第3章

类别:其他 作者:Charlotte Perkins Gilman字数:16191更新时间:19/01/05 16:55:07
Lyingthere,wide—eyedandmotionless,shestoodoutsideinthoughtandlookedatthehouse——assheusedtolookatitwithhim,beforetheyweremarried。Then,ithadrousedeveryblessedhopeanddreamofweddedjoy——itseemedacasketofuncountedtreasures。Now,inthisdrearymood,itseemednotonlyamereworkshop,butoneofalientasks,continuous,impossible,likethosesetfortheImprisonedPrincessbybadfairiesintheoldtales。Inthoughtsheenteredthewell—proportioneddoor——theGateofHappiness——andamustysmellgreetedher——shehadforgottentothrowoutthoseflowers!Sheturnedtotheparlor——no,thepianokeysweregritty,onehadtocleanthemtwiceadaytokeepthatroomasshelikedit。 Fromroomtoroomsheflitted,inhermind,tryingtorecalltheexquisitethingstheymeanttoherwhenshehadplannedthem;andeachonenowopenedglaringandblank,asaplacetoworkin——andtheworkundone。 \"IfIwereanablerwoman!\"shebreathed。Andthenhercommonsenseandcommonhonestymadeherreplytoherself:\"Iamableenough——inmyownwork!Nobodycandoeverything。Idon’tbelieveEdgar’ddoitanybetterthanIdo。——Hedon’thaveto!——andthensuchawaveofbitternessrushedoverherthatshewasafraid,andreachedoutonehandtotouchthecrib——theothertoherhusband。 Heawakenedinstantly。\"Whatisit,Dear?\"heasked。\"Tootiredtosleep,youpoordarling?Butyoudolovemealittle,don’tyou?\" \"O_yes_!\"sheanswered。\"Ido。Of_course_Ido!I’mjusttired,I guess。Goodnight,Sweetheart。\" Shewaslateingettingtosleepandlateinwaking。 Whenhefinallysatdowntothehurriedlyspreadbreakfast—table,Mr。 Porne,longcoffeeless,founditabitdifficulttokeephistemper。 Isabelwasalittlestiff,bringingindishesandcups,andpayingnoattentiontothesoundsofwailingfromabove。 \"Wellifyouwon’tIwill!\"burstforththefatheratlast,andranupstairs,returningpresentlywithafineboyofsomeelevenmonths,whoceasedtobawlinthesefamiliararms,andcontentedhimself,forthemoment,withateaspoon。 \"Aren’tyougoingtofeedhim?\"askedMr。Porne,withforcedpatience。 \"Itisn’ttimeyet,\"sheannouncedwearily。\"Hehastohavehisbathfirst。\" \"Well,\"withapatienceevidentlyforcedfarther,\"isn’tittimetofeedme?\" \"I’mverysorry,\"shesaid。\"Theoatmealisburnedagain。You’llhavetoeatcornflakes。And——thecreamissour——theicedidn’tcome——oratleast,perhapsIwasoutwhenitcame——andthenIforgotit……I hadtogototheemploymentagencyinthemorning!……I’msorryI’mso——soincompetent。\" \"SoamI,\"hecommenteddrily。\"Arethereanycrackersforinstance? Andhowaboutcoffee?\" Shebroughtthecoffee,suchasitwas,andacanofcondensedmilk。 Alsocrackers,andfruit。Shetookthebabyandsatsilent。 \"ShallIcomehometolunch?\"heasked。 \"Perhapsyou’dbetternot,\"sherepliedcoldly。 \"Istheretobeanydinner?\" \"Dinnerwillbereadyatsix—thirty,ifIhavetogetitmyself。\" \"IfyouhavetogetityourselfI’llallowforseven—thirty,\"saidhe,tryingtobecheerful,thoughsheseemedlittlepleasedbyit。\"Nowdon’ttakeitsohard,Ellie。Youareafirst—classarchitect,anyhow——onecan’tbeeverything。We’llgetanothergirlintime。Thisisjustthecommonlotouthere。Allthewomenhavethesametrouble。\" \"Mostwomenseembetterabletomeetit!\"sheburstforth。\"It’snotmytrade!I’mwillingtowork,Iliketowork,butIcan’t_bear_ housework!Ican’tseemtolearnitatall!Andtheservantswillnotdoitproperly!\" \"Perhapstheyknowyourlimitations,andtakeadvantageofthem!Butcheerup,dear。It’snokillingmatter。Orderbyphone,don’tforgettheice,andI’lltrytogethomeearlyandhelp。Don’tcry,deargirl,Iloveyou,evenifyouaren’tagoodcook!Andyouloveme,don’tyou?\" Hekissedhertillshehadtosmilebackathimandgivehimalovinghug;butafterhehadgone,thegloomsettleduponherspiritsoncemore。Shebathedthebaby,fedhim,puthimtosleep;andcamebacktothetable。Thescreendoorhadbeenleftajarandthehousewasbuzzingwithflies,hot,withaweek’saccumulatingdisorder。Thebreadshemadelastnightinfearandtrembling,washangingfatlyoverthepans; perhapssouralready。Sheclappeditintotheovenandturnedontheheat。 Thenshestood,undetermined,lookingaboutthatmessykitchenwhilethebigfliesbumpedandbuzzedonthewindows,settledoneverydish,andswungingiddycirclesinthemiddleoftheroom。Turningswiftlysheshutthedooronthem。Thedining—roomwasnearlyasbad。Shebegantoputthecupsandplatestogetherforremoval;butsethertraydownsuddenlyandwentintothecomparativecoolnessoftheparlor,closingthedining—roomdoorbehindher。 Shewasquitetiredenoughtocryafterseveralnightsofbrokenrestanddaysofconstantdiscomfortandirritation;butasenseofrisingangerkeptthetearsback。 \"OfcourseIlovehim!\"shesaidtoherselfaloudbutsoftly,rememberingthebaby,\"Andnodoubthelovesme!I’mgladtobehiswife!I’mgladtobeamothertohischild!I’mgladImarriedhim! But——_this_isnotwhatheoffered!Andit’snotwhatIundertook!Hehasn’thadtochangehisbusiness!\" Shemarchedupanddownthescantspace,andthenstoppedshortandlaugheddrily,continuinghersmotheredsoliloquy。 \"’Doyouloveme?’theyask,and,’Iwillmakeyouhappy!’theysay;andyougetmarried——andafterthatit’sHousework!\" \"Theydon’tsay,’WillyoubemyCook?’’WillyoubemyChambermaid?’ ’Willyougiveupagoodcleanwell—paidbusinessthatyoulove——thathasbighopeandpowerandbeautyinit——andcomeandkeephouseforme?’\" \"Lovehim?I’dbeinParisthisminuteifIdidn’t!Whathas’love’todowithdustandgreaseandflies!\" Thenshediddroponthesmallsofaandcrytempestuouslyforalittlewhile;butsoonarose,fiercelyashamedofherweakness,andfacedtheday;thinkingoftheoldladywhohadsomuchtodoshecouldn’tthinkwhattofirst——soshesatdownandmadeapincushion。 Then——wheretobegin! \"Eddiewillsleeptillhalf—pastten——ifI’mlucky。It’snownearlyhalf—pastnine,\"shemeditatedaloud。\"IfIdotheupstairsworkI mightwakehim。Imustn’tforgetthebread,thedishes,theparlor——O thoseflies!Well——I’llclearthetablefirst!\" Steppingsoftly,andhandlingthedisheswithslowcare,shecleanedthebreakfasttableanddarkenedthedining—room,flappingoutsomeoftheflieswithatowel。Thensheessayedtheparlor,dustingandarrangingwithundecidedsteps。\"It_ought_tobeswept,\"sheadmittedtoherself;\"Ican’tdoit——thereisn’ttime。I’llmakeitdark——\" \"I’dratherplanadozenhouses!\"shefiercelymuttered,asshefussedabout。\"Yes——I’dratherbuild’em——thantokeeponeclean!\" Thenwereherhopesdashedbyarisingwailfromabove。Shesatquitestillawhile,hopingagainsthopethathewouldsleepagain;buthewouldn’t。Soshebroughthimdowninfullcry。 Inherlowchairbythewindowsheheldhimandproducedbrightandjinglingobjectsfromthetallworkbasketthatstoodnearby,sighingagainassheglancedatitsaccumulatedmending。 MasterEddygrewcalmandhappyinherarms,butshowedagrowinginterestinthepleasingmaterialsproducedforhisamusement,andadesireforcloseracquaintance。Thenapenetratingodorfilledtheair,andwithasudden\"Odear!\"sherose,putthebabyonthesofa,andstartedtowardthekitchen。 Atthismomentthedoorbellrang。 Mrs。Pornestoppedinhertracksandlookedatthedoor。Itremainedopaqueandimmovable。Shelookedatthebaby——whojiggledhisspoolsandcrowed。Thensheflewtotheovenanddraggedforththebread,notmuchburnedafterall。Thensheopenedthedoor。 Anicelookingyoungwomanstoodbeforeher,inaplaintravellingsuit,holdingacheapdress—suitcaseinonehandandadenim\"roll—bag\"intheother,whometherwithacheerfulinquiringsmile。 \"AreyouMrs。EdgarPorne?\"sheasked。 \"Iam,\"answeredthatlady,somewhatshortly,herhandonthedoorknob,herearonthebaby,hernosestillremorsefullyinthekitchen,hereyesfixedsternlyonhervisitorthewhile;asshewonderedwhetheritwasliterature,cosmetics,ormedicine。 Shewasabouttoaddthatshedidn’twantanything,whentheyoungladyproducedacardfromtheRev。BenjaminA。Miner,Mrs。Porne’sparticularlyreveredminister,andstatedthatshehadheardtherewasavacancyinherkitchenandshewouldliketheplace。 \"IntroducingMrs。D。Bell,wellknowntofriendsofmine。\" \"Idon’tknow——\"saidMrs。Porne,readingthecardwithoutintheleastgraspingwhatitsaid。\"I——\" Justthentherewasadullfallingsoundfollowedbyasharprisingone,andsherushedintotheparlorwithoutmorewords。 Whenshecouldhearandbeheardagain,shefoundMrs。Bellseatedintheshadowylittlehall,sereneandcool。\"IcalledonMr。MineryesterdaywhenIarrived,\"saidshe,\"withlettersofintroductionfrommyformerminister,toldhimwhatIwantedtodo,andaskedhimifhecouldsuggestanyoneinimmediateneedofhelpinthisline。Hesaidhehadcalledhererecently,andbelievedyouwerelookingforsomeone。 HereistheletterIshowedhim,\"andshehandedMrs。PorneamostfriendlyandappreciativerecommendationofMissD。BellbyaministerinJopalez,IncaCo。,statingthatthebearerwasfullyqualifiedtodoallkindsofhousework,experienced,honest,kind,hadworkedsevenyearsinoneplace,andonlyleftithopingtodobetterinSouthernCalifornia。 Backedbyherownpastor’sapprovalthisseemedtoMrs。Pornefullysufficient。Thelookofthegirlpleasedher,thoughsuspiciouslyaboveherstationinmanner;serviceofanysortwasscarceandhighinOrchardina,andshehadbeenanagelongweekwithoutany。\"Whencanyoucome?\"sheasked。 \"Icanstopnowifyoulike,\"saidthestranger。\"Thisismybaggage。 Butwemustarrangetermsfirst。IfyouliketotrymeIwillcomethisweekfromnoonto—daytonoonnextFriday,forsevendollars,andthenifyouaresatisfiedwithmyworkwecanmakefurtherarrangements。I donotdolaundrywork,ofcourse,anddon’tundertaketohaveanycareofthebaby。\" \"Itakecareofmybabymyself!\"saidMrs。Porne,thinkingthenewgirlwaspresuming,thoughhermannerwasmostgentlyrespectful。Butaweekwasnotlong,shewaswellrecommended,andtheimmediatepressureinthatkitchenwheretheharvestwassoripeandthelaborerssofew——\"Well——youmaytrytheweek,\"shesaid。\"I’llshowyouyourroom。 Andwhatisyourname?\" \"MissBell。\" WHATDIANTHADID CHAPTERV。 Whenthefiggrownsonthethistle,Andthesilkpurseonthesow; Whenoneswallowbringsthesummer,Andbluemoonsonherbrow—— Thenwemaylookforstrengthandskill,Experience,goodhealth,goodwill,Artandsciencewellcombined,Honestsoulandablemind,Servantsbuiltuponthisplan,Onetowaitoneveryman,Patientlyfromyouthtoage,—— Forlessthanastreetcleaner’swage! Whentheparson’sgayonMondays,WhenwemeetamonthofSundays,Wemaylookforthemandfindthem—— ButNotNow! WhenyoungMrs。Weatherstoneswepthertrailingcrepefromtheautomobiletoherfriend’sdoor,itwasopenedbyaquick,soft—footedmaidwithapleasantface,whoshowedherintoaparlor,notonlycoolandflower—lit,buthavingthatfreshsmellthattellsofnew—washedfloors。 Mrs。Pornecameflyingdowntomeether,withsuchalookofrestandcomfortasrousedinstantnotice。 \"Why,Belle!Ihaven’tseenyoulooksobrightineversolong。Itmustbethenewmaid!\" \"That’sit——she’s’Bell’too——’MissBell’ifyouplease!\" Thevisitorlookedpuzzled。\"Isshea——afriend?\"sheventured,notsureofherground。 \"Ishouldsayshewas!Afriendinneed!Sitherebythewindow,Viva——andI’lltellyouallaboutit——asfarasitgoes。\" Shegailyrecountedherclimaxofconfusionandweariness,andthesuddenappearanceofthisministeringangel。\"Shearrivedataboutquarteroften。Iengagedherinsideoffiveminutes。Shewasintoaginghamgownandatworkbyteno’clock!\" \"Whatpromptness!AndIsupposetherewasplentytodo!\" Mrs。Pornelaughedunblushingly。\"Therewasenoughfortenwomenitseemedtome!Let’ssee——it’saboutfivenow——sevenhours。Wehaveninerooms,besidesthehallsandstairs,andmyshop。Shehasn’ttouchedthatyet。Butthehouseisclean——_clean_!Smellit!\" Shetookherguestoutintothehall,throughthelibraryanddining—room,upstairswherethepleasantbedroomsstretchedopenandorderly。 \"ShesaidthatifIdidn’tmindshe’dgiveitasuperficialgeneralcleaningtodayandbemorethoroughlater!\" Mrs。Weatherstonelookedaboutherwitharatherlanguidinterest。\"I’mverygladforyou,Belle,dear——but——whatanendlessnuisanceitallis——don’tyouthinkso?\" \"Nuisance!It’sslowdeath!tomeatleast,\"Mrs。Porneanswered。\"ButIdon’tseewhyyoushouldmind。IthoughtMadamWeatherstoneranthat——palace,ofyours,andyoudidn’thaveanytroubleatall。\" \"Ohyes,sherunsit。Icouldn’tgetalongwithheratallifshedidn’t。That’sherlife。Itwasmymother’stoo。Alwaysfussingandfussing。Theirhousesontheirbacks——likesnails!\" \"Don’tseewhy,withten(orisitfifteen?)servants。\" \"Itstwenty,Ithink。ButmydearBelle,ifyouimaginethatwhenyouhavetwentyservantsyouhaveneitherworknorcare——comeandtryitawhile,that’sall!\" \"Notforamillionairebaby’sransom!\"answeredIsabelpromptly。 \"GivememydrawingtoolsandplansandI’mhappy——butthisbusiness\"——shesweptawhitehandwearilyabout——\"it’snotmywork,that’sall。\" \"Butyou_enjoy_it,don’tyou——Imeanhavingnicethings?\"askedherfriend。 \"OfcourseIenjoyit,butsodoesEdgar。Can’tawomanenjoyherhome,justasamandoes,withoutrunningtheshop?Ienjoyoceantravel,butIdon’twanttobeeitheracaptainoracommonsailor!\" Mrs。Weatherstonesmiled,alittlesadly。\"You’relucky,youhaveotherinterests,\"shesaid。\"Howaboutourbungalow?haveyougotanyfarther?\" Mrs。Porneflushed。\"I’msorry,Viva。Yououghttohavegivenittosomeoneelse。Ihaven’tgoneintothatworkroomforeightsoliddays。 Nohelp,andthebaby,youknow。AndIwasalwaysdog—tired。\" \"That’sallright,dear,there’snoverygreatrush。Youcangetatitnow,can’tyou——withthisotherBelletothefore?\" \"She’snotBelle,blessyou——she’s’MissBell。’It’sherlastname。\" Mrs。Weatherstonesmiledherfaintsmile。\"Well——whynot?Likeaseamstress,Isuppose。\" \"Exactly。That’swhatshesaid。\"Ifthislaborwasasimportantasthatofseamstressorgovernesswhynotthesamecourtesy——Ohshe’samostsuperior_and_opinionatedyoungperson,Icanseethat。\" \"Ilikeherlooks,\"admittedMrs。Weatherstone,\"butcan’twelookoverthoseplansagain;there’ssomethingIwantedtosuggest。\"Andtheywentuptothebigroomonthethirdfloor。 InhershopandatherworkIsabelPornewasadifferentwoman。Shewaseagerandyetcalm;fullofideasandideals,yetwithapracticalknowledgeofdetailsthatmadeherhousesdeartothesoulsofwomen。 Shepointedoutinthenewdrawingsthepracticaladvantagesofkitchenandpantry;thesimplebutthoroughventilation,thedeepclosets,tillherfriendfairlylaughedather。\"Andyousayyou’renotdomestic!\" \"I’madomesticarchitect,ifyoulike,\"saidIsabel;\"butnotadomesticservant。——I’llrememberwhatyousayaboutthosewindows——it’sagoodidea,\"andshemadeacarefulnoteofMrs。Weatherstone’ssuggestion。 Thatladypushedtheplansawayfromher,andwenttothemanycushionedloungeinthewidewestwindow,whereshesatsolongsilentthatIsabelfollowedatlastandtookherhand。 \"Didyoulovehimsomuch?\"sheaskedsoftly。 \"Who?\"wasthesurprisinganswer。 \"Why——Mr。Weatherstone,\"saidMrs。Porne。 \"No——notverymuch。Buthewassomething。\" Isabelwaspuzzled。\"Iknewyousowellinschool,\"shesaid,\"andthatgayyearinParis。Youwerealwaysadear,submissivequietlittlething——butnotlikethis。What’shappenedViva?\" \"Nothingthatanybodycanhelp,\"saidherfriend。\"Nothingthatmatters。Whatdoesmatter,anyway?Fussandfussandfuss。Dressandentertain。Traveltillyou’retired,andresttillyou’recrazy! Then——whenarealthinghappens——there’sallthis!\"andsheliftedherblackdraperiesdisdainfully。\"Andmourningnotepaperandcardsandservant’slivery——andallthethingsyoumustn’tdo!\" Isabelputanarmaroundher。\"Don’tmind,dear——you’llgetoverthis——youareyoungenoughyet——theworldisfullofthingstodo!\" ButMrs。Weatherstoneonlysmiledherfaintsmileagain。\"Ilovedanotherman,first,\"shesaid。\"Arealone。Hedied。Henevercaredformeatall。Icaredfornothingelse——nothinginlife。That’swhyI marriedMartinWeatherstone——notforhisoldmillions——buthereallycared——andIwassorryforhim。Nowhe’sdead。AndI’mwearingthis——andstillmourningfortheotherone。\" Isabelheldherhand,strokeditsoftly,laiditagainsthercheek。 \"Oh,I’llfeeldifferentlyintime,perhaps!\"saidhervisitor。 \"Maybeifyoutookholdofthehouse——ifyouranthingsyourself,\"——venturedMrs。Porne。 Mrs。Weatherstonelaughed。\"Andturnouttheoldlady?Youdon’tknowher。Whyshemanagedhersontillheranawayfromher——andafterhegotsorichandimportedherfromPhiladelphiatoruleoverOrchardinaingeneralandhishouseholdinparticular,shemanagedthatpoorlittlefirstwifeofhisintohergrave,andthatwretchedboy——he’stheonlypersonthatmanagesher!She’sutterlyspoiledhim——thatwashisfather’sconstantgrief。No,no——letherrunthehouse——shethinkssheownsit。\" \"She’sfondofyou,isn’tshe?\"askedMrs。Porne。 \"OIguessso——ifIletherhaveherownway。Andshecertainlysavesmeagreatdealoftrouble。Speakingoftrouble,theretheyare——shesaidshe’dstopforme。\" Atthegatepuffedthebigcar,apersoninliveryrangthebell,andMrs。Weatherstonekissedherfriendwarmly,andpassedlikeaheavyshadowalongtherose—borderedpath。Inthetonneausatamassiveoldladyinsobersilks,withasetimpassivecountenance,severelycorrectineveryfeature,andyoungMatWeatherstone,sulkybecausehehadtoridewithhisgrandmothernowandthen。Hewasnotaniceyoungman。 * Dianthafoundithardtowriteherhomeletters,especiallytoRoss。 Shecouldnottellthemofallshemeanttodo;andshemusttellthemofthispartofit,atonce,beforetheyheardofitthroughothers。 Toleavehome——toleaveschool—teaching,toleavelove——and\"goouttoservice\"didnotseemastepup,thatwascertain。Butshesetherredlipstighterandwrotetheletters;wrotethemandmailedthemthatevening,tiredthoughshewas。 Threeletterscamebackquickly。 Hermother’sanswerwasaffectionate,patient,andtrustful,thoughnotunderstanding。 Hersister’swasasunpleasantasshehadexpected。 \"The_idea!_\"wroteMrs。Susie。\"Agirlwithagoodhometoliveinandanothertolookforwardto——andabletoearnmoney_respectably!_togooutandworklikeacommonIrishgirl!WhyGeraldissomortifiedhecan’tfacehisfriends——andI’masashamedasIcanbe!Myownsister! Youmustbe_crazy_——simply_crazy!_\" Itwashardonthem。Dianthahadfacedherowndifficultiesbravelyenough;andsympathizedkeenlywithhermother,andwithRoss;butshehadnotquitevisualizedthemortificationofherrelatives。Shefoundtearsinhereyesoverhermother’sletter。Hersister’smadeherbothsorryandangry——amostdisagreeablefeeling——aswhenyousteponthecatonthestairs。Ross’slettersheheldsometimewithoutopening。 Shewasinherlittleupstairsroomintheevening。Shehadswept,scoured,scaldedandcarbolizedit,andthehospitallysmellwasnowgivingwaytothesoftrichnessoftheouterair。The\"hoo!hoo!\"ofthelittlemourningowlcametoherearsthroughthewhisperingnight,andlargemothsbeatnoiselesslyagainstthewindowscreen。Shekissedtheletteragain,heldittightlytoherheartforamoment,andopenedit。 \"Dearest:Ihaveyourletterwithits——somewhatsurprising——news。Itisacomforttoknowwhereyouare,thatyouaresettledandinnodanger。 \"Icanreadilyimaginethatthisisbutthepreliminarytosomethingelse,asyousaysorepeatedly;andIcanunderstandalsothatyouaretoowisetotellmeallyoumeantobebeforehand。 \"Iwillbeperfectlyfrankwithyou,Dear。 \"InthefirstplaceIloveyou。Ishallloveyoualways,whateveryoudo。ButIwillnotdisguisefromyouthatthiswholebusinessseemstomeunutterablyfoolishandwrong。 \"Isupposeyouexpectbysomemysteriousprocessto\"develope\"and\"elevate\"thishouseworkbusiness;andtomakemoney。Ishouldnotloveyouanybetterifyoumadeamillion——andIwouldnottakemoneyfromyou——youknowthat,Ihope。Ifintheyearswemustwaitbeforewecanmarry,youarehappierawayfromme——workinginstrangekitchens——oroffices——thatisyouraffair。 \"Ishallnotarguenorpleadwithyou,DearGirl;Iknowyouthinkyouaredoingright;andIhavenoright,norpower,topreventyou。Butifmywishwererightandpower,youwouldbehereto—night,undertheshadowoftheacaciaboughs——inmyarms! \"Anytimeyoufeellikecomingbackyouwillbewelcome,Dear。 \"Yours,Ross。\" Anytimeshefeltlikecomingback? Dianthaslippeddowninalittleheapbythebed,herfaceontheletter——herarmsspreadwide。Thelettergrewwetterandwetter,andhershouldersshookfromtimetotime。 Butthehandsweretight—clenched,andifyouhadbeennearenoughyoumighthaveheardadoggedrepetition,monotonousasaTibetanprayermill:\"Itisright。Itisright。Itisright。\"Andthen。\"Helpme——please!Ineedit。\"Dianthawasnot\"giftedinprayer。\" WhenMr。Pornecamehomethatnighthefoundthewifelysmilewhichissupposedtogreetallreturninghusbandsquitegenuinelyinevidence。 \"OEdgar!\"criedsheinatriumphantwhisper,\"I’vegotsuchanicegirl!She’sjustasneatandquick;you’venoideatheworkshe’sdonetoday——itlookslikeanotherplacealready。Butifthingslookqueeratdinnerdon’tnoticeit——forI’vejustgivenherherhead。Iwassotired,andbabybotheredso,andshesaidthatperhapsshecouldmanageallbyherselfifIwaswillingtoriskit,soItookbabyforacar—rideandhaveonlyjustgotback。AndI_think_thedinner’sgoingtobelovely!\" Itwaslovely。Thedining—roomwascoolandflyless。Thetablewassetwithanassuredtouch。AfewofOrchardina’severreadyrosesinaglassbowlgaveanairofintendedbeautyMrs。Pornehadhadnotimefor。 Thefoodwaswell—cookedandwell—served,andtheattendanceshowedanintelligentappreciationofwhenpeoplewantthingsandhowtheywantthem。 Mrs。Pornequiteglowedwithexultation,butherhusbandgentlysuggestedthatthenewnessofthebroomwasvisiblyuppermost,andthatsuchpalpableperfectionswereprobablyaccompaniedbysomedrawbacks。 Buthelikedherlooks,headmitted,andthecookingwouldcoveramultitudeofsins。 Onthistheyrested,whiletheweekwentby。Itwasafullweek,andashortone。Mrs。Porne,makinghaywhilethesunshone,caughtupalittleinhersewingandmadesomeconscience—tormentingcalls。 WhenThursdaynightcamearoundshewassimplyrunningoverwithinformationtogiveherhusband。 \"SuchatalkasIhavehadwithMissBell!Sheissoqueer!Butshe’snicetoo,andit’sallreasonableenough,whatshesays。Youknowshe’sstudiedthisthingallout,andsheknowsaboutit——statisticsandthings。IwasastonishedtillIfoundsheusedtoteachschool。Justthinkofit!Andtobewillingtoworkout!Shecertainlydoesherworkbeautiful,but——itdoesn’tseemlikehavingaservantatall。I feelasifI——boardedwithher!\" \"Whysheseemedtomeverymodestandunpresuming,\"putinMr。Porne。 \"Oyes,sheneverpresumes。ButImeanthecapablewayshemanages——I don’thavetotellheronething,nortooversee,norcriticize。I spokeofitandshesaid,’IfIdidn’tunderstandthebusinessIshouldhavenorighttoundertakeit。\" \"That’sanewpointofview,isn’tit?\"askedherhusband。\"Don’ttheyusuallymakeyouteachthemtheirtradeandchargefortheprivilege?\" \"Yes,ofcoursetheydo。Butthenshedoeshaveherdisadvantages——asyousaid。\" \"Doesshe?Whatarethey?\" \"Whyshe’sso——rigid。I’llreadyouher——Idon’tknowwhattocallit。 She’swrittenoutadefinitepropositionastoherstayingwithus,andIwantyoutostudyit,it’sthequeerestthingIeversaw。\" Thedocumentwassomewhatnovel。Aclearstatementofthehoursoflaborrequiredintheposition,thequalityandamountofthedifferentkindsofwork;thetermsonwhichshewaswillingtoundertakeit,andallprefacedbyafewremarksonthestatusofhouseholdlaborwhichmadeMr。Porneopenhiseyes。 ThusMissBell;\"Theordinaryrateforlaborinthisstate,unskilledlaboroftheordinarysort,is$2。00aday。Thisisinreturnforthesimplestexertionofbruteforce,underconstantsupervisionanddirection,andinvolvingnoseriousrisktotheemployer。\" \"Householdlaborcallsforthepracticeofseveraldistinctcrafts,and,tobeproperlydone,requiresthoroughtrainingandexperience。Itsperformerisnotonlyinapositionofconfidence,asnecessarilyentrustedwiththecareoftheemployer’sgoodsandwithknowledgeofthemostintimatefamilyrelations;buttheworkitself,inmaintainingthelifeandhealthofthemembersofthehousehold,isofmostvitalimportance。 \"Inconsiderationofexistingeconomicconditions,however,Iamwillingtoundertaketheseintricateandresponsibledutiesforasevendayweekatlesswagesthanaregiventhestreet—digger,for$1。50aday。\" \"Goodgracious,mydear!\"saidMr。Porne,layingdownthepaper,\"Thisyoungwomandoesappreciateherbusiness!Andwe’retobeletoffeasyat$45。00amonth,arewe\" \"Andfeelunderobligationsatthat!\"answeredhiswife。\"Butyoureadahead。Itismostinstructive。WeshallhavetoaskhertoreadapaperfortheClub!\" \"’Infurtherconsiderationoftheconditionsofthetime,Iamwillingtoacceptpartpaymentinboardandlodginginsteadofcash。Suchaccommodationsasareusuallyofferedwiththispositionmayberatedat$17。00amonth。\" \"Ocomenow,don’tweboardheranybetterthanthat?\" \"That’swhatIthought,andIaskedheraboutit,andsheexplainedthatshecouldgetaroomasgoodforadollaranda—halfaweek——shehadactuallymadeinquiriesinthisverytown!Andshecould;reallyabetterroom,betterfurnished,thatis,andservicewithit。YouknowI’vealwaysmeanttogetthegirl’sroomfixedmoreprettily,butusuallytheydon’tseemtomind。Andastofood——youseesheknowsallaboutthecostofthings,andthematerialssheconsumesarereallynotmorethantwodollarsandahalfaweek,iftheyarethat。Sheevenmadesomefiguresformetoproveit——see。\" Mr。Pornehadtolaugh。 \"Breakfast。Coffeeatthirty—fivecentsperpound,onecup,onecent。 Oatmealatfourteencentsperpackage,onebowl,onecent。Breadatfivecentsperloaf,twoslices,one—halfcent。Butteratfortycentsperpound,onepiece,oneanda—halfcents。Orangesatthirtycentsperdozen,one,threecents。Milkateightcentsperquart,onoatmeal,onecent。Meatorfishoregg,averagefivecents。Total——thirteencents。\" \"There!Andsheshowedmedinnerandlunchthesameway。Ihadnoideafood,justthematerial,costsolittle。It’sthelabor,shesaysthatmakesitcosteveninthecheapestrestaurant。\" \"Isee,\"saidMr。Porne。\"Andinthecaseofthedomesticservantwefurnishthematerialsandshefurnishesthelabor。Shecooksherownfoodandwaitsonherself——naturallyitwouldn’tcomehigh。Whatdoesshemakeit?\" ’Food,averageperday……$0。35 Room,$1。50perw’k,ave。perday……22 —————。57 Total,permonth……$17。10 $1。50perday,permonth……$45。00 \"’Remainingpayableincash,$28。00。’DoIstilllive!ButmydearEllie,that’sonlywhatanordinaryfirst—classcookcharges,outhere,withoutallthisfuss!\" \"Iknowit,Ned,butyouknowwethinkit’sawful,andwe’realwaystellingabouttheirgettingtheirboardandlodgingclear——asifwegave’emthatoutofthegoodnessofourhearts!\" \"Exactly,mydear。Andthisamazingandarithmeticalyoungwomanmakesusfeelasifweweregivingherwampuminsteadofmoney——mereprimitivebarterofancientdaysinreturnforhertwentiethcenturyservices! Howdoesshedoherwork——that’sthemainquestion。\" \"Ineversawanyonedoitbetter,orquicker,oreasier。Thatis,I thoughtitwaseasytillshebroughtmethispaper。Justreadaboutherwork,andyou’llfeelasifweoughttopayherallyoursalary。\" Mr。Porneread: \"Laborperformed,averagetenhoursaday,asfollows:Preparationoffoodmaterials,careoffires,cooking,tableservice,andcleaningofdishes,utensils,towels,stove,etc。,permeal——breakfasttwohours,dinnerthreehours,supperorlunchonehour——sixhoursperdayforfoodservice。Dailychamberworkanddusting,etc。,oneandone—halfhoursperday。Weeklycleaningforhouseofninerooms,withhalls,stairs,closets,porches,steps,walks,etc。,sweeping,dusting,washingwindows,mopping,scouring,etc。,averagingtwohoursperday。Doorservice,waitingontradesmen,andextrasone—halfhourperday。Totaltenhoursperday。\" \"Thatsoundswell。Doesittakethatmuchtimeeveryday?\" \"Yes,indeed!Itwouldtakemetwenty!\"sheanswered。\"YouknowtheweekIwasherealoneIneverdidhalfshedoes。OfcourseIhadBaby,butthenIdidn’tdothethings。Iguesswhenitdoesn’ttakesolongtheyjustdon’tdowhatoughttobedone。Forsheisquick,awfullyquickaboutherwork。Andshe’sthorough。Isupposeitoughttobedonethatway——butIneverhadonebefore。\" \"Shekeepsmightyfreshandbright—lookingaftertheseherculeanlabors。\" \"Yes,butthensherests!Hertenhoursarefromsix—thirtya。m。,whenshegoesintothekitchenasregularlyasacuckooclock,toeight—thirtyp。m。whensheisallthroughandherkitchenlookslikea——wellit’sascleanandorderlyasifnoonewaseverinit。\" \"Tenhours——that’sfourteen。\" \"Iknowit,butshetakesoutfour。Sheclaimstimetoeathermeals。\" \"Preposterous!\" \"Halfanhourapiece,andhalfanhourinthemorningtorest——andtwointheafternoon。Anywaysheisout,twohourseveryafternoon,ridingintheelectriccars!\" \"Thatdon’tlooklikeaveryhardjob。Herdaylaborerdoesn’tgettwohoursoffeveryafternoontotakeexcursionsintothecountry!\" \"No,Iknowthat,buthedoesn’tbeginsoearly,norstopsolate。Shedoeshersquaretenhourswork,andIsupposeonehasarighttotimeoff。\" \"Youseemdubiousaboutthat,mydear。\" \"Yes,that’sjustwhereit’sawkward。I’musedtogirlsbeinginallthetime,exceptingtheirdayout。YouseeIcan’tleavebaby,noralwaystakehim——anditinterfereswithmyfreedomafternoons。\" \"Well——can’tyouarrangewithhersomehow?\" \"Seeifyoucan。Shesaysshewillonlygivetenhoursoftimeforadollarandahalfaday——tisn’tbutfifteencentsanhour——Ihavetopayawomantwentythatcomesin。Andifsheistogiveupherchanceofsunlightandfreshairshewantsmetopayherextra——bythehour。Orshesays,ifIprefer,shewouldtakefourhourseveryotherday——andsobeathomehalfthetime。Isaiditwasdifficulttoarrange——withbaby,andshewasverysympatheticandnice,butshewon’talterherplans。\" \"Lethergo,andgetalessexactingservant。\" \"But——shedoesherworksowell!Anditsavesalot,really。Sheknowsallaboutmarketingandthings,andplansthemealssoastohavethingslap,andit’sacomforttohaveherinthehouseandfeelsosafeandsureeverythingwillbedoneright。\" \"Well,it’syourprovince,mydear。Idon’tprofesstoadvise。ButI assureyouIappreciatethetable,andthecleannessofeverything,andtherestedlookinyoureyes,deargirl!\" Sheslippedherhandintohisaffectionately。\"Itdoesmakeadifference,\"shesaid。\"I_could_getagirlfor$20。00andsavenearly$2。60aweek——butyouknowwhattheyare!\" \"Idoindeed,\"headmittedfervently。\"It’sworththemoneytohavethisthingdonesowell。Ithinkshe’srightaboutthewages。Betterkeepher。\" \"O——she’llonlyagreetostaysixmonthsevenatthisrate!\" \"Well——keephersixmonthsandbethankful。Ithoughtshewastoogoodtolast!\" Theylookedovertheofferedcontractagain。Itclosedwith: \"Thisagreementtoholdforsixmonthsfromdateifmutuallysatisfactory。Incaseofdisagreementtwoweeks’noticeistobegivenoneitherside,ortwoweeks’wagesifpreferredbytheemployer。\"Itwasdated,andsigned\"MissD。C。Bell。\" Andwithinwardamusementandgreatdisplayofpenmanshiptheyadded\"Mrs。IsabelJ。Porne,\"andthecontractwasmade。 WHATDIANTHADID CHAPTERVI。 THECYNOSURE。 It’sasingularthingthatthecommonestplaceIsthehardesttoproperlyfill; ThatthelaborimposedonafullhalftheraceIssoseldomperformedwithgoodwill—— Tosaynothingofknowledgeorskill! Whatweaskofallwomen,westareatinone,Andtributeofwondermentbring; IfthistaskofthemillionisoncefitlydoneWeallholdourhandsupandsing! It’sreallyasingularthing! IsabelPornewasacautiouswoman,andmadenoacclaimoverhernewacquisitionuntilitsvaluewasproven。Herhusbandalsobidedhistime;andwhencongratulatedonhisimprovedappearanceandairofcontentment,merelyvouchsafedthathiswifehadanewgirlwhocouldcook。 Tohimselfheboastedthathehadanewwifewhocouldlove——socheerfulandgaygrewMrs。Porneinthechangedatmosphereofherhome。 \"Itisremarkable,Edgar,\"shesaid,dilatingrepeatedlyonthepeculiarqualityoftheirgoodfortune。\"It’snotonlygoodcooking,andgoodwaiting,andacleanhouse——cleanerthanIeversawonebefore;andit’snotonlythequietness,andregularityandeconomy——whythebillshavegonedownmorethanathird!\" \"Yes——evenInoticedthat,\"heagreed。 \"ButwhatIenjoythemostisthe_atmosphere,_\"shecontinued。\"WhenI havetodothework,thehouseisaperfectnightmaretome!\"Sheleanedforwardfromherlowstool,herelbowsonherknees,herchininherhands,andregardedhimintently。 \"Edgar!YouknowIloveyou。AndIlovemybaby——I’mnounfeelingmonster!ButIcantellyoufranklythatifI’dhadanyideaofwhathouseworkwaslikeI’dneverhavegivenuparchitecturetotryit。\" \"Luckyformeyouhadn’t!\"saidhefondly。\"Iknowit’sbeenhardforyou,littlegirl。Inevermeantthatyoushouldgiveuparchitecture——that’sabusinessawomancouldcarryonathomeI thought,thedesigningpartanyway。There’syour’drawing—room’andallyourthings——\" \"Yes,\"shesaid,withreminiscentbitterness,\"theretheyare——andtheretheymighthavestayed,untouched——ifMissBellhadn’tcome!\" \"Makesyoucallher\"MissBell\"allthetime,doesshe?\" Mrs。Pornelaughed。\"Yes。Ihateditatfirst,butsheaskedifI couldgiveheranyrealreasonwhythecookshouldbecalledbyherfirstnamemorethantheseamstressorgoverness。Itriedtosaythatitwasshorter,butshesmiledandsaidthatinthiscaseitwaslonger!——HernameisDiantha——I’veseenitonletters。Anditisonesyllablelonger。AnyhowI’vegotusedtoMissBellnow。\" \"Shegetslettersoften?\" \"Yes——veryoften——fromTopolayawhereshecamefrom。I’mafraidshe’sengaged。\"Mrs。Pornesighedruefully。 \"Idon’tdoubtit!\"saidMr。Porne。\"Thatwouldaccountforhersixmonths’arrangement!Well,mydear——makehaywhilethesunshines!\" \"Ido!\"sheboasted。\"Wholestacks!I’vehadaseamstressin,andgotallmyclothesinorderandthebaby’s。We’vehadlotofdinner—partiesandteasasyouknow——allmy\"socialobligations\"areclearedoff! We’vehadyourmotherforavisit,andmine’scomingnow——andIwasn’tafraidtohaveeitherofthem!There’snofaulttobefoundwithmyhousekeepingnow!Andtherearetwothingsbetterthanthat——yes,three。\" \"Thebestthingistoseeyoulooksoyoungandhandsomeandhappyagain,\"saidherhusband,withakiss。 \"Yes——that’sone。AnotheristhatnowIfeelsoeasyandlightheartedI canloveyouandbaby——as——asI_do!_OnlywhenI’mtiredanddiscouragedIcan’tputmyhandonitsomehow。 Henoddedsympathetically。\"Iknow,dear,\"hesaid。\"Ifeelthatwaymyself——sometimes。What’stheother?\" \"Whythat’sbestofaIl!\"shecriedtriumphantly。\"IcanWorkagain! WhenBaby’sasleepIgethoursatatime;andevenwhenhe’sawakeI’vefixedaplacewherehecanplay——andIcandrawandplan——justasIusedto——_better_thanIusedto!\" \"Andthatisevenmoretoyouthanloving?\"heaskedinaquietinquiringvoice。 \"It’smorebecauseitmeans_both!_\"Sheleanedtohim,glowing,\"Don’tyousee?FirstIhadtheworkandlovedit。Thenyoucame——andIlovedyou——better!ThenBabycameandIlovedhim——best?Idon’tknow——youandbabyareallonesomehow。\" Therewasabriefinterimandthenshedrewback,blushingrichly。\"Nowstop——Iwanttoexplain。Whenthehouseworkgottobesuchanightmare——andIlookedforwardtoawholelifetimeofitand_no_ improvement;thenIjust_ached_formywork——andcouldn’tdoit!Andthen——whysometimesdear,Ijustwantedtorunaway!Actually!From_both_ofyou!——yousee,Ispentfiveyearsstudying——Iwasa_real_ architect——anditdidhurttoseeitgo。Andnow——OnowI’vegotItandYoutoo,darling!_And_theBaby!——OI’msohappy!\" \"ThankstotheProvidentialMissBell,\"saidhe。\"Ifshe’llstayI’llpayheranything!\" Themonthswentby。 Peace,order,comfort,cleanlinessandeconomyreignedinthePornehousehold,andtheladyofthehouseblossomedintoricherbeautyandhappiness;hercontentmentmarredonlybyasenseofflyingtime。 MissBellfulfilledhercarefullyspecifiedengagementtotheletter; restedherpeacefulhourinthemorning;walkedandrodeintheafternoon;familiarizedherselfwiththelengthandbreadthofthetown; andvisitedcontinuouslyamongtheservantsoftheneighborhood,establishingalargeandfriendlyacquaintance。Ifsheworerubberglovesabouttheroughwork,shepaidforthemherself;andshewashedandironedhersimpleandprettycostumesherself——withtheresultthattheystayedprettyforsurprisingperiods。