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类别:其他 作者:Edith Wharton字数:10956更新时间:19/01/07 14:28:10
onlysaidittoteaseJimmy————\" Heramusementobscurelyannoyedhim。\"Oh,you’reallalike!\"heexclaimed,movedbyanunaccountablesenseofdisappointment。 Shecaughthimupinaflash——shedidn’tmissthings!\"YousaythatbecauseyouthinkI’mspitefulandenvious?Yes——I wasenviousofLadyUlrica……Oh,notonaccountofyouorJimmyBrance!SimplybecauseshehadalmostallthethingsI’vealwayswanted:clothesandfunandmotors,andadmirationandyachtingandParis——why,Parisalonewouldbeenough!——Andhowdoyousupposeagirlcanseethatsortofthingaboutherdayafterday,andneverwonderwhysomewomen,whodon’tseemtohaveanymorerighttoit,haveitalltumbledintotheirlaps,whileothersarewritingdinnerinvitations,andstraighteningoutaccounts,andcopyingvisitinglists,andfinishinggolf—stockings,andmatchingribbons,andseeingthatthedogsgettheirsulphur?Onelooksinone’sglass,afterall!\" Shelaunchedtheclosingwordsathimonacrythatliftedthemabovethepetulanceofvanity;buthissenseofherwordswaslostinthesurpriseofherface。Undertheflyingcloudsofherexcitementitwasnolongerashallowflower—cupbutadarkeninggleamingmirrorthatmightgivebackstrangedepthsoffeeling。Thegirlhadstuffinher—— hesawit;andsheseemedtocatchtheperceptioninhiseyes。 \"That’sthekindofeducationIgotatMrs。Murrett’s——andIneverhadanyother,\"shesaidwithashrug。 \"GoodLord——wereyoutheresolong?\" \"Fiveyears。Istuckitoutlongerthananyoftheothers。\" Shespokeasthoughitweresomethingtobeproudof。 \"Well,thankGodyou’reoutofitnow!\" Againajustperceptibleshadowcrossedherface。\"Yes——I’moutofitnowfastenough。\" \"Andwhat——ifImayask——areyoudoingnext?\" Shebroodedamomentbehinddroopedlids;then,withatouchofhauteur:\"I’mgoingtoParis:tostudyforthestage。\" \"Thestage?\"Darrowstaredather,dismayed。Allhisconfusedcontradictoryimpressionsassumedanewaspectatthisannouncement;andtohidehissurpriseheaddedlightly:\"Ah——thenyouwillhaveParis,afterall!\" \"HardlyLadyUlrica’sParis。Itsnotlikelytoberoses,rosesalltheway。\" \"It’snot,indeed。\"Realcompassionpromptedhimtocontinue:\"Haveyouany——anyinfluenceyoucancounton?\" Shegaveasomewhatflippantlittlelaugh。\"Nonebutmyown。I’veneverhadanyothertocounton。\" Hepassedovertheobviousreply。\"Buthaveyouanyideahowtheprofessionisover—crowded?IknowI’mtrite————\" \"I’veaveryclearidea。ButIcouldn’tgoonasIwas。\" \"Ofcoursenot。Butsince,asyousay,you’dstuckitoutlongerthananyoftheothers,couldn’tyouatleasthaveheldontillyouweresureofsomekindofanopening?\" Shemadenoreplyforamoment;thensheturnedalistlessglancetotherain—beatenwindow。\"Oughtn’twebestarting?\"sheasked,withaloftyassumptionofindifferencethatmighthavebeenLadyUlrica’s。 Darrow,surprisedbythechange,butacceptingherrebuffasaphaseofwhatheguessedtobeaconfusedandtormentedmood,rosefromhisseatandliftedherjacketfromthechair—backonwhichshehadhungittodry。Asheheldittowardhershelookedupathimquickly。 \"Thetruthis,wequarrelled,\"shebrokeout,\"andIleftlastnightwithoutmydinner——andwithoutmysalary。\" \"Ah——\"hegroaned,withasharpperceptionofallthesordiddangersthatmightattendsuchabreakwithMrs。Murrett。 \"Andwithoutacharacter!\"sheadded,assheslippedherarmsintothejacket。\"Andwithoutatrunk,asitappears—— butdidn’tyousaythat,beforegoing,there’dbetimeforanotherlookatthestation?\" Therewastimeforanotherlookatthestation;butthelookagainresultedindisappointment,sincehertrunkwasnowheretobefoundinthehugeheapdisgorgedbythenewly— arrivedLondonexpress。ThefactcausedMissVineramoment’sperturbation;butshepromptlyadjustedherselftothenecessityofproceedingonherjourney,andherdecisionconfirmedDarrow’svagueresolvetogotoParisinsteadofretracinghiswaytoLondon。 MissVinerseemedcheeredattheprospectofhiscompany,andsustainedbyhisoffertotelegraphtoCharingCrossforthemissingtrunk;andhelefthertowaitintheflywhilehehastenedbacktothetelegraphoffice。Theenquirydespatched,hewasturningawayfromthedeskwhenanotherthoughtstruckhimandhewentbackandinditedamessagetohisservantinLondon:\"IfanyletterswithFrenchpost—markreceivedsincedepartureforwardimmediatelytoTerminusHotelGareduNordParis。\" ThenherejoinedMissViner,andtheydroveoffthroughtheraintothepier。 III AlmostassoonasthetrainleftCalaisherheadhaddroppedbackintothecorner,andshehadfallenasleep。 Sittingopposite,inthecompartmentfromwhichhehadcontrivedtohaveothertravellersexcluded,Darrowlookedathercuriously。Hehadneverseenafacethatchangedsoquickly。Amomentsinceithaddancedlikeafieldofdaisiesinasummerbreeze;now,underthepallidoscillatinglightofthelampoverhead,itworethehardstampofexperience,asofasoftthingchilledintoshapebeforeitscurveshadrounded:anditmovedhimtoseethatcarealreadystoleuponherwhensheslept。 Thestoryshehadimpartedtohiminthewheezingshakingcabin,andattheCalaisbuffet——wherehehadinsistedonofferingherthedinnershehadmissedatMrs。Murrett’s—— hadgivenadistincteroutlinetoherfigure。FromthemomentofenteringtheNewYorkboarding—schooltowhichapreoccupiedguardianhadhastilyconsignedherafterthedeathofherparents,shehadfoundherselfaloneinabusyandindifferentworld。Heryouthfulhistorymight,infact,havebeensummedupinthestatementthateverybodyhadbeentoobusytolookafterher。Herguardian,adrudgeinabigbankinghouse,wasabsorbedby\"theoffice\";theguardian’swife,byherhealthandherreligion;andaneldersister,Laura,married,unmarried,remarried,andpursuing,throughallthesealternatingphases,somevaguely\"artistic\"idealonwhichtheguardianandhiswifelookedaskance,had(asDarrowconjectured)takentheirdisapprovalasapretextfornottroublingherselfaboutpoorSophy,towhom——perhapsforthisreason——shehadremainedtheincarnationofremoteromanticpossibilities。 Inthecourseoftimeasudden\"stroke\"oftheguardian’shadthrownhispersonalaffairsintoastateofconfusionfromwhich——afterhiswidelylamenteddeath——itbecameevidentthatitwouldnotbepossibletoextricatehisward’sinheritance。Noonedeploredthismoresincerelythanhiswidow,whosawinitonemoreproofofherhusband’slifehavingbeensacrificedtotheinnumerabledutiesimposedonhim,andwhocouldhardly——butforthecounselsofreligion——havebroughtherselftopardontheyounggirlforherindirectshareinhasteninghisend。 Sophydidnotresentthispointofview。Shewasreallymuchsorrierforherguardian’sdeaththanforthelossofherinsignificantfortune。Thelatterhadrepresentedonlythemeansofholdingherinbondage,anditsdisappearancewastheoccasionofherimmediateplungeintothewidebrightseaoflifesurroundingtheisland—ofhercaptivity。 Shehadfirstlanded——thankstotheinterventionoftheladieswhohaddirectedhereducation——inaFifthAvenueschool—roomwhere,forafewmonths,sheactedasabufferbetweenthreeautocraticinfantsandtheirbodyguardofnursesandteachers。Thetoo—pressingattentionsoftheirfather’svalethadcausedhertoflythisshelteredspot,againsttheexpressadviceofhereducationalsuperiors,whoimpliedthat,intheirowncase,refinementandself—respecthadalwayssufficedtokeepthemostungovernablepassionsatbay。Theexperienceoftheguardian’swidowhavingbeenpreciselysimilar,andthedeplorableprecedentofLaura’scareerbeingpresenttoalltheirminds,noneoftheseladiesfeltanyobligationtointervenefartherinSophy’saffairs;andshewasaccordinglylefttoherownresources。 AschoolmatefromtheRockyMountains,whowastakingherfatherandmothertoEurope,hadsuggestedSophy’saccompanyingthem,and\"goinground\"withherwhileherprogenitors,inthecareofthecourier,nursedtheirailmentsatafashionablebath。Darrowgatheredthatthe\"goinground\"withMamieHokewasavariedanddivertingprocess;butthisrelativelybrilliantphaseofSophy’scareerwascutshortbytheelopementoftheinconsiderateMamiewitha\"matineeidol\"whohadfollowedherfromNewYork,andbytheprecipitatereturnofherparentstonegotiatefortherepurchaseoftheirchild。 Itwasthen——afteranintervalofreposewithcompassionatebutimpecuniousAmericanfriendsinParis——thatMissVinerhadbeendrawnintotheturbidcurrentofMrs。Murrett’scareer。TheimpecuniouscompatriotshadfoundMrs。Murrettforher,anditwaspartlyontheiraccount(becausetheyweresuchdears,andsounconscious,poorconfidingthings,ofwhattheywerelettingherinfor)thatSophyhadstuckitoutsolonginthedreadfulhouseinChelsea。TheFarlows,sheexplainedtoDarrow,werethebestfriendsshehadeverhad(andtheonlyoneswhohadever\"beendecent\" aboutLaura,whomtheyhadseenonce,andintenselyadmired);butevenaftertwentyyearsofParistheywerethemostincorrigiblyinexperiencedangels,andquitepersuadedthatMrs。Murrettwasawomanofgreatintellectualeminence,andthehouseatChelsea\"thelastofthesalons\" ——Darrowknewwhatshemeant?Andshehadn’tlikedtoundeceivethem,knowingthattodosowouldbevirtuallytothrowherselfbackontheirhands,andfeeling,moreover,afterherpreviousexperiences,theurgentneedofgaining,atanycost,anameforstability;besideswhich——shethrewitoffwithaslightlaugh——nootherchance,inalltheseyears,hadhappenedtocometoher。 Shehadbrushedinthisoutlineofhercareerwithlightrapidstrokes,andinatoneoffatalismoddlyuntingedbybitterness。Darrowperceivedthatsheclassifiedpeopleaccordingtotheirgreaterorless\"luck\"inlife,butsheappearedtoharbournoresentmentagainsttheundefinedpowerwhichdispensedthegiftinsuchunequalmeasure。 Thingscameone’swayortheydidn’t;andmeanwhileonecouldonlylookon,andmakethemostofsmallcompensations,suchaswatching\"theshow\"atMrs。 Murrett’s,andtalkingovertheLadyUlricasandotherfootlightfigures。Andatanymoment,ofcourse,aturnofthekaleidoscopemightsuddenlytossabrightspangleintothegreypatternofone’sdays。 Thislight—heartedphilosophywasnotwithoutcharmtoayoungmanaccustomedtomoretraditionalviews。GeorgeDarrowhadhadafairlyvariedexperienceoffemininetypes,butthewomenhehadfrequentedhadeitherbeenpronouncedly\"ladies\"ortheyhadnot。Gratefultobothforministeringtothemorecomplexmasculinenature,anddisposedtoassumethattheyhadbeenevolved,ifnotdesigned,tothatend,hehadinstinctivelykeptthetwogroupsapartinhismind,avoidingthatintermediatesocietywhichattemptstoconciliateboththeoriesoflife。\"Bohemianism\"seemedtohimacheaperconventionthantheothertwo,andheliked,aboveall,peoplewhowentasfarastheycouldintheirownline——likedhis\"ladies\"andtheirrivalstobeequallyunashamedofshowingforexactlywhattheywere。Hehadnotindeed——thefactofLadyUlricawastheretoremindhim—— beenwithouthisexperienceofathirdtype;butthatexperiencehadlefthimwithacontemptuousdistasteforthewomanwhousestheprivilegesofoneclasstoshelterthecustomsofanother。 Astoyounggirls,hehadneverthoughtmuchaboutthemsincehisearlyloveforthegirlwhohadbecomeMrs。Leath。 Thatepisodeseemed,ashelookedbackonit,tobearnomorerelationtorealitythanapaledecorativedesigntotheconfusedrichnessofasummerlandscape。Henolongerunderstoodtheviolentimpulsesanddreamypausesofhisownyoungheart,ortheinscrutableabandonmentsandreluctancesofhers。Hehadknownamomentofanguishatlosingher——themadplungeofyouthfulinstinctsagainstthebarrieroffate;butthefirstwaveofstrongersensationhadsweptawayallbuttheoutlineoftheirstory,andthememoryofAnnaSummershadmadetheimageoftheyounggirlsacred,buttheclassuninteresting。 Suchgeneralisationsbelonged,however,toanearlierstageofhisexperience。Themorehesawoflifethemoreincalculablehefoundit;andhehadlearnedtoyieldtohisimpressionswithoutfeelingtheyouthfulneedofrelatingthemtoothers。Itwasthegirlintheoppositeseatwhohadrousedinhimthedormanthabitofcomparison。Shewasdistinguishedfromthedaughtersofwealthbyheravowedacquaintancewiththerealbusinessofliving,afamiliarityasdifferentaspossiblefromtheirtheoreticalproficiency; yetitseemedtoDarrowthatherexperiencehadmadeherfreewithouthardnessandself—assuredwithoutassertiveness。 TherushintoAmiens,andtheflashofthestationlightsintotheircompartment,brokeMissViner’ssleep,andwithoutchangingherpositionsheliftedherlidsandlookedatDarrow。Therewasneithersurprisenorbewildermentinthelook。Sheseemedinstantlyconscious,notsomuchofwhereshewas,asofthefactthatshewaswithhim;andthatfactseemedenoughtoreassureher。Shedidnoteventurnherheadtolookout;hereyescontinuedtorestonhimwithavaguesmilewhichappearedtolightherfacefromwithin,whileherlipskepttheirsleepydroop。 Shoutsandthehurriedtreadoftravellerscametothemthroughtheconfusingcross—lightsoftheplatform。Aheadappearedatthewindow,andDarrowthrewhimselfforwardtodefendtheirsolitude;buttheintruderwasonlyatrainhandgoinghisroundofinspection。Hepassedon,andthelightsandcriesofthestationdroppedaway,mergedinawiderhazeandahollowerresonance,asthetraingathereditselfupwithalongshakeandrolledoutagainintothedarkness。 MissViner’sheadsankbackagainstthecushion,pushingoutaduskywaveofhairaboveherforehead。Theswayingofthetrainloosenedalockoverherear,andsheshookitbackwithamovementlikeaboy’s,whilehergazestillrestedonhercompanion。 \"You’renottootired?\" Sheshookherheadwithasmile。 \"Weshallbeinbeforemidnight。We’reverynearlyontime。\"Heverifiedthestatementbyholdinguphiswatchtothelamp。 Shenoddeddreamily。\"It’sallright。ItelegraphedMrs。 Farlowthattheymustn’tthinkofcomingtothestation;butthey’llhavetoldtheconciergetolookoutforme。\" \"You’llletmedriveyouthere?\" Shenoddedagain,andhereyesclosed。ItwasverypleasanttoDarrowthatshemadenoefforttotalkortodissemblehersleepiness。Hesatwatchinghertilltheupperlashesmetandmingledwiththelower,andtheirblentshadowlayonhercheek;thenhestoodupanddrewthecurtainoverthelamp,drowningthecompartmentinabluishtwilight。 AshesankbackintohisseathethoughthowdifferentlyAnnaSummers——orevenAnnaLeath——wouldhavebehaved。Shewouldnothavetalkedtoomuch;shewouldnothavebeeneitherrestlessorembarrassed;butheradaptability,herappropriateness,wouldnothavebeennaturebut\"tact。\"Theoddnessofthesituationwouldhavemadesleepimpossible,or,ifwearinesshadovercomeherforamoment,shewouldhavewakedwithastart,wonderingwhereshewas,andhowshehadcomethere,andifherhairweretidy;andnothingshortofhairpinsandaglasswouldhaverestoredherself— possession…… Thereflectionsethimwonderingwhetherthe\"sheltered\" girl’sbringing—upmightnotunfitherforallsubsequentcontactwithlife。HowmuchnearertoithadMrs。Leathbeenbroughtbymarriageandmotherhood,andthepassageoffourteenyears?Whatwereallherreticencesandevasionsbuttheresultofthedeadeningprocessofforminga\"lady\"? Thefreshnesshehadmarvelledatwasliketheunnaturalwhitenessofflowersforcedinthedark。 Ashelookedbackattheirfewdaystogetherhesawthattheirintercoursehadbeenmarked,onherpart,bythesamehesitationsandreserveswhichhadchilledtheirearlierintimacy。Oncemoretheyhadhadtheirhourtogetherandshehadwastedit。Asinhergirlhood,hereyeshadmadepromiseswhichherlipswereafraidtokeep。Shewasstillafraidoflife,ofitsruthlessness,itsdangerandmystery。 Shewasstillthepettedlittlegirlwhocannotbeleftaloneinthedark……Hismemoryflewbacktotheiryouthfulstory,andlong—forgottendetailstookshapebeforehim。 Howfrailandfaintthepicturewas!Theyseemed,heandshe,liketheghostlyloversoftheGrecianUrn,foreverpursuingwithouteverclaspingeachother。Tothisdayhedidnotquiteknowwhathadpartedthem:thebreakhadbeenasfortuitousastheflutteringapartoftwoseed—vesselsonawaveofsummerair…… Theveryslightness,vagueness,ofthememorygaveitanaddedpoignancy。Hefeltthemysticpangoftheparentforachildwhichhasjustbreathedanddied。Whyhadithappenedthus,whentheleastshiftingofinfluencesmighthavemadeitallsodifferent?Ifshehadbeengiventohimthenhewouldhaveputwarmthinherveinsandlightinhereyes:wouldhavemadeherawomanthroughandthrough。 Musingthus,hehadthesenseofwastethatisthebitterestharvestofexperience。Alovelikehismighthavegivenherthedivinegiftofself—renewal;andnowhesawherfatedtowaneintooldagerepeatingthesamegestures,echoingthewordsshehadalwaysheard,andperhapsneverguessingthat,justoutsideherglazedandcurtainedconsciousness,liferolledaway,avastblacknessstarredwithlights,likethenightlandscapebeyondthewindowsofthetrain。 Theenginelowereditsspeedforthepassagethroughasleepingstation。InthelightoftheplatformlampDarrowlookedacrossathiscompanion。Herheadhaddroppedtowardoneshoulder,andherlipswerejustfarenoughapartforthereflectionoftheupperonetodeepenthecolouroftheother。Thejoltingofthetrainhadagainshakenloosethelockaboveherear。Itdancedonhercheekliketheflitofabrownwingoverflowers,andDarrowfeltanintensedesiretoleanforwardandputitbackbehindherear。 IV Astheirmotor—cab,onthewayfromtheGareduNord,turnedintothecentralglitteroftheBoulevard,Darrowhadbentovertopointoutanincandescentthreshold。 \"There!\" Abovethedoorway,anarchofflameflashedoutthenameofagreatactress,whoseclosingperformancesinaplayofunusualoriginalityhadbeenthethemeoflongarticlesintheParispaperswhichDarrowhadtossedintotheircompartmentatCalais。 \"That’swhatyoumustseebeforeyou’retwenty—fourhoursolder!\" Thegirlfollowedhisgestureeagerly。Shewasallawakeandalivenow,asiftheheadyrumoursofthestreets,withtheirlongeffervescencesoflight,hadpassedintoherveinslikewine。 \"Cerdine?Isthatwheresheacts?\"Sheputherheadoutofthewindow,strainingbackforaglimpseofthesacredthreshold。Astheyflewpastitshesankintoherseatwithasatisfiedsigh。 \"It’sdeliciousenoughjusttoKNOWshe’sthere!I’veneverseenher,youknow。WhenIwasherewithMamieHokeweneverwentanywherebuttothemusichalls,becauseshecouldn’tunderstandanyFrench;andwhenIcamebackafterwardtotheFarlows’Iwasdeadbroke,andcouldn’taffordtheplay,andneithercouldthey;sotheonlychancewehadwaswhenfriendsoftheirsinvitedus——andonceitwastoseeatragedybyaRoumanianlady,andtheothertimeitwasfor’L’AmiFritz’attheFrancais。\" Darrowlaughed。\"Youmustdobetterthanthatnow。’LeVertige’isafinething,andCerdinegetssomewonderfuleffectsoutofit。Youmustcomewithmetomorroweveningtoseeit——withyourfriends,ofcourse。——Thatis,\"headded,\"ifthere’sanysortofchanceofgettingseats。\" Theflashofastreetlamplitupherradiantface。\"Oh,willyoureallytakeus?Whatfuntothinkthatit’stomorrowalready!\" Itwaswonderfullypleasanttobeabletogivesuchpleasure。Darrowwasnotrich,butitwasalmostimpossibleforhimtopicturethestateofpersonswithtastesandperceptionslikehisown,towhomaneveningatthetheatrewasanunattainableindulgence。TherefloatedthroughhismindananswerofMrs。Leath’stohisenquirywhethershehadseentheplayinquestion。\"No。Imeantto,ofcourse,butoneissooverwhelmedwiththingsinParis。AndthenI’mrathersickofCerdine——oneisalwaysbeingdraggedtoseeher。\" That,amongthepeoplehefrequented,wastheusualattitudetowardsuchopportunities。Thereweretoomany,theywereanuisance,onehadtodefendone’sself!Heevenrememberedwondering,atthemoment,whethertoareallyfinetastetheexceptionalthingcouldeverbecomeindifferentthroughhabit;whethertheappetiteforbeautywassosoondulledthatitcouldbekeptaliveonlybyprivation。Here,atanyrate,wasafinechancetoexperimentwithsuchahunger:healmostwishedhemightstayoninParislongenoughtotakethemeasureofMissViner’sreceptivity。 Shewasstilldwellingonhispromise,\"It’stoobeautifulofyou!Oh,don’tyouTHINKyou’llbeabletogetseats?\"Andthen,afterapauseofbrimmingappreciation:\"I wonderifyou’llthinkmehorrid?——butitmaybemyonlychance;andifyoucan’tgetplacesforusall,wouldn’tyouperhapsjusttakeME?Afterall,theFarlowsmayhaveseenit!\" Hehadnot,ofcourse,thoughtherhorrid,butonlythemoreengaging,forbeingsonatural,andsounashamedofshowingthefrankgreedofherfamishedyouth。\"Oh,youshallgosomehow!\"hehadgailypromisedher;andshehaddroppedbackwithasighofpleasureastheircabpassedintothedimly—litstreetsoftheFarlows’quarterbeyondtheSeine…… Thislittlepassagecamebacktohimthenextmorning,asheopenedhishotelwindowontheearlyroaroftheNorthernTerminus。 Thegirlwasthere,intheroomnexttohim。Thathadbeenthefirstpointinhiswakingconsciousness。Thesecondwasasenseofreliefattheobligationimposedonhimbythisunexpectedturnofeverts。Towaketothenecessityofaction,topostponeperforcethefruitlesscontemplationofhisprivategrievance,wascauseenoughforgratitude,evenifthesmalladventureinwhichhefoundhimselfinvolvedhadnot,onitsownmerits,rousedaninstinctivecuriositytoseeitthrough。 Whenheandhiscompanion,thenightbefore,hadreachedtheFarlows’doorintheruedelaChaise,itwasonlytofind,afterrepeatedassaultsonitspanels,thattheFarlowswerenolongerthere。Theyhadmovedawaytheweekbefore,notonlyfromtheirapartmentbutfromParis;andMissViner’sbreachwithMrs。Murretthadbeentoosuddentopermitherletterandtelegramtoovertakethem。Bothcommunications,nodoubt,stillreposedinapigeon—holeoftheloge; butitscustodian,whendrawnfromhislair,sulkilydeclinedtoletMissVinerverifythefact,andonlyflungout,inreturnforDarrow’sbribe,thestatementthattheAmericanshadgonetoJoigny。 Topursuethemthereatthathourwasmanifestlyimpossible,andMissViner,disturbedbutnotdisconcertedbythisnewobstacle,hadquitesimplyaccededtoDarrow’ssuggestionthatsheshouldreturnforwhatremainedofthenighttothehotelwherehehadsenthisluggage。 Thedrivebackthroughthedarkhushbeforedawn,withthenocturnalblazeoftheBoulevardfadingaroundthemlikethefalselightsofamagician’spalace,hadsoplayedonherimpressionabilitythatsheseemedtogivenofartherthoughttoherownpredicament。Darrownoticedthatshedidnotfeelthebeautyandmysteryofthespectacleasmuchasitspressureofhumansignificance,allitshiddenimplicationsofemotionandadventure。AstheypassedtheshadowycolonnadeoftheFrancais,remoteandtemple—likeinthepalinglights,hefeltaclutchonhisarm,andheardthecry:\"TherearethingsTHEREthatIwantsodesperatelytosee!\"andallthewaybacktothehotelshecontinuedtoquestionhim,withshrewdprecisionandanartlessthirstfordetail,aboutthetheatricallifeofParis。Hewasstruckafresh,ashelistened,bythewayinwhichhernaturalnesseasedthesituationofconstraint,leavingtoitonlyapleasantsavourofgoodfellowship。Itwasthekindofepisodethatonemight,inadvance,havecharacterizedas\"awkward\",yetthatwasproving,intheevent,asmuchoutsidesuchdefinitionsasasunrisestrollwithadryadinadew—drenchedforest;andDarrowreflectedthatmankindwouldneverhaveneededtoinventtactifithadnotfirstinventedsocialcomplications。 Ithadbeenunderstood,withhisgood—nighttoMissViner,thatthenextmorninghewastolookuptheJoignytrains,andseehersafelytothestation;but,whilehebreakfastedandwaitedforatime—table,herecalledagainhercryofjoyattheprospectofseeingCerdine。Itwascertainlyapity,sincethatmostelusiveandincalculableofartistswasleavingthenextweekforSouthAmerica,tomisswhatmightbealastsightofherinhergreatestpart;andDarrow,havingdressedandmadetherequisiteexcerptsfromthetime—table,decidedtocarrytheresultofhisdeliberationstohisneighbour’sdoor。 Itinstantlyopenedathisknock,andshecameforthlookingasifshehadbeenplungedintosomesparklingelementwhichhadcurledupallherdroopingtendrilsandwrappedherinashimmeroffreshleaves。 \"Well,whatdoyouthinkofme?\"shecried;andwithahandatherwaistshespunaboutasiftoshowoffsomemiracleofParisiandress—making。 \"Ithinkthemissingtrunkhascome——andthatitwasworthwaitingfor!\" \"YouDOlikemydress?\" \"Iadoreit!Ialwaysadorenewdresses——why,youdon’tmeantosayit’sNOTanewone?\"