第16章

类别:其他 作者:Edith Wharton字数:9872更新时间:19/01/07 14:28:10
hecan’tliveontheinterestofhisfeelings。HeworshipsSophyandsheseemedtobefondofhim。Ifshe’schangedit’sbeenverysudden。Andiftheypartlikethis,angrilyandinarticulately,itwillhurthimhorribly——hurthisverysoul。Butthat,asyousay,isbetweenthetwo。Whatconcernsmeishisassociatingyouwiththeirquarrel。 Owen’slikemyownson——ifyou’dseenhimwhenIfirstcamehereyou’dknowwhy。Wewereliketwoprisonerswhotalktoeachotherbytappingonthewall。He’sneverforgottenit,norI。WhetherhebreakswithSophy,orwhethertheymakeitup,Ican’tlethimthinkyouhadanythingtodowithit。\" SheraisedhereyesentreatinglytoDarrow’s,andreadinthemtheforbearanceofthemanresignedtothediscussionofnon—existentproblems。 \"I’lldowhateveryouwantmeto,\"hesaid;\"butIdon’tyetknowwhatitis。\" Hissmileseemedtochargeherwithinconsequence,andthepricktoherpridemadehercontinue:\"Afterall,it’snotsounnaturalthatOwen,knowingyouandSophytobealmoststrangers,shouldwonderwhatyouweresayingtoeachotherwhenhesawyoutalkingtogether。\" Shefeltawarningtremorasshespoke,asthoughsomeinstinctdeeperthanreasonsurgedupindefenseofitstreasure。ButDarrow’sfacewasunstirredsavebytheflitofhishalf—amusedsmile。 \"Well,mydear——andcouldn’tyouhavetoldhim?\" \"I?\"shefalteredoutthroughherblush。 \"Youseemtoforget,oneandallofyou,thepositionyouputmeinwhenIcamedownhere:yourappealtometoseeOwenthrough,yourassurancetohimthatIwould,MadamedeChantelle’sattempttowinmeover;andmostofall,myownsenseofthefactyou’vejustrecalledtome:theimportance,forbothofus,thatOwenshouldlikeme。ItseemedtomethatthefirstthingtodowastogetasmuchlightasIcouldonthewholesituation;andtheobviouswayofdoingitwastotrytoknowMissVinerbetter。OfcourseI’vetalkedwithheralone——I’vetalkedwithherasoftenasIcould。I’vetriedmybesttofindoutifyouwererightinencouragingOwentomarryher。\" Shelistenedwithagrowingsenseofreassurance,strugglingtoseparatetheabstractsenseofhiswordsfromthepersuasioninwhichhiseyesandvoiceenvelopedthem。 \"Isee——Idosee,\"shemurmured。 \"Youmustsee,also,thatIcouldhardlysaythistoOwenwithoutoffendinghimstillmore,andperhapsincreasingthebreachbetweenMissVinerandhimself。WhatsortoffigureshouldIcutifItoldhimI’dbeentryingtofindoutifhe’dmadeaproperchoice?Inanycase,it’snoneofmybusinesstoofferanexplanationofwhatshejustlysaysdoesn’tneedone。Ifshedeclinestospeak,it’sobviouslyonthegroundthatOwen’sinsinuationsareabsurd;andthatsurelypledgesmetosilence。\" \"Yes,yes!Isee,\"Annarepeated。\"ButIdon’twantyoutoexplainanythingtoOwen。\" \"Youhaven’tyettoldmewhatyoudowant。\" Shehesitated,consciousofthedifficultyofjustifyingherrequest;then:\"IwantyoutospeaktoSophy,\"shesaid。 Darrowbrokeintoanincredulouslaugh。\"Consideringwhatmypreviousattemptshaveresultedin————!\" Sheraisedhereyesquickly。\"Theyhaven’t,atleast,resultedinyourlikingherless,inyourthinkinglesswellofherthanyou’vetoldme?\" Shefanciedhefrownedalittle。\"Iwonderwhyyougobacktothat?\" \"Iwanttobesure——IoweittoOwen。Won’tyoutellmetheexactimpressionshe’sproducedonyou?\" \"Ihavetoldyou——IlikeMissViner。\" \"Doyoustillbelieveshe’sinlovewithOwen?\" \"Therewasnothinginourshorttalkstothrowanyparticularlightonthat。\" \"Youstillbelieve,though,thatthere’snoreasonwhyheshouldn’tmarryher?\" Againhebetrayedarestrainedimpatience。\"HowcanI answerthatwithoutknowingherreasonsforbreakingwithhim?\" \"That’sjustwhatIwantyoutofindoutfromher。\" \"Andwhyintheworldshouldshetellme?\" \"Because,whatevergrievanceshehasagainstOwen,shecancertainlyhavenoneagainstme。Shecan’twanttohaveOwenconnectmeinhismindwiththiswretchedquarrel;andshemustseethathewilluntilhe’sconvincedyou’vehadnoshareinit。\" Darrow’selbowdroppedfromthemantel—pieceandhetookarestlesssteportwoacrosstheroom。Thenhehaltedbeforeher。 \"Whycan’tyoutellherthisyourself?\" \"Don’tyousee?\" Heeyedherintently,andshepressedon:\"YoumusthaveguessedthatOwen’sjealousofyou。\" \"Jealousofme?\"Thebloodflewupunderhisbrownskin。 \"Blindwithit——whatelsewoulddrivehimtothisfolly?AndIcan’thaveherthinkmejealoustoo!I’vesaidallI could,shortofmakingherthinkso;andshe’srefusedawordmoretoeitherofus。Ouronlychancenowisthatsheshouldlistentoyou——thatyoushouldmakeherseetheharmhersilencemaydo。\" Darrowutteredaprotestingexclamation。\"It’salltoopreposterous——whatyousuggest!Ican’t,atanyrate,appealtoheronsuchagroundasthat!\" Annalaidherhandonhisarm。\"AppealtoheronthegroundthatI’malmostOwen’smother,andthatanyestrangementbetweenyouandhimwouldkillme。Sheknowswhatheis—— she’llunderstand。Tellhertosayanything,doanything,shewishes;butnottogoawaywithoutspeaking,nottoleaveTHATbetweenuswhenshegoes!\" Shedrewbackastepandliftedherfacetohis,tryingtolookintohiseyesmoredeeplythanshehadeverlooked;butbeforeshecoulddiscernwhattheyexpressedhehadtakenholdofherhandsandbenthisheadtokissthem。 \"You’llseeher?You’llseeher?\"sheentreated;andheanswered:\"I’lldoanythingintheworldyouwantmeto。\" XXVI Darrowwaitedaloneinthesitting—room。 Noplacecouldhavebeenmoredistastefulasthesceneofthetalkthatlaybeforehim;buthehadaccededtoAnna’ssuggestionthatitwouldseemmorenaturalforhertosummonSophyVinerthanforhimtogoinsearchofher。Ashistroubledpacingscarriedhimbackandfortharelentlesshandseemedtobetearingawayallthetenderfibresofassociationthatboundhimtothepeacefulroom。Here,inthisveryplace,hehaddrunkhisdeepestdraughtsofhappiness,hadhadhislipsatthefountain—headofitsoverflowingrivers;butnowthatsourcewaspoisonedandhewouldtastenomoreofanuntaintedcup。 Foramomenthefeltanactualphysicalanguish;thenhisnerveshardenedforthecomingstruggle。Hehadnonotionofwhatawaitedhim;butafterthefirstinstinctiverecoilhehadseeninaflashtheurgentneedofanotherwordwithSophyViner。HehadbeeninsincereinlettingAnnathinkthathehadconsentedtospeakbecausesheaskedit。Inrealityhehadbeenfeverishlycastingaboutforthepretextshehadgivenhim;andforsomereasonthistrivialhypocrisyweighedonhimmorethanallhisheavyburdenofdeceit。 AtlengthheheardastepbehindhimandSophyVinerentered。Whenshesawhimshepausedonthethresholdandhalfdrewback。 \"IwastoldthatMrs。Leathhadsentforme。\" \"Mrs。LeathDIDsendforyou。She’llbeherepresently; butIaskedhertoletmeseeyoufirst。\" Hespokeverygently,andtherewasnoinsincerityinhisgentleness。Hewasprofoundlymovedbythechangeinthegirl’sappearance。Atsightofhimshehadforcedasmile; butitlitupherwretchednesslikeacandle—flameheldtoadeadface。 Shemadenoreply,andDarrowwenton:\"Youmustunderstandmywantingtospeaktoyou,afterwhatIwastoldjustnow。\" Sheinterposed,withagestureofprotest:\"I’mnotresponsibleforOwen’sravings!\" \"Ofcourse————\"。Hebrokeoffandtheystoodfacingeachother。Sheliftedahandandpushedbackherlooselockwiththegesturethatwasburntintohismemory;thenshelookedaboutheranddroppedintothenearestchair。 \"Well,you’vegotwhatyouwanted,\"shesaid。 \"WhatdoyoumeanbywhatIwanted?\" \"Myengagement’sbroken——youheardmesayso。\" \"Whydoyousaythat’swhatIwanted?AllIwished,fromthebeginning,wastoadviseyou,tohelpyouasbestIcould—— ——\" \"That’swhatyou’vedone,\"sherejoined。\"You’veconvincedmethatit’sbestIshouldn’tmarryhim。\" Darrowbrokeintoadespairinglaugh。\"Attheverymomentwhenyou’dconvincedmetothecontrary!\" \"HadI?\"Hersmileflickeredup。\"Well,Ireallybelievedittillyoushowedme……warnedme……\" \"Warnedyou?\" \"ThatI’dbemiserableifImarriedamanIdidn’tlove。\" \"Don’tyoulovehim?\" Shemadenoanswer,andDarrowstartedupandwalkedawaytotheotherendoftheroom。Hestoppedbeforethewriting— table,wherehisphotograph,well—dressed,handsome,self— sufficient——theportraitofamanoftheworld,confidentofhisabilitytodealadequatelywiththemostdelicatesituations——offereditshugefatuitytohisgaze。Heturnedbacktoher。\"It’sratherhardonOwen,isn’tit,thatyoushouldhavewaiteduntilnowtotellhim?\" Shereflectedamomentbeforeanswering。\"ItoldhimassoonasIknew。\" \"Knewthatyoucouldn’tmarryhim?\" \"KnewthatIcouldneverliveherewithhim。\"Shelookedabouttheroom,asthoughtheverywallsmustspeakforher。 ForamomentDarrowcontinuedtosearchherfaceperplexedly;thentheireyesmetinalongdisastrousgaze。 \"Yes————\"shesaid,andstoodup。 BelowthewindowtheyheardEffiewhistlingforherdogs,andthen,fromtheterrace,hermothercallingher。 \"There——THATforinstance,\"SophyVinersaid。 Darrowbrokeout:\"It’sIwhooughttogo!\" Shekepthersmallpalesmile。\"Whatgoodwouldthatdoanyofus——now?\" Hecoveredhisfacewithhishands。\"GoodGod!\"hegroaned。 \"HowcouldItell?\" \"Youcouldn’ttell。Weneitherofuscould。\"Sheseemedtoturntheproblemovercritically。\"Afterall,itmighthavebeenYOUinsteadofme!\" Hetookanotherdistractedturnabouttheroomandcomingbacktohersatdowninachairatherside。Amockinghandseemedtodashthewordsfromhislips。Therewasnothingonearththathecouldsaytoherthatwasn’tfoolishorcruelorcontemptible…… \"Mydear,\"hebeganatlast,\"oughtn’tyou,atanyrate,totry?\" Hergazegrewgrave。\"Trytoforgetyou?\" Heflushedtotheforehead。\"Imeant,trytogiveOwenmoretime;togivehimachance。He’smadlyinlovewithyou; allthegoodthat’sinhimisinyourhands。Hisstep—motherfeltthatfromthefirst。Andshethought——shebelieved———— \" \"ShethoughtIcouldmakehimhappy。Wouldshethinksonow?\" \"Now……?Idon’tsaynow。Butlater?Timemodifies……rubsout……morequicklythanyouthink……Goaway,butlethimhope……I’mgoingtoo——WE’REgoing——\"hestumbledontheplural——\"inaveryfewweeks:goingforalongtime,probably。Whatyou’rethinkingofnowmayneverhappen。Wemaynotallbeheretogetheragainforyears。\" Sheheardhimoutinsilence,herhandsclaspedonherknee,hereyesbentonthem。\"Forme,\"shesaid,\"you’llalwaysbehere。\" \"Don’tsaythat——oh,don’t!Thingschange……peoplechange……You’llsee!\" \"Youdon’tunderstand。Idon’twantanythingtochange。I don’twanttoforget——torubout。AtfirstIimaginedI did;butthatwasafoolishmistake。AssoonasIsawyouagainIknewit……It’snotbeingherewithyouthatI’mafraidof——inthesenseyouthink。It’sbeinghere,oranywhere,withOwen。\"Shestoodupandbenthertragicsmileonhim。\"Iwanttokeepyoualltomyself。\" Theonlywordsthatcametohimwerefutiledenunciationsofhisfolly;butthesenseoftheirfutilitycheckedthemonhislips。\"Poorchild——youpoorchild!\"heheardhimselfvainlyrepeating。 Suddenlyhefeltthestrongreactionofrealityanditsimpetusbroughthimtohisfeet。\"Whateverhappens,I intendtogo——togoforgood,\"heexclaimed。\"Iwantyoutounderstandthat。Oh,don’tbeafraid——I’llfindareason。 Butit’sperfectlyclearthatImustgo。\" Sheutteredaprotestingcry。\"Goaway?You?Don’tyouseethatthatwouldtelleverything——drageverybodyintothehorror?\" Hefoundnoanswer,andhervoicedroppedbacktoitscalmernote。\"Whatgoodwouldyourgoingdo?Doyousupposeitwouldchangeanythingforme?\"Shelookedathimwithamusingwistfulness。\"Iwonderwhatyourfeelingformewas? ItseemsqueerthatI’veneverreallyknown——IsupposeweDON’Tknowmuchaboutthatkindoffeeling。Isitliketakingadrinkwhenyou’rethirsty?……Iusedtofeelasifallofmewasinthepalmofyourhand……\" Hebowedhishumbledhead,butshewentonalmostexultantly:\"Don’tforaminutethinkI’msorry!Itwaswortheverypennyitcost。Mymistakewasinbeingashamed,justatfirst,ofitshavingcostsuchalot。Itriedtocarryitoffasajoke——totalkofittomyselfasan’adventure’。I’dalwayswantedadventures,andyou’dgivenmeone,andItriedtotakeyourattitudeaboutit,to’playthegame’andconvincemyselfthatIhadn’triskedanymoreonitthanyou。Then,whenImetyouagain,IsuddenlysawthatIHADriskedmore,butthatI’dwonmore,too——suchworlds!I’dbeentryingallthewhiletoputeverythingI couldbetweenus;nowIwanttosweepeverythingaway。I’dbeentryingtoforgethowyoulooked;nowIwanttorememberyoualways。I’dbeentryingnottohearyourvoice;nowI neverwanttohearanyother。I’vemademychoice——that’sall:I’vehadyouandImeantokeepyou。\"Herfacewasshininglikehereyes。\"Tokeepyouhiddenawayhere,\"sheended,andputherhanduponherbreast。 Aftershehadlefthim,Darrowcontinuedtositmotionless,staringbackintotheirpast。Hithertoithadlingeredontheedgeofhismindinavaguepinkblur,likeoneofthelittlerose—leafcloudsthatasettingsundropsfromitsdisk。Nowitwasahugeloomingdarkness,throughwhichhiseyesvainlystrained。Thewholeepisodewasstillobscuretohim,savewherehereandthere,astheytalked,somephraseorgestureorintonationofthegirl’shadlitupalittlespotinthenight。 Shehadsaid:\"Iwonderwhatyourfeelingformewas?\"andhefoundhimselfwonderingtoo……Heremembereddistinctlyenoughthathehadnotmeanttheperilouspassion——eveninitsmosttransientform——toplayapartintheirrelation。 Inthatrespecthisattitudehadbeenabovereproach。Shewasanunusuallyoriginalandattractivecreature,towhomhehadwantedtogiveafewdaysofharmlesspleasuring,andwhowasalertandexpertenoughtounderstandhisintentionandsparehimtheboredomofhesitationsandmisinterpretations。Thathadbeenhisfirstimpression,andhersubsequentdemeanourhadjustifiedit。Shehadbeen,fromtheoutset,justthefrankandeasycomradehehadexpectedtofindher。Wasithe,then,who,inthesequel,hadgrownimpatientoftheboundshehadsethimself?Wasithiswoundedvanitythat,seekingbalmforitshurt,yearnedtodipdeeperintothehealingpoolofhercompassion?Inhisconfusedmemoryofthesituationheseemednottohavebeenguiltlessofsuchyearnings……Yetforthefirstfewdaystheexperimenthadbeenperfectlysuccessful。Herenjoymenthadbeenuncloudedandhispleasureinitundisturbed。Itwasverygradually——heseemedtosee——thatashadeoflassitudehadcreptovertheirintercourse。 Perhapsitwasbecause,whenherlightchatteraboutpeoplefailed,hefoundshehadnootherfundtodrawon,orperhapssimplybecauseofthesweetnessofherlaugh,orofthecharmofthegesturewithwhich,onedayinthewoodsofMarly,shehadtossedoffherhatandtiltedbackherheadatthecallofacuckoo;orbecause,wheneverhelookedatherunexpectedly,hefoundthatshewaslookingathimanddidnotwanthimtoknowit;orperhaps,invaryingdegrees,becauseofallthesethings,thattherehadcomeamomentwhennowordseemedtoflyhighenoughordivedeepenoughtoutterthesenseofwell—beingeachgavetotheother,andthenaturalsubstituteforspeechhadbeenakiss。 Thekiss,atallevents,hadcomeattheprecisemomenttosavetheirventurefromdisaster。Theyhadreachedthepointwhenheramazingreminiscenceshadbeguntoflag,whenherfuturehadbeenexhaustivelydiscussed,hertheatricalprospectsminutelystudied,herquarrelwithMrs。Murrettretoldwiththelastamplificationofdetail,andwhen,perhapsconsciousofherexhaustedresourcesandhisdwindlinginterest,shehadcommittedthefatalerrorofsayingthatshecouldseehewasunhappy,andentreatinghimtotellherwhy…… Fromthebrinkofestrangingconfidences,andfromtheriskofunfavourablecomparisons,hisgesturehadsnatchedherbacktosafety;andassoonashehadkissedherhefeltthatshewouldneverborehimagain。Shewasoneoftheelementalcreatureswhoseemotionisallintheirpulses,andwhobecomeinexpressiveorsentimentalwhentheytrytoturnsensationintospeech。Hiscaresshadrestoredhertohernaturalplaceintheschemeofthings,andDarrowfeltasifhehadclaspedatreeandanymphhadbloomedfromit…… Themerefactofnothavingtolistentoheranylongeraddedimmenselytohercharm。Shecontinued,ofcourse,totalktohim,butitdidn’tmatter,becausehenolongermadeanyefforttofollowherwords,butlethervoicerunonasamusicalundercurrenttohisthoughts。 Shehadn’tadropofpoetryinher,butshehadsomeofthequalitiesthatcreateitinothers;andinmomentsofheattheimaginationdoesnotalwaysfeelthedifference…… Lyingbesideherintheshade,Darrowfeltherpresenceasapartofthecharmedstillnessofthesummerwoods,astheelementofvaguewell—beingthatsuffusedhissensesandlulledtosleeptheacheofwoundedpride。Allheaskedofher,asyet,wasatouchonthehandoronthelips——andthatsheshouldlethimgoonlyingtherethroughthelongwarmhours,whileablack—bird’ssongthrobbedlikeafountain,andthesummerwindstirredinthetrees,andcloseby,betweenthenearestbranchesandthebrimofhistiltedhat,aslightwhitefiguregatheredupallthefloatingthreadsofjoy…… Herecalled,too,havingnoticed,ashelaystaringatabreakinthetree—tops,astreamofmares’—tailscomingupthesky。Hehadsaidtohimself:\"Itwillrainto—morrow,\" andthethoughthadmadetheairseemwarmerandthesunmorevividonherhair……Perhapsifthemares’—tailshadnotcomeuptheskytheiradventuremighthavehadnosequel。 Butthecloudbroughtrain,andnextmorninghelookedoutofhiswindowintoacoldgreyblur。Theyhadplannedanall—dayexcursiondowntheSeine,tothetwoAndelysandRouen,andnow,withthelonghoursontheirhands,theywerebothalittleataloss……TherewastheLouvre,ofcourse,andtheLuxembourg;buthehadtriedlookingatpictureswithher,shehadfirstsopersistentlyadmiredtheworstthings,andthensofranklylapsedintoindifference,thathehadnowishtorepeattheexperiment。Sotheywentout,aimlessly,andtookacoldwetwalk,turningatlengthintothedesertedarcadesofthePalaisRoyal,andfinallydriftingintooneofitsequallydesertedrestaurants,wheretheylunchedaloneandsomewhatdolefully,servedbyawanoldwaiterwiththelookofacastawaywhohasgivenupwatchingforasail……Itwasoddhowthewaiter’sfacecamebacktohim…… Perhapsbutfortherainitmightneverhavehappened;butwhatwastheuseofthinkingofthatnow?Hetriedtoturnhisthoughtstomoreurgentissues;but,byastrangeperversityofassociation,everydetailofthedaywasforcingitselfonhismindwithaninsistencefromwhichtherewasnoescape。Reluctantlyherelivedthelongwetwalkbacktothehotel,afteratedioushouratacinematographshowontheBoulevard。Itwasstillrainingwhentheywithdrewfromthisstalespectacle,butshehadobstinatelyrefusedtotakeacab,hadeven,ontheway,insistedonloiteringunderthedrippingawningsofshop— windowsandpokingintodraughtypassages,andfinally,whentheyhadnearlyreachedtheirdestination,hadgonesofarastosuggestthattheyshouldturnbacktohuntupsomeshowshehadheardofinatheatreattheBatignolles。Butatthathehadsomewhatirritablyprotested:herememberedthat,forthefirsttime,theywerebothratherirritable,andvaguelydisposedtoresistoneanother’ssuggestions。 Hisfeetwerewet,andhewastiredofwalking,andsickofthesmellofstuffyunairedtheatres,andhehadsaidhemustreallygetbacktowritesomeletters——andsotheyhadkeptontothehotel…… XXVII DarrowhadnoideahowlonghehadsattherewhenheheardAnna’shandonthedoor。Theeffortofrising,andofcomposinghisfacetomeether,gavehimafactitioussenseofself—control。Hesaidtohimself:\"Imustdecideonsomething————\"andthatliftedhimahair’sbreadthabovethewhirlingwaters。 Shecameinwithalighterstep,andheinstantlyperceivedthatsomethingunforeseenandreassuringhadhappened。 \"She’sbeenwithme。Shecameandfoundmeontheterrace。 We’vehadalongtalkandshe’sexplainedeverything。I feelasifI’dneverknownherbefore!\" Hervoicewassomovedandtenderthatitcheckedhisstartofapprehension。 \"She’sexplained————?\" \"It’snatural,isn’tit,thatsheshouldhavefeltalittlesoreatthekindofinspectionshe’sbeensubjectedto?Oh,notfromyou——Idon’tmeanthat!ButMadamedeChantelle’sopposition——andhersendingforAdelaidePainter!Shetoldmefranklyshedidn’tcaretooweherhusbandtoAdelaidePainter……ShethinksnowthatherannoyanceatfeelingherselfsotalkedoverandscrutinizedmayhaveshownitselfinhermannertoOwen,andsethimimaginingtheinsanethingshedid……Iunderstandallshemusthavefelt,andI agreewithherthatit’sbestsheshouldgoawayforawhile。She’smademe,\"Annasummedup,\"feelasifI’dbeendreadfullythick—skinnedandobtuse!\" \"YOU?\" \"Yes。AsifI’dtreatedherlikethebric—a—bracthatusedtobesentdownhere’onapproval,’toseeifitwouldlookwellwiththeotherpieces。\"Sheadded,withasuddenflushofenthusiasm:\"I’mgladshe’sgotitinhertomakeonefeellikethat!\" SheseemedtowaitforDarrowtoagreewithher,ortoputsomeotherquestion,andhefinallyfoundvoicetoask: \"Thenyouthinkit’snotafinalbreak?\" \"Ihopenot——I’veneverhopeditmore!IhadawordwithOwen,too,afterIlefther,andIthinkheunderstandsthathemustlethergowithoutinsistingonanypositivepromise。She’sexcited……hemustlethercalmdown……\" Againshewaited,andDarrowsaid:\"Surelyyoucanmakehimseethat。\" \"She’llhelpmeto——she’stoseehim,ofcourse,beforeshegoes。Shestartsimmediately,bytheway,withAdelaidePainter,whoismotoringovertoFrancheuiltocatchtheoneo’clockexpress——andwho,ofcourse,knowsnothingofallthis,andissimplytobetoldthatSophyhasbeensentforbytheFarlows。\" Darrowmutelysignedhiscomprehension,andshewenton: \"OwenisparticularlyanxiousthatneitherAdelaidenorhisgrandmothershouldhavetheleastinklingofwhat’shappened。TheneedofshieldingSophywillhelphimtocontrolhimself。He’scomingtohissenses,poorboy;he’sashamedofhiswildtalkalready。Heaskedmetotellyouso;nodoubthe’lltellyousohimself。\" Darrowmadeamovementofprotest。\"Oh,astothat——thething’snotworthanotherword。\" \"Oranotherthought,either?\"Shebrightened。\"Promisemeyouwon’teventhinkofit——promisemeyouwon’tbehardonhim!\" Hewasfindingiteasiertosmilebackather。\"WhyshouldyouthinkitnecessarytoaskmyindulgenceforOwen?\" Shehesitatedamoment,hereyeswanderingfromhim。Thentheycamebackwithasmile。\"PerhapsbecauseIneeditformyself。\" \"Foryourself?\"