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类别:其他 作者:Nicholas Sparks字数:10454更新时间:19/01/07 14:33:58
\"Itoldhimthattherewereprobablycardsonboardsomewhere——Jorgensonwouldknow。ThenIaskedhimwhetherhelookedonmeasagaoler。Hewasquitestartledandsorryforwhathesaid。\" \"Itwasn’tverykindofyou,CaptainLingard。\" \"Itslippedoutawkwardlyandwemadeitupwithalaugh。\" Mrs。Traversleanedherelbowsontherailandputherheadintoherhands。EveryattitudeofthatwomansurprisedLingardbyitsenchantingeffectuponhimself。Hesighed,andthesilencelastedforalongwhile。 \"IwishIhadunderstoodeverywordthatwassaidthatmorning。\" \"Thatmorning,\"repeatedLingard。\"Whatmorningdoyoumean?\" \"ImeanthemorningwhenIwalkedoutofBelarab’sstockadeonyourarm,CaptainLingard,attheheadoftheprocession。ItseemedtomethatIwaswalkingonasplendidstageinascenefromanopera,inagorgeousshowfittomakeanaudienceholditsbreath。Youcan’tpossiblyguesshowunrealallthisseemed,andhowartificialIfeltmyself。Anopera,youknow……\" \"Iknow。Iwasagolddiggeratonetime。SomeofususedtocomedowntoMelbournewithourpocketsfullofmoney。Idaresayitwaspoorenoughtowhatyoumusthaveseen,butonceIwenttoashowlikethat。Itwasastoryactedtomusic。Allthepeoplewentsingingthroughitrighttotheveryend。\" \"Howitmusthavejarredonyoursenseofreality,\"saidMrs。 Travers,stillnotlookingathim。\"Youdon’trememberthenameoftheopera?\" \"No。Inevertroubledmyheadaboutit。We——ourlotneverdid。\" \"Iwon’taskyouwhatthestorywaslike。Itmusthaveappearedtoyouliketheverydefianceofalltruth。Wouldrealpeoplegosingingthroughtheirlifeanywhereexceptinafairytale?\" \"Thesepeopledidn’talwayssingforjoy,\"saidLingard,simply。 \"Idon’tknowmuchaboutfairytales。\" \"Theyaremostlyaboutprincesses,\"murmuredMrs。Travers。 Lingarddidn’tquitehear。Hebenthisearforamomentbutshewasn’tlookingathimandhedidn’taskhertorepeatherremark。 \"Fairytalesareforchildren,Ibelieve,\"hesaid。\"ButthatstorywithmusicIamtellingyouof,Mrs。Travers,wasnotataleforchildren。IassureyouthatofthefewshowsIhaveseenthatonewasthemostrealtome。Morerealthananythinginlife。\" Mrs。Travers,rememberingthefatalinanityofmostoperalibrettos,wastouchedbythesewordsasiftherehadbeensomethingpatheticinthisreadinessofresponse;asifshehadheardastarvedmantalkingofthedelightofacrustofdrybread。\"Isupposeyouforgotyourselfinthatstory,whateveritwas,\"sheremarkedinadetachedtone。 \"Yes,itcarriedmeaway。ButIsupposeyouknowthefeeling。\" \"No。Ineverknewanythingofthekind,notevenwhenIwasachitofagirl。\"Lingardseemedtoacceptthisstatementasanassertionofsuperiority。Heinclinedhisheadslightly。 Moreover,shemighthavesaidwhatsheliked。Whatpleasedhimmostwashernotlookingathim;foritenabledhimtocontemplatewithperfectfreedomthecurveofhercheek,hersmallearhalfhiddenbytheclearmeshoffinehair,thefascinationofheruncoveredneck。Andherwholepersonwasanimpossible,anamazingandsolidmarvelwhichsomehowwasnotsomuchconvincingtotheeyeastosomethingwithinhimthatwasapparentlyindependentofhissenses。Notevenforamomentdidhethinkofherasremote。Untouchable——possibly!Butremote——no。 Whetherconsciouslyorunconsciouslyhetookherspirituallyforgranted。Itwasmateriallythatshewasawonderofthesortthatisatthesametimefamiliarandsacred。 \"No,\"Mrs。Traversbeganagain,abruptly。\"Ineverforgotmyselfinastory。Itwasnotinme。Ihavenotevenbeenabletoforgetmyselfonthatmorningonshorewhichwaspartofmyownstory。\" \"Youcarriedyourselffirstrate,\"saidLingard,smilingatthenapeofherneck,herear,thefilmofescapedhair,themodellingofthecornerofhereye。Hecouldseetheflutterofthedarkeyelashes:andthedelicateflushonhercheekhadrathertheeffectofscentthanofcolour。 \"Youapprovedofmybehaviour。\" \"Justright,Itellyou。Myword,weren’ttheyallstruckofaheapwhentheymadeoutwhatyouwere。\" \"Ioughttofeelflattered。IwillconfesstoyouthatIfeltonlyhalfdisguisedandwashalfangryandwhollyuncomfortable。 Whathelpedme,Isuppose,wasthatIwantedtoplease……\" \"Idon’tmeantosaythattheywereexactlypleased,\"brokeinLingard,conscientiously。\"Theywerestartledmore。\" \"Iwantedtopleaseyou,\"droppedMrs。Travers,negligently。A faint,hoarse,andimpatientcallofabirdwasheardfromthewoodsasifcallingtotheoncomingnight。Lingard’sfacegrewhotinthedeepeningdusk。Thedelicatelemonyellowandetherealgreentintshadvanishedfromtheskyandtheredglowdarkenedmenacingly。Thesunhadsetbehindtheblackpalloftheforest,nolongeredgedwithalineofgold。 Yes,Iwasabsurdlyself—conscious,\"continuedMrs。Traversinaconversationaltone。\"AnditwastheeffectoftheseclothesthatyoumademeputonoversomeofmyEuropean——Ialmostsaiddisguise;becauseyouknowinthepresentmoreperfectcostumeI feelcuriouslyathome;andyetIcan’tsaythatthesethingsreallyfitme。Thesleevesofthissilkunder—jacketarerathertight。Myshouldersfeelbound,too,andastothesarongitisscandalouslyshort。Accordingtoruleitshouldhavebeenlongenoughtofallovermyfeet。ButIlikefreedomofmovement。I havehadverylittleofwhatIlikedinlife。\" \"Icanhardlybelievethat,\"saidLingard。\"Ifitwasn’tforyoursayingso……\" \"Iwouldn’tsaysotoeverybody,\"shesaid,turningherheadforamomenttoLingardandturningitawayagaintotheduskwhichseemedtocomefloatingovertheblacklagoon。Farawayinitsdepthacoupleoffeeblelightstwinkled;itwasimpossibletosaywhetherontheshoreorontheedgeofthemoredistantforest。Overheadthestarswerebeginningtocomeout,butfaintyet,asiftooremotetobereflectedinthelagoon。Onlytothewestasettingplanetshonethroughtheredfogofthesunsetglow。\"Itwassupposednottobegoodformetohavemuchfreedomofaction。SoatleastIwastold。ButIhaveasuspicionthatitwasonlyunpleasingtootherpeople。\" \"Ishouldhavethought,\"beganLingard,thenhesitatedandstopped。Itseemedtohiminconceivablethateverybodyshouldnothavelovedtomakethatwomanhappy。Andhewasimpressedbythebitternessofhertone。Mrs。Traversdidnotseemcurioustoknowwhathewantedtosayandafteratimesheadded,\"Idon’tmeanonlywhenIwasachild。Idon’trememberthatverywell。I daresayIwasveryobjectionableasachild。\" Lingardtriedtoimagineherasachild。Theideawasnoveltohim。Herperfectionseemedtohavecomeintotheworldcomplete,mature,andwithoutanyhesitationorweakness。Hehadnothinginhisexperiencethatcouldhelphimtoimagineachildofthatclass。Thechildrenheknewplayedaboutthevillagestreetandranonthebeach。Hehadbeenoneofthem。Hehadseenotherchildren,ofcourse,since,buthehadnotbeenintouchwiththemexceptvisuallyandtheyhadnotbeenEnglishchildren。Herchildhood,likehisown,hadbeenpassedinEngland,andthatveryfactmadeitalmostimpossibleforhimtoimagineit。Hecouldnoteventellwhetheritwasintownorinthecountry,orwhetherasachildshehadevenseenthesea。Andhowcouldachildofthatkindbeobjectionable?Butherememberedthatachilddisapprovedofcouldbeveryunhappy,andhesaid: \"Iamsorry。\" Mrs。Traverslaughedalittle。Withinthemuslincageformshadturnedtoblurredshadows。Amongstthemtheformofd’Alcaceraroseandmoved。ThesystematicorelsethemorbiddumbnessofMr。Traversboredandexasperatedhim,though,asamatteroffact,thatgentleman’sspeecheshadneverhadthepowereithertoentertainortosoothehismind。 \"It’sveryniceofyou。Youhaveagreatcapacityforsympathy,butafterallIamnotcertainonwhichsideyoursympathieslie。 Withme,orthosemuch—triedpeople,\"saidMrs。Travers。 \"Withthechild,\"saidLingard,disregardingthebanteringtone。 \"Achildcanhaveaverybadtimeofitalltoitself。\" \"Whatcanyouknowofit?\"sheasked。 \"Ihavemyownfeelings,\"heansweredinsomesurprise。 Mrs。Travers,withherbacktohim,wascoveredwithconfusion。 Neithercouldshedepicttoherselfhischildhoodasifhe,too,hadcomeintotheworldinthefullnessofhisstrengthandhispurpose。Shediscoveredacertainnaivenessinherselfandlaughedalittle。Hemadenosound。 \"Don’tbeangry,\"shesaid。\"Iwouldn’tdreamoflaughingatyourfeelings。Indeedyourfeelingsarethemostseriousthingthatevercameinmyway。Icouldn’thelplaughingatmyself——atafunnydiscoveryImade。\" \"Inthedaysofyourchildhood?\"sheheardLingard’sdeepvoiceaskingafterapause。 \"Oh,no。Agesafterward。Nochildcouldhavemadethatdiscovery。 Doyouknowthegreatestdifferencethereisbetweenus?Itisthis:ThatIhavebeenlivingsincemychildhoodinfrontofashowandthatIneverhavebeentakeninforamomentbyitstinselanditsnoiseorbyanythingthatwentononthestage。DoyouunderstandwhatImean,CaptainLingard?\" Therewasamomentofsilence。\"Whatdoesitmatter?Wearenochildrennow。\"TherewasaninfinitegentlenessinLingard’sdeeptones。\"Butifyouhavebeenunhappythendon’ttellmethatithasnotbeenmadeuptoyousince。Surelyyouhaveonlytomakeasign。Awomanlikeyou。\" \"YouthinkIcouldfrightenthewholeworldontoitsknees?\" \"No,notfrighten。\"Thesuggestionofalaughinthedeadenedvoicepassedoffinacatchofthebreath。Thenhewasheardbeginningsoberly:\"Yourhusband……\"Hehesitatedalittleandshetooktheopportunitytosaycoldly: \"HisnameisMr。Travers。\" Lingarddidn’tknowhowtotakeit。Heimaginedhimselftohavebeenguiltyofsomesortofpresumption。Buthowonearthwashetocalltheman?Afterallhewasherhusband。Thatideawasdisagreeabletohimbecausethemanwasalsoinimicalinaparticularlyunreasonableandgallingmanner。Atthesametimehewasawarethathedidn’tcareabitforhisenmityandhadanideathathewouldnothavecaredforhisfriendshipeither。Andsuddenlyhefeltverymuchannoyed。 \"Yes。That’sthemanImean,\"hesaidinacontemptuoustone。\"I don’tparticularlylikethenameandIamsureIdon’twanttotalkabouthimmorethanIcanhelp。Ifhehadn’tbeenyourhusbandIwouldn’thaveputupwithhismannersforanhour。Doyouknowwhatwouldhavehappenedtohimifhehadn’tbeenyourhusband?\" \"No,\"saidMrs。Travers。\"Doyou,CaptainLingard?\" \"Notexactly,\"headmitted。\"Somethinghewouldn’thaveliked,youmaybesure。\" \"Whileofcoursehelikesthisverymuch,\"sheobserved。Lingardgaveanabruptlaugh。 \"Idon’tthinkit’sinmypowertodoanythingthathewouldlike,\"hesaidinaserioustone。\"Forgivememyfrankness,Mrs。 Travers,buthemakesitverydifficultsometimesformetokeepcivil。WhateverIhavehadtoputupwithinlifeIhaveneverhadtoputupwithcontempt。\" \"Iquitebelievethat,\"saidMrs。Travers。\"Don’tyourfriendscallyouKingTom?\" \"NobodythatIcarefor。Ihavenofriends。Oh,yes,theycallmethat……\" \"Youhavenofriends?\" \"NotI,\"hesaidwithdecision。\"Amanlikemehasnochums。\" \"It’squitepossible,\"murmuredMrs。Traverstoherself。 \"No,notevenJorgenson。OldcrazyJorgenson。HecallsmeKingTom,too。Youseewhatthat’sworth。\" \"Yes,Isee。OrratherIhaveheard。Thatpoormanhasnotone,andsomuchdependsonthat。NowsupposeIweretocallyouKingTomnowandthenbetweenourselves,\"Mrs。Travers’voiceproposed,distantlytentativeinthenightthatinvestedherpersonwithacolourlessvaguenessofform。 Shewaitedinthestillness,herelbowsontherailandherfaceinherhandsasifshehadalreadyforgottenwhatshehadsaid。 Sheheardatherelbowthedeepmurmurof: \"Let’shearyousayit。\" Shenevermovedtheleastbit。Thesombrelagoonsparkledfaintlywiththereflectionofthestars。 \"Oh,yes,Iwillletyouhearit,\"shesaidintothestarlitspaceinavoiceofunaccentedgentlenesswhichchangedsubtlyasshewenton。\"Ihopeyouwillneverregretthatyoucameoutofyourfriendlessmysterytospeaktome,KingTom。Howmanydaysagoitwas!Andhereisanotherdaygone。Tellmehowmanymoreofthemtheremustbe?Oftheseblindingdaysandnightswithoutasound。\" \"Bepatient,\"hemurmured。\"Don’taskmefortheimpossible。\" \"HowdoyouorIknowwhatispossible?\"shewhisperedwithastrangescorn。\"Youwouldn’tdareguess。ButItellyouthateverydaythatpassesismoreimpossibletomethanthedaybefore。\" Thepassionofthatwhisperwentlikeastabintohisbreast。 \"WhatamItotellyou?\"hemurmured,asifwithdespair。 \"Rememberthateverysunsetmakesitadayless。DoyouthinkI wantyouhere?\" Abitterlittlelaughfloatedoutintothestarlight。Mrs。 TraversheardLingardmovesuddenlyawayfromherside。Shedidn’tchangeherposebyahair’sbreadth。Presentlysheheardd’AlcacercomingoutoftheCage。Hiscultivatedvoiceaskedhalfplayfully: \"Haveyouhadasatisfactoryconversation?MayIbetoldsomethingofit?\" \"Mr。d’Alcacer,youarecurious。\" \"Well,inourposition,Iconfess……Youareouronlyrefuge,remember。\" \"Youwanttoknowwhatweweretalkingabout,\"saidMrs。Travers,alteringslowlyherpositionsoastoconfrontd’Alcacerwhosefacewasalmostundistinguishable。\"Oh,well,then,wetalkedaboutopera,therealitiesandillusionsofthestage,ofdresses,ofpeople’snames,andthingsofthatsort。\" \"Nothingofimportance,\"hesaidcourteously。Mrs。Traversmovedforwardandhesteppedtooneside。InsidetheCagetwoMalayhandswerehangingroundlanterns,thelightofwhichfellonMr。 Travers’bowedheadashesatinhischair。 WhentheywereallassembledfortheeveningmealJorgensonstrolledupfromnowhereinparticularashishabitwas,andspeakingthroughthemuslinannouncedthatCaptainLingardbeggedtobeexcusedfromjoiningthecompanythatevening。Thenhestrolledaway。Fromthatmomenttilltheygotupfromthetableandthecampbedsteadswerebroughtinnottwentywordspassedbetweenthemembersofthepartywithinthenet。Thestrangenessoftheirsituationmadeallattemptstoexchangeideasveryarduous;andapartfromthateachhadthoughtswhichitwasdistinctlyuselesstocommunicatetotheothers。Mr。Travershadabandonedhimselftohissenseofinjury。Hedidnotsomuchbroodasrageinwardlyinadull,dispiritedway。Theimpossibilityofassertinghimselfinanymannergalledhisverysoul。D’Alcacerwasextremelypuzzled。DetachedinasensefromthelifeofmenperhapsasmuchevenasJorgensonhimself,hetookyetareasonableinterestinthecourseofeventsandhadnotlostallhissenseofself—preservation。Withoutbeingabletoappreciatetheexactvaluesofthesituationhewasnotoneofthosemenwhoareevercompletelyinthedarkinanygivensetofcircumstances。Withoutbeinghumoroushewasagood—humouredman。 Hishabitual,gentlesmilewasatrueexpression。MoreofaEuropeanthanofaSpaniardhehadthattrulyaristocraticnaturewhichisinclinedtocrediteveryhonestmanwithsomethingofitsownnobilityandinitsjudgmentisaltogetherindependentofclassfeeling。HebelievedLingardtobeanhonestmanandhenevertroubledhisheadtoclassifyhim,exceptinthesensethathefoundhimaninterestingcharacter。Hehadasortofesteemfortheoutwardpersonalityandthebearingofthatseaman。Hefoundinhimalsothedistinctionofbeingnothingofatype。Hewasaspecimentobejudgedonlybyitsownworth。Withhisnaturalgiftofinsightd’Alcacertoldhimselfthatmanyoverseasadventurersofhistorywereprobablylessworthybecauseobviouslytheymusthavebeenlesssimple。Hedidn’t,however,impartthosethoughtsformallytoMrs。Travers。InfactheavoideddiscussingLingardwithMrs。Traverswho,hethought,wasquiteintelligentenoughtoappreciatetheexactshadeofhisattitude。Ifthatshadewasfine,Mrs。Traverswasfine,too;andtherewasnoneedtodiscussthecoloursofthisadventure。 Moreover,sheherselfseemedtoavoidalldirectdiscussionoftheLingardelementintheirfate。D’Alcacerwasfineenoughtobeawarethatthosetwoseemedtounderstandeachotherinawaythatwasnotobviouseventothemselves。Wheneverhesawthemtogetherhewasalwaysmuchtemptedtoobservethem。Andheyieldedtothetemptation。Thefactofone’slifedependingonthephasesofanobscureactionauthorizesacertainlatitudeofbehaviour。Hehadseenthemtogetherrepeatedly,communingopenlyorapart,andtherewasintheirwayofjoiningeachother,intheirposesandtheirwaysofseparating,somethingspecialandcharacteristicandpertainingtothemselvesonly,asiftheyhadbeenmadeforeachother。 Whathecouldn’tunderstandwaswhyMrs。TraversshouldhaveputoffhisnaturalcuriosityastoherlatestconferencewiththeManofFatebyanincrediblestatementastothenatureoftheconversation。Talkaboutdresses,opera,people’snames。Hecouldn’ttakethisseriously。Shemighthaveinvented,hethought,somethingmoreplausible;orsimplyhavetoldhimthatthiswasnotforhimtoknow。Sheoughttohaveknownthathewouldnothavebeenoffended。Couldn’tshehaveseenalreadythatheacceptedthecomplexionofmysteryinherrelationtothatmancompletely,unquestionably;asthoughithadbeensomethingpreordainedfromtheverybeginningofthings?ButhewasnotannoyedwithMrs。Travers。Afterallitmighthavebeentrue。Shewouldtalkexactlyassheliked,andevenincredibly,ifitsopleasedher,andmakethemanhangonherlips。Andlikewiseshewascapableofmakingthemantalkaboutanythingbyapowerofinspirationforreasonssimpleorperverse。Opera!Dresses! Yes——aboutShakespeareandthemusicalglasses!Foramerewhimorforthedeepestpurpose。Womenworthyofthenamewerelikethat。Theywereverywonderful。Theyrosetotheoccasionandsometimesabovetheoccasionwhenthingswereboundtooccurthatwouldbecomicortragic(asithappened)butgenerallychargedwithtroubleeventoinnocentbeholders。D’Alcacerthoughtthesethoughtswithoutbitternessandevenwithoutirony。Withhishalf—secretsocialreputationasamanofonegreatpassioninaworldofmereintrigueshelikedallwomen。Helikedthemintheirsentimentandintheirhardness,inthetragiccharacteroftheirfoolishorcleverimpulses,atwhichhelookedwithasortoftenderseriousness。 Hedidn’ttakeafavourableviewofthepositionbutheconsideredMrs。Travers’statementaboutoperasanddressesasawarningtokeepoffthesubject。Forthisreasonheremainedsilentthroughthemeal。 WhenthebustleofclearingawaythetablewasoverhestrolledtowardMrs。Traversandremarkedveryquietly: \"IthinkthatinkeepingawayfromusthiseveningtheManofFatewaswellinspired。WedinedlikealotofCarthusianmonks。\" \"Youalludetooursilence?\" \"Itwasmostscrupulous。Ifwehadtakenaneternalvowwecouldn’thavekeptitbetter。\" \"Didyoufeelbored?\" \"Pasdutout,\"d’Alcacerassuredherwithwhimsicalgravity。\"I feltnothing。Isatinastateofblessedvacuity。IbelieveI wasthehappiestofusthree。Unlessyou,too,Mrs。Travers……\" \"It’sabsolutelynouseyourfishingformythoughts,Mr。 d’Alcacer。IfIweretoletyouseethemyouwouldbeappalled。\" \"Thoughtsreallyarebutashapeoffeelings。Letmecongratulateyouontheimpassivemaskyoucanputonthosehorrorsyousayyounurseinyourbreast。Itwasimpossibletotellanythingbyyourface。\" \"Youwillalwayssayflatteringthings。\" \"Madame,myflatteriescomefromtheverybottomofmyheart。I havegivenuplongagoalldesiretoplease。AndIwasnottryingtogetatyourthoughts。Whateverelseyoumayexpectfrommeyoumaycountonmyabsoluterespectforyourprivacy。ButIsupposewithamasksuchasyoucanmakeforyourselfyoureallydon’tcare。TheManofFate,Inoticed,isnotnearlyasgoodatitasyouare。\" \"Whatapretentiousname。Doyoucallhimbyittohisface,Mr。 d’Alcacer?\" \"No,Ihaven’tthecheek,\"confessedd’Alcacer,equably。\"And,besides,it’stoomomentousfordailyuse。Andheissosimplethathemightmistakeitforajokeandnothingcouldbefurtherfrommythoughts。Mrs。Travers,IwillconfesstoyouthatI don’tfeeljocularintheleast。Butwhatcanheknowaboutpeopleofoursort?AndwhenIreflecthowlittlepeopleofoursortcanknowofsuchamanIamquitecontenttoaddresshimasCaptainLingard。It’scommonandsoothingandmostrespectableandsatisfactory;forCaptainisthemostemptyofalltitles。 WhatisaCaptain?AnybodycanbeaCaptain;andforLingardit’sanamelikeanyother。Whereaswhathedeservesissomethingspecial,significant,andexpressive,thatwouldmatchhisperson,hissimpleandromanticperson。\" HeperceivedthatMrs。Traverswaslookingathimintently。Theyhastenedtoturntheireyesawayfromeachother。 \"Hewouldlikeyourappreciation,\"Mrs。Traversletdropnegligently。 \"Iamafraidhewoulddespiseit。\" \"Despiseit!Why,thatsortofthingistheverybreathofhisnostrils。\" \"Youseemtounderstandhim,Mrs。Travers。Womenhaveasingularcapacityforunderstanding。Imeansubjectsthatinterestthem; becausewhentheirimaginationisstimulatedtheyarenotafraidoflettingitgo。Amanismoremistrustfulofhimself,butwomenarebornmuchmorereckless。Theypushonandonundertheprotectionofsecrecyandsilence,andthegreatertheobscurityofwhattheywishtoexplorethegreatertheircourage。\" \"Doyoumeanseriouslytotellmethatyouconsidermeacreatureofdarkness?\" \"Ispokeingeneral,\"remonstratedd’Alcacer。\"Anythingelsewouldhavebeenanimpertinence。Yes,obscurityiswomen’sbestfriend。Theirdaringlovesit;butasuddenflashoflightdisconcertsthem。Generallyspeaking,iftheydon’tgetexactlyatthetruththeyalwaysmanagetocomeprettyneartoit。\" Mrs。Travershadlistenedwithsilentattentionandsheallowedthesilencetocontinueforsometimeafterd’Alcacerhadceased。 Whenshespokeitwastosayinanunconcernedtonethatastothissubjectshehadhadspecialopportunities。Herself—possessedinterlocutormanagedtorepressamovementofrealcuriosityunderanassumptionofconventionalinterest。\"Indeed,\" heexclaimed,politely。\"Aspecialopportunity。Howdidyoumanagetocreateit?\" ThiswastoomuchforMrs。Travers。\"I!Createit!\"sheexclaimed,indignantly,butunderherbreath。\"HowonearthdoyouthinkIcouldhavedoneit?\" Mr。d’Alcacer,asifcommuningwithhimself,washeardtomurmurunrepentantlythatindeedwomenseldomknewhowtheyhad\"doneit,\"towhichMrs。Traversinawearytonereturnedtheremarkthatnotwomenweredenseinthesameway。TothisMr。d’Alcacerassentedwithoutdifficulty。\"Yes,ourbrandpresentsmorevarieties。This,fromacertainpointofview,isobviouslytoouradvantage。Weinterest……NotthatIimaginemyselfinterestingtoyou,Mrs。Travers。ButwhatabouttheManofFate?\" \"Oh,yes,\"breathedoutMrs。Travers。 \"Isee!Immensely!\"saidd’Alcacerinatoneofmysteriousunderstanding。\"Washisstupiditysocolossal?\" \"Itwasindistinguishablefromgreatvisionsthatwereinnosensemeanandmadeupforhimaworldofhisown。\" \"Iguessedthatmuch,\"mutteredd’Alcacertohimself。\"Butthat,youknow,Mrs。Travers,thatisn’tgoodnewsatalltome。Worldofdreams,eh?That’sverybad,verydangerous。It’salmostfatal,Mrs。Travers。\" \"Whyallthisdismay?Whydoyouobjecttoaworldofdreams?\" \"BecauseIdisliketheprospectofbeingmadeasacrificeofbythoseMoors。Iamnotanoptimistlikeourfriendthere,\"hecontinuedinalowtonenoddingtowardthedismalfigureofMr。 Travershuddledupinthechair。\"Idon’tregardallthisasafarceandIhavediscoveredinmyselfastrongobjectiontohavingmythroatcutbythosegorgeousbarbariansafteralotoffatuoustalk。Don’taskmewhy,Mrs。Travers。Putitdowntoanabsurdweakness。\" Mrs。Traversmadeaslightmovementinherchair,raisingherhandstoherhead,andinthedimlightofthelanternsd’Alcacersawthemassofhercleargleaminghairfalldownandspreaditselfoverhershoulders。Sheseizedhalfofitinherhandswhichlookedverywhite,andwithherheadinclinedalittleononesideshebegantomakeaplait。 \"Youareterrifying,\"hesaidafterwatchingthemovementofherfingersforawhile。