第6章

类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:12799更新时间:19/01/05 16:52:14
PARTTHETHIRD——SUMMER CHAPTERI:DRIVINGOUTOFBUDMOUTH Aneasybendofneckandgracefulsetofhead;fullandwavybundlesofdark—brownhair;lightfalloflittlefeet;prettydevicesontheskirtofthedress;cleardeepeyes;inshort,abunchofsweets: itwasFancy!Dick’sheartwentroundtoherwitharush。 ThescenewasthecornerofMaryStreetinBudmouth—Regis,neartheKing’sstatue,atwhichpointthewhiteangleofthelasthouseintherowcutperpendicularlyanembayedandnearlymotionlessexpanseofsaltwaterprojectedfromtheouterocean——to—daylitinbrighttonesofgreenandopal。DickandSmarthadjustemergedfromthestreet,andthereontheright,againstthebrilliantsheetofliquidcolour,stoodFancyDay;andsheturnedandrecognizedhim。 DicksuspendedhisthoughtsoftheletterandwonderathowshecametherebydrivingclosetothechainsoftheEsplanade——incontinentlydisplacingtwochairmen,whohadjustcometolifeforthesummerinnewcleanshirtsandrevivifiedclothes,andbeingalmostdisplacedinturnbyarigidboyrattlingalongwithabaker’scart,andlookingneithertotherightnortheleft。HeaskedifsheweregoingtoMellstockthatnight。 \"Yes,I’mwaitingforthecarrier,\"shereplied,seeming,too,tosuspendthoughtsoftheletter。 \"NowIcandriveyouhomenicely,andyousavehalfanhour。Willyecomewithme?\" AsFancy’spowertowillanythingseemedtohavedepartedinsomemysteriousmanneratthatmoment,Dicksettledthematterbygettingoutandassistingherintothevehiclewithoutanotherword。 Thetemporaryflushuponhercheekchangedtoalesserhue,whichwaspermanent,andatlengththeireyesmet;therewaspresentbetweenthemacertainfeelingofembarrassment,whicharisesatsuchmomentswhenalltheinstinctiveactsdictatedbythepositionhavebeenperformed。Dick,beingengagedwiththereins,thoughtlessofthisawkwardnessthandidFancy,whohadnothingtodobuttofeelhispresence,andtobemoreandmoreconsciousofthefact,thatbyacceptingaseatbesidehiminthiswayshesuccumbedtothetoneofhisnote。Smartjoggedalong,andDickjogged,andthehelplessFancynecessarilyjogged,too;andshefeltthatshewasinameasurecaptureIandmadeaprisoner。 \"Iamsomuchobligedtoyouforyourcompany,MissDay,\"heobserved,astheydrovepastthetwosemicircularbaysoftheOldRoyalHotel,whereHisMajestyKingGeorgetheThirdhadmanyatimeattendedtheballsoftheburgesses。 ToMissDay,creditinghimwiththesameconsciousnessofmastery——aconsciousnessofwhichhewasperfectlyinnocent——thisremarksoundedlikeamagnanimousintentiontosootheher,thecaptive。 \"Ididn’tcomeforthepleasureofobligingyouwithmycompany,\" shesaid。 TheanswerhadanunexpectedmannerofincivilityinitthatmusthavebeenrathersurprisingtoyoungDewy。Atthesametimeitmaybeobserved,thatwhenayoungwomanreturnsarudeanswertoayoungman’scivilremark,herheartisinastatewhicharguesratherhopefullyforhiscasethanotherwise。 Therewassilencebetweenthemtilltheyhadleftthesea—frontandpassedabouttwentyofthetreesthatornamentedtheroadleadingupoutofthetowntowardsCasterbridgeandMellstock。 \"ThoughIdidn’tcomeforthatpurposeeither,Iwouldhavedoneit,\"saidDickatthetwenty—firsttree。 \"Now,Mr。Dewy,noflirtation,becauseit’swrong,andIdon’twishit。\" Dickseatedhimselfafreshjustashehadbeensittingbefore,arrangedhislooksveryemphatically,andclearedhisthroat。 \"Really,anybodywouldthinkyouhadmetmeonbusinessandwerejustgoingtocommence,\"saidtheladyintractably。 \"Yes,theywould。\" \"Why,youneverhave,tobesure!\" Thiswasashakybeginning。Hechoppedround,andsaidcheerily,asamanwhohadresolvednevertospoilhisjollitybylovingoneofwomankind——\"Well,howareyougettingon,MissDay,atthepresenttime?Gaily,Idon’tdoubtforamoment。\" \"Iamnotgay,Dick;youknowthat。\" \"Gailydoesn’tmeandeckedingaydresses。\" \"Ididn’tsupposegailywasgailydressed。Mightyme,whatascholaryou’vegrown!\" \"Lotsofthingshavehappenedtoyouthisspring,Isee。\" \"Whathaveyouseen?\" \"O,nothing;I’veheard,Imean!\" \"Whathaveyouheard?\" \"Thenameofaprettyman,withbrassstudsandacopperringandatinwatch—chain,alittlemixedupwithyourown。That’sall。\" \"That’saveryunkindpictureofMr。Shiner,forthat’swhoyoumean!Thestudsaregold,asyouknow,andit’sarealsilverchain;theringIcan’tconscientiouslydefend,andheonlyworeitonce。\" \"Hemighthavewornitahundredtimeswithoutshowingithalfsomuch。\" \"Well,he’snothingtome,\"sheserenelyobserved。 \"NotanymorethanIam?\" \"Now,Mr。Dewy,\"saidFancyseverely,\"certainlyheisn’tanymoretomethanyouare!\" \"Notsomuch?\" Shelookedasidetoconsidertheprecisecompassofthatquestion。 \"ThatIcan’texactlyanswer,\"sherepliedwithsoftarchness。 Astheyweregoingratherslowly,anotherspring—cart,containingafarmer,farmer’swife,andfarmer’sman,joggedpastthem;andthefarmer’swifeandfarmer’smaneyedthecoupleverycuriously。Thefarmerneverlookedupfromthehorse’stail。 \"Whycan’tyouexactlyanswer?\"saidDick,quickeningSmartalittle,andjoggingonjustbehindthefarmerandfarmer’swifeandman。 Asnoanswercame,andastheireyeshadnothingelsetodo,theybothcontemplatedthepicturepresentedinfront,andnoticedhowthefarmer’swifesatflattenedbetweenthetwomen,whobulgedovereachendoftheseattogiveherroom,tilltheyalmostsatupontheirrespectivewheels;andtheylookedtooatthefarmer’swife’ssilkmantle,inflatingitselfbetweenhershoulderslikeaballoonandsinkingflatagain,ateachjogofthehorse。Thefarmer’swife,feelingtheireyesstickingintoherback,lookedoverhershoulder。Dickdroppedtenyardsfurtherbehind。 \"Fancy,whycan’tyouanswer?\"herepeated。 \"BecausehowmuchyouaretomedependsuponhowmuchIamtoyou,\" saidsheinlowtones。 \"Everything,\"saidDick,puttinghishandtowardshers,andcastingemphaticeyesupontheuppercurveofhercheek。 \"Now,RichardDewy,notouchingme!Ididn’tsayinwhatwayyourthinkingofmeaffectedthequestion——perhapsinversely,don’tyousee?Notouching,sir!Look;goodnessme,don’t,Dick!\" ThecauseofhersuddenstartwastheunpleasantappearanceoverDick’srightshoulderofanemptytimber—wagonandfourjourneymen— carpentersreclininginlazyposturesinsideit,theireyesdirectedupwardsatvariousobliqueanglesintothesurroundingworld,thechiefobjectoftheirexistencebeingapparentlytocriticizetotheverybackboneandmarroweveryanimateobjectthatcamewithinthecompassoftheirvision。ThisdifficultyofDick’swasovercomebytrottingontillthewagonandcarpenterswerebeginningtolookrathermistybyreasonofafilmofdustthataccompaniedtheirwagon—wheels,androsearoundtheirheadslikeafog。 \"Sayyouloveme,Fancy。\" \"No,Dick,certainlynot;’tisn’ttimetodothatyet。\" \"Why,Fancy?\" \"’MissDay’isbetteratpresent——don’tmindmysayingso;andI oughtnottohavecalledyouDick。\" \"Nonsense!whenyouknowthatIwoulddoanythingonearthforyourlove。Why,youmakeanyonethinkthatlovingisathingthatcanbedoneandundone,andputonandputoffatamerewhim。\" \"No,no,Idon’t,\"shesaidgently;\"buttherearethingswhichtellmeIoughtnottogivewaytomuchthinkingaboutyou,evenif——\" \"Butyouwantto,don’tyou?Yes,sayyoudo;itisbesttobetruthful。Whatevertheymaysayaboutawoman’srighttoconcealwhereherlovelies,andpretenditdoesn’texist,andthingslikethat,itisnotbest;Idoknowit,Fancy。Andanhonestwomaninthat,aswellasinallherdailyconcerns,shinesmostbrightly,andisthoughtmostofinthelong—run。\" \"Wellthen,perhaps,Dick,Idoloveyoualittle,\"shewhisperedtenderly;\"butIwishyouwouldn’tsayanymorenow。\" \"Iwon’tsayanymorenow,then,ifyoudon’tlikeit,dear。Butyoudolovemealittle,don’tyou?\" \"Nowyououghtnottowantmetokeepsayingthingstwice;Ican’tsayanymorenow,andyoumustbecontentwithwhatyouhave。\" \"ImayatanyratecallyouFancy?There’snoharminthat。\" \"Yes,youmay。\" \"Andyou’llnotcallmeMr。Dewyanymore?\" \"Verywell。\" CHAPTERII:FURTHERALONGTHEROAD Dick’sspiritshavingriseninthecourseoftheseadmissionsofhissweetheart,henowtouchedSmartwiththewhip;andonSmart’sneck,notfarbehindhisears。Smart,whohadbeenlostinthoughtforsometime,neverdreamingthatDickcouldreachsofarwithawhipwhich,onthisparticularjourney,hadneverbeenextendedfurtherthanhisflank,tossedhishead,andscamperedalongwithexceedingbriskness,whichwasverypleasanttotheyoungcouplebehindhimtill,turningabendintheroad,theycameinstantlyuponthefarmer,farmer’sman,andfarmer’swifewiththeflappingmantle,alljoggingonjustthesameasever。 \"Botherthosepeople!Hereweareuponthemagain。\" \"Well,ofcourse。Theyhaveasmuchrighttotheroadaswe。\" \"Yes,butitisprovokingtobeoverlookedso。Ilikearoadalltomyself。Lookwhatalumberingaffairtheirsis!\"Thewheelsofthefarmer’scart,justatthatmoment,joggedintoadepressionrunningacrosstheroad,givingthecartatwist,whereuponallthreenoddedtotheleft,andoncomingoutofitallthreenoddedtotheright,andwentonjerkingtheirbacksinandoutasusual。\"We’llpassthemwhentheroadgetswider。\" Whenanopportunityseemedtoofferitselfforcarryingthisintentionintoeffect,theyheardlightflyingwheelsbehind,andontheirquarteringtherewhizzedalongpastthemabrand—newgig,sobrightlypolishedthatthespokesofthewheelssentforthacontinualquiveringlightatonepointintheircircle,andallthepanelsglaredlikemirrorsinDickandFancy’seyes。Thedriver,andownerasitappeared,wasreallyahandsomeman;hiscompanionwasShiner。BothturnedroundastheypassedDickandFancy,andstaredwithboldadmirationinherfacetilltheywereobligedtoattendtotheoperationofpassingthefarmer。DickglancedforaninstantatFancywhileshewasundergoingtheirscrutiny;thenreturnedtohisdrivingwithratherasadcountenance。 \"Whyareyousosilent?\"shesaid,afterawhile,withrealconcern。 \"Nothing。\" \"Yes,itis,Dick。Icouldn’thelpthosepeoplepassing。\" \"Iknowthat。\" \"Youlookoffendedwithme。WhathaveIdone?\" \"Ican’ttellwithoutoffendingyou。\" \"Betterout。\" \"Well,\"saidDick,whoseemedlongingtotell,evenattheriskofoffendingher,\"Iwasthinkinghowdifferentyouinlovearefrommeinlove。Whilstthosemenwerestaring,youdismissedmefromyourthoughtsaltogether,and——\" \"Youcan’toffendmefurthernow;tellall!\" \"Andshoweduponyourfaceapleasedsenseofbeingattractiveto’em。\" \"Don’tbesilly,Dick!YouknowverywellIdidn’t。\" Dickshookhisheadsceptically,andsmiled。 \"Dick,IalwaysbelieveflatteryIFPOSSIBLE——anditwaspossiblethen。Nowthere’sanopenconfessionofweakness。ButIshowednoconsciousnessofit。\" Dick,perceivingbyherlookthatshewouldadheretoherstatement,charitablyforboresayinganythingthatcouldmakeherprevaricate。 ThesightofShiner,too,hadrecalledanotherbranchofthesubjecttohismind;thatwhichhadbeenhisgreatesttroubletillhercompanyandwordshadobscureditsprobability。 \"Bytheway,Fancy,doyouknowwhyourquireistobedismissed?\" \"No:exceptthatitisMr。Maybold’swishformetoplaytheorgan。\" \"Doyouknowhowitcametobehiswish?\" \"ThatIdon’t。\" \"Mr。Shiner,beingchurchwarden,haspersuadedthevicar;who,however,waswillingenoughbefore。Shiner,Iknow,iscrazytoseeyouplayingeverySunday;Isupposehe’llturnoveryourmusic,fortheorganwillbeclosetohispew。But——Iknowyouhaveneverencouragedhim?\" \"Neveronce!\"saidFancyemphatically,andwitheyesfullofearnesttruth。\"Idon’tlikehimindeed,andIneverheardofhisdoingthisbefore!IhavealwaysfeltthatIshouldliketoplayinachurch,butIneverwishedtoturnyouandyourchoirout;andI neverevensaidthatIcouldplaytillIwasasked。Youdon’tthinkforamomentthatIdid,surely,doyou?\" \"Iknowyoudidn’t,dear。\" \"OrthatIcaretheleastmorselofabitforhim?\" \"Iknowyoudon’t。\" ThedistancebetweenBudmouthandMellstockwastenorelevenmiles,andtherebeingagoodinn,\"TheShip,\"fourmilesoutofBudmouth,withamastandcross—treesinfront,Dick’scustomindrivingthitherwastodividethejourneyintothreestagesbyrestingatthisinngoingandcoming,andnottroublingtheBudmouthstablesatall,wheneverhisvisittothetownwasamerecallanddeposit,asto—day。 Fancywasusheredintoalittletea—room,andDickwenttothestablestoseetothefeedingofSmart。Infaceofthesignificanttwitchesoffeaturethatwerevisibleintheostlerandlabouringmenidlingaround,DickendeavouredtolookunconsciousofthefactthattherewasanysentimentbetweenhimandFancybeyondatranter’sdesiretocarryapassengerhome。HepresentlyenteredtheinnandopenedthedoorofFancy’sroom。 \"Dick,doyouknow,ithasstruckmethatitisratherawkward,mybeingherealonewithyoulikethis。Idon’tthinkyouhadbettercomeinwithme。\" \"That’sratherunpleasant,dear。\" \"Yes,itis,andIwantedyoutohavesometeaaswellasmyselftoo,becauseyoumustbetired。\" \"Well,letmehavesomewithyou,then。Iwasdeniedoncebefore,ifyourecollect,Fancy。\" \"Yes,yes,nevermind!Anditseemsunfriendlyofmenow,butI don’tknowwhattodo。\" \"Itshallbeasyousay,then。\"Dickbegantoretreatwithadissatisfiedwrinklingofface,andafarewellglanceatthecosytea—tray。 \"Butyoudon’tseehowitis,Dick,whenyouspeaklikethat,\"shesaid,withmoreearnestnessthanshehadevershownbefore。\"Youdoknow,thatevenifIcareverymuchforyou,ImustrememberthatI haveadifficultpositiontomaintain。Thevicarwouldnotlikeme,ashisschoolmistress,toindulgeinatete—a—teteanywherewithanybody。\" \"ButIamnotANYbody!\"exclaimedDick。 \"No,no,Imeanwithayoungman;\"andsheaddedsoftly,\"unlessI werereallyengagedtobemarriedtohim。\" \"Isthatall?Then,dearest,dearest,whywe’llbeengagedatonce,tobesurewewill,anddownIsit!Thereitis,aseasyasaglove!\" \"Ah!butsupposeIwon’t!And,goodnessme,whathaveIdone!\"shefaltered,gettingveryred。\"Positively,itseemsasifImeantyoutosaythat!\" \"Let’sdoit!Imeangetengaged,\"saidDick。\"Now,Fancy,willyoubemywife?\" \"Doyouknow,Dick,itwasratherunkindofyoutosaywhatyoudidcomingalongtheroad,\"sheremarked,asifshehadnotheardthelatterpartofhisspeech;thoughanacuteobservermighthavenoticedaboutherbreast,astheword’wife’fellfromDick’slips,asoftsilentescapeofbreaths,withveryshortrestsbetweeneach。 \"WhatdidIsay?\" \"Aboutmytryingtolookattractivetothosemeninthegig。\" \"Youcouldn’thelplookingso,whetheryoutriedorno。And,Fancy,youdocareforme?\" \"Yes。\" \"Verymuch?\" \"Yes。\" \"Andyou’llbemyownwife?\" Herheartquickened,addingtoandwithdrawingfromhercheekvaryingtonesofredtomatcheachvaryingthought。Dicklookedexpectantlyattheripetintofherdelicatemouth,waitingforwhatwascomingforth。 \"Yes——iffatherwillletme。\" Dickdrewhimselfclosetoher,compressinghislipsandpoutingthemout,asifhewereabouttowhistlethesoftestmelodyknown。 \"Ono!\"saidFancysolemnly。 ThemodestDickdrewbackalittle。 \"Dick,Dick,kissmeandletmegoinstantly!——here’ssomebodycoming!\"shewhisperinglyexclaimed。 *** HalfanhourafterwardsDickemergedfromtheinn,andifFancy’slipshadbeenrealcherriesprobablyDick’swouldhaveappeareddeeplystained。Thelandlordwasstandingintheyard。 \"Heu—heu!hay—hay,MasterDewy!Ho—ho!\"helaughed,lettingthelaughslipoutgentlyandbydegreesthatitmightmakelittlenoiseinitsexit,andsmitingDickunderthefifthribatthesametime。 \"Thiswillneverdo,uponmylife,MasterDewy!callingfortayforafeymelpassenger,andthengoinginandsittingdownandhavingsometoo,andbidingsuchafinelongtime!\" \"Butsurelyyouknow?\"saidDick,withgreatapparentsurprise。 \"Yes,yes!Ha—ha!\"smitingthelandlordundertheribsinreturn。 \"Why,what?Yes,yes;ha—ha!\" \"Youknow,ofcourse!\" \"Yes,ofcourse!But——thatis——Idon’t。\" \"Whyabout——betweenthatyoungladyandme?\"noddingtothewindowoftheroomthatFancyoccupied。 \"No;notI!\"saidtheinnkeeper,bringinghiseyesintocircles。 \"Andyoudon’t!\" \"Notaword,I’lltakemyoath!\" \"ButyoulaughedwhenIlaughed。\" \"Ay,thatwasmesympathy;sodidyouwhenIlaughed!\" \"Really,youdon’tknow?Goodness——notknowingthat!\" \"I’lltakemyoathIdon’t!\" \"Oyes,\"saidDick,withfrigidrhetoricofpityingastonishment,\"we’reengagedtobemarried,yousee,andInaturallylookafterher。\" \"Ofcourse,ofcourse!Ididn’tknowthat,andIhopeye’llexcuseanylittlefreedomofmine,Mr。Dewy。Butitisaveryoddthing;I wastalkingtoyourfatherveryintimateaboutfamilymattersonlylastFridayintheworld,andwhoshouldcomeinbutKeeperDay,andweallthenfella—talkingo’familymatters;butneitheroneo’ themsaidamortalwordaboutit;knowenmetoosomanyyears,andI atyourfather’sownwedding。’Tisn’twhatIshouldhaveexpectedfromanoldneighbour!\" \"Well,tosaythetruth,wehadn’ttoldfatheroftheengagementatthattime;infact,’twasn’tsettled。\" \"Ah!thebusinesswasdoneSunday。Yes,yes,Sunday’sthecourtingday。Heu—heu!\" \"No,’twasn’tdoneSundayinparticular。\" \"Afterschool—hoursthisweek?Well,averygoodtime,averypropergoodtime。\" \"Ono,’twasn’tdonethen。\" \"Comingalongtheroadto—daythen,Isuppose?\" \"Notatall;Iwouldn’tthinkofgettingengagedinadog—cart。\" \"Dammy——mightaswellhavesaidatonce,theWHENbeblowed! Anyhow,’tisafineday,andIhopenexttimeyou’llcomeasone。\" Fancywasdulybroughtoutandassistedintothevehicle,andthenewlyaffiancedyouthandmaidenpassedupthesteephilltotheRidgeway,andvanishedinthedirectionofMellstock。 CHAPTERIII:ACONFESSION Itwasamorningofthelattersummer—time;amorningoflingeringdews,whenthegrassisneverdryintheshade。Fuchsiasanddahliaswereladentilleleveno’clockwithsmalldropsanddashesofwater,changingthecolouroftheirsparkleateverymovementoftheair;andelsewherehangingontwigslikesmallsilverfruit。 Thethreadsofgardenspidersappearedthickandpolished。Inthedryandsunnyplaces,dozensoflong—leggedcrane—flieswhizzedoffthegrassateverystepthepassertook。 FancyDayandherfriendSusanDewythetranter’sdaughter,wereinsuchaspotasthis,pullingdownaboughladenwithearlyapples。 ThreemonthshadelapsedsinceDickandFancyhadjourneyedtogetherfromBudmouth,andthecourseoftheirlovehadrunonvigorouslyduringthewholetime。Therehadbeenjustenoughdifficultyattendingitsdevelopment,andjustenoughfinesserequiredinkeepingitprivate,tolendthepassionanever—increasingfreshnessonFancy’spart,whilst,whetherfromtheseaccessoriesornot,Dick’shearthadbeenatalltimesasfondascouldbedesired。ButtherewasacloudonFancy’shorizonnow。 \"Sheissowelloff——betterthananyofus,\"SusanDewywassaying。 \"Herfatherfarmsfivehundredacres,andshemightmarryadoctororcurateoranythingofthatkindifshecontrivedalittle。\" \"Idon’tthinkDickoughttohavegonetothatgipsy—partyatallwhenheknewIcouldn’tgo,\"repliedFancyuneasily。 \"Hedidn’tknowthatyouwouldnotbetheretillitwastoolatetorefusetheinvitation,\"saidSusan。 \"Andwhatwasshelike?Tellme。\" \"Well,shewasratherpretty,Imustown。\" \"Tellstraightonabouther,can’tyou!Come,do,Susan。Howmanytimesdidyousayhedancedwithher?\" \"Once。\" \"Twice,Ithinkyousaid?\" \"IndeedI’msureIdidn’t。\" \"Well,andhewantedtoagain,Iexpect。\" \"No;Idon’tthinkhedid。Shewantedtodancewithhimagainbadenough,Iknow。EverybodydoeswithDick,becausehe’ssohandsomeandsuchaclevercourter。\" \"O,Iwish!——Howdidyousaysheworeherhair?\" \"Inlongcurls,——andherhairislight,anditcurlswithoutbeingputinpaper:that’showitisshe’ssoattractive。\" \"She’stryingtogethimaway!yes,yes,sheis!AndthroughkeepingthismiserableschoolImustn’twearmyhairincurls!ButIwill;Idon’tcareifIleavetheschoolandgohome,Iwillwearmycurls!Look,Susan,do!isherhairassoftandlongasthis?\" Fancypulledfromitscoilunderherhatatwineofherownhair,andstretcheditdownhershouldertoshowitslength,lookingatSusantocatchheropinionfromhereyes。 \"Itisaboutthesamelengthasthat,Ithink,\"saidMissDewy。 Fancypausedhopelessly。\"Iwishminewaslighter,likehers!\"shecontinuedmournfully。\"Buthersisn’tsosoft,isit?Tellme,now。\" \"Idon’tknow。\" Fancyabstractedlyextendedhervisiontosurveyayellowbutterflyandared—and—blackbutterflythatwereflittingalongincompany,andthenbecameawarethatDickwasadvancingupthegarden。 \"Susan,here’sDickcoming;Isupposethat’sbecausewe’vebeentalkingabouthim。\" \"Well,then,Ishallgoindoorsnow——youwon’twantme;\"andSusanturnedpracticallyandwalkedoff。 Enterthesingle—mindedDick,whoseonlyfaultatthegipsying,orpicnic,hadbeenthatoflovingFancytooexclusively,anddeprivinghimselfoftheinnocentpleasurethegatheringmighthaveaffordedhim,bysighingregretfullyatherabsence,——whohaddancedwiththerivalinsheerdespairofeverbeingabletogetthroughthatstale,flat,andunprofitableafternooninanyotherway;butthisshewouldnotbelieve。 Fancyhadsettledherplanofemotion。ToreproachDick?Ono,no。 \"Iamingreattrouble,\"saidshe,takingwhatwasintendedtobeahopelesslymelancholysurveyofafewsmallappleslyingunderthetree;yetacriticalearmighthavenoticedinhervoiceatentativetoneastotheeffectofthewordsuponDickwhensheutteredthem。 \"Whatareyouintroubleabout?Tellmeofit,\"saidDickearnestly。\"Darling,Iwillshareitwith’eeandhelp’ee。\" \"No,no:youcan’t!Nobodycan!\" \"Whynot?Youdon’tdeserveit,whateveritis。Tellme,dear。\" \"O,itisn’twhatyouthink!Itisdreadful:myownsin!\" \"Sin,Fancy!asifyoucouldsin!Iknowitcan’tbe。\" \"’Tis,’tis!\"saidtheyounglady,inaprettylittlefrenzyofsorrow。\"Ihavedonewrong,andIdon’tliketotellit!Nobodywillforgiveme,nobody!andyouaboveallwillnot!……Ihaveallowedmyselfto——to——fl——\" \"What,——notflirt!\"hesaid,controllinghisemotionasitwerebyasuddenpressureinwardfromhissurface。\"Andyousaidonlythedaybeforeyesterdaythatyouhadn’tflirtedinyourlife!\" \"Yes,Idid;andthatwasawickedstory!Ihaveletanotherloveme,and——\" \"GoodG——!Well,I’llforgiveyou,——yes,ifyoucouldn’thelpit,—— yes,Iwill!\"saidthenowdismalDick。\"Didyouencouragehim?\" \"O,——Idon’tknow,——yes——no。O,Ithinkso!\" \"Whowasit?\"Apause。\"Tellme!\" \"Mr。Shiner。\" Afterasilencethatwasonlydisturbedbythefallofanapple,along—checkedsighfromDick,andasobfromFancy,hesaidwithrealausterity— \"Tellitall;——everyword!\" \"Helookedatme,andIlookedathim,andhesaid,\"Willyouletmeshowyouhowtocatchbullfinchesdownherebythestream?\"AndI—— wantedtoknowverymuch——Ididsolongtohaveabullfinch!I couldn’thelpthatandIsaid,\"Yes!\"andthenhesaid,\"Comehere。\" AndIwentwithhimdowntothelovelyriver,andthenhesaidtome,\"LookandseehowIdoit,andthenyou’llknow:Iputthisbirdlimeroundthistwig,andthenIgohere,\"hesaid,\"andhideawayunderahush;andpresentlycleverMisterBirdcomesandperchesuponthetwig,andflapshiswings,andyou’vegothimbeforeyoucansayJack\"——something;O,O,O,Iforgetwhat!\" \"JackSprat,\"mournfullysuggestedDickthroughthecloudofhismisery。 \"No,notJackSprat,\"shesobbed。 \"Then’twasJackRobinson!\"hesaid,withtheemphasisofamanwhohadresolvedtodiscovereveryiotaofthetruth,ordie。 \"Yes,thatwasit!AndthenIputmyhandupontherailofthebridgetogetacross,and——That’sall。\" \"Well,thatisn’tmuch,either,\"saidDickcritically,andmorecheerfully。\"NotthatIseewhatbusinessShinerhastotakeuponhimselftoteachyouanything。Butitseems——itdoseemtheremusthavebeenmorethanthattosetyouupinsuchadreadfultaking?\" HelookedintoFancy’seyes。Miseryofmiseries!——guiltwaswrittentherestill。 \"Now,Fancy,you’venottoldmeall!\"saidDick,rathersternlyforaquietyoungman。 \"O,don’tspeaksocruelly!Iamafraidtotellnow!Ifyouhadn’tbeenharsh,Iwasgoingontotellall;nowIcan’t!\" \"Come,dearFancy,tell:come。I’llforgive;Imust,——byheavenandearth,Imust,whetherIwillorno;Iloveyouso!\" \"Well,whenIputmyhandonthebridge,hetouchedit——\" \"Ascamp!\"saidDick,grindinganimaginaryhumanframetopowder。 \"Andthenhelookedatme,andatlasthesaid,’AreyouinlovewithDickDewy?’AndIsaid,’PerhapsIam!’andthenhesaid,’I wishyouweren’tthen,forIwanttomarryyou,withallmysoul。’\" \"There’savillainnow!Wanttomarryyou!\"AndDickquiveredwiththebitternessofsatiricallaughter。Thensuddenlyrememberingthathemightbereckoningwithouthishost:\"Unless,tohesure,youarewillingtohavehim,——perhapsyouare,\"hesaid,withthewretchedindifferenceofacastaway。 \"No,indeedIamnot!\"shesaid,hersobsjustbeginningtotakeafavourableturntowardscure。 \"Well,then,\"saidDick,comingalittletohissenses,\"you’vebeenstretchingitverymuchingivingsuchadreadfulbeginningtosuchamerenothing。AndIknowwhatyou’vedoneitfor,——justbecauseofthatgipsy—party!\"Heturnedawayfromherandtookfivepacesdecisively,asifheweretiredofanungratefulcountry,includingherself\"Youdidittomakemejealous,andIwon’tstandit!\"Heflungthewordstoheroverhisshoulderandthenstalkedon,apparentlyveryanxioustowalktotheremotestoftheColoniesthatveryminute。 \"O,O,O,Dick——Dick!\"shecried,trottingafterhimlikeapetlamb,andreallyseriouslyalarmedatlast,\"you’llkillme!Myimpulsesarebad——miserablywicked,——andIcan’thelpit;forgiveme,Dick!AndIloveyoualways;andthosetimeswhenyoulooksillyanddon’tseemquitegoodenoughforme,——justthesame,Ido,Dick!Andthereissomethingmoreserious,thoughnotconcerningthatwalkwithhim。\" \"Well,whatisit?\"saidDick,alteringhismindaboutwalkingtotheColoniesinfact,passingtotheotherextreme,andstandingsorootedtotheroadthathewasapparentlynotevengoinghome。 \"Whythis,\"shesaid,dryingthebeginningofanewfloodoftearsshehadbeengoingtoshed,\"thisistheseriouspart。FatherhastoldMr。Shinerthathewouldlikehimforason—in—law,ifhecouldgetme;——thathehashisrightheartyconsenttocomecourtingme!\" CHAPTERIV:ANARRANGEMENT \"ThatISserious,\"saidDick,moreintellectuallythanhehadspokenforalongtime。 ThetruthwasthatGeoffreyknewnothingabouthisdaughter’scontinuedwalksandmeetingswithDick。WhenahintthatthereweresymptomsofanattachmentbetweenthemhadfirstreachedGeoffrey’sears,hestatedsoemphaticallythathemustthinkthematteroverbeforeanysuchthingcouldbeallowedthat,ratherunwiselyonDick’spart,whateveritmighthavebeenonthelady’s,theloverswerecarefultobeseentogethernomoreinpublic;andGeoffrey,forgettingthereport,didnotthinkoverthematteratall。SoMr。 ShinerresumedhisoldpositioninGeoffrey’sbrainbymerefluxoftime。EvenShinerbegantobelievethatDickexistedforFancynomore,——thoughthatremarkablyeasy—goingmanhadtakennoactivestepsonhisownaccountasyet。 \"AndfatherhasnotonlytoldMr。Shinerthat,\"continuedFancy,\"buthehaswrittenmealetter,tosayheshouldwishmetoencourageMr。Shiner,if’twasconvenient!\" \"Imuststartoffandseeyourfatheratonce!\"saidDick,takingtwoorthreevehementstepstothesouth,recollectingthatMr。Daylivedtothenorth,andcomingbackagain。 \"Ithinkwehadbetterseehimtogether。Nottellhimwhatyoucomefor,oranythingofthekind,untilhelikesyou,andsowinhisbrainthroughhisheart,whichisalwaysthewaytomanagepeople。 Imeaninthisway:IamgoinghomeonSaturdayweektohelptheminthehoney—taking。Youmightcometheretome,havesomethingtoeatanddrink,andlethimguesswhatyourcomingsignifies,withoutsayingitinsomanywords。\" \"We’lldoit,dearest。ButIshallaskhimforyou,flatandplain; notwaitforhisguessing。\"Andtheloverthensteppedclosetoher,andattemptedtogiveheronelittlekissonthecheek,hislipsalightinghowever,onanoutlyingtractofherbackhairbyreasonofanimpulsethathadcausedhertoturnherheadwithajerk。\"Yes,andI’llputonmysecond—bestsuitandacleanshirtandcollar,andblackmybootsasif’twasaSunday。’Twillhaveagoodappearance,yousee,andthat’sagreatdealtostartwith。\" \"Youwon’twearthatoldwaistcoat,willyou,Dick?\" \"Blessyou,no!WhyI——\" \"Ididn’tmeantobepersonal,dearDick,\"shesaid,fearingshehadhurthisfeelings。\"’Tisaverynicewaistcoat,butwhatImeantwas,thatthoughitisanexcellentwaistcoatforasettled—downman,itisnotquiteonefor\"(shewaited,andablushexpandedoverherface,andthenshewentonagain)——\"forgoingcourtingin。\" \"No,I’llwearmybestwinterone,withtheleatherlining,thatmothermade。Itisabeautiful,handsomewaistcoatinside,yes,aseveranybodysaw。Infact,onlytheotherday,Iunbuttonedittoshowachapthatverylining,andhesaiditwasthestrongest,handsomestliningyoucouldwishtoseeontheking’swaistcoathimself。\" \"_I_don’tquiteknowwhattowear,\"shesaid,asifherhabitualindifferencealonetodresshadkeptbacksoimportantasubjecttillnow。