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类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:20161更新时间:19/01/05 09:25:41
Hymen,insecretorovertguise,seemedtohauntPierstonjustatthistimewithundignifiedmockerywhichsavouredratherofHarlequinthanofthetorch-bearer。TwodaysafterpartinginaloneislandfromthegirlhehadsodisinterestedlylovedhemetinPiccadillyhisfriendSomers,wonderfullysprucedup,andhasteningalongwithapreoccupiedface。 ’Mydearfellow,’saidSomers,’whatdoyouthink!Iwaschargednottotellyou,but,hangit!Imayjustaswellmakeacleanbreastofitnowaslater。’ ’What——youarenotgoingto……’beganPierston,withdivination。 ’Yes。WhatIsaidonimpulsesixmonthsbackIamabouttocarryoutincoldblood。NicholaandIbeganinjestandendedinearnest。Wearegoingtotakeoneanothernextmonthforgoodandall。’ PARTTHIRD——AYOUNGMANOFSIXTY ’Inmethouseesttheglowingofsuchfire,ThatontheashesofhisyouthdothlieAsthedeath-bedwhereonitmustexpire,Consumedwiththatwhichitwasnourishedby。’ ——W。SHAKESPEARE。 3。I。SHERETURNSFORTHENEWSEASON TwentyyearshadspreadtheirfilmsovertheeventswhichwoundupwiththereunionofthesecondAviceandherhusband;andthehoarypeninsulacalledanislandlookedjustthesameasbefore;thoughmanywhohadformerlyprojectedtheirdailyshadowsuponitsunrelievedsummerwhitenessceasednowtodisturbthecolourlesssunlightthere。 Thegeneralchange,nevertheless,wassmall。Thesilentshipscameandwentfromthewharf,thechiselsclinkedinthequarries;fileafterfileofwhitey-brownhorses,instringsofeightorten,painfullydraggeddownthehillthesquareblocksofstoneontheantediluvianwoodenwheelsjustasusual。ThelightshipwinkedeverynightfromthequicksandstotheBealLantern,andtheBealLanternglaredthroughitseye-glassontheship。ThecaninegnawingaudibleonthePebble-bankhadbeenrepeatedeversinceateachtide,butthepebblesremainedundevoured。 Mendrank,smoked,andspatintheinnswithonlyalittlemoreadulterationintheirrefreshmentsandatriflelessdialectintheirspeechthanofyore。ButonefigurehadneverbeenseenontheChannelrockintheinterval,theformofPierstonthesculptor,whosefirstuseofthechiselthatrockhadinstigated。 Hehadlivedabroadagreatdeal,and,infact,atthisverydatehewasstayingatanhotelinRome。ThoughhehadnotonceseteyesonAvicesincepartingfromherintheroomwithherfirstborn,hehadmanagedtoobtaintidingsofherfromtimetotimeduringtheinterval。 InthiswayPierstonlearntthat,shortlyaftertheirresumptionofacommonlifeinherhouse,Ikehadill-usedher,tillfortunately,thebusinesstowhichJocelynhadassistedhimchancingtoprosper,hebecameimmersedinitsdetails,andallowedAvicetopursueherhouseholdcourseswithoutinterference,initiatingthatkindofdomesticreconciliationwhichissocalmanddurable,havingasitschiefingredientneitherhatenorlove,butanall-embracingindifference。 AtfirstPierstonhadsenthersumsofmoneyprivately,fearinglestherhusbandshoulddenyhermaterialcomforts;buthesoonfound,tohisgreatrelief,thatsuchhelpwasunnecessary,socialambitionpromptingIketosetupasquiteagentleman-islander,andtoallowAviceascopeforshowwhichhewouldneverhaveallowedinmerekindness。 BeinginRome,asaforesaid,Pierstonreturnedoneeveningtohishoteltodine,afterspendingtheafternoonamongthebustsinthelonggalleryoftheVatican。Theunconscioushabit,commontosomanypeople,oftracinglikesinunlikeshadoftenledhimtodiscern,ortofancyhediscerned,intheRomanatmosphere,initslightsandshades,andparticularlyinitsreflectedorsecondarylights,somethingresemblingtheatmosphereofhisnativepromontory。Perhapsitwasthatineachcasetheeyewasmostlyrestingonstone——thatthequarriesofruinsintheEternalCityremindedhimofthequarriesofmaidenrockathome。 Thisbeinginhismindwhenhesatdowntodinneratthecommontable,hewassurprisedtohearanAmericangentleman,whosatopposite,mentionthenameofPierston’sbirthplace。TheAmericanwastalkingtoafriendaboutalady——anEnglishwidow,whoseacquaintancetheyhadrenewedsomewhereintheChannelIslandsduringarecenttour,afterhavingknownherasayoungwomanwhocametoSanFranciscowithherfatherandmothermanyyearsbefore。Herfatherwasthenarichmanjustretiredfromthebusinessofastone-merchantintheIsleofSlingers;buthehadengagedinlargespeculations,andhadlostnearlyallhisfortune。Jocelynfurthergatheredthatthewidoweddaughter’snamewasMrs。Leverre;thatshehadastep-son,herhusbandhavingbeenaJerseygentleman,awidower;andthatthestep-sonseemedtobeapromisingandinterestingyoungman。 Pierstonwasinstantlystruckwiththeperceptionthattheseandotherallusions,thoughgeneral,wereinaccordwiththehistoryofhislong- lostMarcia。Hehardlyfeltanydesiretohuntherupafternearlytwoscoreyearsofseparation,buthewasimpressedenoughtoresolvetoexchangeawordwiththestrangersassoonashecouldgetopportunity。 Hecouldnotwellattracttheirattentionthroughtheplantsuponthewidetable,andevenifhehadbeenablehewasdisinclinedtoaskquestionsinpublic。Hewaitedontilldinnerwasover,andwhenthestrangerswithdrewPierstonwithdrewintheirrear。 Theywerenotinthedrawing-room,andhefoundthattheyhadgoneout。 Therewasnochanceofovertakingthem,butPierston,wakedtorestlessnessbytheirremarks,wanderedupanddowntheadjoiningPiazzadiSpagna,thinkingtheymightreturn。Thestreetsbelowwereimmersedinshade,thefrontofthechurchoftheTrinitade’Montiatthetopwasfloodedwithorangelight,thegloomofeveninggraduallyintensifyinguponthebroad,longflightofsteps,whichfoot- passengersincessantlyascendedanddescendedwiththeinsignificanceofants;theduskwrappedupthehousetotheleft,inwhichShelleyhadlived,andthattotheright,inwhichKeatshaddied。 GettingbacktothehotelhelearntthattheAmericanshadonlydroppedintodine,andwerestayingelsewhere。Hesawnomoreofthem;andonreflectionhewasnotdeeplyconcerned,forwhatearthlywoman,goingoffinafreakasMarciahaddone,andkeepingsilencesolong,wouldcareforabelatedfriendshipwithhimnowinthesere,evenifheweretotakethetroubletodiscoverher。 *** ThusmuchMarcia。TheotherthreadofhisconnectionwiththeancientIsleofSlingerswasstirredbyaletterhereceivedfromAvicealittleafterthisdate,inwhichshestatedthatherhusbandIkehadbeenkilledinhisownquarrybyanaccidentwithinthepastyear;thatsheherselfhadbeenill,andthoughwellagain,andleftamplyprovidedfor,shewouldliketoseehimifheevercamethatway。 Asshehadnotcommunicatedforseverallongyears,herexpressedwishtoseehimnowwaslikelytobepromptedbysomethingmore,somethingnewer,thanmemoriesofhim。Yetthemannerofherwritingprecludedallsuspicionthatshewasthinkingofhimasanoldloverwhosesuiteventshadnowmadepracticable。Hetoldherhewassorrytohearthatshehadbeenill,andthathewouldcertainlytakeanearlyopportunityofgoingdowntoherhomeonhisnextvisittoEngland。 Hedidmore。Herrequesthadrevivedthoughtsofhisoldhomeanditsassociations,andinsteadofawaitingotherreasonsforareturnhemadehertheoperatingone。AboutaweeklaterhestoodonceagainatthefootofthefamiliarsteepwhereonthehousesattheentrancetotheIslewereperchedlikegreypigeonsonaroof-side。 AtTop-o’-Hill——asthesummitoftherockwasmostlycalled——hestoodlookingatthebusydoingsinthequarriesbeyond,wherethenumerousblackhoisting-cranesscatteredoverthecentralplateauhadtheappearanceofaswarmofcrane-fliesrestingthere。Hewentalittlefurther,madesomegeneralinquiriesabouttheaccidentwhichhadcarriedoffAvice’shusbandinthepreviousyear,andlearntthatthoughnowawidow,shehadplentyoffriendsandsympathizersabouther,whichrenderedanyimmediateattentiontoheronhispartunnecessary。Considering,therefore,thattherewasnogreatreasonwhyheshouldcallonhersosoon,andwithoutwarning,heturnedback。 Perhapsafterallherrequesthadbeendictatedbyamomentaryfeelingonly,andaconsiderablestrangenesstoeachothermustnaturallybetheresultofascoreofdividingyears。Descendingtothebottomhetookhisseatinthetrainontheshore,whichsooncarriedhimalongtheBank,androundtothewatering-placefivemilesoff,atwhichhehadtakenuphisquartersforafewdays。 Here,ashestayedon,hislocalinterestsrevived。Wheneverhewentouthecouldseetheislandthatwasoncehishomelyinglikeagreatsnailupontheseaacrossthebay。Itwasthespringoftheyear; localsteamershadbeguntorun,andhewasnevertiredofstandingonthethinlyoccupieddeckofoneoftheseasitskirtedtheislandandrevealedtohimonthecliffsfarupitsheighttheruinsofRed-KingCastle,behindwhichthelittlevillageofEastQuarrierslay。 Thusmatterswenton,iftheydidnotratherstandstill,forseveraldaysbeforePierstonredeemedhisvaguepromisetoseekAviceout。Andinthemeantimehewassurprisedbythearrivalofanotherletterfromherbyaroundaboutroute。Shehadheard,shesaid,thathehadbeenontheisland,andimaginedhimthereforetobestayingsomewherenear。 Whydidhenotcallashehadtoldherhewoulddo?Shewasalwaysthinkingofhim,andwishingtoseehim。 Hertonewasanxious,andtherewasnodoubtthatshereallyhadsomethingtosaywhichshedidnotwanttowrite。Hewonderedwhatitcouldbe,andstartedthesameafternoon。 Avice,whohadbeenlittleinhismindoflateyears,begantorenewforherselfadistinctpositiontherein。Hewasfullyawarethatsincehisearliermanhoodachangehadcomeoverhisregardofwomankind。 Oncetheindividualhadbeennothingmoretohimthanthetemporaryabiding-placeofthetypicalorideal;nowhisheartshoweditsbenttobeagrowingfidelitytothespecimen,withallherpatheticflawsofdetail;whichflaws,sofarfromsendinghimfurther,increasedhistenderness。Thismaturerfeeling,iffinerandhigher,waslessconvenientthantheold。Ardoursofpassioncouldbefeltasinyouthwithouttherecuperativeintervalswhichhadaccompaniedevanescence。 Thefirstsensationwastofindthatshehadlongceasedtoliveinthelittlefreeholdcottageshehadoccupiedofold。Inanswertohisinquirieshewasdirectedalongtheroadtothewestofthemoderncastle,pasttheentranceonthatside,andonwardtotheveryhousethathadoncebeenhisownhome。Thereitstoodasofyore,facinguptheChannel,acomfortableroomystructure,theeuonymusandothershrubs,whichalonewouldstandintheteethofthesaltwind,livingonataboutthesamestatureinfrontofit;butthepaint-workmuchrenewed。Athrivingmanhadresidedthereoflate,evidently。 Thewidowinmourningwhoreceivedhiminthefrontparlourwas,alas! butthesorryshadowofAvicetheSecond。Howcouldhehavefanciedotherwiseaftertwentyyears?Yethehadbeenledtofancyotherwise,almostwithoutknowingit,byfeelinghimselfunaltered。Indeed,curiouslyenough,nearlythefirstwordsshesaidtohimwere:’Why—— youarejustthesame!’ ’Justthesame。Yes,Iam,Avice,’heansweredsadly;forthisinabilitytoossifywiththerestofhisgenerationthrewhimoutofproportionwiththetime。Moreover,whilewearingtheaspectofcomedy,itwasofthenatureoftragedy。 ’Itiswelltobeyou,sir,’shewenton。’Ihavehadtroublestotakethebloomoffme!’ ’Yes;Ihavebeensorryforyou。’ Shecontinuedtoregardhimcuriously,withhumorousinterest;andheknewwhatwaspassinginhermind:thatthisman,towhomshehadformerlylookedupastoapersonfarinadvanceofheralongthelaneoflife,seemednowtobeawell-adjustedcontemporary,thepairofthemobservingtheworldwithfairlyleveleyes。 Hehadcometoherwithwarmthforavisionwhich,onreachingher,hefoundtohavedeparted;and,thoughfairlyweanedbythenaturalreality,hewassofarstaunchastolingerhankeringly。Theytalkedofpastdays,hisoldattachment,whichshehadthendespised,beingnowfarmoreabsorbingandpresenttoherthantohimself。 Sheunmistakablywonuponhimashesaton。Acuriousclosenessbetweenthemhadbeenproducedinhisimaginationbythediscoverythatshewaspassingherlifewithinthehouseofhisownchildhood。Hersimilarsurnamemeantlittlehere;butitwasalsohis,and,addedtotheidentityofdomicile,lentastrongsuggestivenesstotheaccident。 ’ThisiswhereIusedtositwhenmyparentsoccupiedthehouse,’hesaid,placinghimselfbesidethatcornerofthefireplacewhichcommandedaviewthroughthewindow。’Icouldseeaboughoftamariskwaveoutsideatthattime,and,beyondthebough,thesameabruptgrassywastetowardsthesea,andatnightthesameoldlightshipblinkingfaroutthere。Placeyourselfonthespot,topleaseme。’ Shesetherchairwhereheindicated,andPierstonstoodclosebesideher,directinghergazetothefamiliarobjectshehadregardedthenceasaboy。Herheadandface——thelatterthoughtfulandwornenough,poorthing,tosuggestamarriedlifenonetoocomfortable——wereclosetohisbreast,and,withafewinchesfurtherincline,wouldhavetouchedit。 ’Andnowyouaretheinhabitant;Ithevisitor,’hesaid。’Iamgladtoseeyouhere——soglad,Avice!Youarefairlywellprovidedfor——I thinkImayassumethat?’Helookedroundtheroomatthesolidmahoganyfurniture,andatthemodernpianoandshowbookcase。 ’Yes,Ikeleftmecomfortable。’Twashewhothoughtofmovingfrommycottagetothislargerhouse。Heboughtit,andIcanlivehereaslongasIchooseto。’ Apartfromthedeclineofhisadorationtofriendship,thereseemedtobeageneralconvergenceofpositionswhichsuggestedthathemightmakeamendsforthedesertionofAvicetheFirstbyproposingtothisAvicewhenameettimeshouldarrive。IfhedidnotloveherashehaddonewhenshewasaslimthingcatchingmiceinhisroomsinLondon,hecouldsurelybecontentathisagewithcomradeship。Afterallshewasonlyfortytohissixty。Thefeelingthathereallycouldbethuscontentwassoconvincingthathealmostbelievedtheluxuryofgettingoldandreposefulwascomingtohisrestless,wanderingheartatlast。 ’Well,youhavecomeatlast,sir,’shewenton;’andIamgratefultoyou。Ididnotlikewriting,andyetIwantedtobestraightforward。 HaveyouguessedatallwhyIwishedtoseeyousomuchthatIcouldnothelpsendingtwicetoyou?’ ’Ihavetried,butcannot。’ ’Tryagain。Itisaprettyreason,whichIhopeyou’llforgive。’ ’IamsureIsha’n’tunriddleit。ButI’llsaythisonmyownaccountbeforeyoutellme。Ihavealwaystakenalingeringinterestinyou,whichyoumustvalueforwhatitisworth。Itoriginated,sofarasitconcernsyoupersonally,withthesightofyouinthatcottageroundthecorner,nineteenortwentyyearsago,whenIbecametenantofthecastleopposite。Butthatwasnottheverybeginning。Theverybeginningwasascoreofyearsbeforethat,whenI,ayoungfellowofone-and-twenty,cominghomehere,fromLondon,toseemyfather,encounteredatenderwomanaslikeyouasyourdouble;wasmuchattractedbyherasIsawherdayafterdayflitpastthiswindow;tillImadeitmybusinesstoaccompanyherinherwalksawhile。I,asyouknow,wasnotastaunchfellow,anditallendedbadly。But,atanyrateyou,herdaughter,andIarefriends。’ ’Ah!theresheis!’suddenlyexclaimedAvice,whoseattentionhadwanderedsomewhatfromhisretrospectivediscourse。Shewaslookingfromthewindowtowardsthecliffs,where,upontheopengroundquitenearathand,aslenderfemaleformwasseenramblingalong。’Sheisoutforawalk,’Avicecontinued。’Iwonderifsheisgoingtocallherethisafternoon?Sheislivingatthecastleoppositeasgoverness。’ ’O,she’s——’ ’Yes。Hereducationwasverythorough——bettereventhanhergrandmother’s。Iwastheneglectedone,andherfatherandmyselfbothvowedthatthereshouldbenocomplaintonthatscoreabouther。WechristenedherAvice,tokeepupthename,asyourequested。Iwishyoucouldspeaktoher——Iamsureyouwouldlikeher。’ ’Isthatthebaby?’falteredJocelyn。 ’Yes,thebaby。’ Thepersonsignified,nowmuchnearer,wasastillmoremodernized,up- to-dateeditionofthetwoAvicesofthatbloodwithwhomhehadbeeninvolvedmoreorlessforthelastfortyyears。Aladylikecreaturewasshe——almostelegant。Shewasaltogetherfinerinfigurethanhermotherorgrandmotherhadeverbeen,whichmadehermoreofawomaninappearancethaninyears。Sheworealarge-diskedsun-hat,withabrimlikeawheelwhosespokeswereradiatingfoldsofmuslinliningthebrim,ablackmarginbeyondthemuslinbeingthefelloe。Beneaththisbrimherhairwasmassedlowuponherbrow,thecolourofthethicktressesbeingprobably,fromhercomplexion,repeatedintheirisesofherlarge,deepeyes。Herrathernervouslipswerethinandclosed,sothattheyonlyappearedasadelicateredline。Achangeabletemperamentwasshownbythatmouth——quicktransitionsfromaffectiontoaversion,fromapouttoasmile。 ItwasAvicetheThird。 JocelynandthesecondAvicecontinuedtogazeardentlyather。 ’Ah!sheisnotcominginnow;shehasn’ttime,’murmuredthemother,withsomedisappointment。’Perhapsshemeanstorunacrossintheevening。’ Thetallgirl,infact,wentpastandontillshewasoutofsight。 Pierstonstoodasinadream。Itwastheveryshe,inallessentialparticulars,andwithanintensificationofgeneralcharm,whohadkissedhimfortyyearsbefore。WhenheturnedhisheadfromthewindowhiseyesfellagainupontheintermediateAviceathisside。BeforebuttherelicoftheWell-Beloved,shehadnowbecomeitsemptyshrine。 Warmfriendship,indeed,hefeltforher;butwhateverthatmighthavedonetowardstheinstaurationofaformerdreamwasnowhopelesslybarredbytherivalryofthethingitselfintheguiseofalinealsuccessor。 3。II。MISGIVINGSONTHERE-EMBODIMENT Pierstonhadbeenabouttoleave,buthesatdownagainonbeingaskedifhewouldstayandhaveacupoftea。Hehardlyknewforamomentwhathedid;adimthoughtthatAvice——therenewedAvice——mightcomeintothehousemadehisreseatinghimselfanactofspontaneity。 HeforgotthattwentyyearsearlierhehadcalledthenowMrs。Pierstonanelf,awitch;andthatlapseoftimehadprobablynotdiminishedthesubtletiesimpliedbythoseepithets。Hedidnotknowthatshehadnotedeveryimpressionthatherdaughterhadmadeuponhim。 HowhecontrivedtoattenuateanddispersetherathertenderpersonalitieshehadopenedupwiththenewAvice’smother,Pierstonneverexactlydefined。Perhapsshesawmorethanhethoughtshesaw—— readsomethinginhisface——knewthatabouthisnaturewhichhegavehernocreditforknowing。Anyhow,theconversationtooktheformofafriendlygossipfromthatminute,hisremarksbeingoftengivenwhilehismindwasturnedelsewhere。 ButachillpassedthroughJocelynwhentherehadbeentimeforreflection。TherenewedstudyofhisartinRomewithoutanycounterbalancingpracticalpursuithadnourishedanddevelopedhisnaturalresponsivenesstoimpressions;henowfeltthathisoldtrouble,hisdoom——hiscurse,indeed,hehadsometimescalledit——wascomebackagain。HisdivinitywasnotyetpropitiatedforthatoriginalsinagainstherimageinthepersonofAvicetheFirst,andnow,attheageofone-and-sixty,hewasurgedonandonliketheJewAhasuerus——or,inthephraseoftheislandersthemselves,likeablindram。 TheGoddess,anabstractiontothegeneral,wasafairlyrealpersonagetoPierston。Hehadwatchedthemarbleimagesofherwhichstoodinhisworking-room,underallchangesoflightandshadeinthebrighteningofmorning,intheblackeningofeve,inmoonlight,inlamplight。Everylineandcurveofherbodynone,naturally,knewbetterthanhe;and,thoughnotabelief,itwas,ashasbeenstated,aformula,asuperstition,thatthethreeAviceswereinter-penetratedwithheressence。 ’AndthenextAvice——yourdaughter,’hesaidstumblingly;’sheis,yousay,agovernessatthecastleopposite?’ Mrs。Pierstonreaffirmedthefact,addingthatthegirloftensleptathomebecauseshe,hermother,wassolonely。Sheoftenthoughtshewouldliketokeepherdaughterathomealtogether。 ’Sheplaysthatinstrument,Isuppose?’saidPierston,regardingthepiano。 ’Yes,sheplaysbeautifully;shehadthebestinstructionthatmasterscouldgiveher。ShewaseducatedatSandbourne。’ ’Whichroomdoesshecallherswhenathome?’heaskedcuriously。 ’Thelittleoneoverthis。’ Ithadbeenhisown。’Strange,’hemurmured。 Hefinishedtea,andsataftertea,buttheyouthfulAvicedidnotarrive。WiththeAvicepresentheconversedastheoldfriend——nomore。Atlastitgrewdusk,andPierstoncouldnotfindanexcuseforstayinglonger。 ’Ihopetomaketheacquaintance——ofyourdaughter,’hesaidinleaving,knowingthathemighthaveaddedwithpredestinatetruth,’ofmynewtenderly-beloved。’ ’Ihopeyouwill,’sheanswered。’Thiseveningsheevidentlyhasgoneforawalkinsteadofcominghere。’ ’And,by-the-bye,youhavenottoldmewhatyouespeciallywantedtoseemefor?’ ’Ah,no。Iwillputitoff。’ ’Verywell。Idon’tpretendtoguess。’ ’Imusttellyouanothertime。’ ’Ifitisanylittlebusinessinconnectionwithyourlatehusband’saffairs,docommandme。I’lldoanythingIcan。’ ’Thankyou。AndIshallseeyouagainsoon?’ ’Certainly。Quitesoon。’ Whenhewasgoneshelookedreflectivelyatthespotwherehehadbeenstanding,andsaid:’Bestholdmytongue。Itwillworkofitself,withoutmytelling。’ Jocelynwentfromthehouse,butasthewhiteroadpassedunderhisfeethefeltinnomoodtogetbacktohislodgingsinthetownonthemainland。Helingeredaboutupontheruggedgroundforalongwhile,thinkingoftheextraordinaryreproductionoftheoriginalgirlinthisnewformhehadseen,andofhimselfasofafoolishdreamerinbeingsosuddenlyfascinatedbytherenewedimageinapersonalitynotone- thirdofhisage。Asaphysicalfact,nodoubt,thepreservationofthelikenesswasnouncommonthinghere,butithelpedthedream。 PassingroundthewallsofthenewcastlehedeviatedfromhishomewardtrackbyturningdownthefamiliarlittlelanewhichledtotheruinedcastleoftheRedKing。IttookhimpastthecottageinwhichthenewAvicewasborn,fromwhoseprecinctshehadheardherfirstinfantinecry。Pausinghesawnearthewestbehindhimthenewmoongrowingdistinctupontheglow。 Hewassubjecttogiganticfantasiesstill。Inspiteofhimself,thesightofthenewmoon,asrepresentingonewho,byherso-calledinconstancy,acteduptohisownideaofamigratoryWell-Beloved,madehimfeelasifhiswraithinachangedsexhadsuddenlylookedoverthehorizonathim。Inacrowdsecretly,orinsolitudeboldly,hehadoftenbowedthekneethreetimestothissisterlydivinityonherfirstappearancemonthly,anddirectedakisstowardshershiningshape。Thecurseofhisqualities(ifitwerenotablessing)wasfarfromhavingspentitselfyet。 Intheotherdirectionthecastleruinsrosesquareandduskyagainstthesea。Hewentontowardsthese,aroundwhichhehadplayedasaboy,andstoodbythewallsattheedgeofthecliffpondering。Therewasnowindandbutlittletide,andhethoughthecouldhearfromyearsagoavoicethatheknew。Itcertainlywasavoice,butitcamefromtherocksbeneaththecastleruin。 ’Mrs。Atway!’ Asilencefollowed,andnobodycame。Thevoicespokeagain;’JohnStoney!’ Neitherwasthissummonsattendedto。Thecrycontinued,withmoreentreaty:’WilliamScribben!’ ThevoicewasthatofaPierston——therecouldbenodoubtofit——youngAvice’s,surely?Somethingorotherseemedtobedetainingherdownthereagainstherwill。Aslopingpathbeneaththebeetlingcliffandthecastlewallsrisingsheerfromitssummit,leddowntothelowerlevelwhencethevoiceproceeded。Pierstonfollowedthepathway,andsoonbeheldagirlinlightclothing——thesamehehadseenthroughthewindow——standingupononeoftherocks,apparentlyunabletomove。 Pierstonhastenedacrosstoher。 ’O,thankyouforcoming!’shemurmuredwithsometimidity。’Ihavemetwithanawkwardmishap。Ilivenearhere,andamnotfrightenedreally。Myfoothasbecomejammedinacreviceoftherock,andI cannotgetitout,tryhowIwill。WhatSHALLIdo!’ Jocelynstoopedandexaminedthecauseofdiscomfiture。’Ithinkifyoucantakeyourbootoff,’hesaid,’yourfootmightslipout,leavingthebootbehind。’ Shetriedtoactuponthisadvice,butcouldnotdosoeffectually。 Pierstonthenexperimentedbyslippinghishandintothecrevicetillhecouldjustreachthebuttonsofherboot,which,however,hecouldnotunfastenanymorethanshe。Takinghispenknifefromhispockethetriedagain,andcutoffthebuttonsonebyone。Thebootunfastened,andoutslippedthefoot。 ’O,howgladIam!’shecriedjoyfully。’IwasfearingIshouldhavetostayhereallnight。HowcanIthankyouenough?’ Hewastuggingtowithdrawtheboot,butnoskillthathecouldexercisewouldmoveitwithouttearing。Atlastshesaid:’Don’ttryanylonger。Itisnotfartothehouse。Icanwalkinmystocking。’ ’I’llassistyouin,’hesaid。 Shesaidshedidnotwanthelp,neverthelessallowedhimtohelpherontheunshodside。Astheymovedonsheexplainedthatshehadcomeoutthroughthegardendoor;hadbeenstandingontheboulderstolookatsomethingoutatseajustdiscernibleintheeveninglightasassistedbythemoon,and,injumpingdown,hadwedgedherfootashehadfoundit。 WhateverPierston’syearsmighthavemadehimlookbyday,intheduskofeveninghewasfairlypresentableasapleasingmanofnomarkedantiquity,hisoutlinedifferingbutlittlefromwhatithadbeenwhenhewashalfhisyears。Hewaswellpreserved,stillupright,trimlyshaven,agileinmovement;woreatightlybuttonedsuitwhichsetofanaturallyslightfigure;inbrief,hemighthavebeenofanyageasheappearedtoheratthismoment。Shetalkedtohimwiththeco-equalityofonewhoassumedhimtobenotfaraheadofherowngeneration;and,asthegrowingdarknessobscuredhimmoreandmore,headoptedherassumptionofhisagewithincreasingboldnessoftone。 Theflippant,harmlessfreedomofthewatering-placeMiss,whichAvicehadplainlyacquiredduringhersojournattheSandbourneschool,helpedPierstongreatlyinthisroleofjeunepremierwhichhewasnotunreadytoplay。Notaworddidhesayaboutbeinganativeoftheisland;stillmorecarefullydidheconcealthefactofhishavingcourtedhergrandmother,andengagedhimselftomarrythatattractivelady。 Hefoundthatshehadcomeoutupontherocksthroughthesamelittleprivatedoorfromthelawnofthemoderncastlewhichhadfrequentlyaffordedhimegresstothesamespotinyearslongpast。Pierstonaccompaniedheracrossthegroundsalmosttotheentranceofthemansion——theplacebeingnowfarbetterkeptandplantedthanwhenhehadrenteditasalonelytenant;almost,indeed,restoredtotheorderandneatnesswhichhadcharacterizeditwhenhewasaboy。 Likehergrannyshewastooinexperiencedtobereserved,andduringthislittleclimb,leaninguponhisarm,therewastimeforagreatdealofconfidence。Whenhehadbiddenherfarewell,andshehadentered,leavinghiminthedark,arushofsadnessthroughPierston’ssoulsweptdownallthetemporarypleasurehehadfoundinthecharminggirl’scompany。HadMephistophelessprungfromthegroundthereandthenwithanoffertoJocelynofrestorationtoyouthontheusualtermsofhisfirm,thesculptormighthaveconsentedtosellapartofhimselfwhichhefeltlessimmediateneedofthanofaruddylipandcheekandanunploughedbrow。 Butwhatcouldonlyhavebeentreatedasafollybyoutsiderswasalmostasorrowforhim。Whywashebornwithsuchatemperament?Andthisconcatenatedinterestcouldhardlyhavearisen,evenwithPierston,butforaconfluxofcircumstancesonlypossiblehere。ThethreeAvices,thesecondsomethinglikethefirst,thethirdaglorificationofthefirst,atalleventsexternally,weretheoutcomeoftheimmemorialislandcustomsofintermarriageandofprenuptialunion,underwhichconditionsthetypeoffeaturewasalmostuniformfromparenttochildthroughgenerations:sothat,tillquitelatterly,tohaveseenonenativemanandwomanwastohaveseenthewholepopulationofthatisolatedrock,sonearlycutofffromthemainland。Hisownpredispositionandthesenseofhisearlyfaithlessnessdidalltherest。 Heturnedgloomilyaway,andlethimselfoutoftheprecincts。Beforewalkingalongthecoupleofmilesofroadwhichwouldconducthimtothelittlestationontheshore,heredescendedtotherockswhereonhehadfoundher,andsearchedaboutforthefissurewhichhadmadeaprisonerofthisterriblybelatededitionoftheBeloved。Kneelingdownbesidethespotheinsertedhishand,andultimately,bymuchwriggling,withdrewtheprettyboot。Hemusedoveritforamoment,putitinhispocket,andfollowedthestonyroutetotheStreetofWells。 3。III。THERENEWEDIMAGEBURNSITSELFIN TherewasnothingtohinderPierstonincallinguponthenewAvice’smotherasoftenasheshouldchoose,beyondthefivemilesofinterveningrailwayandadditionalmileortwoofclamberingovertheheightsoftheisland。Twodayslater,therefore,herepeatedhisjourneyandknockedabouttea-timeatthewidow’sdoor。 Ashehadfeared,thedaughterwasnotathome。Hesatdownbesidetheoldsweetheartwho,havingeclipsedhermotherinpastdays,hadnoweclipsedherselfinherchild。Jocelynproducedthegirl’sbootfromhispocket。 ’Then,’tisYOUwhohelpedAviceoutofherpredicament?’saidMrs。 Pierston,withsurprise。 ’Yes,mydearfriend;andperhapsIshallaskyoutohelpmeoutofminebeforeIhavedone。Butnevermindthatnow。Whatdidshetellyouabouttheadventure?’ Mrs。Pierstonwaslookingthoughtfullyuponhim。’Well,’tisratherstrangeitshouldhavebeenyou,sir,’shereplied。Sheseemedtobeagooddealinterested。’Ithoughtitmighthavebeenayoungerman——amuchyoungerman。’ ’Itmighthavebeenasfarasfeelingswereconcerned……Now,Avice,I’lltothepointatonce。VirtuallyIhaveknownyourdaughteranynumberofyears。WhenItalktoherIcananticipateeveryturnofherthought,everysentiment,everyact,solongdidIstudythosethingsinyourmotherandinyou。ThereforeIdonotrequiretolearnher;shewaslearntbymeinherpreviousexistences。Now,don’tbeshocked:Iamwillingtomarryher——Ishouldbeoverjoyedtodoit,iftherewouldbenothingpreposterousaboutit,orthatwouldseemlikeamanmakinghimselftoomuchofafool,andsodegradingherinconsenting。Icanmakehercomparativelyrich,asyouknow,andI wouldindulgehereverywhim。Thereistheidea,bluntlyput。Itwouldsetrightsomethinginmymindthathasbeenwrongforfortyyears。Aftermydeathshewouldhaveplentyoffreedomandplentyofmeanstoenjoyit。’ Mrs。IsaacPierstonseemedonlyalittlesurprised;certainlynotshocked。 ’Well,ifIdidn’tthinkyoumightbeabittakenwithher!’shesaidwithanarchsimplicitywhichcouldhardlybecalledunaffected。 ’Knowingthesetofyourmind,frommylittletimewithyouyearsago,nothingyoucoulddointhiswaywouldastonishme。’ ’Butyoudon’tthinkbadlyofmeforit?’ ’Notatall……By-the-bye,didyoueverguesswhyIaskedyoutocome?……Butneverminditnow:thematterispast……Ofcourse,itwoulddependuponwhatAvicefelt……Perhapsshewouldrathermarryayoungerman。’ ’Andsupposeasatisfactoryyoungermanshouldnotappear?’ Mrs。Pierstonshowedinherfacethatshefullyrecognizedthedifferencebetweenarichbirdinhandandayoungbirdinthebush。 Shelookedhimcuriouslyupanddown。 ’Iknowyouwouldmakeanybodyaverynicehusband,’shesaid。’Iknowthatyouwouldbenicerthanmanymenhalfyourage;and,thoughthereisagreatdealofdifferencebetweenyouandher,therehavebeenmoreunequalmarriages,that’strue。Speakingashermother,IcansaythatIshouldn’tobjecttoyou,sir,forher,providedshelikedyou。Thatiswherethedifficultywilllie。’ ’Iwishyouwouldhelpmetogetoverthatdifficulty,’hesaidgently。 ’Remember,Ibroughtbackatruanthusbandtoyoutwentyyearsago。’ ’Yes,youdid,’sheassented;’and,thoughImaysaynogreatthingsastohappinesscameofit,I’vealwaysseenthatyourintentionstowardsmewerenonethelessnobleonthataccount。IwoulddoforyouwhatI woulddofornootherman,andthereisonereasoninparticularwhichinclinesmetohelpyouwithAvice——thatIshouldfeelabsolutelycertainIwashelpinghertoakindhusband。’ ’Well,thatwouldremaintobeseen。Iwould,atanyrate,trytobeworthyofyouropinion。Come,Avice,foroldtimes’sake,youmusthelpme。Youneverfeltanythingbutfriendshipinthosedays,youknow,andthatmakesiteasyandproperforyoutodomeagoodturnnow。’ Afteralittlemoreconversationhisoldfriendpromisedthatshereallywoulddoeverythingthatlayinherpower。Shedidnotsayhowsimpleshethoughthimnottoperceivethatshehadalready,bywritingtohim,beendoingeverythingthatlayinherpower;hadcreatedthefeelingwhichpromptedhisentreaty。Andtoshowhergoodfaithinthispromisesheaskedhimtowaittilllaterintheevening,whenAvicemightpossiblyrunacrosstoseeher。 Pierston,whofanciedhehadwontheyoungerAvice’sinterest,atleast,bytheparthehadplayedupontherockstheweekbefore,hadadreadofencounteringherinfulllighttillheshouldhaveadvancedalittlefurtherinherregard。Heaccordinglywasperplexedatthisproposal,and,seeinghishesitation,Mrs。PierstonsuggestedthattheyshouldwalktogetherinthedirectionwhenceAvicewouldcome,ifshecameatall。 Hewelcomedtheidea,andinafewminutestheystarted,strollingalongunderthenowstrongmoonlight,andwhentheyreachedthegatesofSylvaniaCastleturningbackagaintowardsthehouse。Aftertwoorthreesuchwalksupanddownthegateofthecastlegroundsclicked,andaformcameforthwhichprovedtobetheexpectedone。 Assoonastheymetthegirlrecognizedinhermother’scompanionthegentlemanwhohadhelpedherontheshore;andsheseemedreallygladtofindthatherchivalrousassistantwasclaimedbyherparentasanoldfriend。SherememberedhearingatdiverstimesaboutthisworthyLondonmanoftalentandposition,whoseancestrywerepeopleofherownisle,andpossibly,fromthename,ofacommonstockwithherown。 ’AndyouhaveactuallylivedinSylvaniaCastleyourself,Mr。 Pierston?’askedAvicethedaughter,withherinnocentyoungvoice。 ’Wasitlongago?’ ’Yes,itwassometimeago,’repliedthesculptor,withasinkingathisheartlestsheshouldaskhowlong。 ’ItmusthavebeenwhenIwasaway——orwhenIwasverylittle?’ ’Idon’tthinkyouwereaway。’ ’ButIdon’tthinkIcouldhavebeenhere?’ ’No,perhapsyoucouldn’thavebeenhere。’ ’Ithinkshewashidingherselfintheparsley-bed,’saidAvice’smotherblandly。 TheytalkedinthisgeneralwaytilltheyreachedMrs。Pierston’shouse;butJocelynresistedboththewidow’sinvitationandthedesireofhisownheart,andwentawaywithoutentering。Torisk,byvisiblyconfrontingher,theadvantagethathehadalreadygained,orfanciedhehadgained,withthere-incarnateAvicerequiredmorecouragethanhecouldclaiminhispresentmood。 *** Sucheveningpromenadesasthesewerefrequentduringthewaxingofthatsummermoon。Ononeoccasion,astheywereallgoodwalkers,itwasarrangedthattheyshouldmeethalfwaybetweentheislandandthetowninwhichPierstonhadlodgings。Itwasimpossiblethatbythistimetheprettyyounggovernessshouldnothaveguessedtheultimatereasonoftheseramblestobeamatrimonialintention;butsheinclinedtothebeliefthatthewidowratherthanherselfwastheobjectofPierston’sregard;thoughwhythiseducatedandapparentlywealthymanshouldbeattractedbyhermother——whosehomelinesswasapparentenoughtothegirl’smoremoderntraining——shecouldnotcomprehend。 TheymetaccordinglyinthemiddleofthePebble-bank,Pierstoncomingfromthemainland,andthewomenfromthepeninsularrock。CrossingthewoodenbridgewhichconnectedthebankwiththeshorepropertheymovedinthedirectionofHenrytheEighth’sCastle,onthevergeoftherag-stonecliff。LiketheRedKing’sCastleontheisland,theinteriorwasopentothesky,andwhentheyenteredandthefullmoonstreameddownuponthemovertheedgeoftheenclosingmasonry,thewholepresentrealityfadedfromJocelyn’smindunderthepressofmemories。NeitherofhiscompanionsguessedwhatPierstonwasthinkingof。Itwasinthisveryspotthathewastohavemetthegrandmotherofthegirlathisside,andinwhichhewouldhavemetherhadshechosentokeeptheappointment,ameetingwhichmight——nay,must——havechangedthewholecurrentofhislife。 Insteadofthat,fortyyearshadpassed——fortyyearsofseverancefromAvice,tillasecondlyrenewedcopyofhissweethearthadarisentofillherplace。Buthe,alas,wasnotrenewed。Andofallthistheprettyyoungthingathissideknewnothing。 Takingadvantageoftheyoungerwoman’sretreattoviewtheseathroughanopeningofthewalls,Pierstonappealedtohermotherinawhisper: ’Haveyouevergivenherahintofwhatmymeaningis?No?ThenI thinkyoumight,ifyoureallyhavenoobjection。’ Mrs。Pierston,asthewidow,wasfarfrombeingsocoldlydisposedinherownpersontowardsherfriendasinthedayswhenhewantedtomarryher。Hadshenowbeentheobjectofhiswisheshewouldnothaveneededtoaskhertwice。Butlikeagoodmothershestifledallthis,andsaidshewouldsoundAvicethereandthen。 ’Avice,mydear,’shesaid,advancingtowherethegirlmusedinthewindow-gap,’whatdoyouthinkofMr。Pierstonpayinghisaddressestoyou——comingcourting,as_I_callitinmyold-fashionedway。 Supposinghewereto,wouldyouencouragehim?’ ’ToME,mother?’saidAvice,withaninquiringlaugh。’Ithought——hemeantyou!’ ’Ono,hedoesn’tmeanme,’saidhermotherhastily。’Heisnothingmorethanmyfriend。’ ’Idon’twantanyaddresses,’saidthedaughter。 ’Heisamaninsociety,andwouldtakeyoutoaneleganthouseinLondonsuitedtoyoureducation,insteadofleavingyoutomopehere。’ ’Ishouldlikethatwellenough,’repliedAvicecarelessly。 ’Thengivehimsomeencouragement。’ ’Idon’tcareenoughabouthimtodoanyencouraging。Itishisbusiness,Ishouldthink,todoall。’ Shespokeinherlightestvein;buttheresultwasthatwhenPierston,whohaddiscreetlywithdrawn,returnedtothem,shewalkeddocilely,thoughperhapsgloomily,besidehim,hermotherdroppingtotherear。 Theycametoaruggeddescent,andPierstontookherhandtohelpher。 Sheallowedhimtoretainitwhentheyarrivedonlevelground。 Altogetheritwasnotanunsuccessfuleveningforthemanwiththeunanchoredheart,thoughpossiblyinitialsuccessmeantworseforhiminthelongrunthaninitialfailure。Therewasnothingmarvellousinthefactofhertractabilitythusfar。Inhismoderndressandstyle,undertheraysofthemoon,helookedaverypresentablegentlemanindeed,whilehisknowledgeofartandhistravelledmannerswerenotwithouttheirattractionsforagirlwhowithonehandtouchedtheeducatedmiddle-classandwiththeothertherudeandsimpleinhabitantsoftheisle。Herintenselymodernsympathieswerequickenedbyherpeculiaroutlook。 Pierstonwouldhaveregardedhisinterestinherasovermuchselfishiftherehadnotexistedaredeemingqualityinthesubstratumofoldpatheticmemorybywhichsuchlovehadbeencreated——whichstillpermeatedit,renderingitthetenderest,mostanxious,mostprotectiveinstincthehadeverknown。Itmayhavehadinitscompositiontoomuchoftheboyishfervourthathadcharacterizedsuchaffectionwhenhewascherry-cheeked,andlightinthefootasagirl;but,ifitwasallthisfeelingofyouth,itwasmore。 Mrs。Pierston,infearingtobefrank,lestshemightseemtobeanglingforhisfortune,didnotfullydivinehischeerfulreadinesstoofferit,ifbysodoinghecouldmakeamendsforhisinfidelitytoherfamilyfortyyearsbackinthepast。Timehadnotmadehimmercenary,andithadquenchedhisambitions;andthoughhiswishtowedAvicewasnotentirelyawishtoenrichher,theknowledgethatshewouldbeenrichedbeyondanythingthatshecouldhaveanticipatedwaswhatallowedhimtoindulgehislove。 Hewasnotexactlyoldhesaidtohimselfthenextmorningashebeheldhisfaceintheglass。Andhelookedconsiderablyyoungerthanhewas。 Buttherewashistoryinhisface——distinctchaptersofit;hisbrowwasnotthatblankpageitoncehadbeen。Heknewtheoriginofthatlineinhisforehead;ithadbeentracedinthecourseofamonthortwobypasttroubles。Herememberedthecomingofthispalewiryhair; ithadbeenbroughtbytheillnessinRome,whenhehadwishedeachnightthathemightneverwakeagain。Thiswrinkledcorner,thatdrawnbitofskin,theyhadresultedfromthosemonthsofdespondencywhenallseemedgoingagainsthisart,hisstrength,hishappiness。’Youcannotliveyourlifeandkeepit,Jocelyn,’hesaid。Timewasagainsthimandlove,andtimewouldprobablywin。 ’WhenIwentawayfromthefirstAvice,’hecontinuedwithwhimsicalmisery,’IhadapresentimentthatIshouldacheforitsomeday。AndIamaching——haveachedeversincethisjadeofanIdeallearnttheunconscionabletrickofinhabitingoneimageonly。’ Uponthewholehewasnotwithoutabodementthatitwouldbefollytopresson。 3。IV。ADASHFORTHELASTINCARNATION Thisdesultorycourtshipofayounggirlwhichhadbeenbroughtaboutbyhermother’scontrivancewasinterruptedbytheappearanceofSomersandhiswifeandfamilyontheBudmouthEsplanade。AlfredSomers,oncetheyouthful,picturesqueashisownpaintings,wasnowamiddle-agedfamilymanwithspectacles——spectaclesworn,too,withthesingleobjectofseeingthroughthem——andarowofdaughterstailingofftoinfancy,whoatpresentaddedappreciablytotheincomeofthebathing- machinewomenestablishedalongthesands。 Mrs。Somers——oncetheintellectual,emancipatedMrs。Pine-Avon——hadnowretrogradedtothepettyandtimidmentalpositionofhermotherandgrandmother,givingsharp,strictregardtothecurrentliteratureandartthatreachedtheinnocentpresenceofherlongperspectiveofgirls,withtheviewofhidingeveryskullandskeletonoflifefromtheirdeareyes。Shewasanotherillustrationoftherulethatsucceedinggenerationsofwomenareseldommarkedbycumulativeprogress,theiradvanceasgirlsbeinglostintheirrecessionasmatrons;sothattheymoveupanddownthestreamofintellectualdevelopmentlikeflotsaminatidalestuary。Andthisperhapsnotbyreasonoftheirfaultsasindividuals,butoftheirmisfortuneaschild-rearers。 Thelandscape-painter,nowanAcademicianlikePierstonhimself——ratherpopularthandistinguished——hadgivenupthatpeculiarandpersonaltasteinsubjectswhichhadmarkedhimintimespast,executinginsteadmanypleasingaspectsofnatureaddressedtothefurnishinghouseholderthroughthemiddlingcritic,andreallyverygoodoftheirkind。InthiswayhereceivedmanylargechequesfrompersonsofwealthinEnglandandAmerica,outofwhichhebuilthimselfasumptuousstudioandanawkwardhousearoundit,andpaidfortheeducationofthegrowingmaidens。 ThevisionofSomers’shumblepositionasjackaltothislionofafamilyandhouseandstudioandsocialreputation——Somers,towhomstrangeconceitsandwildimaginingsweredepartedjoysnevertoreturn——ledPierston,asthepainter’scontemporary,tofeelthatheoughttobeoneofthebygoneslikewise,andtoputonanairofunromanticbufferism。HerefrainedfromenteringAvice’speninsulaforthewholefortnightofSomers’sstayintheneighbouringtown,althoughitsgreypoeticaloutline——’thronedalongthesea’——greetedhiseyeseverymornandeveacrosstheroadstead。 Whenthepainterandhisfamilyhadgonebackfromtheirbathingholiday,hethoughtthathe,too,wouldleavetheneighbourhood。Todoso,however,withoutwishingatleasttheelderAvicegood-byewouldbeunfriendly,consideringtheextentoftheiracquaintance。Oneevening,knowingthistimeofdaytosuitherbest,hetookthefew-minutes’ journeytotherockalongthethinconnectingstringofjunction,andarrivedatMrs。Pierston’sdoorjustafterdark。 Alightshonefromanupperchamber。Onaskingforhiswidowedacquaintancehewasinformedthatshewasill,seriously,thoughnotdangerously。Whilelearningthatherdaughterwaswithher,andfurtherparticulars,anddoubtingifheshouldgoin,amessagewassentdowntoaskhimtoenter。Hisvoicehadbeenheard,andMrs。 Pierstonwouldliketoseehim。 Hecouldnotwithanyhumanityrefuse,butthereflashedacrosshismindtherecollectionthatAvicetheyoungesthadneveryetreallyseenhim,hadseennothingmoreofhimthananoutline,whichmighthaveappertainedaseasilytoamanthirtyyearshisjuniorastohimself,andacountenancesorenovatedbyfaintmoonlightasfairlytocorrespond。Itwaswithmisgiving,therefore,thatthesculptorascendedthestaircaseandenteredthelittleuppersitting-room,nowarrangedasasick-chamber。 Mrs。Pierstonreclinedonasofa,herfaceemaciatedtoasurprisingthinnessforthecomparativelyshortintervalsinceherattack。’Comein,sir,’shesaid,assoonasshesawhim,holdingoutherhand。 ’Don’tletmefrightenyou。’ Avicewasseatedbesideher,reading。Thegirljumpedup,hardlyseemingtorecognizehim。’O!it’sMr。Pierston,’shesaidinamoment,addingquickly,withevidentsurpriseandoffherguard:’I thoughtMr。Pierstonwas——’ Whatshehadthoughthewasdidnotpassherlips,anditremainedariddleforJocelynuntilanewdepartureinhermannertowardshimshowedthatthewords’muchyounger’wouldhaveaccuratelyendedthesentence。HadPierstonnotnowconfrontedheranew,hemighthaveenduredphilosophicallyherchangedopinionofhim。Buthewasseeingheragain,andarootedfeelingwasrevived。