第14章

类别:其他 作者:Nicholas Sparks字数:11388更新时间:19/01/07 14:33:58
\"Yes,itisveryhardtothinkthatIwhowanttotouchyoucannotmakemyselfunderstoodaswellasthey。AndyetIspeakthelanguageofyourchildhood,thelanguageofthemanforwhomthereisnohopebutinyourgenerosity。\" Heshookhishead。Shegazedathimanxiouslyforamoment。\"Inyourmemoriesthen,\"shesaidandwassurprisedbytheexpressionofprofoundsadnessthatover—spreadhisattentiveface。 \"DoyouknowwhatIremember?\"hesaid。\"Doyouwanttoknow?\" Shelistenedwithslightlypartedlips。\"Iwilltellyou。 Poverty,hardwork——anddeath,\"hewenton,veryquietly。\"AndnowI’vetoldyou,andyoudon’tknow。That’showitisbetweenus。Youtalktome——Italktoyou——andwedon’tknow。\" Hereyelidsdropped。 \"WhatcanIfindtosay?\"shewenton。\"WhatcanIdo?Imustn’tgivein。Think!Amongstyourmemoriestheremustbesomeface——somevoice——somename,ifnothingmore。Icannotbelievethatthereisnothingbutbitterness。\" \"There’snobitterness,\"hemurmured。 \"O!Brother,myheartisfaintwithfear,\"whisperedImmada。 Lingardturnedswiftlytothatwhisper。 \"Then,theyaretobesaved,\"exclaimedMrs。Travers。\"Ah,I knew……\" \"Bearthyfearinpatience,\"saidHassim,rapidly,tohissister。 \"Theyaretobesaved。Youhavesaidit,\"Lingardpronouncedaloud,suddenly。Hefeltlikeaswimmerwho,inthemidstofsuperhumaneffortstoreachtheshore,perceivesthattheundertowistakinghimtosea。Hewouldgowiththemysteriouscurrent;hewouldgoswiftly——andseetheend,thefulfilmentbothblissfulandterrible。 Withthisstateofexaltationinwhichhesawhimselfinsomeincomprehensiblewayalwaysvictorious,whatevermightbefall,therewasmingledatenacityofpurpose。Hecouldnotsacrificehisintention,theintentionofyears,theintentionofhislife; hecouldnomorepartwithitandexistthanhecouldcutouthisheartandlive。Theadventurerheldfasttohisadventurewhichmadehiminhisownsightexactlywhathewas。 Heconsideredtheproblemwithcoolaudacity,backedbyabeliefinhisownpower。Itwasnotthesetwomenhehadtosave;hehadtosavehimself!Andlookeduponinthiswaythesituationappearedfamiliar。 HassimhadtoldhimthetwowhitemenhadbeentakenbytheircaptorstoDaman’scamp。TheyoungRajah,leavinghissisterinthecanoe,hadlandedonthesandandhadcrepttotheveryedgeoflightthrownbythefiresbywhichtheIllanunswerecooking。 Damanwassittingapartbyalargerblaze。Twoprausrodeinshallowwaternearthesandbank;ontheridge,asentrywalkedwatchingthelightsofthebrig;thecampwasfullofquietwhispers。Hassimreturnedtohiscanoe,thenheandhissister,paddlingcautiouslyroundtheanchoredpraus,inwhichwomen’svoicescouldbeheard,approachedtheotherendofthecamp。Thelightofthebigblazetherefellonthewaterandthecanoeskirteditwithoutasplash,keepinginthenight。Hassim,landingforthesecondtime,creptagainclosetothefires。Eachprauhad,accordingtothecustomsoftheIllanunroverswhenonaraidingexpedition,asmallerwar—boatandthesebeinglightandmanageablewerehauleduponthesandnotfarfromthebigblaze;theysathighontheshelvingshorethrowingheavyshadows。Hassimcreptuptowardthelargestofthemandthenstandingontiptoecouldlookatthecampacrossthegunwales。 Theconfusedtalkingofthemenwaslikethebuzzofinsectsinaforest。Achildwailedonboardoneoftheprausandawomanhailedtheshoreshrilly。Hassimunsheathedhiskrisandhelditinhishand。 Verysoon——hesaid——hesawthetwowhitemenwalkingamongstthefires。Theywavedtheirarmsandtalkedtogether,stoppingfromtimetotime;theyapproachedDaman;andtheshortmanwiththehaironhisfaceaddressedhimearnestlyandatgreatlength。 DamansatcrossleggeduponalittlecarpetwithanopenKoranonhiskneesandchantedtheversetsswayingtoandfrowithhiseyesshut。 TheIllanunchiefsrecliningwrappedincloaksonthegroundraisedthemselvesontheirelbowstolookatthewhites。Whentheshortwhitemanfinishedspeakinghegazeddownatthemforawhile,thenstampedhisfoot。Helookedangrybecausenooneunderstoodhim。Thensuddenlyhelookedverysad;hecoveredhisfacewithhishands;thetallmanputhishandontheshortman’sshoulderandwhisperedintohisear。Thedrywoodofthefirescrackled,theIllanunsslept,cooked,talked,butwiththeirweaponsathand。Anarmedmanortwocameuptostareattheprisonersandthenreturnedtotheirfire。ThetwowhitessankdowninthesandinfrontofDaman。Theirclothesweresoiled,therewassandintheirhair。Thetallmanhadlosthishat;theglassintheeyeoftheshortmanglitteredverymuch;hisbackwasmuddyandonesleeveofhiscoattornuptotheelbow。 AllthisHassimsawandthenretreatedundetectedtothatpartoftheshorewhereImmadawaitedforhim,keepingthecanoeafloat。 TheIllanuns,trustingtothesea,keptverybadwatchontheirprisoners,andhadhebeenabletospeakwiththemHassimthoughtanescapecouldhavebeeneffected。Buttheycouldnothaveunderstoodhissignsandstilllesshiswords。Heconsultedwithhissister。Immadamurmuredsadly;attheirfeettheripplebrokewithamournfulsoundnolouderthantheirvoices。 Hassim’sloyaltywasunshaken,butnowitledhimonnotinthebrightlightofhopesbutinthedeepenedshadowofdoubt。Hewantedtoobtaininformationforhisfriendwhowassopowerfulandwhoperhapswouldknowhowtobeconstant。WhenfollowedbyImmadaheapproachedthecampagain——thistimeopenly——theirappearancedidnotexcitemuchsurprise。ItwaswellknowntotheChiefsoftheIllanunsthattheRajahforwhomtheyweretofight——ifGodsowilled——wasupontheshoalslookingoutforthecomingofthewhitemanwhohadmuchwealthandastoreofweaponsandwhowashisservant。Daman,whoaloneunderstoodtheexactrelation,welcomedthemwithimpenetrablegravity。Hassimtookhisseatonthecarpetathisrighthand。Aconsultationwasbeingheldhalf—aloudinshortandapparentlycarelesssentences,withlongintervalsofsilencebetween。Immada,nestlingclosetoherbrother,leanedonearmonhisshoulderandlistenedwithseriousattentionandwithoutwardcalmasbecameaprincessofWajoaccustomedtoconsortwithwarriorsandstatesmeninmomentsofdangerandinthehoursofdeliberation。Herheartwasbeatingrapidly,andfacingherthesilentwhitemenstaredatthesetwoknownfaces,asifacrossagulf。FourIllanunchiefssatinarow。Theiramplecloaksfellfromtheirshoulders,andlaybehindthemonthesandinwhichtheirfourlonglanceswereplantedupright,eachsupportingasmalloblongshieldofwood,carvedontheedgesandstainedadullpurple。Damanstretchedouthisarmandpointedattheprisoners。Thefacesofthewhitemenwereveryquiet。Damanlookedatthemmutelyandardently,asifconsumedbyanunspeakablelonging。 TheKoran,inasilkcover,hungonhisbreastbyacrimsoncord。 Itrestedoverhisheartand,justbelow,theplainbuffalo—hornhandleofakris,stuckintothetwistofhissarong,protrudedreadytohishand。Thecloudsthickeningoverthecampmadethedarknesspressheavilyontheglowofscatteredfires。\"Thereisbloodbetweenmeandthewhites,\"hepronounced,violently。TheIllanunchiefsremainedimpassive。Therewasbloodbetweenthemandallmankind。Hassimremarkeddispassionatelythattherewasonewhitemanwithwhomitwouldbewisetoremainfriendly;andbesides,wasnotDamanhisfriendalready?Damansmiledwithhalf—closedeyes。Hewasthatwhiteman’sfriend,nothisslave。 TheIllanunsplayingwiththeirsword—handlesgruntedassent。 Why,askedDaman,didthesestrangewhitestravelsofarfromtheircountry?Thegreatwhitemanwhomtheyallknewdidnotwantthem。Noonewantedthem。Evilwouldfollowintheirfootsteps。Theyweresuchmenasaresentbyrulerstoexaminetheaspectsoffar—offcountriesandtalkofpeaceandmaketreaties。Suchisthebeginningofgreatsorrows。TheIllanunswerefarfromtheircountry,wherenowhitemandaredtocome,andthereforetheywerefreetoseektheirenemiesupontheopenwaters。Theyhadfoundthesetwowhohadcometosee。Heaskedwhattheyhadcometosee?Wastherenothingtolookatintheirowncountry? Hetalkedinanironicandsubduedtone。Thescatteredheapsofembersglowedadeeperred;thebigblazeofthechief’sfiresanklowandgrewdimbeforeheceased。Straight—limbedfiguresrose,sank,moved,whisperedonthebeach。Hereandthereaspear—bladecaughtaredgleamabovetheblackshapeofahead。 \"TheIllanunsseekbootyonthesea,\"criedDaman。\"Theirfathersandthefathersoftheirfathershavedonethesame,beingfearlesslikethosewhoembracedeathclosely。\" Alowlaughwasheard。\"Westrikeandgo,\"saidanexultingvoice。\"Weliveanddiewithourweaponsinourhands。\"TheIllanunsleapedtotheirfeet。Theystampedonthesand,flourishingnakedbladesovertheheadsoftheirprisoners。A tumultarose。 WhenitsubsidedDamanstoodupinacloakthatwrappedhimtohisfeetandspokeagaingivingadvice。 Thewhitemensatonthesandandturnedtheireyesfromfacetofaceasiftryingtounderstand。Itwasagreedtosendtheprisonersintothelagoonwheretheirfatewouldbedecidedbytheruleroftheland。TheIllanunsonlywantedtoplundertheship。Theydidnotcarewhatbecameofthemen。\"ButDamancares,\"remarkedHassimtoLingard,whenrelatingwhattookplace。\"Hecares,OTuan!\" HassimhadlearnedalsothattheSettlementwasinastateofunrestasifontheeveofwar。Belarabwithhisfollowerswasencampedbyhisfather’stombinthehollowbeyondthecultivatedfields。Hisstockadewasshutupandnooneappearedontheverandahsofthehouseswithin。Youcouldtelltherewerepeopleinsideonlybythesmokeofthecookingfires。Tengga’sfollowersmeantimeswaggeredabouttheSettlementbehavingtyrannicallytothosewhowerepeaceable。Agreatmadnesshaddescendeduponthepeople,amadnessstrongasthemadnessoflove,themadnessofbattle,thedesiretospillblood。Astrangefearalsohadmadethemwild。ThebigsmokeseenthatmorningabovetheforestsofthecoastwassomeagreedsignalfromTenggatoDamanbutwhatitmeantHassimhadbeenunabletofindout。HefearedforJorgenson’ssafety。Hesaidthatwhileoneofthewar—boatswasbeingmadereadytotakethecaptivesintothelagoon,heandhissisterleftthecampquietlyandgotawayintheircanoe。Theflaresofthebrig,reflectedinafaintloomupontheclouds,enabledthemtomakestraightforthevesselacrossthebanks。 Beforetheyhadgonehalfwaytheseflameswentoutandthedarknessseemeddenserthananyhehadknownbefore。Butitwasnogreaterthanthedarknessofhismind——headded。Hehadlookeduponthewhitemensittingunmovedandsilentundertheedgeofswords;hehadlookedatDaman,hehadheardbitterwordsspoken; hewaslookingnowathiswhitefriend——andtheissueofeventshecouldnotsee。Onecanseemen’sfacesbuttheirfate,whichiswrittenontheirforeheads,onecannotsee。Hehadnomoretosay,andwhathehadspokenwastrueineveryword。 IV LingardrepeateditalltoMrs。Travers。Hercourage,herintelligence,thequicknessofherapprehension,thecolourofhereyesandtheintrepidityofherglanceevokedinhimanadmiringenthusiasm。Shestoodbyhisside!Everymomentthatfatalillusionclungclosertohissoul——likeagarmentoflight——likeanarmouroffire。 Hewasunwillingtofacethefacts。Allhislife——tillthatday——hadbeenawrestlewitheventsinthedaylightofthisworld,butnowhecouldnotbringhismindtotheconsiderationofhisposition。ItwasMrs。Traverswho,afterwaitingawhile,forcedonhimthepainofthoughtbywantingtoknowwhatbearingHassim’snewshaduponthesituation。 LingardhadnottheslightestdoubtDamanwantedhimtoknowwhathadbeendonewiththeprisoners。ThatiswhyDamanhadwelcomedHassim,andlethimhearthedecisionandhadallowedhimtoleavethecamponthesandbank。Therecouldbeonlyoneobjectinthis;tolethim,Lingard,knowthattheprisonershadbeenputoutofhisreachaslongasheremainedinhisbrig。Nowthisbrigwashisstrength。Tomakehimleavehisbrigwaslikeremovinghishandfromhissword。 \"DoyouunderstandwhatImean,Mrs。Travers?\"heasked。\"TheyareafraidofmebecauseIknowhowtofightthisbrig。TheyfearthebrigbecausewhenIamonboardher,thebrigandIareone。 Anarmedman——don’tyousee?WithoutthebrigIamdisarmed,withoutmeshecan’tstrike。SoDamanthinks。Hedoesnotknoweverythingbutheisnotfaroffthetruth。HesaystohimselfthatifImantheboatstogoafterthesewhitesintothelagoonthenhisIllanunswillgettheyachtforsure——andperhapsthebrigaswell。IfIstopherewithmybrigheholdsthetwowhitemenandcantalkasbigashepleases。Belarabbelievesinmenodoubt,butDamantrustsnomanonearth。Hesimplydoesnotknowhowtotrustanyone,becauseheisalwaysplottinghimself。HecametohelpmeandassoonashefoundIwasnottherehebegantoplotwithTengga。Nowhehasmadeamove——aclevermove;acleverermovethanhethinks。Why?I’lltellyouwhy。BecauseI,TomLingard,haven’tasinglewhitemanaboardthisbrigIcantrust。Notone。Ionlyjustdiscoveredmymate’sgotthenotionI amsomekindofpirate。Andallyouryachtpeoplethinkthesame。 Itisasthoughyouhadbroughtacurseonmeinyouryacht。 Nobodybelievesme。GoodGod!WhathaveIcometo!Eventhosetwo——lookatthem——Isaylookatthem!Byallthestarstheydoubtme!Me!……\" HepointedatHassimandImmada。Thegirlseemedfrightened。 Hassimlookedoncalmandintelligentwithinexhaustiblepatience。Lingard’svoicefellsuddenly。 \"Andbyheavenstheymayberight。Whoknows?You?Doyouknow? Theyhavewaitedforyears。Look。Theyarewaitingwithheavyhearts。DoyouthinkthatIdon’tcare?OughtItohavekeptitallin——toldnoone——noone——notevenyou?Aretheywaitingforwhatwillnevercomenow?\" Mrs。Traversroseandmovedquicklyroundthetable。\"Canwegiveanythingtothis——thisDamanortheseothermen?Wecouldgivethemmorethantheycouldthinkofasking。I——myhusband……\" \"Don’ttalktomeofyourhusband,\"hesaid,roughly。\"Youdon’tknowwhatyouaredoing。\"Sheconfrontedthesombreangerofhiseyes——\"ButImust,\"sheassertedwithheat。——\"Must,\"hemused,noticingthatshewasonlyhalfaheadlesstallthanhimself。 \"Must!Oh,yes。Ofcourse,youmust。Must!Yes。ButIdon’twanttohear。Give!Whatcanyougive?YoumayhaveallthetreasuresoftheworldforallIknow。No!Youcan’tgiveanything……\" \"IwasthinkingofyourdifficultywhenIspoke,\"sheinterrupted。Hiseyeswandereddownwardfollowingthelineofhershoulder。——\"Ofme——ofme!\"herepeated。 Allthiswassaidalmostinwhispers。Thesoundofslowfootstepswasheardondeckabovetheirheads。Lingardturnedhisfacetotheopenskylight。 \"Ondeckthere!Anywind?\" Allwasstillforamoment。Somebodyaboveansweredinaleisurelytone: \"Asteadylittledraughtfromthenorthward。\" Thenafterapauseaddedinamutter: \"Pitchdark。\" \"Aye,darkenough,\"murmuredLingard。Hemustdosomething。Now。 Atonce。Theworldwaswaiting。Theworldfullofhopesandfear。 Whatshouldhedo?Insteadofansweringthatquestionhetracedtheungleamingcoilsofhertwistedhairandbecamefascinatedbyastraylockatherneck。Whatshouldhedo?Noonetoleavehisbrigto。ThevoicethathadansweredhisquestionwasCarter’svoice。\"Heishangingaboutkeepinghiseyeonme,\"hesaidtoMrs。Travers。Sheshookherheadandtriedtosmile。Themanabovecougheddiscreetly。\"No,\"saidLingard,\"youmustunderstandthatyouhavenothingtogive。\" Themanondeckwhoseemedtohavelingeredbytheskylightwasheardsayingquietly,\"Iamathandifyouwantme,Mrs。 Travers。\"HassimandImmadalookedup。\"Yousee,\"exclaimedLingard。\"WhatdidItellyou?He’skeepinghiseyeonme!Onboardmyownship。AmIdreaming?AmIinafever?Tellhimtocomedown,\"hesaidafterapause。Mrs。TraversdidsoandLingardthoughthervoiceverycommandingandverysweet。 \"There’snothingintheworldIlovesomuchasthisbrig,\"hewenton。\"Nothingintheworld。IfIlostherIwouldhavenostandingroomontheearthformyfeet。Youdon’tunderstandthis。Youcan’t。\" Cartercameinandshutthecabindoorcarefully。Helookedwithserenityateveryoneinturn。 \"Allquiet?\"askedLingard。 \"Quietenoughifyouliketocallitso,\"heanswered。\"Butifyouonlyputyourheadoutsidethedooryou’llhearthemallonthequarter—decksnoringagainsteachother,asiftherewerenowivesathomeandnopiratesatsea。\" \"Lookhere,\"saidLingard。\"IfoundoutthatIcan’ttrustmymate。\" \"Can’tyou?\"drawledCarter。\"Iamnotexactlysurprised。ImustsayHEdoesnotsnorebutIbelieveitisbecauseheistoocrazytosleep。Hewaylaidmeonthepoopjustnowandsaidsomethingaboutevilcommunicationscorruptinggoodmanners。SeemstomeI’veheardthatbefore。Queerthingtosay。Hetriedtomakeitoutsomehowthatifhewasn’tcorruptitwasn’tyourfault。Asifthiswasanyconcernofmine。He’sasmadashe’sfat——orelseheputsiton。\"Carterlaughedalittleandleanedhisshouldersagainstabulkhead。 LingardgazedatthewomanwhoexpectedsomuchfromhimandinthelightsheseemedtoshedhesawhimselfleadingacolumnofarmedboatstotheattackoftheSettlement。Hecouldburnthewholeplacetothegroundanddriveeverysoulofthemintothebush。Hecould!Andtherewasasurprise,ashock,avaguehorroratthethoughtofthedestructivepowerofhiswill。Hecouldgivehereversomanylives。Hehadseenheryesterday,anditseemedtohimhehadbeenallhislifewaitingforhertomakeasign。Shewasverystill。Heponderedaplanofattack。Hesawsmokeandflame——andnextmomenthesawhimselfaloneamongstshapelessruinswiththewhispers,withthesighandmoanoftheShallowsinhisears。Heshuddered,andshakinghishand: \"No!Icannotgiveyouallthoselives!\"hecried。 Then,beforeMrs。Traverscouldguessthemeaningofthisoutburst,hedeclaredthatasthetwocaptivesmustbesavedhewouldgoaloneintothelagoon。Hecouldnotthinkofusingforce。\"Youunderstandwhy,\"hesaidtoMrs。Traversandshewhisperedafaint\"Yes。\"Hewouldruntheriskalone。HishopewasinBelarabbeingabletoseewherehistrueinterestlay。\"IfIcanonlygetathimIwouldsoonmakehimsee,\"hemusedaloud。 \"Haven’tIkepthispowerupforthesetwoyearspast?Andheknowsit,too。Hefeelsit。\"WhetherhewouldbeallowedtoreachBelarabwasanothermatter。Lingardlosthimselfindeepthought。 \"Hewouldnotdare,\"heburstout。Mrs。Traverslistenedwithpartedlips。Carterdidnotmoveamuscleofhisyouthfulandself—possessedface;onlywhenLingard,turningsuddenly,cameupclosetohimandaskedwitharedflashofeyesandinaloweredvoice,\"Couldyoufightthisbrig?\"somethinglikeasmilemadeastiramongstthehairsofhislittlefairmoustache。 \"’CouldI?\"hesaid。\"Icouldtry,anyhow。\"Hepaused,andaddedhardlyabovehisbreath,\"Forthelady——ofcourse。\" Lingardseemedstaggeredasthoughhehadbeenhitinthechest。 \"Iwasthinkingofthebrig,\"hesaid,gently。 \"Mrs。Traverswouldbeonboard,\"retortedCarter。 \"What!onboard。Ahyes;onboard。Whereelse?\"stammeredLingard。 Carterlookedathiminamazement。\"Fight!Youask!\"hesaid,slowly。\"Youjusttryme。\" \"Ishall,\"ejaculatedLingard。Heleftthecabincallingout\"serang!\"Athincrackedvoicewasheardimmediatelyanswering,\"Tuan!\"andthedoorslammedto。 \"Youtrusthim,Mrs。Travers?\"askedCarter,rapidly。 \"Youdonot——why?\"sheanswered。 \"Ican’tmakehimout。IfhewasanotherkindofmanIwouldsayhewasdrunk,\"saidCarter。\"Whyishehereatall——he,andthisbrigofhis?Excusemyboldness——buthaveyoupromisedhimanything?\" \"I——Ipromised!\"exclaimedMrs。TraversinabittertonewhichsilencedCarterforamoment。 \"Somuchthebetter,\"hesaidatlast。\"Lethimshowwhathecandofirstand……\" \"Here!Takethis,\"saidLingard,whore—enteredthecabinfumblingabouthisneck。Cartermechanicallyextendedhishand。 \"What’sthisfor?\"heasked,lookingatasmallbrasskeyattachedtoathinchain。 \"Powdermagazine。Trapdoorunderthetable。ThemanwhohasthiskeycommandsthebrigwhileIamaway。Theserangunderstands。 Youhaveherverylifeinyourhandthere。\" Carterlookedatthesmallkeylyinginhishalf—openpalm。 \"IwasjusttellingMrs。TraversIdidn’ttrustyou——notaltogether……\" \"Iknowallaboutit,\"interruptedLingard,contemptuously。\"Youcarryablamedpistolinyourpockettoblowmybrainsout——don’tyou?What’sthattome?Iamthinkingofthebrig。IthinkIknowyoursort。Youwilldo。\" \"Well,perhapsImight,\"mumbledCarter,modestly。 \"Don’tberash,\"saidLingard,anxiously。\"Ifyou’vegottofightuseyourheadaswellasyourhands。Ifthere’sabreezefightunderway。Iftheyshouldtrytoboardinacalm,trusttothesmallarmstoholdthemoff。Keepyourheadand——\"HelookedintenselyintoCarter’seyes;hislipsworkedwithoutasoundasthoughhehadbeensuddenlystruckdumb。\"Don’tthinkaboutme。 What’sthattoyouwhoIam?Thinkoftheship,\"heburstout。 \"Don’tlethergo!——Don’tlethergo!\"Thepassioninhisvoiceimpressedhishearerswhoforatimepreservedaprofoundsilence。 \"Allright,\"saidCarteratlast。\"Iwillsticktoyourbrigasthoughsheweremyown;butIwouldliketoseeclearthroughallthis。Lookhere——youaregoingoffsomewhere?Alone,yousaid?\" \"Yes。Alone。\" \"Verywell。Mind,then,thatyoudon’tcomebackwithacrowdofthosebrownfriendsofyours——orbytheHeavensaboveusIwon’tletyoucomewithinhailofyourownship。AmItokeepthiskey?\" \"CaptainLingard,\"saidMrs。Traverssuddenly。\"Woulditnotbebettertotellhimeverything?\" \"Tellhimeverything?\"repeatedLingard。\"Everything!Yesterdayitmighthavebeendone。Onlyyesterday!Yesterday,didIsay? Onlysixhoursago——onlysixhoursagoIhadsomethingtotell。 Youheardit。Andnowit’sgone。Tellhim!There’snothingtotellanymore。\"Heremainedforatimewithbowedhead,whilebeforehimMrs。Travers,whohadbegunagestureofprotest,droppedherarmssuddenly。Inamomenthelookedupagain。 \"Keepthekey,\"hesaid,calmly,\"andwhenthetimecomesstepforwardandtakecharge。Iamsatisfied。\" \"Iwouldliketoseeclearthroughallthisthough,\"mutteredCarteragain。\"Andforhowlongareyouleavingus,Captain?\" Lingardmadenoanswer。Carterwaitedawhile。\"Come,sir,\"heurged。\"Ioughttohavesomenotion。Whatisit?Two,threedays?\"Lingardstarted。 \"Days,\"herepeated。\"Ah,days。Whatisityouwanttoknow?Two……three——whatdidtheoldfellowsay——perhapsforlife。\"ThiswasspokensolowthatnoonebutCarterheardthelastwords。——\"Doyoumeanit?\"hemurmured。Lingardnodded。——\"Waitaslongasyoucan——thengo,\"hesaidinthesamehardlyaudiblevoice。\"Gowhere?\"——\"Whereyoulike,nearestport,anyport。\"——\"Verygood。That’ssomethingplainatanyrate,\" commentedtheyoungmanwithimperturbablegoodhumour。 \"Igo,OHassim!\"beganLingardandtheMalaymadeaslowinclinationoftheheadwhichhedidnotraiseagaintillLingardhadceasedspeaking。HebetrayedneithersurprisenoranyotheremotionwhileLingardinafewconciseandsharpsentencesmadehimacquaintedwithhispurposetobringaboutsinglehandedthereleaseoftheprisoners。WhenLingardhadendedwiththewords: \"Andyoumustfindawaytohelpmeinthetimeoftrouble,O RajahHassim,\"helookedupandsaid: \"Good。Youneveraskedmeforanythingbefore。\" Hesmiledathiswhitefriend。Therewassomethingsubtleinthesmileandafterwardanaddedfirmnessinthereposeofthelips。 Immadamovedastepforward。ShelookedatLingardwithterrorinherblackanddilatedeyes。Sheexclaimedinavoicewhosevibrationstartledtheheartsofallthehearerswithanindefinablesenseofalarm,\"Hewillperish,Hassim!Hewillperishalone!\" \"No,\"saidHassim。\"Thyfearisasvainto—nightasitwasatsunrise。Heshallnotperishalone。\" Hereyelidsdroppedslowly。Fromherveiledeyesthetearsfell,vanishinginthesilence。Lingard’sforeheadbecamefurrowedbyfoldsthatseemedtocontainaninfinityofsombrethoughts。 \"Remember,OHassim,thatwhenIpromisedyoutotakeyoubacktoyourcountryyoupromisedmetobeafriendtoallwhitemen。A friendtoallwhiteswhoareofmypeople,forever。\" \"Mymemoryisgood,OTuan,\"saidHassim;\"Iamnotyetbackinmycountry,butisnoteveryonetherulerofhisownheart? Promisesmadebyamanofnoblebirthliveaslongasthespeakerendures。\" \"Good—bye,\"saidLingardtoMrs。Travers。\"Youwillbesafehere。\"Helookedallaroundthecabin。\"Ileaveyou,\"hebeganagainandstoppedshort。Mrs。Travers’hand,restinglightlyontheedgeofthetable,begantotremble。\"It’sforyou……Yes。 Foryoualone……anditseemsitcan’tbe……\" Itseemedtohimthathewassayinggood—byetoalltheworld,thathewastakingalastleaveofhisownself。Mrs。Traversdidnotsayaword,butImmadathrewherselfbetweenthemandcried: \"Youareacruelwoman!Youaredrivinghimawayfromwherehisstrengthis。Youputmadnessintohisheart,O!Blind——withoutpity——withoutshame!……\" \"Immada,\"saidHassim’scalmvoice。Nobodymoved。 \"Whatdidshesaytome?\"falteredMrs。Traversandagainrepeatedinavoicethatsoundedhard,\"Whatdidshesay?\" \"Forgiveher,\"saidLingard。\"Herfearsareforme……\"——\"It’saboutyourgoing?\"Mrs。Traversinterrupted,swiftly。 \"Yes,itis——andyoumustforgiveher。\"Hehadturnedawayhiseyeswithsomethingthatresembledembarrassmentbutsuddenlyhewasassailedbyanirresistiblelongingtolookagainatthatwoman。Atthemomentofpartingheclungtoherwithhisglanceasamanholdswithhishandsapricelessanddisputedpossession。ThefaintblushthatoverspreadgraduallyMrs。 Travers’featuresgaveherfaceanairofextraordinaryandstartlinganimation。 \"Thedangeryourun?\"sheasked,eagerly。Herepelledthesuggestionbyaslightinggestureofthehand。——\"Nothingworthlookingattwice。Don’tgiveitathought,\"hesaid。\"I’vebeenintighterplaces。\"Heclappedhishandsandwaitedtillheheardthecabindooropenbehindhisback。\"Steward,mypistols。\"Themulattoinslippers,apronedtothechin,glidedthroughthecabinwithunseeingeyesasthoughforhimnoonetherehadexisted……——\"Isitmyheartthatachesso?\"Mrs。Traversaskedherself,contemplatingLingard’smotionlessfigure。\"Howlongwillthissensationofdullpainlast?Willitlastforever。