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类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:13987更新时间:19/01/05 16:52:14
ElizabethEndorfieldhadareputeamongwomenwhichwasinitsnaturesomethingbetweendistinctionandnotoriety。Itwasfoundedonthefollowingitemsofcharacter。Shewasshrewdandpenetrating;herhousestoodinalonelyplace;sheneverwenttochurch;sheworearedcloak;shealwaysretainedherbonnetindoorsandshehadapointedchin。ThusfarherattributesweredistinctlySatanic;andthosewholookednofurthercalledher,inplaintermsawitch。Butshewasnotgaunt,noruglyintheupperpartofherface,norparticularlystrangeinmanner;sothat,whenhermoreintimateacquaintancesspokeofherthetermwassoftened,andshebecamesimplyaDeepBody,whowasaslong—headedasshewashigh。 ItmaybestatedthatElizabeth,belongedtoaclassofsuspectswhoweregraduallylosingtheirmysteriouscharacteristicsundertheadministrationoftheyoungvicar;though,duringthelongreignofMr。Grinham,theparishofMellstockhadprovedextremelyfavourabletothegrowthofwitches。 WhileFancywasrevolvingallthisinhermind,andputtingittoherselfwhetheritwasworthwhiletotellhertroublestoElizabeth,andaskheradviceingettingoutofthem,thewitchspoke。 \"Youbedown——properdown,\"shesaidsuddenly,droppinganotherpotatointothebucket。 Fancytooknonotice。 \"Aboutyouryoungman。\" Fancyreddened。Elizabethseemedtobewatchingherthoughts。 Really,onewouldalmostthinkshemusthavethepowerspeopleascribedtoher。 \"Fathernotinthehumourfor’t,hey?\"Anotherpotatowasfinishedandflungin。\"Ah,Iknowaboutit。Littlebirdstellmethingsthatpeopledon’tdreamofmyknowing。\" FancywasdesperateaboutDick,andherewasachance——O,suchawickedchance——ofgettinghelp;andwhatwasgoodnessbesidelove! \"Iwishyou’dtellmehowtoputhiminthehumourforit?\"shesaid。 \"ThatIcouldsoondo,\"saidthewitchquietly。 \"Really?O,do;anyhow——Idon’tcare——sothatitisdone!HowcouldIdoit,Mrs。Endorfield?\" \"Nothingsomightywonderfulinit。\" \"Well,buthow?\" \"Bywitchery,ofcourse!\"saidElizabeth。 \"No!\"saidFancy。 \"’Tis,Iassureye。Didn’tyoueverhearIwasawitch?\" \"Well,\"hesitatedFancy,\"Ihaveheardyoucalledso。\" \"Andyoubelievedit?\" \"Ican’tsaythatIdidexactlybelieveit,for’tisveryhorribleandwicked;but,O,howIdowishitwaspossibleforyoutobeone!\" \"SoIam。AndI’lltellyouhowtobewitchyourfathertoletyoumarryDickDewy。\" \"Willithurthim,poorthing?\" \"Hurtwho?\" \"Father。\" \"No;thecharmisworkedbycommonsense,andthespellcanonlybebrokebyyouractingstupidly。\" Fancylookedratherperplexed,andElizabethwenton: \"ThisfearofLizz——whatever’tis— Bygreatandsmall; Shemakespretencetocommonsense,Andthat’sall。 \"Youmustdoitlikethis。\"Thewitchlaiddownherknifeandpotato,andthenpouredintoFancy’searalonganddetailedlistofdirections,glancingupfromthecornerofhereyeintoFancy’sfacewithanexpressionofsinisterhumour。Fancy’sfacebrightened,clouded,roseandsank,asthenarrativeproceeded。\"There,\"saidElizabethatlength,stoopingfortheknifeandanotherpotato,\"dothat,andyou’llhavehimby—longandby—late,mydear。\" \"AnddoitIwill!\"saidFancy。 Shethenturnedherattentiontotheexternalworldoncemore。Theraincontinuedasusual,butthewindhadabatedconsiderablyduringthediscourse。Judgingthatitwasnowpossibletokeepanumbrellaerect,shepulledherhoodagainoverherbonnet,badethewitchgood—bye,andwentherway。 CHAPTERIV:THESPELL Mrs。Endorfield’sadvicewasdulyfollowed。 \"Ibepropersorrythatyourdaughterisn’tsowellasshemightbe,\"saidaMellstockmantoGeoffreyonemorning。 \"Butisthereanythinginit?\"saidGeoffreyuneasily,asheshiftedhishattotheright。\"Ican’tunderstandthereport。Shedidn’tcomplaintomeabitwhenIsawher。\" \"Noappetiteatall,theysay。\" GeoffreycrossedtoMellstockandcalledattheschoolthatafternoon。Fancywelcomedhimasusual,andaskedhimtostayandtaketeawithher。 \"Ibe’n’tmuchfortea,thistimeo’day,\"hesaid,butstayed。 Duringthemealhewatchedhernarrowly。Andtohisgreatconsternationdiscoveredthefollowingunprecedentedchangeinthehealthygirl——thatshecutherselfonlyadiaphanoussliceofbread— and—butter,and,layingitonherplate,passedthemeal—timeinbreakingitintopieces,buteatingnomorethanaboutone—tenthoftheslice。GeoffreyhopedshewouldsaysomethingaboutDick,andfinishupbyweeping,asshehaddoneafterthedecisionagainsthimafewdayssubsequenttotheinterviewinthegarden。Butnothingwassaid,andinduetimeGeoffreydepartedagainforYalburyWood。 \"’TistobehopedpoorMissFancywillbeabletokeeponherschool,\"saidGeoffrey’smanEnochtoGeoffreythefollowingweek,astheywereshovellingupant—hillsinthewood。 Geoffreystuckintheshovel,sweptsevenoreightantsfromhissleeve,andkilledanotherthatwasprowlingroundhisear,thenlookedperpendicularlyintotheearthasusual,waitingforEnochtosaymore。\"Well,whyshouldn’tshe?\"saidthekeeperatlast。 \"Thebakertoldmeyesterday,\"continuedEnoch,shakingoutanotheremmetthathadrunmerrilyuphisthigh,\"thatthebreadhe’veleftatthatthereschool—housethislastmonthwouldstarveanymouseinthethreecreations;that’twouldso!AndafterwardsIhadapinto’smalldownatMorrs’s,andthereIheardmore。\" \"Whatmightthatha’been?\" \"Thatsheusedtohaveapoundo’thebestrolledbutteraweek,regularasclockwork,fromDairymanViney’sforherself,aswellasjustsomuchsaltedforthehelpinggirl,andthe’oomanshecallsin;butnowthesamequantityd’lastherthreeweeks,andthen’tisthoughtedshethrowsitawaysour。\" \"Finishdoingtheemmets,andcarrythebaghome—along。\"Thekeeperresumedhisgun,tuckeditunderhisarm,andwentonwithoutwhistlingtothedogs,whohoweverfollowed,withabearingmeanttoimplythattheydidnotexpectanysuchattentionswhentheirmasterwasreflecting。 OnSaturdaymorninganotecamefromFancy。Hewasnottotroubleaboutsendingherthecoupleofrabbits,aswasintended,becauseshefearedsheshouldnotwantthem。LaterinthedayGeoffreywenttoCasterbridgeandcalleduponthebutcherwhoservedFancywithfreshmeat,whichwasputdowntoherfather’saccount。 \"I’vecalledtopayupourlittlebill,NeighbourHaylock,andyoucangiemethechiel’saccountatthesametime。\" Mr。Haylockturnedroundthreequartersofacircleinthemidstofaheapofjoints,alteredtheexpressionofhisfacefrommeattomoney,wentintoalittleofficeconsistingonlyofadoorandawindow,lookedveryvigorouslyintoabookwhichpossessedlengthbutnobreadth;andthen,seizingapieceofpaperandscribblingthereupon,handedthebill。 Probablyitwasthefirsttimeinthehistoryofcommercialtransactionsthatthequalityofshortnessinabutcher’sbillwasacauseoftribulationtothedebtor。\"Why,thisisn’tallshe’vehadinawholemonth!\"saidGeoffrey。 \"Everymossel,\"saidthebutcher——\"(now,Dan,takethatlegandshouldertoMrs。White’s,andthiselevenpoundheretoMr。 Martin’s)——you’vebeentreatinghertosmallerjointslately,tomythinking,Mr。Day?\" \"Onlytwoorthreelittlescramrabbitsthislastweek,asIamalive——IwishIhad!\" \"Well,mywifesaidtome——(Dan!nottoomuch,nottoomuchonthattrayatatime;bettergotwice)——mywifesaidtomeasshepostedupthebooks:shesays,\"MissDaymusthavebeensummerduringthathotmuggyweathermuchforus;fordependupon’t,\"shesays,\"she’vebeentryingJohnGrimmettunknowntous:seeheraccountelse。\" ’Tislittle,ofcourse,atthebestoftimes,beingonlyforone,butnow’tisnextkintonothing。\" \"I’llinquire,\"saidGeoffreydespondingly。 HereturnedbywayofMellstock,andcalleduponFancy,infulfilmentofapromise。ItbeingSaturday,thechildrenwereenjoyingaholiday,andonenteringtheresidenceFancywasnowheretobeseen。Nan,thecharwoman,wassweepingthekitchen。 \"Where’smyda’ter?\"saidthekeeper。 \"Well,youseeshewastiredwiththeweek’steaching,andthismorningshesaid,\"Nan,Isha’n’tgetuptilltheevening。\"Yousee,Mr。Day,ifpeopledon’teat,theycan’twork;andasshe’vegie’dupeating,shemustgieupworking。\" \"Haveyecarriedupanydinnertoher?\" \"No;shedon’twantany。There,weallknowthatsuchthingsdon’tcomewithoutgoodreason——notthatIwishtosayanythingaboutabrokenheart,oranythingofthekind。\" Geoffrey’sownheartfeltinconvenientlylargejustthen。Hewenttothestaircaseandascendedtohisdaughter’sdoor。 \"Fancy!\" \"Comein,father。\" Toseeapersoninbedfromanycausewhatever,onafineafternoon,isdepressingenough;andherewashisonlychildFancy,notonlyinbed,butlookingverypale。Geoffreywasvisiblydisturbed。 \"Fancy,Ididn’texpecttoseetheehere,chiel,\"hesaid。\"What’sthematter?\" \"I’mnotwell,father。\" \"How’sthat?\" \"BecauseIthinkofthings。\" \"Whatthingscanyouhavetothinko’somortalmuch?\" \"Youknow,father。\" \"YouthinkI’vebeencrueltotheeinsayingthatthatpennilessDicko’thinesha’n’tmarrythee,Isuppose?\" Noanswer。 \"Well,youknow,Fancy,Idoitforthebest,andheisn’tgoodenoughforthee。Youknowthatwellenough。\"Hereheagainlookedatherasshelay。\"Well,Fancy,Ican’tletmyonlychieldie;andifyoucan’tlivewithouten,youmustha’en,Isuppose。\" \"O,Idon’twanthimlikethat;allagainstyourwill,andeverythingsodisobedient!\"sighedtheinvalid。 \"No,no,’tisn’tagainstmywill。Mywishis,nowId’seehow’tishurtentheetolivewithouten,thatheshallmarrytheeassoonaswe’veconsideredalittle。That’smywishflatandplain,Fancy。 There,nevercry,mylittlemaid!Yououghttoha’criedafore;noneedo’cryingnow’tisallover。Well,howsoever,trytostepoverandseemeandmother—lawto—morrow,andha’abitofdinnerwi’ us。\" \"And——Dicktoo?\" \"Ay,Dicktoo,’far’sIknow。\" \"AndWHENdoyouthinkyou’llhaveconsidered,father,andhemaymarryme?\"shecoaxed。 \"Well,there,saynextMidsummer;that’snotadaytoolongtowait。\" OnleavingtheschoolGeoffreywenttothetranter’s。OldWilliamopenedthedoor。 \"IsyourgrandsonDickin’ithin,William?\" \"No,notjustnow,Mr。Day。Thoughhe’vebeenathomeagooddeallately。\" \"O,how’sthat?\" \"Whatwi’onething,andwhatwi’t’other,he’sallinamope,asmightbesaid。Don’tseemthefellerheusedto。Ay,’awillsitstuddingandthinkingasif’aweregoingtoturnchapel—member,andthendonothingbuttraypseandwambleabout。Usedtobesuchachattyboy,too,Dickdid;andnow’adon’tspeakatall。Butwon’tyestepinside?Reubenwillbehomesoon,’ab’lieve。\" \"No,thankyou,Ican’tstaynow。WillyejustaskDickifhe’lldomethekindnesstostepovertoYalburyto—morrowwithmyda’terFancy,ifshe’swellenough?Idon’tlikehertocomebyherself,nowshe’snotsoterribletoppinginhealth。\" \"SoI’veheard。Ay,sure,I’lltellhimwithoutfail。\" CHAPTERV:AFTERGAININGHERPOINT ThevisittoGeoffreypassedoffasdelightfullyasavisitmighthavebeenexpectedtopassoffwhenitwasthefirstdayofsmoothexperienceinahithertoobstructedlove—course。Andthencameaseriesofseveralhappydays,ofthesameundisturbedserenity。 Dickcouldcourtherwhenhechose;stayawaywhenhechose,——whichwasnever;walkwithherbywindingstreamsandwaterfallsandautumnscenerytilldewsaridtwilightsentthemhome。AndthustheydrewnearthedayoftheHarvestThanksgiving,whichwasalsothetimechosenforopeningtheorganinMellstockChurch。 ItchancedthatDickonthatverydaywascalledawayfromMellstock。AyoungacquaintancehaddiedofconsumptionatCharmley,aneighbouringvillage,onthepreviousMonday,andDick,infulfilmentofalong—standingpromise,wastoassistincarryinghimtothegrave。WhenonTuesday,DickwenttowardstheschooltoacquaintFancywiththefact,itisdifficulttosaywhetherhisowndisappointmentatbeingdeniedthesightofhertriumphantdebutasorganist,wasgreaterthanhisvexationthathispetshouldonthisgreatoccasionbedeprivedofthepleasureofhispresence。 However,theintelligencewascommunicated。Sheboreitasshebestcould,notwithoutmanyexpressionsofregret,andconvictionsthatherperformancewouldbenothingtohernow。 Justbeforeeleveno’clockonSundayhesetoutuponhissaderrand。 Thefuneralwastobeimmediatelyafterthemorningservice,andastherewerefourgoodmilestowalk,drivingbeinginconvenient,itbecamenecessarytostartcomparativelyearly。Halfanhourlaterwouldcertainlyhaveansweredhispurposequiteaswell,yetatthelastmomentnothingwouldcontenthisardentmindbutthathemustgoamileoutofhiswayinthedirectionoftheschool,inthehopeofgettingaglimpseofhisLoveasshestartedforchurch。 Striking,therefore,intothelanetowardstheschool,insteadofacrosstheeweleasedirecttoCharmley,hearrivedoppositeherdoorashisgoddessemerged。 Ifeverawomanlookedadivinity,FancyDayappearedonethatmorningasshefloateddownthoseschoolsteps,intheformofanebulouscollectionofcoloursincliningtoblue。Withanaudacityunparalleledinthewholehistoryofvillage—school—mistressesatthisdate——partlyowing,nodoubt,topapa’srespectableaccumulationofcash,whichrenderedherprofessionnotaltogetheroneofnecessity——shehadactuallydonnedahatandfeather,andloweredherhithertoplainlylooped—uphair,whichnowfellabouthershouldersinaprofusionofcurls。PoorDickwasastonished: hehadneverseenherlooksodistractinglybeautifulbefore,saveonChristmas—eve,whenherhairwasinthesameluxuriantconditionoffreedom。Buthisfirstburstofdelightedsurprisewasfollowedbylesscomfortablefeelings,assoonashisbrainrecovereditspowertothink。 Fancyhadblushed;——wasitwithconfusion?Shehadalsoinvoluntarilypressedbackhercurls。Shehadnotexpectedhim。 \"Fancy,youdidn’tknowmeforamomentinmyfuneralclothes,didyou?\" \"Good—morning,Dick——no,really,Ididn’tknowyouforaninstantinsuchasadsuit。\" Helookedagainatthegaytressesandhat。\"You’veneverdressedsocharmingbefore,dearest。\" \"Iliketohearyoupraisemeinthatway,Dick,\"shesaid,smilingarchly。\"Itismeatanddrinktoawoman。DoIlooknicereally?\" \"Fie!youknowit。Didyouremember,——Imeandidn’tyourememberaboutmygoingawayto—day?\" \"Well,yes,Idid,Dick;but,youknow,Iwantedtolookwell;—— forgiveme。\" \"Yes,darling;yes,ofcourse,——there’snothingtoforgive。No,I wasonlythinkingthatwhenwetalkedonTuesdayandWednesdayandThursdayandFridayaboutmyabsenceto—day,andIwassosorryforit,yousaid,Fancy,sowereyousorry,andalmostcried,andsaiditwouldbenopleasuretoyoutobetheattractionofthechurchto—day,sinceIcouldnotbethere。\" \"Mydearone,neitherwillitbesomuchpleasuretome……ButI dotakealittledelightinmylife,Isuppose,\"shepouted。 \"Apartfrommine?\" Shelookedathimwithperplexedeyes。\"Iknowyouarevexedwithme,Dick,anditisbecausethefirstSundayIhavecurlsandahatandfeathersinceIhavebeenherehappenstobetheverydayyouareawayandwon’tbewithme。Yes,sayitis,forthatisit!AndyouthinkthatallthisweekIoughttohaverememberedyouwouldn’tbehereto—day,andnothavecaredtobebetterdressedthanusual。 Yes,youdo,Dick,anditisratherunkind!\" \"No,no,\"saidDickearnestlyandsimply,\"Ididn’tthinksobadlyofyouasthat。Ionlythoughtthat——ifYOUhadbeengoingaway,I shouldn’thavetriednewattractionsfortheeyesofotherpeople。 ButthenofcourseyouandIaredifferent,naturally。\" \"Well,perhapsweare。\" \"Whateverwillthevicarsay,Fancy?\" \"Idon’tfearwhathesaysintheleast!\"sheansweredproudly。 \"Buthewon’tsayanythingofthesortyouthink。No,no。\" \"Hecanhardlyhaveconscienceto,indeed。\" \"Nowcome,yousay,Dick,thatyouquiteforgiveme,forImustgo,\" shesaidwithsuddengaiety,andskippedbackwardsintotheporch。 \"Comehere,sir;——sayyouforgiveme,andthenyoushallkissme;—— youneverhaveyetwhenIhaveworncurls,youknow。Yes,justwhereyouwanttosomuch,——yes,youmay!\" Dickfollowedherintotheinnercorner,wherehewasprobablynotslowinavailinghimselfoftheprivilegeoffered。 \"Nowthat’satreatforyou,isn’tit?\"shecontinued。\"Good—bye,orIshallbelate。Comeandseemeto—morrow:you’llbetiredtonight。\" Thustheyparted,andFancyproceededtothechurch。Theorganstoodononesideofthechancel,closetoandundertheimmediateeyeofthevicarwhenhewasinthepulpit,andalsoinfullviewofthecongregation。Hereshesatdown,forthefirsttimeinsuchaconspicuousposition,herseathavingpreviouslybeeninaremotespotintheaisle。 \"Goodheavens——disgraceful!Curlsandahatandfeather!\"saidthedaughtersofthesmallgentry,whohadeitheronlycurlyhairwithoutahatandfeather,orahatandfeatherwithoutcurlyhair。 \"Abonnetforchurchalways,\"saidsobermatrons。 ThatMr。Mayboldwasconsciousofherpresenceclosebesidehimduringthesermon;thathewasnotatallangryatherdevelopmentofcostume;thatheadmiredher,sheperceived。Butshedidnotseethathelovedherduringthatsermon—timeashehadneverlovedawomanbefore;thatherproximitywasastrangedelighttohim;andthathegloriedinhermusicalsuccessthatmorninginaspiritquitebeyondamerecleric’sgloryattheinaugurationofaneworderofthings。 Theoldchoir,withhumbledhearts,nolongertooktheirseatsinthegalleryasheretofore(whichwasnowgivenuptotheschool— childrenwhowerenotsingers,andapupil—teacher),butwerescatteredaboutwiththeirwivesindifferentpartsofthechurch。 Havingnothingtodowithconductingtheserviceforalmostthefirsttimeintheirlives,theyallfeltawkward,outofplace,abashed,andinconveniencedbytheirhands。Thetranterhadproposedthattheyshouldstayawayto—dayandgonutting,butgrandfatherWilliamwouldnothearofsuchathingforamoment。 \"No,\"herepliedreproachfully,andquotedaverse\"Thoughthishascomeuponus,letnotourheartsbeturnedback,orourstepsgooutoftheway。\" Sotheystoodandwatchedthecurlsofhairtrailingdownthebackofthesuccessfulrival,andthewavingofherfeather,assheswayedherhead。Afterafewtimidnotesanduncertaintouchesherplayingbecamemarkedlycorrect,andtowardstheendfullandfree。 But,whetherfromprejudiceorunbiassedjudgment,thevenerablebodyofmusicianscouldnothelpthinkingthatthesimplernotestheyhadbeenwonttobringforthweremoreinkeepingwiththesimplicityoftheiroldchurchthanthecrowdedchordsandinterludesitwasherpleasuretoproduce。 CHAPTERVI:INTOTEMPTATION Thedaywasdone,andFancywasagainintheschool—house。Aboutfiveo’clockitbegantorain,andinratheradullframeofmindshewanderedintotheschoolroom,forwantofsomethingbettertodo。Shewasthinking——ofherloverDickDewy?Notprecisely。Ofhowwearyshewasoflivingalone:howunbearableitwouldbetoreturntoYalburyundertheruleofherstrange—temperedstep— mother;thatitwasfarbettertobemarriedtoanybodythandothat;thateightorninelongmonthshadyettobelivedthrougheretheweddingcouldtakeplace。 AtthesideoftheroomwerehighwindowsofHam—hillstone,uponeithersillofwhichshecouldsitbyfirstmountingadeskandusingitasafootstool。Astheeveningadvancedheresheperchedherself,aswashercustomonsuchwetandgloomyoccasions,putonalightshawlandbonnet,openedthewindow,andlookedoutattherain。 ThewindowoverlookedafieldcalledtheGrove,anditwasthepositionfromwhichsheusedtosurveythecrownofDick’spassinghatintheearlydaysoftheiracquaintanceandmeetings。Notalivingsoulwasnowvisibleanywhere;therainkeptallpeopleindoorswhowerenotforcedabroadbynecessity,andnecessitywaslessimportunateonSundaysthanduringtheweek。 Sittinghereandthinkingagain——ofherlover,orofthesensationshehadcreatedatchurchthatday?——well,itisunknown——thinkingandthinkingshesawadarkmasculinefigurearisingintodistinctnessatthefurtherendoftheGrove——amanwithoutanumbrella。Nearerandnearerhecame,andsheperceivedthathewasindeepmourning,andthenthatitwasDick。Yes,inthefondnessandfoolishnessofhisyoungheart,afterwalkingfourmiles,inadrizzlingrainwithoutovercoatorumbrella,andinfaceofaremarkfromhislovethathewasnottocomebecausehewouldbetired,hehadmadeithisbusinesstowanderthismileoutofhiswayagain,fromsheerwishofspendingtenminutesinherpresence。 \"ODick,howwetyouare!\"shesaid,ashedrewupunderthewindow。 \"Why,yourcoatshinesasifithadbeenvarnished,andyourhat——mygoodness,there’sastreaminghat!\" \"O,Idon’tmind,darling!\"saidDickcheerfully。\"Wetneverhurtsme,thoughIamrathersorryformybestclothes。However,itcouldn’tbehelped;welentalltheumbrellastothewomen。Idon’tknowwhenIshallgetmineback!\" \"Andlook,there’sanastypatchofsomethingjustonyourshoulder。\" \"Ah,that’sjapanning;itrubbedofftheclampsofpoorJack’scoffinwhenweloweredhimfromourshouldersuponthebier!I don’tcareaboutthat,for’twasthelastdeedIcoulddoforhim; and’tishardifyoucan’taffordacoatforanoldfriend。\" Fancyputherhandtohermouthforhalfaminute。Underneaththepalmofthatlittlehandthereexistedforthathalf—minutealittleyawn。 \"Dick,Idon’tlikeyoutostandthereinthewet。Andyoumustn’tsitdown。Gohomeandchangeyourthings。Don’tstayanotherminute。\" \"Onekissaftercomingsofar,\"hepleaded。 \"IfIcanreach,then。\" Helookedratherdisappointedatnotbeinginvitedroundtothedoor。Shetwistedfromherseatedpositionandbentherselfdownwards,butnotevenbystandingontheplinthwasitpossibleforDicktogethislipsintocontactwithhersassheheldthem。 Bygreatexertionshemighthavereachedalittlelower;butthenshewouldhaveexposedherheadtotherain。 \"Nevermind,Dick;kissmyhand,\"shesaid,flingingitdowntohim。 \"Now,good—bye。\" \"Good—bye。\" Hewalkedslowlyaway,turningandturningagaintolookathertillhewasoutofsight。Duringtheretreatshesaidtoherself,almostinvoluntarily,andstillconsciousofthatmorning’striumph——\"I likeDick,andIlovehim;buthowplainandsorryamanlooksintherain,withnoumbrella,andwetthrough!\" Ashevanished,shemadeasiftodescendfromherseat;butglancingintheotherdirectionshesawanotherformcomingalongthesametrack。Itwasalsothatofaman。He,too,wasinblackfromtoptotoe;buthecarriedanumbrella。 Hedrewnearer,andthedirectionoftheraincausedhimsotoslanthisumbrellathatfromherheightabovethegroundhisheadwasinvisible,asshewasalsotohim。Hepassedinduetimedirectlybeneathher,andinlookingdownupontheexteriorofhisumbrellaherfeminineeyesperceivedittobeofsuperiorsilk——lesscommonatthatdatethansince——andofelegantmake。Hereachedtheentrancetothebuilding,andFancysuddenlylostsightofhim。 InsteadofpursuingtheroadwayasDickhaddonehehadturnedsharplyroundintoherownporch。 Shejumpedtothefloor,hastilyflungoffhershawlandbonnet,smoothedandpattedherhairtillthecurlshunginpassablecondition,andlistened。Noknock。Nearlyaminutepassed,andstilltherewasnoknock。Thentherearoseasoftseriesofraps,nolouderthanthetappingofadistantwoodpecker,andbarelydistinctenoughtoreachherears。Shecomposedherselfandflungopenthedoor。 IntheporchstoodMr。Maybold。 Therewasawarmflushuponhisface,andabrightflashinhiseyes,whichmadehimlookhandsomerthanshehadeverseenhimbefore。 \"Good—evening,MissDay。\" \"Good—evening,Mr。Maybold,\"shesaid,inastrangestateofmind。 Shehadnoticed,beyondtheardenthueofhisface,thathisvoicehadasingulartremorinit,andthathishandshooklikeanaspenleafwhenhelaidhisumbrellainthecorneroftheporch。Withoutanotherwordbeingspokenbyeither,hecameintotheschoolroom,shutthedoor,andmovedclosetoher。Onceinside,theexpressionofhisfacewasnomorediscernible,byreasonoftheincreasingduskofevening。 \"Iwanttospeaktoyou,\"hethensaid;\"seriously——onaperhapsunexpectedsubject,butonewhichisalltheworldtome——Idon’tknowwhatitmaybetoyou,MissDay。\" Noreply。 \"Fancy,Ihavecometoaskyouifyouwillbemywife?\" Asapersonwhohasbeenidlyamusinghimselfwithrollingasnowballmightstartatfindinghehadsetinmotionanavalanche,sodidFancystartatthesewordsfromthevicar。Andinthedeadsilencewhichfollowedthem,thebreathingsofthemanandofthewomancouldbedistinctlyandseparatelyheard;andtherewasthisdifferencebetweenthem——hisrespirationsgraduallygrewquieterandlessrapidaftertheenunciationhers,fromhavingbeenlowandregular,increasedinquicknessandforce,tillshealmostpanted。 \"Icannot,Icannot,Mr。Maybold——Icannot!Don’taskme!\"shesaid。 \"Don’tanswerinahurry!\"heentreated。\"Anddolistentome。 Thisisnosuddenfeelingonmypart。Ihavelovedyouformorethansixmonths!Perhapsmylateinterestinteachingthechildrenherehasnotbeensosingle—mindedasitseemed。Youwillunderstandmymotive——likemebetter,perhaps,forhonestlytellingyouthatIhavestruggledagainstmyemotioncontinually,becauseI havethoughtthatitwasnotwellformetoloveyou!ButI resolvedtostrugglenolonger;Ihaveexaminedthefeeling;andtheloveIbearyouisasgenuineasthatIcouldbearanywoman!Iseeyourgreatcharm;Irespectyournaturaltalents,andtherefinementtheyhavebroughtintoyournature——theyarequiteenough,andmorethanenoughforme!Theyareequaltoanythingeverrequiredofthemistressofaquietparsonage—house——theplaceinwhichIshallpassmydays,whereveritmaybesituated。OFancy,Ihavewatchedyou,criticizedyouevenseverely,broughtmyfeelingstothelightofjudgment,andstillhavefoundthemrational,andsuchasanymanmighthaveexpectedtobeinspiredwithbyawomanlikeyou!Sothereisnothinghurried,secret,oruntowardinmydesiretodothis。Fancy,willyoumarryme?\" Noanswerwasreturned。 \"Don’trefuse;don’t,\"heimplored。\"Itwouldbefoolishofyou——I meancruel!Ofcoursewewouldnotlivehere,Fancy。IhavehadforalongtimetheofferofanexchangeoflivingswithafriendinYorkshire,butIhavehithertorefusedonaccountofmymother。 Therewewouldgo。Yourmusicalpowersshallbestillfurtherdeveloped;youshallhavewhateverpianoforteyoulike;youshallhaveanything,Fancy,anythingtomakeyouhappy——pony—carriage,flowers,birds,pleasantsociety;yes,youhaveenoughinyouforanysociety,afterafewmonthsoftravelwithme!Willyou,Fancy,marryme?\" Anotherpauseensued,variedonlybythesurgingoftherainagainstthewindow——panes,andthenFancyspoke,inafaintandbrokenvoice。 \"Yes,Iwill,\"shesaid。 \"Godblessyou,myown!\"Headvancedquickly,andputhisarmouttoembraceher。Shedrewbackhastily。\"Nono,notnow!\"shesaidinanagitatedwhisper。\"Therearethings;——butthetemptationis,O,toostrong,andIcan’tresistitIcan’ttellyounow,butI musttellyou!Don’t,please,don’tcomenearmenow!Iwanttothink,IcanscarcelygetmyselfusedtotheideaofwhatIhavepromisedyet。\"Thenextminutesheturnedtoadesk,buriedherfaceinherhands,andburstintoahystericalfitofweeping。\"O,leavemetomyself!\"shesobbed;\"leaveme!O,leaveme!\" \"Don’tbedistressed;don’t,dearest!\"Itwaswithvisibledifficultythatherestrainedhimselffromapproachingher。\"Youshalltellmeatyourleisurewhatitisthatgrievesyouso;Iamhappy——beyondallmeasurehappy!——athavingyoursimplepromise。\" \"Anddogoandleavemenow!\" \"ButImustnot,injusticetoyou,leaveforaminute,untilyouareyourselfagain。\" \"Therethen,\"shesaid,controllingheremotion,andstandingup;\"I amnotdisturbednow。\" Hereluctantlymovedtowardsthedoor。\"Good—bye!\"hemurmuredtenderly。\"I’llcometo—morrowaboutthistime。\" CHAPTERVII:SECONDTHOUGHTS Thenextmorningthevicarroseearly。ThefirstthinghedidwastowritealongandcarefullettertohisfriendinYorkshire。 Then,eatingalittlebreakfast,hecrossedthemeadowsinthedirectionofCasterbridge,bearinghisletterinhispocket,thathemightpostitatthetownoffice,andobviatethelossofonedayinitstransmissionthatwouldhaveresultedhadheleftitforthefoot—postthroughthevillage。 Itwasafoggymorning,andthetreesshedinnoisywater—dropsthemoisturetheyhadcollectedfromthethickair,anacornoccasionallyfallingfromitscuptotheground,incompanywiththedrippings。Inthemeads,sheetsofspiders’—web,almostopaquewithwet,hunginfoldsoverthefences,andthefallingleavesappearedineveryvarietyofbrown,green,andyellowhue。 Alowandmerrywhistlingwasheardonthehighwayhewasapproaching,thenthelightfootstepsofamangoinginthesamedirectionashimself。Onreachingthejunctionofhispathwiththeroad,thevicarbeheldDickDewy’sopenandcheerfulface。Dickliftedhishat,andthevicarcameoutintothehighwaythatDickwaspursuing。 \"Good—morning,Dewy。Howwellyouarelooking!\"saidMr。Maybold。 \"Yes,sir,Iamwell——quitewell!IamgoingtoCasterbridgenow,togetSmart’scollar;weleftitthereSaturdaytoberepaired。\" \"IamgoingtoCasterbridge,sowe’llwalktogether,\"thevicarsaid。DickgaveahopwithonefoottoputhimselfinstepwithMr。 Maybold,whoproceeded:\"IfancyIdidn’tseeyouatchurchyesterday,Dewy。Orwereyoubehindthepier?\" \"No;IwenttoCharmley。PoorJohnDunfordchosemetobeoneofhisbearersalongtimebeforehedied,andyesterdaywasthefuneral。OfcourseIcouldn’trefuse,thoughIshouldhavelikedparticularlytohavebeenathomeas’twasthedayofthenewmusic。\" \"Yes,youshouldhavebeen。Themusicalportionoftheservicewassuccessful——verysuccessfulindeed;andwhatismoretothepurpose,noill—feelingwhateverwasevincedbyanyofthemembersoftheoldchoir。Theyjoinedinthesingingwiththegreatestgood—will。\" \"’TwasnaturalenoughthatIshouldwanttobethere,Isuppose,\" saidDick,smilingaprivatesmile;\"consideringwhotheorgan—— playerwas。\" Atthisthevicarreddenedalittle,andsaid,\"Yes,yes,\"thoughnotatallcomprehendingDick’struemeaning,who,ashereceivednofurtherreply,continuedhesitatingly,andwithanothersmiledenotinghisprideasalover— \"IsupposeyouknowwhatImean,sir?You’veheardaboutmeand—— MissDay?\" TheredinMaybold’scountenancewentaway:heturnedandlookedDickintheface。 \"No,\"hesaidconstrainedly,\"I’veheardnothingwhateveraboutyouandMissDay。\" \"Why,she’smysweetheart,andwearegoingtobemarriednextMidsummer。Wearekeepingitratherclosejustatpresent,because’tisagoodmanymonthstowait;butitisherfather’swishthatwedon’tmarrybefore,andofcoursewemustsubmit。Butthetime’illsoonslipalong。\" \"Yes,thetimewillsoonslipalong——Timeglidesawayeveryday—— yes。\" Mayboldsaidthesewords,buthehadnoideaofwhattheywere。Hewasconsciousofacoldandsicklythrillthroughouthim;andallhereasonedwasthisthattheyoungcreaturewhosegraceshadintoxicatedhimintomakingthemostimprudentresolutionofhislife,waslessanangelthanawoman。 \"Yousee,sir,\"continuedtheingenuousDick,\"’twillbebetterinonesense。Ishallbythattimebetheregularmanagerofabrancho’father’sbusiness,whichhasverymuchincreasedlately,andbusiness,whichwethinkofstartingelsewhere。Ithasverymuchincreasedlately,andweexpectnextyeartokeepa’extracoupleofhorses。We’vealreadyoureyeonone——brownasaberry,necklikearainbow,fifteenhands,andnotagrayhairinher——offeredusattwenty—fivewantacrown。AndtokippacewiththetimesIhavehadsomecardsprentedandIbegleavetohandyouone,sir。\" \"Certainly,\"saidthevicar,mechanicallytakingthecardthatDickofferedhim。 \"IturninherebyGrey’sBridge,\"saidDick。\"Isupposeyougostraightonanduptown?\" \"Yes。\" \"Good—morning,sir。\" \"Good—morning,Dewy。\" Mayboldstoodstilluponthebridge,holdingthecardasithadbeenputintohishand,andDick’sfootstepsdiedawaytowardsDurnoverMill。Thevicar’sfirstvoluntaryactionwastoreadthecardDEWYANDSON,TRANTERSANDHAULIERS,MELLSTOCK。