第6章

类别:其他 作者:Henry James字数:18377更新时间:19/01/05 09:59:50
\"Notintentionally-andwhohurriesoff,ateveryrisk,tomakethemosthumbleexcuses。\" \"Well,whatdoyouadvisemenow?\" \"Tobeverypatient;towatchandwait。\" \"Andisthatbadadviceorgood?\" \"Thatisnotformetosay,\"Mrs。Pennimanrejoined,withsomedignity。\"Ionlyclaimitissincere。\" \"Andwillyoucometomenextweekandrecommendsomethingdifferentandequallysincere?\" \"Imaycometoyounextweek,andtellyouthatIaminthestreets。\" \"Inthestreets?\" \"Ihavehadaterriblescenewithmybrother,andhethreatens,ifanythinghappens,toturnmeoutofthehouse。YouknowIamapoorwoman。\" Morrishadaspeculativeideathatshehadalittleproperty;buthenaturallydidnotpressthis。 \"Ishouldbeverysorrytoseeyousuffermartyrdomforme,\"hesaid。\"ButyoumakeyourbrotheroutaregularTurk。\" Mrs。Pennimanhesitatedalittle。 \"IcertainlydonotregardAustinasanorthodoxChristian。\" \"AndamItowaittillheisconverted?\" \"Waitatanyratetillheislessviolent。Bideyourtime,Mr。 Townsend;remembertheprizeisgreat。\" Morriswalkedalongsometimeinsilence,tappingtherailingsandgatepostsverysharplywithhisstick。 \"Youcertainlyaredevilishinconsistent!\"hebrokeoutatlast。 \"IhavealreadygotCatherinetoconsenttoaprivatemarriage。\" Mrs。Pennimanwasindeedinconsistent,foratthisnewsshegavealittlejumpofgratification。 \"Oh,whenandwhere?\"shecried。Andthenshestoppedshort。 Morriswasalittlevagueaboutthis。 \"Thatisn\'tfixed;butsheconsents。It\'sdeucedawkwardnowtobackout。\" Mrs。Penniman,asIsay,hadstoppedshort;andshestoodtherewithhereyesfixedbrilliantlyonhercompanion。 \"Mr。Townsend,\"sheproceeded,\"shallItellyousomething? Catherinelovesyousomuchthatyoumaydoanything。\" Thisdeclarationwasslightlyambiguous,andMorrisopenedhiseyes。 \"Iamhappytohearit。Butwhatdoyoumeanby\'anything\'?\" \"Youmaypostpone-youmaychangeabout;shewon\'tthinktheworseofyou。\" Morrisstoodtherestill,withhisraisedeyebrows;thenhesaid,simplyandratherdryly,\"Ah!\"AfterthisheremarkedtoMrs。Pennimanthatifshewalkedsoslowlyshewouldattractnotice,andhesucceeded,afterafashion,inhurryingherbacktothedomicileofwhichhertenurehadbecomesoinsecure。 CHAPTER22。 HEHADslightlymisrepresentedthematterinsayingthatCatherinehadconsentedtotakethegreatstep。Weleftherjustnowdeclaringthatshewouldburnhershipsbehindher;butMorris,afterhavingelicitedthisdeclaration,hadbecomeconsciousofgoodreasonsfornottakingitup。Heavoided,gracefullyenough,fixingaday,thoughheleftherundertheimpressionthathehadhiseyeonone。 Catherinemayhavehadherdifficulties;butthoseofhercircumspectsuitorarealsoworthyofconsideration。Theprizewascertainlygreat;butitwasonlytobewonbystrikingthehappymeanbetweenprecipitancyandcaution。Itwouldbeallverywelltotakeone\'sjumpandtrusttoProvidence;Providencewasmoreespeciallyonthesideofcleverpeople,andcleverpeoplewereknownbyanindispositiontorisktheirbones。 Theultimaterewardofaunionwithayoungwomanwhowasbothunattractiveandimpoverishedoughttobeconnectedwithimmediatedisadvantagesbysomeverypalpablechain。BetweenthefearoflosingCatherineandherpossiblefortunealtogether,andthefearoftakinghertoosoonandfindingthispossiblefortuneasvoidofactualityasacollectionofemptiedbottles,itwasnotcomfortableforMorrisTownsendtochoose-afactthatshouldberememberedbyreadersdisposedtojudgeharshlyofayoungmanwhomayhavestruckthemasmakingbutanindifferentlysuccessfuluseoffinenaturalparts。HehadnotforgottenthatinanyeventCatherinehadherowntenthousandayear;hehaddevotedanabundanceofmeditationtothiscircumstance。Butwithhisfinepartsheratedhimselfhigh,andhehadaperfectlydefiniteappreciationofhisvalue,whichseemedtohiminadequatelyrepresentedbythesumIhavementioned。Atthesametimeheremindedhimselfthatthissumwasconsiderable,thateverythingisrelative,andthatifamodestincomeislessdesirablethanalargeone,thecompleteabsenceofrevenueisnowhereaccountedanadvantage。 Thesereflectionsgavehimplentyofoccupation,andmadeitnecessarythatheshouldtrimhissail。DoctorSloper\'soppositionwastheunknownquantityintheproblemhehadtoworkout。ThenaturalwaytoworkitoutwasbymarryingCatherine;butinmathematicstherearemanyshortcuts,andMorriswasnotwithoutahopethatheshouldyetdiscoverone。WhenCatherinetookhimathisword,andconsentedtorenouncetheattempttomollifyherfather,hedrewbackskillfullyenough,asIhavesaid,andkepttheweddingdaystillanopenquestion。Herfaithinhissinceritywassocompletethatshewasincapableofsuspectingthathewasplayingwithher;hertroublejustnowwasofanotherkind。Thepoorgirlhadanadmirablesenseofhonor,andfromthemomentshehadbroughtherselftothepointofviolatingherfather\'swish,itseemedtoherthatshehadnorighttoenjoyhisprotection。Itwasonherconsciencethatsheoughttoliveunderhisroofonlysolongassheconformedtohiswisdom。Therewasagreatdealofgloryinsuchaposition,butpoorCatherinefeltthatshehadforfeitedherclaimtoit。Shehadcastherlotwithayoungmanagainstwhomhehadsolemnlywarnedher,andbrokenthecontractunderwhichheprovidedherwithahappyhome。Shecouldnotgiveuptheyoungman,soshemustleavethehome;andthesoonertheobjectofherpreferenceofferedheranother,thesoonerhersituationwouldloseitsawkwardtwist。Thiswasclosereasoning;butitwascommingledwithaninfiniteamountofmerelyinstinctivepenitence。Catherine\'sdays,atthistime,weredismal,andtheweightofsomeofherhourswasalmostmorethanshecouldbear。Herfatherneverlookedather,neverspoketoher。Heknewperfectlywhathewasabout,andthiswaspartofaplan。Shelookedathimasmuchasshedared(forshewasafraidofseemingtoofferherselftohisobservation),andshepitiedhimforthesorrowshehadbroughtuponhim。Sheheldupherheadandbusiedherhands,andwentaboutherdailyoccupations;andwhenthestateofthingsinWashingtonSquareseemedintolerable,sheclosedhereyesandindulgedherselfwithanintellectualvisionofthemanforwhosesakeshehadbrokenasacredlaw。 Mrs。Penniman,ofthethreepersonsinWashingtonSquare,hadmuchthemostofthemannerthatbelongstoagreatcrisis。IfCatherinewasquiet,shewasquietlyquiet,asImaysay,andherpatheticeffects,whichtherewasnoonetonotice,wereentirelyunstudiedandunintended。Ifthedoctorwasstiffanddry,andabsolutelyindifferenttothepresenceofhiscompanions,itwassolightly,neatly,easilydone,thatyouwouldhavehadtoknowhimwelltodiscoverthat,onthewhole,heratherenjoyedhavingtobesodisagreeable。ButMrs。Pennimanwaselaboratelyreservedandsignificantlysilent;therewasaricherrustleintheverydeliberatemovementstowhichsheconfinedherself,andwhensheoccasionallyspoke,inconnectionwithsomeverytrivialevent,shehadtheairofmeaningsomethingdeeperthanwhatshesaid。BetweenCatherineandherfathernothinghadpassedsincetheeveningshewenttospeaktohiminhisstudy。Shehadsomethingtosaytohim-itseemedtohersheoughttosayit-butshekeptitbackforfearofirritatinghim。Healsohadsomethingtosaytoher;buthewasdeterminednottospeakfirst。Hewasinterested,asweknow,inseeinghow,ifshewerelefttoherself,shewould\"stick。\"AtlastshetoldhimshehadseenMorrisTownsendagain,andthattheirrelationsremainedquitethesame。 \"Ithinkweshallmarry-beforeverylong。Andprobably,meanwhile,Ishallseehimratheroften;aboutonceaweek-notmore。\" Thedoctorlookedathercoldlyfromheadtofoot,asifshehadbeenastranger。Itwasthefirsttimehiseyeshadrestedonherforaweek,whichwasfortunate,ifthatwastobetheirexpression。 \"Whynotthreetimesaday?\"heasked。\"Whatpreventsyourmeetingasoftenasyouchoose?\" Sheturnedawayamoment;thereweretearsinhereyes。Thenshesaid,\"Itisbetteronceaweek。\" \"Idon\'tseehowitisbetter。Itisasbadasitcanbe。IfyouflatteryourselfthatIcareforlittlemodificationsofthatsort,youareverymuchmistaken。Itisaswrongofyoutoseehimonceaweekasitwouldbetoseehimalldaylong。Notthatitmatterstome,however。\" Catherinetriedtofollowthesewords,buttheyseemedtoleadtowardavaguehorrorfromwhichsherecoiled。\"Ithinkweshallmarryprettysoon,\"sherepeated,atlast。 Herfathergaveherhisdreadfullookagain,asifsheweresomeoneelse。\"Whydoyoutellmethat?It\'snoconcernofmine。\" \"Oh,Father,\"shebrokeout,\"don\'tyoucare,evenifyoudofeelso?\" \"Notabutton。Onceyoumarry,it\'squitethesametomewhen,orwhere,orwhyyoudoit;andifyouthinktocompoundforyourfollybyhoistingyourflyinthisway,youmayspareyourselfthetrouble。\" Withthisheturnedaway。Butthenextdayhespoketoherofhisownaccord,andhismannerwassomewhatchanged。\"Shallyoubemarriedwithinthenextfourorfivemonths?\"heasked。 \"Idon\'tknow,Father,\"saidCatherine。\"Itisnotveryeasyforustomakeupourminds。\" \"Putitoff,then,forsixmonths,andinthemeantimeIwilltakeyoutoEurope。Ishouldlikeyouverymuchtogo。\" Itgavehersuchdelight,afterhiswordsofthedaybefore,tohearthatheshould\"like\"hertodosomething,andthathestillhadinhisheartanyofthetendernessofpreference,thatshegavealittleexclamationofjoy。ButthenshebecameconsciousthatMorriswasnotincludedinthisproposal,andthat-asregardsreallygoing-shewouldgreatlyprefertoremainathomewithhim。Butsheblushednonethelessmorecomfortablythanshehaddoneoflate。 \"ItwouldbedelightfultogotoEurope,\"sheremarked,withasensethattheideawasnotoriginal,andthathertonewasnotallitmightbe。 \"Verywell,then,wewillgo。Packupyourclothes。\" \"IhadbettertellMr。Townsend,\"saidCatherine。 Herfatherfixedhiscoldeyesuponher。\"Ifyoumeanthatyouhadbetteraskhisleave,allthatremainstomeistohopehewillgiveit。\" Thegirlwassharplytouchedbythepatheticringofthewords;itwasthemostcalculated,themostdramaticlittlespeechthedoctorhadeveruttered。Shefeltthatitwasagreatthingforher,underthecircumstances,tohavethisfineopportunityofshowinghimherrespect;andyettherewassomethingelsethatshefeltaswell,andthatshepresentlyexpressed。\"IsometimesthinkthatifIdowhatyoudislikesomuch,Ioughtnottostaywithyou。\" \"Tostaywithme?\" \"IfIlivewithyou,Ioughttoobeyyou。\" \"Ifthat\'syourtheory,it\'scertainlymine,\"saidthedoctor,withadrylaugh。 \"ButifIdon\'tobeyyou,Ioughtnottolivewithyou-toenjoyyourkindnessandprotection。\" Thisstrikingargumentgavethedoctorasuddensenseofhavingunderestimatedhisdaughter;itseemedevenmorethanworthyofayoungwomanwhohadrevealedthequalityofunaggressiveobstinacy。 Butitdispleasedhim-displeasedhimdeeply,andhesignifiedasmuch。\"Thatideaisinverybadtaste,\"hesaid。\"DidyougetitfromMr。Townsend?\" \"Ohno;it\'smyown,\"saidCatherine,eagerly。 \"Keepittoyourself,then,\"herfatheranswered,morethaneverdeterminedsheshouldgotoEurope。 CHAPTER23。 IFMORRISTOWNSENDwasnottobeincludedinthisjourney,nomorewasMrs。Penniman,whowouldhavebeenthankfulforaninvitation,butwho(todoherjustice)boreherdisappointmentinaperfectlyladylikemanner。\"IshouldenjoyseeingtheworksofRaphaelandtheruins-theruinsofthePantheon,\"shesaidtoMrs。Almond,\"but,ontheotherhand,IshallnotbesorrytobealoneandatpeaceforthenextfewmonthsinWashingtonSquare。Iwantrest;Ihavebeenthroughsomuchinthelastfourmonths。\"Mrs。AlmondthoughtitrathercruelthatherbrothershouldnottakepoorLaviniaabroad;butsheeasilyunderstoodthat,ifthepurposeofhisexpeditionwastomakeCatherineforgetherlover,itwasnotinhisinteresttogivehisdaughterthisyoungman\'sbestfriendasacompanion。\"IfLaviniahadnotbeensofoolish,shemightvisittheruinsofthePantheon,\"shesaidtoherself;andshecontinuedtoregrethersister\'sfolly,eventhoughthelatterassuredherthatshehadoftenheardtherelicsinquestionmostsatisfactorilydescribedbyMr。Penniman。Mrs。Pennimanwasperfectlyawarethatherbrother\'smotiveinundertakingaforeigntourwastolayatrapforCatherine\'sconstancy;andsheimpartedthisconvictionveryfranklytoherniece。 \"HethinksitwillmakeyouforgetMorris,\"shesaid(shealwayscalledtheyoungman\"Morris\"now)。\"Outofsight,outofmind,youknow。Hethinksthatallthethingsyouwillseeovertherewilldrivehimoutofyourthoughts。\" Catherinelookedgreatlyalarmed。\"Ifhethinksthat,Ioughttotellhimbeforehand。\" Mrs。Pennimanshookherhead。\"Tellhimafterward,mydear-afterhehashadallthetroubleandexpense。That\'sthewaytoservehim。\"Andsheadded,inasofterkey,thatitmustbedelightfultothinkofthosewholoveusamongtheruinsofthePantheon。 Herfather\'sdispleasurehadcostthegirl,asweknow,agreatdealofdeep-wellingsorrow-sorrowofthepurestandmostgenerouskind,withoutatouchofresentmentorrancor;butforthefirsttime,afterhehaddismissedwithsuchcontemptuousbrevityherapologyforbeingachargeuponhim,therewasasparkofangerinhergrief。 Shehadfelthiscontempt;ithadscorchedher;thatspeechaboutherbadtastehadmadeherearsburnforthreedays。Duringthisperiodshewaslessconsiderate;shehadanidea-arathervagueone,butitwasagreeabletohersenseofinjury-thatnowshewasabsolvedfrompenance,andmightdowhatshechose。ShechosetowritetoMorrisTownsendtomeetherintheSquareandtakehertowalkaboutthetown。IfsheweregoingtoEuropeoutofrespecttoherfather,shemightatleastgiveherselfthissatisfaction。Shefeltineverywayatpresentmorefreeandmoreresolute;therewasaforcethaturgedher。Nowatlast,completelyandunreservedly,herpassionpossessedher。 Morrismetheratlast,andtheytookalongwalk。Shetoldhimimmediatelywhathadhappened;thatherfatherwishedtotakeheraway-itwouldbeforsixmonths-toEurope;shewoulddoabsolutelywhatMorrisshouldthinkbest。Shehopedinexpressiblythathewouldthinkitbestsheshouldstayathome。Itwassometimebeforehesaidwhathethought;heasked,astheywalkedalong,agreatmanyquestions。Therewasonethatespeciallystruckher;itseemedsoincongruous。 \"Shouldyouliketoseeallthosecelebratedthingsoverthere?\" \"Ohno,Morris!\"saidCatherine,quitedeprecatingly。 \"Graciousheaven,whatadullwoman!\"Morrisexclaimedtohimself。 \"HethinksIwillforgetyou,\"saidCatherine,\"thatallthesethingswilldriveyououtofmymind。\" \"Well,mydear,perhapstheywill。\" \"Pleasedon\'tsaythat,\"Catherineanswered,gently,astheywalkedalong。\"PoorFatherwillbedisappointed。\" Morrisgavealittlelaugh。\"Yes,Iverilybelievethatyourpoorfatherwillbedisappointed。ButyouwillhaveseenEurope,\"headded,humorously。\"Whatatakein!\" \"Idon\'tcareforseeingEurope,\"Catherinesaid。 \"Yououghttocare,mydear;anditmaymollifyyourfather。\" Catherine,consciousofherobstinacy,expectedlittleofthis,andcouldnotridherselfoftheideathatingoingabroadandyetremainingfirm,sheshouldplayherfatheratrick。\"Don\'tyouthinkitwouldbeakindofdeception?\"sheasked。 \"Doesn\'thewanttodeceiveyou?\"criedMorris。\"Itwillservehimright。Ireallythinkyouhadbettergo。\" \"Andnotbemarriedforsolong?\" \"Bemarriedwhenyoucomeback。YoucanbuyyourweddingclothesinParis。\"AndthenMorris,withgreatkindnessoftone,explainedhisviewofthematter。Itwouldbeagoodthingthatsheshouldgo;itwouldputthemcompletelyintheright。Itwouldshowtheywerereasonable,andwillingtowait。Oncetheyweresosureofeachother,theycouldaffordtowait-whathadtheytofear?Iftherewasaparticleofchancethatherfatherwouldbefavorablyaffectedbyhergoing,thatoughttosettleit;for,afterall,Morriswasveryunwillingtobethecauseofherbeingdisinherited。Itwasnotforhimself,itwasforherandforherchildren。Hewaswillingtowaitforher;itwouldbehard,buthecoulddoit。Andoverthere,amongbeautifulscenesandnoblemonuments,perhapstheoldgentlemanwouldbesoftened;suchthingsweresupposedtoexertahumanizinginfluence。Hemightbetouchedbyhergentleness,herpatience,herwillingnesstomakeanysacrificebutthatone;andifsheshouldappealtohimsomeday,insomecelebratedspot-inItaly,say,intheevening;inVenice,inagondola,bymoonlight-ifsheshouldbealittlecleveraboutit,andtouchtherightchord,perhapshewouldfoldherinhisarms,andtellherthatheforgaveher。Catherinewasimmenselystruckwiththisconceptionoftheaffair,whichseemedeminentlyworthyofherlover\'sbrilliantintellect,thoughshevieweditaskanceinsofarasitdependeduponherownpowersofexecution。Theideaofbeing\"clever\"inagondolabymoonlightappearedtohertoinvolveelementsofwhichhergraspwasnotactive。 Butitwassettledbetweenthemthatsheshouldtellherfatherthatshewasreadytofollowhimobedientlyanywhere,makingthementalreservationthatshelovedMorrisTownsendmorethanever。 Sheinformedthedoctorshewasreadytoembark,andhemaderapidarrangementsforthisevent。Catherinehadmanyfarewellstomake,butwithonlytwoofthemareweactivelyconcerned。Mrs。Pennimantookadiscriminatingviewofherniece\'sjourney;itseemedtoherveryproperthatMr。Townsend\'sdestinedbrideshouldwishtoembellishhermindbyaforeigntour。 \"Youleavehimingoodhands,\"shesaid,pressingherlipstoCatherine\'sforehead。(Shewasveryfondofkissingpeople\'sforeheads;itwasaninvoluntaryexpressionofsympathywiththeintellectualpart。)\"Ishallseehimoften;Ishallfeellikeoneofthevestalsofoldtendingthesacredflame。\" \"Youbehavebeautifullyaboutnotgoingwithus,\"Catherineanswered,notpresumingtoexaminethisanalogy。 \"Itismypridethatkeepsmeup,\"saidMrs。Penniman,tappingthebodyofherdress,whichalwaysgaveforthasortofmetallicring。 Catherine\'spartingwithherloverwasshort,andfewwordswereexchanged。 \"ShallIfindyoujustthesamewhenIcomeback?\"sheasked;thoughthequestionwasnotthefruitofskepticism。 \"Thesame-onlymoreso,\"saidMorris,smiling。 ItdoesnotenterintoourschemetonarrateindetailDoctorSloper\'sproceedingsintheEasternHemisphere。HemadethegrandtourofEurope,traveledinconsiderablesplendor,and(aswastohavebeenexpectedinamanofhishighcultivation)foundsomuchinartandantiquitytointeresthim,thatheremainedabroad,notforsixmonths,butfortwelve。Mrs。Penniman,inWashingtonSquare,accommodatedherselftohisabsence。Sheenjoyedheruncontesteddominionintheemptyhouse,andflatteredherselfthatshemadeitmoreattractivetotheirfriendsthanwhenherbrotherwasathome。ToMorrisTownsend,atleast,itwouldhaveappearedthatshemadeitsingularlyattractive。Hewasaltogetherhermostfrequentvisitor,andMrs。Pennimanwasveryfondofaskinghimtotea。Hehadhischair-averyeasyone-atthefiresideinthebackparlor(whenthegreatmahoganyslidingdoors,withsilverknobsandhinges,whichdividedthisapartmentfromitsmoreformalneighbor,wereclosed),andheusedtosmokecigarsinthedoctor\'sstudy,whereheoftenspentanhourinturningoverthecuriouscollectionsofitsabsentproprietor。HethoughtMrs。Pennimanagoose,asweknow;buthewasnogoosehimself,and,asayoungmanofluxurioustastesandscantyresources,hefoundthehouseaperfectcastleofindolence。Itbecameforhimaclubwithasinglemember。Mrs。Pennimansawmuchlessofhersisterthanwhilethedoctorwasathome;forMrs。AlmondhadfeltmovedtotellherthatshedisapprovedofherrelationswithMr。 Townsend。Shehadnobusinesstobesofriendlytoayoungmanofwhomtheirbrotherthoughtsomeanly,andMrs。AlmondwassurprisedatherlevityinfoistingamostdeplorableengagementuponCatherine。 \"Deplorable!\"criedLavinia。\"Hewillmakeheralovelyhusband。\" \"Idon\'tbelieveinlovelyhusbands,\"saidMrs。Almond。\"Ionlybelieveingoodones。Ifhemarriesher,andshecomesintoAustin\'smoney,theymaygeton。Hewillbeanidle,amiable,selfish,and,doubtless,tolerablygood-naturedfellow。Butifshedoesn\'tgetthemoney,andhefindshimselftiedtoher,heavenhavemercyonher! Hewillhavenone。Hewillhateherforhisdisappointment,andtakehisrevenge;hewillbepitilessandcruel。WoebetidepoorCatherine! Irecommendyoutotalkalittlewithhissister;it\'sapityCatherinecan\'tmarryher!\" Mrs。PennimanhadnoappetitewhateverforconversationwithMrs。 Montgomery,whoseacquaintanceshemadenotroubletocultivate;andtheeffectofthisalarmingforecastofherniece\'sdestinywastomakeherthinkitindeedathousandpitiesthatMr。Townsend\'sgenerousnatureshouldbeembittered。Brightenjoymentwashisnaturalelement,andhowcouldhebecomfortableifthereshouldprovetobenothingtoenjoy?ItbecameafixedideawithMrs。Pennimanthatheshouldyetenjoyherbrother\'sfortune,onwhichshehadacutenessenoughtoperceivethatherownclaimwassmall。 \"Ifhedoesn\'tleaveittoCatherine,itcertainlywon\'tbetoleaveittome,\"shesaid。 CHAPTER24。 THEDOCTOR,duringthefirstsixmonthshewasabroad,neverspoketohisdaughteroftheirlittledifference,partlyonsystem,andpartlybecausehehadagreatmanyotherthingstothinkabout。Itwasidletoattempttoascertainthestateofheraffectionswithoutdirectinquiry,becauseifshehadnothadanexpressivemanneramongthefamiliarinfluencesofhome,shefailedtogatheranimationfromthemountainsofSwitzerlandorthemonumentsofItaly。 Shewasalwaysherfather\'sdocileandreasonableassociate-goingthroughtheirsight-seeingindeferentialsilence,nevercomplainingoffatigue,alwaysreadytostartatthehourhehadappointedovernight,makingnofoolishcriticisms,andindulginginnorefinementsofappreciation。\"Sheisaboutasintelligentasthebundleofshawls,\"thedoctorsaid,hermainsuperioritybeingthat,whilethebundleofshawlssometimesgotlost,ortumbledoutofthecarriage,Catherinewasalwaysatherpost,andhadafirmandampleseat。Butherfatherhadexpectedthis,andhewasnotconstrainedtosetdownherintellectuallimitationsasatouristtosentimentaldepression;shehadcompletelydivestedherselfofthecharacteristicsofavictim,andduringthewholetimethattheywereabroadsheneverutteredanaudiblesigh。HesupposedshewasincorrespondencewithMorrisTownsend,butheheldhispeaceaboutit,forheneversawtheyoungman\'sletters,andCatherine\'sownmissiveswerealwaysgiventothecouriertopost。Sheheardfromherloverwithconsiderableregularity,buthisletterscameenclosedinMrs。 Penniman\'s;sothat,wheneverthedoctorhandedherapacketaddressedinhissister\'shand,hewasaninvoluntaryinstrumentofthepassionhecondemned。Catherinemadethisreflection,andsixmonthsearliershewouldhavefeltboundtogivehimwarning;butnowshedeemedherselfabsolved。Therewasasorespotinherheartthathisownwordshadmadewhenonceshespoketohimasshethoughthonorprompted;shewouldtryandpleasehimasfarasshecould,butshewouldneverspeakthatwayagain。Shereadherlover\'slettersinsecret。 Oneday,attheendofthesummer,thetwotravelersfoundthemselvesinalonelyvalleyoftheAlps。Theywerecrossingoneofthepasses,andonthelongascenttheyhadgotoutofthecarriageandhadwanderedmuchinadvance。Afterawhilethedoctordescriedafootpathwhich,leadingthroughatransversevalley,wouldbringthemout,ashejustlysupposed,atamuchhigherpointoftheascent。 Theyfollowedthisdeviousway,andfinallylostthepath;thevalleyprovedverywildandrough,andtheirwalkbecameratherascramble。Theyweregoodwalkers,however,andtheytooktheiradventureeasily;fromtimetotimetheystopped,thatCatherinemightrest;andthenshesatuponastoneandlookedaboutheratthehard-featuredrocksandtheglowingsky。Itwaslateintheafternoon,inthelastofAugust;nightwascomingon,andastheyhadreachedagreatelevation,theairwascoldandsharp。Inthewesttherewasagreatsuffusionofcoldredlight,whichmadethesidesofthelittlevalleylookonlythemoreruggedanddusky。Duringoneoftheirpausesherfatherleftherandwanderedawaytosomehighplace,atadistance,togetaview。Hewasoutofsight;shesattherealoneinthestillness,whichwasjusttouchedbythevaguemurmursomewhereofamountainbrook。ShethoughtofMorrisTownsend,andtheplacewassodesolateandlonelythatheseemedveryfaraway。Herfatherremainedabsentalongtime;shebegantowonderwhathadbecomeofhim。Butatlasthereappeared,comingtowardherinthecleartwilight,andshegotuptogoon。Hemadenomotiontoproceed,however,butcameclosetoher,asifhehadsomethingtosay。Hestoppedinfrontofher,andstoodlookingatherwitheyesthathadkeptthelightoftheflushingsnow-summitsonwhichtheyhadjustbeenfixed。Then,abruptly,inalowtone,heaskedheranunexpectedquestion,\"Haveyougivenhimup?\" Thequestionwasunexpected,butCatherinewasonlysuperficiallyunprepared。 \"No,Father,\"sheanswered。 Helookedatheragainforsomemomentswithoutspeaking。 \"Doeshewritetoyou?\"heasked。 \"Yes,abouttwiceamonth。\" Thedoctorlookedupanddownthevalley,swinginghisstick;thenhesaidtoher,inthesamelowtone,\"Iamveryangry。\" Shewonderedwhathemeant-whetherhewishedtofrightenher。Ifhedid,theplacewaswellchosen:Thishard,melancholydell,abandonedbythesummerlight,madeherfeelherloneliness。Shelookedaroundher,andherheartgrewcold;foramomentherfearwasgreat。Butshecouldthinkofnothingtosay,savetomurmur,gently,\"Iamsorry。\" \"Youtrymypatience,\"herfatherwenton,\"andyououghttoknowwhatIam。Iamnotaverygoodman。ThoughIamverysmoothexternally,atbottomIamverypassionate;andIassureyouIcanbeveryhard。\" Shecouldnotthinkwhyhetoldherthesethings。Hadhebroughtherthereonpurpose,andwasitpartofaplan?Whatwastheplan? Catherineaskedherself。Wasittostartlehersuddenlyintoaretraction-totakeanadvantageofherbydread?Dreadofwhat?Theplacewasuglyandlonely,buttheplacecoulddohernoharm。Therewasakindofstillintensityaboutherfatherwhichmadehimdangerous,butCatherinehardlywentsofarastosaytoherselfthatitmightbepartofhisplantofastenhishand-theneat,fine,supplehandofadistinguishedphysician-inherthroat。 Nevertheless,sherecededastep。\"Iamsureyoucanbeanythingyouplease,\"shesaid;anditwashersimplebelief。 \"Iamveryangry,\"hereplied,moresharply。 \"Whyhasittakenyousosuddenly?\" \"Ithasnottakenmesuddenly。Ihavebeenraginginwardlyforthelastsixmonths。Butjustnowthisseemedagoodplacetoflareout。 It\'ssoquiet,andwearealone。\" \"Yes,it\'sveryquiet,\"saidCatherine,vaguelylookingabouther。 \"Won\'tyoucomebacktothecarriage?\" \"Inamoment。Doyoumeanthatinallthistimeyouhavenotyieldedaninch?\" \"IwouldifIcould,Father;butIcan\'t。\" Thedoctorlookedroundhimtoo。\"Shouldyouliketobeleftinsuchaplaceasthis,tostarve?\" \"Whatdoyoumean?\"criedthegirl。 \"Thatwillbeyourfate-that\'showhewillleaveyou。\" Hewouldnottouchher,buthehadtouchedMorris。Thewarmthcamebacktoherheart。\"Thatisnottrue,Father,\"shebrokeout,\"andyououghtnottosayit。Itisnotright,andit\'snottrue。\" Heshookhisheadslowly。\"No,it\'snotright,becauseyouwon\'tbelieveit。Butitistrue。Comebacktothecarriage。\" Heturnedaway,andshefollowedhim;hewentfaster,andwaspresentlymuchinadvance。Butfromtimetotimehestopped,withoutturninground,toletherkeepupwithhim,andshemadeherwayforwardwithdifficulty,herheartbeatingwiththeexcitementofhavingforthefirsttimespokentohiminviolence。Bythistimeithadgrownalmostdark,andsheendedbylosingsightofhim。Butshekepthercourse,andafteralittle,thevalleymakingasuddenturn,shegainedtheroad,wherethecarriagestoodwaiting。Initsatherfather,rigidandsilent;insilence,too,shetookherplacebesidehim。 Itseemedtoher,later,inlookingbackuponallthis,thatfordaysafterwardnotawordhadbeenexchangedbetweenthem。Thescenehadbeenastrangeone,butithadnotpermanentlyaffectedherfeelingtowardherfather,foritwasnatural,afterall,thatheshouldoccasionallymakeasceneofsomekind,andhehadletheraloneforsixmonths。Thestrangestpartofitwasthathehadsaidhewasnotagoodman;Catherinewonderedagooddealwhathehadmeantbythat。Thestatementfailedtoappealtohercredence,anditwasnotgratefultoanyresentmentthatsheentertained。Evenintheutmostbitternessthatshemightfeel,itwouldgivehernosatisfactiontothinkhimlesscomplete。Suchasayingasthatwasapartofhisgreatsubtlety-mensocleverashemightsayanythingandmeananything;andastohisbeinghard,thatsurely,inaman,wasavirtue。 Heletheraloneforsixmonthsmore-sixmonthsduringwhichsheaccommodatedherselfwithoutaprotesttotheextensionoftheirtour。 Buthespokeagainattheendofthistime:Itwasattheverylast,thenightbeforetheyembarkedforNewYork,inthehotelatLiverpool。Theyhadbeendiningtogetherinagreat,dim,mustysittingroom;andthentheclothhadbeenremoved,andthedoctorwalkedslowlyupanddown。Catherineatlasttookhercandletogotobed,butherfathermotionedhertostay。 \"Whatdoyoumeantodowhenyougethome?\"heasked,whileshestoodtherewithhercandleinherhand。 \"DoyoumeanaboutMr。Townsend?\" \"AboutMr。Townsend。\" \"Weshallprobablymarry。\" Thedoctortookseveralturnsagainwhileshewaited。\"Doyouhearfromhimasmuchasever?\" \"Yes,twiceamonth,\"saidCatherine,promptly。 \"Anddoeshealwaystalkaboutmarriage?\" \"Ohyes;thatis,hetalksaboutotherthingstoo,buthealwayssayssomethingaboutthat。\" \"Iamgladtohearhevarieshissubjects;hislettersmightotherwisebemonotonous。\" \"Hewritesbeautifully,\"saidCatherine,whowasverygladofachancetosayit。 \"Theyalwayswritebeautifully。However,inagivencasethatdoesn\'tdiminishthemerit。So,assoonasyouarrive,youaregoingoffwithhim?\" Thisseemedarathergrosswayofputtingit,andsomethingthattherewasofdignityinCatherineresentedit。\"Icannottellyoutillwearrive,\"shesaid。 \"That\'sreasonableenough,\"herfatheranswered。\"That\'sallIaskofyou-thatyoudotellme,thatyougivemedefinitenotice。Whenapoormanistolosehisonlychild,helikestohaveaninklingofitbeforehand。\" \"Oh,Father,youwillnotloseme,\"Catherinesaid,spillinghercandlewax。 \"Threedaysbeforewilldo,\"hewenton,\"ifyouareinapositiontobepositivethen。Heoughttobeverythankfultome,doyouknow。Ihavedoneamightygoodthingforhimintakingyouabroad; yourvalueistwiceasgreat,withalltheknowledgeandtastethatyouhaveacquired。Ayearago,youwereperhapsalittlelimited-alittlerustic;butnowyouhaveseeneverything,andappreciatedeverything,andyouwillbeamostentertainingcompanion。Wehavefattenedthesheepforhimbeforehekillsit。\"Catherineturnedaway,andstoodstaringattheblankdoor。\"Gotobed,\"saidherfather,\"andaswedon\'tgoaboardtillnoon,youmaysleeplate。Weshallprobablyhaveamostuncomfortablevoyage。\" CHAPTER25。 THEVOYAGEwasindeeduncomfortable,andCatherine,onarrivinginNewYork,hadnotthecompensationof\"goingoff,\"inherfather\'sphrase,withMorrisTownsend。Shesawhim,however,thedayaftershelanded;andinthemeantimeheformedanaturalsubjectofconversationbetweenourheroineandherauntLavinia,withwhom,thenightshedisembarked,thegirlwasclosetedforalongtimebeforeeitherladyretiredtorest。 \"Ihaveseenagreatdealofhim,\"saidMrs。Penniman。\"Heisnotveryeasytoknow。Isupposeyouthinkyouknowhim;butyoudon\'t,mydear。Youwillsomeday;butitwillonlybeafteryouhavelivedwithhim。ImayalmostsayIhavelivedwithhim,\"Mrs。Pennimanproceeded,whileCatherinestared。\"IthinkIknowhimnow;Ihavehadsuchremarkableopportunities。Youwillhavethesame-or,rather,youwillhavebetter,\"andAuntLaviniasmiled。\"ThenyouwillseewhatImean。It\'sawonderfulcharacter,fullofpassionandenergy,andjustastrue。\" Catherinelistenedwithamixtureofinterestandapprehension。AuntLaviniawasintenselysympathetic,andCatherine,forthepastyear,whileshewanderedthroughforeigngalleriesandchurches,androlledoverthesmoothnessofpostingroads,nursingthethoughtsthatneverpassedherlips,hadoftenlongedforthecompanyofsomeintelligentpersonofherownsex。Totellherstorytosomekindwoman-atmomentsitseemedtoherthatthiswouldgivehercomfort,andshehadmorethanoncebeenonthepointoftakingthelandlady,ortheniceyoungpersonfromthedressmaker\'s,intoherconfidence。 Ifawomanhadbeennearher,shewouldoncertainoccasionshavetreatedsuchacompaniontoafitofweeping;andshehadanapprehensionthat,onherreturn,thiswouldformherresponsetoAuntLavinia\'sfirstembrace。Infact,however,thetwoladieshadmet,inWashingtonSquare,withouttears;andwhentheyfoundthemselvesalonetogetheracertaindrynessfelluponthegirl\'semotion。ItcameoverherwithagreaterforcethatMrs。Pennimanhadenjoyedawholeyearofherlover\'ssociety,anditwasnotapleasuretohertohearherauntexplainandinterprettheyoungman,speakingofhimasifherownknowledgeofhimweresupreme。ItwasnotthatCatherinewasjealous;buthersenseofMrs。Penniman\'sinnocentfalsity,whichhadlaindormant,begantohauntheragain,andshewasgladthatshewassafelyathome。Withthis,however,itwasablessingtobeabletotalkofMorris,tosoundhisname,tobewithapersonwhowasnotunjusttohim。 \"Youhavebeenverykindtohim,\"saidCatherine。\"Hehaswrittenmethat,often。Ishallneverforgetthat,AuntLavinia。\" \"IhavedonewhatIcould;ithasbeenverylittle。Tolethimcomeandtalktome,andgivehimhiscupoftea-thatwasall。YourauntAlmondthoughtitwastoomuch,andusedtoscoldmeterribly; butshepromisedme,atleast,nottobetrayme。\" \"Tobetrayyou?\" \"Nottotellyourfather。Heusedtositinyourfather\'sstudy,\" saidMrs。Penniman,withalittlelaugh。 Catherinewassilentamoment。Thisideawasdisagreeabletoher,andshewasremindedagain,withpain,ofheraunt\'ssecretivehabits。 Morris,thereadermaybeinformed,hadhadthetactnottotellherthathesatinherfather\'sstudy。Hehadknownherbutforafewmonths,andheraunthadknownherforfifteenyears;andyethewouldnothavemadethemistakeofthinkingthatCatherinewouldseethejokeofthething。\"IamsorryyoumadehimgointoFather\'sroom,\" shesaid,afterawhile。 \"Ididn\'tsendhim;hewenthimself。Helikedtolookatthebooks,andatallthosethingsintheglasscases。Heknowsallaboutthem;heknowsallabouteverything。\" Catherinewassilentagain;then,\"Iwishhehadfoundsomeemployment,\"shesaid。 \"Hehasfoundsomeemployment。It\'sbeautifulnews,andhetoldmetotellyouassoonasyouarrived。Hehasgoneintopartnershipwithacommissionmerchant。Itwasallsettled,quitesuddenly,aweekago。\" ThisseemedtoCatherineindeedbeautifulnews;ithadafineprosperousair。\"Oh,I\'msoglad!\"shesaid;andnow,foramoment,shewasdisposedtothrowherselfonAuntLavinia\'sneck。 \"It\'smuchbetterthanbeingundersomeone;andhehasneverbeenusedtothat,\"Mrs。Pennimanwenton。\"Heisjustasgoodashispartner-theyareperfectlyequal。Youseehowrighthewastowait。I shouldliketoknowwhatyourfathercansaynow!TheyhavegotanofficeinDuaneStreet,andlittleprintedcards;hebroughtmeonetoshowme。Ihavegotitinmyroom,andyoushallseeittomorrow。 That\'swhathesaidtomethelasttimehewashere,\'YouseehowrightIwastowait。\'Hehasgototherpeopleunderhiminsteadofbeingasubordinate。Hecouldneverbeasubordinate;IhaveoftentoldhimIcouldneverthinkofhiminthatway。\" Catherineassentedtothisproposition,andwasveryhappytoknowthatMorriswashisownmaster;butshewasdeprivedofthesatisfactionofthinkingthatshemightcommunicatethisnewsintriumphtoherfather。HerfatherwouldcareequallylittlewhetherMorriswereestablishedinbusinessortransportedforlife。Hertrunkshadbeenbroughtintoherroom,andfurtherreferencetoherloverwasforashorttimesuspended,whilesheopenedthemanddisplayedtoherauntsomeofthespoilsofforeigntravel。Thesewererichandabundant;andCatherinehadbroughthomeapresenttoeveryone-toeveryonesaveMorris,towhomshehadbroughtsimplyherundivertedheart。ToMrs。Pennimanshehadbeenlavishlygenerous,andAuntLaviniaspenthalfanhourinunfoldingandfoldingagain,withlittleejaculationsofgratitudeandtaste。Shemarchedaboutforsometimeinasplendidcashmereshawl,whichCatherinehadbeggedhertoaccept,settlingitonhershoulders,andtwistingdownherheadtoseehowlowthepointdescendedbehind。 \"Ishallregarditonlyasaloan,\"shesaid。\"IwillleaveittoyouagainwhenIdie;or,rather,\"sheadded,kissinghernieceagain,\"Iwillleaveittoyourfirstbornlittlegirl。\"Anddrapedinhershawl,shestoodtheresmiling。 \"Youhadbetterwaittillshecomes,\"saidCatherine。 \"Idon\'tlikethewayyousaythat,\"Mrs。Pennimanrejoined,inamoment。\"Catherine,areyouchanged?\" \"No;Iamthesame。\" \"Youhavenotswervedaline?\" \"Iamexactlythesame,\"Catherinerepeated,wishingherauntwerealittlelesssympathetic。 \"Well,Iamglad,\"andMrs。Pennimansurveyedhercashmereintheglass。Then,\"Howisyourfather?\"sheasked,inamoment,withhereyesonherniece。\"Yourlettersweresomeager-Icouldnevertell。\" \"Fatherisverywell。\" \"Ah,youknowwhatImean,\"saidMrs。Penniman,withadignitytowhichthecashmeregavearichereffect。\"Ishestillimplacable?\" \"Oh,yes!\" \"Quiteunchanged?\" \"Heis,ifpossible,morefirm。\" Mrs。Pennimantookoffhergreatshawl,andslowlyfoldeditup。 \"Thatisverybad。Youhadnosuccesswithyourlittleproject?\" \"Whatlittleproject?\" \"Morristoldmeallaboutit。Theideaofturningthetablesonhim,inEurope;ofwatchinghim,whenhewasagreeablyimpressedbysomecelebratedsight-hepretendstobesoartistic,youknow-andthenjustpleadingwithhimandbringinghimround。\" \"Inevertriedit。ItwasMorris\'sidea;butifhehadbeenwithusinEurope,hewouldhaveseenthatFatherwasneverimpressedinthatway。Heisartistic-tremendouslyartistic;butthemorecelebratedplaceswevisited,andthemoreheadmiredthem,thelessuseitwouldhavebeentopleadwithhim。Theyseemedonlytomakehimmoredetermined-moreterrible,\"saidpoorCatherine。\"Ishallneverbringhimround,andIexpectnothingnow。\" \"Well,Imustsay,\"Mrs。Pennimananswered,\"Ineversupposedyouweregoingtogiveitup。\" \"Ihavegivenitup。Idon\'tcarenow。\" \"Youhavegrownverybrave,\"saidMrs。Penniman,withashortlaugh。 \"Ididn\'tadviseyoutosacrificeyourproperty。\" \"Yes,IambraverthanIwas。YouaskedmeifIhadchanged;I havechangedinthatway。Oh,\"thegirlwenton,\"Ihavechangedverymuch。Anditisn\'tmyproperty。Ifhedoesn\'tcareforit,whyshouldI?\" Mrs。Pennimanhesitated。\"Perhapshedoescareforit。\" \"Hecaresforitformysake,becausehedoesn\'twanttoinjureme。Buthewillknow-heknowsalready-howlittleheneedbeafraidaboutthat。Besides,\"saidCatherine,\"Ihavegotplentyofmoneyofmyown。Weshallbeverywelloff;andnowhasn\'thegothisbusiness? Iamdelightedaboutthatbusiness。\"Shewentontalking,showingagooddealofexcitementassheproceeded。Heraunthadneverseenherwithjustthismanner,andMrs。Penniman,observingher,setitdowntoforeigntravel,whichhadmadehermorepositive,moremature。 ShethoughtalsothatCatherinehadimprovedinappearance;shelookedratherhandsome。Mrs。PennimanwonderedwhetherMorrisTownsendwouldbestruckwiththat。Whileshewasengagedinthisspeculation,Catherinebrokeout,withacertainsharpness,\"Whyareyousocontradictory,AuntPenniman?Youseemtothinkonethingatonetime,andanotheratanother。Ayearago,beforeIwentaway,youwishedmenottomindaboutdispleasingFather,andnowyouseemtorecommendmetotakeanotherline。Youchangeaboutso。\" Thisattackwasunexpected,forMrs。Pennimanwasnotused,inanydiscussion,toseeingthewarcarriedintoherowncountry-possiblybecausetheenemygenerallyhaddoubtsoffindingsubsistencethere。 Toherownconsciousness,thefloweryfieldsofherreasonhadrarelybeenravagedbyahostileforce。Itwasperhapsonthisaccountthatindefendingthemshewasmajesticratherthanagile。 \"Idon\'tknowwhatyouaccusemeof,saveofbeingtoodeeplyinterestedinyourhappiness。ItisthefirsttimeIhavebeentoldIamcapricious。ThatfaultisnotwhatIamusuallyreproachedwith。\" \"YouwereangrylastyearthatIwouldn\'tmarryimmediately,andnowyoutalkaboutmywinningmyfatherover。YoutoldmeitwouldservehimrightifheshouldtakemetoEuropefornothing。Well,hehastakenmefornothing,andyououghttobesatisfied。Nothingischanged-nothingbutmyfeelingaboutFather。Idon\'tmindnearlysomuchnow。IhavebeenasgoodasIcould,buthedoesn\'tcare。NowI don\'tcareeither。Idon\'tknowwhetherIhavegrownbad;perhapsI have。ButIdon\'tcareforthat。Ihavecomehometobemarried- that\'sallIknow。Thatoughttopleaseyou,unlessyouhavetakenupsomenewidea;youaresostrange。Youmaydoasyouplease,butyoumustneverspeaktomeagainaboutpleadingwithFather。Ishallneverpleadwithhimforanything;thatisallover。Hehasputmeoff。Iamcomehometobemarried。\" Thiswasamoreauthoritativespeechthanshehadeverheardonherniece\'slips,andMrs。Pennimanwasproportionatelystartled。 Shewas,indeed,alittleawestruck,andtheforceofthegirl\'semotionandresolutionlefthernothingtoreply。Shewaseasilyfrightened,andshealwayscarriedoffherdiscomfiturebyaconcession-aconcessionwhichwasoftenaccompanied,asinthepresentcase,byalittlenervouslaugh。