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类别:其他 作者:Nicholas Sparks字数:11893更新时间:19/01/07 14:33:58
Hesatdownandtookupthesculls。Wasubheldontothegunwaleastoalasthopeofafurtherconfidence。Hehadservedinthebrigfiveyears。Lingardrememberedthatverywell。Thisagedfigurehadbeenintimatelyassociatedwiththebrig’slifeandwithhisown,appearingsilentlyreadyforeveryincidentandemergencyinanunquestioningexpectationoforders;symbolicofblindtrustinhisstrength,ofanunlimitedobediencetohiswill。Wasitunlimited? \"Weshallrequirecourageandfidelity,\"addedLingard,inatentativetone。 \"Therearethosewhoknowme,\"snappedtheoldman,readily,asifthewordshadbeenwaitingforalongtime。\"Observe,Tuan。I havefilledwithfreshwaterthelittlebreakerinthebows。\" \"Iknowyou,too,\"saidLingard。 \"Andthewind——andthesea,\"ejaculatedtheserang,jerkily。 \"Thesealsoarefaithfultothestrong。ByAllah!Iwhoamapilgrimandhavelistenedtowordsofwisdominmanyplaces,I tellyou,Tuan,thereisstrengthintheknowledgeofwhatishiddeninthingswithoutlife,aswellasinthelivingmen。 WillTuanbegonelong?\" \"Icomebackinashorttime——togetherwiththerestofthewhitesfromoverthere。Thisisthebeginningofmanystratagems。 Wasub!Daman,thesonofadog,hassuddenlymadeprisonerstwoofmyownpeople。Myfaceismadeblack。\" \"Tse!Tse!Whatferocityisthat!Oneshouldnotoffershametoafriendortoafriend’sbrotherlestrevengecomesweepinglikeaflood。YetcananIllanunchiefbeotherthantyrannical?Myoldeyeshaveseenmuchbuttheyneversawatigerchangeitsstripes。Ya—wa!Thetigercannot。ThisisthewisdomofusignorantMalaymen。ThewisdomofwhiteTuansisgreat。Theythinkthatbythepowerofmanyspeechesthetigermay——\"Hebrokeoffandinacrisp,busytonesaid:\"TherudderdwellssafelyundertheaftermostseatshouldTuanbepleasedtosailtheboat。Thisbreezewillnotdieawaybeforesunrise。\"Againhisvoicechangedasiftwodifferentsoulshadbeenflittinginandoutofhisbody。\"No,no,killthetigerandthenthestripesmaybecountedwithoutfear——onebyone,thus。\" Hepointedafrailbrownfingerand,abruptly,madeamirthlessdrysoundasifarattlehadbeensprunginhisthroat。 \"Thewretchesaremany,\"saidLingard。 \"Nay,Tuan。Theyfollowtheirgreatmenevenasweinthebrigfollowyou。Thatisright。\" Lingardreflectedforamoment。 \"Mymenwillfollowmethen,\"hesaid。 \"Theyarepoorcalasheswithoutsense,\"commentedWasubwithpityingsuperiority。\"Somewithnomorecomprehensionthanmenofthebushfreshlycaught。ThereisSali,thefoolishsonofmysisterandbyyourgreatfavourappointedtomindthetillerofthisship。Hisstupidityisextreme,buthiseyesaregood——nearlyasgoodasminethatbyprayingandmuchexercisecanseefarintothenight。\" Lingardlaughedlowandthenlookedearnestlyattheserang。 Abovetheirheadsamanshookaflareoverthesideandathinshowerofsparksfloateddownwardandexpiredbeforetouchingthewater。 \"Soyoucanseeinthenight,Oserang!Well,then,lookandspeak。Speak!Fight——ornofight?Weaponsorwords?Whichfolly? Well,whatdoyousee?\" \"Adarkness,adarkness,\"whisperedWasubatlastinafrightenedtone。\"Therearenights——\"Heshookhisheadandmuttered。\"Look。 Thetidehasturned。Ya,Tuan。Thetidehasturned。\" Lingardlookeddownwardwherethewatercouldbeseen,glidingpasttheship’sside,movingsmoothly,streakedwithlinesoffroth,acrosstheilluminedcirclethrownroundthebrigbythelightsonherpoop。Airbubblessparkled,linesofdarkness,ripplesofglitterappeared,glided,wentasternwithoutasplash,withoutatrickle,withoutaplaint,withoutabreak。Theuncheckedgentlenessoftheflowcapturedtheeyebyasubtlespell,fastenedinsidiouslyuponthemindadisturbingsenseoftheirretrievable。Theebbingoftheseaathwartthelonelysheenofflamesresembledtheeternalebb—tideoftime;andwhenatlastLingardlookedup,theknowledgeofthatnoiselesspassageofthewatersproducedonhismindabewilderingeffect。Foramomentthespeckoflightlostinvastobscuritythebrig,theboat,thehiddencoast,theShallows,theverywallsandroofofdarkness——theseenandtheunseenalikeseemedtobeglidingsmoothlyonwardthroughtheenormousgloomofspace。Then,withagreatmentaleffort,hebroughteverythingtoasuddenstandstill;andonlythefrothandbubbleswentonstreamingpastceaselessly,uncheckedbythepowerofhiswill。 \"Thetidehasturned——yousay,serang?Hasit——?Well,perhapsithas,perhapsithas,\"hefinished,mutteringtohimself。 \"Trulyithas。CannotTuanseeitrununderhisowneyes?\"saidWasubwithanalarmedearnestness。\"Look。Nowitisinmymindthatapraucomingfromamongstthesouthernislands,ifsteeredcunninglyinthefreesetofthecurrent,wouldapproachthebowsofthis,ourbrig,driftingsilentlyasashapewithoutasubstance。\" \"Andboardsuddenly——isthatit?\"saidLingard。 \"DamaniscraftyandtheIllanunsareverybloodthirsty。Nightisnothingtothem。Theyarecertainlyvalorous。Aretheynotborninthemidstoffightingandaretheynotinspiredbytheeviloftheirheartsevenbeforetheycanspeak?Andtheirchiefswouldbeleadingthemwhileyou,Tuan,aregoingfromusevennow——\" \"Youdon’twantmetogo?\"askedLingard。 ForatimeWasublistenedattentivelytotheprofoundsilence。 \"Canwefightwithoutaleader?\"hebeganagain。\"Itisthebeliefinvictorythatgivescourage。Andwhatwouldpoorcalashesdo,sonsofpeasantsandfishermen,freshlycaught——withoutknowledge?Theybelieveinyourstrength——andinyourpower——orelse——Willthosewhitesthatcamesosuddenlyavengeyou?Theyareherelikefishwithinthestakes。Ya—wa!Whowillbringthenewsandwhowillcometofindthetruthandperchancetocarryoffyourbody?Yougoalone,Tuan!\" \"Theremustbenofighting。Itwouldbeacalamity,\"insistedLingard。\"Thereisbloodthatmustnotbespilt。\" \"Hear,Tuan!\"exclaimedWasubwithheat。\"Thewatersarerunningoutnow。\"Hepunctuatedhisspeechbyslightjerksatthedinghy。 \"Thewatersgoandattheappointedtimetheyshallreturn。Andifbetweentheirgoingandcomingthebloodofallthemenintheworldwerepouredintoit,theseawouldnotrisehigheratthefullbythebreadthofmyfingernail。\" \"Buttheworldwouldnotbethesame。Youdonotseethat,serang。Givetheboatagoodshove。\" \"Directly,\"saidtheoldMalayandhisfacebecameimpassive。 \"Tuanknowswhenitisbesttogo,anddeathsometimesretreatsbeforeafirmtreadlikeastartledsnake。Tuanshouldtakeafollowerwithhim,notasillyyouth,butonewhohaslived——whohasasteadyheart——whowouldwalkclosebehindwatchfully——andquietly。Yes。Quietlyandwithquickeyes——likemine——perhapswithaweapon——Iknowhowtostrike。\" Lingardlookedatthewrinkledvisageverynearhisownandintothepeeringoldeyes。Theyshonestrangely。Atenseeagernesswasexpressedinthesquattingfigureleaningouttowardhim。Ontheotherside,withinreachofhisarm,thenightstoodlikeawall—discouraging——opaque——impenetrable。Nohelpwouldavail。Thedarknesshehadtocombatwastooimpalpabletobecleftbyablow——toodensetobepiercedbytheeye;yetasifbysomeenchantmentinthewordsthatmadethisvainofferoffidelity,itbecamelessoverpoweringtohissight,lesscrushingtohisthought。Hehadamomentofpridewhichsoothedhisheartforthespaceoftwobeats。Hisunreasonableandmisjudgedheart,shrinkingbeforethemenaceoffailure,expandedfreelywithasenseofgenerousgratitude。Inthethreateningdimnessofhisemotionsthisman’soffermadeapointofclearness,theglimmerofatorchheldaloftinthenight。Itwaspriceless,nodoubt,butineffectual;toosmall,toofar,toosolitary。Itdidnotdispelthemysteriousobscuritythathaddescendeduponhisfortunessothathiseyescouldnolongerseetheworkofhishands。Thesadnessofdefeatpervadedtheworld。 \"Andwhatcouldyoudo,OWasub?\"hesaid。 \"Icouldalwayscallout——’Takecare,Tuan。’\" \"Andthenforthesecharm—wordsofmine。Hey?Turndangeraside? What?Butperchanceyouwoulddieallthesame。Treacheryisastrongmagic,too——asyousaid。\" \"Yes,indeed!Theordermightcometoyourservant。ButI——Wasub— —thesonofafreeman,afollowerofRajahs,afugitive,aslave,apilgrim——diverforpearls,serangofwhitemen’sships,Ihavehadtoomanymasters。Toomany。Youarethelast。\"Afterasilencehesaidinanalmostindifferentvoice:\"Ifyougo,Tuan,letusgotogether。\" ForatimeLingardmadenosound。 \"Nouse,\"hesaidatlast。\"Nouse,serang。Onelifeisenoughtopayforaman’sfolly——andyouhaveahousehold。\" \"Ihavetwo——Tuan;butitisalongtimesinceIsatontheladderofahousetotalkateasewithneighbours。Yes。Twohouseholds;onein——\"Lingardsmiledfaintly。\"Tuan,letmefollowyou。\" \"No。Youhavesaidit,serang——Iamalone。Thatistrue,andaloneIshallgoonthisverynight。ButfirstImustbringallthewhitepeoplehere。Push。\" \"Ready,Tuan?Lookout!\" Wasub’sbodyswungovertheseawithextendedarms。Lingardcaughtupthesculls,andasthedinghydartedawayfromthebrig’ssidehehadacompleteviewofthelightedpoop——Shawleaningmassivelyoverthetaffrailinsulkydejection,theflarebearerserectandrigid,theheadsalongtherail,theeyesstaringafterhimabovethebulwarks。Thefore—endofthebrigwaswrappedinaluridandsombremistiness;thesullenminglingofdarknessandoflight;hermastspointingstraightupcouldbetrackedbytorngleamsandvanishedaboveasifthetruckshadbeentallenoughtopiercetheheavymassofvapoursmotionlessoverhead。Shewasbeautifullyprecious。Hislovingeyessawherfloatingatrestinawaveringhalo,betweenaninvisibleskyandaninvisiblesea,likeamiraculouscraftsuspendedintheair。 Heturnedhisheadawayasifthesighthadbeentoomuchforhimatthemomentofseparation,and,assoonashislittleboathadpassedbeyondthelimitofthelightthrownuponthewater,heperceivedverylowintheblackvoidofthewestthesternlanternoftheyachtshiningfeeblylikeastarabouttoset,unattainable,infinitelyremote——belongingtoanotheruniverse。 PARTIV。THEGIFTOFTHESHALLOWS I LingardbroughtMrs。Traversawayfromtheyacht,goingalonewithherinthelittleboat。Duringthebustleoftheembarkment,andtillthelastofthecrewhadlefttheschooner,hehadremainedtoweringandsilentbyherside。Itwasonlywhenthemurmuringanduneasyvoicesofthesailorsgoingawayintheboatshadbeencompletelylostinthedistancethathisvoicewasheard,graveinthesilence,pronouncingthewords——\"Followme。\" Shefollowedhim;theirfootstepsranghollowandloudontheemptydeck。Atthebottomofthestepsheturnedroundandsaidverylow: \"Takecare。\" Hegotintotheboatandheldon。Itseemedtohimthatshewasintimidatedbythedarkness。Shefeltherarmgrippedfirmly——\"I’vegotyou,\"hesaid。Shesteppedin,headlong,trustingherselfblindlytohisgrip,andsankonthesternseatcatchingherbreathalittle。Sheheardaslightsplash,andtheindistinctsideofthedesertedyachtmeltedsuddenlyintothebodyofthenight。 Rowing,hefacedher,ahoodedandcloakedshape,andaboveherheadhehadbeforehiseyesthegleamofthesternlanternexpiringslowlyontheabandonedvessel。Whenitwentoutwithoutawarningflickerhecouldseenothingofthestrandedyacht’soutline。Shehadvanishedutterlylikeadream;andtheoccurrencesofthelasttwenty—fourhoursseemedalsotobeapartofavanisheddream。Thehoodedandcloakedfigurewaspartofit,too。Itspokenot;itmovednot;itwouldvanishpresently。LingardtriedtorememberMrs。Travers’features,evenasshesatwithintwofeetofhimintheboat。Heseemedtohavetakenfromthatvanishedschoonernotawomanbutamemory——thetormentingrecollectionofahumanbeinghewouldseenomore。 AteverystrokeoftheshortscullsMrs。Traversfelttheboatleapforwardwithher。Lingard,tokeephisdirection,hadtolookoverhisshoulderfrequently——\"Youwillbesafeinthebrig,\"hesaid。Shewassilent。Adream!Adream!Helaybackvigorously;thewaterslappedloudlyagainstthebluntbows。Theruddyglowthrownafarbytheflareswasreflecteddeepwithinthehood。Thedreamhadapalevisage,thememoryhadlivingeyes。 \"Ihadtocomeforyoumyself,\"hesaid。 \"Iexpecteditofyou。\"Thesewerethefirstwordshehadheardhersaysincetheyhadmetforthethirdtime。 \"AndIswore——beforeyou,too——thatIwouldneverputmyfootonboardyourcraft。\" \"Itwasgoodofyouto——\"shebegan。 \"Iforgotsomehow,\"hesaid,simply。 \"Iexpecteditofyou,\"sherepeated。Hegavethreequickstrokesbeforeheaskedverygently: \"Whatmoredoyouexpect?\" \"Everything,\"shesaid。Hewasroundingthenthesternofthebrigandhadtolookaway。Thenheturnedtoher。 \"Andyoutrustmeto——\"heexclaimed。 \"Iwouldliketotrustyou,\"sheinterrupted,\"because——\" AbovethemastartledvoicecriedinMalay,\"Captaincoming。\"Thestrangesoundsilencedher。Lingardlaidinhisscullsandshesawherselfglidingunderthehighsideofthebrig。Adark,staringfaceappearedverynearhereyes,blackfingerscaughtthegunwaleoftheboat。Shestoodupswaying。\"Takecare,\"saidLingardagain,butthistime,inthelight,didnotoffertohelpher。Shewentupaloneandhefollowedherovertherail。 Thequarter—deckwasthrongedbymenoftworaces。LingardandMrs。Traverscrosseditrapidlybetweenthegroupsthatmovedoutofthewayontheirpassage。Lingardthrewopenthecabindoorforher,butremainedondecktoinquireabouthisboats。Theyhadreturnedwhilehewasonboardtheyacht,andthetwomeninchargeofthemcameafttomaketheirreports。Theboatsentnorthhadseennothing。TheboatwhichhadbeendirectedtoexplorethebanksandisletstothesouthhadactuallybeeninsightofDaman’spraus。Themaninchargereportedthatseveralfireswereburningontheshore,thecrewsofthetwoprausbeingencampedonasandbank。Cookingwasgoingon。Theyhadbeennearenoughtohearthevoices。Therewasamankeepingwatchontheridge;theyknewthisbecausetheyheardhimshoutingtothepeoplebelow,bythefires。Lingardwantedtoknowhowtheyhadmanagedtoremainunseen。\"Thenightwasourhidingplace,\" answeredthemaninhisdeepgrowlingvoice。HeknewnothingofanywhitemenbeinginDaman’scamp。Whyshouldtherebe?RajahHassimandtheLady,hissister,appearedunexpectedlynearhisboatintheircanoe。RajahHassimhadorderedhimtheninwhisperstogobacktothebrigatonce,andtellTuanwhathehadobserved。RajahHassimsaidalsothathewouldreturntothebrigwithmorenewsverysoon。HeobeyedbecausetheRajahwastohimapersonofauthority,\"havingtheperfectknowledgeofTuan’smindasweallknow。\"——\"Enough,\"criedLingard,suddenly。 Themanlookedupheavilyforamoment,andretreatedforwardwithoutanotherword。Lingardfollowedhimwithirritatedeyes。A newpowerhadcomeintotheworld,hadpossesseditselfofhumanspeech,hadimpartedtoitasinisterironyofallusion。Tobetoldthatsomeonehad\"aperfectknowledgeofhismind\"startledhimandmadehimwince。Itmadehimawarethatnowhedidnotknowhismindhimself——thatitseemedimpossibleforhimevertoregainthatknowledge。Andthenewpowernotonlyhadcastitsspelluponthewordshehadtohear,butalsouponthefactsthatassailedhim,uponthepeoplehesaw,uponthethoughtshehadtoguide,uponthefeelingshehadtobear。Theyremainedwhattheyhadeverbeen——thevisiblesurfaceoflifeopeninthesuntotheconqueringtreadofanunfetteredwill。Yesterdaytheycouldhavebeendiscernedclearly,masteredanddespised;butnowanotherpowerhadcomeintotheworld,andhadcastoverthemallthewaveringgloomofadarkandinscrutablepurpose。 II RecoveringhimselfwithaslightstartLingardgavetheordertoextinguishallthelightsinthebrig。Nowthetransferofthecrewfromtheyachthadbeeneffectedtherewaseveryadvantageinthedarkness。Hegavetheorderfrominstinct,itbeingtherightthingtodointhecircumstances。Histhoughtswereinthecabinofhisbrig,wheretherewasawomanwaiting。Heputhishandoverhiseyes,collectinghimselfasifbeforeagreatmentaleffort。Hecouldhearabouthimtheexcitedmurmursofthewhitemenwhominthemorninghehadsoardentlydesiredtohavesafeinhiskeeping。Hehadthemtherenow;butaccident,ill—luck,acursedfolly,hadtrickedhimoutofthesuccessofhisplan。HewouldhavetogoinandtalktoMrs。Travers。Theideadismayedhim。Ofnecessityhewasnotoneofthosemenwhohavethemasteryofexpression。Toliberatehissoulwasforhimagiganticundertaking,amatterofdesperateeffort,ofdoubtfulsuccess。\"Imusthaveitoutwithher,\"hemurmuredtohimselfasthoughattheprospectofastruggle。Hewasuncertainofhimself,ofher;hewasuncertainofeverythingandeverybody; buthewasverycertainhewantedtolookather。 Atthemomentheturnedtothedoorofthecabinbothflareswentouttogetherandtheblackvaultofthenightupheldabovethebrigbythefierceflamesfellbehindhimandburiedthedeckinsuddendarkness。Thebuzzofstrangevoicesinstantlyhummedlouderwithastartlednote。\"Hallo!\"——\"Can’tseeamortalthing\"——\"Well,whatnext?\"——insistedavoice——\"Iwanttoknowwhatnext?\" Lingardcheckedhimselfreadytoopenthedoorandwaitedabsurdlyfortheanswerasthoughinthehopeofsomesuggestion。 \"What’supwithyou?Thinkyourselflucky,\"saidsomebody。——\"It’sallverywell——forto—night,\"beganthevoice。——\"Whatareyoufashingyourselffor?\"remonstratedtheother,reasonably,\"we’llgethomerightenough。\"——\"Iamnotsosure;thesecondmatehesays——\"\"Nevermindwhathesays;that’eremanwhohasgotthisbrigwillseeusthrough。Theowner’swifewilltalktohim——shewill。Moneycandoalot。\"Thetwovoicescamenearer,andspokemoredistinctly,closebehindLingard。\"Supposethembloomingsavagessetfiretotheyacht。What’stopreventthem?\"——\"Andsupposetheydo。This’erebrig’sgoodenoughtogetawayin。 Ain’tshe?Gunsandall。We’llgethomeyetallright。Whatdoyousay,John?\" \"Isaynothingandcareless,\"saidathirdvoice,peacefulandfaint。 \"D’youmeantosay,John,youwouldgotothebottomassoonasyouwouldgohome?Comenow!\"——\"Tothebottom,\"repeatedthewanvoice,composedly。\"Aye!That’swhereweallaregoingto,inonewayoranother。Thewaydon’tmatter。\" \"Ough!Youwouldgivethebluestothefunnymanofabloomingcircus。WhatwouldmymissussayifIwasn’ttoturnupneveratall?\"——\"Shewouldgetanotherman;there’salwaysplentyoffoolsabout。\"Aquietandmirthlesschucklewasheardinthepauseofshockedsilence。Lingard,withhishandonthedoor,remainedstill。Furtheroffagrowlburstout:\"Idohatetobechuckedinthedarkaboardastrangeship。Iwonderwheretheykeeptheirfreshwater。Can’tgetanysenseoutofthemsillyniggers。Wedon’tseemtobemoreaccountherethanalotofcattle。Likelyasnotwe’llhavetoberthonthisbloomingquarter—deckforGodknowshowlong。\"ThenagainverynearLingardthefirstvoicesaid,deadeneddiscreetly——\"There’ssomethingcuriousaboutthisherebrigturningupsudden—like,ain’tthere?Andthatskipperofher——now?Whatkindofamanishe——anyhow?\" \"Oh,he’soneofthemskippersgoingaboutloose。Thebrig’shisown,Iamthinking。Hejustgoesaboutinherlookingforwhathemaypickuphonestordishonest。Mybrother—in—lawhasservedtwocommissionsintheseseas,andwastellingmeawfulyarnsaboutwhat’sgoingoninthemGod—forsakenparts。Likelyhelied,though。Themman—of—war’smenareaholyterrorforyarns。Blessyou,whatdoIcarewhothisskipperis?Lethimdohisbestanddon’ttroubleyourhead。Youwon’tseehimagaininyourlifeoncewegetclear。\" \"Andcanhedoanythingfortheowner?\"askedthefirstvoiceagain。——\"Canhe!Wecandonothing——that’sonethingcertain。Theownermaybelyingclubbedtodeaththisveryminuteforallweknow。Byallaccountsthesesavageshereareacroolmurderinglot。Mindyou,Iamsorryforhimasmuchasanybody。\"——\"Aye,aye,\"mutteredtheother,approvingly。——\"Hemaynothavebeenready,poorman,\"beganagainthereasonablevoice。Lingardheardadeepsigh。——\"Ifthere’sanythingascanbedoneforhim,theowner’swifeshe’sgottofixitupwiththis’ereskipper。UnderProvidencehemayserveherturn。\" Lingardflungopenthecabindoor,entered,and,withaslam,shutthedarknessout。 \"Iam,underProvidence,toserveyourturn,\"hesaidafterstandingverystillforawhile,withhiseyesuponMrs。Travers。 Thebrig’sswing—lamplightedthecabinwithanextraordinarybrilliance。Mrs。Travershadthrownbackherhood。Theradiantbrightnessofthelittleplaceenfoldedhersoclose,clungtoherwithsuchforcethatitmighthavebeenpartofherveryessence。Therewerenoshadowsonherface;itwasfiercelylighted,hermeticallyclosed,ofimpenetrablefairness。 Lingardlookedinunconsciousecstasyatthisvision,soamazingthatitseemedtohavestrayedintohisexistencefrombeyondthelimitsoftheconceivable。Itwasimpossibletoguessherthoughts,toknowherfeelings,tounderstandhergrieforherjoy。Butsheknewallthatwasatthebottomofhisheart。Hehadtoldherhimself,impelledbyasuddenthought,goingtoherindarkness,indesperation,inabsurdhope,inincredibletrust。Hehadtoldherwhathehadtoldnooneonearth,exceptperhaps,attimes,himself,butwithoutwords——lessclearly。Hehadtoldherandshehadlistenedinsilence。Shehadlistenedleaningovertherailtillatlastherbreathwasonhisforehead。Herememberedthisandhadamomentofsoaringprideandofunutterabledismay。Hespoke,withaneffort。 \"You’veheardwhatIsaidjustnow?HereIam。\" \"Doyouexpectmetosaysomething?\"sheasked。\"Isitnecessary? Isitpossible?\" \"No,\"heanswered。\"Itissaidalready。Iknowwhatyouexpectfromme。Everything。\" \"Everything,\"sherepeated,paused,andaddedmuchlower,\"Itistheveryleast。\"Heseemedtolosehimselfinthought。 \"Itisextraordinary,\"hereflectedhalfaloud,\"howIdislikethatman。\"Sheleanedforwardalittle。 \"Rememberthosetwomenareinnocent,\"shebegan。 \"SoamI——innocent。Soiseverybodyintheworld。Haveyouevermetamanorawomanthatwasnot?They’vegottotaketheirchancesallthesame。\" \"Iexpectyoutobegenerous,\"shesaid。 \"Toyou?\" \"Well——tome。Yes——ifyouliketomealone。\" \"Toyoualone!Andyouknoweverything!\"Hisvoicedropped。\"Youwantyourhappiness。\" Shemadeanimpatientmovementandhesawherclenchthehandthatwaslyingonthetable。 \"Iwantmyhusbandback,\"shesaid,sharply。 \"Yes。Yes。It’swhatIwassaying。Samething,\"hemutteredwithstrangeplacidity。Shelookedathimsearchingly。Hehadalargesimplicitythatfilledone’svision。Shefoundherselfslowlyinvadedbythismasterfulfigure。Hewasnotmediocre。Whateverhemighthavebeenhewasnotmediocre。Theglamourofalawlesslifestretchedoverhimliketheskyovertheseadownonallsidestoanunbrokenhorizon。Within,hemovedverylonely,dangerousandromantic。Therewasinhimcrime,sacrifice,tenderness,devotion,andthemadnessofafixedidea。Shethoughtwithwonderthatofallthemenintheworldhewasindeedtheonesheknewthebestandyetshecouldnotforeseethespeechortheactofthenextminute。Shesaiddistinctly: \"You’vegivenmeyourconfidence。NowIwantyoutogivemethelifeofthesetwomen。Thelifeoftwomenwhomyoudonotknow,whomto—morrowyouwillforget。Itcanbedone。Itmustbedone。 Youcannotrefusethemtome。\"Shewaited。 \"Whycan’tIrefuse?\"hewhispered,gloomily,withoutlookingup。 \"Youask!\"sheexclaimed。Hemadenosign。Heseemedatalossforwords。 \"Youask……Ah!\"shecried。\"Don’tyouseethatIhavenokingdomstoconquer?\" III AslightchangeofexpressionwhichpassedawayalmostdirectlyshowedthatLingardheardthepassionatecrywrungfromherbythedistressofhermind。Hemadenosign。Sheperceivedclearlytheextremedifficultyofherposition。Thesituationwasdangerous;notsomuchthefactsofitasthefeelingofit。Attimesitappearednomoreactualthanatradition;andshethoughtofherselfasofsomewomaninaballad,whohastobegforthelivesofinnocentcaptives。TosavethelivesofMr。 TraversandMr。d’Alcacerwasmorethanaduty。Itwasanecessity,itwasanimperativeneed,itwasanirresistiblemission。Yetshehadtoreflectuponthehorrorsofacruelandobscuredeathbeforeshecouldfeelforthemthepitytheydeserved。ItwaswhenshelookedatLingardthatherheartwaswrungbyanextremityofcompassion。Theotherswerepitiful,buthe,thevictimofhisownextravagantimpulses,appearedtragic,fascinating,andculpable。Lingardliftedhishead。WhisperswereheardatthedoorandHassimfollowedbyImmadaenteredthecabin。 Mrs。TraverslookedatLingard,becauseofallthefacesinthecabinhiswastheonlyonethatwasintelligibletoher。Hassimbegantospeakatonce,andwhenheceasedImmada’sdeepsighwasheardinthesuddensilence。ThenLingardlookedatMrs。Traversandsaid: \"Thegentlemenarealive。RajahHassimherehasseenthemlessthantwohoursago,andsohasthegirl。Theyarealiveandunharmed,sofar。Andnow……\" Hepaused。Mrs。Travers,leaningonherelbow,shadedhereyesundertheglintofsuspendedthunderbolts。 \"Youmusthateus,\"shemurmured。 \"Hateyou,\"herepeatedwith,asshefancied,atingeofdisdaininhistone。\"No。Ihatemyself。\" \"Whyyourself?\"sheasked,verylow。 \"Fornotknowingmymind,\"heanswered。\"Fornotknowingmymind。 Fornotknowingwhatitisthat’sgotholdofmesince——sincethismorning。Iwasangrythen……Nothingbutveryangry……\" \"Andnow?\"shemurmured。 \"Iam……unhappy,\"hesaid。AfteramomentofsilencewhichgavetoMrs。Traversthetimetowonderhowitwasthatthismanhadsucceededinpenetratingintotheverydepthsofhercompassion,hehitthetablesuchablowthatalltheheavymusketsseemedtojumpalittle。 Mrs。TraversheardHassimpronounceafewwordsearnestly,andamoanofdistressfromImmada。 \"Ibelievedinyoubeforeyou……beforeyougavemeyourconfidence,\"shebegan。\"Youcouldseethat。Couldyounot?\" Helookedatherfixedly。\"Youarenotthefirstthatbelievedinme,\"hesaid。 Hassim,loungingwithhisbackagainstthecloseddoor,kepthiseyeonhimwatchfullyandImmada’sdarkandsorrowfuleyesrestedonthefaceofthewhitewoman。Mrs。Traversfeltasthoughshewereengagedinacontestwiththem;inastruggleforthepossessionofthatman’sstrengthandofthatman’sdevotion。 WhenshelookedupatLingardshesawonhisface——whichshouldhavebeenimpassiveorexalted,thefaceofasternleaderorthefaceofapitilessdreamer——anexpressionofutterforgetfulness。 Heseemedtobetastingthedelightofsomeprofoundandamazingsensation。Andsuddenlyinthemidstofherappealtohisgenerosity,inthemiddleofaphrase,Mrs。Traversfaltered,becomingawarethatshewastheobjectofhiscontemplation。 \"Donot!Donotlookatthatwoman!\"criedImmada。\"O! Master——lookaway……\"Hassimthrewonearmroundthegirl’sneck。Hervoicesank。\"O!Master——lookatus。\"Hassim,drawinghertohimself,coveredherlipswithhishand。Shestruggledalittlelikeasnaredbirdandsubmitted,hidingherfaceonhisshoulder,veryquiet,sobbingwithoutnoise。 \"Whatdotheysaytoyou?\"askedMrs。Traverswithafaintandpainedsmile。\"Whatcantheysay?Itisintolerabletothinkthattheirwordswhichhavenomeaningformemaygostraighttoyourheart……\" \"Lookaway,\"whisperedLingardwithoutmakingtheslightestmovement。 Mrs。Traverssighed。