第22章

类别:其他 作者:Nicholas Sparks字数:10314更新时间:19/01/07 14:33:58
\"Iassureyouitisn’tlate。It’sdarkatsix,wedinedbeforeseven,thatmakesthenightlongandIamnotaverygoodsleeper;thatis,Icannotgotosleeptilllateinthenight。\" \"Ienvyyou,\"saidMr。Travers,speakingwithasortofdrowsyapathy。\"Iamalwaysdroppingoffandtheawakeningsarehorrible。\" D’Alcacer,raisinghiseyes,noticedthatMrs。TraversandLingardhadvanishedfromthelight。Theyhadgonetotherailwhered’Alcacercouldnotseethem。SomepitymingledwithhisvexationatMr。Travers’snatchywakefulness。Therewassomethingweirdabouttheman,hereflected。\"Jorgenson,\"hebeganaloud。 \"What’sthat?\"snappedMr。Travers。 \"It’sthenameofthatlankyoldstore—keeperwhoisalwaysaboutthedecks。\" \"Ihaven’tseenhim。Idon’tseeanybody。Idon’tknowanybody。I prefernottonotice。\" \"Iwasonlygoingtosaythathegavemeapackofcards;wouldyoulikeagameofpiquet?\" \"Idon’tthinkIcouldkeepmyeyesopen,\"saidMr。Traversinanunexpectedlyconfidentialtone。\"Isn’titfunny,d’Alcacer?AndthenIwakeup。It’stooawful。\" D’AlcacermadenoremarkandMr。Traversseemednottohaveexpectedany。 \"WhenIsaidmywifewasmad,\"hebegan,suddenly,causingd’Alcacertostart,\"Ididn’tmeanitliterally,ofcourse。\"Histonesoundedslightlydogmaticandhedidn’tseemtobeawareofanyintervalduringwhichhehadappearedtosleep。D’Alcacerwasconvincedmorethaneverthathehadbeenshamming,andresignedhimselfwearilytolisten,foldinghisarmsacrosshischest。 \"WhatImeant,really,\"continuedMr。Travers,\"wasthatsheisthevictimofacraze。Societyissubjecttocrazes,asyouknowverywell。Theyarenotreprehensibleinthemselves,buttheworstofmywifeisthathercrazesareneverlikethoseofthepeoplewithwhomshenaturallyassociates。Theygenerallyruncountertothem。Thispeculiarityhasgivenmesomeanxiety,youunderstand,inthepositionweoccupy。Peoplewillbegintosaythatsheiseccentric。Doyouseeheranywhere,d’Alcacer?\" D’Alcacerwasthankfultobeabletosaythathedidn’tseeMrs。 Travers。Hedidn’tevenhearanymurmurs,thoughhehadnodoubtthateverybodyonboardtheEmmawaswideawakebynow。ButMr。 Traversinspiredhimwithinvinciblemistrustandhethoughtitprudenttoadd: \"Youforgetthatyourwifehasaroominthedeckhouse。\" Thiswasasfarashewouldgo,forheknewverywellthatshewasnotinthedeckhouse。Mr。Travers,completelyconvincedbythestatement,madenosound。Butneitherdidheliedownagain。 D’Alcacergavehimselfuptomeditation。Thenightseemedextremelyoppressive。AtLingard’sshoutforJorgenson,thatintheprofoundsilencestruckhisearsominously,heraisedhiseyesandsawMrs。TraversoutsidethedooroftheCage。Hestartedforwardbutshewasalreadywithin。Hesawshewasmoved。 Sheseemedoutofbreathandasifunabletospeakatfirst。 \"Hadn’twebettershutthedoor?\"suggestedd’Alcacer。 \"CaptainLingard’scomingin,\"shewhisperedtohim。\"Hehasmadeuphismind。\" \"That’sanexcellentthing,\"commentedd’Alcacer,quietly。\"I concludefromthisthatweshallhearsomething。\" \"Youshallhearitallfromme,\"breathedoutMrs。Travers。 \"Ah!\"exclaimedd’Alcacerverylow。 BythattimeLingardhadentered,too,andthedecksoftheEmmawereallastirwithmovingfigures。Jorgenson’svoicewasalsoheardgivingdirections。FornearlyaminutethefourpersonswithintheCageremainedmotionless。AshadowyMalayinthegangwaysaidsuddenly:\"Sudah,Tuan,\"andLingardmurmured,\"Ready,Mrs。Travers。\" Sheseizedd’Alcacer’sarmandledhimtothesideoftheCagefurthestfromthecornerinwhichMr。Travers’bedwasplaced,whileLingardbusiedhimselfinprickingupthewickoftheCagelanternasifithadsuddenlyoccurredtohimthatthis,whateverhappened,shouldnotbeadeedofdarkness。Mr。Traversdidnothingbutturnhisheadtolookoverhisshoulder。 \"Onemoment,\"saidd’Alcacer,inalowtoneandsmilingatMrs。 Travers’agitation。\"Beforeyoutellmeanythingletmeaskyou: ’HaveYOUmadeupyourmind?’\"Hesawwithmuchsurpriseawideningofhereyes。Wasitindignation?Apauseasofsuspicionfellbetweenthosetwopeople。Thend’Alcacersaidapologetically:\"PerhapsIoughtnottohaveaskedthatquestion,\"andLingardcaughtMrs。Travers’words,\"Oh,Iamnotafraidtoanswerthatquestion。\" Thentheirvoicessank。Lingardhungthelampupagainandstoodidleintherevivedlight;butalmostimmediatelyheheardd’Alcacercallinghimdiscreetly。 \"CaptainLingard!\" Hemovedtowardthematonce。AtthesameinstantMr。Travers’ headpivotedawayfromthegrouptoitsfrontalposition。 D’Alcacer,veryserious,spokeinafamiliarundertone。 \"Mrs。TraverstellsmethatwemustbedelivereduptothoseMoorsonshore。\" \"Yes,thereisnothingelseforit,\"saidLingard。 \"IconfessIamabitstartled,\"saidd’Alcacer;butexceptforaslightlyhurriedutterancenobodycouldhaveguessedatanythingresemblingemotion。 \"Ihavearighttomygoodname,\"saidLingard,alsoverycalm,whileMrs。Traversnearhim,withhalf—veiledeyes,listenedimpassivelikeapresidinggenius。 \"Iwouldn’tquestionthatforamoment,\"concededd’Alcacer。\"A pointofhonourisnottobediscussed。Butthereissuchathingashumanity,too。Tobedelivereduphelplessly……\" \"Perhaps!\"interruptedLingard。\"Butyouneedn’tfeelhopeless。I amnotatlibertytogiveupmylifeforyourown。Mrs。Traversknowswhy。That,too,isengaged。\" \"Alwaysonyourhonour?\" \"Idon’tknow。Apromiseisapromise。\" \"Nobodycanbeheldtotheimpossible,\"remarkedd’Alcacer。 \"Impossible!Whatisimpossible?Idon’tknowit。Iamnotamantotalkoftheimpossibleordodgebehindit。Ididnotbringyouhere。\" D’Alcacerloweredhisheadforamoment。\"Ihavefinished,\"hesaid,gravely。\"ThatmuchIhadtosay。Ihopeyoudon’tthinkI haveappearedundulyanxious。\" \"It’sthebestpolicy,too。\"Mrs。Traversmadeherselfheardsuddenly。Nothingofhermovedbutherlips,shedidnotevenraisehereyes。\"It’stheonlypossiblepolicy。Youbelieveme,Mr。d’Alcacer?……\"Hemadeanalmostimperceptiblemovementofthehead……\"Well,then,Iputallmyhopeinyou,Mr。 d’Alcacer,togetthisoveraseasilyaspossibleandsaveusallfromsomeodiousscene。YouthinkperhapsthatitisIwhooughtto……\" \"No,no!Idon’tthinkso,\"interruptedd’Alcacer。\"Itwouldbeimpossible。\" \"Iamafraiditwould,\"sheadmitted,nervously。 D’AlcacermadeagestureasiftobeghertosaynomoreandatoncecrossedovertoMr。Travers’sideoftheCage。Hedidnotwanttogivehimselftimetothinkabouthistask。Mr。Traverswassittinguponthecampbedsteadwithalightcottonsheetoverhislegs。Hestaredatnothing,andonapproachinghimd’Alcacerdisregardedtheslightsinkingofhisownheartatthisaspectwhichseemedtobethatofextremeterror。\"Thisisawful,\"hethought。Themankeptasstillasahareinitsform。 Theimpressedd’Alcacerhadtomakeanefforttobringhimselftotaphimlightlyontheshoulder。 \"Themomenthascome,Travers,toshowsomefortitude,\"hesaidwitheasyintimacy。Mr。Traverslookedupswiftly。\"Ihavejustbeentalkingtoyourwife。ShehadacommunicationfromCaptainLingardforusboth。Itremainsforusnowtopreserveasmuchaspossibleourdignity。Ihopethatifnecessarywewillbothknowhowtodie。\" Inamomentofprofoundstillness,d’Alcacerhadtimetowonderwhetherhisfacewasasstonyinexpressionastheoneupturnedtohim。Butsuddenlyasmileappearedonit,whichwascertainlythelastthingd’Alcacerexpectedtosee。Anindubitablesmile。A slightlycontemptuoussmile。 \"Mywifehasbeenstuffingyourheadwithsomemoreofhernonsense。\"Mr。Traversspokeinavoicewhichastonishedd’Alcacerasmuchasthesmile,avoicethatwasnotirritablenorpeevish,buthadadistinctnoteofindulgence。\"Mydeard’Alcacer,thatcrazehasgotsuchaholdofherthatshewouldtellyouanysortoftale。Socialimpostors,mediums,fortune—tellers,charlatansofallsortsdoobtainastrangeinfluenceoverwomen。Youhaveseenthatsortofthingyourself。 Ihadatalkwithherbeforedinner。Theinfluencethatbandithasgotoverherisincredible。Ireallybelievethefellowishalfcrazyhimself。Theyoftenare,youknow。Igaveuparguingwithher。Now,whatisityouhavegottotellme?ButIwarnyouthatIamnotgoingtotakeitseriously。\" Herejectedbrisklythecottonsheet,puthisfeettothegroundandbuttonedhisjacket。D’Alcacer,ashetalked,becameawarebytheslightnoisebehindhimthatMrs。TraversandLingardwereleavingtheCage,buthewentontotheendandthenwaitedanxiouslyfortheanswer。 \"See!Shehasfollowedhimoutondeck,\"wereMr。Travers’firstwords。\"Ihopeyouunderstandthatitisamerecraze。Youcan’thelpseeingthat。Lookathercostume。Shesimplyhaslostherhead。Luckilytheworldneedn’tknow。Butsupposethatsomethingsimilarhadhappenedathome。Itwouldhavebeenextremelyawkward。Oh!yes,Iwillcome。Iwillgoanywhere。Ican’tstandthishulk,thosepeople,thisinfernalCage。IbelieveIshouldfallillifIweretoremainhere。\" TheinwarddetachedvoiceofJorgensonmadeitselfheardnearthegangwaysaying:\"Theboathasbeenwaitingforthishourpast,KingTom。\" \"Letusmakeavirtueofnecessityandgowithagoodgrace,\" saidd’Alcacer,readytotakeMr。Traversunderthearmpersuasively,forhedidnotknowwhattomakeofthatgentleman。 ButMr。Traversseemedanotherman。\"Iamafraid。d’Alcacer,thatyou,too,arenotverystrong—minded。Iamgoingtotakeablanketoffthisbedstead……\"Heflungithastilyoverhisarmandfollowedd’Alcacerclosely。\"WhatIsuffermostlyfrom,strangetosay,iscold。\" Mrs。TraversandLingardwerewaitingnearthegangway。Toeverybody’sextremesurpriseMr。Traversaddressedhiswifefirst。 \"Youwerealwayslaughingatpeople’scrazes,\"waswhathesaid,\"andnowyouhaveacrazeofyourown。Butwewon’tdiscussthat。\" D’Alcacerpassedon,raisinghiscaptoMrs。Travers,andwentdowntheship’ssideintotheboat。Jorgensonhadvanishedinhisownmannerlikeanexorcisedghost,andLingard,steppingback,lefthusbandandwifefacetoface。 \"DidyouthinkIwasgoingtomakeafuss?\"askedMr。Traversinaverylowvoice。\"IassureyouIwouldrathergothanstayhere。 Youdidn’tthinkthat?Youhavelostallsenseofreality,ofprobability。IwasjustthinkingthiseveningthatIwouldratherbeanywherethanherelookingonatyou。Atyourfolly……\" Mrs。Travers’loud,\"Martin!\"madeLingardwince,causedd’Alcacertolifthisheaddownthereintheboat,andevenJorgenson,forwardsomewhereoutofsight,ceasedmumblinginhismoustache。TheonlypersonwhoseemednottohaveheardthatexclamationwasMr。Travershimself,whocontinuedsmoothly: \"……attheaberrationofyourmind,youwhoseemedsosuperiortocommoncredulities。Youarenotyourself,notatall,andsomedayyouwilladmittomethat……No,thebestthingwillbetoforgetit,asyouwillsoonseeyourself。Weshallnevermentionthatsubjectinthefuture。Iamcertainyouwillbeonlytoogladtoagreewithmeonthatpoint。\" \"Howfaraheadareyoulooking?\"askedMrs。Travers,findinghervoiceandeventheverytoneinwhichshewouldhaveaddressedhimhadtheybeenabouttopartinthehalloftheirtownhouse。 Shemighthavebeenaskinghimatwhattimeheexpectedtobehome,whileafootmanheldthedooropenandthebroughamwaitedinthestreet。 \"Notveryfar。Thiscan’tlastmuchlonger。\"Mr。Traversmadeamovementasiftoleaveherexactlyasthoughhewereratherpressedtokeepanappointment。\"Bytheby,\"hesaid,checkinghimself,\"Isupposethefellowunderstandsthoroughlythatwearewealthy。Hecouldhardlydoubtthat。\" \"It’sthelastthoughtthatwouldenterhishead,\"saidMrs。 Travers。 \"Oh,yes,justso,\"Mr。Traversallowedalittleimpatiencetopierceunderhiscasualmanner。\"ButIdon’tmindtellingyouthatIhavehadenoughofthis。Iampreparedtomake——ah!——tomakeconcessions。Alargepecuniarysacrifice。Onlythewholepositionissoabsurd!Hemightconceivablydoubtmygoodfaith。 Wouldn’titbejustaswellifyou,withyourparticularinfluence,wouldhinttohimthatwithmehewouldhavenothingtofear?Iamamanofmyword。\" \"Thatisthefirstthinghewouldnaturallythinkofanyman,\" saidMrs。Travers。 \"Willyoureyesneverbeopened?\"Mr。Traversbegan,irritably,thengaveitup。\"Well,somuchthebetterthen。Igiveyouafreehand。\" \"Whatmadeyouchangeyourattitudelikethis?\"askedMrs。 Travers,suspiciously。 \"Myregardforyou,\"heansweredwithouthesitation。 \"Iintendedtojoinyouinyourcaptivity。Iwasjusttryingtopersuadehim……\" \"Iforbidyouabsolutely,\"whisperedMr。Travers,forcibly。\"Iamgladtogetaway。Idon’twanttoseeyouagaintillyourcrazeisover。\" Shewasconfoundedbyhissecretvehemence。Butinstantlysucceedinghisfiercewhispercameashort,inanesocietylaughandamuchlouder,\"NotthatIattachanyimportance……\" Hesprangaway,asitwere,fromhiswife,andashewentoverthegangwaywavedhishandtoheramiably。 LighteddimlybythelanternontheroofofthedeckhouseMrs。 Traversremainedverystillwithloweredheadandanaspectofprofoundmeditation。ItlastedbutaninstantbeforeshemovedoffandbrushingagainstLingardpassedonwithdowncasteyestoherdeckcabin。Lingardheardthedoorshut。Hewaitedawhile,madeamovementtowardthegangwaybutcheckedhimselfandfollowedMrs。Traversintohercabin。 Itwaspitchdarkinthere。Hecouldseeabsolutelynothingandwasoppressedbytheprofoundstillnessunstirredevenbythesoundofbreathing。 \"Iamgoingonshore,\"hebegan,breakingtheblackanddeathlikesilenceenclosinghimandtheinvisiblewoman。\"Iwantedtosaygood—bye。\" \"Youaregoingonshore,\"repeatedMrs。Travers。Hervoicewasemotionless,blank,unringing。 \"Yes,forafewhours,orforlife,\"Lingardsaidinmeasuredtones。\"Imayhavetodiewiththemortodiemaybeforothers。 Foryou,ifIonlyknewhowtomanageit,Iwouldwanttolive。I amtellingyouthisbecauseitisdark。IftherehadbeenalightinhereIwouldn’thavecomein。\" \"Iwishyouhadnot,\"utteredthesameunringingwoman’svoice。 \"Youarealwayscomingtomewiththoselivesandthosedeathsinyourhand。\" \"Yes,it’stoomuchforyou,\"wasLingard’sundertonedcomment。 \"Youcouldbenootherthantrue。Andyouareinnocent!Don’twishmelife,butwishmeluck,foryouareinnocent——andyouwillhavetotakeyourchance。\" \"Alllucktoyou,KingTom,\"heheardhersayinthedarknessinwhichheseemednowtoperceivethegleamofherhair。\"Iwilltakemychance。AndtrynottocomenearmeagainforIamwearyofyou。\" \"Icanwellbelieveit,\"murmuredLingard,andsteppedoutofthecabin,shuttingthedoorafterhimgently。Forhalfaminute,perhaps,thestillnesscontinued,andthensuddenlythechairfelloverinthedarkness。NextmomentMrs。Travers’headappearedinthelightofthelampleftontheroofofthedeckhouse。Herbarearmsgraspedthedoorposts。 \"Waitamoment,\"shesaid,loudly,intotheshadowsofthedeck。 Sheheardnofootsteps,sawnothingmovingexceptthevanishingwhiteshapeofthelateCaptainH。C。Jorgenson,whowasindifferenttothelifeofmen。\"Wait,KingTom!\"sheinsisted,raisinghervoice;then,\"Ididn’tmeanit。Don’tbelieveme!\" shecried,recklessly。 Forthesecondtimethatnightawoman’svoicestartledtheheartsofmenonboardtheEmma。AllexcepttheheartofoldJorgenson。TheMalaysintheboatlookedupfromtheirthwarts。 D’Alcacer,sittinginthesternsheetsbesideLingard,feltasinkingofhisheart。 \"What’sthis?\"heexclaimed。\"Iheardyournameondeck。Youarewanted,Ithink。\" \"Shoveoff,\"orderedLingard,inflexibly,withoutevenlookingatd’Alcacer。Mr。Traverswastheonlyonewhodidn’tseemtobeawareofanything。AlongtimeaftertheboatlefttheEmma’ssideheleanedtowardd’Alcacer。 \"Ihaveamostextraordinaryfeeling,\"hesaidinacautiousundertone。\"Iseemtobeintheair——Idon’tknow。Areweonthewater,d’Alcacer?Areyouquitesure?Butofcourse,weareonthewater。\" \"Yes,\"saidd’Alcacer,inthesametone。\"CrossingtheStyx——perhaps。\"HeheardMr。Traversutteranunmoved\"Verylikely,\"whichhedidnotexpect。Lingard,hishandonthetiller,satlikeamanofstone。 \"Thenyourpointofviewhaschanged,\"whisperedd’Alcacer。 \"Itoldmywifetomakeanoffer,\"wentontheearnestwhisperoftheotherman。\"Asumofmoney。ButtotellyouthetruthIdon’tbelieveverymuchinitssuccess。\" D’Alcacermadenoanswerandonlywonderedwhetherhedidn’tlikebetterMr。Travers’other,unreasonablemood。TherewasnodenyingthefactthatMr。Traverswasatroublingperson。Nowhesuddenlygrippedd’Alcacer’sfore—armandaddedunderhisbreath: \"Idoubteverything。Idoubtwhethertheofferwilleverbemade。\" Allthiswasnotveryimpressive。Therewassomethingpitifulinit:whisper,grip,shudder,asofachildfrightenedinthedark。 Buttheemotionwasdeep。Oncemorethatevening,butthistimearousedbythehusband’sdistress,d’Alcacer’swonderapproachedthebordersofawe。 PARTVI。THECLAIMOFLIFEANDTHETOLLOFDEATH I \"HaveyougotKingTom’swatchinthere?\"saidavoicethatseemednottoattachtheslightestimportancetothequestion。 Jorgenson,outsidethedoorofMrs。Travers’partofthedeckhouse,waitedfortheanswer。Heheardalowcryverymuchlikeamoan,thestartledsoundofpainthatmaybesometimesheardinsickrooms。Butitmovedhimnotatall。Hewouldneverhavedreamtofopeningthedoorunlesstoldtodoso,inwhichcasehewouldhavebeheld,withcompleteindifference,Mrs。 Traversextendedonthefloorwithherheadrestingontheedgeofthecampbedstead(onwhichLingardhadneverslept),asthoughshehadsubsidedtherefromakneelingposturewhichistheattitudeofprayer,supplication,ordefeat。ThehoursofthenighthadpassedMrs。Traversby。Afterflingingherselfonherknees,shedidn’tknowwhy,sinceshecouldthinkofnothingtoprayfor,hadnothingtoinvoke,andwastoofargoneforsuchafutilethingasdespair,shehadremainedtheretillthesenseofexhaustionhadgrownonhertothepointinwhichshelostherbeliefinherpowertorise。Inahalf—sittingattitude,herheadrestingagainsttheedgeofthecouchandherarmsflungaboveherhead,shesankintoanindifference,themereresignationofaworn—outbodyandaworn—outmindwhichoftenistheonlysortofrestthatcomestopeoplewhoaredesperatelyillandiswelcomeenoughinaway。ThevoiceofJorgensonrousedheroutofthatstate。Shesatup,achingineverylimbandcoldallover。 Jorgenson,behindthedoor,repeatedwithlifelessobstinacy: \"DoyouseeKingTom’swatchinthere?\" Mrs。Traversgotupfromthefloor。Shetottered,snatchingattheair,andfoundthebackofthearmchairunderherhand。 \"Who’sthere?\" Shewasalsoreadytoask:\"WhereamI?\"butsherememberedandatoncebecamethepreyofthatactivedreadwhichhadbeenlyingdormantforafewhoursinheruneasyandprostratebody。\"Whattimeisit?\"shefalteredout。 \"Dawn,\"pronouncedtheimperturbablevoiceatthedoor。Itseemedtoherthatitwasawordthatcouldmakeanyheartsinkwithapprehension。Dawn!Shestoodappalled。Andthetonelessvoiceoutsidethedoorinsisted: \"YoumusthaveTom’swatchthere!\" \"Ihaven’tseenit,\"shecriedasiftormentedbyadream。 \"Lookinthatdeskthing。Ifyoupushopentheshutteryouwillbeabletosee。\" Mrs。Traversbecameawareoftheprofounddarknessofthecabin。 Jorgensonheardherstaggeringinthere。Afteramomentawoman’svoice,whichstruckevenhimasstrange,saidinfainttones: \"Ihaveit。It’sstopped。\" \"Itdoesn’tmatter。Idon’twanttoknowthetime。Thereshouldbeakeyabout。Seeitanywhere?\" \"Yes,it’sfastenedtothewatch,\"thedazedvoiceansweredfromwithin。Jorgensonwaitedbeforemakinghisrequest。\"Willyoupassitouttome?There’spreciouslittletimeleftnow!\" Thedoorflewopen,whichwascertainlysomethingJorgensonhadnotexpected。Hehadexpectedbutahandwiththewatchprotrudedthroughanarrowcrack,Buthedidn’tstartbackorgiveanyothersignofsurpriseatseeingMrs。Traversfullydressed。 Againstthefaintclearnessintheframeoftheopenshuttershepresentedtohimthedarksilhouetteofhershoulderssurmountedbyasleekhead,becauseherhairwasstillinthetwoplaits。ToJorgensonMrs。Traversinherun—Europeandresshadalwaysbeendispleasing,almostmonstrous。Herstature,hergestures,hergeneralcarriagestruckhiseyeasabsurdlyincongruouswithaMalaycostume,tooample,toofree,toobold——offensive。ToMrs。 Travers,Jorgenson,intheduskofthepassage,hadtheaspectofadimwhiteghost,andhechilledherbyhisghost’saloofness。 Hepickedupthewatchfromheroutspreadpalmwithoutawordofthanks,onlymumblinginhismoustache,\"H’m,yes,that’sit。I haven’tyetforgottenhowtocountsecondscorrectly,butit’sbettertohaveawatch。\" Shehadnottheslightestnotionwhathemeant。Andshedidnotcare。Hermindremainedconfusedandthesenseofbodilydiscomfortoppressedher。Shewhispered,shamefacedly,\"IbelieveI’veslept。\" \"Ihaven’t,\"mumbledJorgenson,growingmoreandmoredistincttohereyes。ThebrightnessoftheshortdawnincreasedrapidlyasifthesunwereimpatienttolookupontheSettlement。\"Nofearofthat,\"headded,boastfully。 ItoccurredtoMrs。Traversthatperhapsshehadnotslepteither。Herstatehadbeenmorelikeanimperfect,half—conscious,quiveringdeath。Sheshudderedattherecollection。 \"Whatanawfulnight,\"shemurmured,drearily。 TherewasnothingtohopeforfromJorgenson。Sheexpectedhimtovanish,indifferent,likeaphantomofthedeadcarryingofftheappropriatelydeadwatchinhishandforsomeunearthlypurpose。 Jorgensondidn’tmove。Hiswasaninsensible,almostasenselesspresence!Nothingcouldbeextortedfromit。ButawaveofanguishasconfusedasallherothersensationssweptMrs。 Traversoffherfeet。 \"Can’tyoutellmesomething?\"shecried。 ForhalfaminuteperhapsJorgensonmadenosound;then:\"ForyearsIhavebeentellinganybodywhocaredtoask,\"hemumbledinhismoustache。\"TellingTom,too。AndTomknewwhathewantedtodo。How’sonetoknowwhatYOUareafter?\" Shehadneverexpectedtohearsomanywordsfromthatrigidshadow。Itsmonotonousmumblewasfascinating,itssuddenloquacitywasshocking。Andintheprofoundstillnessthatreignedoutsideitwasasiftherehadbeennooneleftintheworldwithherbutthephantomofthatoldadventurer。Hewasheardagain:\"WhatIcouldtellyouwouldbeworsethanpoison。\" Mrs。TraverswasnotfamiliarwithJorgenson’sconsecratedphrases。Themechanicalvoice,thewordsthemselves,hisairofabstractionappalledher。Andhehadn’tdoneyet;shecaughtsomemoreofhisunconcernedmumbling:\"ThereisnothingIdon’tknow,\"andtheabsurdityofthestatementwasalsoappalling。 Mrs。Traversgaspedandwithawildlittlelaugh: \"ThenyouknowwhyIcalledafterKingTomlastnight。\" Heglancedawayalonghisshoulderthroughthedoorofthedeckhouseatthegrowingbrightnessoftheday。Shedidso,too。 Itwascoming。Ithadcome!Anotherday!AnditseemedtoMrs。 Traversaworsecalamitythananydiscoveryshehadmadeinherlife,thananythingshecouldhaveimaginedtocometoher。Theverymagnitudeofhorrorsteadiedher,seemedtocalmheragitationassomekindsoffataldrugsdobeforetheykill。ShelaidasteadyhandonJorgenson’ssleeveandspokequietly,distinctly,urgently。 \"Youwereondeck。WhatIwanttoknowiswhetherIwasheard?\" \"Yes,\"saidJorgenson,absently,\"Iheardyou。\"Then,asifrousedalittle,headdedlessmechanically:\"Thewholeshipheardyou。\"