第4章

类别:其他 作者:Johann Wolfgang von Goethe字数:25999更新时间:19/01/03 15:50:52
Ashenowneverenjoyedinternalpeace,theconditionofhisfellowcreatureswastohimaperpetualsourceoftroubleanddistress。 HebelievedhehaddisturbedthehappinessofAlbertandhiswife; and,whilsthecensuredhimselfstronglyforthis,hebegantoentertainasecretdisliketoAlbert。 Histhoughtswereoccasionallydirectedtothispoint。\"Yes,\"hewouldrepeattohimself,withill-concealeddissatisfaction,\"yes,thisis,afterall,theextentofthatconfiding,dear,tender,andsympatheticlove,thatcalmandeternalfidelity!WhatdoI beholdbutsatietyandindifference?Doesnoteveryfrivolousengagementattracthimmorethanhischarmingandlovelywife? Doesheknowhowtoprizehishappiness?Canhevalueherasshedeserves?Hepossessesher,itistrue,Iknowthat,asIknowmuchmore,andIhavebecomeaccustomedtothethoughtthathewilldrivememad,or,perhaps,murderme。Ishisfriendshiptowardmeunimpaired?DoeshenotviewmyattachmenttoCharlotteasaninfringementuponhisrights,andconsidermyattentiontoherasasilentrebuketohimself?Iknow,andindeedfeel,thathedislikesme,thathewishesformyabsence,thatmypresenceishatefultohim。\" HewouldoftenpausewhenonhiswaytovisitCharlotte,standstill,asthoughindoubt,andseemdesirousofreturning,butwouldneverthelessproceed;and,engagedinsuchthoughtsandsoliloquiesaswehavedescribed,hefinallyreachedthehunting-lodge,withasortofinvoluntaryconsent。 Upononeoccasionheenteredthehouse;and,inquiringforCharlotte,heobservedthattheinmateswereinastateofunusualconfusion。TheeldestboyinformedhimthatadreadfulmisfortunehadoccurredatWalheim,——thatapeasanthadbeenmurdered!Butthismadelittleimpressionuponhim。Enteringtheapartment,hefoundCharlotteengagedreasoningwithherfather,who,inspiteofhisinfirmity,insistedongoingtothesceneofthecrime,inordertoinstituteaninquiry。Thecriminalwasunknown;thevictimhadbeenfounddeadathisowndoorthatmorning。Suspicionswereexcited:themurderedmanhadbeenintheserviceofawidow,andthepersonwhohadpreviouslyfilledthesituationhadbeendismissedfromheremployment。 AssoonasWertherheardthis,heexclaimedwithgreatexcitement,\"Isitpossible!Imustgotothespot——Icannotdelayamoment!\" HehastenedtoWalheim。Everyincidentreturnedvividlytohisremembrance;andheentertainednottheslightestdoubtthatthatmanwasthemurderertowhomhehadsooftenspoken,andforwhomheentertainedsomuchregard。Hiswaytookhimpastthewell-knownlimetrees,tothehousewherethebodyhadbeencarried;andhisfeelingsweregreatlyexcitedatthesightofthefondlyrecollectedspot。Thatthresholdwheretheneighbours’childrenhadsooftenplayedtogetherwasstainedwithblood;loveandattachment,thenoblestfeelingsofhumannature,hadbeenconvertedintoviolenceandmurder。Thehugetreesstoodthereleaflessandcoveredwithhoarfrost;thebeautifulhedgerowswhichsurroundedtheoldchurchyardwallwerewithered;andthegravestones,halfcoveredwithsnow,werevisiblethroughtheopenings。 Asheapproachedtheinn,infrontofwhichthewholevillagewasassembled,screamsweresuddenlyheard。Atroopofarmedpeasantswasseenapproaching,andeveryoneexclaimedthatthecriminalhadbeenapprehended。Wertherlooked,andwasnotlongindoubt。 Theprisonerwasnootherthantheservant,whohadbeenformerlysoattachedtothewidow,andwhomhehadmetprowlingabout,withthatsuppressedangerandill-concealeddespair,whichwehavebeforedescribed。 \"Whathaveyoudone,unfortunateman?\"inquiredWerther,asheadvancedtowardtheprisoner。Thelatterturnedhiseyesuponhiminsilence,andthenrepliedwithperfectcomposure;\"Noonewillnowmarryher,andshewillmarrynoone。\"Theprisonerwastakenintotheinn,andWertherlefttheplace。ThemindofWertherwasfearfullyexcitedbythisshockingoccurrence。Heceased,however,tobeoppressedbyhisusualfeelingofmelancholy,moroseness,andindifferencetoeverythingthatpassedaroundhim。Heentertainedastrongdegreeofpityfortheprisoner,andwasseizedwithanindescribableanxietytosavehimfromhisimpendingfate。Heconsideredhimsounfortunate,hedeemedhiscrimesoexcusable,andthoughthisownconditionsonearlysimilar,thathefeltconvincedhecouldmakeeveryoneelseviewthematterinthelightinwhichhesawithimself。Henowbecameanxioustoundertakehisdefence,andcommencedcomposinganeloquentspeechfortheoccasion;and,onhiswaytothehunting-lodge,hecouldnotrefrainfromspeakingaloudthestatementwhichheresolvedtomaketothejudge。 Uponhisarrival,hefoundAlberthadbeenbeforehim:andhewasalittleperplexedbythismeeting;buthesoonrecoveredhimself,andexpressedhisopinionwithmuchwarmthtothejudge。Thelattershook,hisheaddoubtingly;andalthoughWertherurgedhiscasewiththeutmostzeal,feeling,anddeterminationindefenceofhisclient,yet,aswemayeasilysuppose,thejudgewasnotmuchinfluencedbyhisappeal。Onthecontrary,heinterruptedhiminhisaddress,reasonedwithhimseriously,andevenadministeredarebuketohimforbecomingtheadvocateofamurderer。Hedemonstrated,that,accordingtothisprecedent,everylawmightbeviolated,andthepublicsecurityutterlydestroyed。Headded,moreover,thatinsuchacasehecouldhimselfdonothing,withoutincurringthegreatestresponsibility;thateverythingmustfollowintheusualcourse,andpursuetheordinarychannel。 Werther,however,didnotabandonhisenterprise,andevenbesoughtthejudgetoconniveattheflightoftheprisoner。Butthisproposalwasperemptorilyrejected。Albert,whohadtakensomepartinthediscussion,coincidedinopinionwiththejudge。AtthisWertherbecameenraged,andtookhisleaveingreatanger,afterthejudgehadmorethanonceassuredhimthattheprisonercouldnotbesaved。 Theexcessofhisgriefatthisassurancemaybeinferredfromanotewehavefoundamongsthispapers,andwhichwasdoubtlesswrittenuponthisveryoccasion。 \"Youcannotbesaved,unfortunateman!Iseeclearlythatwecannotbesaved!\" WertherwashighlyincensedattheobservationswhichAlberthadmadetothejudgeinthismatteroftheprisoner。Hethoughthecoulddetectthereinalittlebitternesstowardhimselfpersonally; andalthough,uponreflection,itcouldnotescapehissoundjudgmentthattheirviewofthematterwascorrect,hefeltthegreatestpossiblereluctancetomakesuchanadmission。 AmemorandumofWerther’suponthispoint,expressiveofhisgeneralfeelingstowardAlbert,hasbeenfoundamongsthispapers。 \"Whatistheuseofmycontinuallyrepeatingthatheisagoodandestimableman?Heisaninwardtormenttome,andIamincapableofbeingjusttowardhim。\" Onefineeveninginwinter,whentheweatherseemedinclinedtothaw,CharlotteandAlbertwerereturninghometogether。Theformerlookedfromtimetotimeabouther,asifshemissedWerther’scompany。Albertbegantospeakofhim,andcensuredhimforhisprejudices。Healludedtohisunfortunateattachment,andwisheditwerepossibletodiscontinuehisacquaintance。\"Idesireitonourownaccount,\"headded;\"andIrequestyouwillcompelhimtoalterhisdeportmenttowardyou,andtovisityoulessfrequently。 Theworldiscensorious,andIknowthathereandtherewearespokenof。\"Charlottemadenoreply,andAlbertseemedtofeelhersilence。Atleast,fromthattimeheneveragainspokeofWerther;and,whensheintroducedthesubject,heallowedtheconversationtodieaway,orelsehedirectedthediscourseintoanotherchannel。 ThevainattemptWertherhadmadetosavetheunhappymurdererwasthelastfeebleglimmeringofaflameabouttobeextinguished。 Hesankalmostimmediatelyafterwardintoastateofgloomandinactivity,untilhewasatlengthbroughttoperfectdistractionbylearningthathewastobesummonedasawitnessagainsttheprisoner,whoassertedhiscompleteinnocence。 Hismindnowbecameoppressedbytherecollectionofeverymisfortuneofhispastlife。Themortificationhehadsufferedattheambassador’s,andhissubsequenttroubles,wererevivedinhismemory。Hebecameutterlyinactive。Destituteofenergy,hewascutofffromeverypursuitandoccupationwhichcomposethebusinessofcommonlife;andhebecameavictimtohisownsusceptibility,andtohisrestlesspassionforthemostamiableandbelovedofwomen,whosepeacehedestroyed。Inthisunvaryingmonotonyofexistencehisdayswereconsumed;andhispowersbecameexhaustedwithoutaimordesign,untiltheybroughthimtoasorrowfulend。 Afewletterswhichheleftbehind,andwhichweheresubjoin,affordthebestproofsofhisanxietyofmindandofthedepthofhispassion,aswellasofhisdoubtsandstruggles,andofhiswearinessoflife。 DECEMBER12。 DearWilhelm,Iamreducedtotheconditionofthoseunfortunatewretcheswhobelievetheyarepursuedbyanevilspirit。SometimesIamoppressed,notbyapprehensionorfear,butbyaninexpressibleinternalsensation,whichweighsuponmyheart,andimpedesmybreath!ThenIwanderforthatnight,eveninthistempestuousseason,andfeelpleasureinsurveyingthedreadfulscenesaroundme。 YesterdayeveningIwentforth。Arapidthawhadsuddenlysetin:Ihadbeeninformedthattheriverhadrisen,thatthebrookshadalloverflowedtheirbanks,andthatthewholevaleofWalheimwasunderwater!UponthestrokeoftwelveIhastenedforth。I beheldafearfulsight。Thefoamingtorrentsrolledfromthemountainsinthemoonlight,——fieldsandmeadows,treesandhedges,wereconfoundedtogether;andtheentirevalleywasconvertedintoadeeplake,whichwasagitatedbytheroaringwind!Andwhenthemoonshoneforth,andtingedtheblackcloudswithsilver,andtheimpetuoustorrentatmyfeetfoamedandresoundedwithawfulandgrandimpetuosity,Iwasovercomebyamingledsensationofapprehensionanddelight。WithextendedarmsIlookeddownintotheyawningabyss,andcried,\"Plunge!’\"Foramomentmysensesforsookme,intheintensedelightofendingmysorrowsandmysufferingsbyaplungeintothatgulf!AndthenIfeltasifI wererootedtotheearth,andincapableofseekinganendtomywoes!Butmyhourisnotyetcome:Ifeelitisnot。OWilhelm,howwillinglycouldIabandonmyexistencetoridethewhirlwind,ortoembracethetorrent!andthenmightnotraptureperchancebetheportionofthisliberatedsoul? Iturnedmysorrowfuleyestowardafavouritespot,whereIwasaccustomedtositwithCharlottebeneathawillowafterafatiguingwalk。Alas!itwascoveredwithwater,andwithdifficultyIfoundeventhemeadow。Andthefieldsaroundthehunting-lodge,thoughtI。Hasourdearbowerbeendestroyedbythisunpityingstorm? Andabeamofpasthappinessstreameduponme,asthemindofacaptiveisilluminedbydreamsofflocksandherdsandbygonejoysofhome!ButIamfreefromblame。Ihavecouragetodie!PerhapsIhave,——butIstillsithere,likeawretchedpauper,whocollectsfagots,andbegsherbreadfromdoortodoor,thatshemayprolongforafewdaysamiserableexistencewhichsheisunwillingtoresign。 DECEMBER15。 Whatisthematterwithme,dearWilhelm?Iamafraidofmyself! Isnotmyloveforherofthepurest,mostholy,andmostbrotherlynature?Hasmysouleverbeensulliedbyasinglesensualdesire? butIwillmakenoprotestations。Andnow,yenightlyvisions,howtrulyhavethosemortalsunderstoodyou,whoascribeyourvariouscontradictoryeffectstosomeinvinciblepower!ThisnightItrembleattheavowal——Iheldherinmyarms,lockedinacloseembrace:Ipressedhertomybosom,andcoveredwithcountlesskissesthosedearlipswhichmurmuredinreplysoftprotestationsoflove。Mysightbecameconfusedbythedeliciousintoxicationofhereyes。Heavens!isitsinfultorevelagaininsuchhappiness,torecalloncemorethoserapturousmomentswithintensedelight? Charlotte!Charlotte!Iamlost!Mysensesarebewildered,myrecollectionisconfused,mineeyesarebathedintears——Iamill;andyetIamwell——Iwishfornothing——Ihavenodesires——itwerebetterIweregone。 Underthecircumstancesnarratedabove,adeterminationtoquitthisworldhadnowtakenfixedpossessionofWerther’ssoul。SinceCharlotte’sreturn,thisthoughthadbeenthefinalobjectofallhishopesandwishes;buthehadresolvedthatsuchastepshouldnotbetakenwithprecipitation,butwithcalmnessandtranquillity,andwiththemostperfectdeliberation。 Histroublesandinternalstrugglesmaybeunderstoodfromthefollowingfragment,whichwasfound,withoutanydate,amongsthispapers,andappearstohaveformedthebeginningofalettertoWilhelm。 \"Herpresence,herfate,hersympathyforme,havepowerstilltoextracttearsfrommywitheredbrain。 \"Oneliftsupthecurtain,andpassestotheotherside,——thatisall!Andwhyallthesedoubtsanddelays?Becauseweknownotwhatisbehind——becausethereisnoreturning——andbecauseourmindinfersthatallisdarknessandconfusion,wherewehavenothingbutuncertainty。\" Hisappearanceatlengthbecamequitealteredbytheeffectofhismelancholythoughts;andhisresolutionwasnowfinallyandirrevocablytaken,ofwhichthefollowingambiguousletter,whichheaddressedtohisfriend,mayappeartoaffordsomeproof。 DECEMBER2O。 Iamgratefultoyourlove,Wilhelm,forhavingrepeatedyouradvicesoseasonably。Yes,youareright:itisundoubtedlybetterthatIshoulddepart。ButIdonotentirelyapproveyourschemeofreturningatoncetoyourneighbourhood;atleast,I shouldIiketomakealittleexcursionontheway,particularlyaswemaynowexpectacontinuedfrost,andconsequentlygoodroads。Iammuchpleasedwithyourintentionofcomingtofetchme;onlydelayyourjourneyforafortnight,andwaitforanotherletterfromme。Oneshouldgathernothingbeforeitisripe,andafortnightsoonerorlatermakesagreatdifference。Entreatmymothertoprayforherson,andtellherIbegherpardonforalltheunhappinessIhaveoccasionedher。IthaseverbeenmyfatetogivepaintothosewhosehappinessIshouldhavepromoted。 Adieu,mydearestfriend。MayeveryblessingofHeavenattendyou!Farewell。 WefinditdifficulttoexpresstheemotionswithwhichCharlotte’ssoulwasagitatedduringthewholeofthistime,whetherinrelationtoherhusbandortoherunfortunatefriend;althoughweareenabled,byourknowledgeofhercharacter,tounderstandtheirnature。 Itiscertainthatshehadformedadetermination,byeverymeansinherpowertokeepWertheratadistance;and,ifshehesitatedinherdecision,itwasfromasincerefeelingoffriendlypity,knowinghowmuchitwouldcosthim,indeed,thathewouldfinditalmostimpossibletocomplywithherwishes。Butvariouscausesnowurgedhertobefirm。Herhushandpreservedastrictsilenceaboutthewholematter;andshenevermadeitasubjectofconversation,feelingboundtoprovetohimbyherconductthathersentimentsagreedwithhis。 Thesameday,whichwastheSundaybeforeChristmas,afterWertherhadwrittenthelast-mentionedlettertohisfriend,hecameintheeveningtoCharlotte’shouse,andfoundheralone。Shewasbusypreparingsomelittlegiftsforherbrothersandsisters,whichweretobedistributedtothemonChristmasDay。Hebegantalkingofthedelightofthechildren,andofthatagewhenthesuddenappearanceoftheChristmas-tree,decoratedwithfruitandsweetmeats,andlightedupwithwaxcandles,causessuchtransportsofjoy。\"Youshallhaveagifttoo,ifyoubehavewell,\"saidCharlotte,hidingherembarrassmentundersweetsmile。\"Andwhatdoyoucallbehavingwell?WhatshouldIdo,whatcanIdo,mydearCharlotte?\"saidhe。\"Thursdaynight,\"sheanswered,\"isChristmasEve。Thechildrenarealltobehere,andmyfathertoo: thereisapresentforeach;doyoucomelikewise,butdonotcomebeforethattime。\"Wertherstarted。\"Idesireyouwillnot:itmustbeso,\"shecontinued。\"Iaskitofyouasafavour,formyownpeaceandtranquillity。Wecannotgooninthismanneranylonger。\" Heturnedawayhisfacewalkedhastilyupanddowntheroom,mutteringindistinctly,\"Wecannotgooninthismanneranylonger!\"Charlotte,seeingtheviolentagitationintowhichthesewordshadthrownhim,endeavouredtodiverthisthoughtsbydifferentquestions,butinvain。 \"No,Charlotte!\"heexclaimed;\"Iwillneverseeyouanymore!\" \"Andwhyso?\"sheanswered。\"Wemay——wemustseeeachotheragain;onlyletitbewithmorediscretion。Oh!whywereyoubornwiththatexcessive,thatungovernablepassionforeverythingthatisdeartoyou?\"Then,takinghishand,shesaid,\"Ientreatofyoutobemorecalm:yourtalents,yourunderstanding,yourgenius,willfurnishyouwithathousandresources。Beaman,andconqueranunhappyattachmenttowardacreaturewhocandonothingbutpityyou。\"Hebithislips,andlookedatherwithagloomycountenance。 Shecontinuedtoholdhishand。\"Grantmebutamoment’spatience,Werther,\"shesaid。\"Doyounotseethatyouaredeceivingyourself,thatyouareseekingyourowndestruction?Whymustyouloveme,meonly,whobelongtoanother?Ifear,Imuchfear,thatitisonlytheimpossibilityofpossessingmewhichmakesyourdesireformesostrong。\"Hedrewbackhishand,whilsthesurveyedherwithawildandangrylook。\"’Tiswell!\"heexclaimed,\"’tisverywell! DidnotAlbertfurnishyouwiththisreflection?Itisprofound,averyprofoundremark。\"\"Areflectionthatanyonemighteasilymake,\"sheanswered;\"andistherenotawomaninthewholeworldwhoisatliberty,andhasthepowertomakeyouhappy?Conqueryourself:lookforsuchabeing,andbelievemewhenIsaythatyouwillcertainlyfindher。Ihavelongfeltforyou,andforusall: youhaveconfinedyourselftoolongwithinthelimitsoftoonarrowacircle。Conqueryourself;makeaneffort:ashortjourneywillbeofservicetoyou。Seekandfindanobjectworthyofyourlove; thenreturnhither,andletusenjoytogetherallthehappinessofthemostperfectfriendship。\" \"Thisspeech,\"repliedWertherwithacoldsmile,\"thisspeechshouldbeprinted,forthebenefitofallteachers。MydearCharlotte,allowmebutashorttimelonger,andallwillbewell。\" \"Buthowever,Werther,\"sheadded,\"donotcomeagainbeforeChristmas。\"Hewasabouttomakesomeanswer,whenAlbertcamein。 Theysalutedeachothercoldly,andwithmutualembarrassmentpacedupanddowntheroom。Werthermadesomecommonremarks;Albertdidthesame,andtheirconversationsoondropped。Albertaskedhiswifeaboutsomehouseholdmatters;and,findingthathiscommissionswerenotexecuted,heusedsomeexpressionswhich,toWerther’sear,savouredofextremeharshness。Hewishedtogo,buthadnotpowertomove;andinthissituationheremainedtilleighto’clock,hisuneasinessanddiscontentcontinuallyincreasing。 Atlengththeclothwaslaidforsupper,andhetookuphishatandstick。Albertinvitedhimtoremain;butWerther,fancyingthathewasmerelypayingaformalcompliment,thankedhimcoldly,amdleftthehouse。 Wertherreturnedhome,tookthecandlefromhisservant,andretiredtohisroomalone。Hetalkedforsometimewithgreatearnestnesstohimself,weptaloud,walkedinastateofgreatexcitementthroughhischamber;tillatlength,withoutundressing,hethrewhimselfonthebed,wherehewasfoundbyhisservantateleveno’clock,whenthelatterventuredtoentertheroom,andtakeoffhisboots。Wertherdidnotpreventhim,butforbadehimtocomeinthemorningtillheshouldring。 OnMondaymorning,the21stofDecember,hewrotetoCharlottethefollowingletter,whichwasfound,sealed,onhisbureauafterhisdeath,andwasgiventoher。Ishallinsertitinfragments;asitappears,fromseveralcircumstances,tohavebeenwritteninthatmanner。 \"Itisallover,Charlotte:Iamresolvedtodie!Imakethisdeclarationdeliberatelyandcoolly,withoutanyromanticpassion,onthismorningofthedaywhenIamtoseeyouforthelasttime。 Atthemomentyoureadtheselines,Obestofwomen,thecoldgravewillholdtheinanimateremainsofthatrestlessandunhappybeingwho,inthelastmomentsofhisexistence,knewnopleasuresogreatasthatofconversingwithyou!Ihavepassedadreadfulnightorrather,letmesay,apropitiousone;forithasgivenmeresolution,ithasfixedmypurpose。Iamresolvedtodie。 WhenItoremyselffromyouyesterday,mysenseswereintumultanddisorder;myheartwasoppressed,hopeandpleasurehadfledfrommeforever,andapetrifyingcoldhadseizedmywretchedbeing。Icouldscarcelyreachmyroom。Ithrewmyselfonmyknees; andHeaven,forthelasttime,grantedmetheconsolationofsheddingtears。Athousandideas,athousandschemes,arosewithinmysoul;tillatlengthonelast,fixed,finalthoughttookpossessionofmyheart。Itwastodie。Ilaydowntorest;andinthemorning,inthequiethourofawakening,thesamedeterminationwasuponme。Todie!Itisnotdespair:itisconvictionthatI havefilledupthemeasureofmysufferings,thatIhavereachedmyappointedterm,andmustsacrificemyselfforthee。Yes,Charlotte,whyshouldInotavowit?Oneofusthreemustdie: itshallbeWerther。ObelovedCharlotte!thisheart,excitedbyrageandfury,hasoftenconceivedthehorridideaofmurderingyourhusband——you——myself!Thelotiscastatlength。Andinthebright,quieteveningsofsummer,whenyousometimeswandertowardthemountains,letyourthoughtsthenturntome:recollecthowoftenyouhavewatchedmecomingtomeetyoufromthevalley; thenbendyoureyesuponthechurchyardwhichcontainsmygrave,and,bythelightofthesettingsun,markhowtheeveningbreezewavesthetallgrasswhichgrowsabovemytomb。IwascalmwhenIbeganthisletter,buttherecollectionofthesescenesmakesmeweeplikeachild。\" Aboutteninthemorning,Werthercalledhisservant,and,whilsthewasdressing,toldhimthatinafewdaysheintendedtosetoutuponajourney,andbadehimthereforelayhisclothesinorder,andpreparethemforpackingup,callinallhisaccounts,fetchhomethebookshehadlent,andgivetwomonths’paytothepoordependantswhowereaccustomedtoreceivefromhimaweeklyallowance。 Hebreakfastedinhisroom,andthenmountedhishorse,andwenttovisitthesteward,who,however,wasnotathome。Hewalkedpensivelyinthegarden,andseemedanxioustorenewalltheideasthatweremostpainfultohim。 Thechildrendidnotsufferhimtoremainalonelong。Theyfollowedhim,skippinganddancingbeforehim,andtoldhim,thatafterto-morrowandtomorrowandonedaymore,theyweretoreceivetheirChristmasgiftfromCharlotte;andtheythenrecountedallthewondersofwhichtheyhadformedideasintheirchildimaginations。 \"Tomorrowandtomorrow,\"saidhe,\"andonedaymore!\"Andhekissedthemtenderly。Hewasgoing;buttheyoungerboystoppedhim,towhispersomethinginhisear。HetoldhimthathiselderbrothershadwrittensplendidNew-Year’swishessolarge!oneforpapa,andanotherforAlbertandCharlotte,andoneforWerther; andtheyweretobepresentedearlyinthemorning,onNewYear’sDay。Thisquiteovercamehim。Hemadeeachofthechildrenapresent,mountedhishorse,lefthiscomplimentsforpapaandmamma,and,withtearsinhiseyes,rodeawayfromtheplace。 Hereturnedhomeaboutfiveo’clock,orderedhisservanttokeepuphisfire,desiredhimtopackhisbooksandlinenatthebottomofthetrunk,andtoplacehiscoatsatthetop。HethenappearstohavemadethefollowingadditiontotheletteraddressedtoCharlotte: \"Youdonotexpectme。YouthinkIwillobeyyou,andnotvisityouagaintillChristmasEve。OCharlotte,todayornever!OnChristmasEveyouwillholdthispaperinyourhand;youwilltremble,andmoistenitwithyourtears。Iwill——Imust!Oh,howhappyIfeeltobedetermined!\" Inthemeantime,Charlottewasinapitiablestateofmind。AfterherlastconversationwithWerther,shefoundhowpainfultoherselfitwouldbetodeclinehisvisits,andknewhowseverelyhewouldsufferfromtheirseparation。 Shehad,inconversationwithAlbert,mentionedcasuallythatWertherwouldnotreturnbeforeChristmasEve;andsoonafterwardAlbertwentonhorsebacktoseeapersonintheneighbourhood,withwhomhehadtotransactsomebusinesswhichwoulddetainhimallnight。 Charlottewassittingalone。Noneofherfamilywerenear,andshegaveherselfuptothereflectionsthatsilentlytookpossessionofhermind。Shewasforeverunitedtoahusbandwhoseloveandfidelityshehadproved,towhomshewasheartilydevoted,andwhoseemedtobeaspecialgiftfromHeaventoensureherhappiness。 Ontheotherhand,Wertherhadbecomedeartoher。Therewasacordialunanimityofsentimentbetweenthemfromtheveryfirsthouroftheiracquaintance,andtheirlongassociationandrepeatedinterviewshadmadeanindelibleimpressionuponherheart。Shehadbeenaccustomedtocommunicatetohimeverythoughtandfeelingwhichinterestedher,andhisabsencethreatenedtoopenavoidinherexistencewhichitmightbeimpossibletofill。Howheartilyshewishedthatshemightchangehimintoherbrother,——thatshecouldinducehimtomarryoneofherownfriends,orcouldreestablishhisintimacywithAlbert。 Shepassedallherintimatefriendsinreviewbeforehermind,butfoundsomethingobjectionableineach,andcoulddecideuponnonetowhomshewouldconsenttogivehim。 Amidalltheseconsiderationsshefeltdeeplybutindistinctlythatherownrealbutunexpressedwishwastoretainhimforherself,andherpureandamiableheartfeltfromthisthoughtasenseofoppressionwhichseemedtoforbidaprospectofhappiness。Shewaswretched:adarkcloudobscuredhermentalvision。 Itwasnowhalf-pastsixo’clock,andsheheardWerther’ssteponthestairs。Sheatoncerecognisedhisvoice,asheinquiredifshewereathome。Herheartbeataudibly——wecouldalmostsayforthefirsttime——athisarrival。Itwastoolatetodenyherself;and,asheentered,sheexclaimed,withasortofillconcealedconfusion,\"Youhavenotkeptyourword!\"\"Ipromisednothing,\"heanswered。\"Butyoushouldhavecomplied,atleastformysake,\"shecontinued。\"Iimploreyou,forbothoursakes。\" Shescarcelyknewwhatshesaidordid;andsentforsomefriends,who,bytheirpresence,mightpreventherbeingleftalonewithWerther。Heputdownsomebookshehadbroughtwithhim,thenmadeinquiriesaboutsomeothers,untilshebegantohopethatherfriendsmightarriveshortly,entertainingatthesametimeadesirethattheymightstayaway。 Atonemomentshefeltanxiousthattheservantshouldremainintheadjoiningroom,thenshechangedhermind。Werther,meanwhile,walkedimpatientlyupanddown。Shewenttothepiano,anddeterminednottoretire。Shethencollectedherthoughts,andsatdownquietlyatWerther’sside,whohadtakenhisusualplaceonthesofa。 \"Haveyoubroughtnothingtoread?\"sheinquired。Hehadnothing。 \"Thereinmydrawer,\"shecontinued,\"youwillfindyourowntranslationofsomeofthesongsofOssian。Ihavenotyetreadthem,asIhavestillhopedtohearyourecitethem;but,forsometimepast,Ihavenotbeenabletoaccomplishsuchawish。\"Hesmiled,andwentforthemanuscript,whichhetookwithashudder。 Hesatdown;and,witheyesfulloftears,hebegantoread。 \"Starofdescendingnight!fairisthylightinthewest!thouliftestthyunshornheadfromthycloud;thystepsarestatelyonthyhill。Whatdostthoubeholdintheplain?Thestormywindsarelaid。Themurmurofthetorrentcomesfromafar。Roaringwavesclimbthedistantrock。Thefliesofeveningareontheirfeeblewings:thehumoftheircourseisonthefield。Whatdostthoubehold,fairlight?Butthoudostsmileanddepart。Thewavescomewithjoyaroundthee:theybathethylovelyhair。 Farewell,thousilentbeam!LetthelightofOssian’ssoularise! \"Anditdoesariseinitsstrength!Ibeholdmydepartedfriends。 TheirgatheringisonLora,asinthedaysofotheryears。Fingalcomeslikeawaterycolumnofmist!hisheroesarearound:andseethebardsofsong,gray-hairedUllin!statelyRyno!Alpinwiththetunefulvoice:thesoftcomplaintofMinona!Howareyechanged,myfriends,sincethedaysofSelma’sfeast!whenwecontended,likegalesofspringastheyflyalongthehill,andbendbyturnsthefeeblywhistlinggrass。 \"Minonacameforthinherbeauty,withdowncastlookandtearfuleye。Herhairwasflyingslowlywiththeblastthatrushedunfrequentfromthehill。Thesoulsoftheheroesweresadwhensheraisedthetunefulvoice。OfthadtheyseenthegraveofSalgar,thedarkdwellingofwhite-bosomedColma。Colmaleftaloneonthehillwithallhervoiceofsong!Salgarpromisedtocome! butthenightdescendedaround。HearthevoiceofColma,whenshesataloneonthehill! \"Colma。Itisnight:Iamalone,forlornonthehillofstorms。 Thewindisheardonthemountain。Thetorrentishowlingdowntherock。Nohutreceivesmefromtherain:forlornonthehillofwinds! \"Risemoon!frombehindthyclouds。Starsofthenight,arise! Leadme,somelight,totheplacewheremyloverestsfromthechasealone!Hisbownearhimunstrung,hisdogspantingaroundhim!ButhereImustsitalonebytherockofthemossystream。 Thestreamandthewindroaraloud。Ihearnotthevoiceofmylove!WhydelaysmySalgar;whythechiefofthehillhispromise? Hereistherockandherethetree!hereistheroaringstream! Thoudidstpromisewithnighttobehere。Ah!whitherismySalgargone?WiththeeIwouldflyfrommyfather,withtheefrommybrotherofpride。Ourracehavelongbeenfoes:wearenotfoes,OSalgar! \"Ceasealittlewhile,Owind!stream,bethousilentawhile!letmyvoicebeheardaround!letmywandererhearme!Salgar!itisColmawhocalls。Hereisthetreeandtherock。Salgar,mylove,Iamhere!Whydelayestthouthycoming?Lo!thecalmmooncomesforth。Thefloodisbrightinthevale。Therocksaregrayonthesteep。Iseehimnotonthebrow。Hisdogscomenotbeforehimwithtidingsofhisnearapproach。HereImustsitalone! \"Wholieontheheathbesideme?Aretheymyloveandmybrother? Speaktome,Omyfriends!ToColmatheygivenoreply。Speaktome:Iamalone!Mysoulistormentedwithfears。Ah,theyaredead!Theirswordsareredfromthefight。Omybrother!mybrother!whyhastthouslainmySalgar!Why,OSalgar,hastthouslainmybrother!Dearwereyebothtome!whatshallIsayinyourpraise?Thouwertfaironthehillamongthousands!hewasterribleinfight!Speaktome!hearmyvoice!hearme,sonsofmylove!Theyaresilent!silentforever!Cold,cold,aretheirbreastsofclay!Oh,fromtherockonthehill,fromthetopofthewindysteep,speak,yeghostsofthedead!Speak,Iwillnotbeafraid!Whitherareyegonetorest?InwhatcaveofthehillshallIfindthedeparted?Nofeeblevoiceisonthegale:noanswerhalfdrownedinthestorm! \"Isitinmygrief:Iwaitformorninginmytears!Rearthetomb,yefriendsofthedead。CloseitnottillColmacome。Mylifefliesawaylikeadream。WhyshouldIstaybehind?HereshallI restwithmyfriends,bythestreamofthesoundingrock。Whennightcomesonthehillwhentheloudwindsarisemyghostshallstandintheblast,andmournthedeathofmyfriends。Thehuntershallhearfromhisbooth;heshallfear,butlovemyvoice!Forsweetshallmyvoicebeformyfriends:pleasantwereherfriendstoColma。 \"Suchwasthysong,Minona,softlyblushingdaughterofTorman。 OurtearsdescendedforColma,andoursoulsweresad!Ullincamewithhisharp;hegavethesongofAlpin。ThevoiceofAlpinwaspleasant,thesoulofRynowasabeamoffire!Buttheyhadrestedinthenarrowhouse:theirvoicehadceasedinSelma!Ullinhadreturnedonedayfromthechasebeforetheheroesfell。Heheardtheirstrifeonthehill:theirsongwassoft,butsad!TheymournedthefallofMorar,firstofmortalmen!HissoulwaslikethesoulofFingal:hisswordliketheswordofOscar。Buthefell,andhisfathermourned:hissister’seyeswerefulloftears。 Minona’seyeswerefulloftears,thesisterofcar-borneMorar。 SheretiredfromthesongofUllin,likethemooninthewest,whensheforeseestheshower,andhidesherfairheadinacloud。 ItouchedtheharpwithUllin:thesongofmorningrose! \"Ryno。Thewindandtherainarepast,calmisthenoonofday。 Thecloudsaredividedinheaven。Overthegreenhillsfliestheinconstantsun。Redthroughthestonyvalecomesdownthestreamofthehill。Sweetarethymurmurs,Ostream!butmoresweetisthevoiceIhear。ItisthevoiceofAlpin,thesonofsong,mourningforthedead!Bentishisheadofage:redhistearfuleye。Alpin,thousonofsong,whyaloneonthesilenthill?whycomplainestthou,asablastinthewoodasawaveonthelonelyshore? \"Alpin。Mytears,ORyno!areforthedeadmyvoiceforthosethathavepassedaway。Tallthouartonthehill;fairamongthesonsofthevale。ButthoushaltfalllikeMorar:themournershallsitonthytomb。Thehillsshallknowtheenomore:thybowshalllieinthyhallunstrung! \"Thouwertswift,OMorar!asaroeonthedesert:terribleasameteoroffire。Thywrathwasasthestorm。Thyswordinbattleaslightninginthefield。Thyvoicewasasastreamafterrain,likethunderondistanthills。Manyfellbythyarm:theywereconsumedintheflamesofthywrath。Butwhenthoudidstreturnfromwar,howpeacefulwasthybrow。Thyfacewaslikethesunafterrain:likethemooninthesilenceofnight:calmasthebreastofthelakewhentheloudwindislaid。 \"Narrowisthydwellingnow!darktheplaceofthineabode!WiththreestepsIcompassthygrave,Othouwhowastsogreatbefore! Fourstones,withtheirheadsofmoss,aretheonlymemorialofthee。Atreewithscarcealeaf,longgrasswhichwhistlesinthewind,marktothehunter’seyethegraveofthemightyMorar。 Morar!thouartlowindeed。Thouhastnomothertomournthee,nomaidwithhertearsoflove。Deadisshethatbroughttheeforth。FallenisthedaughterofMorglan。 \"Whoonhisstaffisthis?Whoisthiswhoseheadiswhitewithage,whoseeyesareredwithtears,whoquakesateverystep?Itisthyfather,OMorar!thefatherofnosonbutthee。Heheardofthyfameinwar,heheardoffoesdispersed。HeheardofMorar’srenown,whydidhenothearofhiswound?Weep,thoufatherofMorar!Weep,butthysonheareththeenot。Deepisthesleepofthedead,lowtheirpillowofdust。Nomoreshallhehearthyvoice,nomoreawakeatthycall。Whenshallitbemorninthegrave,tobidtheslumbererawake?Farewell,thoubravestofmen! thouconquerorinthefield!butthefieldshallseetheenomore,northedarkwoodbelightenedwiththesplendourofthysteel。 Thouhasleftnoson。Thesongshallpreservethyname。FuturetimesshallhearoftheetheyshallhearofthefallenMorar! \"Thegriefofallarose,butmosttheburstingsighofArmin。Heremembersthedeathofhisson,whofellinthedaysofhisyouth。 Carmorwasnearthehero,thechiefoftheechoingGalmal。WhyburstthesighofArmin?hesaid。Isthereacausetomourn?Thesongcomeswithitsmusictomeltandpleasethesoul。Itislikesoftmistthat,risingfromalake,poursonthesilentvale; thegreenflowersarefilledwithdew,butthesunreturnsinhisstrength,andthemistisgone。Whyartthousad,OArmin,chiefofsea-surroundedGorma? \"SadIam!norsmallismycauseofwoe!Carmor,thouhastlostnoson;thouhastlostnodaughterofbeauty。Colgarthevaliantlives,andAnnira,fairestmaid。Theboughsofthyhouseascend,OCarmor!butArministhelastofhisrace。Darkisthybed,O Daura!deepthysleepinthetomb!Whenshaltthouwakewiththysongs?withallthyvoiceofmusic? \"Arise,windsofautumn,arise:blowalongtheheath。Streamsofthemountains,roar;roar,tempestsinthegrovesofmyoaks!Walkthroughbrokenclouds,Omoon!showthypalefaceatintervals; bringtomymindthenightwhenallmychildrenfell,whenArindalthemightyfell——whenDaurathelovelyfailed。Daura,mydaughter,thouwertfair,fairasthemoononFura,whiteasthedrivensnow,sweetasthebreathinggale。Arindal,thybowwasstrong,thyspearwasswiftonthefield,thylookwaslikemistonthewave,thyshieldaredcloudinastorm!Armar,renownedinwar,cameandsoughtDaura’slove。Hewasnotlongrefused:fairwasthehopeoftheirfriends。 \"Erath,sonofOdgal,repined:hisbrotherhadbeenslainbyArmar。 Hecamedisguisedlikeasonofthesea:fairwashiscliffonthewave,whitehislocksofage,calmhisseriousbrow。Fairestofwomen,hesaid,lovelydaughterofArmin!arocknotdistantintheseabearsatreeonitsside;redshinesthefruitafar。ThereArmarwaitsforDaura。Icometocarryhislove!shewentshecalledonArmar。Noughtanswered,butthesonoftherock。Armar,mylove,mylove!whytormentestthoumewithfear?Hear,sonofArnart,hear!itisDaurawhocalleththee。Erath,thetraitor,fledlaughingtotheland。Shelifteduphervoice——shecalledforherbrotherandherfather。Arindal!Armin!nonetorelieveyou,Daura。 \"Hervoicecameoverthesea。Arindal,myson,descendedfromthehill,roughinthespoilsofthechase。Hisarrowsrattledbyhisside;hisbowwasinhishand,fivedark-graydogsattendedhissteps。HesawfierceErathontheshore;heseizedandboundhimtoanoak。Thickwindthethongsofthehidearoundhislimbs; heloadsthewindswithhisgroans。ArindalascendsthedeepinhisboattobringDauratoland。Armarcameinhiswrath,andletflythegray-featheredshaft。Itsung,itsunkinthyheart,OArindal,myson!forEraththetraitorthoudiest。Theoarisstoppedatonce:hepantedontherock,andexpired。Whatisthygrief,ODaura,whenroundthyfeetispouredthybrother’sblood。 Theboatisbrokenintwain。ArmarplungesintotheseatorescuehisDaura,ordie。Suddenablastfromahillcameoverthewaves; hesank,andherosenomore。 \"Alone,onthesea-beatrock,mydaughterwasheardtocomplain; frequentandloudwerehercries。Whatcouldherfatherdo?AllnightIstoodontheshore:Isawherbythefaintbeamofthemoon。 AllnightIheardhercries。Loudwasthewind;therainbeathardonthehill。Beforemorningappeared,hervoicewasweak;itdiedawayliketheeveningbreezeamongthegrassoftherocks。Spentwithgrief,sheexpired,andleftthee,Armin,alone。Goneismystrengthinwar,fallenmyprideamongwomen。Whenthestormsaloftarise,whenthenorthliftsthewaveonhigh,Isitbythesoundingshore,andlookonthefatalrock。 \"OftenbythesettingmoonIseetheghostsofmychildren;halfviewlesstheywalkinmournfulconferencetogether。\" AtorrentoftearswhichstreamedfromCharlotte’seyesandgaverelieftoherburstingheart,stoppedWerther’srecitation。Hethrewdownthebook,seizedherhand,andweptbitterly。Charlotteleaneduponherhand,andburiedherfaceinherhandkerchief: theagitationofbothwasexcessive。TheyfeltthattheirownfatewaspicturedinthemisfortunesofOssian’sheroes,theyfeltthistogether,andtheirtearsredoubled。WerthersupportedhisforeheadonCharlotte’sarm:shetrembled,shewishedtobegone;butsorrowandsympathylaylikealeadenweightuponhersoul。Sherecoveredherselfshortly,andbeggedWerther,withbrokensobs,toleaveher,imploredhimwiththeutmostearnestnesstocomplywithherrequest。Hetrembled;hisheartwasreadytoburst:then,takingupthebookagain,herecommencedreading,inavoicebrokenbysobs。 \"Whydostthouwakenme,Ospring?Thyvoicewoosme,exclaiming,Irefreshtheewithheavenlydews;butthetimeofmydecayisapproaching,thestormisnighthatshallwhithermyleaves。 Tomorrowthetravellershallcome,heshallcome,whobeheldmeinbeauty:hiseyeshallseekmeinthefieldaround,butheshallnotfindme。\" ThewholeforceofthesewordsfellupontheunfortunateWerther。 Fullofdespair,hethrewhimselfatCharlotte’sfeet,seizedherhands,andpressedthemtohiseyesandtohisforehead。Anapprehensionofhisfatalprojectnowstruckherforthefirsttime。Hersenseswerebewildered:sheheldhishands,pressedthemtoherbosom;and,leaningtowardhimwithemotionsofthetenderestpity,herwarmcheektouchedhis。Theylostsightofeverything。Theworlddisappearedfromtheireyes。Heclaspedherinhisarms,strainedhertohisbosom,andcoveredhertremblinglipswithpassionatekisses。\"Werther!\"shecriedwithafaintvoice,turningherselfaway;\"Werther!\"and,withafeeblehand,shepushedhimfromher。Atlength,withthefirmvoiceofvirtue,sheexclaimed,\"Werther!\"Heresistednot,but,tearinghimselffromherarms,fellonhiskneesbeforeher。Charlotterose,and,withdisorderedgrief,inmingledtonesofloveandresentment,sheexclaimed,\"Itisthelasttime,Werther!Youshallneverseemeanymore!\"Then,castingonelast,tenderlookuponherunfortunatelover,sherushedintotheadjoiningroom,andlockedthedoor。Wertherheldouthisarms,butdidnotdaretodetainher。Hecontinuedontheground,withhisheadrestingonthesofa,forhalfanhour,tillheheardanoisewhichbroughthimtohissenses。Theservantentered。Hethenwalkedupanddowntheroom;and,whenhewasagainleftalone,hewenttoCharlotte’sdoor,and,inalowvoice,said,\"Charlotte,Charlotte!butonewordmore,onelastadieu!\"Shereturnednoanswer。Hestopped,andlistenedandentreated;butallwassilent。Atlengthhetorehimselffromtheplace,crying,\"Adieu,Charlotte,adieuforever!\" Wertherrantothegateofthetown。Theguards,whoknewhim,lethimpassinsilence。Thenightwasdarkandstormy,——itrainedandsnowed。Hereachedhisowndoorabouteleven。Hisservant,althoughseeinghimenterthehousewithouthishat,didnotventuretosayanything;and;asheundressedhismaster,hefoundthathisclotheswerewet。Hishatwasafterwardfoundonthepointofarockoverhangingthevalley;anditisinconceivablehowhecouldhaveclimbedtothesummitonsuchadark,tempestuousnightwithoutlosinghislife。 Heretiredtobed,andslepttoalatehour。Thenextmorninghisservant,uponbeingcalledtobringhiscoffee,foundhimwriting。 Hewasadding,toCharlotte,whatwehereannex。 \"Forthelast,lasttimeIopentheseeyes。Alas!theywillbeholdthesunnomore。Itiscoveredbyathick,impenetrablecloud。 Yes,Nature!putonmourning:yourchild,yourfriend,yourlover,drawsnearhisend!Thisthought,Charlotte,iswithoutparallel; andyetitseemslikeamysteriousdreamwhenIrepeat——thisismylastday!Thelast!Charlotte,nowordcanadequatelyexpressthisthought。Thelast!To-dayIstanderectinallmystrengthto-morrow,coldandstark,Ishalllieextendedupontheground。 Todie!whatisdeath?Wedobutdreaminourdiscourseuponit。 Ihaveseenmanyhumanbeingsdie;but,sostraitenedisourfeeblenature,wehavenoclearconceptionofthebeginningortheendofourexistence。AtthismomentIammyown——orratherIamthine,thine,myadored!andthenextweareparted,severed—— perhapsforever!No,Charlotte,no!HowcanI,howcanyou,beannihilated?Weexist。Whatisannihilation?Amereword,anunmeaningsoundthatfixesnoimpressiononthemind。Dead,Charlotte!laidinthecoldearth,inthedarkandnarrowgrave! Ihadafriendoncewhowaseverythingtomeinearlyyouth。 Shedied。Ifollowedherhearse;Istoodbyhergravewhenthecoffinwaslowered;andwhenIheardthecreakingofthecordsastheywereloosenedanddrawnup,whenthefirstshovelfulofearthwasthrownin,andthecoffinreturnedahollowsound,whichgrewfainterandfaintertillallwascompletelycoveredover,Ithrewmyselfontheground;myheartwassmitten,grieved,shattered,rent——butIneitherknewwhathadhappened,norwhatwastohappentome。Death!thegrave!Iunderstandnotthewords。 ——Forgive,oh,forgiveme!Yesterday——ah,thatdayshouldhavebeenthelastofmylife!Thouangel!forthefirsttimeinmyexistence,Ifeltraptureglowwithinmyinmostsoul。Sheloves,shelovesme!Stillburnsuponmylipsthesacredfiretheyreceivedfromthine。Newtorrentsofdelightoverwhelmmysoul。 Forgiveme,oh,forgive! \"IknewthatIwasdeartoyou;Isawitinyourfirstentrancinglook,knewitbythefirstpressureofyourhand;butwhenIwasabsentfromyou,whenIsawAlbertatyourside,mydoubtsandfearsreturned。 \"Doyouremembertheflowersyousentme,when,atthatcrowdedassembly,youcouldneitherspeaknorextendyourhandtome? HalfthenightIwasonmykneesbeforethoseflowers,andI regardedthemasthepledgesofyourlove;butthoseimpressionsgrewfainter,andwereatlengtheffaced。 \"Everythingpassesaway;butawholeeternitycouldnotextinguishthelivingflamewhichwasyesterdaykindledbyyourlips,andwhichnowburnswithinme。Shelovesme!Thesearmshaveencircledherwaist,theselipshavetrembleduponhers。Sheismine!Yes,Charlotte,youaremineforever! \"AndwhatdotheymeanbysayingAlbertisyourhusband?Hemaybesoforthisworld;andinthisworlditisasintoloveyou,towishtotearyoufromhisembrace。Yes,itisacrime;andI sufferthepunishment,butIhaveenjoyedthefulldelightofmysin。Ihaveinhaledabalmthathasrevivedmysoul。Fromthishouryouaremine;yes,Charlotte,youaremine!Igobeforeyou。IgotomyFatherandtoyourFather。Iwillpouroutmysorrowsbeforehim,andhewillgivemecomforttillyouarrive。ThenwillIflytomeetyou。Iwillclaimyou,andremainyoureternalembrace,inthepresenceoftheAlmighty。 \"Idonotdream,Idonotrave。Drawingnearertothegravemyperceptionsbecomeclearer。Weshallexist;weshallseeeachotheragain;weshallbeholdyourmother;Ishallbeholdher,andexposetohermyinmostheart。Yourmother——yourimage!\" Abouteleveno’clockWertheraskedhisservantifAlberthadreturned。Heanswered,\"Yes;\"forhehadseenhimpassonhorseback: uponwhichWerthersenthimthefollowingnote,unsealed: \"Besogoodastolendmeyourpistolsforajourney。Adieu。\" Charlottehadsleptlittleduringthepastnight。Allherapprehensionswererealisedinawaythatshecouldneitherforeseenoravoid。Herbloodwasboilinginherveins,andathousandpainfulsensationsrentherpureheart。WasittheardourofWerther’spassionateembracesthatshefeltwithinherbosom?Wasitangerathisdaring?Wasitthesadcomparisonofherpresentconditionwithformerdaysofinnocence,tranquillity,andself-confidence?Howcouldsheapproachherhusband,andconfessascenewhichshehadnoreasontoconceal,andwhichsheyetfelt,nevertheless,unwillingtoavow?Theyhadpreservedsolongasilencetowardeachotherandshouldshebethefirsttobreakitbysounexpectedadiscovery?ShefearedthatthemerestatementofWerther’svisitwouldtroublehim,andhisdistresswouldbeheightenedbyherperfectcandour。Shewishedthathecouldseeherinhertruelight,andjudgeherwithoutprejudice; butwassheanxiousthatheshouldreadherinmostsoul?Ontheotherhand,couldshedeceiveabeingtowhomallherthoughtshadeverbeenexposedasclearlyascrystal,andfromwhomnosentimenthadeverbeenconcealed?Thesereflectionsmadeheranxiousandthoughtful。HermindstilldweltonWerther,whowasnowlosttoher,butwhomshecouldnotbringherselftoresign,andforwhomsheknewnothingwasleftbutdespairifsheshouldbelosttohimforever。 ArecollectionofthatmysteriousestrangementwhichhadlatelysubsistedbetweenherselfandAlbert,andwhichshecouldneverthoroughlyunderstand,wasnowbeyondmeasurepainfultoher。 Eventheprudentandthegoodhavebeforenowhesitatedtoexplaintheirmutualdifferences,andhavedweltinsilenceupontheirimaginarygrievances,untilcircumstanceshavebecomesoentangled,thatinthatcriticaljuncture,whenacalmexplanationwouldhavesavedallparties,anunderstandingwasimpossible。Andthusifdomesticconfidencehadbeenearlierestablishedbetweenthem,ifloveandkindforbearancehadmutuallyanimatedandexpandedtheirhearts,itmightnot,perhaps,evenyethavebeentoolatetosaveourfriend。 Butwemustnotforgetoneremarkablecircumstance。WemayobservefromthecharacterofWerther’scorrespondence,thathehadneveraffectedtoconcealhisanxiousdesiretoquitthisworld。HehadoftendiscussedthesubjectwithAlbert; and,betweenthelatterandCharlotte,ithadnotunfrequentlyformedatopicofconversation。Albertwassoopposedtotheveryideaofsuchanaction,that,withadegreeofirritationunusualinhim,hehadmorethanoncegivenWerthertounderstandthathedoubtedtheseriousnessofhisthreats,andnotonlyturnedthemintoridicule,butcausedCharlottetosharehisfeelingsofincredulity。Herheartwasthustranquillisedwhenshefeltdisposedtoviewthemelancholysubjectinaseriouspointofview,thoughshenevercommunicatedtoherhusbandtheapprehensionsshesometimesexperienced。 Albert,uponhisreturn,wasreceivedbyCharlottewithill-concealedembarrassment。Hewashimselfoutofhumour;hisbusinesswasunfinished;andhehadjustdiscoveredthattheneighbouringofficialwithwhomhehadtodeal,wasanobstinateandnarrow-mindedpersonage。Manythingshadoccurredtoirritatehim。 Heinquiredwhetheranythinghadhappenedduringhisabsence,andCharlottehastilyansweredthatWertherhadbeenthereontheeveningpreviously。Hetheninquiredforhisletters,andwasansweredthatseveralpackageshadbeenleftinhisstudy。Hethereonretired,leavingCharlottealone。 Thepresenceofthebeingshelovedandhonouredproducedanewimpressiononherheart。Therecollectionofhisgenerosity,kindness,andaffectionhadcalmedheragitation:asecretimpulsepromptedhertofollowhim;shetookherworkandwenttohisstudy,aswasoftenhercustom。Hewasbusilyemployedopeningandreadinghisletters。Itseemedasifthecontentsofsomeweredisagreeable。Sheaskedsomequestions:hegaveshortanswers,andsatdowntowrite。 Severalhourspassedinthismanner,andCharlotte’sfeelingsbecamemoreandmoremelancholy。Shefelttheextremedifficultyofexplainingtoherhusband,underanycircumstances,theweightthatlayuponherheart;andherdepressionbecameeverymomentgreater,inproportionassheendeavouredtohidehergrief,andtoconcealhertears。 ThearrivalofWerther’sservantoccasionedherthegreatestembarrassment。HegaveAlbertanote,whichthelattercoldlyhandedtohiswife,saying,atthesametime,\"Givehimthepistols。 Iwishhimapleasantjourney,\"headded,turningtotheservant。 ThesewordsfelluponCharlottelikeathunderstroke:sherosefromherseathalf-fainting,andunconsciousofwhatshedid。Shewalkedmechanicallytowardthewall,tookdownthepistolswithatremblinghand,slowlywipedthedustfromthem,andwouldhavedelayedlonger,hadnotAlberthastenedhermovementsbyanimpatientlook。Shethendeliveredthefatalweaponstotheservant,withoutbeingabletoutteraword。Assoonashehaddeparted,shefoldedupherwork,andretiredatoncetoherroom,herheartovercomewiththemostfearfulforebodings。Sheanticipatedsomedreadfulcalamity。Shewasatonemomentonthepointofgoingtoherhusband,throwingherselfathisfeet,andacquaintinghimwithallthathadhappenedonthepreviousevening,thatshemightacknowledgeherfault,andexplainherapprehensions;thenshesawthatsuchastepwouldbeuseless,asshewouldcertainlybeunabletoinduceAlberttovisitWerther。Dinnerwasserved;andakindfriendwhomshehadpersuadedtoremainassistedtosustaintheconversation,whichwascarriedonbyasortofcompulsion,tilltheeventsofthemorningwereforgotten。 WhentheservantbroughtthepistolstoWerther,thelatterreceivedthemwithtransportsofdelightuponhearingthatCharlottehadgiventhemtohimwithherownhand。Heatesomebread,dranksomewine,senthisservanttodinner,andthensatdowntowriteasfollows: \"Theyhavebeeninyourhandsyouwipedthedustfromthem。I kissthemathousandtimes——youhavetouchedthem。Yes,Heavenfavoursmydesign,andyou,Charlotte,providemewiththefatalinstruments。Itwasmydesiretoreceivemydeathfromyourhands,andmywishisgratified。Ihavemadeinquiriesofmyservant。 Youtrembledwhenyougavehimthepistols,butyoubademenoadieu。Wretched,wretchedthatIam——notonefarewell!Howcouldyoushutyourheartagainstmeinthathourwhichmakesyoumineforever?Charlotte,agescannoteffacetheimpression——I feelyoucannothatethemanwhosopassionatelylovesyou!\" Afterdinnerhecalledhisservant,desiredhimtofinishthepackingup,destroyedmanypapers,andthenwentouttopaysometriflingdebts。Hesoonreturnedhome,thenwentoutagain,notwithstandingtherain,walkedforsometimeinthecount’sgarden,andafterwardproceededfartherintothecountry。Towardeveninghecamebackoncemore,andresumedhiswriting。 \"Wilhelm,Ihaveforthelasttimebeheldthemountains,theforests,andthesky。Farewell!Andyou,mydearestmother,forgiveme! Consoleher,Wilhelm。Godblessyou!Ihavesettledallmyaffairs!Farewell!Weshallmeetagain,andbehappierthanever。\" \"Ihaverequitedyoubadly,Albert;butyouwillforgiveme。I havedisturbedthepeaceofyourhome。Ihavesoweddistrustbetweenyou。Farewell!Iwillendallthiswretchedness。Andoh,thatmydeathmayrenderyouhappy!Albert,Albert!makethatangelhappy,andtheblessingofHeavenbeuponyou!\" Hespenttherestoftheeveninginarranginghispapers:hetoreandburnedagreatmany;othershesealedup,anddirectedtoWilhelm。Theycontainedsomedetachedthoughtsandmaxims,someofwhichIhaveperused。Atteno’clockheorderedhisfiretobemadeup,andabottleofwinetobebroughttohim。Hethendismissedhisservant,whoseroom,aswellastheapartmentsoftherestofthefamily,wassituatedinanotherpartofthehouse。 Theservantlaydownwithoutundressing,thathemightbethesoonerreadyforhisjourneyinthemorning,hismasterhavinginformedhimthatthepost-horseswouldbeatthedoorbeforesixo’clock。 \"Pasteleveno’clock!Allissilentaroundme,andmysouliscalm。Ithankthee,OGod,thatthoubestoweststrengthandcourageuponmeintheselastmoments!Iapproachthewindow,mydearestoffriends;andthroughtheclouds,whichareatthismomentdrivenrapidlyalongbytheimpetuouswinds,Ibeholdthestarswhichilluminetheeternalheavens。No,youwillnotfall,celestialbodies:thehandoftheAlmightysupportsbothyouandme!IhavelookedforthelasttimeupontheconstellationoftheGreaterBear:itismyfavouritestar;forwhenIbadeyoufarewellatnight,Charlotte,andturnedmystepsfromyourdoor,italwaysshoneuponme。WithwhatrapturehaveIattimesbeheldit!HowoftenhaveIimploreditwithupliftedhandstowitnessmyfelicity! andevenstill——Butwhatobjectisthere,Charlotte,whichfailstosummonupyourimagebeforeme?Doyounotsurroundmeonallsides?andhaveInot,likeachild,treasuredupeverytriflewhichyouhaveconsecratedbyyourtouch? \"Yourprofile,whichwassodeartome,Ireturntoyou;andI prayyoutopreserveit。ThousandsofkisseshaveIimprinteduponit,andathousandtimeshasitgladdenedmyheartondepartingfromandreturningtomyhome。 \"Ihaveimploredyourfathertoprotectmyremains。Atthecornerofthechurchyard,lookingtowardthefields,therearetwolime-trees——thereIwishtolie。Yourfathercan,anddoubtlesswill,dothismuchforhisfriend。Imploreitofhim。ButperhapspiousChristianswillnotchoosethattheirbodieschouldbeburiednearthecorpseofapoor,unhappywretchlikeme。Thenletmebelaidinsomeremotevalley,ornearthehighway,wherethepriestandLevitemayblessthemselvesastheypassbymytomb,whilsttheSamaritanwillshedatearformyfate。 \"See,Charlotte,Idonotshuddertotakethecoldandfatalcup,fromwhichIshalldrinkthedraughtofdeath。Yourhandpresentsittome,andIdonottremble。All,allisnowconcluded:thewishesandthehopesofmyexistencearefulfilled。Withcold,unflinchinghandIknockatthebrazenportalsofDeath。Oh,thatIhadenjoyedtheblissofdyingforyou!howgladlywouldIhavesacrificedmyselfforyou;Charlotte!AndcouldIbutrestorepeaceandjoytoyourbosom,withwhatresolution,withwhatjoy,wouldInotmeetmyfate!Butitisthelotofonlyachosenfewtoshedtheirbloodfortheirfriends,andbytheirdeathtoaugment,athousandtimes,thehappinessofthosebywhomtheyarebeloved。 Iwish,Charlotte,tobeburiedinthedressIwearatpresent: ithasbeenrenderedsacredbyyourtouch。Ihavebeggedthisfavourofyourfather。Myspiritsoarsabovemysepulchre。I donotwishmypocketstobesearched。TheknotofpinkribbonwhichyouworeonyourbosomthefirsttimeIsawyou,surroundedbythechildren——Oh,kissthemathousandtimesforme,andtellthemthefateoftheirunhappyfriend!IthinkIseethemplayingaroundme。Thedearchildren!HowwarmlyhaveIbeenattachedtoyou,Charlotte!SincethefirsthourIsawyou,howimpossiblehaveIfoundittoleaveyou。Thisribbonmustbeburiedwithme:itwasapresentfromyouonmybirthday。Howconfuseditallappears!LittledidIthenthinkthatIshouldjourneythisroad。Butpeace!Iprayyou,peace! \"Theyareloaded——theclockstrikestwelve。Isayamen。 Charlotte,Charlotte!farewell,farewell!\" Aneighboursawtheflash,andheardthereportofthepistol; but,aseverythingremainedquiet,hethoughtnomoreofit。 Inthemorning,atsixo’clock,theservantwentintoWerther’sroomwithacandle。Hefoundhismasterstretcheduponthefloor,welteringinhisblood,andthepistolsathisside。Hecalled,hetookhiminhisarms,butreceivednoanswer。Lifewasnotyetquiteextinct。Theservantranforasurgeon,andthenwenttofetchAlbert。Charlotteheardtheringingofthebell:acoldshudderseizedher。Shewakenedherhusband,andtheybothrose。 Theservant,bathedintearsfalteredforththedreadfulnews。 CharlottefellsenselessatAlbert’sfeet。 WhenthesurgeoncametotheunfortunateWerther,hewasstilllyingonthefloor;andhispulsebeat,buthislimbswerecold。 Thebullet,enteringtheforehead,overtherighteye,hadpenetratedtheskull。Aveinwasopenedinhisrightarm:thebloodcame,andhestillcontinuedtobreathe。 >Fromthebloodwhichflowedfromthechair,itcouldbeinferredthathehadcommittedtherashactsittingathisbureau,andthatheafterwardfelluponthefloor。Hewasfoundlyingonhisbacknearthewindow。Hewasinfull-dresscostume。 Thehouse,theneighbourhood,andthewholetownwereimmediatelyincommotion。Albertarrived。TheyhadlaidWertheronthebed: hisheadwasboundup,andthepalenessofdeathwasuponhisface。 Hislimbsweremotionless;buthestillbreathed,atonetimestrongly,thenweaker——hisdeathwasmomentlyexpected。 Hehaddrunkonlyoneglassofthewine。\"EmiliaGalotti\"layopenuponhisbureau。 IshallsaynothingofAlbert’sdistress,orofCharlotte’sgrief。 Theoldstewardhastenedtothehouseimmediatelyuponhearingthenews:heembracedhisdyingfriendamidafloodoftears。Hiseldestboyssoonfollowedhimonfoot。Inspeechlesssorrowtheythrewthemselvesontheirkneesbythebedside,andkissedhishandsandface。Theeldest,whowashisfavourite,hungoverhimtillheexpired;andeventhenhewasremovedbyforce。Attwelveo’clockWertherbreathedhislast。Thepresenceofthesteward,andtheprecautionshehadadopted,preventedadisturbance;andthatnight,atthehourofeleven,hecausedthebodytobeinterredintheplacewhichWertherhadselectedforhimself。 Thestewardandhissonsfollowedthecorpsetothegrave。Albertwasunabletoaccompanythem。Charlotte’slifewasdespairedof。 Thebodywascarriedbylabourers。Nopriestattended。