第5章

类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:17899更新时间:19/01/05 09:25:41
Pierstonbecamecoldasastone。ThechilltowardsNicholathatthepresenceofthegirl,——sprite,witch,trollthatshewas——broughtwithitcamelikeadoom。Heknewwhatafoolhewas,ashehadsaid。Buthewaspowerlessinthegraspoftheidealizingpassion。HecaredmoreforAvice’sfinger-tipsthanforMrs。Pine-Avon’swholepersonality。 PerhapsNicholasawit,forshesaidmournfully:’NowIhavedoneallIcould!Ifeltthattheonlycounterpoisetomycrueltytoyouinmydrawing-roomwouldbetocomeasasupplianttoyours。’ ’Itismosthandsomeandnobleofyou,myverydearfriend!’saidhe,withanemotionofcourtesyratherthanofenthusiasm。 Thenadieuxwerespoken,andshedroveaway。ButPierstonsawonlytheretreatingAvice,andknewthathewashelplessinherhands。ThechurchoftheislandhadrisennearthefoundationsofthePagantemple,andaChristianemanationfromtheformermightbewrathfullytorturinghimthroughtheveryfalsegodstowhomhehaddevotedhimselfbothinhiscraft,likeDemetriusofEphesus,andinhisheart。 PerhapsDivinepunishmentforhisidolatrieshadcome。 2。X。SHEFAILSTOVANISHSTILL PierstonhadnotturnedfarbacktowardsthecastlewhenhewasovertakenbySomersandthemanwhocarriedhispaintinglumber。Theypacedtogethertothedoor;themandepositedthearticlesandwentaway,andthetwowalkedupanddownbeforeentering。 ’Imetanextremelyinterestingwomanintheroadoutthere,’saidthepainter。 ’Ah,sheis!Asprite,asylph;Psycheindeed!’ ’Iwasstruckwithher。’ ’Itshowshowbeautywilloutthroughthehomeliestguise。’ ’Yes,itwill;thoughnotalways。Andthiscasedoesn’tproveit,forthelady’sattirewasinthelatestandmostapprovedtaste。’ ’Oh,youmeantheladywhowasdriving?’ ’Ofcourse。What,wereyouthinkingoftheprettylittlecottage-girloutsidehere?Ididmeether,butwhat’sshe?Verywellforone’spicture,thoughhardlyforone’sfireside。Thislady——’ ’IsMrs。Pine-Avon。Akind,proudwoman,who’lldowhatpeoplewithnopridewouldnotcondescendtothinkof。SheisleavingBudmouthto- morrow,andshedroveacrosstoseeme。Youknowhowthingsseemedtobegoingwithusatonetime?ButIamnogoodtoanywoman。She’sbeenverygeneroustowardsme,whichI’venotbeentoher…… She’llultimatelythrowherselfawayuponsomewretchunworthyofher,nodoubt。’ ’Doyouthinkso?’murmuredSomers。Afterawhilehesaidabruptly,’I’llmarryhermyself,ifshe’llhaveme。Ilikethelookofher。’ ’Iwishyouwould,Alfred,orrathercould!Shehaslonghadanideaofslippingoutoftheworldoffashionintotheworldofart。Sheisawomanofindividualityandearnestinstincts。Iaminrealtroubleabouther。Iwon’tsayshecanbewon——itwouldbeungenerousofmetosaythat。Buttry。Icanbringyoutogethereasily。’ ’I’llmarryher,ifshe’swilling!’Withthephlegmaticdogmatismthatwaspartofhim,Somersadded:’Whenyouhavedecidedtomarry,takethefirstnicewomanyoumeet。Theyareallalike。’ ’Well——youdon’tknowheryet,’repliedJocelyn,whocouldgivepraisewherehecouldnotgivelove。 ’Butyoudo,andI’lltakeheronthestrengthofyourjudgment。Isshereallyhandsome?——Ihadbutthemerestglance。ButIknowsheis,orshewouldn’thavecaughtyourdiscriminatingeye。’ ’Youmaytakemywordforit;shelooksaswellathandasafar。’ ’Whatcolourarehereyes?’ ’Hereyes?Idon’tgomuchinforcolour,beingprofessionallysworntoform。But,letmesee——grey;andherhairratherlightthandarkbrown。’ ’Iwantedsomethingdarker,’saidSomersairily。’TherearesomanyfairmodelsamongnativeEnglishwomen。Still,blondesareusefulproperty!……Well,well;thisisflippancy。ButIlikedthelookofher。’ *** Somershadgonebacktotown。Itwasawetdayonthelittlepeninsula:butPierstonwalkedoutasfarasthegarden-houseofhishiredcastle,wherehesatdownandsmoked。Thiserectionbeingontheboundary-wallofhispropertyhisearcouldnowandthencatchthetonesofAvice’svoicefromheropen-dooredcottageinthelanewhichskirtedhisfence;andhenoticedthattherewerenomodulationsinit。 Heknewwhythatwas。Shewishedtogoout,andcouldnot。Hehadobservedbeforethatwhenshewasplanninganoutingaparticularnotewouldcomeintohervoiceduringtheprecedinghours:adove’sroundnessofsound;nodoubttheeffectuponhervoiceofherthoughtsofherlover,orlovers。Yetthelatteritcouldnotbe。Shewaspureandsinglehearted:halfaneyecouldseethat。Whence,then,thetwomen?Possiblythequarrierwasarelation。 Thereseemedreasoninthiswhen,goingoutintothelane,heencounteredoneoftheredjacketshehadbeenthinkingof。Soldierswereseldomseeninthisouterpartoftheisle:theirbeatfromtheforts,whenonpleasure,wasintheoppositedirection,andthismanmusthavehadaspecialreasonforcominghither。Pierstonsurveyedhim。Hewasaround-faced,good-humouredfellowtolookat,havingtwolittlepiecesofmoustacheonhisupperlip,likeapairofminnowsrampant,andsmallblackeyes,overwhichtheGlengarrycapstraddledflat。Itwasahatefulideathathertendercheekshouldbekissedbythelipsofthisheavyyoungman,whohadneverbeensublimedbyasinglebattle,evenwithdefencelesssavages。 Thesoldierwentbeforeherhouse,lookedatthedoor,andmovedondownthecrookedwaytothecliffs,wheretherewasapathbacktotheforts。Buthedidnotadoptit,returningbythewayhehadcome。 Thisshowedhiswishtopassthehouseagain。Shegavenosign,however,andthesoldierdisappeared。 PierstoncouldnotbesatisfiedthatAvicewasinthehouse,andhecrossedovertothefrontofherlittlefreeholdandtappedatthedoor,whichstoodajar。 Nobodycame:hearingaslightmovementwithinhecrossedthethreshold。Avicewastherealone,sittingonalowstoolinadarkcorner,asthoughshewishedtobeunobservedbyanycasualpasser-by。 Shelookedupathimwithoutemotionorapparentsurprise;buthecouldthenseethatshewascrying。Theview,forthefirsttime,ofdistressinanunprotectedyounggirltowardswhomhefeltdrawnbytiesofextraordinarydelicacyandtenderness,movedPierstonbeyondmeasure。Heenteredwithoutceremony。 ’Avice,mydeargirl!’hesaid。’Somethingisthematter!’ Shelookedassent,andhewenton:’Nowtellmeallaboutit。PerhapsIcanhelpyou。Come,tellme。’ ’Ican’t!’shemurmured。’GrammerStockwoolisupstairs,andshe’llhear!’Mrs。Stockwoolwastheoldwomanwhohadcometolivewiththegirlforcompanysincehermother’sdeath。 ’Thencomeintomygardenopposite。Thereweshallbequiteprivate。’ Sherose,putonherhat,andaccompaniedhimtothedoor。Heresheaskedhimifthelanewereempty,andonhisassuringherthatitwasshecrossedoverandenteredwithhimthroughthegarden-wall。 Theplacewasashadyandsecludedone,thoughthroughtheboughstheseacouldbeseenquitenearathand,itsmoaningsbeingdistinctlyaudible。Awater-dropfromatreefellhereandthere,buttherainwasnotenoughtohurtthem。 ’Nowletmehearit,’hesaidsoothingly。’Youmaytellmewiththegreatestfreedom。Iwasafriendofyourmother’s,youknow。Thatis,Iknewher;andI’llbeafriendofyours。’ Thestatementwasrisky,ifhewishedhernottosuspecthimofbeinghermother’sfalseone。Butthatlover’snameappearedtobeunknowntothepresentAvice。 ’Ican’ttellyou,sir,’sherepliedunwillingly;’exceptthatithastodowithmyownchangeableness。Therestisthesecretofsomebodyelse。’ ’Iamsorryforthat,’saidhe。 ’IamgettingtocareforoneIoughtnottothinkof,anditmeansruin。Ioughttogetaway!’。 ’Youmeanfromtheisland?’ ’Yes。’ Pierstonreflected。HispresenceinLondonhadbeendesiredforsometime;yethehaddelayedgoingbecauseofhisnewsolicitudeshere。 Buttogoandtakeherwithhimwouldaffordhimopportunityofwatchingoverher,tendinghermind,anddevelopingit;whileitmightremoveherfromsomeloomingdanger。Itwasasomewhatawkwardguardianshipforhim,asalonelyman,tocarryout;still,itcouldbedone。Heaskedherabruptlyifshewouldreallyliketogoawayforawhile。 ’Ilikebesttostayhere,’sheanswered。’Still,Ishouldnotmindgoingsomewhere,becauseIthinkIoughtto。’ ’WouldyoulikeLondon?’ Avice’sfacelostitsweepingshape。’Howcouldthatbe?’shesaid。 ’Ihavebeenthinkingthatyoucouldcometomyhouseandmakeyourselfusefulinsomeway。Irentjustnowoneofthosenewplacescalledflats,whichyoumayhaveheardof;andIhaveastudioattheback。’ ’Ihaven’theardof’em,’shesaidwithoutinterest。 ’Well,Ihavetwoservantsthere,andasmymanhasaholidayyoucanhelpthemforamonthortwo。’ ’Wouldpolishingfurniturebeanygood?Icandothat。’ ’Ihaven’tmuchfurniturethatrequirespolishing。Butyoucanclearawayplasterandclaymessesinthestudio,andchippingsofstone,andhelpmeinmodelling,anddustallmyVenusfailures,andhandsandheadsandfeetandbones,andotherobjects。’ Shewasstartled,yetattractedbythenoveltyoftheproposal。 ’Onlyforatime?’shesaid。 ’Onlyforatime。Asshortasyoulike,andaslong。’ Thedeliberatemannerinwhich,afterthefirstsurprise,Avicediscussedthearrangementsthathesuggested,mighthavetoldhimhowfarwasanyfeelingforhimselfbeyondfriendship,andpossiblygratitude,fromagitatingherbreast。Yettherewasnothingextravagantinthediscrepancybetweentheirages,andhehoped,aftershapinghertohimself,towinher。Whathadgrievedhertotearsshewouldnotmoreparticularlytell。 Shehadnaturallynotmuchneedofpreparation,butshemadeevenlesspreparationthanhewouldhaveexpectedhertorequire。Sheseemedeagertobeoffimmediately,andnotasoulwastoknowofherdeparture。Why,ifshewereinloveandatfirstaversetoleavetheisland,sheshouldbesoprecipitatenowhefailedtounderstand。 Buthetookgreatcaretocompromiseinnowayagirlinwhomhisinterestwasasprotectiveasitwaspassionate。Heaccordinglylefthertogetoutoftheislandalone,awaitingheratastationafewmilesuptherailway,where,discoveringhimselftoherthroughthecarriage-window,heenteredthenextcompartment,hisframepervadedbyaglowwhichwasalmostjoyathavingforthefirsttimeinhischargeonewhoinheritedthefleshandborethenamesoearlyassociatedwithhisown,andattheprospectofputtingthingsrightwhichhadbeenwrongthroughmanyyears。 2。XI。THEIMAGEPERSISTS Itwasdarkwhenthefour-wheeledcabwhereinhehadbroughtAvicefromthestationstoodattheentrancetothepileofflatsofwhichPierstonoccupiedonefloor——rarerthenasresidencesinLondonthantheyarenow。LeavingAvicetoalightandgettheluggagetakeninbytheporterPierstonwentupstairs。Tohissurprisehisfloorwassilent,andonenteringwithalatchkeytheroomswereallindarkness。 Hedescendedtothehall,whereAvicewasstandinghelplessbesidetheluggage,whiletheporterwasoutsidewiththecabman。 ’Doyouknowwhathasbecomeofmyservants?’askedJocelyn。 ’What——andain’ttheythere,saur?Ah,thenmybeliefisthatwhatI suspectedisthrue!Youdidn’tleaveyourwine-cellarunlocked,didyou,saur,bynomistake?’ Pierstonconsidered。Hethoughthemighthaveleftthekeywithhiselderservant,whomhehadbelievedhecouldtrust,especiallyasthecellarwasnotwellstocked。 ’Ah,thenitwasso!She’sbeenveryqueer,saur,thislastweekortwo。Oyes,sendingmessagesdownthespakin’-tubewhichwerelikemadnessitself,andorderingusthisandthat,tillwewouldtakenonoticeatall。Iseethembothgooutlastnight,andpossiblytheywentforaholidaynotexpectingye,ormaybeforgood!Shure,ifye’dwritten,saur,I’dha’gottheplaceready,yebeingoutofaman,too,thoughit’snotmedutyatall!’ WhenPierstongottohisflooragainhefoundthatthecellardoorwasopen;somebottleswerestandingemptythathadbeenfull,andmanyabstractedaltogether。Allotherarticlesinthehouse,however,appearedtobeintact。Hislettertohishousekeeperlayintheboxasthepostmanhadleftit。 Bythistimetheluggagehadbeensentupinthelift;andAvice,likesomuchmoreluggage,stoodatthedoor,thehall-porterbehindofferinghisassistance。 ’Comehere,Avice,’saidthesculptor。’Whatshallwedonow?Here’saprettystateofaffairs!’ Avicecouldsuggestnothing,tillshewasstruckwiththebrightthoughtthatsheshouldlightafire。 ’Lightafire?——ah,yes……Iwonderifwecouldmanage。Thisisanoddcoincidence——andawkward!’hemurmured。’Verywell,lightafire。’ ’Isthisthekitchen,sir,allmixedupwiththeparlours?’ ’Yes。’ ’ThenIthinkIcandoallthat’swantedhereforabit;atanyrate,tillyoucangethelp,sir。Atleast,IcouldifIcouldfindthefuel-house。’TisnosuchbigplaceasIthought!’ ’That’sright:takecourage!’saidhewithatendersmile。’Now,I’lldineoutthisevening,andleavetheplaceforyoutoarrangeasbestyoucanwiththehelpoftheporter’swifedownstairs。’ ThisPierstonaccordinglydid,andsotheircommonresidencebegan。 Feelingmoreandmorestronglythatsomedangerawaitedherinhernativeislandhedeterminednottosendherbacktilltheloverorloverswhoseemedtotroublehershouldhavecooledoff。Hewasquitewillingtotaketheriskofhisactionthusfarinhissolicitousregardforher。 *** Itwasadualsolitude,indeed;for,thoughPierstonandAviceweretheonlytwopeopleintheflat,theydidnotkeepeachothercompany,theformerbeingasscrupulouslyfearfulofgoingnearhernowthathehadtheopportunityashehadbeenprompttoseekherwhenhehadnone。 Theylivedinsilence,hismessagestoherbeingfrequentlywrittenonscrapsofpaperdepositedwhereshecouldseethem。Itwasnotwithoutapangthathenotedherunconsciousnessoftheirisolatedposition——apositiontowhich,hadsheexperiencedanyreciprocityofsentiment,shewouldreadilyhavebeenalive。 Consideringthat,thoughnotprofound,shewashardlyamatter-of-factgirlasthatphraseiscommonlyunderstood,shewasexasperatinginthematter-of-factqualityofherresponsestothefriendlyremarkswhichwouldescapehiminspiteofhimself,aswellasinhergeneralconduct。Wheneverheformedsomeculinaryexcuseforwalkingacrossthefewyardsoftessellatedhallwhichseparatedhisroomfromthekitchen,andspokethroughthedoorwaytoher,sheanswered,’Yes,sir,’or’No,sir,’withoutturninghereyesfromtheparticularworkthatshewasengagedin。 Intheusualcoursehewouldhaveobtainedacoupleofproperlyqualifiedservantsimmediately;buthelivedonwiththeone,orratherthelessthanone,thatthiscottage-girlafforded。Ithadbeenhisalmostinvariablecustomtodineatoneofhisclubs。Nowhesatathomeoverthemiserablechoporsteaktowhichhelimitedhimselfindreadlestsheshouldcomplainoftherebeingtoomuchworkforoneperson,anddemandtobesenthome。Acharwomancameeverytwoorthreedays,effectinganextraordinaryconsumptionoffoodandalcoholicliquids:yetitwasnotforthisthatPierstondreadedherpresence,butlest,inconversingwithAvice,sheshouldopenthegirl’seyestotheoddityofhersituation。Avicecouldseeforherselfthattheremusthavebeentwoorthreeservantsintheflatduringhisformerresidencethere:buthisreasonsfordoingwithoutthemseemednevertostrikeher。 Hisintentionhadbeentokeepheroccupiedexclusivelyatthestudio,butaccidenthadmodifiedthis。However,hesentherroundonemorning,andenteringhimselfshortlyafterfoundherengagedinwipingthelayersofdustfromthecastsandmodels。 Thecolourofthedustneverceasedtoamazeher。’ItisliketheholdofaBudmouthcollier,’shesaid,’andthebeautifulfacesoftheseclaypeoplearequitespoiltbyit。’ ’Isupposeyou’llmarrysomeday,Avice?’remarkedPierston,asheregardedherthoughtfully。 ’Somedoandsomedon’t,’shesaid,withareservedsmile,stillattendingtothecasts。’ ’Youareveryoffhand,’saidhe。 Shearchlyweighedthatremarkwithoutfurtherspeech。Itwastantalizingconductinthefaceofhisinstincttocherishher; especiallywhenheregardedthecharmofherbendingprofile;thewell- characterizedthoughsoftlylinednose,theroundchinwith,asitwere,asecondleapinitscurvetothethroat,andthesweepoftheeyelashesovertherosycheekduringthesedulouslyloweredglance。 Howfutilelyhehadlabouredtoexpressthecharacterofthatfaceinclay,and,whilecatchingitinsubstance,hadyetlostsomethingthatwasessential! Thateveningafterdusk,inthestressofwritingletters,hesentheroutforstamps。Shehadbeenabsentsomequarterofanhourwhen,suddenlydrawinghimselfupfromoverhiswriting-table,itflasheduponhimthathehadabsolutelyforgottenhertotalignoranceofLondon。 Theheadpost-office,towhichhehadsentherbecauseitwaslate,wastwoorthreestreetsoff,andhehadmadehisrequestinthemostgeneralmanner,whichshehadaccededtowithalacrityenough。Howcouldhehavedonesuchanunreflectingthing? Pierstonwenttothewindow。Itwashalf-pastnineo’clock,andowingtoherabsencetheblindswerenotdown。Heopenedthecasementandsteppedoutuponthebalcony。Thegreenshadeofhislampscreeneditsraysfromthegloomwithout。Overtheoppositesquarethemoonhung,andtotherighttherestretchedalongstreet,filledwithadiminishingarrayoflamps,somesingle,someinclusters,amongthemanoccasionalblueorredone。Fromacornercamethenotesofapiano-organstrummingoutastirringmarchofRossini’s。Theshadowyblackfiguresofpedestriansmovedup,down,andacrosstheembrownedroadway。Abovetheroofswasabankoflividmist,andhigheragreenish-bluesky,inwhichstarswerevisible,thoughitslowerpartwasstillpalewithdaylight,againstwhichrosechimney-potsintheformofelbows,prongs,andfists。 Fromthewholesceneproceededagroundrumble,milesinextent,uponwhichindividualrattles,voices,atinwhistle,thebarkofadog,rodelikebubblesonasea。Thewholenoiseimpressedhimwiththesensethatnooneinitsenormousmasseverrequiredrest。 Inthisillimitableoceanofhumanitytherewasaunitofexistence,hisAvice,wanderingalone。 Pierstonlookedathiswatch。Shehadbeengonehalfanhour。Itwasimpossibletodistinguishheratthisdistance,evenifsheapproached。 Hecameinside,andputtingonhishatdeterminedtogooutandseekher。Hereachedtheendofthestreet,andtherewasnothingofhertobeseen。Shehadtheoptionoftwoorthreeroutesfromthispointtothepost-office;yetheplungedatrandomintoone,tillhereachedtheofficetofinditquitedeserted。Almostdistractednowbyhisanxietyforherheretreatedasrapidlyashehadcome,regaininghomeonlytofindthatshehadnotreturned。 Herecollectedtellingherthatifsheshouldeverloseherwayshemustcallacabanddrivehome。Itoccurredtohimthatthiswaswhatshewoulddonow。Heagainwentoutuponthebalcony;thedignifiedstreetinwhichhelivedwasalmostvacant,andthelampsstoodlikeplacedsentinelsawaitingsomeprocessionwhichtarriedlong。Atapointunderhimwheretheroadwastornuptherestoodaredlight,andatthecornertwomenweretalkinginleisurelyrepose,asifsunningthemselvesatnoonday。Loversofafelinedisposition,whowereneverseenbydaylight,jokedanddartedateachotherinandoutofareagates。 Hisattentionwasfixedonthecabs,andheheldhisbreathasthehollowclapofeachhorse’shoofsdrewnearthefrontofthehouse,onlytogoonwardintothesquare。Thetwolampsofeachvehicleafardilatedwithitsnearapproach,andseemedtoswervetowardshim。ItwasAvicesurely?No,itpassedby。 Almostfranticheagaindescendedandlethimselfoutofthehouse,movingtowardsamorecentralpart,wheretheroarstillcontinued。 Beforeemergingintothenoisythoroughfareheobservedasmallfigureapproachingleisurelyalongtheoppositeside,andhastenedacrosstofinditwasshe。 2。XII。AGRILLEDESCENDSBETWEEN ’OAvice!’hecried,withthetenderlysubduedscoldingofamother。 ’Whatisthisyouhavedonetoalarmmeso!’ Sheseemedunconsciousofhavingdoneanything,andwasaltogethersurprisedathisanxiety。Inhisreliefhedidnotspeakfurthertillheaskedhersuddenlyifshewouldtakehisarmsinceshemustbetired。 ’Ono,sir!’sheassuredhim,’Iamnotabittired,andIdon’trequireanyhelpatall,thankyou。’ Theywentupstairswithoutusingthelift,andheletherandhimselfinwithhislatchkey。Sheenteredthekitchen,andhe,following,satdowninachairthere。 ’Wherehaveyoubeen?’hesaid,withalmostangeredconcernonhisface。’Yououghtnottohavebeenabsentmorethantenminutes。’ ’Iknewtherewasnothingformetodo,andthoughtIshouldliketoseealittleofLondon,’sherepliednaively。’SowhenIhadgotthestampsIwentonintothefashionablestreets,whereladiesareallwalkingaboutjustasifitweredaytime!’TwasforalltheworldlikecominghomebynightfromMartinmasFairattheStreeto’Wells,onlymoregenteel。’ ’OAvice,Avice,youmustnotgooutlikethis!Don’tyouknowthatI amresponsibleforyoursafety?Iamyour——well,guardian,infact,andamboundbylawandmorals,andIdon’tknowwhat-all,todeliveryouuptoyournativeislandwithoutascratchorblemish。Andyetyouindulgeinsuchamidnightvagaryasthis!’ ’ButIamsure,sir,thegentlemeninthestreetweremorerespectablethantheyareanywhereathome!Theyweredressedinthelatestfashion,andwouldhavescornedtodomeanyharm;andastotheirlove-making,Ineverheardanythingsopolitebefore。’ ’Well,youmustnotdoitagain。I’lltellyousomedaywhy。What’sthatyouhaveinyourhand?’ ’Amouse-trap。Therearelotsofmiceinthiskitchen——sootymice,notcleanlikeours——andIthoughtI’dtrytocatchthem。ThatwaswhatI wentsofartobuy,astherewerenoshopsopenjustabouthere。I’llsetitnow。’ Sheproceededatoncetodoso,andPierstonremainedinhisseatregardingtheoperation,whichseemedentirelytoengrossher。Itwasextraordinary,indeed,toobservehowshewilfullylimitedherinterests;withwhatcontentshereceivedtheordinarythingsthatlifeoffered,andpersistentlyrefusedtobeholdwhataninfinitelyextendedlifelayopentoherthroughhim。Ifshehadonlysaidthewordhewouldhavegotalicenceandmarriedherthenextmorning。Wasitpossiblethatshedidnotperceivethistendencyinhim?Shecouldhardlybeawomanifshedidnot;andinherairy,elusive,offhanddemeanourshewasverymuchofawomanindeed。 ’Itonlyholdsonemouse,’hesaidabsently。 ’ButIshallhearitthrowinthenight,andsetitagain。’ Hesighedandlefthertoherownresourcesandretiredtorest,thoughhefeltnotendencytosleep。Atsomesmallhourofthedarkness,owing,possibly,tosomeinterveningdoorbeingleftopen,heheardthemouse-trapclick。Anotherlightsleepermusthaveheardittoo,foralmostimmediatelyafterthepit-patofnakedfeet,accompaniedbythebrushingofdrapery,wasaudiblealongthepassagetowardsthekitchen。 Afterherabsenceinthatapartmentlongenoughtoresetthetrap,hewasstartledbyascreamfromthesamequarter。Pierstonsprangoutofbed,jumpedintohisdressing-gown,andhastenedinthedirectionofthecry。 Avice,barefootedandwrappedinashawl,wasstandinginachair;themouse-traplayonthefloor,themouserunningroundandroundinitsneighbourhood。 ’Iwastryingtotakeenout,’saidsheexcitedly,’andhegotawayfromme!’ Pierstonsecuredthemousewhilesheremainedstandingonthechair。 Then,havingsetthetrapanew,hisfeelingburstoutpetulantly—— ’Agirllikeyoutothrowyourselfawayuponsuchacommonplacefellowasthatquarryman!Whydoyoudoit!’ Hermindwassointentlyfixeduponthematterinhandthatitwassomemomentsbeforeshecaughthisirrelevantsubject。’BecauseIamafoolishgirl,’shesaidquietly。 ’What!Don’tyoulovehim?’saidJocelyn,withasurprisedstareupatherasshestood,inherconcernappearingtheveryAvicewhohadkissedhimtwentyyearsearlier。 ’Itisnotmuchusetotalkaboutthat,’saidshe。 ’Then,isitthesoldier?’ ’Yes,thoughIhaveneverspokentohim。’ ’Neverspokentothesoldier?’ ’Never。’ ’Haseitheronetreatedyoubadly——deceivedyou?’ ’No。Certainlynot。’ ’Well,Ican’tmakeyouout;andIdon’twishtoknowmorethanyouchoosetotellme。Come,Avice,whynottellmeexactlyhowthingsare?’ ’Notnow,sir!’shesaid,herprettypinkfaceandbrowneyesturnedinsimpleappealtohimfromherpedestal。’Iwilltellyouallto- morrow;anthatIwill!’ Heretreatedtohisownroomandlaydownmeditating。Somequarterofanhouraftershehadretreatedtohersthemouse-trapclickedagain,andPierstonraisedhimselfonhiselbowtolisten。Theplacewassostillandthejerry-builtdoor-panelssothinthathecouldhearthemousejumpingaboutinsidethewiresofthetrap。Butheheardnofootstepthistime。Ashewaswakefulandrestlessheagainarose,proceededtothekitchenwithalight,andremovingthemouseresetthetrap。Returninghelistenedoncemore。HecouldseeinthefardistancethedoorofAvice’sroom;butthatthoughtfulhousewifehadnotheardthesecondcapture。Fromtheroomcameasoftbreathinglikethatofaninfant。 Heenteredhisownchamberandreclinedhimselfgloomilyenough。Herlackofallconsciousnessofhim,theaspectofthedesertedkitchen,thecoldgrate,impressedhimwithadeepersenseoflonelinessthanhehadeverfeltbefore。 Foolishhewas,indeed,tobesodevotedtothisyoungwoman。Herdefencelessness,herfreedomfromtheleastthoughtthattherelurkedadangerintheirpropinquity,wereinfactsecondarysafeguards,notmuchlessstrongthanthatofherbeinghermother’simage,againstrisktoherfromhim。Yetitwasoutofthisthathisdepressioncame。 AtsightofherthenextmorningPierstonfeltthathemustputanendtosuchastateofthings。HesentAviceofftothestudio,wrotetoanagentforacoupleofservants,andthenwentroundtohiswork。 Avicewasbusyrightingallthatshewasallowedtotouch。Itwasthegirl’sdelighttobeoccupiedamongthemodelsandcasts,whichforthefirsttimesheregardedwiththewistfulinterestofasoulstrugglingtoreceiveideasofbeautyvaguelydiscernedyetevereludingher。 Thatbrightnessinhermother’smindwhichmighthavedescendedtothesecondAvicewiththematernalfaceandform,hadbeendimmedbyadmixturewiththemediocrityofherfather’s,andbyonewhorememberedlikePierstonthedualorganizationtheoppositescouldbeoftenseenwrestlinginternally。 Theywerealoneinthestudio,andhisfeelingsfoundvent。Puttinghisarmsroundherhesaid,’Mydarling,sweetlittleAvice!Iwanttoaskyousomething——surelyyouguesswhat?Iwanttoknowthis:willyoubemarriedtome,andliveherewithmealwaysandever?’ ’O,Mr。Pierston,whatnonsense!’ ’Nonsense?’saidhe,shrinkingsomewhat。 ’Yes,sir。’ ’Well,why?AmItooold?Surelythere’snoseriousdifference?’ ’Ono——Ishouldnotmindthatifitcametomarrying。Thedifferenceisnotmuchforhusbandandwife,thoughitisrathermuchforkeepingcompany。’ Shestruggledtogetfree,andwheninthemovementsheknockeddowntheEmpressFaustina’sheadhedidnottrytoretainher。Hesawthatshewasnotonlysurprisedbutalittlealarmed。 ’Youhaven’tsaidwhyitisnonsense!’heremarkedtartly。 ’Why,Ididn’tknowyouwasthinkingofmelikethat。Ihadn’tanythoughtofit!Andallalonehere!WhatshallIdo?’ ’Sayyes,myprettyAvice!We’llthengooutandbemarriedatonce,andnobodybeanythewiser。’ Sheshookherhead。’Icouldn’t,sir。’ ’Itwouldbewellforyou。Youdon’tlikeme,perhaps?’ ’YesIdo——verymuch。Butnotinthatsortofway——quite。Still,I mighthavegottoloveyouintime,if——’ ’Well,then,try,’hesaidwarmly。’Yourmotherdid!’ NosoonerhadthewordsslippedoutthanPierstonwouldhaverecalledthem。Hehadfeltinamomentthattheyjeopardizedhiscause。 ’Motherlovedyou?’saidAvice,incredulouslygazingathim。 ’Yes,’hemurmured。 ’Youwerenotherfalseyoungman,surely?Thatonewho——’ ’Yes,yes!Saynomoreaboutit。’ ’Whoranawayfromher?’ ’Almost。’ ’ThenIcanNEVER,NEVERlikeyouagain!Ididn’tknowitwasagentleman——I——Ithought——’ ’Itwasn’tagentleman,then。’ ’O,sir,pleasegoaway!Ican’tbearthesightof’eeatthismoment! PerhapsIshallgetto——tolikeyouasIdid;but——’ ’No;I’md————difI’llgoaway!’saidPierston,thoroughlyirritated。 ’Ihavebeencandidwithyou;yououghttobethesamewithme!’ ’Whatdoyouwantmetotell?’ ’Enoughtomakeitcleartomewhyyoudon’tacceptthisoffer。 Everythingyouhavesaidyetisareasonforthereverse。Now,mydear,Iamnotangry。’ ’Yesyouare。’ ’NoI’mnot。Nowwhatisyourreason?’ ’ThenameofitisIsaacPierston,downhome。’ ’How?’ ’Imeanhecourtedme,andledmeontoislandcustom,andthenIwenttochapelonemorningandmarriedhiminsecret,becausemotherdidn’tcareabouthim;andIdidn’teitherbythattime。Andthenhequarrelledwithme;andjustbeforeyouandIcametoLondonhewentawaytoGuernsey。ThenIsawasoldier;Ineverknewhisname,butI fellinlovewithhimbecauseIamsoquickatthat!Still,asitwaswrong,Itriednottothinkofhim,andwouldn’tlookathimwhenhepassed。ButitmademecryverymuchthatImustn’t。Iwasthenverymiserable,andyouaskedmetocometoLondon。Ididn’tcarewhatI didwithmyself,andIcame。’ ’Heavenaboveus!’saidPierston,hispaleanddistressedfaceshowingwithwhatashockthisannouncementhadcome。’Whyhaveyoudonesuchextraordinarythings?Or,rather,whydidn’tyoutellmeofthisbefore?Then,atthepresentmomentyouarethewifeofamanwhoisinGuernsey,whomyoudonotloveatall;butinsteadofhimloveasoldierwhomyouhaveneverspokento;whileIhavenearlybroughtscandaluponusbothbyyourlettingmeloveyou。Really,youareaverywickedwoman!’ ’No,Iamnot!’shepouted。 Still,Avicelookedpaleandratherfrightened,anddidnotlifthereyesfromthefloor。’Isaiditwasnonsenseinyoutowanttohaveme!’shewenton,’and,evenifIhadn’tbeenmarriedtothathorridIsaacPierston,Icouldn’thavemarriedyouafteryoutoldmethatyouwasthemanwhoranawayfrommymother。’ ’Ihavepaidthepenalty!’hesaidsadly。’Menofmysortalwaysgettheworstofitsomehow。ThoughIneverdidyourmotheranyharm。 Now,Avice——I’llcallyoudearAviceforyourmother’ssakeandnotforyourown——ImustseewhatIcandotohelpyououtofthedifficultythatunquestionablyyouarein。Whycan’tyouloveyourhusbandnowyouhavemarriedhim?’ Avicelookedasideatthestatuaryasifthesubtletiesofherorganizationwerenotveryeasytodefine。 ’Washethatblack-beardedtypicallocalcharacterIsawyouwalkingwithoneSunday?Thesamesurnameasmine;though,ofcourse,youdon’tnoticethatinaplacewherethereareonlyhalf-a-dozensurnames?’ ’Yes,thatwasIke。Itwasthateveningwedisagreed。Hescoldedme,andIansweredhim(youmusthaveheardus);andthenextdayhewentaway。’ ’Well,asIsay,Imustconsiderwhatitwillbebesttodoforyouinthis。Thefirstthing,itseemstome,willbetogetyourhusbandhome。’ Sheimpatientlyshruggedhershoulders。’Idon’tlikehim!’ ’Thenwhydidyoumarryhim?’ ’Iwasobligedto,afterwe’dprovedeachotherbyislandcustom。’ ’Youshouldn’thavethoughtofsuchathing。Itisridiculousandoutofdatenowadays。’ ’Ah,he’ssoold-fashionedinhisnotionsthathedoesn’tthinklikethat。However,he’sgone。’ ’Ah——itisonlyatiffbetweenyou,Idaresay。I’llstarthiminbusinessifhe’llcome……Isthecottageathomestillinyourhands?’ ’Yes,itismyfreehold。GrammerStockwoolistakingcareo’itforme。’ ’Good。Andbackthereyougostraightway,myprettymadam,andwaittillyourhusbandcomestomakeitupwithyou。’ ’Iwon’tgo!——Idon’twanthimtocome!’shesobbed。’Iwanttostayherewithyou,oranywhere,exceptwherehecancome!’ ’Youwillgetoverthat。Now,gobacktotheflat,there’sadearAvice,andbereadyinonehour,waitinginthehallforme。’ ’Idon’twantto!’ ’ButIsayyoushall!’ Shefounditwasnousetodisobey。Preciselyatthemomentappointedhemethertherehimself,burdenedonlywithavaliseandumbrella,shewithaboxandotherthings。DirectingtheportertoputAviceandherbelongingsintoafour-wheeledcabfortherailway-station,hewalkedonwardfromthedoor,andkeptlookingbehind,tillhesawthecabapproaching。Hethenenteredbesidetheastonishedgirl,andonwardtheywenttogether。 Theysatoppositeeachotherinanemptycompartment,andthetediousrailwayjourneybegan。Regardinghercloselynowbythelightofherrevelationhewonderedathimselfforneverdivininghersecret。 Wheneverhelookedatherthegirl’seyesgrewrebellious,andatlastshewept。 ’Idon’twanttogotohim!’shesobbedinamiserablevoice。 Pierstonwasalmostasmuchdistressedasshe。’Whydidyouputyourselfandmeinsuchaposition?’hesaidbitterly。’Itisnousetoregretitnow!AndIcan’tsaythatIdo。Itaffordsmeawayoutofatryingposition。Evenifyouhadnotbeenmarriedtohimyouwouldnothavemarriedme!’ ’Yes,Iwould,sir。’ ’What!Youwould?Yousaidyouwouldn’tnotlongago。’ ’Ilikeyoubetternow!Ilikeyoumoreandmore!’ Pierstonsighed,foremotionallyhewasnotmucholderthanshe。Thathitchinhisdevelopment,renderinghimthemostlopsidedofGod’screatures,washisstandingmisfortune。Aproposaltoherwhichcrossedhismindwasdismissedasdisloyalty,particularlytoaninexperiencedfellow-islanderandonewhowasbyraceandtraditionsalmostakinswoman。 Littlemorepassedbetweenthetwainonthatwretched,never-to-be- forgottenday。Aphrodite,Ashtaroth,Freyja,orwhoeverthelove-queenofhisislemighthavebeen,waspunishinghimsharply,assheknewbuttoowellhowtopunishhervotarieswhentheyrevertedfromtheephemeraltothestablemood。Whenwasittoend——thiscurseofhisheartnotageingwhilehisframemovednaturallyonward?Perhapsonlywithlife。 Hisfirstactthedayafterdepositingherinherownhousewastogotothechapelwhere,byherstatement,themarriagehadbeensolemnized,andmakesureofthefact。Perhapshefeltanillogicalhopethatshemightbefree,eventhen,inthetarnishedconditionwhichsuchfreedomwouldhaveinvolved。However,therestoodthewordsdistinctly:IsaacPierston,AnnAviceCaro,sonanddaughterofSo- and-so,marriedonsuchaday,signedbythecontractingparties,theofficiatingminister,andthetwowitnesses。 2。XIII。SHEISENSHROUDEDFROMSIGHT Oneeveninginearlywinter,whentheairwasdryandgusty,thedarklittlelanewhichdividedthegroundsofSylvaniaCastlefromthecottageofAvice,andleddowntotheadjoiningruinofRed-KingCastle,waspacedbyasolitaryman。Thecottagewasthecentreofhisbeat;itswesternlimitbeingthegatesoftheformerresidence,itseasternthedrawbridgeoftheruin。Thefewothercottagesthereabout—— allasifcarvedfromthesolidrock——wereindarkness,butfromtheupperwindowofAvice’stinyfreeholdglimmeredalight。Itsrayswererepeatedfromthefar-distantseabythelightshiplyingmooredoverthemysteriousShamblesquicksand,whichbroughttamelessnessanddomesticityintoduepositionasbalancedopposites。 Theseamoaned——morethanmoaned——amongthebouldersbelowtheruins,athroeofitstidebeingtimedtoregularintervals。Thesesoundswereaccompaniedbyanequallyperiodicmoanfromtheinteriorofthecottagechamber;sothatthearticulateheaveofwaterandthearticulateheaveoflifeseemedbutdifferingutterancesoftheselfsametroubledterrestrialBeing——whichinonesensetheywere。 Pierston——forthemaninthelanewashe——wouldlookfromlightshiptocottagewindow;thenbackagain,ashewaitedtherebetweenthetravailoftheseawithout,andthetravailofthewomanwithin。Soonaninfant’swailoftheveryfeeblestwasalsoaudibleinthehouse。Hestartedfromhiseasypacing,andwentagainwestward,standingattheelbowofthelanealongtime。Thenthepeaceofthesleepingvillagewhichlaythatwaywasbrokenbylightwheelsandthetrotofahorse。 Pierstonwentbacktothecottagegateandawaitedthearrivalofthevehicle。 Itwasalightcart,andamanjumpeddownasitstopped。Hewasinabroad-brimmedhat,underwhichnomoreofhimcouldbeperceivedthanthatheworeablackbeardclippedlikeayewfence——atypicalaspectintheisland。 ’YouareAvice’shusband?’askedthesculptorquickly。 Themanrepliedthathewas,inthelocalaccent。’I’vejustcomeinbyto-day’sboat,’headded。’Icouldn’tgithereavore。IhadcontractedforthejobatPeter-Port,andhadtoseeto’ttotheend。’ ’Well,’saidPierston,’yourcomingmeansthatyouarewillingtomakeitupwithher?’ ’Ay,Idon’tknowbutIbe,’saidtheman。’Midsowelldothatasanythingelse!’ ’Ifyoudo,thoroughly,agoodbusinessinyouroldlineawaitsyouhereintheisland。’ ’Wi’allmyheart,then,’saidtheman。Hisvoicewasenergetic,and,thoughslightlytouchy,itshowed,onthewhole,adispositiontosetthingsright。 Thedriverofthetrapwaspaidoff,andJocelynandIsaacPierston—— undoubtedlyscionsofacommonstockinthisisleofintermarriages,thoughtheyhadnoproofofit——enteredthehouse。Nobodywasintheground-floorroom,inthecentreofwhichstoodasquaretable,inthecentreofthetablealittlewoolmat,andinthecentreofthematalamp,theapartmenthavingtheappearanceofbeingrigidlysweptandsetinorderforaneventofinterest。 ThewomanwholivedinthehousewithAvicenowcamedownstairs,andtotheinquiryofthecomerssherepliedthatmatterswereprogressingfavourably,butthatnobodycouldbeallowedtogoupstairsjustthen。 Afterplacingchairsandviandsforthemsheretreated,andtheysatdown,thelampbetweenthem——theloverofthesuffererabove,whohadnorighttoher,andthemanwhohadeveryrighttoher,butdidnotloveher。Engagingindesultoryandfragmentaryconversationtheylistenedtothetramplingoffeetonthefloor-boardsoverhead—— Pierstonfullofanxietyandattentiveness,Ikeawaitingthecourseofnaturecalmly。 Soontheyheardthefeeblebleatsrepeated,andthenthelocalpractitionerdescendedandenteredtheroom。 ’Howisshenow?’saidPierston,themoretaciturnIkelookingupwithhimfortheanswerthathefeltwouldservefortwoaswellasforone。 ’Doingwell,remarkablywell,’repliedtheprofessionalgentleman,withamannerofhavingsaiditinotherplaces;andhisvehiclenotbeingatthedoorhesatdownandsharedsomerefreshmentwiththeothers。 WhenhehaddepartedMrs。Stockwoolagainsteppeddown,andinformedthemthatIke’spresencehadbeenmadeknowntohiswife。 Thetruantquarrierseemedratherinclinedtostaywherehewasandfinishthemugofale,butPierstonquickenedhim,andheascendedthestaircase。AssoonasthelowerroomwasemptyPierstonleantwithhiselbowsonthetable,andcoveredhisfacewithhishands。 Ikewasabsentnogreattime。Descendingwithaproprietarymienthathadbeenlackingbefore,heinvitedJocelyntoascendlikewise,sinceshehadstatedthatshewouldliketoseehim。Jocelynwentupthecrookedoldsteps,thehusbandremainingbelow。 Avice,thoughwhiteasthesheets,lookedbrighterandhappierthanhehadexpectedtofindher,andwasapparentlyverymuchfortifiedbythepinklittlelumpatherside。Sheheldoutherhandtohim。 ’Ijustwantedtotell’ee,’shesaid,strivingagainstherfeebleness,’Ithoughtitwouldbenoharmtoseeyou,though’tisrathersoon——totell’eehowverymuchIthankyouforgettingmesettledagainwithIke。Heisverygladtocomehomeagain,too,hesays。Yes,you’vedoneagoodmanykindthingsforme,sir。’ Whethershewerereallyglad,orwhetherthewordswereexpressedasamatterofduty,Pierstondidnotattempttolearn。 Hemerelysaidthathevaluedherthanks。’Now,Avice,’headdedtenderly,’Iresignmyguardianshipofyou。Ihopetoseeyourhusbandinasoundlittlebusinesshereinaveryshorttime。’ ’Ihopeso——forbaby’ssake,’shesaid,withabrightsigh。’Wouldyou——liketoseeher,sir?’ ’Thebaby?Oyes——YOURbaby!YoumustchristenherAvice。’ ’Yes——soIwill!’shemurmuredreadily,anddisclosedtheinfantwithsometimidity。’Ihopeyouforgiveme,sir,forconcealingmythoughtlessmarriage!’ ’Ifyouforgivemeformakinglovetoyou。’ ’Yes。Howwereyoutoknow!Iwish——’ Pierstonbadehergood-bye,kissingherhand;turnedfromherandtheincipientbeingwhomhewastomeetagainunderveryalteredconditions,andleftthebed-chamberwithatearinhiseye。 ’Hereendeththatdream!’saidhe。