Love,shetoldherself,wouldonedayreleaseherfromthisspellofunreality。Shewaspersuadedthatthesublimepassionwasthekeytotheenigma;butitwasdifficulttorelateherconceptionoflovetotheformsitworeinherexperience。Twoorthreeofthegirlsshehadenviedfortheirsuperioracquaintancewiththeartsoflifehadcontracted,inthecourseoftime,whatwerevariouslydescribedas\"romantic\"or\"foolish\"marriages;oneevenmadearunawaymatch,andlanguishedforawhileunderacloudofsocialreprobation。Here,then,waspassioninaction,romanceconvertedtoreality;yettheheroinesoftheseexploitsreturnedfromthemuntransfigured,andtheirhusbandswereasdullaseverwhenonehadtositnexttothematdinner。
Herowncase,ofcourse,wouldbedifferent。SomedayshewouldfindthemagicbridgebetweenWestFifty—fifthStreetandlife;onceortwiceshehadevenfanciedthatthecluewasinherhand。ThefirsttimewaswhenshehadmetyoungDarrow。Sherecalledevennowthestiroftheencounter。
Buthispassionsweptoverherlikeawindthatshakestheroofoftheforestwithoutreachingitsstillgladesorripplingitshiddenpools。Hewasextraordinarilyintelligentandagreeable,andherheartbeatfasterwhenhewaswithher。Hehadatallfaireasypresenceandamindinwhichthelightsofironyplayedpleasantlythroughtheshadesoffeeling。Shelikedtohearhisvoicealmostasmuchastolistentowhathewassaying,andtolistentowhathewassayingalmostasmuchastofeelthathewaslookingather;buthewantedtokissher,andshewantedtotalktohimaboutbooksandpictures,andhavehiminsinuatetheeternalthemeoftheirloveintoeverysubjecttheydiscussed。
Whenevertheywereapartareactionsetin。Shewonderedhowshecouldhavebeensocold,calledherselfaprudeandanidiot,questionedifanymancouldreallycareforher,andgotupinthedeadofnighttotrynewwaysofdoingherhair。Butassoonashereappearedherheadstraighteneditselfonherslimneckandshespedherlittleshaftsofirony,orflewherlittlekitesoferudition,whilehotandcoldwavessweptoverher,andthethingsshereallywantedtosaychokedinherthroatandburnedthepalmsofherhands。
Oftenshetoldherselfthatanysillygirlwhohadwaltzedthroughaseasonwouldknowbetterthanshehowtoattractamanandholdhim;butwhenshesaid\"aman\"shedidnotreallymeanGeorgeDarrow。
Thenoneday,atadinner,shesawhimsittingnexttooneofthesillygirlsinquestion:theheroineoftheelopementwhichhadshakenWestFifty—fifthStreettoitsbase。Theyoungladyhadcomebackfromheradventurenolesssillythanwhenshewent;andacrossthetablethepartnerofherflight,afatyoungmanwitheye—glasses,satstolidlyeatingterrapinandtalkingaboutpoloandinvestments。
Theyoungwomanwasundoubtedlyassillyasever;yetafterwatchingherforafewminutesMissSummersperceivedthatshehadsomehowgrownluminous,perilous,obscurelymenacingtonicegirlsandtheyoungmentheyintendedeventuallytoaccept。Suddenly,atthesight,arageofpossessorshipawokeinher。ShemustsaveDarrow,assertherrighttohimatanyprice。Prideandreticencewentdowninahurricaneofjealousy。Sheheardhimlaugh,andtherewassomethingnewinhislaugh……Shewatchedhimtalking,talking……Hesatslightlysideways,afaintsmilebeneathhislids,loweringhisvoiceashelowereditwhenhetalkedtoher。Shecaughtthesameinflections,buthiseyesweredifferent。
Itwouldhaveoffendedheronceifhehadlookedatherlikethat。Nowheronethoughtwasthatnonebutshehadarighttobesolookedat。Andthatgirlofallothers!Whatillusionscouldhehaveaboutagirlwho,hardlyayearago,hadmadeafoolofherselfoverthefatyoungmanstolidlyeatingterrapinacrossthetable?Ifthatwaswhereromanceandpassionended,itwasbettertotaketodistrictvisitingoralgebra!
Allnightshelayawakeandwondered:\"Whatwasshesayingtohim?HowshallIlearntosaysuchthings?\"andshedecidedthatherheartwouldtellher——thatthenexttimetheywerealonetogethertheirresistiblewordwouldspringtoherlips。Hecamethenextday,andtheywerealone,andallshefoundwas:\"Ididn’tknowthatyouandKittyMayneweresuchfriends。\"
Heansweredwithindifferencethathedidn’tknowiteither,andinthereactionofreliefshedeclared:\"She’scertainlyeversomuchprettierthanshewas……\"
\"She’srathergoodfun,\"headmitted,asthoughhehadnotnoticedherotheradvantages;andsuddenlyAnnasawinhiseyesthelookshehadseentherethepreviousevening。
Shefeltasifhewereleaguesandleaguesawayfromher。
Allherhopesdissolved,andshewasconsciousofsittingrigidly,withhighheadandstraightlips,whiletheirresistiblewordfledwithalastwing—beatintothegoldenmistofherillusions……
ShewasstillquiveringwiththepainandbewildermentofthisadventurewhenFraserLeathappeared。ShemethimfirstinItaly,whereshewastravellingwithherparents;
andthefollowingwinterhecametoNewYork。InItalyhehadseemedinteresting:inNewYorkhebecameremarkable。
HeseldomspokeofhislifeinEurope,andletdropbutthemostincidentalallusionstothefriends,thetastes,thepursuitswhichfilledhiscosmopolitandays;butintheatmosphereofWestFifty—fifthStreetheseemedtheembodimentofastoriedpast。HepresentedMissSummerswithaprettily—boundanthologyoftheoldFrenchpoetsand,whensheshowedadiscriminatingpleasureinthegift,observedwithhisgravesmile:\"Ididn’tsupposeIshouldfindanyoneherewhowouldfeelaboutthesethingsasI
do。\"Onanotheroccasionheaskedheracceptanceofahalf—
effacedeighteenthcenturypastelwhichhehadsurprisinglypickedupinaNewYorkauction—room。\"Iknownoonebutyouwhowouldreallyappreciateit,\"heexplained。
Hepermittedhimselfnoothercomments,buttheseconveyedwithsufficientdirectnessthathethoughtherworthyofadifferentsetting。Thatsheshouldbesoregardedbyamanlivinginanatmosphereofartandbeauty,andesteemingthemthevitalelementsoflife,madeherfeelforthefirsttimethatshewasunderstood。Herewassomeonewhosescaleofvalueswasthesameashers,andwhothoughtheropinionworthhearingontheverymatterswhichtheybothconsideredofsupremeimportance。Thediscoveryrestoredherself—
confidence,andsherevealedherselftoMr。LeathasshehadneverknownhowtorevealherselftoDarrow。
Asthecourtshipprogressed,andtheygrewmoreconfidential,hersuitorsurprisedanddelightedherbylittleexplosionsofrevolutionarysentiment。Hesaid:
\"Shallyoumind,Iwonder,ifItellyouthatyouliveinadread—fullyconventionalatmosphere?\"and,seeingthatshemanifestlydidnotmind:\"OfcourseIshallsaythingsnowandthenthatwillhorrifyyourdeardelightfulparents——I
shallshockthemawfully,Iwarnyou。\"
Inconfirmationofthiswarninghepermittedhimselfanoccasionalplayfulflingattheregularchurch—goingofMr。
andMrs。Summers,attheinnocuouscharacteroftheliteratureintheirlibrary,andattheirguilelessappreciationsinart。HeevenventuredtobanterMrs。
SummersonherrefusaltoreceivetheirrepressibleKittyMaynewho,afterarapidpassagewithGeorgeDarrow,wasnowinvolvedinanotherandmoreflagrantadventure。
\"InEurope,youknow,thehusbandisregardedastheonlyjudgeinsuchmatters。Aslongasheacceptsthesituation——\"Mr。LeathexplainedtoAnna,whotookhisviewthemoreemphaticallyinordertoconvinceherselfthat,personally,shehadnonebutthemosttolerantsentimentstowardthelady。
ThesubversivenessofMr。Leath’sopinionswasenhancedbythedistinctionofhisappearanceandthereserveofhismanners。Hewasliketheanarchistwithagardeniainhisbuttonholewhofiguresinthehighermelodrama。Everyword,everyallusion,everynoteofhisagreeably—modulatedvoice,gaveAnnaaglimpseofasocietyatoncefreerandfiner,whichobservedthetraditionalformsbuthaddiscardedtheunderlyingprejudices;whereastheworldsheknewhaddiscardedmanyoftheformsandkeptalmostalltheprejudices。
Insuchanatmosphereashisaneageryoungwoman,curiousastoallthemanifestationsoflife,yetinstinctivelydesiringthattheyshouldcometoherintermsofbeautyandfinefeeling,mustsurelyfindthelargestscopeforself—
expression。Study,travel,thecontactoftheworld,thecomradeshipofapolishedandenlightenedmind,wouldcombinetoenrichherdaysandformhercharacter;anditwasonlyintheraremomentswhenMr。Leath’ssymmetricalblondmaskbentoverhers,andhiskissdroppedonherlikeacoldsmoothpebble,thatshequestionedthecompletenessofthejoysheoffered。
Therehadbeenatimewhenthewallsonwhichhergazenowrestedhadshedaglareofironyontheseearlydreams。InthefirstyearsofhermarriagethesobersymmetryofGivrehadsuggestedonlyherhusband’sneatly—balancedmind。Itwasamind,shesoonlearned,contentedlyabsorbedinformulatingtheconventionsoftheunconventional。WestFifty—fifthStreetwasnomoreconscientiouslyconcernedthanGivrewiththemomentousquestionof\"whatpeopledid\";
itwasonlythetypeofdeedinvestigatedthatwasdifferent。Mr。Leathcollectedhissocialinstanceswiththesameseriousnessandpatienceashissnuff—boxes。Heexactedarigidconformitytohisrulesofnon—conformityandhisscepticismhadtheabsoluteaccentofadogma。Heevencherishedcertainexceptionstohisrulesasthebook—
collectorprizesa\"defective\"firstedition。TheProtestantchurch—goingofAnna’sparentshadprovokedhisgentlesarcasm;buthepridedhimselfonhismother’sdevoutness,becauseMadamedeChantelle,inembracinghersecondhusband’screed,hadbecomepartofasocietywhichstillobservestheoutwardritesofpiety。
Anna,infact,haddiscoveredinheramiableandelegantmother—in—lawanunexpectedembodimentoftheWestFifty—
fifthStreetideal。Mrs。SummersandMadamedeChantelle,howeverstronglytheywouldhavedisagreedastotheauthorizedsourceofChristiandogma,wouldhavefoundthemselvescompletelyinaccordonallthemomentousminutiaeofdrawing—roomconduct;yetMr。Leathtreatedhismother’sfoibleswitharespectwhichAnna’sexperienceofhimforbadehertoattributewhollytofilialaffection。
Intheearlydays,whenshewasstillquestioningtheSphinxinsteadoftryingtofindananswertoit,sheventuredtotaxherhusbandwithhisinconsistency。
\"Yousayyourmotherwon’tlikeitifIcallonthatamusinglittlewomanwhocameheretheotherday,andwasletinbymistake;butMadamedeChantelletellsmesheliveswithherhusband,andwhenmotherrefusedtovisitKittyMayneyousaid————\"
Mr。Leath’ssmilearrestedher。\"Mydearchild,Idon’tpretendtoapplytheprinciplesoflogictomypoormother’sprejudices。\"
\"ButifyouadmitthattheyAREprejudices————?\"
\"Thereareprejudicesandprejudices。Mymother,ofcourse,gothersfromMonsieurdeChantelle,andtheyseemtomeasmuchintheirplaceinthishouseasthepot—pourriinyourhawthornjar。TheypreserveasocialtraditionofwhichI
shouldbesorrytolosetheleastperfume。OfcourseI
don’texpectyou,justatfirst,tofeelthedifference,toseethenuance。InthecaseoflittleMadamedeVireville,forinstance:youpointoutthatshe’sstillunderherhusband’sroof。Verytrue;andifsheweremerelyaParisacquaintance——especiallyifyouhadmether,asonestillmight,intheRIGHTKINDofhouseinParis——I
shouldbethelasttoobjecttoyourvisitingher。Butinthecountryit’sdifferent。Eventhebestprovincialsocietyiswhatyouwouldcallnarrow:Idon’tdenyit;andifsomeofourfriendsmetMadamedeVirevilleatGivre——
well,itwouldproduceabadimpression。You’reinclinedtoridiculesuchconsiderations,butgraduallyyou’llcometoseetheirimportance;andmeanwhile,dotrustmewhenIaskyoutobeguidedbymymother。ItisalwayswellforastrangerinanoldsocietytoerralittleonthesideofwhatyoucallitsprejudicesbutIshouldratherdescribeasitstraditions。\"
Afterthatshenolongertriedtolaughorargueherhusbandoutofhisconvictions。TheyWEREconvictions,andthereforeunassailable。Norwasanyinsincerityimpliedinthefactthattheysometimesseemedtocoincidewithhers。
Therewereoccasionswhenhereallydidlookatthingsasshedid;butforreasonssodifferentastomakethedistancebetweenthemallthegreater。Life,toMr。Leath,waslikeawalkthroughacarefullyclassifiedmuseum,where,inmomentsofdoubt,onehadonlytolookatthenumberandrefertoone’scatalogue;tohiswifeitwaslikegropingaboutinahugedarklumber—roomwheretheexploringrayofcuriositylitupnowsomeshapeofbreathingbeautyandnowamummy’sgrin。
Inthefirstbewildermentofhernewstatethesediscoverieshadhadtheeffectofdroppinganotherlayerofgauzebetweenherselfandreality。Sheseemedfartherthaneverremovedfromthestrongjoysandpangsforwhichshefeltherselfmade。Shedidnotadoptherhusband’sviews,butinsensiblyshebegantolivehislife。Shetriedtothrowacompensatingardourintothesecretexcursionsofherspirit,andthustheoldviciousdistinctionbetweenromanceandrealitywasre—establishedforher,andsheresignedherselfagaintothebeliefthat\"reallife\"wasneitherrealnoralive。
Thebirthofherlittlegirlsweptawaythisdelusion。Atlastshefeltherselfincontactwiththeactualbusinessofliving:buteventhisimpressionwasnotenduring。
Everythingbuttheirreduciblecrudefactofchild—bearingassumed,intheLeathhousehold,thesameghostlytingeofunreality。Herhusband,atthetime,wasallthathisownidealofahusbandrequired。Hewasattentive,andevensuitablymoved:butashesatbyherbedside,andthoughtfullyprofferedtoherthelistofpeoplewhohad\"calledtoenquire\",shelookedfirstathim,andthenatthechildbetweenthem,andwonderedattheblunderingalchemyofNature……
Withtheexceptionofthelittlegirlherself,everythingconnectedwiththattimehadgrowncuriouslyremoteandunimportant。Thedaysthathadmovedsoslowlyastheypassedseemednowtohaveplungeddownhead—longsteepsoftime;andasshesatintheautumnsun,withDarrow’sletterinherhand,thehistoryofAnnaLeathappearedtoitsheroinelikesomegreyshadowytalethatshemighthavereadinanoldbook,onenightasshewasfallingasleep……
X
Twobrownblursemergingfromthefartherendofthewood—
vistagraduallydefinedthemselvesasherstep—sonandanattendantgame—keeper。Theygrewslowlyuponthebluishbackground,withoccasionaldelaysandre—effacements,andshesatstill,waitingtilltheyshouldreachthegateattheendofthedrive,wherethekeeperwouldturnofftohiscottageandOwencontinueontothehouse。
Shewatchedhisapproachwithasmile。Fromthefirstdaysofhermarriageshehadbeendrawntotheboy,butitwasnotuntilafterEffie’sbirththatshehadreallybeguntoknowhim。TheeagerobservationofherownchildhadshownherhowmuchshehadstilltolearnabouttheslightfairboywhomtheholidaysperiodicallyrestoredtoGivre。Owen,eventhen,bothphysicallyandmorally,furnishedherwiththeoddestofcommentariesonhisfather’smienandmind。
Hewouldnever,thefamilysighinglyrecognized,benearlyashandsomeasMr。Leath;buthisrathercharminglyunbalancedface,withitsbroodingforeheadandpetulantboyishsmile,suggestedtoAnnawhathisfather’scountenancemighthavebeencouldonehavepictureditsneatfeaturesdisorderedbyarattlingbreeze。Sheevenpushedtheanalogyfarther,anddescriedinherstep—son’smindaquaintly—twistedreflectionofherhusband’s。Withhisburstsofdoor—slammingactivity,hisfitsofbookishindolence,hiscruderevolutionarydogmatizingandhisflashesofprecociousirony,theboywasnotunlikeaboisterousembodimentofhisfather’stheories。ItwasasthoughFraserLeath’sideas,accustomedtohanglikemarionettesontheirpegs,shouldsuddenlycomedownandwalk。Thereweremoments,indeed,whenOwen’shumoursmusthavesuggestedtohisprogenitorthegambolsofaninfantFrankenstein;buttoAnnatheywerethevoiceofhersecretrebellions,andhertendernesstoherstep—sonwaspartlybasedonherseveritytowardherself。Ashehadthecourageshehadlacked,soshemeanthimtohavethechancesshehadmissed;andeveryeffortshemadeforhimhelpedtokeepherownhopesalive。
HerinterestinOwenledhertothinkmoreoftenofhismother,andsometimesshewouldslipawayandstandalonebeforeherpredecessor’sportrait。SinceherarrivalatGivrethepicture——a\"full—length\"byaoncefashionableartist——hadundergonethesuccessivedisplacementsofanexiledconsortremovedfartherandfartherfromthethrone;
andAnnacouldnothelpnotingthatthesestagescoincidedwiththegradualdeclineoftheartist’sfame。ShehadafancythatifhiscredithadbeenintheascendantthefirstMrs。Leathmighthavecontinuedtothroneoverthedrawing—
roommantel—piece,eventotheexclusionofhersuccessor’seffigy。Insteadofthis,herperegrinationshadfinallylandedherintheshroudedsolitudeofthebilliard—room,anapartmentwhichnooneeverentered,butwhereitwasunderstoodthat\"thelightwasbetter,\"ormighthavebeeniftheshuttershadnotbeenalwaysclosed。
Herethepoorlady,elegantlydressed,andseatedinthemiddleofalargelonelycanvas,intheblankcontemplationofagiltconsole,hadalwaysseemedtoAnnatobewaitingforvisitorswhonevercame。
\"Ofcoursetheynevercame,youpoorthing!Iwonderhowlongittookyoutofindoutthattheyneverwould?\"Annahadmorethanonceapostrophizedher,withaderisionaddressedrathertoherselfthantothedead;butitwasonlyafterEffie’sbirththatitoccurredtohertostudymorecloselythefaceinthepicture,andspeculateonthekindofvisitorsthatOwen’smothermighthavehopedfor。
\"Shecertainlydoesn’tlookasiftheywouldhavebeenthesamekindasmine:butthere’snotelling,fromaportraitthatwassoobviouslydone’topleasethefamily’,andthatleavesOwensounaccountedfor。Well,theynevercame,thevisitors;theynevercame;andshediedofit。Shediedofitlongbeforetheyburiedher:I’mcertainofthat。Thosearestone—deadeyesinthepicture……Thelonelinessmusthavebeenawful,ifevenOwencouldn’tkeepherfromdyingofit。AndtofeelitsoshemusthaveHADfeelings——
realliveones,thekindthattwitchandtug。Andallshehadtolookatallherlifewasagiltconsole——yes,that’sit,agiltconsolescrewedtothewall!That’sexactlyandabsolutelywhatheis!\"
Shedidnotmean,ifshecouldhelpit,thateitherEffieorOwenshouldknowthatloneliness,orletherknowitagain。
Theywerethree,now,tokeepeachotherwarm,andsheembracedbothchildreninthesamepassionofmotherhood,asthoughonewerenotenoughtoshieldherfromherpredecessor’sfate。
SometimesshefanciedthatOwenLeath’sresponsewaswarmerthanthatofherownchild。ButthenEffiewasstillhardlymorethanababy,andOwen,fromthefirst,hadbeenalmost\"oldenoughtounderstand\":certainlyDIDunderstandnow,inatacitwaythatyetperpetuallyspoketoher。Thissenseofhisunderstandingwasthedeepestelementintheirfeelingforeachother。Thereweresomanythingsbetweenthemthatwereneverspokenof,orevenindirectlyalludedto,yetthat,evenintheiroccasionaldiscussionsanddifferences,formedtheunadducedargumentsmakingforfinalagreement……
Musingonthis,shecontinuedtowatchhisapproach;andherheartbegantobeatalittlefasteratthethoughtofwhatshehadtosaytohim。Butwhenhereachedthegateshesawhimpause,andafteramomentheturnedasideasiftogainacross—roadthroughthepark。
Shestartedupandwavedhersunshade,buthedidnotseeher。Nodoubthemeanttogobackwiththegamekeeper,perhapstothekennels,toseearetrieverwhohadhurthisleg。Suddenlyshewasseizedbythewhimtoovertakehim。
Shethrewdowntheparasol,thrustherletterintoherbodice,andcatchingupherskirtsbegantorun。
Shewasslightandlight,withanaturaleaseandquicknessofgait,butshecouldnotrecallhavingrunayardsinceshehadrompedwithOweninhisschool—days;nordidsheknowwhatimpulsemovedhernow。Sheonlyknewthatrunshemust,thatnoothermotion,shortofflight,wouldhavebeenbuoyantenoughforherhumour。Sheseemedtobekeepingpacewithsomeinwardrhythm,seekingtogivebodilyexpressiontothelyricrushofherthoughts。Theearthalwaysfeltelasticunderher,andshehadaconsciousjoyintreadingit;butneverhaditbeenassoftandspringyastoday。Itseemedactuallytoriseandmeetherasshewent,sothatshehadthefeeling,whichsometimescametoherindreams,ofskimmingmiraculouslyovershortbrightwaves。
Theair,too,seemedtobreakinwavesagainsther,sweepingbyonitscurrentalltheslantedlightsandmoistsharpperfumesofthefailingday。Shepantedtoherself:\"Thisisnonsense!\"herbloodhummedback:\"Butit’sglorious!\"
andshespedontillshesawthatOwenhadcaughtsightofherandwasstridingbackinherdirection。
Thenshestoppedandwaited,flushedandlaughing,herhandsclaspedagainsttheletterinherbreast。
\"No,I’mnotmad,\"shecalledout;\"butthere’ssomethingintheairtoday——don’tyoufeelit?——AndIwantedtohavealittletalkwithyou,\"sheaddedashecameuptoher,smilingathimandlinkingherarminhis。
Hesmiledback,butabovethesmileshesawtheshadeofanxietywhich,forthelasttwomonths,hadkeptitsfixedlinebetweenhishandsomeeyes。
\"Owen,don’tlooklikethat!Idon’twantyouto!\"shesaidimperiously。
Helaughed。\"YousaidthatexactlylikeEffie。Whatdoyouwantmetodo?ToracewithyouasIdoEffie?ButI
shouldn’thaveashow!\"heprotested,stillwiththelittlefrownbetweenhiseyes。
\"Whereareyougoing?\"sheasked。
\"Tothekennels。Butthere’snottheleastneed。ThevethasseenGarryandhe’sallright。Ifthere’sanythingyouwantedtotellme————\"
\"DidIsaytherewas?Ijustcameouttomeetyou——Iwantedtoknowifyou’dhadgoodsport。\"
Theshadowdroppedonhimagain。\"Noneatall。ThefactisIdidn’ttry。JeanandIhavejustbeenknockingaboutinthewoods。Iwasn’tinasanguinarymood。\"
Theywalkedonwiththesamelightgait,sonearlyofaheightthatkeepingstepcameasnaturallytothemasbreathing。Annastoleanotherlookattheyoungfaceonalevelwithherown。
\"YouDIDsaytherewassomethingyouwantedtotellme,\"
herstep—sonbeganafterapause。
\"Well,thereis。\"Sheslackenedherpaceinvoluntarily,andtheycametoapauseandstoodfacingeachotherunderthelimes。
\"IsDarrowcoming?\"heasked。
Sheseldomblushed,butatthequestionasuddenheatsuffusedher。Sheheldherheadhigh。
\"Yes:he’scoming。I’vejustheard。Hearrivesto—morrow。
Butthat’snot————\"Shesawherblunderandtriedtorectifyit。\"Orrather,yes,inawayitismyreasonforwantingtospeaktoyou————\"
\"Becausehe’scoming?\"
\"Becausehe’snotyethere。\"
\"It’sabouthim,then?\"
Helookedatherkindly,half—humourously,analmostfraternalwisdominhissmile。
\"About————?No,no:ImeantthatIwantedtospeaktodaybecauseit’sourlastdayalonetogether。\"
\"Oh,Isee。\"Hehadslippedhishandsintothepocketsofhistweedshootingjacketandloungedalongatherside,hiseyesbentonthemoistrutsofthedrive,asthoughthematterhadlostallinterestforhim。
\"Owen————\"
Hestoppedagainandfacedher。\"Lookhere,mydear,it’snosortofuse。\"
\"What’snouse?\"