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类别:其他 作者:Joseph Conrad字数:20763更新时间:19/01/07 08:53:10
Hesighedandclaspedhishandsonhisstomachwithexemplaryresignation。Iadmiredtheplacidityofhisimpudence。Thenwakingupsomewhat: \"Won’tyoutryacigar,Captain?\" \"No,thanks。Idon’tsmokecigars。\" \"Foronce!\"heexclaimed,inapatientwhisper。Amelancholysilenceensued。Youknowhowsometimesapersondisclosesacertainunsuspecteddepthandacutenessofthought;thatis,inotherwords,utterssomethingunexpected。ItwasunexpectedenoughtohearJacobussay: \"Themanwhojustwentoutwasrightenough。Youmighttakeone,Captain。Hereeverythingisboundtobeinthewayofbusiness。\" Ifeltalittleashamedofmyself。Theremembranceofhishorridbrothermadehimappearquiteadecentsortoffellow。ItwaswithsomecompunctionthatIsaidafewwordstotheeffectthatIcouldhavenopossibleobjectiontohishospitality。 BeforeIwasaminuteolderIsawwherethisadmissionwasleadingme。Asifchangingthesubject,Jacobusmentionedthathisprivatehousewasabouttenminutes’walkaway。Ithadabeautifuloldwalledgarden。Somethingreallyremarkable。Ioughttocomeroundsomedayandhavealookatit。 Heseemedtobealoverofgardens。Itootakeextremedelightinthem;butIdidnotmeanmycompunctiontocarrymeasfarasJacobus’sflower—beds,howeverbeautifulandold。Headded,withacertainhomelinessoftone: \"There’sonlymygirlthere。\" Itisdifficulttoseteverythingdownindueorder;soImustrevertheretowhathappenedaweekortwobefore。Themedicalofficeroftheporthadcomeonboardmyshiptohavealookatoneofmycrewwhowasailing,andnaturallyenoughhewasaskedtostepintothecabin。Afellow—shipmasterofminewastheretoo; andintheconversation,somehoworother,thenameofJacobuscametobementioned。Itwaspronouncedwithnoparticularreverencebytheotherman,Ibelieve。Idon’tremembernowwhatIwasgoingtosay。Thedoctor—apleasant,cultivatedfellow,withanassuredmanner—preventedmebystrikingin,inasourtone: \"Ah!You’retalkingaboutmyrespectedpapa—in—law。\" Ofcourse,thatsallysilencedusatthetime。ButIrememberedtheepisode,andatthisjuncture,pushedforsomethingnoncommittaltosay,Iinquiredwithpolitesurprise: \"Youhaveyourmarrieddaughterlivingwithyou,Mr。Jacobus?\" Hemovedhisbighandfromrighttoleftquietly。No!Thatwasanotherofhisgirls,hestated,ponderouslyandunderhisbreathasusual。She……Heseemedinapausetoberansackinghismindforsomekindofdescriptivephrase。Butmyhopesweredisappointed。Hemerelyproducedhisstereotypeddefinition。 \"She’saverydifferentsortofperson。\" \"Indeed……Andbytheby,Jacobus,Icalledonyourbrothertheotherday。It’snogreatcomplimentifIsaythatIfoundhimaverydifferentsortofpersonfromyou。\" Hehadanairofprofoundreflection,thenremarkedquaintly: \"He’samanofregularhabits。\" Hemighthavebeenalludingtothehabitoflatesiesta;butI mumbledsomethingabout\"beastlyhabitsanyhow\"—andleftthestoreabruptly。 CHAPTERIV MylittlepassagewithJacobusthemerchantbecameknowngenerally。 Oneortwoofmyacquaintancesmadedistantallusionstoit。 Perhapsthemulattoboyhadtalked。Imustconfessthatpeopleappearedratherscandalised,butnotwithJacobus’sbrutality。A manIknewremonstratedwithmeformyhastiness。 Igavehimthewholestoryofmyvisit,notforgettingthetell— taleresemblanceofthewretchedmulattoboytohistormentor。Hewasnotsurprised。Nodoubt,nodoubt。Whatofthat?Inajovialtoneheassuredmethattheremustbemanyofthatsort。TheelderJacobushadbeenabachelorallhislife。Ahighlyrespectablebachelor。Buttherehadneverbeenopenscandalinthatconnection。Hislifehadbeenquiteregular。Itcouldcausenooffencetoanyone。 IsaidthatIhadbeenoffendedconsiderably。Myinterlocutoropenedverywideeyes。Why?Becauseamulattoladgotafewknocks?Thatwasnotagreataffair,surely。Ihadnoideahowinsolentanduntruthfulthesehalf—casteswere。InfactheseemedtothinkMr。Jacobusratherkindthanotherwisetoemploythatyouthatall;asortofamiableweaknesswhichcouldbeforgiven。 ThisacquaintanceofminebelongedtooneoftheoldFrenchfamilies,descendantsoftheoldcolonists;allnoble,allimpoverished,andlivinganarrowdomesticlifeindull,dignifieddecay。Themen,asarule,occupyinferiorpostsinGovernmentofficesorinbusinesshouses。Thegirlsarealmostalwayspretty,ignorantoftheworld,kindandagreeableandgenerallybilingual; theyprattleinnocentlybothinFrenchandEnglish。Theemptinessoftheirexistencepassesbelief。 Iobtainedmyentryintoacoupleofsuchhouseholdsbecausesomeyearsbefore,inBombay,Ihadoccasiontobeofusetoapleasant,ineffectualyoungmanwhowasratherstrandedthere,notknowingwhattodowithhimselforevenhowtogethometohisislandagain。Itwasamatteroftwohundredrupeesorso,but,whenI turnedup,thefamilymadeapointofshowingtheirgratitudebyadmittingmetotheirintimacy。MyknowledgeoftheFrenchlanguagemademespeciallyacceptable。Theyhadmeantimemanagedtomarrythefellowtoawomannearlytwicehisage,comparativelywelloff:theonlyprofessionhewasreallyfitfor。Butitwasnotallcakesandale。ThefirsttimeIcalledonthecoupleshespiedalittlespotofgreaseonthepoordevil’spantaloonsandmadehimascreamingsceneofreproachessofullofsincerepassionthatIsatterrifiedasatatragedyofRacine。 OfcoursetherewasneverquestionofthemoneyIhadadvancedhim; buthissisters,MissAngeleandMissMary,andtheauntsofbothfamilies,whospokequaintarchaicFrenchofpre—Revolutionperiod,andahostofdistantrelationsadoptedmeforafriendoutrightinamannerwhichwasalmostembarrassing。 Itwaswiththeeldestbrother(hewasemployedatadeskinmyconsignee’soffice)thatIwashavingthistalkaboutthemerchantJacobus。Heregrettedmyattitudeandnoddedhisheadsagely。Aninfluentialman。Oneneverknewwhenonewouldneedhim。I expressedmyimmensepreferencefortheshopkeeperofthetwo。Atthatmyfriendlookedgrave。 \"Whatonearthareyoupullingthatlongfaceabout?\"Icriedimpatiently。\"HeaskedmetoseehisgardenandIhaveagoodmindtogosomeday。\" \"Don’tdothat,\"hesaid,soearnestlythatIburstintoafitoflaughter;buthelookedatmewithoutasmile。 Thiswasanothermatteraltogether。AtonetimethepublicconscienceoftheislandhadbeenmightilytroubledbymyJacobus。 Thetwobrothershadbeenpartnersforyearsingreatharmony,whenawanderingcircuscametotheislandandmyJacobusbecamesuddenlyinfatuatedwithoneofthelady—riders。Whatmadeitworsewasthathewasmarried。Hehadnoteventhegracetoconcealhispassion。Itmusthavebeenstrongindeedtocarryawaysuchalargeplacidcreature。Hisbehaviourwasperfectlyscandalous。HefollowedthatwomantotheCape,andapparentlytravelledatthetailofthatbeastlycircustootherpartsoftheworld,inamostdegradingposition。Thewomansoonceasedtocareforhim,andtreatedhimworsethanadog。Mostextraordinarystoriesofmoraldegradationwerereachingtheislandatthattime。 Hehadnotthestrengthofmindtoshakehimselffree…… Thegrotesqueimageofafat,pushingship—chandler,enslavedbyanunholylove—spell,fascinatedme;andIlistenedratheropen— mouthedtothetaleasoldastheworld,atalewhichhadbeenthesubjectoflegend,ofmoralfables,ofpoems,butwhichsoludicrouslyfailedtofitthepersonality。Whatastrangevictimforthegods! Meantimehisdesertedwifehaddied。Hisdaughterwastakencareofbyhisbrother,whomarriedherasadvantageouslyaswaspossibleinthecircumstances。 \"Oh!TheMrs。Doctor!\"Iexclaimed。 \"Youknowthat?Yes。Averyableman。Hewantedaliftintheworld,andtherewasagoodbitofmoneyfromhermother,besidestheexpectations……Ofcourse,theydon’tknowhim,\"headded。 \"Thedoctornodsinthestreet,Ibelieve,butheavoidsspeakingtohimwhentheymeetonboardaship,asmusthappensometimes。\" Iremarkedthatthissurelywasanoldstorybynow。 Myfriendassented。ButitwasJacobus’sownfaultthatitwasneitherforgivennorforgotten。Hecamebackultimately。Buthow? Notinaspiritofcontrition,inawaytopropitiatehisscandalisedfellow—citizens。Hemustneedsdragalongwithhimachild—agirl…… \"Hespoketomeofadaughterwholiveswithhim,\"Iobserved,verymuchinterested。 \"She’scertainlythedaughterofthecircus—woman,\"saidmyfriend。 \"Shemaybehisdaughtertoo;Iamwillingtoadmitthatsheis。 InfactIhavenodoubt—\" Buthedidnotseewhysheshouldhavebeenbroughtintoarespectablecommunitytoperpetuatethememoryofthescandal。Andthatwasnottheworst。Presentlysomethingmuchmoredistressinghappened。Thatabandonedwomanturnedup。Landedfromamail— boat…… \"What!Here?Toclaimthechildperhaps,\"Isuggested。 \"Notshe!\"Myfriendlyinformantwasveryscornful。\"Imagineapainted,haggard,agitated,desperatehag。BeencastoffinMozambiquebysomebodywhopaidherpassagehere。Shehadbeeninjuredinternallybyakickfromahorse;shehadn’tacentonherwhenshegotashore;Idon’tthinksheevenaskedtoseethechild。 Atanyrate,nottillthelastdayofherlife。Jacobushiredforherabungalowtodiein。HegotacoupleofSistersfromthehospitaltonurseherthroughthesefewmonths。Ifhedidn’tmarryherINEXTREMISasthegoodSisterstriedtobringabout,it’sbecauseshewouldn’tevenhearofit。Asthenunssaid:’Thewomandiedimpenitent。’ItwasreportedthatsheorderedJacobusoutoftheroomwithherlastbreath。Thismaybetherealreasonwhyhedidn’tgointomourninghimself;heonlyputthechildintoblack。Whileshewaslittleshewastobeseensometimesaboutthestreetsattendedbyanegrowoman,butsinceshebecameofagetoputherhairupIdon’tthinkshehassetfootoutsidethatgardenonce。Shemustbeovereighteennow。\" Thusmyfriend,withsomeaddeddetails;suchas,thathedidn’tthinkthegirlhadspokentothreepeopleofanypositionintheisland;thatanelderlyfemalerelativeofthebrothersJacobushadbeeninducedbyextremepovertytoacceptthepositionofgouvernantetothegirl。AstoJacobus’sbusiness(whichcertainlyannoyedhisbrother)itwasawisechoiceonhispart。Itbroughthimincontactonlywithstrangersofpassage;whereasanyotherwouldhavegivenrisetoallsortsofawkwardnesswithhissocialequals。Themanwasnotwantinginacertaintact—onlyhewasnaturallyshameless。Forwhydidhewanttokeepthatgirlwithhim?Itwasmostpainfulforeverybody。 Ithoughtsuddenly(andwithprofounddisgust)oftheotherJacobus,andIcouldnotrefrainfromsayingslily: \"Isupposeifheemployedher,say,asascullioninhishouseholdandoccasionallypulledherhairorboxedherears,thepositionwouldhavebeenmoreregular—lessshockingtotherespectableclasstowhichhebelongs。\" Hewasnotsostupidastomissmyintention,andshruggedhisshouldersimpatiently。 \"Youdon’tunderstand。Tobeginwith,she’snotamulatto。Andascandalisascandal。Peopleshouldbegivenachancetoforget。 Idaresayitwouldhavebeenbetterforherifshehadbeenturnedintoascullionorsomethingofthatkind。Ofcoursehe’stryingtomakemoneyineverysortofpettyway,butinsuchabusinessthere’llneverbeenoughforanybodytocomeforward。\" WhenmyfriendleftmeIhadaconceptionofJacobusandhisdaughterexisting,alonelypairofcastaways,onadesertisland; thegirlshelteringinthehouseasifitwereacaverninacliff,andJacobusgoingouttopickupalivingforbothonthebeach— exactlyliketwoshipwreckedpeoplewhoalwayshopeforsomerescuertobringthembackatlastintotouchwiththerestofmankind。 ButJacobus’sbodilyrealitydidnotfitinwiththisromanticview。Whenheturneduponboardintheusualcourse,hesippedthecupofcoffeeplacidly,askedmeifIwassatisfied—andI hardlylistenedtotheharbourgossiphedroppedslowlyinhislow,voice—savingenunciation。Ihadthentroublesofmyown。Myshipchartered,mythoughtsdwellingonthesuccessofaquickroundvoyage,Ihadbeensuddenlyconfrontedbyashortageofbags。A catastrophe!Thestockofoneespecialkind,calledpockets,seemedtobetotallyexhausted。Aconsignmentwasshortlyexpected—itwasafloat,onitsway,but,meantime,theloadingofmyshipdeadstopped,Ihadenoughtoworryabout。Myconsignees,whohadreceivedmewithsuchheartinessonmyarrival,now,inthecharacterofmycharterers,listenedtomycomplaintswithpolitehelplessness。Theirmanager,theold—maidish,thinman,whosoprudishlydidn’tevenliketospeakabouttheimpureJacobus,gavemethecorrectcommercialviewoftheposition。 \"MydearCaptain\"—hewasretractinghisleatherycheeksintoacondescending,shark—likesmile—\"wewerenotmorallyobligedtotellyouofapossibleshortagebeforeyousignedthecharter— party。Itwasforyoutoguardagainstthecontingencyofadelay—strictlyspeaking。Butofcourseweshouldn’thavetakenanyadvantage。Thisisnoone’sfaultreally。Weourselveshavebeentakenunawares,\"heconcludedprimly,withanobviouslie。 ThislectureIconfesshadmademethirsty。Suppressedragegenerallyproducesthateffect;andasIstrolledonaimlesslyI bethoughtmyselfofthetallearthenwarepitcherinthecaptains’ roomoftheJacobus\"store。\" WithnomorethananodtothemenIfoundassembledthere,I poureddownadeep,cooldraughtonmyindignation,thenanother,andthen,becomingdejected,Isatplungedincheerlessreflections。Theothersread,talked,smoked,bandiedovermyheadsomeunsubtlechaff。Butmyabstractionwasrespected。AnditwaswithoutawordtoanyonethatIroseandwentout,onlytobequiteunexpectedlyaccostedinthebustleofthestorebyJacobustheoutcast。 \"Gladtoseeyou,Captain。What?Goingaway?Youhaven’tbeenlookingsowelltheselastfewdays,Inotice。Rundown,eh?\" Hewasinhisshirt—sleeves,andhiswordswereintheusualcourseofbusiness,buttheyhadahumannote。Itwascommercialamenity,butIhadbeenastrangertoamenityinthatconnection。Idoverilybelieve(fromthedirectionofhisheavyglancetowardsacertainshelf)thathewasgoingtosuggestthepurchaseofClarkson’sNerveTonic,whichhekeptinstock,whenIsaidimpulsively: \"Iamratherintroublewithmyloading。\" Wideawakeunderhissleepy,broadmaskwithgluedlips,heunderstoodatonce,hadamovementoftheheadsoappreciativethatIrelievedmyexasperationbyexclaiming: \"Surelytheremustbeelevenhundredquarter—bagstobefoundinthecolony。It’sonlyamatteroflookingforthem。\" Againthatslightmovementofthebighead,andinthenoiseandactivityofthestorethattranquilmurmur: \"Tobesure。Butthenpeoplelikelytohaveareserveofquarter— bagswouldn’twanttosell。They’dneedthatsizethemselves。\" \"That’sexactlywhatmyconsigneesaretellingme。Impossibletobuy。Bosh!Theydon’twantto。Itsuitsthemtohavetheshiphungup。ButifIweretodiscoverthelottheywouldhaveto— Lookhere,Jacobus!Youarethemantohavesuchathingupyoursleeve。\" Heprotestedwithaponderousswingofhisbighead。Istoodbeforehimhelplessly,beinglookedatbythoseheavyeyeswithaveiledexpressionasofamanaftersomesoul—shakingcrisis。 Then,suddenly: \"It’simpossibletotalkquietlyhere,\"hewhispered。\"Iamverybusy。Butifyoucouldgoandwaitformeinmyhouse。It’slessthantenminutes’walk。Oh,yes,youdon’tknowtheway。\" Hecalledforhiscoatandofferedtotakemetherehimself。Hewouldhavetoreturntothestoreatonceforanhourorsotofinishhisbusiness,andthenhewouldbeatlibertytotalkoverwithmethatmatterofquarter—bags。Thisprogrammewasbreathedoutatmethroughslightlyparted,stilllips;hisheavy,motionlessglanceresteduponme,placidasever,theglanceofatiredman—butIfeltthatitwassearching,too。Icouldnotimaginewhathewaslookingforinmeandkeptsilent,wondering。 \"IamaskingyoutowaitformeinmyhousetillIamatlibertytotalkthismatterover。Youwill?\" \"Why,ofcourse!\"Icried。 \"ButIcannotpromise—\" \"Idaresaynot,\"Isaid。\"Idon’texpectapromise。\" \"ImeanIcan’tevenpromisetotrythemoveI’veinmymind。Onemustseefirst……h’m!\" \"Allright。I’lltakethechance。I’llwaitforyouaslongasyoulike。WhatelsehaveItodointhisinfernalholeofaport!\" BeforeIhadutteredmylastwordswehadsetoffataswingingpace。Weturnedacoupleofcornersandenteredastreetcompletelyemptyoftraffic,ofsemi—ruralaspect,pavedwithcobblestonesnestlingingrasstufts。Thehousecametothelineoftheroadway;asinglestoryonanelevatedbasementofrough— stones,sothatourheadswerebelowthelevelofthewindowsaswewentalong。Allthejalousiesweretightlyshut,likeeyes,andthehouseseemedfastasleepintheafternoonsunshine。Theentrancewasattheside,inanalleyevenmoregrass—grownthanthestreet:asmalldoor,simplyonthelatch。 Withawordofapologyastoshowingmetheway,JacobusprecededmeupadarkpassageandledmeacrossthenakedparquetfloorofwhatIsupposedtobethedining—room。Itwaslightedbythreeglassdoorswhichstoodwideopenontoaverandahorratherloggiarunningitsbrickarchesalongthegardensideofthehouse。Itwasreallyamagnificentgarden:smoothgreenlawnsandagorgeousmazeofflower—bedsintheforeground,displayedaroundabasinofdarkwaterframedinamarblerim,andinthedistancethemassedfoliageofvariedtreesconcealingtheroofsofotherhouses。Thetownmighthavebeenmilesaway。Itwasabrilliantlycolouredsolitude,drowsinginawarm,voluptuoussilence。Wherethelong,stillshadowsfellacrossthebeds,andinshadynooks,themassedcoloursoftheflowershadanextraordinarymagnificenceofeffect。 Istoodentranced。Jacobusgraspedmedelicatelyabovetheelbow,impellingmetoahalf—turntotheleft。 Ihadnotnoticedthegirlbefore。Sheoccupiedalow,deep,wickerworkarm—chair,andIsawherinexactprofilelikeafigureinatapestry,andasmotionless。Jacobusreleasedmyarm。 \"ThisisAlice,\"heannouncedtranquilly;andhissubduedmannerofspeakingmadeitsoundsomuchlikeaconfidentialcommunicationthatIfanciedmyselfnoddingunderstandinglyandwhispering:\"I see,Isee。\"……Ofcourse,Ididnothingofthekind。Neitherofusdidanything;westoodsidebysidelookingdownatthegirl。 Forquiteatimeshedidnotstir,staringstraightbeforeherasifwatchingthevisionofsomepageantpassingthroughthegardeninthedeep,richglowoflightandthesplendourofflowers。 Then,comingtotheendofherreverie,shelookedroundandup。 IfIhadnotatfirstnoticedher,Iamcertainthatshetoohadbeenunawareofmypresencetillsheactuallyperceivedmebyherfather’sside。Thequickenedupwardmovementoftheheavyeyelids,thewideningofthelanguidglance,passingintoafixedstare,putthatbeyonddoubt。 Underheramazementtherewasahintoffear,andthencameaflashasofanger。Jacobus,afterutteringmynamefairlyloud,said: \"Makeyourselfathome,Captain—Iwon’tbegonelong,\"andwentawayrapidly。BeforeIhadtimetomakeabowIwasleftalonewiththegirl—who,Irememberedsuddenly,hadnotbeenseenbyanymanorwomanofthattownsinceshehadfounditnecessarytoputupherhair。Itlookedasthoughithadnotbeentouchedagainsincethatdistanttimeoffirstputtingup;itwasamassofblack,lustrouslocks,twistedanyhowhighonherhead,withlong,untidywispshangingdownoneachsideoftheclearsallowface;amasssothickandstrongandabundantthat,nothingbuttolookat,itgaveyouasensationofheavypressureonthetopofyourheadandanimpressionofmagnificentlycynicaluntidiness。Sheleanedforward,huggingherselfwithcrossedlegs;adingy,amber— coloured,flouncedwrapperofsomethinstuffrevealedtheyoungsupplebodydrawntogethertenselyinthedeeplowseatasifcrouchingforaspring。Idetectedaslight,quiveringstartortwo,whichlookeduncommonlylikeboundingaway。Theywerefollowedbythemostabsoluteimmobility。 TheabsurdimpulsetorunoutafterJacobus(forIhadbeenstartled,too)oncerepressed,Itookachair,placeditnotveryfarfromher,satdowndeliberately,andbegantotalkaboutthegarden,caringnotwhatIsaid,butusingagentlecaressingintonationasonetalkstosootheastartledwildanimal。Icouldnotevenbecertainthatsheunderstoodme。Sheneverraisedherfacenorattemptedtolookmyway。Ikeptontalkingonlytopreventherfromtakingflight。Shehadanotherofthosequivering,repressedstartswhichmademecatchmybreathwithapprehension。 UltimatelyIformedanotionthatwhatpreventedherperhapsfromgoingoffinonegreat,nervousleap,wasthescantinessofherattire。Thewickerarmchairwasthemostsubstantialthingaboutherperson。Whatshehadonunderthatdingy,loose,amberwrappermusthavebeenofthemostflimsyandairycharacter。Onecouldnothelpbeingawareofit。Itwasobvious。Ifeltitactuallyembarrassingatfirst;butthatsortofembarrassmentisgotovereasilybyamindnotenslavedbynarrowprejudices。IdidnotavertmygazefromAlice。Iwentontalkingwithingratiatingsoftness,therecollectionthat,mostlikely,shehadneverbeforebeenspokentobyastrangemanaddingtomyassurance。Idon’tknowwhyanemotionaltensenessshouldhavecreptintothesituation。Butitdid。AndjustasIwasbecomingawareofitaslightscreamcutshortmyflowofurbanespeech。 Thescreamdidnotproceedfromthegirl。Itwasemittedbehindme,andcausedmetoturnmyheadsharply。IunderstoodatoncethattheapparitioninthedoorwaywastheelderlyrelationofJacobus,thecompanion,thegouvernante。Whilesheremainedthunderstruck,Igotupandmadeheralowbow。 TheladiesofJacobus’shouseholdevidentlyspenttheirdaysinlightattire。Thisstumpyoldwomanwithafacelikealargewrinkledlemon,beadyeyes,andashockofiron—greyhair,wasdressedinagarmentofsomeash—coloured,silky,lightstuff。Itfellfromherthickneckdowntohertoeswiththesimplicityofanunadornednightgown。Itmadeherappeartrulycylindrical。Sheexclaimed:\"Howdidyougethere?\" BeforeIcouldsayawordshevanishedandpresentlyIheardaconfusionofshrillprotestationsinadistantpartofthehouse。 ObviouslynoonecouldtellherhowIgotthere。Inamoment,withgreatoutcriesfromtwonegrowomenfollowingher,shewaddledbacktothedoorway,infuriated。 \"Whatdoyouwanthere?\" Iturnedtothegirl。Shewassittingstraightupnow,herhandsposedonthearmsofthechair。Iappealedtoher。 \"Surely,MissAlice,youwillnotletthemdrivemeoutintothestreet?\" Hermagnificentblackeyes,narrowed,longinshape,sweptovermewithanindefinableexpression,theninaharsh,contemptuousvoicesheletfallinFrenchasortofexplanation: \"C’ESTPAPA。\" Imadeanotherlowbowtotheoldwoman。 Sheturnedherbackonmeinordertodriveawayherblackhenchwomen,thensurveyingmypersoninapeculiarmannerwithonesmalleyenearlyclosedandherfacealldrawnuponthatsideasifwithatwingeoftoothache,shesteppedoutontheverandah,satdowninarocking—chairsomedistanceaway,andtookupherknittingfromalittletable。Beforeshestartedatitsheplungedoneoftheneedlesintothemopofhergreyhairandstirreditvigorously。 Herelementarynightgown—sortoffrockclungtoherancient,stumpy,andfloatingform。Sheworewhitecottonstockingsandflatbrownvelvetslippers。Herfeetandankleswereobtrusivelyvisibleonthefoot—rest。Shebegantorockherselfslightly,whilesheknitted。Ihadresumedmyseatandkeptquiet,forI mistrustedthatoldwoman。Whatifsheorderedmetodepart?Sheseemedcapableofanyoutrage。Shehadsnortedonceortwice;shewasknittingviolently。SuddenlyshepipedattheyounggirlinFrenchaquestionwhichItranslatecolloquially: \"What’syourfatherupto,now?\" Theyoungcreatureshruggedhershoulderssocomprehensivelythatherwholebodyswayedwithintheloosewrapper;andinthatunexpectedlyharshvoicewhichyethadaseductivequalitytothesenses,likecertainkindsofnaturalroughwinesonedrinkswithpleasure: \"It’ssomecaptain。Leavemealone—willyou!\" Thechairrockedquicker,theold,thinvoicewaslikeawhistle。 \"Youandyourfathermakeapair。Hewouldstickatnothing— that’swellknown。ButIdidn’texpectthis。\" IthoughtithightimetoairsomeofmyownFrench。Iremarkedmodestly,butfirmly,thatthiswasbusiness。IhadsomematterstotalkoverwithMr。Jacobus。 Atonceshepipedoutaderisive\"Poorinnocent!\"Then,withachangeoftone:\"Theshop’sforbusiness。Whydon’tyougototheshoptotalkwithhim?\" Thefuriousspeedofherfingersandknitting—needlesmadeonedizzy;andwithsqueakyindignation: \"Sittingherestaringatthatgirl—isthatwhatyoucallbusiness?\" \"No,\"Isaidsuavely。\"Icallthispleasure—anunexpectedpleasure。AndunlessMissAliceobjects—\" Ihalfturnedtoher。Sheflungatmeanangryandcontemptuous\"Don’tcare!\"andleaningherelbowonherkneestookherchininherhand—aJacobuschinundoubtedly。Andthoseheavyeyelids,thisblackirritatedstareremindedmeofJacobus,too—thewealthymerchant,therespectedone。Thedesignofhereyebrowsalsowasthesame,rigidandill—omened。Yes!Itracedinheraresemblancetobothofthem。ItcametomeasasortofsurprisingremoteinferencethatboththeseJacobuseswereratherhandsomemenafterall。Isaid: \"Oh!ThenIshallstareatyoutillyousmile。\" Shefavouredmeagainwithanevenmoreviciouslyscornful\"Don’tcare!\" Theoldwomanbrokeinbluntandshrill: \"Hearhisimpudence!Andyoutoo!Don’tcare!Goatleastandputsomemoreclotheson。Sittingtherelikethisbeforethissailorriff—raff。\" ThesunwasabouttoleavethePearloftheOceanforotherseas,forotherlands。Thewalledgardenfullofshadowsblazedwithcolourasiftheflowersweregivingupthelightabsorbedduringtheday。Theamazingoldwomanbecameveryexplicit。Shesuggestedtothegirlacorsetandapetticoatwithacynicalunreservewhichhumiliatedme。WasIofnomoreaccountthanawoodendummy?Thegirlsnappedout:\"Shan’t!\" Itwasnotthenaughtyretortofavulgarchild;ithadanoteofdesperation。Clearlymyintrusionhadsomehowupsetthebalanceoftheirestablishedrelations。Theoldwomanknittedwithfuriousaccuracy,hereyesfasteneddownonherwork。 \"Oh,youarethetruechildofyourfather!AndTHATtalksofenteringaconvent!Lettingherselfbestaredatbyafellow。\" \"Leaveoff。\" \"Shamelessthing!\" \"Oldsorceress,\"thegirluttereddistinctly,preservinghermeditativepose,chininhand,andafar—awaystareoverthegarden。 Itwaslikethequarrelofthekettleandthepot。Theoldwomanflewoutofthechair,bangeddownherwork,andwithagreatplayofthicklimbperfectlyvisibleinthatweird,clinginggarmentofhers,strodeatthegirl—whoneverstirred。Iwasexperiencingasortoftrepidationwhen,asifawedbythatunconsciousattitude,theagedrelativeofJacobusturnedshortuponme。 Shewas,Iperceived,armedwithaknitting—needle;andassheraisedherhandherintentionseemedtobetothrowitatmelikeadart。Butsheonlyusedittoscratchherheadwith,examiningmethewhileatcloserange,oneeyenearlyshutandherfacedistortedbyawhimsical,one—sidedgrimace。 \"Mydearman,\"sheaskedabruptly,\"doyouexpectanygoodtocomeofthis?\" \"Idohopesoindeed,MissJacobus。\"Itriedtospeakintheeasytoneofanafternooncaller。\"Yousee,Iamhereaftersomebags。\" \"Bags!Lookatthatnow!Didn’tIhearyouholdingforthtothatgracelesswretch?\" \"Youwouldliketoseemeinmygrave,\"utteredthemotionlessgirlhoarsely。 \"Grave!Whataboutme?BuriedalivebeforeIamdeadforthesakeofathingblessedwithsuchaprettyfather!\"shecried;andturningtome:\"You’reoneofthesemenhedoesbusinesswith。 Well—whydon’tyouleaveusinpeace,mygoodfellow?\" Itwassaidinatone—this\"leaveusinpeace!\"Therewasasortofruffianlyfamiliarity,asuperiority,ascorninit。Iwastohearitmorethanonce,foryouwouldshowanimperfectknowledgeofhumannatureifyouthoughtthatthiswasmylastvisittothathouse—wherenorespectablepersonhadputfootforeversomanyyears。No,youwouldbeverymuchmistakenifyouimaginedthatthisreceptionhadscaredmeaway。FirstofallIwasnotgoingtorunbeforeagrotesqueandruffianlyoldwoman。 Andthenyoumustn’tforgetthesenecessarybags。ThatfirsteveningJacobusmademestaytodinner;after,however,tellingmeloyallythathedidn’tknowwhetherhecoulddoanythingatallforme。Hehadbeenthinkingitover。Itwastoodifficult,hefeared……Buthedidnotgiveitupinsomanywords。 Wewereonlythreeattable;thegirlbymeansofrepeated\"Won’t!\" \"Shan’t!\"and\"Don’tcare!\"havingconveyedandaffirmedherintentionnottocometothetable,nottohaveanydinner,nottomovefromtheverandah。Theoldrelativehoppedaboutinherflatslippersandpipedindignantly,Jacobustoweredoverherandmurmuredplacidlyinhisthroat;Ijoinedjocularlyfromadistance,throwinginafewwords,forwhichunderthecoverofthenightIreceivedsecretlyamostviciouspokeintheribsfromtheoldwoman’selboworperhapsherfist。Irestrainedacry。Andallthetimethegirldidn’tevencondescendtoraiseherheadtolookatanyofus。Allthismaysoundchildish—andyetthatstony,petulantsullennesshadanobscurelytragicflavour。 Andsowesatdowntothefoodaroundthelightofagoodmanycandleswhilesheremainedcrouchingoutthere,staringinthedarkasiffeedingherbadtemperontheheavilyscentedairoftheadmirablegarden。 BeforeleavingIsaidtoJacobusthatIwouldcomenextdaytohearifthebagaffairhadmadeanyprogress。Heshookhisheadslightlyatthat。 \"I’llhauntyourhousedailytillyoupullitoff。You’llbealwaysfindingmehere。\" Hisfaint,melancholysmiledidnotparthisthicklips。 \"Thatwillbeallright,Captain。\" Thenseeingmetothedoor,verytranquil,hemurmuredearnestlytherecommendation:\"Makeyourselfathome,\"andalsothehospitablehintabouttherebeingalways\"aplateofsoup。\"Itwasonlyonmywaytothequay,downtheill—lightedstreets,thatI rememberedIhadbeenengagedtodinethatveryeveningwiththeS— family。Thoughvexedwithmyforgetfulness(itwouldberatherawkwardtoexplain)Icouldn’thelpthinkingthatithadprocuredmeamoreamusingevening。Andbesides—business。Thesacredbusiness—。 Inabarefootednegrowhoovertookmeatarunandbolteddownthelanding—stepsIrecognisedJacobus’sboatman,whomusthavebeenfeedinginthekitchen。Hisusual\"Good—night,sah!\"asIwentupmyship’sladderhadamorecordialsoundthanonpreviousoccasions。 CHAPTERV IkeptmywordtoJacobus。Ihauntedhishome。Hewasperpetuallyfindingmethereofanafternoonwhenhepoppedinforamomentfromthe\"store。\"ThesoundofmyvoicetalkingtohisAlicegreetedhimonhisdoorstep;andwhenhereturnedforgoodintheevening,tentoonehewouldhearitstillgoingonintheverandah。Ijustnoddedtohim;hewouldsitdownheavilyandgently,andwatchwithasortofapprovinganxietymyeffortstomakehisdaughtersmile。 Icalledheroften\"Alice,\"rightbeforehim;sometimesIwouldaddressherasMiss\"Don’tCare,\"andIexhaustedmyselfinnonsensicalchatterwithoutsucceedingonceintakingheroutofherpeevishandtragicself。ThereweremomentswhenIfeltImustbreakoutandstartswearingathertillallwasblue。AndI fanciedthathadIdonesoJacobuswouldnothavemovedamuscle。 Asortofshady,intimateunderstandingseemedtohavebeenestablishedbetweenus。 Imustsaythegirltreatedherfatherexactlyinthesamewayshetreatedme。 Andhowcouldithavebeenotherwise?Shetreatedmeasshetreatedherfather。Shehadneverseenavisitor。Shedidnotknowhowmenbehaved。Ibelongedtothelowlotwithwhomherfatherdidbusinessattheport。Iwasofnoaccount。Sowasherfather。Theonlydecentpeopleintheworldwerethepeopleoftheisland,whowouldhavenothingtodowithhimbecauseofsomethingwickedhehaddone。ThiswasapparentlytheexplanationMissJacobushadgivenherofthehousehold’sisolatedposition。Forshehadtobetoldsomething!AndIfeelconvincedthatthisversionhadbeenassentedtobyJacobus。Imustsaytheoldwomanwasputtingitforwardwithconsiderablegusto。Itwasonherlipstheuniversalexplanation,theuniversalallusion,theuniversaltaunt。 OnedayJacobuscameinearlyand,beckoningmeintothedining— room,wipedhisbrowwithawearygestureandtoldmethathehadmanagedtounearthasupplyofquarter—bags。 \"It’sfourteenhundredyourshipwanted,didyousay,Captain?\" \"Yes,yes!\"Irepliedeagerly;butheremainedcalm。HelookedmoretiredthanIhadeverseenhimbefore。 \"Well,Captain,youmaygoandtellyourpeoplethattheycangetthatlotfrommybrother。\" AsIremainedopen—mouthedatthis,headdedhisusualplacidformulaofassurance: \"You’llfinditcorrect,Captain。\" \"Youspoketoyourbrotheraboutit?\"Iwasdistinctlyawed。\"Andforme?Becausehemusthaveknownthatmyship’stheonlyonehungupforbags。Howonearth—\" Hewipedhisbrowagain。Inoticedthathewasdressedwithunusualcare,inclothesinwhichIhadneverseenhimbefore。Heavoidedmyeye。 \"You’veheardpeopletalk,ofcourse……That’strueenough。He……I……Wecertainly……forseveralyears……\"Hisvoicedeclinedtoameresleepymurmur。\"YouseeIhadsomethingtotellhimof,somethingwhich—\" Hismurmurstopped。Hewasnotgoingtotellmewhatthissomethingwas。AndIdidn’tcare。Anxioustocarrythenewstomycharterers,Iranbackontheverandahtogetmyhat。 AtthebustleImadethegirlturnedhereyesslowlyinmydirection,andeventheoldwomanwascheckedinherknitting。I stoppedamomenttoexclaimexcitedly: \"Yourfather’sabrick,MissDon’tCare。That’swhatheis。\" Shebeheldmyelationinscornfulsurprise。JacobuswithunwontedfamiliarityseizedmyarmasIflewthroughthedining—room,andbreathedheavilyatmeaproposalabout\"Aplateofsoup\"thatevening。Ianswereddistractedly:\"Eh?What?Oh,thanks! Certainly。Withpleasure,\"andtoremyselfaway。Dinewithhim? Ofcourse。ThemerestgratitudeButsomethreehoursafterwards,inthedusky,silentstreet,pavedwithcobble—stones,Ibecameawarethatitwasnotmeregratitudewhichwasguidingmystepstowardsthehousewiththeoldgarden,whereforyearsnoguestotherthanmyselfhadeverdined。Meregratitudedoesnotgnawatone’sinterioreconomyinthatparticularway。Hungermight;butIwasnotfeelingparticularlyhungryforJacobus’sfood。 Onthatoccasion,too,thegirlrefusedtocometothetable。 Myexasperationgrew。Theoldwomancastmaliciousglancesatme。 IsaidsuddenlytoJacobus:\"Here!Putsomechickenandsaladonthatplate。\"Heobeyedwithoutraisinghiseyes。Icarrieditwithaknifeandforkandaservietteoutontheverandah。Thegardenwasonemassofgloom,likeacemeteryofflowersburiedinthedarkness,andshe,inthechair,seemedtomusemournfullyovertheextinctionoflightandcolour。Onlywhiffsofheavyscentpassedlikewandering,fragrantsoulsofthatdepartedmultitudeofblossoms。Italkedvolubly,jocularly,persuasively,tenderly;I talkedinasubduedtone。Toalisteneritwouldhavesoundedlikethemurmurofapleadinglover。WheneverIpausedexpectantlytherewasonlyadeepsilence。Itwaslikeofferingfoodtoaseatedstatue。 \"Ihaven’tbeenabletoswallowasinglemorselthinkingofyououtherestarvingyourselfinthedark。It’spositivelycrueltobesoobstinate。Thinkofmysufferings。\" \"Don’tcare。\" IfeltasifIcouldhavedonehersomeviolence—shakenher,beatenhermaybe。Isaid: \"Yourabsurdbehaviourwillpreventmecominghereanymore。\" \"What’sthattome?\" \"Youlikeit。\" \"It’sfalse,\"shesnarled。 Myhandfellonhershoulder;andifshehadflinchedIverilybelieveIwouldhaveshakenher。Buttherewasnomovementandthisimmobilitydisarmedmyanger。 \"Youdo。Oryouwouldn’tbefoundontheverandaheveryday。Whyareyouhere,then?Thereareplentyofroomsinthehouse。Youhaveyourownroomtostayin—ifyoudidnotwanttoseeme。Butyoudo。Youknowyoudo。\" Ifeltaslightshudderundermyhandandreleasedmygripasiffrightenedbythatsignofanimationinherbody。Thescentedairofthegardencametousinawarmwavelikeavoluptuousandperfumedsigh。 \"Gobacktothem,\"shewhispered,almostpitifully。 AsIre—enteredthedining—roomIsawJacobuscastdownhiseyes。 Ibangedtheplateonthetable。Atthisdemonstrationofill— humourhemurmuredsomethinginanapologetictone,andIturnedonhimviciouslyasifhewereaccountabletomeforthese\"abominableeccentricities,\"IbelieveIcalledthem。 \"ButIdaresayMissJacobushereisresponsibleformostofthisoffensivemanner,\"Iaddedloftily。 Shepipedoutatonceinherbrazen,ruffianlymanner: \"Eh?Whydon’tyouleaveusinpeace,mygoodfellow?\" IwasastonishedthatsheshoulddarebeforeJacobus。Yetwhatcouldhehavedonetorepressher?Heneededhertoomuch。Heraisedaheavy,drowsyglanceforaninstant,thenlookeddownagain。Sheinsistedwithshrillfinality: \"Haven’tyoudoneyourbusiness,youtwo?Well,then—\" ShehadthetrueJacobusimpudence,thatoldwoman。Hermopofiron—greyhairwasparted,onthesidelikeaman’s,raffishly,andshemadeasiftoplungeherforkintoit,assheusedtodowiththeknitting—needle,butrefrained。Herlittleblackeyessparkledvenomously。Iturnedtomyhostattheheadofthetable— menacinglyasitwere。 \"Well,andwhatdoyousaytothat,Jacobus?AmItotakeitthatwehavedonewitheachother?\" Ihadtowaitalittle。Theanswerwhenitcamewasratherunexpected,andinquiteanotherspiritthanthequestion。 \"Icertainlythinkwemightdosomebusinessyetwiththosepotatoesofmine,Captain。Youwillfindthat—\" Icuthimshort。 \"I’vetoldyoubeforethatIdon’ttrade。\" Hisbroadchestheavedwithoutasoundinanoiselesssigh。 \"Thinkitover,Captain,\"hemurmured,tenaciousandtranquil;andIburstintoajarringlaugh,rememberinghowhehadstucktothecircus—riderwoman—thedepthofpassionunderthatplacidsurface,whichevencutswithariding—whip(sothelegendhadit) couldneverraffleintothesemblanceofastorm;somethinglikethepassionofafishwouldbeifonecouldimaginesuchathingasapassionatefish。 ThateveningIexperiencedmoredistinctlythaneverthesenseofmoraldiscomfortwhichalwaysattendedmeinthathouselyingunderthebanofall\"decent\"people。Irefusedtostayonandsmokeafterdinner;andwhenIputmyhandintothethickly—cushionedpalmofJacobus,Isaidtomyselfthatitwouldbeforthelasttimeunderhisroof。Ipressedhisbulkypawheartilynevertheless。Hadn’thegotmeoutofaseriousdifficulty?TothefewwordsofacknowledgmentIwasbound,andindeedquitewilling,toutter,heansweredbystretchinghisclosedlipsinhismelancholy,glued—togethersmile。 \"Thatwillbeallright,Ihope,Captain,\"hebreathedoutweightily。 \"Whatdoyoumean?\"Iasked,alarmed。\"Thatyourbrothermightyet—\" \"Oh,no,\"hereassuredme。\"He……he’samanofhisword,Captain。\" Myself—communionasIwalkedawayfromhisdoor,tryingtobelievethatthiswasforthelasttime,wasnotsatisfactory。IwasawaremyselfthatIwasnotsincereinmyreflectionsastoJacobus’smotives,and,ofcourse,theverynextdayIwentbackagain。 Howweak,irrational,andabsurdweare!Howeasilycarriedawaywheneverourawakenedimaginationbringsustheirritatinghintofadesire!Icaredforthegirlinaparticularway,seducedbythemoodyexpressionofherface,byherobstinatesilences,herrare,scornfulwords;bytheperpetualpoutofherclosedlips,theblackdepthsofherfixedgazeturnedslowlyuponmeasifincontemptuousprovocation,onlytobeavertednextmomentwithanexasperatingindifference。 Ofcoursethenewsofmyassiduityhadspreadalloverthelittletown。Inoticedachangeinthemannerofmyacquaintancesandevensomethingdifferentinthenodsoftheothercaptains,whenmeetingthematthelanding—stepsorintheofficeswherebusinesscalledme。Theold—maidishheadclerktreatedmewithdistantpunctiliousnessand,asitwere,gatheredhisskirtsroundhimforfearofcontamination。ItseemedtomethattheveryniggersonthequaysturnedtolookaftermeasIpassed;andastoJacobus’sboatmanhis\"Good—night,sah!\"whenheputmeonboardwasnolongermerelycordial—ithadafamiliar,confidentialsoundasthoughwehadbeenpartnersinsomevillainy。 MyfriendS—theelderpassedmeontheothersideofthestreetwithawaveofthehandandanironicsmile。Theyoungerbrother,theonetheyhadmarriedtoanelderlyshrew,he,onthestrengthofanolderfriendshipandasifpayingadebtofgratitude,tookthelibertytoutterawordofwarning。 \"You’redoingyourselfnogoodbyyourchoiceoffriends,mydearchap,\"hesaidwithinfantilegravity。 AsIknewthatthemeetingofthebrothersJacobuswasthesubjectofexcitedcommentinthewholeofthesugaryPearloftheOceanI wantedtoknowwhyIwasblamed。 \"Ihavebeentheoccasionofamovewhichmayendinareconciliationsurelydesirablefromthepointofviewoftheproprieties—don’tyouknow?\" \"Ofcourse,ifthatgirlweredisposedofitwouldcertainlyfacilitate—\"hemusedsagely,then,inconsequentialcreature,gavemealighttaponthelowerpartofmywaistcoat。\"Youoldsinner,\"hecriedjovially,\"muchyoucareforproprieties。Butyouhadbetterlookoutforyourself,youknow,withapersonagelikeJacobuswhohasnosortofreputationtolose。\" Hehadrecoveredhisgravityofarespectablecitizenbythattimeandaddedregretfully: \"Allthewomenofourfamilyareperfectlyscandalised。\" ButbythattimeIhadgivenupvisitingtheS—familyandtheD— family。TheelderladiespulledsuchfaceswhenIshowedmyself,andthemultitudeofrelatedyoungladiesreceivedmewithsuchavarietyoflooks:wondering,awed,mocking(exceptMissMary,whospoketomeandlookedatmewithhushed,painedcompassionasthoughIhadbeenill),thatIhadnodifficultyingivingthemallup。Iwouldhavegivenupthesocietyofthewholetown,forthesakeofsittingnearthatgirl,snarlingandsuperbandbarelycladinthatflimsy,dingy,amberwrapper,openlowatthethroat。Shelooked,withthewildwispsofhairhangingdownhertenseface,asthoughshehadjustjumpedoutofbedinthepanicofafire。 Shesatleaningonherelbow,lookingatnothing。Whydidshestaylisteningtomyabsurdchatter?Andnotonlythat;butwhydidshepowderherfaceinpreparationformyarrival?Itseemedtobeherideaofmakingatoilette,andinheruntidynegligenceasignofgreatefforttowardspersonaladornment。 ButImighthavebeenmistaken。Thepowderingmighthavebeenherdailypracticeandherpresenceintheverandahasignofanindifferencesocompleteastotakenoaccountofmyexistence。 Well,itwasallonetome。 Ilovedtowatchherslowchangesofpose,tolookatherlongimmobilitiescomposedinthegracefullinesofherbody,toobservethemysteriousnarrowstareofhersplendidblackeyes,somewhatlonginshape,halfclosed,contemplatingthevoid。Shewaslikeaspellboundcreaturewiththeforeheadofagoddesscrownedbythedishevelledmagnificenthairofagipsytramp。Evenherindifferencewasseductive。Ifeltmyselfgrowingattachedtoherbythebondofanirrealisabledesire,forIkeptmyhead—quite。 AndIputupwiththemoraldiscomfortofJacobus’ssleepywatchfulness,tranquil,andyetsoexpressive;asiftherehadbeenatacitpactbetweenustwo。Iputupwiththeinsolenceoftheoldwoman’s:\"Aren’tyouevergoingtoleaveusinpeace,mygoodfellow?\"withhertaunts;withherbrazenandsinisterscolding。 ShewasofthetrueJacobusstock,andnomistake。 DirectlyIgotawayfromthegirlIcalledmyselfmanyhardnames。 Whatfollywasthis?Iwouldaskmyself。Itwaslikebeingtheslaveofsomedepravedhabit。AndIreturnedtoherwithmyheadclear,myheartcertainlyfree,notevenmovedbypityforthatcastaway(shewasasmuchofacastawayasanyoneeverwreckedonadesertisland),butasifbeguiledbysomeextraordinarypromise。 Nothingmoreunworthycouldbeimagined。TherecollectionofthattremulouswhisperwhenIgrippedhershoulderwithonehandandheldaplateofchickenwiththeotherwasenoughtomakemebreakallmygoodresolutions。 Herinsultingtaciturnitywasenoughsometimestomakeonegnashone’steethwithrage。Whensheopenedhermouthitwasonlytobeabominablyrudeinharshtonestotheassociateofherreprobatefather;andthefullapprovalofheragedrelativewasconveyedtoherbyoffensivechuckles。Ifnotthat,thenherremarks,alwaysutteredinthetoneofscathingcontempt,wereofthemostappallinginanity。 Howcouldithavebeenotherwise?Thatplump,ruffianlyJacobusoldmaidinthetightgreyfrockhadnevertaughtheranymanners。 MannersIsupposearenotnecessaryforborncastaways。Noeducationalestablishmentcouldeverbeinducedtoacceptherasapupil—onaccountoftheproprieties,Iimagine。AndJacobushadnotbeenabletosendherawayanywhere。Howcouldhehavedoneit?Whowith?Whereto?Hehimselfwasnotenoughofanadventurertothinkofsettlingdownanywhereelse。Hispassionhadtossedhimatthetailofacircusupanddownstrangecoasts,but,thestormover,hehaddriftedbackshamelesslywhere,socialoutcastashewas,heremainedstillaJacobus—oneoftheoldestfamiliesontheisland,olderthantheFrencheven。TheremusthavebeenaJacobusinatthedeathofthelastDodo……Thegirlhadlearnednothing,shehadneverlistenedtoageneralconversation,sheknewnothing,shehadheardofnothing。Shecouldreadcertainly;butallthereadingmatterthatevercameinherwaywerethenewspapersprovidedforthecaptains’roomofthe\"store。\"Jacobushadthehabitoftakingthesesheetshomenowandtheninaverystainedandraggedcondition。 Ashermindcouldnotgraspthemeaningofanymatterstreatedthereexceptpolice—courtreportsandaccountsofcrimes,shehadformedforherselfanotionofthecivilisedworldasasceneofmurders,abductions,burglaries,stabbingaffrays,andeverysortofdesperateviolence。EnglandandFrance,ParisandLondon(theonlytwotownsofwhichsheseemedtohaveheard),appearedtohersinksofabomination,reekingwithblood,incontrasttoherlittleislandwherepettylarcenywasaboutthestandardofcurrentmisdeeds,with,nowandthen,somemorepronouncedcrime—andthatonlyamongsttheimportedcoolielabourersonsugarestatesorthenegroesofthetown。ButinEuropethesethingswerebeingdonedailybyawickedpopulationofwhitemenamongstwhom,asthatruffianly,aristocraticoldMissJacobuspointedout,thewanderingsailors,theassociatesofherpreciouspapa,werethelowestofthelow。 Itwasimpossibletogiveherasenseofproportion。IsupposeshefiguredEnglandtoherselfasaboutthesizeofthePearloftheOcean;inwhichcaseitwouldcertainlyhavebeenreekingwithgoreandamerewreckofburgledhousesfromendtoend。Onecouldnotmakeherunderstandthatthesehorrorsonwhichshefedherimaginationwerelostinthemassoforderlylifelikeafewdropsofbloodintheocean。Shedirecteduponmeforamomenttheuncomprehendingglanceofhernarrowedeyesandthenwouldturnherscornfulpowderedfaceawaywithoutaword。Shewouldnoteventakethetroubletoshrughershoulders。 AtthattimethebatchesofpapersbroughtbythelastmailreportedaseriesofcrimesintheEastEndofLondon,therewasasensationalcaseofabductioninFranceandafinedisplayofarmedrobberyinAustralia。Oneafternooncrossingthedining—roomI heardMissJacobuspipingintheverandahwithvenomousanimosity: \"Idon’tknowwhatyourpreciouspapaisplottingwiththatfellow。