Hesatdownandtookupthesculls。Wasubheldontothegunwaleastoalasthopeofafurtherconfidence。Hehadservedinthebrigfiveyears。Lingardrememberedthatverywell。Thisagedfigurehadbeenintimatelyassociatedwiththebrig’slifeandwithhisown,appearingsilentlyreadyforeveryincidentandemergencyinanunquestioningexpectationoforders;symbolicofblindtrustinhisstrength,ofanunlimitedobediencetohiswill。Wasitunlimited?
\"Weshallrequirecourageandfidelity,\"addedLingard,inatentativetone。
\"Therearethosewhoknowme,\"snappedtheoldman,readily,asifthewordshadbeenwaitingforalongtime。\"Observe,Tuan。I
havefilledwithfreshwaterthelittlebreakerinthebows。\"
\"Iknowyou,too,\"saidLingard。
\"Andthewind——andthesea,\"ejaculatedtheserang,jerkily。
\"Thesealsoarefaithfultothestrong。ByAllah!Iwhoamapilgrimandhavelistenedtowordsofwisdominmanyplaces,I
tellyou,Tuan,thereisstrengthintheknowledgeofwhatishiddeninthingswithoutlife,aswellasinthelivingmen。
WillTuanbegonelong?\"
\"Icomebackinashorttime——togetherwiththerestofthewhitesfromoverthere。Thisisthebeginningofmanystratagems。
Wasub!Daman,thesonofadog,hassuddenlymadeprisonerstwoofmyownpeople。Myfaceismadeblack。\"
\"Tse!Tse!Whatferocityisthat!Oneshouldnotoffershametoafriendortoafriend’sbrotherlestrevengecomesweepinglikeaflood。YetcananIllanunchiefbeotherthantyrannical?Myoldeyeshaveseenmuchbuttheyneversawatigerchangeitsstripes。Ya—wa!Thetigercannot。ThisisthewisdomofusignorantMalaymen。ThewisdomofwhiteTuansisgreat。Theythinkthatbythepowerofmanyspeechesthetigermay——\"Hebrokeoffandinacrisp,busytonesaid:\"TherudderdwellssafelyundertheaftermostseatshouldTuanbepleasedtosailtheboat。Thisbreezewillnotdieawaybeforesunrise。\"Againhisvoicechangedasiftwodifferentsoulshadbeenflittinginandoutofhisbody。\"No,no,killthetigerandthenthestripesmaybecountedwithoutfear——onebyone,thus。\"
Hepointedafrailbrownfingerand,abruptly,madeamirthlessdrysoundasifarattlehadbeensprunginhisthroat。
\"Thewretchesaremany,\"saidLingard。
\"Nay,Tuan。Theyfollowtheirgreatmenevenasweinthebrigfollowyou。Thatisright。\"
Lingardreflectedforamoment。
\"Mymenwillfollowmethen,\"hesaid。
\"Theyarepoorcalasheswithoutsense,\"commentedWasubwithpityingsuperiority。\"Somewithnomorecomprehensionthanmenofthebushfreshlycaught。ThereisSali,thefoolishsonofmysisterandbyyourgreatfavourappointedtomindthetillerofthisship。Hisstupidityisextreme,buthiseyesaregood——nearlyasgoodasminethatbyprayingandmuchexercisecanseefarintothenight。\"
Lingardlaughedlowandthenlookedearnestlyattheserang。
Abovetheirheadsamanshookaflareoverthesideandathinshowerofsparksfloateddownwardandexpiredbeforetouchingthewater。
\"Soyoucanseeinthenight,Oserang!Well,then,lookandspeak。Speak!Fight——ornofight?Weaponsorwords?Whichfolly?
Well,whatdoyousee?\"
\"Adarkness,adarkness,\"whisperedWasubatlastinafrightenedtone。\"Therearenights——\"Heshookhisheadandmuttered。\"Look。
Thetidehasturned。Ya,Tuan。Thetidehasturned。\"
Lingardlookeddownwardwherethewatercouldbeseen,glidingpasttheship’sside,movingsmoothly,streakedwithlinesoffroth,acrosstheilluminedcirclethrownroundthebrigbythelightsonherpoop。Airbubblessparkled,linesofdarkness,ripplesofglitterappeared,glided,wentasternwithoutasplash,withoutatrickle,withoutaplaint,withoutabreak。Theuncheckedgentlenessoftheflowcapturedtheeyebyasubtlespell,fastenedinsidiouslyuponthemindadisturbingsenseoftheirretrievable。Theebbingoftheseaathwartthelonelysheenofflamesresembledtheeternalebb—tideoftime;andwhenatlastLingardlookedup,theknowledgeofthatnoiselesspassageofthewatersproducedonhismindabewilderingeffect。Foramomentthespeckoflightlostinvastobscuritythebrig,theboat,thehiddencoast,theShallows,theverywallsandroofofdarkness——theseenandtheunseenalikeseemedtobeglidingsmoothlyonwardthroughtheenormousgloomofspace。Then,withagreatmentaleffort,hebroughteverythingtoasuddenstandstill;andonlythefrothandbubbleswentonstreamingpastceaselessly,uncheckedbythepowerofhiswill。
\"Thetidehasturned——yousay,serang?Hasit——?Well,perhapsithas,perhapsithas,\"hefinished,mutteringtohimself。
\"Trulyithas。CannotTuanseeitrununderhisowneyes?\"saidWasubwithanalarmedearnestness。\"Look。Nowitisinmymindthatapraucomingfromamongstthesouthernislands,ifsteeredcunninglyinthefreesetofthecurrent,wouldapproachthebowsofthis,ourbrig,driftingsilentlyasashapewithoutasubstance。\"
\"Andboardsuddenly——isthatit?\"saidLingard。
\"DamaniscraftyandtheIllanunsareverybloodthirsty。Nightisnothingtothem。Theyarecertainlyvalorous。Aretheynotborninthemidstoffightingandaretheynotinspiredbytheeviloftheirheartsevenbeforetheycanspeak?Andtheirchiefswouldbeleadingthemwhileyou,Tuan,aregoingfromusevennow——\"
\"Youdon’twantmetogo?\"askedLingard。
ForatimeWasublistenedattentivelytotheprofoundsilence。
\"Canwefightwithoutaleader?\"hebeganagain。\"Itisthebeliefinvictorythatgivescourage。Andwhatwouldpoorcalashesdo,sonsofpeasantsandfishermen,freshlycaught——withoutknowledge?Theybelieveinyourstrength——andinyourpower——orelse——Willthosewhitesthatcamesosuddenlyavengeyou?Theyareherelikefishwithinthestakes。Ya—wa!Whowillbringthenewsandwhowillcometofindthetruthandperchancetocarryoffyourbody?Yougoalone,Tuan!\"
\"Theremustbenofighting。Itwouldbeacalamity,\"insistedLingard。\"Thereisbloodthatmustnotbespilt。\"
\"Hear,Tuan!\"exclaimedWasubwithheat。\"Thewatersarerunningoutnow。\"Hepunctuatedhisspeechbyslightjerksatthedinghy。
\"Thewatersgoandattheappointedtimetheyshallreturn。Andifbetweentheirgoingandcomingthebloodofallthemenintheworldwerepouredintoit,theseawouldnotrisehigheratthefullbythebreadthofmyfingernail。\"
\"Buttheworldwouldnotbethesame。Youdonotseethat,serang。Givetheboatagoodshove。\"
\"Directly,\"saidtheoldMalayandhisfacebecameimpassive。
\"Tuanknowswhenitisbesttogo,anddeathsometimesretreatsbeforeafirmtreadlikeastartledsnake。Tuanshouldtakeafollowerwithhim,notasillyyouth,butonewhohaslived——whohasasteadyheart——whowouldwalkclosebehindwatchfully——andquietly。Yes。Quietlyandwithquickeyes——likemine——perhapswithaweapon——Iknowhowtostrike。\"
Lingardlookedatthewrinkledvisageverynearhisownandintothepeeringoldeyes。Theyshonestrangely。Atenseeagernesswasexpressedinthesquattingfigureleaningouttowardhim。Ontheotherside,withinreachofhisarm,thenightstoodlikeawall—discouraging——opaque——impenetrable。Nohelpwouldavail。Thedarknesshehadtocombatwastooimpalpabletobecleftbyablow——toodensetobepiercedbytheeye;yetasifbysomeenchantmentinthewordsthatmadethisvainofferoffidelity,itbecamelessoverpoweringtohissight,lesscrushingtohisthought。Hehadamomentofpridewhichsoothedhisheartforthespaceoftwobeats。Hisunreasonableandmisjudgedheart,shrinkingbeforethemenaceoffailure,expandedfreelywithasenseofgenerousgratitude。Inthethreateningdimnessofhisemotionsthisman’soffermadeapointofclearness,theglimmerofatorchheldaloftinthenight。Itwaspriceless,nodoubt,butineffectual;toosmall,toofar,toosolitary。Itdidnotdispelthemysteriousobscuritythathaddescendeduponhisfortunessothathiseyescouldnolongerseetheworkofhishands。Thesadnessofdefeatpervadedtheworld。
\"Andwhatcouldyoudo,OWasub?\"hesaid。
\"Icouldalwayscallout——’Takecare,Tuan。’\"
\"Andthenforthesecharm—wordsofmine。Hey?Turndangeraside?
What?Butperchanceyouwoulddieallthesame。Treacheryisastrongmagic,too——asyousaid。\"
\"Yes,indeed!Theordermightcometoyourservant。ButI——Wasub—
—thesonofafreeman,afollowerofRajahs,afugitive,aslave,apilgrim——diverforpearls,serangofwhitemen’sships,Ihavehadtoomanymasters。Toomany。Youarethelast。\"Afterasilencehesaidinanalmostindifferentvoice:\"Ifyougo,Tuan,letusgotogether。\"
ForatimeLingardmadenosound。
\"Nouse,\"hesaidatlast。\"Nouse,serang。Onelifeisenoughtopayforaman’sfolly——andyouhaveahousehold。\"
\"Ihavetwo——Tuan;butitisalongtimesinceIsatontheladderofahousetotalkateasewithneighbours。Yes。Twohouseholds;onein——\"Lingardsmiledfaintly。\"Tuan,letmefollowyou。\"
\"No。Youhavesaidit,serang——Iamalone。Thatistrue,andaloneIshallgoonthisverynight。ButfirstImustbringallthewhitepeoplehere。Push。\"
\"Ready,Tuan?Lookout!\"
Wasub’sbodyswungovertheseawithextendedarms。Lingardcaughtupthesculls,andasthedinghydartedawayfromthebrig’ssidehehadacompleteviewofthelightedpoop——Shawleaningmassivelyoverthetaffrailinsulkydejection,theflarebearerserectandrigid,theheadsalongtherail,theeyesstaringafterhimabovethebulwarks。Thefore—endofthebrigwaswrappedinaluridandsombremistiness;thesullenminglingofdarknessandoflight;hermastspointingstraightupcouldbetrackedbytorngleamsandvanishedaboveasifthetruckshadbeentallenoughtopiercetheheavymassofvapoursmotionlessoverhead。Shewasbeautifullyprecious。Hislovingeyessawherfloatingatrestinawaveringhalo,betweenaninvisibleskyandaninvisiblesea,likeamiraculouscraftsuspendedintheair。
Heturnedhisheadawayasifthesighthadbeentoomuchforhimatthemomentofseparation,and,assoonashislittleboathadpassedbeyondthelimitofthelightthrownuponthewater,heperceivedverylowintheblackvoidofthewestthesternlanternoftheyachtshiningfeeblylikeastarabouttoset,unattainable,infinitelyremote——belongingtoanotheruniverse。
PARTIV。THEGIFTOFTHESHALLOWS
I
LingardbroughtMrs。Traversawayfromtheyacht,goingalonewithherinthelittleboat。Duringthebustleoftheembarkment,andtillthelastofthecrewhadlefttheschooner,hehadremainedtoweringandsilentbyherside。Itwasonlywhenthemurmuringanduneasyvoicesofthesailorsgoingawayintheboatshadbeencompletelylostinthedistancethathisvoicewasheard,graveinthesilence,pronouncingthewords——\"Followme。\"
Shefollowedhim;theirfootstepsranghollowandloudontheemptydeck。Atthebottomofthestepsheturnedroundandsaidverylow:
\"Takecare。\"
Hegotintotheboatandheldon。Itseemedtohimthatshewasintimidatedbythedarkness。Shefeltherarmgrippedfirmly——\"I’vegotyou,\"hesaid。Shesteppedin,headlong,trustingherselfblindlytohisgrip,andsankonthesternseatcatchingherbreathalittle。Sheheardaslightsplash,andtheindistinctsideofthedesertedyachtmeltedsuddenlyintothebodyofthenight。
Rowing,hefacedher,ahoodedandcloakedshape,andaboveherheadhehadbeforehiseyesthegleamofthesternlanternexpiringslowlyontheabandonedvessel。Whenitwentoutwithoutawarningflickerhecouldseenothingofthestrandedyacht’soutline。Shehadvanishedutterlylikeadream;andtheoccurrencesofthelasttwenty—fourhoursseemedalsotobeapartofavanisheddream。Thehoodedandcloakedfigurewaspartofit,too。Itspokenot;itmovednot;itwouldvanishpresently。LingardtriedtorememberMrs。Travers’features,evenasshesatwithintwofeetofhimintheboat。Heseemedtohavetakenfromthatvanishedschoonernotawomanbutamemory——thetormentingrecollectionofahumanbeinghewouldseenomore。
AteverystrokeoftheshortscullsMrs。Traversfelttheboatleapforwardwithher。Lingard,tokeephisdirection,hadtolookoverhisshoulderfrequently——\"Youwillbesafeinthebrig,\"hesaid。Shewassilent。Adream!Adream!Helaybackvigorously;thewaterslappedloudlyagainstthebluntbows。Theruddyglowthrownafarbytheflareswasreflecteddeepwithinthehood。Thedreamhadapalevisage,thememoryhadlivingeyes。
\"Ihadtocomeforyoumyself,\"hesaid。
\"Iexpecteditofyou。\"Thesewerethefirstwordshehadheardhersaysincetheyhadmetforthethirdtime。
\"AndIswore——beforeyou,too——thatIwouldneverputmyfootonboardyourcraft。\"
\"Itwasgoodofyouto——\"shebegan。
\"Iforgotsomehow,\"hesaid,simply。
\"Iexpecteditofyou,\"sherepeated。Hegavethreequickstrokesbeforeheaskedverygently:
\"Whatmoredoyouexpect?\"
\"Everything,\"shesaid。Hewasroundingthenthesternofthebrigandhadtolookaway。Thenheturnedtoher。
\"Andyoutrustmeto——\"heexclaimed。
\"Iwouldliketotrustyou,\"sheinterrupted,\"because——\"
AbovethemastartledvoicecriedinMalay,\"Captaincoming。\"Thestrangesoundsilencedher。Lingardlaidinhisscullsandshesawherselfglidingunderthehighsideofthebrig。Adark,staringfaceappearedverynearhereyes,blackfingerscaughtthegunwaleoftheboat。Shestoodupswaying。\"Takecare,\"saidLingardagain,butthistime,inthelight,didnotoffertohelpher。Shewentupaloneandhefollowedherovertherail。
Thequarter—deckwasthrongedbymenoftworaces。LingardandMrs。Traverscrosseditrapidlybetweenthegroupsthatmovedoutofthewayontheirpassage。Lingardthrewopenthecabindoorforher,butremainedondecktoinquireabouthisboats。Theyhadreturnedwhilehewasonboardtheyacht,andthetwomeninchargeofthemcameafttomaketheirreports。Theboatsentnorthhadseennothing。TheboatwhichhadbeendirectedtoexplorethebanksandisletstothesouthhadactuallybeeninsightofDaman’spraus。Themaninchargereportedthatseveralfireswereburningontheshore,thecrewsofthetwoprausbeingencampedonasandbank。Cookingwasgoingon。Theyhadbeennearenoughtohearthevoices。Therewasamankeepingwatchontheridge;theyknewthisbecausetheyheardhimshoutingtothepeoplebelow,bythefires。Lingardwantedtoknowhowtheyhadmanagedtoremainunseen。\"Thenightwasourhidingplace,\"
answeredthemaninhisdeepgrowlingvoice。HeknewnothingofanywhitemenbeinginDaman’scamp。Whyshouldtherebe?RajahHassimandtheLady,hissister,appearedunexpectedlynearhisboatintheircanoe。RajahHassimhadorderedhimtheninwhisperstogobacktothebrigatonce,andtellTuanwhathehadobserved。RajahHassimsaidalsothathewouldreturntothebrigwithmorenewsverysoon。HeobeyedbecausetheRajahwastohimapersonofauthority,\"havingtheperfectknowledgeofTuan’smindasweallknow。\"——\"Enough,\"criedLingard,suddenly。
Themanlookedupheavilyforamoment,andretreatedforwardwithoutanotherword。Lingardfollowedhimwithirritatedeyes。A
newpowerhadcomeintotheworld,hadpossesseditselfofhumanspeech,hadimpartedtoitasinisterironyofallusion。Tobetoldthatsomeonehad\"aperfectknowledgeofhismind\"startledhimandmadehimwince。Itmadehimawarethatnowhedidnotknowhismindhimself——thatitseemedimpossibleforhimevertoregainthatknowledge。Andthenewpowernotonlyhadcastitsspelluponthewordshehadtohear,butalsouponthefactsthatassailedhim,uponthepeoplehesaw,uponthethoughtshehadtoguide,uponthefeelingshehadtobear。Theyremainedwhattheyhadeverbeen——thevisiblesurfaceoflifeopeninthesuntotheconqueringtreadofanunfetteredwill。Yesterdaytheycouldhavebeendiscernedclearly,masteredanddespised;butnowanotherpowerhadcomeintotheworld,andhadcastoverthemallthewaveringgloomofadarkandinscrutablepurpose。
II
RecoveringhimselfwithaslightstartLingardgavetheordertoextinguishallthelightsinthebrig。Nowthetransferofthecrewfromtheyachthadbeeneffectedtherewaseveryadvantageinthedarkness。Hegavetheorderfrominstinct,itbeingtherightthingtodointhecircumstances。Histhoughtswereinthecabinofhisbrig,wheretherewasawomanwaiting。Heputhishandoverhiseyes,collectinghimselfasifbeforeagreatmentaleffort。Hecouldhearabouthimtheexcitedmurmursofthewhitemenwhominthemorninghehadsoardentlydesiredtohavesafeinhiskeeping。Hehadthemtherenow;butaccident,ill—luck,acursedfolly,hadtrickedhimoutofthesuccessofhisplan。HewouldhavetogoinandtalktoMrs。Travers。Theideadismayedhim。Ofnecessityhewasnotoneofthosemenwhohavethemasteryofexpression。Toliberatehissoulwasforhimagiganticundertaking,amatterofdesperateeffort,ofdoubtfulsuccess。\"Imusthaveitoutwithher,\"hemurmuredtohimselfasthoughattheprospectofastruggle。Hewasuncertainofhimself,ofher;hewasuncertainofeverythingandeverybody;
buthewasverycertainhewantedtolookather。
Atthemomentheturnedtothedoorofthecabinbothflareswentouttogetherandtheblackvaultofthenightupheldabovethebrigbythefierceflamesfellbehindhimandburiedthedeckinsuddendarkness。Thebuzzofstrangevoicesinstantlyhummedlouderwithastartlednote。\"Hallo!\"——\"Can’tseeamortalthing\"——\"Well,whatnext?\"——insistedavoice——\"Iwanttoknowwhatnext?\"
Lingardcheckedhimselfreadytoopenthedoorandwaitedabsurdlyfortheanswerasthoughinthehopeofsomesuggestion。
\"What’supwithyou?Thinkyourselflucky,\"saidsomebody。——\"It’sallverywell——forto—night,\"beganthevoice。——\"Whatareyoufashingyourselffor?\"remonstratedtheother,reasonably,\"we’llgethomerightenough。\"——\"Iamnotsosure;thesecondmatehesays——\"\"Nevermindwhathesays;that’eremanwhohasgotthisbrigwillseeusthrough。Theowner’swifewilltalktohim——shewill。Moneycandoalot。\"Thetwovoicescamenearer,andspokemoredistinctly,closebehindLingard。\"Supposethembloomingsavagessetfiretotheyacht。What’stopreventthem?\"——\"Andsupposetheydo。This’erebrig’sgoodenoughtogetawayin。
Ain’tshe?Gunsandall。We’llgethomeyetallright。Whatdoyousay,John?\"
\"Isaynothingandcareless,\"saidathirdvoice,peacefulandfaint。
\"D’youmeantosay,John,youwouldgotothebottomassoonasyouwouldgohome?Comenow!\"——\"Tothebottom,\"repeatedthewanvoice,composedly。\"Aye!That’swhereweallaregoingto,inonewayoranother。Thewaydon’tmatter。\"
\"Ough!Youwouldgivethebluestothefunnymanofabloomingcircus。WhatwouldmymissussayifIwasn’ttoturnupneveratall?\"——\"Shewouldgetanotherman;there’salwaysplentyoffoolsabout。\"Aquietandmirthlesschucklewasheardinthepauseofshockedsilence。Lingard,withhishandonthedoor,remainedstill。Furtheroffagrowlburstout:\"Idohatetobechuckedinthedarkaboardastrangeship。Iwonderwheretheykeeptheirfreshwater。Can’tgetanysenseoutofthemsillyniggers。Wedon’tseemtobemoreaccountherethanalotofcattle。Likelyasnotwe’llhavetoberthonthisbloomingquarter—deckforGodknowshowlong。\"ThenagainverynearLingardthefirstvoicesaid,deadeneddiscreetly——\"There’ssomethingcuriousaboutthisherebrigturningupsudden—like,ain’tthere?Andthatskipperofher——now?Whatkindofamanishe——anyhow?\"
\"Oh,he’soneofthemskippersgoingaboutloose。Thebrig’shisown,Iamthinking。Hejustgoesaboutinherlookingforwhathemaypickuphonestordishonest。Mybrother—in—lawhasservedtwocommissionsintheseseas,andwastellingmeawfulyarnsaboutwhat’sgoingoninthemGod—forsakenparts。Likelyhelied,though。Themman—of—war’smenareaholyterrorforyarns。Blessyou,whatdoIcarewhothisskipperis?Lethimdohisbestanddon’ttroubleyourhead。Youwon’tseehimagaininyourlifeoncewegetclear。\"
\"Andcanhedoanythingfortheowner?\"askedthefirstvoiceagain。——\"Canhe!Wecandonothing——that’sonethingcertain。Theownermaybelyingclubbedtodeaththisveryminuteforallweknow。Byallaccountsthesesavageshereareacroolmurderinglot。Mindyou,Iamsorryforhimasmuchasanybody。\"——\"Aye,aye,\"mutteredtheother,approvingly。——\"Hemaynothavebeenready,poorman,\"beganagainthereasonablevoice。Lingardheardadeepsigh。——\"Ifthere’sanythingascanbedoneforhim,theowner’swifeshe’sgottofixitupwiththis’ereskipper。UnderProvidencehemayserveherturn。\"
Lingardflungopenthecabindoor,entered,and,withaslam,shutthedarknessout。
\"Iam,underProvidence,toserveyourturn,\"hesaidafterstandingverystillforawhile,withhiseyesuponMrs。Travers。
Thebrig’sswing—lamplightedthecabinwithanextraordinarybrilliance。Mrs。Travershadthrownbackherhood。Theradiantbrightnessofthelittleplaceenfoldedhersoclose,clungtoherwithsuchforcethatitmighthavebeenpartofherveryessence。Therewerenoshadowsonherface;itwasfiercelylighted,hermeticallyclosed,ofimpenetrablefairness。
Lingardlookedinunconsciousecstasyatthisvision,soamazingthatitseemedtohavestrayedintohisexistencefrombeyondthelimitsoftheconceivable。Itwasimpossibletoguessherthoughts,toknowherfeelings,tounderstandhergrieforherjoy。Butsheknewallthatwasatthebottomofhisheart。Hehadtoldherhimself,impelledbyasuddenthought,goingtoherindarkness,indesperation,inabsurdhope,inincredibletrust。Hehadtoldherwhathehadtoldnooneonearth,exceptperhaps,attimes,himself,butwithoutwords——lessclearly。Hehadtoldherandshehadlistenedinsilence。Shehadlistenedleaningovertherailtillatlastherbreathwasonhisforehead。Herememberedthisandhadamomentofsoaringprideandofunutterabledismay。Hespoke,withaneffort。
\"You’veheardwhatIsaidjustnow?HereIam。\"
\"Doyouexpectmetosaysomething?\"sheasked。\"Isitnecessary?
Isitpossible?\"
\"No,\"heanswered。\"Itissaidalready。Iknowwhatyouexpectfromme。Everything。\"
\"Everything,\"sherepeated,paused,andaddedmuchlower,\"Itistheveryleast。\"Heseemedtolosehimselfinthought。
\"Itisextraordinary,\"hereflectedhalfaloud,\"howIdislikethatman。\"Sheleanedforwardalittle。
\"Rememberthosetwomenareinnocent,\"shebegan。
\"SoamI——innocent。Soiseverybodyintheworld。Haveyouevermetamanorawomanthatwasnot?They’vegottotaketheirchancesallthesame。\"
\"Iexpectyoutobegenerous,\"shesaid。
\"Toyou?\"
\"Well——tome。Yes——ifyouliketomealone。\"
\"Toyoualone!Andyouknoweverything!\"Hisvoicedropped。\"Youwantyourhappiness。\"
Shemadeanimpatientmovementandhesawherclenchthehandthatwaslyingonthetable。
\"Iwantmyhusbandback,\"shesaid,sharply。
\"Yes。Yes。It’swhatIwassaying。Samething,\"hemutteredwithstrangeplacidity。Shelookedathimsearchingly。Hehadalargesimplicitythatfilledone’svision。Shefoundherselfslowlyinvadedbythismasterfulfigure。Hewasnotmediocre。Whateverhemighthavebeenhewasnotmediocre。Theglamourofalawlesslifestretchedoverhimliketheskyovertheseadownonallsidestoanunbrokenhorizon。Within,hemovedverylonely,dangerousandromantic。Therewasinhimcrime,sacrifice,tenderness,devotion,andthemadnessofafixedidea。Shethoughtwithwonderthatofallthemenintheworldhewasindeedtheonesheknewthebestandyetshecouldnotforeseethespeechortheactofthenextminute。Shesaiddistinctly:
\"You’vegivenmeyourconfidence。NowIwantyoutogivemethelifeofthesetwomen。Thelifeoftwomenwhomyoudonotknow,whomto—morrowyouwillforget。Itcanbedone。Itmustbedone。
Youcannotrefusethemtome。\"Shewaited。
\"Whycan’tIrefuse?\"hewhispered,gloomily,withoutlookingup。
\"Youask!\"sheexclaimed。Hemadenosign。Heseemedatalossforwords。
\"Youask……Ah!\"shecried。\"Don’tyouseethatIhavenokingdomstoconquer?\"
III
AslightchangeofexpressionwhichpassedawayalmostdirectlyshowedthatLingardheardthepassionatecrywrungfromherbythedistressofhermind。Hemadenosign。Sheperceivedclearlytheextremedifficultyofherposition。Thesituationwasdangerous;notsomuchthefactsofitasthefeelingofit。Attimesitappearednomoreactualthanatradition;andshethoughtofherselfasofsomewomaninaballad,whohastobegforthelivesofinnocentcaptives。TosavethelivesofMr。
TraversandMr。d’Alcacerwasmorethanaduty。Itwasanecessity,itwasanimperativeneed,itwasanirresistiblemission。Yetshehadtoreflectuponthehorrorsofacruelandobscuredeathbeforeshecouldfeelforthemthepitytheydeserved。ItwaswhenshelookedatLingardthatherheartwaswrungbyanextremityofcompassion。Theotherswerepitiful,buthe,thevictimofhisownextravagantimpulses,appearedtragic,fascinating,andculpable。Lingardliftedhishead。WhisperswereheardatthedoorandHassimfollowedbyImmadaenteredthecabin。
Mrs。TraverslookedatLingard,becauseofallthefacesinthecabinhiswastheonlyonethatwasintelligibletoher。Hassimbegantospeakatonce,andwhenheceasedImmada’sdeepsighwasheardinthesuddensilence。ThenLingardlookedatMrs。Traversandsaid:
\"Thegentlemenarealive。RajahHassimherehasseenthemlessthantwohoursago,andsohasthegirl。Theyarealiveandunharmed,sofar。Andnow……\"
Hepaused。Mrs。Travers,leaningonherelbow,shadedhereyesundertheglintofsuspendedthunderbolts。
\"Youmusthateus,\"shemurmured。
\"Hateyou,\"herepeatedwith,asshefancied,atingeofdisdaininhistone。\"No。Ihatemyself。\"
\"Whyyourself?\"sheasked,verylow。
\"Fornotknowingmymind,\"heanswered。\"Fornotknowingmymind。
Fornotknowingwhatitisthat’sgotholdofmesince——sincethismorning。Iwasangrythen……Nothingbutveryangry……\"
\"Andnow?\"shemurmured。
\"Iam……unhappy,\"hesaid。AfteramomentofsilencewhichgavetoMrs。Traversthetimetowonderhowitwasthatthismanhadsucceededinpenetratingintotheverydepthsofhercompassion,hehitthetablesuchablowthatalltheheavymusketsseemedtojumpalittle。
Mrs。TraversheardHassimpronounceafewwordsearnestly,andamoanofdistressfromImmada。
\"Ibelievedinyoubeforeyou……beforeyougavemeyourconfidence,\"shebegan。\"Youcouldseethat。Couldyounot?\"
Helookedatherfixedly。\"Youarenotthefirstthatbelievedinme,\"hesaid。
Hassim,loungingwithhisbackagainstthecloseddoor,kepthiseyeonhimwatchfullyandImmada’sdarkandsorrowfuleyesrestedonthefaceofthewhitewoman。Mrs。Traversfeltasthoughshewereengagedinacontestwiththem;inastruggleforthepossessionofthatman’sstrengthandofthatman’sdevotion。
WhenshelookedupatLingardshesawonhisface——whichshouldhavebeenimpassiveorexalted,thefaceofasternleaderorthefaceofapitilessdreamer——anexpressionofutterforgetfulness。
Heseemedtobetastingthedelightofsomeprofoundandamazingsensation。Andsuddenlyinthemidstofherappealtohisgenerosity,inthemiddleofaphrase,Mrs。Traversfaltered,becomingawarethatshewastheobjectofhiscontemplation。
\"Donot!Donotlookatthatwoman!\"criedImmada。\"O!
Master——lookaway……\"Hassimthrewonearmroundthegirl’sneck。Hervoicesank。\"O!Master——lookatus。\"Hassim,drawinghertohimself,coveredherlipswithhishand。Shestruggledalittlelikeasnaredbirdandsubmitted,hidingherfaceonhisshoulder,veryquiet,sobbingwithoutnoise。
\"Whatdotheysaytoyou?\"askedMrs。Traverswithafaintandpainedsmile。\"Whatcantheysay?Itisintolerabletothinkthattheirwordswhichhavenomeaningformemaygostraighttoyourheart……\"
\"Lookaway,\"whisperedLingardwithoutmakingtheslightestmovement。
Mrs。Traverssighed。