第3章

类别:其他 作者:Jack London字数:22649更新时间:19/01/05 14:25:53
\"No。\" \"Ain’titabeute?\" \"Yes。\"Kentnoddedhisheadapprovingly,intentonhumoringthisstrangevisitor,butwhollyunpreparedfortheoutburstwhichwastofollowhisefforttobeagreeable。 \"Youblasted,bloomin’,burgoo—eatin’son—of—a—sea—swab!Wotdoyoumean,asayin’themostonsightlythingGawdAlmightyeverputonthefaceo’manisabeute?Wotdoyoumean,you——\" AndthereatthisfierysonoftheseabrokeoffintoastringofOrientalprofanity,minglinggodsanddevils,lineagesandmen,metaphorsandmonsters,withsosavageavirilitythatJacobKentwasparalyzed。Heshrankback,hisarmsliftedasthoughtowardoffphysicalviolence。Soutterlyunnervedwashethattheotherpausedinthemid—swingofagorgeousperorationandburstintothunderouslaughter。 \"Thesun’sknockedthebottomouto’thetrail,\"saidtheManwiththeGash,betweendepartingparoxysmsofmirth。\"An’Ionly’opeasyou’llappreciatethehoppertunityofconsortin’withamano’ mymug。Getsteamupinthatfire—boxo’your’n。I’mgoin’tounrigthedogsan’grub’em。An’don’tbeshyo’thewood,mylad;there’splentymorewherethatcomefrom,andit’syou’vegotthetimetoslinganaxe。An’toteupabucketo’waterwhileyou’reaboutit。Lively!orI’llrunyoudown,so’elpme!\" Suchathingwasunheardof。JacobKentwasmakingthefire,choppingwood,packingwater——doingmenialtasksforaguest! WhenJimCardegeeleftDawson,itwaswithhisheadfilledwiththeiniquitiesofthisroadsideShylock;andallalongthetrailhisnumerousvictimshadaddedtothesumofhiscrimes。Now,JimCardegee,withthesailor’sloveforasailor’sjoke,haddetermined,whenhepulledintothecabin,tobringitsinmatedownapegorso。Thathehadsucceededbeyondexpectationhecouldnothelpbutremark,thoughhewasinthedarkastothepartthegashonhischeekhadplayedinit。Butwhilehecouldnotunderstand,hesawtheterroritcreated,andresolvedtoexploititasremorselesslyaswouldanymoderntraderachoicebitofmerchandise。 \"Strikemeblind,butyou’rea’ustler,\"hesaidadmiringly,hisheadcockedtooneside,ashishostbustledabout。\"Younever’ortto’avegoneKlondiking。It’sthekeeperofapub’youwaslaidoutfor。An’it’softenasI’ave’eardtheladsupan’downtheriverspeako’you,butI’adn’tnoideayouwassojollynice。\" JacobKentexperiencedatremendousyearningtotryhisshotgunonhim,butthefascinationofthegashwastoopotent。ThiswastherealManwiththeGash,themanwhohadsooftenrobbedhiminthespirit。This,then,wastheembodiedentityofthebeingwhoseastralformhadbeenprojectedintohisdreams,themanwhohadsofrequentlyharboreddesignsagainsthishoard;hence——therecouldbenootherconclusion——thisManwiththeGashhadnowcomeinthefleshtodispossesshim。Andthatgash!Hecouldnomorekeephiseyesfromitthanstopthebeatingofhisheart。Tryashewould,theywanderedbacktothatonepointasinevitablyastheneedletothepole。 \"Doit’urtyou?\"JimCardegeethunderedsuddenly,lookingupfromthespreadingofhisblanketsandencounteringtheraptgazeoftheother。\"Itstrikesmeas’owit’udbetheproperthingforyoutodrawyourjib,dousetheglim,an’turnin,seein’as’owitworritsyou。Jes’laytothat,youswab,orso’elpmeI’lltakeapullonyourpeak—purchases!\" Kentwassonervousthatittookthreepuffstoblowouttheslush—lamp,andhecrawledintohisblanketswithoutevenremovinghismoccasins。Thesailorwassoonsnoringlustilyfromhishardbedonthefloor,butKentlaystaringupintotheblackness,onehandontheshotgun,resolvednottoclosehiseyesthewholenight。Hehadnothadanopportunitytosecretehisfivepoundsofgold,anditlayintheammunitionboxattheheadofhisbunk。 But,tryashewould,heatlastdozedoffwiththeweightofhisdustheavyonhissoul。Hadhenotinadvertentlyfallenasleepwithhismindinsuchcondition,thesomnambulicdemonwouldnothavebeeninvoked,norwouldJimCardegeehavegoneminingnextdaywithadish—pan。 Thefirefoughtalosingbattle,andatlastdiedaway,whilethefrostpenetratedthemossychinksbetweenthelogsandchilledtheinneratmosphere。Thedogsoutsideceasedtheirhowling,and,curledupinthesnow,dreamedofsalmon—stockedheavenswheredog—driversandkindredtask—masterswerenot。Within,thesailorlaylikealog,whilehishosttossedrestlesslyabout,thevictimofstrangefantasies。Asmidnightdrewnearhesuddenlythrewofftheblanketsandgotup。Itwasremarkablethathecoulddowhathethendidwithouteverstrikingalight。Perhapsitwasbecauseofthedarknessthathekepthiseyesshut,andperhapsitwasforfearhewouldseetheterriblegashonthecheekofhisvisitor; but,bethisasitmay,itisafactthat,unseeing,heopenedhisammunitionbox,putaheavychargeintothemuzzleoftheshotgunwithoutspillingaparticle,rammeditdownwithdoublewads,andthenputeverythingawayandgotbackintobed。 Justasdaylightlaiditssteel—grayfingersontheparchmentwindow,JacobKentawoke。Turningonhiselbow,heraisedthelidandpeeredintotheammunitionbox。Whateverhesaw,orwhateverhedidnotsee,exercisedaverypeculiareffectuponhim,consideringhisneurotictemperament。Heglancedatthesleepingmanonthefloor,lettheliddowngently,androlledoveronhisback。Itwasanunwontedcalmthatrestedonhisface。Notamusclequivered。Therewasnottheleastsignofexcitementorperturbation。Helaytherealongwhile,thinking,andwhenhegotupandbegantomoveabout,itwasinacool,collectedmanner,withoutnoiseandwithouthurry。 Ithappenedthataheavywoodenpeghadbeendrivenintotheridge—polejustaboveJimCardegee’shead。JacobKent,workingsoftly,ranapieceofhalf—inchmanilaoverit,bringingbothendstotheground。Oneendhetiedabouthiswaist,andintheotherherovearunningnoose。Thenhecockedhisshotgunandlaiditwithinreach,bythesideofnumerousmoose—hidethongs。 Byaneffortofwillheborethesightofthescar,slippedthenooseoverthesleeper’shead,anddrewittautbythrowingbackonhisweight,atthesametimeseizingthegunandbringingittobear。 JimCardegeeawoke,choking,bewildered,staringdownthetwinwellsofsteel。 \"Whereisit?\"Kentasked,atthesametimeslackingontherope。 \"Youblasted——ugh——\" Kentmerelythrewbackhisweight,shuttingofftheother’swind。 \"Bloomin’——Bur——ugh——\" \"Whereisit?\"Kentrepeated。 \"Wot?\"Cardegeeasked,assoonashehadcaughthisbreath。 \"Thegold—dust。\" \"Wotgold—dust?\"theperplexedsailordemanded。 \"Youknowwellenough,——mine。\" \"Ain’tseennothinkofit。Wotdoyetakemefor?Asafe— deposit?Wot’aveIgottodowithit,any’ow?\" \"Mebbeyouknow,andmebbeyoudon’tknow,butanyway,I’mgoingtostopyourbreathtillyoudoknow。Andifyouliftahand,I’llblowyourheadoff!\" \"Vastheavin’!\"Cardegeeroared,astheropetightened。 Kenteasedawayamoment,andthesailor,wrigglinghisneckasthoughfromthepressure,managedtoloosenthenooseabitandworkitupsothepointofcontactwasjustunderthechin。 \"Well?\"Kentquestioned,expectingthedisclosure。 ButCardegeegrinned。\"Goaheadwithyour’angin’,youbloomin’ oldpot—wolloper!\" Then,asthesailorhadanticipated,thetragedybecameafarce。 Cardegeebeingtheheavierofthetwo,Kent,throwinghisbodybackwardanddown,couldnotlifthimclearoftheground。Strainandstrivetotheuttermost,thesailor’sfeetstillstucktothefloorandsustainedapartofhisweight。Theremainingportionwassupportedbythepointofcontactjustunderhischin。 Failingtoswinghimclear,Kentclungon,resolvedtoslowlythrottlehimorforcehimtotellwhathehaddonewiththehoard。 ButtheManwiththeGashwouldnotthrottle。Five,ten,fifteenminutespassed,andattheendofthattime,indespair,Kentlethisprisonerdown。 \"Well,\"heremarked,wipingawaythesweat,\"ifyouwon’thangyou’llshoot。Somemenwasn’tborntobehanged,anyway。\" \"An’it’saprettymessasyou’llmakeo’this’erecabinfloor。\" Cardegeewasfightingfortime。\"Now,look’ere,I’lltellyouwotwedo;we’lllayour’eads’longsidean’reasontogether。 You’velostsomedust。Yousayas’owIknow,an’Isayas’owI don’t。Let’sgetahobservationan’shapeacourse——\" \"Vastheavin’!\"Kentdashedin,maliciouslyimitatingtheother’senunciation。\"I’mgoingtoshapeallthecoursesofthisshebang,andyouobserve;andifyoudoanythingmore,I’llboreyouassureasMoses!\" \"Forthesakeofmymother——\" \"WhomGodhavemercyuponifshelovesyou。Ah!Wouldyou?\"Hefrustratedahostilemoveonthepartoftheotherbypressingthecoldmuzzleagainsthisforehead。\"Layquiet,now!Ifyouliftasmuchasahair,you’llgetit。\" Itwasratheranawkwardtask,withthetriggerofthegunalwayswithinpullingdistanceofthefinger;butKentwasaweaver,andinafewminuteshadthesailortiedhandandfoot。Thenhedraggedhimwithoutandlaidhimbythesideofthecabin,wherehecouldoverlooktheriverandwatchthesunclimbtothemeridian。 \"NowI’llgiveyoutillnoon,andthen——\" \"Wot?\" \"You’llbehittingthebrimstonetrail。Butifyouspeakup,I’llkeepyoutillthenextbunchofmountedpolicecomeby。\" \"Well,Gawdblimeme,ifthisain’tago!’EreIbe,innercentasalamb,an’’ereyoube,lostallo’yourtop’amperan’outo’ yourreckonin’,runmefoulan’goin’torakemeinto’ell—fire。 Youbloomin’oldpirut!You——\" JimCardegeeloosedthestringsofhisprofanityandfairlyoutdidhimself。JacobKentbroughtoutastoolthathemightenjoyitincomfort。Havingexhaustedallthepossiblecombinationsofhisvocabulary,thesailorquieteddowntohardthinking,hiseyesconstantlygaugingtheprogressofthesun,whichtoreuptheeasternslopeoftheheavenswithunseemlyhaste。Hisdogs,surprisedthattheyhadnotlongsincebeenputtoharness,crowdedaroundhim。Hishelplessnessappealedtothebrutes。 Theyfeltthatsomethingwaswrong,thoughtheyknewnotwhat,andtheycrowdedabout,howlingtheirmournfulsympathy。 \"Chook!Mush—on!youSiwashes!\"hecried,attempting,inavermicularway,tokickatthem,anddiscoveringhimselftobetotteringontheedgeofadeclivity。Assoonastheanimalshadscattered,hedevotedhimselftothesignificanceofthatdeclivitywhichhefelttobetherebutcouldnotsee。Norwashelonginarrivingatacorrectconclusion。Inthenatureofthings,hefigured,manislazy。Hedoesnomorethanhehasto。 Whenhebuildsacabinhemustputdirtontheroof。Fromthesepremisesitwaslogicalthatheshouldcarrythatdirtnofurtherthanwasabsolutelynecessary。Therefore,helayupontheedgeoftheholefromwhichthedirthadbeentakentoroofJacobKent’scabin。Thisknowledge,properlyutilized,mightprolongthings,hethought;andhethenturnedhisattentiontothemoose—hidethongswhichboundhim。Hishandsweretiedbehindhim,andpressingagainstthesnow,theywerewetwiththecontact。Thismoisteningoftheraw—hideheknewwouldtendtomakeitstretch,and,withoutapparenteffort,heendeavoredtostretchitmoreandmore。 Hewatchedthetrailhungrily,andwheninthedirectionofSixtyMileadarkspeckappearedforamomentagainstthewhitebackgroundofanice—jam,hecastananxiouseyeatthesun。Ithadclimbednearlytothezenith。Nowandagainhecaughttheblackspeckclearingthehillsoficeandsinkingintotheinterveninghollows;buthedarednotpermithimselfmorethanthemostcursoryglancesforfearofrousinghisenemy’ssuspicion。 Once,whenJacobKentrosetohisfeetandsearchedthetrailwithcare,Cardegeewasfrightened,butthedog—sledhadstruckapieceoftrailrunningparallelwithajam,andremainedoutofsighttillthedangerwaspast。 \"I’llseeyou’ungforthis,\"Cardegeethreatened,attemptingtodrawtheother’sattention。\"An’you’llrotin’ell,jes’youseeifyoudon’t。 \"Isay,\"hecried,afteranotherpause;\"d’yeb’lieveinghosts?\" Kent’ssuddenstartmadehimsureofhisground,andhewenton: \"Nowaghost’astherightto’auntamanwotdon’tdowothesays;andyoucan’tshufflemeofftilleightbells——wotImeanistwelveo’clock——canyou?’Cosifyoudo,it’ll’appenas’owI’ll’auntyou。D’ye’ear?Aminute,asecondtooquick,an’I’ll’auntyou,so’elpme,Iwill!\" JacobKentlookeddubious,butdeclinedtotalk。 \"’Ow’syourchronometer?Wot’syourlongitude?’Owdoyouknowasyourtime’scorrect?\"Cardegeepersisted,vainlyhopingtobeathisexecutioneroutofafewminutes。\"IsitBarrack’stimeyou’ave,orisittheCompanytime?’Cosifyoudoitbeforethestrokeo’thebell,I’llnotrest。Igiveyoufairwarnin’。I’llcomeback。An’ifyou’aven’tthetime,’owwillyouknow? That’swotIwant——’owwillyoutell?\" \"I’llsendyouoffallright,\"Kentreplied。\"Gotasun—dialhere。\" \"Nogood。Thirty—twodegreesvariationo’theneedle。\" \"Stakesareallset。\" \"’Owdidyouset’em?Compass?\" \"No;linedthemupwiththeNorthStar。\" \"Sure?\" \"Sure。\" Cardegeegroaned,thenstoleaglanceatthetrail。Thesledwasjustclearingarise,barelyamileaway,andthedogswereinfulllope,runninglightly。 \"’Owcloseistheshadowstotheline?\" Kentwalkedtotheprimitivetimepieceandstudiedit。\"Threeinches,\"heannounced,afteracarefulsurvey。 \"Say,jes’singout’eightbells’aforeyoupullthegun,willyou?\" Kentagreed,andtheylapsedintosilence。ThethongsaboutCardegee’swristswereslowlystretching,andhehadbeguntoworkthemoverhishands。 \"Say,’owcloseistheshadows?\" \"Oneinch。\" Thesailorwriggledslightlytoassurehimselfthathewouldtoppleoverattherightmoment,andslippedthefirstturnoverhishands。 \"’Owclose?\" \"Halfaninch。\"JustthenKentheardthejarringchurnoftherunnersandturnedhiseyestothetrail。Thedriverwaslyingflatonthesledandthedogsswingingdownthestraightstretchtothecabin。Kentwhirledback,bringinghisrifletoshoulder。 \"Itain’teightbellsyet!\"Cardegeeexpostulated。\"I’ll’auntyou,sure!\" JacobKentfaltered。Hewasstandingbythesun—dial,perhapstenpacesfromhisvictim。Themanonthesledmusthaveseenthatsomethingunusualwastakingplace,forhehadrisentohisknees,hiswhipsingingviciouslyamongthedogs。 Theshadowssweptintoline。Kentlookedalongthesights。 \"Makeready!\"hecommandedsolemnly。\"Eightb—\" Butjustafractionofasecondtoosoon,Cardegeerolledbackwardintothehole。Kentheldhisfireandrantotheedge。Bang! Thegunexplodedfullinthesailor’sfaceasherosetohisfeet。 Butnosmokecamefromthemuzzle;instead,asheetofflameburstfromthesideofthebarrelnearitsbutt,andJacobKentwentdown。Thedogsdashedupthebank,draggingthesledoverhisbody,andthedriversprangoffasJimCardegeefreedhishandsanddrewhimselffromthehole。 \"Jim!\"Thenew—comerrecognizedhim。\"What’sthematter?\" \"Wot’sthematter?Oh,nothinkatall。Itjest’appensasIdolittlethingslikethisformy’ealth。Wot’sthematter,youbloomin’idjit?Wot’sthematter,eh?CastmelooseorI’llshowyouwot!’Urryup,orI’ll’olystonethedeckswithyou!\" \"Huh!\"headded,astheotherwenttoworkwithhissheath—knife。 \"Wot’sthematter?Iwanttoknow。Jes’tellmethat,willyou,wot’sthematter?Hey?\" Kentwasquitedeadwhentheyrolledhimover。Thegun,anold— fashioned,heavy—weightedmuzzle—loader,laynearhim。Steelandwoodhadpartedcompany。Nearthebuttoftheright—handbarrel,withlipspressedoutward,gapedafissureseveralinchesinlength。Thesailorpickeditup,curiously。Aglitteringstreamofyellowdustranoutthroughthecrack。ThefactsofthecasedawneduponJimCardegee。 \"Strikemestandin’!\"heroared;\"’ere’sago!’Ere’s’isbloomin’dust!Gawdblimeme,an’you,too,Charley,ifyoudon’trunan’getthedish—pan!\" JAN,THEUNREPENTANT \"Forthere’sneveralawofGodormanRunsnorthofFifty—three。\" Janrolledover,clawingandkicking。Hewasfightinghandandfootnow,andhefoughtgrimly,silently。Twoofthethreemenwhohunguponhim,shouteddirectionstoeachother,andstrovetocurbtheshort,hairydevilwhowouldnotcurb。Thethirdmanhowled。HisfingerwasbetweenJan’steeth。 \"Quityertantrums,Jan,an’easeup!\"pantedRedBill,gettingastrangle—holdonJan’sneck。\"Whyonearthcan’tyehhangdecentandpeaceable?\" ButJankepthisgriponthethirdman’sfinger,andsquirmedoverthefloorofthetent,intothepotsandpans。 \"Youahnogentleman,suh,\"reprovedMr。Taylor,hisbodyfollowinghisfinger,andendeavoringtoaccommodateitselftoeveryjerkofJan’shead。\"YouhevkilledMistahGordon,asbraveandhonorableagentlemanaseverhitthetrailaftahthedogs。Youahamurderah,suh,andwithouthonah。\" \"An’yernocomrade,\"brokeinRedBill。\"Ifyouwas,you’dhang’thoutrampin’aroundan’roarin’。Comeon,Jan,there’sagoodfellow。Don’tgiveusnomoretrouble。Jes’quit,an’we’llhangyehneatandhandy,an’bedonewithit。\" \"Steady,all!\"Lawson,thesailorman,bawled。\"Jamhisheadintothebeanpotandbattendown。\" \"Butmyfingah,suh,\"Mr。Taylorprotested。 \"Leggowithy’rfinger,then!Alwaysintheway!\" \"ButIcan’t,MistahLawson。It’sinthecritter’sgullet,andnighchewedoffas’tis。\" \"Standbyforstays!\"AsLawsongavethewarning,Janhalfliftedhimself,andthestrugglingquartetflounderedacrossthetentintoamuddleoffursandblankets。Initspassageitclearedthebodyofaman,wholaymotionless,bleedingfromabullet—woundintheneck。 AllthiswasbecauseofthemadnesswhichhadcomeuponJan——themadnesswhichcomesuponamanwhohasstrippedofftherawskinofearthandgrovelledlonginprimalnakedness,andbeforewhoseeyesrisesthefatvalesofthehomeland,andintowhosenostrilsstealsthewhiffofbay,andgrass,andflower,andnew—turnedsoil。ThroughfivefrigidyearsJanhadsowntheseed。StuartRiver,FortyMile,CircleCity,Koyokuk,Kotzebue,hadmarkedhisbleakandstrenuousagriculture,andnowitwasNomethatboretheharvest,——nottheNomeofgoldenbeachesandrubysands,buttheNomeof’97,beforeAnvilCitywaslocated,orEldoradoDistrictorganized。JohnGordonwasaYankee,andshouldhaveknownbetter。ButhepassedthesharpwordatatimewhenJan’sblood— shoteyesblazedandhisteethgrittedintorment。Andbecauseofthis,therewasasmellofsaltpetreinthetent,andonelayquietly,whiletheotherfoughtlikeacorneredrat,andrefusedtohanginthedecentandpeacablemannersuggestedbyhiscomrades。 \"Ifyouwillallowme,MistahLawson,befoahwegofurtherinthisrumpus,Iwouldsayitwahagoodideatoprythishyervarmint’steethapart。Neitherwillhebiteoff,norwillheletgo。Hehasthewisdomofthesarpint,suh,thewisdomofthesarpint。\" \"Lemmegetthehatchettohim!\"vociferatedthesailor。\"Lemmegetthehatchet!\"HeshovedthesteeledgeclosetoMr。Taylor’sfingerandusedtheman’steethasafulcrum。Janheldonandbreathedthroughhisnose,snortinglikeagrampus。\"Steady,all! Nowshetakesit!\" \"Thankyou,suh;itisapowerfulrelief。\"AndMr。Taylorproceededtogatherintohisarmsthevictim’swildlywavinglegs。 ButJanuprearedinhisBerserkerrage;bleeding,frothing,cursing;fivefrozenyearsthawingintosuddenhell。Theyswayedbackwardandforward,panted,sweated,likesomecyclopean,many— leggedmonsterrisingfromthelowerdeeps。Theslush—lampwentover,drownedinitsownfat,whilethemiddaytwilightscarcepercolatedthroughthedirtycanvasofthetent。 \"FortheloveofGawd,Jan,getyersensesback!\"pleadedRedBill。\"Weain’tgoin’tohurtyeh,’rkillyeh,’ranythin’ofthatsort。Jes’wanttohangyeh,that’sall,an’youa—messin’ roundan’rampagin’somethin’terrible。Tothinkoftravellin’ trailtogetheran’thenbein’treatedthis—away。Wouldn’t’bleeveditofyeh,Jan!\" \"He’sgottoomuchsteerage—way。Grabholthislegs,Taylor,andheave’mover!\" \"Yes,suh,MistahLawson。Doyoupressyouahweightabove,afterIgivetheword。\"TheKentuckiangropedabouthiminthemurkydarkness。\"Now,suh,nowistheacceptedtime!\" Therewasagreatsurge,andaquarterofatonofhumanfleshtotteredandcrashedtoitsfallagainsttheside—wall。Pegsdrewandguy—ropesparted,andthetent,collapsing,wrappedthebattleinitsgreasyfolds。 \"Yeronlymakin’itharderferyerself,\"RedBillcontinued,atthesametimedrivingbothhisthumbsintoahairythroat,thepossessorofwhichhehadpinneddown。\"You’vemadenuisanceenougha’ready,an’it’lltakehalfthedaytogetthingsstraightenedwhenwe’vestrungyehup。\" \"I’llthankyoutoleavego,suh,\"splutteredMr。Taylor。 RedBillgruntedandloosedhisgrip,andthetwaincrawledoutintotheopen。AtthesameinstantJankickedclearofthesailor,andtooktohisheelsacrossthesnow。 \"Hi!youlazydevils!Buck!Bright!Sic’m!Pull’mdown!\"sangoutLawson,lungingthroughthesnowafterthefleeingman。BuckandBright,followedbytherestofthedogs,outstrippedhimandrapidlyoverhauledthemurderer。 Therewasnoreasonthatthesemenshoulddothis;noreasonforJantorunaway;noreasonforthemtoattempttopreventhim。Ontheonehandstretchedthebarrensnow—land;ontheother,thefrozensea。Withneitherfoodnorshelter,hecouldnotrunfar。 Alltheyhadtodowastowaittillhewanderedbacktothetent,asheinevitablymust,whenthefrostandhungerlaidholdofhim。 Butthesemendidnotstoptothink。Therewasacertaintaintofmadnessrunningintheveinsofallofthem。Besides,bloodhadbeenspilled,anduponthemwastheblood—lust,thickandhot。 \"Vengeanceismine,\"saiththeLord,andHesaithitintemperateclimeswherethewarmsunstealsawaytheenergiesofmen。ButintheNorthlandtheyhavediscoveredthatprayerisonlyefficaciouswhenbackedbymuscle,andtheyareaccustomedtodoingthingsforthemselves。Godiseverywhere,theyhaveheard,butheflingsashadowoverthelandforhalftheyearthattheymaynotfindhim; sotheygropeindarkness,anditisnottobewonderedthattheyoftendoubt,anddeemtheDecalogueoutofgear。 Janranblindly,reckoningnotofthewayofhisfeet,forhewasmasteredbytheverb\"tolive。\"Tolive!Toexist!Buckflashedgraythroughtheair,butmissed。Themanstruckmadlyathim,andstumbled。ThenthewhiteteethofBrightclosedonhismackinawjacket,andhepitchedintothesnow。TOLIVE!TO EXIST!Hefoughtwildlyasever,thecentreofatossingheapofmenanddogs。Hislefthandgrippedawolf—dogbythescruffoftheback,whilethearmwaspassedaroundtheneckofLawson。 Everystruggleofthedoghelpedtothrottlethehaplesssailor。 Jan’srighthandwasburieddeepinthecurlingtendrilsofRedBill’sshaggyhead,andbeneathall,Mr。Taylorlaypinnedandhelpless。Itwasadeadlock,forthestrengthofhismadnesswasprodigious;butsuddenly,withoutapparentreason,Janloosedhisvariousgripsandrolledoverquietlyonhisback。Hisadversariesdrewawayalittle,dubiousanddisconcerted。Jangrinnedviciously。 \"Minefriends,\"hesaid,stillgrinning,\"youhafaskedmetobepoliteful,undnowIampoliteful。Votpizinessvoodyoudomitme?\" \"That’sright,Jan。Beca’m,\"soothedRedBill。\"Iknowedyou’dcometoyersensesaforelong。Jes’beca’mnow,an’we’lldothetrickwithneatnessanddespatch。\" \"Votpiziness?Vottrick?\" \"Thehangin’。An’yehoughterthankyerluckystarsforhavin’amanwhatknowshisbusiness。I’vediditaforenow,more’nonce,downintheStates,an’IcandoittoaT。\" \"Hangwho?Me?\" \"Yep。\" \"Ha!ha!Shustheardermanspeakfoolishness!Gifmeahand,Bill,undIvillgetupundbehung。\"Hecrawledstifflytohisfeetandlookedabouthim。\"HerrGott!listentoderman!Hevoodhangme!Ho!ho!ho!Itanknot!Yes,Itanknot!\" \"AndItankyes,youswab,\"Lawsonspokeupmockingly,atthesametimecuttingasled—lashingandcoilingitupwithominouscare。 \"JudgeLynchholdscourtthisday。\" \"Vonliddlewhile。\"Jansteppedbackfromtheprofferednoose。 \"Ihafsomedingstoaskundtomakedergreatproposition。 Kentucky,youknowaboutderShudgeLynch?\" \"Yes,suh。Itisaninstitutionoffreemenandofgentlemen,anditisanoleoneandtime—honored。Corruptionmayweartherobeofmagistracy,suh,butJudgeLynchcanalwaysbereliedupontogivejusticewithoutcourtfees。Irepeat,suh,withoutcourtfees。Lawmaybeboughtandsold,butinthisenlightenedlandjusticeisfreeastheairwebreathe,strongasthelickerwedrink,promptas——\" \"Cutitshort!Findoutwhatthebeggarwants,\"interruptedLawson,spoilingtheperoration。 \"Vell,Kentucky,tellmedis:vonmankillvonodderman,ShudgeLynchhangdotman?\" \"Iftheevidenceisstrongenough——yes,suh。\" \"An’theevidenceinthisherecaseisstrongenoughtohangadozenmen,Jan,\"brokeinRedBill。 \"Neferyoumind,Bill。Italkmityounext。NowvonanodderdingIaskKentucky。IfShudgeLynchhangnotderman,votden?\" \"IfJudgeLynchdoesnothangtheman,thenthemangoesfree,andhishandsarewashedcleanofblood。Andfurther,suh,ourgreatandgloriousconstitutionhassaid,towit:thatnomanmaytwicebeplacedinjeopardyofhislifeforoneandthesamecrime,orwordstothateffect。\" \"Untdeycan’tshoothim,orhithimmitacluboverderheadalongside,ordonodingsmoremithim?\" \"No,suh。\" \"Goot!YouhearvotKentuckyspeaks,allyounoddleheads?NowI talkmitBill。Youknowderpiziness,Bill,undyouhangmeupbrown,eh?Votyousay?\" \"’Betcherlife,an’,Jan,ifyehdon’tgivenomoretroubleye’llbealmightyproudofthejob。I’maconnesoor。\" \"Youhafdergreathead,Bill,undknowsomedingsortwo。Undyouknowtwoundonemakestree——ain’tit?\" Billnodded。 \"Undwhenyouhaftwodings,youhafnottreedings——ain’tit? NowyoufollowmitmecloseundIshowyou。Ittakestreedingstohang。Firstding,youhaftohafderman。Goot!Iamderman。Secondding,youhaftohafderrope。Lawsonhafderrope。 Goot!Undtirdding,youhaftohafsomedingtotiederropeto。 Slingyoureyesoverderlandscapeundfinddertirddingtotiederropeto?Eh?Votyousay?\" Mechanicallytheyswepttheiceandsnowwiththeireyes。Itwasahomogeneousscene,devoidofcontrastsorboldcontours,dreary,desolate,andmonotonous,——theice—packedsea,theslowslopeofthebeach,thebackgroundoflow—lyinghills,andoverallthrowntheendlessmantleofsnow。\"Notrees,nobluffs,nocabins,notelegraphpoles,nothin’,\"moanedRedBill;\"nothin’respectableenoughnorbigenoughtoswingthetoesofafive—footmanclearo’theground。Igiveitup。\"HelookedyearninglyatthatportionofJan’sanatomywhichjoinstheheadandshoulders。 \"Giveitup,\"herepeatedsadlytoLawson。\"Throwtheropedown。 Gawdneverintendedthisherecountryforlivin’purposes,an’ that’sacoldfrozenfact。\" Jangrinnedtriumphantly。\"ItankIgomitdertentundhafasmoke。\" \"Ostensibleey’rcorrect,Bill,meson,\"spokeupLawson;\"buty’radummy,andyoucanlaytothatforanothercoldfrozenfact。 Takesaseafarmertolearnyoulandsmenthings。Everhearofapairofshears?Thenclapy’reyestothis。\" Thesailorworkedrapidly。Fromthepileofdunnagewheretheyhadpulleduptheboattheprecedingfall,heunearthedapairoflongoars。Thesehelashedtogether,atnearlyrightangles,closetotheendsoftheblades。Wherethehandlesrestedhekickedholesthroughthesnowtothesand。Atthepointofintersectionheattachedtwoguy—ropes,makingtheendofonefasttoacakeofbeach—ice。TheotherguyhepassedovertoRedBill。 \"Here,meson,layholto’thatandrunitout。\" Andtohishorror,Jansawhisgallowsriseintheair。\"No!no!\" hecried,recoilingandputtinguphisfists。\"Itisnotgoot!I villnothang!Come,younoddleheads!Ivilllickyou,alltogether,vonafterderodder!Ivillblayhell!Ivilldoeferydings!UndIvilldiepeforeIhang!\" Thesailorpermittedthetwoothermentoclinchwiththemadcreature。Theyrolledandtossedaboutfuriously,tearingupsnowandtundra,theirfiercestrugglewritingatragedyofhumanpassiononthewhitesheetspreadbynature。AndeverandanonahandorfootofJanemergedfromthetangle,tobegrippedbyLawsonandlashedfastwithrope—yarns。Pawing,clawing,blaspheming,hewasconqueredandbound,inchbyinch,anddrawntowheretheinexorableshearslaylikeapairofgiganticdividersonthesnow。RedBilladjustedthenoose,placingthehangman’sknotproperlyundertheleftear。Mr。TaylorandLawsontailedontotherunning—guy,readyatthewordtoelevatethegallows。Billlingered,contemplatinghisworkwithartisticappreciation。 \"HerrGott!Voodyoulookatit!\" ThehorrorinJan’svoicecausedtheresttodesist。Thefallententhaduprisen,andinthegatheringtwilightitflappedghostlyarmsaboutandtitubatedtowardthemdrunkenly。ButthenextinstantJohnGordonfoundtheopeningandcrawledforth。 \"Whattheflaming——!\"Forthemomenthisvoicediedawayinhisthroatashiseyestookinthetableau。\"Holdon!I’mnotdead!\" hecriedout,cominguptothegroupwithstormycountenance。 \"Allowme,MistahGordon,tocongratulateyouuponyouahescape,\" Mr。Taylorventured。\"Acloseshave,suh,apowahfulcloseshave。\" \"Congratulatehell!Imighthavebeendeadandrottenandnothankstoyou,you——!\"AndthereatJohnGordondeliveredhimselfofavigorousfloodofEnglish,terse,intensive,denunciative,andcomposedsolelyofexpletivesandadjectives。 \"Simplycreasedme,\"hewentonwhenhehadeasedhimselfsufficiently。\"Evercreasecattle,Taylor?\" \"Yes,suh,manyatimedowninGod’scountry。\" \"Justso。That’swhathappenedtome。Bulletjustgrazedthebaseofmyskullatthetopoftheneck。Stunnedmebutnoharmdone。\"Heturnedtotheboundman。\"Getup,Jan。I’mgoingtolickyoutoastandstilloryou’regoingtoapologize。Therestofyouladsstandclear。\" \"Itanknot。Shusttiemelooseundyousee,\"repliedJan,theUnrepentant,thedevilwithinhimstillunconquered。\"UndafterasIlickyou,Itakederrestofdernoddleheads,vonafterderodder,altogedder!\" GRITOFWOMEN Awolfishhead,wistful—eyedandfrost—rimed,thrustasidethetent—flaps。 \"Hi!Chook!Siwash!Chook,youlimbofSatan!\"chorusedtheprotestinginmates。Bettlesrappedthedogsharplywithatinplate,anditwithdrewhastily。LouisSavoyrefastenedtheflaps,kickedafrying—panoveragainstthebottom,andwarmedhishands。 Itwasverycoldwithout。Forty—eighthoursgone,thespiritthermometerhadburstatsixty—eightbelow,andsincethattimeithadgrownsteadilyandbitterlycolder。Therewasnotellingwhenthesnapwouldend。Anditispoorpolicy,unlessthegodswillit,toventurefarfromastoveatsuchtimes,ortoincreasethequantityofcoldatmosphereonemustbreathe。Mensometimesdoit,andsometimestheychilltheirlungs。Thisleadsuptoadry,hackingcough,noticeablyirritablewhenbaconisbeingfried。 Afterthat,somewherealonginthespringorsummer,aholeisburnedinthefrozenmuck。Intothisaman’scarcassisdumped,coveredoverwithmoss,andleftwiththeassurancethatitwillriseonthecrackofDoom,whollyandfrigidlyintact。Forthoseoflittlefaith,scepticalofmaterialintegrationonthatfatefulday,nofittercountrythantheKlondikecanberecommendedtodiein。Butitisnottobeinferredfromthisthatitisafitcountryforlivingpurposes。 Itwasverycoldwithout,butitwasnotover—warmwithin。Theonlyarticlewhichmightbedesignatedfurniturewasthestove,andforthisthemenwerefrankindisplayingtheirpreference。 Uponhalfofthefloorpineboughshadbeencast;abovethiswerespreadthesleeping—furs,beneathlaythewinter’ssnowfall。Theremainderofthefloorwasmoccasin—packedsnow,litteredwithpotsandpansandthegeneralimpedimentaofanArcticcamp。Thestovewasredandroaringhot,butonlyabarethreefeetawaylayablockofice,assharp—edgedanddryaswhenfirstquarriedfromthecreekbottom。Thepressureoftheoutsidecoldforcedtheinnerheatupward。Justabovethestove,wherethepipepenetratedtheroof,wasatinycircleofdrycanvas;next,withthepipealwaysascentre,acircleofsteamingcanvas;nextadampandmoisture—exudingring;andfinally,therestofthetent,sidewallsandtop,coatedwithahalf—inchofdry,white,crystal— encrustedfrost。 \"Oh!OH!OH!\"Ayoungfellow,lyingasleepinthefurs,beardedandwanandweary,raisedamoanofpain,andwithoutwakingincreasedthepitchandintensityofhisanguish。Hisbodyhalf— liftedfromtheblankets,andquiveredandshrankspasmodically,asthoughdrawingawayfromabedofnettles。 \"Roll’mover!\"orderedBettles。\"He’scrampin’。\" Andthereat,withpitilessgood—will,hewaspitcheduponandrolledandthumpedandpoundedbyhalf—a—dozenwillingcomrades。 \"Damnthetrail,\"hemutteredsoftly,ashethrewofftherobesandsatup。\"I’verunacrosscountry,playedquarterthreeseasonshand—running,andhardenedmyselfinallmannerofways; andthenIpilgrimitintothisGod—forsakenlandandfindmyselfaneffeminateAthenianwithoutthesimplestrudimentsofmanhood!\" Hehuncheduptothefireandrolledacigarette。\"Oh,I’mnotwhining。Icantakemymedicineallright,allright;butI’mjustdecentlyashamedofmyself,that’sall。HereIam,ontopofadirtythirtymiles,asknockedupandstiffandsoreasapink— teadegenerateafterafive—milewalkonacountryturn—pike。 Bah!Itmakesmesick!Gotamatch?\"\"Don’tgitthetantrums,youngster。\"Bettlespassedovertherequiredfire—stickandwaxedpatriarchal。\"Ye’vegotter’lowsomeforthebreakin’—in。 Sufferin’cracky!don’tIrecollectthefirsttimeIhitthetrail!Stiff?I’veseenthetimeit’dtakemetenminutestogitmymouthfromthewaterholean’cometomyfeet——everyjintcrackin’an’kickin’fittokill。Cramp?Insechknotsit’dtakethecamphalfadaytountangleme。You’reallright,foracub,anyye’vethetruesperrit。Comethisdayyear,you’llwalkallusoldbucksintothegroundanytime。An’bestinyourfavor,youhain’tgotthatstreakoffatinyourmake—upwhichhassentmanyahuskymantothebosomofAbrahamaforehisrightandpropertime。\" \"Streakoffat?\" \"Yep。Comesalongofbulk。’Tain’tthebigmenasisthebestwhenitcomestothetrail。\" \"Neverheardofit。\" \"Neverheeredofit,eh?Well,it’sadeadstraight,open—an’— shutfact,an’nogittin’round。Bulk’sallwellenoughforamightybigeffort,but’thoutstayin’powersitain’tworthacontinentalwhoop;an’stayin’powersan’bulkain’trunnin’ mates。Takesthesmall,wiryfellowswhenitcomestogittin’ rightdownan’hangin’onlikealean—jowleddogtoabone。Why,hell’sfire,thebigmentheyain’tinit!\" \"Bygar!\"brokeinLouisSavoy,\"datisno,votyoucall,josh!I knowonemans,sovairebeeglikezebuffalo。Withim,onzeSulphurCreekstampede,goonesmallmans,LonMcFane。YouknowdatLonMcFane,datleetleIrisherwitzeredhairandzegrin。 An’deywalkan’walkan’walk,allzedaylongan’zenightlong。 Andbeegmans,himbecomevairetired,an’laydownmoochinzesnow。Andleetlemanskeekbeegmans,an’himcrylike,votyoucall——ah!votyoucallzekid。Andleetlemanskeekan’keekan’ keek,an’bimeby,longtime,longway,keekbeegmansintomycabin。Treedays’forehimcrawloutmyblankets。NevaireIseebeegsquawlikehim。Nonevaire。Himhafvotyoucallzestreakoffat。Youbet。\" \"ButtherewasAxelGunderson,\"Princespokeup。ThegreatScandinavian,withthetragiceventswhichshadowedhispassing,hadmadeadeepmarkontheminingengineer。\"Heliesupthere,somewhere。\"Heswepthishandinthevaguedirectionofthemysteriouseast。 \"BiggestmanthateverturnedhisheelstoSaltWater,orrunamoosedownwithsheergrit,\"supplementedBettles;\"buthe’stheprove—the—ruleexception。Lookathiswoman,Unga,——tipthescalesatahundredan’ten,cleanmeatan’naryouncetospare。 She’dbankgrit’gainsthisforalltherewasinhim,an’seehim,an’gohimbetterifitwaspossible。Nothingovertheearth,orinit,orunderit,shewouldn’t’a’done。\" \"Butshelovedhim,\"objectedtheengineer。 \"’Tain’tthat。It——\" \"Lookyou,brothers,\"brokeinSitkaCharleyfromhisseatonthegrub—box。\"Yehavespokenofthestreakoffatthatrunsinbigmen’smuscles,ofthegritofwomenandthelove,andyehavespokenfair;butIhaveinmindthingswhichhappenedwhenthelandwasyoungandthefiresofmenapartasthestars。ItwasthenIhadconcernwithabigman,andastreakoffat,andawoman。Andthewomanwassmall;butherheartwasgreaterthanthebeef—heartoftheman,andshehadgrit。Andwetraveledawearytrail,eventotheSaltWater,andthecoldwasbitter,thesnowdeep,thehungergreat。Andthewoman’slovewasamightylove——nomorecanmansaythanthis。\" Hepaused,andwiththehatchetbrokepiecesoficefromthelargechunkbesidehim。Thesehethrewintothegoldpanonthestove,wherethedrinking—waterthawed。Themendrewupcloser,andheofthecrampssoughtgreatercomfortvainlyforhisstiffenedbody。 \"Brothers,mybloodisredwithSiwash,butmyheartiswhite。TothefaultsofmyfathersIowetheone,tothevirtuesofmyfriendstheother。AgreattruthcametomewhenIwasyetaboy。 Ilearnedthattoyourkindandyouwasgiventheearth;thattheSiwashcouldnotwithstandyou,andlikethecaribouandthebear,mustperishinthecold。SoIcameintothewarmandsatamongyou,byyourfires,andbehold,Ibecameoneofyou,Ihaveseenmuchinmytime。Ihaveknownstrangethings,andbuckedbig,onbigtrails,withmenofmanybreeds。Andbecauseofthesethings,Imeasuredeedsafteryourmanner,andjudgemen,andthinkthoughts。Wherefore,whenIspeakharshlyofoneofyourownkind,Iknowyouwillnottakeitamiss;andwhenIspeakhighofoneofmyfather’speople,youwillnottakeituponyoutosay,’SitkaCharleyisSiwash,andthereisacrookedlightinhiseyesandsmallhonortohistongue。’Isitnotso?\" Deepdowninthroat,thecirclevouchsafeditsassent。 \"ThewomanwasPassuk。Igotherinfairtradefromherpeople,whowereoftheCoastandwhoseChilcattotemstoodattheheadofasaltarmofthesea。Myheartdidnotgoouttothewoman,nordidItakestockofherlooks。Forshescarcetookhereyesfromtheground,andshewastimidandafraid,asgirlswillbewhencastintoastranger’sarmswhomtheyhaveneverseenbefore。AsIsay,therewasnoplaceinmyheartforhertocreep,forIhadagreatjourneyinmind,andstoodinneedofonetofeedmydogsandtoliftapaddlewithmethroughthelongriverdays。Oneblanketwouldcoverthetwain;soIchosePassuk。 \"HaveInotsaidIwasaservanttotheGovernment?Ifnot,itiswellthatyeknow。SoIwastakenonawarship,sledsanddogsandevaporatedfoods,andwithmecamePassuk。Andwewentnorth,tothewinterice—rimofBeringSea,wherewewerelanded,—— myself,andPassuk,andthedogs。IwasalsogivenmoneysoftheGovernment,forIwasitsservant,andchartsoflandswhichtheeyesofmanhadneverdweltupon,andmessages。Thesemessagesweresealed,andprotectedshrewdlyfromtheweather,andIwastodeliverthemtothewhale—shipsoftheArctic,ice—boundbythegreatMackenzie。Neverwastheresogreatariver,forgettingonlyourownYukon,theMotherofallRivers。 \"Allofwhichisneitherherenorthere,formystorydealsnotwiththewhale—ships,northeberg—boundwinterIspentbytheMackenzie。Afterward,inthespring,whenthedayslengthenedandtherewasacrusttothesnow,wecamesouth,PassukandI,totheCountryoftheYukon。Awearyjourney,butthesunpointedoutthewayofourfeet。Itwasanakedlandthen,asIhavesaid,andweworkedupthecurrent,withpoleandpaddle,tillwecametoFortyMile。Gooditwastoseewhitefacesonceagain,soweputintothebank。Andthatwinterwasahardwinter。Thedarknessandthecolddrewdownuponus,andwiththemthefamine。 ToeachmantheagentoftheCompanygavefortypoundsofflourandtwentyofbacon。Therewerenobeans。And,thedogshowledalways,andtherewereflatbelliesanddeep—linedfaces,andstrongmenbecameweak,andweakmendied。Therewasalsomuchscurvy。 \"Thencamewetogetherinthestoreonenight,andtheemptyshelvesmadeusfeelourownemptinessthemore。Wetalkedlow,bythelightofthefire,forthecandleshadbeensetasideforthosewhomightyetgaspinthespring。Discussionwasheld,anditwassaidthatamanmustgoforthtotheSaltWaterandtelltotheworldourmisery。Atthisalleyesturnedtome,foritwasunderstoodthatIwasagreattraveler。’Itissevenhundredmiles,’saidI,’toHainesMissionbythesea,andeveryinchofitsnowshoework。Givemethepickofyourdogsandthebestofyourgrub,andIwillgo。AndwithmeshallgoPassuk。’ \"Tothistheywereagreed。Buttherearoseone,LongJeff,aYankee—man,big—bonedandbig—muscled。Alsohistalkwasbig。 He,too,wasamightytraveler,hesaid,borntothesnowshoeandbreduponbuffalomilk。Hewouldgowithme,incaseIfellbythetrail,thathemightcarrythewordontotheMission。Iwasyoung,andIknewnotYankee—men。HowwasItoknowthatbigtalkbetokenedthestreakoffat,orthatYankee—menwhodidgreatthingskepttheirteethtogether?Sowetookthepickofthedogsandthebestofthegrub,andstruckthetrail,wethree,——Passuk,LongJeff,andI。 \"Well,yehavebrokenvirginsnow,laboredatthegee—pole,andarenotunusedtothepackedriver—jams;soIwilltalklittleofthetoil,savethatonsomedayswemadetenmiles,andonothersthirty,butmoreoftenten。Andthebestofthegrubwasnotgood,whilewewentonstintfromthestart。Likewisethepickofthedogswaspoor,andwewerehardputtokeepthemontheirlegs。AttheWhiteRiverourthreesledsbecametwosleds,andwehadonlycometwohundredmiles。Butwelostnothing;thedogsthatleftthetraceswentintothebelliesofthosethatremained。 \"Notagreeting,notacurlofsmoke,tillwemadePelly。HereI hadcountedongrub;andhereIhadcountedonleavingLongJeff,whowaswhiningandtrail—sore。Butthefactor’slungswerewheezing,hiseyesbright,hiscachenighempty;andheshowedustheemptycacheofthemissionary,alsohisgravewiththerockspiledhightokeepoffthedogs。TherewasabunchofIndiansthere,butbabiesandoldmentherewerenone,anditwasclearthatfewwouldseethespring。 \"Sowepulledon,light—stomachedandheavy—hearted,withhalfathousandmilesofsnowandsilencebetweenusandHainesMissionbythesea。Thedarknesswasatitsworst,andatmiddaythesuncouldnotclearthesky—linetothesouth。Buttheice—jamsweresmaller,thegoingbetter;soIpushedthedogshardandtraveledlateandearly。AsIsaidatFortyMile,everyinchofitwassnow—shoework。Andtheshoesmadegreatsoresonourfeet,whichcrackedandscabbedbutwouldnotheal。Andeverydaythesesoresgrewmoregrievous,tillinthemorning,whenwegirdedontheshoes,LongJeffcriedlikeachild。Iputhimattheforeofthelightsledtobreaktrail,butheslippedofftheshoesforcomfort。Becauseofthisthetrailwasnotpacked,hismoccasinsmadegreatholes,andintotheseholesthedogswallowed。Thebonesofthedogswerereadytobreakthroughtheirhides,andthiswasnotgoodforthem。SoIspokehardwordstotheman,andhepromised,andbrokehisword。ThenIbeathimwiththedog— whip,andafterthatthedogswallowednomore。Hewasachild,whatofthepainandthestreakoffat。 \"ButPassuk。Whilethemanlaybythefireandwept,shecooked,andinthemorninghelpedlashthesleds,andintheeveningtounlashthem。Andshesavedthedogs。Everwasshetothefore,liftingthewebbedshoesandmakingthewayeasy。Passuk——howshallIsay?——Itookitforgrantedthatsheshoulddothesethings,andthoughtnomoreaboutit。Formymindwasbusywithothermatters,andbesides,Iwasyounginyearsandknewlittleofwoman。ItwasonlyonlookingbackthatIcametounderstand。 \"Andthemanbecameworthless。Thedogshadlittlestrengthinthem,buthestoleridesonthesledwhenhelaggedbehind。 Passuksaidshewouldtaketheonesled,sothemanhadnothingtodo。InthemorningIgavehimhisfairshareofgrubandstartedhimonthetrailalone。ThenthewomanandIbrokecamp,packedthesleds,andharnessedthedogs。Bymidday,whenthesunmockedus,wewouldovertaketheman,withthetearsfrozenonhischeeks,andpasshim。Inthenightwemadecamp,setasidehisfairshareofgrub,andspreadhisfurs。Alsowemadeabigfire,thathemightsee。Andhoursafterwardhewouldcomelimpingin,andeathisgrubwithmoansandgroans,andsleep。Hewasnotsick,thisman。Hewasonlytrail—soreandtired,andweakwithhunger。ButPassukandIweretrail—soreandtired,andweakwithhunger;andwedidalltheworkandhedidnone。ButhehadthestreakoffatofwhichourbrotherBettleshasspoken。Further,wegavethemanalwayshisfairshareofgrub。 \"ThenonedaywemettwoghostsjourneyingthroughtheSilence。 Theywereamanandaboy,andtheywerewhite。TheicehadopenedonLakeLeBarge,andthroughithadgonetheirmainoutfit。Oneblanketeachcarriedabouthisshoulders。Atnighttheybuiltafireandcrouchedoverittillmorning。Theyhadalittleflour。Thistheystirredinwarmwateranddrank。Themanshowedmeeightcupsofflour——alltheyhad,andPelly,strickenwithfamine,twohundredmilesaway。Theysaid,also,thattherewasanIndianbehind;thattheyhadwhackedfair,butthathecouldnotkeepup。Ididnotbelievetheyhadwhackedfair,elsewouldtheIndianhavekeptup。ButIcouldgivethemnogrub。 Theystrovetostealadog——thefattest,whichwasverythin——butIshovedmypistolintheirfacesandtoldthembegone。Andtheywentaway,likedrunkenmen,throughtheSilencetowardPelly。 \"Ihadthreedogsnow,andonesled,andthedogswereonlybonesandhair。Whenthereislittlewood,thefireburnslowandthecabingrowscold。Sowithus。Withlittlegrubthefrostbitessharp,andourfaceswereblackandfrozentillourownmotherswouldnothaveknownus。Andourfeetwereverysore。Inthemorning,whenIhitthetrail,Isweatedtokeepdownthecrywhenthepainofthesnowshoessmoteme。Passukneveropenedherlips,butsteppedtotheforetobreaktheway。Themanhowled。 \"TheThirtyMilewasswift,andthecurrentateawaytheicefrombeneath,andthereweremanyair—holesandcracks,andmuchopenwater。Onedaywecameupontheman,resting,forhehadgoneahead,aswashiswont,inthemorning。Butbetweenuswasopenwater。Thishehadpassedaroundbytakingtotherim—icewhereitwastoonarrowforasled。Sowefoundanice—bridge。Passukweighedlittle,andwentfirst,withalongpolecrosswiseinherhandsinchanceshebrokethrough。Butshewaslight,andhershoeslarge,andshepassedover。Thenshecalledthedogs。Buttheyhadneitherpolesnorshoes,andtheybrokethroughandweresweptunderbythewater。Iheldtighttothesledfrombehind,tillthetracesbrokeandthedogswentondownundertheice。 Therewaslittlemeattothem,butIhadcountedonthemforaweek’sgrub,andtheyweregone。 \"ThenextmorningIdividedallthegrub,whichwaslittle,intothreeportions。AndItoldLongJeffthathecouldkeepupwithus,ornot,ashesawfit;forweweregoingtotravellightandfast。Butheraisedhisvoiceandcriedoverhissorefeetandhistroubles,andsaidharshthingsagainstcomradeship。Passuk’sfeetweresore,andmyfeetweresore——ay,sorerthanhis,forwehadworkedwiththedogs;also,welookedtosee。LongJeffsworehewoulddiebeforehehitthetrailagain;soPassuktookafurrobe,andIacookingpotandanaxe,andwemadereadytogo。 Butshelookedontheman’sportion,andsaid,’Itiswrongtowastegoodfoodonababy。Heisbetterdead。’Ishookmyheadandsaidno——thatacomradeoncewasacomradealways。ThenshespokeofthemenofFortyMile;thattheyweremanymenandgood; andthattheylookedtomeforgrubinthespring。ButwhenI stillsaidno,shesnatchedthepistolfrommybelt,quick,andasourbrotherBettleshasspoken,LongJeffwenttothebosomofAbrahambeforehistime。IchidedPassukforthis;butsheshowednosorrow,norwasshesorrowful。AndinmyheartIknewshewasright。\" SitkaCharleypausedandthrewpiecesoficeintothegoldpanonthestove。Themenweresilent,andtheirbackschilledtothesobbingcriesofthedogsastheygavetonguetotheirmiseryintheoutercold。 \"Anddaybydaywepassedinthesnowthesleeping—placesofthetwoghosts——PassukandI——andweknewwewouldbegladforsucherewemadeSaltWater。ThenwecametotheIndian,likeanotherghost,withhisfacesettowardPelly。Theyhadnotwhackedupfair,themanandtheboy,hesaid,andhehadhadnoflourforthreedays。Eachnightheboiledpiecesofhismoccasinsinacup,andatethem。Hedidnothavemuchmoccasinsleft。AndhewasaCoastIndian,andtoldusthesethingsthroughPassuk,whotalkedhistongue。HewasastrangerintheYukon,andheknewnottheway,buthisfacewassettoPelly。Howfarwasit?Twosleeps?ten?ahundred——hedidnotknow,buthewasgoingtoPelly。Itwastoofartoturnback;hecouldonlykeepon。 \"Hedidnotaskforgrub,forhecouldseewe,too,werehardput。 Passuklookedattheman,andatme,asthoughshewereoftwominds,likeamotherpartridgewhoseyoungareintrouble。SoI turnedtoherandsaid,’Thismanhasbeendealtunfair。ShallI givehimofourgrubaportion?’Isawhereyeslight,aswithquickpleasure;butshelookedlongatthemanandatme,andhermouthdrewcloseandhard,andshesaid,’No。TheSaltWaterisafaroff,andDeathliesinwait。BetteritisthathetakethisstrangermanandletmymanCharleypass。’SothemanwentawayintheSilencetowardPelly。Thatnightshewept。NeverhadI seenherweepbefore。Norwasitthesmokeofthefire,forthewoodwasdrywood。SoImarveledathersorrow,andthoughtherwoman’shearthadgrownsoftatthedarknessofthetrailandthepain。 \"Lifeisastrangething。MuchhaveIthoughtonit,andponderedlong,yetdailythestrangenessofitgrowsnotless,butmore。 WhythislongingforLife?Itisagamewhichnomanwins。Toliveistotoilhard,andtosuffersore,tillOldAgecreepsheavilyuponusandwethrowdownourhandsonthecoldashesofdeadfires。Itishardtolive。Inpainthebabesuckshisfirstbreath,inpaintheoldmangaspshislast,andallhisdaysarefulloftroubleandsorrow;yethegoesdowntotheopenarmsofDeath,stumbling,falling,withheadturnedbackward,fightingtothelast。AndDeathiskind。ItisonlyLife,andthethingsofLifethathurt。YetweloveLife,andwehateDeath。Itisverystrange。 \"Wespokelittle,PassukandI,inthedayswhichcame。Inthenightwelayinthesnowlikedeadpeople,andinthemorningwewentonourway,walkinglikedeadpeople。Andallthingsweredead。Therewerenoptarmigan,nosquirrels,nosnowshoerabbits,——nothing。Therivermadenosoundbeneathitswhiterobes。Thesapwasfrozenintheforest。Anditbecamecold,asnow;andinthenightthestarsdrewnearandlarge,andleapedanddanced;andinthedaythesun—dogsmockedustillwesawmanysuns,andalltheairflashedandsparkled,andthesnowwasdiamonddust。Andtherewasnoheat,nosound,onlythebittercoldandtheSilence。AsIsay,wewalkedlikedeadpeople,asinadream,andwekeptnocountoftime。OnlyourfacesweresettoSaltWater,oursoulsstrainedforSaltWater,andourfeetcarriedustowardSaltWater。WecampedbytheTahkeena,andknewitnot。OureyeslookedupontheWhiteHorse,butwesawitnot。 OurfeettrodtheportageoftheCanyon,buttheyfeltitnot。Wefeltnothing。Andwefelloftenbytheway,butwefell,always,withourfacestowardSaltWater。 \"Ourlastgrubwent,andwehadsharedfair,PassukandI,butshefellmoreoften,andatCaribouCrossingherstrengthlefther。 Andinthemorningwelaybeneaththeonerobeanddidnottakethetrail。ItwasinmymindtostaythereandmeetDeathhand— in—handwithPassuk;forIhadgrownold,andhadlearnedtheloveofwoman。Also,itwaseightymilestoHainesMission,andthegreatChilcoot,farabovethetimber—line,rearedhisstorm—sweptheadbetween。ButPassukspoketome,low,withmyearagainstherlipsthatImighthear。Andnow,becausesheneednotfearmyanger,shespokeherheart,andtoldmeofherlove,andofmanythingswhichIdidnotunderstand。