第8章

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\"Oh,thatwasprobablybychance。\" \"No,suh!\"shecried,vehemently。\"An’demgelmunwouldn’playt’-night,noway;mos’on`emgoin’widyouto-morreran’deysayin’goodbytode’rfolksdisevenin’,notgamblin’!MizTanberry’llbeinastateermineontelshehyuhf’umme,an’Igoin’hurryback。Youwon’comedah,suh? Ikintellherdatyousayyousutneyain’comin’nighourneighborhooddisnight?\" \"Ihadnotdreamedofcoming,tellher,please。ProbablyIshallnotgooutatallthisevening。Butitwaskindofyoutocome。Good-night。\" Hestoodwithacandletolightherdownthestairs,butaftershehadgonehedidnotreturntotheoffice。Instead,hewentslowlyuptohisownroom,glancingfirstintoCrailey’s——thedoorsofneitherwereoftenlocked——tobeholdachaosofdisorderandunfinishedpacking。Inhisownchamberitonlyremainedforhimtoclosethelidsofafewbigboxes,andtopackasmalltrunkwhichhemeanttotakewithhimtothecampoftheStatetroops,andhewouldbereadyfordeparture。Hesetaboutthistask,arid,concludingthattherewasnonecessitytowearhisuniformonthesteamboat,decidedtoplaceitinthetrunk,andwenttothebedwherehehadfoldedandleftit。Itwasnotthere。Nordidathoroughsearchrevealitanywhereintheroom。Yetnoonecouldhavestolenit,forwhenhehadgonedowntotheofficeCraileyhadremainedonthisfloor。MamiehadcomewithinafewminutesafterCraileywentout,andduringhisconversationwithhertheoffice-doorhadbeenopen;noonecouldhavepassedwithoutbeingseen。Also,athiefwouldhavetakenotherthingsaswellastheuniform;andsurelyCraileymusthaveheard;Craileywould—— Crailey——! ThenTomrememberedthefigureinthelongcloakandthemilitarycap,and,withasickheart,begantounderstand。HehadreadtheJournal,andheknewwhyCraileymightwishtomasqueradeinamajor’suniformthatnight。IfMissCarewereadittoo,andastrangewonderroseinhermind,thisandawordwouldconvinceher。Tomconsidereditimprobablethatthewonderwouldrise,forcircumstanceshadtoowellestablishedherinamistake,trivialandordinaryenoughatfirst,merelytheconfusingoftwonamesbyagirlnewtothetown,butsostrengthenedbyeveryconfirmationCrailey’switcouldcompassthatshewould,nodoubt,onlysetCummings’sparagraphasideasanewspapererror。Still,Craileyhadwishedtobeonthesafeside! Tomsighedratherbitterly。Hewasconvincedthattheharlequinwouldcomehomesoon,replacetheuniform(whichwasprobablyextremelybecomingtohim,astheywereofaheightandfiguremuchthesame),andafterward,inhisordinarydress,wouldsallyforthtospendhislasteveningwithFanchon。TomwonderedhowCraileywouldfeelandwhathewouldthinkabouthimselfwhilehewaschanginghisclothes,butherememberedhispartner’sextraordinarypowersofmentaladjustment——andforthefirsttimeinhislifeVanrevelmadenoallowancefortheother’stemperament,andtherecametohimamomentwhenhefeltthathecouldalmostdislikeCraileyGrayAtallevents,hewouldgooutuntilCraileyhadcomeandleftagain,forhehadnodesiretobeholdthemasquerader’sreturn。Soheexchangedhisdressing-gownforacoat,fastenedhiscollar,andhadbeguntoarrangehiscravatatthemirror,when,suddenly,thevoiceoftheoldnegressseemedtosoundclosebesidehimintheroom\"He’ssettin’dah——waitin’!\" Thecravatwasnevertied;Tom’shandsdropped,tohissidesashestartedbackfromthestaringfaceinthemirror。RobertCarewewaswaiting——andCrailey——AllatoncetherewasbutonevitalnecessityintheworldforTomVanrevel,thatwastofindCrailey;hemustgotoCrailey——eveninCarewe’sownhouse——hemustgotoCrailey! Hedasheddownthestairsandintothestreet。Thepeopleweremakingagreatuproarinfrontofthehotel,explodingbombs,firingmusketsintheair,sendinguprockets;andrapidlycrossingtheoutskirtsofthecrowd,hepassedintoCareweStreet,unnoticed。Herethedetonationswerenotsodeafening,thoughthelittlesteamboatatthewharfwascontributingtotheconfusionwithallinherpower,screechingsimultaneouslyapprovalofthecelebrationandherlastsignalsofdeparture。 AtthefirstcornerTomhadnomorethanleftthesidewalkwhenhecamewithinafootofbeingriddendownbytwohorsemenwhorodeatsodes- perateagallopthat(thesoundoftheirhoof-beatsbeinglostintheuproarfromMainStreet)theywereuponhimbeforehewasawareofthem。 Heleapedbackwithanangryshouttoknowwhotheywerethattheyrodesowildly。Atthesametimeasharpexplosionatthefootofthestreetsentaredflareoverthescene,aflash,gonewithsuchincredibleswiftnessintoreneweddarknessthathesawtheflyinghorsemenalmostasequestrianstatuesilluminedbyaflickeroflightning,buthesawthemwiththesamedistinctnessthatlightninggives,andrecognizedtheforemostasRobertCarewe。Andintheinstantofthatrecognition,TomknewwhathadhappenedtoCraileyGray,forhesawthetruthintheghastlyfaceofhisenemy。 Carewerodestiffly,likeamanfrozenuponhishorse,andhisfacewaslikethatofafrozenman;hiseyesglassyandnotfixeduponhiscourse,sothatitwasadeathlythingtosee。Once,longago,Tomhadseenamanridingforhislife,andheworethissamelook。TheanimalboundedandswervedunderVanrevel’senemyinthemadrushdownthestreet,buthesatrigid,boltuprightinthesaddle,hisfacesettothatlookofcoldness。 ThesecondriderwasoldNelson,whorodewithbodycrouchedforward,hiseyeballslikeshiningporcelainsetinebony,andhisarmlikeaflail,cruellylashinghisownhorseandhismaster’swithaheavywhip。\"Desteamboat!\"beshouted,hoarsely,bringingdownthelashononeandthenontheother。\"Desteamboat,desteamboat——fo’God’ssake,honey,desteamboat!\" TheysweptintoMainStreet,Nelsonleaningfaracrosstotheother’sbridle,andturningbothhorsestowardtheriver,butbeforetheyhadmadethecorner,TomVanrevelwasrunningwithallthespeedthatwasinhimtowardhisenemy’shouse。Theoneblockbetweenhimandthatforbiddengroundseemedtohimmileslong,andhefeltthathewasrunningasamaninadream,and,atthehighestpitchofagonizedexertion,coveringnospace,butonlyworkingtheairinoneplace,likeatreadmill。Allthatwasinhismind,heart,andsoulwastoreachCrailey。HehadknownbytherevelationofCarewe’sfaceinwhatcasehewouldfindhisfriend;butasheranheputtheknowledgefromhimwithagreatshudder,andresolveduponincredulityinspiteofhiscertainty。Allhelethimselffeelwastheneedtorun,torununtilhefoundCrailey,whowassomewhereinthedarknessofthetreesaboutthelong,lowhouseonthecorner。Whenhereachedtheborderinghedge,hedidnotstayforgateorpath,but,withaloudshout,hurledhimselfhalfover,halfthrough,thehedge,likeaboltfromacatapult。 Lightsshonefromonlyoneroominthehouse,thelibrary;butasherantowardtheporchacandleflickeredinthehall,andtherecamethesoundofavoiceweepingwithterror。 Atthathecalledmoredesperatelyuponhisincredulitytoaidhim,forthevoicewasMrs。Tan-berry’s。Ifithadbeenanyotherthanshe,whosobbedsohopelessly——shewhowasalwayssteadyandstrong!Ifhecould,hewouldhavestoppedtopray,now,beforehefacedherandthetruth;buthisflyingfeetcarriedhimon。 \"Whoisit?\"shegasped,brokenly,fromthehall。\"Mamie?Haveyoubroughthim?\" \"It’sI,\"hecried,asheplungedthroughthedoorway。\"It’sVanrevel。\" Mrs。Tanberrysettheironcandlestickdownuponthetablewithacrash。 \"You’vecometoolate!\"shesobbed。\"Anothermanhastakenyourdeathonhimself。\" Hereeledbackagainstthewall。\"Oh,God!\"hesaid。\"Oh,God,God,God! Crailey!\" \"Yes,\"sheanswered。\"It’sthepoorvagabondthatyoulovedsowell。\" Togethertheyranthroughthehalltothelibrary。Craileywaslyingonthelongsofa,hiseyesclosed,hisheadlikeapieceofcarvenmarble,thegayuniform,inwhichhehadtrickedhimselfoutsogallantly,openatthethroat,andhiswhitelinenstainedwithafewlittlesplotchesofred。 BesidehimkneltMissBetty,holdingherlacehandkerchiefuponhisbreast;shewasaswhiteashe,andasmotionless;sothat,asshekneltthere,immovablebesidehim,herarmlikealabasteracrosshisbreast,theymighthavebeenasculptor’sgroup。Thehandkerchiefwasstainedalittle,likethelinen,andlikeit,too,stainedbutalittle。Nearby,onthefloor,stoodaflaskofbrandyandapitcherofwater。 \"You!\"MissBetty’sfaceshowednochange,norevenafaintsurprise,ashereyesfelluponTomVanrevel,butherlipssoundlesslyframedtheword。 \"You!\" Tomflunghimselfonhiskneesbesideher。 \"Crailey!\"hecried,inasharpvoicethathadaterribleshakeinit。 \"Crailey!Crailey,Iwantyoutohearme!\"Hetookoneofthelimphandsinhisandbegantochafeit,whileMrs。Tanberrygraspedtheother。 \"There’sstillamovementinthepulse,\"shefaltered。 …… \"Still!\"echoedTom,roughly。\"You’remad!YoumademethinkCraileywasdead!DoyouthinkCraileyGrayisgoingtodie?Hecouldn’t,Itellyou——hecouldn’t;youdon’tknowhim!Who’sgoneforthedoctor?\"Hedashedsomebrandyuponhishandkerchiefandsetittothewhitelips。 \"Mamie。Shewashereintheroomwithmewhenithappened。\" \"`Happened’!`Happened’!\"hemockedher,furiously。\"`Happened’isabeautifulword!\" \"Godforgiveme!\"sobbedMrs。Tanberry。\"Iwassittinginthelibrary,andMamiehadjustcomefromyou,whenweheardMr。Careweshoutfromthecupolaroom:`Standawayfrommydaughter,Vanrevel,andtakethislikeadog!’Onlythat;——andMamieandIrantothewindow,andwesawthroughtheduskamaninuniformleapbackfromMissBetty——theywereinthatlittleopenspacenearthehedge。Hecalledoutsomethingandwavedhishand,buttheshotcameatthesametime,andhefell。EventhenIwassure,inspiteofwhatMamiehadsaid,IwasassureasRobertCarewewas,thatitwasyou。Hecameandtookonelook——andsaw——andthenNelsonbroughtthehorsesandmadehimmountandgo。Mamieranforthedoctor,andBettyandIcarriedCraileyin。Itwashardwork。\" MissBetty’shandhadfallenfromCrailey’sbreastwhereTom’stookitsplace。Sheroseunsteadilytoherfeetandpushedbackthehairfromherforehead,shiveringconvulsivelyasshelookeddownatthemotionlessfigureonthesofa。 \"Crailey!\"saidTom,inthesameangry,shakingvoice。\"Crailey,you’vegottorouseyourself!Thiswon’tdo;you’vegottobeaman!Crailey!\" Hewastryingtoforcethebrandythroughthetightlyclenchedteeth。\" Crailey!\" \"Crailey!\"whisperedMissBetty,leaning。heavilyonthebackofachair。 \"Crailey?\"ShelookedatMrs。Tanberrywithvagueinterrogation,butMrs。 Tanberrydidnotunderstand。 \"Crailey!\" ItwasthenthatCrailey’seyelidsflutteredandslowlyopened;andhiswanderingglance,dullatfirst,slowlygrewclearandtwinklingasitrestedontheashy,strickenfaceofhisbestfriend。 \"Tom,\"hesaid,feebly,\"itwasworththeprice,towearyourclothesjustonce!\" Andthen,atlast,MissBettysawandunderstood。Fornotthehonestgentleman,whomeveryoneexceptRobertCareweheldinesteemandaf- fection,notherfather’senemy,Vanrevel,laybeforeherwiththedeath- woundinhisbreastforhersake,butthatother——CraileyGray,thene’er- do-weelandlight-o’-love,CraileyGray,wit,poet,andscapegrace,thewell-belovedtownscamp。 Hesawthatsheknew,and,ashisbrighteningeyeswandereduptoher,hesmiledfaintly。\"Evenabaddoglikestohavehisday,\"hewhispered。 CHAPTERXIX TheFlagGoesMarchingByWillCummingshadabandonedthepenforthesworduntilsuchtimeasSantaAnnashouldcryforquarter,andhadlefttheofficeinchargeofanimportedsubstitute;butlatethatnighthecametohisdeskoncemore,towritethestoryoftheaccidenttoCorporalGray;andthetalethathewrotehadbeenalreadyputintowritingbyTomVanrevelasitfellfromCrailey’slips,afterthedoctorhad,come,sothatnonemightdoubtit。 Noonediddoubtit。WhatreasonhadMr。CarewetoinjureCraileyGray? OnlyfiveinRouenknewthetruth;forNelsonhadgonewithhismaster,and,exceptMamie,theotherservantsoftheCarewehouseholdhadbeenamongthecrowdinfrontoftheRouenHousewhentheshotwasfired。 Sothestorywentoverthetown:howCraileyhadcalledtosaygood-bytoMrs。Tanberry;howMr。Carewehappenedtobeexaminingthemuskethisfatherhadcarriedin1812,whentheweaponwasaccidentallydischarged,theballenteringCrailey’sbreast;howMr。Carewe,strickenwithremorseandhorroroverthisfrightfulmisfortune,andsufferingtoosevereanguishofmindtoremainuponthescene,ofthetragedywhichhiscarelessnesshadmade,hadfled,attendedbyhisservant;andhowtheyhadleapedaboardtheeveningboatasitwaspullingout,andwerenowontheirwaydowntheriver。 Andthiswasthestory,too,thatTomtoldFanchon;foritwashewhobroughthertoCrailey。ThroughthelongnightshekneltatCrailey’sside,hishandalwayspressedtoherbreastorcheek,hereyesalwaysupward,andherlipsmovingwithherprayers,notforCraileytobespared,butthattheFatherwouldtakegoodcareofhiminheaventillshecame。\"Ihadalreadygivenhimup,\"shesaidtoTom,meekly,inasmallvoice。\"Iknewitwastocome,andperhapsthiswayisbetterthanthat—— Ithoughtitwouldbefarawayfromme。NowIcanbewithhim,andperhapsIshallhavehimalittlelonger,forhewastohavegoneawaybeforenoon。\" Themorningsunroseuponafairworld,gaywithbird-chatteringsfromthebigtreesoftheCareweplace,andpleasantwiththeodorsofMissBetty’sgarden,andCrailey,lyinguponthebedofthemanwhohadshothim,hearkenedandsmiledgood-bytothesummerheloved;and,whenthedaybroke,askedthatthebedbemovedsothathemightlieclosebythewindow。ItwasTomwhohadbornehimtothatroom。\"Ihavecarriedhimbeforethis,\"hesaid,wavingtheothersaside。 Notlongaftersunrise,whenthebedhadbeenmovednearthewindow,CraileybeggedFanchontobringhimaminiatureofhismotherwhichhehadgivenher,andurgedhertogoforitherself;hewantednohandsbutherstotouchit,hesaid。AndwhenshehadgoneheaskedtobeleftalonewithTom。 \"Givemeyourhand,Tom,\"hesaid,faintly。\"I’dliketokeepholdofitaminuteorso。Icouldn’thavesaidthatyesterday,couldI,withoutcausingusbothhorribleembarrassment?ButIfancyIcannow,becauseI’mdonefor。That’stoobad,isn’tit?I’mveryyoung,afterall。DoyourememberwhatpoorAndreCheniersaidashewentuptobeguillotined?——’Therewerethingsinthisheadofmine!’ButIwanttotellyouwhat’sbeenthematterwithme。Itwasjustmybeingabadsortofpoet。IsupposethatI’veneverlovedanyone;yetI’vecaredmoredeeplythanothermenforeverylovelythingIeversaw,andthere’ssolittlethathasn’tlovelinessinit。I’dbeashamednottohavecaredforthebeautyinallthewomenI’vemadeloveto——butaboutthisone——themostbeautifulofall——I————————\" \"Shewillunderstand!\"saidTom,quickly。 \"Shewill——yes——she’swiseandgood。IfFanchonknew,therewouldn’tbeevenamemorylefttoher——andIdon’tthinkshe’dlive。Anddoyouknow,IbelieveI’vedoneafavorforMissBettyingettingmyselfshot;Carewewillnevercomeback。Tom,waseveraman’sknaverysoexactlythearchitectofhisowndestructionasmine?Andforwhatgain?Justtheexcitementofthecomedyfromdaytoday!——forshewassuretodespisemeassoonassheknew——andthedesiretohearhervoicesayanotherkindlythingtome——andtheeverlastingperhapsineverywoman,andthisonetheHeart’sDesireofalltheworld!Ah,well!Tellme——Iwanttohearitfromyou——howmanyhoursdoesthedoctorsay?\" \"Hours,Crailey?\"Tom’shandtwitchedpitifullyintheother’sfeeblegrasp。 \"Iknowit’sonlyafew。\" \"They’reallfools,doctors!\"exclaimedVanrevel,fiercely。 \"No,no。AndIknowthatnothingcanbedone。Youallseeit,andyouwantmetogoeasily——oryouwouldn’tletmehavemyownwaysomuch!Itfrightensme,Iownup,tothinkthatsosoonI’llbewiserthanthewisestintheworld。YetIalwayswantedtoknow。I’vesoughtandI’vesought——butnowtogooutaloneonthesearch——itmustbethesearch,fortheHolyGrail——I————\" \"Pleasedon’ttalk,\"beggedTom,inabrokenwhisper。\"Formercy’ssake,lad。Itwearsonyouso。\" Craileylaughedweakly。\"DoyouthinkIcoulddiepeacefullywithouttalkingagreatdeal?There’sonethingIwant,Tom。Iwanttoseeallofthemoncemore,alltheoldfriendsthataregoingdowntheriveratnoon。Whatharmcoulditdo?Iwantthemtocomebyhereontheirwaytotheboat,withthebandandthenewflag。ButIwantthebandtoplaycheerfully!Ask`emtoplay`RosintheBow,’willyou?I’veneverbe- lievedinmournfulness,andIdon’twanttoseeanyofitnow。It’stherankestimpietyofall!Andbesides,Iwanttoseethemasthey’llbewhentheycomemarchinghome——theymustlookgay!\" \"Ah,don’t,lad,don’t!\"Tomflungonearmabouttheother’sshoulderandCraileywassilent,butrestedhishandgentlyonhisfriend’shead。InthatattitudeFanchonfoundthemwhenshecame。 Thevolunteersgatheredatthecourt-housetwohoursbeforenoon。Theymeteachotherdismally,speakinginundertonesastheyformedinlinesoffour,whiletheirdispiritedfacesshowedthattheheartwasoutofthem。 Notsowiththecrowdsofcountryfolkandtownspeoplewholinedthestreetstoseethelastofthem。Forthese,whenthebandcamemarchingdownthestreetandtookitsplace,setuparoyalcheeringthatgrewlouderasJeffersonBareaud,thecolor-bearer,carriedtheflagtotheheadoftheprocession。Withtherecruitsmarchedtheveteransof1812 andtheIndianwars,theone-leggedcobblerstumpingalongbesideGeneralTrumble,wholookedverydejectedandold。Thelinesstoodinsilence,andrespondedtothecheeringbyquietlyremovingtheirhats;sothatthepeoplewhisperedthatitwasmorelikeanOddFellows’Sundayfuneralthanthedepartureofenthusiasticpatriotsfortheseatofwar。GeneralTrumble’swasnottheonlysadfaceintheranks;allweredowncastandnervous,eventhoseoftheladsfromthecountry,whohadnotknownthecomradetheyweretoleavebehind。 Jeffersonunfurledtheflag;Marshgavethewordofcommand,thebandbegantoplayaquick-step,andtheprocessionmovedforwarddownthecheeringlaneofpeople,whowavedlittleflagsandhandkerchiefsandthrewtheirhatsintheairastheyshouted。But,contrarytoexpectation,theparadewasnotdirectlyalongMainStreettotheriver。 \"Rightwheel!March!\"commandedTappingham,hoarsely,wavinghissword,andJeffersonledthewayintoCareweStreet。 \"ForGod’ssake,don’tcrynow!\"andTappingham,withalargedropstreakingdownhisowncheek,turnedsavagelyuponLieutenantCummings。 \"Thatisn’twhathewants。Hewantstoseeuslookingcheeryandsmiling。 Wecandoitforhimthisonce,Iguess!Ineversawhimanyotherway。\" \"Youlookdamnsmilingyourself!\"snuffledWill。 \"Iwillwhenweturninatthegates,\"retortedhisCaptain。\"Onmysoul,IswearI’llkilleverysnifflingidiotthatdoesn’t!——Inline,there!\"bestormedferociouslyatabigrecruit。 ThelivelystrainsofthebandandtheshoutingofthepeoplegrewlouderandlouderintheroomwhereCraileylay。Hiseyesglistenedasheheard,andhesmiled,nottheoldsmileoftheworldlyprelate,butmerrily,likeachildwhenmusicisheard。Theroomwasdarkened,saveforthelightoftheonewindowwhichfellsoftlyuponhisheadandbreastanduponanotherfairheadclosetohis,whereFanchonknelt。IntheshadowsatoneendoftheroomwereMissBettyandMrs。TanberryandMrs。Bareaudandthewhite- haireddoctorwhohadsaid,\"Lethimhavehisownwayinallheasks。\" Tomstoodalone,closebytheheadofthecouch。 \"Hailtotheband!\"Craileychuckled,softly。\"Howtherogueskeepthetime!It’s`RosintheBow,’allright!Ah,thatisasitshouldbe。 Mrs。Tanberry,youandIhaveonethingincommon,ifyou’llletmeflattermyselfsofar:we’vealwaysbelievedingoodcheerinspiteofthedevilandall,youandI,eh?Thebestofthings,evenifthingsarebad,dearlady,eh?\" \"Youdarlingvagabond!\"Mrs。Tanberrymurmured,tryingtosmilebacktohim。 \"Harkto`em!\"saidCrailey。\"They’reverynear!Onlyhearthepeoplecheerthem!They’ll`marchawaysogaily,’won’tthey?——andhowrightthatis!\"Thevanguardappearedinthestreet,andoverthehedgegleamedtheoncomingbanner,thefreshcolorsflyingoutonastrongbreeze。 Craileygreeteditwithabreathlesscry。\"There’stheflag——look,Fanchon,yourflag!——。wavingabovethehedge;andit’sJeffwhocarriesit。Doesn’titalwaysmakeyouwanttodance!Bravo,bravo!\" Theprocessionhaltedforamomentinthestreetandthemusicceased。 Then,withajubilantflourishofbrassandtherollofdrums,thebandstruckup\"TheStarSpangledBanner,\"andJeffersonBareaudproudlyledthewaythroughthegatesanddownthedriveway,thebrightsilkstreamingoverhead。Behindhimbrisklymarchedthevolunteers,withheadserectandcheerfulfaces,astheyknewCorporalGraywishedtoseethem,theirCaptainflourishinghisswordintheair。 \"Heretheycome!Doyousee,Fanchon?\"criedCrailey,excitedly。\"Theyareallthere,JeffandTappingham,andthetwoMadrillonsandWill,thedearoldfellow——he’llneverwriteadecentparagraphaslongashelives,Godblesshim!——andyoungFrank——whatdeviltriesI’veledtheboyinto!—— andthere’stheoldGeneral,forgettingallthetiffswe’vehad。Godblessthemallandgrantthemallasafereturn!Whatoneartharetheytakingofftheirhatsfor?——Ah,good-by,boys,good-by!\" Theysawthewhitefaceatthewindow,andtheslenderhandflutteringitsfarewell,andTappinghamhaltedhismen。 \"ThreetimesthreeforCorporalGray!\"heshouted,managing,somehow,tokeepthesmileuponhislips。\"Threetimesthree,andmayherejoinhiscompanybeforeweentertheMexicancapital!\" Hebeatthetimeforthethunderouscheersthattheygave;theprocessiondescribedacircleonthelawn,andthen,withthebandplayingandcolorsflying,passedoutofthegatesandtookupthemarchtothewharf。 \"theflag,theflag!\"whisperedCrailey,followingitwithhiseyes。\"Itshowsthatyouhelpedmakeit,Fanchon,it’ssobeautiful。Ah,Tom,they’vesaidweabusedit,sometimes——itwasonlythatweloveditsowellwedidn’tliketoseeanyonemakeitlooksillyormean。But,afterall,nomancandothat——no,nornogroupofmen,norparty!Hisvoicegrewlouderasthelaststrainsofthemusiccamemorefaintlyfromthestreet。 \"They’lltakeyourbanneracrosstheRioGrande,Fanchon,butthatisnotall——somedayitsstarsmustspreadovertheworld!Don’tyouallseethattheywill?\" Afteralittlewhile,heclosedhiseyeswithasigh;thedoctorbentoverhimquickly,andMissBettystartedforwardunconsciouslyandcriedout。 Butthebrighteyesopenedagainandfixedthemselvesuponherwithalltheirold,gayinscrutability。 \"Notyet,\"saidCrailey。\"MissCarewe,mayItellyouthatIamsorryI couldnothaveknownyousooner?PerhapsyoumighthavelikedmeforFanchon’ssake——Iknowyoucareforher。\" \"Ido——Ido!\"shefaltered。\"Iloveher,and——ah!——Idolikeyou,Mr。 Gray,forIknowyou,thoughInever——metyouuntil——lastnight。Godblessyou——Godblessyou!\" Shewaveredamoment,likealilyinthewind,andputoutahandblindly。 \"Notyou!\"shesaidsharply,asTomVanrevelstartedtowardher。Mrs。 Tanberrycamequicklyandputanarmabouther,andtogethertheywentoutoftheroom。 \"Youmustbegoodtoher,Tom,\"saidCraileythen,inaverylowvoice。 \"I!\"answeredTom,gently。\"Therewasneverachanceofthat,lad。\" \"Listen,\"whisperedCrailey。\"Leandown——no——closer。\"HecastaquickglanceatFanchon,kneelingattheothersideofthebed,hergoldenheadonthewhitecoverlet,heroutstretchedhandclutchinghis;andhespokesoclosetoTom’searandinsolowatonethatonlyTomcouldhear。\"Shenevercaredforme。Shefeltthatsheoughtto——butthatwasonlybecauseImasqueradedinyourhistory。ShewantedtotellmebeforeIwentawaythattherewasnochanceforme。Shewastellingmethat,whenhecalledfromthewindow。Itwasatthedance,thenightbefore,thatsheknew。I thinktherehasbeensomeoneelsefromthefirst——Godsendit’syou!Didyouspeaktoherthatnightorshetoyou?\" \"Ah,no,\"saidTomVanrevel。\"Alltheothers。\" Mrs。TanberryandBettyandMr。Bareaudwaitedinthelibrary,thetwowomenhuddledtogetheronasofa,withtheirarmsroundeachother,andallthehousewasverystill。Byandby,theyheardaprolonged,far-awaycheeringandthesteamer’swhistle,andknewthattheboatwasoff。Halfanhourlater,WillCummingscamebackalone,enteredtheroomontip-toe,andsilentlysankintoachairnearMr。Bareaud,withhisfaceawayfromMissBetty。HewastoremaininRouenanotherweek,andjoinhisregimentwithTom。Noneofthethreeappearedtonoticehiscomingmorethandimly,andhesatwithhisfacebowedinhishands,anddidnotmove。 Thusperhapsanhourpassed,withonlyasoundoffootstepsonthegravelofthedriveway,nowandthen,andalowmurmurofvoicesintherearofthehousewherepeoplecametoaskafterCrailey;andwhenthedooroftheroomwherehelaywasopened,thefourwatchersstartedasataloudexplosion。ItwasMrs。Bareaudandtheolddoctor,andtheyclosedthedooragain,softly,andcameintotheothers。TheyhadleftCraileyalonewithFanchonandTomVanrevel,thetwowholovedhimbest。 ThewarmdaybeyondthewindowsbecamelikeSunday,novoicessoundedfromwithoutinthenoonhush,thoughsometimesalittlegroupofpeoplewouldgatheracrossthestreettoeyethehousecuriouslyandnodandwhisper。 Thestrong,blueshadowsoftheverandapillarsstoleslowlyacrossthewhiteflooroftheporchinalesseningslant,andfinallylayallinaline,asthetallclockinacornerofthelibraryasthmaticallycoughedthehourofnoon。InthisjarringdiscordancetherewassomethingfrightfultoMissBetty。Sheroseabruptly,and,imperiouslywavingbackMrs。Tanberry,whowouldhavedetainedher——fortherewasinherfaceandmannertheincipientwildnessofcontroloverstrainedtothebreaking- point——shewenthurriedlyoutoftheroomandoutofthehouse,totheoldbenchinthegarden。Thereshesankdown,herfacehiddeninherarms; thereonthespotwhereshehadfirstseenCraileyGray。 >Fromthere,too,hadrisentheserenadeofthemanshehadspurnedandinsulted;andthereshehadcometoworshipthestarswhenCraileybadeherlooktothem。Andnowthestrangeyoungteacherwaspayingthebitterpriceforhisfooleries——andwhocoulddoubtthatthepricewasabitterone?Tohavethespiritsosuddenly,cruellyrivenfromthesprightlybodythatwas,butafewhoursago,haleandalert,obedienttoevery,pettywish,coulddance,run,andleap;tobeforcedwithsuchhideousprecipitationtoleavethewarmbreathofJuneandundergothelonelychange,mergingwiththeshadow;tobeflungfromtheexquisiteandcommonplacedayofsunshineintotheappallingadventurethatshouldnothavebeenhisforyears——andhurledintoitbywhathand!——ah,bitter,bitterpriceforaharlequinade!And,alas,alas!forthebraveharlequin! Agentletouchfelluponhershoulder,andMissBettysprangtoherfeetandscreamed。ItwasNelsonwhostoodbeforeher,hatinhand,hisheaddeeplybowed。 \"Ishewithyou?\"shecried,clutchingatthebenchforsupport。 \"No’m,\"answeredtheoldman,humbly。\"Ireckonweallain’goin’seedatmannomo`。\" \"Whereishe?\" \"Ondeway,honey,ondeway。\" \"Theway——toRouen!\"shegasped。 \"No’m;hegoin’crossdebigwater。\"Hestretchedouthishandandpointedsolemnlytotheeast。\"Himan’mewecotchdeboat,an’yo’pamek`emtakendehossesonbode。DenwegitoffatLeeville,fivemile’ downderivuh,an’yo’pahol’deboatwhilesIridbackalonean’gitdenews,an’whatdetaleisyouallistole,f’umoleMist’Chen’eth;an’ Mist’Chen’eth,heridbackwidmean’seeyo’paatLeeville,an’deytalkindeshedbydelandin’,an’yo’patellMist’Chen’ethwhat`rangementshegoin’makewiddeproprety。`Denhegitondeboatag’inan’deysto’theragoin’;an’heain’wavenogood-by,nersaynomo’ wu’ds。Mist’Chen’ethridbackwhensdelightcome;butIres’dehossesan’comebackslow,`caseIponduhondeworl’,an’Imightysorryferyo’ pa,Missy。Heam’comin’backnomo’,honey,an’MizTanberryan’mean’ Mamie,wegoin’takekeereryou。Yo’pagonebackdahtodeF’enchmun,whuhhe`uzayoungman。Hemightysick,an’hescairt,honey;an’heain’goin’gitovahdat,neider。`Peahtome,Missy,likehedonehadavizhumerheownsoul,whenhecomean’lookdownatdatyoungmanlayin’ ondegrass,las’night!\" Theoldfellowbenthisbackbeforeherinasolemnbow,asafeudalretainerinallegiancetotheheir,butmoreindeferencetothesorrowwrittenuponher,andrespectingitsmagnitude。Withnowordsofcomfort,forheknewshewantedonlytobealone,hemovedaway,withinfirmstepsandshakinghead,towardtherearofthehouse。 MissBettythrewherselfuponthebenchagain,facedownwardinherarms。 Andstillthehouselayinsilenceunderthesunshine。 Anhourhadpassed,andtheshadowsslantedstronglytotheeast,whenthestillnesswasbrokenbyasound,lowandsmallatfirst,thenrisingfearfully,along,quaveringwailofsupremeanguish,thatclutchedandshookthelistener’sheart。NoonecouldhaverecognizedthevoiceasFanchon’s,yeteveryonewhohearditknewthatitwashers;andthatthesoulofCraileyGrayhadgoneoutuponthequestfortheHolyGrail。 MissBetty’shandsclenchedconvulsivelyroundthearmofthebenchandafitofshudderingseizedherasifwiththegripofaviolentchill,thoughhereyesweredry。Thenshelayquiet。 Alongtimeafterward,shebecameawareofastepthatpacedthegardenpathbehindher,andturnedherfaceuponherarmsothatshesaw,butmadenoothermotion。ItwasTomVanrevel,walkingslowlyupanddown,hishandsbehindhisbackandhishatpulledfardownoverhiseyes。Hehadnotseenher。 Sheroseandspokehisname。 Heturnedandcametoher。\"Almostattheverylast,\"hesaid,\"Craileywhisperedtomethatbeknewyouthoughthimagreatscamp,buttotellyoutobesuretorememberthatitwasalltrueaboutthestars。\" CHAPTERXX \"Goodby\" Itwasbetweentwilightandcandlelight,thegentlehalf-hourwhenthekindoldSandManstealsupthestairsofhouseswherechildrenare;whenrusticloversstrollwithslowandquietstepsdowncountrylanes,andoldbachelorsareloneliestanddreamofthethingsthatmighthavebeen。 ThroughthesilenceoftheclearduskcamethewhistleoftheeveningboatthatwastobearTomVanrevelthroughthefirststageofhislongjourneytothefrontofwar,andthesoundfellcheerlesslyuponMissBetty’sear,asshestoodleaningagainstthesun-dialamongthelilacbushes。Herattitudewasnotoneofreverie;yetshestoodverystill,sostillthat,inthewanshimmerofthefadedafterglow,onemighthavepassedclosebyherandnothaveseenher。Thelong,darkfoldsofhergownshowedfaintlyagainstthegraystone,andherarms,barefromtheelbow,layacrossthefaceofthedialwithunrelaxedfingersclenchingthecornice; herheaddrooping,notlanguidlybutwithtension,hereyeshalf-closed,showingthelashesagainstapalecheek;andthus,motionless,leaningonthestoneinthedusk,shemighthavebeenSorrow’sself。 Shedidnotmove,therewasnotevenaflickeroftheeyelashes,whenastepsoundedonthegravelofthedriveway,andVanrevelcameslowlyfromthehouse。Hestoppedatalittledistancefromher,hatinhand。Hewasverythin,wornandold-looking,andinthefailinglightmighthavebeentakenforatall,gentleghost;yethisshouldersweresquaredandheheldhimselfasstraightashehadthefirsttimeshehadeverseenhim。 \"Mrs。TanberrytoldmeIshouldfindyouhere,\"hesaid,hesitatingly。\"I havecometosaygood-by。\" Shedidnotturntowardhim,nordidmorethanherlipsmoveassheanswered,\"Good-by,\"andhertonewasneitherkindnorcold,butheldnomeaningwhatever,notevenindifference。 Therewasanintervalofsilence;then,withoutsurprise,hewalkedsadlytothegate,paused,wheeledaboutsuddenly,andreturnedwithaquick,firmstep。 \"IwillnotgountilIknowthatIdonotmisunderstandyou,\"hesaid,\"notevenifthereisonlytheslightestchancethatIdo。Iwanttosaysomethingtoyou,ifyouwillletme,thoughnaturallyIrememberyouonceaskedmenevertospeaktoyouagain。ItisonlythatIhavethoughtyoudidthatunderamisconception,orelseIshouldstillobeyyou。Ifyou——\" \"Whatisitthatyouwishtosay?\"Hertonewasunchanged。 \"OnlythatIthinkthehardesttimeforyouhaspassed,andthat——\" \"Doyou?\"sheinterrupted。 \"Yes,\"hereturned,\"thesaddestofyourlife。Ithinkithasgoneforever。AndIthinkthatwhatwillcometoyouwillbeallyouwishfor。 Therewillbealittletimeofwaiting——\" \"Waitingforwhat?\" Hedrewastepnearer,andhisvoicebecameverygentle。\"CummingsandI reachourregimenttomorrownight;andthereinthecampisagroupofmenonthewaytothewar,andtheyallgothemorebravelybecauseeachoneofthemhasyouinhisheart;——notonebutwillbeabettersoldierbecauseofyou。Iwantyoutobelievethatifallofthemdon’tcomeback,yettheonewhosesafetyyouthinkofandfearforwillreturn。 For,yousee,Craileytoldmewhatyousaidtohimwhen——whenhemetyouherethelasttime。Ihavenowaytoknowwhichofthemyoumeant;but—— hewillcomebacktoyou!Iamsureofit,becauseIbelieveyouaretobehappy。Ah,you’vehadyourallotmentofpain!Afterall,thereissolittletoregret:thetownseemsemptywithoutitsyoungmen,yetyoumayrejoice,rememberinghowbravelytheywentandhowgaily!TheywillsinghalfthewaytoVeraCruz!YouthinkitstrangeIshouldsaythereissolittletoregret,whenI’vejustlaidawaymybestfriend。Itwashisowndoctrine,andtheselfishpersonalgriefandsorenessgrowslesswhenI thinkofthegallantendhemade,foritwashewhowentawaymostbravelyandjauntilyofall。Craileywasnofailure,unlessIletwhathetaughtmegotonoeffect。AndbesurehewouldhavetoldyouwhatItellyounow,thatalliswellwithallintheworld。\" \"Please!\"shecried,withaquickintakeofbreaththroughclosedteeth。 \"Iwilldoanythingintheworldtopleaseyou,\"heanswered,sorrowfully。 \"Doyoumeanthat——\" Sheturnedatlastandfacedhim,butwithoutliftinghereyes。\"Whydidyoucometosaygood-bytome?\" \"Idon’tunderstand。\" \"Ithinkyoudo。\"Hervoicewascoldandsteady,butitwassuddenlygiventohimtoperceivethatshewastremblingfromheadtoheel。 Anexclamationofremorsebrokefromhim。 \"Ah!Youcameheretobealone。I——\" \"Stop,\"shesaid。\"Yousaidgood-bytomeoncebefore。Didyoucometosee——whatyousawthen?\" Hefellbackinutteramazement,butsheadvanceduponhimswiftly。\"Wasitthat?\"shecried。 Theunfortunateyoungmancouldmakenoreply,andremainedunabletodefendhimselffromherinexplicableattack。 \"Youhavenotforgotten,\"shewenton,impetuously。\"Itwasinthecrowd,justbeforetheygaveyoutheflag。Yousaw——Iknowyousaw——anditkilledmewiththeshameofit!Nowyoucometometolookatthesamethingagain——andtheboatwaitingforyou!IsitinrevengeforthatnightattheBareauds’?Perhapsthissoundswildtoyou——Ican’thelpthat——butwhyshouldyoutrytomakeitharderforme?\" >Fromtheporchcameastrongvoice:\"Vanrevel!\" \"GodknowsIhaven’tmeantto,\"saidTom,inbitterpain。\"Idon’tunderstand。It’sCummingscallingforme;I’llgoatonce。I’dhoped,stupidlyenough,thatyouwouldtellmewhomitwasyoumeantwhenyouspoketoCrailey,sothatIcouldhelptomakeitsurerthathe’dcomebacktoyou。ButI’veonlyannoyedyou。Andyouwerehere——awayfromthehouse————avoidingme,andfearingthatI——\" \"Vanrevel!\"shoutedWilliam。(Mrs。TanberryhadnottoldLieutenantCummingswheretofindMissBetty。) \"Fearing?Yes?\" \"FearingthatImightdiscoveryou。\"Helethiseyesrestonherlovelinessoncemore,andashesawthatshestilltrembled,heextendedhishandtowardherinagestureofinfinitegentleness,likeablessing,heavedonegreatsigh,and,withheaderectandbodystraight,sethisfacemanfullytowardthehouse。 Hehadtakenthreestrideswhenhisheartstoppedbeatingatanineffabletouchonhissleeve。For,withasharpcry,shesprangtohim;andthen,oncemore,amongthelilacbusheswherehehadcaughtthewhitekitten,hishandwasseizedandheldbetweentwosmallpalms,andtheeyesofMissBettyCarewelookedintotheverysoulofhim。 \"No!\"shecried。\"No!Fearingwithasickheartthatyoumightnotcome!\" Herpaleface,mistywithsweetness,waveredbeforehiminthedusk,andheliftedhisshakinghandtohisforehead;herownwentwithit,andthetouchofthatsteadiedhim。 \"Youmean,\"hewhispered,brokenly,\"youmeanthatyou——\" \"Yes,always,\"sheanswered,rushingthroughthewords,halfintears。 \"TherewasalittletimewhenIlovedwhatyourlifehadbeenmorethanyou。Ah,itwasyouthatIsawinhim。Yetitwasnotwhatyouhaddoneafterall,butjustyou!Iknewtherecouldnotbeanyoneelse——thoughI thoughtitcouldneverbeyou——thatnight,justbeforetheygavetheflag。\" \"We’velittletime,Vanrevel!\"calledthevoicefromtheporch。 Tom’seyesfilledslowly。Heraisedthemandlookedatthenewlycomestars。\"Crailey,Crailey!\"hemurmured。 Hergazefollowedhis。\"Ah,it’she——andthey——thatmakemeknowyouwillcomebacktome!\"shesaid。