第5章

类别:其他 作者:Bret Harte字数:19179更新时间:19/01/05 09:13:01
Theundisguisedamusement,mingledwithrelief,thathadoverspreadBarker’sfaceduringthislivelyrecitalmighthaveprickedtheconscienceofMrs。Horncastle,butforsomereasonIfearitdidnot。Butitemboldenedhertogoon。\"IsaidIpromisedherthatIwouldseeshewasn’tdisturbed;but,ofcourse,nowthatYOU,herHUSBAND,havecome,if\"—— \"Notforworlds,\"interruptedBarkerearnestly。\"IknowpoorKitty’sheadaches,andIneverdisturbher,poorchild,exceptwhenI’mthoughtless。\"Andhereoneofthemostthoughtfulmenintheworldinhissensitiveconsiderationofothersbeamedatherwithsuchfrankandwonderfuleyesthatthearchhypocritebeforehimwithdifficultysuppressedahystericaldesiretolaugh,andfelttheconsciousbloodflushhertotherootofherhair。\"Youknow,\" hewenton,withasigh,halfofreliefandhalfofreminiscence,\"thatIoftenthinkI’magreatbothertoaclear-headed,sensiblegirllikeKitty。SheknowspeoplesomuchbetterthanIdo。She’swonderfullyequippedfortheworld,and,yousee,I’monly’lucky,’ aseverybodysays,andIdaresaypartofmyluckwastohavegother。I’mverygladshe’safriendofyours,youknow,forsomehowIfanciedalwaysthatyouwerenotinterestedinher,orthatyoudidn’tunderstandeachotheruntilnow。It’soddthatnicewomendon’talwayslikenicewomen,isn’tit?I’mgladshewaswithyou; Iwasquitestartledtolearnshewashere,andcouldn’tmakeitout。IthoughtatfirstshemighthavegotanxiousaboutourlittleSta,whoiswithmeandthenurseatHymettus。ButI’mgladitwasonlyalark。Ishouldn’twonder,\"headded,withalaugh,\"althoughshealwaysdeclaressheisn’toneofthose’doting,idioticmothers,’thatshefounditalittledullwithouttheboy,forallshethoughtitwasbetterforMEtotakehimsomewhereforachangeofair。\" ThesituationwasbecomingmoredifficultforMrs。Horncastlethanshehadconceived。Therehadbeenacertainexcitementinitsfirstdirectappealtohertactandcourage,andeven,shebelieved,anunselfishdesiretosavetherelationsbetweenhusbandandwifeifshecould。Butshehadnotcalculateduponhisunconsciousrevelations,norupontheireffectuponherself。ShehadconcludedtobelievethatKittyhad,inamomentoffolly,lentherselftothishare-brainedescapade,butitnowmightbepossiblethatithadbeendeliberatelyplanned。Kittyhadsentherhusbandandchildawaythreeweeksbefore。Hadshetoldthewholetruth? Howlonghadthisbeengoingon?AndifthesoullessVanLoohaddesertedhernow,wasitnot,perhaps,themiserableendingofanintrigueratherthanitsbeginning?Hadshebeenasgreatadupeofthiswomanasthehusbandbeforeher?Anewanddoubleconsciousnesscameoverherthatforamomentpreventedherfrommeetinghishonesteyes。Shefelttheshameofbeinganaccomplicemingledwithafiercejoyattheideaofaclimaxthatmightseparatehimfromhiswifeforever。 Luckilyhedidnotnoticeit,butwithacontinuedsenseofreliefthrewhimselfbackinhischair,andglancingfamiliarlyroundthewallsbrokeintohisyouthfullaugh。\"Lord!howIrememberthisroomintheolddays。ItwasKitty’sownprivatesitting-room,youknow,andIusedtothinkitlookedjustasfreshandprettyasshe。Iusedtothinkhercrayondrawingwonderful,andstillmorewonderfulthatsheshouldhavethatunnecessarytalentwhenitwasquiteenoughforhertobejust’Kitty。’Youknow,don’tyou,howyoufeelatthosetimeswhenyou’requitehappyinbeinginferior\"—— HestoppedamomentwithasuddenrecollectionthatMrs。Horncastle’smarriagehadbeennotoriouslyunhappy。\"Imean,\"hewentonwithashylittlelaughandaninnocentattemptatgallantrywhichtheverydirectnessofhissimplenaturemadeatrociouslyobvious,——\"Imeanwhatyou’vemadelotsofyoungfellowsfeel。ThereusedtobeapictureofColonelBriggonthemantelpiece,infulluniform,andsignedbyhimself’forKitty;’andLord!howjealousIwasofit,forKittynevertookpresentsfromgentlemen,andnobodyevenwasallowedinhere,thoughshehelpedherfatheralloverthehotel。 Shewasawfullystrictinthosedays,\"heinterpolated,withathoughtfullookandahalf-sigh;\"butthenshewasn’tmarried。I proposedtoherinthisveryroom!Lord!IrememberhowfrightenedIwas。\"Hestoppedforaninstant,andthensaidwithacertaintimidity,\"Doyoumindmytellingyousomethingaboutit?\" Mrs。Horncastlewashardlypreparedtoheartheseingenuousdomesticdetails,butshesmiledvaguely,althoughshecouldnotsuppressasomewhatimpatientmovementwithherhands。EvenBarkernoticedit,buttohersurprisemovedalittlenearertoher,andinahalf-entreatingwaysaid,\"IhopeIdon’tboreyou,butit’ssomethingconfidential。DoyouknowthatshefirstREFUSEDme?\" Mrs。Horncastlesmiled,butcouldnotresistaslighttossofherhead。\"Ibelievetheyalldowhentheyaresureofaman。\" \"No!\"saidBarkereagerly,\"youdon’tunderstand。IproposedtoherbecauseIthoughtIwasrich。InafoolishmomentIthoughtI haddiscoveredthatsomeoldstocksIhadhadacquiredafabulousvalue。Shebelievedit,too,butbecauseshethoughtIwasnowarichmanandsheonlyapoorgirl——amereservanttoherfather’sguests——sherefusedme。RefusedmebecauseshethoughtImightregretitinthefuture,becauseshewouldnothaveitsaidthatshehadtakenadvantageofmyproposalonlywhenIwasrichenoughtomakeit。\" \"Well?\"saidMrs。Horncastleincredulously,gazingstraightbeforeher;\"andthen?\" \"InaboutanhourIdiscoveredmyerror,thatmystockswereworthless,thatIwasstillapoorman。Ithoughtitonlyhonesttoreturntoherandtellher,eventhoughIhadnohope。Andthenshepitiedme,andcried,andacceptedme。Itellittoyouasherfriend。\"Hedrewalittlenearerandquitefraternallylaidhishanduponherown。\"Iknowyouwon’tbetrayme,thoughyoumaythinkitwrongformetohavetoldit;butIwantedyoutoknowhowgoodshewasandtrue。\" ForamomentMrs。Horncastlewasamazedanddiscomfited,althoughshesaw,withtheinscrutableinstinctofhersex,noinconsistencybetweentheKittyofthosedaysandtheKittynowshamefullyhidingfromherhusbandinthesamehotel。NodoubtKittyhadsomegoodreasonforherchivalrousact。Butshecouldseetheunmistakableeffectofthatactuponthemorelogicallyreasoninghusband,andthatitmightleadhimtobemoremercifultothelaterwrong。Andtherewasakeenerironythathisfirstmovementofunconsciouskindlinesstowardsherwastheoutcomeofhisaffectionforhisundeservingwife。 \"Yousaidjustnowshewasmorepracticalthanyou,\"shesaiddryly。\"Apartfromthisevidenceofit,whatotherreasonshaveyouforthinkingso?Doyourefertoherindependenceorherdealingsinthestockmarket?\"sheadded,withalaugh。 \"No,\"saidBarkerseriously,\"forIdonotthinkherquitepracticalthere;indeed,I’mafraidsheisaboutasbadasIam。 ButI’mgladyouhavespoken,forIcannowtalkconfidentiallywithyou,andasyouandshearebothinthesameventures,perhapsshewillfeellesscompunctioninhearingfromyou——asyourownopinion——whatIhavetotellyouthanifIspoketohermyself。I amafraidshetrustsimplicitlytoVanLoo’sjudgmentasherbroker。Ibelieveheisstrictlyhonorable,butthegeneralopinionofhisbusinessinsightisnothigh。They——perhapsIoughttosayHE——havebeenatleastsounluckythattheymighthavelearnedprudence。Thelossoftwentythousanddollarsinthreemonths\"—— \"Twentythousand!\"echoedMrs。Horncastle。 \"Yes。Why,youknewthat;itwasinthemineyouandshevisited; or,perhaps,\"headdedhastily,asheflushedathisindiscretion,\"shedidn’ttellyouthat。\" ButMrs。Horncastleashastilysaid,\"Yes——yes——ofcourse,onlyI hadforgottentheamount;\"andhecontinued:—— \"Thatlosswouldhavefrightenedanyman;butyouwomenaremoredaring。OnlyVanLoooughttohavewithdrawn。Don’tyouthinkso? OfcourseIcouldn’tsayanythingtohimwithoutseemingtocondemnmyownwife;Icouldn’tsayanythingtoHERbecauseit’sherownmoney。\" \"Ididn’tknowthatMrs。Barkerhadanymoneyofherown,\"saidMrs。Horncastle。 \"Well,Igaveittoher,\"saidBarker,withsublimesimplicity,\"andthatwouldmakeitalltheworseformetospeakaboutit。\" Mrs。Horncastlewassilent。Anewtheoryflasheduponherwhichseemedtoreconcileallthepreviousinconsistenciesofthesituation。VanLoo,undertheguiseofalover,wasreallypossessinghimselfofMrs。Barker’smoney。Thisaccountedfortheriskshewasrunninginthisescapade,whichweresoincongruoustotherascal’snature。Hewascalculatingthatthescandalofanintriguewouldrelievehimoftheperilsofcriminaldefalcation。 ItwascompatiblewithKitty’sinnocence,thoughitdidnotrelievehervanityofthepartitplayedinthisdespicablecomedyofpassion。AllthatMrs。Horncastlethoughtofnowwastheeffectofitseventfulrevelationuponthemanbeforeher。Ofcourse,hewouldoverlookhiswife’strustfulnessandbusinessignorance——itwouldseemsolikehisownunselfishfaith!Thatwasthefaultofallunselfishgoodness;iteventookthecolorofadjacentevil,withoutalteringthenatureofeither。Mrs。Horncastlesetherteethtightlytogether,butherbeautifulmouthsmileduponBarker,thoughhereyeswerebentuponthetableclothbeforeher。 \"IshalldoallIcantoimpressyourviewsuponher,\"shesaidatlast,\"thoughIfeartheywillhavelittleweightifgivenasmyown。Andyouoverratemygeneralinfluencewithher。\" HerhandsomeheaddroopedinsuchathoughtfulhumilitythatBarkerinstinctivelydrewnearertoher。Besides,shehadnotliftedherdarklashesforsomemoments,andhehadthestillyouthfulhabitoflookingfranklyintotheeyesofthoseheaddressed。 \"No,\"hesaideagerly;\"howcouldI?Shecouldnothelpbutloveyouanddoasyouwouldwish。Ican’ttellyouhowgladandrelievedIamtofindthatyouandshehavebecomesuchfriends。 YouknowIalwaysthoughtyoubeautiful,Ialwaysthoughtyousoclever——Iwasevenalittlefrightenedofyou;butIneveruntilnowknewyouweresoGOOD。No,stop!Yes,IDIDknowit。DoyourememberonceinSanFrancisco,whenIfoundyouwithStainyourlapinthedrawing-room?Iknewitthen。Youtriedtomakemethinkitwasawhim——thefancyofaboredandworriedwoman。ButI knewbetter。AndIknewwhatyouwerethinkingthen。ShallItellyou?\" Ashereyeswerestillcastdown,althoughhermouthwasstillsmiling,inhisendeavorstolookintothemhisfacewasquitenearhers。Hefanciedthatitborethelookshehadwornoncebefore。 \"Youwerethinking,\"hesaidinavoicewhichhadgrownsuddenlyquitehesitatingandtremulous,——hedidnotknowwhy,——\"thatthepoorlittlebabywasquitefriendlessandalone。Youwerepityingit——youknowyouwere——becausetherewasnoonetogiveitthelovingcarethatwasitsdue,andbecauseitwasintrustedtothathirednurseinthatgreathotel。Youwerethinkinghowyouwouldloveitifitwereyours,andhowcruelitwasthatLovewassentwithoutanobjecttowasteitselfupon。Youwere:Isawitinyourface。\" Shesuddenlyliftedhereyesandlookedfullintohiswithalookthatheldandpossessedhim。Foramomenthiswholesoulseemedtotrembleonthevergeoftheirlustrousdepths,andhedrewbackdizzyandfrightened。Whathesawthereheneverclearlyknew; but,whateveritwas,itseemedtosuddenlychangehisrelationstoher,totheroom,tohiswife,totheworldwithout。Itwasaglimpseofaworldofwhichheknewnothing。Hehadlookedfranklyandadmiringlyintotheeyesofotherprettywomen;hehadevengazedintoherownbefore,butneverwiththisfeeling。Asuddensensethatwhathehadseentherehehadhimselfevoked,thatitwasananswertosomequestionhehadscarcelyyetformulated,andthattheywerebothnowlinkedbyanunderstandingandconsciousnessthatwasirretrievable,cameoverhim。Heroseawkwardlyandwenttothewindow。Sherosealso,butmoreleisurelyandeasily,movedoneofthebooksonthetable,smoothedoutherskirts,andchangedherseattoalittlesofa。Itisthewomanwhoalwayscomesoutofthesecrucialmomentsunruffled。 \"IsupposeyouwillbegladtoseeyourfriendMr。Demorestwhenyougoback,\"shesaidpleasantly;\"forofcoursehewillbeatHymettusawaitingyou。\" Heturnedeagerly,ashealwaysdidatthename。ButeventhenhefeltthatDemorestwasnolongerofsuchimportancetohim。Hefelt,too,thathewasnotyetquitesureofhisvoiceorevenwhattosay。Ashehesitatedshewentonhalfplayfully:\"Itseemshardthatyouhadtocomeallthewayhereonsuchabootlesserrand。 Youhaven’tevenseenyourwifeyet。\" Thementionofhiswiferecalledhimtohimself,oddlyenough,whenDemorest’snamehadfailed。Butverydifferently。Outofhiswhirlingconsciousnesscametheinstinctivefeelingthathecouldnotseehernow。Heturned,crossedtheroom,satdownonthesofabesideMrs。Horncastle,andwithout,however,lookingather,said,withhiseyesonthefloor,\"No;andI’vebeenthinkingthatit’shardlyworthwhiletodisturbhersoearlyto-morrowasIshouldhavetogo。SoIthinkit’sagooddealbettertoletherhaveagoodnight’srest,remainherequietlywithyouto-morrowuntilthestageleaves,andthatbothofyoucomeovertogether。Myhorseisstillsaddled,andIwillbebackatHymettusbeforeDemoresthasgonetobed。\" Hewasobligedtolookupatherasherose。Mrs。Horncastlewassittingerect,beautifulanddazzlingasevenhehadneverseenherbefore。Forhisresolutionhadsuddenlyliftedagreatweightfromhershoulders,——thedangerousmeetingofhusbandandwifethenextmorning,anditsresults,whatevertheymightbe,hadbeenquietlyaverted。Shefelt,too,ahalf-frightenedjoyevenintheconstrainedmannerinwhichhehadimpartedhisdetermination。 Thatfranknesswhichevenshehadsometimesfoundsocrushingwasgone。 \"Ireallythinkyouarequiteright,\"shesaid,risingalso,\"and,besides,yousee,itwillgivemeachancetotalktoherasyouwished。\" \"TotalktoherasIwished?\"echoedBarkerabstractedly。 \"Yes,aboutVanLoo,youknow,\"saidMrs。Horncastle,smiling。 \"Oh,certainly——aboutVanLoo,ofcourse,\"hereturnedhurriedly。 \"Andthen,\"saidMrs。Horncastlebrightly,\"I’lltellher。Stay!\" sheinterruptedherselfhurriedly。\"WhyneedIsayanythingaboutyourhavingbeenhereATALL?Itmightonlyannoyher,asyouyourselfsuggest。\"Shestoppedbreathlesslywithpartedlips。 \"Why,indeed?\"saidBarkervaguely。Yetallthiswassounlikehisusualtruthfulnessthatheslightlyhesitated。 \"Besides,\"continuedMrs。Horncastle,noticingit,\"youknowyoucanalwaystellherlater,ifnecessary。\"Andsheaddedwithacharmingmischievousness,\"Asshedidn’ttellyoushewascoming,I reallydon’tseewhyyouareboundtotellherthatyouwerehere。\" ThesophistrypleasedBarker,eventhoughitputhimintoacertainretaliatingattitudetowardshiswifewhichhewasnotawareoffeeling。But,asMrs。Horncastleputit,itwasonlyaplayfulattitude。 \"Certainly,\"hesaid。\"Don’tsayanythingaboutit。\" Hemovedtothedoorwithhissoft,broad-brimmedhatswingingbetweenhisfingers。Shenoticedforthefirsttimethathelookedtallerinhislongblackserapeandriding-boots,and,oddlyenough,muchmoreliketheheroofanamoroustrystthanVanLoo。 \"Iknow,\"shesaidbrightly,\"youareeagertogetbacktoyouroldfriend,anditwouldbeselfishformetotrytokeepyoulonger。 Youhavehadastupidevening,butyouhavemadeitpleasanttomebytellingmewhatyouthoughtofme。AndbeforeyougoIwantyoutobelievethatIshalltrytokeepthatgoodopinion。\"ShespokefranklyincontrasttotheslightworldlyconstraintofBarker’smanner;itseemedasiftheyhadchangedcharacters。Andthensheextendedherhand。 Withalowbow,andwithoutlookingup,hetookit。Againtheirpulsesseemedtoleaptogetherwithoneaccordandthesamemysteriousunderstanding。Hecouldnottellifhehadunconsciouslypressedherhandorifshehadreturnedthepressure。Butwhentheirhandsunclaspeditseemedasifitwerethedivisionofonefleshandspirit。 Sheremainedstandingbytheopendooruntilhisfootstepspasseddownthestaircase。ThenshesuddenlyclosedandlockedthedoorwithaninstinctthatMrs。Barkermightatoncereturnnowthathewasgone,andshewishedtobeamomentalonetorecoverherself。 Butshepresentlyopeneditagainandlistened。Therewasanoiseinthecourtyard,butitsoundedliketherattleofwheelsmorethantheclatterofahorseman。Thenshewasovercome——asuddensenseofpityfortheunfortunatewomanstillhidingfromherhusband——andfeltamomentarychivalrousexaltationofspirit。 Certainlyshehaddone\"good\"tothatwretched\"Kitty;\"perhapsshehadearnedtheepithetthatBarkerhadappliedtoher。Perhapsthatwasthemeaningofallthishappinesstoher,andtheresultwastobeonlythehappinessandreconciliationofthewifeandhusband。Thiswastobeherreward。Igrievetosaythatthetearshadcomeintoherbeautifuleyesatthissatisfactoryconclusion,butshedashedthemawayandranoutintothehall。Itwasquitedark,buttherewasafaintglimmerontheoppositewallasifthedoorofMrs。Barker’sbedroomwereajartoaneagerlistener。Sheflewtowardstheglimmer,andpushedthedooropen: theroomwasempty。EmptyofMrs。Barker,emptyofherdressing- box,herreticuleandshawl。Shewasgone。 Still,Mrs。Horncastlelingered;thewomanmighthavegotfrightenedandretreatedtosomefurtherroomattheopeningofthedoorandthecomingoutofherhusband。Shewalkedalongthepassage,callinghernamesoftly。Sheevenpenetratedthedreary,half-litpublicparlor,expectingtofindhercrouchingthere。Thenasuddenwildideatookpossessionofher:themiserablewifehadrepentedofheractandofherconcealment,andhadcreptdownstairstoawaitherhusbandintheoffice。Shehadtoldhimsomenewlie,hadbeggedhimtotakeherwithhim,andBarker,ofcourse,hadassented。Yes,shenowknewwhyshehadheardtherattlingwheelsinsteadoftheclatteringhoofsshehadlistenedfor。Theyhadgonetogether,ashefirstproposed,inthebuggy。 Sheranswiftlydownthestairsandenteredtheoffice。Theoverworkedclerkwasbusyandquerulouslycurt。Thesewomenwerealwaysaskingsuchidioticquestions。Yes,Mr。Barkerhadjustgone。 \"WithMrs。Barkerinthebuggy?\"askedMrs。Horncastle。 \"No,ashecame——onhorseback。Mrs。BarkerleftHALFANHOURAGO。\" \"Alone?\" Thiswasapparentlytoomuchforthelong-sufferingclerk。Heliftedhiseyestotheceiling,andthen,withpainfulprecision,andaccentingeverywordwithhispencilonthedeskbeforehim,saiddeliberately,\"Mrs。GeorgeBarker——left——here——withher—— escort——the——manshe——was——always——asking——for——in——the——buggy——atexactly——9。35。\"Andheplungedintohisworkagain。 Mrs。Horncastleturned,ranupthestaircase,re-enteredthesitting-room,andslammingthedoorbehindher,haltedinthecentreoftheroom,panting,erect,beautiful,andmenacing。Andshewasaloneinthisemptyroom——thisdesertedhotel。Fromthisveryroomherhusbandhadleftherwithabrutalityonhislips。 Fromthisroomthefoolandliarshehadtriedtowarnhadgonetoherruinwithaswindlinghypocrite。Andfromthisroomtheonlymanintheworldsheevercaredforhadgoneforthbewildered,wronged,andabused,andsheknewnowshecouldhavekeptandcomfortedhim。 CHAPTERIV。 WhenPhilipDemorestleftthestagecoachatthecross-roadsheturnedintotheonlywaysidehouse,theblacksmith’sshop,and,declaringhisintentionofwalkingovertoHymettus,askedpermissiontoleavehishand-bagandwrapsuntiltheycouldbesentafterhim。Theblacksmithwassurprisedthatthis\"likelymannered,\"distinguished-looking\"cityman\"shouldWALKeightmileswhenhecouldride,andtriedtodissuadehim,offeringhisownbuggy。ButhewasstillmoresurprisedwhenDemorest,layingasidehisduster,tookoffhiscoat,and,slingingitonhisarm,preparedtosetforthwiththegood-humoredassurancethathewoulddothedistanceinacoupleofhoursandgetinintimeforsupper。 \"Iwouldn’tbetoosureofthat,\"saidtheblacksmithgrimly,\"orevenofgettingaroom。They’reastuck-uplotoverthere,andtheyain’tgoin’tohumpthemselvesoverachapwhocomestraipsin’ alongtheroadlikeanytramp,withnarybaggage。\"ButDemorestlaughinglyacceptedtherisk,andtakinghisstoutstickinonehand,pressedagoldcoinintotheblacksmith’spalm,whichwas,however,declinedwithsuchreddeningpromptnessthatDemorestaspromptlyreddenedandapologized。ThehabitsofEuropeantravelhadbeenstillstrongonhim,andhefeltaslightpatrioticthrillashesaid,withagravesmile,\"Thankyou,then;andthankyoustillmoreforremindingmethatIamamongmyown’people,’\"andsteppedlightlyoutintotheroad。 Theairwasstilldeliciouslycool,butwarmercurrentsfromtheheatedpinesbegantoalternatewiththewindfromthesummit。Hefoundhimselfsometimeswalkingthroughastratumofhotairwhichseemedtoexhalefromthewooditself,whilehisheadandbreastweresweptbythemountainbreeze。Hefelttheoldintoxicationofthebalmy-scentedairagain,andthefiveyearsofcareandhopelessnesslaiduponhisshoulderssincehehadlastbreatheditsfragranceslippedfromthemlikeaburden。Therehadbeenbutlittlechangehere;perhapstheroadwaswiderandthedustlaythicker,butthegreatpinesstillmountedinserriedranksontheslopesasbefore,withnogapsintheirunendingfiles。Herewasthespotwherethestagecoachhadpassedthemthateventfulmorningwhentheywerecomingoutoftheircamp-lifeintotheworldofcivilization;alittlefurtherback,thespotwhereJackHamlinhadforceduponhimthatgrimmementooftheattemptedrobberyoftheircabin,whichhehadkepteversince。Hehalfsmiledagainatthesuperstitiousinterestthathadmadehimkeepit,withtheintentionofsomedayreturningtoburyit,withallrecollectionsofthedeed,underthesiteoftheoldcabin。Ashewentoninthevivifyinginfluenceoftheairandscene,newlifeseemedtocoursethroughhisveins;hisstepseemedtogrowaselasticasintheolddaysoftheirbitterbuthopefulstruggleforfortune,whenhehadgaylyreturnedfromhisweeklytramptoBoomvilleladenwiththescantprovisionprocuredbytheirscantearningsanddyingcredit。 ThosewerethedayswhenHERlivingimagestillinspiredhisheartwithfaithandhope;wheneverythingwasyetpossibletoyouthandlove,andbeforetheironyoffatehadgivenhimfortunewithonehandonlytowithdrawHERwiththeother。Itwasstrangeandcruelthatcomingbackfromhisquestofrestandforgetfulnessheshouldfindonlytheseyouthfulandsanguinedreamsrevivewithhisrevivingvigor。Hewalkedonmorehurriedlyasiftoescapethem,andwasgladtobedivertedbyoneortwocarryallsandchar-a- bancsfilledwithgaylydressedpleasureparties——evidentlyvisitorstoHymettus——whichpassedhimontheroad。Herewerethefirstsignsofchange。Herecalledthetrainofpack-mulesoftheolddays,thefileofpole-and-basketcarryingChinese,thesquawwiththepapoosestrappedtohershoulder,orthewanderingandfoot-soreprospector,whoweretheonlywayfarersheusedtomeet。 Hecontrastedtheirhaltsandfriendlygreetingswiththeinsolentcuriosityorundisguisedcontemptofthecarriagefolk,andsmiledashethoughtofthewarningoftheblacksmith。Butthisdidnotlongdiverthim;hefoundhimselfagainreturningtohispreviousthought。Indeed,thefaceofayounggirlinoneofthecarriageshadquitestartledhimwithitsresemblancetoanoldmemoryofhislostloveashesawher,——herfrail,paleeleganceencompassedinlacesassheleanedbackinherdrivethroughFifthAvenue,witheyesthatlitupandbecametransfiguredonlyashepassed。Hetriedtothinkofhisuselessquestinsearchofherlastresting- placeabroad;howhehadbeenbaffledbytheoppositionofhersurvivingrelations,alreadyincensedbythethoughtthatherdeclinehadbeentheeffectofherhopelesspassion。Hetriedtorecallthefewfrigidlinesthatreconveyedtohimthelastletterhehadsenther,withtheannouncementofherdeathandthehopethat\"hispersecutions\"wouldnowcease。Awildideahadsometimescometohimoutoftheveryinsufficiencyofhisknowledgeofthisclimax,buthehadalwaysputitasideasaprecursorofthatmadnesswhichmightendhisceaselessthought。Andnowitwasreturningtohim,here,thousandsofmilesawayfromwhereshewaspeacefullysleeping,andevenfillinghimwiththevigorofyouthfulhope。 Thebriefmountaintwilightwasgivingwaynowtotheradianceoftherisingmoon。HeendeavoredtofixhisthoughtsuponhispartnerswhoweretomeethimatHymettusaftertheselongyearsofseparation。 Hymettus!Herecallednowtheoddcoincidencethathehadmischievouslyusedasagagtohisquestioningfellowtraveler;butnowhehadreallycomefromavillanearAthenstofindhisoldhousethusclassicallyrechristenedafterit,andthoughtofitwithagravityhehadnotfeltbefore。Hewonderedwhohadnamedit。Therewasnosuggestionofthesoft,sensuouseleganceofthelandhehadleftinthosegreatheroicsofnaturebeforehim。 Thoseenormoustreeswerenowoodsforfaunsordryads;theyhadtheirowngodlikemajestyofbulkandheight,andasheatlastclimbedthesummitandsawthedark-helmetedheadofBlackSpurbeforehim,andbeyonditthepallid,spiritualcloudoftheSierras,hedidnotthinkofOlympus。Yetforamomenthewasstartled,asheturnedtotheright,bytheDoric-columnedfacadeofatemplepaintedbythemoonbeamsandframedinanopeningofthedarkwoodsbeforehim。Itwasnotuntilhehadreacheditthathesawthatitwasthenewwoodenpost-officeofHeavyTreeHill。 Andnowthebuildingsofthenewsettlementbegantofaintlyappear。Buttheobscurityoftheshadowandtheequallydisturbingunrealityofthemoonlightconfusedhiminhisattemptstorecognizetheoldlandmarks。Abroadandwell-keptwindingroadhadtakentheplaceoftheoldsteep,butdirecttrailtohiscabin。Hehadwalkedforsomemomentsinuncertainty,whenasuddensweepoftheroadbroughtthefullcrestofthehillaboveandbeforehim,crownedwithatiaraoflights,overtoppingalongbaseofflashingwindows。ThatwasallthatwasleftofHeavyTreeHill。Theoldforegroundofbuckeyeandodorousceanothuswasgone。Eventhegreatgroveofpinesbehindithadvanished。 Therewasalreadyastiroflifeintheroad,andhecouldseefiguresmovingslowlyalongakindofsterile,formalterracespreadwithafewdrearymarblevasesandplasterstatueswhichhadreplacedthenaturalslopeandthegreatquartzbuttressesofoutcropthatsupportedit。Presentlyheenteredagate,andsoonfoundhimselfinthecarriagedriveleadingtothehotelveranda。 Anumberoffairpromenaderswerefacingthekeenmountainnightwindinwrapsandfurs。Demoresthadreplacedhiscoat,buthisbootswereredwithdust,andasheascendedthestepshecouldseethathewaseyedwithsomesuperciliousnessbytheguestsandwithconsiderablesuspicionbytheservants。Oneofthelatterwasapproachinghimwithaninsolentsmilewhenafiguredartedfromthevestibule,and,brushingthewaiteraside,seizedDemorest’stwohandsinhisandheldhimatarm’slength。 \"Demorest,oldman!\" \"Stacy,oldchap!\" \"Butwhere’syourteam?I’vehadallthesparehostlersandhall- boyslisteningforyouatthegate。Andwhere’sBarker?Whenhefoundyou’dgiventhedead-cuttotherailroad——HISrailroad,youknow——helopedovertoBoomvilleafteryou。\" Demorestbrieflyexplainedthathehadwalkedbytheoldroadandprobablymissedhim。Butbythistimethewaiters,crushedbythespectacleofthistravel-wornstranger’saffectionatereceptionbythegreatfinancialmagnate,werewildlyapplyingtheirbrushesandhandkerchiefstohistrousersandbootsuntilStacyagainsweptthemaway。 \"Getoff,allofyou!Now,Phil,youcomewithme。Thehouseisfull,butI’vemadethemanagergiveyoualady’sdrawing-roomsuite。Whenyoutelegraphedyou’dmeetusHEREtherewasnochancetogetanythingelse。It’sreallyMrs。VanLoo’sfamilysuite;buttheyweresentfortogotoMarysvilleyesterday,andsowe’llrunyouinforthenight。\" \"But\"——protestedDemorest。 \"Nonsense!\"saidStacy,dragginghimaway。\"We’llpayforit;andIreckontheoldladywon’tobjecttotakinghershareofthedamageeither,orsheisn’tVanLoo’smother。Come。\" DemorestfelthimselfhurriedforwardbytheenergeticStacy,precededbytheobsequiousmanager,throughacorridortoahandsomelyfurnishedsuite,intowhosebathroomStacyincontinentlythrusthim。 \"There!Washup;andbythetimeyou’rereadyBarkeroughttobeback,andwe’llhavesupper。It’swaitingforusintheotherroom。\" \"ButhowaboutBarker,thedearboy?\"persistedDemorest,holdingopenthedoor。\"Tellme,ishewellandhappy?\" \"Aboutaswellasweallare,\"saidStacyquickly,yetwithacertaindrysignificance。\"Nevermindnow;waituntilyouseehim。\" Thedoorclosed。WhenDemoresthadfinishedwashing,andwipedawaythelastredstainofthemountainroad,hefoundStacyseatedbythewindowofthelargersitting-room。Inthecentreatablewasspreadforsupper。AbrightfireofhickorylogsburntonamarblehearthbetweentwolargewindowsthatgaveuponthedistantoutlineofBlackSpur。AsStacyturnedtowardshim,bythelightoftheshadedlampandflickeringfire,Demoresthadagoodlookatthefaceofhisoldfriendandpartner。Itwasaskeenandenergeticasever,withperhapsanevenmorehawk-likeactivityvisibleintheeyeandnostril;butitwasmorethoughtfulandreticentinthelinesofthemouthunderthecloselyclippedbeardandmustache,andwhenhelookedup,atfirstthereweretwodeeplinesorfurrowsacrosshislowbroadforehead。Demorestfancied,too,thattherewasalittleoftheoldfightinglookinhiseye,butitsoftenedquicklyashisfriendapproached,andheburstoutwithhiscurtbuthonestsingle-syllabledlaugh。\"Ha!YoulookalittlelesslikearovingApachethanyoudidwhenyoucame。I reallythoughtthewaitersweregoingtochuckyou。AndyouARE tanned!Darnedifyoudon’tlookliketheprofilestampedonaContinentalpenny!Buthere’sluckandawelcomeback,oldman!\" Demorestpassedhisarmaroundtheneckofhisseatedpartner,andgraspinghisupraisedhandsaid,lookingdownwithasmile,\"AndnowaboutBarker。\" \"Oh,Parker,d——nhim!He’sthesameunshakable,unchangeable,ungrow-upableBarker!Withthedevil’sownluck,too!Waltzingintorisksandwaltzingoutof’em。Withfadsenoughtoputhimintheinsaneasylumifpeopledidnotprefertokeephimoutofittohelp’em。Alwaysbelievingineverybody,untiltheyactuallybelieveinthemselves,andshakehim!Andhe’sgotawifethat’smakingafoolofherself,andIshouldn’twonderintime——ofhim!\" Demorestpressedhishandoverhispartner’smouth。\"Come,Jim! Youknowyouneverreallylikedthatmarriage,simplybecauseyouthoughtthatoldmanCartermadeagoodthingofit。AndyouneverseemtohavetakenintoconsiderationthehappinessBarkergotoutofit,forheDIDlovethegirl。Andhestillishappy,ishenot?\"headdedquickly,asStacyutteredagrunt。 \"AshappyasamancanbewhohashischildherewithanursewhilehiswifeisgallivantinginSanFrancisco,andthrowinghermoney—— andLordknowswhatelse——awayatthebiddingofasmooth-tongued,shadyoperator。\" \"DoesHEcomplainofit?\"askedDemorest。 \"Nothe;thefooltrustsher!\"saidStacycurtly。 Demorestlaughed。\"Thatishappiness!Come,Jim!don’tletusbegrudgehimthat。ButI’veheardthathisaffairshaveagainprospered。\" \"Hebuiltthisrailroadandthishotel。Thebankownsbothnow。 Hedidn’tcaretokeepmoneyinthemaftertheywereasuccess; saidhewasn’tanengineernorahotel-keeper,anddrewitouttofindsomethingnew。Butherehecomes,\"headded,asahorsemandashedintothedrivebeforethehotel。\"Questionhimyourself。 Youknowyouandhealwaysgetalongbestwithoutme。\" InanothermomentBarkerhadburstintotheroom,andinhisfirsttempestuousgreetingofDemorestthelattersawlittlechangeinhisyoungerpartnerasheheldhimatarm’slengthtolookathim。 \"Why,Barkerboy,youhaven’tgotabitoldersincethedaywhen—— youremember——youwentovertoBoomvilletocashyourbonds,andthencamebackandburstuponuslikethistotellusyouwereabeggar。\" \"Yes,\"laughedBarker,\"andallthewhileyoufellowswereholdingfouracesupyoursleeveintheshapeofthebigstrike。\" \"Andyou,Georgy,oldboy,\"returnedDemorest,swingingBarker’stwohandsbackwardsandforwards,\"wereholdingaroyalflushupyoursintheshapeofyourengagementtoKitty。\" ThefreshcolordiedoutofBarker’scheekevenwhilethefranklaughwasstillonhismouth。Heturnedhisfaceforamomenttowardsthewindow,andaswiftandalmostinvoluntaryglancepassedbetweentheothers。ButhealmostasquicklyturnedhisglisteningeyesbacktoDemorestagain,andsaideagerly,\"Yes,dearKitty!Youshallseeherandthebabyto-morrow。\" ThentheyfelluponthesupperwiththeappetitesofthePast,andforsomemomentstheyalltalkedeagerlyandevennoisilytogether,allatthesametime,witheventhespiritsofthePast。Theyrecalledeverydetailoftheiroldlife;eagerlyandimpetuouslyrecountedtheoldstruggles,hopes,anddisappointments,gavethestrangeimportanceofschoolboystounimportantevents,andamysticmeaningtoashibbolethoftheirown;roaredoveroldjokeswithadelighttheyhadneversincegiventonew;reawakenedidioticnicknamesandbywordswithintenseenjoyment;grewgrave,anxious,andagonizedoverforgottennames,triflingdates,uselessdistances,ineffectiverecords,andfeeblechroniclesoftheirdomesticeconomy。ItwasthethoughtfulandmelancholyDemorestwhorememberedtheexactcolorandpricepaidforacertainshirtboughtfromaGreaserpeddleramidsttheenvyofhiscompanions;itwasthefinancialmagnate,Stacy,whocouldinformthemwhatweretheexactdaystheyhadsaleratusbreadandwhenflapjacks;itwasthethoughtlessandmercurialBarkerwhorecalledwithunheard-ofaccuracy,amidsttheapplauseoftheothers,thefullnameoftheIndiansquawwhoassistedattheirwashing。Eventhentheywerealmostfeverishlyloathtoleavethesubject,asifthePast,atleast,wassecuretothemstill,andtheywereevendoubtfuloftheirownfreeandfullaccordinthePresent。Thentheyslippedratherreluctantlyintotheirlaterexperiences,butwithscarcelythesamefreedomorspontaneity;anditwasnoticeablethattheserecordswereelicitedfromBarkerbyStacyorfromStacybyBarkerfortheinformationofDemorest,oftenwithchaffingandonlyundergood-humoredprotest。\"TellDemoresthowyoubrokethe’CopperRing,’\"fromtheadmiringBarker,or,\"TellDemoresthowyourd————dfoolishnessinbuyinguptherightandplantoftheDitchCompanygotyoucontroloftherailroad,\"fromthemischievousStacy,werechallengesinpoint。Presentlytheyleftthetable,and,totheastonishmentofthewaiterswhoremovedthecloth,commonbrier- woodpipes,thoughtfullyprovidedbyBarkerincommemorationofthePast,werelit,andtheyrangedthemselvesinarmchairsbeforethefirequiteunconsciouslyintheiroldattitudes。Thetwowindowsoneithersideofthehearthgavethemthesameviewthattheopendooroftheoldcabinhadmadefamiliartothem,theleague-longvalleybelowtheshadowybulkoftheBlackSpurrisinginthedistance,and,stillmoreremote,thepallidsnow-linethatsoaredevenbeyonditscrest。 Asintheoldtime,theywereformanymomentssilent;andthen,asintheoldtime,itwastheirrepressibleBarkerwhobrokethesilence。\"ButStacydoesnottellyouanythingabouthisfriend,thebeautifulMrs。Horncastle。Youknowhe’stheguardianofoneofthefinestwomeninCalifornia——awomanasnobleandgenerousassheishandsome。Andthinkofit!He’sprotectingherfromherbruteofahusband,andlookingafterherproperty。Isn’titgoodandchivalrousofhim?\" TheirrepressiblelaughterofthetwomenbroughtonlywonderandreproachfulindignationintothewidelyopenedeyesofBarker。HE wasperfectlysincere。HehadbeenthinkingofStacy’sadmirationforMrs。HorncastleinhisridefromBoomville,and,strangetosay,yetcharacteristicofhisnature,itwasequallythenaturaloutcomeofhisinterviewwithherandthesingulareffectshehaduponhim。Thathe(Barker)thoroughlysympathizedwithheronlyconvincedhimthatStacymustfeelthesameforher,andthat,nodoubt,shemustrespondtohimequally。Andhownobleitwasinhisoldpartner,withhisadvantagesofpositionintheworldandhisprotectingrelationstoher,nottoavailhimselfofthisinfluenceuponhergenerousnature。Ifhehimself——amarriedmanandthehusbandofKitty——wassoconsciousofhercharm,howmuchgreateritmustbetothefreeandINEXPERIENCEDStacy。 TheitalicswereinBarker’sthought;forinthosemattershefeltthatStacyandevenDemorest,occupiedinotherthings,hadnothisknowledge。TherewasnoideaorconsciousnessofheroicallysacrificinghimselforMrs。Horncastleinthis。Iamafraidtherewasnotevenanideaofasuperiormoralityinhimselfingivingupthepossibilityoflovingher。EversinceStacyhadfirstseenherhehadfanciedthatStacylikedher,——indeed,Kittyfanciedit,too,——anditseemedalmostprovidentialnowthatheshouldknowhowtoassisthisoldpartnertohappiness。ForitwasinconceivablethatStacyshouldnotbeabletorescuethiswomanfromhershamefulbonds,orthatsheshouldnotconsenttoitthroughhis(Barker’s)argumentsandentreaties。Toa\"championofdames\"thisseemedonlyrightandproper。InhisunfailingoptimismhetranslatedStacy’slaughasembarrassmentandDemorest’sasonlyignoranceoftherealquestion。ButDemoresthadnoticed,ifhehadnot,thatStacy’slaughwasalittlenervouslyprolongedforamanofhistemperament,andthathehadcastaverykeenglanceatBarker。AmessengerarrivingwithatelegrambroughtfromBoomvillecalledStacymomentarilyaway,andBarkerwasnotslowtotakeadvantageofhisabsence。 \"Iwish,Phil,\"hesaid,hitchinghischairclosertoDemorest,\"thatyouwouldthinkseriouslyofthismatter,andtrytopersuadeStacy——who,Ibelieve,ismoreinterestedinMrs。Horncastlethanhecarestoshow——toputalittleofthatdeterminationinlovethathehasshowninbusiness。She’sanawfullyfinewoman,andineverywaysuitedtohim,andheislettinganabsurdsenseofprideandhonorkeephimfrominfluencinghertogetridofherimpossiblehusband。There’snoreason,\"continuedBarkerinaburstofenthusiasticsimplicity,\"thatBECAUSEshehasfoundsomeoneshelikesbetter,andwhowouldtreatherbetter,thatsheshouldcontinuetosticktothatbeastwhomallCaliforniawouldgladlyseeherdivorcedfrom。Inevercouldunderstandthatkindofargument,couldyou?\" Demorestlookedathiscompanion’sglowingcheekandkindlingeyewithasmile。\"Agooddealdependsuponthesidefromwhichyouargue。But,frankly,Barkerboy,thoughIthinkIknowyouinallyourphases,Iamnotpreparedyettoacceptyouasamatch-maker! However,I’llthinkitover,andfindoutsomethingmoreofthisfromyourgoddess,whoseemstohavebewitchedyouboth。ButwhatdoesMistressKittysaytoyouradmiration?\" Barker’sfaceclouded,butinstantlybrightened。\"Oh,they’rethebestoffriends;they’requitelikeus,youknow,eventolarkstheyhavetogether。\"Hestoppedandcoloredathisslip。ButDemorest,whohadnoticedhischangeofexpression,wasmoreconcernedatthelookofhalfincredulityandhalfsuspicionwithwhichStacy,whohadre-enteredtheroomintimetohearBarker’sspeech,wasregardinghisunconsciousyoungerpartner。 \"Ididn’tknowthatMrs。HorncastleandMrs。Barkerweresuchfriends,\"hesaiddrylyashesatdownagain。ButhisfacepresentlybecamesoabstractedthatDemorestsaidgayly:—— \"Well,Jim,I’mgladI’mnotaNapoleonofFinance!Icouldn’tstandittohavemyprivacyormyrelaxationbrokeninuponatanymoment,asyourswasjustnow。Whatconfoundedsomersaultinstockshasputthatfaceonyou?\" Stacylookedupquicklywithhisbrieflaugh。\"I’mafraidyou’dbenonethewiserifItoldyou。ThatwasaponyexpressmessengerfromNewYork。YourememberhowBarker,thatnightofthestrike,whenweweresittingtogetherhere,orverynearhere,proposedthatweoughttohaveapasswordorasymboltocallustogetherincaseofemergency,foreachother’shelp?Well,letussayIhavetwopartners,oneinEuropeandoneinNewYork。Thatwasmypassword。\" \"And,Ihope,nomoreseriousthanours,\"addedDemorest。 Stacylaughedhisshortlaugh。Nevertheless,theconversationdraggedagain。Thefeverishgayetyoftheearlypartoftheeveningwasgone,andtheyseemedtobesufferingfromthereaction。Theyfellintotheiroldattitudes,lookingfromthefirelighttothedistantbulkofBlackSpurwithoutaword。Theoccasionalsoundofthevoicesofpromenadersontheverandaatlastceased;therewasthenoiseoftheshuttingofheavydoorsbelow,andBarkerrose。 \"You’llexcuseme,boys;butImustgoandsaygood-nighttolittleSta,andseethathe’sallright。Ihaven’tseenhimsinceIgotback。But\"——toDemorest——\"you’llseehimto-morrow,whenKittycomes。Itisasmuchasmylifeisworthtoshowhimbeforeshecertifieshimasbeingpresentable。\"Hepaused,andthenadded: \"Don’twaitup,youfellows,forme;sometimesthelittlechapwon’tletmego。It’sasifhethought,nowKitty’saway,Iwasallhehad。ButI’llbeupearlyinthemorningandseeyou。I daresayyouandStacyhaveaheaptosaytoeachotheronbusiness,andyouwon’tmissme。SoI’llsaygood-night。\"Helaughedlightly,pressedthehandsofhispartnersinhisusualheartyfashion,andwentoutoftheroom,leavingthegloomalittledeeperthanbefore。ItwassounusualforBarkertobethefirsttoleaveanybodyoranythingintroublethattheybothnoticedit。\"Butforthat,\"saidDemorest,turningtoStacyasthedoorclosed,\"Ishouldsaythedearfellowwasabsolutelyunchanged。Butheseemedalittleanxiousto-night。\" \"Ishouldn’twonder。He’sgottwowomenonhismind,——asifonewasnotenough。\" \"Idon’tunderstand。Yousayhiswifeisfoolish,andthisother\"—— \"Nevermindthatnow,\"interruptedStacy,gettingupandputtingdownhispipe。\"Let’stalkalittlebusiness。Thatotherstuffwillkeep。\" \"Byallmeans,\"saidDemorest,withasmile,settlingdownintohischairalittlewearily,however。\"Iforgotbusiness。AndI forgot,mydearJim,tocongratulateyou。I’veheardallaboutyou,eveninNewYork。You’rethemanwho,accordingtoeverybody,nowholdsthefinancesofthePacificSlopeinhishands。And,\"headded,leaningaffectionatelytowardshisoldpartner,\"Idon’tknowanyonebetterequippedinhonesty,straightforwardness,andcourageforsucharesponsibilitythanyou。\" \"Ionlywish,\"saidStacy,lookingthoughtfullyatDemorest,\"thatIdidn’tholdnearlyamillionofyourmoneyincludedinthefinancesofthePacificSlope。\" \"Why,\"saidthesmilingDemorest,\"aslongasIamsatisfied?\" \"BecauseIamnot。Ifyou’resatisfied,I’mawretchedidiotandnotfitformyposition。Now,lookhere,Phil。WhenyouwrotemetoselloutyoursharesintheWheatTrustIwasalittlestaggered。Iknewyourgait,myboy,andIknew,too,that,whileyoudidn’tknowenoughtotrustyourownopinionsorfeeling,youknewtoomuchtotrustanyone’sopinionthatwasn’tfirst-class。 SoIreckonedyouhadthestraighttip;butIdidn’tseeit。Now,IoughtnottohavebeenstaggeredifIwasfitforyourconfidence,or,ifIwasstaggered,Ioughttohavehadenoughconfidenceinmyselfnottomindyou。See?\" \"Iadmityourlogic,oldman,\"saidDemorest,withanamusedface,\"butIdon’tseeyourpremises。WHENdidItellyoutosellout?\" \"Twodaysago。Youwrotejustafteryouarrived。\" \"IhaveneverwrittentoyousinceIarrived。Ionlytelegraphedtoyoutoknowwhereweshouldmeet,andreceivedyourmessagetocomehere。\" \"YouneverwrotemefromSanFrancisco?\" \"Never。\" Stacylookedconcernedlyathisfriend。Washeinhisrightmind? Hehadheardofcaseswheremelancholybroodingonafixedideahadaffectedthememory。Hetookfromhispocketaletter-case,andselectingaletterhandedittoDemorestwithoutspeaking。