Hesighedandclaspedhishandsonhisstomachwithexemplaryresignation。Iadmiredtheplacidityofhisimpudence。Thenwakingupsomewhat:
\"Won’tyoutryacigar,Captain?\"
\"No,thanks。Idon’tsmokecigars。\"
\"Foronce!\"heexclaimed,inapatientwhisper。Amelancholysilenceensued。Youknowhowsometimesapersondisclosesacertainunsuspecteddepthandacutenessofthought;thatis,inotherwords,utterssomethingunexpected。ItwasunexpectedenoughtohearJacobussay:
\"Themanwhojustwentoutwasrightenough。Youmighttakeone,Captain。Hereeverythingisboundtobeinthewayofbusiness。\"
Ifeltalittleashamedofmyself。Theremembranceofhishorridbrothermadehimappearquiteadecentsortoffellow。ItwaswithsomecompunctionthatIsaidafewwordstotheeffectthatIcouldhavenopossibleobjectiontohishospitality。
BeforeIwasaminuteolderIsawwherethisadmissionwasleadingme。Asifchangingthesubject,Jacobusmentionedthathisprivatehousewasabouttenminutes’walkaway。Ithadabeautifuloldwalledgarden。Somethingreallyremarkable。Ioughttocomeroundsomedayandhavealookatit。
Heseemedtobealoverofgardens。Itootakeextremedelightinthem;butIdidnotmeanmycompunctiontocarrymeasfarasJacobus’sflower—beds,howeverbeautifulandold。Headded,withacertainhomelinessoftone:
\"There’sonlymygirlthere。\"
Itisdifficulttoseteverythingdownindueorder;soImustrevertheretowhathappenedaweekortwobefore。Themedicalofficeroftheporthadcomeonboardmyshiptohavealookatoneofmycrewwhowasailing,andnaturallyenoughhewasaskedtostepintothecabin。Afellow—shipmasterofminewastheretoo;
andintheconversation,somehoworother,thenameofJacobuscametobementioned。Itwaspronouncedwithnoparticularreverencebytheotherman,Ibelieve。Idon’tremembernowwhatIwasgoingtosay。Thedoctor—apleasant,cultivatedfellow,withanassuredmanner—preventedmebystrikingin,inasourtone:
\"Ah!You’retalkingaboutmyrespectedpapa—in—law。\"
Ofcourse,thatsallysilencedusatthetime。ButIrememberedtheepisode,andatthisjuncture,pushedforsomethingnoncommittaltosay,Iinquiredwithpolitesurprise:
\"Youhaveyourmarrieddaughterlivingwithyou,Mr。Jacobus?\"
Hemovedhisbighandfromrighttoleftquietly。No!Thatwasanotherofhisgirls,hestated,ponderouslyandunderhisbreathasusual。She……Heseemedinapausetoberansackinghismindforsomekindofdescriptivephrase。Butmyhopesweredisappointed。Hemerelyproducedhisstereotypeddefinition。
\"She’saverydifferentsortofperson。\"
\"Indeed……Andbytheby,Jacobus,Icalledonyourbrothertheotherday。It’snogreatcomplimentifIsaythatIfoundhimaverydifferentsortofpersonfromyou。\"
Hehadanairofprofoundreflection,thenremarkedquaintly:
\"He’samanofregularhabits。\"
Hemighthavebeenalludingtothehabitoflatesiesta;butI
mumbledsomethingabout\"beastlyhabitsanyhow\"—andleftthestoreabruptly。
CHAPTERIV
MylittlepassagewithJacobusthemerchantbecameknowngenerally。
Oneortwoofmyacquaintancesmadedistantallusionstoit。
Perhapsthemulattoboyhadtalked。Imustconfessthatpeopleappearedratherscandalised,butnotwithJacobus’sbrutality。A
manIknewremonstratedwithmeformyhastiness。
Igavehimthewholestoryofmyvisit,notforgettingthetell—
taleresemblanceofthewretchedmulattoboytohistormentor。Hewasnotsurprised。Nodoubt,nodoubt。Whatofthat?Inajovialtoneheassuredmethattheremustbemanyofthatsort。TheelderJacobushadbeenabachelorallhislife。Ahighlyrespectablebachelor。Buttherehadneverbeenopenscandalinthatconnection。Hislifehadbeenquiteregular。Itcouldcausenooffencetoanyone。
IsaidthatIhadbeenoffendedconsiderably。Myinterlocutoropenedverywideeyes。Why?Becauseamulattoladgotafewknocks?Thatwasnotagreataffair,surely。Ihadnoideahowinsolentanduntruthfulthesehalf—casteswere。InfactheseemedtothinkMr。Jacobusratherkindthanotherwisetoemploythatyouthatall;asortofamiableweaknesswhichcouldbeforgiven。
ThisacquaintanceofminebelongedtooneoftheoldFrenchfamilies,descendantsoftheoldcolonists;allnoble,allimpoverished,andlivinganarrowdomesticlifeindull,dignifieddecay。Themen,asarule,occupyinferiorpostsinGovernmentofficesorinbusinesshouses。Thegirlsarealmostalwayspretty,ignorantoftheworld,kindandagreeableandgenerallybilingual;
theyprattleinnocentlybothinFrenchandEnglish。Theemptinessoftheirexistencepassesbelief。
Iobtainedmyentryintoacoupleofsuchhouseholdsbecausesomeyearsbefore,inBombay,Ihadoccasiontobeofusetoapleasant,ineffectualyoungmanwhowasratherstrandedthere,notknowingwhattodowithhimselforevenhowtogethometohisislandagain。Itwasamatteroftwohundredrupeesorso,but,whenI
turnedup,thefamilymadeapointofshowingtheirgratitudebyadmittingmetotheirintimacy。MyknowledgeoftheFrenchlanguagemademespeciallyacceptable。Theyhadmeantimemanagedtomarrythefellowtoawomannearlytwicehisage,comparativelywelloff:theonlyprofessionhewasreallyfitfor。Butitwasnotallcakesandale。ThefirsttimeIcalledonthecoupleshespiedalittlespotofgreaseonthepoordevil’spantaloonsandmadehimascreamingsceneofreproachessofullofsincerepassionthatIsatterrifiedasatatragedyofRacine。
OfcoursetherewasneverquestionofthemoneyIhadadvancedhim;
buthissisters,MissAngeleandMissMary,andtheauntsofbothfamilies,whospokequaintarchaicFrenchofpre—Revolutionperiod,andahostofdistantrelationsadoptedmeforafriendoutrightinamannerwhichwasalmostembarrassing。
Itwaswiththeeldestbrother(hewasemployedatadeskinmyconsignee’soffice)thatIwashavingthistalkaboutthemerchantJacobus。Heregrettedmyattitudeandnoddedhisheadsagely。Aninfluentialman。Oneneverknewwhenonewouldneedhim。I
expressedmyimmensepreferencefortheshopkeeperofthetwo。Atthatmyfriendlookedgrave。
\"Whatonearthareyoupullingthatlongfaceabout?\"Icriedimpatiently。\"HeaskedmetoseehisgardenandIhaveagoodmindtogosomeday。\"
\"Don’tdothat,\"hesaid,soearnestlythatIburstintoafitoflaughter;buthelookedatmewithoutasmile。
Thiswasanothermatteraltogether。AtonetimethepublicconscienceoftheislandhadbeenmightilytroubledbymyJacobus。
Thetwobrothershadbeenpartnersforyearsingreatharmony,whenawanderingcircuscametotheislandandmyJacobusbecamesuddenlyinfatuatedwithoneofthelady—riders。Whatmadeitworsewasthathewasmarried。Hehadnoteventhegracetoconcealhispassion。Itmusthavebeenstrongindeedtocarryawaysuchalargeplacidcreature。Hisbehaviourwasperfectlyscandalous。HefollowedthatwomantotheCape,andapparentlytravelledatthetailofthatbeastlycircustootherpartsoftheworld,inamostdegradingposition。Thewomansoonceasedtocareforhim,andtreatedhimworsethanadog。Mostextraordinarystoriesofmoraldegradationwerereachingtheislandatthattime。
Hehadnotthestrengthofmindtoshakehimselffree……
Thegrotesqueimageofafat,pushingship—chandler,enslavedbyanunholylove—spell,fascinatedme;andIlistenedratheropen—
mouthedtothetaleasoldastheworld,atalewhichhadbeenthesubjectoflegend,ofmoralfables,ofpoems,butwhichsoludicrouslyfailedtofitthepersonality。Whatastrangevictimforthegods!
Meantimehisdesertedwifehaddied。Hisdaughterwastakencareofbyhisbrother,whomarriedherasadvantageouslyaswaspossibleinthecircumstances。
\"Oh!TheMrs。Doctor!\"Iexclaimed。
\"Youknowthat?Yes。Averyableman。Hewantedaliftintheworld,andtherewasagoodbitofmoneyfromhermother,besidestheexpectations……Ofcourse,theydon’tknowhim,\"headded。
\"Thedoctornodsinthestreet,Ibelieve,butheavoidsspeakingtohimwhentheymeetonboardaship,asmusthappensometimes。\"
Iremarkedthatthissurelywasanoldstorybynow。
Myfriendassented。ButitwasJacobus’sownfaultthatitwasneitherforgivennorforgotten。Hecamebackultimately。Buthow?
Notinaspiritofcontrition,inawaytopropitiatehisscandalisedfellow—citizens。Hemustneedsdragalongwithhimachild—agirl……
\"Hespoketomeofadaughterwholiveswithhim,\"Iobserved,verymuchinterested。
\"She’scertainlythedaughterofthecircus—woman,\"saidmyfriend。
\"Shemaybehisdaughtertoo;Iamwillingtoadmitthatsheis。
InfactIhavenodoubt—\"
Buthedidnotseewhysheshouldhavebeenbroughtintoarespectablecommunitytoperpetuatethememoryofthescandal。Andthatwasnottheworst。Presentlysomethingmuchmoredistressinghappened。Thatabandonedwomanturnedup。Landedfromamail—
boat……
\"What!Here?Toclaimthechildperhaps,\"Isuggested。
\"Notshe!\"Myfriendlyinformantwasveryscornful。\"Imagineapainted,haggard,agitated,desperatehag。BeencastoffinMozambiquebysomebodywhopaidherpassagehere。Shehadbeeninjuredinternallybyakickfromahorse;shehadn’tacentonherwhenshegotashore;Idon’tthinksheevenaskedtoseethechild。
Atanyrate,nottillthelastdayofherlife。Jacobushiredforherabungalowtodiein。HegotacoupleofSistersfromthehospitaltonurseherthroughthesefewmonths。Ifhedidn’tmarryherINEXTREMISasthegoodSisterstriedtobringabout,it’sbecauseshewouldn’tevenhearofit。Asthenunssaid:’Thewomandiedimpenitent。’ItwasreportedthatsheorderedJacobusoutoftheroomwithherlastbreath。Thismaybetherealreasonwhyhedidn’tgointomourninghimself;heonlyputthechildintoblack。Whileshewaslittleshewastobeseensometimesaboutthestreetsattendedbyanegrowoman,butsinceshebecameofagetoputherhairupIdon’tthinkshehassetfootoutsidethatgardenonce。Shemustbeovereighteennow。\"
Thusmyfriend,withsomeaddeddetails;suchas,thathedidn’tthinkthegirlhadspokentothreepeopleofanypositionintheisland;thatanelderlyfemalerelativeofthebrothersJacobushadbeeninducedbyextremepovertytoacceptthepositionofgouvernantetothegirl。AstoJacobus’sbusiness(whichcertainlyannoyedhisbrother)itwasawisechoiceonhispart。Itbroughthimincontactonlywithstrangersofpassage;whereasanyotherwouldhavegivenrisetoallsortsofawkwardnesswithhissocialequals。Themanwasnotwantinginacertaintact—onlyhewasnaturallyshameless。Forwhydidhewanttokeepthatgirlwithhim?Itwasmostpainfulforeverybody。
Ithoughtsuddenly(andwithprofounddisgust)oftheotherJacobus,andIcouldnotrefrainfromsayingslily:
\"Isupposeifheemployedher,say,asascullioninhishouseholdandoccasionallypulledherhairorboxedherears,thepositionwouldhavebeenmoreregular—lessshockingtotherespectableclasstowhichhebelongs。\"
Hewasnotsostupidastomissmyintention,andshruggedhisshouldersimpatiently。
\"Youdon’tunderstand。Tobeginwith,she’snotamulatto。Andascandalisascandal。Peopleshouldbegivenachancetoforget。
Idaresayitwouldhavebeenbetterforherifshehadbeenturnedintoascullionorsomethingofthatkind。Ofcoursehe’stryingtomakemoneyineverysortofpettyway,butinsuchabusinessthere’llneverbeenoughforanybodytocomeforward。\"
WhenmyfriendleftmeIhadaconceptionofJacobusandhisdaughterexisting,alonelypairofcastaways,onadesertisland;
thegirlshelteringinthehouseasifitwereacaverninacliff,andJacobusgoingouttopickupalivingforbothonthebeach—
exactlyliketwoshipwreckedpeoplewhoalwayshopeforsomerescuertobringthembackatlastintotouchwiththerestofmankind。
ButJacobus’sbodilyrealitydidnotfitinwiththisromanticview。Whenheturneduponboardintheusualcourse,hesippedthecupofcoffeeplacidly,askedmeifIwassatisfied—andI
hardlylistenedtotheharbourgossiphedroppedslowlyinhislow,voice—savingenunciation。Ihadthentroublesofmyown。Myshipchartered,mythoughtsdwellingonthesuccessofaquickroundvoyage,Ihadbeensuddenlyconfrontedbyashortageofbags。A
catastrophe!Thestockofoneespecialkind,calledpockets,seemedtobetotallyexhausted。Aconsignmentwasshortlyexpected—itwasafloat,onitsway,but,meantime,theloadingofmyshipdeadstopped,Ihadenoughtoworryabout。Myconsignees,whohadreceivedmewithsuchheartinessonmyarrival,now,inthecharacterofmycharterers,listenedtomycomplaintswithpolitehelplessness。Theirmanager,theold—maidish,thinman,whosoprudishlydidn’tevenliketospeakabouttheimpureJacobus,gavemethecorrectcommercialviewoftheposition。
\"MydearCaptain\"—hewasretractinghisleatherycheeksintoacondescending,shark—likesmile—\"wewerenotmorallyobligedtotellyouofapossibleshortagebeforeyousignedthecharter—
party。Itwasforyoutoguardagainstthecontingencyofadelay—strictlyspeaking。Butofcourseweshouldn’thavetakenanyadvantage。Thisisnoone’sfaultreally。Weourselveshavebeentakenunawares,\"heconcludedprimly,withanobviouslie。
ThislectureIconfesshadmademethirsty。Suppressedragegenerallyproducesthateffect;andasIstrolledonaimlesslyI
bethoughtmyselfofthetallearthenwarepitcherinthecaptains’
roomoftheJacobus\"store。\"
WithnomorethananodtothemenIfoundassembledthere,I
poureddownadeep,cooldraughtonmyindignation,thenanother,andthen,becomingdejected,Isatplungedincheerlessreflections。Theothersread,talked,smoked,bandiedovermyheadsomeunsubtlechaff。Butmyabstractionwasrespected。AnditwaswithoutawordtoanyonethatIroseandwentout,onlytobequiteunexpectedlyaccostedinthebustleofthestorebyJacobustheoutcast。
\"Gladtoseeyou,Captain。What?Goingaway?Youhaven’tbeenlookingsowelltheselastfewdays,Inotice。Rundown,eh?\"
Hewasinhisshirt—sleeves,andhiswordswereintheusualcourseofbusiness,buttheyhadahumannote。Itwascommercialamenity,butIhadbeenastrangertoamenityinthatconnection。Idoverilybelieve(fromthedirectionofhisheavyglancetowardsacertainshelf)thathewasgoingtosuggestthepurchaseofClarkson’sNerveTonic,whichhekeptinstock,whenIsaidimpulsively:
\"Iamratherintroublewithmyloading。\"
Wideawakeunderhissleepy,broadmaskwithgluedlips,heunderstoodatonce,hadamovementoftheheadsoappreciativethatIrelievedmyexasperationbyexclaiming:
\"Surelytheremustbeelevenhundredquarter—bagstobefoundinthecolony。It’sonlyamatteroflookingforthem。\"
Againthatslightmovementofthebighead,andinthenoiseandactivityofthestorethattranquilmurmur:
\"Tobesure。Butthenpeoplelikelytohaveareserveofquarter—
bagswouldn’twanttosell。They’dneedthatsizethemselves。\"
\"That’sexactlywhatmyconsigneesaretellingme。Impossibletobuy。Bosh!Theydon’twantto。Itsuitsthemtohavetheshiphungup。ButifIweretodiscoverthelottheywouldhaveto—
Lookhere,Jacobus!Youarethemantohavesuchathingupyoursleeve。\"
Heprotestedwithaponderousswingofhisbighead。Istoodbeforehimhelplessly,beinglookedatbythoseheavyeyeswithaveiledexpressionasofamanaftersomesoul—shakingcrisis。
Then,suddenly:
\"It’simpossibletotalkquietlyhere,\"hewhispered。\"Iamverybusy。Butifyoucouldgoandwaitformeinmyhouse。It’slessthantenminutes’walk。Oh,yes,youdon’tknowtheway。\"
Hecalledforhiscoatandofferedtotakemetherehimself。Hewouldhavetoreturntothestoreatonceforanhourorsotofinishhisbusiness,andthenhewouldbeatlibertytotalkoverwithmethatmatterofquarter—bags。Thisprogrammewasbreathedoutatmethroughslightlyparted,stilllips;hisheavy,motionlessglanceresteduponme,placidasever,theglanceofatiredman—butIfeltthatitwassearching,too。Icouldnotimaginewhathewaslookingforinmeandkeptsilent,wondering。
\"IamaskingyoutowaitformeinmyhousetillIamatlibertytotalkthismatterover。Youwill?\"
\"Why,ofcourse!\"Icried。
\"ButIcannotpromise—\"
\"Idaresaynot,\"Isaid。\"Idon’texpectapromise。\"
\"ImeanIcan’tevenpromisetotrythemoveI’veinmymind。Onemustseefirst……h’m!\"
\"Allright。I’lltakethechance。I’llwaitforyouaslongasyoulike。WhatelsehaveItodointhisinfernalholeofaport!\"
BeforeIhadutteredmylastwordswehadsetoffataswingingpace。Weturnedacoupleofcornersandenteredastreetcompletelyemptyoftraffic,ofsemi—ruralaspect,pavedwithcobblestonesnestlingingrasstufts。Thehousecametothelineoftheroadway;asinglestoryonanelevatedbasementofrough—
stones,sothatourheadswerebelowthelevelofthewindowsaswewentalong。Allthejalousiesweretightlyshut,likeeyes,andthehouseseemedfastasleepintheafternoonsunshine。Theentrancewasattheside,inanalleyevenmoregrass—grownthanthestreet:asmalldoor,simplyonthelatch。
Withawordofapologyastoshowingmetheway,JacobusprecededmeupadarkpassageandledmeacrossthenakedparquetfloorofwhatIsupposedtobethedining—room。Itwaslightedbythreeglassdoorswhichstoodwideopenontoaverandahorratherloggiarunningitsbrickarchesalongthegardensideofthehouse。Itwasreallyamagnificentgarden:smoothgreenlawnsandagorgeousmazeofflower—bedsintheforeground,displayedaroundabasinofdarkwaterframedinamarblerim,andinthedistancethemassedfoliageofvariedtreesconcealingtheroofsofotherhouses。Thetownmighthavebeenmilesaway。Itwasabrilliantlycolouredsolitude,drowsinginawarm,voluptuoussilence。Wherethelong,stillshadowsfellacrossthebeds,andinshadynooks,themassedcoloursoftheflowershadanextraordinarymagnificenceofeffect。
Istoodentranced。Jacobusgraspedmedelicatelyabovetheelbow,impellingmetoahalf—turntotheleft。
Ihadnotnoticedthegirlbefore。Sheoccupiedalow,deep,wickerworkarm—chair,andIsawherinexactprofilelikeafigureinatapestry,andasmotionless。Jacobusreleasedmyarm。
\"ThisisAlice,\"heannouncedtranquilly;andhissubduedmannerofspeakingmadeitsoundsomuchlikeaconfidentialcommunicationthatIfanciedmyselfnoddingunderstandinglyandwhispering:\"I
see,Isee。\"……Ofcourse,Ididnothingofthekind。Neitherofusdidanything;westoodsidebysidelookingdownatthegirl。
Forquiteatimeshedidnotstir,staringstraightbeforeherasifwatchingthevisionofsomepageantpassingthroughthegardeninthedeep,richglowoflightandthesplendourofflowers。
Then,comingtotheendofherreverie,shelookedroundandup。
IfIhadnotatfirstnoticedher,Iamcertainthatshetoohadbeenunawareofmypresencetillsheactuallyperceivedmebyherfather’sside。Thequickenedupwardmovementoftheheavyeyelids,thewideningofthelanguidglance,passingintoafixedstare,putthatbeyonddoubt。
Underheramazementtherewasahintoffear,andthencameaflashasofanger。Jacobus,afterutteringmynamefairlyloud,said:
\"Makeyourselfathome,Captain—Iwon’tbegonelong,\"andwentawayrapidly。BeforeIhadtimetomakeabowIwasleftalonewiththegirl—who,Irememberedsuddenly,hadnotbeenseenbyanymanorwomanofthattownsinceshehadfounditnecessarytoputupherhair。Itlookedasthoughithadnotbeentouchedagainsincethatdistanttimeoffirstputtingup;itwasamassofblack,lustrouslocks,twistedanyhowhighonherhead,withlong,untidywispshangingdownoneachsideoftheclearsallowface;amasssothickandstrongandabundantthat,nothingbuttolookat,itgaveyouasensationofheavypressureonthetopofyourheadandanimpressionofmagnificentlycynicaluntidiness。Sheleanedforward,huggingherselfwithcrossedlegs;adingy,amber—
coloured,flouncedwrapperofsomethinstuffrevealedtheyoungsupplebodydrawntogethertenselyinthedeeplowseatasifcrouchingforaspring。Idetectedaslight,quiveringstartortwo,whichlookeduncommonlylikeboundingaway。Theywerefollowedbythemostabsoluteimmobility。
TheabsurdimpulsetorunoutafterJacobus(forIhadbeenstartled,too)oncerepressed,Itookachair,placeditnotveryfarfromher,satdowndeliberately,andbegantotalkaboutthegarden,caringnotwhatIsaid,butusingagentlecaressingintonationasonetalkstosootheastartledwildanimal。Icouldnotevenbecertainthatsheunderstoodme。Sheneverraisedherfacenorattemptedtolookmyway。Ikeptontalkingonlytopreventherfromtakingflight。Shehadanotherofthosequivering,repressedstartswhichmademecatchmybreathwithapprehension。
UltimatelyIformedanotionthatwhatpreventedherperhapsfromgoingoffinonegreat,nervousleap,wasthescantinessofherattire。Thewickerarmchairwasthemostsubstantialthingaboutherperson。Whatshehadonunderthatdingy,loose,amberwrappermusthavebeenofthemostflimsyandairycharacter。Onecouldnothelpbeingawareofit。Itwasobvious。Ifeltitactuallyembarrassingatfirst;butthatsortofembarrassmentisgotovereasilybyamindnotenslavedbynarrowprejudices。IdidnotavertmygazefromAlice。Iwentontalkingwithingratiatingsoftness,therecollectionthat,mostlikely,shehadneverbeforebeenspokentobyastrangemanaddingtomyassurance。Idon’tknowwhyanemotionaltensenessshouldhavecreptintothesituation。Butitdid。AndjustasIwasbecomingawareofitaslightscreamcutshortmyflowofurbanespeech。
Thescreamdidnotproceedfromthegirl。Itwasemittedbehindme,andcausedmetoturnmyheadsharply。IunderstoodatoncethattheapparitioninthedoorwaywastheelderlyrelationofJacobus,thecompanion,thegouvernante。Whilesheremainedthunderstruck,Igotupandmadeheralowbow。
TheladiesofJacobus’shouseholdevidentlyspenttheirdaysinlightattire。Thisstumpyoldwomanwithafacelikealargewrinkledlemon,beadyeyes,andashockofiron—greyhair,wasdressedinagarmentofsomeash—coloured,silky,lightstuff。Itfellfromherthickneckdowntohertoeswiththesimplicityofanunadornednightgown。Itmadeherappeartrulycylindrical。Sheexclaimed:\"Howdidyougethere?\"
BeforeIcouldsayawordshevanishedandpresentlyIheardaconfusionofshrillprotestationsinadistantpartofthehouse。
ObviouslynoonecouldtellherhowIgotthere。Inamoment,withgreatoutcriesfromtwonegrowomenfollowingher,shewaddledbacktothedoorway,infuriated。
\"Whatdoyouwanthere?\"
Iturnedtothegirl。Shewassittingstraightupnow,herhandsposedonthearmsofthechair。Iappealedtoher。
\"Surely,MissAlice,youwillnotletthemdrivemeoutintothestreet?\"
Hermagnificentblackeyes,narrowed,longinshape,sweptovermewithanindefinableexpression,theninaharsh,contemptuousvoicesheletfallinFrenchasortofexplanation:
\"C’ESTPAPA。\"
Imadeanotherlowbowtotheoldwoman。
Sheturnedherbackonmeinordertodriveawayherblackhenchwomen,thensurveyingmypersoninapeculiarmannerwithonesmalleyenearlyclosedandherfacealldrawnuponthatsideasifwithatwingeoftoothache,shesteppedoutontheverandah,satdowninarocking—chairsomedistanceaway,andtookupherknittingfromalittletable。Beforeshestartedatitsheplungedoneoftheneedlesintothemopofhergreyhairandstirreditvigorously。
Herelementarynightgown—sortoffrockclungtoherancient,stumpy,andfloatingform。Sheworewhitecottonstockingsandflatbrownvelvetslippers。Herfeetandankleswereobtrusivelyvisibleonthefoot—rest。Shebegantorockherselfslightly,whilesheknitted。Ihadresumedmyseatandkeptquiet,forI
mistrustedthatoldwoman。Whatifsheorderedmetodepart?Sheseemedcapableofanyoutrage。Shehadsnortedonceortwice;shewasknittingviolently。SuddenlyshepipedattheyounggirlinFrenchaquestionwhichItranslatecolloquially:
\"What’syourfatherupto,now?\"
Theyoungcreatureshruggedhershoulderssocomprehensivelythatherwholebodyswayedwithintheloosewrapper;andinthatunexpectedlyharshvoicewhichyethadaseductivequalitytothesenses,likecertainkindsofnaturalroughwinesonedrinkswithpleasure:
\"It’ssomecaptain。Leavemealone—willyou!\"
Thechairrockedquicker,theold,thinvoicewaslikeawhistle。
\"Youandyourfathermakeapair。Hewouldstickatnothing—
that’swellknown。ButIdidn’texpectthis。\"
IthoughtithightimetoairsomeofmyownFrench。Iremarkedmodestly,butfirmly,thatthiswasbusiness。IhadsomematterstotalkoverwithMr。Jacobus。
Atonceshepipedoutaderisive\"Poorinnocent!\"Then,withachangeoftone:\"Theshop’sforbusiness。Whydon’tyougototheshoptotalkwithhim?\"
Thefuriousspeedofherfingersandknitting—needlesmadeonedizzy;andwithsqueakyindignation:
\"Sittingherestaringatthatgirl—isthatwhatyoucallbusiness?\"
\"No,\"Isaidsuavely。\"Icallthispleasure—anunexpectedpleasure。AndunlessMissAliceobjects—\"
Ihalfturnedtoher。Sheflungatmeanangryandcontemptuous\"Don’tcare!\"andleaningherelbowonherkneestookherchininherhand—aJacobuschinundoubtedly。Andthoseheavyeyelids,thisblackirritatedstareremindedmeofJacobus,too—thewealthymerchant,therespectedone。Thedesignofhereyebrowsalsowasthesame,rigidandill—omened。Yes!Itracedinheraresemblancetobothofthem。ItcametomeasasortofsurprisingremoteinferencethatboththeseJacobuseswereratherhandsomemenafterall。Isaid:
\"Oh!ThenIshallstareatyoutillyousmile。\"
Shefavouredmeagainwithanevenmoreviciouslyscornful\"Don’tcare!\"
Theoldwomanbrokeinbluntandshrill:
\"Hearhisimpudence!Andyoutoo!Don’tcare!Goatleastandputsomemoreclotheson。Sittingtherelikethisbeforethissailorriff—raff。\"
ThesunwasabouttoleavethePearloftheOceanforotherseas,forotherlands。Thewalledgardenfullofshadowsblazedwithcolourasiftheflowersweregivingupthelightabsorbedduringtheday。Theamazingoldwomanbecameveryexplicit。Shesuggestedtothegirlacorsetandapetticoatwithacynicalunreservewhichhumiliatedme。WasIofnomoreaccountthanawoodendummy?Thegirlsnappedout:\"Shan’t!\"
Itwasnotthenaughtyretortofavulgarchild;ithadanoteofdesperation。Clearlymyintrusionhadsomehowupsetthebalanceoftheirestablishedrelations。Theoldwomanknittedwithfuriousaccuracy,hereyesfasteneddownonherwork。
\"Oh,youarethetruechildofyourfather!AndTHATtalksofenteringaconvent!Lettingherselfbestaredatbyafellow。\"
\"Leaveoff。\"
\"Shamelessthing!\"
\"Oldsorceress,\"thegirluttereddistinctly,preservinghermeditativepose,chininhand,andafar—awaystareoverthegarden。
Itwaslikethequarrelofthekettleandthepot。Theoldwomanflewoutofthechair,bangeddownherwork,andwithagreatplayofthicklimbperfectlyvisibleinthatweird,clinginggarmentofhers,strodeatthegirl—whoneverstirred。Iwasexperiencingasortoftrepidationwhen,asifawedbythatunconsciousattitude,theagedrelativeofJacobusturnedshortuponme。
Shewas,Iperceived,armedwithaknitting—needle;andassheraisedherhandherintentionseemedtobetothrowitatmelikeadart。Butsheonlyusedittoscratchherheadwith,examiningmethewhileatcloserange,oneeyenearlyshutandherfacedistortedbyawhimsical,one—sidedgrimace。
\"Mydearman,\"sheaskedabruptly,\"doyouexpectanygoodtocomeofthis?\"
\"Idohopesoindeed,MissJacobus。\"Itriedtospeakintheeasytoneofanafternooncaller。\"Yousee,Iamhereaftersomebags。\"
\"Bags!Lookatthatnow!Didn’tIhearyouholdingforthtothatgracelesswretch?\"
\"Youwouldliketoseemeinmygrave,\"utteredthemotionlessgirlhoarsely。
\"Grave!Whataboutme?BuriedalivebeforeIamdeadforthesakeofathingblessedwithsuchaprettyfather!\"shecried;andturningtome:\"You’reoneofthesemenhedoesbusinesswith。
Well—whydon’tyouleaveusinpeace,mygoodfellow?\"
Itwassaidinatone—this\"leaveusinpeace!\"Therewasasortofruffianlyfamiliarity,asuperiority,ascorninit。Iwastohearitmorethanonce,foryouwouldshowanimperfectknowledgeofhumannatureifyouthoughtthatthiswasmylastvisittothathouse—wherenorespectablepersonhadputfootforeversomanyyears。No,youwouldbeverymuchmistakenifyouimaginedthatthisreceptionhadscaredmeaway。FirstofallIwasnotgoingtorunbeforeagrotesqueandruffianlyoldwoman。
Andthenyoumustn’tforgetthesenecessarybags。ThatfirsteveningJacobusmademestaytodinner;after,however,tellingmeloyallythathedidn’tknowwhetherhecoulddoanythingatallforme。Hehadbeenthinkingitover。Itwastoodifficult,hefeared……Buthedidnotgiveitupinsomanywords。
Wewereonlythreeattable;thegirlbymeansofrepeated\"Won’t!\"
\"Shan’t!\"and\"Don’tcare!\"havingconveyedandaffirmedherintentionnottocometothetable,nottohaveanydinner,nottomovefromtheverandah。Theoldrelativehoppedaboutinherflatslippersandpipedindignantly,Jacobustoweredoverherandmurmuredplacidlyinhisthroat;Ijoinedjocularlyfromadistance,throwinginafewwords,forwhichunderthecoverofthenightIreceivedsecretlyamostviciouspokeintheribsfromtheoldwoman’selboworperhapsherfist。Irestrainedacry。Andallthetimethegirldidn’tevencondescendtoraiseherheadtolookatanyofus。Allthismaysoundchildish—andyetthatstony,petulantsullennesshadanobscurelytragicflavour。
Andsowesatdowntothefoodaroundthelightofagoodmanycandleswhilesheremainedcrouchingoutthere,staringinthedarkasiffeedingherbadtemperontheheavilyscentedairoftheadmirablegarden。
BeforeleavingIsaidtoJacobusthatIwouldcomenextdaytohearifthebagaffairhadmadeanyprogress。Heshookhisheadslightlyatthat。
\"I’llhauntyourhousedailytillyoupullitoff。You’llbealwaysfindingmehere。\"
Hisfaint,melancholysmiledidnotparthisthicklips。
\"Thatwillbeallright,Captain。\"
Thenseeingmetothedoor,verytranquil,hemurmuredearnestlytherecommendation:\"Makeyourselfathome,\"andalsothehospitablehintabouttherebeingalways\"aplateofsoup。\"Itwasonlyonmywaytothequay,downtheill—lightedstreets,thatI
rememberedIhadbeenengagedtodinethatveryeveningwiththeS—
family。Thoughvexedwithmyforgetfulness(itwouldberatherawkwardtoexplain)Icouldn’thelpthinkingthatithadprocuredmeamoreamusingevening。Andbesides—business。Thesacredbusiness—。
Inabarefootednegrowhoovertookmeatarunandbolteddownthelanding—stepsIrecognisedJacobus’sboatman,whomusthavebeenfeedinginthekitchen。Hisusual\"Good—night,sah!\"asIwentupmyship’sladderhadamorecordialsoundthanonpreviousoccasions。
CHAPTERV
IkeptmywordtoJacobus。Ihauntedhishome。Hewasperpetuallyfindingmethereofanafternoonwhenhepoppedinforamomentfromthe\"store。\"ThesoundofmyvoicetalkingtohisAlicegreetedhimonhisdoorstep;andwhenhereturnedforgoodintheevening,tentoonehewouldhearitstillgoingonintheverandah。Ijustnoddedtohim;hewouldsitdownheavilyandgently,andwatchwithasortofapprovinganxietymyeffortstomakehisdaughtersmile。
Icalledheroften\"Alice,\"rightbeforehim;sometimesIwouldaddressherasMiss\"Don’tCare,\"andIexhaustedmyselfinnonsensicalchatterwithoutsucceedingonceintakingheroutofherpeevishandtragicself。ThereweremomentswhenIfeltImustbreakoutandstartswearingathertillallwasblue。AndI
fanciedthathadIdonesoJacobuswouldnothavemovedamuscle。
Asortofshady,intimateunderstandingseemedtohavebeenestablishedbetweenus。
Imustsaythegirltreatedherfatherexactlyinthesamewayshetreatedme。
Andhowcouldithavebeenotherwise?Shetreatedmeasshetreatedherfather。Shehadneverseenavisitor。Shedidnotknowhowmenbehaved。Ibelongedtothelowlotwithwhomherfatherdidbusinessattheport。Iwasofnoaccount。Sowasherfather。Theonlydecentpeopleintheworldwerethepeopleoftheisland,whowouldhavenothingtodowithhimbecauseofsomethingwickedhehaddone。ThiswasapparentlytheexplanationMissJacobushadgivenherofthehousehold’sisolatedposition。Forshehadtobetoldsomething!AndIfeelconvincedthatthisversionhadbeenassentedtobyJacobus。Imustsaytheoldwomanwasputtingitforwardwithconsiderablegusto。Itwasonherlipstheuniversalexplanation,theuniversalallusion,theuniversaltaunt。
OnedayJacobuscameinearlyand,beckoningmeintothedining—
room,wipedhisbrowwithawearygestureandtoldmethathehadmanagedtounearthasupplyofquarter—bags。
\"It’sfourteenhundredyourshipwanted,didyousay,Captain?\"
\"Yes,yes!\"Irepliedeagerly;butheremainedcalm。HelookedmoretiredthanIhadeverseenhimbefore。
\"Well,Captain,youmaygoandtellyourpeoplethattheycangetthatlotfrommybrother。\"
AsIremainedopen—mouthedatthis,headdedhisusualplacidformulaofassurance:
\"You’llfinditcorrect,Captain。\"
\"Youspoketoyourbrotheraboutit?\"Iwasdistinctlyawed。\"Andforme?Becausehemusthaveknownthatmyship’stheonlyonehungupforbags。Howonearth—\"
Hewipedhisbrowagain。Inoticedthathewasdressedwithunusualcare,inclothesinwhichIhadneverseenhimbefore。Heavoidedmyeye。
\"You’veheardpeopletalk,ofcourse……That’strueenough。He……I……Wecertainly……forseveralyears……\"Hisvoicedeclinedtoameresleepymurmur。\"YouseeIhadsomethingtotellhimof,somethingwhich—\"
Hismurmurstopped。Hewasnotgoingtotellmewhatthissomethingwas。AndIdidn’tcare。Anxioustocarrythenewstomycharterers,Iranbackontheverandahtogetmyhat。
AtthebustleImadethegirlturnedhereyesslowlyinmydirection,andeventheoldwomanwascheckedinherknitting。I
stoppedamomenttoexclaimexcitedly:
\"Yourfather’sabrick,MissDon’tCare。That’swhatheis。\"
Shebeheldmyelationinscornfulsurprise。JacobuswithunwontedfamiliarityseizedmyarmasIflewthroughthedining—room,andbreathedheavilyatmeaproposalabout\"Aplateofsoup\"thatevening。Ianswereddistractedly:\"Eh?What?Oh,thanks!
Certainly。Withpleasure,\"andtoremyselfaway。Dinewithhim?
Ofcourse。ThemerestgratitudeButsomethreehoursafterwards,inthedusky,silentstreet,pavedwithcobble—stones,Ibecameawarethatitwasnotmeregratitudewhichwasguidingmystepstowardsthehousewiththeoldgarden,whereforyearsnoguestotherthanmyselfhadeverdined。Meregratitudedoesnotgnawatone’sinterioreconomyinthatparticularway。Hungermight;butIwasnotfeelingparticularlyhungryforJacobus’sfood。
Onthatoccasion,too,thegirlrefusedtocometothetable。
Myexasperationgrew。Theoldwomancastmaliciousglancesatme。
IsaidsuddenlytoJacobus:\"Here!Putsomechickenandsaladonthatplate。\"Heobeyedwithoutraisinghiseyes。Icarrieditwithaknifeandforkandaservietteoutontheverandah。Thegardenwasonemassofgloom,likeacemeteryofflowersburiedinthedarkness,andshe,inthechair,seemedtomusemournfullyovertheextinctionoflightandcolour。Onlywhiffsofheavyscentpassedlikewandering,fragrantsoulsofthatdepartedmultitudeofblossoms。Italkedvolubly,jocularly,persuasively,tenderly;I
talkedinasubduedtone。Toalisteneritwouldhavesoundedlikethemurmurofapleadinglover。WheneverIpausedexpectantlytherewasonlyadeepsilence。Itwaslikeofferingfoodtoaseatedstatue。
\"Ihaven’tbeenabletoswallowasinglemorselthinkingofyououtherestarvingyourselfinthedark。It’spositivelycrueltobesoobstinate。Thinkofmysufferings。\"
\"Don’tcare。\"
IfeltasifIcouldhavedonehersomeviolence—shakenher,beatenhermaybe。Isaid:
\"Yourabsurdbehaviourwillpreventmecominghereanymore。\"
\"What’sthattome?\"
\"Youlikeit。\"
\"It’sfalse,\"shesnarled。
Myhandfellonhershoulder;andifshehadflinchedIverilybelieveIwouldhaveshakenher。Buttherewasnomovementandthisimmobilitydisarmedmyanger。
\"Youdo。Oryouwouldn’tbefoundontheverandaheveryday。Whyareyouhere,then?Thereareplentyofroomsinthehouse。Youhaveyourownroomtostayin—ifyoudidnotwanttoseeme。Butyoudo。Youknowyoudo。\"
Ifeltaslightshudderundermyhandandreleasedmygripasiffrightenedbythatsignofanimationinherbody。Thescentedairofthegardencametousinawarmwavelikeavoluptuousandperfumedsigh。
\"Gobacktothem,\"shewhispered,almostpitifully。
AsIre—enteredthedining—roomIsawJacobuscastdownhiseyes。
Ibangedtheplateonthetable。Atthisdemonstrationofill—
humourhemurmuredsomethinginanapologetictone,andIturnedonhimviciouslyasifhewereaccountabletomeforthese\"abominableeccentricities,\"IbelieveIcalledthem。
\"ButIdaresayMissJacobushereisresponsibleformostofthisoffensivemanner,\"Iaddedloftily。
Shepipedoutatonceinherbrazen,ruffianlymanner:
\"Eh?Whydon’tyouleaveusinpeace,mygoodfellow?\"
IwasastonishedthatsheshoulddarebeforeJacobus。Yetwhatcouldhehavedonetorepressher?Heneededhertoomuch。Heraisedaheavy,drowsyglanceforaninstant,thenlookeddownagain。Sheinsistedwithshrillfinality:
\"Haven’tyoudoneyourbusiness,youtwo?Well,then—\"
ShehadthetrueJacobusimpudence,thatoldwoman。Hermopofiron—greyhairwasparted,onthesidelikeaman’s,raffishly,andshemadeasiftoplungeherforkintoit,assheusedtodowiththeknitting—needle,butrefrained。Herlittleblackeyessparkledvenomously。Iturnedtomyhostattheheadofthetable—
menacinglyasitwere。
\"Well,andwhatdoyousaytothat,Jacobus?AmItotakeitthatwehavedonewitheachother?\"
Ihadtowaitalittle。Theanswerwhenitcamewasratherunexpected,andinquiteanotherspiritthanthequestion。
\"Icertainlythinkwemightdosomebusinessyetwiththosepotatoesofmine,Captain。Youwillfindthat—\"
Icuthimshort。
\"I’vetoldyoubeforethatIdon’ttrade。\"
Hisbroadchestheavedwithoutasoundinanoiselesssigh。
\"Thinkitover,Captain,\"hemurmured,tenaciousandtranquil;andIburstintoajarringlaugh,rememberinghowhehadstucktothecircus—riderwoman—thedepthofpassionunderthatplacidsurface,whichevencutswithariding—whip(sothelegendhadit)
couldneverraffleintothesemblanceofastorm;somethinglikethepassionofafishwouldbeifonecouldimaginesuchathingasapassionatefish。
ThateveningIexperiencedmoredistinctlythaneverthesenseofmoraldiscomfortwhichalwaysattendedmeinthathouselyingunderthebanofall\"decent\"people。Irefusedtostayonandsmokeafterdinner;andwhenIputmyhandintothethickly—cushionedpalmofJacobus,Isaidtomyselfthatitwouldbeforthelasttimeunderhisroof。Ipressedhisbulkypawheartilynevertheless。Hadn’thegotmeoutofaseriousdifficulty?TothefewwordsofacknowledgmentIwasbound,andindeedquitewilling,toutter,heansweredbystretchinghisclosedlipsinhismelancholy,glued—togethersmile。
\"Thatwillbeallright,Ihope,Captain,\"hebreathedoutweightily。
\"Whatdoyoumean?\"Iasked,alarmed。\"Thatyourbrothermightyet—\"
\"Oh,no,\"hereassuredme。\"He……he’samanofhisword,Captain。\"
Myself—communionasIwalkedawayfromhisdoor,tryingtobelievethatthiswasforthelasttime,wasnotsatisfactory。IwasawaremyselfthatIwasnotsincereinmyreflectionsastoJacobus’smotives,and,ofcourse,theverynextdayIwentbackagain。
Howweak,irrational,andabsurdweare!Howeasilycarriedawaywheneverourawakenedimaginationbringsustheirritatinghintofadesire!Icaredforthegirlinaparticularway,seducedbythemoodyexpressionofherface,byherobstinatesilences,herrare,scornfulwords;bytheperpetualpoutofherclosedlips,theblackdepthsofherfixedgazeturnedslowlyuponmeasifincontemptuousprovocation,onlytobeavertednextmomentwithanexasperatingindifference。
Ofcoursethenewsofmyassiduityhadspreadalloverthelittletown。Inoticedachangeinthemannerofmyacquaintancesandevensomethingdifferentinthenodsoftheothercaptains,whenmeetingthematthelanding—stepsorintheofficeswherebusinesscalledme。Theold—maidishheadclerktreatedmewithdistantpunctiliousnessand,asitwere,gatheredhisskirtsroundhimforfearofcontamination。ItseemedtomethattheveryniggersonthequaysturnedtolookaftermeasIpassed;andastoJacobus’sboatmanhis\"Good—night,sah!\"whenheputmeonboardwasnolongermerelycordial—ithadafamiliar,confidentialsoundasthoughwehadbeenpartnersinsomevillainy。
MyfriendS—theelderpassedmeontheothersideofthestreetwithawaveofthehandandanironicsmile。Theyoungerbrother,theonetheyhadmarriedtoanelderlyshrew,he,onthestrengthofanolderfriendshipandasifpayingadebtofgratitude,tookthelibertytoutterawordofwarning。
\"You’redoingyourselfnogoodbyyourchoiceoffriends,mydearchap,\"hesaidwithinfantilegravity。
AsIknewthatthemeetingofthebrothersJacobuswasthesubjectofexcitedcommentinthewholeofthesugaryPearloftheOceanI
wantedtoknowwhyIwasblamed。
\"Ihavebeentheoccasionofamovewhichmayendinareconciliationsurelydesirablefromthepointofviewoftheproprieties—don’tyouknow?\"
\"Ofcourse,ifthatgirlweredisposedofitwouldcertainlyfacilitate—\"hemusedsagely,then,inconsequentialcreature,gavemealighttaponthelowerpartofmywaistcoat。\"Youoldsinner,\"hecriedjovially,\"muchyoucareforproprieties。Butyouhadbetterlookoutforyourself,youknow,withapersonagelikeJacobuswhohasnosortofreputationtolose。\"
Hehadrecoveredhisgravityofarespectablecitizenbythattimeandaddedregretfully:
\"Allthewomenofourfamilyareperfectlyscandalised。\"
ButbythattimeIhadgivenupvisitingtheS—familyandtheD—
family。TheelderladiespulledsuchfaceswhenIshowedmyself,andthemultitudeofrelatedyoungladiesreceivedmewithsuchavarietyoflooks:wondering,awed,mocking(exceptMissMary,whospoketomeandlookedatmewithhushed,painedcompassionasthoughIhadbeenill),thatIhadnodifficultyingivingthemallup。Iwouldhavegivenupthesocietyofthewholetown,forthesakeofsittingnearthatgirl,snarlingandsuperbandbarelycladinthatflimsy,dingy,amberwrapper,openlowatthethroat。Shelooked,withthewildwispsofhairhangingdownhertenseface,asthoughshehadjustjumpedoutofbedinthepanicofafire。
Shesatleaningonherelbow,lookingatnothing。Whydidshestaylisteningtomyabsurdchatter?Andnotonlythat;butwhydidshepowderherfaceinpreparationformyarrival?Itseemedtobeherideaofmakingatoilette,andinheruntidynegligenceasignofgreatefforttowardspersonaladornment。
ButImighthavebeenmistaken。Thepowderingmighthavebeenherdailypracticeandherpresenceintheverandahasignofanindifferencesocompleteastotakenoaccountofmyexistence。
Well,itwasallonetome。
Ilovedtowatchherslowchangesofpose,tolookatherlongimmobilitiescomposedinthegracefullinesofherbody,toobservethemysteriousnarrowstareofhersplendidblackeyes,somewhatlonginshape,halfclosed,contemplatingthevoid。Shewaslikeaspellboundcreaturewiththeforeheadofagoddesscrownedbythedishevelledmagnificenthairofagipsytramp。Evenherindifferencewasseductive。Ifeltmyselfgrowingattachedtoherbythebondofanirrealisabledesire,forIkeptmyhead—quite。
AndIputupwiththemoraldiscomfortofJacobus’ssleepywatchfulness,tranquil,andyetsoexpressive;asiftherehadbeenatacitpactbetweenustwo。Iputupwiththeinsolenceoftheoldwoman’s:\"Aren’tyouevergoingtoleaveusinpeace,mygoodfellow?\"withhertaunts;withherbrazenandsinisterscolding。
ShewasofthetrueJacobusstock,andnomistake。
DirectlyIgotawayfromthegirlIcalledmyselfmanyhardnames。
Whatfollywasthis?Iwouldaskmyself。Itwaslikebeingtheslaveofsomedepravedhabit。AndIreturnedtoherwithmyheadclear,myheartcertainlyfree,notevenmovedbypityforthatcastaway(shewasasmuchofacastawayasanyoneeverwreckedonadesertisland),butasifbeguiledbysomeextraordinarypromise。
Nothingmoreunworthycouldbeimagined。TherecollectionofthattremulouswhisperwhenIgrippedhershoulderwithonehandandheldaplateofchickenwiththeotherwasenoughtomakemebreakallmygoodresolutions。
Herinsultingtaciturnitywasenoughsometimestomakeonegnashone’steethwithrage。Whensheopenedhermouthitwasonlytobeabominablyrudeinharshtonestotheassociateofherreprobatefather;andthefullapprovalofheragedrelativewasconveyedtoherbyoffensivechuckles。Ifnotthat,thenherremarks,alwaysutteredinthetoneofscathingcontempt,wereofthemostappallinginanity。
Howcouldithavebeenotherwise?Thatplump,ruffianlyJacobusoldmaidinthetightgreyfrockhadnevertaughtheranymanners。
MannersIsupposearenotnecessaryforborncastaways。Noeducationalestablishmentcouldeverbeinducedtoacceptherasapupil—onaccountoftheproprieties,Iimagine。AndJacobushadnotbeenabletosendherawayanywhere。Howcouldhehavedoneit?Whowith?Whereto?Hehimselfwasnotenoughofanadventurertothinkofsettlingdownanywhereelse。Hispassionhadtossedhimatthetailofacircusupanddownstrangecoasts,but,thestormover,hehaddriftedbackshamelesslywhere,socialoutcastashewas,heremainedstillaJacobus—oneoftheoldestfamiliesontheisland,olderthantheFrencheven。TheremusthavebeenaJacobusinatthedeathofthelastDodo……Thegirlhadlearnednothing,shehadneverlistenedtoageneralconversation,sheknewnothing,shehadheardofnothing。Shecouldreadcertainly;butallthereadingmatterthatevercameinherwaywerethenewspapersprovidedforthecaptains’roomofthe\"store。\"Jacobushadthehabitoftakingthesesheetshomenowandtheninaverystainedandraggedcondition。
Ashermindcouldnotgraspthemeaningofanymatterstreatedthereexceptpolice—courtreportsandaccountsofcrimes,shehadformedforherselfanotionofthecivilisedworldasasceneofmurders,abductions,burglaries,stabbingaffrays,andeverysortofdesperateviolence。EnglandandFrance,ParisandLondon(theonlytwotownsofwhichsheseemedtohaveheard),appearedtohersinksofabomination,reekingwithblood,incontrasttoherlittleislandwherepettylarcenywasaboutthestandardofcurrentmisdeeds,with,nowandthen,somemorepronouncedcrime—andthatonlyamongsttheimportedcoolielabourersonsugarestatesorthenegroesofthetown。ButinEuropethesethingswerebeingdonedailybyawickedpopulationofwhitemenamongstwhom,asthatruffianly,aristocraticoldMissJacobuspointedout,thewanderingsailors,theassociatesofherpreciouspapa,werethelowestofthelow。
Itwasimpossibletogiveherasenseofproportion。IsupposeshefiguredEnglandtoherselfasaboutthesizeofthePearloftheOcean;inwhichcaseitwouldcertainlyhavebeenreekingwithgoreandamerewreckofburgledhousesfromendtoend。Onecouldnotmakeherunderstandthatthesehorrorsonwhichshefedherimaginationwerelostinthemassoforderlylifelikeafewdropsofbloodintheocean。Shedirecteduponmeforamomenttheuncomprehendingglanceofhernarrowedeyesandthenwouldturnherscornfulpowderedfaceawaywithoutaword。Shewouldnoteventakethetroubletoshrughershoulders。
AtthattimethebatchesofpapersbroughtbythelastmailreportedaseriesofcrimesintheEastEndofLondon,therewasasensationalcaseofabductioninFranceandafinedisplayofarmedrobberyinAustralia。Oneafternooncrossingthedining—roomI
heardMissJacobuspipingintheverandahwithvenomousanimosity:
\"Idon’tknowwhatyourpreciouspapaisplottingwiththatfellow。