第24章

类别:其他 作者:Nicholas Sparks字数:9991更新时间:19/01/07 14:33:58
Jorgenson,standingbythetaffrail,notedthefaintreddishglowinthemassiveblacknessofthefurthershore。Jorgensonnotedthingsquickly,cursorily,perfunctorily,asphenomenaunrelatedtohisownapparitionalexistenceofavisitingghost。Theywerebutpassagesinthegameofmenwhowerestillplayingatlife。 Heknewtoowellhowmuchthatgamewasworthtobeconcernedaboutitscourse。Hehadgivenupthehabitofthinkingforsolongthatthesuddenresumptionofitirkedhimexceedingly,especiallyashehadtothinkontowardaconclusion。Inthatworldofeternaloblivion,ofwhichhehadtastedbeforeLingardmadehimstepbackintothelifeofmen,allthingsweresettledonceforall。Hewasirritatedbyhisownperplexitywhichwaslikeareminderofthatmortalitymadeupofquestionsandpassionsfromwhichhehadfanciedhehadfreedhimselfforever。 ByanaturalassociationhiscontemptuousannoyanceembracedtheexistenceofMrs。Travers,too,forhowcouldhethinkofTomLingard,ofwhatwasgoodorbadforKingTom,withoutthinkingalsoofthatwomanwhohadmanagedtoputtheghostofasparkevenintohisownextinguishedeyes?Shewasofnoaccount;butTom’sintegritywas。ItwasofTomthathehadtothink,ofwhatwasgoodorbadforTominthatabsurdanddeadlygameofhislife。FinallyhereachedtheconclusionthattobegiventheringwouldbegoodforTomLingard。Justtobegiventheringandnomore。Theringandnomore。 \"Itwillhelphimtomakeuphismind,\"mutteredJorgensoninhismoustache,asifcompelledbyanobscureconviction。Itwasonlythenthathestirredslightlyandturnedawayfromtheloomofthefiresonthedistantshore。Mrs。Traversheardhisfootstepspassingagainalongthesideofthedeckhouse——andthistimeneverraisedherhead。Thatmanwassleepless,mad,childish,andinflexible。Hewasimpossible。Hehauntedthedecksofthathulkaimlessly…… Itwas,however,inpursuanceofaverydistinctaimthatJorgensonhadgoneforwardagaintoseekJaffir。 ThefirstremarkhehadtooffertoJaffir’sconsiderationwasthattheonlypersonintheworldwhohadtheremotestchanceofreachingBelarab’sgateonthatnightwasthattallwhitewomantheRajahLauthadbroughtonboard,thewifeofoneofthecaptivewhitechiefs。SurprisemadeJaffirexclaim,buthewasn’tpreparedtodenythat。Itwaspossiblethatformanyreasons,somequitesimpleandothersverysubtle,thosesonsoftheEvilOnebelongingtoTenggaandDamanwouldrefrainfromkillingawhitewomanwalkingalonefromthewater’sedgetoBelarab’sgate。Yes,itwasjustpossiblethatshemightwalkunharmed。 \"Especiallyifshecarriedablazingtorch,\"mutteredJorgensoninhismoustache。HetoldJaffirthatshewassittingnowinthedark,mourningsilentlyinthemannerofwhitewomen。Shehadmadeagreatoutcryinthemorningtobeallowedtojointhewhitemenonshore。He,Jorgenson,hadrefusedherthecanoe。 Eversinceshehadsecludedherselfinthedeckhouseingreatdistress。 Jaffirlistenedtoitallwithoutparticularsympathy。AndwhenJorgensonadded,\"Itisinmymind,OJaffir,toletherhaveherwillnow,\"heansweredbya\"Yes,byAllah!lethergo。Whatdoesitmatter?\"ofthegreatestunconcern,tillJorgensonadded: \"Yes。AndshemaycarrytheringtotheRajahLaut。\" JorgensonsawJaffir,thegrimandimpassiveJaffir,giveaperceptiblestart。ItseemedatfirstanimpossibletasktopersuadeJaffirtopartwiththering。Thenotionwastoomonstroustoenterhismind,tomovehisheart。Butatlasthesurrenderedinanawedwhisper,\"Godisgreat。Perhapsitisherdestiny。\" BeingaWajomanhedidnotregardwomenasuntrustworthyorunequaltoataskrequiringcourageandjudgment。OncehegotoverthepersonalfeelinghehandedtheringtoJorgensonwithonlyonereservation,\"Youknow,Tuan,thatshemustonnoaccountputitonherfinger。\" \"Letherhangitroundherneck,\"suggestedJorgenson,readily。 AsJorgensonmovedtowardthedeckhouseitoccurredtohimthatperhapsnowthatwomanTomLingardhadtakenintowmighttakeitintoherheadtorefusetoleavetheEmma。Thisdidnotdisturbhimverymuch。Allthosepeoplemovedinthedark。Hehimselfatthatparticularmomentwasmovinginthedark。BeyondthesimplewishtoguideLingard’sthoughtinthedirectionofHassimandImmada,tohelphimtomakeuphismindatlasttoaruthlessfidelitytohispurposeJorgensonhadnootheraim。Theexistenceofthosewhiteshadnomeaningonearth。Theywerethesortofpeoplethatpasswithoutleavingfootprints。Thatwomanwouldhavetoactinignorance。Andifsherefusedtogotheninignoranceshewouldhavetostayonboard。Hewouldtellhernothing。 Asamatteroffact,hediscoveredthatMrs。Traverswouldsimplyhavenothingtodowithhim。Shewouldnotlistentowhathehadtosay。Shedesiredhim,amerewearyvoiceconfinedinthedarknessofthedeckcabin,togoawayandtroublehernomore。 ButtheghostofJorgensonwasnoteasilyexorcised。He,too,wasamerevoiceintheouterdarkness,inexorable,insistingthatsheshouldcomeoutondeckandlisten。Atlasthefoundtherightwordstosay。 \"ItissomethingaboutTomthatIwanttotellyou。Youwishhimwell,don’tyou?\" Afterthisshecouldnotrefusetocomeoutondeck,andoncethereshelistenedpatientlytothatwhiteghostmutteringandmumblingaboveherdroopinghead。 \"Itseemstome,CaptainJorgenson,\"shesaidafterhehadceased,\"thatyouaresimplytriflingwithme。Afteryourbehaviourtomethismorning,Icanhavenothingtosaytoyou。\" \"Ihaveacanoeforyounow,\"mumbledJorgenson。 \"Youhavesomenewpurposeinviewnow,\"retortedMrs。Traverswithspirit。\"Butyouwon’tmakeitcleartome。Whatisitthatyouhaveinyourmind?\" \"Tom’sinterest。\" \"Areyoureallyhisfriend?\" \"Hebroughtmehere。Youknowit。Hehastalkedalottoyou。\" \"Hedid。ButIaskmyselfwhetheryouarecapableofbeinganybody’sfriend。\" \"Youaskyourself!\"repeatedJorgenson,veryquietandmorose。 \"IfIamnothisfriendIshouldliketoknowwhois。\" Mrs。Traversasked,quickly:\"What’sallthisaboutaring?Whatring?\" \"Tom’sproperty。Hehashaditforyears。\" \"Andhegaveittoyou?Doesn’thecareforit?\" \"Don’tknow。It’sjustathing。\" \"Butithasameaningasbetweenyouandhim。Isthatso?\" \"Yes。Ithas。Hewillknowwhatitmeans。\" \"Whatdoesitmean?\" \"Iamtoomuchhisfriendnottoholdmytongue。\" \"What!Tome!\" \"Andwhoareyou?\"wasJorgenson’sunexpectedremark。\"Hehastoldyoutoomuchalready。\" \"Perhapshehas,\"whisperedMrs。Travers,asiftoherself。\"Andyouwantthatringtobetakentohim?\"sheasked,inaloudertone。 \"Yes。Atonce。Forhisgood。\" \"Areyoucertainitisforhisgood?Whycan’tyou……\" Shecheckedherself。Thatmanwashopeless。Hewouldnevertellanythingandtherewasnomeansofcompellinghim。Hewasinvulnerable,unapproachable……Hewasdead。 \"Justgiveittohim,\"mumbledJorgensonasthoughpursuingamerefixedidea。\"Justslipitquietlyintohishand。Hewillunderstand。\" \"Whatisit?Advice,warning,signalforaction?\" \"Itmaybeanything,\"utteredJorgenson,morosely,butasitwereinamollifiedtone。\"It’smeantforhisgood。\" \"Oh,ifIonlycouldtrustthatman!\"musedMrs。Travers,halfaloud。 Jorgenson’sslightnoiseinthethroatmighthavebeentakenforanexpressionofsympathy。Butheremainedsilent。 \"Really,thisismostextraordinary!\"criedMrs。Travers,suddenlyaroused。\"Whydidyoucometome?Whyshoulditbemytask?Whyshouldyouwantmespeciallytotakeittohim?\" \"Iwilltellyouwhy,\"saidJorgenson’sblankvoice。\"It’sbecausethereisnooneonboardthishulkthatcanhopetogetaliveinsidethatstockade。Thismorningyoutoldmeyourselfthatyouwerereadytodie——forTom——orwithTom。Well,riskitthen。Youaretheonlyonethathashalfachancetogetthrough— —andTom,maybe,iswaiting。\" \"Theonlyone,\"repeatedMrs。TraverswithanabruptmovementforwardandanextendedhandbeforewhichJorgensonsteppedbackapace。\"Riskit!Certainly!Where’sthatmysteriousring?\" \"Ihavegotitinmypocket,\"saidJorgenson,readily;yetnearlyhalfaminuteelapsedbeforeMrs。Traversfeltthecharacteristicshapebeingpressedintoherhalf—openpalm。\"Don’tletanybodyseeit,\"Jorgensonadmonishedherinamurmur。\"Hideitsomewhereaboutyou。Whynothangitroundyourneck?\" Mrs。Travers’handremainedfirmlyclosedonthering。\"Yes,thatwilldo,\"shemurmured,hastily。\"I’llbebackinamoment。Geteverythingready。\"Withthosewordsshedisappearedinsidethedeckhouseandpresentlythreadsoflightappearedintheintersticesoftheboards。Mrs。Travershadlightedacandleinthere。Shewasbusyhangingthatringroundherneck。Shewasgoing。Yes——takingtheriskforTom’ssake。 \"Nobodycanresistthatman,\"Jorgensonmutteredtohimselfwithincreasingmoroseness。\"_I_couldn’t。\" IV Jorgenson,afterseeingthecanoeleavetheship’sside,ceasedtoliveintellectually。Therewasnoneedformorethinking,foranydisplayofmentalingenuity。Hehaddonewithitall。AllhisnotionswereperfectlyfixedandhecouldgoovertheminthesameghostlywayinwhichhehauntedthedeckoftheEmma。AtthesightoftheringLingardwouldreturntoHassimandImmada,nowcaptives,too,thoughJorgensoncertainlydidnotthinktheminanyseriousdanger。WhathadhappenedreallywasthatTenggawasnowholdinghostages,andthoseJorgensonlookeduponasLingard’sownpeople。Theywerehis。Hehadgoneinwiththemdeep,verydeep。TheyhadaholdandaclaimonKingTomjustasmanyyearsagopeopleofthatveryracehadhadaholdandaclaimonhim,Jorgenson。OnlyTomwasamuchbiggerman。Averybigman。Nevertheless,Jorgensondidn’tseewhyheshouldescapehisownfate——Jorgenson’sfate——tobeabsorbed,captured,madetheirowneitherinfailureorinsuccess。ItwasanunavoidablefatalityandJorgensonfeltcertainthattheringwouldcompelLingardtofaceitwithoutflinching。WhathereallywantedLingardtodowastoceasetotaketheslightestinterestinthosewhites——whowerethesortofpeoplethatleftnofootprints。 Perhapsatfirstsight,sendingthatwomantoLingardwasnotthebestwaytowardthatend。Jorgenson,however,hadadistinctimpressioninwhichhismorningtalkwithMrs。Travershadonlyconfirmedhim,thatthosetwohadquarrelledforgood。As,indeed,wasunavoidable。WhatdidTomLingardwantwithanywoman?TheonlywomaninJorgenson’slifehadcomeinbywayofexchangeforalotofcottonstuffsandseveralbrassguns。ThisfactcouldnotbutaffectJorgenson’sjudgmentsinceobviouslyinthiscasesuchatransactionwasimpossible。Thereforethecasewasnotserious。Itdidn’texist。WhatdidexistwasLingard’srelationtotheWajoexiles,agreatandwarlikeadventuresuchasnoroverinthoseseashadeverattempted。 ThatTenggawasmuchmorereadytonegotiatethantofight,theoldadventurerhadnottheslightestdoubt。HowLingardwoulddealwithhimwasnotaconcernofJorgenson’s。Thatwouldbeeasyenough。NothingpreventedLingardfromgoingtoseeTenggaandtalkingtohimwithauthority。AllthatambitiouspersonreallywantedwastohaveashareinLingard’swealth,inLingard’spower,inLingard’sfriendship。AyearbeforeTenggahadonceinsinuatedtoJorgenson,\"InwhatwayamIlessworthyofbeingafriendthanBelarab?\" Itwasadistinctoverture,adisclosureoftheman’sinnermostmind。Jorgenson,ofcourse,hadmetitwithaprofoundsilence。 Histaskwasnotdiplomacybutthecareofstores。 AftertheeffortofconnectedmentalprocessesinordertobringaboutMrs。Travers’departurehewasanxioustodismissthewholematterfromhismind。Thelastthoughthegavetoitwasseverelypractical。ItoccurredtohimthatitwouldbeadvisabletoattractinsomewayorotherLingard’sattentiontothelagoon。 Inthelanguageoftheseaasinglerocketisproperlyasignalofdistress,but,inthecircumstances,agroupofthreesentupsimultaneouslywouldconveyawarning。Hegavehisordersandwatchedtherocketsgoupfinelywithatrailofredsparks,aburstingofwhitestarshighupintheair,andthreeloudreportsinquicksuccession。Thenheresumedhispacingofthewholelengthofthehulk,confidentthatafterthisTomwouldguessthatsomethingwasupandsetaclosewatchoverthelagoon。NodoubtthesemysteriousrocketswouldhaveadisturbingeffectonTenggaandhisfriendsandcauseagreatexcitementintheSettlement;butforthatJorgensondidnotcare。TheSettlementwasalreadyinsuchaturmoilthatalittlemoreexcitementdidnotmatter。WhatJorgensondidnotexpect,however,wasthesoundofamusket—shotfiredfromthejunglefacingthebowsoftheEmma。Itcausedhimtostopdeadshort。Hehadhearddistinctlythebulletstrikethecurveofthebowforward。\"Somehot—headedassfiredthat,\"hesaidtohimself,contemptuously。ItsimplydisclosedtohimthefactthathewasalreadybesiegedontheshoresideandsetatresthisdoubtsastothelengthTenggawaspreparedtogo。Anylength!OfcoursetherewasstilltimeforTomtoputeverythingrightwithsixwords,unless……Jorgensonsmiled,grimly,inthedarkandresumedhistirelesspacing。 WhatamusedhimwastoobservethefirewhichhadbeenburningnightanddaybeforeTengga’sresidencesuddenlyextinguished。Hepicturedtohimselfthewildrushwithbamboobucketstothelagoonshore,theconfusion,thehurryandjostlinginagreathissingofwatermidstcloudsofsteam。TheimageofthefatTengga’sconsternationappealedtoJorgenson’ssenseofhumourforaboutfiveseconds。Thenhetookupthebinocularsfromtheroofofthedeckhouse。 TheburstingofthethreewhitestarsoverthelagoonhadgivenhimamomentaryglimpseoftheblackspeckofthecanoetakingoverMrs。Travers。Hecouldn’tfinditagainwiththeglass,itwastoodark;butthepartoftheshoreforwhichitwassteeredwouldbesomewhereneartheangleofBelarab’sstockadenearesttothebeach。ThisJorgensoncouldmakeoutinthefaintrosyglareoffiresburninginside。JorgensonwascertainthatLingardwaslookingtowardtheEmmathroughthemostconvenientloopholehecouldfind。 AsobviouslyMrs。Traverscouldnothavepaddledherselfacross,twomenweretakingherover;andforthesteersmanshehadJaffir。ThoughhehadassentedtoJorgenson’splanJaffirwasanxioustoaccompanytheringasnearaspossibletoitsdestination。Nothingbutdirenecessityhadinducedhimtopartwiththetalisman。Crouchinginthesternandflourishinghispaddlefromsidetosideheglaredatthebackofthecanvasdeck—chairwhichhadbeenplacedinthemiddleforMrs。Travers。 Wrappedupinthedarknessshereclinedinitwithhereyesclosed,faintlyawareoftheringhunglowonherbreast。Asthecanoewasratherlargeitwasmovingveryslowly。Thetwomendippedtheirpaddleswithoutasplash:andsurrenderingherselfpassively,inatemporaryrelaxationofallherlimbs,tothisadventureMrs。Travershadnosenseofmotionatall。She,too,likeJorgenson,wastiredofthinking。Sheabandonedherselftothesilenceofthatnightfullofrousedpassionsanddeadlypurposes。Sheabandonedherselftoanillusoryfeeling;totheimpressionthatshewasreallyresting。Forthefirsttimeinmanydaysshecouldtastethereliefofbeingalone。Themenwithherwerelessthannothing。Shecouldnotspeaktothem;shecouldnotunderstandthem;thecanoemighthavebeenmovingbyenchantment——ifitdidmoveatall。Likeahalf—conscioussleepershewasonthevergeofsayingtoherself,\"WhatastrangedreamIamhaving。\" ThelowtonesofJaffir’svoicestoleintoitquietlytellingthementoceasepaddling,andthelongcanoecametoarestslowly,nomorethantenyardsfromthebeach。Thepartyhadbeenprovidedwithatorchwhichwastobelightedbeforethecanoetouchedtheshore,thusgivingacharacterofopennesstothisdesperateexpedition。\"Andifitdrawsfireonus,\"JaffirhadcommentedtoJorgenson,\"well,then,weshallseewhosefateitistodieonthisnight。\" \"Yes,\"hadmutteredJorgenson。\"Weshallsee。\" Jorgensonsawatlastthesmalllightofthetorchagainsttheblacknessofthestockade。Hestrainedhishearingforapossiblevolleyofmusketryfirebutnosoundcametohimoverthebroadsurfaceofthelagoon。Overtherethemanwiththetorch,theotherpaddler,andJaffirhimselfimpellingwithagentlemotionofhispaddlethecanoetowardtheshore,hadtheglisteningeyeballsandthetensefacesofsilentexcitement。TheruddyglaresmoteMrs。Travers’closedeyelidsbutshedidn’topenhereyestillshefeltthecanoetouchthestrand。Thetwomenleapedinstantlyoutofit。Mrs。Traversrose,abruptly。Nobodymadeasound。Shestumbledoutofthecanoeontothebeachandalmostbeforeshehadrecoveredherbalancethetorchwasthrustintoherhand。Theheat,thenearnessoftheblazeconfusedandblindedhertill,instinctively,sheraisedthetorchhighaboveherhead。Foramomentshestoodstill,holdingaloftthefierceflamefromwhichafewsparkswerefallingslowly。 AnakedbronzearmlightedfromabovepointedoutthedirectionandMrs。Traversbegantowalktowardthefeaturelessblackmassofthestockade。Whenafterafewstepsshelookedbackoverhershoulder,thelagoon,thebeach,thecanoe,themenshehadjustlefthadbecomealreadyinvisible。Shewasalonebearingupablazingtorchonanearththatwasadumbshadowshiftingunderherfeet。Atlastshereachedfirmergroundandthedarklengthofthepalisadeuntouchedasyetbythelightofthetorchseemedtoherimmense,intimidating。Shefeltreadytodropfromsheeremotion。Butshemovedon。 \"Alittlemoretotheleft,\"shoutedastrongvoice。 Itvibratedthroughallherfibres,rousinglikethecallofatrumpet,wentfarbeyondher,filledallthespace。Mrs。Traversstoodstillforamoment,thencastingfarawayfromhertheburningtorchranforwardblindlywithherhandsextendedtowardthegreatsoundofLingard’svoice,leavingbehindherthelightflaringandsplutteringontheground。Shestumbledandwasonlysavedfromafallbyherhandscomingincontactwiththeroughstakes。Thestockaderosehighaboveherheadandsheclungtoitwithwidelyopenarms,pressingherwholebodyagainsttheruggedsurfaceofthatenormousandunscalablepalisade。Sheheardthroughitlowvoicesinside,heavythuds;andfeltateveryblowaslightvibrationofthegroundunderherfeet。Sheglancedfearfullyoverhershoulderandsawnothinginthedarknessbuttheexpiringglowofthetorchshehadthrownawayandthesombreshimmerofthelagoonborderingtheopaquedarknessoftheshore。 Herstrainedeyeballsseemedtodetectmysteriousmovementsinthedarknessandshegavewaytoirresistibleterror,toashrinkingagonyofapprehension。Wasshetobetransfixedbyabroadblade,tothehigh,immovablewallofwoodagainstwhichshewasflatteningherselfdesperately,asthoughshecouldhopetopenetrateitbythemereforceofherfear?Shehadnoideawhereshewas,butasamatteroffactshewasalittletotheleftoftheprincipalgateandalmostexactlyunderoneoftheloopholesofthestockade。Herexcessiveanguishpassedintoinsensibility。Sheceasedtohear,tosee,andeventofeelthecontactofthesurfacetowhichsheclung。Lingard’svoicesomewherefromtheskyaboveherheadwasdirectingher,distinct,veryclose,fullofconcern。 \"Youmuststooplow。Loweryet。\" Thestagnantbloodofherbodybegantopulsatelanguidly。Shestoopedlow——loweryet——solowthatshehadtosinkonherknees,andthenbecameawareofafaintsmellofwoodsmokemingledwiththeconfusedmurmurofagitatedvoices。Thiscametoherthroughanopeningnohigherthanherheadinherkneelingposture,andnowiderthanthebreadthoftwostakes。Lingardwassayinginatoneofdistress: \"Icouldn’tgetanyofthemtounbarthegate。\" Shewasunabletomakeasound。——\"Areyouthere?\"Lingardasked,anxiously,soclosetohernowthatsheseemedtofeeltheverybreathofhiswordsonherface。Itrevivedhercompletely;sheunderstoodwhatshehadtodo。Sheputherheadandshouldersthroughtheopening,wasatonceseizedunderthearmsbyaneagergripandfeltherselfpulledthroughwithanirresistibleforceandwithsuchhastethatherscarfwasdraggedoffherhead,itsfringeshavingcaughtintheroughtimber。Thesameeagergripliftedherup,stoodheronherfeetwithoutherhavingtomakeanyexertiontowardthatend。ShebecameawarethatLingardwastryingtosaysomething,butsheheardonlyaconfusedstammeringexpressiveofwonderanddelightinwhichshecaughtthewords\"You……you……\"deliriouslyrepeated。 Hedidn’treleasehisholdofher;hishelpfulandirresistiblegriphadchangedintoacloseclasp,acrushingembrace,theviolenttakingpossessionbyanembodiedforcethathadbrokenlooseandwasnottobecontrolledanylonger。Ashisgreatvoicehaddoneamomentbefore,hisgreatstrength,too,seemedabletofillallspaceinitsenvelopingandundeniableauthority。Everytimeshetriedinstinctivelytostiffenherselfagainstitsmight,itreacted,affirmingitsfiercewill,itsupliftingpower。Severaltimesshelostthefeelingofthegroundandhadasensationofhelplessnesswithoutfear,oftriumphwithoutexultation。Theinevitablehadcometopass。Shehadforeseenit——andallthetimeinthatdarkplaceandagainsttheredglowofcampfireswithinthestockadethemaninwhosearmsshestruggledremainedshadowytohereyes——toherhalf—closedeyes。 Shethoughtsuddenly,\"Hewillcrushmetodeathwithoutknowingit。\" Hewaslikeablindforce。Sheclosedhereyesaltogether。Herheadfellbackalittle。Notinstinctivelybutwithwilfulresignationandasitwerefromasenseofjusticesheabandonedherselftohisarms。Theeffectwasasthoughshehadsuddenlystabbedhimtotheheart。Helethergososuddenlyandcompletelythatshewouldhavefallendowninaheapifshehadnotmanagedtocatchholdofhisforearm。Heseemedpreparedforitandforamomentallherweighthungonitwithoutmovingitsrigiditybyahair’sbreadth。BehindherMrs。Traversheardtheheavythudofblowsonwood,theconfusedmurmursandmovementsofmen。 Avoicesaidsuddenly,\"It’sdone,\"withsuchemphasisthatthough,ofcourse,shedidn’tunderstandthewordsithelpedhertoregainpossessionofherself;andwhenLingardaskedherverylittleaboveawhisper:\"Whydon’tyousaysomething?\"sheansweredreadily,\"Letmegetmybreathfirst。\" Roundthemallsoundshadceased。Themenhadsecuredagaintheopeningthroughwhichthosearmshadsnatchedherintoamomentofself—forgetfulnesswhichhadleftheroutofbreathbutuncrushed。Asifsomethingimperativehadbeensatisfiedshehadamomentofinwardserenity,aperiodofpeacewithoutthoughtwhile,holdingtothatarmthattremblednomorethananarmofiron,shefeltstealthilyoverthegroundforoneofthesandalswhichshehadlost。Oh,yes,therewasnodoubtofit,shehadbeencarriedofftheearth,withoutshame,withoutregret。Butshewouldnothavelethimknowofthatdroppedsandalforanythingintheworld。Thatlostsandalwasassymbolicasadroppedveil。Buthedidnotknowofit。Hemustneverknow。