mother’sfriend。Theencounter,toDarrow,couldhardlyhavebeenmoreinopportune;itwokeinhimaconfusionoffeelingsofwhichonlytheuppermostwasallayedbyseeingSophyViner,asifinstinctivelywarned,meltbackintotheshadowoftheirbox。
AminutelaterOwenLeathwasathisside。\"Iwassureitwasyou!Suchlucktorunacrossyou!Won’tyoucomeoffwithustosupperafterit’sover?Montmartre,orwhereverelseyouplease。Thosetwochapsovertherearefriendsofmine,attheBeauxArts;bothofthemrathergoodfellows——
andwe’dbesoglad————\"
ForhalfasecondDarrowreadinhishospitableeyethetermination\"ifyou’dbringtheladytoo\";thenitdeflectedinto:\"We’dallbesogladifyou’dcome。\"
Darrow,excusinghimselfwiththanks,lingeredonforafewminutes’chat,inwhicheveryword,andeverytoneofhiscompanion’svoice,waslikeasharplightflashedintoachingeyes。Hewasgladwhenthebellcalledtheaudiencetotheirseats,andyoungLeathlefthimwiththefriendlyquestion:\"We’llseeyouatGivrelateron?\"
WhenherejoinedMissViner,Darrow’sfirstcarewastofindout,byarapidinspectionofthehouse,whetherOwenLeath’sseathadgivenhimaviewoftheirbox。Buttheyoungmanwasnotvisiblefromit,andDarrowconcludedthathehadbeenrecognizedinthecorridorandnotathiscompanion’sside。Hescarcelyknewwhyitseemedtohimsoimportantthatthispointshouldbesettled;certainlyhissenseofreassurancewaslessduetoregardforMissVinerthantothepersistentvisionofgraveoffendedeyes……
DuringthedrivebacktothehotelthisvisionwaspersistentlykeptbeforehimbythethoughtthattheeveningpostmighthavebroughtaletterfromMrs。Leath。Evenifnoletterhadyetcome,hisservantmighthavetelegraphedtosaythatonewasonitsway;andatthethoughthisinterestinthegirlathissideagaincooledtothefraternal,thealmostfatherly。Shewasnomoretohim,afterall,thananappealingyoungcreaturetowhomitwasmildlyagreeabletohaveofferedanevening’sdiversion;andwhen,astheyrolledintotheilluminatedcourtofthehotel,sheturnedwithaquickmovementwhichbroughtherhappyfaceclosetohis,heleanedaway,affectingtobeabsorbedinopeningthedoorofthecab。
Atthedeskthenightporter,afteravainsearchthroughthepigeon—holes,wasdisposedtothinkthataletterortelegramhadinfactbeensentupforthegentleman;andDarrow,attheannouncement,couldhardlywaittoascendtohisroom。Upstairs,heandhiscompanionhadthelongdimly—litcorridortothemselves,andSophypausedonherthreshold,gatheringupinonehandthepalefoldsofhercloak,whilesheheldtheotherouttoDarrow。
\"IfthetelegramcomesearlyIshallbeoffbythefirsttrain;soIsupposethisisgood—bye,\"shesaid,hereyesdimmedbyalittleshadowofregret。
Darrow,witharenewedstartofcontrition,perceivedthathehadagainforgottenherletter;andastheirhandsmethevowedtohimselfthatthemomentshehadlefthimhewoulddashdownstairstopostit。
\"Oh,I’llseeyouinthemorning,ofcourse!\"
Atremorofpleasurecrossedherfaceashestoodbeforeher,smilingalittleuncertainly。
\"Atanyrate,\"shesaid,\"Iwanttothankyounowformygoodday。\"
Hefeltinherhandthesametremorhehadseeninherface。
\"Butit’sYOU,onthecontrary——\"hebegan,liftingthehandtohislips。
Ashedroppedit,andtheireyesmet,somethingpassedthroughhersthatwaslikealightcarriedrapidlybehindacurtainedwindow。
\"Goodnight;youmustbeawfullytired,\"hesaidwithafriendlyabruptness,turningawaywithoutevenwaitingtoseeherpassintoherroom。Heunlockedhisdoor,andstumblingoverthethresholdgropedinthedarknessfortheelectricbutton。Thelightshowedhimatelegramonthetable,andheforgoteverythingelseashecaughtitup。
\"NoletterfromFrance,\"themessageread。
ItfellfromDarrow’shandtothefloor,andhedroppedintoachairbythetableandsatgazingatthedingydrabandolivepatternofthecarpet。Shehadnotwritten,then;shehadnotwritten,anditwasmanifestnowthatshedidnotmeantowrite。Ifshehadhadanyintentionofexplaininghertelegramshewouldcertainly,withintwenty—fourhours,havefolloweditupbyaletter。Butsheevidentlydidnotintendtoexplainit,andhersilencecouldmeanonlythatshehadnoexplanationtogive,orelsethatshewastooindifferenttobeawarethatonewasneeded。
Darrow,facetofacewiththesealternatives,feltarecrudescenceofboyishmisery。Itwasnolongerhishurtvanitythatcriedout。Hetoldhimselfthathecouldhaveborneanequalamountofpain,ifonlyithadleftMrs。
Leath’simageuntouched;buthecouldnotbeartothinkofherastrivialorinsincere。Thethoughtwassointolerablethathefeltablinddesiretopunishsomeoneelseforthepainitcausedhim。
AshesatmoodilystaringatthecarpetitssillyintricaciesmeltedintoablurfromwhichtheeyesofMrs。
Leathagainlookedoutathim。Hesawthefinesweepofherbrows,andthedeeplookbeneaththemasshehadturnedfromhimontheirlasteveninginLondon。\"Thiswillbegood—
bye,then,\"shehadsaid;anditoccurredtohimthatherpartingphrasehadbeenthesameasSophyViner’s。
AtthethoughthejumpedtohisfeetandtookdownfromitshookthecoatinwhichhehadleftMissViner’sletter。Theclockmarkedthethirdquarteraftermidnight,andheknewitwouldmakenodifferenceifhewentdowntothepost—boxnoworearlythenextmorning;buthewantedtoclearhisconscience,andhavingfoundtheletterhewenttothedoor。
Asoundinthenextroommadehimpause。Hehadbecomeconsciousagainthat,afewfeetoff,ontheothersideofathinpartition,asmallkeenflameoflifewasquiveringandagitatingtheair。Sophy’sfacecamehacktohiminsistently。ItwasasvividnowasMrs。Leath’shadbeenamomentearlier。Herecalledwithafaintsmileofretrospectivepleasurethegirl’senjoymentofherevening,andtheinnumerablefinefeelersofsensationshehadthrownouttoitsimpressions。
Itgavehimacuriouslyclosesenseofherpresencetothinkthatatthatmomentshewaslivingoverherenjoymentasintenselyashewaslivingoverhisunhappiness。Hisowncasewasirremediable,butitwaseasyenoughtogiveherafewmorehoursofpleasure。Anddidshenotperhapssecretlyexpectitofhim?Afterall,ifshehadbeenveryanxioustojoinherfriendsshewouldhavetelegraphedthemonreachingParis,insteadofwriting。Hewonderednowthathehadnotbeenstruckatthemomentbysoartlessadevicetogainmoretime。Thefactofherhavingpractiseditdidnotmakehimthinklesswellofher;itmerelystrengthenedtheimpulsetousehisopportunity。Shewasstarving,poorchild,foralittleamusement,alittlepersonallife——whynotgiveherthechanceofanotherdayinParis?Ifhedidso,shouldhenotbemerelyfallinginwithherownhopes?
Atthethoughthissympathyforherrevived。Shebecameofabsorbinginteresttohimasanescapefromhimselfandanobjectaboutwhichhisthwartedactivitiescouldcluster。
Hefeltlessdrearilyalonebecauseofherbeingthere,ontheothersideofthedoor,andinhisgratitudetoherforgivinghimthisreliefhebegan,withindolentamusement,toplannewwaysofdetainingher。Hedroppedbackintohischair,litacigar,andsmiledalittleattheimageofhersmilingface。Hetriedtoimaginewhatincidentofthedayshewaslikelytoberecallingatthatparticularmoment,andwhatpartheprobablyplayedinit。Thatitwasnotasmallparthewascertain,andtheknowledgewasundeniablypleasant。
Nowandthenasoundfromherroombroughtbeforehimmorevividlytherealityofthesituationandthestrangenessofthevastswarmingsolitudeinwhichheandsheweremomentarilyisolated,amidlonglinesofroomseachholdingitsseparatesecret。ThenearnessofalltheseothermysteriesenclosingtheirsgaveDarrowamoreintimatesenseofthegirl’spresence,andthroughthefumesofhiscigarhisimaginationcontinuedtofollowhertoandfro,tracedthecurveofherslimyoungarmsassheraisedthemtoundoherhair,picturedtheslidingdownofherdresstothewaistandthentotheknees,andthewhitenessofherfeetassheslippedacrossthefloortobed……
Hestoodupandshookhimselfwithayawn,throwingawaytheendofhiscigar。Hisglance,infollowingit,litonthetelegramwhichhaddroppedtothefloor。Thesoundsinthenextroomhadceased,andoncemorehefeltaloneandunhappy。
Openingthewindow,hefoldedhisarmsonthesillandlookedoutonthevastlight—spangledmassofthecity,andthenupatthedarksky,inwhichthemorningplanetstood。
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AttheTheatreFrancais,thenextafternoon,Darrowyawnedandfidgetedinhisseat。
Thedaywaswarm,thetheatrecrowdedandairless,andtheperformance,itseemedtohim,intolerablybad。Hestoleaglanceathiscompanion,wonderingifshesharedhisfeelings。Herraptprofilebetrayednounrest,butpolitenessmighthavecausedhertofeignaninterestthatshedidnotfeel。Heleanedbackimpatiently,stiflinganotheryawn,andtryingtofixhisattentiononthestage。
Greatthingsweregoingforwardthere,andhewasnotinsensibletothesternbeautiesoftheancientdrama。Buttheinterpretationoftheplayseemedtohimasairlessandlifelessastheatmosphereofthetheatre。Theplayerswerethesamewhomhehadoftenapplaudedinthoseveryparts,andperhapsthatfactaddedtotheimpressionofstalenessandconventionalityproducedbytheirperformance。Surelyitwastimetoinfusenewbloodintotheveinsofthemoribundart。HehadtheimpressionthattheghostsofactorsweregivingaspectralperformanceontheshoresofStyx。
Certainlyitwasnotthemostprofitablewayforayoungmanwithaprettycompaniontopassthegoldenhoursofaspringafternoon。Thefreshnessofthefaceathisside,reflectingthefreshnessoftheseason,suggesteddapplingsofsunlightthroughnewleaves,thesoundofabrookinthegrass,therippleoftree—shadowsoverbreezymeadows……
Whenatlengththefatefulmarchofthecothurnswasstayedbythesinglepauseintheplay,andDarrowhadledMissVineroutonthebalconyoverhangingthesquarebeforethetheatre,heturnedtoseeifshesharedhisfeelings。Buttherapturouslookshegavehimcheckedthedepreciationonhislips。
\"Oh,whydidyoubringmeouthere?Oneoughttocreepawayandsitinthedarktillitbeginsagain!\"
\"IsTHATthewaytheymadeyoufeel?\"
\"Didn’ttheyYOU?……Asifthegodswerethereallthewhile,justbehindthem,pullingthestrings?\"Herhandswerepressedagainsttherailing,herfaceshininganddarkeningunderthewing—beatsofsuccessiveimpressions。
Darrowsmiledinenjoymentofherpleasure。Afterall,hehadfeltallthat,longago;perhapsitwashisownfault,ratherthanthatoftheactors,thatthepoetryoftheplayseemedtohaveevaporated……Butno,hehadbeenrightinjudgingtheperformancetobedullandstale:itwassimplyhiscompanion’sinexperience,herlackofoccasionstocompareandestimate,thatmadeherthinkitbrilliant。
\"Iwasafraidyouwereboredandwantedtocomeaway。\"
\"BORED?\"Shemadealittleaggrievedgrimace。\"Youmeanyouthoughtmetooignorantandstupidtoappreciateit?\"
\"No;notthat。\"Thehandnearesthimstilllayontherailingofthebalcony,andhecovereditforamomentwithhis。Ashedidsohesawthecolourriseandtrembleinhercheek。
\"Tellmejustwhatyouthink,\"hesaid,bendinghisheadalittle,andonlyhalf—awareofhiswords。
Shedidnotturnherfacetohis,butbegantotalkrapidly,tryingtoconveysomethingofwhatshefelt。Butshewasevidentlyunusedtoanalyzingheraestheticemotions,andthetumultuousrushofthedramaseemedtohaveleftherinastateofpantingwonder,asthoughithadbeenastormorsomeothernaturalcataclysm。Shehadnoliteraryorhistoricassociationstowhichtoattachherimpressions:
hereducationhadevidentlynotcomprisedacourseinGreekliterature。Butshefeltwhatwouldprobablyhavebeenunperceivedbymanyayoungladywhohadtakenafirstinclassics:theineluctablefatalityofthetale,thedreadswayinitofthesamemysterious\"luck\"whichpulledthethreadsofherownsmalldestiny。Itwasnotliteraturetoher,itwasfact:asactual,asnearby,aswhatwashappeningtoheratthemomentandwhatthenexthourheldinstore。Seeninthislight,theplayregainedforDarrowitssupremeandpoignantreality。Hepiercedtotheheartofitssignificancethroughalltheartificialaccretionswithwhichhistheoriesofartandtheconventionsofthestagehadclothedit,andsawitashehadneverseenit:aslife。
Afterthistherecouldbenoquestionofflight,andhetookherbacktothetheatre,contenttoreceivehisownsensationsthroughthemediumofhers。Butwiththecontinuationoftheplay,andtheoppressionoftheheavyair,hisattentionagainbegantowander,strayingbackovertheincidentsofthemorning。
HehadbeenwithSophyVinerallday,andhewassurprisedtofindhowquicklythetimehadgone。Shehadhardlyattempted,asthehourspassed,toconcealhersatisfactiononfindingthatnotelegramcamefromtheFarlows。\"They’llhavewritten,\"shehadsimplysaid;andhermindhadatonceflownontothegoldenprospectofanafternoonatthetheatre。Theinterveninghourshadbeendisposedofinastrollthroughthelivelystreets,andarepast,luxuriouslylingeredover,underthechestnut—boughsofarestaurantintheChampsElysees。Everythingentertainedandinterestedher,andDarrowremarked,withanamuseddetachment,thatshewasnotinsensibletotheimpressionhercharmsproduced。Yettherewasnohardedgeofvanityinhersenseofherprettiness:sheseemedsimplytobeawareofitasanoteinthegeneralharmony,andtoenjoysoundingthenoteasasingerenjoyssinging。
Afterluncheon,astheysatovertheircoffee,shehadagainaskedanimmensenumberofquestionsanddeliveredherselfofaremarkablevarietyofopinions。Herquestionstestifiedtoawholesomeandcomprehensivehumancuriosity,andhercommentsshowed,likeherfaceandherwholeattitude,anoddminglingofprecociouswisdomanddisarmingignorance。
Whenshetalkedtohimabout\"life\"——thewordwasoftenonherlips——sheseemedtohimlikeachildplayingwithatiger’scub;andhesaidtohimselfthatsomedaythechildwouldgrowup——andsowouldthetiger。Meanwhile,suchexpertnessqualifiedbysuchcandourmadeitimpossibletoguesstheextentofherpersonalexperience,ortoestimateitseffectonhercharacter。Shemightbeanyoneofadozendefinabletypes,orshemight——moredisconcertinglytohercompanionandmoreperilouslytoherself——beashiftinganduncrystallizedmixtureofthemall。
Hertalk,asusual,hadpromptlyrevertedtothestage。Shewaseagertolearnabouteveryformofdramaticexpressionwhichthemetropolisofthingstheatricalhadtooffer,andhercuriosityrangedfromtheofficialtemplesofthearttoitslesshallowedhaunts。Hersearchingenquiriesaboutaplaywhoseproduction,ononeofthelatterscenes,hadprovokedaconsiderableamountofscandal,ledDarrowtothrowoutlaughingly:\"ToseeTHATyou’llhavetowaittillyou’remarried!\"andhisanswerhadsentheroffatatangent。
\"Oh,Inevermeantomarry,\"shehadrejoinedinatoneofyouthfulfinality。
\"Iseemtohaveheardthatbefore!\"
\"Yes;fromgirlswho’veonlygottochoose!\"Hereyeshadgrownsuddenlyalmostold。\"I’dlikeyoutoseetheonlymenwho’veeverwantedtomarryme!Onewasthedoctoronthesteamer,whenIcameabroadwiththeHokes:he’dbeencashieredfromthenavyfordrunkenness。Theotherwasadeafwidowerwiththreegrown—updaughters,whokeptaclock—shopinBayswater!——Besides,\"sherambledon,\"I’mnotsosurethatIbelieveinmarriage。YouseeI’mallforself—developmentandthechancetoliveone’slife。I’mawfullymodern,youknow。\"
Itwasjustwhensheproclaimedherselfmostawfullymodernthatshestruckhimasmosthelplesslybackward;yetthemomentafter,withoutanybravado,orapparentdesiretoassumeanattitude,shewouldpropoundsomesocialaxiomwhichcouldhavebeengatheredonlyinthebittersoilofexperience。
Allthesethingscamebacktohimashesatbesideherinthetheatreandwatchedheringenuousabsorption。Itwason\"thestory\"thathermindwasfixed,andinlifealso,hesuspected,itwouldalwaysbe\"thestory\",ratherthanitsremoterimaginativeissues,thatwouldholdher。Hedidnotbelievetherewereeveranyechoesinhersoul……
Therewasnoquestion,however,thatwhatshefeltwasfeltwithintensity:totheactual,theimmediate,shespreadvibratingstrings。Whentheplaywasover,andtheycameoutoncemoreintothesunlight,Darrowlookeddownatherwithasmile。
\"Well?\"heasked。
Shemadenoanswer。Herdarkgazeseemedtorestonhimwithoutseeinghim。Hercheeksandlipswerepale,andtheloosehairunderherhat—brimclungtoherforeheadindamprings。Shelookedlikeayoungpriestessstilldazedbythefumesofthecavern。
\"Youpoorchild——it’sbeenalmosttoomuchforyou!\"
Sheshookherheadwithavaguesmile。
\"Come,\"hewenton,puttinghishandonherarm,\"let’sjumpintoataxiandgetsomeairandsunshine。Look,therearehoursofdaylightleft;andseewhatanightit’sgoingtobe!\"
Hepointedovertheirheads,towhereawhitemoonhunginthemistyblueabovetheroofsoftheruedeRivoli。
Shemadenoanswer,andhesignedtoamotor—cab,callingouttothedriver:\"TotheBois!\"
AsthecarriageturnedtowardtheTuileriessherousedherself。\"Imustgofirsttothehotel。Theremaybeamessage——atanyrateImustdecideonsomething。\"
Darrowsawthattherealityofthesituationhadsuddenlyforceditselfuponher。\"IMUSTdecideonsomething,\"
sherepeated。
Hewouldhavelikedtopostponethereturn,topersuadehertodrivedirectlytotheBoisfordinner。ItwouldhavebeeneasyenoughtoremindherthatshecouldnotstartforJoignythatevening,andthatthereforeitwasofnomomentwhethershereceivedtheFarlows’answerthenorafewhourslater;butforsomereasonhehesitatedtousethisargument,whichhadcomesonaturallytohimthedaybefore。
Afterall,heknewshewouldfindnothingatthehotel——sowhatdiditmatteriftheywentthere?
Theporter,interrogated,wasnotsure。Hehimselfhadreceivednothingforthelady,butinhisabsencehissubordinatemighthavesentaletterupstairs。
DarrowandSophymountedtogetherinthelift,andtheyoungman,whileshewentintoherroom,unlockedhisowndoorandglancedattheemptytable。Forhimatleastnomessagehadcome;andonherthreshold,amomentlater,shemethimwiththeexpected:\"No——there’snothing!\"
Hefeignedanunregretfulsurprise。\"Somuchthebetter!
Andnow,shallwedriveoutsomewhere?OrwouldyourathertakeaboattoBellevue?Haveyoueverdinedthere,ontheterrace,bymoonlight?It’snotatallbad。Andthere’snoearthlyuseinsittingherewaiting。\"
Shestoodbeforehiminperplexity。
\"ButwhenIwroteyesterdayIaskedthemtotelegraph。I
supposethey’rehorriblyhardup,thepoordears,andtheythoughtaletterwoulddoaswellasatelegram。\"Thecolourhadrisentoherface。\"That’swhyIwroteinsteadoftelegraphing;Ihaven’tapennytosparemyself!\"
Nothingshecouldhavesaidcouldhavefilledherlistenerwithadeepercontrition。Hefelttheredinhisownfaceasherecalledthemotivewithwhichhehadcreditedherinhismidnightmusings。Butthatmotive,afterall,hadsimplybeentrumpeduptojustifyhisowndisloyalty:hehadneverreallybelievedinit。Thereflectiondeepenedhisconfusion,andhewouldhavelikedtotakeherhandinhisandconfesstheinjusticehehaddoneher。
Shemayhaveinterpretedhischangeofcolourasaninvoluntaryprotestatbeinginitiatedintosuchshabbydetails,forshewentonwithalaugh:\"Isupposeyoucanhardlyunderstandwhatitmeanstohavetostopandthinkwhetheronecanaffordatelegram?ButI’vealwayshadtoconsidersuchthings。AndImustn’tstayhereanylongernow——ImusttrytogetanighttrainforJoigny。EveniftheFarlowscan’ttakemein,Icangotothehotel:itwillcostlessthanstayinghere。\"Shepausedagainandthenexclaimed:\"Ioughttohavethoughtofthatsooner;Ioughttohavetelegraphedyesterday!ButIwassureIshouldhearfromthemtoday;andIwanted——oh,IDIDsoawfullywanttostay!\"ShethrewatroubledlookatDarrow。\"Doyouhappentoremember,\"sheasked,\"whattimeitwaswhenyoupostedmyletter?\"
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Darrowwasstillstandingonherthreshold。Assheputthequestionheenteredtheroomandclosedthedoorbehindhim。
Hisheartwasbeatingalittlefasterthanusualandhehadnoclearideaofwhathewasabouttodoorsay,beyondthedefiniteconvictionthat,whateverpassingimpulseofexpiationmovedhim,hewouldnotbefoolenoughtotellherthathehadnotsentherletter。Heknewthatmostwrongdoingworks,onthewhole,lessmischiefthanitsuselessconfession;andthiswasclearlyacasewhereapassingfollymightbeturned,byavowal,intoaseriousoffense。
\"I’msosorry——sosorry;butyoumustletmehelpyou……Youwillletmehelpyou?\"hesaid。
Hetookherhandsandpressedthemtogetherbetweenhis,countingonafriendlytouchtohelpouttheinsufficiencyofwords。Hefeltheryieldslightlytohisclasp,andhurriedonwithoutgivinghertimetoanswer。
\"Isn’titapitytospoilourgoodtimetogetherbyregrettinganythingyoumighthavedonetopreventourhavingit?\"
Shedrewback,freeingherhands。Herface,losingitslookofappealingconfidence,wassuddenlysharpenedbydistrust。
\"Youdidn’tforgettopostmyletter?\"
Darrowstoodbeforeher,constrainedandashamed,andevermorekeenlyawarethatthebetrayalofhisdistressmustbeagreateroffensethanitsconcealment。
\"Whataninsinuation!\"hecried,throwingouthishandswithalaugh。
Herfaceinstantlymeltedtolaughter。\"Well,then——I
WON’Tbesorry;Iwon’tregretanythingexceptthatourgoodtimeisover!\"
Thewordsweresounexpectedthattheyroutedallhisresolves。Ifshehadgoneondoubtinghimhecouldprobablyhavegoneondeceivingher;butherunhesitatingacceptanceofhiswordmadehimhatetheparthewasplaying。Atthesamemomentadoubtshotupitsserpentheadinhisownbosom。Wasitnotheratherthanshewhowaschildishlytrustful?Wasshenotalmosttooreadytotakehisword,anddismissonceforallthetiresomequestionoftheletter?
Consideringwhatherexperiencesmusthavebeen,suchtrustfulnessseemedopentosuspicion。Butthemomenthiseyesfellonherhewasashamedofthethought,andknewitforwhatitreallywas:anotherpretexttolessenhisowndelinquency。
\"Whyshouldourgoodtimebeover?\"heasked。\"Whyshouldn’titlastalittlelonger?\"
Shelookedup,herlipspartedinsurprise;butbeforeshecouldspeakhewenton:\"Iwantyoutostaywithme——Iwantyou,justforafewdays,tohaveallthethingsyou’veneverhad。It’snotalwaysMayandParis——whynotmakethemostofthemnow?Youknowme——we’renotstrangers——whyshouldn’tyoutreatmelikeafriend?\"
Whilehespokeshehaddrawnawayalittle,butherhandstilllayinhis。Shewaspale,andhereyeswerefixedonhiminagazeinwhichtherewasneitherdistrustorresentment,butonlyaningenuouswonder。Hewasextraordinarilytouchedbyherexpression。
\"Oh,do!Youmust。Listen:toprovethatI’msincereI’lltellyou……I’lltellyouIdidn’tpostyourletter……I
didn’tpostitbecauseIwantedsomuchtogiveyouafewgoodhours……andbecauseIcouldn’tbeartohaveyougo。\"
Hehadthefeelingthatthewordswerebeingutteredinspiteofhimbysomemaliciouswitnessofthescene,andyetthathewasnotsorrytohavethemspoken。
Thegirlhadlistenedtohiminsilence。Sheremainedmotionlessforamomentafterhehadceasedtospeak;thenshesnatchedawayherhand。
\"Youdidn’tpostmyletter?Youkeptitbackonpurpose?AndyoutellmesoNOW,toprovetomethatI’dbetterputmyselfunderyourprotection?\"SheburstintoalaughthathadinitallthepiercingechoesofherMurrettpast,andherface,atthesamemoment,underwentthesamechange,shrinkingintoasmallmalevolentwhitemaskinwhichtheeyesburnedblack。\"Thankyou——thankyoumostawfullyfortellingme!Andforallyourotherkindintentions!Theplan’sdelightful——reallyquitedelightful,andI’mextremelyflatteredandobliged。\"