第4章

类别:其他 作者:E.Phillips Oppenheim字数:15107更新时间:19/01/05 09:36:28
SirHenrywaitedfortheclosingofthedoor。Thenheleanedforwardforseveralmoments。Hehadscarcelytheappearanceofamanreturnedfromaweekortwoofopen-airlifeandindulgenceinthesporthelovedbest。Thehealthytanofhiscomplexionwaslessenedratherthanincreased。Therewereblacklinesunderhiseyeswhichseemedtospeakofsleeplessnights,andabeardofseveraldays’growthwasuponhischin。HedrankthecocktailwhichMillspresentlybroughthim,atagulp,andwatchedwithsatisfactionwhilethemixerwasvigorouslyshakenandasecondonepouredout。 \"We’vehadaroughtime,Mills,\"heobserved,ashesetdowntheglass。\"Untilthismorningitscarcelyleftoffblowing。\" \"I’msorrytohearit,sir,\"wastherespectfulreply。\"IfImaybeallowedtosayso,sir,you’relookingtired。\" \"Iamtired,\"SirHenryadmitted。\"Ithink,ifItried,Icouldgotosleepnowfortwenty-fourhours。\" \"Youwillpardonmyremindingyou,sofarasregardsyourletters,thatthereisnopostouttonight,sir,\"Millsproceeded。\"Ihavepreparedawarmbathandlaidoutyourclothesforachange。\" \"Capital!\"SirHenryexclaimed。\"Itisn’taletterthat’sbotheringme,though,Mills。TherearejustafewgeographicalnotesIwanttomake。Youknow,I’mtryingtoimprovethefishermen’schartofthecoastroundhere。ThatfellowGroocock-JimmyDumble’suncle-verynearlylost=20hismotorboatlastweekthroughtrustingtotheoldone。\" \"Justso,sir,\"Millsreplieddeferentially,placingtheemptyglassuponhistray。\"Ifyou’llexcuseme,sir,Imustgetbacktothediningroom。\" =20 \"Quiteright,\"hismasterassented。\"Theywon’tbeoutjustyet,willthey?\" \"Herladyshipwillprobablyberisinginabouttenminutes,sir-notbeforethat。\" SirHenrynoddedalittleimpatiently。Directlythedoorwasclosedherosetohisfeet,stoodforamomentlisteningbythesideofhisfishingcabinet,thenopenedtheglassfrontandtouchedthespring。 Withtheaidofalittleelectrictorchwhichhetookfromhispocket,hestudiedparticularlyacertainportionofthegiantchart,madesomemeasurementswithapencil,somenotesinthemargin,andcloseditupagainwithanairofsatisfaction。Thenheresumedhisseat,drewafoldedslipofpaperfromhisbreastpocket,achartfromanother,turnedupthelampandbegantowrite。Hisface,ashestoopedlow,escapedthesoftshadeandwasforamomentalmostghastly。Everynowandthenheturnedandmadesomecalculationsontheblotting-paperbyhisside。Atlastheleanedbackwithalittlesighofrelief。Hehadbarelydonesobeforethedoorbehindhimwasopened。 \"Arewegoingtostayinhere,Mummy,orarewegoingintothedrawing-room?\"Noraasked。 \"Inhere,Ithink,\"heheardPhilippareply。 Thentheybothcamein,followedbyHelen。Norawasthefirsttoseehimandrushedforwardwithalittlecryofsurprise。 \"Why,here’sDad!\"sheexclaimed,flingingherarmsaroundhisneck。 \"Daddy,howdareyoubesittinghereallbyyourselfwhilstwearehavingdinner!Whendidyougetback?Whatafish!\" SirHenrycloseddownhisdesk,embracedhisdaughter,andcameforwardtomeethiswife。 \"Finefellow,isn’the,Nora!\"heagreed。\"Well,Philippa,howareyou?Pleasedtoseeme,Ihope?Anothernewfrock,Ibelieve,andinwartime!\" \"Fancyyourrememberingthatitwaswartime!\"sheanswered,standingverystillwhileheleanedoverandkissedher。 \"Nastyoneforme,\"SirHenryobservedgood-humouredly。\"Howwellyou’relooking,Helen!AnynewsofDickyet?\" Helenattemptedanexpressionofextremegravitywithmoreorlesssuccess。 \"Nothingfresh,\"sheanswered。 \"Well,well,nonewsmaybegoodnews,\"SirHenryremarkedconsolingly。\"Jove,it’sgoodtofeelaroofoverone’sheadagain! Thismorninghasbeentheonlypatchofdecentweatherwe’vehad。\" \"Thismorningwaslovely,\"Helenassented。\"PhilippaandIwentandsatupinthewoods。\" Philippa,whowasstandingbythefire,turnedandlookedatherhusbandcritically。 \"Wehavesomemendining,\"shesaid。\"Theywillbeoutinafewminutes。Don’tyouthinkyouhadbettergoandmakeyourselfpresentable?Yousmelloffish,andyoulookasthoughyouhadn’tshavedforaweek。\" \"Guilty,mydear,\"SirHenryadmitted。\"Millsisjustgettingmesomethingtoeatinthegunroom,andthenIamgoingtohaveabathandchangemyclothes。\" \"Andshave,Dad,\"Noraremindedhim。 \"Andshave,youyoungpest,\"herfatheragreed,pattingherontheshoulder。\"RunawayandplaybilliardswithHelen。Iwanttotalktoyourmotheruntilmydinner’sready。\" Noraacquiescedpromptly。 \"Comealong,Helen,I’llgiveyoutwenty-fiveup。Orperhapsyou’dliketoplayshellout?\"sheproposed。\"ArthurSinclairsaysIhaveimprovedinmypottingmorethananyoneheeverknew。\" SirHenryopenedthedoorandcloseditafterthem。ThenhereturnedandseatedhimselfontheloungebyPhilippa’sside。Sheglancedupathimasthoughinsurprise,and,stretchingoutherhandtowardsherwork-basket,tookupsomeknitting。 \"IreallythinkIshouldchangeatonce,ifIwereyou,\"shesuggested。 \"Presently。IhadasortoffoolishideathatI’dliketohaveawordortwowithyoufirst。I’vebeenawayfornearlyafortnight,haven’tI?\" \"Youhave,\"Philippaassented。\"PerhapsthatisthereasonwhyIfeelthatIhaven’tverymuchtosaytoyou。\" \"Thatsoundsjustatriflehard,\"hesaidslowly。 \"Iamhardsometimes,\"Philippaconfessed。\"Youknowthatquitewell。TherearetimeswhenIjustfeelasthoughIhadnoheartatall,noranysympathy;wheneverysensationImighthavehadseemsshrivelledupinsideme。\" \"Isthathowyouarefeelingatthepresenttimetowardsme,Philippa?\"heasked。 Herneedlesflashedthroughthewoolforamomentinsilence。 \"Youhadeverywarning,\"shetoldhim。\"Itriedtomakeyouunderstandexactlyhowyourbehaviourdisgustedmebeforeyouwentaway。\" \"Yes,Iremember,\"headmitted。\"I’mafraid,dear,youthinkI amaworthlesssortofafellow。\" Philippahadapparentlydroppedastitch。Shebentlowerstilloverherknitting。Therewasadistinctfrownuponherforehead,hermouthwasunrecognisable。 \"YourfriendLessinghamisherestill,Iunderstand?\"herhusbandremarkedpresently。 \"Yes,\"Philippaassented,\"heisdiningto-night。Youwillprobablyseehiminafewminutes。\" SirHenrylookedthoughtful,andstudiedforamomentthetoeofaremarkablyunprepossessinglookingshoe。 \"You’resokeenaboutthatsortofthing,\"hesaid,\"whataboutLessingham?Heisnotsoldieringoranything,ishe?\" \"Ihavenoidea,\"Philippareplied。\"Hewalkswithaslightlimpandadmitsthatheishereasaconvalescent,buthehasn’ttoldusverymuchabouthimself。\" \"Iwonderyouhaven’ttackledhim,\"SirHenrycontinued。\"You’resuchanardentrecruiter,yououghttomakesurethatheisdoinghisbitofbutchery。\" Philippalookedupatherhusbandforamomentandbackatherwork。 \"Mr。Lessingham,\"shesaid,\"isaverydelightfulfriend,whosestayhereeveryoneisenjoyingverymuch,butheisacomparativestranger。Ifeelnoresponsibilityastohisactions。\" \"Andyoudoastomine?\" \"Naturally。\" SirHenry’sheadwasrestingonhishand,hiselbowonthebackofthelounge。Heseemedtobelisteningtothevoicesinthediningroombeyond。 \"Hm!\"heobserved。\"HashebeenhereoftenwhileI’vebeenaway?\" \"Asoftenashechose,\"Philippareplied。\"Hehasbecomeverypopularintheneighbourhoodalready,andheisanexceedinglywelcomeguesthereatanytime。\" \"Takesadvantageofyourhospitalityprettyoften,doesn’the?\" \"Heisheremostdays。Wearealwaysratherdisappointedwhenhedoesn’tcome。\" SirHenry’sfrowngrewalittledeeper。 \"What’stheattraction?\"hedemanded。 Philippasmiled。Itwasthesmilewhichthosewhoknewherbest,feared。 \"Well,\"sheconfided,\"IusedtoimaginethatitwasHelen,butI thinkthathehasbecomealittlebored,talkingaboutnothingbutDickandtheircollegedays。Iamratherinclinedtofancythatitmustbeme。\" \"You,indeed!\"hegrunted。\"Areyouawarethatyouareamarriedwoman?\" Philippaglancedupfromherwork。Hereyebrowswereraised,andherexpressionwasoneofmildsurprise。 \"Howqueerthatyoushouldremindmeofit!\"shemurmured。\"Iamafraidthattheseaairdisturbsyourmemory。\" SirHenryroseabruptlytohisfeet。 \"Oh,damn!\"heexclaimed。 Hewalkedtothedoor。Hisguestswerestilllingeringovertheirwine。Hecouldheartheirvoicesmoredistinctlythanever。ThenhecamebacktothesofaandstoodbyPhilippa’sside。 \"Philippa,oldgirl,\"hepleaded,\"don’tletusquarrel。Ihavehadsuchahardfortnight,anor’easterblowingallthetime,andthedirtiestseasI’veeverknownatthistimeoftheyear。ForfivedaysIhadn’tadrystitchonme,anditwastouchandgomorethanonce。 Wewereallinthewatertogether,andtherewasanastygreenwavethatlookedlikeamountainoverhead,andthesideofourownboatbendingoverusasthoughitmeanttosqueezeourribsin。Itlookedliketentooneagainstus,Phil,andIgotaworsechillthantheseaevergavemewhenIthoughtthatIshouldn’tseeyouagain。\" Philippalaiddownherknitting。Shelookedsearchinglyintoherhusband’sface。Shewasveryfarfromindifferenttohisalteredtone。 \"Henry,\"shesaid,\"thatsoundsveryterrible,butwhydoyourunsuchrisks-unworthily?DoyouthinkthatIcouldn’tgiveyouallthatyouwant,allthatIhavetogive,ifyoucamehometomewithastorylikethisandIknewthatyouhadbeenfacingdeathrighteouslyandhonourablyforyourcountry’ssake?Why,Henry,thereisn’tamanintheworldcouldhavesuchawelcomeasIcouldgiveyou。DoyouthinkIamcold?Ofcourseyoudon’t!DoyouthinkIwanttofeelasIhavedonethislastfortnighttowardsyou? Why,it’smisery!Itmakesmefeelinclinedtocommitanyfolly,anymadness,togetridofitall。\" Herhusbandhesitated。Afrownhaddarkenedhisface。Hehadtheairofonewhoisontheeveofaconfession。 \"Philippa,\"hebegan,\"youknowthatwhenIgooutonthesefishingexpeditions,IalsoputinsomeworkatthenewchartwhichIamsoanxioustoprepareforthefishermen。\" Philippashookherheadimpatiently。 \"Don’ttalktomeaboutyourfishermen,Henry!I’massickwiththemasIamwithyou。Youcanseetwentyorthirtyofthemanymorning,loungingaboutthequay,strappingyoungfellowswhoshelterthemselvesbehindthepleaofprivilegedemployment。Wearenotoriousdownhereforourskulkers,andyou-youwhoshouldbetheonemantosetthemanexample,areasbadastheyare。Youdeliberatelyencouragethem。\" SirHenryabandonedhispositionbyhiswife’sside,Hisfacedarkenedandhiseyesflashed。=20 \"Skulkers?\"herepeatedfuriously。 Philippalookedathimwithoutflinching。 \"Yes!Don’tyouliketheword?\" Theangryflushfadedfromhischeeksasquicklyasithadcome。Helaughedalittleunnaturally,tookupacigarettefromanopenbox,andlitit。 \"Itisn’tapleasantone,isit,Philippa?\"heobserved,thrustinghishandsintohisjacketpocketsstrollingaway。\"Ifonedoesn’tfeelthecall-well,thereyouare,yousee。Jove,that’safinefish。 Hestoodadmiringthecodlinguponthescales。Philippacontinuedherwork。 \"Ifyouintendtospendtherestoftheeveningwithus,\"shetoldhimcalmly,\"pleaseletmeremindyouagainthatwehaveguestsfordinner。Yourpresentattiremaybecomfortablebutitisscarcelybecoming。\" Heturnedawayandcamebacktowardsher。Ashepassedthelamp,shestarted。 \"Why,you’rewet,\"sheexclaimed,\"wetthrough!\" \"OfcourseIam,\"headmitted,feelinghissleeve,\"buttotellyouthetruth,intheinterestofourconversationIhadquiteforgottenit。Herecomeourguests,beforeIhavehadtimetoescape。IcanhearyourfriendLessingham’svoice。\" CHAPTERXII Thethreedinnerguestsenteredtogether,Lessinghaminthemiddle。 SirHenry’spresencewasobviouslyasurprisetoallofthem。 \"Noideathatyouwereback,sir,\"Harrisonobserved,shakinghands。 SirHenrygreetedthemallgood-humouredly。\"Iturnedupaboutthreequartersofanhourago,\"heexplained,\"justtoolatetojoinyouatdinner。\" \"Badluck,sir,\"Sinclairremarked。\"Ihopethatyouhadgoodsport?\" \"Notsobad,\"SirHenryadmitted。\"Wehadtogofarenoughforit,though。WhatdoyouthinkofthatforanOctobercodling?\" Theyallapproachedthescalesandadmiredthefish。SirHenrystoodwithhishandsinhispockets,listeningtotheircomments。 \"Youareenjoyingyourstayhere,Ihope,Mr。Lessingham?\"heenquired。 \"Onecouldscarcelyfailtoenjoyeventhebriefestholidayinsodelightfullyhospitableaplace,\"wasthesomewhatmeasuredreply。 \"You’rebywayofbeingafishermanyourself,Ihear?\"SirHenrycontinued。 \"Inaverysmallway,\"Lessinghamacknowledged。\"Ihavebeenoutonceortwice。\" \"WithBenOates,eh?\" \"Ibelievethatwastheman’sname。\" Philippaglancedupfromherworkwithalittleexclamationofsurprise。 \"Ihadnoideaofthat,Mr。Lessingham。WhatevermadeyouchooseBenOates?Heisamostdisgracefulperson。\" \"Itwasentirelybyaccident,\"Lessinghamexplained。\"Imethimonthefront。Ithappenedtobeafinemorning,andhewasratherpressinginhisinvitation。\" \"I’mafraidhedidn’tshowyoumuchsport,\"SirHenryobserved。 \"FromwhatJimmyDumble’sbrothertoldhim,heseemstohavetakenyouinentirelythewrongdirection,andonthewrongtide。\" \"Wehadasmallcatch,\"Lessinghamreplied。\"Ireallywentmoreforthesailthanthesport,soIwasnotdisappointed。\" \"Thecoastitself,\"SirHenryremarked,\"isratheraninterestingone。\" \"Ishouldimagineso,\"Lessinghamassented。\"Mr。BenOates,indeed,toldmesomewonderfulstoriesaboutit。Hespokeofbroadchannelsdownwhichadreadnoughtcouldapproachwithinahundredyardsoftheland。\" \"Heisquiteright,too,\"hishostagreed。 \"There’salotofdeepwaterabouthere。Thewholeofthecoastisverycuriousinthatway。Whatthe-whatthedickensisthis?\" SirHenry,whohadbeenstrollingabouttheroom,pickedupaHomburghatfromthefarsideofatableofcurios。Philippaglancedupathisexclamation。 \"That’sNora’strophy,\"sheexplained。\"Itoldhertotakeituptoherownroom,butshe’salwayswantingtoshowittoherfriends。\" \"Nora’strophy?\"SirHenryrepeated。\"Why,it’snothingbutanordinaryman’shat。\" \"Nevertheless,it’saverytravelledone,sir,\"Harrisonpointedout。 \"MissNorapickedituponDutchman’sCommon,themorningaftertheobservationcarwasfoundthere。\" SirHenryheldoutthehat。 \"ButNoradoesn’tseriouslysupposethattheGermanscomeoverinthissortofheadgear,doesshe?\"hedemanded。 \"Ifyou’lljustlookinsidethelining,sir,\"Sinclairsuggested。 SirHenryturneditupandwhistledsoftly。\"ByJove,it’saGermanhat,allright!\"heexclaimed。\"Doesn’tlookabadshape,either。\" Hetriediton。Therewasalittlepealoflaughterfromthemen。 Philippahadceasedherknittingandwaswatchingfromthecouch。 SirHenrylookedathimselfinthelooking-glass。 \"Well,that’sfunny,\"heobserved。\"Ishouldn’thavethoughtitwouldhavebeensomuchtoosmallforme。Here,justtryhowyou’dlookinit,Mr。Lessingham,\"headded,handingitacrosstohim。 Lessinghamacceptedthesituationquitecoolly,andplacedthehatcarefullyonhishead。 \"Itdoesn’tfeelparticularlycomfortable,\"heremarked。 \"Thatmaybe,\"SirHenrysuggested,\"becauseyouhaveitonwrongsideforemost。Ifyou’djustturnitround,Ibelieveyouwouldfinditaverygoodfit。\" Lessinghamatonceobeyed。SirHenryregardedhimwithadmiration。 \"Excellent!\"heexclaimed。\"Lookatthat,Philippa。Mighthavebeenmadeforhim,eh?\" Lessinghamlookedathimselfintheglassandremovedthehatfromhisheadwith,somecasualobservation。Hewasentirelyathisease。 Hishostturnedtowardsthedoor,whichMillswasholdingopen。 \"CaptainGriffiths,sir,\"thelatterannounced。 SirHenrygreetedhisvisitorbriefly。 \"Howareyou,Griffiths?\"hesaid。\"Gladtoseeyou。Excusemycostume,butIamjustbackfromafishingexpedition。WearealladmiringMr。Lessinghaminhismagichat。\" CaptainGriffithsshookhandswithPhilippa,noddedtotheothers,andturnedtowardsLessingham。 \"Putitonagain,there’sagoodfellow,Lessingham,\"SirHenrybegged。\"Yousee,wehavefoundamodernversionofCinderella’sslipper。ThehatwhichfellfromtheZeppelinontoDutchman’sCommonfitsourfriendlikeaglove。IneverthoughttheGermansmadesuchgoodhats,didyou,Griffiths?\" \"Ialwaysthoughttheyimportedtheirfelthats,\"CaptainGriffithsacknowledged。\"IsthatreallytheonewiththeGermannameinside,whichMissNorabroughthome?\" \"Thisisthegenuinearticle,\"Lessinghamassented,takingitfromhisheadandpassingitontothenewcomer。\"Notwithstandingthenameinside,IshouldstillbelievethatitwasanEnglishhat。Itfeelstoocomfortableforanythingelse。\" TheCommandanttookthehattoalampandexamineditcarefully。 Hedrewouttheliningandlookedallthewayround。Suddenlyhegaveventtoalittleexclamation。 \"Herearetheowner’sinitials,\"hedeclared,\"ratherfaintbutstilldistinguishable,-B。M。Hm!There’snodoubtaboutitsbeingaGermanhat。\" \"B。M。,\"SirHenrymuttered,lookingoverhisshoulder。\"Howveryinteresting!B。M。,\"herepeated,turningtoPhilippa,whohadrecommencedherknitting。\"Isitmyfancy,oristheresomethingalittlefamiliaraboutthat?\" \"IamsurethatIhavenoidea,\"Philippareplied。\"Itconveysnothingtome。\" Therewasabriefbutapparentlypointlesssilence。Philippa’sneedlesflashedthroughherwoolwitheasyregularity。Lessinghamappearedtobesharingthemildcuriositywhichtheothersshowedconcerningthehat。SirHenrywasstandingwithknittedbrows,intheobviousattitudeofamanseekingtoremembersomething。 \"B。M。,\"hemurmuredsoftlytohimself。\"TherewassomeoneI’veknownorheardofinEngland-What’sthat,Mills?\" \"Yourdinnerisserved,sir,\"Mills,whohadmadeasilententrance,announced。 SirHenryapparentlythoughtnomoreofthehatoritspossibleowner。Hethrewituponaneighbouringtable,andhisfaceexpressedanewinterestinlife。 \"Jove,I’mravenous!\"heconfessed。\"You’llexcuseme,won’tyou? Mills,seethatthesegentlemenhavecigarsandcigarettes-inthebilliardroom,Ishouldthink。You’llfindtheyoungpeoplethere。 I’llcomeinandhaveagameofpillslater。\" Thetwoyoungsoldiers,withCaptainGriffiths,followedSirHenryatoncefromtheroom。Lessingham,however,lingered。Hestoodwithhishandsbehindhim,lookingatthecloseddoor。 \"Areyougoingtostayandtalknonsensewithme,Mr。Lessingham?\" Philippaasked。 \"IfImay,\"heanswered,withoutchanginghisposition。 Philippalookedathimcuriously。 \"Doyouseeghoststhroughthatdoor?\" Heshookhishead。 \"Doyouknow,\"hesaid,asheseatedhimselfbyherside,\"therearetimeswhenIfindyourhusbandquiteinteresting。\" CHAPTERXIII Philippaleanedbackinherplace。 \"Exactlywhatdoyoumeanbythat,Mr。Lessingham?\"shedemanded。 Heshookhimselffreefromacurioussenseofunreality,andturnedtowardsher。 \"Imustconfess,\"hesaid,\"thatsometimesyourhusbandpuzzlesme。\" \"Notnearlysomuchashepuzzlesme,\"Philipparetorted,alittlebitterly。 \"Hashealwaysbeensodesperatelyinterestedindeep-seafishing?\" Philippashruggedhershoulders。 \"Moreorless,butneverquitetothisextent。Thethinghasbecomeanobsessionwithhimlately。Ifyouarereallygoingtostayandtalkwithme,doyoumindifwedon’tdiscussmyhusband?Justnowthesubjectisratherapainfulonewithme。\" \"Icanquiteunderstandthat,\"Lessinghammurmuredsympathetically。 \"WhatdoyouthinkofCaptainGriffiths?\"sheasked,alittleabruptly。 \"Ihavethoughtnothingmoreabouthim。ShouldI?Isheofanyrealimportance?\" \"Heismilitarycommandanthere。\" Lessinghamnoddedthoughtfully。 \"Isupposethatmeansthatheisthemanwhooughttobeonmytrack,\"heobserved。 \"Ishouldn’tbeintheleastsurprisedtohearthathewas,\"Philippasaiddrily。\"Ihavetoldyouthathecameandaskedaboutyoutheothernight,whenhedinedhere。Heseemedperfectlysatisfiedthen,butheishereagainto-nighttoseeHenry,andhe=20nevervisitsanywhereinanordinaryway。\" \"Areyouuneasyaboutme?\"Lessinghamenquired。 \"Iamnotsure,\"sheansweredfrankly。\"SometimesIamalmostterrifiedandwouldgiveanythingtohearthatyouwereonyourwayhome。AndatothertimesIrealisethatyouarereallyveryclever,thatnothingislikelytohappentoyou,andthattheplacewillseemdullerthaneverwhenyoudogo。\" \"Thatisverykindofyou,\"hesaid。\"Inanycase,Ifearthatmyholidaywillsoonbecomingtoanend。\" \"Yourholiday?\"sherepeated。\"Isthatwhatyoucallit?\" \"Ithasbeenlittleelse,\"herepliedindifferently。\"Thereisnothingtobelearnthereoftheslightestmilitarysignificance。\" \"Wetoldyouthatwhenyouarrived,\"Philipparemindedhim。 \"Iwasperhapsfoolishnottobelieveyou,\"heacknowledged。 \"Soyourveryexcitingjourneythroughthecloudshasendedinfailure,afterall!\"shewenton,amomentortwolater。 \"Failure?No,Ishouldnotcallitfailure。\" \"Youhavereallymadesomediscoveries,then?\"sheenquireddubiously。 \"Ihavemadethegreatestdiscoveryintheworld。\" Hereyebrowsweregentlyraised,thecornersofhermouthquivered,hereyesfell。 \"Dearme!Inthisquietspot?\"shesighed。 \"Yes!\" \"IsitHelenorme?\" \"Philippa!\"heprotested。 Hereyebrowsweremoreraisedthanever。Hermouthhadlostitsalluringcurve。 \"Really,Mr。Lessingham!\"sheexclaimed。\"HaveIevergivenyoutherighttocallmebymyChristianname?\" \"Inmycountry,\"heanswered,\"wedonotwaittoask。Wetake。\" \"RankPrussianism,\"shemurmured。\"Ireallythinkyouhadbettergobackthere。Youareadoptingtheirmethods。\" \"Imayhavetoatanymoment,\"headmitted,\"ortosomemoredistantcountrystill。Iwantsomethingtotakebackwithme。\" \"Youwantakeepsake,ofcourse,\"Philippadeclared,lookingaroundtheroom。\"Youcanhavemyphotograph-theoneoverthere。Helenwillgiveyouoneofhers,too,Iamsure,ifyouaskher。SheisjustasgratefultoyouaboutRichardasIam。\" \"Butfromyou,\"hesaidearnestly,\"Iwantmorethangratitude。\" \"Dearme,howpersistentyouare!\"Philippamurmured。\"Areyoureallydeterminedtomakelovetome?\" \"Ah,don’tmockme!\"hebegged。\"WhatIamsayingtoyoucomesfrommyheart。\" Philippalaughedathimquietly。Therewasjustalittlebreakinhervoice,however。 \"Don’theabsurd!\" \"Thereisnothingabsurdaboutit,\"hereplied,withanoteofsadnessinhistone。\"Ifeltitfromthemomentwemet。Istruggledagainstit,butIhavefeltitgrowingdaybyday。Icameherewithmymindfilledwithdifferentpurposes。Ihadnothoughtofamusingmyself,nothoughtofseekingherethehappinesswhichuptillnowIseemtohavemissed。IcameasaservantbecauseIwassent,amechanicalbeing。Youhavechangedeverything。ForyouIfeelwhatIhaveneverfeltforanywomanbefore。Iplacebeforeyoumycareer,myfreedom,myhonour。\" Philippasighedverysoftly。 \"Doyoumindringingthebell?\"shebegged。 \"Thebell?\"herepeated。\"Whatfor?\" \"IwantHelentohearyou,\"sheconfided,withawonderfullittlesmile。 \"Philippa,don’tmockme,\"hepleaded。\"Ifthisisonlyamusementtoyou,tellmesoandletmegoaway。Itisthefirsttimeinmylifethatawomanhascomebetweenmeandmywork。Iamnolongermasterofmyself。Iamobsessedwithyou。Iwantnothingelseinlifebutyourlove。\" TherewasanalmoststartlingchangeinPhilippa’sface。Thebanterwhichhadservedherwithsomucheffect,whichshehadrelieduponasherdefensiveweapon,wassuddenlyuseless。Lessinghamhadcreatedanatmospherearoundhim,anatmosphereofsincerity。 \"Areyouinearnest?\"shefaltered。 \"GodknowsIam!\"heinsisted。 \"You-youcareforme?\" \"Somuch,\"heansweredpassionately,\"thatforyoursakeIwouldsacrificemyhonour,mycountry,mylife。\" \"ButI’veonlyknownyouforsuchashorttime,\"Philippaprotested,\"andyou’reanenemy。\" \"Idiscardmybirth。Irenouncemyadoptedcountry,\"hedeclaredfiercely。\"Youhavesweptmylifeclearofeveryscrapofambitionandpatriotism。Youhavefilleditwithonethingonly-agreat,consuminglove。\" \"Haveyouforgottenmyhusband?\" \"DoyouthinkthatifhehadbeenadifferentsortofmanIshouldhavedaredtospeak?Askyourselfhowyoucancontinuetolivewithhim?Youcancallhimwhichyouwill。Bothareequallydisgraceful。Yourheartknowsthetruth。Heiseitheracowardoraphilanderer。\" Philippa’scheeksweresuddenlywhite。Hereyesflashed。Hiswordshadstunghertothequick。 \"Acoward?\"sherepeatedfuriously。\"YoudaretocallHenrythat?\" Lessinghamroseabruptlytohisfeet。Hemovedrestlesslyabouttheroom。Hisfistswereclenched,histonethickwithpassion。 \"Ido!\"hepronounced。\"Philippa,lookatthismatterwithoutprejudice。Doyoubelievethatthereisasinglemanofanycountry,ofyourhusband’sageandrank,whowouldbecontenttotrawltheseasforfishwhilsthiscountry’sbloodisbeingdraineddry?Whowouldweighacodling,\"headded,pointingscornfullytothescales,\"whilstthefuneralmarchofheroesisbeatingthroughouttheworld? Thethingisinsensate,impossible!\" Philippa’sheaddrooped。Herhandswerenervouslyintertwined。 \"Don’t!\"shepleaded,\"Ihavesufferedsomuch。\" \"Forgiveme,\"hebegged,withasuddenchangeofvoice。\"IfIammistakeninyourhusband-andthereisalwaysthechance-Iamsorry。IwillconfessthatImyselfhadadifferentopinionofhim,butIcanonlyjudgefromwhatIhaveseenandfromthatthereisnooneintheworldwhowouldnotagreewithmethatyourhusbandisunworthyofyou。\" \"Oh,pleasestop!\"Philippacried。\"Stopatonce!\" Lessinghamcamebacktohisplacebyherside。Hisvoicewasstillshaking,butithadgrownverysoft。 \"Philippa,forgiveme,\"herepeated。\"Ifyouonlyknewhowithurtstoseeyoulikethis!YetImustspeak。Thereisjustonceineveryman’slifetimewhenhemusttellthetruth。Thattimehascomewithme-Iloveyou。\" \"Sodoesmyhusband,\"shemurmured。 \"Iwillonlyremindyou,then,thatheshowsitinstrangefashion,\" Lessinghamcontinued。\"Hesetsyourwishesatdefiance。Hewhoshouldbeanexampleinasmallplacelikethis,isonlyanobjectofcontemptintheneighbourhood。EvenI,whohaveonlylivedhereforsoshortatime,havecaughttheburdenofwhatpeoplesay。\" Philippawipedhereyes。 \"Please,doyoumind,\"shebegged,\"notsayinganythingmoreaboutHenry。YouareonlyremindingmeofthingswhichItryallthetimetoforget。\" \"Believeme,\"Lessinghamansweredwistfully,\"Iamonlytoocontenttoignorehim,toforgetthatheexists,torememberonlythatyouarethewomanwhohaschangedmylife。\" Philippalookedathiminsomethinglikedismay,ratherlikeachildwhohasstartedanenginewhichshehasnoideahowtostop。 \"Butyoumustnot-youmustnottalktomelikethis!\" Hishandcloseduponhers。Itlayinhisgrasp,unyielding,cold,yetpassive。 \"Whynot?\"hewhispered。\"Ihavetheoneunalterableright,andI amwillingtopaythegreatprice。\" \"Right?\"shefaltered。 \"Therightoflovingyou-therightoflovingyoubetterthananywomanintheworld。\" Therewasaqueersilence,onlypartlydue,asshewasinstantlyaware,totheemotionofthemoment。Adoorbehindthemhadopened。 Philippa’squickersenseshadrecognisedherhusband’sfootsteps。 Lessinghamrosedeliberatelytohisfeet。Inhishearthewelcomedtheinterruption。Thismight,perhaps,bethedecisivemoment。SirHenrywasstrollingtowardsthem。Hismannerandhistone,however,werealikegood-natured。 \"Iwastoorderyouintothebilliardroom,Mr。Lessingham,\"heannounced。\"Sinclairhasbeensentfor-anightroutemarch,orsomesuchhorror-andtheywantyoutomakeafour。\" Lessinghamhesitated。Hehadapassionateinclinationtofacethesituation,totellthismanthetruth。SirHenry’scourteousindifference,however,waslikeaharrier。Herecognisedtheinevitable。 \"IamafraidIamratheroutofpractice,\"hesaid,\"butIshallbedelightedtodomybest。\" CHAPTERXIV SirHenrywasobviouslynotinthebestoftempers。Foramild-manneredandeasy-goingman,hisexpressionwasscarcelynormal。 \"Thatfellowwasmakinglovetoyou,\"hesaidbluntly,assoonasthedoorwasclosedbehindLessingham。 Philippalookedupatherhusbandwithanairofpleasantcandour。 \"Hewasdoingitverynicely,too,\"sheadmitted。 \"Youmeantosaythatyoulethim?\" \"Ilistenedtowhathehadtosay,\"sheconfessed。\"Itdidn’toccurtoyou,Isuppose,\"herhusbandremarked,withsomewhatstrainedsarcasm,\"thatyouwereanotherman’swife?\" \"Iamdoingmybesttoforgetthatfact,\"Philipparemindedhim。 \"Isee!Andheistohelpyou?\" \"Possibly。\" SirHenry’sirritationwasfastmergingintoanger。 \"Ishallturnthefellowoutofthehouse,\"hedeclared。 Philippashruggedhershoulders。 \"Whydon’tyou?\" Heseatedhimselfonthecouchbyhiswife’sside。\"Lookhere,Philippa,don’tlet’swrangle,\"hebegged。\"I’mafraidyou’llhavetomakeupyourmindtoseeagooddeallessofyourfriendLessingham,anyway。\" Philippa’sbrowswereknitted。Shewasconsciousofavagueuneasiness。 \"Really?Andwhy?\" \"Foronething,\"herhusbandexplained,\"becauseIdon’tintendtohavehimhangingaboutmyhouseduringmyabsence。\" \"Thebestwaytopreventthatwouldbenottogoaway,\"Philippasuggested。 \"Well,inallprobability,\"heannouncedguardedly,\"Iamnotgoingawayagain-atleastnotjustyet。\" Philippa’smannersuddenlychanged。Shelaiddownherwork。Herhandrestedlightlyuponherhusband’sshoulder。 \"Youmeanthatyouaregoingtogiveupthosehorriblefishingexcursionsofyours?\" \"ForthepresentIam,\"heassuredher。 \"Andareyougoingtodosomething-somework,Imean?\"sheaskedbreathlessly。 \"FortheimmediatepresentIamgoingtostayathomeandlookafteryou,\"hereplied。 Philippa’sfacefell。Hermannerbecamenotablycolder。 \"Youareverywise,\"shedeclared。\"Mr。Lessinghamisamostfascinatingperson。Weareallhalfinlovewithhim-evenHelen。\" \"Thefellowmusthaveawaywithhim,\"SirHenryconcededgrudgingly。 \"Asarulethepeopleherearenotover-keenonstrangers,unlesstheyhaveimmediateconnectionsintheneighbourhood。EvenGriffiths,whosincetheymadehimCommandant,isamanofmanysuspicions,seemsinclinedtoaccepthim。\" \"CaptainGriffithsdinedheretheothernight,\"Philipparemarked,\"andInoticedthatheandMr。Lessinghamseemedtogetonverywell。\" \"Thefellow’sallrightinhisway,nodoubt,\"SirHenrybegan。 \"Ofcourseheis,\"Philippainterrupted。\"HelenlikeshimquiteasmuchasIdo。\" \"DoeshemakelovetoHelen,too?\"SirHenryventured。 \"Don’ttalknonsense!\"Philipparetorted。\"Heisn’tthatsortofamanatall。Ifhehasmadelovetome,hehasdonesobecauseI haveencouragedhim,andifIhaveencouragedhim,itisyourfault。\" SirHenry,withanimpatientexclamation,rosefromhisplaceandtookacigarettefromanopenbox。 \"QuitetimeIstayedathome,Icansee。Allthesame,thefellow’sratherapuzzle。Ican’thelpwonderinghowhesucceededinmakingsuchaneasyconquestofaladywhohasscarcelybeennotoriousforherflirtations,andayoungwomanwhoismadlyinlovewithanotherman。Hehasn’t-\" \"Hasn’twhat?\" \"Hehasn’t,\"SirHenrycontinued,blowingoutthematchwhichhehadbeenholdingtohiscigaretteandthrowingitaway,\"beeninthepositionofbeingabletorenderyouorHelenanyservice,hashe?\" \"Idon’tunderstandyou,\"Philippareplied,alittleuneasily。 \"There’snothingtounderstand,\"SirHenrywenton。\"Iwassimplytryingtofindsomeexplanationforhisveni,vidi,vici。\" \"Idon’tthinkyouneedgoanyfurtherthanthefact,\"Philippaobserved,\"thatheiswell-bred,charmingandcompanionable。\" \"Incidentally,\"SirHenryqueried,\"doyouhappentohavecomeacrossanyoneherewhoeverheardofhimbefore?\" \"Idon’trememberanyone,\"Philippareplied。\"HewasatcollegewithRichard,youknow。\" SirHenrynodded。 \"Ofcourse,that’sawonderfulintroductiontoyouandHelen,\"headmitted。\"Andby-the-by,thatremindsme,\"hewenton,\"Ineversawsuchachangeintwowomeninmylife,asinyouandHelen。 AfewweeksagoyouwerefrettingyourselvestodeathaboutDick。 Nowyoudon’tseemtomentionhim,youbothofyoulookasthoughyouhadn’tacareintheworld,andyetyousayyouhaven’theardfromhim。Uponmyword,thisisgettingtobeahouseofmysteries!\" \"TheonlymysteryinitthatIcansee,isyou,Henry,\"shedeclared。 \"Me?\"heprotested。\"I’moneofthesimplest-mindedfellowsalive。 Whatistheremysteriousaboutme?\" \"Yourignominiouslife,\"wasthecoldreply。 \"Jove,Igotitthattime!\"hegroaned,-\"gotitintheneck!Butdidn’tItellyoujustnowthatIwasturningoveranewleaf?\" \"Thenproveit,\"Philippapleaded。\"LetmewritetoRaytonandbeghimtousehisinfluencetogetyousomethingtodo。Iamsureyouwouldbehappier,andIcan’ttellyouwhatadifferenceitwouldmaketome。\" \"It’sthatindoorworkIcouldn’tstick,oldthing,\"heconfided。 \"Youknow,they’resayingallthetimeit’sayoungman’swar。 They’dmakemetakesomeone’splaceathomebehindadesk。\"=20 \"Buteveniftheydid,\"sheprotested,\"eveniftheyputyouinacoalcellar,wouldn’tyoubehappiertofeelthatyouwerehelpingyourcountry?Wouldn’tyoubegladtoknowthatIwashappier?\" SirHenrymadeawryface。 \"Itseemstomethatyouroutlookisatriflesuperficial,dear,\" hegrumbled。\"However-nowwhatthedickensisthematter?\" ThedoorhadbeenopenedbyMills,withhisusualsmoothness,butJimmyDumble,outofbreathandexcited,pushedhiswayintotheroom。 \"Hullo?Whatisit,Jimmy?\"hispatrondemanded。 \"Begyourpardon,sir,\"wasthealmostincoherentreply。\"I’verunallthewayup,andthere’sararewindblowing。There’soneofour-ourtrawlerslyingoffthePoint,andshe’ssentupthreegreenandsixyellowballs。\" \"Whiting,byGod!\"SirHenryexclaimed。 \"Whiting!\"Philipparepeated,inagoniseddisgust。\"Whatdoesthismean,Henry?\" \"Itmustbeashoal,\"herhusbandexplained。\"Itmeansthatwe’vegottogetamongstthemquick。IstheIdadownonthebeach,Jimmy?\" \"Shethereallright,sir,\"wasthesomewhatdoubtfulreply,\"butus’llhaveararejobtogetaway,sir。Thattherenor’easterisblowinggreatgunsagainandit’sacrueltide。\" \"We’vegottogetoutsomehow,\"SirHenrydeclared。\"Mills,myoilskinsandflaskatonce。Isha’n’tchangeathing,butyoumightbringacardiganjacketandthewhiskyandsoda。\" Millswithdrew,alittledazed。Philippa,whosefingerswereclenchedtogether,foundhertongueatlast。 \"Henry!\"sheexclaimedfuriously。 \"Whatisit,mydear?\" \"Doyoumeantotellmethatafteryourpromise,\"shecontinued,\"afterwhatyouhavejustsaid,youarestartingoutto-nightforanotherfishingexpedition?\" \"Whiting,mydear,\"SirHenryexplained。\"Onecan’tpossiblymisswhiting。Wherethedevilaremykeys?-Heretheyare。Nowthen。\" Hesatdownbeforehisdesk,tooksomepapersfromthetopdrawer,rummagedaboutforamomentortwoinanother,andfoundwhatseemedtobeacoupleofchartsinoilskincases。Allthetimethewindwasshakingthewindows,andastormofrainwasbeatingagainstthepanes。