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类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:18762更新时间:19/01/05 09:25:41
PREFACE ThepeninsulacarvedbyTimeoutofasinglestone,whereonmostofthefollowingscenesarelaid,hasbeenforcenturiesimmemorialthehomeofacuriousandwell-nighdistinctpeople,cherishingstrangebeliefsandsingularcustoms,nowforthemostpartobsolescent。Fancies,likecertainsoft-woodedplantswhichcannotbearthesilentinlandfrosts,butthrivebytheseaintheroughestofweather,seemtogrowupnaturallyhere,inparticularamongstthosenativeswhohavenoactiveconcerninthelaboursofthe’Isle。’Henceitisaspotapttogenerateatypeofpersonagelikethecharacterimperfectlysketchedinthesepages——anativeofnatives——whomsomemaychoosetocallafantast(iftheyhonourhimwiththeirconsiderationsofar),butwhomothersmayseeonlyasonethatgaveobjectivecontinuityandanametoadelicatedreamwhichinavaguerformismoreorlesscommontoallmen,andisbynomeansnewtoPlatonicphilosophers。 TothosewhoknowtherockycoignofEnglandheredepicted——overlookingthegreatChannelHighwaywithallitssuggestiveness,andstandingoutsofarintomid-seathattouchesoftheGulfStreamsoftentheairtillFebruary——itismatterofsurprisethattheplacehasnotbeenmorefrequentlychosenastheretreatofartistsandpoetsinsearchofinspiration——foratleastamonthortwointheyear,thetempestuousratherthanthefineseasonsbypreference。Tobesure,onenookthereinistheretreat,attheircountry’sexpense,ofothergeniusesfromadistance;buttheirpresenceishardlydiscoverable。Yetperhapsitisaswellthattheartisticvisitorsdonotcome,ornomorewouldbeheardoflittlefreeholdhousesbeingboughtandsoldthereforacoupleofhundredpounds——builtofsolidstone,anddatingfromthesixteenthcenturyandearlier,withmullions,copings,andcorbelscomplete。Thesetransactions,bytheway,arecarriedoutandcovenanted,orweretilllately,intheparishchurch,inthefaceofthecongregation,suchbeingtheancientcustomoftheIsle。 Asforthestoryitself,itmaybeworthwhiletoremarkthat,differingfromallormostothersoftheseriesinthattheinterestaimedatisofanidealorsubjectivenature,andfranklyimaginative,verisimilitudeinthesequenceofeventshasbeensubordinatedtothesaidaim。 Thefirstpublicationofthistaleinanindependentformwasin1897; butithadappearedintheperiodicalpressin1892,underthetitleof’ThePursuitoftheWell-Beloved。’Afewchaptersofthatexperimentalissuewererewrittenforthepresentandfinalformofthenarrative。 T。H。 August1912。 CONTENTS PARTFIRST——AYOUNGMANOFTWENTY。 I。ASUPPOSITITIOUSPRESENTMENTOFHER II。THEINCARNATIONISASSUMEDTOBETRUE III。THEAPPOINTMENT IV。ALONELYPEDESTRIAN V。ACHARGE VI。ONTHEBRINK VII。HEREARLIERINCARNATIONS VIII。’TOOLIKETHELIGHTNING’ IX。FAMILIARPHENOMENAINTHEDISTANCE PARTSECOND——AYOUNGMANOFFORTY。 I。THEOLDPHANTOMBECOMESDISTINCT II。SHEDRAWSCLOSEANDSATISFIES III。SHEBECOMESANINACCESSIBLEGHOST IV。SHETHREATENSTORESUMECORPOREALSUBSTANCE V。THERESUMPTIONTAKESPLACE VI。THEPASTSHINESINTHEPRESENT VII。THENEWBECOMESESTABLISHED VIII。HISOWNSOULCONFRONTSHIM IX。JUXTAPOSITIONS X。SHEFAILSTOVANISHSTILL XI。THEIMAGEPERSISTS XII。AGRILLEDESCENDSBETWEEN XIII。SHEISENSHROUDEDFROMSIGHT PARTTHIRD——AYOUNGMANOFSIXTY。 I。SHERETURNSFORTHENEWSEASON II。MISGIVINGSONTHERE-EMBODIMENT III。THERENEWEDIMAGEBURNSITSELFIN IV。ADASHFORTHELASTINCARNATION V。ONTHEVERGEOFPOSSESSION VI。THEWELL-BELOVEDIS——WHERE? VII。ANOLDTABERNACLEINANEWASPECT VIII。’ALASFORTHISGREYSHADOW,ONCEAMAN!’ PARTFIRST——AYOUNGMANOFTWENTY。 ——’Now,ifTimeknowsThatHer,whoseradiantbrowsWeavethemagarlandofmyvows; HerthatdaresbeWhattheselineswishtosee: Iseeknofurther,itisShe。’ ——R。CRASHAW。 1。I。ASUPPOSITITIOUSPRESENTMENTOFHER Apersonwhodifferedfromthelocalwayfarerswasclimbingthesteeproadwhichleadsthroughthesea-skirtedtownletdefinableastheStreetofWells,andformsapassintothatGibraltarofWessex,thesingularpeninsulaonceanisland,andstillcalledsuch,thatstretchesoutliketheheadofabirdintotheEnglishChannel。Itisconnectedwiththemainlandbyalongthinneckofpebbles’castupbyragesofthese,’andunparalleledinitskindinEurope。 Thepedestrianwaswhathelookedlike——ayoungmanfromLondonandthecitiesoftheContinent。Nobodycouldseeatpresentthathisurbanismsatuponhimonlyasagarment。Hewasjustrecollectingwithsomethingofself-reproachthatawholethreeyearsandeightmonthshadflownsincehepaidhislastvisittohisfatheratthislonelyrockofhisbirthplace,theinterveningtimehavingbeenspentamidmanycontrastingsocieties,peoples,manners,andscenes。 Whathadseemedusualintheislewhenhelivedtherealwayslookedquaintandoddafterhislaterimpressions。Morethaneverthespotseemedwhatitwassaidoncetohavebeen,theancientVindiliaIsland,andtheHomeoftheSlingers。Thetoweringrock,thehousesabovehouses,oneman’sdoorsteprisingbehindhisneighbour’schimney,thegardenshungupbyoneedgetothesky,thevegetablesgrowingonapparentlyalmostverticalplanes,theunityofthewholeislandasasolidandsingleblockoflimestonefourmileslong,werenolongerfamiliarandcommonplaceideas。Allnowstooddazzlinglyuniqueandwhiteagainstthetintedsea,andthesunflashedoninfinitelystratifiedwallsofoolite,ThemelancholyruinsOfcancelledcycles,…… withadistinctivenessthatcalledtheeyestoitasstronglyasanyspectaclehehadbeheldafar。 Afteralaboriousclamberhereachedthetop,andwalkedalongtheplateautowardstheeasternvillage。Thetimebeingabouttwoo’clock,inthemiddleofthesummerseason,theroadwasglaringanddusty,anddrawingneartohisfather’shousehesatdowninthesun。 Hestretchedouthishandupontherockbesidehim。Itfeltwarm。 Thatwastheisland’spersonaltemperaturewheninitsafternoonsleepasnow。Helistened,andheardsounds:whirr-whirr,saw-saw-saw。 Thoseweretheisland’ssnores——thenoisesofthequarrymenandstone- sawyers。 Oppositetothespotonwhichhesatwasaroomycottageorhomestead。 Liketheislanditwasallofstone,notonlyinwallsbutinwindow- frames,roof,chimneys,fence,stile,pigstyandstable,almostdoor。 Herememberedwhohadusedtolivethere——andprobablylivedtherenow—— theCarofamily;the’roan-mare’Caros,astheywerecalledtodistinguishthemfromotherbranchesofthesamepedigree,therebeingbuthalf-a-dozenChristianandsurnamesinthewholeisland。Hecrossedtheroadandlookedinattheopendoorway。Yes,theretheywerestill。 Mrs。Caro,whohadseenhimfromthewindow,methimintheentry,andanold-fashionedgreetingtookplacebetweenthem。Amomentafteradoorleadingfromthebackroomswasthrownopen,andayounggirlaboutseventeenoreighteencameboundingin。 ’Why,’TISdearJoce!’sheburstoutjoyfully。Andrunninguptotheyoungman,shekissedhim。 Thedemonstrationwassweetenoughfromtheownerofsuchanaffectionatepairofbrighthazeleyesandbrowntressesofhair。Butitwassosudden,sounexpectedbyamanfreshfromtowns,thathewincedforamomentquiteinvoluntarily;andtherewassomeconstraintinthemannerinwhichhereturnedherkiss,andsaid,’MyprettylittleAvice,howdoyoudoaftersolong?’ Forafewsecondsherimpulsiveinnocencehardlynoticedhisstartofsurprise;butMrs。Caro,thegirl’smother,hadobserveditinstantly。 Withapainedflushsheturnedtoherdaughter。 ’Avice——mydearAvice!Why——whatareyoudoing?Don’tyouknowthatyou’vegrownuptobeawomansinceJocelyn——Mr。Pierston——waslastdownhere?Ofcourseyoumustn’tdonowasyouusedtodothreeorfouryearsago!’ TheawkwardnesswhichhadarisenwashardlyremovedbyPierston’sassurancethathequiteexpectedhertokeepupthepracticeofherchildhood,followedbyseveralminutesofconversationongeneralsubjects。Hewasvexedfromhissoulthathisunawaremovementshouldsohavebetrayedhim。AthisleavingherepeatedthatifAviceregardedhimotherwisethanassheusedtodohewouldneverforgiveher;butthoughtheypartedgoodfriendsherregretattheincidentwasvisibleinherface。Jocelynpassedoutintotheroadandonwardtohisfather’shousehardby。Themotheranddaughterwereleftalone。 ’Iwasquiteamazedat’ee,mychild!’exclaimedtheelder。’AyoungmanfromLondonandforeigncities,usednowtothestrictestcompanymanners,andladieswhoalmostthinkitvulgartosmilebroad!Howcouldyedoit,Avice?’ ’I——Ididn’tthinkabouthowIwasaltered!’saidtheconscience- strickengirl。’Iusedtokisshim,andheusedtokissmebeforehewentaway。’ ’Butthatwasyearsago,mydear!’ ’Oyes,andforthemomentIforgot!Heseemedjustthesametomeasheusedtobe。’ ’Well,itcan’tbehelpednow。Youmustbecarefulinthefuture。 He’sgotlotsofyoungwomen,I’llwarrant,andhasfewthoughtsleftforyou。He’swhattheycallasculptor,andhemeanstobeagreatgeniusinthatlinesomeday,theydosay。’ ’Well,I’vedoneit;anditcan’tbemended!’moanedthegirl。 MeanwhileJocelynPierston,thesculptorofbuddingfame,hadgoneonwardtothehouseofhisfather,aninartisticmanoftradeandcommercemerely,fromwhom,nevertheless,Jocelyncondescendedtoacceptayearlyallowancependingthefamousdaystocome。Buttheelder,havingreceivednowarningofhisson’sintendedvisit,wasnotathometoreceivehim。Jocelynlookedroundthefamiliarpremises,glancedacrosstheCommonatthegreatyardswithinwhicheternalsawsweregoingtoandfrouponeternalblocksofstone——theverysamesawsandtheverysameblocksthathehadseentherewhenlastintheisland,soitseemedtohim——andthenpassedthroughthedwellingintothebackgarden。 Likeallthegardensintheisleitwassurroundedbyawallofdry- jointedspawls,andatitsfurtherextremityitranoutintoacorner,whichadjoinedthegardenoftheCaros。Hehadnosoonerreachedthisspotthanhebecameawareofamurmuringandsobbingontheothersideofthewall。ThevoiceherecognizedinamomentasAvice’s,andsheseemedtobeconfidinghertroubletosomeyoungfriendofherownsex。 ’Oh,whatshallIDO!whatSHALLIdo!’shewassayingbitterly。’Soboldasitwas——soshameless!HowcouldIthinkofsuchathing!Hewillneverforgiveme——never,neverlikemeagain!He’llthinkmeaforwardhussy,andyet——andyetIquiteforgothowmuchIhadgrown。 Butthathe’llneverbelieve!’Theaccentswerethoseofonewhohadforthefirsttimebecomeconsciousofherwomanhood,asanunwontedpossessionwhichshamedandfrightenedher。 ’Didheseemangryatit?’inquiredthefriend。 ’Ono——notangry!Worse。Coldandhaughty。O,he’ssuchafashionablepersonnow——notatallanislandman。Butthere’snouseintalkingofit。IwishIwasdead!’ Pierstonretreatedasquicklyashecould。Hegrievedattheincidentwhichhadbroughtsuchpaintothisinnocentsoul;andyetitwasbeginningtobeasourceofvaguepleasuretohim。Hereturnedtothehouse,andwhenhisfatherhadcomebackandwelcomedhim,andtheyhadsharedamealtogether,Jocelynagainwentout,fullofanearnestdesiretosoothehisyoungneighbour’ssorrowinawayshelittleexpected;though,totellthetruth,hisaffectionforherwasratherthatofafriendthanofalover,andhefeltbynomeanssurethatthemigratory,elusiveidealizationhecalledhisLovewho,eversincehisboyhood,hadflittedfromhumanshelltohumanshellanindefinitenumberoftimes,wasgoingtotakeupherabodeinthebodyofAviceCaro。 1。II。THEINCARNATIONISASSUMEDTOBETRUE Itwasdifficulttomeetheragain,eventhoughonthislumpofrockthedifficultylayasaruleratherinavoidancethaninmeeting。ButAvicehadbeentransformedintoaverydifferentkindofyoungwomanbytheself-consciousnessengenderedofherimpulsivegreeting,and,notwithstandingtheirnearneighbourhood,hecouldnotencounterher,tryashewould。Nosoonerdidheappearaninchbeyondhisfather’sdoorthanshewastoearthlikeafox;sheboltedupstairstoherroom。 Anxioustosootheherafterhisunintentionalslighthecouldnotstandtheseevasionslong。Themannersoftheislewereprimitiveandstraightforward,evenamongthewell-to-do,andnotingherdisappearanceonedayhefollowedherintothehouseandonwardtothefootofthestairs。 ’Avice!’hecalled。 ’Yes,Mr。Pierston。’ ’Whydoyourunupstairslikethat?’ ’Oh——onlybecauseIwantedtocomeupforsomething。’ ’Well,ifyou’vegotit,can’tyoucomedownagain?’ ’No,Ican’tverywell。’ ’Come,DEARAvice。That’swhatyouare,youknow。’ Therewasnoresponse。 ’Well,ifyouwon’t,youwon’t!’hecontinued。’Idon’twanttobotheryou。’AndPierstonwentaway。 Hewasstoppingtolookattheold-fashionedflowersunderthegardenwallswhenheheardavoicebehindhim。 ’Mr。Pierston——Iwasn’tangrywithyou。WhenyouweregoneIthought—— youmightmistakeme,andIfeltIcoulddonolessthancomeandassureyouofmyfriendshipstill。’ TurninghesawtheblushingAviceimmediatelybehindhim。 ’Youareagood,deargirl!’saidhe,and,seizingherhand,setuponhercheekthekindofkissthatshouldhavebeentheresponsetohersonthedayofhiscoming。 ’DarlingAvice,forgivemefortheslightthatday!Sayyoudo。Come,now!AndthenI’llsaytoyouwhatIhaveneversaidtoanyotherwoman,livingordead:\"Willyouhavemeasyourhusband?\"’ ’Ah!——mothersaysIamonlyoneofmany!’ ’Youarenot,dear。YouknewmewhenIwasyoung,andothersdidn’t。’ Somehoworotherherobjectionsweregotover,andthoughshedidnotgiveanimmediateassent,sheagreedtomeethimlaterintheafternoon,whenshewalkedwithhimtothesouthernpointoftheislandcalledtheBeal,or,bystrangers,theBill,pausingoverthetreacherouscavernknownasCaveHole,intowhichthesearoaredandsplashednowasithaddonewhentheyvisitedittogetheraschildren。 Tosteadyherselfwhilelookinginheofferedherhisarm,andshetookit,forthefirsttimeasawoman,forthehundredthtimeashiscompanion。 Theyrambledontothelighthouse,wheretheywouldhavelingeredlongerifAvicehadnotsuddenlyrememberedanengagementtorecitepoetryfromaplatformthatveryeveningattheStreetofWells,thevillagecommandingtheentrancetotheisland——thevillagethathasnowadvancedtobeatown。 ’Recite!’saidhe。’Who’dhavethoughtanybodyoranythingcouldrecitedownhereexceptthereciterwehearawaythere——theneverspeechlesssea。’ ’Obutwearequiteintellectualnow。Inthewinterparticularly。 But,Jocelyn——don’tcometotherecitation,willyou?Itwouldspoilmyperformanceifyouwerethere,andIwanttobeasgoodastherest。’ ’Iwon’tifyoureallywishmenotto。ButIshallmeetyouatthedoorandbringyouhome。’ ’Yes!’shesaid,lookingupintohisface。Avicewasperfectlyhappynow;shecouldneverhavebelievedonthatmortifyingdayofhiscomingthatshewouldbesohappywithhim。Whentheyreachedtheeastsideoftheisletheyparted,thatshemightbesoonenoughtotakeherplaceontheplatform。Pierstonwenthome,andafterdark,whenitwasaboutthehourforaccompanyingherback,hewentalongthemiddleroadnorthwardtotheStreetofWells。 Hewasfullofmisgiving。HehadknownAviceCarosowellofoldthathisfeelingforhernowwasrathercomradeshipthanlove;andwhathehadsaidtoherinamomentofimpulsethatmorningratherappalledhiminitsconsequences。Notthatanyofthemoresophisticatedandaccomplishedwomenwhohadattractedhimsuccessivelywouldbelikelytoriseinconvenientlybetweenthem。Forhehadquitedisabusedhismindoftheassumptionthattheidolofhisfancywasanintegralpartofthepersonalityinwhichithadsojournedforalongorashortwhile。 *** TohisWell-Belovedhehadalwaysbeenfaithful;butshehadhadmanyembodiments。EachindividualityknownasLucy,Jane,Flora,Evangeline,orwhat-not,hadbeenmerelyatransientconditionofher。 Hedidnotrecognizethisasanexcuseorasadefence,butasafactsimply。Essentiallyshewasperhapsofnotangiblesubstance;aspirit,adream,afrenzy,aconception,anaroma,anepitomizedsex,alightoftheeye,apartingofthelips。Godonlyknewwhatshereallywas;Pierstondidnot。Shewasindescribable。 Nevermuchconsideringthatshewasasubjectivephenomenonvivifiedbytheweirdinfluencesofhisdescentandbirthplace,thediscoveryofherghostliness,ofherindependenceofphysicallawsandfailings,hadoccasionallygivenhimasenseoffear。Heneverknewwhereshenextwouldbe,whithershewouldleadhim,havingherselfinstantaccesstoallranksandclasses,toeveryabodeofmen。Sometimesatnighthedreamtthatshewas’thewile-weavingDaughterofhighZeus’inperson,bentontormentinghimforhissinsagainstherbeautyinhisart——theimplacableAphroditeherselfindeed。Heknewthathelovedthemasqueradingcreaturewhereverhefoundher,whetherwithblueeyes,blackeyes,orbrown;whetherpresentingherselfastall,fragile,orplump。Shewasneverintwoplacesatonce;buthithertoshehadneverbeeninoneplacelong。 Bymakingthiscleartohismindsometimebeforeto-day,hehadescapedagooddealofuglyself-reproach。Itwassimplythatshewhoalwaysattractedhim,andledhimwhithershewouldasbyasilkenthread,hadnotremainedtheoccupantofthesamefleshlytabernacleinhercareersofar。Whethershewouldultimatelysettledowntoonehecouldnotsay。 HadhefeltthatshewasbecomingmanifestinAvice,hewouldhavetriedtobelievethatthiswastheterminalspotofhermigrations,andhavebeencontenttoabidebyhiswords。ButdidheseetheWell- BelovedinAviceatall?Thequestionwassomewhatdisturbing。 Hehadreachedthebrowofthehill,anddescendedtowardsthevillage,whereinthelongstraightRomanstreethesoonfoundthelightedhall。 Theperformancewasnotyetover;andbygoingroundtothesideofthebuildingandstandingonamoundhecouldseetheinteriorasfardownastheplatformlevel。Avice’sturn,orsecondturn,cameonalmostimmediately。Herprettyembarrassmentonfacingtheaudienceratherwonhimawayfromhisdoubts。Shewas,intruth,whatiscalleda’nice’girl;attractive,certainly,butaboveallthingsnice——oneoftheclasswithwhomtherisksofmatrimonyapproximatemostnearlytozero。Herintelligenteyes,herbroadforehead,herthoughtfulcarriage,ensuredonething,thatofallthegirlshehadknownhehadnevermetonewithmorecharmingandsolidqualitiesthanAviceCaro’s。 Thiswasnotamereconjecture——hehadknownherlongandthoroughly; hereverymoodandtemper。 Aheavywagonpassingwithoutdrownedhersmallsoftvoiceforhim;buttheaudiencewerepleased,andsheblushedattheirapplause。Henowtookhisstationatthedoor,andwhenthepeoplehaddonepouringouthefoundherwithinawaitinghim。 TheyclimbedhomewardslowlybytheOldRoad,Pierstondragginghimselfupthesteepbythewaysidehand-railandpullingAviceafterhimuponhisarm。Atthetoptheyturnedandstoodstill。Totheleftofthemtheskywasstreakedlikeafanwiththelighthouserays,andundertheirfront,atperiodsofaquarterofaminute,therearoseadeep,hollowstrokelikethesinglebeatofadrum,theintervalsbeingfilledwithalong-drawnrattling,asofbonesbetweenhugecaninejaws。ItcamefromthevastconcaveofDeadman’sBay,risingandfallingagainstthepebbledyke。 Theeveningandnightwindsherewere,toPierston’smind,chargedwithasomethingthatdidnotburdenthemelsewhere。TheybroughtitupfromthatsinisterBaytothewest,whosemovementsheandhewerehearingnow。Itwasapresence——animaginaryshapeoressencefromthehumanmultitudelyingbelow:thosewhohadgonedowninvesselsofwar,EastIndiamen,barges,brigs,andshipsoftheArmada——selectpeople,common,anddebased,whoseinterestsandhopeshadbeenaswideasunderasthepoles,butwhohadrolledeachothertoonenessonthatrestlesssea-bed。Therecouldalmostbefeltthebrushoftheirhugecompositeghostasitranashapelessfigureovertheisle,shriekingforsomegoodgodwhowoulddisuniteitagain。 Thetwainwanderedalongwaythatnightamidtheseinfluences——sofarastotheoldHopeChurchyard,whichlayinaravineformedbyalandslipagesago。Thechurchhadslippeddownwiththerestofthecliff,andhadlongbeenaruin。ItseemedtosaythatinthislastlocalstrongholdofthePagandivinities,wherePagancustomslingeredyet,Christianityhadestablisheditselfprecariouslyatbest。InthatsolemnspotPierstonkissedher。 ThekisswasbynomeansonAvice’sinitiativethistime。Herformerdemonstrativenessseemedtohaveincreasedherpresentreserve。 *** Thatdaywasthebeginningofapleasantmonthpassedmainlyineachother’ssociety。Hefoundthatshecouldnotonlyrecitepoetryatintellectualgatherings,butplaythepianofairly,andsingtoherownaccompaniment。 Heobservedthateveryaimofthosewhohadbroughtheruphadbeentogetherawaymentallyasfaraspossiblefromhernaturalandindividuallifeasaninhabitantofapeculiarisland:tomakeheranexactcopyoftensofthousandsofotherpeople,inwhosecircumstancestherewasnothingspecial,distinctive,orpicturesque;toteachhertoforgetalltheexperiencesofherancestors;todrownthelocalballadsbysongspurchasedattheBudmouthfashionablemusic-sellers’,andthelocalvocabularybyagoverness-tongueofnocountryatall。Shelivedinahousethatwouldhavebeenthefortuneofanartist,andlearnttodrawLondonsuburbanvillasfromprintedcopies。 Avicehadseenallthisbeforehepointeditout,but,withagirl’stractability,hadacquiesced。Byconstitutionshewaslocaltothebone,butshecouldnotescapethetendencyoftheage。 ThetimeforJocelyn’sdeparturedrewnear,andshelookedforwardtoitsadly,butserenely,theirengagementbeingnowasettledthing。 Pierstonthoughtofthenativecustomonsuchoccasions,whichhadprevailedinhisandherfamilyforcenturies,bothbeingoftheoldstockoftheisle。Theinfluxof’kimberlins,’or’foreigners’(asstrangersfromthemainlandofWessexwerecalled),hadledinalargemeasuretoitsdiscontinuance;butunderneaththeveneerofAvice’seducationmanyanold-fashionedidealayslumbering,andhewonderedif,inhernaturalmelancholyathisleaving,sheregrettedthechangingmannerswhichmadeunpopulartheformalratificationofabetrothal,accordingtotheprecedentoftheirsiresandgrandsires。 1。III。THEAPPOINTMENT ’Well,’saidhe,’hereweare,arrivedatthefag-endofmyholiday。 Whatapleasantsurprisemyoldhome,whichIhavenotthoughtworthcomingtoseeforthreeorfouryears,hadinstoreforme!’ ’Youmustgoto-morrow?’sheaskeduneasily。 ’Yes。’ Somethingseemedtooverweighthem;somethingmorethanthenaturalsadnessofapartingwhichwasnottobelong;andhedecidedthatinsteadofleavinginthedaytimeashehadintended,hewoulddeferhisdeparturetillnight,andgobythemail-trainfromBudmouth。Thiswouldgivehimtimetolookintohisfather’squarries,andenableher,ifshechose,towalkwithhimalongthebeachasfarastoHenrytheEighth’sCastleabovethesands,wheretheycouldlingerandwatchthemoonriseoverthesea。Shesaidshethoughtshecouldcome。 SoafterspendingthenextdaywithhisfatherinthequarriesJocelynpreparedtoleave,andatthetimeappointedsetoutfromthestonehouseofhisbirthinthisstoneisletowalktoBudmouth-Regisbythepathalongthebeach,AvicehavingsometimeearliergonedowntoseesomefriendsintheStreetofWells,whichwashalfwaytowardsthespotoftheirtryst。Thedescentsoonbroughthimtothepebblebank,andleavingbehindhimthelasthousesoftheisle,andtheruinsofthevillagedestroyedbytheNovembergaleof1824,hestruckoutalongthenarrowthreadofland。Whenhehadwalkedahundredyardshestopped,turnedasidetothepebbleridgewhichwalledoutthesea,andsatdowntowaitforher。 Betweenhimandthelightsoftheshipsridingatanchorintheroadsteadtwomenpassedslowlyinthedirectionheintendedtopursue。 OneofthemrecognizedJocelyn,andbadehimgood-night,adding,’Wishyoujoy,sir,ofyourchoice,andhopetheweddenwillbesoon!’ ’Thankyou,Seaborn。Well——weshallseewhatChristmaswilldotowardsbringingitabout。’ ’Mywifeopeneduponitthismornen:\"PleaseGod,I’llupandseethattherewedden,\"saysshe,\"knowing’embothfromtheircrawlingdays。\"’ Themenmovedon,andwhentheywereoutofPierston’shearingtheonewhohadnotspokensaidtohisfriend,’Whowasthatyoungkimberlin? Hedon’tseemoneo’we。’ ’Oh,heis,though,everyincho’en。He’sMr。JocelynPierston,thestwone-merchant’sonlysonupatEastQuarriers。He’stobemarriedtoastylishyoungbody;hermother,awidowwoman,carriesonthesamebusinessaswellasshecan;buttheirtradeisnotatwentiethpartofPierston’s。He’sworththousandsandthousands,theysay,though’adoliveoninthesamewoldwayupinthesamewoldhouse。ThissonisdoengreatthingsinLondonasa’image-carver;andIcanmindwhen,asaboy,’afirsttooktocarvingsoldiersouto’bitso’stwonefromthesoft-bedofhisfather’squarries;andthen’amadeaseto’stwonenchess-men,andso’agoton。He’squitethegentinLondon,theytellme;andthewonderisthat’acaredtocomebackhereandpickuplittleAviceCaro——nicemaidassheisnotwithstanding……Hullo! there’stobeachangeintheweathersoon。’ Meanwhilethesubjectoftheirremarkswaitedattheappointedplacetillseveno’clock,thehournamedbetweenhimselfandhisaffianced,hadstruck。Almostatthemomenthesawafigurecomingforwardfromthelastlampatthebottomofthehill。Butthefigurespeedilyresolveditselfintothatofaboy,who,advancingtoJocelyn,inquiredifhewereMr。Pierston,andhandedhimanote。 1。IV。ALONELYPEDESTRIAN WhentheboyhadgoneJocelynretracedhisstepstothelastlamp,andread,inAvice’shand: ’MYDEAREST,——IshallbesorryifIgrieveyouatallinwhatIamgoingtosayaboutourarrangementtomeetto-nightintheSandsfootruin。ButIhavefanciedthatmyseeingyouagainandagainlatelyisincliningyourfathertoinsist,andyouashisheirtofeel,thatweoughttocarryoutIslandCustominourcourting——yourpeoplebeingsucholdinhabitantsinanunbrokenline。Truthtosay,mothersupposesthatyourfather,fornaturalreasons,mayhavehintedtoyouthatweought。Now,thethingiscontrarytomyfeelings:itisnearlyleftoff;andIdonotthinkitgood,evenwherethereisproperty,asinyourcase,tojustifyit,inameasure。IwouldrathertrustinProvidence。 ’Onthewhole,therefore,itisbestthatIshouldnotcome——ifonlyforappearances——andmeetyouatatimeandplacesuggestingthecustom,toothersthanourselves,atleast,ifknown。 ’Iamsurethatthisdecisionwillnotdisturbyoumuch;thatyouwillunderstandmymodernfeelings,andthinknoworseofmeforthem。Anddear,ifitweretobedone,andwewereunfortunateinit,wemightbothhaveenougholdfamilyfeelingtothink,likeourforefathers,andpossiblyyourfather,thatwecouldnotmarryhonourably;andhencewemightbemadeunhappy。 ’However,youwillcomeagainshortly,willyounot,dearJocelyn?——andthenthetimewillsoondrawonwhennomoregood-byeswillberequired。——Alwaysandeveryours,’AVICE。’ Jocelyn,havingreadtheletter,wassurprisedatthenaiveteitshowed,andatAviceandhermother’santiquatedsimplicityinsupposingthattobestillagraveandoperatingprinciplewhichwasabygonebarbarismtohimselfandotherabsenteesfromtheisland。Hisfather,asamoney-maker,mighthavepracticalwishesonthematterofdescendantswhichlentplausibilitytotheconjectureofAviceandhermother;buttoJocelynhehadneverexpressedhimselfinfavouroftheancientways,old-fashionedashewas。 Amusedthereforeatherregardofherselfasmodern,Jocelynwasdisappointed,andalittlevexed,thatsuchanunforeseenreasonshouldhavedeprivedhimofhercompany。Howtheoldideassurvivedundertheneweducation! Thereaderisaskedtorememberthatthedate,thoughrecentinthehistoryoftheIsleofSlingers,wasmorethanfortyyearsago。 *** Findingthattheeveningseemedlouring,yetindisposedtogobackandhireavehicle,hewentonquicklyalone。Insuchanexposedspotthenightwindwasgusty,andtheseabehindthepebblebarrierkickedandflouncedincomplexrhythms,whichcouldbetranslatedequallywellasshocksofbattleorshoutsofthanksgiving。 Presentlyonthepaleroadbeforehimhediscernedafigure,thefigureofawoman。HerememberedthatawomanpassedhimwhilehewasreadingAvice’sletterbythelastlamp,andnowhewasovertakingher。 HedidhopeforamomentthatitmightbeAvice,withachangedmind。 Butitwasnotshe,noranybodylikeher。Itwasataller,squarerformthanthatofhisbetrothed,andalthoughtheseasonwasonlyautumnshewaswrappedinfurs,orinthickandheavyclothingofsomekind。 Hesoonadvancedabreastofher,andcouldgetglimpsesofherprofileagainsttheroadsteadlights。Itwasdignified,arresting,thatofaveryJuno。Nothingmoreclassicalhadheeverseen。Shewalkedataswingingpace,yetwithsucheaseandpowerthattherewasbutlittledifferenceintheirrateofspeedforseveralminutes;andduringthistimeheregardedandconjectured。However,hewasabouttopassherbywhenshesuddenlyturnedandaddressedhim。 ’MrPierston,Ithink,ofEastQuarriers?’ Heassented,andcouldjustdiscernwhatahandsome,commanding,imperiousfaceitwas——quiteofapiecewiththeproudtonesofhervoice。Shewasanewtypealtogetherinhisexperience;andheraccentwasnotsolocalasAvice’s。 ’Canyoutellmethetime,please?’ Helookedathiswatchbytheaidofalight,andintellingherthatitwasaquarterpastsevenobserved,bythemomentarygleamofhismatch,thathereyeslookedalittleredandchafed,asifwithweeping。 ’Mr。Pierston,willyouforgivewhatwillappearverystrangetoyou,I daresay?Thatis,mayIaskyoutolendmesomemoneyforadayortwo?Ihavebeensofoolishastoleavemypurseonthedressing- table。’ Itdidappearstrange:andyettherewerefeaturesintheyounglady’spersonalitywhichassuredhiminamomentthatshewasnotanimpostor。 Heyieldedtoherrequest,andputhishandinhispocket。Hereitremainedforamoment。Howmuchdidshemeanbythewords’somemoney’?TheJunonianqualityofherformandmannermadehimthrowhimselfbyanimpulseintoharmonywithher,andherespondedregally。 Hescentedaromance。Hehandedherfivepounds。 Hismunificencecausedhernoapparentsurprise。’Itisquiteenough,thankyou,’sheremarkedquietly,asheannouncedthesum,lestsheshouldbeunabletoseeitforherself。 Whileovertakingandconversingwithherhehadnotobservedthattherisingwind,whichhadproceededfrompuffingtogrowling,andfromgrowlingtoscreeching,withtheaccustomedsuddennessofitschangeshere,hadatlengthbroughtwhatitpromisedbythesevagaries——rain。 Thedrops,whichhadatfirsthittheirleftcheekslikethepelletsofapopgun,soonassumedthecharacterofarakingfusilladefromthebankadjoining,oneshotofwhichwassufficientlysmarttogothroughJocelyn’ssleeve。Thetallgirlturned,andseemedtobesomewhatconcernedatanonsetwhichshehadplainlynotforeseenbeforeherstarting。 ’Wemusttakeshelter,’saidJocelyn。 ’Butwhere?’saidshe。 Towindwardwasthelong,monotonousbank,tooobtuselypiledtoaffordascreen,overwhichtheycouldhearthecaninecrunchingofpebblesbytheseawithout;ontheirrightstretchedtheinnerbayorroadstead,thedistantriding-lightsoftheshipsnowdimandglimmering;behindthemafaintsparkhereandthereinthelowerskyshowedwheretheislandrose;beforetherewasnothingdefinite,andcouldbenothing,tilltheyreachedaprecariouswoodbridge,amilefurtheron,HenrytheEighth’sCastlebeingalittlefurtherstill。 Butjustwithinthesummitofthebank,whitherithadapparentlybeenhauledtobeoutofthewayofthewaves,wasoneofthelocalboatscalledlerrets,bottomupwards。Assoonastheysawitthepairranupthepebblyslopetowardsitbyasimultaneousimpulse。Theythenperceivedthatithadlaintherealongtime,andwerecomfortedtofinditcapableofaffordingmoreprotectionthananybodywouldhaveexpectedfromadistantview。Itformedashelterorstoreforthefishermen,thebottomofthelerretbeingtarredasaroof。Bycreepingunderthebows,whichoverhungthebankonpropstoleeward,theymadetheirwaywithin,where,uponsomethwarts,oars,andotherfragmentarywoodwork,layamassofdrynetting——awholesein。Uponthistheyscrambledandsatdown,throughinabilitytostandupright。 1。V。ACHARGE Therainfelluponthekeeloftheoldlerretlikecornthrowninhandfulsbysomecolossalsower,anddarknesssetintoitsfullshade。 Theycrouchedsoclosetoeachotherthathecouldfeelherfursagainsthim。Neitherhadspokensincetheylefttheroadwaytillshesaid,withattemptedunconcern:’Thisisunfortunate。’ Headmittedthatitwas,andfound,afterafewfurtherremarkshadpassed,thatshecertainlyhadbeenweeping,therebeingasuppressedgaspofpassionatenessinherutterancenowandthen。 ’Itismoreunfortunateforyou,perhaps,thanforme,’hesaid,’andI amverysorrythatitshouldbeso。’ Sherepliednothingtothis,andheaddedthatitwasratheradesolateplaceforawoman,aloneandafoot。Hehopednothingserioushadhappenedtodragheroutatsuchanuntowardtime。 Atfirstsheseemednotatalldisposedtoshowanycandouronherownaffairs,andhewaslefttoconjectureastoherhistoryandname,andhowshecouldpossiblyhaveknownhim。But,astheraingavenottheleastsignofcessation,heobserved:’Ithinkweshallhavetogoback。’ ’Never!’saidshe,andthefirmnesswithwhichsheclosedherlipswasaudibleintheword。 ’Whynot?’heinquired。 ’Therearegoodreasons。’ ’Icannotunderstandhowyoushouldknowme,whileIhavenoknowledgeofyou。’ ’Oh,butyouknowme——aboutme,atleast。’ ’IndeedIdon’t。HowshouldI?Youareakimberlin。’ ’Iamnot。Iamarealislander——orwas,rather……Haven’tyouheardoftheBest-BedStoneCompany?’ ’Ishouldthinkso!Theytriedtoruinmyfatherbygettingawayhistrade——or,atleast,thefounderofthecompanydid——oldBencomb。’ ’He’smyfather!’ ’Indeed。IamsorryIshouldhavespokensodisrespectfullyofhim,forIneverknewhimpersonally。Aftermakingoverhislargebusinesstothecompany,heretired,Ibelieve,toLondon?’ ’Yes。Ourhouse,orratherhis,notmine,isatSouthKensington。Wehavelivedthereforyears。ButwehavebeentenantsofSylvaniaCastle,ontheislandhere,thisseason。Wetookitforamonthortwooftheowner,whoisaway。’ ’ThenIhavebeenstayingquitenearyou,MissBencomb。Myfather’sisacomparativelyhumbleresidencehardby。’ ’Buthecouldaffordamuchbiggeroneifhechose。’ ’Youhaveheardso?Idon’tknow。Hedoesn’ttellmemuchofhisaffairs。’ ’Myfather,’sheburstoutsuddenly,’isalwaysscoldingmeformyextravagance!Andhehasbeendoingitto-daymorethanever。HesaidIgoshoppingintowntosimplyadiabolicalextent,andexceedmyallowance!’ ’Wasthatthisevening?’ ’Yes。AndthenitreachedsuchastormofpassionbetweenusthatI pretendedtoretiretomyroomfortherestoftheevening,butI slippedout;andIamnevergoingbackhomeagain。’ ’Whatwillyoudo?’ ’IshallgofirsttomyauntinLondon;andifshewon’thaveme,I’llworkforaliving。Ihaveleftmyfatherforever!WhatIshouldhavedoneifIhadnotmetyouIcannottell——ImusthavewalkedallthewaytoLondon,Isuppose。NowIshalltakethetrainassoonasIreachthemainland。’ ’Ifyoueverdointhishurricane。’ ’Imustsitheretillitstops。’ Andthereonthenetstheysat。PierstonknewofoldBencombashisfather’sbitterestenemy,whohadmadeagreatfortunebyswallowingupthesmallstone-merchants,buthadfoundJocelyn’ssireatrifletoobigtodigest——thelatterbeing,infact,thechiefrivaloftheBest- BedCompanytothatday。JocelynthoughtitstrangethatheshouldbethrownbyfateintoapositiontoplaythesonoftheMontaguestothisdaughteroftheCapulets。 Astheytalkedtherewasamutualinstincttodroptheirvoices,andonthisaccounttheroarofthestormnecessitatedtheirdrawingquiteclosetogether。Somethingtendercameintotheirtonesasquarter-hourafterquarter-hourwenton,andtheyforgotthelapseoftime。Itwasquitelatewhenshestartedup,alarmedatherposition。 ’Rainornorain,Icanstaynolonger,’shesaid。 ’Docomeback,’saidhe,takingherhand。’I’llreturnwithyou。Mytrainhasgone。’ ’No;Ishallgoon,andgetalodginginBudmouthtown,ifeverIreachit。’ ’Itissolatethattherewillbenohouseopen,exceptalittleplacenearthestationwhereyouwon’tcaretostay。However,ifyouaredeterminedIwillshowyoutheway。Icannotleaveyou。Itwouldbetooawkwardforyoutogotherealone。’ Shepersisted,andtheystartedthroughthetwangingandspinningstorm。Thesearolledandrosesohighontheirleft,andwassonearthemontheirright,thatitseemedasiftheyweretraversingitsbottomliketheChildrenofIsrael。Nothingbutthefrailbankofpebblesdividedthemfromtheraginggulfwithout,andateverybangofthetideagainstitthegroundshook,theshingleclashed,thesprayrosevertically,andwasblownovertheirheads。Quantitiesofsea- watertrickledthroughthepebblewall,andraninrivuletsacrosstheirpathtojointheseawithin。The’Island’wasanislandstill。 Theyhadnotrealizedtheforceoftheelementstillnow。Pedestrianshadoftenbeenblownintotheseahereabout,anddrowned,owingtoasuddenbreachinthebank;which,however,hadsomethingofasupernaturalpowerinbeingabletocloseupandjoinitselftogetheragainaftersuchdisruption,likeSatan’sformwhen,cutintwobytheswordofMichael,’Theetherealsubstanceclosed,Notlongdivisible。’ Herclothingofferedmoreresistancetothewindthanhis,andshewasconsequentlyinthegreaterdanger。Itwasimpossibletorefusehisprofferedaid。Firsthegavehisarm,butthewindtorethemapartaseasilyascoupledcherries。Hesteadiedherbodilybyencirclingherwaistwithhisarm;andshemadenoobjection。 *** Somewhereaboutthistime——itmighthavebeensooner,itmighthavebeenlater——hebecameconsciousofasensationwhich,initsincipientandunrecognizedform,hadlurkedwithinhimfromsomeunnoticedmomentwhenhewassittingclosetohisnewfriendunderthelerret。Thoughayoungman,hewastoooldahandnottoknowwhatthiswas,andfeltalarmed——evendismayed。ItmeantapossiblemigrationoftheWell- Beloved。Thethinghadnot,however,takenplace;andhewentonthinkinghowsoftandwarmtheladywasinherfurcovering,asheheldhersotightly;theonlydryspotsintheclothingofeitherbeingherleftsideandhisright,wheretheyexcludedtherainbytheirmutualpressure。 Assoonastheyhadcrossedtheferry-bridgetherewasalittlemoreshelter,buthedidnotrelinquishhisholdtillsherequestedhim。 Theypassedtheruinedcastle,andhavinglefttheislandfarbehindthemtrodmileaftermiletilltheydrewneartotheoutskirtsoftheneighbouringwatering-place。Intoittheyploddedwithoutpause,crossingtheharbourbridgeaboutmidnight,wettotheskin。 Hepitiedher,and,whilehewonderedatit,admiredherdetermination。 Thehousesfacingthebaynowshelteredthemcompletely,andtheyreachedthevicinityofthenewrailwayterminus(whichthestationwasatthisdate)withoutdifficulty。Ashehadsaid,therewasonlyonehouseopenhereabout,alittletemperanceinn,wherethepeoplestayedupforthearrivalofthemorningmailandpassengersfromtheChannelboats。Theirapplicationforadmissionledtothewithdrawalofabolt,andtheystoodwithinthegaslightofthepassage。 Hecouldseenowthatthoughshewassuchafinefigure,quiteastallashimself,shewasbutinthebloomofyoungwomanhood。Herfacewascertainlystriking,thoughratherbyitsimperiousnessthanitsbeauty; andthebeatingofthewindandrainandsprayhadinflamedhercheekstopeonyhues。 ShepersistedinthedeterminationtogoontoLondonbyanearlymorningtrain,andhethereforeofferedadviceonlessermattersonly。 ’Inthatcase,’hesaid,’youmustgouptoyourroomandsenddownyourthings,thattheymaybedriedbythefireimmediately,ortheywillnotbeready。Iwilltelltheservanttodothis,andsendyouupsomethingtoeat。’ Sheassentedtohisproposal,without,however,showinganymarksofgratitude;andwhenshehadgonePierstondespatchedherthelightsupperpromisedbythesleepygirlwhowas’nightporter’atthisestablishment。Hefeltravenouslyhungryhimself,andsetaboutdryinghisclothesaswellashecould,andeatingatthesametime。 Atfirsthewasindoubtwhattodo,butsoondecidedtostaywherehewastillthemorrow。Bytheaidofsometemporarywraps,andsomeslippersfromthecupboard,hewascontrivingtomakehimselfcomfortablewhenthemaid-servantcamedownstairswithadamparmfulofwoman’sraiment。 Pierstonwithdrewfromthefire。Themaid-servantkneltdownbeforetheblazeandheldupwithextendedarmsoneofthehabilimentsoftheJunoupstairs,fromwhichacloudofsteambegantorise。Assheknelt,thegirlnoddedforward,recoveredherself,andnoddedagain。 ’Youaresleepy,mygirl,’saidPierston。 ’Yes,sir;Ihavebeenupalongtime。WhennobodycomesIliedownonthecouchintheotherroom。’ ’ThenI’llrelieveyouofthat;goandliedownintheotherroom,justasifwewerenothere。I’lldrytheclothingandputthearticleshereinaheap,whichyoucantakeuptotheyoungladyinthemorning。’ The’nightporter’thankedhimandlefttheroom,andhesoonheardhersnoringfromtheadjoiningapartment。ThenJocelynopenedproceedings,overhaulingtherobesandextendingthemonebyone。Asthesteamwentuphefellintoareverie。Heagainbecameconsciousofthechangewhichhadbeeninitiatedduringthewalk。TheWell-Belovedwasmovinghouse——hadgoneovertothewearerofthisattire。 Inthecourseoftenminutesheadoredher。 AndhowaboutlittleAviceCaro?Hedidnotthinkofherasbefore。 HewasnotsurethathehadeverseentherealBelovedinthatfriendofhisyouth,solicitousashewasforherwelfare。But,lovingherornot,heperceivedthatthespirit,emanation,idealism,whichcalleditselfhisLovewasflittingstealthilyfromsomeremoterfiguretothenearoneinthechamberoverhead。 Avicehadnotkeptherengagementtomeethiminthelonelyruin,fearingherownimaginings。Buthe,infact,morethanshe,hadbeeneducatedoutoftheislandinnocencethathadupheldoldmanners;andthiswasthestrangeconsequenceofAvice’smisapprehension。