\"Icouldneverhaveexpectedtohearsuchaspeechfromyou。AstowhatIdidexpect!……Imusthavebeenverystupid。\"
\"No,youareanythingbutthat,\"declaredMr。Travers,conscientiously。\"Itisn’tstupidity。\"Hehesitatedforamoment。
\"It’sakindofwilfulness,Ithink。Ipreferrednottothinkaboutthisgrievousdifferenceinourpointsofview,which,youwilladmit,Icouldnothavepossiblyforeseenbeforewe……\"
AsortofsolemnembarrassmenthadcomeoverMr。Travers。Mrs。
Travers,leaningherchinonthepalmofherhand,staredatthebarematchboardsideofthehut。
\"Doyouchargemewithprofoundgirlishduplicity?\"sheasked,verysoftly。
TheinsideofthedeckhousewasfullofstagnantheatperfumedbyaslightscentwhichseemedtoemanatefromtheloosemassofMrs。Travers’hair。Mr。Traversevadedthedirectquestionwhichstruckhimaslackingfinenesseventothepointofimpropriety。
\"ImustsupposethatIwasnotinthecalmpossessionofmyinsightandjudgmentinthosedays,\"hesaid。\"I——Iwasnotinacriticalstateofmindatthetime,\"headmittedfurther;butevenaftergoingsofarhedidnotlookupathiswifeandthereforemissedsomethingliketheghostofasmileonMrs。
Travers’lips。Thatsmilewastingedwithscepticismwhichwastoodeep—seatedforanythingbutthefaintestexpression。
Thereforeshesaidnothing,andMr。Traverswentonasifthinkingaloud:
\"Yourconductwas,ofcourse,abovereproach;butyoumadeforyourselfadetestablereputationofmentalsuperiority,expressedironically。Youinspiredmistrustinthebestpeople。Youwereneverpopular。\"
\"Iwasbored,\"murmuredMrs。Traversinareminiscenttoneandwithherchinrestinginthehollowofherhand。
Mr。Traversgotupfromtheseaman’schestasunexpectedlyasifhehadbeenstungbyawasp,but,ofcourse,withamuchslowerandmoresolemnmotion。
\"Thematterwithyou,Edith,isthatatheartyouareperfectlyprimitive。\"Mrs。Traversstoodup,too,withasupple,leisurelymovement,andraisingherhandstoherhairturnedhalfawaywithapensiveremark:
\"Imperfectlycivilized。\"
\"Imperfectlydisciplined,\"correctedMr。Traversafteramomentofdrearymeditation。
Sheletherarmsfallandturnedherhead。
\"No,don’tsaythat,\"sheprotestedwithstrangeearnestness。\"I
amthemostseverelydisciplinedpersonintheworld。Iamtemptedtosaythatmydisciplinehasstoppedatnothingshortofkillingmyself。IsupposeyoucanhardlyunderstandwhatImean。\"
Mr。Traversmadeaslightgrimaceatthefloor。
\"Ishallnottry,\"hesaid。\"Itsoundslikesomethingthatabarbarian,hatingthedelicatecomplexitiesandtherestraintsofanoblerlife,mighthavesaid。Fromyouitstrikesmeaswilfulbadtaste……Ihaveoftenwonderedatyourtastes。Youhavealwayslikedextremeopinions,exoticcostumes,lawlesscharacters,romanticpersonalities——liked’Alcacer……\"
\"PoorMr。d’Alcacer,\"murmuredMrs。Travers。
\"Amanwithoutanyideasofdutyorusefulness,\"saidMr。
Travers,acidly。\"Whatareyoupityinghimfor?\"
\"Why!Forfindinghimselfinthispositionoutofmeregood—nature。Hehadnothingtoexpectfromjoiningourvoyage,noadvantageforhispoliticalambitionsoranythingofthekind。I
supposeyouaskedhimonboardtobreakourtete—a—tetewhichmusthavegrownwearisometoyou。\"
\"Iamneverbored,\"declaredMr。Travers。\"D’Alcacerseemedgladtocome。And,beingaSpaniard,thehorriblewasteoftimecannotmattertohimintheleast。\"
\"Wasteoftime!\"repeatedMrs。Travers,indignantly。
\"Hemayyethavetopayforhisgoodnaturewithhislife。\"
Mr。Traverscouldnotconcealamovementofanger。
\"Ah!Iforgotthoseassumptions,\"hesaidbetweenhisclenchedteeth。\"HeisamereSpaniard。Hetakesthisfarcicalconspiracywithperfectnonchalance。Decayedraceshavetheirownphilosophy。\"
\"Hetakesitwithadignityofhisown。\"
\"Idon’tknowwhatyoucallhisdignity。Ishouldcallitlackofself—respect。\"
\"Why?Becauseheisquietandcourteous,andreserveshisjudgment。Andallowmetotellyou,Martin,thatyouarenottakingourtroublesverywell。\"
\"Youcan’texpectfrommeallthoseforeignaffectations。Iamnotinthehabitofcompromisingwithmyfeelings。\"
Mrs。Traversturnedcompletelyroundandfacedherhusband。\"Yousulk,\"shesaid……Mr。Traversjerkedhisheadbackalittleasiftoletthewordgopast。——\"Iamoutraged,\"hedeclared。
Mrs。Traversrecognizedtheresomethinglikerealsuffering。——\"I
assureyou,\"shesaid,seriously(forshewasaccessibletopity),\"IassureyouthatthisstrangeLingardhasnoideaofyourimportance。Hedoesn’tknowanythingofyoursocialandpoliticalpositionandstilllessofyourgreatambitions。\"Mr。
Traverslistenedwithsomeattention。——\"Couldn’tyouhaveenlightenedhim?\"heasked。——\"Itwouldhavebeennouse;hismindisfixeduponhisownpositionanduponhisownsenseofpower。
Heisamanofthelowerclasses……\"——\"Heisabrute,\"saidMr。Travers,obstinately,andforamomentthosetwolookedstraightintoeachother’seyes。——\"Oh,\"saidMrs。Travers,slowly,\"youaredeterminednottocompromisewithyourfeelings!\"Anundertoneofscorncreptintohervoice。\"ButshallItellyouwhatIthink?Ithink,\"andsheadvancedherheadslightlytowardthepale,unshavenfacethatconfrontedherdarkeyes,\"Ithinkthatforallyourblindscornyoujudgethemanwellenoughtofeelthatyoucanindulgeyourindignationwithperfectsafety。Doyouhear?Withperfectsafety!\"Directlyshehadspokensheregrettedthesewords。ReallyitwasunreasonabletotakeMr。Travers’tricksofcharactermorepassionatelyonthisspotoftheEasternArchipelagofullofobscureplotsandwarringmotivesthaninthemoreartificialatmosphereofthetown。Afterallwhatshewantedwassimplytosavehislife,nottomakehimunderstandanything。Mr。Traversopenedhismouthandwithoututteringawordshutitagain。Hiswifeturnedtowardthelooking—glassnailedtothewall。Sheheardhisvoicebehindher。
\"Edith,where’sthetruthinallthis?\"
Shedetectedtheanguishofaslowmindwithaninstinctivedreadofobscureplaceswhereinnewdiscoveriescanbemade。Shelookedoverhershouldertosay:
\"It’sonthesurface,Iassureyou。Altogetheronthesurface。\"
Sheturnedagaintothelooking—glasswhereherownfacemetherwithdarkeyesandafairmistofhairabovethesmoothforehead;
butherwordshadproducednosoothingeffect。
\"Butwhatdoesitmean?\"criedMr。Travers。\"Whydoesn’tthefellowapologize?Whyarewekepthere?Arewebeingkepthere?
Whydon’twegetaway?Whydoesn’thetakemebackonboardmyyacht?Whatdoeshewantfromme?Howdidheprocureourreleasefromthesepeopleonshorewhohesaysintendedtocutourthroats?Whydidtheygiveusuptohiminstead?\"
Mrs。Traversbegantotwistherhaironherhead。
\"Mattersofhighpolicyandoflocalpolitics。Conflictofpersonalinterests,mistrustbetweentheparties,intriguesofindividuals——yououghttoknowhowthatsortofthingworks。Hisdiplomacymadeuseofallthat。Thefirstthingtodowasnottoliberateyoubuttogetyouintohiskeeping。Heisaverygreatmanhereandletmetellyouthatyoursafetydependsonhisdexterityintheuseofhisprestigeratherthanonhispowerwhichhecannotuse。IfyouwouldlethimtalktoyouIamsurehewouldtellyouasmuchasitispossibleforhimtodisclose。\"
\"Idon’twanttobetoldaboutanyofhisrascalities。Buthaven’tyoubeentakenintohisconfidence?\"
\"Completely,\"admittedMrs。Travers,peeringintothesmalllooking—glass。
\"Whatistheinfluenceyoubroughttobearuponthisman?Itlookstomeasifourfatewereinyourhands。\"
\"Yourfateisnotinmyhands。Itisnoteveninhishands。Thereisamoralsituationherewhichmustbesolved。\"
\"Ethicsofblackmail,\"commentedMr。Traverswithunexpectedsarcasm。Itflashedthroughhiswife’smindthatperhapsshedidn’tknowhimsowellasshehadsupposed。Itwasasifthepolishedandsolemncrustofhardproprietieshadcrackedslightly,hereandthere,underthestrain,disclosingthemerewrongheadednessofacommonmortal。Butitwasonlymannerthathadcrackedalittle;themarvellousstupidityofhisconceitremainedthesame。Shethoughtthatthisdiscussionwasperfectlyuseless,andasshefinishedputtingupherhairshesaid:\"I
thinkwehadbettergoondecknow。\"
\"Youproposetogooutondecklikethis?\"mutteredMr。Traverswithdowncasteyes。
\"Likethis?Certainly。It’snolongeranovelty。Whoisgoingtobeshocked?\"
Mr。Traversmadenoreply。Whatshehadsaidofhisattitudewasverytrue。Hesulkedattheenormousoffensivenessofmen,things,andevents;ofwordsandevenofglanceswhichheseemedtofeelphysicallyrestingonhisskinlikeapain,likeadegradingcontact。Hemanagednottowince。Buthesulked。Hiswifecontinued,\"Andletmetellyouthatthoseclothesarefitforaprincess——Imeantheyareofthequality,materialandstylecustomprescribesforthehighestintheland,afar—distantlandwhereIaminformedwomenruleasmuchasthemen。Infacttheyweremeanttobepresentedtoanactualprincessinduecourse。TheywereselectedwiththegreatestcareforthatchildImmada。CaptainLingard……\"
Mr。Traversmadeaninarticulatenoisepartakingofagroanandagrunt。
\"Well,ImustcallhimbysomenameandthisIthoughtwouldbetheleastoffensiveforyoutohear。Afterall,themanexists。
Butheisknownalsoonacertainportionoftheearth’ssurfaceasKingTom。D’Alcacerisgreatlytakenbythatname。Itseemstohimwonderfullywelladaptedtotheman,initsfamiliarityanddeference。Andifyouprefer……\"
\"Iwouldprefertohearnothing,\"saidMr。Travers,distinctly。
\"Notasingleword。Notevenfromyou,tillIamafreeagentagain。Butwordsdon’ttouchme。Nothingcantouchme;neitheryoursinisterwarningsnorthemoodsoflevitywhichyouthinkpropertodisplaybeforeamanwhoselife,accordingtoyou,hangsonathread。\"
\"Ineverforgetitforamoment,\"saidMrs。Travers。\"AndInotonlyknowthatitdoesbutIalsoknowthestrengthofthethread。Itisawonderfulthread。Youmaysayifyoulikeithasbeenspunbythesamefatewhichmadeyouwhatyouare。\"
Mr。Traversfeltawfullyoffended。Hehadneverheardanybody,letalonehisownself,addressedinsuchterms。Thetoneseemedtoquestionhisveryquality。Hereflectedwithshockedamazementthathehadlivedwiththatwomanforeightyears!Andhesaidtohergloomily:
\"Youtalklikeapagan。\"
ItwasaverystrongcondemnationwhichapparentlyMrs。Travershadfailedtohearforshepursuedwithanimation:
\"Butreally,youcan’texpectmetomeditateonitallthetimeorshutmyselfuphereandmournthecircumstancesfrommorningtonight。Itwouldbemorbid。Letusgoondeck。\"
\"Andyoulooksimplyheathenishinthiscostume,\"Mr。Traverswentonasthoughhehadnotbeeninterrupted,andwithanaccentofdeliberatedisgust。
Herheartwasheavybuteverythinghesaidseemedtoforcethetoneoflevityontoherlips。\"AslongasIdon’tlooklikeaguy,\"sheremarked,negligently,andthencaughtthedirectionofhisluridstarewhichasamatteroffactwasfastenedonherbarefeet。Shecheckedherself,\"Oh,yes,ifyoupreferitIwillputonmystockings。ButyouknowImustbeverycarefulofthem。
It’stheonlypairIhavehere。Ihavewashedthemthismorninginthatbathroomwhichisbuiltoverthestern。Theyarenowdryingovertherailjustoutside。Perhapsyouwillbegoodenoughtopassthemtomewhenyougoondeck。\"
Mr。Traversspunroundandwentondeckwithoutaword。AssoonasshewasaloneMrs。Traverspressedherhandstohertemples,agestureofdistresswhichrelievedherbyitssincerity。Themeasuredfootstepsoftwomencametoherplainlyfromthedeck,rhythmicanddoublewithasuggestionoftranquilandfriendlyintercourse。Shedistinguishedparticularlythefootfallsofthemanwhoselife’sorbitwasmostremotefromherown。Andyettheorbitshadcut!Afewdaysagoshecouldnothaveevenconceivedofhisexistence,andnowhewasthemanwhosefootsteps,itseemedtoher,herearscouldsingleunerringlyinthetrampofacrowd。Itwas,indeed,afabulousthing。Inthehalflightofherover—heatedsheltersheletanirresolute,frightenedsmilepassoffherlipsbeforeshe,too,wentondeck。
II
AningeniouslyconstructedframeworkoflightpostsandthinlathsoccupiedthegreaterpartofthedeckamidshipsoftheEmma。Thefourwallsofthatairystructureweremadeofmuslin。
Itwascomparativelylofty。Adoor—likearrangementoflightbattensfilledwithcalicowasfurtherprotectedbyasystemofcurtainscalculatedtobafflethepursuitofmosquitoesthathauntedtheshoresofthelagooningreatsingingcloudsfromsunsettillsunrise。AlotoffinematscoveredthedeckspacewithinthetransparentshelterdevisedbyLingardandJorgensontomakeMrs。Travers’existencepossibleduringthetimewhenthefateofthetwomen,andindeedprobablyofeverybodyelseonboardtheEmma,hadtohanginthebalance。VerysoonLingard’sunbiddenandfatalguestshadlearnedthetrickofsteppinginandoutoftheplacequickly。Mr。d’Alcacerperformedthefeatwithoutapparenthaste,almostnonchalantly,yetaswellasanybody。Itwasgenerallyconcededthathehadneverletamosquitointogetherwithhimself。Mr。Traversdodgedinandoutwithoutgraceandwasobviouslymuchirritatedatthenecessity。
Mrs。Traversdiditinamannerallherown,withmarkedclevernessandanunconsciousair。TherewasanimprovisedtableinthereandsomewickerarmchairswhichJorgensonhadproducedfromsomewhereinthedepthsoftheship。ItwashardtosaywhattheinsideoftheEmmadidnotcontain。Itwascrammedwithallsortsofgoodslikeageneralstore。Thatoldhulkwasthearsenalandthewar—chestofLingard’spoliticalaction;shewasstockedwithmusketsandgunpowder,withbalesoflongcloth,ofcottonprints,ofsilks;withbagsofriceandcurrencybrassguns。Shecontainedeverythingnecessaryfordealingdeathanddistributingbribes,toactonthecupidityanduponthefearsofmen,tomarchandtoorganize,tofeedthefriendsandtocombattheenemiesofthecause。Sheheldwealthandpowerinherflanks,thatgroundedshipthatwouldswimnomore,withoutmastsandwiththebestpartofherdeckcumberedbythetwostructuresofthinboardsandoftransparentmuslin。
WithinthelatterlivedtheEuropeans,visibleinthedaytimetothefewMalaysonboardasifthroughawhitehaze。Intheeveningthelightingofthehurricanelampsinsideturnedthemintodarkphantomssurroundedbyashiningmist,againstwhichtheinsectworldrushinginitsmillionsoutoftheforestonthebankwasbaffledmysteriouslyinitsassault。Rigidlyenclosedbytransparentwalls,likecaptivesofanenchantedcobweb,theymovedabout,sat,gesticulated,conversedpubliclyduringtheday;andatnightwhenallthelanternsbutonewereextinguished,theirslumberingshapescoveredalloverbywhitecottonsheetsonthecampbedsteads,whichwerebroughtineveryevening,conveyedthegruesomesuggestionofdeadbodiesreposingonstretchers。Thefood,suchasitwas,wasservedwithinthatglorifiedmosquitonetwhicheverybodycalledthe\"Cage\"withoutanyhumorousintention。AtmealtimesthepartyfromtheyachthadthecompanyofLingardwhoattachedtothisordealasenseofdutyperformedatthealtarofcivilityandconciliation。HecouldhavenoconceptionhowmuchhispresenceaddedtotheexasperationofMr。TraversbecauseMr。Travers’mannerwastoointenselyconsistenttopresentanyshades。Itwasdeterminedbyanineradicableconvictionthathewasavictimheldtoransomonsomeincomprehensibletermsbyanextraordinaryandoutrageousbandit。Thisconviction,strungtothehighestpitch,neverlefthimforamoment,beingtheobjectofindignantmeditationtohismind,andevenclinging,asitwere,tohisverybody。Itlurkedinhiseyes,inhisgestures,inhisungraciousmutters,andinhissinistersilences。TheshocktohismoralbeinghadendedbyaffectingMr。Travers’physicalmachine。Hewasawareofhepaticpains,sufferedfromaccessesofsomnolenceandsuppressedgustsoffurywhichfrightenedhimsecretly。Hiscomplexionhadacquiredayellowtinge,whilehisheavyeyeshadbecomebloodshotbecauseofthesmokeoftheopenwoodfiresduringhisthreedays’detentioninsideBelarab’sstockade。Hiseyeshadbeenalwaysverysensitivetooutwardconditions。D’Alcacer’sfineblackeyesweremoreenduringandhisappearancedidnotdifferverymuchfromhisordinaryappearanceonboardtheyacht。
HehadacceptedwithsmilingthankstheofferofathinblueflanneltunicfromJorgenson。Thosetwomenweremuchofthesamebuild,thoughofcoursed’Alcacer,quietlyaliveandspirituallywatchful,didnotresembleJorgenson,who,withoutbeingexactlymacabre,behavedmorelikeanindifferentbutrestlesscorpse。
Thosetwocouldnotbesaidtohaveeverconversedtogether。
ConversationwithJorgensonwasanimpossiblething。EvenLingardneverattemptedthefeat。HepropoundedquestionstoJorgensonmuchasamagicianwouldinterrogateanevokedshade,orgavehimcurtdirectionsasonewouldmakeuseofsomemarvellousautomaton。AndthatwasapparentlythewayinwhichJorgensonpreferredtobetreated。Lingard’srealcompanyonboardtheEmmawasd’Alcacer。D’AlcacerhadmetLingardontheeasytermsofamanaccustomedallhislifetogoodsocietyinwhichtheveryaffectationsmustbecarriedonwithouteffort。Whetheraffectation,ornature,orinspireddiscretion,d’Alcacerneverlettheslightestcuriositypiercethesmoothnessofhislevel,gravecourtesylightenedfrequentlybyslightsmileswhichoftenhadnotmuchconnectionwiththewordsheuttered,exceptthatsomehowtheymadethemsoundkindlyandasitweretactful。Intheircharacter,however,thosewordswerestrictlyneutral。
TheonlytimewhenLingardhaddetectedsomethingofadeepercomprehensionind’AlcacerwasthedayafterthelongnegotiationsinsideBelarab’sstockadeforthetemporarysurrenderoftheprisoners。Thatmovehadbeensuggestedtohim,exactlyasMrs。Travershadtoldherhusband,bytherivalriesofthepartiesandthestateofpublicopinionintheSettlementdeprivedofthepresenceofthemanwho,theoreticallyatleast,wasthegreatestpowerandthevisibleruleroftheShoreofRefuge。Belarabstilllingeredathisfather’stomb。Whetherthatmanoftheembitteredandpacifichearthadwithdrawntheretomeditateupontheunrulinessofmankindandthethanklessnatureofhistask;orwhetherhehadgonetheresimplytobatheinaparticularlyclearpoolwhichwasafeatureoftheplace,givehimselfuptotheenjoymentofacertainfruitwhichgrewinprofusionthereandindulgeforatimeinascrupulousperformanceofreligiousexercises,hisabsencefromtheSettlementwasafactoftheutmostgravity。Itistruethattheprestigeofalong—unquestionedrulershipandthelong—settledmentalhabitsofthepeoplehadcausedthecaptivestobetakenstraighttoBelarab’sstockadeasamatterofcourse。Belarab,atadistance,couldstilloutweighthepoweronthespotofTengga,whosesecretpurposeswerenobetterknown,whowasjovial,talkative,outspokenandpugnacious;butwhowasnotaprofessedservantofGodfamedformanycharitiesandascrupulousperformanceofpiouspractices,andwhoalsohadnofatherwhohadachievedalocalsaintship。ButBelarab,withhisglamourofasceticismandmelancholytogetherwithareputationforseverity(foramansopiouswouldbenaturallyruthless),wasnotonthespot。Theonlyfavourablepointinhisabsencewasthefactthathehadtakenwithhimhislatestwife,thesameladywhomJorgensonhadmentionedinhislettertoLingardasanxioustobringaboutbattle,murder,andthelootingoftheyacht,notbecauseofinbornwickednessofheartbutfromasimpledesireforsilks,jewelsandotherobjectsofpersonaladornment,quitenaturalinagirlsoyoungandelevatedtosuchahighposition。
BelarabhadselectedhertobethecompanionofhisretirementandLingardwasgladofit。HewasnotafraidofherinfluenceoverBelarab。Heknewhisman。Nowords,noblandishments,nosulks,scoldings,orwhisperingsofafavouritecouldaffecteithertheresolvesortheirresolutionsofthatArabwhoseactioneverseemedtohanginmysticsuspensebetweenthecontradictoryspeculationsandjudgmentsdisputingthepossessionofhiswill。ItwasnotwhatBelarabwouldeithersuddenlydoorleisurelydetermineuponthatLingardwasafraidof。Thedangerwasthatinhistaciturnhesitation,whichhadsomethinghopelesslygodlikeinitsremotecalmness,themanwoulddonothingandleavehiswhitefriendfacetofacewithunrulyimpulsesagainstwhichLingardhadnomeansofactionbutforcewhichhedarednotusesinceitwouldmeanthedestructionofhisplansandthedownfallofhishopes;andworsestillwouldwearanaspectoftreacherytoHassimandImmada,thosefugitiveswhomhehadsnatchedawayfromthejawsofdeathonanightofstormandhadpromisedtoleadbackintriumphtotheirowncountryhehadseenbutonce,sleepingunmovedunderthewrathandfireofheaven。
OntheafternoonoftheverydayhehadarrivedwithheronboardtheEmma——totheinfinitedisgustofJorgenson——LingardheldwithMrs。Travers(aftershehadhadacoupleofhours’rest)along,fiery,andperplexedconversation。Fromthenatureoftheproblemitcouldnotbeexhaustive;buttowardtheendofittheywerebothfeelingthoroughlyexhausted。Mrs。Travershadnolongertobeinstructedastofactsandpossibilities。Shewasawareofthemonlytoowellanditwasnotherparttoadviseorargue。Shewasnotcalledupontodecideortoplead。Thesituationwasfarbeyondthat。Butshewaswornoutwithwatchingthepassionateconflictwithinthemanwhowasbothsodesperatelyrecklessandsorigidlyrestrainedintheveryardourofhisheartandthegreatnessofhissoul。Itwasaspectaclethatmadeherforgettheactualquestionsatissue。Thiswasnostageplay;andyetshehadcaughtherselflookingathimwithbatedbreathasatagreatactoronadarkenedstageinsomesimpleandtremendousdrama。Heextortedfromheraresponsetotheforcesthatseemedtotearathissingle—mindedbrain,athisguilelessbreast。Heshookherwithhisownstruggles,hepossessedherwithhisemotionsandimposedhispersonalityasifitstragedyweretheonlythingworthconsideringinthismatter。
Andyetwhathadshetodowithallthoseobscureandbarbarousthings?Obviouslynothing。Unluckilyshehadbeentakenintotheconfidenceofthatman’spassionateperplexity,aconfidenceprovokedapparentlybynothingbutthepowerofherpersonality。
Shewasflattered,andevenmore,shewastouchedbyit;shewasawareofsomethingthatresembledgratitudeandprovokedasortofemotionalreturnasbetweenequalswhohadsecretlyrecognizedeachother’svalue。Yetatthesametimesheregrettednothavingbeenleftinthedark;asmuchinthedarkasMr。Travershimselford’Alcacer,thoughastothelatteritwasimpossibletosayhowmuchprecise,unaccountable,intuitiveknowledgewasburiedunderhisunruffledmanner。
D’Alcacerwasthesortofmanwhomitwouldbemucheasiertosuspectofanythingintheworldthanignorance——orstupidity。
Naturallyhecouldn’tknowanythingdefiniteorevenguessatthebareoutlineofthefactsbutsomehowhemusthavescentedthesituationinthosefewdaysofcontactwithLingard。HewasanacuteandsympatheticobserverinallhissecretaloofnessfromthelifeofmenwhichwassoverydifferentfromJorgenson’ssecretdivorcefromthepassionsofthisearth。Mrs。Traverswouldhavelikedtosharewithd’Alcacertheburden(foritwasaburden)ofLingard’sstory。Afterall,shehadnotprovokedthoseconfidences,neitherhadthatunexpectedadventurerfromthesealaidonheranobligationofsecrecy。No,notevenbyimplication。HehadneversaidtoherthatshewastheONLY
personwhomhewishedtoknowthatstory。
No。WhathehadsaidwasthatshewastheonlypersontowhomheCOULDtellthetalehimself,asifnooneelseonearthhadthepowertodrawitfromhim。Thatwasthesenseandnothingmore。
Yes,itwouldhavebeenarelieftotelld’Alcacer。ItwouldhavebeenarelieftoherfeelingofbeingshutofffromtheworldalonewithLingardasifwithinthefourwallsofaromanticpalaceandinanexoticatmosphere。Yes,thatreliefandalsoanother:thatofsharingtheresponsibilitywithsomebodyfittounderstand。Yetsheshrankfromit,withunaccountablereserve,asifbytalkingofLingardwithd’Alcacershewasboundtogivehimaninsightintoherself。Itwasavagueuneasinessandyetsopersistentthatshefeltit,too,whenshehadtoapproachandtalktoLingardunderd’Alcacer’seyes。NotthatMr。d’Alcacerwouldeverdreamofstaringorevencastingglances。Butwasheavertinghiseyesonpurpose?Thatwouldbeevenmoreoffensive。