhoexpecttheireyestorestonyoubeforesunrise。\"
\"That’salie,\"remarkedJorgenson,perfunctorily,andfellintothought,whiletheshadowybearerofwordspreservedascandalizedsilence,though,ofcourse,hehadnotexpectedtobebelievedforamoment。Butonecouldnevertellwhatawhitemanwouldbelieve。HehadwantedtoproducetheimpressionthatHassimandImmadawerethehonouredguestsofTengga。ItoccurredtohimsuddenlythatperhapsJorgensondidn’tknowanythingofthecapture。Andhepersisted。
\"Mywordsarealltrue,Tuan。TheRajahofWajoandhissisterarewithmymaster。IleftthemsittingbythefireonTengga’srighthand。Willyoucomeashoretobewelcomedamongstfriends?\"
Jorgensonhadbeenreflectingprofoundly。HisobjectwastogainasmuchtimeaspossibleforLingard’sinterferencewhichindeedcouldnotfailtobeeffective。ButhehadnottheslightestwishtoentrusthimselftoTengga’sfriendliness。Notthathemindedtherisk;buthedidnotseetheuseoftakingit。
\"No!\"hesaid,\"Ican’tgoashore。WewhitemenhavewaysofourownandIamchiefofthishulk。AndmychiefistheRajahLaut,awhitemanlikemyself。
AllthewordsthatmatterareinhimandifTenggaissuchagreatchieflethimasktheRajahLautforatalk。Yes,that’stheproperthingforTenggatodoifheissuchagreatchiefashesays。\"
\"TheRajahLauthasmadehischoice。HedwellswithBelarab,andwiththewhitepeoplewhoarehuddledtogetherliketrappeddeerinBelarab’sstockade。Whyshouldn’tyoumeantimegooverwhereeverythingislightedupandopenandtalkinfriendshipwithTengga’sfriends,whoseheartshavebeenmadesickbymanydoubts;RajahHassimandtheladyImmadaandDaman,thechiefofthemenofthesea,whodonotknownowwhomtheycantrustunlessitbeyou,Tuan,thekeeperofmuchwealth?\"
Thediplomatistinthesmalldugoutpausedforamomenttogivespecialweighttothefinalargument:
\"Whichyouhavenomeanstodefend。Weknowhowmanyarmedmentherearewithyou。\"
\"Theyaregreatfighters,\"Jorgensonobserved,unconcernedly,spreadinghiselbowsontherailandlookingoveratthefloatingblackpatchofcharacteristicshapewhenceproceededthevoiceofthewilyenvoyofTengga。\"EachmanofthemisworthtenofsuchasyoucanfindintheSettlement。\"
\"Yes,byAllah。Evenworthtwentyofthesecommonpeople。Indeed,youhaveenoughwithyoutomakeagreatfightbutnotenoughforvictory。\"
\"Godalonegivesvictory,\"saidsuddenlythevoiceofJaffir,who,verystillatJorgenson’selbow,hadbeenlisteningtotheconversation。
\"Verytrue,\"wastheanswerinanextremelyconventionaltone。
\"Willyoucomeashore,Owhiteman;andbetheleaderofchiefs?\"
\"Ihavebeenthatbefore,\"saidJorgenson,withgreatdignity,\"andnowallIwantispeace。ButIwon’tcomeashoreamongstpeoplewhosemindsaresomuchtroubled,tillRajahHassimandhissisterreturnonboardthisshipandtellmethetaleoftheirnewfriendshipwithTengga。\"
Hisheartwassinkingwitheveryminute,theveryairwasgrowingheavierwiththesenseofoncomingdisaster,onthatnightthatwasneitherwarnorpeaceandwhoseonlyvoicewasthevoiceofTengga’senvoy,insinuatingintonethoughmenacinginwords。
\"No,thatcannotbe,\"saidthatvoice。\"But,Tuan,verilyTenggahimselfisreadytocomeonboardheretotalkwithyou。Heisveryreadytocomeandindeed,Tuan,hemeanstocomeonboardherebeforeverylong。\"
\"Yes,withfiftywar—canoesfilledwiththeferociousrabbleoftheShoreofRefuge,\"Jaffirwasheardcommenting,sarcastically,overtherail;andasinistermuttered\"Itmaybeso,\"ascendedalongsidefromtheblackwater。
Jorgensonkeptsilentasifwaitingforasupremeinspirationandsuddenlyhespokeinhisother—worldvoice:\"TellTenggafrommethataslongashebringswithhimRajahHassimandtheRajah’ssister,heandhischiefmenwillbewelcomeondeckhere,nomatterhowmanyboatscomealongwiththem。ForthatIdonotcare。Youmaygonow。\"
Aprofoundsilencesucceeded。Itwasclearthattheenvoywasgone,keepingintheshadowoftheshore。JorgensonturnedtoJaffir。
\"Deathamongstfriendsisbutafestival,\"hequoted,mumblinginhismoustache。
\"Itis,byAllah,\"assentedJaffirwithsombrefervour。
VI
Thirty—sixhourslaterCarter,alonewithLingardinthecabinofthebrig,couldalmostfeelduringapauseinhistalktheoppressive,thebreathlesspeaceoftheShallowsawaitinganothersunset。
\"Ineverexpectedtoseeanyofyoualive,\"Carterbeganinhiseasytone,butwithmuchlesscarelessnessinhisbearingasthoughhisdaysofresponsibilityamongsttheShoalsoftheShoreofRefugehadmaturedhisviewoftheexternalworldandofhisownplacetherein。
\"Ofcoursenot,\"mutteredLingard。
ThelistlessnessofthatmanwhomhehadalwaysseenactingunderthestressofasecretpassionseemedperfectlyappallingtoCarter’syouthfulanddeliberateenergy。EversincehehadfoundhimselfagainfacetofacewithLingardhehadtriedtoconcealtheshockingimpressionwithadelicacywhichowednothingtotrainingbutwasasintuitiveasachild’s。
WhilejustifyingtoLingardhismannerofdealingwiththesituationontheShoreofRefuge,hecouldnotforthelifeofhimhelpaskinghimselfwhatwasthisnewmystery。Hewasalsoyoungenoughtolongforawordofcommendation。
\"Come,Captain,\"heargued;\"howwouldyouhavelikedtocomeoutandfindnothingbuttwohalf—burntwrecksstuckonthesands——perhaps?\"
Hewaitedforamoment,theninsheercompassionturnedawayhiseyesfromthatfixedgaze,fromthatharassedfacewithsunkcheeks,fromthatfigureofindomitablestrengthrobbedofitsfire。Hesaidtohimself:\"Hedoesn’thearme,\"andraisedhisvoicewithoutalteringitsself—containedtone:
\"Iwasbelowyesterdaymorningwhenwefelttheshock,butthenoisecametousonlyasadeeprumble。ImadeonejumpforthecompanionbutthatpreciousShawwasbeforemeyelling,’Earthquake!Earthquake!’andIamhangedifhedidn’tmisshisfootingandlanddownonhisheadatthebottomofthestairs。I
hadtostoptopickhimupbutIgotondeckintimetoseeamightyblackcloudthatseemedalmostsolidpopupfrombehindtheforestlikeaballoon。Itstayedthereforquitealongtime。
SomeofourCalashesondecksworetomethattheyhadseenaredflashabovethetree—tops。Butthat’shardtobelieve。Iguessedatoncethatsomethinghadblownuponshore。MyfirstthoughtwasthatIwouldneverseeyouanymoreandImadeupmymindatoncetofindoutallthetruthyouhavebeenkeepingawayfromme。No,sir!Don’tyoumakeamistake!Iwasn’tgoingtogiveyouup,deadoralive。\"
HelookedhardatLingardwhilesayingthesewordsandsawthefirstsignofanimationpassoverthatravagedface。Hesawevenitslipsmoveslightly;buttherewasnosound,andCarterlookedawayagain。
\"Perhapsyouwouldhavedonebetterbytellingmeeverything;butyouleftmebehindonmyowntobeyourmanhere。IputmyhandtotheworkIcouldseebeforeme。Iamasailor。Thereweretwoshipstolookafter。Andheretheyarebothforyou,fittogoortostay,tofightortorun,asyouchoose。\"HewatchedwithbatedbreaththeeffortLingardhadtomaketoutterthetwowordsofthedesiredcommendation:
\"Welldone!\"
\"AndIamyourmanstill,\"Carteradded,impulsively,andhastenedtolookawayfromLingard,whohadtriedtosmileathimandhadfailed。Carterdidn’tknowwhattodonext,remaininthecabinorleavethatunsupportedstrongmantohimself。Withashynesscompletelyforeigntohischaracterandwhichhecouldnotunderstandhimself,hesuggestedinanengagingmurmurandwithanembarrassedassumptionofhisrighttogiveadvice:
\"Whynotliedownforabit,sir?Icanattendtoanythingthatmayturnup。Youseemdoneup,sir。\"
HewasfacingLingard,whostoodontheothersideofthetableinaleaningforwardattitudeproppeduponrigidarmsandstaredfixedlyathim——perhaps?Carterfeltonthevergeofdespair。
Thiscouldn’tlast。HewasrelievedtoseeLingardshakehisheadslightly。
\"No,Mr。Carter。IthinkIwillgoondeck,\"saidtheCaptainofthefamousbrigLightning,whilehiseyesroamedalloverthecabin。Carterstoodasideatonce,butitwassomelittletimebeforeLingardmadeamove。
Thesunhadsunkalready,leavingthateveningnotraceofitsgloryonaskyclearascrystalandonthewaterswithoutaripple。Allcolourseemedtohavegoneoutoftheworld。Theoncomingshadowroseassubtleasaperfumefromtheblackcoastlyingathwarttheeasternsemicircle;andsuchwasthesilencewithinthehorizonthatonemighthavefanciedoneselfcometotheendoftime。Blackandtoylikeinthecleardepthsandthefinalstillnessoftheeveningthebrigandtheschoonerlayanchoredinthemiddleofthemainchannelwiththeirheadsswungthesameway。Lingard,withhischinonhisbreastandhisarmsfolded,movedslowlyhereandthereaboutthepoop。Closeandmutelikehisshadow,Carter,athiselbow,followedhismovements。Hefeltananxioussolicitude