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TheverydaythatTraversandd’AlcacerhadcomeonboardtheEmmaHassimandImmadahaddepartedontheirmission;forLingard,ofcourse,couldnotthinkofleavingthewhitepeoplealonewithJorgenson。Jorgensonwasallright,buthisineradicablehabitofmutteringinhismoustacheabout\"throwingalightedmatchamongstthepowderbarrels\"hadinspiredLingardwithacertainamountofmistrust。And,moreover,hedidnotwanttogoawayfromMrs。Travers。
ItwastheonlycorrectinspirationonCarter’sparttosendJaffirwithhisreporttoLingard。Thatstout—heartedfighter,swimmer,anddevotedfolloweroftheprincelymisfortunesofHassimandImmada,hadlookeduponhismissiontocatchthechiefofficeroftheyacht(whichhehadreceivedfromLingardinCarimata)asatriflingjob。IttookhimalittlelongerthanheexpectedbuthehadgotbacktothebrigjustintimetobesentontoLingardwithCarter’sletterafteracoupleofhours’rest。
HehadthestoryofallthehappeningsfromWasubbeforeheleftandthoughhisfacepreserveditsgraveimpassivity,inhishearthedidnotlikeitatall。
Fearlessandwily,Jaffirwasthemanfordifficultmissionsandabornmessenger——asheexpressedithimself——\"tobearweightywordsbetweengreatmen。\"Withhisunfailingmemoryhewasabletoreproducethemexactly,whethersoftorhard,incouncilorinprivate;forheknewnofear。Withhimtherewasnoneedforwritingwhichmightfallintothehandsoftheenemy。Ifhediedonthewaythemessagewoulddiewithhim。Hehadalsothegiftofgettingatthesenseofanysituationandanobservanteye。Hewasdistinctlyoneofthosemenfromwhomtrustworthyinformationcanbeobtainedbytheleadersofgreatenterprises。Lingarddidputseveralquestionstohim,butinthisinstance,ofcourse,Jaffircouldhaveonlyverylittletosay。OfCarter,whomhecalledthe\"youngone,\"hesaidthathelookedaswhitemenlookwhentheyarepleasedwiththemselves;thenaddedwithoutwaitingforadefinitequestion——\"Theshipsouttherearenowsafeenough,O,RajahLaut!\"Therewasnoelationinhistone。
Lingardlookedathimblankly。WhentheGreatestofWhiteMenremarkedthattherewasyetapricetobepaidforthatsafety,Jaffirassentedbya\"Yes,byAllah!\"withoutlosingforamomenthisgrimcomposure。WhentoldthathewouldberequiredtogoandfindhismasterandtheladyImmadawhoweresomewhereinthebackcountry,inBelarab’stravellingcamp,hedeclaredhimselfreadytoproceedatonce。Hehadeatenhisfillandhadsleptthreehoursonboardthebrigandhewasnottired。Whenhewasyoungheusedtogettiredsometimes;butformanyyearsnowhehadknownnosuchweakness。Hedidnotrequiretheboatwithpaddlersinwhichhehadcomeupintothelagoon。Hewouldgoaloneinasmallcanoe。Thiswasnotime,heremarked,forpublicityandostentation。Hispent—upanxietyburstthroughhislips。\"Itisinmymind,Tuan,thatdeathhasnotbeensonearthemsincethatnightwhenyoucamesailinginablackcloudandtookusalloutofthestockade。\"
LingardsaidnothingbuttherewasinJaffirafaithinthatwhitemanwhichwasnoteasilyshaken。
\"Howareyougoingtosavethemthistime,ORajahLaut?\"heasked,simply。
\"Belarabismyfriend,\"murmuredLingard。
InhisanxietyJaffirwasveryoutspoken。\"Amanofpeace!\"heexclaimedinalowtone。\"Whocouldbesafewithamanlikethat?\"heasked,contemptuously。
\"Thereisnowar,\"saidLingard\"Thereissuspicion,dread,andrevenge,andtheangerofarmedmen,\"retortedJaffir。\"Youhavetakenthewhiteprisonersoutoftheirhandsbytheforceofyourwordsalone。Isthatso,Tuan?\"
\"Yes,\"saidLingard。
\"Andyouhavethemonboardhere?\"askedJaffir,withaglanceoverhisshoulderatthewhiteandmistystructurewithinwhichbythelightofasmalloilflamed’AlcacerandMrs。Traverswerejustthenconversing。
\"Yes,Ihavethemhere。\"
\"Then,RajahLaut,\"whisperedJaffir,\"youcanmakeallsafebygivingthemback。\"
\"CanIdothat?\"werethewordsbreathedoutthroughLingard’slipstothefaithfulfollowerofHassimandImmada。
\"Canyoudoanythingelse?\"wasthewhisperedretortofJaffirthemessengeraccustomedtospeakfranklytothegreatoftheearth。\"Youareawhitemanandyoucanhaveonlyoneword。AndnowIgo。\"
Asmall,roughdug—outbelongingtotheEmmahadbeenbroughtroundtotheladder。Ashadowycalashhoveringrespectfullyinthedarknessofthedeckhadalreadyclearedhisthroattwiceinawarningmanner。
\"Yes,Jaffir,go,\"saidLingard,\"andbemyfriend。\"
\"Iamthefriendofagreatprince,\"saidtheother,sturdily。
\"Butyou,RajahLaut,wereevengreater。Andgreatyouwillremainwhileyouarewithus,peopleofthisseaandofthisland。Butwhatbecomesofthestrengthofyourarmsbeforeyourownwhitepeople?Wheredoesitgoto,Isay?Well,then,wemusttrustinthestrengthofyourheart。\"
\"Ihopethatwillneverfail,\"saidLingard,andJaffiremittedagruntofsatisfaction。\"ButGodaloneseesintomen’shearts。\"
\"Yes。OurrefugeiswithAllah,\"assentedJaffir,whohadacquiredthehabitofpiousturnsofspeechinthefrequentationofprofessedlyreligiousmen,ofwhomthereweremanyinBelarab’sstockade。Asamatteroffact,hereposedallhistrustinLingardwhohadwithhimtheprestigeofaprovidentialmansentatthehourofneedbyheavenitself。Hewaitedawhile,then:\"WhatisthemessageIamtotake?\"heasked。
\"TellthewholetaletotheRajahHassim,\"saidLingard。\"Andtellhimtomakehiswayherewiththeladyhissistersecretlyandwithspeed。Thetimeofgreattroublehascome。Letus,atleast,betogether。\"
\"Right!Right!\"Jaffirapproved,heartily。\"Todiealoneundertheweightofone’senemiesisadreadfulfate。\"
Hesteppedbackoutofthesheenofthelampbywhichtheyhadbeentalkingandmakinghiswaydownintothesmallcanoehetookupapaddleandwithoutasplashvanishedonthedarklagoon。
ItwasthenthatMrs。Traversandd’AlcacerheardLingardcallaloudforJorgenson。InstantlythefamiliarshadowstoodatLingard’selbowandlistenedindetachedsilence。Onlyattheendofthetaleitmarvelledaudibly:\"Here’samessforyouifyoulike。\"ButreallynothingintheworldcouldastonishorstartleoldJorgenson。Heturnedawaymutteringinhismoustache。LingardremainedwithhischininhishandandJaffir’slastwordstookgradualpossessionofhismind。ThenbrusquelyhepickedupthelampandwenttoseekMrs。Travers。Hewenttoseekherbecauseheactuallyneededherbodilypresence,thesoundofhervoice,thedark,clearglanceofhereyes。Shecoulddonothingforhim。
OnhiswayhebecameawarethatJorgensonhadturnedoutthefewMalaysonboardtheEmmaandwasdisposingthemaboutthedeckstowatchthelagooninalldirections。OncallingMrs。TraversoutoftheCageLingardwas,inthemidstofhismentalstruggle,consciousofacertainsatisfactionintakingherawayfromd’Alcacer。Hecouldn’tspareanyofherattentiontoanyotherman,nottheleastcrumbofhertime,nottheleastparticleofherthought!Heneededitall。Toseeitwithdrawnfromhimforthemerestinstantwasirritating——seemedadisaster。
D’Alcacer,leftalone,wonderedattheimperioustoneofLingard’scall。Tothisobserverofshadesthefactseemedconsiderable。\"Sheernerves,\"heconcluded,tohimself。\"Themanisoverstrung。Hemusthavehadsomesortofshock。\"Butwhatcoulditbe——hewonderedtohimself。Inthetensestagnationofthosedaysofwaitingtheslightesttremorhadanenormousimportance。D’Alcacerdidnotseekhiscampbedstead。Hedidn’tevensitdown。Withthepalmsofhishandsagainsttheedgeofthetableheleanedbackagainstit。InthatnegligentattitudehepreservedanalertmindwhichforamomentwonderedwhetherMrs。TravershadnotspoiledLingardalittle。Yetinthesuddennessoftheforcedassociation,where,too,d’Alcacerwassuretherewassomemoralprobleminthebackground,herecognizedtheextremedifficultyofweighingaccuratelytheimperiousdemandsagainstthenecessaryreservations,theexactproportionsofboldnessandcaution。Andd’AlcaceradmireduponthewholeMrs。Travers’cleverness。
Therecouldbenodoubtthatshehadthesituationinherhands。
That,ofcourse,didnotmeansafety。Shehaditinherhandsasonemayholdsomehighlyexplosiveanduncertaincompound。
D’Alcacerthoughtofherwithprofoundsympathyandwithaquiteunselfishinterest。Sometimesinastreetwecrossthepathofpersonalitiescompellingsympathyandwonderbutforallthatwedon’tfollowthemhome。D’AlcacerrefrainedfromfollowingMrs。
Traversanyfurther。HehadbecomesuddenlyawarethatMr。
Traverswassittinguponhiscampbedstead。Hemusthavedoneitverysuddenly。Onlyamomentbeforehehadappearedplungedinthedeepestslumber,andthestillnessforalongtimenowhadbeenperfectlyunbroken。D’AlcacerwasstartledenoughforanexclamationandMr。Traversturnedhisheadslowlyinhisdirection。D’Alcacerapproachedthebedsteadwithacertainreluctance。
\"Awake?\"hesaid。
\"Asuddenchill,\"saidMr。Travers。\"ButIdon’tfeelcoldnow。
Strange!Ihadtheimpressionofanicyblast。\"
\"Ah!\"saidd’Alcacer。
\"Impossible,ofcourse!\"wentonMr。Travers。\"Thisstagnatingairnevermoves。Itclingsodiouslytoone。Whattimeisit?\"
\"Really,Idon’tknow。\"
\"Theglassofmywatchwassmashedonthatnightwhenweweresotreacherouslyassailedbythesavagesonthesandbank,\"grumbledMr。Travers。
\"ImustsayIwasneversosurprisedinmylife,\"confessedd’Alcacer。\"WehadstoppedandIwaslightingacigar,youmayremember。\"
\"No,\"saidMr。Travers。\"Ihadjustthenpulledoutmywatch。Ofcourseitflewoutofmyhandbutithungbythechain。Somebodytrampledonit。Thehandsarebrokenoffshort。ItkeepsontickingbutIcan’ttellthetime。It’sabsurd。Mostprovoking。\"
\"Doyoumeantosay,\"askedd’Alcacer,\"thatyouhavebeenwindingitupeveryevening?\"
Mr。Traverslookedupfromhisbedsteadandhealsoseemedsurprised。\"Why!IsupposeIhave。\"Hekeptsilentforawhile。
\"Itisn’tsomuchblindhabitasyoumaythink。Myhabitsaretheoutcomeofstrictmethod。Ihadtoordermylifemethodically。
Youknowverywell,mydeard’Alcacer,thatwithoutstrictmethodIwouldnothavebeenabletogetthroughmyworkandwouldhavehadnotimeatallforsocialduties,which,ofcourse,areofverygreatimportance。Imaysaythat,materially,methodhasbeenthefoundationofmysuccessinpubliclife。Therewereneveranyemptymomentsinmyday。Andnowthis!……\"HelookedallroundtheCage……\"Where’smywife?\"heasked。
\"Iwastalkingtoheronlyamomentago,\"answeredd’Alcacer。\"I
don’tknowthetime。Mywatchisonboardtheyacht;butitisn’tlate,youknow。\"
Mr。Traversflungoffwithunwontedbrisknessthelightcottonsheetwhichcoveredhim。Hebuttonedhastilythetunicwhichhehadunfastenedbeforelyingdown,andjustasd’Alcacerwasexpectinghimtoswinghisfeettothedeckimpetuously,helaydownagainonthepillowandremainedperfectlystill。
D’AlcacerwaitedawhileandthenbegantopacetheCage。Afteracoupleofturnshestoppedandsaid,gently:
\"Iamafraid,Travers,youarenotverywell。\"
\"Idon’tknowwhatillnessis,\"answeredthevoicefromthepillowtothegreatreliefofd’Alcacerwhoreallyhadnotexpectedananswer。\"Goodhealthisagreatassetinpubliclife。
Illnessmaymakeyoumissauniqueopportunity。Iwasneverill。\"
Allthiscameoutdeadenedintone,asifthespeaker’sfacehadbeenburiedinthepillow。D’Alcacerresumedhispacing。
\"IthinkIaskedyouwheremywifewas,\"saidthemuffledvoice。
Withgreatpresenceofmindd’AlcacerkeptonpacingtheCageasifhehadnotheard。——\"Youknow,Ithinksheismad,\"wentonthemuffledvoice。\"UnlessIam。\"
Againd’Alcacermanagednottointerrupthisregularpacing。\"DoyouknowwhatIthink?\"hesaid,abruptly。\"Ithink,Travers,thatyoudon’twanttotalkabouther。Ithinkthatyoudon’twanttotalkaboutanything。AndtotellyouthetruthIdon’twantto,either。\"
D’Alcacercaughtafaintsighfromthepillowandatthesametimesawasmall,dimflameappearoutsidetheCage。Andstillhekeptonhispacing。Mrs。TraversandLingardcomingoutofthedeckhousestoppedjustoutsidethedoorandLingardstoodthedeck—lamponitsroof。Theyweretoofarfromd’Alcacertobeheard,buthecouldmakethemout:Mrs。Travers,asstraightasanarrow,andtheheavybulkofthemanwhofacedherwithaloweredhead。Hesawitinprofileagainstthelightandasifdeferentialinitsslightdroop。Theywerelookingstraightateachother。Neitherofthemmadetheslightestgesture。
\"Thereisthatinme,\"Lingardmurmured,deeply,\"whichwouldsetmyheartharderthanastone。IamKingTom,RajahLaut,andfittolookanymanhereaboutsintheface。Ihavemynametotakecareof。Everythingrestsonthat。\"
\"Mr。d’Alcacerwouldexpressthisbysayingthateverythingrestedonhonour,\"commentedMrs。Traverswithlipsthatdidnottremble,thoughfromtimetotimeshecouldfeeltheacceleratedbeatingofherheart。
\"Callitwhatyoulike。It’ssomethingthatamanneedstodrawafreebreath。Andlook!——asyouseemestandingbeforeyouhereI
careforitnolonger。\"
\"ButIdocareforit,\"retortedMrs。Travers。\"Asyouseemestandinghere——Idocare。Thisissomethingthatisyourveryown。Youhavearighttoit。AndIrepeatIdocareforit。\"
\"Careforsomethingofmyown,\"murmuredLingard,veryclosetoherface。\"Whyshouldyoucareformyrights?\"
\"Because,\"shesaid,holdinghergroundthoughtheirforeheadswerenearlytouching,\"becauseifIevergetbacktomylifeI
don’twanttomakeitmoreabsurdbyrealremorse。\"
HertonewassoftandLingardreceivedthebreathofthosewordslikeacaressonhisface。D’Alcacer,intheCage,madestillanotherefforttokeepuphispacing。Hedidn’twanttogiveMr。
Traverstheslightestexcuseforsittingupagainandlookinground。
\"ThatIshouldlivetohearanybodysaytheycaredanythingforwhatwasmine!\"whisperedLingard。\"Andthatitshouldbeyou——you,whohavetakenallhardnessoutofme。\"
\"Idon’twantyourhearttobemadehard。Iwantittobemadefirm。\"
\"Youcouldn’thavesaidanythingbetterthanwhatyouhavesaidjustnowtomakeitsteady,\"flowedthemurmurofLingard’svoicewithsomethingtenderinitsdepth。\"Hasanybodyeverhadafriendlikethis?\"heexclaimed,raisinghisheadasiftakingthestarrynighttowitness。
\"AndIaskmyselfisitpossiblethatthereshouldbeanothermanonearththatIcouldtrustasItrustyou。Isaytoyou:Yes!Goandsavewhatyouhavearighttoanddon’tforgettobemerciful。Iwillnotremindyouofourperfectinnocence。Theearthmustbesmallindeedthatweshouldhaveblunderedlikethisintoyourlife。It’senoughtomakeonebelieveinfatality。
ButIcan’tfinditinmetobehavelikeafatalist,tositdownwithfoldedhands。HadyoubeenanotherkindofmanImighthavebeentoohopelessortoodisdainful。DoyouknowwhatMr。
d’Alcacercallsyou?\"
InsidetheCaged’Alcacer,castingcuriousglancesintheirdirection,sawLingardshakehisheadandthoughtwithslightuneasiness:\"Heisrefusinghersomething。\"
\"Mr。d’Alcacer’snameforyouisthe’ManofFate’,\"saidMrs。
Travers,alittlebreathlessly。
\"Amouthful。Nevermind,heisagentleman。It’swhatyou……\"
\"IcallyouallbutbyyourChristianname,\"saidMrs。Travers,hastily。\"Believeme,Mr。d’Alcacerunderstandsyou。\"
\"Heisallright,\"interjectedLingard。
\"Andheisinnocent。Irememberwhatyouhavesaid——thattheinnocentmusttaketheirchance。Well,then,dowhatisright。\"
\"Youthinkitwouldberight?Youbelieveit?Youfeelit?\"
\"Atthistime,inthisplace,fromamanlikeyou——Yes,itisright。\"
Lingardthoughtthatwomanwonderfullytruetohimandwonderfullyfearlesswithherself。Thenecessitytotakebackthetwocaptivestothestockadewassoclearandunavoidablenow,thathebelievednothingonearthcouldhavestoppedhimfromdoingso,butwherewasthereanotherwomanintheworldwhowouldhavetakenitlikethis?Andhereflectedthatintruthandcouragethereisfoundwisdom。ItseemedtohimthattillMrs。
Traverscametostandbyhissidehehadneverknownwhattruthandcourageandwisdomwere。Withhiseyesonherfaceandhavingbeentoldthatinhereyesheappearedworthyofbeingbothcommandedandentreated,hefeltaninstantofcompletecontent,amomentof,asitwere,perfectemotionalrepose。
DuringthesilenceMrs。Traverswithaquicksideglancenoticedd’Alcacerasoneseesamaninamist,hismeredarkshapearrestedclosetothemuslinscreen。Shehadnodoubtthathewaslookingintheirdirectionandthathecouldseethemmuchmoreplainlythanshecouldseehim。Mrs。Traversthoughtsuddenlyhowanxioushemustbe;andsherememberedthathehadbeggedherforsomesign,forsomewarning,beforehand,atthemomentofcrisis。
Shehadunderstoodverywellhishintedrequestfortimetogetprepared。Ifhewastogetmorethanafewminutes,THISwasthemomenttomakehimasign——thesignhehadsuggestedhimself。
Mrs。Traversmovedbacktheleastbitsoastoletthelightfallinfrontofherandwithaslow,distinctmovementsheputherlefthandtoherforehead。
\"Well,then,\"sheheardLingard’sforciblemurmur,\"well,then,Mrs。Travers,itmustbedoneto—night。\"
Onemaybetrue,fearless,andwise,andyetcatchone’sbreathbeforethesimplefinalityofaction。Mrs。Traverscaughtherbreath:\"To—night!To—night!\"shewhispered。D’Alcacer’sdarkandmistysilhouettebecamemoreblurred。HehadseenhersignandhadretreateddeeperwithintheCage。
\"Yes,to—night,\"affirmedLingard。\"Now,atonce,withinthehour,thismoment,\"hemurmured,fiercely,followingMrs。Traversinherrecoilingmovement。Shefeltherarmbeingseizedswiftly。
\"Don’tyouseethatifitistodoanygood,thatiftheyarenottobedeliveredtomereslaughter,itmustbedonewhileallisdarkashore,beforeanarmedmobinboatscomesclamouringalongside?Yes。Beforethenightisanhourolder,sothatImaybehammeringatBelarab’sgatewhilealltheSettlementisstillasleep。\"
Mrs。Traversdidn’tdreamofprotesting。Forthemomentshewasunabletospeak。Thismanwasveryfierceandjustassuddenlyasithadbeengripped(makingherthinkincongruouslyinthemidstofheragitationthattherewouldbecertainlyabruisethereinthemorning)shefeltherarmreleasedandapenitentialtonecomeintoLingard’smurmuringvoice。
\"Andevennowit’snearlytoolate!Theroadwasplain,butIsawyouonitandmyheartfailedme。IwastherelikeanemptymanandIdarednotfaceyou。Youmustforgiveme。No,Ihadnorighttodoubtyouforamoment。IfeelasifIoughttogoonmykneesandbegyourpardonforforgettingwhatyouare,fordaringtoforget。\"
\"Why,KingTom,whatisit?\"
\"ItseemsasifIhadsinned,\"sheheardhimsay。Heseizedherbytheshoulders,turnedherabout,movedherforwardasteportwo。Hishandswereheavy,hisforceirresistible,thoughhehimselfimaginedhewashandlinghergently。\"Lookstraightbeforeyou,\"hegrowledintoherear。\"Doyouseeanything?\"Mrs。
Travers,passivebetweentherigidarms,couldseenothingbut,faroff,themassed,featurelessshadowsoftheshore。
\"No,Iseenothing,\"shesaid。
\"Youcan’tbelookingtherightway,\"sheheardhimbehindher。
AndnowshefeltherheadbetweenLingard’shands。Hemovedittheleastbittotheright。\"There!Seeit?\"
\"No。WhatamItolookfor?\"
\"Agleamoflight,\"saidLingard,takingawayhishandssuddenly。
\"Agleamthatwillgrowintoablazebeforeourboatcangethalfwayacrossthelagoon。\"
EvenasLingardspokeMrs。Traverscaughtsightofaredsparkfaraway。ShehadlookedoftenenoughattheSettlement,asonthefaceofapaintingonacurtain,tohaveitsconfigurationfixedinhermind,toknowthatitwasonthebeachatitsendfurthestfromBelarab’sstockade。
\"Thebrushwoodiscatching,\"murmuredLingardinherear。\"Iftheyhadsomedrygrassthewholepilewouldbeblazingbynow。\"
\"Andthismeans……\"
\"Itmeansthatthenewshasspread。AnditisbeforeTengga’senclosureonhisendofthebeach。That’swhereallthebrainsoftheSettlementare。Itmeanstalkandexcitementandplentyofcraftywords。Tengga’sfire!Itellyou,Mrs。Travers,thatbeforehalfanhourhaspassedDamanwillbetheretomakefriendswiththefatTengga,whoisreadytosaytohim,’Itoldyouso’。\"
\"Isee,\"murmuredMrs。Travers。Lingarddrewhergentlytotherail。
\"Andnowlookoverthereattheotherendofthebeachwheretheshadowsareheaviest。ThatisBelarab’sfort,hishouses,histreasure,hisdependents。That’swherethestrengthoftheSettlementis。Ikeptitup。Imadeitlast。Butwhatisitnow?
It’slikeaweaponinthehandofadeadman。Andyetit’sallwehavetolookto,ifindeedthereisstilltime。IsweartoyouI
wouldn’tdarelandthemindaylightforfeartheyshouldbeslaughteredonthebeach。\"
\"Thereisnotimetolose,\"whisperedMrs。Travers,andLingard,too,spokeverylow。
\"No,notifI,too,amtokeepwhatismyright。It’syouwhohavesaidit。\"
\"Yes,Ihavesaidit,\"shewhispered,withoutliftingherhead。
Lingardmadeabrusquemovementatherelbowandbenthisheadclosetohershoulder。
\"AndIwhomistrustedyou!LikeArabsdototheirgreatmen,I
oughttokissthehemofyourrobeinrepentanceforhavingdoubtedthegreatnessofyourheart。\"
\"Oh!myheart!\"saidMrs。Travers,lightly,stillgazingatthefire,whichhadsuddenlyshotuptoatallblaze。\"Icanassureyouithasbeenofverylittleaccountintheworld。\"Shepausedforamomenttosteadyhervoice,thensaid,firmly,\"Let’sgetthisover。\"
\"Totellyouthetruththeboathasbeenreadyforsometime。\"
\"Well,then……\"
\"Mrs。Travers,\"saidLingardwithaneffort,\"theyarepeopleofyourownkind。\"Andsuddenlyheburstout:\"Icannottakethemashoreboundhandandfoot。\"
\"Mr。d’Alcacerknows。Youwillfindhimready。Eversincethebeginninghehasbeenpreparedforwhatevermighthappen。\"
\"Heisaman,\"saidLingardwithconviction。\"Butit’softheotherthatIamthinking。\"
\"Ah,theother,\"sherepeated。\"Then,whataboutmythoughts?
LuckilywehaveMr。d’Alcacer。Ishallspeaktohimfirst。\"
SheturnedawayfromtherailandmovedtowardtheCage。
\"Jorgenson,\"thevoiceofLingardresoundedallalongthedeck,\"getalightonthegangway。\"ThenhefollowedMrs。Traversslowly。
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D’Alcacer,afterreceivinghiswarning,steppedbackandleanedagainsttheedgeofthetable。Hecouldnotignoreinhimselfacertainemotion。Andindeed,whenhehadaskedMrs。Traversforasignheexpectedtobemoved——buthehadnotexpectedthesigntocomesosoon。Heexpectedthisnighttopasslikeothernights,inbrokenslumbers,bodilydiscomfort,andtheunrestofdisconnectedthinking。Atthesametimehewassurprisedathisownemotion。Hehadflatteredhimselfonthepossessionofmorephilosophy。Hethoughtthatthisfamoussenseofself—preservationwasaqueerthing,apurelyanimalthing。\"For,asathinkingman,\"hereflected,\"Ireallyoughtnottocare。\"
Itwasprobablytheunusualthataffectedhim。Clearly。Ifhehadbeenlyingseriouslyillinaroominahotelandhadoverheardsomeominouswhispershewouldnothavecaredintheleast。Ah,butthenhewouldhavebeenill——andinillnessonegrowssoindifferent。Illnessisagreathelptounemotionalbehaviour,whichofcourseisthecorrectbehaviourforamanoftheworld。
Healmostregrettedhewasnotveryill。But,then,Mr。Traverswasobviouslyillanditdidnotseemtohelphimmuch。D’AlcacerglancedatthebedsteadwhereMr。Traverspreservedanimmobilitywhichstruckd’Alcacerasobviouslyaffected。Hemistrustedit。
GenerallyhemistrustedMr。Travers。Onecouldn’ttellwhathewoulddonext。Notthathecoulddomuchonewayoranother,butthatsomehowhethreatenedtorobthesituationofwhateverdignityitmayhavehadasastrokeoffate,asacalloncourage。Mr。d’Alcacer,acutelyobservantandalertfortheslightesthints,preferredtolookuponhimselfasthevictimnotofaswindlebutofaroughmannaivelyengagedinacontestwithheaven’sinjustice。D’Alcacerdidnotexaminehisheart,butsomelinesofaFrenchpoetcameintohismind,totheeffectthatinalltimesthosewhofoughtwithanunjustheavenhadpossessedthesecretadmirationandloveofmen。Hedidn’tgosofaraslovebuthecouldnotdenytohimselfthathisfeelingtowardLingardwassecretlyfriendlyand——well,appreciative。Mr。
Traverssatupsuddenly。Whatahorriblenuisance,thoughtd’Alcacer,fixinghiseyesonthetipsofhisshoeswiththehopethatperhapstheotherwouldliedownagain。Mr。Traversspoke。
\"Stillup,d’Alcacer?\"