\"Itoldhimthattherewereprobablycardsonboardsomewhere——Jorgensonwouldknow。ThenIaskedhimwhetherhelookedonmeasagaoler。Hewasquitestartledandsorryforwhathesaid。\"
\"Itwasn’tverykindofyou,CaptainLingard。\"
\"Itslippedoutawkwardlyandwemadeitupwithalaugh。\"
Mrs。Traversleanedherelbowsontherailandputherheadintoherhands。EveryattitudeofthatwomansurprisedLingardbyitsenchantingeffectuponhimself。Hesighed,andthesilencelastedforalongwhile。
\"IwishIhadunderstoodeverywordthatwassaidthatmorning。\"
\"Thatmorning,\"repeatedLingard。\"Whatmorningdoyoumean?\"
\"ImeanthemorningwhenIwalkedoutofBelarab’sstockadeonyourarm,CaptainLingard,attheheadoftheprocession。ItseemedtomethatIwaswalkingonasplendidstageinascenefromanopera,inagorgeousshowfittomakeanaudienceholditsbreath。Youcan’tpossiblyguesshowunrealallthisseemed,andhowartificialIfeltmyself。Anopera,youknow……\"
\"Iknow。Iwasagolddiggeratonetime。SomeofususedtocomedowntoMelbournewithourpocketsfullofmoney。Idaresayitwaspoorenoughtowhatyoumusthaveseen,butonceIwenttoashowlikethat。Itwasastoryactedtomusic。Allthepeoplewentsingingthroughitrighttotheveryend。\"
\"Howitmusthavejarredonyoursenseofreality,\"saidMrs。
Travers,stillnotlookingathim。\"Youdon’trememberthenameoftheopera?\"
\"No。Inevertroubledmyheadaboutit。We——ourlotneverdid。\"
\"Iwon’taskyouwhatthestorywaslike。Itmusthaveappearedtoyouliketheverydefianceofalltruth。Wouldrealpeoplegosingingthroughtheirlifeanywhereexceptinafairytale?\"
\"Thesepeopledidn’talwayssingforjoy,\"saidLingard,simply。
\"Idon’tknowmuchaboutfairytales。\"
\"Theyaremostlyaboutprincesses,\"murmuredMrs。Travers。
Lingarddidn’tquitehear。Hebenthisearforamomentbutshewasn’tlookingathimandhedidn’taskhertorepeatherremark。
\"Fairytalesareforchildren,Ibelieve,\"hesaid。\"ButthatstorywithmusicIamtellingyouof,Mrs。Travers,wasnotataleforchildren。IassureyouthatofthefewshowsIhaveseenthatonewasthemostrealtome。Morerealthananythinginlife。\"
Mrs。Travers,rememberingthefatalinanityofmostoperalibrettos,wastouchedbythesewordsasiftherehadbeensomethingpatheticinthisreadinessofresponse;asifshehadheardastarvedmantalkingofthedelightofacrustofdrybread。\"Isupposeyouforgotyourselfinthatstory,whateveritwas,\"sheremarkedinadetachedtone。
\"Yes,itcarriedmeaway。ButIsupposeyouknowthefeeling。\"
\"No。Ineverknewanythingofthekind,notevenwhenIwasachitofagirl。\"Lingardseemedtoacceptthisstatementasanassertionofsuperiority。Heinclinedhisheadslightly。
Moreover,shemighthavesaidwhatsheliked。Whatpleasedhimmostwashernotlookingathim;foritenabledhimtocontemplatewithperfectfreedomthecurveofhercheek,hersmallearhalfhiddenbytheclearmeshoffinehair,thefascinationofheruncoveredneck。Andherwholepersonwasanimpossible,anamazingandsolidmarvelwhichsomehowwasnotsomuchconvincingtotheeyeastosomethingwithinhimthatwasapparentlyindependentofhissenses。Notevenforamomentdidhethinkofherasremote。Untouchable——possibly!Butremote——no。
Whetherconsciouslyorunconsciouslyhetookherspirituallyforgranted。Itwasmateriallythatshewasawonderofthesortthatisatthesametimefamiliarandsacred。
\"No,\"Mrs。Traversbeganagain,abruptly。\"Ineverforgotmyselfinastory。Itwasnotinme。Ihavenotevenbeenabletoforgetmyselfonthatmorningonshorewhichwaspartofmyownstory。\"
\"Youcarriedyourselffirstrate,\"saidLingard,smilingatthenapeofherneck,herear,thefilmofescapedhair,themodellingofthecornerofhereye。Hecouldseetheflutterofthedarkeyelashes:andthedelicateflushonhercheekhadrathertheeffectofscentthanofcolour。
\"Youapprovedofmybehaviour。\"
\"Justright,Itellyou。Myword,weren’ttheyallstruckofaheapwhentheymadeoutwhatyouwere。\"
\"Ioughttofeelflattered。IwillconfesstoyouthatIfeltonlyhalfdisguisedandwashalfangryandwhollyuncomfortable。
Whathelpedme,Isuppose,wasthatIwantedtoplease……\"
\"Idon’tmeantosaythattheywereexactlypleased,\"brokeinLingard,conscientiously。\"Theywerestartledmore。\"
\"Iwantedtopleaseyou,\"droppedMrs。Travers,negligently。A
faint,hoarse,andimpatientcallofabirdwasheardfromthewoodsasifcallingtotheoncomingnight。Lingard’sfacegrewhotinthedeepeningdusk。Thedelicatelemonyellowandetherealgreentintshadvanishedfromtheskyandtheredglowdarkenedmenacingly。Thesunhadsetbehindtheblackpalloftheforest,nolongeredgedwithalineofgold。
Yes,Iwasabsurdlyself—conscious,\"continuedMrs。Traversinaconversationaltone。\"AnditwastheeffectoftheseclothesthatyoumademeputonoversomeofmyEuropean——Ialmostsaiddisguise;becauseyouknowinthepresentmoreperfectcostumeI
feelcuriouslyathome;andyetIcan’tsaythatthesethingsreallyfitme。Thesleevesofthissilkunder—jacketarerathertight。Myshouldersfeelbound,too,andastothesarongitisscandalouslyshort。Accordingtoruleitshouldhavebeenlongenoughtofallovermyfeet。ButIlikefreedomofmovement。I
havehadverylittleofwhatIlikedinlife。\"
\"Icanhardlybelievethat,\"saidLingard。\"Ifitwasn’tforyoursayingso……\"
\"Iwouldn’tsaysotoeverybody,\"shesaid,turningherheadforamomenttoLingardandturningitawayagaintotheduskwhichseemedtocomefloatingovertheblacklagoon。Farawayinitsdepthacoupleoffeeblelightstwinkled;itwasimpossibletosaywhetherontheshoreorontheedgeofthemoredistantforest。Overheadthestarswerebeginningtocomeout,butfaintyet,asiftooremotetobereflectedinthelagoon。Onlytothewestasettingplanetshonethroughtheredfogofthesunsetglow。\"Itwassupposednottobegoodformetohavemuchfreedomofaction。SoatleastIwastold。ButIhaveasuspicionthatitwasonlyunpleasingtootherpeople。\"
\"Ishouldhavethought,\"beganLingard,thenhesitatedandstopped。Itseemedtohiminconceivablethateverybodyshouldnothavelovedtomakethatwomanhappy。Andhewasimpressedbythebitternessofhertone。Mrs。Traversdidnotseemcurioustoknowwhathewantedtosayandafteratimesheadded,\"Idon’tmeanonlywhenIwasachild。Idon’trememberthatverywell。I
daresayIwasveryobjectionableasachild。\"
Lingardtriedtoimagineherasachild。Theideawasnoveltohim。Herperfectionseemedtohavecomeintotheworldcomplete,mature,andwithoutanyhesitationorweakness。Hehadnothinginhisexperiencethatcouldhelphimtoimagineachildofthatclass。Thechildrenheknewplayedaboutthevillagestreetandranonthebeach。Hehadbeenoneofthem。Hehadseenotherchildren,ofcourse,since,buthehadnotbeenintouchwiththemexceptvisuallyandtheyhadnotbeenEnglishchildren。Herchildhood,likehisown,hadbeenpassedinEngland,andthatveryfactmadeitalmostimpossibleforhimtoimagineit。Hecouldnoteventellwhetheritwasintownorinthecountry,orwhetherasachildshehadevenseenthesea。Andhowcouldachildofthatkindbeobjectionable?Butherememberedthatachilddisapprovedofcouldbeveryunhappy,andhesaid:
\"Iamsorry。\"
Mrs。Traverslaughedalittle。Withinthemuslincageformshadturnedtoblurredshadows。Amongstthemtheformofd’Alcaceraroseandmoved。ThesystematicorelsethemorbiddumbnessofMr。Traversboredandexasperatedhim,though,asamatteroffact,thatgentleman’sspeecheshadneverhadthepowereithertoentertainortosoothehismind。
\"It’sveryniceofyou。Youhaveagreatcapacityforsympathy,butafterallIamnotcertainonwhichsideyoursympathieslie。
Withme,orthosemuch—triedpeople,\"saidMrs。Travers。
\"Withthechild,\"saidLingard,disregardingthebanteringtone。
\"Achildcanhaveaverybadtimeofitalltoitself。\"
\"Whatcanyouknowofit?\"sheasked。
\"Ihavemyownfeelings,\"heansweredinsomesurprise。
Mrs。Travers,withherbacktohim,wascoveredwithconfusion。
Neithercouldshedepicttoherselfhischildhoodasifhe,too,hadcomeintotheworldinthefullnessofhisstrengthandhispurpose。Shediscoveredacertainnaivenessinherselfandlaughedalittle。Hemadenosound。
\"Don’tbeangry,\"shesaid。\"Iwouldn’tdreamoflaughingatyourfeelings。Indeedyourfeelingsarethemostseriousthingthatevercameinmyway。Icouldn’thelplaughingatmyself——atafunnydiscoveryImade。\"
\"Inthedaysofyourchildhood?\"sheheardLingard’sdeepvoiceaskingafterapause。
\"Oh,no。Agesafterward。Nochildcouldhavemadethatdiscovery。
Doyouknowthegreatestdifferencethereisbetweenus?Itisthis:ThatIhavebeenlivingsincemychildhoodinfrontofashowandthatIneverhavebeentakeninforamomentbyitstinselanditsnoiseorbyanythingthatwentononthestage。DoyouunderstandwhatImean,CaptainLingard?\"
Therewasamomentofsilence。\"Whatdoesitmatter?Wearenochildrennow。\"TherewasaninfinitegentlenessinLingard’sdeeptones。\"Butifyouhavebeenunhappythendon’ttellmethatithasnotbeenmadeuptoyousince。Surelyyouhaveonlytomakeasign。Awomanlikeyou。\"
\"YouthinkIcouldfrightenthewholeworldontoitsknees?\"
\"No,notfrighten。\"Thesuggestionofalaughinthedeadenedvoicepassedoffinacatchofthebreath。Thenhewasheardbeginningsoberly:\"Yourhusband……\"Hehesitatedalittleandshetooktheopportunitytosaycoldly:
\"HisnameisMr。Travers。\"
Lingarddidn’tknowhowtotakeit。Heimaginedhimselftohavebeenguiltyofsomesortofpresumption。Buthowonearthwashetocalltheman?Afterallhewasherhusband。Thatideawasdisagreeabletohimbecausethemanwasalsoinimicalinaparticularlyunreasonableandgallingmanner。Atthesametimehewasawarethathedidn’tcareabitforhisenmityandhadanideathathewouldnothavecaredforhisfriendshipeither。Andsuddenlyhefeltverymuchannoyed。
\"Yes。That’sthemanImean,\"hesaidinacontemptuoustone。\"I
don’tparticularlylikethenameandIamsureIdon’twanttotalkabouthimmorethanIcanhelp。Ifhehadn’tbeenyourhusbandIwouldn’thaveputupwithhismannersforanhour。Doyouknowwhatwouldhavehappenedtohimifhehadn’tbeenyourhusband?\"
\"No,\"saidMrs。Travers。\"Doyou,CaptainLingard?\"
\"Notexactly,\"headmitted。\"Somethinghewouldn’thaveliked,youmaybesure。\"
\"Whileofcoursehelikesthisverymuch,\"sheobserved。Lingardgaveanabruptlaugh。
\"Idon’tthinkit’sinmypowertodoanythingthathewouldlike,\"hesaidinaserioustone。\"Forgivememyfrankness,Mrs。
Travers,buthemakesitverydifficultsometimesformetokeepcivil。WhateverIhavehadtoputupwithinlifeIhaveneverhadtoputupwithcontempt。\"
\"Iquitebelievethat,\"saidMrs。Travers。\"Don’tyourfriendscallyouKingTom?\"
\"NobodythatIcarefor。Ihavenofriends。Oh,yes,theycallmethat……\"
\"Youhavenofriends?\"
\"NotI,\"hesaidwithdecision。\"Amanlikemehasnochums。\"
\"It’squitepossible,\"murmuredMrs。Traverstoherself。
\"No,notevenJorgenson。OldcrazyJorgenson。HecallsmeKingTom,too。Youseewhatthat’sworth。\"
\"Yes,Isee。OrratherIhaveheard。Thatpoormanhasnotone,andsomuchdependsonthat。NowsupposeIweretocallyouKingTomnowandthenbetweenourselves,\"Mrs。Travers’voiceproposed,distantlytentativeinthenightthatinvestedherpersonwithacolourlessvaguenessofform。
Shewaitedinthestillness,herelbowsontherailandherfaceinherhandsasifshehadalreadyforgottenwhatshehadsaid。
Sheheardatherelbowthedeepmurmurof:
\"Let’shearyousayit。\"
Shenevermovedtheleastbit。Thesombrelagoonsparkledfaintlywiththereflectionofthestars。
\"Oh,yes,Iwillletyouhearit,\"shesaidintothestarlitspaceinavoiceofunaccentedgentlenesswhichchangedsubtlyasshewenton。\"Ihopeyouwillneverregretthatyoucameoutofyourfriendlessmysterytospeaktome,KingTom。Howmanydaysagoitwas!Andhereisanotherdaygone。Tellmehowmanymoreofthemtheremustbe?Oftheseblindingdaysandnightswithoutasound。\"
\"Bepatient,\"hemurmured。\"Don’taskmefortheimpossible。\"
\"HowdoyouorIknowwhatispossible?\"shewhisperedwithastrangescorn。\"Youwouldn’tdareguess。ButItellyouthateverydaythatpassesismoreimpossibletomethanthedaybefore。\"
Thepassionofthatwhisperwentlikeastabintohisbreast。
\"WhatamItotellyou?\"hemurmured,asifwithdespair。
\"Rememberthateverysunsetmakesitadayless。DoyouthinkI
wantyouhere?\"
Abitterlittlelaughfloatedoutintothestarlight。Mrs。
TraversheardLingardmovesuddenlyawayfromherside。Shedidn’tchangeherposebyahair’sbreadth。Presentlysheheardd’AlcacercomingoutoftheCage。Hiscultivatedvoiceaskedhalfplayfully:
\"Haveyouhadasatisfactoryconversation?MayIbetoldsomethingofit?\"
\"Mr。d’Alcacer,youarecurious。\"
\"Well,inourposition,Iconfess……Youareouronlyrefuge,remember。\"
\"Youwanttoknowwhatweweretalkingabout,\"saidMrs。Travers,alteringslowlyherpositionsoastoconfrontd’Alcacerwhosefacewasalmostundistinguishable。\"Oh,well,then,wetalkedaboutopera,therealitiesandillusionsofthestage,ofdresses,ofpeople’snames,andthingsofthatsort。\"
\"Nothingofimportance,\"hesaidcourteously。Mrs。Traversmovedforwardandhesteppedtooneside。InsidetheCagetwoMalayhandswerehangingroundlanterns,thelightofwhichfellonMr。
Travers’bowedheadashesatinhischair。
WhentheywereallassembledfortheeveningmealJorgensonstrolledupfromnowhereinparticularashishabitwas,andspeakingthroughthemuslinannouncedthatCaptainLingardbeggedtobeexcusedfromjoiningthecompanythatevening。Thenhestrolledaway。Fromthatmomenttilltheygotupfromthetableandthecampbedsteadswerebroughtinnottwentywordspassedbetweenthemembersofthepartywithinthenet。Thestrangenessoftheirsituationmadeallattemptstoexchangeideasveryarduous;andapartfromthateachhadthoughtswhichitwasdistinctlyuselesstocommunicatetotheothers。Mr。Travershadabandonedhimselftohissenseofinjury。Hedidnotsomuchbroodasrageinwardlyinadull,dispiritedway。Theimpossibilityofassertinghimselfinanymannergalledhisverysoul。D’Alcacerwasextremelypuzzled。DetachedinasensefromthelifeofmenperhapsasmuchevenasJorgensonhimself,hetookyetareasonableinterestinthecourseofeventsandhadnotlostallhissenseofself—preservation。Withoutbeingabletoappreciatetheexactvaluesofthesituationhewasnotoneofthosemenwhoareevercompletelyinthedarkinanygivensetofcircumstances。Withoutbeinghumoroushewasagood—humouredman。
Hishabitual,gentlesmilewasatrueexpression。MoreofaEuropeanthanofaSpaniardhehadthattrulyaristocraticnaturewhichisinclinedtocrediteveryhonestmanwithsomethingofitsownnobilityandinitsjudgmentisaltogetherindependentofclassfeeling。HebelievedLingardtobeanhonestmanandhenevertroubledhisheadtoclassifyhim,exceptinthesensethathefoundhimaninterestingcharacter。Hehadasortofesteemfortheoutwardpersonalityandthebearingofthatseaman。Hefoundinhimalsothedistinctionofbeingnothingofatype。Hewasaspecimentobejudgedonlybyitsownworth。Withhisnaturalgiftofinsightd’Alcacertoldhimselfthatmanyoverseasadventurersofhistorywereprobablylessworthybecauseobviouslytheymusthavebeenlesssimple。Hedidn’t,however,impartthosethoughtsformallytoMrs。Travers。InfactheavoideddiscussingLingardwithMrs。Traverswho,hethought,wasquiteintelligentenoughtoappreciatetheexactshadeofhisattitude。Ifthatshadewasfine,Mrs。Traverswasfine,too;andtherewasnoneedtodiscussthecoloursofthisadventure。
Moreover,sheherselfseemedtoavoidalldirectdiscussionoftheLingardelementintheirfate。D’Alcacerwasfineenoughtobeawarethatthosetwoseemedtounderstandeachotherinawaythatwasnotobviouseventothemselves。Wheneverhesawthemtogetherhewasalwaysmuchtemptedtoobservethem。Andheyieldedtothetemptation。Thefactofone’slifedependingonthephasesofanobscureactionauthorizesacertainlatitudeofbehaviour。Hehadseenthemtogetherrepeatedly,communingopenlyorapart,andtherewasintheirwayofjoiningeachother,intheirposesandtheirwaysofseparating,somethingspecialandcharacteristicandpertainingtothemselvesonly,asiftheyhadbeenmadeforeachother。
Whathecouldn’tunderstandwaswhyMrs。TraversshouldhaveputoffhisnaturalcuriosityastoherlatestconferencewiththeManofFatebyanincrediblestatementastothenatureoftheconversation。Talkaboutdresses,opera,people’snames。Hecouldn’ttakethisseriously。Shemighthaveinvented,hethought,somethingmoreplausible;orsimplyhavetoldhimthatthiswasnotforhimtoknow。Sheoughttohaveknownthathewouldnothavebeenoffended。Couldn’tshehaveseenalreadythatheacceptedthecomplexionofmysteryinherrelationtothatmancompletely,unquestionably;asthoughithadbeensomethingpreordainedfromtheverybeginningofthings?ButhewasnotannoyedwithMrs。Travers。Afterallitmighthavebeentrue。Shewouldtalkexactlyassheliked,andevenincredibly,ifitsopleasedher,andmakethemanhangonherlips。Andlikewiseshewascapableofmakingthemantalkaboutanythingbyapowerofinspirationforreasonssimpleorperverse。Opera!Dresses!
Yes——aboutShakespeareandthemusicalglasses!Foramerewhimorforthedeepestpurpose。Womenworthyofthenamewerelikethat。Theywereverywonderful。Theyrosetotheoccasionandsometimesabovetheoccasionwhenthingswereboundtooccurthatwouldbecomicortragic(asithappened)butgenerallychargedwithtroubleeventoinnocentbeholders。D’Alcacerthoughtthesethoughtswithoutbitternessandevenwithoutirony。Withhishalf—secretsocialreputationasamanofonegreatpassioninaworldofmereintrigueshelikedallwomen。Helikedthemintheirsentimentandintheirhardness,inthetragiccharacteroftheirfoolishorcleverimpulses,atwhichhelookedwithasortoftenderseriousness。
Hedidn’ttakeafavourableviewofthepositionbutheconsideredMrs。Travers’statementaboutoperasanddressesasawarningtokeepoffthesubject。Forthisreasonheremainedsilentthroughthemeal。
WhenthebustleofclearingawaythetablewasoverhestrolledtowardMrs。Traversandremarkedveryquietly:
\"IthinkthatinkeepingawayfromusthiseveningtheManofFatewaswellinspired。WedinedlikealotofCarthusianmonks。\"
\"Youalludetooursilence?\"
\"Itwasmostscrupulous。Ifwehadtakenaneternalvowwecouldn’thavekeptitbetter。\"
\"Didyoufeelbored?\"
\"Pasdutout,\"d’Alcacerassuredherwithwhimsicalgravity。\"I
feltnothing。Isatinastateofblessedvacuity。IbelieveI
wasthehappiestofusthree。Unlessyou,too,Mrs。Travers……\"
\"It’sabsolutelynouseyourfishingformythoughts,Mr。
d’Alcacer。IfIweretoletyouseethemyouwouldbeappalled。\"
\"Thoughtsreallyarebutashapeoffeelings。Letmecongratulateyouontheimpassivemaskyoucanputonthosehorrorsyousayyounurseinyourbreast。Itwasimpossibletotellanythingbyyourface。\"
\"Youwillalwayssayflatteringthings。\"
\"Madame,myflatteriescomefromtheverybottomofmyheart。I
havegivenuplongagoalldesiretoplease。AndIwasnottryingtogetatyourthoughts。Whateverelseyoumayexpectfrommeyoumaycountonmyabsoluterespectforyourprivacy。ButIsupposewithamasksuchasyoucanmakeforyourselfyoureallydon’tcare。TheManofFate,Inoticed,isnotnearlyasgoodatitasyouare。\"
\"Whatapretentiousname。Doyoucallhimbyittohisface,Mr。
d’Alcacer?\"
\"No,Ihaven’tthecheek,\"confessedd’Alcacer,equably。\"And,besides,it’stoomomentousfordailyuse。Andheissosimplethathemightmistakeitforajokeandnothingcouldbefurtherfrommythoughts。Mrs。Travers,IwillconfesstoyouthatI
don’tfeeljocularintheleast。Butwhatcanheknowaboutpeopleofoursort?AndwhenIreflecthowlittlepeopleofoursortcanknowofsuchamanIamquitecontenttoaddresshimasCaptainLingard。It’scommonandsoothingandmostrespectableandsatisfactory;forCaptainisthemostemptyofalltitles。
WhatisaCaptain?AnybodycanbeaCaptain;andforLingardit’sanamelikeanyother。Whereaswhathedeservesissomethingspecial,significant,andexpressive,thatwouldmatchhisperson,hissimpleandromanticperson。\"
HeperceivedthatMrs。Traverswaslookingathimintently。Theyhastenedtoturntheireyesawayfromeachother。
\"Hewouldlikeyourappreciation,\"Mrs。Traversletdropnegligently。
\"Iamafraidhewoulddespiseit。\"
\"Despiseit!Why,thatsortofthingistheverybreathofhisnostrils。\"
\"Youseemtounderstandhim,Mrs。Travers。Womenhaveasingularcapacityforunderstanding。Imeansubjectsthatinterestthem;
becausewhentheirimaginationisstimulatedtheyarenotafraidoflettingitgo。Amanismoremistrustfulofhimself,butwomenarebornmuchmorereckless。Theypushonandonundertheprotectionofsecrecyandsilence,andthegreatertheobscurityofwhattheywishtoexplorethegreatertheircourage。\"
\"Doyoumeanseriouslytotellmethatyouconsidermeacreatureofdarkness?\"
\"Ispokeingeneral,\"remonstratedd’Alcacer。\"Anythingelsewouldhavebeenanimpertinence。Yes,obscurityiswomen’sbestfriend。Theirdaringlovesit;butasuddenflashoflightdisconcertsthem。Generallyspeaking,iftheydon’tgetexactlyatthetruththeyalwaysmanagetocomeprettyneartoit。\"
Mrs。Travershadlistenedwithsilentattentionandsheallowedthesilencetocontinueforsometimeafterd’Alcacerhadceased。
Whenshespokeitwastosayinanunconcernedtonethatastothissubjectshehadhadspecialopportunities。Herself—possessedinterlocutormanagedtorepressamovementofrealcuriosityunderanassumptionofconventionalinterest。\"Indeed,\"
heexclaimed,politely。\"Aspecialopportunity。Howdidyoumanagetocreateit?\"
ThiswastoomuchforMrs。Travers。\"I!Createit!\"sheexclaimed,indignantly,butunderherbreath。\"HowonearthdoyouthinkIcouldhavedoneit?\"
Mr。d’Alcacer,asifcommuningwithhimself,washeardtomurmurunrepentantlythatindeedwomenseldomknewhowtheyhad\"doneit,\"towhichMrs。Traversinawearytonereturnedtheremarkthatnotwomenweredenseinthesameway。TothisMr。d’Alcacerassentedwithoutdifficulty。\"Yes,ourbrandpresentsmorevarieties。This,fromacertainpointofview,isobviouslytoouradvantage。Weinterest……NotthatIimaginemyselfinterestingtoyou,Mrs。Travers。ButwhatabouttheManofFate?\"
\"Oh,yes,\"breathedoutMrs。Travers。
\"Isee!Immensely!\"saidd’Alcacerinatoneofmysteriousunderstanding。\"Washisstupiditysocolossal?\"
\"Itwasindistinguishablefromgreatvisionsthatwereinnosensemeanandmadeupforhimaworldofhisown。\"
\"Iguessedthatmuch,\"mutteredd’Alcacertohimself。\"Butthat,youknow,Mrs。Travers,thatisn’tgoodnewsatalltome。Worldofdreams,eh?That’sverybad,verydangerous。It’salmostfatal,Mrs。Travers。\"
\"Whyallthisdismay?Whydoyouobjecttoaworldofdreams?\"
\"BecauseIdisliketheprospectofbeingmadeasacrificeofbythoseMoors。Iamnotanoptimistlikeourfriendthere,\"hecontinuedinalowtonenoddingtowardthedismalfigureofMr。
Travershuddledupinthechair。\"Idon’tregardallthisasafarceandIhavediscoveredinmyselfastrongobjectiontohavingmythroatcutbythosegorgeousbarbariansafteralotoffatuoustalk。Don’taskmewhy,Mrs。Travers。Putitdowntoanabsurdweakness。\"
Mrs。Traversmadeaslightmovementinherchair,raisingherhandstoherhead,andinthedimlightofthelanternsd’Alcacersawthemassofhercleargleaminghairfalldownandspreaditselfoverhershoulders。Sheseizedhalfofitinherhandswhichlookedverywhite,andwithherheadinclinedalittleononesideshebegantomakeaplait。
\"Youareterrifying,\"hesaidafterwatchingthemovementofherfingersforawhile。