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类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:14889更新时间:19/01/05 09:25:41
ThetwoshadowyfiguresseenthroughthegreygauzesofthemorningbyRuth,fivehoursbeforethistime,hadgoneontotheopenplacebythenorthentranceofSylvaniaCastle,wherethelanetotheruinsoftheoldcastlebranchedoff。Alistenerwouldnothavegatheredthatasinglewordpassedbetweenthem。Themanwalkedwithdifficulty,supportedbythewoman。Atthisspottheystoppedandkissedeachotheralongwhile。 ’WeoughttowalkallthewaytoBudmouth,ifwewishnottobediscovered,’hesaidsadly。’AndIcan’tevengetacrosstheisland,evenbyyourhelp,darling。Itistwomilestothefootofthehill。’ She,whowastrembling,triedtospeakconsolingly: ’IfyoucouldwalkweshouldhavetogodowntheStreetofWells,whereperhapssomebodywouldknowme?NowifwegetbelowheretotheCove,can’twepushoffoneofthelittleboatsIsawtherelastnight,andpaddlealongclosetotheshoretillwegettothenorthside?Thenwecanwalkacrosstothestationverywell。Itisquitecalm,andasthetidesetsinthatdirection,itwilltakeusalongofitself,withoutmuchrowing。I’veoftengotroundinaboatthatway。’ Thisseemedtobetheonlyplanthatoffered,andabandoningthestraightroadtheywounddownthedefilespannedfurtheronbytheoldcastlearch,andformingtheoriginalfosseofthefortress。 Thestrokeoftheirownfootsteps,lightlyasthesefell,wasflappedbacktothemwithimpertinentgratuitousnessbytheverticalfacesoftherock,sostillwaseverythingaround。Alittlefurther,andtheyemergedupontheopenledgeofthelowertierofcliffs,totherightbeingtheslopingpathwayleadingdowntothesecludedcreekattheirbase——thesinglepracticablespotofexitfromorentrancetotheisleonthissidebyaseagoingcraft;onceanactivewharf,whencemanyafinepublicbuildinghadsailed——includingSaintPaul’sCathedral。 Thetimorousshadowyshapesdescendedthefootway,oneatleastofthemknowingtheplacesowellthatshefounditscarcelynecessarytoguideherselfdownbytouchingthenaturalwallofstoneonherrighthand,ashercompaniondid。Thus,withquicksuspensivebreathingstheyarrivedatthebottom,andtrodthefewyardsofshinglewhich,ontheforbiddingshorehereabout,couldbefoundatthisspotalone。Itwassosolitaryastobeunvisitedoftenforfour-and-twentyhoursbyalivingsoul。Upontheconfinedbeachweredrawnuptwoorthreefishing-lerrets,andacoupleofsmallerones,besidethembeingaroughslipwayforlaunching,andaboathouseoftarredboards。Thetwoloversunitedtheirstrengthtopushthesmallestoftheboatsdowntheslope,andfloatingittheyscrambledin。 Thegirlbrokethesilencebyasking,’Wherearetheoars?’ Hefeltabouttheboat,butcouldfindnone。’Iforgottolookfortheoars!’hesaid。 ’Theyarelockedintheboathouse,Isuppose。Nowwecanonlysteerandtrusttothecurrent!’ Thecurrentsherewereofacomplicatedkind。Itwastrue,asthegirlhadsaid,thatthetideranroundtothenorth,butataspecialmomentineveryfloodtheresetinalongtheshoreanarrowrefluxcontrarytothegeneralouterflow,called’TheSouthern’bythelocalsailors。ItwasproducedbythepeculiarcurvesofcoastlyingeastandwestoftheBeal;thesebentsouthwardintwobackstreamstheup-Channelflowoneachsideofthepeninsula,whichtwostreamsunitedoutsidetheBeal,andtheremetthedirecttidalflow,theconfluenceofthethreecurrentsmakingthesurfaceoftheseaatthispointtoboillikeapot,evenincalmestweather。Thedisturbedarea,asiswellknown,iscalledtheRace。 ThusalthoughtheouterseawasnowrunningnorthwardtotheroadsteadandthemainlandofWessex’TheSouthern’raninfullforcetowardstheBealandtheRacebeyond。Itcaughtthelovers’haplessboatinafewmoments,and,unabletorowacrossit——mereriver’swidththatitwas—— theybeheldthegreyrocksnearthem,andthegrimwrinkledforeheadoftheisleabove,slidingawaynorthwards。 Theygazedhelplesslyateachother,though,inthelong-livingfaithofyouth,withoutdistinctfear。Theundulationsincreasedinmagnitude,andswungthemhigherandlower。Theboatrocked,receivedasmartslapofthewavesnowandthen,andwheeledround,sothatthelightshipwhichstolidlywinkedatthemfromthequicksand,thesingleobjectwhichtoldthemoftheirbearings,wassometimesontheirrighthandandsometimesontheirleft。Neverthelesstheycouldalwaysdiscernfromitthattheircourse,whetherstemwardsorsternwards,wassteadilysouth。 Abrightideaoccurredtotheyoungman。Hepulledouthishandkerchiefand,strikingalight,setitonfire。Shegavehimhers,andhemadethatflareupalso。Theonlyavailablefuelleftwasthesmallumbrellathegirlhadbrought;thiswasalsokindledinanopenedstate,andhehelditupbythestemtillitwasconsumed。 Thelightshiphadloomedquitelargebythistime,andafewminutesaftertheyhadburntthehandkerchiefsandumbrellaacolouredflamerepliedtothemfromthevessel。Theyflungtheirarmsroundeachother。 ’Iknewweshouldn’tbedrowned!’saidAvicehysterically。 ’Ithoughtweshouldn’ttoo,’saidhe。 Withtheappearanceofdayaboatputofftotheirassistance,andtheyweretowedtowardstheheavyredhulkwiththelargewhitelettersonitsside。 3。VII。ANOLDTABERNACLEINANEWASPECT TheOctoberdaythickenedintodusk,andJocelynsatmusingbesidethecorpseofMrs。Pierston。Avicehavinggoneawaynobodyknewwhither,hehadactedasthenearestfriendofthefamily,andattendedaswellashecouldtothesombredutiesnecessitatedbyhermother’sdecease。 Itwasdoubtful,indeed,ifanybodyelsewereinapositiontodoso。 OfAvicetheSecond’stwobrothers,onehadbeendrownedatsea,andtheotherhademigrated,whileheronlychildbesidesthepresentAvicehaddiedininfancy。Asforherfriends,shehadbecomesoabsorbedinherambitiousandnearlyaccomplisheddesignofmarryingherdaughtertoJocelyn,thatshehadgraduallycompletedthatestrangementbetweenherselfandtheotherislanderswhichhadbeenbegunsolongagoaswhen,ayoungwoman,shehadherselfbeenaskedbyPierstontomarryhim。Onhertantalizinginabilitytoacceptthehonouroffered,sheandherhusbandhadbeensetupinamatter-of-factbusinessinthestonetradebyherpatron,butthatunforgettablerequestintheLondonstudiohadmadeherfeeleversincearefinedkinshipwithsculpture,andaproportionatealoofnessfrommerequarrying,whichwas,perhaps,nomorethanavenialweaknessinAvicetheSecond。Herdaughter’sobjectiontoJocelynshecouldneverunderstand。Toherowneyehewasnoolderthanwhenhehadproposedtoher。 AshesatdarklingheretheghostlyoutlinesofformershapestakenbyhisLovecameroundtheirsistertheunconsciouscorpse,confrontinghimfromthewallinsadarray,likethepicturedTrojanwomenbeheldbyAEneasonthewallsofCarthage。Manyofthemhehadidealizedinbustandinfigurefromtimetotime,butitwasnotassuchthatherememberedandreanimatedthemnow;ratherwasitinalltheirnaturalcircumstances,weaknesses,andstains。Andthenashecametohimselftheirvoicesgrewfainter;theyhadallgoneoffontheirdifferentcareers,andhewasleftherealone。 Theprobableridiculethatwouldresulttohimfromtheeventsofthedayhedidnotmindinitselfatall。Buthewouldfainhaveremovedthemisapprehensionsonwhichitwouldbebased。That,however,wasimpossible。Nobodywouldeverknowthetruthabouthim;whatitwashehadsoughtthathadsoeluded,tantalized,andescapedhim;whatitwasthathadledhimsuchadance,andhadatlast,ashebelievedjustnowinthefreshnessofhisloss,beendiscoveredinthegirlwhohadlefthim。Itwasnottheflesh;hehadneverkneltlowtothat。Notawomanintheworldhadbeenwreckedbyhim,thoughhehadbeenimpassionedbysomany。Nobodywouldguessthefurthersentiment——thecordialloving-kindness——whichhadlainbehindwhathadseemedtohimtheenrapturedfulfilmentofapleasingdestinypostponedforfortyyears。HisattractiontothethirdAvicewouldberegardedbytheworldastheselfishdesignsofanelderlymanonamaid。 Hislifeseemednolongeraprofessionalman’sexperience,butaghoststory;andhewouldfainhavevanishedfromhishauntsonthiscriticalafternoon,astheresthaddone。Hedesiredtosleepawayhistendencies,tomakesomethinghappenwhichwouldputanendtohisbondagetobeautyintheideal。 Sohesatontillitwasquitedark,andalightwasbrought。Therewasachillywindblowingoutside,andthelightshiponthequicksandafarlookedharassedandforlorn。Thehaggardsolitudewasbrokenbyaringatthedoor。 Pierstonheardavoicebelow,theaccentsofawoman。Theyhadagroundqualityoffamiliarity,asuperficialarticulationofstrangeness。Onlyonepersoninallhisexperiencehadeverpossessedpreciselythosetones;rich,asiftheyhadoncebeenpowerful。 Explanationsseemedtobeaskedforandgiven,andinaminutehewasinformedthataladywasdownstairswhomperhapshewouldliketosee。 ’Whoisthelady?’Jocelynasked。 Theservanthesitatedalittle。’Mrs。Leverre——themotherofthe—— younggentlemanMissAvicehasrunoffwith。’ ’Yes——I’llseeher,’saidPierston。 HecoveredthefaceofthedeadAvice,anddescended。’Leverre,’hesaidtohimself。Hisearshadknownthatnamebeforeto-day。ItwasthenamethosetravellingAmericanshehadmetinRomegavethewomanhesupposedmightbeMarciaBencomb。 Asuddenadjustinglightburstuponmanyfamiliarthingsatthatmoment。Hefoundthevisitorinthedrawing-room,standingupveiled,thecarriagewhichhadbroughtherbeinginwaitingatthedoor。Bythedimlighthecouldseenothingofherfeaturesinsuchcircumstances。 ’Mr。Pierston?’ ’IamMr。Pierston。’ ’YourepresentthelateMrs。Pierston?’ ’Ido——thoughIamnotoneofthefamily。’ ’Iknowit……IamMarcia——afterfortyyears。’ ’Iwasdiviningasmuch,Marcia。Maythelineshavefallentoyouinpleasantplacessincewelastmet!But,ofallmomentsofmylife,whydoyouchoosetohuntmeupnow?’ ’Why——Iamthestep-motherandonlyrelationoftheyoungmanyourbrideelopedwiththismorning。’ ’Iwasjustguessingthat,too,asIcamedownstairs。But——’ ’AndIamnaturallymakinginquiries。’ ’Yes。Letustakeitquietly,andshutthedoor。’ Marciasatdown。Andhelearntthattheconjunctionofoldthingsandnewwasnoaccident。WhatMrs。Pierstonhaddiscussedwithhernurseandneighbourasvagueintelligence,wasnowrevealedtoJocelynatfirsthandbyMarciaherself;how,manyyearsaftertheirseparation,andwhenshewasleftpoorbythedeathofherimpoverishedfather,shehadbecomethewifeofthatbygoneJerseyloverofhers,whowantedatendernurseandmotherfortheinfantlefthimbyhisfirstwiferecentlydeceased;howhehaddiedafewyearslater,leavingherwiththeboy,whomshehadbroughtupatSt。HeliersandinParis,educatinghimaswellasshecouldwithherlimitedmeans,tillhebecametheFrenchmasterataschoolinSandbourne;andhow,ayearago,sheandhersonhadgottoknowMrs。Pierstonandherdaughterontheirvisittotheisland,’toascertain,’sheadded,moredeliberately,’notentirelyforsentimentalreasons,whathadbecomeofthemanwithwhomIelopedinthefirstflushofmyyoungwomanhood,andonlymissedmarryingbymyownwill。’ Pierstonbowed。 ’Well,thatwashowtheacquaintancebetweenthechildrenbegan,andtheirpassionateattachmenttoeachother。’ShedetailedhowAvicehadinducedhermothertolethertakelessonsinFrenchofyoungLeverre,renderingtheirmeetingseasy。Marciahadneverthoughtofhinderingtheirintimacy,forinherrecentyearsofafflictionshehadacquiredanewinterestinthenameshehadrefusedtotakeinherpurse-proudyoungwomanhood;anditwasnotuntilsheknewhowdeterminedMrs。 PierstonwastomakeherdaughterJocelyn’swifethatshehadobjectedtoherson’sacquaintancewithAvice。Butitwastoolatetohinderwhathadbeenbegun。Hehadlatelybeenill,andshehadbeenfrightenedbyhisnotreturninghomethenightbefore。ThenoteshehadreceivedfromhimthatdayhadonlyinformedherthatAviceandhimselfhadgonetobemarriedimmediately——whithershedidnotknow。 ’Whatdoyoumeantodo?’sheasked。 ’Idonothing:thereisnothingtobedone……ItishowIservedhergrandmother——oneofTime’srevenges。’ ’Servedhersoforme。’ ’Yes。Nowshemeforyourson。’ Marciapausedalongwhilethinkingthatover,tillarousingherselfsheresumed:’Butcan’tweinquirewhichwaytheywentoutoftheisland,orgathersomeparticularsaboutthem?’ ’Aye——yes。Wewill。’ AndPierstonfoundhimselfasinadreamwalkingbesideMarciaalongtheroadintheircommonquest。Hediscoveredthatalmosteveryoneoftheneighbouringinhabitantsknewmoreabouttheloversthanhedidhimself。 Atthecornersomemenwereengagedinconversationontheoccurrence。 Itwasallusiveonly,butknowingthedialect,PierstonandMarciagathereditsimporteasily。Assoonasithadgotlightthatmorningoneoftheboatswasdiscoveredmissingfromthecreekbelow,andwhentheflightoftheloverswasmadeknownitwasinferredthattheyweretheculprits。 UnconsciouslyPierstonturnedinthedirectionofthecreek,withoutregardingwhetherMarciafollowedhim,andthoughitwasdarkerthanwhenAviceandLeverrehaddescendedinthemorninghepursuedhiswaydowntheinclinetillhereachedthewater-side。 ’Isthatyou,Jocelyn?’ TheinquirycamefromMarcia。Shewasbehindhim,abouthalf-waydown。 ’Yes,’hesaid,noticingthatitwasthefirsttimeshehadcalledhimbyhisChristianname。 ’Ican’tseewhereyouare,andIamafraidtofollow。’ Afraidtofollow。Howstrangelythatalteredhisconceptionofher。 Tillthismomentshehadstoodinhismindastheimperious,invincibleMarciaofold。Therewasastrangepathosinthisrevelation。Hewentbackandfeltforherhand。’I’llleadyoudown,’hesaid。Andhedidso。 Theylookedoutuponthesea,andthelightshipshiningasifithadquiteforgottenallaboutthefugitives。’Iamsouneasy,’saidMarcia。’Doyouthinktheygotsafelytoland?’ ’Yes,’repliedsomeoneotherthanJocelyn。Itwasaboatmansmokingintheshadowoftheboathouse。Heinformedherthattheywerepickedupbythelightshipmen,andafterwards,attheirrequest,takenacrosstotheoppositeshore,wheretheylanded,proceedingthenceonfoottothenearestrailwaystationandenteringthetrainforLondon。Thisintelligencehadreachedtheislandaboutanhourbefore。 ’They’llbemarriedto-morrowmorning!’saidMarcia。 ’Somuchthebetter。Don’tregretit,Marcia。Heshallnotlosebyit。Ihavenorelationintheworldexceptsometwentiethcousinsintheisle,ofwhomherfatherwasone,andI’lltakestepsatoncetomakeheragoodmatchforhim。Asforme……Ihavelivedadaytoolong。’ 3。VIII。’ALASFORTHISGREYSHADOW,ONCEAMAN!’ InthemonthofNovemberwhichfollowedPierstonwaslyingdangerouslyillofafeverathishouseinLondon。 ThefuneralofthesecondAvicehadhappenedtobeononeofthosedrenchingafternoonsoftheautumn,whentherawrainflieslevelasthemissilesoftheancientinhabitantsacrossthebeakedpromontorywhichhasformedthesceneofthisnarrative,scarcelyalightingexceptagainsttheuprightsidesofthingssturdyenoughtostanderect。Onepersononlyfollowedthecorpseintothechurchaschiefmourner,JocelynPierston——fickleloverinthebrief,faithfulfriendinthelongrun。NomeanshadbeenfoundofcommunicatingwithAvicebeforetheinterment,thoughthedeathhadbeenadvertisedinthelocalandotherpapersinthehopethatitmightcatchhereye。 So,whenthepatheticprocessioncameoutofthechurchandmovedroundintothegraveyard,ahiredvehiclefromBudmouthwasseencomingatgreatspeedalongtheopenroadfromTop-o’-Hill。Itstoppedatthechurchyardgate,andayoungmanandwomanalightedandentered,thevehiclewaiting。TheyglidedalongthepathandreachedPierston’ssidejustasthebodywasdepositedbythegrave。 Hedidnotturnhishead。HeknewitwasAvice,withHenriLeverre——bythistime,hesupposed,herhusband。Herremorsefulgrief,thoughsilent,seemedtoimpregnatetheatmospherewithitsheaviness。 PerceivingthattheyhadnotexpectedhimtobetherePierstonedgedback;andwhentheservicewasoverhekeptstillfurtheraloof,anactofconsideratenesswhichsheseemedtoappreciate。 Thus,byhisowncontrivance,neitherAvicenortheyoungmanheldcommunicationwithJocelynbywordorbysign。Aftertheburialtheyreturnedastheyhadcome。 ItwassupposedthathisexposurethatdayinthebleakestchurchyardinWessex,tellinguponadistractedmentalandbodilycondition,hadthrownPierstonintothechillandfeverwhichheldhimswayingforweeksbetweenlifeanddeathshortlyafterhisreturntotown。Whenhehadpassedthecrisis,andbegantoknowagainthattherewassuchastateasmentalequilibriumandphysicalcalm,heheardawhisperedconversationgoingonaroundhim,andthetouchoffootstepsonthecarpet。Thelightinthechamberwassosubduedthatnothingaroundhimcouldbeseenwithanydistinctness。Twolivingfigureswerepresent,anursemovingaboutsoftly,andavisitor。Hediscernedthatthelatterwasfeminine,andforthetimethiswasall。 Hewasrecalledtohissurroundingsbyavoicemurmuringtheinquiry: ’Doesthelighttryyoureyes?’ Thetonesseemedfamiliar:theywerespokenbythewomanwhowasvisitinghim。HerecollectedthemtobeMarcia’s,andeverythingthathadhappenedbeforehefellillcamebacktohismind。 ’Areyouhelpingtonurseme,Marcia?’heasked。 ’Yes。Ihavecomeuptostayheretillyouarebetter,asyouseemtohavenootherwomanfriendwhocareswhetheryouaredeadoralive。I amlivingquitenear。Iamgladyouhavegotroundthecorner。Wehavebeenveryanxious。’ ’Howgoodyouare!……And——haveyouheardoftheothers?’ ’Theyaremarried。Theyhavebeenheretoseeyou,andareverysorry。 Shesatbyyou,butyoudidnotknowher。Shewasbrokendownwhenshediscoveredhermother’sdeath,whichhadneveronceoccurredtoherasbeingimminent。Theyhavegoneawayagain。Ithoughtitbestsheshouldleave,nowthatyouareoutofdanger。NowyoumustbequiettillIcomeandtalkagain。’ Pierstonwasconsciousofasingularchangeinhimself,whichhadbeenrevealedbythisslightdiscourse。Hewasnolongerthesamemanthathehadhithertobeen。Themalignantfever,orhisexperiences,orboth,hadtakenawaysomethingfromhim,andputsomethingelseinitsplace。 Duringthenextdays,withfurtherintellectualexpansion,hebecameclearlyawareofwhatthiswas。Theartisticsensehadlefthim,andhecouldnolongerattachadefinitesentimenttoimagesofbeautyrecalledfromthepast。Hisappreciativenesswascapableofexercisingitselfonlyonutilitarianmatters,andrecollectionofAvice’sgoodqualitiesalonehadanyeffectonhismind;ofherappearancenoneatall。 Atfirsthewasappalled;andthenhesaid,’ThankGod!’ Marcia,who,withsomethingofheroldabsolutism,cametohishousecontinuallytoinquireandgiveorders,andtohisroomtoseehimeveryafternoon,foundoutforherselfinthecourseofhisconvalescencethisstrangedeathofthesensuoussideofJocelyn’snature。ShehadsaidthatAvicewasgettingextraordinarilyhandsome,andthatshedidnotwonderherstepsonlosthishearttoher——aninadvertentremarkwhichsheimmediatelyregretted,infearlestitshouldagitatehim。Hemerelyanswered,however,’Yes;Isupposesheishandsome。She’smore——awisegirlwhowillmakeagoodhousewifeintime……Iwishyouwerenothandsome,Marcia。’ ’Why?’ ’Idon’tquiteknowwhy。Well——itseemsastupidqualitytome。I can’tunderstandwhatitisgoodforanymore。’ ’O——Iasawomanthinkthere’sgoodinit。’ ’Isthere?ThenIhavelostallconceptionofit。Idon’tknowwhathashappenedtome。IonlyknowIdon’tregretit。RobinsonCrusoelostadayinhisillness:Ihavelostafaculty,forwhichlossHeavenbepraised!’ Therewassomethingpatheticinthisannouncement,andMarciasighedasshesaid,’Perhapswhenyougetstrongitwillcomebacktoyou。’ Pierstonshookhishead。ItthenoccurredtohimthatneversincethereappearanceofMarciahadheseenherinfulldaylight,orwithoutabonnetandthickveil,whichshealwaysretainedonthesefrequentvisits,andthathehadbeenunconsciouslyregardingherastheMarciaoftheirearlytime,afancywhichthesmallchangeinhervoicewellsustained。Thestatelyfigure,thegoodcolour,theclassicalprofile,theratherlargehandsomenoseandsomewhatprominent,regularteeth,thefulldarkeye,formedstilltheMarciaofhisimagination;thequeenlycreaturewhohadinfatuatedhimwhenthefirstAvicewasdespisedandhersuccessorsunknown。Itwasthisoldideawhich,inhisrevoltfrombeauty,hadledtohisregretatherassumedhandsomeness。Hebeganwonderingnowhowmuchremainedofthatpresentationafterfortyyears。 ’Whydon’tyoueverletmeseeyou,Marcia?’heasked。 ’O,Idon’tknow。Youmeanwithoutmybonnet?Youhaveneveraskedmeto,andIamobligedtowrapupmyfacewiththiswoolveilbecauseI suffersofromachesinthesecoldwinterwinds,thoughathickveilisawkwardforanyonewhosesightisnotsogoodasitwas。’ TheimpregnableMarcia’ssightnotsogoodasitwas,andherfaceintheachingstageoflife:thesesimplethingscameassermonstoJocelyn。 ’ButcertainlyIwillgratifyyourcuriosity,’sheresumedgood- naturedly。’Itisreallyacomplimentthatyoushouldstilltakethatsortofinterestinme。’ Shehadmovedroundfromthedarksideoftheroomtothelamp——forthedaylighthadgone——andshenowsuddenlytookoffthebonnet,veilandall。Shestoodrevealedtohiseyesasremarkablygood-looking,consideringthelapseofyears。 ’Iam——vexed!’hesaid,turninghisheadasideimpatiently。’Youarefairandfive-and-thirty——notadaymore。Youstillsuggestbeauty。 YOUwon’tdoasachastisement,Marcia!’ ’Ah,butImay!Tothinkthatyouknowwomannobetterafterallthistime!’ ’How?’ ’Tobesoeasilydeceived。Think:itislamplight;andyoursightisweakatpresent;and……Well,Ihavenoreasonforbeinganythingbutcandidnow,Godknows!SoIwilltellyou……Myhusbandwasyoungerthanmyself;andhehadanabsurdwishtomakepeoplethinkhehadmarriedayoungandfresh-lookingwoman。TofallinwithhisvanityItriedtolookit。WewereofteninParis,andIbecameasskilledinbeautifyingartificesasanypasseewifeoftheFaubourgSt。 Germain。SincehisdeathIhavekeptupthepractice,partlybecausetheviceisalmostineradicable,andpartlybecauseIfoundthatithelpedmewithmeninbringinguphisboyonsmallmeans。AtthismomentIamfrightfullymadeup。ButIcancurethat。I’llcomeinto-morrowmorning,ifitisbright,justasIreallyam;you’llfindthatTimehasnotdisappointedyou。RememberIamasoldasyourself; andIlookit。’ Themorrowcame,andwithitMarcia,quiteearly,asshehadpromised。 Ithappenedtobesunny,andshuttingthebedroomdoorshewentroundtothewindow,wheresheuncoveredimmediately,inhisfullview,andsaid,’SeeifIamsatisfactorynow——toyouwhothinkbeautyvain。Therestofme——anditisagooddeal——liesonmydressing-tableathome。 Ishallneverputitonagain——never!’ Butshewasawoman;andherlipsquivered,andtherewasatearinhereye,assheexposedtheruthlesstreatmenttowhichshehadsubjectedherself。Thecruelmorningrays——aswithJocelynunderAvice’sscrutiny——showedintheirfullbareness,unenrichedbyaddition,undisguisedbytheartsofcolourandshade,thethinremainsofwhathadoncebeenMarcia’smajesticbloom。ShestoodtheimageandsuperscriptionofAge——anoldwoman,paleandshrivelled,herforeheadploughed,hercheekhollow,herhairwhiteassnow。Tothisthefaceheoncekissedhadbeenbroughtbytheraspings,chisellings,scourgings,bakings,freezingsoffortyinvidiousyears——bythethinkingsofmorethanhalfalifetime。 ’IamsorryifIshockyou,’shewentonhuskilybutfirmly,ashedidnotspeak。’Butthemothfretsthegarmentsomewhatinsuchaninterval。’ ’Yes——yes!……Marcia,youareabravewoman。Youhavethecourageofthegreatwomenofhistory。Icannolongerlove;butIadmireyoufrommysoul!’ ’Don’tsayIamgreat。SayIhavebeguntobepassablyhonest。Itismorethanenough。’ ’Well——I’llsaynothingthen,morethanhowwonderfulitisthatawomanshouldhavebeenabletoputbacktheclockofTimethirtyyears!’ ’Itshamesmenow,Jocelyn。Ishallneverdoitanymore!’ *** Assoonashewasstrongenoughhegothertotakehimroundtohisstudioinacarriage。Theplacehadbeenkeptaired,buttheshutterswereshut,andtheyopenedthemthemselves。Helookedrounduponthefamiliarobjects——somecompleteandmatured,themainofthemseedlings,grafts,andscionsofbeauty,waitingforamindtogrowtoperfectionin。 ’No——Idon’tlikethem!’hesaid,turningaway。’Theyareasuglinesstome!Idon’tfeelasingletouchofkinwithorinterestinanyoneofthemwhatever。’ ’Jocelyn——thisissad。’ ’No——notatall。’Hewentagaintowardsthedoor。’Nowletmelookround。’Helookedback,Marciaremainingsilent。’TheAphrodites——howIinsultedherfairformbythosefailures!——theFreyjas,theNymphsandFauns,Eves,Avices,andotherinnumerableWell-Beloveds——Iwanttoseethemneveranymore!……\"Insteadofsweetsmellthereshallbestink,andthereshallbeburninginsteadofbeauty,\"saidtheprophet。’ Andtheycameaway。OnanotherafternoontheywenttotheNationalGallery,totesthistasteinpaintings,whichhadformerlybeengood。 Asshehadexpected,itwasjustthesamewithhimthere。Hesawnomoretomovehim,hedeclared,inthetime-defyingpresentationsofPerugino,Titian,Sebastiano,andotherstatuesquecreatorsthanintheworkofthepavementartisttheyhadpassedontheirway。 ’Itisstrange!’saidshe。 ’Idon’tregretit。Thatfeverhaskilledafacultywhichhas,afterall,broughtmemygreatestsorrows,ifafewlittlepleasures。Letusbegone。’ Hewasnowsowelladvancedinconvalescencethatitwasdeemedamostdesirablethingtotakehimdownintohisnativeair。Marciaagreedtoaccompanyhim。’Idon’tseewhyIshouldn’t,’saidshe。’Anoldfriendlesswomanlikeme,andyouanoldfriendlessman。’ ’Yes。ThankHeavenIamoldatlast。Thecurseisremoved。’ ItmaybeshortlystatedherethatafterhisdeparturefortheislePierstonneveragainsawhisstudiooritscontents。Hehadbeendowntherebutabriefwhilewhen,findinghissenseofbeautyinartandnatureabsolutelyextinct,hedirectedhisagentintowntodispersethewholecollection;whichwasdone。Hisleaseofthebuildingwassold,andinthecourseoftimeanothersculptorwonadmirationtherefromthosewhoknewnotJoseph。ThenextyearhisnamefiguredontheretiredlistofAcademicians。 *** Astimewentonhegrewaswellasoneofhisagecouldexpecttobeaftersuchablastingillness,butremainedontheisle,intheonlyhousehenowpossessed,acomparativelysmalloneatthetopoftheStreetofWells。AgrowingsenseoffriendshipwhichitwouldbefoolishtointerruptledhimtotakeasomewhatsimilarhouseforMarciaquitenear,andremoveherfurniturethitherfromSandbourne。 WhenevertheafternoonwasfinehewouldcallforherandtheywouldtakeastrolltogethertowardstheBeal,ortheancientCastle,seldomgoingthewholeway,hissciaticaandherrheumatismeffectuallypreventingthem,exceptinthedriestatmospheres。Hehadnowchangedhisstyleofdressentirely,appearingalwaysinahomelysuitoflocalmake,andofthefashionofthirtyyearsbefore,theachievementofatailoressatEastQuarriers。Healsolethisiron-greybeardgrowasitwould,andwhatlittlehairhehadleftfromthebaldnesswhichhadfollowedthefever。Andthus,numberinginyearsbuttwo-and-sixty,hemighthavepassedforseventy-five。 Thoughtheirearlyadventureaslovershadhappenedsolongago,itshistoryhadbecomeknownintheislewithmysteriousrapidityandfulnessofdetail。Thegossiptowhichitsbearingontheirpresentfriendshipgaverisewasthesubjectoftheirconversationononeofthesewalksalongthecliffs。 ’Itisextraordinarywhataninterestourneighbourstakeinouraffairs,’heobserved。’Theysay\"thoseoldfolkoughttomarry; betterlatethannever。\"That’showpeopleare——wantingtoroundoffotherpeople’shistoriesinthebestmachine-madeconventionalmanner。’ ’Yes。Theykeeponaboutittome,too,indirectly。’ ’Dothey!Ibelieveadeputationwillwaituponussomemorning,requestingintheinterestsofmatchmakingthatwewillpleasetogetmarriedassoonaspossible……Hownearweweretodoingitfortyyearsago,onlyyouweresoindependent!Ithoughtyouwouldhavecomebackandwasmuchsurprisedthatyoudidn’t。’ ’Myindependentideaswerenotblameworthyinme,asanislander,thoughasakimberlinyoungladyperhapstheywouldhavebeen。Therewassimplynoreasonfromanislander’spointofviewwhyIshouldcomeback,sincenoresultthreatenedfromourunion;andIdidn’t。Myfatherkeptthatviewbeforeme,andIbowedtohisjudgment。’ ’Andsotheislandruledourdestinies,thoughwewerenotonit。Yes—— weareinhandsnotourown……Didyouevertellyourhusband?’ ’No。’ ’Didheeverhearanything?’ ’NotthatIamaware。’ Callinguponheroneday,hefoundherinastateofgreatdiscomfort。 Incertaingustywindsthechimneysofthelittlehouseshehadtakenheresmokedintolerably,andoneofthesewindswasblowingthen。Herdrawing-roomfirecouldnotbekeptburning,andratherthanletawomanwhosufferedfromrheumatismshiverfirelessheaskedhertocomeroundandlunchwithhimasshehadoftendonebefore。Astheywenthethought,notforthefirsttime,howneedlessitwasthatsheshouldbeputtothisinconveniencebytheiroccupyingtwohouses,whenonewouldbettersuittheirnowconstantcompanionship,anddisembarrassheroftheobjectionablechimneys。Moreover,bymarryingMarcia,andestablishingaparentalrelationwiththeyoungpeople,theratherdelicatebusinessofhismakingthemaregularallowancewouldbecomeanaturalproceeding。 Andsothezealouswishesoftheneighbourstogiveageometricalshapetotheirstorywerefulfilledalmostinspiteofthechiefpartiesthemselves。Whenheputthequestiontoherdistinctly,Marciaadmittedthatshehadalwaysregrettedtheimperiousdecisionofheryouth;andshemadenoadoaboutacceptinghim。 ’Ihavenolovetogive,youknow,Marcia,’hesaid。’ButsuchfriendshipasIamcapableofisyourstilltheend。’ ’Itisnearlythesamewithme——perhapsnotquite。But,liketheotherpeople,Ihavesomehowfelt,andyouwillunderstandwhy,thatIoughttobeyourwifebeforeIdie。’ Itchancedthatadayortwobeforetheceremony,whichwasfixedtotakeplaceveryshortlyaftertheforegoingconversation,Marcia’srheumatismsuddenlybecameacute。Theattackpromised,however,tobeonlytemporary,owingtosomeaccidentalexposureofherselfinmakingpreparationsforremoval,andastheythoughtitundesirabletopostponetheirunionforsuchareason,Marcia,afterbeingwellwrappedup,waswheeledintothechurchinachair。 *** Amonththereafter,whentheyweresittingatbreakfastonemorning,Marciaexclaimed’Well——goodheavens!’whilereadingalettershehadjustreceivedfromAvice,whowaslivingwithherhusbandinahousePierstonhadboughtforthematSandbourne。 Jocelynlookedup。 ’Why——AvicesaysshewantstobeseparatedfromHenri!Didyoueverhearofsuchathing!She’scominghereaboutitto-day。’ ’Separated?Whatdoesthechildmean!’Pierstonreadtheletter。 ’Ridiculousnonsense!’hecontinued。’Shedoesn’tknowwhatshewants。 Isayshesha’n’tbeseparated!Tellherso,andthere’sanendofit。 Why——howlonghavetheybeenmarried?Nottwelvemonths。Whatwillshesaywhentheyhavebeenmarriedtwentyyears!’ Marciaremainedreflecting。’Ithinkthatremorsefulfeelingsheunluckilyhasattimes,ofhavingdisobeyedhermother,andcausedherdeath,makesherirritable,’shemurmured。’Poorchild!’ Lunch-timehadhardlycomewhenAvicearrived,lookingverytearfulandexcited。Marciatookherintoaninnerroom,hadaconversationwithher,andtheycameouttogether。 ’Oit’snothing,’saidMarcia。’Itellhershemustgobackdirectlyshehashadsomeluncheon。’ ’Ah,that’sallverywell!’sobbedAvice。’B-b-butifyouhadbeenm- marriedsolongasIhave,y-youwouldn’tsaygobacklikethat!’ ’Whatisitallabout?’inquiredPierston。 ’HesaidthatifheweretodieI——I——shouldbelookingoutforsomebodywithfairhairandgreyeyes,just——justtospitehiminhisgrave,becausehe’sdark,andhe’squitesureIdon’tlikedarkpeople! Andthenhesaid——ButIwon’tbesotreacherousastotellanymoreabouthim!Iwish——’ ’Avice,yourmotherdidthisverything。Andshewentbacktoherhusband。Nowyouaretodothesame。Letmesee;thereisatrain——’ ’Shemusthavesomethingtoeatfirst。Sitdown,dear。’ ThequestionwassettledbythearrivalofHenrihimselfattheendofluncheon,withaveryanxiousandpaleface。Pierstonwentofftoabusinessmeeting,andlefttheyoungcoupletoadjusttheirdifferencesintheirownway。 Hisbusinesswas,amongkindredundertakingswhichfollowedtheextinctionoftheWell-Belovedandotherideals,toadvanceaschemefortheclosingoftheoldnaturalfountainsintheStreetofWells,becauseoftheirpossiblecontamination,andsupplyingthetownletwithwaterfrompipes,aschemethatwascarriedoutathisexpense,asiswellknown。Hewasalsoengagedinacquiringsomeoldmoss-grown,mullionedElizabethancottages,forthepurposeofpullingthemdownbecausetheyweredamp;whichheafterwardsdid,andbuiltnewoneswithhollowwalls,andfullofventilators。 Atpresentheissometimesmentionedas’thelateMr。Pierston’bygourd-likeyoungart-criticsandjournalists;andhisproductionsarealludedtoasthoseofamannotwithoutgenius,whosepowerswereinsufficientlyrecognizedinhislifetime。