\"Iassureyouitisn’tlate。It’sdarkatsix,wedinedbeforeseven,thatmakesthenightlongandIamnotaverygoodsleeper;thatis,Icannotgotosleeptilllateinthenight。\"
\"Ienvyyou,\"saidMr。Travers,speakingwithasortofdrowsyapathy。\"Iamalwaysdroppingoffandtheawakeningsarehorrible。\"
D’Alcacer,raisinghiseyes,noticedthatMrs。TraversandLingardhadvanishedfromthelight。Theyhadgonetotherailwhered’Alcacercouldnotseethem。SomepitymingledwithhisvexationatMr。Travers’snatchywakefulness。Therewassomethingweirdabouttheman,hereflected。\"Jorgenson,\"hebeganaloud。
\"What’sthat?\"snappedMr。Travers。
\"It’sthenameofthatlankyoldstore—keeperwhoisalwaysaboutthedecks。\"
\"Ihaven’tseenhim。Idon’tseeanybody。Idon’tknowanybody。I
prefernottonotice。\"
\"Iwasonlygoingtosaythathegavemeapackofcards;wouldyoulikeagameofpiquet?\"
\"Idon’tthinkIcouldkeepmyeyesopen,\"saidMr。Traversinanunexpectedlyconfidentialtone。\"Isn’titfunny,d’Alcacer?AndthenIwakeup。It’stooawful。\"
D’AlcacermadenoremarkandMr。Traversseemednottohaveexpectedany。
\"WhenIsaidmywifewasmad,\"hebegan,suddenly,causingd’Alcacertostart,\"Ididn’tmeanitliterally,ofcourse。\"Histonesoundedslightlydogmaticandhedidn’tseemtobeawareofanyintervalduringwhichhehadappearedtosleep。D’Alcacerwasconvincedmorethaneverthathehadbeenshamming,andresignedhimselfwearilytolisten,foldinghisarmsacrosshischest。
\"WhatImeant,really,\"continuedMr。Travers,\"wasthatsheisthevictimofacraze。Societyissubjecttocrazes,asyouknowverywell。Theyarenotreprehensibleinthemselves,buttheworstofmywifeisthathercrazesareneverlikethoseofthepeoplewithwhomshenaturallyassociates。Theygenerallyruncountertothem。Thispeculiarityhasgivenmesomeanxiety,youunderstand,inthepositionweoccupy。Peoplewillbegintosaythatsheiseccentric。Doyouseeheranywhere,d’Alcacer?\"
D’Alcacerwasthankfultobeabletosaythathedidn’tseeMrs。
Travers。Hedidn’tevenhearanymurmurs,thoughhehadnodoubtthateverybodyonboardtheEmmawaswideawakebynow。ButMr。
Traversinspiredhimwithinvinciblemistrustandhethoughtitprudenttoadd:
\"Youforgetthatyourwifehasaroominthedeckhouse。\"
Thiswasasfarashewouldgo,forheknewverywellthatshewasnotinthedeckhouse。Mr。Travers,completelyconvincedbythestatement,madenosound。Butneitherdidheliedownagain。
D’Alcacergavehimselfuptomeditation。Thenightseemedextremelyoppressive。AtLingard’sshoutforJorgenson,thatintheprofoundsilencestruckhisearsominously,heraisedhiseyesandsawMrs。TraversoutsidethedooroftheCage。Hestartedforwardbutshewasalreadywithin。Hesawshewasmoved。
Sheseemedoutofbreathandasifunabletospeakatfirst。
\"Hadn’twebettershutthedoor?\"suggestedd’Alcacer。
\"CaptainLingard’scomingin,\"shewhisperedtohim。\"Hehasmadeuphismind。\"
\"That’sanexcellentthing,\"commentedd’Alcacer,quietly。\"I
concludefromthisthatweshallhearsomething。\"
\"Youshallhearitallfromme,\"breathedoutMrs。Travers。
\"Ah!\"exclaimedd’Alcacerverylow。
BythattimeLingardhadentered,too,andthedecksoftheEmmawereallastirwithmovingfigures。Jorgenson’svoicewasalsoheardgivingdirections。FornearlyaminutethefourpersonswithintheCageremainedmotionless。AshadowyMalayinthegangwaysaidsuddenly:\"Sudah,Tuan,\"andLingardmurmured,\"Ready,Mrs。Travers。\"
Sheseizedd’Alcacer’sarmandledhimtothesideoftheCagefurthestfromthecornerinwhichMr。Travers’bedwasplaced,whileLingardbusiedhimselfinprickingupthewickoftheCagelanternasifithadsuddenlyoccurredtohimthatthis,whateverhappened,shouldnotbeadeedofdarkness。Mr。Traversdidnothingbutturnhisheadtolookoverhisshoulder。
\"Onemoment,\"saidd’Alcacer,inalowtoneandsmilingatMrs。
Travers’agitation。\"Beforeyoutellmeanythingletmeaskyou:
’HaveYOUmadeupyourmind?’\"Hesawwithmuchsurpriseawideningofhereyes。Wasitindignation?Apauseasofsuspicionfellbetweenthosetwopeople。Thend’Alcacersaidapologetically:\"PerhapsIoughtnottohaveaskedthatquestion,\"andLingardcaughtMrs。Travers’words,\"Oh,Iamnotafraidtoanswerthatquestion。\"
Thentheirvoicessank。Lingardhungthelampupagainandstoodidleintherevivedlight;butalmostimmediatelyheheardd’Alcacercallinghimdiscreetly。
\"CaptainLingard!\"
Hemovedtowardthematonce。AtthesameinstantMr。Travers’
headpivotedawayfromthegrouptoitsfrontalposition。
D’Alcacer,veryserious,spokeinafamiliarundertone。
\"Mrs。TraverstellsmethatwemustbedelivereduptothoseMoorsonshore。\"
\"Yes,thereisnothingelseforit,\"saidLingard。
\"IconfessIamabitstartled,\"saidd’Alcacer;butexceptforaslightlyhurriedutterancenobodycouldhaveguessedatanythingresemblingemotion。
\"Ihavearighttomygoodname,\"saidLingard,alsoverycalm,whileMrs。Traversnearhim,withhalf—veiledeyes,listenedimpassivelikeapresidinggenius。
\"Iwouldn’tquestionthatforamoment,\"concededd’Alcacer。\"A
pointofhonourisnottobediscussed。Butthereissuchathingashumanity,too。Tobedelivereduphelplessly……\"
\"Perhaps!\"interruptedLingard。\"Butyouneedn’tfeelhopeless。I
amnotatlibertytogiveupmylifeforyourown。Mrs。Traversknowswhy。That,too,isengaged。\"
\"Alwaysonyourhonour?\"
\"Idon’tknow。Apromiseisapromise。\"
\"Nobodycanbeheldtotheimpossible,\"remarkedd’Alcacer。
\"Impossible!Whatisimpossible?Idon’tknowit。Iamnotamantotalkoftheimpossibleordodgebehindit。Ididnotbringyouhere。\"
D’Alcacerloweredhisheadforamoment。\"Ihavefinished,\"hesaid,gravely。\"ThatmuchIhadtosay。Ihopeyoudon’tthinkI
haveappearedundulyanxious。\"
\"It’sthebestpolicy,too。\"Mrs。Traversmadeherselfheardsuddenly。Nothingofhermovedbutherlips,shedidnotevenraisehereyes。\"It’stheonlypossiblepolicy。Youbelieveme,Mr。d’Alcacer?……\"Hemadeanalmostimperceptiblemovementofthehead……\"Well,then,Iputallmyhopeinyou,Mr。
d’Alcacer,togetthisoveraseasilyaspossibleandsaveusallfromsomeodiousscene。YouthinkperhapsthatitisIwhooughtto……\"
\"No,no!Idon’tthinkso,\"interruptedd’Alcacer。\"Itwouldbeimpossible。\"
\"Iamafraiditwould,\"sheadmitted,nervously。
D’AlcacermadeagestureasiftobeghertosaynomoreandatoncecrossedovertoMr。Travers’sideoftheCage。Hedidnotwanttogivehimselftimetothinkabouthistask。Mr。Traverswassittinguponthecampbedsteadwithalightcottonsheetoverhislegs。Hestaredatnothing,andonapproachinghimd’Alcacerdisregardedtheslightsinkingofhisownheartatthisaspectwhichseemedtobethatofextremeterror。\"Thisisawful,\"hethought。Themankeptasstillasahareinitsform。
Theimpressedd’Alcacerhadtomakeanefforttobringhimselftotaphimlightlyontheshoulder。
\"Themomenthascome,Travers,toshowsomefortitude,\"hesaidwitheasyintimacy。Mr。Traverslookedupswiftly。\"Ihavejustbeentalkingtoyourwife。ShehadacommunicationfromCaptainLingardforusboth。Itremainsforusnowtopreserveasmuchaspossibleourdignity。Ihopethatifnecessarywewillbothknowhowtodie。\"
Inamomentofprofoundstillness,d’Alcacerhadtimetowonderwhetherhisfacewasasstonyinexpressionastheoneupturnedtohim。Butsuddenlyasmileappearedonit,whichwascertainlythelastthingd’Alcacerexpectedtosee。Anindubitablesmile。A
slightlycontemptuoussmile。
\"Mywifehasbeenstuffingyourheadwithsomemoreofhernonsense。\"Mr。Traversspokeinavoicewhichastonishedd’Alcacerasmuchasthesmile,avoicethatwasnotirritablenorpeevish,buthadadistinctnoteofindulgence。\"Mydeard’Alcacer,thatcrazehasgotsuchaholdofherthatshewouldtellyouanysortoftale。Socialimpostors,mediums,fortune—tellers,charlatansofallsortsdoobtainastrangeinfluenceoverwomen。Youhaveseenthatsortofthingyourself。
Ihadatalkwithherbeforedinner。Theinfluencethatbandithasgotoverherisincredible。Ireallybelievethefellowishalfcrazyhimself。Theyoftenare,youknow。Igaveuparguingwithher。Now,whatisityouhavegottotellme?ButIwarnyouthatIamnotgoingtotakeitseriously。\"
Herejectedbrisklythecottonsheet,puthisfeettothegroundandbuttonedhisjacket。D’Alcacer,ashetalked,becameawarebytheslightnoisebehindhimthatMrs。TraversandLingardwereleavingtheCage,buthewentontotheendandthenwaitedanxiouslyfortheanswer。
\"See!Shehasfollowedhimoutondeck,\"wereMr。Travers’firstwords。\"Ihopeyouunderstandthatitisamerecraze。Youcan’thelpseeingthat。Lookathercostume。Shesimplyhaslostherhead。Luckilytheworldneedn’tknow。Butsupposethatsomethingsimilarhadhappenedathome。Itwouldhavebeenextremelyawkward。Oh!yes,Iwillcome。Iwillgoanywhere。Ican’tstandthishulk,thosepeople,thisinfernalCage。IbelieveIshouldfallillifIweretoremainhere。\"
TheinwarddetachedvoiceofJorgensonmadeitselfheardnearthegangwaysaying:\"Theboathasbeenwaitingforthishourpast,KingTom。\"
\"Letusmakeavirtueofnecessityandgowithagoodgrace,\"
saidd’Alcacer,readytotakeMr。Traversunderthearmpersuasively,forhedidnotknowwhattomakeofthatgentleman。
ButMr。Traversseemedanotherman。\"Iamafraid。d’Alcacer,thatyou,too,arenotverystrong—minded。Iamgoingtotakeablanketoffthisbedstead……\"Heflungithastilyoverhisarmandfollowedd’Alcacerclosely。\"WhatIsuffermostlyfrom,strangetosay,iscold。\"
Mrs。TraversandLingardwerewaitingnearthegangway。Toeverybody’sextremesurpriseMr。Traversaddressedhiswifefirst。
\"Youwerealwayslaughingatpeople’scrazes,\"waswhathesaid,\"andnowyouhaveacrazeofyourown。Butwewon’tdiscussthat。\"
D’Alcacerpassedon,raisinghiscaptoMrs。Travers,andwentdowntheship’ssideintotheboat。Jorgensonhadvanishedinhisownmannerlikeanexorcisedghost,andLingard,steppingback,lefthusbandandwifefacetoface。
\"DidyouthinkIwasgoingtomakeafuss?\"askedMr。Traversinaverylowvoice。\"IassureyouIwouldrathergothanstayhere。
Youdidn’tthinkthat?Youhavelostallsenseofreality,ofprobability。IwasjustthinkingthiseveningthatIwouldratherbeanywherethanherelookingonatyou。Atyourfolly……\"
Mrs。Travers’loud,\"Martin!\"madeLingardwince,causedd’Alcacertolifthisheaddownthereintheboat,andevenJorgenson,forwardsomewhereoutofsight,ceasedmumblinginhismoustache。TheonlypersonwhoseemednottohaveheardthatexclamationwasMr。Travershimself,whocontinuedsmoothly:
\"……attheaberrationofyourmind,youwhoseemedsosuperiortocommoncredulities。Youarenotyourself,notatall,andsomedayyouwilladmittomethat……No,thebestthingwillbetoforgetit,asyouwillsoonseeyourself。Weshallnevermentionthatsubjectinthefuture。Iamcertainyouwillbeonlytoogladtoagreewithmeonthatpoint。\"
\"Howfaraheadareyoulooking?\"askedMrs。Travers,findinghervoiceandeventheverytoneinwhichshewouldhaveaddressedhimhadtheybeenabouttopartinthehalloftheirtownhouse。
Shemighthavebeenaskinghimatwhattimeheexpectedtobehome,whileafootmanheldthedooropenandthebroughamwaitedinthestreet。
\"Notveryfar。Thiscan’tlastmuchlonger。\"Mr。Traversmadeamovementasiftoleaveherexactlyasthoughhewereratherpressedtokeepanappointment。\"Bytheby,\"hesaid,checkinghimself,\"Isupposethefellowunderstandsthoroughlythatwearewealthy。Hecouldhardlydoubtthat。\"
\"It’sthelastthoughtthatwouldenterhishead,\"saidMrs。
Travers。
\"Oh,yes,justso,\"Mr。Traversallowedalittleimpatiencetopierceunderhiscasualmanner。\"ButIdon’tmindtellingyouthatIhavehadenoughofthis。Iampreparedtomake——ah!——tomakeconcessions。Alargepecuniarysacrifice。Onlythewholepositionissoabsurd!Hemightconceivablydoubtmygoodfaith。
Wouldn’titbejustaswellifyou,withyourparticularinfluence,wouldhinttohimthatwithmehewouldhavenothingtofear?Iamamanofmyword。\"
\"Thatisthefirstthinghewouldnaturallythinkofanyman,\"
saidMrs。Travers。
\"Willyoureyesneverbeopened?\"Mr。Traversbegan,irritably,thengaveitup。\"Well,somuchthebetterthen。Igiveyouafreehand。\"
\"Whatmadeyouchangeyourattitudelikethis?\"askedMrs。
Travers,suspiciously。
\"Myregardforyou,\"heansweredwithouthesitation。
\"Iintendedtojoinyouinyourcaptivity。Iwasjusttryingtopersuadehim……\"
\"Iforbidyouabsolutely,\"whisperedMr。Travers,forcibly。\"Iamgladtogetaway。Idon’twanttoseeyouagaintillyourcrazeisover。\"
Shewasconfoundedbyhissecretvehemence。Butinstantlysucceedinghisfiercewhispercameashort,inanesocietylaughandamuchlouder,\"NotthatIattachanyimportance……\"
Hesprangaway,asitwere,fromhiswife,andashewentoverthegangwaywavedhishandtoheramiably。
LighteddimlybythelanternontheroofofthedeckhouseMrs。
Traversremainedverystillwithloweredheadandanaspectofprofoundmeditation。ItlastedbutaninstantbeforeshemovedoffandbrushingagainstLingardpassedonwithdowncasteyestoherdeckcabin。Lingardheardthedoorshut。Hewaitedawhile,madeamovementtowardthegangwaybutcheckedhimselfandfollowedMrs。Traversintohercabin。
Itwaspitchdarkinthere。Hecouldseeabsolutelynothingandwasoppressedbytheprofoundstillnessunstirredevenbythesoundofbreathing。
\"Iamgoingonshore,\"hebegan,breakingtheblackanddeathlikesilenceenclosinghimandtheinvisiblewoman。\"Iwantedtosaygood—bye。\"
\"Youaregoingonshore,\"repeatedMrs。Travers。Hervoicewasemotionless,blank,unringing。
\"Yes,forafewhours,orforlife,\"Lingardsaidinmeasuredtones。\"Imayhavetodiewiththemortodiemaybeforothers。
Foryou,ifIonlyknewhowtomanageit,Iwouldwanttolive。I
amtellingyouthisbecauseitisdark。IftherehadbeenalightinhereIwouldn’thavecomein。\"
\"Iwishyouhadnot,\"utteredthesameunringingwoman’svoice。
\"Youarealwayscomingtomewiththoselivesandthosedeathsinyourhand。\"
\"Yes,it’stoomuchforyou,\"wasLingard’sundertonedcomment。
\"Youcouldbenootherthantrue。Andyouareinnocent!Don’twishmelife,butwishmeluck,foryouareinnocent——andyouwillhavetotakeyourchance。\"
\"Alllucktoyou,KingTom,\"heheardhersayinthedarknessinwhichheseemednowtoperceivethegleamofherhair。\"Iwilltakemychance。AndtrynottocomenearmeagainforIamwearyofyou。\"
\"Icanwellbelieveit,\"murmuredLingard,andsteppedoutofthecabin,shuttingthedoorafterhimgently。Forhalfaminute,perhaps,thestillnesscontinued,andthensuddenlythechairfelloverinthedarkness。NextmomentMrs。Travers’headappearedinthelightofthelampleftontheroofofthedeckhouse。Herbarearmsgraspedthedoorposts。
\"Waitamoment,\"shesaid,loudly,intotheshadowsofthedeck。
Sheheardnofootsteps,sawnothingmovingexceptthevanishingwhiteshapeofthelateCaptainH。C。Jorgenson,whowasindifferenttothelifeofmen。\"Wait,KingTom!\"sheinsisted,raisinghervoice;then,\"Ididn’tmeanit。Don’tbelieveme!\"
shecried,recklessly。
Forthesecondtimethatnightawoman’svoicestartledtheheartsofmenonboardtheEmma。AllexcepttheheartofoldJorgenson。TheMalaysintheboatlookedupfromtheirthwarts。
D’Alcacer,sittinginthesternsheetsbesideLingard,feltasinkingofhisheart。
\"What’sthis?\"heexclaimed。\"Iheardyournameondeck。Youarewanted,Ithink。\"
\"Shoveoff,\"orderedLingard,inflexibly,withoutevenlookingatd’Alcacer。Mr。Traverswastheonlyonewhodidn’tseemtobeawareofanything。AlongtimeaftertheboatlefttheEmma’ssideheleanedtowardd’Alcacer。
\"Ihaveamostextraordinaryfeeling,\"hesaidinacautiousundertone。\"Iseemtobeintheair——Idon’tknow。Areweonthewater,d’Alcacer?Areyouquitesure?Butofcourse,weareonthewater。\"
\"Yes,\"saidd’Alcacer,inthesametone。\"CrossingtheStyx——perhaps。\"HeheardMr。Traversutteranunmoved\"Verylikely,\"whichhedidnotexpect。Lingard,hishandonthetiller,satlikeamanofstone。
\"Thenyourpointofviewhaschanged,\"whisperedd’Alcacer。
\"Itoldmywifetomakeanoffer,\"wentontheearnestwhisperoftheotherman。\"Asumofmoney。ButtotellyouthetruthIdon’tbelieveverymuchinitssuccess。\"
D’Alcacermadenoanswerandonlywonderedwhetherhedidn’tlikebetterMr。Travers’other,unreasonablemood。TherewasnodenyingthefactthatMr。Traverswasatroublingperson。Nowhesuddenlygrippedd’Alcacer’sfore—armandaddedunderhisbreath:
\"Idoubteverything。Idoubtwhethertheofferwilleverbemade。\"
Allthiswasnotveryimpressive。Therewassomethingpitifulinit:whisper,grip,shudder,asofachildfrightenedinthedark。
Buttheemotionwasdeep。Oncemorethatevening,butthistimearousedbythehusband’sdistress,d’Alcacer’swonderapproachedthebordersofawe。
PARTVI。THECLAIMOFLIFEANDTHETOLLOFDEATH
I
\"HaveyougotKingTom’swatchinthere?\"saidavoicethatseemednottoattachtheslightestimportancetothequestion。
Jorgenson,outsidethedoorofMrs。Travers’partofthedeckhouse,waitedfortheanswer。Heheardalowcryverymuchlikeamoan,thestartledsoundofpainthatmaybesometimesheardinsickrooms。Butitmovedhimnotatall。Hewouldneverhavedreamtofopeningthedoorunlesstoldtodoso,inwhichcasehewouldhavebeheld,withcompleteindifference,Mrs。
Traversextendedonthefloorwithherheadrestingontheedgeofthecampbedstead(onwhichLingardhadneverslept),asthoughshehadsubsidedtherefromakneelingposturewhichistheattitudeofprayer,supplication,ordefeat。ThehoursofthenighthadpassedMrs。Traversby。Afterflingingherselfonherknees,shedidn’tknowwhy,sinceshecouldthinkofnothingtoprayfor,hadnothingtoinvoke,andwastoofargoneforsuchafutilethingasdespair,shehadremainedtheretillthesenseofexhaustionhadgrownonhertothepointinwhichshelostherbeliefinherpowertorise。Inahalf—sittingattitude,herheadrestingagainsttheedgeofthecouchandherarmsflungaboveherhead,shesankintoanindifference,themereresignationofaworn—outbodyandaworn—outmindwhichoftenistheonlysortofrestthatcomestopeoplewhoaredesperatelyillandiswelcomeenoughinaway。ThevoiceofJorgensonrousedheroutofthatstate。Shesatup,achingineverylimbandcoldallover。
Jorgenson,behindthedoor,repeatedwithlifelessobstinacy:
\"DoyouseeKingTom’swatchinthere?\"
Mrs。Traversgotupfromthefloor。Shetottered,snatchingattheair,andfoundthebackofthearmchairunderherhand。
\"Who’sthere?\"
Shewasalsoreadytoask:\"WhereamI?\"butsherememberedandatoncebecamethepreyofthatactivedreadwhichhadbeenlyingdormantforafewhoursinheruneasyandprostratebody。\"Whattimeisit?\"shefalteredout。
\"Dawn,\"pronouncedtheimperturbablevoiceatthedoor。Itseemedtoherthatitwasawordthatcouldmakeanyheartsinkwithapprehension。Dawn!Shestoodappalled。Andthetonelessvoiceoutsidethedoorinsisted:
\"YoumusthaveTom’swatchthere!\"
\"Ihaven’tseenit,\"shecriedasiftormentedbyadream。
\"Lookinthatdeskthing。Ifyoupushopentheshutteryouwillbeabletosee。\"
Mrs。Traversbecameawareoftheprofounddarknessofthecabin。
Jorgensonheardherstaggeringinthere。Afteramomentawoman’svoice,whichstruckevenhimasstrange,saidinfainttones:
\"Ihaveit。It’sstopped。\"
\"Itdoesn’tmatter。Idon’twanttoknowthetime。Thereshouldbeakeyabout。Seeitanywhere?\"
\"Yes,it’sfastenedtothewatch,\"thedazedvoiceansweredfromwithin。Jorgensonwaitedbeforemakinghisrequest。\"Willyoupassitouttome?There’spreciouslittletimeleftnow!\"
Thedoorflewopen,whichwascertainlysomethingJorgensonhadnotexpected。Hehadexpectedbutahandwiththewatchprotrudedthroughanarrowcrack,Buthedidn’tstartbackorgiveanyothersignofsurpriseatseeingMrs。Traversfullydressed。
Againstthefaintclearnessintheframeoftheopenshuttershepresentedtohimthedarksilhouetteofhershoulderssurmountedbyasleekhead,becauseherhairwasstillinthetwoplaits。ToJorgensonMrs。Traversinherun—Europeandresshadalwaysbeendispleasing,almostmonstrous。Herstature,hergestures,hergeneralcarriagestruckhiseyeasabsurdlyincongruouswithaMalaycostume,tooample,toofree,toobold——offensive。ToMrs。
Travers,Jorgenson,intheduskofthepassage,hadtheaspectofadimwhiteghost,andhechilledherbyhisghost’saloofness。
Hepickedupthewatchfromheroutspreadpalmwithoutawordofthanks,onlymumblinginhismoustache,\"H’m,yes,that’sit。I
haven’tyetforgottenhowtocountsecondscorrectly,butit’sbettertohaveawatch。\"
Shehadnottheslightestnotionwhathemeant。Andshedidnotcare。Hermindremainedconfusedandthesenseofbodilydiscomfortoppressedher。Shewhispered,shamefacedly,\"IbelieveI’veslept。\"
\"Ihaven’t,\"mumbledJorgenson,growingmoreandmoredistincttohereyes。ThebrightnessoftheshortdawnincreasedrapidlyasifthesunwereimpatienttolookupontheSettlement。\"Nofearofthat,\"headded,boastfully。
ItoccurredtoMrs。Traversthatperhapsshehadnotslepteither。Herstatehadbeenmorelikeanimperfect,half—conscious,quiveringdeath。Sheshudderedattherecollection。
\"Whatanawfulnight,\"shemurmured,drearily。
TherewasnothingtohopeforfromJorgenson。Sheexpectedhimtovanish,indifferent,likeaphantomofthedeadcarryingofftheappropriatelydeadwatchinhishandforsomeunearthlypurpose。
Jorgensondidn’tmove。Hiswasaninsensible,almostasenselesspresence!Nothingcouldbeextortedfromit。ButawaveofanguishasconfusedasallherothersensationssweptMrs。
Traversoffherfeet。
\"Can’tyoutellmesomething?\"shecried。
ForhalfaminuteperhapsJorgensonmadenosound;then:\"ForyearsIhavebeentellinganybodywhocaredtoask,\"hemumbledinhismoustache。\"TellingTom,too。AndTomknewwhathewantedtodo。How’sonetoknowwhatYOUareafter?\"
Shehadneverexpectedtohearsomanywordsfromthatrigidshadow。Itsmonotonousmumblewasfascinating,itssuddenloquacitywasshocking。Andintheprofoundstillnessthatreignedoutsideitwasasiftherehadbeennooneleftintheworldwithherbutthephantomofthatoldadventurer。Hewasheardagain:\"WhatIcouldtellyouwouldbeworsethanpoison。\"
Mrs。TraverswasnotfamiliarwithJorgenson’sconsecratedphrases。Themechanicalvoice,thewordsthemselves,hisairofabstractionappalledher。Andhehadn’tdoneyet;shecaughtsomemoreofhisunconcernedmumbling:\"ThereisnothingIdon’tknow,\"andtheabsurdityofthestatementwasalsoappalling。
Mrs。Traversgaspedandwithawildlittlelaugh:
\"ThenyouknowwhyIcalledafterKingTomlastnight。\"
Heglancedawayalonghisshoulderthroughthedoorofthedeckhouseatthegrowingbrightnessoftheday。Shedidso,too。
Itwascoming。Ithadcome!Anotherday!AnditseemedtoMrs。
Traversaworsecalamitythananydiscoveryshehadmadeinherlife,thananythingshecouldhaveimaginedtocometoher。Theverymagnitudeofhorrorsteadiedher,seemedtocalmheragitationassomekindsoffataldrugsdobeforetheykill。ShelaidasteadyhandonJorgenson’ssleeveandspokequietly,distinctly,urgently。
\"Youwereondeck。WhatIwanttoknowiswhetherIwasheard?\"
\"Yes,\"saidJorgenson,absently,\"Iheardyou。\"Then,asifrousedalittle,headdedlessmechanically:\"Thewholeshipheardyou。\"