第25章

类别:其他 作者:Nicholas Sparks字数:9993更新时间:19/01/07 14:33:58
Wherewasthatthing?Shefeltsurethattheyhadnotmovedaninchfromthatspot。PresentlyherfootfounditandstillgrippingLingard’sforearmshestoopedtosecureitproperly。 Whenshestoodup,stillholdinghisarm,theyconfrontedeachother,herigidinaneffortofself—commandbutfeelingasifthesurgesoftheheaviestseathathecouldrememberinhislifewererunningthroughhisheart;andthewomanasifemptiedofallfeelingbyherexperience,withoutthoughtyet,butbeginningtoregainhersenseofthesituationandthememoryoftheimmediatepast。 \"Ihavebeenwatchingatthatloopholeforanhour,eversincetheycamerunningtomewiththatstoryoftherockets,\"saidLingard。\"IwasshutupwithBelarabthen。Iwaslookingoutwhenthetorchblazedandyousteppedashore。IthoughtIwasdreaming。ButwhatcouldIdo?IfeltImustrushtoyoubutI darednot。Thatclumpofpalmsisfullofmen。Soarethehousesyousawthattimeyoucameashorewithme。Fullofmen。Armedmen。Atriggerissoonpulledandwhenonceshootingbegins……Andyouwalkingintheopenwiththatlightaboveyourhead!I didn’tdare。Youweresaferalone。Ihadthestrengthtoholdmyselfinandwatchyoucomeupfromtheshore。No!Nomanthateverlivedhadseensuchasight。Whatdidyoucomefor?\" \"Didn’tyouexpectsomebody?Idon’tmeanme,Imeanamessenger?\" \"No!\"saidLingard,wonderingathisownself—control。\"Whydidheletyoucome?\" \"YoumeanCaptainJorgenson?Oh,herefusedatfirst。Hesaidthathehadyourorders。\" \"Howonearthdidyoumanagetogetroundhim?\"saidLingardinhissoftesttones。 \"Ididnottry,\"shebeganandcheckedherself。Lingard’squestion,thoughhereallydidn’tseemtocaremuchaboutananswer,hadarousedafreshhersuspicionofJorgenson’schangeoffront。\"Ididn’thavetosayverymuchatthelast,\"shecontinued,gaspingyetalittleandfeelingherpersonality,crushedtonothinginthehugofthosearms,expandagaintoitsfullsignificancebeforetheattentiveimmobilityofthatman。 \"CaptainJorgensonhasalwayslookeduponmeasanuisance。 Perhapshehadmadeuphismindtogetridofmeevenagainstyourorders。Ishequitesane?\" ShereleasedherfirmholdofthatironforearmwhichfellslowlybyLingard’sside。Shehadregainedfullythepossessionofherpersonality。Thereremainedonlyafading,slightlybreathlessimpressionofashortflightabovethatearthonwhichherfeetwerefirmlyplantednow。\"Andisthatall?\"sheaskedherself,notbitterly,butwithasortoftendercontempt。 \"Heissosane,\"soundedLingard’svoice,gloomily,\"thatifI hadlistenedtohimyouwouldnothavefoundmehere。\" \"Whatdoyoumeanbyhere?Inthisstockade?\" \"Anywhere,\"hesaid。 \"Andwhatwouldhavehappenedthen?\" \"Godknows,\"heanswered。\"Whatwouldhavehappenediftheworldhadnotbeenmadeinsevendays?Ihaveknownyouforjustaboutthattime。Itbeganbymecomingtoyouatnight——likeathiefinthenight。WherethedevildidIhearthat?AndthatmanyouaremarriedtothinksIamnobetterthanathief。\" \"ItoughttobeenoughforyouthatInevermadeamistakeastowhatyouare,thatIcometoyouinlessthantwenty—fourhoursafteryouleftmecontemptuouslytomydistress。Don’tpretendyoudidn’thearmecallafteryou。Oh,yes,youheard。ThewholeshipheardmeforIhadnoshame。\" \"Yes,youcame,\"saidLingard,violently。\"Buthaveyoureallycome?Ican’tbelievemyeyes!Areyoureallyhere?\" \"Thisisadarkspot,luckily,\"saidMrs。Travers。\"Butcanyoureallyhaveanydoubt?\"sheadded,significantly。 Hemadeasuddenmovementtowardher,betrayingsomuchpassionthatMrs。Traversthought,\"Ishan’tcomeoutalivethistime,\" andyethewasthere,motionlessbeforeher,asthoughhehadneverstirred。Itwasmoreasthoughtheearthhadmadeasuddenmovementunderhisfeetwithoutbeingabletodestroyhisbalance。ButtheearthunderMrs。Travers’feethadmadenomovementandforasecondshewasoverwhelmedbywondernotatthisproofofherownself—possessionbutattheman’simmensepoweroverhimself。Ifithadnotbeenforherstrangeinwardexhaustionshewouldperhapshavesurrenderedtothatpower。Butitseemedtoherthatshehadnothinginherworthsurrendering,anditwasinaperfectlyeventonethatshesaid,\"Givemeyourarm,CaptainLingard。Wecan’tstayallnightonthisspot。\" Astheymovedonshethought,\"Thereisrealgreatnessinthatman。\"Hewasgreateveninhisbehaviour。Noapologies,noexplanations,noabasement,noviolence,andnoteventheslightesttremoroftheframeholdingthatboldandperplexedsoul。SheknewthatforcertainbecauseherfingerswererestinglightlyonLingard’sarmwhileshewalkedslowlybyhissideasthoughheweretakingherdowntodinner。Andyetshecouldn’tsupposeforamoment,that,likeherself,hewasemptiedofallemotion。Sheneverbeforewassoawareofhimasadangerousforce。\"Heisreallyruthless,\"shethought。Theyhadjustlefttheshadowoftheinnerdefencesaboutthegatewhenaslightlyhoarse,apologeticvoicewasheardbehindthemrepeatinginsistently,whatevenMrs。Travers’eardetectedtobeasortofformula。Thewordswere:\"Thereisthisthing——thereisthisthing——thereisthisthing。\"Theyturnedround。 \"Oh,myscarf,\"saidMrs。Travers。 Ashort,squat,broad—facedyoungfellowhavingforallcostumeapairofwhitedrawerswasofferingthescarfthrownoverbothhisarms,asiftheyhadbeensticks,andholdingitrespectfullyasfaraspossiblefromhisperson。LingardtookitfromhimandMrs。Traversclaimeditatonce。\"Don’tforgettheproprieties,\" shesaid。\"Thisisalsomyfaceveil。\" ShewasarrangingitaboutherheadwhenLingardsaid,\"Thereisnoneed。Iamtakingyoutothosegentlemen。\"——\"Iwilluseitallthesame,\"saidMrs。Travers。\"Thisthingworksbothways,asamatterofproprietyorasamatterofprecaution。TillIhaveanopportunityoflookingintoamirrornothingwillpersuademethatthereisn’tsomechangeinmyface。\"Lingardswunghalfroundandgazeddownather。Veilednowsheconfrontedhimboldly。\"Tellme,CaptainLingard,howmanyeyeswerelookingatusalittlewhileago?\" \"Doyoucare?\"heasked。 \"Notintheleast,\"shesaid。\"Amillionstarswerelookingon,too,andwhatdiditmatter?TheywerenotoftheworldIknow。 Andit’sjustthesamewiththeeyes。TheyarenotoftheworldI livein。\" Lingardthought:\"Nobodyis。\"Neverbeforehadsheseemedtohimmoreunapproachable,moredifferentandmoreremote。Theglowofanumberofsmallfireslightedthegroundonly,andbroughtouttheblackbulkofmenlyingdowninthethindriftofsmoke。Onlyoneofthesefires,ratherapartandburninginfrontofthehousewhichwasthequarteroftheprisoners,mighthavebeencalledablazeandeventhatwasnotagreatone。Itdidn’tpenetratethedarkspacebetweenthepilesandthedepthoftheverandahabovewhereonlyacoupleofheadsandtheglintofaspearheadcouldbeseendimlyintheplayofthelight。Butdownonthegroundoutside,theblackshapeofamanseatedonabenchhadanintenserelief。Anotherintenselyblackshadowthrewahandfulofbrushwoodonthefireandwentaway。Themanonthebenchgotup。Itwasd’Alcacer。HeletLingardandMrs。Traverscomequitecloseuptohim。Extremesurpriseseemedtohavemadehimdumb。 \"Youdidn’texpect……\"beganMrs。Traverswithsomeembarrassmentbeforethatmuteattitude。 \"Idoubtedmyeyes,\"struckind’Alcacer,whoseemedembarrassed,too。Nextmomentherecoveredhistoneandconfessedsimply:\"AtthemomentIwasn’tthinkingofyou,Mrs。Travers。\"Hepassedhishandoverhisforehead。\"IhardlyknowwhatIwasthinkingof。\" Inthelightoftheshooting—upflameMrs。Traverscouldseed’Alcacer’sface。Therewasnosmileonit。Shecouldnotremembereverseeinghimsograveand,asitwere,sodistant。 SheabandonedLingard’sarmandmovedclosertothefire。 \"Ifancyyouwereveryfaraway,Mr。d’Alcacer,\"shesaid。 \"Thisisthesortoffreedomofwhichnothingcandepriveus,\"heobserved,lookinghardatthemannerinwhichthescarfwasdrawnacrossMrs。Travers’face。\"It’spossibleIwasfaraway,\"hewenton,\"butIcanassureyouthatIdon’tknowwhereIwas。 Lessthananhouragowehadagreatexcitementhereaboutsomerockets,butIdidn’tshareinit。TherewasnooneIcouldaskaquestionof。Thecaptainherewas,Iunderstood,engagedinamostmomentousconversationwiththekingorthegovernorofthisplace。\" HeaddressedLingard,directly。\"MayIaskwhetheryouhavereachedanyconclusionasyet?ThatMoorisaverydilatoryperson,Ibelieve。\" \"Anydirectattackhewould,ofcourse,resist,\"saidLingard。 \"And,sofar,youareprotected。ButImustadmitthatheisratherangrywithme。He’stiredofthewholebusiness。Helovespeaceaboveanythingintheworld。ButIhaven’tfinishedwithhimyet。\" \"AsfarasIunderstoodfromwhatyoutoldmebefore,\"saidMr。 d’Alcacer,withaquicksideglanceatMrs。Travers’uncoveredandattentiveeyes,\"asfarasIcanseehemaygetallthepeacehewantsatoncebydrivingustwo,ImeanMr。Traversandmyself,outofthegateontothespearsofthoseotherenragedbarbarians。AndtherearesomeofhiscounsellorswhoadvisehimtodothatverythingnolaterthanthebreakofdayI understand。\" Lingardstoodforamomentperfectlymotionless。 \"That’saboutit,\"hesaidinanunemotionaltone,andwentawaywithaheavystepwithoutgivinganotherlookatd’AlcacerandMrs。Travers,whoafteramomentfacedeachother。 \"Youhaveheard?\"saidd’Alcacer。\"Ofcoursethatdoesn’taffectyourfateinanyway,andastohimheismuchtooprestigioustobekilledlight—heartedly。Whenallthisisoveryouwillwalktriumphantlyonhisarmoutofthisstockade;forthereisnothinginallthistoaffecthisgreatness,hisabsolutevalueintheeyesofthosepeople——andindeedinanyothereyes。\" D’AlcacerkepthisglanceavertedfromMrs。Traversandassoonashehadfinishedspeakingbusiedhimselfindraggingthebenchalittlewayfurtherfromthefire。WhentheysatdownonithekepthisdistancefromMrs。Travers。Shemadenosignofunveilingherselfandhereyeswithoutafaceseemedtohimstrangelyunknownanddisquieting。 \"Thesituationinanutshell,\"shesaid。\"Youhavearrangeditallbeautifully,eventomytriumphalexit。Well,andwhatthen? No,youneedn’tanswer,ithasnointerest。IassureyouIcameherenotwithanynotionofmarchingoutintriumph,asyoucallit。Icamehere,tospeakinthemostvulgarway,tosaveyourskin——andmine。\" Hervoicecamemuffledtod’Alcacer’searswithachangedcharacter,eventotheveryintonation。Abovethewhiteandembroideredscarfhereyesinthefirelighttransfixedhim,blackandsosteadythateventheredsparksofthereflectedglaredidnotmoveinthem。Heconcealedthestrongimpressionshemade。Hebowedhisheadalittle。 \"Ibelieveyouknowperfectlywellwhatyouaredoing。\" \"No!Idon’tknow,\"shesaid,morequicklythanhehadeverheardherspeakbefore。\"Firstofall,Idon’tthinkheissosafeasyouimagine。Oh,yes,hehasprestigeenough,Idon’tquestionthat。Butyouareapportioninglifeanddeathwithtoomuchassurance……\" \"Iknowmyportion,\"murmuredd’Alcacer,gently。AmomentofsilencefellinwhichMrs。Travers’eyesendedbyintimidatingd’Alcacer,wholookedaway。Theflameofthefirehadsunklow。 Inthedarkagglomerationofbuildings,whichmighthavebeencalledBelarab’spalace,therewasacertainanimation,aflittingofpeople,voicescallingandanswering,thepassingtoandfrooflightsthatwouldilluminatesuddenlyaheavypile,thecornerofahouse,theeavesofalow—pitchedroof,whileintheopenpartsofthestockadethearmedmensleptbytheexpiringfires。 Mrs。Traverssaid,suddenly,\"ThatJorgensonisnotfriendlytous。\" \"Possibly。\" Withclaspedhandsandleaningoverhiskneesd’Alcacerhadassentedinaverylowtone。Mrs。Travers,unobserved,pressedherhandstoherbreastandfelttheshapeofthering,thick,heavy,setwithabigstone。Itwasthere,secret,hungagainstherheart,andenigmatic。Whatdiditmean?Whatcoulditmean? Whatwasthefeelingitcouldarouseortheactionitcouldprovoke?AndshethoughtwithcompunctionthatsheoughttohavegivenittoLingardatonce,withoutthinking,withouthesitating。\"There!ThisiswhatIcamefor。Togiveyouthis。\" Yes,buttherehadcomeanintervalwhenshehadbeenabletothinkofnothing,andsincethenshehadhadthetimetoreflect——unfortunately。TorememberJorgenson’shostile,contemptuousglanceenvelopingherfromheadtofootatthebreakofadayafteranightoflonelyanguish。Andnowwhileshesatthereveiledfromhiskeensighttherewasthatotherman,thatd’Alcacer,prophesying。Oyes,triumphant。Sheknewalreadywhatthatwas。Mrs。Traversbecameafraidofthering。Shefeltreadytopluckitfromherneckandcastitaway。 \"Imistrusthim,\"shesaid。——\"Youdo!\"exclaimedd’Alcacer,verylow。——\"ImeanthatJorgenson。Heseemsamercilesssortofcreature。\"——\"Heisindifferenttoeverything,\"saidd’Alcacer。——\"Itmaybeamask。\"——\"Haveyousomeevidence,Mrs。 Travers?\" \"No,\"saidMrs。Traverswithouthesitation。\"Ihavemyinstinct。\" D’Alcacerremainedsilentforawhileasthoughhewerepursuinganothertrainofthoughtaltogether,theninagentle,almostplayfultone:\"IfIwereawoman,\"hesaid,turningtoMrs。 Travers,\"Iwouldalwaystrustmyintuition。\"——\"Ifyouwereawoman,Mr。d’Alcacer,IwouldnotbespeakingtoyouinthiswaybecausethenIwouldbesuspecttoyou。\" Thethoughtthatbeforelongperhapshewouldbeneithermannorwomanbutalumpofcoldclay,crossedd’Alcacer’smind,whichwasliving,alert,andunsubduedbythedanger。HehadwelcomedthearrivalofMrs。Traverssimplybecausehehadbeenverylonelyinthatstockade,Mr。Travershavingfallenintoaphaseofsulkscomplicatedwithshiveringfits。OfLingardd’Alcacerhadseenalmostnothingsincetheyhadlanded,fortheManofFatewasextremelybusynegotiatingintherecessesofBelarab’smainhut;andthethoughtthathislifewasbeingamatterofarduousbargainingwasnotagreeabletoMr。d’Alcacer。TheChief’sdependentsandthearmedmengarrisoningthestockadepaidverylittleattentiontohimapparently,andthisgavehimthefeelingofhiscaptivitybeingveryperfectandhopeless。 Duringtheafternoon,whilepacingtoandfrointhebitofshadethrownbytheglorifiedsortofhutinsidewhichMr。Traversshiveredandsulkedmisanthropically,hehadbeenawareofthemoredistantverandahsbecomingfillednowandthenbythemuffledformsofwomenofBelarab’shouseholdtakingadistantandcuriousviewofthewhiteman。Allthiswasirksome。Hefoundhismenacedlifeextremelydifficulttogetthrough。Yes,hewelcomedthearrivalofMrs。Traverswhobroughtwithheratragicnoteintotheemptygloom。 \"Suspicionisnotinmynature,Mrs。Travers,Iassureyou,andI hopethatyouonyoursidewillneversuspecteithermyreserveormyfrankness。Irespectthemysteriousnatureofyourconvictionbuthasn’tJorgensongivenyousomeoccasionto…… \" \"Hehatesme,\"saidMrs。Travers,andfrownedatd’Alcacer’sincipientsmile。\"Itisn’tadelusiononmypart。Theworstisthathehatesmenotformyself。Ibelieveheiscompletelyindifferenttomyexistence。JorgensonhatesmebecauseasitwereIrepresentyoutwowhoareindanger,becauseitisyoutwothatarethetroubleandI……Well!\" \"Yes,yes,that’scertain,\"saidd’Alcacer,hastily。\"ButJorgensoniswronginmakingyouthescapegoat。ForifyouwerenotherecoolreasonwouldstepinandwouldmakeLingardpauseinhispassiontomakeakingoutofanexile。IfweweremurdereditwouldcertainlymakesomestirintheworldintimeandhewouldfallunderthesuspicionofcomplicitywiththosewildandinhumanMoors。Whowouldregardthegreatnessofhisday—dreams,hisengagedhonour,hischivalrousfeelings?Nothingcouldsavehimfromthatsuspicion。Andbeingwhatheis,youunderstandme,Mrs。Travers(butyouknowhimmuchbetterthanI do),itwouldmorallykillhim。\" \"Heavens!\"whisperedMrs。Travers。\"Thishasneveroccurredtome。\"Thosewordsseemedtolosethemselvesinthefoldsofthescarfwithoutreachingd’Alcacer,whocontinuedinhisgentletone: ’\"However,asitis,hewillbesafeenoughwhateverhappens。Hewillhaveyourtestimonytoclearhim。\" Mrs。Traversstoodup,suddenly,butstillcarefultokeepherfacecovered,shethrewtheendofthescarfoverhershoulder。 \"IfearthatJorgenson,\"shecriedwithsuppressedpassion。\"Onecan’tunderstandwhatthatmanmeanstodo。IthinkhimsodangerousthatifIwere,forinstance,entrustedwithamessagebearingonthesituation,Iwould……suppressit。\" D’Alcacerwaslookingupfromtheseat,fullofwonder。Mrs。 Traversappealedtohiminacalmvoicethroughthefoldsofthescarf: \"Tellme,Mr。d’Alcacer,youwhocanlookonitcalmly,wouldn’tIberight?\" \"Why,hasJorgensontoldyouanything?\" \"Directly——nothing,exceptaphraseortwowhichreallyIcouldnotunderstand。Theyseemedtohaveahiddensenseandheappearedtoattachsomemysteriousimportancetothemthathedarednotexplaintome。\" \"Thatwasariskonhispart,\"exclaimedd’Alcacer。\"Andhetrustedyou。Whyyou,Iwonder!\" \"Whocantellwhatnotionshehasinhishead?Mr。d’Alcacer,I believehisonlyobjectistocallCaptainLingardawayfromus。 Iunderstooditonlyafewminutesago。Ithasdawneduponme。 Allhewantsistocallhimoff。\" \"Callhimoff,\"repeatedd’Alcacer,alittlebewilderedbythearousedfireofherconviction。\"IamsureIdon’twanthimcalledoffanymorethanyoudo;and,frankly,Idon’tbelieveJorgensonhasanysuchpower。Butuponthewhole,andifyoufeelthatJorgensonhasthepower,Iwould——yes,ifIwereinyourplaceIthinkIwouldsuppressanythingIcouldnotunderstand。\" Mrs。Traverslistenedtotheveryend。Hereyes——theyappearedincrediblysombretod’Alcacer——seemedtowatchthefallofeverydeliberatewordandafterhehadceasedtheyremainedstillforanappreciabletime。Thensheturnedawaywithagesturethatseemedtosay:\"Sobeit。\" D’Alcacerraisedhisvoicesuddenlyafterher。\"Stay!Don’tforgetthatnotonlyyourhusband’sbutmyhead,too,isbeingplayedatthatgame。Myjudgmentisnot……\" Shestoppedforamomentandfreedherlips。Intheprofoundstillnessofthecourtyardherclearvoicemadetheshadowsatthenearestfiresstiralittlewithlowmurmursofsurprise。 \"Oh,yes,IrememberwhoseheadsIhavetosave,\"shecried。\"Butinalltheworldwhoistheretosavethatmanfromhimself?\" V D’Alcacersatdownonthebenchagain。\"Iwonderwhatsheknows,\" hethought,\"andIwonderwhatIhavedone。\"HewonderedalsohowfarhehadbeensincereandhowfaraffectedbyaverynaturalaversionfrombeingmurderedobscurelybyferociousMoorswithallthecircumstancesofbarbarity。Itwasaverynakeddeathtocomeupononesuddenly。Itwasrobbedofallhelpfulillusions,suchasthefreewillofasuicide,theheroismofawarrior,ortheexaltationofamartyr。\"Hadn’tIbettermakesomesortoffightofit?\"hedebatedwithhimself。Hesawhimselfrushingatthenakedspearswithoutanyenthusiasm。Orwouldn’titbebettertogoforthtomeethisdoom(somewhereoutsidethestockadeonthathorriblebeach)withcalmdignity。\"Pah!Ishallbeprobablyspearedthroughthebackinthebeastliestpossiblefashion,\"hethoughtwithaninwardshudder。Itwascertainlynotashudderoffear,forMr。d’Alcacerattachednohighvaluetolife。ItwasashudderofdisgustbecauseMr。d’Alcacerwasacivilizedmanandthoughhehadnoillusionsaboutcivilizationhecouldnotbutadmitthesuperiorityofitsmethods。Itofferedtooneacertainrefinementofform,acomelinessofproceedingsanddefinitesafeguardsagainstdeadlysurprises。\"Howidleallthisis,\"hethought,finally。Hisnextthoughtwasthatwomenwereveryresourceful。Itwastrue,hewentonmeditatingwithunwontedcynicism,thatstrictlyspeakingtheyhadonlyoneresourcebut,generally,itserved——itserved。 Hewassurprisedbyhissupremelyshamelessbitternessatthisjuncture。Itwassouncalledfor。Thissituationwastoocomplicatedtobeentrustedtoacynicalorshamelesshope。Therewasnothingtotrustto。AtthismomentofhismeditationhebecameawareofLingard’sapproach。Heraisedhisheadeagerly。 D’AlcacerwasnotindifferenttohisfateandeventoMr。 Travers’fate。Hewouldfainlearn……ButonelookatLingard’sfacewasenough。\"It’snouseaskinghimanything,\"hesaidtohimself,\"forhecaresfornothingjustnow。\" Lingardsatdownheavilyontheotherendofthebench,andd’Alcacer,lookingathisprofile,confessedtohimselfthatthiswasthemostmasculinelygood—lookingfacehehadeverseeninhislife。Itwasanexpressiveface,too,butitspresentexpressionwasalsobeyondd’Alcacer’spastexperience。Atthesametimeitsquietnesssetupabarrieragainstcommoncuriositiesandevencommonfears。No,itwasnouseaskinghimanything。Yetsomethingshouldbesaidtobreakthespell,tocalldownagainthismantotheearth。ButitwasLingardwhospokefirst。\"WherehasMrs。Traversgone?\" \"Shehasgone……wherenaturallyshewouldbeanxioustogofirstofallsinceshehasmanagedtocometous,\"answeredd’Alcacer,wordinghisanswerwiththeutmostregardforthedelicacyofthesituation。 ThestillnessofLingardseemedtohavegrownevenmoreimpressive。Hespokeagain。 \"Iwonderwhatthosetwocanhavetosaytoeachother。\" Hemighthavebeenaskingthatofthewholedarkenedpartoftheglobe,butitwasd’Alcacerwhoansweredinhiscourteoustones。 \"Woulditsurpriseyouverymuch,CaptainLingard,ifIweretotellyouthatthosetwopeoplearequitefittounderstandeachotherthoroughly?Yes?Itsurprisesyou!Well,Iassureyouthatseventhousandmilesfromherenobodywouldwonder。\" \"IthinkIunderstand,\"saidLingard,\"butdon’tyouknowthemanislight—headed?Amanlikethatisasgoodasmad。\" \"Yes,hehadbeenslightlydelirioussinceseveno’clock,\"saidd’Alcacer。\"Butbelieveme,CaptainLingard,\"hecontinued,earnestly,andobeyingaperfectlydisinterestedimpulse,\"thateveninhisdeliriumheisfarmoreunderstandabletoherandbetterabletounderstandherthan……anybodywithinahundredmilesfromhere。\" \"Ah!\"saidLingardwithoutanyemotion,\"soyoudon’twonder。Youdon’tseeanyreasonforwonder。\" \"No,for,don’tyousee,Idoknow。\" \"Whatdoyouknow?\" \"Menandwomen,CaptainLingard,whichyou……\" \"Idon’tknowanywoman。\" \"Youhavespokenthestrictesttruththere,\"saidd’Alcacer,andforthefirsttimeLingardturnedhisheadslowlyandlookedathisneighbouronthebench。 \"Doyouthinksheisasgoodasmad,too?\"askedLingardinastartledvoice。 D’Alcacerletescapealowexclamation。No,certainlyhedidnotthinkso。Itwasanoriginalnotiontosupposethatlunaticshadasortofcommonlogicwhichmadethemunderstandabletoeachother。D’Alcacertriedtomakehisvoiceasgentleaspossiblewhilehepursued:\"No,CaptainLingard,Ibelievethewomanofwhomwespeakisandwillalwaysremaininthefullestpossessionofherself。\"