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CONTENTS \"LOVE-O’-WOMEN\"-from\"ManyInventions\" THEBIGDRUNKDRAF’ THEMUTINYOFTHEMAVERICKS THEMANWHOWAS ONLYASUBALTERN INTHEMATTEROFAPRIVATE THELOSTLEGION-from\"ManyInventions\" THEDRUMSOFTHEFOREANDAFT JUDSONANDTHEEMPIRE-from\"ManyInventions\" ACONFERENCEOFTHEPOWERS-from\"ManyInventions\" ’LOVE-O’WOMEN’ AlamentabletaleofthingsDonelongago,andilldone。 Thehorror,theconfusion,andtheseparationofthemurdererfromhiscomradeswerealloverbeforeIcame。 Thereremainedonlyonthebarrack-squarethebloodofmancallingfromtheground。Thehotsunhaddriedittoaduskygold-beater- skinfilm,crackedlozenge-wisebytheheat,andasthewindroseeachlozenge,risingalittle,curledupattheedgesasifitwereadumbtongue。Thenaheaviergustblewallawaydownwindingrainsofdark-coloureddust。Itwastoohottostandinthesunshinebeforebreakfast。Themenwereallinbarrackstalkingthematterover。Aknotofsoldiers’wivesstoodbyoneoftheentrancestothemarriedquarters,whileinsideawomanshriekedandravedwithwickedfilthywords。 Aquietandwell-conductedsergeanthadshotdowninbroaddaylightjustafterearlyparadeoneofhisowncorporals,hadthenreturnedtobarracksandsatonacottilltheguardcameforhim。Hewould,therefore,induetimebehandedovertotheHighCourtfortrial。Further,butthishecouldhardlyhaveconsideredinhisschemeofrevenge,hewouldhorriblyupsetmywork;forthereportingofthetrialwouldfallonmewithoutarelief。WhatthattrialwouldbelikeIkneweventoweariness。Therewouldbetheriflecarefullyuncleaned,withthefoulingmarksaboutbreechandmuzzle,tobesworntobyhalfadozensuperfluousprivates; therewouldbeheat,reekingheat,tillthewetpencilslippedsidewaysbetweenthefingers;andthepunkahwouldswishandthepleaderswouldjabberintheverandahs,andhisCommandingOfficerwouldputincertificatesoftheprisoner’smoralcharacter,whilethejurywouldpantandthesummeruniformsofthewitnesseswouldsmellofdyeandsoaps;andsomeabjectbarrack-sweeperwouldlosehisheadincross-examination,andtheyoungbarristerwhoalwaysdefendedsoldiers’casesforthecreditthattheyneverbroughthim,wouldsayanddowonderfulthings,andwouldthenquarrelwithmebecauseIhadnotreportedhimcorrectly。Atthelast,forhesurelywouldnotbehanged,Imightmeettheprisoneragain,rulingblankaccount-formsintheCentralJail,andcheerhimwiththehopeofawardershipintheAndamans。 TheIndianPenalCodeanditsinterpretersdonottreatmurder,underanyprovocationwhatever,inaspiritofjest。SergeantRaineswouldbeveryluckyindeedifhegotoffwithsevenyears,Ithought。Hehadsleptthenightuponhiswrongs,andhadkilledhismanattwentyyardsbeforeanytalkwaspossible。ThatmuchIknew。Unless,therefore,thecasewasdoctoredalittle,sevenyearswouldbehisleast;andI fancieditwasexceedinglywellforSergeantRainesthathehadbeenlikedbyhisCompany。 Thatsameevening-nodayissolongasthedayofamurder-I metOrtheriswiththedogs,andheplungeddefiantlyintothemiddleofthematter。\"I’llbeoneo’thewitnesses,\"saidhe。\"I wasintheverandahwhenMackiecamealong。’EcomefromMrs。 Raines’squarters。Quigley,Parsons,an’Trot,theywasintheinsideverandah,sotheycouldn’t’ave’eardnothing。SergeantRaineswasintheverandahtalkin’tome,an’Mackie’ecomealongacrostthesquarean’’esez,’Well,’sez’e,’’avetheypushedyour’elmetoffyet,Sergeant?’’esez。An’atthatRaines’ecatches’isbreathan’’esez,’MyGawd,Ican’tstandthis!’sez’e,an’’epicksupmyriflean’shootsMackie。See?\" \"Butwhatwereyoudoingwithyourrifleintheouterverandahanhourafterparade?\" \"Cleanin’’er,\"saidOrtheris,withthesullenbrassystarethatalwayswentwithhischoicelies。 Hemightaswellhavesaidthathewasdancingnaked,foratnotimedidhisrifleneedhandorragonhertwentyminutesafterparade。StilltheHighCourtwouldnotknowhisroutine。 \"Areyougoingtosticktothat-ontheBook?\"Iasked。 \"Yes。Likeabloomin’leech。\" \"Allright,Idon’twanttoknowanymore。OnlyrememberthatQuigley,Parsons,andTrotcouldn’thavebeenwhereyousaywithouthearingsomething;andthere’snearlycertaintobeabarrack-sweeperwhowasknockingaboutthesquareatthetime。 Therealwaysis。\" \"Twasn’tthesweeper。Itwasthebeastie。’E’sallright。\" ThenIknewthattherewasgoingtobesomespiriteddoctoring,andIfeltsorryfortheGovernmentAdvocatewhowouldconducttheprosecution。 WhenthetrialcameonIpitiedhimmore,forhewasalwaysquicktolosehistemper,andmadeapersonalmatterofeachlostcause。 Raines’syoungbarristerhadforonceputasidehisunslakedandWellingpassionforalibisandinsanity,hadforsworngymnasticsandfireworks,andworkedsoberlyforhisclient。Mercifullythehotweatherwasyetyoung,andtherehadbeennoflagrantcasesofbarrack-shootingsuptothetime;andthejurywasagoodone,evenforanIndianjury,whereninemenoutofeverytwelveareaccustomedtoweighingevidence。Ortherisstoodfirmandwasnotshakenbyanycross-examination。Theoneweakpointinhistale- thepresenceofhisrifleintheouterverandah-wentunchallengedbycivilianwisdom,thoughsomeofthewitnessescouldnothelpsmiling。TheGovernmentAdvocatecalledfortherope;contendingthroughoutthatthemurderhadbeenadeliberateone。Timehadpassed,heargued,forthatreflectionwhichcomessonaturallytoamanwhosehonourislost。TherewasalsotheLaw,everreadyandanxioustorightthewrongsofthecommonsoldierif,indeed,wronghadbeendone。Buthedoubtedmuchwhethertherehadbeenanysufficientwrong。Causelesssuspicionover-longbroodeduponhadled,byhistheory,todeliberatecrime。Buthisattemptstominimisethemotivefailed。Themostdisconnectedwitnessknew- hadknownforweeks-thecausesofoffence,andtheprisoner,whonaturallywasthelastofalltoknow,groanedinthedockwhilehelistened。TheonequestionthatthetrialcircledroundwaswhetherRaineshadfiredundersuddenandblindingprovocationgiventhatverymorning,andinthesummingupitwasclearthatOrtheris’sevidencetold。Hehadcontrived,mostartistically,tosuggestthathepersonallyhatedtheSergeant,whohadcomeintotheverandahtogivehimatalkingtoforinsubordination。InaweakmomenttheGovernmentAdvocateaskedonequestiontoomany,\"Beggin’yourpardon,sir,\"Ortherisreplied,\"’ewascallin’meadam’impudentlittlelawyer。\"TheCourtshook。Thejurybroughtitinakilling,butwitheveryprovocationandextenuationknowntoGodorman,andtheJudgeputhishandtohisbrowbeforegivingsentence,andtheAdam’sappleintheprisoner’sthroatwentupanddownmercury-pumpingbeforeacyclone。 Inconsiderationofallconsiderations,fromhisCommandingOfficer’scertificateofgoodconducttothesurelossofpension,service,andhonour,theprisonerwouldgettwoyears,tobeservedinIndia,and-thereneedbenodemonstrationinCourt。 TheGovernmentAdvocatescowledandpickeduphispapers;theguardwheeledwithaclash,andtheprisonerwasrelaxedtotheSecularArm,anddriventothejailinabroken-downticca-gharri。 Hisguardandsometenortwelvemilitarywitnesses,beinglessimportant,wereorderedtowaittillwhatwasofficiallycalledthecooloftheeveningbeforemarchingbacktocantonments。Theygatheredtogetherinoneofthedeepredbrickverandahsofadisusedlock-upandcongratulatedOrtheris,whoborehishonoursmodestly。Isentmyworkintotheofficeandjoinedthem。OrtheriswatchedtheGovernmentAdvocatedrivingofflunch。 \"That’sanastylittlebald-’eadedlittlebutcher,thatis,\"hesaid。\"’Edon’tpleaseme。’E’sgotacolleydogwotdo,though。 I’mgoin’uptoMurreeinaweek。Thatdawg’llbringfifteenrupeesanywheres。\" \"YouhadbetterspenditinMasses,\"saidTerence,unbucklinghisbelt,forhehadbeenontheprisoner’sguard,standinghelmetedandboltuprightforthreelonghours。 \"Notme,\"saidOrtherischeerfully。\"Gawd’llputitdowntoB Comp’ny’sbarrickdamagesoneo’thesedays。Youlookstrapped,Terence。\" \"Faith,I’mnotsoyoungasIwas。Thatguard-mountin’wearsonthesoleavthefut,andthis\"-hesniffedcontemptuouslyatthebrickverandah-\"isashardsettingasstandin’!\" \"Waitaminute。I’llgetthecushionsoutofmycart,\"Isaid。 \"Strewth-sofies!We’regoingitgay,\"saidOrtheris,asTerencedroppedhimselfsectionbysectionontheleathercushions,sayingprettily,\"Mayyouniverwantasoftplacewheriveryougo,an’ powertoshareuttwidafrind。Anotherforyourself?That’sgood。 Itletsmesitlongways。Stanley,passmeapoipe。Augrrh!An’ that’sanothermangonealltopiecesbekazeavawoman。Imustha’beenonfortyorfiftyprisoners’gyards,firstan’last,an’ Ihateutnewivrytime。\" \"Let’ssee。YouwereonLosson’s,Lancey’s,Dugard’s,andStebbins’s,thatIcanremember,\"Isaid。 \"Ay,an’beforethatan’beforethat-scoresavthim,\"heansweredwithawornsmile。\"Tisbetthertodiethantoliveforthim,though。WhinRainescomesout-he’llbechangin’hiskitatthejailnow-he’llthinkthattoo。Heshudha’shothimselfan’ thewomanbyrights,an’madeacleanbillavall。Nowhe’sleftthewoman-shetuktaywidDinahSundaygonelast-an’he’slefthimself。Mackie’stheluckyman。\"- \"He’sprobablygettingithotwhereheis,\"Iventured,forIknewsomethingofthedeadCorporal’srecord。 \"Besureavthat,\"saidTerence,spittingovertheedgeoftheverandah。\"Butfwhathe’llgetthereislightmarchin’-ordhertofwhathe’dha’gothereifhe’dlived。\" \"Surelynot。He’dhavegoneonandforgottenliketheothers。\" \"DidyeknowMackiewell,Sorr?\"saidTerence。 \"HewasonthePattialaguardofhonourlastwinter,andIwentoutshootingwithhiminanekkafortheday,andIfoundhimratheranamusingman。\" \"Well,he’llha’gotshutavamusemints,exciptturnin’fromwansidetotheother,thesefewyearscome。IknewMackie,an’I’veseentoomanytobemistukinthemusteravwanman。Hemightha’ goneonan’forgot,asyousay,Sorr,butwasamanwidaneducashin,an’heusedutforhisschames,an’thesameeducashin,an’talkan’allthatmadehimabletodofwhathehadamindtowidawoman,thatsamewudturnbackagaininthelongrunan’ tearhimalive。Ican’tsayfwhatthatImanetosaybekazeI don’tknowhow,butMackiewasthespitan’livin’imageavamanthatIsawmarchthesamemarchallbut;an’’twasworseforhimthathedidnotcomebyMackie’sind。WaitwhileIremimbernow。 ’TwasfwhinIwasintheBlackTyrone,an’hewasdraftedusfromPortsmouth;an’fwhatwashismisbegottenname?Larry-LarryTigheutwas;an’wanofthedraftsaidhewasagentlemanranker,an’Larrytukan’threepartskilledhimforsayingso。An’hewasabigman,an’astrongman,an’ahandsomeman,an’thattellsheavyinpracticewidsomewomen,but,takin’thimbyan’large,notwidall。Yet’twaswidallthatLarrydealt-all-forhe’udputthecometheronanywomanthattrodthegreenearthavGod,an’heknewut。LikeMackiethat’sroastin’now,heknewut;an’ niverdidheputthecometheronanywomansavean’exciptfortheblackshame。’Tisnotmethatshudbetalkin’,dearknows,dearknows,butthemostavmymis-misalli’nceswasforpuredevilry,an’mightysorryIhavebeenwhinharmcame;an’timean’againwidagirl,ay,an’awomantoo,forthematteravthat,whinI haveseenbytheeyesavherthatIwasmakin’morethroublethanItalked,Ihavehildoffan’letbeforthesakeavthemotherthatboreme。ButLarry,I’mthinkin’,hewassuckledbyashe- devil,forheniverletwangothatcamenightolistentohim。 ’Twashisbusiness,asifitmightha’binsinthry-go。Hewasagoodsoldiertoo。NowtherewastheColonel’sgoverness-an’heaprivittoo!-thatwasneverknowninbarricks;an’wanavtheMajor’smaids,andshewaspromisedtoaman;an’somemoreoutside;an’fwhatutwasamongstuswe’llneverknowtillJudgmentDay!’Twasthenatureavthebastetoputthecometheronthebestavthim-nottheprettiestbyanymanneravmanes-butthelikeavsuchwomanasyoucudlayyourbandontheBookan’ sweartherewasniverthoughtavfoolishnessin。An’forthatveryreason,markyou,hewasnivercaught。Hecameclosetoutwanstortwice,butcaughtheniverwas,an’thatcosthimmoreattheindthanthebeginnin’。Hetalkedtomemorethanmost,bekazehetouldme,barrin’theaccidentavmyeducashin,I’dha’beenthesamekindavdivilhewas。’An’isutlike,’hewudsay,houldin’hisheadhigh-’isutlikethatI’diverbethrapped?ForfwhatamIwhenall’ssaidan’done?’hesez。’Adamnedprivit,’sezhe。’An’isutlike,thinkyou,thatthimIknowwudbeconnectwidaprivitlikeme?Numbertinthousandfourhundredan’sivin,’hesez,grinnin’。Iknewbytheturnavhisspachewhinhewasnottakin’caretotalkroughthathewasagentlemanranker。 Idonotundherstan’utatall,’Isez;’butIknow,’sezI,’thatthedivillooksoutavyoureyes,an’I’llhavenosharewidyou。 Alittlefunbywayavamusemintwhere’twilldonoharm,Larry,isrightandfair,butIammistookif’tisanyamuseminttoyou,’ Isez。 \"’Youaremuchmistook,’hesez。’An’Icounselyounottojudgeyourbetters。’ \"’Mybetthers!’Isez。’Godhelpyou,Larry。There’snobettherinthis。’Tisallbad,asyouwillfindforyoursilf。’ \"You’renotlikeme,’hesays,tossin’hishead。 \"’PraisetheSaints,Iamnot,’Isez。’FwhatIhavedoneIhavedonean’beencroolsorryfor。Fwhinyourtimecomes,’sezI,’ye’llremimberfwhatIsay。’ \"’An’whinthattimecomes,’sezhe,’I’llcometoyouforghostlyconsolation,FatherTerence,’an’atthathewintoffafthersomemoredivil’sbusiness-fortogetexpayrience,hetouldme。Hewaswicked-rankwicked-wickedasallHell!I’mnotconstructbynaturetogoinfearavanyman,but,begad,IwasafraidavLarry。He’dcomeintobarrickswidhiscaponthreehairs,an’ lieonhiscotandstareattheceilin’,andnowan’againhe’dfetchalittlelaugh,thelikeavasplashinthebottomavawell,an’bythatIknewhewasschamin’newwickedness,an’I’dbeafraid。Allthiswaslongan’longago,bututhildmestraight-forawhile。 \"Itouldyou,didInot,Sorr,thatIwascaressedan’pershuadedtolavetheTyroneonaccountavathrouble?\" \"Somethingtodowithabeltandaman’shead,wasn’tit?\"Terencehadnevergivenmetheexactfacts。 \"Itwas。Faith,ivrytimeIgoonprisoner’sgyardincoortI wondherfwhyIamnotwherethepris’neris。ButthemanIstruktukitinfairfight,an’hehadthegoodsinsenottodie。 Considhernow,fwhatwudha’cometotheArrmyifhehad!Iwasenthreatedtoexchange,an’myCommandin’Orf’cerpledwidme。I wint,nottobedisobligin’,an’Larrytouldmehewaspowerfulsorrytoloseme,thoughfwhatI’ddonetomakehimsorryIdonotknow。SototheOuldRig’mintIcame,lavin’Larrytogotothedivilhisownway,an’niverexpectin’toseehimagainexceptasashootin’-caseinbarricks……Who’sthatlavin’thecompound?\"Terence’squickeyehadcaughtsightofawhiteuniformskulkingbehindhedge。 \"TheSergeant’sgonevisiting,\"saidavoice。 \"ThinIcommandhere,an’Iwillhavenosneakin’awaytothebazar,an’huntin’foryouwidapathrolatmidnight。Nalson,forIknowut’syou,comebacktotheverandah。\" Nalson,detected,slunkbacktohisfellows。Therewasagrumblethatdiedawayinaminuteortwo,andTerence,turningontheotherside,wenton:- \"ThatwasthelastIsawavLarryforawhile。Exchangeisthesameasdeathfornotthinkin’,an’bytokenImarriedDinah,an’ thatkeptmefromremimberin’ouldtimes。ThinwewintuptotheFront,an’uttoremyheartintutolaveDinahattheDepotinPindi。ConsequintwhinwasattheFrontI foughtcircumspectuoustillIwarrmedup,anthinIfoughtdoubletides。YouremimberfwhatItouldyouinthegyard-gateavthefightatSilver’sTheatre。\" \"Wot’sthataboutSilver’sTheayter!\"saidOrtherisquickly,overhisshoulder。 \"Nothin’,littleman。Atalethatyeknow。AsIwassayin’,aftherthatfightusavtheOuldRig’mintan’theTyronewasallmixedtogethertakin’shtockaythedead,an’avcoorseIwintabouttofindiftherewasanymanthatremimberedme。ThesecondmanI cameacrost-an’howI’dmissedhiminthefightIdonotknow- wasLarry,an’afinemanhelooked,butoulder,bytokenthathehadacalltobe。’Larry,’sezI,’howisutwidyou?’ \"’Ye’recallin’thewrongman,’hesez,widhisgentleman’ssmile; ’Larryhasbeendeadthesethreeyears。Theycallhim\"Love-o’- Women\"now,’hesez。BythatIknewtheoulddivilwasinhimyet,buttheindavafightisnotimeforthebeginnin’avconfession,sowesatdownan’talkedavtimes。 \"’Theytellmeyou’reamarriedman,’hesez,puffingslowathispoipe。’Areyehappy?’ \"’IwillbewhinIgetbacktoDepot,’Isez。’’Tisareconnaissancehoneymoonnow。’ \"’I’mmarriedtoo,’hesez,puffin’slowan’moreslow,an’ stopperin’widhisforefinger。 \"’Sindyouhappiness,’Isez。’That’sthebesthearin’foralongtime。’ \"’Areyeavthatopinion?’hesez;an’thinhebegantalkin’avthecampaign。ThesweatavSilver’sTheatrewasnotdhryuponhim,an’hewasprayin’formorework。Iwaswellcontinttolieandlistentothecook-potlids。 \"Whinhegotupoffthegroundheshtaggeredalittle,an’lanedoveralltwisted。 \"’Ye’vegotmorethanyebargainedfor,’Isez。’Takeaninventory,Larry。’Tislikeyou’rehurt。’ \"Heturnedroundstiffasaramrodan’damnedtheeyesavmeupan’downforanimpartinentIrish-facedape。Ifthathadbeeninbarricks,I’dha’stretchedhiman’nomoresaid;but’twasattheFront,an’afthersuchafightasSilver’sTheatreIknewtherewasnocallin’amantoaccountforhistimpers。Hemightaswellha’kissedme。AftherwardsIwaswellpleasedIkeptmyfisteshome。ThenourCaptainCrook-Cruik-na-bul-leen-cameup。He’dbeentalkin’tothelittleorf’cerbhoyavtheTyrone。’We’reallcuttowindystraws,’hesez,’buttheTyronearedamnedshortfornoncoms。Goyouoverthere,Mulvaney,an’beDeputy-Sergeant,Corp’ral,Lance,an’everythingelseyecanlayhandsontillIbidyoustop。’ \"’Iwintoveran’tukhould。Therewaswansergeantleftstandin’,an’they’dpaynoheedtohim。Theremnintwasme,an’’twashightimeIcame。SomeItalkedto,an’someIdidnot,butbeforenightthebhoysavtheTyronestudtoattention,begad,ifI suckedonmypoipeaboveawhishper。Betuneyouan’mean’Bobs,I wascommandin’thecompany,an’thatwaswhatCruikhadthransferredmefor,an’thelittleorf’cerbhoyknewut,andI knewut,butthecomp’nydidnot。Andthere,markyou,isthevartuethatnomoneyan’nodhrillcanbuy-thevartueavtheouldsoldierthatknowshisorf’cer’sworkan’doesut-atthesalute! \"ThintheTyrone,widtheOuldRig’mintintouch,wassintmaraudin’andprowlin’acrostthehillspromishcuousan’ unsatisfactory。’Tismyprivitopinionthatagin’raldoesnotknowhalfhistimefwhattodowidthree-quarthershiscommand。Soheshquatsonhishunkersan’bidsthimrunroundan’roundforninsthimwhileheconsidhersonut。Whinbytheprocessavnaturetheygetsejucedintoabigfightthatwasnoneavtheirseekin’,hesez:’Obsarvemyshupariorjanius!Imeantuttocomeso。’Weranroundan’about,an’allwegotwasshootin’intothecampatnight,an’rushin’emptysungarswidthelongbradawl,an’ bein’hitfrombehindrockstillwewasworeout-allexceptLove-o’-Women。Thatpuppy-dogbusinesswasmatean’dhrinktohim。 Begad,hecudnivergetenoughavut。Mewellknowin’thatitisjustthisdesultorialcampaignin’thatkillsthebestmen,an’ suspicionin’thatifIwascutthelittleorf’cerbhoywudexpindallhismeninthryin’togetout,IwudliemostpowerfuldoggowhinIheardashot,an’curlmylonglegsbehindabowlder,an’ runlikeblazeswhinthegroundwasclear。Faith,ifIledtheTyroneinrethreatwanstIledthemfortytimes。Love-o’-Womenwudstaypottin’an’pottin’frombehindarock,andwaittillthefirewasheaviest,an’thinstandupan’fireman-heightclear。Hewudlieoutincamptooatnightsnipin’attheshadows,forhenivertukamouthfulavslape。Mycommandin’orf’cer-savehislittlesoul!-cudnotseethebeautyavofmystrategims,an’ whintheOuldRig’mintcrossedus,an’thatwaswanstaweek,he’dthrotofftoCruik,widhisbigblueeyesasroundassaucers,an’ layaninformationagainstme。Iheardthimwansttalkin’throughthetent-wall,an’Inearlylaughed。 \"’Heruns-runslikeahare,’sezthelittleorf’cerbhoy。\"Tisdemoralisin’mymen。’ \"’Yedamnedlittlefool,’sezCruik,laughin’。’He’slarnin’youyourbusiness。Haveyebeenrushedatnightyet?’ \"’No,’sezthechild,wishfulthathehadbeen。 \"’Haveyouanywounded?’sezCruik。 \"’No,’hesez。’Therewasnochanstforthat。TheyfollowMulvaneytooquick,’hesez。 \"’Fwhatmoredoyouwant,thin?’sezCruik。’Terenceisbloodin’ youneatan’handy,’hesez。’Heknowsfwhatyoudonot,an’ that’sthatthere’satimeforivrything。He’llnotleadyouwrong,’hesez,’butI’dgiveamonth’spaytolarnfwhathethinksavyou。’ \"That keptthebabequiet,butLove-o’-Womenwaspokin’atmeforivrythingIdid,an’speciallymymanoeuvres。 \"’Mr。Mulvaney,’hesezwanevenin’,verycontempshus,’you’regrowin’veryjeldywidyourfeet。Amonggentlemen,’hesez,’amonggentlementhat’scallednoprettyname。’ \"’Amongprivits’tisdifferent,’Isez。’Getbacktoyourtent。 I’msergeanthere,’Isez。 \"Therewasjustenoughinthevoiceavmetotellhimhewasplayin’widhislifebetunehisteeth。Hewintoff,an’Inoticedthatthismanthatwascontempshussetofffromthehaltwidashuntastho’hewasbein’kickedbehind。ThatsamenighttherewasaPaythanpicnicinthehillsabout,an’firin’intoourtentsfittowakethelivin’dead。’Liedownall,’Isez。’Liedownan’ kapestill。They’llnomorethanwasteammunition。’ \"Iheardaman’sfeetontheground,an’thina’Tinijoinin’inthechorus。I’dbeenlyin’warm,thinkin’avDinahan’all,butI crupoutwidthebuglefortolookroundincasetherewasarush,an’the’Tiniwasflashin’atthefore-indavthecamp,an’thehillnearbywasfairflickerin’widlong-rangefire。UndherthestarlightIbeheldLove-o’-Womensettin’onarockwidhisbeltandhelmetoff。Heshoutedwanstortwice,an’thinIheardhimsay:’Theyshouldha’gottherangelongago。Maybethey’llfireattheflash。’Thinhefiredagain,an’thatdhrewafreshvolley,andthelongslugsthattheychewintheirteethcamefloppin’ amongtherocksliketree-toadsavahotnight。’That’sbetter,’ sezLove-o’-Women。’OhLord,howlong,howlong!’hesez,an’atthathelitamatchan’heldutabovehishead。 \"’Mad,’thinksI,’madasacoot,’an’Itukwanstipforward,an’thenixtIknewwasthesoleavmybootflappin’likeacavalrygydonan’the- funny-boneavmytoestinglin’。’Twasaclane-cutshot-aslug-thatnivertouchedsockorhide,butsetmebare-futontherocks。AtthatItukLove-o’- Womenbythescruffan’threwhimunderabowlder,an’whinIsatdownIheardthebulletspatterin’onthatgoodstone。 \"’Yemaydhrawyourownwickedfire,’Isez,shakin’him,’butI’mnotgoin’tobekilttoo。’ \"Ye’vecometoosoon,’hesez。’Ye’vecometoosoon。Inanotherminutetheycudnotha’missedme。MotheravGod,’hesez,’fwhydidyenotlavemebe?Now’tisalltodoagain,’an’hehideshisfaceinhishands。 \"’Sothat’sit,’Isez,shakin’himagain。’That’sthmanin’avyourdisobeyin’ordhers。’ \"’Idarenotkillmeself,’hesez,rockin’toandfro。’Myownhandwudnotletmedie,andthere’snotabulletthismonthpastwudtouchme。I’mtodieslow,’hesez。’I’mtodieslow。ButI’minhellnow,’hesez,shriekin’likeawoman。’I’minhellnow!’ \"’Godbegoodtousall,’Isez,forIsawhisface。’Willyetellamanthethrouble。If’tisnotmurder,maybewe’llmendityet。’ \"Atthathelaughed。’D’youremimberfwhatIsaidintheTyronebarricksaboutcomin’toyouforghostlyconsolation。Ihavenotforgot,’hesez。’Thatcameback,an’therestavmytimeisonmenow,Terence。I’vefoughtutoffformonthsan’months,buttheliquorwillnotbiteanymore,Terence,’hesez。’Ican’tgetdhrunk。’ \"ThinIknewhespokethetruthaboutbein’inhell,forwhinliquordoesnottakehould,thesowlavamanisrotteninhim。 Butmebein’suchasIwas,fwhatcouldIsaytohim? \"’Di’mondsan’pearls,’hebeginsagain。’Di’mondsandpearlsI havethrownawaywidbothhands-an’fwhathaveIleft?Oh,fwhathaveIleft?’ \"Hewasshakin’an’thremblin’upagainstmyshouldher,an’theslugswassingin’overhead,an’Iwaswonderin’whethermylittlebhoywudhavesinseenoughtokapehismenquietthroughallthisfirin’。 \"’SolongasIdidnotthink,’sezLove-o’-Women,’solongIdidnotsee-Iwudnotsee-butIcannow,whatI’velost。Thetimean’theplace,’hesez,’an’theverywordsIsaidwhinutpleasedmetogooffalonetohell。Butthin,eventhin,’hesez,wrigglin’tremenjus,’Iwudnotha’beenhappy。Therewastoomuchbehindavme。HowcudIha’believedherswornoath-methathavebrukmineagainan’againforthesportavseein’thimcry。An’ therearetheothers,’hesez。’Oh,whatwillIdo-whatwillI do’?’Herockedbackan’forwardagain,an’Ithinkhewascryin’ likewanavthewomenhedealtwid。 \"ThefullhalfavfwhathesaidwasBrigadeOrdherstome,butfromtherestan’theremnintIsuspicionedsomethin’avhisthrouble。’TwasthejudgmintavGodhadgruptheheelavhim,asI touldhim’twouldintheTyronebarricks。Theslugswassingin’ overourrockmorean’more,an’Isezfortodivarthim:’Letbadalone,’Isez。’They’llbethryin’torushthecampinaminut’。’ \"IhadnomorethansaidthatwhinaPaythanmancrep’uponhisbellywidhisknifebetunehisteeth,nottwintyyardsfromus。 Love-o’-Womenjumpedupan’fetchedayell,an’themansawhiman’ranathim(he’dlefthisrifleundertherock)widtheknife。 Love-o’-Womenniverturnedahair,butbytheLivingPower,forI sawut,astonetwistedunderthePaythanman’sfeetan’hecamedownfullsprawl,an’hisknifewinttinklin’acrosttherocks!’I touldyouIwasCain,’sezLove-o’-Women。’’Fwhat’stheuseavkillin’him?He’sanhonestman-bycompare。’ \"Iwasnotdishputin’aboutthemorilsavPaythansthattide,soI dhroppedLove-o’-Women’sburtacrosttheman’sface,an’’Hurryintocamp,’Isez,’forthismaybethefirstavarush。’ \"Therewasnorushaftherall,thoughwewaitedundherarmstogivethimachanst。ThePaythanmanmustha’comealoneforthemischief,an’aftherawhileLove-o’-Womenwintbacktohistintwidthatquarelurchin’sind-offinhiswalkthatIcudniverundherstand。Begad,Ipitiedhim,an’themorebekazehemademethinkfortherestavthenightavthedaywhinIwasconfirmedCorp’ril,notactin’Lef’tenant,an’mythoughtswasnotgood。 \"Yecanundherstandthataftherthatnightwecametotalkin’adaletogether,an’bitbybitutcameoutfwhatI’dsuspicioned。 Thewholeavhiscarr’in’sonan’divilmintshadcomebackonhimhardasliquorcomesbackwhinyou’vebeenonthedhrinkforawake。Allhe’dsaidan’allhe’ddone,an’onlyhecudtellhowmuchthatwas,comeback,an’therewasniveraminut’speaceinhissowl。’TwastheHorrorswidoutanycausetosee,an’yet,an’ yet-fwhatamItalkin’av?He’dha’takentheHorrorswidthankfulness。Beyon’therepentinceavtheman,an’thatwasbeyon’thenaturavman-awful,awful,tobehould!-therewasmorethatwasworstthananyrepentince。Avthescoresan’scoresthathecalledoverinhismind(an’theyweredhrivin’himmad),therewas,markyou,wanwomanavall,an’shewasnothiswife,thatcuthimtothequickavhismarrow。’Twastherehesaidthathe’dthrownawaydi’mondsan’pearlspastcount,an’thinhe’dbeginagainlikeablindbyleinanoil-mill,walkin’roundan’ round,toconsidher(himthatwasbeyondalltouchavbeinghappythissidehell!)howhappyhewudha’beenwidher。Themoreheconsidhered,themorehe’dconsatehimselfthathe’dlostmightyhappiness,an’thinhewudworkutallbackwards,an’crythathenivercudha’beenhappyanyways。 \"Timean’timean’againincamp,onp’rade,ay,an’inaction,I’veseenthatmanshuthiseyesan’duckhisheadasyouwudducktotheflickeravabay’nit。For’twasthinhetouldmethatthethoughtavallhe’dmissedcamean’studforninsthimlikered-hotirons。Forwhathe’ddonewidtheothershewassorry,buthedidnotcare;butthiswanwomanthatI’vetouldof,bytheHiltsavGodshemadehimpayforalltheotherstwiceover!NiverdidI knowthatamancudenjuresuchtormintwidouthisheartcrackin’ inhisribs,an’Ihavebeen\"-Terenceturnedthepipe-stemslowlybetweenhisteeth-\"Ihavebeeninsomeblackcells。AllI iversufferedtho’wasnottobetalkedofalongsideavhim…… an’whatcouldIdo?Paternosterswasnomorethanpeasforhissorrow。 \"Evenshuallywefinishedourprom’nadeacrostthehills,andthankstomeforthesame,therewasnocasualtiesan’noglory。 Thecampaignwascomin’toanind,an’alltherig’mintswasbein’ drawntogetherfortobesintbackhome。Love-o’-Womenwasmightysorrybekazehehadnoworktodo,an’allhistimetothinkin。 I’veheardthatmantalkin’tohisbelt-platean’hisside-armswhilehewassoldierin’thim,alltoprevinthimselffromthinkin’,an’ivrytimehegotupaftherhehadbeensettin’downorwintonfromthehalt,he’dstartwidthatkickan’traversethatItouldyouof-hislegssprawlin’allwaystowanst。Hewudnivergoseethedocthor,tho’Itouldhimtobewise。He’dcursemeupan’downformyadvice;butIknewhewasnomoreamantobereckonedwidthanthelittlebhoywasacommandin’orf’cer,soIlethistonguerunifitaisedhim。 \"Wanday-’twasonthewayback-Iwaswalkin’roundcampwidhim,an’hestoppedan’struckgroundwidhisrightfutthreeorfourtimesdoubtful。’Fwhatisut?’Isez。’Isthatground?’sezhe;an’whileIwasthinkin’hismindwasgoin’,upcomesthedocthor,who’dbeenanatomisin’adeadbullock。Love-o’-Womenstartstogoonquick,an’landsmeakickonthekneewhilehislegswasgettin’intomarchin’ordher。 \"Houldonthere,’sezthedocthor;an’Love-o’-Women’sface,thatwaslinedlikeagridiron,turnsredasbrick。 \"’Tention,’says thedocthor;an’Love-o’-Womenstudso。’Nowshutyoureyes,’sezthedocthor。’No,yemustnothouldbyyourcomrade。’ \"’Tisallup,’sezLove-o’-Women,tryingtosmile。’I’dfall,docthor,an’youknowut。’ \"’Fall?’Isez。’Fallatattentionwidyoureyesshut!Fwhatdoyoumane?’ \"Thedocthorknows,’hesez。’I’vehildupaslongasIcan,butbegadI’mglad’tisalldone。ButIwilldieslow,’hesez,’I willdieveryslow。’ \"Icudseebythedocthor’sfacethathewasmortialsorryfortheman,an’heordheredhimtohospital。Wewintbacktogether,an’I wasdumbstruck;Love-o’-Womenwascripplin’andcrumblin’ativrystep。Hewalkedwidahandonmyshoulderallsluedsideways,an’ hisrightlegswingin’likealamecamel。Menotknowin’morethanthedeadfwhatailedhim,’twasjustasthoughthedocthor’swordhaddoneutall-asifLove-o’-Womenhadbutbeenwaitin’fortheordhertoletgo。 \"Inhospitalhesezsomethin’tothedocthorthatIcouldnotcatch。 \"’Holyshmoke!’sezthedocthor,’an’whoareyoutobegivin’ namestoyourdiseases?’Tisag’in’alltheregulations。’ \"’I’llnotbeaprivitmuchlonger,’sezLove-o’-Womeninhisgentleman’svoice,an’thedocthorjumped。 \"’Thratemeasastudy,DocthorLowndes,’hesez;an’thatwasthefirsttimeI’diverheardadocthorcalledhisname。 \"’Good-bye,Terence,’sezLove-o’-Women。\"TisadeadmanIamwidoutthepleasureavdyin’。You’llcomean’setwidmesometimesforthepeaceavmysoul。’ \"NowIhadbeenmindedtoaskCruiktotakemebacktotheOuldRig’mint,forthefightin’wasover,an’IwasworeoutwidthewaysavthebhoysintheTyrone;butIshiftedmywill,an’hildon,an’winttosetwidLove-o’-Womeninthehospital。AsIhavesaid,Sorr,themanbrukalltolittlepiecesundhermyhand。Howlonghehadhildupan’forcedhimselffittomarchIcannottell,butinhospitalbuttwodayslaterhewassuchasIhardlyknew。I shukhandswidhim,an’hisgripwasfairstrong,buthishandswintallwaystowanst,an’hecudnotbuttonhistunic。 \"’I’lltakelongan’longtodieyet,’hesez,’forthewaysavsinthey’relikeinterestintherig’mintalsavin’s-bank-sure,butadamnedlongtimebein’paid。’ \"Thedocthorseztomequietoneday,’HasTighethereanythin’onhismind?’hesez。’He’sburnin’himselfout。’ \"’HowshudIknow,Sorr?’Isez,asinnocentasputty。 \"TheycallhimLove-o’-WomenintheTyrone,dotheynot?’hesez。 ’Iwasafooltoask。Bewidhimallyoucan。He’shouldin’ontoyourstrength。’ \"’But(whatailshim,docthor,’Isez。 \"’TheycallutLocomotusattacksus,’hesez,’bekaze,’sezhe,’utattacksuslikealocomotive,ifyeknowfwhatthatmanes。An’ utcomes,’sezhe,lookin’atme,’utcomesfrombein’calledLove-o’-Women。’ \"’You’rejokin’,docthor,’Isez。 \"’Jokin’!’sezhe。’Ifiveryoufeelthatyou’vegotafeltsoleinyourbootinsteadavaGovernmentbull’s-wool,cometome,’hesez,’an’I’llshowyouwhether’tisajoke。’ \"Youwouldnotbelaveut,Sorr,butthatan’seein’Love-o’-Womenovertukwidoutwarnin’putthecowldfearavattacksusonmesostrongthatforaweekan’moreIwaskickin’mytoesagainststonesan’stumpsforthepleasureavfeelin’themhurt。 \"An’Love-o’-Womenlayinthecot(hemighthavegonedownwidthewoundedbeforean’before,butheaskedtostaywidme),audfwhattherewasinhismindhadfullswingathimnightan’dayan’ivryhouravthedayan’thenight,an’hewitheredlikebeefrationsinahotsun,an’hiseyeswaslikeowls’eyes,an’hishandswasmut’nous。 \"Theywasgettin’therig’mintsawaywanbywan,thecampaignbein’inded,butasushuiltheywasbehavin’asifniverarig’minthadbeenmovedbeforeinthemem’ryavman。Now,fwhyisthat,Sorr?There’sfightin’inan’outninemonthsavthetwelvesomewhereintheArmy。Therehasbeen-foryearsan’yearsan’ years,an’Iwudha’thoughtthey’dbegintogetthehangavprovidin’forthroops。Butno!Ivrytimeit’slikeagirls’schoolmeetin’abigredbullwhinthey’regoin’tochurch;an’’MotheravGod,’seztheCommissariatan’therailwaysan’theBarrick- masters,’fwhatwillwedonow?’TheordherscametousavtheTyronean’theOuldRig’mintan’halfadozenmoretogodown,andtheretheordhersstoppeddumb。Wewintdown,bythespecialgraceavGod-downtheKhaiberanyways。Therewassickwidus,an’I’mthinkin’thatsomeavthemwasjoltedtodeathinthedoolies,buttheywasanxioustobekiltsoiftheycudgettoPeshawuralivethesooner。IwalkedbyLove-o’-Women-therewasnomarchin’,an’ Love-o’-Womenwasnotinastewtogeton。’IfI’donlyha’diedupthere!’sezhethroughthedoolie-curtains,an’thenhe’dtwistuphiseyesan’duckhisheadforthethoughtsthatcametohim。 \"DinahwasinDepotatPindi,butIwintcircumspectuous,forwellIknew’tisjustattherump-indavallthingsthathisluckturnsonaman。BytokenIadseenadhriverofabattherygoin’byatatrotsingin’’Home,swatehome’atthetopavhisshout,andtakin’noheedohisbridle-hand-Ihadseenthatmandhropundertheguninthemiddleofaword,andcomeoutbythelimberlike- likeafrogonapave-stone。No。Iwudnothurry,though,Godknows,myheartwasallinPindi。Love-o’-Womensawfwhatwasinmymind,an’’Goon,Terence,’hsez,’Iknowfwhat’swaitin’foryou。’’Iwillnot,’Isez。\"Twillkapealittleyet。’ \"YeknowtheturnofthepassforninstJumroodandtheninemileroadontheflattoPeshawur?AllPeshawurwasalongthatroaddayandnightwaitin’forfrinds-men,women,childer,andbands。 SomeavthethroopswascampedroundJumrood,an’somewentontoPeshawurtogetawaydowntotheircantonmints。Wecamethroughintheearlymornin’,havin’ beenawakethenightthrough,andwedhruvsheerintothemiddleavthemess。MotheravGlory,willIeverforgetthatcomin’back? Thelightwasnotfairlifted,andthefurstweheardwas’For’tismydelightavashinynight,’frumabandthatthoughtwewasthesecondfourcomp’niesavtheLincolnshire。Atthatwewasforcedtosindthemayelltosaywhowewas,an’thinupwint’Thewearin’avtheGreen。’Itmademecrawlallupmybackbone,nothavin’takenmybrequist。Thin,rightsmashintoourrear,camefwhatwasleftavtheJockElliotts-widfourpipersan’nothalfakiltamongthim,playin’forthedearlife,an’swingin’ theirrumpslikebuckrabbits,an’anativerig’mintshriekingbluemurther。Yeniverheardthelike。Therewasmencryin’likewomenthatdid-an’faithIdonotblamethim。FwhatbrukmedownwastheLancers’Band-shinin’an’spicklikeangels,widtheoulddhrum-horseattheheadan’thesilverkettle-dhrumsan’allan’all,waitin’fortheirmenthatwasbehindus。TheyshtruckuptheCavalryCanter,an’,begad,thosepoorghoststhathadnotasoundfutinathrooptheyansweredtout,themenrockin’intheirsaddles。Wethriedtocheerthemastheywintby,bututcameoutlikeabiggruntin’cough,sotheremusthavebeenmanythatwasfeelin’likeme。Oh,butI’mforgettin’!TheFly-by- Nightswaswaitin’fortheirsecondbattalion,an’whinutcameout,therewastheColonel’shorseledatthehead-saddle-empty。