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Thebloodwentfromhischeeksasaswallowfliesdownfromaroof;hestartedbackagainsttheoppositewallwithastifledgroan,whileshestaredathimblankly,andgrewasdeathlypaleashe。 Hewasamanofgreatresourceinallemergencieswhichrequiredaquicktongue,but,forthemoment,thiswasbeyondhim。Hefelthimselflost,topplingbackwardintoanabyss,andtheuselessnessofhisdestructionmadehimphysicallysick。Forheneednothavebeenthere;hehadnotwishedtocome;hehadwellcountedthedangertohimself,andthisonetimeinhislifehadgonetothecupola-roomoutofgood-nature。ButBareaudhadbeenobstinateandCraileyhadcomeawayalone,hopingthatJeffersonmightfollow。Andherehewas,poortrappedrat,convictedandruinedbecauseofagoodaction!Atlastheknewconsistencytobeajewel,andthatagreedyboyshouldnevergiveacrust;thatafoolshouldsticktohisfolly,avillaintohisdeviltry,andeachholdhisown;forthemanwhothrustsagooddeedintoalifeofliesiswoundaboutwithperilouspasses,andinhisdeviouswaysathousandunexpecteddamnationsspring。 Beaten,stunned,hang-jawedwithdespair,hereturnedherlong,dumfoundedgazehopelesslyandtoldthetruthlikeaninspireddunce。 \"Icame——Icame——tobringanothermanaway,\"hewhisperedbrokenly;and,attheverymoment,severalheavy,half-suppressedvoicesbrokeintoeagertalkoverhead。 Thewhitehandthatheldthecandlewavered,andtheshadowsglidedinahuge,grotesquedance。Twicesheessayedtospeakbeforeshecoulddoso,atthesamemomentmotioninghimback,forhehadmadeavaguegesturetowardher。 \"Iamnotfaint。Doyoumean,awayfromupthere?\"Shepointedtothecupola-stairs。 \"Yes。\" \"Have-haveyouseenmyfather?\" Thequestioncameoutofsuchadepthofincredulousnessthatitwasmoreanarticulationofthelipsthanasound,buthecaughtit;and,withitnothope,buttheshadowofashadowofhope,ahandwavingfromthefarshoretotheswimmerwhohasbeendowntwice。Didshefearforhissake? \"No——Ihavenotseenhim。\"Hewasgropingblindly。 \"Youdidnotcomefromthat\" \"Howdidyouenterthehouse?\" Thedraughtthroughthehallwasblowinguponhim;thedoubledoorsupontheverandahadbeenleftopenforcoolness。\"There,\"hesaid,pointingtothem。 \"But——Iheardyoucomefromtheotherdirection。\" Hewasbreathingquickly;hesawhischance——ifJeffersonBareauddidnotcomenow。 \"Youdidnothearmecomedownthestairs。\"Heleanedtowardher,riskingitallonthat。 \"Ah!\"AsightoolikeagaspburstfromCrailey。Hisheadliftedalittle,andhiseyeswereluminouswithaneagernessthatwasalmostanguish。Hesethisutmostwillatworktocollecthimselfandtothinkhardandfast。 \"Icamehereresolvedtotakeamanaway,comewhatwould!\"hesaid。\"I foundthedooropen,wenttothefootofthatstairway;thenIstopped。I rememberedsomething;Iturned,andwasgoingawaywhenyouopenedthedoor。\" \"Yourememberedwhat?\" Herstrainedattitudedidnotrelax,nor,tohisutmostscrutiny,wasthecompleteastonishmentofherdistendedgazealteredonewhit,butahintofheraccustomedhighcolorwasagainuponhercheekandherliptrembledalittle,likethatofachildabouttoweep。Theflickerofhopeinhisbreastincreasedprodigiously,andtherushofittookthebreathfromhisthroatandchokedhim。GoodGod!wasshegoingtobelievehim? \"Iremembered——you!\" \"What?\"shesaid,wonderingly。 Artreturnedwithasplendidbound,full-pinioned,hisbeautifulandtreacherousFamiliarwhohaddesertedhimatthecrucialinstant;butshemadeupforitnow,foldinghiminprotectivewingsandbreathingthroughhisspirit。Inrapidandvehementwhispershepouredoutthewordsuponthegirlinthedoorway。 \"Ihaveafriend,andIwouldlaydownmylifetomakehimwhathecouldbe。Hehasalwaysthrowneverythingaway,hislife,histalents,allhismoneyandallofmine,forthesakeof——throwingthemaway!Someothermusttellyouaboutthatroom;butithasruinedmyfriend。TonightI discoveredthathehadbeensummonedhere,andImadeupmymindtocomeandtakehimaway。YourfatherhassworntoshootmeifIsetfootinhishouseorongroundofhis。Well,mydutywasclearandIcametodoit。 Andyet——Istoppedatthefootofthestair——because——becauseIrememberedthatyouwereRobertCarewe’sdaughter。Whatofyou,ifIwentupandharmcametomefromyourfather?ForIswearIwouldnothavetouchedhim!Youaskedmenottospeakof`personal’things,andIhaveobeyedyou;butyouseeImusttellyouonethingnow:Ihavecaredforthisfriendofminemorethanforallelseunderheaven,butIturnedandlefthimtohisruin,andwouldathousandtimes,ratherthanbringtroubleuponyou!`Athousandtimes?’Ah!Iswearitshouldbeathousandtimesathousand!\" Hehadparadedinonespeechfromtheprisoner’sdocktoCapulet’sgarden,andhereyeswereshiningintohislikeagreatlightwhenhefinished。 \"Goquickly,\"shewhispered。\"Goquickly!Goquickly!\" \"Butdoyouunderstand?\" \"Notyet,butIshall。Willyougo?Theymightcome-myfathermightcome-atanymoment。\" \"But——-\" \"Doyouwanttodrivemequitemad?Pleasego!\"Shelaidatrembling,urgenthanduponhissleeve。 \"Never,untilyoutellmethatyouunderstand,\"repliedCraileyfirmly,listeningkeenlyfortheslightestsoundfromoverhead。\"Never——untilthen!\" \"WhenIdoIshalltellyou;nowIonlyknowthatyoumustgo。\" \"Buttellme-\" \"Youmustgo!\" Therewasashufflingofchairsontheflooroverhead,andCraileywent。 Hewentevenmorehastilythanmighthavebeenexpectedfromtheadaman- tineattitudehehadjustpreviouslyassumed。Realizingthisashereachedthewetpath,heriskedstealingroundtoherwindow: \"Foryoursake!\"hebreathed;andhavingthusforestalledanytriflingimperfectionwhichmightariseinherrecollectionofhisexitfromthehouse,hedisappeared,kissinghishandtotherainasherandownthestreet。 MissBettylockedherdoorandpulledclosethecurtainsofherwindow。A numerousbutcarefulsoundoffootstepscamefromthehall,wentbyherdoorandoutacrosstheveranda。Silentlyshewaiteduntilsheheardherfathergoalonetohisroom。 ShetookthecandleandwentintoMrs。Tanberry。Shesetthelightuponatable,pulledachairclosetothebedside,andplacedhercoolhandlightlyonthegreatlady’sforehead。 \"Isn’titverylate,child?Whyareyounotasleep?\" \"Mrs。Tanberry,Iwanttoknowwhytherewasalightinthecupola-roomtonight?\" \"What?\"Mrs。Tanberryrolledherselfasuprightaspossible,andsatwithblinkingeyes。 \"IwanttoknowwhatIamsureyouknow,andwhatIamsureeverybodyknows,exceptme。Whatweretheydoingtheretonight,andwhatwasthequarrelbetweenMr。VanrevelandmyfatherthathadtodowithMr。Gray?\" Mrs。Tanberrygazedearnestlyintothegirl’sface。Afteralongtimeshesaidinagentlevoice: \"Child,hasitcometomatterthatmuch?\" \"Yes,\"saidMissBetty。 CHAPTERXIII TheTocsinTomVanrevelalwayswenttothepost-officesoonafterthemorningdistributionofthemail;thatistosay,aboutteno’clock,andreturnedwiththelettersforthefirmofGrayandVanrevel,bothpersonalandofficial。Craileyandhesharedeverything,evenaboxatthepost- office;andinfrontofthisbox,onemorning,afteranightofrain,Tomstoodstaringatawhiteenvelopebearingasmall,blackseal。Theaddresswasinawritinghehadneverseenbefore,buttheinstantitfellunderhiseyehewasstruckwithadistinctlypleasurableexcitement。 Whetherthroughsomespiritualexhalationofthewriterfragrantonanymissive,orbecauseofahundredmicroscopicimpressions,thereareanalystswhoareabletoselect,fromapileofletterswrittenbywomen(forthewritingofwomenexhibitscertainphenomenamoredeterminablythanthatofmen)thoseoftheprettiestorotherwisemostattractive。 Andoutupontheloverwhodoesnotrecognizehismistress’shandatthefirstglimpseeverhehasofit,withoutpost-markorotherinformationtoaidhim!ThusVanrevel,worn,hollow-eyed,andsallow,intheRouenpost- office,heldtheoneletterseparatefromadozen(thelatternot,indeed,fromwomen),andstaredatituntilalittlecolorcamebacktohisdarkskinandagreatdealofbrightnesstohiseye。Hewasnoanalystofhandwritings,yetitcametohiminstantlythatthisnotewasfromaprettywoman。Toseethatitwasfromawomanwassimple,butthatheknew——andhedidknow——thatshewaspretty,savorsoftheoccult。Morethanthis:therewassomethingaboutitthatthrilledhim。Suddenly,andwithoutreason,heknewthatitcamefromElizabethCarewe。 Hewalkedbackquicklytohisofficewiththeletterintheleftpocketofhiscoat,threwthebundleofgeneralcorrespondenceuponhisdesk,wentuptothefloorabove,andpausedathisowndoortolisten。DeepbreathingfromacrossthehallindicatedthatMr。Gray’ssoulwasstillencasedinslumber,andgreatwasitsneed,asTomhadfoundhispartner,thatmorningatfive,stretcheduponthehorsehairsofaintheoffice,lamentingtheemptinessofabottlewhichhadbeenfilledwithfieryBourbonintheafternoon。 Vanrevelwenttohisownroom,lockedthedoor,andtooktheletterfromhispocket。Hehelditbetweenhisfingerscarefully,asthoughitwerealiveandveryfragile,andhelookedatitalongtime,holdingitfirstinonehand,thenintheother,beforeheopenedit。Atlast,however,afterexaminingallthebladesofhispocketknife,heselectedonebrighterthantheothers,andloosenedtheflapoftheenvelopeasgentlyandcarefullyasifithadbeenthepetalofarose-budthathewasopening。 \"DearMr。Vanrevel: \"Ibelievedyoulastnight,thoughIdidnotunderstand。ButI understand,now——everything——and,bittertomeasthetruthis,ImustshowyouplainlythatIknowallofit,norcanIrestuntilIdoshowyou。Iwantyoutoanswerthisletter——thoughImustnotseeyouagainforalongtime——andinyouransweryoumustsetmerightifIamanywheremistakeninwhatIhavelearned。 \"Atfirst,anduntilafterthesecondtimewemet,Ididnotbelieveinyourheart,thoughIdidinyourmindandhumor。Evensincethen,therehavecomestrange,small,inexplicablemistrustingsofyou,butnowI throwthemallawayandtrustyouwholly,MonsieurCitizenGeorgesMeilbac!——Ishallalwaysthinkofyouinthoseimpossiblegarnishmentsofmypoorgreat-uncle,andIpersuademyselfthathemusthavebeenalittlelikeyou。 \"ItrustyoubecauseIhaveheardthestoryofyourprofoundgoodness。 Thefirstreasonformyfather’sdislikewasyourbeliefinfreedomastherightofallmen。Ah,itisnotyourprettyexaggerationsandflatteries(Ilaughatthem!)thatspeakforyou,butyourcareer,itself,andthebravethingsyouhavedone。Myfather’sdislikeflaredintohatredbecauseyouworstedhimwhenhediscoveredthathecouldnotsuccessfullydefendthewrongagainstyouandfellbackuponsheerinsult。 \"HeisamanwhomIdonotknow——strangeasthatseemsasIwriteit。Itisonlytoyou,whohavetaughtmesomuch,thatIcouldwriteit。IhavetriedtoknowhimandtorealizethatIamhisdaughter,butwearethecoldestacquaintances,thatisall;andIcannotseehowachangecouldcome。Idonotunderstandhim;leastofalldoIunderstandwhyheisagambler。Ithasbeenexplainedtomethatitishisgreatpassion,butallIcomprehendinthesewordsisthattheyarefullofshameforhisdaughter。 \"Thisiswhatwastoldme:hehasalwaysplayedheavilyandskillfully—— addingmuchtohisestateinthatway——andinRouenalwayswithacertaincoterie,whichwasjoined,severalyearsago,bythemanyoucametosavelastnight。 \"YourdevotiontoMr。Grayhasbeenthemostbeautifulthinginyourlife。 Iknowallthatthetownknowsofthat,exceptthethousandhiddensacrificesyouhavemadeforhim,thosethingswhichnoonewilleverknow。(Andyet,yousee,Iknowthemafterall!)Foryoursake,becauseyoulovehim,Iwillnotevencallhimunworthy。 \"Ihaveheard——fromonewhotoldunwillingly——thestoryofthenighttwoyearsago,whentheplayransoterriblyhigh;andhow,inthemorningwhentheywentaway,allwerepoorerexceptone,theirhost!——howMr。Grayhadnothingleftintheworld,andowedmyfatheragreatsumwhichwastobepaidintwenty-fourhours;howyoutookeverythingyouhadsavedintheyearsofhardworkatyourprofession,andborrowedtherestonyourword,andbroughtittomyfatherthatafternoon;how,whenyouhadpaidyourfriend’sdebt,youaskedmyfathernottoplaywithMr。Grayagain;andmyfathermadethathisexcusetosendyouachallenge。Youlaughedatthechallenge——andyoucouldaffordtolaughatit。 \"Butthisisallshame,shameforRobertCarewe’sdaughter。ItseemstomethatIshouldhideandnotliftmyhead;thatI,beingofmyfather’sblood,couldneverlookyouinthefaceagain。Itissounspeakablypainfulandugly。Ithinkofmyfather’sstiffprideandhislookoftheeagle,——andhestillplayswithyourfriend,almostalways`successfully!’Andyourfriendstillcomestoplay!——butIwillnotspeakofthatsideofit\"Mr。Grayhasmadeyoupoor,butIknowitwasnotthatwhichmadeyoucomeseekinghimlastnight,whenIfoundyouthereinthehail。Itwasforhissakeyoucame——andyouwentawayformine。NowthatIknow,atlast——nowthatIhaveheardwhatyourlifehasbeen(andohIheardsomuchmorethanIhavewritten!)——nowthatmyeyeshavebeenopenedtoseeyouasyouare,Iamproud,andgladandhumblethatIcanbelievethatyoufeltafriendshipformestrongenoughtohavemadeyougo`formysake。’Youwillwritetomejustonce,won’tyou?andtellmeiftherewasanyerrorinwhatIlistenedto;butyoumustnotcometothegarden。 NowthatIknowyou,Icannotmeetyouclandestinelyagain。ItwouldhurtthedignitywhichIfeelinyounow,andmyownpoordignity——suchasitis!Ihavebeenearnestlywarnedofthedangertoyou。Besides,youmustletmetestmyself。Iamallflutteringandfrightenedandexcited。Youwillobeyme,won’tyou?——donotcomeuntilIsendforyou。 ElizabethCarewe。\" Mr。Gray,occupiedwithhistoiletaboutnoon,heardhispartnerdescendingtotheofficewithaheavystep,andissuedfromhisroomtocallaheartygreeting。Tomlookedbackoverhisshoulderandrepliedcheerily,thoughwithacertainembarrassment;butCrailey,catchingsightofhisface,utteredasharpejaculationandcamedowntohim。 \"Why,what’sthematter,Tom?You’renotgoingtobesick?Youlooklikethedevilandall!\" \"I’mallright,neverfear!\"Tomlaughed,evadingtheother’seye。\"I’mgoingoutinthecountryonsomebusiness,andIdaresayIshallnotbebackforacoupleofdays;itwillbeallupanddownthecounty。\"Hesetdownatravelling-baghewascarrying,andofferedtheotherhishand。 \"Good-by。\" \"Can’tIgoforyou?Youdon’tlookable\" \"No,no。It’ssomethingI’llhavetoattendtomyself。\" \"Ah,Isuppose,\"saidCrailey,gently,\"Isupposeit’simportant,andyoucouldn’ttrustmetohandleit。Well——Godknowsyou’reright!I’veshownyouoftenenoughhowincompetentIamtodoanythingbutwritejingles!\" \"Youdosomemoreofthem——withoutthewhiskey,Crailey。They’reworthmorethanallthelawingGrayandVanrevelhaveeverdoneoreverwilldo。 Good-by——-andbekindtoyourself。\" Hedescendedtothefirstlanding,andthen,\"Oh,Crailey,\"hecalled,withtheairofhavingforgottensomethinghehadmeanttosay。 \"Yes,Tom?\" \"Thismorningatthepost-officeIfoundaletteraddressedtome。I openeditand——\"Hehesitated,anduneasilyshiftedhisweightfromonefoottotheother,withafeeble,deprecatorylaugh。 \"Yes,whatofit?\" \"Well——thereseemedtobeamistake。Ithinkitmusthavebeenmeantforyou。Somehow,she——she’spickedupagoodmanywrongimpressions,and,Lordknowshow,butshe’smixedournamesupand——andI’velefttheletterforyou。It’sonmytable。\" Heturnedandcallingafinalgood-byoverhisshoulder,wentclatteringnoisilydowntothestreetandvanishedfromCrailey’ssight。 NoonfoundTomfaroutontheNationalRoad,creakingalongovertheyellowdustinalightwagon,betweenborderingforeststhatsmeltspicilyofwetunderbrushandMay-apples;and,hereandthere,whentheywouldemergefromthewoodstoclearedfields,liberallyoutlinedbylongsnake- fencesofblackwalnut,thesteady,jog-trottingoldhorseliftedhisheadandlookedinterestedintheworld,butTomneverdideither。Habituallyupright,walkingorsitting,straight,keen,andalert,thatday’ssunsawhimdrearilyhunchedover,mileaftermile,hisforeheadlacedwithlinesofpain。Hestoppedateveryfarm-houseandcabin,and,wheretheyoungmenworkedinthefields,hailedthemfromtheroad,orhitchedhishorsetothefenceandcrossedthesoftfurrowstotalkwiththem。Atsuchtimeshestooderectagain,andspokestirringly,findingeagerlisteners。 Therewasonequestiontheyaskedhimoverandover: \"Butareyousurethecallwillcome?\" \"Assureasthatwestandhere;anditwillcomebeforetheweekisout。 Wemustbeready!\" Often,whenheleftthem,theywouldturnfromtheworkinhand,leavingitasitwas,tolieunfinishedinthefields,andmaketheirwayslowlyandthoughtfullytotheirhomes,whileTomclimbedintohiscreakinglittlewagononcemore,onlytofallintothesamedull,hunched-overattitude。HehadmanythingstothinkoutbeforehefacedRouenandCraileyGrayagain,andmoretofightthroughtotheendwithhimself。 Threedayshetookforit,threedaysdrivingthroughthesoftMayweatherbehindthekind,oldjog-trottinghorse;threedaysontheroad,fromfarm-housetofarm-houseandfromfieldtofield,fromcabinofthewoodstocabinintheclearing。Tossingunhappilyatnight,helaysleeplesstilldawn,thoughnotbecauseofthehardbeds;andwhendaylightcame,journeyedsteadilyonagain,overthevagabondlittlehillsthathadgypsieditsofarintotheprairie-landintheirwanderingsfromtheirrangeontheOhio,and,passingthehills,wentonthroughtheflatforest-land,alwayshunchedoverdismallyinthecreakingwagon。 Butontheeveningofthethirddayhedroveintotown,withthestoopoutofhisshouldersandthelustrebackinhiseyes。Hewashaggard,gray,dusty,buthehadsolvedhispuzzle,andonethingwasclearinhismindasthethingthathewoulddo。Hepattedtheoldhorseaheartyfarewellashelefthimwiththeliverymanfromwhombehadhiredhim,andstrodeupMainStreetwiththeairofamanwhoisgoingsomewhere。Itwaslate,butthereweremorelightsthanusualinthewindowsandmorepeopleonthestreets。Boysranshouting,while,hereandthere,knotsofmenarguedloudly,andinfrontofthelittlecornerdrug-storeanoisilytalkative,widelygesticulativecrowdoffiftyormorehadgathered。Anoldman,acobbler,whohadleftalegatTippecanoeandreplaceditwithawoodenone,chastelydecoratedwithdesignsofhisowncarving,camestumpingexcitedlydownthemiddleofthestreet,wherehewalkedforfearofthecracksinthewoodenpavement,whichweredangeroustohisart-legwhenhecamefromtheRouenHousebar,asonthepresentoccasion。HehailedTombyname。 \"You’rethelad,TomVanrevel,\"heshouted。\"You’rethemantoleadtheboysoutforthegloryoftheState!YougitthewholeblameFireDe- partmentoutandenlist`embeforemorning!Take`emdowntotheRioGrande,youhearme? Andyouneedn’tbeafraidoftheirputtin’itout,ifitketchesafire,neither!\" Tomwavedhishandandpassedon;butattheopendoorsoftheCatholicChurchhestoppedandlookedupanddownthestreet,andthen,unnoticed,enteredtothediminterior,wherethefewcandlesshowedonlyabentoldwomaninblackkneelingatthealtar。TomknewwhereElizabethCareweknelteachmorning;hesteppedsoftlythroughtheshadowysilencetoherplace,knelt,andrestedhisheadupontherailofthebenchbeforehim。 Thefigureatthealtarraiseditselfafteratime,andtheoldwomanlimpedslowlyupasideaisle,mumblingherformulas,courtesyingtothepaintedsaints,onherwayout。Theverythinnestlingeringsofincensehungontheair,seemingtoTomlikethefaintodorthatmightexhalefromaheavywreathofmarguerites,wornindark-brownhair。Yet,theplaceheldnothingbutpeaceandgood-will。Andhefoundnothingelseinhisownheart。Thestreetwasquietwhenheemergedfromthatlornvigil;thecornergroupshaddissolved;shoutingyouthsnolongerpatrolledthesidewalks。Onlyonequartershowedsignsoflife:thelittleclubhouse,wherethewindowsstillshownbrightly,andwhencecamethesoundofmanyvoicessettlingthedestiniesoftheUnitedStatesofAmerica。ThitherTombenthissteps,thoughtfully,andwithaquietmind。Therewasasmallverandaatthesideofthehouse;herehestoodunobservedtolookinuponhisnoisyandagitatedfriends。 Theywereallthere,fromtheoldGeneralandMr。Bareaud,tothelatter’sson,Jefferson,andyoungFrankChenoweth。Theyweregatheredaboutabigtableuponwhichstoodapunch-bowlandTrumble,hisbrowasangryredastheliquorinthecupheheld,wasproposingahealthtothePresidentinavoiceoffury。 \"InspiteofalltheCraileyGraysandtraitorsthissideofhell!\"hefinishedpolitely。 Craileyemergedinstantaneouslyfromthegeneralthrongandmountedachair,tossinghislighthairbackfromhisforehead,hiseyessparklingandhappy。\"Youfindyourownfriendsalreadyoccupyingtheplaceyoumentioned,doyou,General?\"heasked。 GeneralTrumblestampedandshookhisfist。 \"You’reaspawnofAaronBurr!\"hevociferated。\"There’snotamanheretostandbyyourinfernaldoctrines。YousneeratyourownState,yousneeratyourowncountry,youdefilethesacredground!Whatareyou,bytheAlmighty,whoattackyournativelandinthis,herhourofperil!\" \"Periltomynativeland!\"laughedCrailey。\"FromSantaAnna?\" \"TheGeneral’sright,sir,\"exclaimedtheelderChenowethindignantly,andmostofthelistenersappearedtoagreewithhim。\"It’sapoortimetoabusethePresidentwhenhe’scalledforvolunteersandourcountryisindanger,sir!\" \"Whoisindanger?\"answeredCrailey,liftinghishandtostilltheclamorofapprobationthatarose。\"IsPolkindanger?OrCongress?Butthatwouldbetoomuchtohope!DoyouexpecttoseetheGreasersinWashington?No,youidiots,youdon’t!Yetthere’llbeplentyofmentosufferanddie;andthefirstshouldbethosewhothrustthiswaronusandpoorlittleMexico;butitwon’tbethey;themenwho’lldothefightinganddyingwillbethecountryboysandthelikeofusfromthetowns,whileMr。PolksitsplanningattheWhiteHousehowhecangetelectedagain。IwishTomwerehere,confoundyou!YoulistentohimbecausehealwayshasthefactsandI’mjustanembroiderer,youthink。 What’sbecomeofthegaudycampaigncryyouwereallwearingyourlungsoutwithafewmonthsago?`Fifty-four-fortyorfight!’Bah!Polktwistedthelion’stailwiththatuntilafterelection。Thenhesawhehadtomakeyouforgetit,orfightEnglandandberuined,soheforceswaronMexico,andthecountrydoesforgetit。That’sit:heasksthreeregimentsofvolunteersfromthisStatetodieoffeversandgetshot,sothathecanstealanothercountryandmakehisownelecthimagain。Andyouaskmetodrinkthehealthofthepoliticianwhositsathomeandsendshisfellowmentodietofixhisrottenjobsforhim?\"Craileyhadpersuadedhimselfintosuchearnestness,thatthedepthofhisownfeelingalmostchokedhim,buthefinishedroundlyinhisbeautiful,strongvoice: \"I’lldrinkforthegoodpunch’ssake——butthathealth?——I’llseeGeneralTrumbleinheavenbeforeI’lldrinkit!\" Thereroseatoncearoarofangeranddisapproval,andCraileybecameamerestormcentreamidtheupraisedhandsgestulatingmadlyathimashestood,smilingagain,uponhischair。 \"ThiscomesoflivingwithTomVanrevel!\"shoutedtheGeneralfuriously。 \"ThisishisdamnedAbolitionteaching!You’reonlyhisecho;youspendhalfyourlifeplayingatbeingVanrevel!\" \"WhereisVanrevel?\"saidTappinghamMarsh。 \"Ay,whereishe!\"ragedTrumble,hammeringthetabletilltheglassesrang。\"Lethimcomeandanswerforhisownteaching;it’swastedtimetotalktothisone;he’sonlythepupil。Whereisthetraitor?\" \"Here,\"answeredavoicefromthedoorway;andthoughthewordwasspokenquietlyitwasnevertheless,atthatjuncture,silencing。EveryoneturnedtowardthedoorasVanrevelentered。ButtheapoplecticGeneral,whomCrailey’sspeechhadstirredtoafurybeyondcontrol,almostleapedatTom’sthoat。 \"Here’sthetea-sippingoldGranny,\"hebellowedhoarsely。(HewasordinarilyveryfondofTom。)\"Here’sthemaster!Here’sthemanwhoseexampleteachesCraileyGraytothrowmudattheflag。He’llstayhereathomewithCrailey,ofcourse,andthrowmore,whiletheothersboysmarchouttodieunderit。\" \"Onthecontrary,answeredTom,raisinghisvoice,\"Ithinkyou’llfindCraileyGraythefirsttoenlist,andasformyself,I’veraisedsixtymeninthecountry,andIwantfortymorefromRouen,inordertooffertheGovernorafullcompany。Soit’scometo`theKing,nottheman’;Polkisapitifultrickster,butthecountryneedshersons;that’senoughforustoknow;andwhileIwon’tdrinktoJamesPolk\"——heplungedacupinthebowlanddrewitoutbrimming——\"I’llemptythistothePresident!\" Itwasthenthatfromfiftythroatsthelong,wildshoutwentupthatstirredRouen,andwokethepeoplefromtheirmidnightbedsforhalfamilearound。 CHAPTERXIV TheFirmofGrayandVanrevelForthefirsttimeitwasCraileywhosatwaitingforTomtocomehome。 Inachairdrawntohispartner’sdeskinthedustyoffice,hehalf- reclined,armsonthedesk,hischinonhisclenchedfists。Toredeemthegloomhehadlitasinglecandle,whichpaintedhimdimlyagainstthecompletedarknessofhisownshadow,likeaveryoldportraitwhosebackgroundtimehassolidifiedintoshapelessbrowns;theportraitofafair-hairedgentleman,thecavalier,ortheMarquis,onemighthavesaidatfirstglance;notdescribingitimmediatelyasthatofapoet,fortherewasnomarkofartuponCrailey,noteveninhishair,fortheyallworeitratherlongthen。Yettherewasamarkuponhim,nevermorevividthanashesatwaitinginthelonelinessofthatnightforTomVanrevel; thoughwhatthemarkwasandwhatitssignificancemighthavebeenpuzzlingtodefine。Perhaps,afterall,FanchonBareaudhaddescribeditbestwhenshetoldCraileyoneday,withasuddenhintofapprehensivetears,thathehada\"lookoffate。\" Tomtookhisowntimeincoming;hehadstayedattheclubtogooverhislists——sohehadtoldCrailey——withtheGeneralandoldBareaud。Hiscompanywasalmostcomplete,andCraileyhadbeenthefirsttovolunteer,tothedumfoundingofTrumble,whohadproceededtodrinkhishealthagainandagain。ButthelistscouldnotdetainTomtwohours,Craileyknew,anditwastwohourssincethenewvolunteershadsung\"TheStarSpangledBanner\"overthelastofthepunch,andhadlefttheclubtoTomandthetwooldmen。OnlyonceortwiceinthattimehadCraileyshiftedhisposition,oralteredthedirectionofhissetgazeatnothing。Butatlastherose,wenttothewindowand,leaningfarout,lookeddownthestreettowardthelittleclubhouse。Itslightswereextinguishedandallwasdarkupanddownthestreet。AbruptlyCraileywentbacktothedeskandblewoutthecandle,afterwhichhesatdownagaininthesameposition。TwentyminuteslaterheheardTom’ssteponthestair,comingupverysoftly。Craileywaitedinsilenceuntilhispartnerreachedthelanding,thenrelitthecandle。 \"Tom,\"hecalled。\"Comein,please,I’vebeenwaitingforyou。\" TherewasapausebeforeTomansweredfromthehall: \"I’mverytired,Crailey。IthinkI’llgouptobed。\" \"No,\"saidCrailey,\"comein。\" Thedoorwasalreadyopen,butTomturnedtowarditreluctantly。Hestoppedatthethresholdandthetwolookedateachother。 \"Ithoughtyouwouldn’tcomeaslongasyoubelievedIwasup,\"saidCrailey,\"soIblewoutthelight。I’msorryIkeptyououtsidesolong。\" \"Crailey,I’mgoingawayto-morrow,\"theotherbegan。\"IamtogooverandseetheGovernorandofferhimthiscompany,andto-nightIneedsleep,soplease- \"No,\"interruptedCraileyquietly,\"Iwanttoknowwhatyou’regoingtodo。\" \"Todoaboutwhat?\" \"Aboutme。\" \"Oh!\"Tom’seyesfellatoncefromhisfriend’sfaceandresteduponthefloor。Slowlyhewalkedtothedeskandstoodinembarrassedcontemplationofthelitteredbooksandpapers,whiletheotherwaited。 \"Ithinkit’sbestforyoutotellme,\"saidCrailey。 \"Youthinkso?\"Tom’sembarrassmentincreasedvisibly,andtherewasmingledwithitanoddappearanceofapprehension,probablytorelievewhichheverydeliberatelytooktwolongcherootsfromhispocket,laidoneonthedeskforCraileyandlittheotherhimself,withextremecarefulness,atthecandle。Afterthisceremonialhedraggedachairtothewindow,tiltedbackinitwithhisfeetonthelowsill,hisbacktothethinlightandhisfriend,andsaidinaslow,gentletone: \"Well,Crailey?\" \"IsupposeyoumeanthatIoughttooffermyexplanationfirst,\"saidtheother,stillstanding。\"Well,thereisn’tany。\"Hedidnotspeakdog- gedlyorsullenly,asoneinfault,butmorewiththeairofamancuriouslyreadytothrowallpossiblelightuponacloudyphenomenon。 \"It’sverysimple——allthatIknowaboutit。IwenttherefirstontheeveningoftheMadrillonmasqueradeandplayedalittlecomedyforher,sothatsomeofmytheatricalallusions——theyweren’tveryilluminating!——tomyengagementtoFanchon,madeherbelieveIwasVanrevelwhenherfathertoldheraboutthepairofus。Idiscoveredthatthenighthiswarehousesburned——andIsawsomethingmore,becauseIcan’thelpseeingsuchthings: thatyourswasjustthecharactertoappealtoayounggirlfreshfromtheconventandfullofhonestyandfinedreamsandfire。Nobodycouldarrangeamorefatalfascinationforagirlofnineteenthantohaveadeadlyquarrelwithherfather。Andthat’sespeciallytruewhenthefather’slikethatmadbruteofaBobCarewe!Then,too,you’remoreorlessthetownmodelofvirtueandpopularhero,inspiteoftheAbolitionism,justasIamthetownscamp。SoIletitgoon,andplayedalittleatbeingyou,sayingthethingsthatyouonlythink——thatwasall。Itisn’tstrangethatit’slasteduntilnow,notmorethanthreeweeks,afterall。She’sonlyseenyoufourorfivetimes,andmenotmuchoftener。Noonespeaksofyoutoher,andI’vekeptoutofsightwhenotherswereabout。Mrs。Tanberryisheronlyclosefriend,and,naturally,wouldn’tbeapttomentionthatyouaredarkandIamfair,ortodescribeuspersonally,anymorethanyouandIwouldmentionthegeneralappearanceofpeoplewebothmeetabouttown。Butyouneedn’ttellmethatitcan’tlastmuchlonger。Somepetty,unexpectedtriflewillturnup,ofcourse。AllthatIwanttoknowiswhatyoumeantodo。\" \"Todo?\"repeatedTomsoftly,andblewalongscarfofsmokeoutofthewindow。 \"Ah!\"Crailey’svoicegrewsharpandloud。\"Therearemanythingsyouneedn’ttellme!YouneednottellmewhatI’vedonetoyou——norwhatyouthinkofme!Youneednottellmethatyouhaveotherstoconsider,thatyouhaveMissCarewetothinkof。Don’tyousupposeIknowthat?AndyouneednottellmethatyouhaveadutytoFanchon——\" \"Yes,\"Tombrokein,histonenotquitesteady。\"Yes,I’vethoughtofthat。\" \"Well?\" \"Haveyou——didyou——\"hehesitated,butCraileyunderstoodimmediately。 \"No;Ihaven’tseenheragain。\" \"Butyou——\" \"Yes——Iwrote。Iansweredtheletter。\" \"As-\" \"Yes;Isignedyourname。ItoldyouthatIhadjustletthingsgoon,\" Craileyanswered,withanimpatientmovementofhishands。\"Whatareyougoingtodo?\" \"I’mgoingovertoseetheGovernorinthemorning。I’llbeawaytwoorthreedays,Iimagine。\" \"Vanrevel!\"exclaimedCraileyhotly,\"Willyougivemeananswerandnotbeataboutthebushanylonger?Ordoyoumeanthatyourefusetoanswer?\" Tomdroppedhiscigaruponthebrickwindow-ledgewithanabysmalsigh。 \"Oh,no,itisn’tthat,\"heansweredmildly\"I’vebeenthinkingitalloverforthreedaysinthecountry,andwhenIgotbacktonightIfoundthatIhadcometoadecisionwithoutknowingit,andthatIhadcometoitevenbeforeIstarted;myleavingtheletterforyouprovedit。It’salittlelikethisMexicanwar,amixed-upproblemandonlyonethingclear。 Afewschemershaveledthecountryintoittoincreasetheslave-powerandmakeusforgetthatwethreatenedEnglandwhenwecouldn’tcarryoutthethreat。Andyet,ifyoulookatitbroadly,thesearethesmallerthingsandtheydonotlast。Themeansbywhichthecountrygrowsmaybewrong,butitsgrowthisright;itisonlydestiny,workingoutthroughliesandblood,buttheendwillbegood。Itisboundtohappenandyoucan’tstopit。Ibelievethemenwhomakethiswarfortheirownuseswillsufferinhell-fireforit;butitismade,andthere’sonlyonethingIcanseeasthethingformetodo。They’vecalledmeeverynameonearth——andthesamewithyou,too,Crailey——becauseI’manAbolitionist,butnow,whetherthecountryhassinnedornot,agoodmanythousandmenhavegottodothebleedingforher,andIwanttobeoneofthem。That’stheonethingthatisplaintome。\" \"Yes,\"returnedCrailey。\"YouknowI’mwithyou;andIthinkyou’realwaysright。Yes;we’llallbeonthewayinafortnightorso。Doyoumeanyouwon’tquarrelwithmebecauseofthat?Doyoumeanitwouldbeapoortimenow,whenwe’reallgoingouttotakeourchancestogether?\" \"Quarrelwithyou!\"Tomroseandcametothedesk,lookingacrossitathisfriend。\"DidyouthinkImightdothat?\" \"Yes——Ithoughtso。\" \"Crailey!\"AndnowTom’sexpressionshoweddesperation;itwasthatofamanwhoseapprehensionshaveculminatedandwhoisforcedtofaceacrisislongexpected,longaverted,butimminentatlast。HiseyesfellfromCrailey’scleargazeandhishandfidgetedamongthepapersonthedesk。 \"No,\"hebeganwithapainfullamenessandhesitation。\"Ididnotmeanit——no;Imeant,that,inthesameway,onlyonethinginthisother——thisotheraffairthatseemssoconfusedandissuchaproblem——onlyonethinghasgrownclear。Itdoesn’tseemtomethat——that——\"herehedrewadeepbreath,beforehewentonwithincreasingnervousness——\"thatifyoulikeamanandhavelivedwithhimagoodmanyyears;thatistosay,ifyou’rereallymuchofafriendtohim,Idon’tbelieveyousitonahighseatandjudgehim。Judging,andallthat,haven’tmuchpartinit。Anditseemstomethatyou’vegotyourselfintoaprettybadmix-up,Crailey。\" \"Yes,\"saidCrailey。\"It’sprettybad。\" \"Well,\"Tomlookedupnow,withanalmosttremuloussmile,\"IbelievethatisaboutallIcanmakeofit。Doyouthinkit’sthepartofyourbestfriendtoexposeyou?ItseemstomethatifthereeverwasatimewhenI oughttostandbyyou,it’snow。\" Therewasasilencewhiletheylookedateachotheracrossthedeskinthefaintlight。Tom’seyefellagainasCraileyopenedhislips。 \"Andinspiteofeverything,\"Craileysaidbreathlessly,\"youmeanthatyouwon’ttell?\" \"HowcouldI,Crailey?\"saidTomVanrevelasbeturnedaway。 CHAPTERXV WhenJuneCame\"MethoughtImetaDamselFairAndtearswereinhereyes; Herheadandarmswerebare,Iheardherburstingsighs。 \"Istopp’dandlookedherintheface,`Twasthenshesweetlysmiled。 Herfeaturesshonewithmournfulgrace,FarmorethanNature’schild。 \"Withdiffidentanddowncasteye,Inmodesttonesshespoke; Shewipedatearandgaveasigh,Andthenhersilencebroke——\" SosangMrs。Tanberryatthepiano,relievingthemelancholywhichpossessedher;butNelson,pausinginthehailtolisten,andexceedinglycuriousconcerningthepromisedutteranceoftheDamselFair,wastosufferdisappointment,astheballadwasbrokenoffabruptlyandthesongstressclosedthepianowithamonstrousclatter。LittledoubtmaybeentertainedthatthenoisewasdesignedtodisturbMr。Carewe,whosatupontheverandaconsultingabrownPrincipe,andlessthattheintendedinsultwasaccomplished。Foranexpressionofavindictivenaturewasprecipitatedinthatquartersosimultaneouslythatthebangofthepiano- lidandthecursewereevenasthereportofamusketandtheimmediatecryofthewounded。 Mrs。Tanberryatoncedeboucheduponthepiazza,showingavast,cloudedcountenance。\"AndIhopetoheavenyoualreadyhadaheadache!\"sheexclaimed。 \"Thecourtesyofyourwish,madam,\"Carewereplied,withanangryflashofhiseye,\"isonlyequaledbythekindnessofheaveninansweringit。I have,infact,aheadache。Ialwayshave,nowadays。\" \"That’sgoodnews,\"returnedtheladyheartily。 \"Ithankyou,\"retortedherhost。 \"PerhapsifyoutreatedyourdaughterevenadecentIndian’skindofpoliteness,you’denjoybetterhealth。\" \"Ah!AndinwhatfailuretoperformmydutytowardherhaveIincurredyourdispleasure?\" \"Whereisshenow?\"exclaimedtheotherexcitably。\"Whereisshenow?\" \"Icannotsay。\" \"Yes,youcan,RobertCarewe!\"Mrs。Tanberryretorted,withawrathfulgesture。\"Youknowwellenoughshe’sinherownroom,andsodoI——forI triedtogetintocomfortherwhenIheardhercrying。She’sintherewiththedoorbolted,whereyoudroveher!\" \"Idroveher!\"hesneered。 \"Yes,youdid,andIheardyou。DoyouthinkIcouldn’thearyouragingandstormingatherlikeacrazyman?Whenyougetinatemperdoyoudreamthere’sasoulintheneighborhoodwhodoesn’tknowit?You’reafoolifyoudo,becausetheycouldhaveheardyouswearingdownonMainStreet,ifthey’dlistened。Whatareyoutryingtodotoher?——breakherspirit?——orwhat?Becauseyou’lldoit,orkillher。Ineverheardanybodycrysoheart-brokenly。\"Herethegoodwoman’sowneyesfilled。 \"What’stheuseofpretending?\"shewentonsorrowfully。\"Youhaven’tspokentoherkindlysinceyoucamehome。DoyousupposeI’mblindtothat?Youweren’tabadhusbandtothepoorchild’smother;whycan’tyoubeagoodfathertoher?\" \"Perhapsyoumightbeginbyaskinghertobeagooddaughtertome。\" \"Whathasshedone?\" \"ThenightbeforeIwentawaysherantoafireandbehavedtherelikeacommonstreethoyden。TheladiesoftheCarewefamilyhavenotformerlyacquiredanotorietyofthatkind。\" \"Bah!\"saidMrs。Tanberry。 \"Thenextmorning,whenItaxedherwithit,shedutifullydefiedandinsultedme。\" \"Icanimaginethedelicacywithwhichyou`taxed’her。Whathasthattodowithyourdevilishtantrumsofthisafternoon,RobertCarewe?\" \"Iamobligedtoyoufortheexpression,\"hereturned。\"WhenIcamehome,thisafternoon,Ifoundherreadingthatthing。\"HepointedtomanyverysmallfragmentsofMr。Cummings’snewspaper,whichwerescatteredaboutthelawnneartheveranda。\"Shewasouthere,readinganarticlewhichI hadreaddowntownandwhichappearedinaspecialeditionofthatrottensheet,sentouttwohoursago。\" \"Well?\" \"Doyouknowwhatthatarticlewas,madam,doyouknowwhatitwas?\" Althoughbreathingheavily,Mr。Carewehadcompelledhimselftoacertainoutwardcalmness,butnow,intheuncontrollableagitationofhisanger,hesprangtohisfeetandstruckoneofthewoodenpillarsoftheporchashockingblowwiththebareknucklesofhisclenchedhand。\"Doyouknowwhatitwas?ItwasaeulogyofthatdamnedVanrevel!Itpretendedtobeanaccountoftheenrollmentofhisinfernalcompany,butitwasnothingmorethanaglorificationofthatnigger-lovinghound!Hiscompany——alotofsneaks,who’llrunlikesheepfromthefirstGreaser——electedhimcaptainyesterday,andtodayhereceivedanappointmentasmajor!Itdriesthebloodinmyveinstothinkofit!——thatblackdogamajor!GoodGod!amInevertohearthelastofhim?Cummingswroteit,thefool,thelying,fawning,slobberingfool;heoughttobeshotforit!Neitherhenorhispapereverentermydoorsagain!AndItookthedirtysheetfromherhandsandtoreittopieces——\" \"Yes,\"interposedMrs。Tanberry,\"itlooksasifyouhaddoneitwithyourteeth。\" \"——Andstampeditintotheground!\" \"Oh,Iheardyou!\"shesaid。 Carewecameclosetoher,andgaveheralonglookfromsuchbittereyesthatherownfellbeforethem。\"Ifyou’vebeentreacheroustome,JaneTanberry,\"hesaid,\"thenGodpunishyou!Ifthey’vemet——mydaughterandthatman——whileIwasaway,itisonyourhead。Idon’taskyou,becauseI believeifyouknewanythingyou’dlieforhersake。ButItellyouthatasshereadthatpaper,shedidnothearmysteponthewalknorknowthatIwasthereuntilIleanedoverhershoulder。AndIswearthatIsuspecther。\" Heturnedandwalkedtothedoor,whiletheindomitableMrs。Tanberry,silencedforonce,sankintothechairhehadvacated。Beforehedisap- pearedwithinthehouse,hepaused。