第5章

类别:其他 作者:Charlotte Perkins Gilman字数:16769更新时间:19/01/05 16:55:07
Whenhurriedservantsweresenttofindtheiryoungmistresstheyreportedthatshemusthavegoneout,andintruthshehad;outonherownroof,whereshesatquitestill,thoughshiveringalittlenowandthenfromthenewexcitement,untildinnertime。 Thismeal,inthemindofMadamWeatherstone,wasthecrowningfactorofdailylife;and,onstateoccasions,ofsociallife。Inhercosmogonythecentralsunwasaroundmahoganytable;allotherdetailsofhousekeepingrevolvedaboutitinvaryingorbits。Toserveanendlessseriesofdignifieddeliciousmeals,notablydinners,was,inhereyes,thechiefendofwoman;themosthighpurposeofthehome。 Therefore,thoughangryandastounded,sheappearedpromptlywhenthemealwasannounced;andwhenherdaughter—in—law,sereneandroyallyattired,tookherplaceasusual,noemotionwasallowedtoappearbeforethepurplefootmanwhoattended。 \"Iunderstoodyouwereout,Viva,\"shesaidpolitely。 \"Iwas,\"repliedViva,withequaldecorum。\"Itischarmingoutsideatthistimeintheevening——don’tyouthinkso?\" YoungMatthewwasgloomyandirritablethroughoutthelengthandbreadthofthemeal;andwhentheywereleftwiththeircoffeeinthedrawingroom,hebrokeout,\"What’sthisIhearaboutMrs。Halseybeingfiredwithoutnotice?\" \"ThatiswhatIwishtoknow,Viva,\"saidthegrandmother。\"Thepoorwomanisgreatlydistressed。Istherenotsomemistake?\" \"It’sadamnshame,\"saidMatthew。 Theyoungerladyglancedfromonetotheother,andwonderedtoseehowlittleshemindedit。\"Thedoorwasthereallthetime!\"shethoughttoherself,asshelookedherstepsonintheeyeandsaid,\"Hardlydrawing—roomlanguage,Matthew。Yourgrandmotherispresent!\" Hestaredatherindumbamazement,soshewenton,\"No,thereisnomistakeatall。IdischargedMrs。Halseyaboutanhourbeforedinner。 Thetermsoftheengagementwereamonth’swarningoramonth’swages。 Igaveherthewages。\" \"But!but!\"MadamWeatherstonewasgenuinelyconfusedbythissuddeninexplicable,yetperfectlypolitepieceofwhatshestillfelttobeinthenatureof’interference’and’presumption。’\"Ihavehadnofaulttofindwithher。\" \"Ihave,yousee,\"saidherdaughter—in—lawsmiling。\"Ifoundherunsatisfactoryandshallreplaceherwithsomethingbetterpresently。 Howaboutalittlemusic,Matthew?Won’tyoustartthevictrolla?\" Matthewwouldn’t。Hewasgoingout;wentoutwiththeword。MadamWeatherstonedidn’twishtohearit——hadaheadache——mustgotoherroom——wenttoherroomforthwith。TherewasatensionintheathmospherethatwouldhavewrungtearsfromVivaWeatherstoneaweekago,yes,twenty—fourhoursago。 Asitwassherosetoherfeet,stretchingherselftoherfullheight,andwalkedthelengthofthegreatemptyroom。Sheevenlaughedalittle。\"It’sopen!\"saidshe,andorderedthecar。WhilewaitingforitshechattedwithMrs。Porneawhileovertheall—convenienttelephone。 * Dianthasatatherwindow,watchingthebigsoft,brilliantmoonbehindtheeucalyptustrees。Afterthecloseofthestrenuousmeeting,shehadwithdrawnfromthecrowdofexcitedwomenanxioustoshakeherhandandengageheronthespot,hadaskedtimetoconsideranumberofgoodopportunitiesoffered,andhadsurvivedthecoldandangryglancesofthenowsmallerbutfarmoreunitedHomeandCultureClub。Shedeclinedtotalktothereporters,andtookrefugefirstinanopencar。Thisprovedveryunsatisfactory,owingtohersuddenprominence。Twopersistentnewspapermenswungthemselvesuponthecaralsoandinsistedonaddressingher。 \"Excuseme,gentlemen,\"shesaid,\"Iamnotacquaintedwithyou。\" Theyeagerlyproducedtheircards——andsaidtheywere\"newspapermen。\" \"Isee,\"saidDiantha,\"Butyouarestillmen?Andgentlemen,I suppose?Iamawoman,andIdonotwishtotalkwithyou。\" \"MissBellDeclinestoBeInterviewed,\"wrotethereporters,andspentthemselvesonherpersonalappearance,beingfavorablyimpressedthereby。 ButMissBellgotoffatthenextcornerandtookashortcuttothehousewhereshehadrentedaroom。Reporterswerewaitingthere,twobeingwomen。 Dianthapolitelybutfirmlydeclinedtoseethemandstartedforthestairs;buttheymerelystoodinfrontofherandaskedquestions。Thegirl’sbloodsurgedtohercheeks;shesmiledgrimly,keptabsolutesilence,brushedthroughthemandwentswiftlytoherroom,lockingthedoorafterher。 Thereportersdescribedherappearance——unfavorablythistime;andtheydescribedthehouse——alsounfavorably。Theysaidthat\"Agroupofadoring—eyedyoungmenstoodaboutthedoorwayastheflushedheroineoftheafternoonmadeherbrusqueentrance。\"Theseadorersconsistedofthelandlady’sJohnny,agedthirteen,andtwosatellitesofhis,stillyounger。They_did_lookatDianthaadmiringly;andshe_was_alittlehurriedinherentrance——truthmustbemaintained。 Tooirritatedandtiredtogooutfordinner,sheateanorangeortwo,laydownawhile,andtheneasedhermindbywritingalonglettertoRossandtellinghimallaboutit。Thatis,shetoldhimmostofit,allthepleasantthings,allthefunnythings;leavingoutaboutthereporters,becauseshewastooangrytobejust,shetoldherself。Shewroteandwrote,becomingpeacefulasthequietmomentspassed,andasensegrewuponherofthestrong,lastinglovethatwaswaitingsopatiently。 \"Dearest,\"herswiftpenflewalong,\"Ireallyfeelmuchencouraged。Animpressionhasbeenmade。Oneortwomenspoketomeafterward;theyoungminister,whosaidsuchnicethings;andoneolderman,wholookedprosperousandreliable。’Whenyoubeginanysuchbusinessasyouhaveoutlined,youmaycountonme,MissBell,’hesaid,andgavemehiscard。He’salawyer——P。L。Wiscomb;niceman,Ishouldthink。Anotherbig,sheepish—lookingmansaid,’Andme,MissBell。’HisnameisThaddler;hiswifeisverydisagreeable。Someofthewomenarefavorablyimpressed,buttheold—fashionedkind——my!’Ifhatekilledmen,BrotherLawrence!’——butitdon’t。\" Shewroteherselfintoagoodhumor,anddweltatconsiderablelengthonthepleasantepisodeoftheministerandyoungMrs。Weatherstone’sremarks。\"Ilikedher,\"shewrote。\"She’sanicewoman——evenifsheisrich。\" Therewasaknockatherdoor。\"Ladytoseeyou,Miss。\" \"Icannotseeanyone,\"saidDiantha;\"youmustexcuseme。\" \"Begpardon,Miss,butit’snotareporter;it’s——。\"Thelandladystretchedherleanneckaroundthedooredgeandwhisperedhoarsely,\"It’syoungMrs。Weatherstone!\" Diantharosetoherfeet,alittlebewildered。\"I’llberightdown,\" shesaid。Butavoicebrokeinfromthehall,\"Ibegyourpardon,MissBell,butItookthelibertyofcomingup;mayIcomein?\" Shecamein,andthelandladyperforcewentout。Mrs。WeatherstoneheldDiantha’shandwarmly,andlookedintohereyes。\"IwasaschoolmateofEllenPorne,\"shetoldthegirl。\"Wearedearfriendsstill;andsoI feelthatIknowyoubetterthanyouthink。YouhavedonebeautifulworkforMrs。Porne;nowIwantyoutodotoitforme。Ineedyou。\" \"Won’tyousitdown?\"saidDiantha。 \"You,too,\"saidMrs。Weatherstone。\"NowIwantyoutocometome——rightaway。Youhavedonemesomuchgoodalready。IwasjustaNewEnglandbredschoolteachermyselfatfirst,sowe’reeventhatfar。 Thenyoutookastepup——andItookastepdown。\" Dianthawasalittleslowinunderstandingthequickfervorofthisnewfriend;atriflesuspicious,even;beingacautioussoul,andsomewhatoverstrung,perhaps。Hervisitor,bright—eyedandeager,wenton。\"I gaveupschoolteachingandmarriedafortune。Youhavegivenituptodoamoreneededwork。Ithinkyouarewonderful。Now,Iknowthisseemsqueertoyou,butIwanttotellyouaboutit。Ifeelsureyou’llunderstand。Athome,MadamWeatherstonehashadeverythinginchargeforyearsandyears,andI’vebeentoolazyortooweak,ortooindifferent,todoanything。Ididn’tcare,somehow。Allthemachineryofliving,andno_living_——nogoodofitall!Yettheredidn’tseemtobeanythingelsetodo。Nowyouhavewakedmeallup——yourpaperthisafternoon——whatMr。Eltwoodsaid——thewaythosepoor,dull,blindwomentookit。AndyetIwasjustasdullandblindmyself!Well,Ibegintoseethingsnow。Ican’ttellyouallatoncewhatadifferenceithasmade;butIhaveaverydefinitepropositiontomaketoyou。Willyoucomeandbemyhousekeeper,now——rightaway——atahundreddollarsamonth?\" Dianthaopenedhereyeswideandlookedattheeagerladyasifshesuspectedhernervousbalance。 \"Theotheronegotathousandayear——youareworthmore。Now,don’tdecline,please。Letmetellyouaboutit。Icanseethatyouhaveplansahead,forthisbusiness;butitcan’thurtyoumuchtoputthemoffsixmonths,say。Meantime,youcouldbepracticing。OurplaceatSantaUlricaisalmostasbigasthisone;therearelotsofservantsandagreat,wearymazeofaccountstobekept,anditwouldn’tbebadpracticeforyou——now,wouldit?\" Diantha’stroubledeyeslitup。\"No——youarerightthere,\"shesaid。 \"IfIcoulddoit!\" \"You’llhavetodojustthatsortofthingwhenyouarerunningyourbusiness,won’tyou?\"hervisitorwenton。\"Andthesummer’snotagoodtimetostartathinglikethat,isit?\" Dianthameditated。\"No,Iwasn’tgoingto。Iwasgoingtostartsomewhere——takeacottage,adozengirlsorso——andfurnishlaborbythedaytotheothercottages。\" \"Well,youmightbeabletorunthatontheside,\"saidMrs。 Weatherstone。\"Andyoucouldtrainmygirls,getinnewonesifyoulike;itdoesn’tseemtomeitwouldconflict。Buttospeaktoyouquitefrankly,MissBell,Iwantyouinthehouseformyownsake。Youdomegood。\" Theydiscussedthematterforsometime,Dianthaobjectingmainlytothesuddennessofitall。\"I’maslowthinker,\"shesaid,\"andthisisso——soattractivethatI’msuspiciousofit。Ihadtheotherthingallplanned——thegirlspracticallyengaged。\" \"Wherewereyouthinkingofgoing?\"askedMrs。Weatherstone。 \"ToSantaUlrica。\" \"Exactly!Well,youshallhaveyourcottageandourgirlsandgivethemparttime。Or——howmanyhaveyouarrangedwith?\" \"Onlysixhavemadedefiniteengagementsyet。\" \"Whatkind?\" \"Twolaundresses,acookandthreesecondmaids;allgoodones。\" \"Excellent!Now,Itellyouwhattodo。Iwillengageallthosegirls。 I’mmakingachangeatthehouse,forvariousreasons。Youbringthemtomeassoonasyoulike;butyouIwantatonce。Iwishyou’dcomehomewithmeto—night!Whydon’tyou?\" Diantha’sscantybaggagewasallinsight。Shelookedaroundforanexcuse。Mrs。Weatherstonestooduplaughing。 \"Putthenewaddressintheletter,\"shesaid,mischievously,\"andcomealong!\" * Andthepurplechauffeur,hisdisapprovingbackineffectualinthedarkness,rolledthemhome。 WHATDIANTHADID CHAPTERIX。 \"SLEEPINGIN。\" Menhavemarchedinarmies,fleetshavebornethem,Lefttheirhomesnewcountriestosubdue; Youngmenseekingfortunewidehavewandered—— Wehavesomethingnew。 Armiesofyoungmaidenscrossouroceans; Leavetheirmother’slove,theirfather’scare; Maidens,youngandhelpless,widelywander,Burdensnewtobear。 Strangethelandandlanguage,lawsandcustoms; Ignorantandallalonetheycome; Maidensyoungandhelpless,servingstrangers,ThuswekeeptheHome。 WhenonearthwassafetyforyoungmaidensFarfrommother’sloveandfather’scare? WepreserveTheHome,andcallitsacred—— Burdensnewtheybear。 ThesunhadgonedownonMadamWeatherstone’swrath,andrisentofinditunabated。Withcondenseddisapprobationwrittenoneverywell—cutfeature,shecametothecoldlygleamingbreakfasttable。 ThatMrs。Halseywasundoubtedlygone,shehadtoadmit;yetsofarfailedtofindtheexactwordsofreproofforawomanofindependentmeansdischargingherownhousekeeperwhenitpleasedher。 YoungMathewunexpectedlyappearedatbreakfast,perhapsinanticipationofasortofRomanholidayinwhichhisusuallylateandapologeticstepmotherwouldfurnishtheamusement。Theywerebothsurprisedtofindhertherebeforethem,lookinguncommonlyfreshincrisp,sheerwhite,withdeep—tonedvioletsinherbelt。 Sheatewitheveryappearanceofenjoyment,chattingamiablyaboutthelovelymorning——theflowers,thegardenandthegardeners;hereffortsillseconded,however。 \"ShallIattendtotheordersthismorning?\"askedMadamWeatherstonewithanairofnoblepatience。 \"Ono,thankyou!\"repliedViva。\"Ihaveengagedanewhousekeeper。\" \"Anewhousekeeper!When?\"Theoldladywasshakenbythisinconceivablepromptness。 \"Lastnight,\"saidherdaughter—in—law,lookingcalmlyacrossthetable,hercolorrisingalittle。 \"Andwhenisshecoming,ifImayask?\" \"Shehascome。Ihavebeenwithheranhouralreadythismorning。\" YoungMathewsmiled。Thiswasamusing,thoughnotwhathehadexpected。 \"Howextremelyalertandbusinesslike!\"hesaidlazily。\"It’sbecomingtoyou——togetupearly!\" \"Youcan’thavegotmuchofaperson——ataminute’snotice,\"saidhisgrandmother。\"Orperhapsyouhavebeenplanningthisforsometime?\" \"No,\"saidViva。\"IhavewantedtogetridofMrs。Halseyforsometime,butthenewoneIfoundyesterday。\" \"What’shername?\"inquiredMathew。 \"Bell——MissDianthaBell,\"sheanswered,lookingascalmasifannouncingthedayoftheweek,butinwardlydreadingtheresultsomewhat。Likemostofsuchterrorsitwasoverestimated。 Therewasalittlepause——ratheranintenselittlepause;andthen——\"Isn’tthatthegirlwhoset’emallbytheearsyesterday?\"askedtheyoungman,pointingtothemorningpaper。\"Theysayshe’sagood—looker。\" MadamWeatherstonerosefromthetableinsomeagitation。\"ImustsayI amverysorry,Viva,thatyoushouldhavebeenso——precipitate!Thisyoungwomancannotbecompetenttomanageahouselikethis——tosaynothingofherscandalousideas。Mrs。Halseywas——tomymind——perfectlysatisfactory。Ishallmissherverymuch。\"Shesweptoutwithanunanswerableair。 \"SoshallI,\"mutteredMat,underhisbreath,ashestrolledafterher; \"unlessthenewone’sequallyamiable。\" VivaWeatherstonewatchedthemgo,andstoodawhilelookingafterthewell—built,well—dressed,well—manneredbutfarfromwell—behavedyoungman。 \"Idon’t_know_,\"shesaidtoherself,\"butIdofeel——think——imagine——agooddeal。I’msureIhopenot!Anyway——it’snewlifetohavethatgirlinthehouse。\" ThatgirlhadundertakenwhatshedescribedtoRossas\"alargeorder——averylargeorder。\" \"It’sthehardestthingIeverundertook,\"shewrotehim,\"butIthinkI candoit;anditwillbeatremendoushelp。Mrs。Weatherstone’sabrick——aperfectbrick!Sheseemstohavebeenveryunhappy——foreversolong——andtohavesubmittedtoherdomineeringoldmother—in—lawjustbecauseshedidn’tcareenoughtoresist。Nowshe’sgotwakedupallofasudden——shesaysitwasmypaperattheclub——morelikelymyawfulexample,Ithink!andshefiredheroldhousekeeper——Idon’tknowwhatfor——andrushedmein。 \"SohereIam。Thesalaryisgood,theworkisexcellenttraining,andIguessIcanholdtheplace。Buttheoldladyisaterror,andtheyoungman——howyouwoulddespisethatJohnny!\" Thehomelettersshenowreceivedwereratheramusing。Ross,sternlypatient,sawlittledifferenceinherposition。\"Ihopeyouwillenjoyyournewwork,\"hewrote,\"butpersonallyIshouldpreferthatyoudidnot——soyoumightgiveitupandcomehomesooner。Imissyouasyoucanwellimagine。Evenwhenyouwereherelifewashardenough——butnow!—— \"Ihadahalfofferforthestoretheotherday,butitfellthrough。 IfIcouldsellthatincubusandputthemoneyintoaranch——fruit,hens,anything——thenwecouldallliveonit;morecheaply,Ithink;andIcouldfindtimeforsomeresearchworkIhaveinmind。Yourememberthatguinea—pigexperimentIwantsototry?\" Diantharememberedandsmiledsadly。Shewasnotmuchinterestedinguinea—pigsandtheirpotentialcapacities,butshewasinterestedinherloverandhishappiness。\"Ranch,\"shesaidthoughtfully;\"that’snotabadidea。\" Hermotherwrotethesamepatientlovingletters,perfunctorilyhopeful。 Herfatherwrotenone——\"Awoman’sbusiness——thisletter—writin’,\"healwaysheld;andGeorge,afteronescornfulupbraiding,had\"washedhishandsofher\"withsomesenseofrelief。Hedidn’tliketowriteletterseither。 ButSusiekeptupalivelycorrespondence。Shewasattachedtohersister,astoallherimmediaterelativesandsurroundings;andwhilesheutterlydisapprovedofDiantha’sundertaking,asenseofsisterlyduty,tosaynothingofaffection,promptedhertomanyletters。Itdidnot,however,alwaysmaketheseagreeablereading。 \"Mother’sprettywell,andthegirlshe’sgotnowdoesnicely——thatfirstoneturnedouttobeafailure。Father’sascrankyasever。Weareallwellhereandthebaby(thiswasabrandnewbabyDianthahadnotseen)isjustaDarling!Yououghttobehere,youunnaturalAunt! Geralddoesn’teverspeakofyou——butIdojustthesame。YouhearfromtheWardens,ofcourse。Mrs。Warden’sgotneuralgiaorsomething;keepsthemallbusy。Theyaremuchexcitedoverthisnewplaceofyours——yououghttohearthemgoon!ItappearsthatMadamWeatherstoneisaconnectionoftheirs——oneoftheF。F。V’s,Iguess,andtheythinkshe’ssomethingwonderful。Andtohave_you_working_there!_——well,youcanjustseehowthey’dfeel;andIdon’tblamethem。It’snousearguingwithyou——butIshouldthinkyou’dhaveenoughofthisdisgracefulfoolishnessbythistimeandcomehome!\" Dianthatriedtobeveryphilosophicoverherhomeletters;buttheywerefarfromstimulating。\"It’snousearguingwithpoorSusie!\"shedecided。\"Susiethinksthesunrisesandsetsbetweenkitchen,nurseryandparlor! \"Mothercan’tseethegoodofityet,butshewilllater——Mother’sallright。 \"I’mawfullysorrytheWardensfeelso——andmakeRossunhappy——butofcourseIknewtheywould。Itcan’tbehelped。It’sjustaquestionoftimeandwork。\" Andshewenttowork。 * Mrs。Pornecalledonherfriendmostpromptly,withanaturaleagernessandcuriosity。 \"Howdoesitwork?Doyoulikeherasmuchasyouthought?Dotellmeaboutit,Viva。Youlooklikeanotherwomanalready!\" \"Icertainlyfeellikeone,\"Vivaanswered。\"I’veseenslavesinhousework,andI’veseenwhatwefondlycall’Queens’inhousework;butIneversawbrainsinitbefore。\" Mrs。Pornesighed。\"Isn’titjustwonderful——thewayshedoesthings! Dearme!Wedomissher!ShetrainedthatSwedeforus——andshedoesprettywell——butnotlike’MissBell’!Iwishtherewereahundredofher!\" \"Iftherewereahundredthousandshewouldn’tgoround!\"answeredMrs。 Weatherstone。\"Howselfishweare!_That_isthekindofwomanweallwantinourhomes——andfussbecausewecan’thavethem。\" \"Edgarsayshequiteagreeswithherviews,\"Mrs。Pornewenton。 \"Skilledlaborbytheday——foodsentin——。Hesaysifshecookedithewouldn’tcareifitcameallthewayfromAlaska!Shecertainlycancook!Iwishshe’dsetupherbusiness——thesoonerthebetter。\" Mrs。Weatherstonenoddedherheadfirmly。\"Shewill。She’splanning。 Thiswasreallyaninterruption——hercominghere,butIthinkitwillbeahelp——she’snothadexperienceinlargemanagementbefore,butshetakesholdsplendidly。She’sfoundadozen’leaks’inourhouseholdalready。\" \"Mrs。Thaddler’ssimplyfurious,Ihear,\"saidthevisitor。\"Mrs。Reewasinthismorningandtoldmeallaboutit。PoorMrs。Ree!Thehomeischurchandstatetoher;thatpaperofMissBell’ssheregardsassimpleblasphemy。\" Theybothlaughedasthatstormymeetingrosebeforethem。 \"Iwassoproudofyou,Viva,standingupforherasyoudid。Howdidyoueverdare?\" \"WhyIgotmycouragefromthegirlherself。Shewas——superb!Talkofblasphemy!WhyI’vecommitted_lesemajeste_andregicideandtheUnpardonableSinsincethatmeeting!\"AndshetoldherfriendofherbriefpassageatarmswithMrs。Halsey。\"Ineverlikedthewoman,\"shecontinued;\"andsomeofthethingsMissBellsaidsetmethinking。I don’tbelievewehalfknowwhat’sgoingoninourhouses。\" \"Well,Mrs。Thaddler’ssooutragedby’thisscandalousattackuponthesanctitiesofthehome’thatshe’sgoingaboutsayingallsortsofthingsaboutMissBell。Olook——Idobelievethat’shercar!\" Evenastheyspokeatonelessvoiceannounced,\"Mr。andMrs。Thaddler,\" andMadamWeatherstonepresentlyappearedtogreetthesevisitors。 \"Ithinkyouaretryingadangerousexperiment!\"saidMrs。Thaddlertoheryounghostess。\"Averydangerousexperiment!Bringingthatyoungiconoclastintoyourhome!\" Mr。Thaddler,stoutandsulky,satasfarawayashecouldandtalkedtoMrs。Porne。\"I’dliketotrythatsameexperimentmyself,\"saidhetoher。\"Youtrieditsometime,Iunderstand?\" \"Indeedwedid——andwouldstillifwehadthechance,\"shereplied。\"Wethinkheraveryexceptionalyoungwoman。\" Mr。Thaddlerchuckled。\"Sheisthat!\"heagreed。\"Gad!Howshedidsetthingshumming!They’rehummingyet——atourhouse!\" Heglancedratherrancorouslyathiswife,andMrs。Pornewished,assheoftenhadbefore,thatMr。Thaddlerworemoreclothingoverhisdomesticafflictions。 \"Scandalous!\"Mrs。ThaddlerwassayingtoMadamWeatherstone。\"Simplyscandalous!NeverinmylifedidIhearsuchabsurd——suchoutrageous——chargesagainstthesanctitiesofthehome!\" \"Thereyouhaveit!\"saidMr。Thaddler,underhisbreath。\"Sanctityofthefiddlesticks!Therewasalotoftruthinwhatthatgirlsaid!\" Thenhelookedrathersheepishandflushedalittle——whichwasneedless; easinghiscollarwithafatfinger。 MadamWeatherstoneandMrs。Thaddlerwereatoneonthissubject;butfoundithardtoagreeevenso,nolovebeinglostbetweenthem;andtheformergaveevidenceofmoresatisfactionthandistressatthis\"dangerousexperiment\"inthehouseofherfriends。Vivasatsilent,butwithalookofwatchfulintelligencethatdelightedMrs。Porne。 \"Ithasdonehergoodalready,\"shesaidtoherself。\"Blessthatgirl!\" Mr。Thaddlerwenthomedisappointedintherealobjectofhiscall——hehadhopedtoseetheDangerousExperimentagain。Buthiswifewaswellpleased。 \"Theywillrueit!\"sheannounced。\"MadamWeatherstoneisashamedofherdaughter—in—law——Icanseethat!_She_lookscoolenough。Idon’tknowwhat’sgotintoher!\" \"Someofthatyoungwoman’sgoodcooking,\"herhusbandsuggested。 \"Thatyoungwomanisnotthereascook!\"sherepliedtartly。\"Whatshe_is_thereforweshallseelater!Markmywords!\" Mr。Thaddlerchuckledsoftly。\"I’llmark’em!\"hesaid。 Dianthahadherhandsfull。Needlesstosayhersuddenentrancewasresentedbythecorpsofservantsaccustomedtotheoldregime。Shehadthekeys;sheexplored,studied,inventoried,examinedtheaccounts,workedoutcarefultablesandestimates。\"IwishMotherwerehere!\"shesaidtoherself。\"She’saregulargeniusforaccounts。I_can_doit——butit’snojoke。\" Shebroughttheresultstoheremployerattheendoftheweek。\"Thisistentative,\"shesaid,\"andI’veallowedmarginsbecauseI’mnewtoabusinessofthissize。Buthere’swhatthishouseoughttocostyou——attheoutside,andhere’swhatitdoescostyounow。\" Mrs。Weatherstonewasimpressed。\"Aren’tyoualittle——spectacular?\" shesuggested。 Dianthawentoveritcarefully;thenumberofrooms,thenumberofservants,thehoursoflabor,theamountoffoodandothersuppliesrequired。 \"Thisisonlypreparatory,ofcourse,\"shesaid。\"I’llhavetocheckitoffeachmonth。IfImaydotheorderingandkeepalltheaccountsI canshowyouexactlyinamonth,ortwoatmost。\" \"Howabouttheservants?\"askedMrs。Weatherstone。 Therewasmuchtosayhere,questionsofcompetence,ofimpertinence,ofpersonalexcellencewith\"incompatibilityoftemper。\"Dianthawasgivenafreehand,withfulllibertytoexperiment,andmettheopportunitywithherusualenergy。 Shesoondischargedtheunsatisfactoryones,andsubstitutedthegirlsshehadselectedforhersummer’sexperiment,graduallyaddingothers,tillthehouseholdwasfairlyharmonious,andfarmoreefficientandeconomical。Afewchangesweremadeamongthemenalso。 BythetimethefamilymoveddowntoSantaUlrica,therewasquiteanewspiritinthehousehold。Mrs。WeatherstonefullyapprovedoftheGirls’ ClubDianthahadstartedatMrs。Porne’s;anditwentonmerrilyinthelargerquartersofthegreat\"cottage\"onthecliff。 \"I’mverygladIcametoyou,Mrs。Weatherstone,\"saidthegirl。\"Youwerequiterightabouttheexperience;Ididneedit——andI’mgettingit!\" Shewasgettingsomeofwhichshemadenomention。 Asshewonandheldtheconfidenceofhersubordinates,andthegrowinglistofclubmembers,shelearnedtheirpersonalstories;whathadbefallentheminotherfamilies,andwhattheylikedanddislikedintheirpresentplaces。 \"Themenarenotsobad,\"explainedCatharineKelly,ataclubmeeting,meaningthemenservants;\"theyrespectanhonestgirlifsherespectsherself;butit’stheyoungmasters——andsometimestheoldones!\" \"It’sallnonsense,\"protestedMrs。James,widowedcookoflongstanding。\"I’veworkedoutfortwenty—fiveyears,andInevermetnosuchgoingson!\" LittleIldalookedatMrs。James’severefaceandgiggled。 \"I’veheardofit,\"saidMollyConnors,\"I’veacousinthat’sworkin’inNewYork;andshe’shadtoleavetwogoodplacesonaccountoftheirmisbehavin’theirselves。She’safinegirl,buttoogood—lookin’。\" Dianthastudiedtypes,questionedthem,drewthemout,adjustedfactstotheoriesandtheoriestofacts。Shefoundtheweaknessofthewholepositiontolieintheutterignoranceandhelplessnessoftheindividualservant。\"Iftheywereonlyorganized,\"shethought——\"andknewtheirownpower!——Well;there’splentyoftime。\" Asheracquaintanceincreased,andasMrs。Weatherstone’sinterestinherplansincreasedalso,shestartedthesmallsummerexperimentshehadplanned,forfurnishinglaborbytheday。Mrs。Jameswasanexcellentcook,thoughmostunpleasanttoworkwith。Shewasquiteabletoseethatgettingupfrequentlunchesatthreedollars,anddinnersatfivedollars,madeabetterincomethantendollarsaweekevenwithseveraldaysunoccupied。 Agroupofyoungerwomen,underDiantha’ssympatheticencouragement,agreedtotakeasmallcottagetogether,withMrs。Jamesasaspeciesofchaperone;andtogooutintwosandthreesaschambermaidsandwaitressesat25centsanhour。Twoofthemcouldsetinperfectorderoneofthesmallbeachcottageinanhour’stime;andtheoccupants,alreadycrowdedforroom,werequitewillingtopayalittlemoreincash\"nottohaveaservantaround。\"Mostofthemtooktheirmealsoutinanycase。 Itwasamodestattempt,elasticandeasilyalterableandbasedonthespecialconditionsofashoreresort:Mrs。Weatherstone’sknowninterestgaveitsocialbacking;andmanyladieswhoheartilydisapprovedofDiantha’stheoriesfoundthemselvesquitewillingtoprofitbythisverypracticallocalsolutionofthe\"servantquestion。\" The\"clubgirls\"becameverypopular。Acrossthedeephotsandtheyploughed,andclatteredalongthewarpingboardwalks,inmerrypairsandgroups,findingtheworkfarmorevariedandamusingthantheendlessrepetitioninonehousehold。Theyhadpleasanteveningstoo,withplentyofcallers,albeitsomewhatcheckedandchilledbyrigorousMrs。 James。 \"Itisbothfoolishandwicked!\"saidMadamWeatherstonetoherdaughter—in—law,\"Exposingagroupofsillygirlstosuchdangerandtemptations!Iunderstandthereissingingandlaughinggoingonatthathouseuntilhalf—pasttenatnight。\" \"Yes,thereis,\"Vivaadmitted。\"Mrs。Jamesinsiststhattheyshallallbeinbedateleven——whichisverywise。I’mgladtheyhavegoodtimes——there’ssafetyinnumbers,youknow。\" \"Therewillbeascandalinthiscommunitybeforelong!\"saidtheoldladysolemnly。\"Anditgrievesmetothinkthatthishouseholdwillberesponsibleforit!\" DianthaheardallthisfromthelinenroomwhileMadamWeatherstonebuttonholedherdaughter—in—lawinthehall;andintruththeoldladymeantthatsheshouldhearwhatshesaid。 \"She’sright,I’mafraid!\"saidDianthatoherself——\"therewillbeascandalifI’mnotmightycarefulandthishouseholdwillberesponsibleforit!\" EvenasshespokeshecaughtIlda’schildishgiggleinthelowerhall,andlookingovertherailingsawherairilydustingthebigChinesevasesandcoquettingwithyoungMr。Mathew。 Lateron,Dianthatriedseriouslytorouseherconscienceandhercommonsense。\"Don’tyousee,child,thatitcan’tdoyouanythingbutharm? Youcan’tcarryonwithamanlikethatasyoucanwithoneofyourownfriends。Heisnottobetrusted。OnenicegirlIhadheresimplylefttheplace——heannoyedherso。\" Ildawasalittlesulky。ShehadbeenquiteaqueeninthesmallNorwegianvillageshewasbornin。Youngmenwereyoungmen——andtheymighteven——perhaps!Thissevereyounghousekeeperdidn’tknoweverything。Maybeshewasjealous! SoIldawasratherunconvinced,thoughapparentlysubmissive,andDianthakeptacarefuleyeuponher。ShesawtoitthatIlda’sroomhadaboltaswellaskeyinthedoor,andkepttheroomnexttoitempty; frequentlyusingitherself,unknowntoanyone。\"Ihatetoturnthechildoff,\"shesaidtoherself,conscientiouslyrevolvingthematter。 \"Sheisn’tdoingathingmorethanmostgirlsdo——she’sonlyalittlefool。Andhe’snotdoinganythingIcancomplainof——yet。\" Butsheworriedoveritagooddeal,andMrs。Weatherstonenoticedit。 \"Doesn’tyourpetclubhousegowell,’MissBell?’Youseemtroubledaboutsomething。\" \"Iam,\"Dianthaadmitted。\"IbelieveI’llhavetotellyouaboutit——butIhateto。Perhapsifyou’llcomeandlookIshan’thavetosaymuch。\" Sheledhertoawindowthatlookedonthegarden,therich,vivid,flower—crowdedgardenofSouthernCaliforniabythesea。LittleIlda,inafreshblackfrockandsnowy,frillycapandapron,ranouttogetarose;andwhileshesniffedanddalliedtheysawMr。Mathewsaunteroutandjoinher。 Thegirlwasnotasseverewithhimassheoughttohavebeen——thatwasevident;butitwasalsoevidentthatshewasfrightenedandfuriouswhenhesuddenlyheldherfastandkissedherwithmuchsatisfaction。 Assoonasherarmswerefreeshegavehimaslapthatsoundedsmartlyevenatthatdistance;andrancryingintothehouse。 \"She’sfoolish,Iadmit,\"saidDiantha,——\"butshedoesn’trealizeherdangeratall。I’vetriedtomakeher。AndnowI’mmoreworriedthanever。Itseemsratherhardtodischargeher——sheneedscare。\" \"I’llspeaktothatyoungmanmyself,\"saidMrs。Weatherstone。\"I’llspeaktohisgrandmothertoo!\" \"O——wouldyou?\"urgedDiantha。\"Shewouldn’tbelieveanythingexceptthatthegirl’ledhimon’——youknowthat。ButIhaveanideathatwecouldconvinceher——ifyou’rewillingtodosomethingrathermelodramatic——andIthinkwe’dbetterdoitto—night!\" \"What’sthat?\"askedheremployer;andDianthaexplained。Itwasmelodramatic,butpromisedtobeextremelyconvincing。 \"Doyouthinkhe’ddare!undermyroof?\"hotlydemandedMadamWeatherstone。 \"I’mverymuchafraiditwouldn’tbethefirsttime,\"Dianthareluctantlyassuredher。\"It’snousebeinghorrified。Butifwecouldonlymake_sure_——\" \"Ifwecouldonlymakehisgrandmothersure!\"criedMadamWeatherstone。 \"Thatwouldsavemeadealoftroubleandmisunderstanding。Seehere——I thinkIcanmanageit——whatmakesyouthinkit’sto—night?\" \"Ican’tbeabsolutelycertain——\"Dianthaexplained;andtoldherthereasonsshehad。 \"Itdoeslookso,\"heremployeradmitted。\"We’lltryitatanyrate。\" Urginghermother—in—law’spresenceonthegroundofneedingherexperiencedadvice,Mrs。WeatherstonebroughttheaugustladytotheroomnexttoIlda’slatethatevening,thehousekeeperinattendance。 \"Wemustn’twaketheservants,\"shesaidinanelaboratewhisper。\"Theyneedsleep,poorthings!ButIwanttoconsultyouaboutthesecommunicatingdoorsandthelocksmithiscominginthemorning。——youseethisopensfromthisside。\"Sheturnedtheoiledkeysoftlyinthelock。\"NowMissBellthinkstheyoughttobeleftso——sothatthegirlscanvisitoneanotheriftheylike——whatdoyouthink?\" \"Ithinkyouareabsurdtobringmetothetopfloor,atthistimeofnight,forathinglikethis!\"saidtheoldlady。\"Theyshouldbepermanentlylocked,tomymind!There’snoquestionaboutit。\" Viva,stillinlowtones,discussedthispointfurther;introducedthesubjectofwall—paperorhardfinish;pointedoutfromthewindowatalleucalyptuswhichshethoughtneededheading;didwhatshecouldtokeephermother—in—lawonthespot;andpresentlyhereffortswererewarded。 Asoundofmuffledspeechcamefromthenextroom——aman’svoicedimlyheard。MadamWeatherstoneraisedherheadlikeawarhorse。 \"What’sthis!What’sthis!\"shesaidinafiercewhisper。 Vivalaidahandonherarm。\"Sh!\"saidshe。\"Letusmakesure!\"andshesoftlyunlatchedthedoor。 Abrilliantmoonfloodedthesmallchamber。TheycouldseelittleIlda,huddledinthebedclothes,staringatherdoorfromwhichthekeyhadfallen。Anotherkeywasbeinginserted——turned——buttheboltheld。 \"Comeandopenit,younglady!\"saidacarefulvoiceoutside。 \"Goaway!Goaway!\"beggedthegirl,lowandbreathlessly。\"Ohhow_can_you!Goawayquick!\" \"Indeed,Iwon’t!\"saidthevoice。\"Youcomeandopenit。\" \"Goaway,\"shecried,inasoftbutfranticvoice。\"I——I’llscream!\" \"Screamaway!\"heanswered。\"I’lljustsayIcameuptoseewhatthescreaming’sabout,that’sall。Youopenthedoor——ifyoudon’twantanybodytoknowI’mhere!Iwon’thurtyouany——Ijustwanttotalktoyouaminute。\" MadamWeatherstonewasspeechlesswithhorror,herdaughter—in—lawlistenedwithsetlips。Dianthalookedfromonetotheother,andatthefrightenedchildbeforethemwhowasnowclosetotheterribledoor。 \"Oplease!——_please!_goaway!\"shecriedindesperation。\"OwhatshallIdo!WhatshallIdo!\" \"Youcan’tdoanything,\"heansweredcheerfully。\"AndI’mcominginanyhow。You’dbetterkeepstillaboutthisforyourownsake。Standfromunder!\"MadamWeatherstonemarchedintotheroom。Ilda,withalittlecry,fledoutofittoDiantha。 Therewasajump,ascramble,twoknucklyhandsappeared,alonglegwasputthroughthetransom,twolegswildlywriggling,adescendingbody,andtherestoodbeforethem,flushed,dishevelled,hiscoatuptohisears——MatWeatherstone。 Hedidnotnoticethesternrigidityofthefigurewhichstoodbetweenhimandthemoonlight,butclaspeditwarmlytohisheart。——\"NowI’vegotyou,Ducky!\"criedhe,pressingalltooaffectionatekissesuponthefaceofhisgrandmother。 YoungMrs。Weatherstoneturnedonthelight。 Itwasanembarrassingpositionforthegentleman。 Hehadexpectedtofindahelplesscoweringgirl;afraidtocryoutbecausehercasewouldbelostifshedid;beggingpiteouslythathewouldleaveher;whollyathismercy。 Whathedidfindwassoinexplicableastoreducehimtogibberingastonishment。Therestoodhisimposinggrandmother,sooverwhelmedwithamazementthathertrenchantsentencesfailedhercompletely;hisstepmother,wearinganexpressionthatalmostsuggesteddelightinhisdiscomfiture;andDiantha,asgrimasRhadamanthus。 PoorlittleIldaburstintowildsobsandchokingexplanations,clingingtoDiantha’shand。\"IfI’donlylistenedtoyou!\"shesaid。\"Youtoldmehewasbad!Ineverthoughthe’ddosuchanawfulthing!\" YoungMathewfumbledatthedoor。Hehadlockeditoutsideinhiseffortswiththepass—key。Hewasred,redtohisears——veryred,buttherewasnoescape。Hefacedthem——therewasnogoodinfacingthedoor。 Theyallstoodasideandlethimpass——awordlessgauntlet。 DianthatooktheweepingIldatoherroomforthenight。MadamWeatherstoneandMrs。Weatherstonewentdowntogether。 \"Shemusthaveencouragedhim!\"theolderladyfinallyburstforth。 \"Shedidnotencouragehimtoenterherroom,asyousawandheard,\" saidVivawithrepressedintensity。 \"He’sonlyaboy!\"saidhisgrandmother。 \"Sheisonlyachild,ahelplesschild,aforeigner,awayfromhome,untaught,unprotected,\"Vivaansweredswiftly;addingwithquietsarcasm——\"Savefortheshelterofthehome!\" Theypartedinsilence。 WHATDIANTHADID CHAPTERX UNIONHOUSE。 \"Weareweak!\"saidtheSticks,andmenbrokethem; \"Weareweak!\"saidtheThreads,andweretorn; Tillnewthoughtscameandtheyspokethem; TilltheFagotandtheRopewereborn。 FortheFagotmenfindisresistant,AndtheyanchorontheRope’stautlength; Evengrasshopperscombined,Areaforce,thefarmersfind—— Inunionthereisstrength。 RossWardenenduredhisgrocerybusiness;strovewithit,toiledatit,concentratedhisscientificmindonalientasksoffinancialcalculationandpracticalpsychology,buthelikeditnobetter。Hehadnointerestinbusiness,nodesiretomakemoney,noskillinsalesmanship。 Buttherewerefivemouthsathome;sweetaffectionatefemininemouthsnodoubt,butrequiringfood。Alsotwointhekitchen,wider,andrequiringmorefood。Andtherewerefivebacksathometobecovered,tousetheabsurdmetaphor——asifalloneneededforclothingwasafourfootpatch。TheamountandqualityofthecoveringwasanunceasingsurprisetoRoss,andhedidnotdojusticetothefactthathiswomenfolkreallysavedagooddealbydoingtheirownsewing。 Inhishearthelongedalwaystobefreeofthewholehatedloadoftradesmanship。Continuallyhisthoughtswentbacktothehopeofsellingoutthebusinessandbuyingaranch。 \"Icouldmakeitkeepus,anyhow,\"hewouldplantohimself;\"andI couldgetatthatguineapigidea。Ormaybehenswoulddo。\"Hehadatheoryofhisown,orapersonaltestofhisown,rather,whichhewishedtoapplytoawellknowntheory。Itwouldtakesomeyearstoworkitout,andagreatmanyfinepigs,andbeofnopossiblevaluefinancially。\"I’lldoitsometime,\"healwaysconcluded;whichwascoldcomfort。 Hisrealgriefatlosingthecompanionshipofthegirlheloved,wasmademorebitterbyatotallackofsympathywithheraims,evenifsheachievedthem——inwhichhehadnoconfidence。Hehadnopowertochangehiscourse,andtriednottobeunpleasantaboutit,buthehadtoexpresshisfeelingsnowandthen。 \"Areyoucomingbacktome?\"hewrote。\"Howconyoubeartogivesomuchpaintoeveryonewholovesyou?Isyourwonderfulsalaryworthmoretoyouthanbeingherewithyourmother——withme?Howcanyousayyouloveme——andruinbothourliveslikethis?Icannotcometoseeyou——I_would_notcometoseeyou——callingatthebackdoor!FindingthegirlIloveinacapandapron!Canyounotseeitiswrong,utterlywrong,allthismadescapadeofyours?Supposeyoudomakeathousanddollarsayear——Ishallnevertouchyourmoney——youknowthat。 Icannotevenofferyouahome,exceptwithmyfamily,andIknowhowyoufeelaboutthat;Idonotblameyou。 \"ButIamasstubbornasyouare,deargirl;Iwillnotliveonmywife’smoney——youwillnotliveinmymother’shouse——andwearedriftingapart。ItisnotthatIcarelessforyoudear,oratallforanyoneelse,butthisisslowdeath——that’sall。\" Mrs。Wardenwrotenowandthenandexpatiatedonthesufferingsofherson,andhisfailingstrengthundertheunnaturalstrain,tillDianthagrewtodreadherlettersmorethananypainsheknew。Fortunatelytheycameseldom。