第4章

类别:其他 作者:CHARLES W.CHESNUTT字数:21478更新时间:19/01/07 09:40:41
Yourslovingly,ROWENAWARWICK。 Thejudgewasunabletoconnectthisletterwiththetransactionwhichformedthesubjectofhisexamination。Agehaddimmedhisperceptionssomewhat,anditwasnotuntilhehadfinishedtheletter,andreaditoveragain,andnotedthesignatureatthebottomasecondtime,thatheperceivedthatthewritingwasinawoman’shand,thattheinkwascomparativelyfresh,andthattheletterwasdatedonlyacoupleofdaysbefore。 Whilehestillheldthesheetinhishand,itdawneduponhimslowlythatheheldalsooneofthelinksinachainofpossibletragedywhichhehimself,hebecameuncomfortablyaware,hadhadahandinforging。 \"ItistheWaldenwoman’sdaughter,assureasfate!HernameisRena。HerbrothergoesbythenameofWarwick。Shehascometovisithersickmother。Myyoungclient,Green’srelation,isherlover——isengagedtomarryher——isintown,andislikelytomeether!\" Thejudgewassoabsorbedinthesituationthussuggestedthathelaidthepapersdownandponderedforamomentthecuriousprobleminvolved。Hewasquiteawarethattworaceshadnotdwelttogether,sidebyside,fornearlythreehundredyears,withoutminglingtheirbloodingreaterorlessdegree;hewasoldenough,andhadseencuriousthingsenough,toknowthatinthisminglingthecurrenthadnotalwaysflowedinonedirection。Certainolddecisionswithwhichhewasfamiliar;oldscandalsthathadcreptalongobscurechannels;oldfactsthathadcometotheknowledgeofanoldpractitioner,whoheldinthehollowofhishandthehonorofmorethanonefamily,madehimknowthattherewasdarkbloodamongthewhitepeople——notagreatdeal,andthatverymuchdiluted,and,solongasitwassedulouslyconcealedorvigorouslydenied,orlostinthemistsoftradition,orascribedtoaforeignoranaboriginalstrain,havingnoperceptibleeffectupontheracialtype。 Suchpeoplewere,forthemostpart,merelyontheraggededgeofthewhiteworld,seldomrisingabovethelevelofoverseers,orslave—catchers,orsheriff’sofficers,whocouldusuallybereliedupontoresentthedropofblackbloodthattaintedthem,andwiththezealoftheproselytetovisittheirhatredofitupontheunfortunateblacksthatfellintotheirhands。Onecurseofnegroslaverywas,andonepartofitsbalefulheritageis,thatitpoisonedthefountainsofhumansympathy。 Underasystemwheremenmightselltheirownchildrenwithoutsocialreprobationorlossofprestige,itwasnotsurprisingthatsomeofthemshouldhatetheirdistantcousins。TherewerenotinPatesvillehalfadozenpersonscapableofthinkingJudgeStraight’sthoughtsuponthequestionbeforehim,andperhapsnotanotherwhowouldhaveadoptedthecoursehenowpursuedtowardthisanomalousfamilyinthehousebehindthecedars。 \"Well,hereweareagain,astheclowninthecircusremarks,\"murmuredthejudge。\"Tenyearsago,inamomentofsentimentalweaknessandofquixoticloyaltytothememoryofanoldfriend,—— who,bytheway,hadnotcaredenoughforhisownchildrentotakethemawayfromtheSouth,ashemighthavedone,ortoprovideforthemhandsomely,asheperhapsmeanttodo,——Iviolatedthetraditionsofmyclassandsteppedfromthebeatenpathtohelpthemisbegottensonofmyoldfriendoutofthesloughofdespond,inwhichhehadlearned,insomestrangeway,thathewasfloundering。Tenyearslater,theghostofmygooddeedreturnstohauntme,andmakesmedoubtwhetherIhavewroughtmoreevilthangood。Iwonder,\"hemused,\"ifhewillfindherout?\" Thejudgewasamanofimagination;hehadreadmanybooksandhadpersonallyoutlivedsomeprejudices。Helethismindrunonthevariousphasesofthesituation。 \"Ifhefoundherout,wouldhebyanypossibilitymarryher?\" \"Itisnotlikely,\"heansweredhimself。\"Ifhemadethediscoveryhere,thefactswouldprobablyleakoutinthetown。Itissomethingthatamanmightdoinsecret,butonlyaheroorafoolwoulddoopenly。\" Thejudgesighedashecontemplatedanotherpossibility。Hehadlivedforseventyyearsundertheoldregime。Theyoungmanwasagentleman——sohadbeenthegirl’sfather。Conditionswerechanged,buthumannaturewasthesame。Wouldtheyoungman’sloveturntodisgustandrepulsion,orwoulditmerelysinkfromthelevelofworshiptothatofdesire?Wouldthegirl,deniedmarriage,acceptanythingless?Hermotherhad,——butconditionswerechanged。Yes,conditionswerechanged,sofarasthegirlwasconcerned;therewasapossiblefutureforherundertheneworderofthings;butwhitepeoplehadnotchangedtheiropinionofthenegroes,exceptfortheworse。Thegeneralbeliefwasthattheywerejustasinferiorasbefore,andhad,moreover,beenspoiledbyadisgustingassumptionofequality,drivenintotheirthickskullsbyYankeemalignitybentuponhumiliatingaproudthoughvanquishedfoe。 Ifthejudgehadhadsonsanddaughtersofhisown,hemightnothavedonewhathenowproceededtodo。Buttheoldman’sattitudetowardsocietywaschieflythatofanobserver,andthenarrowstreamofsentimentleftinhisheartchosetoflowtowardtheweakerpartyinthisunequalconflict,——ayoungwomanfightingforloveandopportunityagainsttherankedforcesofsociety,againstimmemorialtradition,againstprideoffamilyandofrace。 \"ItmaybetheunwisestthingIeverdid,\"hesaidtohimself,turningtohisdeskandtakingupaquillpen,\"andmayresultinmoreharmthangood;butIwasalwaysfromchildhoodinsympathywiththeunderdog。Thereiscertainlyasmuchreasoninmyhelpingthegirlastheboy,forbeingawoman,sheislessabletohelpherself。\" Hedippedhispenintotheinkandwrotethefollowinglines:—— MADAM,——Ifyouvalueyourdaughter’shappiness,keepherathomeforthenextdayortwo。 Thisnotehedriedbysprinklingitwithsandfromaboxnearathand,signedwithhisownname,and,withafinecourtesy,addressedto\"Mrs。MollyWalden。\"Havingfirstcarefullysealeditinanenvelope,hesteppedtotheopendoor,andspied,playingmarblesonthestreetnearby,agroupofnegroboys,oneofwhomthejudgecalledbyname。 \"Here,Billy,\"hesaid,handingtheboythenote,\"takethistoMis’MollyWalden。Doyouknowwhereshelives——downonFrontStreet,inthehousebehindthecedars?\" \"Yas,suh,Iknowsdeplace。\" \"Makehaste,now。Whenyoucomebackandtellmewhatshesays,I’llgiveyoutencents。Onsecondthoughts,Ishallbegonetolunch,sohere’syourmoney,\"headded,handingtheladthebitofsoiledpaperbywhichtheUnitedStatesgovernmentacknowledgeditsindebtednesstothebearerinthesumoftencents。 Justhere,however,thejudgemadehismistake。 Veryfewmortalscansparethespringofhope,themotiveforceofexpectation。Theboykeptthenoteinhishand,winkedathiscompanions,whohadgatheredasnearastheiraweofthejudgewouldpermit,andstarteddownthestreet。Assoonasthejudgehaddisappeared,Billybeckonedtohisfriends,whospeedilyovertookhim。WhenthepartyturnedthecornerofFrontStreetandweresafelyoutofsightofJudgeStraight’soffice,thecapitalistenteredthegrocerystoreandinvestedhisunearnedincrementingingerbread。 Whentheensuingsaturnaliawasover,Billyfinishedthegameofmarbleswhichthejudgehadinterrupted,andthensetouttoexecutehiscommission。Hehadnearlyreachedhisobjectivepointwhenhemetuponthestreetayoungwhitelady,whomhedidnotknow,andforwhom,thepathbeingnarrowatthatpoint,hesteppedoutintothegutter。Hereachedthehousebehindthecedars,wentroundtothebackdoor,andhandedtheenvelopetoMis’Molly,whowasseatedontherearpiazza,proppedupbypillowsinacomfortablerocking—chair。 \"Laws—a—massy!\"sheexclaimedweakly,\"whatisit?\" \"It’salettuh,ma’m,\"answeredtheboy,whoseexpandingnostrilshadcaughtapleasantodorfromthekitchen,andwhowasthereforeinnohurrytogoaway。 \"Who’sitfur?\"sheasked。 \"It’sfuhyou,ma’m,\"repliedthelad。 \"An’who’sitfrom?\"sheinquired,turningtheenvelopeoverandover,andexaminingitwiththeimpotentcuriosityofonewhocannotread。 \"F’moleJedgeStraight,ma’m。Hetolemeterfetchitteryou。Isyougotaroasted’tateryoucouldgimme,ma’m?\" \"Shorely,chile。I’llhaveAuntZilphyfetchyouapieceof’taterpone,ifyou’llhol’onaminute。\" ShecalledtoAuntZilphy,whosooncamehobblingoutofthekitchenwithalargesquareofthedelicacy,——aflatcakemadeofmashedsweetpotatoes,mixedwithbeateneggs,sweetenedandflavoredtosuitthetaste,andbakedinaDutchovenupontheopenhearth。 Theboytookthegratuity,thankedher,andturnedtogo。Mis’Mollywasstillscanningthesuperscriptionoftheletter。\"Iwonder,\"shemurmured,\"whatoldJudgeStraightcanbewritin’ tomeabout。Oh,boy!\" \"Yas’m,\"answeredthemessenger,lookingback。 \"Canyoureadwritin’?\" \"No’m。\" \"Allright。Nevermind。\" Shelaidthelettercarefullyonthechimney— pieceofthekitchen。\"Ireckonit’ssomethin’ mo’’boutthetaxes,\"shethought,\"ormaybesomebodywantstobuyoneermylots。Rena’llbebackterreckly,an’shekinreaditan’findout。 I’mgladmychild’enhavebe’ntoschool。Theynevercouldhavegotwheretheyarenowiftheyhadn’t。\" XIV ALOYALFRIEND MentionhasbeenmadeofcertainaddressedenvelopeswhichJohnWarwick,ontheoccasionofhisvisittoPatesville,hadleftwithhisilliteratemother,bytheuseofwhichshemightcommunicatewithherchildrenfromtimetotime。 Ononeoccasion,Mis’Molly,havinghadaletterwritten,tookoneoftheseenvelopesfromthechestwhereshekepthermostvaluedpossessions,andwasabouttoinclosetheletterwhensomeoneknockedatthebackdoor。Shelaidtheenvelopeandletteronatableinherbedroom,andwenttoanswertheknock。Thewind,blowingacrosstheroomthroughtheopenwindows,pickeduptheenvelopeandboreitintothestreet。Mis’Molly,onherreturn,missedit,lookedforit,andbeingunabletofindit,tookanotherenvelope。Anhourortwolateranothergustofwindliftedthebitofpaperfromthegroundandcarrieditintotheopendoorofthecoopershop。Frankpickeditup,andobservingthatitwascleanandunused,readthesuperscription。InhisconversationswithMis’Molly,whichwereoftenaboutRena,——thesubjectuppermostinboththeirminds,——hehadnotedthemysterymaintainedbyMis’Mollyaboutherdaughter’swhereabouts,andhadoftenwonderedwhereshemightbe。Frankwasanintelligentfellow,andcouldputthisandthattogether。 TheenvelopewasaddressedtoaplaceinSouthCarolina。Hewasaware,fromsomecasualremarkofMis’Molly’s,thatRenahadgonetoliveinSouthCarolina。Herson’snamewasJohn—— thathehadchangedhislastnamewasmorethanlikely。FrankwasnotlonginreachingtheconclusionthatRenawastobefoundnearthetownnamedontheenvelope,whichhecarefullypreservedforfuturereference。 ForawholeyearFrankhadyearnedforasmileorakindwordfromtheonlywomanintheworld。 Peter,hisfather,hadralliedhimsomewhatuponhismoodinessafterRena’sdeparture。 \"Now’sdetime,boy,feryouterbelookin’ roun’fersomenicegaleryo’owncolor,w’at’ll’preciateyou,an’won’tbe’shamederyou。You’rewastin’time,boy,wastin’time,shootin’atamarkouteryo’range。\" ButFranksaidnothinginreply,andafterwardstheoldman,whowasnotwithoutdiscernment,respectedhisson’smoodandwassilentinturn; whileFrankfedhismemorywithhisimagination,andbytheirjointaidkepthopealive。 Lateranopportunitytoseeherpresenteditself。 Businessinthecoopershopwasdull。Abarrelfactoryhadbeenopenedinthetown,andhadwell—nighparalyzedthecooper’strade。Thebestmechaniccouldhardlycompetewithamachine。 OnemancouldnoweasilydotheworkofPeter’sshop。Anagentappearedintownseekinglaborersforoneoftherailroadswhichthenewlyorganizedcarpet—baggovernmentswerepromoting。 UponinquiryFranklearnedthattheirdestinationwasnearthetownofClarence,SouthCarolina。 Hepromptlyengagedhimselffortheservice,andwassoonatworkintheneighborhoodofWarwick’shome。Therehewasemployedsteadilyuntilacertainholiday,uponwhichagrandtournamentwasadvertisedtotakeplaceinaneighboringtown。Workwassuspended,andforemenandlaborersattendedthefestivities。 FrankhadsurmisedthatRenawouldbepresentonsuchanoccasion。Hehadmorethanguessed,too,thatshemustbelookedforamongthewhitepeopleratherthanamongtheblack。Hencetheinterestwithwhichhehadscannedthegrandstand。 Theresulthasalreadybeenrecounted。Hehadrecognizedhersweetface;hehadseenherenthronedamongtheproudestandbest。Hehadwitnessedandgloriedinhertriumph。Hehadseenhercheekflushedwithpleasure,hereyeslitupwithsmiles。Hehadfollowedhercarriage,hadmadetheacquaintanceofMimythenurse,andhadlearnedallaboutthefamily。WhenfinallyhelefttheneighborhoodtoreturntoPatesville,hehadlearnedofTryon’sattentions,andhadheardtheservants’gossipwithreferencetothemarriage,ofwhichtheyknewthedetailslongbeforetheprincipalshadapproachedthemainfact。FrankwentawaywithouthavingreceivedonesmileorheardonewordfromRena;buthehadseenher: shewashappy;hewascontentintheknowledgeofherhappiness。Shewasdoubtlesssecureinthebeliefthathersecretwasunknown。Whyshouldhe,byrevealinghispresence,sowtheseedsofdoubtordistrustinthegardenofherhappiness?Hesacrificedthedeepestlongingofafaithfulheart,andwentbacktothecoopershoplestperchanceshemightaccidentallycomeuponhimsomedayandsuffertheshockwhichhehadsedulouslysparedher。 \"Iwouldn’wantterskeerher,\"hemused,\"ermakeherfeelbad,an’dat’sw’atI’dmos’lacklydoefsheseedme。She’llbebetteroffwidmeout’nderoad。She’llmarrydatrichw’itegent’eman,—— hewon’tneverknowdediffe’nce,——an’beaw’itelady,ezshewould’a’be’n,efsomeolewitchhadn’ changedherinhercradle。Butmaybesometimeshe’ll’memberdelittleniggerw’atuse’ternussherw’enshewozachile,an’fishedherout’ndeolecanal,an’would’a’diedferherefitwould’a’doneanygood。\" Verygenerouslytoo,andwithafinedelicacy,hesaidnothingtoMis’Mollyofhishavingseenherdaughter,lestshemightbedisquietedbytheknowledgethathesharedthefamilysecret,——nogreatmysterynow,thispitifulsecret,butmorefar— reachinginitsconsequencesthananyblood—curdlingcrime。Thetaintofblackbloodwastheunpardonablesin,fromtheunmeritedpenaltyofwhichtherewasnoescapeexceptbyconcealment。Iftherebeadaintyreaderofthistalewhoscornsalie,andwhowritesthestoryofhislifeuponhissleeveforalltheworldtoread,lethimuncurlhisscornfullipandcomedownfromthepedestalofsuperiormorality,towhichassuredpositionandwideopportunityhaveliftedhim,andputhimselfintheplaceofRenaandherbrother,uponwhomGodhadlavishedhisbestgifts,andfromwhomsocietywouldhavewithheldallthatmadethesegiftsvaluable。 Toundertakewhattheytriedtodorequiredgreatcourage。Hadtheypossessedthesneaking,cringing,treacherouscharactertraditionallyascribedtopeopleofmixedblood——thecharacterwhichtheblessedinstitutionsofafreeslave—holdingrepublichadbeenwelladaptedtofosteramongthem;hadtheybeenselfishenoughtosacrificetotheirambitionthemotherwhogavethembirth,societywouldhavebeenplacatedorhumbugged,andthevoyageoftheirlifemighthavebeenoneofunbrokensmoothness。 WhenRenacamebackunexpectedlyatthebehestofherdream,Frankheardagainthemusicofhervoice,feltthejoyofherpresenceandthebenisonofhersmile。Therewas,however,asubtledifferenceinherbearing。Herwordswerenotlesskind,buttheyseemedtocomefromaremotersource。Shewaskind,asthesuniswarmortherainrefreshing;shewasespeciallykindtoFrank,becausehehadbeengoodtohermother。IfFrankfeltthedifferenceinherattitude,heascribedittothefactthatshehadbeenwhite,andhadtakenonsomethingofthewhiteattitudetowardthenegro; andFrank,withanequalunconsciousness,clothedherwiththeattributesofthesuperiorrace。Onlyherdropofblackblood,heconceived,gavehimtherighttofeeltowardherashewouldneverhavefeltwithoutit;andifRenaguessedherfaithfuldevotee’ssecret,thesamereasonsavedhisworshipfrompresumption。Asmileandakindwordwerelittleenoughtopayforalife’sdevotion。 OnthethirddayofRena’spresenceinPatesville,FrankwasdrivingupFrontStreetintheearlyafternoon,whenhenearlyfelloffhiscartinastonishmentashesawseatedinDr。Green’sbuggy,whichwasstandinginfrontofthePatesvilleHotel,theyounggentlemanwhohadwontheprizeatthetournament,andwho,ashehadlearned,wastomarryRena。FrankwasquitecertainthatshedidnotknowofTryon’spresenceinthetown。 FrankhadbeenovertoMis’Molly’sinthemorning,andhadofferedhisservicestothesickwoman,whohadrapidlybecomeconvalescentuponherdaughter’sreturn。Mis’Mollyhadspokenofsomecamphorthatsheneeded。Frankhadvolunteeredtogetit。Renahadthankedhim,andhadspokenofgoingtothedrugstoreduringtheafternoon。ItwasherintentiontoleavePatesvilleonthefollowingday。 \"Efdatmanseesherindistown,\"saidFranktohimself,\"dere’llbetrouble。Shedon’tknowHE’Shere,an’I’llbethedon’tknowSHE’Shere。\" ThenFrankwasassailedbyaverystrongtemptation。If,ashesurmised,thejointpresenceofthetwoloversinPatesvillewasamerecoincidence,ameetingbetweenthemwouldprobablyresultinthediscoveryofRena’ssecret。 \"Ifshe’sfoundout,\"arguedthetempter,\"she’llcomebacktohermother,andyoucanseehereveryday。\" ButFrank’slovewasnotoftheselfishkind。 Heputtemptationaside,andappliedthewhiptothebackofhismulewithavigorthatastonishedtheanimalandmovedhimtounwontedactivity。InanunusuallyshortspaceoftimehedrewupbeforeMis’Molly’sbackgate,sprangfromthecart,andranuptoMis’Mollyontheporch。 \"IsMissRenahere?\"hedemandedbreathlessly。 \"No,Frank;shewentuptown’boutanhouragotoseethedoctoran’gitmesomecamphorgum。\" Frankutteredagroan,rushedfromthehouse,sprangintothecart,andgoadedtheterrifiedmuleintoagallopthatcarriedhimbacktothemarkethouseinhalfthetimeithadtakenhimtoreachMis’Molly’s。 \"Iwonderwhatintheworl’sthematterwithFrank,\"musedMis’Molly,invaguealarm。\"Efhehadn’tbe’ninsuchahurry,I’d’a’axedhimtoreadJudgeStraight’sletter。ButRena’llbehomesoon。\" WhenFrankreachedthedoctor’soffice,hesawTryonseatedinthedoctor’sbuggy,whichwasstandingbythewindowofthedrugstore。Frankranupstairsandaskedthedoctor’smanifMissWaldenhadbeenthere。 \"Yas,\"repliedDave,\"shewuzherealittlew’ileago,an’saidshewuzgwinedownstairsterdedrugsto’。Iwouldn’bes’prise’efyou’dfin’herderenow。\" XV MINEOWNPEOPLE ThedrivebywhichDr。GreentookTryontohisownhouseledupFrontStreetaboutamile,tothemostaristocraticportionofthetown,situatedonthehillknownasHaymount,or,morebriefly,\"TheHill。\"TheHillhadlostsomeofitsformerglory,however,fortheblightofafouryears’warwaseverywhere。Afterreachingthetopofthiswoodedeminence,theroadskirtedforsomelittledistancethebrowofthehill。Belowthemlaythepicturesqueoldtown,amassofvividgreen,dottedhereandtherewithgrayroofsthatroseabovethetree—tops。TwolongribbonsofstreetsstretchedawayfromtheHilltothefaintredlinethatmarkedthehighbluffbeyondtheriveratthefarthersideofthetown。Themarket—housetowerandtheslenderspiresofhalfadozenchurchesweresharplyoutlinedagainstthegreenbackground。Thefaceoftheclockwasvisible,butthehourscouldhavebeenreadonlybyeyesofphenomenalsharpness。 Aroundthemstretchedruinedwalls,dismantledtowers,andcrumblingearthworks——footprintsofthegodofwar,oneofwhosetempleshadcrownedthisheight。FormanyyearsbeforetherebellionaFederalarsenalhadbeenlocatedatPatesville。 SeizedbythestatetroopsuponthesecessionofNorthCarolina,ithadbeenheldbytheConfederatesuntiltheapproachofSherman’svictoriousarmy,whereuponitwasevacuatedandpartiallydestroyed。Theworkofdestructionbegunbytheretreatinggarrisonwascompletedbytheconquerors,andnowonlyruinedwallsandbrokencannonremainedofwhathadoncebeenthechiefornamentandprideofPatesville。 ThefrontofDr。Green’sspaciousbrickhouse,whichoccupiedanideallypicturesquesite,wasovergrownbyanetworkofclingingvines,contrastingmostagreeablywiththemellowredbackground。Alowbrickwall,alsooverrunwithcreepers,separatedthepremisesfromthestreetandshutinawell—keptflowergarden,inwhichTryon,whoknewsomethingofplants,noticedmanyrareandbeautifulspecimens。 Mrs。GreengreetedTryoncordially。Hedidnothavethedoctor’smemorywithwhichtofilloutthelady’scheeksorrestorethelustreofherhairorthesparkleofhereyes,andtherebyjustifyherhusband’sclaimtobeajudgeofbeauty;butherkind—heartedhospitalitywasobvious,andmighthavemadeevenaplainwomanseemhandsome。 Sheandhertwofairdaughters,towhomTryonwasdulypresented,lookedwithmuchfavorupontheirhandsomeyoungkinsman;foramongthepeopleofPatesville,perhapsbyvirtueoftheprevalenceofScottishblood,thetiesofbloodwerecherishedasthingsofvalue,andneverforgottenexceptincaseoftheunworthy——anexception,bytheway,whichoneneedhardlygosofartoseek。 ThePatesvillepeoplewerenotexceptionalintheweaknessesandmeannesseswhicharecommontoallmankind,butforsomeofthefinersocialqualitiestheywereconspicuouslyabovetheaverage。 Kindness,hospitality,loyalty,achivalrousdeferencetowomen,——allthesethingsmightbefoundinlargemeasurebythosewhosawPatesvillewiththeeyesofitsbestcitizens,andacceptedtheirstandardsofpolitics,religion,manners,andmorals。 Thedoctor,aftertheintroductions,excusedhimselfforamoment。Mrs。GreensoonleftTryonwiththeyoungladiesandwenttolookafterluncheon。Herfirsterrand,however,wastofindthedoctor。 \"Ishewelloff,Ed?\"sheaskedherhusband。 \"Lotsofland,andplentyofmoney,ifheiseverabletocollectit。Hehasinheritedtwoestates。\" \"He’sagood—lookingfellow,\"shemused。\"Ishemarried?\" \"Thereyougoagain,\"repliedherhusband,shakinghisforefingeratherinmockreproach。 \"Toawomanwithmarriageabledaughtersallroadsleadtomatrimony,thecentreofawoman’suniverse。Allmenmustbesizedupbytheirmatrimonialavailability。No,heisn’tmarried。\" \"That’snice,\"sherejoinedreflectively。\"I thinkweoughttoaskhimtostaywithuswhileheisintown,don’tyou?\" \"He’snotmarried,\"rejoinedthedoctorslyly,\"butthenextbestthing——he’sengaged。\" \"Cometothinkofit,\"saidthelady,\"I’mafraidwewouldn’thavetheroomtospare,andthegirlswouldhardlyhavetimetoentertainhim。 Butwe’llhavehimupseveraltimes。Ilikehislooks。Iwishyouhadsentmewordhewascoming; I’dhavehadabetterluncheon。\" \"Makehimasalad,\"rejoinedthedoctor,\"andgetoutabottleofthebestclaret。ThankGod,theYankeesdidn’tgetintomywinecellar!TheyoungmanmustbetreatedwithgenuineSouthernhospitality,——evenifhewereaMormonandmarriedtentimesover。\" \"Indeed,hewouldnot,Ed,——theidea!I’mashamedofyou。Hurrybacktotheparlorandtalktohim。Thegirlsmaywanttoprimpalittlebeforeluncheon;wedon’thaveayoungmaneveryday。\" \"Beautyunadorned,\"repliedthedoctor,\"isadornedthemost。Myprofessionqualifiesmetospeakuponthesubject。TheyarethetwohandsomestyoungwomeninPatesville,andthedaughtersofthemostbeautiful\"—— \"Don’tyoudaretosaytheword,\"interruptedMrs。Green,withplacidgoodnature。\"IshallnevergrowoldwhileIamlivingwithabigboylikeyou。ButImustgoandmakethesalad。\" Atdinnertheconversationranonthefamilyconnectionsandtheirvaryingfortunesinthelatewar。Somehaddieduponthebattlefield,andsleptinunknowngraves;somehadbeenfinanciallyruinedbytheirfaithinthe\"lostcause,\" havinginvestedtheirallinthesecuritiesoftheConfederateGovernment。Fewhadanythingleftbutland,andlandwithoutslavestoworkitwasadruginthemarket。 \"Iwasofferedathousandacres,theotherday,attwenty—fivecentsanacre,\"remarkedthedoctor。 \"Theownerissoland—poorthathecan’tpaythetaxes。Theyhavetakenournegroesandourliberties。Itmaybebetterforourgrandchildrenthatthenegroesarefree,butit’sconfoundedlyhardonustotakethemwithoutpayingforthem。Theymayexaltourslavesoverustemporarily,buttheyhavenotbrokenourspirit,andcannottakeawayoursuperiorityofbloodandbreeding。Intimeweshallregaincontrol。Thenegroisaninferiorcreature;Godhasmarkedhimwiththebadgeofservitude,andhasadjustedhisintellecttoaservilecondition。Wewillnotlongsubmittohisdomination。Igiveyouatoast,sir:TheAnglo—Saxonrace:mayitremainforever,asnow,theheadandfrontofcreation,neveryieldingitsrights,andreadyalwaystodie,ifneedbe,indefenseofitsliberties!\" \"Withallmyheart,sir,\"repliedTryon,whofeltinthiscompanyathrillofthatpleasurewhichaccompaniesconscioussuperiority,——\"withallmyheart,sir,iftheladieswillpermitme。\" \"Wewilljoinyou,\"theyreplied。Thetoastwasdrunkwithgreatenthusiasm。 \"Andnow,mydearGeorge,\"exclaimedthedoctor,\"tochangeonegoodsubjectforanother,telluswhoisthefavoredlady?\" \"AMissRowenaWarwick,sir,\"repliedTryon,vividlyconsciousoffourpairsofeyesfixeduponhim,but,apartfromthemomentaryembarrassment,welcomingthesubjectastheonehewouldmostliketospeakupon。 \"Agood,strongoldEnglishname,\"observedthedoctor。 \"Theheroineof`Ivanhoe’!\"exclaimedMissHarriet。 \"WarwicktheKingmaker!\"saidMissMary。 \"Isshetallandfair,anddignifiedandstately?\" \"Sheistall,darkratherthanfair,andfulloftendergraceandsweethumility。\" \"SheshouldhavebeennamedRebeccainsteadofRowena,\"rejoinedMissMary,whowaswellupinherScott。 \"Tellussomethingaboutherpeople,\"askedMrs。Green,——towhichinquirytheyoungladieslookedassent。 InthismeetingoftheelectofhisownclassandkinWarwickfeltacertainstrongilluminationuponthevalueofbirthandblood。FindingRenaamongpeopleofthebestsocialstanding,thesubsequentintimationthatshewasagirlofnofamilyhadseemedasmallmattertoonesomuchinlove。 Nevertheless,inhispresentcompanyhefeltadecidedsatisfactioninbeingabletopresentforhisfuturewifeacleanbillofsocialhealth。 \"HerbrotheristhemostprominentlawyerofClarence。Theyliveinafineoldfamilymansion,andareamongthebestpeopleofthetown。\" \"Quiteright,myboy,\"assentedthedoctor。 \"Nonebutthebestaregoodenoughforthebest。 YoumustbringhertoPatesvillesomeday。Butblessmylife!\"heexclaimed,lookingathiswatch,\"Imustbegoing。Willyoustaywiththeladiesawhile,orgobackdowntownwithme?\" \"IthinkIhadbettergowithyou,sir。IshallhavetoseeJudgeStraight。\" \"Verywell。Butyoumustcomebacktosupper,andwe’llhaveafewfriendsintomeetyou。 Youmustseesomeofthebestpeople。\" Thedoctor’sbuggywaswaitingatthegate。 Astheywerepassingthehotelontheirdrivedowntown,theclerkcameouttothecurbstoneandcalledtothedoctor。 \"There’samanhere,doctor,who’sbeentakensuddenlyill。Canyoucomeinaminute?\" \"IsupposeI’llhaveto。Willyouwaitformehere,George,orwillyoudrivedowntotheoffice?Icanwalktherestoftheway。\" \"IthinkI’llwaithere,doctor,\"answeredTryon。\"I’llstepuptomyroomamoment。I’llbebackbythetimeyou’reready。\" Itwaswhiletheywerestandingbeforethehotel,beforealightingfromthebuggy,thatFrankFowler,passingonhiscart,sawTryonandsetoutasfastashecouldtowarnMis’Mollyandherdaughterofhispresenceinthetown。 Tryonwentuptohisroom,returnedafterawhile,andresumedhisseatinthebuggy,wherehewaitedfifteenminuteslongerbeforethedoctorwasready。Whentheydrewupinfrontoftheoffice,thedoctor’smanDavewasstandinginthedoorway,lookingupthestreetwithananxiousexpression,asthoughstrugglinghardtokeepsomethinguponhismind。 \"Anythingwanted,Dave?\"askedthedoctor。 \"Datyoung’oman’sbe’nheahag’in,suh,an’ wantsterseeyoubad。She’sindedrugstorederenow,suh。BlessGawd!\"headdedtohimselffervently,\"I’membereddat。Disyerrecommemb’anceermineisgwinetergitmeintertroubleefIdon’lookout,an’dat’safac’,sho’。\" Thedoctorsprangfromthebuggywithanagilityremarkableinamanofsixty。\"Justkeepyourseat,George,\"hesaidtoTryon,\"untilI havespokentotheyoungwoman,andthenwe’llgoacrosstoStraight’s。Or,ifyou’lldrivealongalittlefarther,youcanseethegirlthroughthewindow。She’sworththetrouble,ifyoulikeaprettyface。\" Tryonlikedoneprettyface;moreover,tintedbeautyhadneverappealedtohim。Moretoshowaproperregardforwhatinterestedthedoctorthanfromanycuriosityofhisown,hedroveforwardafewfeet,untilthesideofthebuggywasoppositethedrugstorewindow,andthenlookedin。 Betweenthecoloredglassbottlesinthewindowhecouldseeayoungwoman,atallandslendergirl,likealilyonitsstem。Shestoodtalkingwiththedoctor,whoheldhishatinhishandwithasmuchdeferenceasthoughsheweretheproudestdameintown。Herfacewaspartlyturnedawayfromthewindow,butasTryon’seyefelluponher,hegaveagreatstart。Surely,notwowomencouldbesomuchalike。Theheight,thegracefuldroopoftheshoulders,theswan—likepoiseofthehead,thewell— turnedlittleear,——surely,notwowomencouldhavethemallidentical!But,pshaw!thenotionwasabsurd,itwasmerelythereflexinfluenceofhismorning’sdream。 Shemovedslightly;itwasRena’smovement。 Surelyheknewthegown,andthestyleofhair— dressing!Sherestedherhandlightlyonthebackofachair。Theringthatglitteredonherfingercouldbenoneotherthanhisown。 Thedoctorbowed。Thegirlnoddedinresponse,and,turning,leftthestore。Tryonleanedforwardfromthebuggy—seatandkepthiseyefixedonthefigurethatmovedacrossthefloorofthedrugstore。 Asshecameout,sheturnedherfacecasuallytowardthebuggy,andtherecouldnolongerbeanydoubtastoheridentity。 WhenRena’seyesfellupontheyoungmaninthebuggy,shesawafaceaspaleasdeath,withstartingeyes,inwhichlove,whichoncehadreignedthere,hadnowgivenplacetoastonishmentandhorror。Shestoodamomentasifturnedtostone。Oneappealingglanceshegave,——alookthatmighthavesoftenedadamant。Whenshesawthatitbroughtnoansweringsignofloveorsorroworregret,thecolorfadedfromhercheek,thelightfromhereye,andshefellfaintingtotheground。 XVI THEBOTTOMFALLSOUT ThefirsteffectofTryon’sdiscoverywas,figurativelyspeaking,toknockthebottomoutofthingsforhim。Itwasmuchasifaboatonwhichhehadbeenfloatingsmoothlydownthestreamofpleasurehadsunksuddenlyandlefthimstrugglingindeepwaters。Thefullrealizationofthetruth,whichfollowedspeedily,hadforthemomentreversedhismentalattitudetowardher,andloveandyearninghadgivenplacetoangeranddisgust。Hisagitationcouldhardlyhaveescapednoticehadnotthedoctor’sattention,andthatofthecrowdthatquicklygathered,beenabsorbedbytheyoungwomanwhohadfallen。Duringthetimeoccupiedincarryingherintothedrugstore,restoringhertoconsciousness,andsendingherhomeinacarriage,Tryonhadtimetorecoverinsomedegreehisself—possession。WhenRenahadbeentakenhome,heslippedawayforalongwalk,afterwhichhecalledatJudgeStraight’sofficeandreceivedthejudge’sreportuponthematterpresented。JudgeStraighthadfoundtheclaim,inhisopinion,agoodone;hehaddiscoveredpropertyfromwhich,incasetheclaimwereallowed,theamountmightberealized。Thejudge,whohadalreadybeeninformedoftheincidentatthedrugstore,observedTryon’spreoccupationandguessedshrewdlyatitscause,butgavenosign。Tryonleftthematterofthenoteunreservedlyinthelawyer’shands,withinstructionstocommunicatetohimanyfurtherdevelopments。 Returningtothedoctor’soffice,Tryonlistenedtothatgenialgentleman’scommentsontheaccident,hisownconcerninwhichhe,byagreateffort,wasabletoconceal。ThedoctorinsisteduponhisreturningtotheHillforsupper。Tryonpleadedillness。Thedoctorwassolicitous,felthispulse,examinedhistongue,pronouncedhimfeverish,andprescribedasedative。Tryonsoughtrefugeinhisroomatthehotel,fromwhichhedidnotemergeagainuntilmorning。 Hisemotionswerevariedandstormy。Atfirsthecouldseenothingbutthefraudofwhichhehadbeenmadethevictim。Anegrogirlhadbeenfoisteduponhimforawhitewoman,andhehadalmostcommittedtheunpardonablesinagainsthisraceofmarryingher。Suchastep,hefelt,wouldhavebeencriminalatanytime;itwouldhavebeenthemostodioustreacheryatthisepoch,whenhispeoplehadbeensubjugatedandhumiliatedbytheNortherninvaders,whohadpreachednegroequalityandabolishedthewholesomelawsdecreeingtheseparationoftheraces。ButnoSouthernerwholovedhispoor,downtroddencountry,orhisrace,theproudAnglo—SaxonracewhichtracedtheclearstreamofitsbloodtothecavaliersofEngland,couldtoleratetheideathatevenindistantgenerationsthatunsulliedcurrentcouldbepollutedbythebloodofslaves。TheverythoughtwasaninsulttothewhitepeopleoftheSouth。 ForTryon’sliberality,ofwhichhehadspokensonoblyandsosincerely,hadbeenconfinedunconsciously,andasamatterofcourse,withintheboundariesofhisownrace。TheSouthernmind,indiscussingabstractquestionsrelativetohumanity,makesalways,consciouslyorunconsciously,thementalreservationthattheconclusionsreacheddonotapplytothenegro,unlesstheycanbemadetoharmonizewiththecustomsofthecountry。 Butreasoningthuswasnotwithouteffectuponamindbynaturereasonableabovetheaverage。 Tryon’sraceimpulseandsocialprejudicehadcarriedhimtoofar,andtheswingofthementalpendulumbroughthisthoughtsrapidlybackintheoppositedirection。Tossinguneasilyonthebed,wherehehadthrownhimselfdownwithoutundressing,theairoftheroomoppressedhim,andhethrewopenthewindow。Thecoolnightaircalmedhisthrobbingpulses。Themoonlight,streamingthroughthewindow,floodedtheroomwithasoftlight,inwhichheseemedtoseeRenastandingbeforehim,asshehadappearedthatafternoon,gazingathimwitheyesthatimploredcharityandforgiveness。Heburstintotears,—— bittertears,thatstrainedhisheartstrings。Hewasonlyayouth。Shewashisfirstlove,andhehadlostherforever。Shewasworsethandeadtohim;forifhehadseenherlyinginhershroudbeforehim,hecouldatleasthavecherishedhermemory;now,eventhisconsolationwasdeniedhim。 Thetownclock——whichsolongasitwaswoundupregularlyreckednothingofloveorhate,joyorsorrow——solemnlytolledoutthehourofmidnightandsoundedtheknellofhislostlove。Lostshewas,asthoughshehadneverbeen,asshehadindeedhadnorighttobe。Heresolutelydeterminedtobanishherimagefromhismind。Seeheragainhecouldnot;itwouldbepainfultothemboth;itcouldbeproductiveofnogoodtoeither。Hehadfeltthepowerandcharmoflove,andnoordinaryshookcouldhavelooseneditshold;butthiscatastrophe,whichhadsorudelysweptawaythegroundworkofhispassion,hadstirredintonewlifealltheslumberingprideofraceandancestrywhichcharacterizedhiscaste。 Howmuchofthissensitivesuperioritywasessentialandhowmuchaccidental;howmuchofitwasduetotheever—suggestedcomparisonwithaservilerace;howmuchofitwasignoranceandself—conceit;towhatextenttheboastedpurityofhisracewouldhavebeencontaminatedbythefairwomanwhoseimagefilledhismemory,——ofthesethingsheneverthought。Hewasnotinfluencedbysordidconsiderations;hewouldhavedeniedthathiscoursewascontrolledbyanynarrowprudence。IfRenahadbeenwhite,purewhite(forinhiscreedtherewasnocompromise),hewouldhavebravedanydangerforhersake。Hadshebeenmerelyofillegitimatebirth,hewouldhaveoverlookedthebarsinister。Hadherpeoplebeensimplypoorandoflowestate,hewouldhavebrushedasidemereworldlyconsiderations,andwouldhavebravelysacrificedconventionforlove; forhisliberalitywasnotamereformofwords。 Buttheoneobjectionwhichhecouldnotoverlookwas,unhappily,theonethatappliedtotheonlywomanwhohadasyetmovedhisheart。Hetriedtobeangrywithher,butafterthefirsthourhefounditimpossible。Hewasamanoftoomuchimaginationnottobeabletoputhimself,insomemeasureatleast,inherplace,——toperceivethatforherthestepwhichhadplacedherinTryon’sworldwastheworkingoutofnature’sgreatlawofself— preservation,forwhichhecouldnotblameher。 Butforthesheerestaccident,——no,rather,butforaprovidentialinterference,——hewouldhavemarriedher,andmighthavegonetothegraveunconsciousthatshewasotherthansheseemed。 Theclockstruckthehouroftwo。Withashiverheclosedthewindow,undressedbythemoonlight,drewdowntheshade,andwenttobed。 Hefellintoanunquietslumber,anddreamedagainofRena。Hemustlearntocontrolhiswakingthoughts;hisdreamscouldnotbecurbed。 InthatrealmRena’simagewasformanyadaytoremainsupreme。Hedreamedofhersweetsmile,hersofttouch,hergentlevoice。Inallherfairyoungbeautyshestoodbeforehim,andthenbysomehellishmagicshewasslowlytransformedintoahideousblackhag。Withagonizedeyeshewatchedherbeautifultressesbecomemerewispsofcoarsewool,wrappedroundwithdingycottonstrings;hesawhercleareyesgrowbloodshot,herivoryteethturntounwholesomefangs。Withashudderheawoke,tofindthecoldgraydawnofarainydaystealingthroughthewindow。 Herose,dressedhimself,wentdowntobreakfast,thenenteredthewriting—roomandpennedaletterwhich,afterreadingitover,hetoreintosmallpiecesandthrewintothewastebasket。A secondsharedthesamefate。Givingupthetask,heleftthehotelandwalkeddowntoDr。Green’soffice。 \"Isthedoctorin?\"heaskedofthecoloredattendant。 \"No,suh,\"repliedtheman;\"he’sgoneterseedeyoungculludgalw’atfaintedw’endedoctahwaswidyouyistiddy。\" Tryonsatdownatthedoctor’sdeskandhastilyscrawledanote,statingthatbusinesscompelledhisimmediatedeparture。Hethankedthedoctorforcourtesiesextended,andlefthisregardsfortheladies。Returning。tothehotel,hepaidhisbillandtookahackforthewharf,fromwhichaboatwasduetoleaveatnineo’clock。 AsthehackdrovedownFrontStreet,Tryonnotedidlythehousesthatlinedthestreet。Whenhereachedthesordiddistrictinthelowerpartofthetown,therewasnothingtoattracthisattentionuntilthecarriagecameabreastofarowofcedar—trees,beyondwhichcouldbeseentheupperpartofalargehousewithdormerwindows。Beforethegatestoodahorseandbuggy,whichTryonthoughtherecognizedasDr。Green’s。Heleanedforwardandaddressedthedriver。 \"Canyoutellmewholivesthere?\"Tryonasked,pointingtothehouse。 \"Acallud’oman,suh,\"themanreplied,touchinghishat。\"Mis’MollyWaldenan’herdaughterRena。\" Thevividimpressionhereceivedofthishouse,andthespectrethatrosebeforehimofapale,broken—heartedgirlwithinitsgraywalls,weepingforalostloverandavanisheddreamofhappiness,didnotarguewellforTryon’sfuturepeaceofmind。Rena’simagewasnottobeeasilyexpelledfromhisheart;forthelawsofnaturearehigherandmorepotentthanmerelyhumaninstitutions,anduponanythinglikeafairfieldarelikelytowininthelongran。 XVII TWOLETTERS Warwickawaitedeventswithsomecalmnessandsomephilosophy,——hecouldhardlyhavehadtheonewithouttheother;anditrequiredmuchphilosophytomakehimwaitaweekinpatienceforinformationuponasubjectinwhichhewassovitallyinterested。Thedelaypointedtodisaster。 Badnewsbeingexpected,delayatleastputofftheevilday。Attheendoftheweekhereceivedtwoletters,——oneaddressedinhisownhandwritingandpostmarkedPatesville,N。C。;theotherinthehandwritingofGeorgeTryon。HeopenedthePatesvilleletter,whichranasfollows:—— MYDEARSON,——Frankiswritingthisletterforme。Iamnotwell,but,thanktheLord,I ambetterthanIwas。 Renahashadaheapoftroubleonaccountofmeandmysickness。IfIcouldofdreamtthatI wasgoingtodosomuchharm,IwouldofdiedandgonetomeetmyGodwithoutwritingonewordtospoilmygirl’schancesinlife;butIdidn’tknowwhatwasgoingtohappen,andIhopetheLordwillforgiveme。 Frankknowsallaboutit,andsoIamhavinghimwritethisletterforme,asRenaisnotwellenoughyet。FrankhasbeenverygoodtomeandtoRena。HewasdowntoyourplaceandsawRenathere,andneversaidawordaboutittonobody,noteventome,becausehedidn’twanttodoRenanoharm。FrankisthebestfriendI havegotintown,becausehedoessomuchformeanddon’twantnothinginreturn。(Hetellsmenottoputthisinabouthim,butIwantyoutoknowit。) AndnowaboutRena。Shecometoseeme,andIgotbetterrightaway,foritwaslongingforherasmuchasanythingelsethatmademesick,andIwasmightymizzable。Whenshehadbeenherethreedaysandwasgoingbacknextday,shewentuptowntoseethedoctorforme,andwhileshewasupthereshefaintedandfelldowninthestreet,andDr。Greensentherhomeinhisbuggyandcomedowntoseeher。Hecouldn’ttellwhatwasthematterwithher,butshehasbeensickeversinceandoutofherheadsomeofthetime,andkeepsoncallingonsomebodybythenameofGeorge,whichwastheyoungwhitemanshetoldmeshewasgoingtomarry。ItseemshewasintownthedayRenawastooksick,forFranksawhimupstreetandrunallthewaydownheretotellme,sothatshecouldkeepoutofhisway,whileshewasstilluptownwaitingforthedoctorandgettingmesomecamphorgumformycamphorbottle。OldJudgeStraightmusthaveknowedsomethingaboutit,forhesentmeanotetokeepRenainthehouse,butthelittleboyhesentitbydidn’tbringittillRenawasalreadygoneuptown,and,asIcouldn’tread,ofcourseIdidn’tknowwhatitsaid。Dr。 GreenheardRenarunningonwhileshewasoutofherhead,andIreckonhemusthavesuspicionedsomething,forhelookedkindofqueerandwentawaywithoutsayingnothing。Franksaysshemetthismanonthestreet,andwhenhefoundoutshewasn’twhite,hesaidordonesomethingthatbrokeherheartandshefaintedandfelldown。 IamwritingyouthisletterbecauseIknowyouwillbeworryingaboutRenanotcomingback。Ifitwasn’tforFrank,IhardlyknowhowIcouldwritetoyou。FrankisnotgoingtosaynothingaboutRena’spassingforwhiteandmeetingthisman,andneitheramI;andIdon’tsupposeJudgeStraightwillsaynothing,becauseheisourgoodfriend;andDr。Greenwon’tsaynothingaboutit,becauseFranksaysDr。Green’scookNancysaysthisyoungmannamedGeorgestoppedwithhimandwassomecousinorrelationtothefamily,andtheywouldn’twantpeopletoknowthatanyoftheirkinwasthinkingaboutmarryingacoloredgirl,andthewhitefolkshaveallbeenmadsinceJ。B。 Thompsonmarriedhisblackhousekeeperwhenshegotreligionandwouldn’tlivewithhimnomore。 Alltherestoftheconnectionarewell。IhavejustbeenintoseehowRenais。Sheisfeelingsomebetter,Ithink,andsaysgiveyouherloveandshewillwriteyoualetterinafewdays,assoonassheiswellenough。Shebustoutcryingwhileshewastalking,butIreckonthatisbetterthanbeingoutofherhead。Ihopethismayfindyouwell,andthatthismanofRena’swon’tsaynordonothingdowntheretohurtyou。HehasnotwrotetoRenanorsenthernoword。Ireckonheisverymad。 Youraffectionatemother,MARYWALDEN。 Thisletter,whileconfirmingWarwick’sfears,relievedhissuspense。Heatleastknewtheworst,unlessthereshouldbesomethingstillmoredisturbinginTryon’sletter,whichhenowproceededtoopen,andwhichranasfollows:—— JOHNWARWICK,ESQ。 DearSir,——WhenIinformyou,asyouaredoubtlessinformederethereceiptofthis,thatI sawyoursisterinPatesvillelastweekandlearnedthenatureofthoseantecedentsofyoursandhersatwhichyouhintedsoobscurelyinarecentconversation,youwillnotbesurprisedtolearnthatItakethisopportunityofrenouncinganypretensionstoMissWarwick’shand,andrequestyoutoconveythismessagetoher,sinceitwasthroughyouthatIformedheracquaintance。Ithinkperhapsthatfewwhitemenwoulddeemitnecessarytomakeanexplanationunderthecircumstances,andIdonotknowthatIneedsaymorethanthatnoone,consideringwhereandhowImetyoursister,wouldhavedreamedofeventhepossibilityofwhatIhavelearned。Imightwithjusticereproachyoufortriflingwiththemostsacredfeelingsofaman’sheart;butIrealizethehardshipofyourpositionandhers,andcanmakeallowances。 Iwouldneverhavesoughttoknowthisthing;I woulddoubtlesshavebeenhappierhadIgonethroughlifewithoutfindingitout;buthavingtheknowledge,Icannotignoreit,asyoumustunderstandperfectlywell。Iregretthatsheshouldbedistressedordisappointed,——shehasnotsufferedalone。 IneedscarcelyassureyouthatIshallsaynothingaboutthisaffair,andthatIshallkeepyoursecretasthoughitweremyown。Personally,Ishallneverbeabletothinkofyouasotherthanawhiteman,asyoumaygatherfromthetoneofthisletter;andwhileIcannotmarryyoursister,Iwishhereveryhappiness,andremain,Yoursverytruly,GEORGETRYON。 WarwickcouldnotknowthatthisformalepistlewasthelastofadozenthatTryonhadwrittenanddestroyedduringtheweeksincethemeetinginPatesville,——hot,blisteringletters,cold,cuttingletters,scornful,crushingletters。Thoughnoneofthemwassent,exceptthislast,theyhadfurnishedasafety—valveforhisemotions,andhadlefthiminastateofmindthatpermittedhimtowritetheforegoing。 Andnow,whileRenaisrecoveringfromherillness,andTryonfromhislove,andwhileFateisshufflingthecardsforanotherdeal,afewwordsmaybesaidaboutthepastlifeofthepeoplewholivedintherearoftheflowergarden,inthequaintoldhousebeyondthecedars,andhowtheirlivesweremingledwiththoseofthemenandwomenaroundthemandothersthatweregone。Forconnectedwithourkindwemustbe;ifnotbyourvirtues,thenbyourvices,——ifnotbyourservices,atleastbyourneeds。 XVIII UNDERTHEOLDREGIME Formanyyearsbeforethecivilwartherehadlived,intheoldhousebehindthecedars,afreecoloredwomanwhowentbythenameofMollyWalden——herrightfulname,forherparentswerefree—bornandlegallymarried。Shewasatallwoman,straightasanarrow。Hercomplexioninyouthwasofanoldivorytint,whichattheperiodofthisstory,timehaddarkenedmeasurably。Herblackeyes,nowfaded,hadoncesparkledwiththefireofyouth。Highcheek—bones,straightblackhair,andacertaindignifiedreposefulnessofmannerpointedtoanaboriginaldescent。Traditiongavehertothenegrorace。Doubtlessshehadastrainofeach,withwhitebloodveryvisiblypredominatingoverboth。InLouisianaortheWestIndiesshewouldhavebeencalledaquadroon,ormoreloosely,acreole;inNorthCarolina,wherefinedistinctionswerenottheruleinmattersofcolor,shewassufficientlydifferentiatedwhendescribedasabrightmulatto。 Molly’sfreebirthcarriedwithitcertainadvantages,evenintheSouthbeforethewar。Thoughdegradedfromitshighestate,andshornofitschoicestattributes,theword\"freedom\"hadneverthelessacheerfulsound,anddescribedaconditionthatlefteventocoloredpeoplewhocouldclaimitsomelibertyofmovementandsomecontroloftheirownpersons。Theywerenotcitizens,yettheywerenotslaves。Nonegro,saveinbooks,everrefusedfreedom;manyofthemranfrightfulriskstoachieveit。Molly’sparentswereoftheclass,morenumerousinNorthCarolinathanelsewhere,knownas\"oldissuefreenegroes,\"whichtookitsriseinthemistycolonialperiod,whenracelineswerenotsocloselydrawn,andthepopulationofNorthCarolinacomprisedmanyIndians,runawaynegroes,andindenturedwhiteservantsfromtheseaboardplantations,whomingledtheirbloodwithgreatfreedomandsmallformality。FreecoloredpeopleinNorthCarolinaexercisedtherightofsuffrageaslateas1835,andsomeofthem,inspiteofgallingrestrictions,attainedtoaconsiderabledegreeofprosperity,anddreamedofastillbrighterfuture,whenthegrowingtyrannyoftheslavepowercrushedtheirhopesandcrowdedthefreepeoplebackupontheblackmassjustbeneaththem。Mis’Molly’sfatherhadbeenatonetimeamanofsomemeans。Inanevilhour,withanoverweeningconfidenceinhisfellowmen,heindorsedanoteforawhitemanwho,inamomentoffinancialhardship,clappedhiscoloredneighboronthebackandcalledhimbrother。Notpoverty,butwealth,isthemostpotentleveler。