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类别:其他 作者:Joseph Conrad字数:25885更新时间:19/01/07 08:53:10
Idon’tmeantosaythatHeemskirkwasatypicalDutchnavalofficer。Ihaveseenenoughofthemnottofallintothatabsurdmistake。Hehadabig,clean—shavenface;greatflat,browncheeks,withathin,hookednoseandasmall,pursymouthsqueezedinbetween。Therewereafewsilverthreadsinhisblackhair,andhisunpleasanteyeswerenearlyblack,too。Hehadasurlywayofcastingsideglanceswithoutmovinghishead,whichwassetlowonashort,roundneck。Athick,roundtrunkinadarkundressjacketwithgoldshoulder—straps,wassustainedbyastraddlypairofthick,roundlegs,inwhitedrilltrousers。Hisroundskullunderawhitecaplookedasifitwereimmenselythicktoo,buttherewerebrainsenoughinittodiscoverandtakeadvantagemaliciouslyofpooroldNelson’snervousnessbeforeeverythingthatwasinvestedwiththemerestshredofauthority。 Heemskirkwouldlandonthepointandperambulatesilentlyeverypartoftheplantationasifthewholeplacebelongedtohim,beforeherwenttothehouse。Ontheverandahhewouldtakethebestchair,andwouldstayfortiffinordinner,justsimplystayon,withouttakingthetroubletoinvitehimselfbysomuchasaword。 Heoughttohavebeenkicked,ifonlyforhismannertoMissFreya。 Hadhebeenanakedsavage,armedwithspearsandpoisonedarrows,oldNelson(orNielsen)wouldhavegoneforhimwithhisbarefists。Butthesegoldshoulder—straps—Dutchshoulder—strapsatthat—wereenoughtoterrifytheoldfellow;soheletthebeggartreathimwithheavycontempt,devourhisdaughterwithhiseyes,anddrinkthebestpartofhislittlestockofwine。 Isawsomethingofthis,andononeoccasionItriedtopassaremarkonthesubject。ItwaspitiabletoseethetroubleinoldNelson’sroundeyes。Atfirsthecriedoutthatthelieutenantwasagoodfriendofhis;averygoodfellow。Iwentonstaringathimprettyhard,sothatatlasthefaltered,andhadtoownthat,ofcourse,Heemskirkwasnotaverygenialpersonoutwardly,butallthesameatbottom…… \"Ihaven’tyetmetagenialDutchmanouthere,\"Iinterrupted。 \"Geniality,afterall,isnotofmuchconsequence,butdon’tyousee—\" NelsonlookedsuddenlysofrightenedatwhatIwasgoingtosaythatIhadn’tthehearttogoon。Ofcourse,Iwasgoingtotellhimthatthefellowwasafterhisgirl。Thatjustdescribesitexactly。WhatHeemskirkmighthaveexpectedorwhathethoughthecoulddo,Idon’tknow。ForallIcantell,hemighthaveimaginedhimselfirresistible,orhavetakenFreyaforwhatshewasnot,onaccountofherlively,assured,unconstrainedmanner。Butthereitis。Hewasafterthatgirl。Nelsoncouldseeitwellenough。 Onlyhepreferredtoignoreit。Hedidnotwanttobetoldofit。 \"AllIwantistoliveinpeaceandquietnesswiththeDutchauthorities,\"hemumbledshamefacedly。 Hewasincurable。Iwassorryforhim,andIreallythinkMissFreyawassorryforherfather,too。Sherestrainedherselfforhissake,andaseverythingshedidshediditsimply,unaffectedly,andevengoodhumouredly。Nosmalleffortthat,becauseinHeemskirk’sattentionstherewasaninsolenttouchofscorn,hardtoputupwith。Dutchmenofthatsortareover—bearingtotheirinferiors,andthatofficerofthekinglookeduponoldNelsonandFreyaasquitebeneathhimineveryway。 Ican’tsayIfeltsorryforFreya。Shewasnotthesortofgirltotakeanythingtragically。Onecouldfeelforherandsympathisewithherdifficulty,butsheseemedequaltoanysituation。Itwasratheradmirationsheextortedbyhercompetentserenity。ItwasonlywhenJasperandHeemskirkweretogetheratthebungalow,asithappenednowandthen,thatshefeltthestrain,andeventhenitwasnotforeverybodytosee。Myeyesalonecoulddetectafaintshadowontheradianceofherpersonality。OnceIcouldnothelpsayingtoherappreciatively: \"Uponmywordyouarewonderful。\" Sheletitpasswithafaintsmile。 \"ThegreatthingistopreventJasperbecomingunreasonable,\"shesaid;andIcouldseerealconcernlurkinginthequietdepthsofherfrankeyesgazingstraightatme。\"Youwillhelptokeephimquiet,won’tyou?\" \"Ofcourse,wemustkeephimquiet,\"Ideclared,understandingverywellthenatureofheranxiety。\"He’ssuchalunatic,too,whenhe’sroused。\" \"Heis!\"sheassented,inasofttone;foritwasourjoketospeakofJasperabusively。\"ButIhavetamedhimabit。He’squiteagoodboynow。\" \"HewouldsquashHeemskirklikeablackbeetleallthesame,\"I remarked。 \"Rather!\"shemurmured。\"Andthatwouldn’tdo,\"sheaddedquickly。 \"Imaginethestatepoorpapawouldgetinto。Besides,Imeantobemistressofthedearbrigandsailabouttheseseas,notgooffwanderingtenthousandmilesawayfromhere。\" \"Thesooneryouareonboardtolookafterthemanandthebrigthebetter,\"Isaidseriously。\"Theyneedyoutosteadythembothabit。Idon’tthinkJasperwillevergetsobereddowntillhehascarriedyouofffromthisisland。Youdon’tseehimwhenheisawayfromyou,asIdo。He’sinastateofperpetualelationwhichalmostfrightensme。\" Atthisshesmiledagain,andthenlookedserious。Foritcouldnotbeunpleasanttohertobetoldofherpower,andshehadsomesenseofherresponsibility。Sheslippedawayfrommesuddenly,becauseHeemskirk,witholdNelsoninattendanceathiselbow,wascomingupthestepsoftheverandah。Directlyhisheadcameabovethelevelofthefloorhisill—naturedblackeyesshotglanceshereandthere。 \"Where’syourgirl,Nelson?\"heasked,inatoneasifeverysoulintheworldbelongedtohim。Andthentome:\"Thegoddesshasflown,eh?\" Nelson’sCove—asweusedtocallit—wascrowdedwithshippingthatday。Therewasfirstmysteamer,thentheNeptungunboatfurtherout,andtheBonito,brig,anchoredasusualsocloseinshorethatitlookedasif,withalittleskillandjudgment,onecouldshyahatfromtheverandahontoherscrupulouslyholystonedquarter—deck。Herbrassesflashedlikegold,herwhitebody—painthadasheenlikeasatinrobe。Therakeofhervarnishedsparsandthebigyards,squaredtoahair,gaveherasortofmartialelegance。Shewasabeauty。NowonderthatinpossessionofacraftlikethatandthepromiseofagirllikeFreya,Jasperlivedinastateofperpetualelationfit,perhaps,fortheseventhheaven,butnotexactlysafeinaworldlikeours。 IremarkedpolitelytoHeemskirkthat,withthreeguestsinthehouse,MissFreyahadnodoubtdomesticmatterstoattendto。I knew,ofcourse,thatshehadgonetomeetJasperatacertainclearedspotonthebanksoftheonlystreamonNelson’slittleisland。ThecommanderoftheNeptungavemeadubiousblacklook,andbegantomakehimselfathome,flinginghisthick,cylindricalcarcassintoarocking—chair,andunbuttoninghiscoat。OldNelsonsatdownoppositehiminamostunassumingmanner,staringanxiouslywithhisroundeyesandfanninghimselfwithhishat。I triedtomakeconversationtowhilethetimeaway;notaneasytaskwithamorose,enamouredDutchmanconstantlylookingfromonedoortoanotherandansweringone’sadvanceseitherwithajeeroragrunt。 However,theeveningpassedoffallright。Luckily,thereisadegreeofblisstoointenseforelation。JasperwasquietandconcentratedsilentlyinwatchingFreya。AswewentonboardourrespectiveshipsIofferedtogivehisbrigatowoutnextmorning。 Ididitonpurposetogethimawayattheearliestpossiblemoment。Sointhefirstcoldlightofthedawnwepassedbythegunboatlyingblackandstillwithoutasoundinheratthemouthoftheglassycove。Butwithtropicalswiftnessthesunhadclimbedtwiceitsdiameterabovethehorizonbeforewehadroundedthereefandgotabreastofthepoint。OnthebiggestbouldertherestoodFreya,allinwhiteand,inherhelmet,likeafeminineandmartialstatuewitharosyface,asIcouldseeverywellwithmyglasses。Sheflutteredanexpressivehandkerchief,andJasper,runningupthemainriggingofthewhiteandwarlikebrig,wavedhishatinresponse。Shortlyafterwardsweparted,ItothenorthwardandJasperheadingeastwithalightwindonthequarter,forBanjermassinandtwootherports,Ibelieveitwas,thattrip。 ThispeacefuloccasionwasthelastonwhichIsawallthesepeopleassembledtogether;thecharminglyfreshandresoluteFreya,theinnocentlyround—eyedoldNelson,Jasper,keen,longlimbed,leanfaced,admirablyself—contained,inhismanner,becauseinconceivablyhappyundertheeyesofhisFreya;allthreetall,fair,andblue—eyedinvariedshades,andamongstthemtheswarthy,arrogant,black—hairedDutchman,shorternearlybyahead,andsomuchthickerthananyofthemthatheseemedtobeacreaturecapableofinflatingitself,agrotesquespecimenofmankindfromsomeotherplanet。 Thecontraststruckmeallatonceaswestoodinthelightedverandah,afterrisingfromthedinner—table。Iwasfascinatedbyitfortherestoftheevening,andIremembertheimpressionofsomethingfunnyandill—omenedatthesametimeinittothisday。 CHAPTERIII Afewweekslater,comingearlyonemorningintoSingapore,fromajourneytothesouthward,Isawthebriglyingatanchorinallherusualsymmetryandsplendourofaspectasthoughshehadbeentakenoutofaglasscaseandputdelicatelyintothewaterthatverymoment。 Shewaswelloutintheroadstead,butIsteamedinandtookupmyhabitualberthcloseinfrontofthetown。Beforewehadfinishedbreakfastaquarter—mastercametotellmethatCaptainAllen’sboatwascomingourway。 Hissmartgigdashedalongside,andintwoboundshewasupouraccommodation—ladderandshakingmebythehandwithhisnervousgrip,hiseyessnappinginquisitively,forhesupposedIhadcalledattheSevenIslesgrouponmyway。Ireachedintomypocketforanicelyfoldedlittlenote,whichhegrabbedoutofmyhandwithoutceremonyandcarriedoffonthebridgetoreadbyhimself。AfteradecentintervalIfollowedhimupthere,andfoundhimpacingtoandfro;forthenatureofhisemotionsmadehimrestlesseveninhismostthoughtfulmoments。 Heshookhisheadatmetriumphantly。 \"Well,mydearboy,\"hesaid,\"Ishallbecountingthedaysnow。\" Iunderstoodwhathemeant。Iknewthatthoseyoungpeoplehadsettledalreadyonarunawaymatchwithoutofficialpreliminaries。 Thiswasreallyalogicaldecision。OldNelson(orNielsen)wouldneverhaveagreedtogiveupFreyapeaceablytothiscompromisingJasper。Heavens!WhatwouldtheDutchauthoritiessaytosuchamatch!Itsoundstooridiculousforwords。Butthere’snothingintheworldmoreselfishlyhardthanatimorousmaninafrightabouthis\"littleestate,\"asoldNelsonusedtocallitinapologeticaccents。Aheartpermeatedbyaparticularsortoffunkisproofagainstsense,feeling,andridicule。It’saflint。 Jasperwouldhavemadehisrequestallthesameandthentakenhisownway;butitwasFreyawhodecidedthatnothingshouldbesaid,onthegroundthat,\"Papawouldonlyworryhimselftodistraction。\" Hewascapableofmakinghimselfill,andthenshewouldn’thavethehearttoleavehim。Hereyouhavethesanityoffeminineoutlookandthefranknessoffemininereasoning。Andfortherest,MissFreyacouldread\"poordearpapa\"inthewayawomanreadsaman—likeanopenbook。Hisdaughteroncegone,oldNelsonwouldnotworryhimself。Hewouldraiseagreatoutcry,andmakenoendoflamentablefuss,butthat’snotthesamething。Therealagoniesofindecision,theanguishofconflictingfeelingswouldbesparedtohim。Andashewastoounassumingtorage,hewould,afteraperiodoflamentation,devotehimselftohis\"littleestate,\"andtokeepingongoodtermswiththeauthorities。 Timewoulddotherest。AndFreyathoughtshecouldaffordtowait,whilerulingoverherownhomeinthebeautifulbrigandoverthemanwholovedher。Thiswasthelifeforherwhohadlearnedtowalkonaship’sdeck。Shewasaship—child,asea—girlifevertherewasone。AndofcourseshelovedJasperandtrustedhim;buttherewasashadeofanxietyinherpride。Itisveryfineandromantictopossessforyourveryownafinelytemperedandtrustysword—blade,butwhetheritisthebestweapontocounterwiththecommoncudgel—playofFate—that’sanotherquestion。 Sheknewthatshehadthemoresubstanceofthetwo—youneedn’ttryanycheapjokes,Iamnottalkingoftheirweights。Shewasjustalittleanxiouswhilehewasaway,andshehadmewho,beingatriedconfidant,tookthelibertytowhisperfrequently\"Thesoonerthebetter。\"ButtherewasapeculiarveinofobstinacyinMissFreya,andherreasonfordelaywascharacteristic。\"Notbeforemytwenty—firstbirthday;sothatthereshallbenomistakeinpeople’smindsastomebeingoldenoughtoknowwhatIamdoing。\" Jasper’sfeelingswereinsuchsubjectionthathehadneverevenremonstratedagainstthedecree。Shewasjustsplendid,whatevershedidorsaid,andtherewasanendofitforhim。Ibelievethathewassubtleenoughtobeevenflatteredatbottom—attimes。AndthentoconsolehimhehadthebrigwhichseemedpervadedbythespiritofFreya,sincewhateverhedidonboardwasalwaysdoneunderthesupremesanctionofhislove。 \"Yes。I’llsoonbegintocountthedays,\"herepeated。\"Elevenmonthsmore。I’llhavetocrowdthreetripsintothat。\" \"Mindyoudon’tcometogrieftryingtodotoomuch,\"Iadmonishedhim。Buthedismissedmycautionwithalaughandanelatedgesture。Pooh!Nothing,nothingcouldhappentothebrig,hecried,asiftheflameofhisheartcouldlightupthedarknightsofunchartedseas,andtheimageofFreyaserveforanunerringbeaconamongsthiddenshoals;asifthewindshadtowaitonhisfuture,thestarsfightforitintheircourses;asifthemagicofhispassionhadthepowertofloatashiponadropofdeworsailherthroughtheeyeofaneedle—simplybecauseitwashermagnificentlottobetheservantofalovesofullofgraceastomakeallthewaysoftheearthsafe,resplendent,andeasy。 \"Isuppose,\"Isaid,afterhehadfinishedlaughingatmyinnocentenoughremark,\"Isupposeyouwillbeoffto—day。\" Thatwaswhathemeanttodo。Hehadnotgoneatdaylightonlybecauseheexpectedmetocomein。 \"Andonlyfancywhathashappenedyesterday,\"hewenton。\"Mymateleftmesuddenly。Hadto。Andasthere’snobodytobefoundatashortnoticeIamgoingtotakeSchultzwithme。ThenotoriousSchultz!Whydon’tyoujumpoutofyourskin?ItellyouIwentandunearthedSchultzlatelastevening,afternoendoftrouble。 ’Iamyourman,captain,’hesays,inthatwonderfulvoiceofhis,’butIamsorrytoconfessIhavepracticallynoclothestomyback。Ihavehadtosellallmywardrobetogetalittlefoodfromdaytoday。’Whatavoicethatmanhasgot。Talkaboutmovingstones!Butpeopleseemtogetusedtoit。Ihadneverseenhimbefore,and,uponmyword,Ifeltsuddenlytearsrisingtomyeyes。 Luckilyitwasdusk。Hewassittingveryquietunderatreeinanativecompoundasthinasalath,andwhenIpeereddownathimallhehadonwasanoldcottonsingletandapairofraggedpyjamas。Iboughthimsixwhitesuitsandtwopairsofcanvasshoes。Can’tcleartheshipwithoutamate。Musthavesomebody。 Iamgoingonshorepresentlytosignhimon,andIshalltakehimwithmeasIgobackonboardtogetunderway。Now,Iamalunatic—amInot?Mad,ofcourse。Comeon!Layitonthick。 Letyourselfgo。Iliketoseeyougetexcited。\" HesoevidentlyexpectedmetoscoldthatItookespecialpleasureinexaggeratingthecalmnessofmyattitude。 \"TheworstthatcanbebroughtupagainstSchultz,\"Ibegan,foldingmyarmsandspeakingdispassionately,\"isanawkwardhabitofstealingthestoresofeveryshiphehaseverbeenin。Hewilldoit。That’sreallyallthat’swrong。Idon’tcreditabsolutelythatstoryCaptainRobinsontellsofSchultzconspiringinChantabunwithsomeruffiansinaChinesejunktostealtheanchoroffthestarboardbowoftheBohemianGirlschooner。Robinson’sstoryistooingeniousaltogether。ThatothertaleoftheengineersoftheNan—ShanfindingSchultzatmidnightintheengine—roombusyhammeringatthebrassbearingstocarrythemoffforsaleonshoreseemstomemoreauthentic。Apartfromthislittleweakness,letmetellyouthatSchultzisasmartersailorthanmanywhonevertookadropofdrinkintheirlives,andperhapsnoworsemorallythansomemenyouandIknowwhohaveneverstolenthevalueofapenny。Hemaynotbeadesirablepersontohaveonboardone’sship,butsinceyouhavenochoicehemaybemadetodo,Ibelieve。Theimportantthingistounderstandhispsychology。Don’tgivehimanymoneytillyouhavedonewithhim。Notacent,ifhebegseverso。ForassureasFatethemomentyougivehimanymoneyhewillbegintosteal。Justrememberthat。\" IenjoyedJasper’sincreduloussurprise。 \"Thedevilhewill!\"hecried。\"Whatonearthfor?Aren’tyoutryingtopullmyleg,oldboy?\" \"No。I’mnot。YoumustunderstandSchultz’spsychology。He’sneitheraloafernoracadger。He’snotlikelytowanderaboutlookingforsomebodytostandhimdrinks。Butsupposehegoesonshorewithfivedollars,orfiftyforthatmatter,inhispocket? Afterthethirdorfourthglasshebecomesfuddledandcharitable。 Heeitherdropshismoneyallovertheplace,orelsedistributesthelotaround;givesittoanyonewhowilltakeit。Thenitoccurstohimthatthenightisyoungyet,andthathemayrequireagoodmanymoredrinksforhimselfandhisfriendsbeforemorning。 Sohestartsoffcheerfullyforhisship。Hislegsnevergetaffectednorhisheadeitherintheusualway。Hegetsaboardandsimplygrabsthefirstthingthatseemstohimsuitable—thecabinlamp,acoilofrope,abagofbiscuits,adrumofoil—andconvertsitintomoneywithoutthinkingtwiceaboutit。Thisistheprocessandnoother。Youhaveonlytolookoutthathedoesn’tgetastart。That’sall。\" \"Confoundhispsychology,\"mutteredJasper。\"Butamanwithavoicelikehisisfittotalktotheangels。Isheincurabledoyouthink?\" IsaidthatIthoughtso。Nobodyhadprosecutedhimyet,butnoonewouldemployhimanylonger。Hisendwouldbe,Ifeared,tostarveinsomeholeorother。 \"Ah,well,\"reflectedJasper。\"TheBonitoisn’ttradingtoanyportsofcivilisation。That’llmakeiteasierforhimtokeepstraight。\" Thatwastrue。Thebrig’sbusinesswasonuncivilisedcoasts,withobscurerajahsdwellinginnearlyunknownbays;withnativesettlementsupmysteriousriversopeningtheirsombre,forest—linedestuariesamongawelterofpalegreenreefsanddazzlingsand— banks,inlonelystraitsofcalmbluewaterallaglitterwithsunshine。Alone,farfromthebeatentracks,sheglided,allwhite,rounddark,frowningheadlands,stoleout,silentlikeaghost,frombehindpointsoflandstretchingoutallblackinthemoonlight;orlayhove—to,likeasleepingsea—bird,undertheshadowofsomenamelessmountainwaitingforasignal。Shewouldbeglimpsedsuddenlyonmisty,squallydaysdashingdisdainfullyasidetheshortaggressivewavesoftheJavaSea;orbeseenfar,faraway,atinydazzlingwhitespeckflyingacrossthebroodingpurplemassesofthundercloudspileduponthehorizon。Sometimes,ontheraremailtracks,wherecivilisationbrushesagainstwildmystery,whenthenaivepassengerscrowdingalongtherailexclaimed,pointingatherwithinterest:\"Oh,here’sayacht!\" theDutchcaptain,withahostileglance,wouldgruntcontemptuously:\"Yacht!No!That’sonlyEnglishJasper。A pedlar—\" \"Agoodseamanyousay,\"ejaculatedJasper,stillinthematterofthehopelessSchultzwiththewonderfullytouchingvoice。 \"Firstrate。Askanyone。Quiteworthhaving—onlyimpossible,\" Ideclared。 \"Heshallhavehischancetoreforminthebrig,\"saidJasper,withalaugh。\"TherewillbenotemptationseithertodrinkorstealwhereIamgoingtothistime。\" Ididn’tpresshimforanythingmoredefiniteonthatpoint。Infact,intimateaswewere,Ihadaprettyclearnotionofthegeneralrunofhisbusiness。 Butaswearegoingashoreinhisgigheaskedsuddenly:\"Bytheway,doyouknowwhereHeemskirkis?\" Ieyedhimcovertly,andwasreassured。Hehadaskedthequestion,notasalover,butasatrader。ItoldhimthatIhadheardinPalembangthattheNeptunwasondutydownaboutFloresandSumbawa。Quiteoutofhisway。Heexpressedhissatisfaction。 \"Youknow,\"hewenton,\"thatfellow,whenhegetsontheBorneocoast,amuseshimselfbyknockingdownmybeacons。Ihavehadtoputupafewtohelpmeinandoutoftherivers。EarlythisyearaCelebestraderbecalmedinaprauwaswatchinghimatit。Hesteamedthegunboatfulltiltattwoofthem,oneafteranother,smashingthemtopieces,andthenloweredaboatonpurposetopulloutathird,whichIhadalotoftroublesixmonthsagotostickupinthemiddleofamudflatforatidemark。Didyoueverhearofanythingmoreprovoking—eh?\" \"Iwouldn’tquarrelwiththebeggar,\"Iobservedcasually,yetdislikingthatpieceofnewsstrongly。\"Itisn’tworthwhile。\" \"Iquarrel?\"criedJasper。\"Idon’twanttoquarrel。Idon’twanttohurtasinglehairofhisuglyhead。Mydearfellow,whenI thinkofFreya’stwenty—firstbirthday,alltheworld’smyfriend,Heemskirkincluded。It’sanasty,spitefulamusement,allthesame。\" Wepartedratherhurriedlyonthequay,eachofushavinghisownpressingbusinesstoattendto。IwouldhavebeenverymuchcutuphadIknownthatthishurriedgraspofthehandwith\"Solong,oldboy。Goodlucktoyou!\"wasthelastofourpartings。 OnhisreturntotheStraitsIwasaway,andhewasgoneagainbeforeIgotback。HewastryingtoachievethreetripsbeforeFreya’stwenty—firstbirthday。AtNelson’sCoveImissedhimagainbyonlyacoupleofdays。FreyaandItalkedof\"thatlunatic\"and\"perfectidiot\"withgreatdelightandinfiniteappreciation。Shewasveryradiant,withamorepronouncedgaiety,notwithstandingthatshehadjustpartedfromJasper。Butthiswastobetheirlastseparation。 \"Dogetaboardassoonasyoucan,MissFreya,\"Ientreated。 Shelookedmestraightintheface,hercolouralittleheightenedandwithasortofsolemnardour—iftherewasalittlecatchinhervoice。 \"Theverynextday。\" Ah,yes!Theverynextdayafterhertwenty—firstbirthday。Iwaspleasedatthishintofdeepfeeling。Itwasasifshehadgrownimpatientatlastoftheself—imposeddelay。IsupposedthatJasper’srecentvisithadtoldheavily。 \"That’sright,\"Isaidapprovingly。\"IshallbemucheasierinmymindwhenIknowyouhavetakenchargeofthatlunatic。Don’tyouloseaminute。He,ofcourse,willbeontime—unlessheavensfall。\" \"Yes。Unless—\"sherepeatedinathoughtfulwhisper,raisinghereyestotheeveningskywithoutaspeckofcloudanywhere。Silentforatime,weletoureyeswanderoverthewatersbelow,lookingmysteriouslystillinthetwilight,asiftrustfullycomposedforalong,longdreaminthewarm,tropicalnight。Andthepeaceallroundusseemedwithoutlimitsandwithoutend。 AndthenwebeganagaintotalkJasperoverinourusualstrain。 Weagreedthathewastoorecklessinmanyways。Luckily,thebrigwasequaltothesituation。Nothingapparentlywastoomuchforher。Aperfectdarlingofaship,saidMissFreya。Sheandherfatherhadspentanafternoononboard。Jasperhadgiventhemsometea。Papawasgrumpy……IhadavisionofoldNelsonunderthebrig’ssnowyawnings,nursinghisunassumingvexation,andfanninghimselfwithhishat。Acomedyfather……AsanewinstanceofJasper’slunacy,Iwastoldthathewasdistressedathisinabilitytohavesolidsilverhandlesfittedtoallthecabindoors。\"AsifIwouldhavelethim!\"commentedMissFreya,withamusedindignation。Incidentally,IlearnedalsothatSchultz,thenauticalkleptomaniacwiththepatheticvoice,wasstillhangingontohisjob,withMissFreya’sapproval。Jasperhadconfidedtotheladyofhishearthispurposeofstraighteningoutthefellow’spsychology。Yes,indeed。AlltheworldwashisfriendbecauseitbreathedthesameairwithFreya。 Somehoworother,IbroughtHeemskirk’snameintoconversation,and,tomygreatsurprise,startledMissFreya。Hereyesexpressedsomethinglikedistress,whileshebitherlipasiftocontainanexplosionoflaughter。Oh!Yes。HeemskirkwasatthebungalowatthesametimewithJasper,buthearrivedthedayafter。Heleftthesamedayasthebrig,butafewhourslater。 \"Whatanuisancehemusthavebeentoyoutwo,\"Isaidfeelingly。 Hereyesflashedatmeasortoffrightenedmerriment,andsuddenlysheexplodedintoaclearburstoflaughter。\"Ha,ha,ha!\" Iechoeditheartily,butnotwiththegamecharmingtone:\"Ha,ha,ha!……Isn’thegrotesque?Ha,ha,ha!\"AndtheludicrousnessofoldNelson’sinanelyfierceroundeyesinassociationwithhisconciliatorymannertothelieutenantpresentingitselftomymindbroughtonanotherfit。 \"Helooks,\"Ispluttered,\"helooks—Ha,ha,ha!—amongstyouthree……likeanunhappyblack—beetle。Ha,ha,ha!\" Shegaveoutanotherringingpeal,ranoffintoherownroom,andslammedthedoorbehindher,leavingmeprofoundlyastounded。I stoppedlaughingatonce。 \"What’sthejoke?\"askedoldNelson’svoice,halfwaydownthesteps。 Hecameup,satdown,andblewouthischeeks,lookinginexpressiblyfatuous。ButIdidn’twanttolaughanymore。Andwhatonearth,Iaskedmyself,havewebeenlaughingatinthisuncontrollablefashion。Ifeltsuddenlydepressed。 Oh,yes。Freyahadstartedit。Thegirl’soverwrought,Ithought。 Andreallyonecouldn’twonderatit。 IhadnoanswertooldNelson’squestion,buthewastooaggrievedatJasper’svisittothinkofanythingelse。HeasgoodasaskedmewhetherIwouldn’tundertaketohinttoJasperthathewasnotwantedattheSevenIslesgroup。Ideclaredthatitwasnotnecessary。Fromcertaincircumstanceswhichhadcometomyknowledgelately,IhadreasontothinkthathewouldnotbemuchtroubledbyJasperAlleninthefuture。 Heemittedanearnest\"ThankGod!\"whichnearlysetmelaughingagain,buthedidnotbrightenupproportionately。ItseemedHeemskirkhadtakenspecialpainstomakehimselfdisagreeable。 ThelieutenanthadfrightenedoldNelsonverymuchbyexpressingasinisterwonderattheGovernmentpermittingawhitemantosettledowninthatpartatall。\"Itisagainstourdeclaredpolicy,\"hehadremarked。HehadalsochargedhimwithbeinginrealitynobetterthananEnglishman。HehadeventriedtopickaquarrelwithhimfornotlearningtospeakDutch。 \"ItoldhimIwastoooldtolearnnow,\"sighedoutoldNelson(orNielsen)dismally。\"HesaidIoughttohavelearnedDutchlongbefore。IhadbeenmakingmylivinginDutchdependencies。ItwasdisgracefulofmenottospeakDutch,hesaid。HewasassavagewithmeasifIhadbeenaChinaman。\" Itwasplainhehadbeenviciouslybadgered。Hedidnotmentionhowmanybottlesofhisbestclarethehadoffereduponthealtarofconciliation。Itmusthavebeenagenerouslibation。ButoldNelson(orNielsen)wasreallyhospitable。Hedidn’tmindthat; andIonlyregrettedthatthisvirtueshouldbelavishedonthelieutenant—commanderoftheNeptun。IlongedtotellhimthatinallprobabilityhewouldberelievedfromHeemskirk’svisitationsalso。Ididnotdosoonlyfromthefear(absurd,Iadmit)ofarousingsomesortofsuspicioninhismind。Asifwiththisguilelesscomedyfathersuchathingwerepossible! Strangelyenough,thelastwordsonthesubjectofHeemskirkwerespokenbyFreya,andinthatverysense。ThelieutenantwasturninguppersistentlyinoldNelson’sconversationatdinner。AtlastImutteredahalfaudible\"Damnthelieutenant。\"Icouldseethatthegirlwasgettingexasperated,too。 \"Andhewasn’twellatall—washe,Freya?\"oldNelsonwentonmoaning。\"Perhapsitwasthatwhichmadehimsosnappish,hey,Freya?Helookedverybadwhenheleftussosuddenly。Hislivermustbeinabadstate,too。\" \"Oh,hewillendbygettingoverit,\"saidFreyaimpatiently。\"Anddoleaveoffworryingabouthim,papa。Verylikelyyouwon’tseemuchofhimforalongtimetocome。\" Thelookshegavemeinexchangeformydiscreetsmilehadnohiddenmirthinit。Hereyesseemedhollowed,herfacegonewaninacoupleofhours。Wehadbeenlaughingtoomuch。Overwrought! Overwroughtbytheapproachofthedecisivemoment。Afterall,sincere,courageous,andself—reliantasshewas,shemusthavefeltboththepassionandthecompunctionofherresolve。Theverystrengthoflovewhichhadcarriedheruptothatpointmusthaveputherunderagreatmoralstrain,inwhichtheremighthavebeenalittlesimpleremorse,too。Forshewashonest—andthere,acrossthetable,satpooroldNelson(orNielsen)staringather,round—eyedandsopatheticallycomicinhisfierceaspectastotouchthemostlightsomeheart。 Heretiredearlytohisroomtosoothehimselfforanight’srestbyperusinghisaccount—books。Wetworemainedontheverandahforanotherhourorso,butweexchangedonlylanguidphrasesonthingswithoutimportance,asthoughwehadbeenemotionallyjadedbyourlongday’stalkontheonlymomentoussubject。Andyettherewassomethingshemighthavetoldafriend。Butshedidn’t。Wepartedsilently。Shedistrustedmymasculinelackofcommonsense,perhaps……O!Freya! Goingdowntheprecipitouspathtothelanding—stage,Iwasconfrontedintheshadowsofbouldersandbushesbyadrapedfemininefigurewhoseappearancestartledmeatfirst。Itglidedintomywaysuddenlyfrombehindapieceofrock。ButinamomentitoccurredtomethatitcouldbenooneelsebutFreya’smaid,ahalf—casteMalaccaPortuguese。Onecaughtfleetingglimpsesofherolivefaceanddazzlingwhiteteethaboutthehouse。Ihadobservedherattimesfromadistance,asshesatwithincallundertheshadeofsomefruittrees,brushingandplaitingherlongravenlocks。Itseemedtobetheprincipaloccupationofherleisurehours。Wehadoftenexchangednodsandsmiles—andafewwords,too。Shewasaprettycreature。AndonceIhadwatchedherapprovinglymakefunnyandexpressivegrimacesbehindHeemskirk’sback。Iunderstood(fromJasper)thatshewasinthesecret,likeacomedycamerista。ShewastoaccompanyFreyaonherirregularwaytomatrimonyand\"everafter\"happiness。Whyshouldsheberoamingbynightnearthecove—unlessonsomeloveaffairofherown—Iaskedmyself。ButtherewasnobodysuitablewithintheSevenIslesgroup,asfarasIknew。Itflasheduponmethatitwasmyselfshehadbeenlyinginwaitfor。 Shehesitated,muffledfromheadtofoot,shadowyandbashful。I advancedanotherpace,andhowIfeltisnobody’sbusiness。 \"Whatisit?\"Iasked,verylow。 \"NobodyknowsIamhere,\"shewhispered。 \"Andnobodycanseeus,\"Iwhisperedback。 Themurmurofwords\"I’vebeensofrightened\"reachedme。Justthenfortyfeetaboveourhead,fromtheyetlightedverandah,unexpectedandstartling,Freya’svoicerangoutinaclear,imperiouscall: \"Antonia!\" Withastifledexclamation,thehesitatinggirlvanishedoutofthepath。Abushnearbyrustled;thensilence。Iwaitedwondering。 Thelightsontheverandahwentout。Iwaitedawhilelongerthencontinueddownthepathtomyboat,wonderingmorethanever。 Iremembertheoccurrencesofthatvisitespecially,becausethiswasthelasttimeIsawtheNelsonbungalow。OnarrivingattheStraitsIfoundcablemessageswhichmadeitnecessaryformetothrowupmyemploymentatamoment’snoticeandgohomeatonce。I hadadesperatescrambletocatchthemailboatwhichwasduetoleavenextday,butIfoundtimetowritetwoshortnotes,onetoFreya,theothertoJasper。LateronIwroteatlength,thistimetoAllenalone。Igotnoanswer。Ihuntedupthenhisbrother,or,rather,half—brother,asolicitorinthecity,asallow,calm,littlemanwholookedatmeoverhisspectaclesthoughtfully。 Jasperwastheonlychildofhisfather’ssecondmarriage,atransactionwhichhadfailedtocommenditselftothefirst,grown— upfamily。 \"Youhaven’theardforages,\"Irepeated,withsecretannoyance。 \"MayIaskwhat’forages’meansinthisconnection?\" \"ItmeansthatIdon’tcarewhetherIeverhearfromhimornot,\" retortedthelittlemanoflaw,turningnastysuddenly。 IcouldnotblameJasperfornotwastinghistimeincorrespondencewithsuchanoutrageousrelative。Butwhydidn’thewritetome— adecentsortoffriend,afterall;enoughofafriendtofindforhissilencetheexcuseofforgetfulnessnaturaltoastateoftranscendentalbliss?Iwaitedindulgently,butnothingevercame。 AndtheEastseemedtodropoutofmylifewithoutanecho,likeastonefallingintoawellofprodigiousdepth。 CHAPTERIV Isupposepraiseworthymotivesareasufficientjustificationalmostforanything。Whatcouldbemorecommendableintheabstractthanagirl’sdeterminationthat\"poorpapa\"shouldnotbeworried,andheranxietythatthemanofherchoiceshouldbekeptbyanymeansfromeveryoccasionofdoingsomethingrash,somethingwhichmightendangerthewholeschemeoftheirhappiness? Nothingcouldbemoretenderandmoreprudent。Wemustalsorememberthegirl’sself—relianttemperament,andthegeneralunwillingnessofwomen—Imeanwomenofsense—tomakeafussovermattersofthatsort。 Ashasbeensaidalready,HeemskirkturnedupsometimeafterJasper’sarrivalatNelson’sCove。Thesightofthebriglyingrightunderthebungalowwasveryoffensivetohim。HedidnotflyashorebeforehisanchortouchedthegroundasJasperusedtodo。 Onthecontrary,hehungabouthisquarter—deckmumblingtohimself;andwhenheorderedhisboattobemanneditwasinanangryvoice。Freya’sexistence,whichliftedJasperoutofhimselfintoablissfulelation,wasforHeemskirkacauseofsecrettorment,ofhoursofexasperatedbrooding。 Whilepassingthebrighehailedherharshlyandaskedifthemasterwasonboard。Schultz,smartandneatinaspotlesswhitesuit,leanedoverthetaffrail,findingthequestionsomewhatamusing。HelookedhumorouslydownintoHeemskirk’sboat,andanswered,inthemostamiablemodulationsofhisbeautifulvoice: \"CaptainAllenisupatthehouse,sir。\"Buthisexpressionchangedsuddenlyatthesavagegrowl:\"Whatthedevilareyougrinningat?\"whichacknowledgedthatinformation。 HewatchedHeemskirklandand,insteadofgoingtothehouse,strideawaybyanotherpathintothegrounds。 Thedesire—tormentedDutchmanfoundoldNelson(orNielsen)athisdrying—sheds,verybusysuperintendingthemanipulationofhistobaccocrop,which,thoughsmall,wasofexcellentquality,andenjoyinghimselfthoroughly。ButHeemskirksoonputastoptothissimplehappiness。Hesatdownbytheoldchap,andbythesortoftalkwhichheknewwasbestcalculatedforthepurpose,reducedhimbeforelongtoastateofconcealedandperspiringnervousness。Itwasahorridtalkof\"authorities,\"andoldNelsontriedtodefendhimself。IfhedealtwithEnglishtradersitwasbecausehehadtodisposeofhisproducesomehow。Hewasasconciliatoryasheknewhowtobe,andthisverythingseemedtoexciteHeemskirk,whohadworkedhimselfupintoaheavilybreathingstateofpassion。 \"AndtheworstofthemallisthatAllen,\"hegrowled。\"Yourparticularfriend—eh?YouhaveletinalotoftheseEnglishmenintothispart。Yououghtnevertohavebeenallowedtosettlehere。Never。What’shedoingherenow?\" OldNelson(orNielsen),becomingveryagitated,declaredthatJasperAllenwasnoparticularfriendofhis。Nofriendatall— atall。Hehadboughtthreetonsofricefromhimtofeedhisworkpeopleon。Whatsortofevidenceoffriendshipwasthat? Heemskirkburstoutatlastwiththethoughtthathadbeengnawingathisvitals: \"Yes。Sellthreetonsofriceandflirtthreedayswiththatgirlofyours。Iamspeakingtoyouasafriend,Nielsen。Thiswon’tdo。Youareonlyonsufferancehere。\" OldNelsonwastakenabackatfirst,butrecoveredprettyquickly。 Won’tdo!Certainly!Ofcourse,itwouldn’tdo!Thelastmanintheworld。Buthisgirldidn’tcareforthefellow,andwastoosensibletofallinlovewithanyone。HewasveryearnestinimpressingonHeemskirkhisownfeelingofabsolutesecurity。Andthelieutenant,castingdoubtingglancessideways,wasyetwillingtobelievehim。 \"Muchyouknowaboutit,\"hegruntednevertheless。 \"ButIdoknow,\"insistedoldNelson,withthegreaterdesperationbecausehewantedtoresistthedoubtsarisinginhisownmind。 \"Myowndaughter!Inmyownhouse,andInottoknow!Come!Itwouldbeagoodjoke,lieutenant。\" \"Theyseemtobecarryingonconsiderably,\"remarkedHeemskirkmoodily。\"Isupposetheyaretogethernow,\"headded,feelingapangwhichchangedwhathemeantforamockingsmileintoastrangegrimace。 TheharassedNelsonshookhishandathim。Hewasatbottomshockedatthisinsistence,andwasevenbeginningtofeelannoyedattheabsurdityofit。 \"Pooh!Pooh!I’lltellyouwhat,lieutenant:yougotothehouseandhaveadropofgin—and—bittersbeforedinner。AskforFreya。 Imustseethelastofthistobaccoputawayforthenight,butI’llbealongpresently。\" Heemskirkwasnotinsensibletothissuggestion。Itansweredtohissecretlonging,whichwasnotalongingfordrink,however。 OldNelsonshoutedsolicitouslyafterhisbroadbackarecommendationtomakehimselfcomfortable,andthattherewasaboxofcherootsontheverandah。 ItwasthewestverandahthatoldNelsonmeant,theonewhichwastheliving—roomofthehouse,andhadsplit—rattanscreensoftheveryfinestquality。Theeastverandah,sacredtohisownprivacy,puffingoutofcheeks,andothersignsofperplexedthinking,wasfittedwithstoutblindsofsailcloth。Thenorthverandahwasnotaverandahatall,really。Itwasmorelikealongbalcony。Itdidnotcommunicatewiththeothertwo,andcouldonlybeapproachedbyapassageinsidethehouse。Thusithadaprivacywhichmadeitaconvenientplaceforamaiden’smeditationswithoutwords,andalsoforthediscourses,apparentlywithoutsense,which,passingbetweenayoungmanandamaid,becomepregnantwithadiversityoftranscendentalmeanings。 Thisnorthverandahwasemboweredwithclimbingplants。Freya,whoseroomopenedoutonit,hadfurnisheditasasortofboudoirforherself,withafewcanechairsandasofaofthesamekind。 OnthissofasheandJaspersatasclosetogetherasispossibleinthisimperfectworldwhereneithercanabodybeintwoplacesatoncenoryettwobodiescanbeinoneplaceatthesametime。Theyhadbeensittingtogetheralltheafternoon,andIwon’tsaythattheirtalkhadbeenwithoutsense。Lovinghimwithalittlejudiciousanxietylestinhiselationheshouldbreakhisheartoversomemishap,Freyanaturallywouldtalktohimsoberly。He,nervousandbrusquewhenawayfromher,appearedalwaysasifovercomebyhervisibility,bythegreatwonderofbeingpalpablyloved。Anoldman’schild,havinglosthismotherearly,thrownouttoseaoutofthewaywhileveryyoung,hehadnotmuchexperienceoftendernessofanykind。 Inthisprivate,foliage—emboweredverandah,andatthislatehouroftheafternoon,hebentdownalittle,and,possessinghimselfofFreya’shands,waskissingthemoneafteranother,whileshesmiledandlookeddownathisheadwiththeeyesofapprovingcompassion。 AtthatsamemomentHeemskirkwasapproachingthehousefromthenorth。 Antoniawasonthewatchonthatside。Butshedidnotkeepaverygoodwatch。Thesunwassetting;sheknewthatheryoungmistressandthecaptainoftheBonitowereabouttoseparate。Shewaswalkingtoandfrointheduskygrovewithaflowerinherhair,andsingingsoftlytoherself,whensuddenly,withinafootofher,thelieutenantappearedfrombehindatree。Sheboundedasidelikeastartledfawn,butHeemskirk,withalucidcomprehensionofwhatshewastherefor,pounceduponher,and,catchingherarm,clappedhisotherthickhandoverhermouth。 \"IfyoutrytomakeanoiseI’lltwistyourneck!\" Thisferociousfigureofspeechterrifiedthegirlsufficiently。 HeemskirkhadseenplainlyenoughontheverandahFreya’sgoldenheadwithanotherheadveryclosetoit。Hedraggedtheunresistingmaidwithhimbyacircuitouswayintothecompound,wherehedismissedherwithaviciouspushinthedirectionoftheclusterofbamboohutsfortheservants。 ShewasverymuchlikethefaithfulcameristaofItaliancomedy,butinherterrorsheboltedawaywithoutasoundfromthatthick,short,black—eyedmanwithacruelgripoffingerslikeavice。 Quakingalloveratadistance,extremelyscaredandhalfinclinedtolaugh,shesawhimenterthehouseattheback。 Theinteriorofthebungalowwasdividedbytwopassagescrossingeachotherinthemiddle。AtthatpointHeemskirk,byturninghisheadslightlytotheleftashepassed,securedtheevidenceof\"carryingon\"soirreconcilablewitholdNelson’sassurancesthatitmadehimstagger,witharushofbloodtohishead。Twowhitefigures,distinctagainstthelight,stoodinanunmistakableattitude。Freya’sarmswereroundJasper’sneck。Theirfaceswerecharacteristicallysuperimposedoneachother,andHeemskirkwenton,histhroatchokedwithasuddenrisingofcurses,tillonthewestverandahhestumbledblindlyagainstachairandthendroppedintoanotherasthoughhislegshadbeensweptfromunderhim。HehadindulgedtoolonginthehabitofappropriatingFreyatohimselfinhisthoughts。\"Isthathowyouentertainyourvisitors—you……\"hethought,sooutragedthathecouldnotfindasufficientlydegradingepithet。 Freyastruggledalittleandthrewherheadback。 \"Somebodyhascomein,\"shewhispered。Jasper,holdingherclaspedcloselytohisbreast,andlookingdownintoherface,suggestedcasually: \"Yourfather。\" Freyatriedtodisengageherself,butshehadnottheheartabsolutelytopushhimawaywithherhands。 \"Ibelieveit’sHeemskirk,\"shebreathedoutathim。 He,plungingintohereyesinaquietrapture,wasprovokedtoavaguesmilebythesoundofthename。 \"Theassisalwaysknockingdownmybeaconsoutsidetheriver,\"hemurmured。HeattachednoothermeaningtoHeemskirk’sexistence; butFreyawasaskingherselfwhetherthelieutenanthadseenthem。 \"Letmego,kid,\"sheorderedinaperemptorywhisper。Jasperobeyed,and,steppingbackatonce,continuedhiscontemplationofherfaceunderanotherangle。\"Imustgoandsee,\"shesaidtoherselfanxiously。 Sheinstructedhimhurriedlytowaitamomentaftershewasgoneandthentoslipontothebackverandahandgetaquietsmokebeforeheshowedhimself。 \"Don’tstaylatethisevening,\"washerlastrecommendationbeforeshelefthim。 ThenFreyacameoutonthewestverandahwithherlight,rapidstep。Whilegoingthroughthedoorwayshemanagedtoshakedownthefoldsofthelooped—upcurtainsattheendofthepassagesoastocoverJasper’sretreatfromthebower。DirectlysheappearedHeemskirkjumpedupasiftoflyather。Shepausedandhemadeheranexaggeratedlowbow。 ItirritatedFreya。 \"Oh!It’syou,Mr。Heemskirk。Howdoyoudo?\"Shespokeinherusualtone。Herfacewasnotplainlyvisibletohimintheduskofthedeepverandah。Hedarednottrusthimselftospeak,hisrageatwhathehadseenwassogreat。Andwhensheaddedwithserenity:\"Papawillbecominginbeforelong,\"hecalledherhorridnamessilently,tohimself,beforehespokewithcontortedlips。 \"Ihaveseenyourfatheralready。Wehadatalkinthesheds。Hetoldmesomeveryinterestingthings。Oh,very—\" Freyasatdown。Shethought:\"Hehasseenus,forcertain。\"Shewasnotashamed。Whatshewasafraidofwassomefoolishorawkwardcomplication。ButshecouldnotconceivehowmuchherpersonhadbeenappropriatedbyHeemskirk(inhisthoughts)。Shetriedtobeconversational。 \"YouarecomingnowfromPalembang,Isuppose?\" \"Eh?What?Oh,yes!IcomefromPalembang。Ha,ha,ha!Youknowwhatyourfathersaid?Hesaidhewasafraidyouwerehavingaverydulltimeofithere。\" \"AndIsupposeyouaregoingtocruiseintheMoluccas,\"continuedFreya,whowantedtoimpartsomeusefulinformationtoJasperifpossible。Atthesametimeshewasalwaysgladtoknowthatthosetwomenwereafewhundredmilesapartwhennotunderhereye。 Heemskirkgrowledangrily。 \"Yes。Moluccas,\"glaringinthedirectionofhershadowyfigure。 \"Yourfatherthinksit’sveryquietforyouhere。Itellyouwhat,MissFreya。Thereisn’tsuchaquietspotonearththatawomancan’tfindanopportunityofmakingafoolofsomebody。\" Freyathought:\"Imustn’tlethimprovokeme。\"PresentlytheTamilboy,whowasNelson’sheadservant,cameinwiththelights。 Sheaddressedhimatoncewithvolubledirectionswheretoputthelamps,toldhimtobringthetraywiththeginandbitters,andtosendAntoniaintothehouse。 \"Iwillhavetoleaveyoutoyourself,Mr。Heemskirk,forawhile,\" shesaid。 Andshewenttoherroomtoputonanotherfrock。Shemadeaquickchangeofitbecauseshewishedtobeontheverandahbeforeherfatherandthelieutenantmetagain。Shereliedonherselftoregulatethatevening’sintercoursebetweenthesetwo。ButAntonia,stillscaredandhysterical,exhibitedabruiseonherarmwhichrousedFreya’sindignation。 \"Hejumpedonmeoutofthebushlikeatiger,\"saidthegirl,laughingnervouslywithfrightenedeyes。 \"Thebrute!\"thoughtFreya。\"Hemeanttospyonus,then。\"Shewasenraged,buttherecollectionofthethickDutchmaninwhitetrouserswideatthehipsandnarrowattheankles,withhisshoulder—strapsandblackbullethead,glaringatherinthelightofthelamps,wassorepulsivelycomicalthatshecouldnothelpasmilinggrimace。Thenshebecameanxious。Theabsurditiesofthreemenwereforcingthisanxietyuponher:Jasper’simpetuosity,herfather’sfears,Heemskirk’sinfatuation。Shewasverytendertothefirsttwo,andshemadeuphermindtodisplayallherfemininediplomacy。Allthis,shesaidtoherself,willbeoveranddonewithbeforeverylongnow。 Heemskirkontheverandah,lollinginachair,hislegsextendedandhiswhitecapreposingonhisstomach,waslashinghimselfintoafuryofanatrociouscharacteraltogetherincomprehensibletoagirllikeFreya。Hischinwasrestingonhischest,hiseyesgazedstonilyathisshoes。Freyaexaminedhimfrombehindthecurtain。 Hedidn’tstir。Hewasridiculous。Butthisabsolutestillnesswasimpressive。Shestolebackalongthepassagetotheeastverandah,whereJasperwassittingquietlyinthedark,doingwhathewastold,likeagoodboy。 \"Psst,\"shehissed。Hewasbyhersideinamoment。 \"Yes。Whatisit?\"hemurmured。 \"It’sthatbeetle,\"shewhispereduneasily。UndertheimpressionofHeemskirk’ssinisterimmobilityshehadhalfamindtoletJasperknowthattheyhadbeenseen。ButshewasbynomeanscertainthatHeemskirkwouldtellherfather—andatanyratenotthatevening。SheconcludedrapidlythatthesafestthingwouldbetogetJasperoutofthewayassoonaspossible。 \"Whathashebeendoing?\"askedJasperinacalmundertone。 \"Oh,nothing!Nothing。Hesitstherelookingcross。Butyouknowhowhe’salwaysworryingpapa。\" \"Yourfather’squiteunreasonable,\"pronouncedJasperjudicially。 \"Idon’tknow,\"shesaidinadoubtfultone。SomethingofoldNelson’sdreadoftheauthoritieshadrubbedoffonthegirlsinceshehadtolivewithitdayafterday。\"Idon’tknow。Papa’safraidofbeingreducedtobeggary,ashesays,inhisolddays。 Lookhere,kid,youhadbetterclearoutto—morrow,firstthing。\" JasperhadhopedforanotherafternoonwithFreya,anafternoonofquietfelicitywiththegirlbyhissideandhiseyesonhisbrig,anticipatingablissfulfuture。Hissilencewaseloquentwithdisappointment,andFreyaunderstooditverywell。She,too,wasdisappointed。Butitwasherbusinesstobesensible。 \"Weshan’thaveamomenttoourselveswiththatbeetlecreepingroundthehouse,\"shearguedinalow,hurriedvoice。\"Sowhat’sthegoodofyourstaying?Andhewon’tgowhilethebrig’shere。 Youknowhewon’t。\" \"Heoughttobereportedforloitering,\"murmuredJasperwithavexedlittlelaugh。 \"Mindyougetunderwayatdaylight,\"recommendedFreyaunderherbreath。 Hedetainedherafterthemanneroflovers。Sheexpostulatedwithoutstrugglingbecauseitwashardforhertorepulsehim。Hewhisperedintoherearwhileheputhisarmsroundher。 \"Nexttimewetwomeet,nexttimeIholdyoulikethis,itshallbeonboard。YouandI,inthebrig—alltheworld,allthelife—\" Andthenheflashedout:\"IwonderIcanwait!IfeelasifI mustcarryyouoffnow,atonce。Icouldrunwithyouinmyhands—downthepath—withoutstumbling—withouttouchingtheearth— \" Shewasstill。Shelistenedtothepassioninhisvoice。Shewassayingtoherselfthatifsheweretowhisperthefaintestyes,ifshewerebuttosighlightlyherconsent,hewoulddoit。Hewascapableofdoingit—withouttouchingtheearth。Sheclosedhereyesandsmiledinthedark,abandoningherselfinadelightfulgiddiness,foraninstant,tohisencirclingarm。Butbeforehecouldbetemptedtotightenhisgraspshewasoutofit,afootawayfromhimandinfullpossessionofherself。 ThatwasthesteadyFreya。ShewastouchedbythedeepsighwhichfloateduptoherfromthewhitefigureofJasper,whodidnotstir。 \"Youareamadkid,\"shesaidtremulously。Thenwithachangeoftone:\"Noonecouldcarrymeoff。Notevenyou。Iamnotthesortofgirlthatgetscarriedoff。\"Hiswhiteformseemedtoshrinkalittlebeforetheforceofthatassertionandsherelented。\"Isn’titenoughforyoutoknowthatyouhave—thatyouhavecarriedmeaway?\"sheaddedinatendertone。 Hemurmuredanendearingword,andshecontinued: \"I’vepromisedyou—I’vesaidIwouldcome—andIshallcomeofmyownfreewill。Youshallwaitformeonboard。Ishallgetuptheside—bymyself,andwalkuptoyouonthedeckandsay: ’HereIam,kid。’Andthen—andthenIshallbecarriedoff。Butitwillbenomanwhowillcarrymeoff—itwillbethebrig,yourbrig—ourbrig……Ilovethebeauty!\" Sheheardaninarticulatesound,somethinglikeamoanwrungoutbypainordelight,andglidedaway。Therewasthatothermanontheotherverandah,thatdark,surlyDutchmanwhocouldmaketroublebetweenJasperandherfather,bringaboutaquarrel,uglywords,andperhapsaphysicalcollision。Whatahorriblesituation!But,evenputtingasidethatawfulextremity,sheshrankfromhavingtoliveforsomethreemonthswithawretched,tormented,angry,distracted,absurdman。Andwhenthedaycame,thedayandthehour,whatshouldshedoifherfathertriedtodetainherbymainforce—aswas,afterall,possible?Couldsheactuallystrugglewithhimhandtohand?Butitwasoflamentationsandentreatiesthatshewasreallyafraid。Couldshewithstandthem?Whatanodious,cruel,ridiculouspositionwouldthatbe! \"Butitwon’tbe。He’llsaynothing,\"shethoughtasshecameoutquicklyonthewestverandah,and,seeingthatHeemskirkdidnotmove,satdownonachairnearthedoorwayandkepthereyesonhim。Theoutragedlieutenanthadnotchangedhisattitude;onlyhiscaphadfallenoffhisstomachandwaslyingonthefloor。Histhickblackeyebrowswereknittedbyafrown,whilehelookedatheroutofthecornersofhiseyes。Andtheirsidewaysglanceinconjunctionwiththehookednose,thewholebulky,ungainly,sprawlingperson,struckFreyaassocomicallymoodythat,inwardlydiscomposedasshewas,shecouldnothelpsmiling。Shedidherbesttogivethatsmileaconciliatorycharacter。ShedidnotwanttoprovokeHeemskirkneedlessly。 Andthelieutenant,perceivingthatsmile,wasmollified。Itneverenteredhisheadthathisoutwardappearance,anavalofficer,inuniform,couldappearridiculoustothatgirlofnoposition—thedaughterofoldNielsen。TherecollectionofherarmsroundJasper’sneckstillirritatedandexcitedhim。\"Thehussy!\"hethought。\"Smiling—eh?That’showyouareamusingyourself。 Foolingyourfatherfinely,aren’tyou?Youhaveatasteforthatsortoffun—haveyou?Well,weshallsee—\"Hedidnotalterhisposition,butonhispursed—uplipstherealsoappearedasmileofsurlyandill—omenedamusement,whilehiseyesreturnedtothecontemplationofhisboots。 Freyafelthotwithindignation。Shesatradiantlyfairinthelamplight,herstrong,well—shapedhandslyingoneontopoftheotherinherlap……\"Odiouscreature,\"shethought。Herfacecolouredwithsuddenanger。\"Youhavescaredmymaidoutofhersenses,\"shesaidaloud。\"Whatpossessedyou?\" Hewasthinkingsodeeplyofherthatthesoundofhervoice,pronouncingtheseunexpectedwords,startledhimextremely。HejerkeduphisheadandlookedsobewilderedthatFreyainsistedimpatiently: \"ImeanAntonia。Youhavebruisedherarm。Whatdidyoudoitfor?\" \"Doyouwanttoquarrelwithme?\"heaskedthickly,withasortofamazement。Heblinkedlikeanowl。Hewasfunny。Freya,likeallwomen,hadakeensenseoftheridiculousinoutwardappearance。 \"Well,no;Idon’tthinkIdo。\"Shecouldnothelpherself。Shelaughedoutright,aclear,nervouslaughinwhichHeemskirkjoinedsuddenlywithaharsh\"Ha,ha,ha!\" Voicesandfootstepswereheardinthepassage,andJasper,witholdNelson,cameout。OldNelsonlookedathisdaughterapprovingly,forhelikedthelieutenanttobekeptingoodhumour。 Andhealsojoinedsympatheticallyinthelaugh。\"Now,lieutenant,weshallhavesomedinner,\"hesaid,rubbinghishandscheerily。 Jasperhadgonestraighttothebalustrade。Theskywasfullofstars,andinthebluevelvetynightthecovebelowhadadenserblackness,inwhichtheriding—lightsofthebrigandofthegunboatglimmeredredly,likesuspendedsparks。\"Nexttimethisriding—lightglimmersdownthere,I’llbewaitingforheronthequarter—decktocomeandsay’HereIam,’\"Jasperthought;andhisheartseemedtogrowbiggerinhischest,dilatedbyanoppressivehappinessthatnearlywrungoutacryfromhim。Therewasnowind。 Notaleafbelowhimstirred,andeventheseawasbutastilluncomplainingshadow。Farawayontheuncloudedskythepalelightning,theheat—lightningofthetropics,playedtremulouslyamongstthelowstarsinshort,faint,mysteriouslyconsecutiveflashes,likeincomprehensiblesignalsfromsomedistantplanet。 Thedinnerpassedoffquietly。Freyasatfacingherfather,calmbutpale。HeemskirkaffectedtotalkonlytooldNelson。Jasper’sbehaviourwasexemplary。Hekepthiseyesundercontrol,baskinginthesenseofFreya’snearness,aspeoplebaskinthesunwithoutlookinguptoheaven。Andverysoonafterdinnerwasover,mindfulofhisinstructions,hedeclaredthatitwastimeforhimtogoonboardhisship。 Heemskirkdidnotlookup。Ensconcedintherocking—chair,andpuffingatacheroot,hehadtheairofmeditatingsurlilyoversomeodiousoutbreak。SoatleastitseemedtoFreya。OldNelsonsaidatonce:\"I’llstrolldownwithyou。\"HehadbegunaprofessionalconversationaboutthedangersoftheNewGuineacoast,andwantedtorelatetoJaspersomeexperienceofhisown\"overthere。\"Jasperwassuchagoodlistener!Freyamadeasiftoaccompanythem,butherfatherfrowned,shookhishead,andnoddedsignificantlytowardstheimmovableHeemskirkblottingoutsmokewithhalf—closedeyesandprotrudedlips。Thelieutenantmustnotbeleftalone。Takeoffence,perhaps。 Freyaobeyedthesesigns。\"Perhapsitisbetterformetostay,\" shethought。Womenarenotgenerallypronetoreviewtheirownconduct,stilllesstocondemnit。Theembarrassingmasculineabsurditiesareinthemainresponsibleforitsethics。But,lookingatHeemskirk,Freyafeltregretandevenremorse。Histhickbulkinreposesuggestedtheideaofrepletion,butasamatteroffacthehadeatenverylittle。Hehaddrunkagreatdeal,however。Thefleshylobesofhisunpleasantbigearswithdeeplyfoldedrimswerecrimson。Theyquiteflamedintheneighbourhoodoftheflat,sallowcheeks。Foraconsiderabletimehedidnotraisehisheavybrowneyelids。Tobeatthemercyofsuchacreaturewashumiliating;andFreya,whoalwaysendedbybeingfrankwithherself,thoughtregretfully:\"IfonlyIhadbeenopenwithpapafromthefirst!Butthenwhatanimpossiblelifehewouldhaveledme!\"Yes。Menwereabsurdinmanyways;lovablylikeJasper,impracticablylikeherfather,odiouslylikethatgrotesquelysupinecreatureinthechair。Wasitpossibletotalkhimover?Perhapsitwasnotnecessary?\"Oh!Ican’ttalktohim,\"shethought。AndwhenHeemskirk,stillwithoutlookingather,beganresolutelytocrushhishalf—smokedcherootonthecoffee—tray,shetookalarm,glidedtowardsthepiano,openeditintremendoushaste,andstruckthekeysbeforeshesatdown。 Inaninstanttheverandah,thewholecarpetlesswoodenbungalowraisedonpiles,becamefilledwithanuproarious,confusedresonance。Butthroughitallsheheard,shefeltonthefloortheheavy,prowlingfootstepsofthelieutenantmovingtoandfroatherback。Hewasnotexactlydrunk,buthewassufficientlyprimedtomakethesuggestionsofhisexcitedimaginationseemperfectlyfeasibleandevenclever;beautifully,unscrupulouslyclever。 Freya,awarethathehadstoppedjustbehindher,wentonplayingwithoutturningherhead。Sheplayedwithspirit,brilliantly,afiercepieceofmusic,butwhenhisvoicereachedhershewentcoldallover。Itwasthevoice,notthewords。Theinsolentfamiliarityoftonedismayedhertosuchanextentthatshecouldnotunderstandatfirstwhathewassaying。Hisutterancewasthick,too。 \"Isuspected……OfcourseIsuspectedsomethingofyourlittlegoingson。Iamnotachild。Butfromsuspectingtoseeing— seeing,youunderstand—there’sanenormousdifference。Thatsortofthing……Come!Oneisn’tmadeofstone。AndwhenamanhasbeenworriedbyagirlasIhavebeenworriedbyyou,MissFreya— sleepingandwaking,then,ofcourse……ButIamamanoftheworld。Itmustbedullforyouhere……Isay,won’tyouleaveoffthisconfoundedplaying……?\" Thislastwastheonlysentencereallywhichshemadeout。Sheshookherheadnegatively,andindesperationputontheloudpedal,butshecouldnotmakethesoundofthepianocoverhisraisedvoice。 \"Only,Iamsurprisedthatyoushould……AnEnglishtradingskipper,acommonfellow。Low,cheekylot,infestingtheseislands。Iwouldmakeshortworkofsuchtrash!Whileyouhavehereagoodfriend,agentlemanreadytoworshipatyourfeet— yourprettyfeet—anofficer,amanoffamily。Strange,isn’tit? Butwhatofthat!Youarefitforaprince。\" Freyadidnotturnherhead。Herfacewentstiffwithhorrorandindignation。Thisadventurewasaltogetherbeyondherconceptionofwhatwaspossible。Itwasnotinhercharactertojumpupandrunaway。Itseemedtoher,too,thatifshedidmovetherewasnosayingwhatmighthappen。Presentlyherfatherwouldbeback,andthentheotherwouldhavetoleaveoff。Itwasbesttoignore—toignore。Shewentonplayingloudlyandcorrectly,asthoughshewerealone,asifHeemskirkdidnotexist。Thatproceedingirritatedhim。 \"Come!Youmaydeceiveyourfather,\"hebawledangrily,\"butIamnottobemadeafoolof!Stopthisinfernalnoise……Freya……Hey!YouScandinavianGoddessofLove!Stop!Doyouhear? That’swhatyouare—oflove。Buttheheathengodsareonlydevilsindisguise,andthat’swhatyouare,too—adeeplittledevil。Stopit,Isay,orIwillliftyouoffthatstool!\" Standingbehindher,hedevouredherwithhiseyes,fromthegoldencrownofherrigidlymotionlessheadtotheheelsofhershoes,thelineofhershapelyshoulders,thecurvesofherfinefigureswayingalittlebeforethekeyboard。Shehadonalightdress; thesleevesstoppedshortattheelbowsinanedgingoflace。A satinribbonencircledherwaist。Inanaccessofirresistible,recklesshopefulnessheclappedbothhishandsonthatwaist—andthentheirritatingmusicstoppedatlast。But,quickasshewasinspringingawayfromthecontact(theroundmusic—stoolgoingoverwithacrash),Heemskirk’slips,aimingatherneck,landedahungry,smackingkissjustunderherear。Adeepsilencereignedforatime。Andthenhelaughedratherfeebly。