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类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:20046更新时间:19/01/05 09:25:41
Theladytoldherlittlestory——whateveritwasJocelyncouldnothearit——thestatesmanlaughed:’Haugh-haugh-haugh!’ Theladyblushed。Jocelyn,wroughtuptoahightensionbytheaforesaidpresentimentthathisShelleyan’One-shape-of-many-names’wasabouttoreappear,paidlittleheedtotheothers,watchingforafullviewoftheladywhohadwonhisattention。 Thatladyremainedforthepresentpartiallyscreenedbyherneighbours。AdiversionwascausedbyLadyChannelcliffebringingupsomebodytopresenttotheex-Minister;theladiesgotmixed,andJocelynlostsightoftheonewhomhewasbeginningtosuspectasthestealthilyreturnedabsentee。 Helookedforherinakindlyyoungladyofthehouse,hishostess’srelation,whoappearedtomoreadvantagethatnightthanshehadeverdonebefore——inasky-bluedress,whichhadnothingbetweenitandthefairskinofherneck,lendingheranunusuallysoftandsylph-likeaspect。Shesawhim,andtheyconverged。Herlookof’WhatdoyouthinkofmeNOW?’wassuggested,heknew,bythethoughtthatthelasttimetheymetshehadappearedunderthedisadvantageofmourningclothes,onawetdayinacountry-house,whereeverybodywascross。 ’Ihavesomenewphotographs,andIwantyoutotellmewhethertheyaregood,’shesaid。’Mindyouaretotellmetruly,andnofavour。’ Sheproducedthepicturesfromanadjoiningdrawer,andtheysatdowntogetheruponanottomanforthepurposeofexamination。Theportraits,takenbythelastfashionablephotographer,wereverygood,andhetoldherso;butashespokeandcomparedthemhismindwasfixedonsomethingelsethanthemerejudgment。Hewonderedwhethertheelusiveonewereindeedintheframeofthisgirl。 Helookedupather。Tohissurprise,hermind,too,wasonotherthingsbentthanonthepictures。Hereyeswereglancingawaytodistantpeople,shewasapparentlyconsideringtheeffectshewasproducinguponthembythiscosytete-a-tetewithPierston,andupononeinparticular,amanofthirty,ofmilitaryappearance,whomPierstondidnotknow。Quiteconvincednowthatnophantombelongingtohimwascontainedintheoutlinesofthepresentyounglady,hecouldcoollysurveyherasheresponded。Theywerebothdoingthesamething——eachwaspretendingtobedeeplyinterestedinwhattheotherwastalkingabout,theattentionofthetwoalikeflittingawaytoothercornersoftheroomevenwhentheverypointoftheirdiscoursewaspending。 No,hehadnotseenHeryet。Hewasnotgoingtoseeher,apparently,to-night;shewasscaredawaybythetwangingpoliticalatmosphere。 Buthestillmovedonsearchingly,hardlyheedingcertainspectralimpsotherthanAphroditean,whoalwayshauntedtheseplaces,andjeeringlypointedoutthatunderthewhitehairofthisorthatribandedoldman,withaforeheadgrownwrinkledovertreatieswhichhadswayedthefortunesofEurope,withavoicewhichhadnumberedsovereignsamongitsrespectfullisteners,mightbeaheartthatwouldgoinsideanut- shell;thatbeneaththisorthatwhiteropeofpearlandpinkbosom,mightliethehalf-lungwhichhad,byhookorbycrook,tosustainitspossessorabove-groundtillthewedding-day。 Atthatmomentheencounteredhisamiablehost,andalmostsimultaneouslycaughtsightoftheladywhohadatfirstattractedhimandthenhaddisappeared。Theireyesmet,faroffastheywerefromeachother。Pierstonlaughedinwardly:itwasonlyinticklishexcitementastowhetherthiswastoproveatruetrouvaille,andwithnoinstincttomirth;forwhenundertheeyesofhisJill-o’-the-Wisphewasmoreinclinedtopalpitatelikeasheepinafair。 However,fortheminutehehadtoconversewithhishost,LordChannelcliffe,andalmostthefirstthingthatfriendsaidtohimwas: ’Whoisthatprettywomanintheblackdresswiththewhitefluffaboutitandthepearlnecklace?’ ’Idon’tknow,’saidJocelyn,withincipientjealousy:’Iwasjustgoingtoaskthesamething。’ ’O,weshallfindoutpresently,Isuppose。Idaresaymywifeknows。’ Theyhadparted,whenahandcameuponhisshoulder。LordChannelcliffehadturnedbackforaninstant:’Ifindsheisthegranddaughterofmyfather’soldfriend,thelastLordHengistbury。 HernameisMrs。——Mrs。Pine-Avon;shelostherhusbandtwoorthreeyearsago,veryshortlyaftertheirmarriage。’ LordChannelcliffebecameabsorbedintosomeadjoiningdignitaryoftheChurch,andPierstonwaslefttopursuehisquestalone。Ayoungfriendofhis——theLadyMabellaButtermead,whoappearedinacloudofmuslinandwasgoingontoaball——hadbeenbroughtagainsthimbythetide。Awarm-hearted,emotionalgirlwasLadyMabella,wholaughedatthehumorousnessofbeingalive。Sheaskedhimwhitherhewasbent,andhetoldher。 ’Oyes,Iknowherverywell!’saidLadyMabellaeagerly。’Shetoldmeonedaythatsheparticularlywishedtomeetyou。Poorthing——sosad—— shelostherhusband。Well,itwasalongtimeagonow,certainly。 Womenoughtnottomarryandlaythemselvesopentosuchcatastrophes,oughtthey,Mr。Pierston?_I_nevershall。Iamdeterminednevertorunsucharisk!Now,doyouthinkIshall?’ ’Marry?Ono;never,’saidPierstondrily。 ’That’sverysatisfying。’ButMabellawasscarcelycomfortableunderhisanswer,eventhoughjestinglyreturned,andsheadded:’ButsometimesIthinkImay,justforthefunofit。Nowwe’llsteeracrosstoher,andcatchher,andI’llintroduceyou。Butweshallnevergettoheratthisrate!’ ’Never,unlessweadopt\"theuglyrush,\"likethecitizenswhofollowtheLordMayor’sShow。’ Theytalked,andinchedtowardsthedesiredone,who,asshediscoursedwithaneighbour,seemedtobeofthose—— ’Femaleforms,whosegesturesbeamwithmind,’ seenbythepoetinhisVisionoftheGoldenCityofIslam。 Theirprogresswascontinuallychecked。Pierstonwasashehadsometimesseemedtobeinadream,unabletoadvancetowardstheobjectofpursuitunlesshecouldhavegathereduphisfeetintotheair。 Aftertenminutesgiventoapreoccupiedregardofshoulder-blades,backhair,glitteringheadgear,neck-napes,moles,hairpins,pearl- powder,pimples,mineralscutintofacetsofmany-colouredrays,necklace-clasps,fans,stays,thesevenstylesofelbowandarm,thethirteenvarietiesofear;andbyusingthetoesofhisdress-bootsascoulterswithwhichheploughedhiswayandthatofLadyMabellainthedirectiontheywereaimingat,hedrewneartoMrs。Pine-Avon,whowasdrinkingacupofteainthebackdrawing-room。 ’MydearNichola,wethoughtweshouldnevergettoyou,becauseitisworseto-night,owingtothesedreadfulpolitics!Butwe’vedoneit。’ AndsheproceededtotellherfriendofPierston’sexistencehardby。 Itseemedthatthewidowreallydidwishtoknowhim,andthatLadyMabellaButtermeadhadnotindulgedinoneofthetoofrequentinventionsinthatkind。Whentheyoungestofthetriohadmadethepairacquaintedwitheachothersheleftthemtotalktoayoungermanthanthesculptor。 Mrs。Pine-Avon’sblackvelvetsandsilks,withtheirwhiteaccompaniments,finelysetofftheexceedingfairnessofherneckandshoulders,which,thoughunwhitenedartificially,werewithoutaspeckorblemishoftheleastdegree。Thegentle,thoughtfulcreatureshehadlookedfromadistanceshenowprovedherselftobe;sheheldalsosoundratherthancurrentopinionsontheplasticarts,andwasthefirstintellectualwomanhehadseentherethatnight,exceptoneortwoasaforesaid。 Theysoonbecamewellacquainted,andatapauseintheirconversationnoticedthefreshexcitementcausedbythearrivalofsomelatecomerswithmorenews。Thelatterhadbeenbroughtbyarippling,bright-eyedladyinblack,whomadethemenlistentoher,whethertheywouldorno。 ’IamgladIamanoutsider,’saidJocelyn’sacquaintance,nowseatedonasofabesidewhichhewasstanding。’Iwouldn’tbelikemycousin,overthere,fortheworld。Shethinksherhusbandwillbeturnedoutatthenextelection,andshe’squitewild。’ ’Yes;itismostlythewomenwhoarethegamesters;themenonlythecards。Thepityisthatpoliticsarelookedonasbeingagameforpoliticians,justascricketisagameforcricketers;notastheseriousdutiesofpoliticaltrustees。’ ’Howfewofuseverthinkorfeelthat\"thenationofeverycountrydwellsinthecottage,\"assomebodysays!’ ’Yes。ThoughIwondertohearyouquotethat。’ ’O——Iamofnoparty,thoughmyrelationsare。Therecanbeonlyonebestcourseatalltimes,andthewisdomofthenationshouldbedirectedtofindingit,insteadofzigzaggingintwocourses,accordingtothewillofthepartywhichhappenstohavetheupperhand。’ Havingstartedthus,theyfoundnodifficultyinagreeingonmanypoints。WhenPierstonwentdownstairsfromthatassemblyataquartertoone,andpassedunderthesteamingnostrilsofanambassador’shorsestoahansomwhichwaitedforhimagainsttherailingofthesquare,hehadanimpressionthattheBelovedhadre-emergedfromtheshadows,withoutanyhintorinitiativefromhim——towhom,indeed,suchre-emergencewasanunquestionablyawkwardthing。 Inthishewasaware,however,thatthoughitmightbenow,asheretofore,theLovedwhodancedbeforehim,itwastheGoddessbehindherwhopulledthestringofthatJumpingJill。HehadlatelybeentryinghisartisthandagainontheDea’sformineveryconceivablephaseandmood。Hehadbecomeaone-partman——apresenterofheronly。 Buthiseffortshadresultedinfailures。Inherimplacablevanityshemightbepunishinghimanewforpresentinghersodeplorably。 2。II。SHEDRAWSCLOSEANDSATISFIES HecouldnotforgetMrs。Pine-Avon’seyes,thoughherememberednothingofherotherfacialdetails。Theywereround,inquiring,luminous。 Howthatchestnuthairofhershadshone:itrequirednotiaratosetitoff,likethatofthedowagerhehadseenthere,whohadputtenthousandpoundsuponherheadtomakeherselflookworsethanshewouldhaveappearedwiththeninepennymuslincapofaservantwoman。 Nowthequestionwas,oughthetoseeheragain?Hehadhisdoubts。 But,unfortunatelyfordiscretion,justwhenhewascomingoutoftheroomshehadencounteredanoldladyofseventy,hisfriendMrs。 Brightwalton——theHonourableMrs。Brightwalton——andshehadhastilyaskedhimtodinnerforthedayafterthemorrow,statinginthehonestwayheknewsowellthatshehadheardhewasoutoftown,orshewouldhaveaskedhimtwoorthreeweeksago。Now,ofallsocialthingsthatPierstonlikeditwastobeaskedtodinneroff-hand,asastopgapinplaceofsomebishop,earl,orUnder-Secretarywhocouldn’tcome,andwhentheinvitationwassupplementedbythetidingsthattheladywhohadsoimpressedhimwastobeoneoftheguests,hehadpromisedinstantly。 Atthedinner,hetookdownMrs。Pine-Avonuponhisarmandtalkedtonobodyelseduringthemeal。Afterwardstheykeptapartawhileinthedrawing-roomforform’ssake;buteventuallygravitatedtogetheragain,andfinishedtheeveningineachother’scompany。When,shortlyaftereleven,hecameaway,hefeltalmostcertainthatwithinthoseluminousgreyeyestheOneofhiseternalfidelityhadverilytakenlodgings—— andforalonglease。Butthiswasnotall。Atparting,hehad,almostinvoluntarily,givenherhandapressureofapeculiarandindescribablekind;alittleresponsefromher,likeamerepulsation,ofthesamesort,toldhimthattheimpressionshehadmadeuponhimwasreciprocated。Shewas,inaword,willingtogoon。 Butwasheable? Therehadnotbeenmuchharmintheflirtationthusfar;butdidsheknowhishistory,thecurseuponhisnature?——thathewastheWanderingJewofthelove-world,howrestlesslyidealhisfancieswere,howtheartistinhimhadconsumedthewooer,howhewasinconstantdreadlestheshouldwrongsomewomantwiceasgoodashimselfbyseemingtomeanwhathefainwouldmeanbutcouldnot,howuselesshewaslikelytobeforpracticalstepstowardshouseholding,thoughhewasallthewhilepiningfordomesticlife。Hewasnowoverforty,shewasprobablythirty;andhedarednotmakeunmeaninglovewiththecarelessselfishnessofayoungerman。Itwasunfairtogofurtherwithouttellingher,eventhough,hitherto,suchexplicitnesshadnotbeenabsolutelydemanded。 HedeterminedtocallimmediatelyontheNewIncarnation。 Shelivednotfarfromthelong,fashionableHamptonshireSquare,andhewentthitherwithexpectationsofhavingahighlyemotionaltime,atleast。Butsomehowtheverybell-pullseemedcold,althoughshehadsoearnestlyaskedhimtocome。 Asthehousespoke,sospoketheoccupant,muchtotheastonishmentofthesculptor。Thedoorshepassedthroughseemedasiftheyhadnotbeenopenedforamonth;andenteringthelargedrawing-room,hebeheld,inanarm-chair,inthefardistance,aladywhomhejourneyedacrossthecarpettoreach,andultimatelydidreach。TobesureitwasMrs。NicholaPine-Avon,butfrostedoverindescribably。Raisinghereyesinaslightlyinquiringmannerfromthebookshewasreading,sheleantbackinthechair,asifsoakingherselfinluxurioussensationswhichhadnothingtodowithhim,andrepliedtohisgreetingwithafewcommonplacewords。 TheunfortunateJocelyn,thoughrecuperativetoadegree,wasatfirstterriblyupsetbythisreception。HehaddistinctlybeguntoloveNichola,andhefeltsickandalmostresentful。Buthappilyhisaffectionwasincipientasyet,andasuddensenseoftheridiculousinhisownpositioncarriedhimtothevergeofrisibilityduringthescene。Shesignifiedachair,andbeganthecriticalstudyofsomeringsshewore。 Theytalkedovertheday’snews,andthenanorganbegantogrindoutside。Thetunewasarollickingairhehadheardatsomemusic- hall;and,bywayofadiversion,heaskedherifsheknewthecomposition。 ’No,Idon’t!’shereplied。 ’Now,I’lltellyouallaboutit,’saidhegravely。’Itisbasedonasoundoldmelodycalled\"TheJilt’sHornpipe。\"JustastheyturnMadeiraintoportinthespaceofasinglenight,sothisoldairhasbeentakenanddoctored,andtwistedabout,andbroughtoutasanewpopularditty。’ ’Indeed!’ ’Ifyouareinthehabitofgoingmuchtothemusic-hallsortheburlesquetheatres——’ ’Yes?’ ’Youwouldfindthisisoftendone,withexcellenteffect。’ Shethawedalittle,andthentheywentontotalkaboutherhouse,whichhadbeennewlypainted,anddecoratedwithgreenish-bluesatinuptotheheightofaperson’shead——anarrangementthatsomewhatimprovedherslightlyfaded,thoughstillpretty,face,andwashelpedbytheawningsoverthewindows。 ’Yes;Ihavehadmyhousesomeyears,’sheobservedcomplacently,’andIlikeitbettereveryyear。’ ’Don’tyoufeellonelyinitsometimes?’ ’Onever!’ However,beforeheroseshegrewfriendlytosomedegree,andwhenheleft,justafterthearrivalofthreeopportuneyoungladiessheseemedregretful。Sheaskedhimtocomeagain;andhethoughthewouldtellthetruth。’No:Ishallnotcaretocomeagain,’heanswered,inatoneinaudibletotheyoungladies。 Shefollowedhimtothedoor。’Whatanuncivilthingtosay!’shemurmuredinsurprise。 ’Itisratheruncivil。Good-bye,’saidPierston。 Asapunishmentshedidnotringthebell,butlefthimtofindhiswayoutashecould。’NowwhatthedevilthismeansIcannottell,’hesaidtohimself,reflectingstock-stillforamomentonthestairs。 Andyetthemeaningwasstaringhimintheface。 Meanwhileoneofthethreeyoungladieshadsaid,’Whatinterestingmanwasthat,withhislovelyheadofhair?IsawhimatLadyChannelcliffe’stheothernight。’ ’JocelynPierston。’ ’O,Nichola,thatIStoobad!Tolethimgointhatshabbyway,whenI wouldhavegivenanythingtoknowhim!IhavewantedtoknowhimeversinceIfoundouthowmuchhisexperienceshaddictatedhisstatuary,andIdiscoveredthembyseeinginaJerseypaperofthemarriageofapersonsupposedtobehiswife,whoranoffwithhimmanyyearsago,don’tyouknow,andthenwouldn’tmarryhim,inobediencetosomenovelsocialprinciplesshehadinventedforherself。’ ’O!didn’themarryher?’saidMrs。Pine-Avon,withastart。’Why,I heardonlyyesterdaythathedid,thoughtheyhavelivedaparteversince。’ ’Quiteamistake,’saidtheyounglady。’HowIwishIcouldrunafterhim!’ ButJocelynwasrecedingfromtheprettywidow’shousewithlongstrides。Hewentoutverylittleduringthenextfewdays,butaboutaweeklaterhekeptanengagementtodinewithLadyIrisSpeedwell,whomheneverneglected,becauseshewasthebrightesthostessinLondon。 Bysomeaccidenthearrivedratherearly。LadyIrishadleftthedrawing-roomforamomenttoseethatallwasrightinthedining-room,andwhenhewasshownintherestoodaloneinthelamplightNicholaPine-Avon。Shehadbeenthefirstarrival。Hehadnotintheleastexpectedtomeetherthere,furtherthanthat,inageneralsense,atLadyIris’syouexpectedtomeeteverybody。 Shehadjustcomeoutofthecloak-room,andwassotenderandevenapologeticthathehadnotthehearttobeotherthanfriendly。Astheotherguestsdroppedin,thepairretreatedintoashadycorner,andshetalkedbesidehimtillallmovedofffortheeatinganddrinking。 Hehadnotbeenappointedtotakeheracrosstothedining-room,butatthetablefoundherexactlyopposite。Shelookedverycharmingbetweenthecandles,andthensuddenlyitdawneduponhimthatherpreviousmannermusthaveoriginatedinsomefalsereportaboutMarcia,ofwhoseexistencehehadnotheardforyears。Anyhow,hewasnotdisposedtoresentaninexplicabilityinwomankind,havingfoundthatitusuallyaroseindependentlyoffact,reason,probability,orhisowndeserts。 Sohedinedon,catchinghereyesandthefewprettywordsshemadeopportunitytoprojectacrossthetabletohimnowandthen。Hewascourteouslyresponsiveonly,butMrs。Pine-Avonherselfdistinctlymadeadvances。Here-admiredher,whileatthesametimeherconductinherownhousehadbeenenoughtocheckhisconfidence——enougheventomakehimdoubtiftheWell-Belovedreallyresidedwithinthosecontours,orhadeverbeenmorethanthemosttransitorypassengerthroughthatinterestingandaccomplishedsoul。 Hewasponderingthisquestion,yetgrowingdecidedlymovedbytheplayfulpathosofherattitudewhen,bychance,searchinghispocketforhishandkerchief,somethingcrackled,andhefeltthereanunopenedletter,whichhadarrivedatthemomenthewasleavinghishouse,andhehadslippedintohiscoattoreadinthecabashedrovealong。 Pierstondrewitsufficientlyforthtoobservebythepost-markthatitcamefromhisnatalisle。Havinghardlyacorrespondentinthatpartoftheworldnowhebegantoconjectureonthepossiblesender。 Theladyonhisright,whomhehadbroughtin,wasaleadingactressofthetown——indeed,oftheUnitedKingdomandAmerica,forthatmatter——acreatureinairyclothing,translucent,likeabalsamorsea-anemone,withoutshadows,andinmovementasresponsiveassomehighlylubricated,many-wiredmachine,which,ifonepressesaparticularspring,fliesopenandrevealsitsworks。Thespringinthepresentcasewastheartisticcommendationshedeservedandcraved。Atthisparticularmomentshewasengagedwiththemanonherownright,arepresentativeofFamily,whotalkedpositivelyandhollowly,asifshoutingdownavistaoffivehundredyearsfromtheFeudalpast。TheladyonJocelyn’sleft,wifeofaLordJusticeofAppeal,wasinlikemannertalkingtohercompanionontheouterside;sothat,forthetime,hewaslefttohimself。Hetookadvantageoftheopportunity,drewouthisletter,andreaditasitlayuponhisnapkin,nobodyobservinghim,sofarashewasaware。 Itcamefromthewifeofoneofhisfather’sformerworkmen,andwasconcerningherson,whomshebeggedJocelyntorecommendascandidateforsomepostintownthatshewishedhimtofill。Buttheendoftheletterwaswhatarrestedhim—— ’Youwillbesorrytohear,Sir,thatdearlittleAviceCaro,asweusedtocallherinhermaidendays,isdead。Shemarriedhercousin,ifyoudomind,andwentawayfromhereforagood-fewyears,butwasleftawidow,andcamebackatwelvemonthago;sincewhenshefalteredandfaltered,andnowsheisgone。’ 2。III。SHEBECOMESANINACCESSIBLEGHOST Byimperceptibleandslowdegreesthesceneatthedinner-tablerecededintothebackground,behindthevividpresentmentofAviceCaro,andtheold,oldscenesonIsleVindiliawhichwereinseparablefromherpersonality。Thediningroomwasrealnomore,dissolvingundertheboldstonypromontoryandtheincomingWestSea。Thehandsomemarchionessingeranium-redanddiamonds,whowasvisibletohimonhishost’srighthandopposite,becameoneoftheglowingvermilionsunsetsthathehadwatchedsomanytimesoverDeadman’sBay,withtheformofAviceintheforeground。BetweenhiseyesandthejudgewhosatnexttoNichola,withachinsorawthathemusthaveshavedeveryquarterofanhourduringtheday,intrudedthefaceofAvice,asshehadglancedathimintheirlastparting。Thecranniedfeaturesoftheevergreensocietylady,who,ifshehadbeenafewyearsolder,wouldhavebeenasold-fashionedasherdaughter,shapedthemselvestothedustyquarriesofhisandAvice’sparents,downwhichhehadclamberedwithAvicehundredsoftimes。Theivytrailingaboutthetable-cloth,thelightsinthetallcandlesticks,andthebunchesofflowers,weretransmutedintotheiviesofthecliff-builtCastle,thetuftsofseaweed,andthelighthousesontheisle。Thesaltairsoftheoceankilledthesmelloftheviands,andinsteadoftheclatterofvoicescamethemonologueofthetideofftheBeal。 Morethanall,NicholaPine-Avonlostthebloomingradiancewhichshehadlatterlyacquired;shebecameawomanofhisacquaintancewithnodistinctivetraits;sheseemedtogrowmaterial,asuperficiesoffleshandbonemerely,apersonoflinesandsurfaces;shewasalanguageinlivingciphernomore。 Whentheladieshadwithdrawnitwasjustthesame。ThesoulofAvice—— theonlywomanhehadNEVERlovedofthosewhohadlovedhim—— surroundedhimlikeafirmament。Artdrewneartohiminthepersonofoneofthemostdistinguishedofportraitpainters;buttherewasonlyonepainterforJocelyn——hisownmemory。AllthatwaseminentinEuropeansurgeryaddressedhiminthepersonofthatharmlessandunassumingfogeywhosehandshadbeeninsidethebodiesofhundredsoflivingmen;butthelily-whitecorpseofanobscurecountry-girlchilledtheinterestofdiscoursewithsuchakingofoperators。 Reachingthedrawing-roomhetalkedtohishostess。Thoughshehadentertainedthree-and-twentyguestsathertablethatnightshehadknownnotonlywhateveryoneofthemwassayinganddoingthroughouttherepast,butwhateveryonewasthinking。So,beinganoldfriend,shesaidquietly,’Whathasbeentroublingyou?Somethinghas,Iknow。 Ihavebeentravellingoveryourfaceandhaveseenitthere。’ Nothingcouldlessexpressthemeaninghisrecentnewshadforhimthanastatementofitsfacts。Hetoldoftheopeningoftheletterandthediscoveryofthedeathofanoldacquaintance。 ’TheonlywomanwhomIneverrightlyvalued,Imayalmostsay!’headded;’andthereforetheonlyoneIshalleverregret!’ Whethersheconsidereditasufficientexplanationornotthewomanofexperiencesaccepteditassuch。Shewasthesingleladyofhiscirclewhomnothingerraticinhisdoingscouldsurprise,andheoftengaveherstrayendsofhisconfidencethuswithperfectsafety。 HedidnotgonearMrs。Pine-Avonagain;hecouldnot:andonleavingthehousewalkedabstractedlyalongthestreetstillhefoundhimselfathisowndoor。Inhisroomhesatdown,andplacinghishandsbehindhisheadthoughthisthoughtsanew。 Atonesideoftheroomstoodanescritoire,andfromalowerdrawerthereinhetookoutasmallboxtightlynaileddown。Heforcedthecoverwiththepoker。Theboxcontainedavarietyofoddsandends,whichPierstonhadthrownintoitfromtimetotimeinpastyearsforfuturesorting——anintentionthathehadnevercarriedout。Fromthemelancholymassofpapers,fadedphotographs,seals,diaries,witheredflowers,andsuchlike,Jocelyndrewalittleportrait,onetakenonglassintheprimitivedaysofphotography,andframedwithtinselinthecommonestway。 ItwasAviceCaro,asshehadappearedduringthesummermonthortwowhichhehadspentwithherontheislandtwentyyearsbeforethistime,heryounglipspursedup,herhandsmeeklyfolded。Theeffectoftheglasswastolendtothepicturemuchofthesoftnesscharacteristicoftheoriginal。Herememberedwhenitwastaken—— duringoneafternoontheyhadspenttogetherataneighbouringwatering-place,whenhehadsuggestedhersittingtoatoutingartistonthesands,therebeingnothingelseforthemtodo。Alongcontemplationofthelikenesscompletedinhisemotionswhattheletterhadbegun。Helovedthewomandeadandinaccessibleashehadneverlovedherinlife。Hehadthoughtofherbutatdistantintervalsduringthetwentyyearssincethatpartingoccurred,andonlyassomebodyhecouldhavewedded。Yetnowthetimesofyouthfulfriendshipwithher,inwhichhehadlearnteverynoteofherinnocentnature,flamedupintoayearningandpassionateattachment,embitteredbyregretbeyondwords。 Thatkisswhichhadoffendedhisdignity,whichshehadsochildishlygivenhimbeforeherconsciousnessofwomanhoodhadbeenawakened;whathewouldhaveofferedtohaveaquarterofitnow! Pierstonwasalmostangrywithhimselfforhisfeelingsofthisnight,sounreasonably,motivelesslystrongweretheytowardsthelostyoungplaymate。’Howsenselessofme!’hesaid,ashelayinhislonelybed。 Shehadbeenanotherman’swifealmostthewholetimesincehewasestrangedfromher,andnowshewasacorpse。Yettheabsurditydidnotmakehisgrieftheless:andtheconsciousnessoftheintrinsic,almostradiant,purityofthisnewsprungaffectionforaflownspiritforbadehimtocheckit。Thefleshwasabsentaltogether;itwasloverarefiedandrefinedtoitshighestattar。Hehadfeltnothinglikeitbefore。 Thenextafternoonhewentdowntotheclub;nothislargeclub,wherethemenhardlyspoketoeachother,butthehomelyonewheretheytoldstoriesofanafternoon,andwerenotashamedtoconfessamongthemselvestopersonalweaknessesandfollies,knowingwellthatsuchsecretswouldgonofurther。Buthecouldnottellthis。Sovolatileandintangiblewasthestorythattoconveyitinwordswouldhavebeenashardastocageaperfume。 Theyobservedhisalteredmanner,andsaidhewasinlove。Pierstonadmittedthathewas;andthereitended。Whenhereachedhomehelookedoutofhisbed-roomwindow,andbegantoconsiderinwhatdirectionfromwherehestoodthatdarlinglittlefigurelay。Itwasstraightacrossthere,undertheyoungpalemoon。Thesymbolsignifiedwell。Thedivinityofthesilverbowwasnotmoreexcellentlypurethanshe,thelost,hadbeen。UnderthatmoonwastheislandofAncientSlingers,andontheislandahouse,framedfrommullionstochimney-topliketheisleitself,ofstone。Insidethewindow,themoonlightirradiatingherwinding-sheet,layAvice,reachedonlybythefaintnoisesinherentintheisle;thetink-tinkofthechiselsinthequarries,thesurgingofthetidesintheBay,andthemuffledgrumblingofthecurrentsinthenever-pacifiedRace。 Hebegantodivinethetruth。Avice,thedepartedone,thoughshehadcomeshortofinspiringapassion,hadyetpossessedaground-qualityabsentfromherrivals,withoutwhichitseemedthatafixedandfull- roundedconstancytoawomancouldnotflourishinhim。Likehisown,herfamilyhadbeenislandersforcenturies——fromNorman,Anglian,Roman,Balearic-Britishtimes。Henceinhernature,asinhis,wassomemysteriousingredientsuckedfromtheisle;otherwisearacialinstinctnecessarytotheabsoluteunisonofapair。Thus,thoughhemightneverloveawomanoftheislandrace,forlackinherofthedesiredrefinement,hecouldnotlovelongakimberlin——awomanotherthanoftheislandrace,forherlackofthisgroundworkofcharacter。 SuchwasPierston’sviewofthings。Anotherfancyofhis,anartist’ssuperstitionmerely,maybementioned。TheCaros,likesomeotherlocalfamilies,suggestedaRomanlineage,moreorlessgraftedonthestockoftheSlingers。TheirfeaturesrecalledthoseoftheItalianpeasantrytoanyoneasfamiliarashewaswiththem;andtherewereevidencesthattheRomancolonistshadbeenpopulousandlong-abidinginandnearthiscornerofBritain。TraditionurgedthatatempletoVenusoncestoodatthetopoftheRomanroadleadingupintotheisle; andpossiblyonetothelove-goddessoftheSlingersantedatedthis。 Whatsonaturalasthatthetruestarofhissoulwouldbefoundnowherebutinoneoftheoldislandbreed? AfterdinnerhisoldfriendSomerscameintosmoke,andwhentheyhadtalkedalittlewhileSomersalludedcasuallytosomeplaceatwhichtheywouldmeetonthemorrow。 ’Isha’n’tbethere,’saidPierston。 ’Butyoupromised?’ ’Yes。ButIshallbeattheisland——lookingatadeadwoman’sgrave。’ Ashespokehiseyesturned,andremainedfixedonatablenear。 Somersfollowedthedirectionofhisglancetoaphotographonastand。 ’Isthatshe?’heasked。 ’Yes。’ ’Ratherabygoneaffair,then?’ Pierstonacknowledgedit。’She’stheonlysweetheartIeverslighted,Alfred,’hesaid。’Becauseshe’stheonlyoneIoughttohavecaredfor。That’sjustthefoolIhavealwaysbeen。’ ’Butifshe’sdeadandburied,youcangotohergraveatanytimeaswellasnow,tokeepupthesentiment。’ ’Idon’tknowthatshe’sburied。’ ’Butto-morrow——theAcademynight!Ofalldayswhygothen?’ ’Idon’tcareabouttheAcademy。’ ’Pierston——youareouronlyinspiredsculptor。YouareourPraxiteles,orratherourLysippus。YouarealmosttheonlymanofthisgenerationwhohasbeenabletomouldandchiselformslivingenoughtodrawtheidlepublicawayfromthepopularpaintingsintotheusuallydesertedLecture-room,andpeoplewhohaveseenyourlastpiecesofstuffsaytherehasbeennothinglikethemsincesixteenhundredand——sincethesculptors’ofthegreatrace’livedanddied——wheneverthatwas。Well,then,forthesakeofothersyououghtnottorushofftothatGod- forgottensea-rockjustwhenyouarewantedintown,allforawomanyoulastsawahundredyearsago。’ ’No——itwasonlynineteenandthreequarters,’repliedhisfriend,withabstractedliteralness。Hewentthenextmorning。 Sincethedaysofhisyoutharailwayhadbeenconstructedalongthepebblebank,sothat,exceptwhentherailswerewashedawaybythetides,whichwasratheroften,thepeninsulawasquicklyaccessible。 Attwoo’clockintheafternoonhewasrattledalongbythisnewmeansoflocomotion,underthefamiliarmonotonouslineofbran-colouredstones,andhesoonemergedfromthestation,whichstoodasastrangeexoticamongtheblacklerrets,theruinsofthewashed-awayvillage,andthewhitecubesofoolite,justcometoviewafterburialthroughunreckonablegeologicyears。 InenteringuponthepebblebeachthetrainhadpassedclosetotheruinsofHenrytheEighth’sorSandsfootCastle,whitherAvicewastohaveaccompaniedhimonthenightofhisdeparture。Hadsheappearedtheprimitivebetrothal,withitsnaturalresult,wouldprobablyhavetakenplace;and,asnoislanderhadeverbeenknowntobreakthatcompact,shewouldhavebecomehiswife。 Ascendingthesteepinclinetowherethequarrymenwerechippingjustastheyhadformerlydone,andwithinsoundofthegreatstonesaws,helookedsouthwardtowardstheBeal。 Thelevellineoftheseahorizonroseabovethesurfaceoftheisle,aruffledpatchinmid-distanceasusualmarkingtheRace,whencemanyaLycidashadgone’Visitingthebottomofthemonstrousworld;’ buthadnotbeenblestwithapoetasafriend。Againstthestretchofwater,whereaschoolofmackereltwinkledintheafternoonlight,wasdefined,inadditiontothedistantlighthouse,achurchwithitstower,standingaboutaquarterofamileoff,neartheedgeofthecliff。Thechurchyardgravestonescouldbeseeninprofileagainstthesamevastspreadofwaterybabbleandunrest。 Amongthegravesmovedtheformofamanclothedinawhitesheet,whichthewindblewandflappedcoldlyeverynowandthen。Nearhimmovedsixmenbearingalongbox,andtwoorthreepersonsinblackfollowed。Thecoffin,withitstwelvelegs,crawledacrosstheisle,whilearoundandbeneathittheflashinglightsfromtheseaandtheschoolofmackerelwerereflected;afishing-boat,faroutintheChannel,beingmomentarilydiscernibleunderthecoffinalso。 Theprocessionwanderedroundtoaparticularcorner,andhalted,andpausedtherealongwhileinthewind,theseabehindthem,thesurpliceoftheprieststillblowing。Jocelynstoodwithhishatoff: hewaspresent,thoughhewasaquarterofamileoff;andheseemedtohearthewordsthatwerebeingsaid,thoughnothingbutthewindwasaudible。 HeinstinctivelyknewthatitwasnoneotherthanAvicewhomhewasseeinginterred;HISAvice,ashenowbeganpresumptuouslytocallher。 Presentlythelittlegroupwithdrewfrombeforethesea-shine,anddisappeared。 Hefelthimselfunabletogofurtherinthatdirection,andturningasidewentaimlesslyacrosstheopenland,visitingthevariousspotsthathehadformerlyvisitedwithher。But,asiftetheredtothechurchyardbyacord,hewasstillconsciousofbeingattheendofaradiuswhosepivotwasthegraveofAviceCaro;andastheduskthickenedhecloseduponhiscentreandenteredthechurchyardgate。 Notasoulwasnowwithintheprecincts。Thegrave,newlyshaped,waseasilydiscoverablebehindthechurch,andwhenthesameyoungmoonarosewhichhehadobservedthepreviouseveningfromhiswindowinLondonhecouldseetheyetfreshfoot-marksofthemournersandbearers。Thebreezehadfallentoacalmwiththesettingofthesun: thelighthousehadopeneditsglaringeye,and,disinclinedtoleaveaspotsublimedbothbyearlyassociationandpresentregret,hemovedbacktothechurch-wall,warmfromtheafternoonsun,andsatdownuponawindow-sillfacingthegrave。 2。IV。SHETHREATENSTORESUMECORPOREALSUBSTANCE Thelispingsoftheseabeneaththecliffswereallthesoundsthatreachedhim,forthequarriesweresilentnow。Howlonghesatherelonelyandthinkinghedidnotknow。Neitherdidheknow,thoughhefeltdrowsy,whetherinexpectantsadness——thatgentlesoporific——lulledhimintoashortsleep,sothathelostcountoftimeandconsciousnessofincident。ButduringsomeminuteorminutesheseemedtoseeAviceCaroherself,bendingoverandthenwithdrawingfromhergraveinthelightofthemoon。 Sheseemednotayearolder,notadigitlessslender,notalinemoreangularthanwhenhehadpartedfromhertwentyyearsearlier,inthelanehardby。Arenascentreasoningontheimpossibilityofsuchaphenomenonasthisbeingmorethanadream-fancyrousedhimwithastartfromhisheaviness。 ’Imusthavebeenasleep,’hesaid。 Yetshehadseemedsoreal。Pierstonhoweverdismissedthestrangeimpression,arguingthateveniftheinformationsenthimofAvice’sdeathshouldbefalse——athingincredible——thatsweetfriendofhisyouth,despitethetransfiguringeffectsofmoonlight,wouldnotnowlookthesameasshehadappearednineteenortwentyyearsago。Werewhathesawsubstantialflesh,itmusthavebeensomeotherpersonthanAviceCaro。 Havingsatisfiedhissentimentbycomingtothegravesidetherewasnothingmoreforhimtodointheisland,andhedecidedtoreturntoLondonthatnight。Butsometimeremainingstillonhishands,JocelynbyanaturalinstinctturnedhisfeetinthedirectionofEastQuarriers,thevillageofhisbirthandofhers。Passingthemarket- squarehepursuedthearmofroadto’SylvaniaCastle,’aprivatemansionofcomparativelymoderndate,inwhosegroundsstoodthesingleplantationoftreesofwhichtheislecouldboast。Thecottagesextendedclosetothewallsoftheenclosure,andoneofthelastofthesedwellingshadbeenAvice’s,inwhich,asitwasherfreehold,shepossiblyhaddied。 Toreachithepassedthegatesof’Sylvania,’andobservedabovethelawnwallaboardannouncingthatthehousewastobeletfurnished。A fewstepsfurtherrevealedthecottagewhichwithitsquaintandmassivestonefeaturesoftwoorthreecenturies’antiquity,wascapableevennowoflongerresistancetotheraspofTimethanordinarynewerections。Hisattentionwasdrawntothewindow,stillunblinded,thoughalamplittheroom。Hesteppedbackagainstthewallopposite,andgazedin。 Atatablecoveredwithawhiteclothayoungwomanstoodputtingtea- thingsawayintoacorner-cupboard。ShewasinallrespectstheAvicehehadlost,thegirlhehadseeninthechurchyardandhadfanciedtobetheillusionofadream。Andthoughtherewasthistimenodoubtaboutherreality,theisolationofherpositioninthesilenthouselentheracuriouslystartlingaspect。Diviningtheexplanationhewaitedforfootsteps,andinafewmomentsaquarrymanpassedhimonhisjourneyhome。Pierstoninquiredofthemanconcerningthespectacle。 ’Oyes,sir;that’spoorMrs。Caro’sonlydaughter,anditmustbelonelyforherthereto-night,poormaid!Yes,good-now;she’stheverydapsofhermother——that’swhateverybodysays。’ ’Buthowdoesshecometobesolonely?’ ’Oneofherbrotherswenttoseaandwasdrowned,andt’otherisinAmerica。’ ’Theywerequarryownersatonetime?’ Thequarryman’pitchedhisnitch,’andexplainedtotheseemingstrangerthattherehadbeenthreefamiliesthereaboutsinthestonetrade,whohadgotmuchinvolvedwitheachotherinthelastgeneration。TheyweretheBencombs,thePierstons,andtheCaros。TheBencombsstrainedtheirutmosttooutlifttheothertwo,andpartiallysucceeded。Theygrewenormouslyrich,soldout,anddisappearedaltogetherfromtheislandwhichhadbeentheirmaking。ThePierstonskeptadoggedmiddlecourse,throvewithoutshowornoise,andalsoretiredintheirturn。TheCaroswerepulledcompletelydowninthecompetitionwiththeothertwo,andwhenWidowCaro’sdaughtermarriedhercousinJimCaro,hetriedtoregainforthefamilyitsoriginalplaceinthethree-corneredstruggle。Hetookcontractsatlessthanhecouldprofitby,speculatedmoreandmore,tillatlastthecrashcame;hewassoldup,wentaway,andlateroncamebacktoliveinthislittlecottage,whichwashiswife’sbyinheritance。Thereheremainedtillhisdeath;andnowhiswidowwasgone。Hardshipshadhelpedonherend。 Thequarrymanproceededonhisway,andPierston,deeplyremorseful,knockedatthedooroftheminutefreehold。Thegirlherselfopenedit,lampinhand。 ’Avice!’hesaidtenderly;’AviceCaro!’evennowunabletogetoverthestrangefeelingthathewastwentyyearsyounger,addressingAvicetheforsaken。 ’Ann,sir,’saidshe。 ’Ah,yournameisnotthesameasyourmother’s!’ ’Mysecondnameis。Andmysurname。Poormothermarriedhercousin。’ ’Aseverybodydoeshere……Well,Annorotherwise,youareAvicetome。Andyouhavelosthernow?’ ’Ihave,sir。’ Shespokeintheverysamesweetvoicethathehadlistenedtoascoreofyearsbefore,andbenteyesofthesamefamiliarhazelinquiringlyuponhim。 ’Iknewyourmotheratonetime,’hesaid;’andlearningofherdeathandburialItookthelibertyofcallinguponyou。Youwillforgiveastrangerdoingthat?’ ’Yes,’shesaiddispassionately,andglancingroundtheroom:’Thiswasmother’sownhouse,andnowitismine。Iamsorrynottobeinmourningonthenightofherfuneral,butIhavejustbeentoputsomeflowersonhergrave,andItookitoffaforegoingthatthedampmidnotspoilthecrape。Yousee,shewasbadalongtime,andIhavetobecareful,anddowashingandironingforaliving。ShehurthersidewithwringingupthelargesheetsshehadtowashfortheCastlefolkshere。’ ’Ihopeyouwon’thurtyourselfdoingit,mydear。’ ’Ono,thatIsha’n’t!There’sCharlWoollat,andSammyScribben,andTedGibsey,andlotso’youngchaps;they’llwringanythingformeiftheyhappentocomealong。ButIcanhardlytrust’em。SamScribbent’otherdaytwistedalinentableclothintotwopieces,foralltheworldasifithadbeenapipe-light。Theyneverknowwhentostopintheirwringing。’ ThevoicetrulywashisAvice’s;butAvicetheSecondwasclearlymorematter-of-fact,unreflecting,lesscultivatedthanhermotherhadbeen。 ThisAvicewouldneverrecitepoetryfromanyplatform,localorother,withenthusiasticappreciationofitsfire。Therewasadisappointmentinhisrecognitionofthis;yetshetouchedhimasfewhaddone:hecouldnotbeartogoaway。’Howoldareyou?’heasked。 ’Goinginnineteen。’ Itwasabouttheageofherdouble,AvicetheFirst,whenheandshehadstrolledtogetheroverthecliffsduringtheengagement。Buthewasnowforty,ifaday。Shebeforehimwasanuneducatedlaundress,andhewasasculptorandaRoyalAcademician,withafortuneandareputation。Yetwhywasitanunpleasantsensationtohimjustthentorecollectthathewastwoscore? Hecouldfindnofurtherexcuseforremaining,andhavingstillhalf- an-hourtosparehewentroundbytheroadtotheotherorwestsideofthelast-century’SylvaniaCastle,’andcametothefurthesthouseoutthereonthecliff。Itwashisearlyhome。Usedinthesummerasalodging-houseforvisitors,itnowstoodemptyandsilent,theeveningwindswayingtheeuonymusandtamariskboughsinthefront——theonlyevergreenshrubsthatcouldweatherthewhippingsaltgaleswhichspedpastthewalls。Oppositethehouse,faroutatsea,thefamiliarlightshipwinkedfromthesandbank,andallatoncetherecametohimawildwish——that,insteadofhavinganartist’sreputation,hecouldbelivinghereanilliterateandunknownman,wooing,andinafairwayofwinning,theprettylaundressinthecottagehardby。 2。V。THERESUMPTIONTAKESPLACE HavingreturnedtoLondonhemechanicallyresumedhiscustomarylife; buthewasnotreallylivingthere。ThephantomofAvice,nowgrowntobewarmfleshandblood,heldhismindafar。Hethoughtofnothingbuttheisle,andAvicetheSeconddwellingtherein——inhalingitssaltbreath,strokedbyitssingingrainsandbythehauntedatmosphereofRomanVenusaboutandaroundthesiteofherperishedtemplethere。 Theverydefectsinthecountrygirlbecamecharmsasviewedfromtown。 Nothingnowpleasedhimsomuchastospendthatportionoftheafternoonwhichhedevotedtoout-doorexercise,inhauntingthepurlieusofthewharvesalongtheThames,wherethestoneofhisnativerockwasunshippedfromthecoasting-craftthathadbroughtitthither。 Hewouldpassinsidethegreatgatesoftheselanding-placesontherightorleftbank,contemplatethewhitecubesandoblongs,imbibetheirassociations,callupthegeniuslociwhencetheycame,andalmostforgetthathewasinLondon。 Oneafternoonhewaswalkingawayfromthemud-splashedentrancetooneofthewharves,whenhisattentionwasdrawntoafemaleformontheoppositesideoftheway,goingtowardsthespothehadjustleft。Shewassomewhatsmall,slight,andgraceful;herattirealonewouldhavebeenenoughtoattracthim,beingsimpleandcountrifiedtopicturesqueness;buthewasmorethanattractedbyherstrongresemblancetoAviceCarotheyounger——AnnAvice,asshehadsaidshewascalled。 BeforeshehadrecededahundredyardshefeltcertainthatitwasAviceindeed;andhisunifyingmoodoftheafternoonwasnowsointensethatthelostandthefoundAviceseemedessentiallythesameperson。 Theirexternallikenesstoeachother——probablyowingtothecousinshipbetweentheelderandherhusband——wentfartonourishthefantasy。Hehastilyturned,andrediscoveredthegirlamongthepedestrians。Shekeptonherwaytothewharf,where,lookinginquiringlyaroundherforafewseconds,withthemannerofoneunaccustomedtothelocality,sheopenedthegateanddisappeared。 Pierstonalsowentuptothegateandentered。Shehadcrossedtothelanding-place,beyondwhichalumpycraftlaymoored。Drawingnearer,hediscoveredhertobeengagedinconversationwiththeskipperandanelderlywoman——bothcomestraightfromtheooliticisle,aswasapparentinamomentfromtheiraccent。Pierstonfeltnohesitationinmakinghimselfknownasanative,therupturedengagementbetweenAvice’smotherandhimselftwentyyearsbeforehavingbeenknowntofewornonenowliving。 ThepresentembodimentofAvicerecognizedhim,andwiththeartlesscandourofherraceandyearsexplainedthesituation,thoughthatwasratherhisdutyasanintruderthanhers。 ’ThisisCap’nKibbs,sir,adistantrelationoffather’s,’shesaid。 ’AndthisisMrs。Kibbs。We’vecomeupfromtheislandwi’enjustforatrip,andaregoingtosailbackwi’enWednesday。’ ’O,Isee。Andwhereareyoustaying?’ ’Here——onboard。’ ’What,youliveonboardentirely?’ ’Yes。’ ’Lord,sir,’brokeinMrs。Kibbs,’Ishouldbeafeardo’mylifetotinemyeyesamongtheseherekimberlinsatnight-time;andevenbyday,ifsobeIventureintothestreets,Inowhenforgethowmanyturningstotherightandtotheleft’tistogetbacktoJob’svessel—— doI,Job?’ Theskippernoddedconfirmation。 ’Youaresaferashorethanafloat,’saidPierston,’especiallyintheChannel,withthesewindsandthoseheavyblocksofstone。’ ’Well,’saidCap’nKibbs,afterprivatelyclearingsomethingfromhismouth,’astothewinds,thereiddenmuchdangerinthematthistimeo’year。’Tistheocean-boundsteamersthatmaketherisktocraftlikeours。Ifyouhappentobeintheircourse,underyougo——cutclaneintwopieces,andtheyneverlying-totohaulinyourcarcases,andnobodytotellthetale。’ PierstonturnedtoAvice,wantingtosaymuchtoher,yetnotknowingwhattosay。Helamelyremarkedatlast:’Yougobackthesameway,Avice?’ ’Yes,sir。’ ’Well,takecareofyourselfafloat。’ ’Oyes。’ ’Ihope——Imayseeyouagainsoon——andtalktoyou。’ ’Ihopeso,sir。’ Hecouldnotgetfurther,andafterawhilePierstonleftthem,andwentawaythinkingofAvicemorethanever。