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类别:其他 作者:Joseph Conrad字数:28147更新时间:19/01/03 14:16:15
Mr。NicholasB。remainsformetheunfortunateandmiserable(butheroic)beingwhoonceuponatimehadeatenadog。 ItisagoodfortyyearssinceIheardthetale,andtheeffecthasnotwornoffyet。Ibelievethisistheveryfirst,say,realistic,storyIheardinmylife;butallthesameIdon’tknowwhyIshouldhavebeensofrightfullyimpressed。OfcourseIknowwhatourvillagedogslooklike——butstill……No!Atthisveryday,recallingthehorrorandcompassionofmychildhood,IaskmyselfwhetherIamrightindisclosingtoacoldandfastidiousworldthatawfulepisodeinthefamilyhistory。Iaskmyself——isitright?——especiallyastheB。familyhadalwaysbeenhonourablyknowninawidecountry-sideforthedelicacyoftheirtastesinthematterofeatinganddrinking。 Butuponthewhole,andconsideringthatthisgastronomicaldegradationovertakingagallantyoungofficerliesreallyatthedooroftheGreatNapoleon,Ithinkthattocoveritupbysilencewouldbeanexaggerationofliteraryrestraint。Letthetruthstandhere。TheresponsibilityrestswiththeManofSt。 HelenainviewofhisdeplorablelevityintheconductoftheRussiancampaign。ItwasduringthememorableretreatfromMoscowthatMr。NicholasB。,incompanyoftwobrotherofficers—— astowhosemoralityandnaturalrefinementIknownothing—— baggedadogontheoutskirtsofavillageandsubsequentlydevouredhim。AsfarasIcanremembertheweaponusedwasacavalrysabre,andtheissueofthesportingepisodewasrathermoreofamatteroflifeanddeaththanifithadbeenanencounterwithatiger。ApicketofCossackswassleepinginthatvillagelostinthedepthsofthegreatLithuanianforest。 Thethreesportsmenhadobservedthemfromahiding-placemakingthemselvesverymuchathomeamongstthehutsjustbeforetheearlywinterdarknesssetinatfouro’clock。Theyhadobservedthemwithdisgustandperhapswithdespair。Lateinthenighttherashcounselsofhungerovercamethedictatesofprudence。 CrawlingthroughthesnowtheycreptuptothefenceofdrybrancheswhichgenerallyenclosesavillageinthatpartofLithuania。Whattheyexpectedtogetandinwhatmanner,andwhetherthisexpectationwasworththerisk,goodnessonlyknows。 However,theseCossackparties,inmostcaseswanderingwithoutanofficer,wereknowntoguardthemselvesbadlyandoftennotatall。Inaddition,thevillagelyingatagreatdistancefromthelineofFrenchretreat,theycouldnotsuspectthepresenceofstragglersfromtheGrandArmy。Thethreeofficershadstrayedawayinablizzardfromthemaincolumnandhadbeenlostfordaysinthewoods,whichexplainssufficientlytheterriblestraitstowhichtheywerereduced。Theirplanwastotryandattracttheattentionofthepeasantsinthatoneofthehutswhichwasnearesttotheenclosure;butastheywerepreparingtoventureintotheveryjawsofthelion,sotospeak,adog(itismightystrangethattherewasbutone),acreaturequiteasformidableunderthecircumstancesasalion,begantobarkontheothersideofthefence…… Atthisstageofthenarrative,whichIheardmanytimes(byrequest)fromthelipsofCaptainNicholasB。’ssister-in-law,mygrandmother,Iusedtotremblewithexcitement。 Thedogbarked。AndifhehaddonenomorethanbarkthreeofficersoftheGreatNapoleon’sarmywouldhaveperishedhonourablyonthepointsofCossack’slances,orperchanceescapingthechasewouldhavedieddecentlyofstarvation。Butbeforetheyhadtimetothinkofrunningaway,thatfatalandrevoltingdog,beingcarriedawaybytheexcessofhiszeal,dashedoutthroughagapinthefence。Hedashedoutanddied。 Hishead,Iunderstand,wasseveredatoneblowfromhisbody。I understandalsothatlateron,withinthegloomysolitudesofthesnow-ladenwoods,when,inashelteringhollow,afirehadbeenlitbytheparty,theconditionofthequarrywasdiscoveredtobedistinctlyunsatisfactory。Itwasnotthin——onthecontrary,itseemedunhealthilyobese;itsskinshowedbarepatchesofanunpleasantcharacter。However,theyhadnotkilledthatdogforthesakeofthepelt。Hewaslarge……Hewaseaten……Therestissilence…… Asilenceinwhichasmallboyshuddersandsaysfirmly: \"Icouldnothaveeatenthatdog。\" Andhisgrandmotherremarkswithasmile: \"Perhapsyoudon’tknowwhatitistobehungry。\" Ihavelearnedsomethingofitsince。NotthatIhavebeenreducedtoeatdog。Ihavefedontheemblematicalanimal,which,inthelanguageofthevolatileGauls,iscalledlavacheenragee;Ihavelivedonancientsaltjunk,Iknowthetasteofshark,oftrepang,ofsnake,ofnondescriptdishescontainingthingswithoutaname——butoftheLithuanianvillagedog——never! IwishittobedistinctlyunderstoodthatitisnotIbutmygrand-uncleNicholas,ofthePolishlandedgentry,ChevalierdelaLegiond’Honneur,&c。&c。,who,inhisyoungdays,hadeatentheLithuaniandog。 Iwishhehadnot。Thechildishhorrorofthedeedclingsabsurdlytothegrizzledman。Iamperfectlyhelplessagainstit。Stillifhereallyhadto,letuscharitablyrememberthathehadeatenhimonactiveservice,whilebearingupbravelyagainstthegreatestmilitarydisasterofmodernhistory,and,inamanner,forthesakeofhiscountry。Hehadeatenhimtoappeasehishungernodoubt,butalsoforthesakeofanunappeasableandpatrioticdesire,intheglowofagreatfaiththatlivesstill,andinthepursuitofagreatillusionkindledlikeafalsebeaconbyagreatmantoleadastraytheeffortofabravenation。 Propatria! Lookedatinthatlightitappearsasweetanddecorousmeal。 Andlookedatinthesamelightmyowndietoflavacheenrageeappearsafatuousandextravagantformofself-indulgence;forwhyshouldI,thesonofalandwhichsuchmenasthesehaveturnedupwiththeirploughsharesandbedewedwiththeirblood,undertakethepursuitoffantasticmealsofsaltjunkandhardtackuponthewideseas?Onthekindestviewitseemsanunanswerablequestion。Alas!Ihavetheconvictionthattherearemenofunstainedrectitudewhoarereadytomurmurscornfullytheworddesertion。Thusthetasteofinnocentadventuremaybemadebittertothepalate。Thepartoftheinexplicableshouldbeallowedforinappraisingtheconductofmeninaworldwherenoexplanationisfinal。Nochargeoffaithlessnessoughttobelightlyuttered。Theappearancesofthisperishablelifearedeceptivelikeeverythingthatfallsunderthejudgmentofourimperfectsenses。Theinnervoicemayremaintrueenoughinitssecretcounsel。Thefidelitytoaspecialtraditionmaylastthroughtheeventsofanunrelatedexistence,followingfaithfullytoothetracedwayofaninexplicableimpulse。 Itwouldtaketoolongtoexplaintheintimateallianceofcontradictionsinhumannaturewhichmakesloveitselfwearattimesthedesperateshapeofbetrayal。Andperhapsthereisnopossibleexplanation。Indulgence——assomebodysaid——isthemostintelligentofallthevirtues。Iventuretothinkthatitisoneoftheleastcommon,ifnotthemostuncommonofall。I wouldnotimplybythisthatmenarefoolish——orevenmostmen。 Farfromit。Thebarberandthepriest,backedbythewholeopinionofthevillage,condemnedjustlytheconductoftheingenioushidalgowho,sallyingforthfromhisnativeplace,broketheheadofthemuleteer,puttodeathaflockofinoffensivesheep,andwentthroughverydolefulexperiencesinacertainstable。Godforbidthatanunworthychurlshouldescapemeritedcensurebyhangingontothestirrup-leatherofthesublimecaballero。Hiswasaverynoble,averyunselfishfantasy,fitfornothingexcepttoraisetheenvyofbasermortals。Butthereismorethanoneaspecttothecharmofthatexaltedanddangerousfigure。He,too,hadhisfrailties。Afterreadingsomanyromanceshedesirednaivelytoescapewithhisverybodyfromtheintolerablerealityofthings。HewishedtomeeteyetoeyethevalorousgiantBrandabarbaran,LordofArabia,whosearmourismadeoftheskinofadragon,andwhoseshield,strappedtohisarm,isthegateofafortifiedcity。O amiableandnaturalweakness!Oblessedsimplicityofagentleheartwithoutguile!Whowouldnotsuccumbtosuchaconsolingtemptation?Neverthelessitwasaformofself-indulgence,andtheingenioushidalgoofLaManchawasnotagoodcitizen。Thepriestandthebarberwerenotunreasonableintheirstrictures。 WithoutgoingsofarastheoldKingLouis-Philippe,whousedtosayinhisexile,\"Thepeopleareneverinfault\"——onemayadmitthattheremustbesomerighteousnessintheassentofawholevillage。Mad!Mad!Hewhokeptinpiousmeditationtheritualvigil-of-armsbythewellofaninnandkneltreverentlytobeknightedatdaybreakbythefat,slyrogueofalandlord,hascomeverynearperfection。Heridesforth,hisheadencircledbyahalo——thepatronsaintofalllivesspoiledorsavedbytheirresistiblegraceofimagination。Buthewasnotagoodcitizen。 Perhapsthatandnothingelsewasmeantbythewell-rememberedexclamationofmytutor。 Itwasinthejollyyear1873,theverylastyearinwhichIhavehadajollyholiday。Therehavebeenidleyearsafterwards,jollyenoughinawayandnotaltogetherwithouttheirlesson,butthisyearofwhichIspeakwastheyearofmylastschoolboyholiday。ThereareotherreasonswhyIshouldrememberthatyear,buttheyaretoolongtostateformallyinthisplace。 Moreovertheyhavenothingtodowiththatholiday。WhathastodowiththeholidayisthatbeforethedayonwhichtheremarkwasmadewehadseenVienna,theUpperDanube,Munich,theFallsoftheRhine,theLakeofConstance——infactitwasamemorableholidayoftravel。OflatewehadbeentrampingslowlyuptheValleyoftheReuss。Itwasadelightfultime。Itwasmuchmorelikeastrollthanatramp。LandingfromaLakeofLucernesteamerinFluellen,wefoundourselvesattheendofthesecondday,withtheduskovertakingourleisurelyfootsteps,alittlewaybeyondHospenthal。Thisisnotthedayonwhichtheremarkwasmade:intheshadowsofthedeepvalleyandwiththehabitationsofmenleftsomewaybehind,ourthoughtsrannotupontheethicsofconductbutuponthesimplerhumanproblemofshelterandfood。Theredidnotseemanythingofthekindinsight,andwewerethinkingofturningbackwhensuddenlyatabendoftheroadwecameuponabuilding,ghostlyinthetwilight。 AtthattimetheworkontheSt。GothardTunnelwasgoingon,andthatmagnificententerpriseofburrowingwasdirectlyresponsiblefortheunexpectedbuilding,standingallaloneupontheveryrootsofthemountains。Itwaslongthoughnotbigatall;itwaslow;itwasbuiltofboards,withoutornamentation,inbarrack-hutstyle,withthewhitewindow-framesquiteflushwiththeyellowfaceofitsplainfront。Andyetitwasanhotel;ithadevenanamewhichIhaveforgotten。Buttherewasnogold- laceddoor-keeperatitshumbledoor。Aplainbutvigorousservant-girlansweredourinquiries,thenamanandwomanwhoownedtheplaceappeared。Itwasclearthatnotravellerswereexpected,orperhapsevendesired,inthisstrangehostelry,whichinitsseverestyleresembledthehousewhichsurmountstheunseaworthy-lookinghullsofthetoyNoah’sArks,theuniversalpossessionofEuropeanchildhood。However,itsroofwasnothingedanditwasnotfulltothebrimofslabsidedandpaintedanimalsofwood。Eventhelivetouristanimalwasnowhereinevidence。Wehadsomethingtoeatinalong,narrowroomatoneendofalong,narrowtable,which,tomytiredperceptionandtomysleepyeyes,seemedasifitwouldtiltuplikeasee-sawplank,sincetherewasnooneattheotherendtobalanceitagainstourtwodustyandtravel-stainedfigures。Thenwehastenedupstairstobedinaroomsmellingofpineplanks,andI wasfastasleepbeforemyheadtouchedthepillow。 Inthemorningmytutor(hewasastudentoftheCracowUniversity)wokemeupearly,andasweweredressingremarked: \"Thereseemstobealotofpeoplestayinginthishotel。Ihaveheardanoiseoftalkinguptill11o’clock?\"Thisstatementsurprisedme;Ihadheardnonoisewhatever,havingsleptlikeatop。 Wewentdownstairsintothelongandnarrowdining-roomwithitslongandnarrowtable。Thereweretworowsofplatesonit。Atoneofthemanyuncurtainedwindowsstoodatallbonymanwithabaldheadsetoffbyabunchofblackhairaboveeachearandwithalongblackbeard。Heglancedupfromthepaperhewasreadingandseemedgenuinelyastonishedatourintrusion。By- and-bymoremencamein。Notoneofthemlookedlikeatourist。 Notasinglewomanappeared。Thesemenseemedtoknoweachotherwithsomeintimacy,butIcannotsaytheywereaverytalkativelot。Thebald-headedmansatdowngravelyattheheadofthetable。Itallhadtheairofafamilyparty。By-and-by,fromoneofthevigorousservant-girlsinnationalcostume,wediscoveredthattheplacewasreallyaboarding-houseforsomeEnglishengineersengagedattheworksoftheSt。GothardTunnel; andIcouldlistenmyfilltothesoundsoftheEnglishlanguage,asfarasitisusedatabreakfast-tablebymenwhodonotbelieveinwastingmanywordsonthemereamenitiesoflife。 ThiswasmyfirstcontactwithBritishmankindapartfromthetouristkindseeninthehotelsofZurichandLucerne——thekindwhichhasnorealexistenceinaworkadayworld。Iknownowthatthebald-headedmanspokewithastrongScotchaccent。Ihavemetmanyofhiskindsince,bothashoreandafloat。Thesecondengineerofthesteamer\"Mavis\",forinstance,oughttohavebeenhistwinbrother。Icannothelpthinkingthathereallywas,thoughforsomereasonsofhisownheassuredmethatheneverhadatwinbrother。Anywaythedeliberatebald-headedScotwiththecoal-blackbeardappearedtomyboyisheyesaveryromanticandmysteriousperson。 Weslippedoutunnoticed。Ourmapped-outrouteledovertheFurcaPasstowardstheRhoneGlacier,withthefurtherintentionoffollowingdownthetrendoftheHasliValley。Thesunwasalreadydecliningwhenwefoundourselvesonthetopofthepass,andtheremarkalludedtowaspresentlyuttered。 Wesatdownbythesideoftheroadtocontinuetheargumentbegunhalfamileorsobefore。IamcertainitwasanargumentbecauseIrememberperfectlyhowmytutorarguedandhowwithoutthepowerofreplyIlistenedwithmyeyesfixedobstinatelyontheground。Astirontheroadmademelookup——andthenIsawmyunforgettableEnglishman。Thereareacquaintancesoflateryears,familiars,shipmates,whomIrememberlessclearly。Hemarchedrapidlytowardstheeast(attendedbyahang-dogSwissguide)withthemienofanardentandfearlesstraveller。Hewascladinaknickerbockersuit,butasatthesametimeheworeshortsocksunderhislacedboots,forreasonswhichwhetherhygienicorconscientiousweresurelyimaginative,hiscalvesexposedtothepublicgazeandtothetonicairofhighaltitudes,dazzledthebeholderbythesplendouroftheirmarble- likeconditionandtheirrichtoneofyoungivory。Hewastheleaderofasmallcaravan。Thelightofaheadlong,exaltedsatisfactionwiththeworldofmenandthesceneryofmountainsilluminedhisclean-cut,veryredface,hisshort,silver-whitewhiskers,hisinnocentlyeagerandtriumphanteyes。Inpassinghecastaglanceofkindlycuriosityandafriendlygleamofbig,sound,shinyteethtowardsthemanandtheboysittinglikedustytrampsbytheroadside,withamodestknapsacklyingattheirfeet。Hiswhitecalvestwinkledsturdily,theuncouthSwissguidewithasurlymouthstalkedlikeanunwillingbearathiselbow;asmalltrainofthreemulesfollowedinsinglefiletheleadofthisinspiringenthusiast。Twoladiesrodepastonebehindtheother,butfromthewaytheysatIsawonlytheircalm,uniformbacks,andthelongendsofblueveilshangingbehindfardownovertheiridenticalhat-brims。Histwodaughterssurely。Anindustriousluggage-mule,withunstarchedearsandguardedbyaslouching,sallowdriver,broughtuptherear。Mytutor,afterpausingforalookandafaintsmile,resumedhisearnestargument。 Itellyouitwasamemorableyear!OnedoesnotmeetsuchanEnglishmantwiceinalifetime。Washeinthemysticorderingofcommoneventstheambassadorofmyfuture,sentouttoturnthescaleatacriticalmomentonthetopofanAlpinepass,withthepeaksoftheBerneseOberlandformuteandsolemnwitnesses?Hisglance,hissmile,theunextinguishableandcomicardourofhisstriving-forwardappearancehelpedmetopullmyselftogether。 ItmustbestatedthatonthatdayandintheexhilaratingatmosphereofthatelevatedspotIhadbeenfeelingutterlycrushed。ItwastheyearinwhichIhadfirstspokenaloudofmydesiretogotosea。Atfirstlikethosesoundsthat,rangingoutsidethescaletowhichmen’searsareattuned,remaininaudibletooursenseofhearing,thisdeclarationpassedunperceived。Itwasasifithadnotbeen。Lateron,bytryingvarioustonesImanagedtoarousehereandthereasurprisedmomentaryattention——the\"Whatwasthatfunnynoise?\"sortofinquiry。Lateronitwas——\"Didyouhearwhatthatboysaid? Whatanextraordinaryoutbreak!\"Presentlyawaveofscandalisedastonishment(itcouldnothavebeengreaterifIhadannouncedtheintentionofenteringaCarthusianmonastery)ebbingoutoftheeducationalandacademicaltownofCracowspreaditselfoverseveralprovinces。Itspreaditselfshallowbutfar-reaching。 Itstirredupamassofremonstrance,indignation,pityingwonder,bitterironyanddownrightchaff。Icouldhardlybreatheunderitsweight,andcertainlyhadnowordsforananswer。 PeoplewonderedwhatMr。T。B。woulddonowwithhisworryingnephewand,Idaresay,hopedkindlythathewouldmakeshortworkofmynonsense。 WhathedidwastocomedownallthewayfromUkrainetohaveitoutwithmeandtojudgebyhimself,unprejudiced,impartialandjust,takinghisstandonthegroundofwisdomandaffection。AsfarasispossibleforaboywhosepowerofexpressionisstillunformedIopenedthesecretofmythoughtstohimandheinreturnallowedmeaglimpseintohismindandheart;thefirstglimpseofaninexhaustibleandnobletreasureofclearthoughtandwarmfeeling,whichthroughlifewastobeminetodrawuponwithanever-deceivedloveandconfidence。Practically,afterseveralexhaustiveconversations,heconcludedthathewouldnothavemelateronreproachhimforhavingspoiledmylifebyanunconditionalopposition。ButImusttaketimeforseriousreflection。AndImustnotonlythinkofmyselfbutofothers; weightheclaimsofaffectionandconscienceagainstmyownsincerityofpurpose。\"Thinkwellwhatitallmeansinthelargerissues,myboy,\"heexhortedmefinallywithspecialfriendliness。\"Andmeantimetrytogetthebestplaceyoucanattheyearlyexaminations。\" Thescholasticyearcametoanend。Itookafairlygoodplaceattheexams。,whichforme(forcertainreasons)happenedtobeamoredifficulttaskthanforotherboys。InthatrespectI couldenterwithagoodconscienceuponthatholidaywhichwaslikealongvisitpourprendrecongeofthemainlandofoldEuropeIwastoseesolittleofforthenextfourandtwentyyears。Such,however,wasnottheavowedpurposeofthattour。 Itwasrather,Isuspect,plannedinordertodistractandoccupymythoughtsinotherdirections。Nothinghadbeensaidformonthsofmygoingtosea。Butmyattachmenttomyyoungtutorandhisinfluenceovermeweresowellknownthathemusthavereceivedaconfidentialmissiontotalkmeoutofmyromanticfolly。Itwasanexcellentlyappropriatearrangement,asneitherhenorIhadeverhadasingleglimpseoftheseainourlives。 Thatwastocomeby-and-byforbothofusinVenice,fromtheoutershoreofLido。MeantimehehadtakenhismissiontoheartsowellthatIbegantofeelcrushedbeforewereachedZurich。 Hearguedinrailwaytrains,inlakesteamboats,hehadarguedawayformetheobligatorysunriseontheRighi,byJove!Ofhisdevotiontohisunworthypupiltherecanbenodoubt。Hehadproveditalreadybytwoyearsofunremittingandarduouscare。 Icouldnothatehim。Buthehadbeencrushingmeslowly,andwhenhestartedtoargueonthetopoftheFurcaPasshewasperhapsnearerasuccessthaneitherheorIimagined。I listenedtohimindespairingsilence,feelingthatghostly,unrealisedanddesiredseaofmydreamsescapefromtheunnervedgripofmywill。 TheenthusiasticoldEnglishmanhadpassed——andtheargumentwenton。WhatrewardcouldIexpectfromsuchalifeattheendofmyyears,eitherinambition,honourorconscience?Anunanswerablequestion。ButIfeltnolongercrushed。Thenoureyesmetandagenuineemotionwasvisibleinhisaswellasinmine。Theendcameallatonce。Hepickeduptheknapsacksuddenlyandgotontohisfeet。 \"Youareanincorrigible,hopelessDonQuixote。That’swhatyouare。\" Iwassurprised。Iwasonlyfifteenanddidnotknowwhathemeantexactly。ButIfeltvaguelyflatteredatthenameoftheimmortalknightturningupinconnectionwithmyownfolly,assomepeoplewouldcallittomyface。Alas!Idon’tthinktherewasanythingtobeproudof。Minewasnotthestufftheprotectorsofforlorndamsels,theredressersofthisworld’swrongsaremadeof;andmytutorwasthemantoknowthatbest。 Therein,inhisindignation,hewassuperiortothebarberandthepriestwhenheflungatmeanhonourednamelikeareproach。 Iwalkedbehindhimforfullfiveminutes;thenwithoutlookingbackhestopped。TheshadowsofdistantpeakswerelengtheningovertheFurcaPass。WhenIcameuptohimheturnedtomeandinfullviewoftheFinster-Aarhorn,withhisbandofgiantbrothersrearingtheirmonstrousheadsagainstabrilliantsky,puthishandonmyshoulderaffectionately。 \"Well!That’senough。Wewillhavenomoreofit。\" Andindeedtherewasnomorequestionofmymysteriousvocationbetweenus。Therewastobenomorequestionofitatall,nowhereorwithanyone。WebeganthedescentoftheFurcaPassconversingmerrily。Elevenyearslater,monthformonth,IstoodonTowerHillonthestepsoftheSt。Katherine’sDockhouse,amasterintheBritishMerchantService。ButthemanwhoputhishandonmyshoulderatthetopoftheFurcaPasswasnolongerliving。 ThatveryyearofourtravelshetookhisdegreeofthePhilosophicalFaculty——andonlythenhistruevocationdeclareditself。Obedienttothecallheenteredatonceuponthefour- yearcourseoftheMedicalSchools。Adaycamewhen,onthedeckofashipmooredinCalcutta,Iopenedalettertellingmeoftheendofanenviableexistence。HehadmadeforhimselfapracticeinsomeobscurelittletownofAustrianGalicia。Andtheletterwentontotellmehowallthebereavedpoorofthedistrict,ChristiansandJewsalike,hadmobbedthegooddoctor’scoffinwithsobsandlamentationsattheverygateofthecemetery。 Howshorthisyearsandhowclearhisvision!Whatgreaterrewardinambition,honourandconsciencecouldhehavehopedtowinforhimselfwhen,onthetopoftheFurcaPass,hebademelookwelltotheendofmyopeninglife。 ChapterIII。 ThedevouringinadismalforestofalucklessLithuaniandogbymygrand-uncleNicholasB。incompanyoftwoothermilitaryandfamishedscarecrows,symbolised,tomychildishimagination,thewholehorroroftheretreatfromMoscowandtheimmoralityofaconqueror’sambition。AnextremedistasteforthatobjectionableepisodehastingedtheviewsIholdastothecharacterandachievementsofNapoleontheGreat。Ineednotsaythattheseareunfavourable。Itwasmorallyreprehensibleforthatgreatcaptaintoinduceasimple-mindedPolishgentlemantoeatdogbyraisinginhisbreastafalsehopeofnationalindependence。Ithasbeenthefateofthatcredulousnationtostarveforupwardsofahundredyearsonadietoffalsehopesand——well——dog。Itis,whenonethinksofit,asingularlypoisonousregimen。Someprideinthenationalconstitutionwhichhassurvivedalongcourseofsuchdishesisreallyexcusable。Butenoughofgeneralising。Returningtoparticulars,Mr。NicholasB。confidedtohissister-in-law(mygrandmother)inhismisanthropicallylaconicmannerthatthissupperinthewoodshadbeennearly\"thedeathofhim。\"Thisisnotsurprising。Whatsurprisesmeisthatthestorywaseverheardof;forgrand-uncleNicholasdifferedinthisfromthegeneralityofmilitarymenofNapoleon’stime(andperhapsofalltime),thathedidnotliketotalkofhiscampaigns,whichbeganatFriedlandandendedsomewhereintheneighbourhoodofBar-le-Duc。HisadmirationofthegreatEmperorwasunreservedineverythingbutexpression。 Likethereligionofearnestmen,itwastooprofoundasentimenttobedisplayedbeforeaworldoflittlefaith。Apartfromthatheseemedascompletelydevoidofmilitaryanecdotesasthoughhehadhardlyeverseenasoldierinhislife。Proudofhisdecorationsearnedbeforehewastwenty-five,herefusedtoweartheribbonsatthebuttonholeinthemannerpractisedtothisdayinEuropeandevenwasunwillingtodisplaytheinsigniaonfestiveoccasions,asthoughhewishedtoconcealtheminthefearofappearingboastful。\"ItisenoughthatIhavethem,\"heusedtomutter。Inthecourseofthirtyyearstheywereseenonhisbreastonlytwice——atanauspiciousmarriageinthefamilyandatthefuneralofanoldfriend。ThattheweddingwhichwasthushonouredwasnottheweddingofmymotherIlearnedonlylateinlife,toolatetobearagrudgeagainstMr。NicholasB。,whomadeamendsatmybirthbyalongletterofcongratulationcontainingthefollowingprophecy:\"Hewillseebettertimes。\" Eveninhisembitteredhearttherelivedahope。Buthewasnotatrueprophet。 Hewasamanofstrangecontradictions。Livingformanyyearsinhisbrother’shouse,thehomeofmanychildren,ahousefulloflife,ofanimation,noisywithaconstantcomingandgoingofmanyguests,hekepthishabitsofsolitudeandsilence。 Consideredasobstinatelysecretiveinallhispurposes,hewasinrealitythevictimofamostpainfulirresolutioninallmattersofcivillife。Underhistaciturn,phlegmaticbehaviourwashiddenafacultyofshort-livedpassionateanger。Isuspecthehadnotalentfornarrative;butitseemedtoaffordhimsombresatisfactiontodeclarethathewasthelastmantorideoverthebridgeoftheriverElsterafterthebattleofLeipsic。 Lestsomeconstructionfavourabletohisvalourshouldbeputonthefacthecondescendedtoexplainhowitcametopass。ItseemsthatshortlyaftertheretreatbeganhewassentbacktothetownwheresomedivisionsoftheFrenchArmy(andamongstthemthePolishcorpsofPrinceJosephPoniatowski),jammedhopelesslyinthestreets,werebeingsimplyexterminatedbythetroopsoftheAlliedPowers。WhenaskedwhatitwaslikeinthereMr。NicholasB。mutteredtheonlyword\"Shambles。\"HavingdeliveredhismessagetothePrincehehastenedawayatoncetorenderanaccountofhismissiontothesuperiorwhohadsenthim。Bythattimetheadvanceoftheenemyhadenvelopedthetown,andhewasshotatfromhousesandchasedallthewaytotheriverbankbyadisorderlymobofAustrianDragoonsandPrussianHussars。Thebridgehadbeenminedearlyinthemorningandhisopinionwasthatthesightofthehorsemenconvergingfrommanysidesinthepursuitofhispersonalarmedtheofficerincommandofthesappersandcausedtheprematurefiringofthecharges。Hehadnotgonemorethan200yardsontheothersidewhenheheardthesoundofthefatalexplosions。Mr。NicholasB。 concludedhisbaldnarrativewiththeword\"Imbecile\"utteredwiththeutmostdeliberation。Ittestifiedtohisindignationatthelossofsomanythousandsoflives。Buthisphlegmaticphysiognomylightedupwhenhespokeofhisonlywound,withsomethingresemblingsatisfaction。Youwillseethattherewassomereasonforitwhenyoulearnthathewaswoundedintheheel。\"LikehisMajestytheEmperorNapoleonhimself,\"heremindedhishearerswithassumedindifference。Therecanbenodoubtthattheindifferencewasassumed,ifonethinkswhatverydistinguishedsortofwounditwas。Inallthehistoryofwarfarethereare,Ibelieve,onlythreewarriorspubliclyknowntohavebeenwoundedintheheel——AchillesandNapoleon——demi- godsindeed——towhomthefamilialpietyofanunworthydescendantaddsthenameofthesimplemortal,NicholasB。 TheHundredDaysfoundMr。NicholasB。stayingwithadistantrelativeofours,ownerofasmallestateinGalicia。HowhegotthereacrossthebreadthofanarmedEuropeandafterwhatadventuresIamafraidwillneverbeknownnow。Allhispapersweredestroyedshortlybeforehisdeath;butiftherewasamongstthem,asheaffirmed,aconciserecordofhislife,thenIamprettysureitdidnottakeupmorethanahalf-sheetoffoolscaporso。ThisrelativeofourshappenedtobeanAustrianofficer,whohadlefttheserviceafterthebattleofAusterlitz。UnlikeMr。NicholasB。,whoconcealedhisdecorations,helikedtodisplayhishonourabledischargeinwhichhewasmentionedasunschreckbar(fearless)beforetheenemy。Noconjunctioncouldseemmoreunpromising,yetitstandsinthefamilytraditionthatthesetwogotonverywelltogetherintheirruralsolitude。 WhenaskedwhetherhehadnotbeensorelytemptedduringtheHundredDaystomakehiswayagaintoFranceandjointheserviceofhisbelovedEmperor,Mr。NicholasB。usedtomutter:\"Nomoney。Nohorse。Toofartowalk。\" ThefallofNapoleonandtheruinofnationalhopesaffectedadverselythecharacterofMr。NicholasB。Heshrankfromreturningtohisprovince。Butforthattherewasalsoanotherreason。Mr。NicholasB。andhisbrother——mymaternalgrandfather——hadlosttheirfatherearly,whiletheywerequitechildren。Theirmother,youngstillandleftverywelloff,marriedagainamanofgreatcharmandofanamiabledispositionbutwithoutapenny。Heturnedoutanaffectionateandcarefulstepfather;itwasunfortunatethoughthatwhiledirectingtheboys’educationandformingtheircharacterbywisecounselhedidhisbesttogetholdofthefortunebybuyingandsellinglandinhisownnameandinvestingcapitalinsuchamannerastocoverupthetracesoftherealownership。Itseemsthatsuchpracticescanbesuccessfulifoneischarmingenoughtodazzleone’sownwifepermanentlyandbraveenoughtodefythevainterrorsofpublicopinion。Thecriticaltimecamewhentheelderoftheboysonattaininghismajorityintheyear1811askedfortheaccountsandsomepartatleastoftheinheritancetobeginlifeupon。Itwasthenthatthestepfatherdeclaredwithcalmfinalitythattherewerenoaccountstorenderandnopropertytoinherit。Thewholefortunewashisveryown。Hewasverygood- naturedabouttheyoungman’smisapprehensionofthetruestateofaffairs,butofcoursefeltobligedtomaintainhispositionfirmly。Oldfriendscameandwentbusily,voluntarymediatorsappearedtravellingonmosthorribleroadsfromthemostdistantcornersofthethreeprovinces;andtheMarshaloftheNobility(ex-officioguardianofallwell-bornorphans)calledameetingoflandownersto\"ascertaininafriendlywayhowthemisunderstandingbetweenXandhisstepsonshadarisenanddevisepropermeasurestoremovethesame。\"AdeputationtothateffectvisitedX,whotreatedthemtoexcellentwines,butabsolutelyrefusedhiseartotheirremonstrances。Astotheproposalsforarbitrationhesimplylaughedatthem;yetthewholeprovincemusthavebeenawarethatfourteenyearsbefore,whenhemarriedthewidow,allhisvisiblefortuneconsisted(apartfromhissocialqualities)inasmartfour-horseturn-outwithtwoservants,withwhomhewentaboutvisitingfromhousetohouse; andastoanyfundshemighthavepossessedatthattimetheirexistencecouldonlybeinferredfromthefactthathewasverypunctualinsettlinghismodestlossesatcards。Butbythemagicpowerofstubbornandconstantassertion,therewerefoundpresently,hereandthere,peoplewhomumbledthatsurely\"theremustbesomethinginit。\"However,onhisnextname-day(whichheusedtocelebratebyagreatthree-days’shooting-party),ofalltheinvitedcrowdonlytwogueststurnedup,distantneighboursofnoimportance;onenotoriouslyafool,andtheotheraverypiousandhonestpersonbutsuchapassionateloverofthegunthatonhisownconfessionhecouldnothaverefusedaninvitationtoashooting-partyfromthedevilhimself。Xmetthismanifestationofpublicopinionwiththeserenityofanunstainedconscience。Herefusedtobecrushed。Yethemusthavebeenamanofdeepfeeling,because,whenhiswifetookopenlythepartofherchildren,helosthisbeautifultranquillity,proclaimedhimselfheart-brokenanddroveheroutofthehouse,neglectinginhisgrieftogiveherenoughtimetopackhertrunks。 Thiswasthebeginningofalawsuit,anabominablemarvelofchicane,whichbytheuseofeverylegalsubterfugewasmadetolastformanyyears。Itwasalsotheoccasionforadisplayofmuchkindnessandsympathy。Alltheneighbouringhousesflewopenforthereceptionofthehomeless。Neitherlegalaidnormaterialassistanceintheprosecutionofthesuitwaseverwanting。X,onhisside,wentaboutsheddingtearspubliclyoverhisstepchildren’singratitudeandhiswife’sblindinfatuation; butasatthesametimehedisplayedgreatclevernessintheartofconcealingmaterialdocuments(hewasevensuspectedofhavingburntalotofhistoricallyinterestingfamilypapers),thisscandalouslitigationhadtobeendedbyacompromiselestworseshouldbefall。Itwassettledfinallybyasurrender,outofthedisputedestate,infullsatisfactionofallclaims,oftwovillageswiththenamesofwhichIdonotintendtotroublemyreaders。Afterthislameandimpotentconclusionneitherthewifenorthestepsonshadanythingtosaytothemanwhohadpresentedtheworldwithsuchasuccessfulexampleofself-helpbasedoncharacter,determinationandindustry;andmygreat- grandmother,herhealthcompletelybrokendown,diedacoupleofyearslaterinCarlsbad。Legallysecuredbyadecreeinthepossessionofhisplunder,Xregainedhiswontedserenityandwentonlivingintheneighbourhoodinacomfortablestyleandinapparentpeaceofmind。Hisbigshootswerefairlywellattendedagain。Hewasnevertiredofassuringpeoplethatheborenogrudgeforwhatwaspast;heprotestedloudlyofhisconstantaffectionforhiswifeandstepchildren。ItwastruehesaidthattheyhadtriedtheirbesttostriphimasnakedasaTurkishsaintinthedeclineofhisdays;andbecausehehaddefendedhimselffromspoliation,asanybodyelseinhisplacewouldhavedone,theyhadabandonedhimnowtothehorrorsofasolitaryoldage。Nevertheless,hisloveforthemsurvivedthesecruelblows。 Andtheremighthavebeensometruthinhisprotestations。Verysoonhebegantomakeoverturesoffriendshiptohiseldeststepson,mymaternalgrandfather;andwhenthesewereperemptorilyrejectedhewentonrenewingthemagainandagainwithcharacteristicobstinacy。Foryearshepersistedinhiseffortsatreconciliation,promisingmygrandfathertoexecuteawillinhisfavourifheonlywouldbefriendsagaintotheextentofcallingnowandthen(itwasfairlycloseneighbourhoodfortheseparts,fortymilesorso),orevenofputtinginanappearanceforthegreatshootonthename-day。Mygrandfatherwasanardentloverofeverysport。Histemperamentwasasfreefromhardnessandanimosityascanbeimagined。Pupiloftheliberal-mindedBenedictineswhodirectedtheonlypublicschoolofsomestandingtheninthesouth,hehadalsoreaddeeplytheauthorsoftheeighteenthcentury。InhimChristiancharitywasjoinedtoaphilosophicalindulgenceforthefailingsofhumannature。Butthememoryofthesemiserablyanxiousearlyyears,hisyoungman’syearsrobbedofallgenerousillusionsbythecynicismofthesordidlawsuit,stoodinthewayofforgiveness。 Heneversuccumbedtothefascinationofthegreatshoot;andX,hisheartsettothelastonreconciliationwiththedraftofthewillreadyforsignaturekeptbyhisbedside,diedintestate。 Thefortunethusacquiredandaugmentedbyawiseandcarefulmanagementpassedtosomedistantrelativeswhomhehadneverseenandwhoevendidnotbearhisname。 MeantimetheblessingofgeneralpeacedescendeduponEurope。 Mr。NicholasB。,biddinggood-byetohishospitablerelative,the\"fearless\"Austrianofficer,departedfromGalicia,andwithoutgoingnearhisnativeplace,wheretheodiouslawsuitwasstillgoingon,proceededstraighttoWarsawandenteredthearmyofthenewlyconstitutedPolishkingdomunderthesceptreofAlexanderI。,AutocratofalltheRussias。 Thiskingdom,createdbytheViennaCongressasanacknowledgmenttoanationofitsformerindependentexistence,includedonlythecentralprovincesoftheoldPolishpatrimony。AbrotheroftheEmperor,theGrandDukeConstantine(Pavlovitch),itsViceroyandCommander-in-Chief,marriedmorganaticallytoaPolishladytowhomhewasfiercelyattached,extendedthisaffectiontowhathecalled\"MyPoles\"inacapriciousandsavagemanner。Sallowincomplexion,withaTartarphysiognomyandfiercelittleeyes,hewalkedwithhisfistsclenched,hisbodybentforward,dartingsuspiciousglancesfromunderanenormouscockedhat。Hisintelligencewaslimitedandhissanityitselfwasdoubtful。Thehereditarytaintexpresseditself,inhiscase,notbymysticleaningsasinhistwobrothers,AlexanderandNicholas(intheirvariousways,foronewasmysticallyliberalandtheothermysticallyautocratic),butbythefuryofanuncontrollabletemperwhichgenerallybrokeoutindisgustingabuseontheparadeground。Hewasapassionatemilitaristandanamazingdrill-master。HetreatedhisPolishArmyasaspoiledchildtreatsafavouritetoy,exceptthathedidnottakeittobedwithhimatnight。Itwasnotsmallenoughforthat。Butheplayedwithitalldayandeveryday,delightinginthevarietyofprettyuniformsandinthefunofincessantdrilling。Thischildishpassion,notforwarbutformeremilitarism,achievedadesirableresult。ThePolishArmy,initsequipment,initsarmamentandinitsbattlefieldefficiency,asthenunderstood,became,bytheendoftheyear1830,afirst-ratetacticalinstrument。Polishpeasantry(notserfs)servedintheranksbyenlistment,andtheofficersbelongedmainlytothesmallernobility。Mr。NicholasB。,withhisNapoleonicrecord,hadnodifficultyinobtainingalieutenancy,butthepromotioninthePolishArmywasslow,because,beingaseparateorganisation,ittooknopartinthewarsoftheRussianEmpireagainstPersiaorTurkey。Itsfirstcampaign,againstRussiaitself,wastobeitslast。In1831,ontheoutbreakoftheRevolution,Mr。NicholasB。wastheseniorcaptainofhisregiment。Sometimebeforehehadbeenmadeheadoftheremountestablishmentquarteredoutsidethekingdominoursouthernprovinces,whencealmostallthehorsesforthePolishcavalryweredrawn。ForthefirsttimesincehewentawayfromhomeattheageofeighteentobeginhismilitarylifebythebattleofFriedland,Mr。NicholasB。 breathedtheairofthe\"Border,\"hisnativeair。Unkindfatewaslyinginwaitforhimamongstthescenesofhisyouth。AtthefirstnewsoftherisinginWarsawalltheremountestablishment,officers,vets。,andtheverytroopers,wereputpromptlyunderarrestandhurriedoffinabodybeyondtheDniepertothenearesttowninRussiaproper。FromtheretheyweredispersedtothedistantpartsoftheEmpire。OnthisoccasionpoorMr。NicholasB。penetratedintoRussiamuchfartherthanheeverdidinthetimesofNapoleonicinvasion,ifmuchlesswillingly。Astrakhanwashisdestination。Heremainedtherethreeyears,allowedtoliveatlargeinthetownbuthavingtoreporthimselfeverydayatnoontothemilitarycommandant,whousedtodetainhimfrequentlyforapipeandachat。ItisdifficulttoformajustideaofwhatachatwithMr。NicholasB。couldhavebeenlike。Theremusthavebeenmuchcompressedrageunderhistaciturnity,forthecommandantcommunicatedtohimthenewsfromthetheatreofwarandthisnewswassuchasitcouldbe,thatis,verybadforthePoles。 Mr。NicholasB。receivedthesecommunicationswithoutwardphlegm,buttheRussianshowedawarmsympathyforhisprisoner。 \"AsasoldiermyselfIunderstandyourfeelings。You,ofcourse,wouldliketobeinthethickofit。Byheavens!Iamfondofyou。IfitwerenotforthetermsofthemilitaryoathIwouldletyougoonmyownresponsibility。Whatdifferencecoulditmaketous,onemoreorlessofyou?\" Atothertimeshewonderedwithsimplicity。 \"Tellme,NicholasStepanovitch\"——(mygreat-grandfather’snamewasStephenandthecommandantusedtheRussianformofpoliteaddress)——\"tellmewhyisitthatyouPolesarealwayslookingfortrouble?WhatelsecouldyouexpectfromrunningupagainstRussia?\" Hewascapable,too,ofphilosophicalreflections。 \"LookatyourNapoleonnow。Agreatman。ThereisnodenyingitthathewasagreatmanaslongashewascontenttothrashthoseGermansandAustriansandallthosenations。Butno!HemustgotoRussialookingfortrouble,andwhat’stheconsequence?Suchasyouseeme,IhaverattledthissabreofmineonthepavementsofParis。\" AfterhisreturntoPolandMr。NicholasB。describedhimasa\"worthymanbutstupid,\"wheneverhecouldbeinducedtospeakoftheconditionsofhisexile。DecliningtheoptionofferedhimtoentertheRussianArmyhewasretiredwithonlyhalfthepensionofhisrank。Hisnephew(myuncleandguardian)toldmethatthefirstlastingimpressiononhismemoryasachildoffourwasthegladexcitementreigninginhisparents’houseonthedaywhenMr。NicholasB。arrivedhomefromhisdetentioninRussia。 Everygenerationhasitsmemories。ThefirstmemoriesofMr。 NicholasB。mighthavebeenshapedbytheeventsofthelastpartitionofPoland,andhelivedlongenoughtosufferfromthelastarmedrisingin1863,aneventwhichaffectedthefutureofallmygenerationandhascolouredmyearliestimpressions。Hisbrother,inwhosehousehehadshelteredforsomeseventeenyearshismisanthropicaltimiditybeforethecommonestproblemsoflife,havingdiedintheearlyfifties,Mr。NicholasB。hadtoscrewhiscourageuptothesticking-pointandcometosomedecisionastothefuture。Afteralongandagonisinghesitationhewaspersuadedatlasttobecomethetenantofsomefifteenhundredacresoutoftheestateofafriendintheneighbourhood。 Thetermsoftheleasewereveryadvantageous,buttheretiredsituationofthevillageandaplaincomfortablehouseingoodrepairwere,Ifancy,thegreatestinducements。Helivedtherequietlyforabouttenyears,seeingveryfewpeopleandtakingnopartinthepubliclifeoftheprovince,suchasitcouldbeunderanarbitrarybureaucratictyranny。Hischaracterandhispatriotismwereabovesuspicion;buttheorganisersoftherisingintheirfrequentjourneysupanddowntheprovincescrupulouslyavoidedcomingnearhishouse。Itwasgenerallyfeltthatthereposeoftheoldman’slastyearsoughtnottobedisturbed。 Evensuchintimatesasmypaternalgrandfather,acomrade-in-armsduringNapoleon’sMoscowcampaignandlateronafellow-officerinthePolishArmy,refrainedfromvisitinghiscronyasthedateoftheoutbreakapproached。Mypaternalgrandfather’stwosonsandhisonlydaughterwerealldeeplyinvolvedintherevolutionarywork;hehimselfwasofthattypeofPolishsquirewhoseonlyidealofpatrioticactionwasto\"getintothesaddleanddrivethemout。\"Butevenheagreedthat\"dearNicholasmustnotbeworried。\"Allthisconsideratecautiononthepartoffriends,bothconspiratorsandothers,didnotpreventMr。 NicholasB。beingmadetofeelthemisfortunesofthatill-omenedyear。 Lessthanforty-eighthoursafterthebeginningoftherebellioninthatpartofthecountry,asquadronofscoutingCossackspassedthroughthevillageandinvadedthehomestead。Mostofthemremainedformedbetweenthehouseandthestables,whileseveral,dismounting,ransackedthevariousoutbuildings。Theofficerincommand,accompaniedbytwomen,walkeduptothefrontdoor。Alltheblindsonthatsideweredown。Theofficertoldtheservantwhoreceivedhimthathewantedtoseehismaster。Hewasansweredthatthemasterwasawayfromhome,whichwasperfectlytrue。 Ifollowherethetaleastoldafterwardsbytheservanttomygrand-uncle’sfriendsandrelatives,andasIhavehearditrepeated。 OnreceivingthisanswertheCossackofficer,whohadbeenstandingintheporch,steppedintothehouse。 \"Whereisthemastergone,then?\" \"OurmasterwenttoJ——\"(thegovernmenttownsomefiftymilesoff),\"thedaybeforeyesterday。\" \"Thereareonlytwohorsesinthestables。Wherearetheothers?\" \"Ourmasteralwaystravelswithhisownhorses\"(meaning:notbypost)。\"Hewillbeawayaweekormore。HewaspleasedtomentiontomethathehadtoattendtosomebusinessintheCivilCourt。\" Whiletheservantwasspeakingtheofficerlookedaboutthehall。 Therewasadoorfacinghim,adoortotherightandadoortotheleft。Theofficerchosetoentertheroomontheleftandorderedtheblindstobepulledup。ItwasMr。NicholasB。’sstudywithacoupleoftallbookcases,somepicturesonthewalls,andsoon。Besidesthebigcentretable,withbooksandpapers,therewasaquitesmallwriting-tablewithseveraldrawers,standingbetweenthedoorandthewindowinagoodlight;andatthistablemygrand-uncleusuallysateithertoreadorwrite。 Onpullinguptheblindtheservantwasstartledbythediscoverythatthewholemalepopulationofthevillagewasmassedinfront,tramplingdowntheflower-beds。Therewerealsoafewwomenamongstthem。Hewasgladtoobservethevillagepriest(oftheOrthodoxChurch)comingupthedrive。Thegoodmaninhishastehadtuckeduphiscassockashighasthetopofhisboots。 Theofficerhadbeenlookingatthebacksofthebooksinthebookcases。Thenheperchedhimselfontheedgeofthecentre- tableandremarkedeasily: \"Yourmasterdidnottakeyoutotownwithhim,then。\" \"Iamtheheadservantandheleavesmeinchargeofthehouse。 It’sastrong,youngchapthattravelswithourmaster。If——Godforbid——therewassomeaccidentontheroadhewouldbeofmuchmoreusethanI。\" Glancingthroughthewindowhesawthepriestarguingvehementlyinthethickofthecrowd,whichseemedsubduedbyhisinterference。Threeorfourmen,however,weretalkingwiththeCossacksatthedoor。 \"Andyoudon’tthinkyourmasterhasgonetojointherebelsmaybe——eh?\"askedtheofficer。 \"Ourmasterwouldbetoooldforthatsurely。He’swelloverseventyandhe’sgettingfeebletoo。It’ssomeyearsnowsincehe’sbeenonhorsebackandhecan’twalkmucheithernow。\" Theofficersatthereswinginghisleg,veryquietandindifferent。BythattimethepeasantswhohadbeentalkingwiththeCossacktroopersatthedoorhadbeenpermittedtogetintothehall。Oneortwomoreleftthecrowdandfollowedthemin。 Theywereseveninallandamongstthemtheblacksmith,anex- soldier。Theservantappealeddeferentiallytotheofficer。 \"Won’tyourhonourbepleasedtotellthepeopletogobacktotheirhomes?Whatdotheywanttopushthemselvesintothehouselikethisfor?It’snotproperforthemtobehavelikethiswhileourmaster’sawayandIamresponsibleforeverythinghere。\" Theofficeronlylaughedalittle,andafterawhileinquired: \"Haveyouanyarmsinthehouse?\" \"Yes。Wehave。Someoldthings。\" \"Bringthemall,here,ontothistable。\" Theservantmadeanotherattempttoobtainprotection。 \"Won’tyourhonourtellthesechaps……?\" Buttheofficerlookedathiminsilenceinsuchawaythathegaveitupatonceandhurriedofftocallthepantry-boytohelphimcollectthearms。Meantimetheofficerwalkedslowlythroughalltheroomsinthehouse,examiningthemattentivelybuttouchingnothing。Thepeasantsinthehallfellbackandtookofftheircapswhenhepassedthrough。Hesaidnothingwhatevertothem。Whenhecamebacktothestudyallthearmstobefoundinthehousewerelyingonthetable。Therewasapairofbigflint-lockholsterpistolsfromNapoleonictimes,twocavalryswords,oneoftheFrenchtheotherofthePolishArmypattern,withafowling-pieceortwo。 Theofficer,openingthewindow,flungoutpistols,swordsandguns,oneafteranother,andhistroopersrantopickthemup。 Thepeasantsinthehall,encouragedbyhismanner,hadstolenafterhimintothestudy。Hegavenottheslightestsignofbeingconsciousoftheirexistenceand,hisbusinessbeingapparentlyconcluded,strodeoutofthehousewithoutaword。 Directlyheleft,thepeasantsinthestudyputontheircapsandbegantosmileateachother。 TheCossacksrodeaway,passingthroughtheyardsofthehomefarmstraightintothefields。Thepriest,stillarguingwiththepeasants,movedgraduallydownthedriveandhisearnesteloquencewasdrawingthesilentmobafterhim,awayfromthehouse。ThisjusticemustberenderedtotheparishpriestsoftheGreekChurchthat,strangerstothecountryastheywere(beingalldrawnfromtheinteriorofRussia),themajorityofthemusedsuchinfluenceastheyhadovertheirflocksinthecauseofpeaceandhumanity。Truetothespiritoftheircalling,theytriedtosoothethepassionsoftheexcitedpeasantryandopposedrapineandviolencewhenevertheycould,withalltheirmight。Andthisconducttheypursuedagainsttheexpresswishesoftheauthorities。LateronsomeofthemweremadetosufferforthisdisobediencebybeingremovedabruptlytothefarnorthorsentawaytoSiberianparishes。 Theservantwasanxioustogetridofthefewpeasantswhohadgotintothehouse。Whatsortofconductwasthat,heaskedthem,towardsamanwhowasonlyatenant,hadbeeninvariablygoodandconsideratetothevillagersforyears;andonlytheotherdayhadagreedtogiveuptwomeadowsfortheuseofthevillageherd?Heremindedthem,too,ofMr。NicholasB。’sdevotiontothesickinthetimeofcholera。Everywordofthiswastrueandsofareffectivethatthefellowsbegantoscratchtheirheadsandlookirresolute。Thespeakerthenpointedatthewindow,exclaiming:\"Look!there’sallyourcrowdgoingawayquietlyandyousillychapshadbettergoafterthemandprayGodtoforgiveyouyourevilthoughts。\" Thisappealwasanunluckyinspiration。Incrowdingclumsilytothewindowtoseewhetherhewasspeakingthetruth,thefellowsoverturnedthelittlewriting-table。Asitfelloverachinkofloosecoinwasheard。\"There’smoneyinthatthing,\"criedtheblacksmith。Inamomentthetopofthedelicatepieceoffurniturewassmashedandtherelayexposedinadrawereightyhalf-imperials。GoldcoinwasararesightinRussiaevenatthattime;itputthepeasantsbesidethemselves。\"Theremustbemoreofthatinthehouseandweshallhaveit,\"yelledtheex- soldierblacksmith。\"Thisiswartime。\"Theotherswerealreadyshoutingoutofthewindowurgingthecrowdtocomebackandhelp。Thepriest,abandonedsuddenlyatthegate,flunghisarmsupandhurriedawaysoasnottoseewhatwasgoingtohappen。 Intheirsearchformoneythatbucolicmobsmashedeverythinginthehouse,rippingwithknives,splittingwithhatchets,sothat,astheservantsaid,therewerenotwopiecesofwoodholdingtogetherleftinthewholehouse。Theybrokesomeveryfinemirrors,allthewindowsandeverypieceofglassandchina。 Theythrewthebooksandpapersoutonthelawnandsetfiretotheheapforthemerefunofthethingapparently。Absolutelytheonlyonesolitarythingwhichtheyleftwholewasasmallivorycrucifix,whichremainedhangingonthewallinthewreckedbedroomaboveawildheapofrags,brokenmahoganyandsplinteredboardswhichhadbeenMr。NicholasB。’sbedstead。Detectingtheservantintheactofstealingawaywithajapannedtinbox,theytoreitfromhim,andbecauseheresistedtheythrewhimoutofthedining-roomwindow。Thehousewasononefloorbutraisedwellabovetheground,andthefallwassoseriousthatthemanremainedlyingstunnedtillthecookandastable-boyventuredforthatduskfromtheirhiding-placesandpickedhimup。Bythattimethemobhaddepartedcarryingoffthetinbox,whichtheysupposedtobefullofpapermoney。Somedistancefromthehouseinthemiddleofafieldtheybrokeitopen。TheyfoundinsidedocumentsengrossedonparchmentandthetwocrossesoftheLegionofHonourandForValour。Atthesightoftheseobjects,which,theblacksmithexplained,weremarksofhonourgivenonlybytheTsar,theybecameextremelyfrightenedatwhattheyhaddone。Theythrewthewholelotawayintoaditchanddispersedhastily。 OnlearningofthisparticularlossMr。NicholasB。brokedowncompletely。Themeresackingofhishousedidnotseemtoaffecthimmuch。Whilehewasstillinbedfromtheshockthetwocrosseswerefoundandreturnedtohim。Ithelpedsomewhathisslowconvalescence,butthetinboxandtheparchments,thoughsearchedforinalltheditchesaround,neverturnedupagain。 HecouldnotgetoverthelossofhisLegionofHonourPatent,whosepreamble,settingforthhisservices,heknewbyhearttotheveryletter,andafterthisblowvolunteeredsometimestorecite,tearsstandinginhiseyesthewhile。Itstermshauntedhimapparentlyduringthelasttwoyearsofhislifetosuchanextentthatheusedtorepeatthemtohimself。Thisisconfirmedbytheremarkmademorethanoncebyhisoldservanttothemoreintimatefriends。\"WhatmakesmyheartheavyistohearourmasterinhisroomatnightwalkingupanddownandprayingaloudintheFrenchlanguage。\" ItmusthavebeensomewhatoverayearafterwardsthatIsawMr。 NicholasB。,or,morecorrectly,thathesawme,forthelasttime。Itwas,asIhavealreadysaid,atthetimewhenmymotherhadathreemonths’leavefromexile,whichshewasspendinginthehouseofherbrother,andfriendsandrelationswerecomingfromfarandneartodoherhonour。ItisinconceivablethatMr。 NicholasB。shouldnothavebeenofthenumber。Thelittlechildafewmonthsoldhehadtakenupinhisarmsonthedayofhishome-comingafteryearsofwarandexilewasconfessingherfaithinnationalsalvationbysufferingexileinherturn。Idonotknowwhetherhewaspresentontheverydayofourdeparture。I havealreadyadmittedthatformeheismoreespeciallythemanwhoinhisyouthhadeatenroastdoginthedepthsofagloomyforestofsnow-loadedpines。Mymemorycannotplacehiminanyrememberedscene。Ahookednose,somesleekwhitehair,anunrelatedevanescentimpressionofameagre,slight,rigidfiguremilitarilybuttoneduptothethroat,isallthatnowexistsonearthofMr。NicholasB。;onlythisvagueshadowpursuedbythememoryofhisgrand-nephew,thelastsurvivinghumanbeing,I suppose,ofallthosehehadseeninthecourseofhistaciturnlife。 ButIrememberwellthedayofourdeparturebacktoexile。Theelongated,bizarre,shabbytravelling-carriagewithfourpost- horses,standingbeforethelongfrontofthehousewithitseightcolumns,fouroneachsideofthebroadflightofstairs。 Onthesteps,groupsofservants,afewrelations,oneortwofriendsfromthenearestneighbourhood,aperfectsilence,onallthefacesanairofsoberconcentration;mygrandmotherallinblackgazingstoically,myunclegivinghisarmtomymotherdowntothecarriageinwhichIhadbeenplacedalready;atthetopoftheflightmylittlecousininashortskirtofatartanpatternwithadealofredinit,andlikeasmallprincessattendedbythewomenofherownhousehold:theheadgourvernante,ourdear,corpulentFrancesca(whohadbeenforthirtyyearsintheserviceoftheB。family),theformernurse,nowoutdoorattendant,ahandsomepeasantfacewearingacompassionateexpression,andthegood,uglyMlle。Durand,thegoverness,withherblackeyebrowsmeetingoverashortthicknoseandacomplexionlikepalebrownpaper。Ofalltheeyesturnedtowardsthecarriage,hergood- naturedeyesonlyweredroppingtears,anditwashersobbingvoicealonethatbrokethesilencewithanappealtome: \"N’oubliepastonfrancais,moncheri。\"Inthreemonths,simplybyplayingwithus,shehadtaughtmenotonlytospeakFrenchbuttoreaditaswell。Shewasindeedanexcellentplaymate。 Inthedistance,halfwaydowntothegreatgates,alight,opentrap,harnessedwiththreehorsesinRussianfashion,stooddrawnupononesidewiththepolice-captainofthedistrictsittinginit,thevizorofhisflatcapwitharedbandpulleddownoverhiseyes。 Itseemsstrangethatheshouldhavebeentheretowatchourgoingsocarefully。WithoutwishingtotreatwithlevitythejusttimiditiesofImperialistsalltheworldover,Imayallowmyselfthereflectionthatawoman,practicallycondemnedbythedoctors,andasmallboynotquitesixyearsoldcouldnotberegardedasseriouslydangerousevenforthelargestofconceivableempiressaddledwiththemostsacredofresponsibilities。Andthisgoodman,Ibelieve,didnotthinksoeither。 Ilearnedafterwardswhyhewaspresentonthatday。Idon’trememberanyoutwardsigns,butitseemsthat,aboutamonthbefore,mymotherbecamesounwellthattherewasadoubtwhethershecouldbemadefittotravelinthetime。InthisuncertaintytheGovernor-GeneralinKievwaspetitionedtograntherafortnight’sextensionofstayinherbrother’shouse。Noanswerwhateverwasreturnedtothisprayer,butonedayatduskthepolice-captainofthedistrictdroveuptothehouseandtoldmyuncle’svalet,whoranouttomeethim,thathewantedtospeakwiththemasterinprivate,atonce。Verymuchimpressed(hethoughtitwasgoingtobeanarrest)theservant,\"moredeadthanalivewithfright,\"asherelatedafterwards,smuggledhimthroughthebigdrawing-room,whichwasdark(thatroomwasnotlightedeveryevening),ontiptoe,soasnottoattracttheattentionoftheladiesinthehouse,andledhimbywayoftheorangerytomyuncle’sprivateapartments。 Thepoliceman,withoutanypreliminaries,thrustapaperintomyuncle’shands。 \"There。Prayreadthis。Ihavenobusinesstoshowthispapertoyou。Itiswrongofme。ButIcan’teithereatorsleepwithsuchajobhangingoverme。\" Thatpolice-captain,anativeofGreatRussia,hadbeenformanyyearsservinginthedistrict。 Myuncleunfoldedandreadthedocument。ItwasaserviceorderissuedfromtheGovernor-General’ssecretariat,dealingwiththematterofthepetitionanddirectingthepolice-captaintodisregardallremonstrancesandexplanationsinregardtothatillnesseitherfrommedicalmenorothers,\"andifshehasnotleftherbrother’shouse\"——itwentontosay——\"onthemorningofthedayspecifiedonherpermit,youaretodespatchheratonceunderescort,direct\"(underlined)\"totheprison-hospitalinKiev,whereshewillbetreatedashercasedemands。\" \"ForGod’ssake,Mr。B。,seethatyoursistergoesawaypunctuallyonthatday。Don’tgivemethisworktodowithawoman——andwithoneofyourfamilytoo。Isimplycannotbeartothinkofit。\" Hewasabsolutelywringinghishands。Myunclelookedathiminsilence。 \"Thankyouforthiswarning。Iassureyouthatevenifsheweredyingshewouldbecarriedouttothecarriage。\" \"Yes——indeed——andwhatdifferencewoulditmake——traveltoKievorbacktoherhusband。Forshewouldhavetogo——deathornodeath。Andmind,Mr。B。,Iwillbehereontheday,notthatI doubtyourpromise,butbecauseImust。Ihavegotto。Duty。 AllthesamemytradeisnotfitforadogsincesomeofyouPoleswillpersistinrebelling,andallofyouhavegottosufferforit。\" Thisisthereasonwhyhewasthereinanopenthree-horsetrappulledupbetweenthehouseandthegreatgates。Iregretnotbeingabletogiveuphisnametothescornofallbelieversintherightsofconquest,asareprehensiblysensitiveguardianofImperialgreatness。Ontheotherhand,IaminapositiontostatethenameoftheGovernor-Generalwhosignedtheorderwiththemarginalnote\"tobecarriedouttotheletter\"inhisownhandwriting。Thegentleman’snamewasBezak。Ahighdignitary,anenergeticofficial,theidolforatimeoftheRussianPatrioticPress。 Eachgenerationhasitsmemories。 ChapterIV。 Itmustnotbesupposedthatinsettingforththememoriesofthishalf-hourbetweenthemomentmyuncleleftmyroomtillwemetagainatdinner,Iamlosingsightof\"Almayer’sFolly。\" Havingconfessedthatmyfirstnovelwasbeguninidleness——aholidaytask——IthinkIhavealsogiventheimpressionthatitwasamuch-delayedbook。Itwasneverdismissedfrommymind,evenwhenthehopeofeverfinishingitwasveryfaint。Manythingscameinitsway:dailyduties,newimpressions,oldmemories。Itwasnottheoutcomeofaneed——thefamousneedofself-expressionwhichartistsfindintheirsearchformotives。 Thenecessitywhichimpelledmewasahidden,obscurenecessity,acompletelymaskedandunaccountablephenomenon。Orperhapssomeidleandfrivolousmagician(theremustbemagiciansinLondon)hadcastaspellovermethroughhisparlourwindowasI exploredthemazeofstreetseastandwestinsolitaryleisurelywalkswithoutchartandcompass。TillIbegantowritethatnovelIhadwrittennothingbutlettersandnotverymanythese。 Inevermadeanoteofafact,ofanimpressionorofananecdoteinmylife。TheconceptionofaplannedbookwasentirelyoutsidemymentalrangewhenIsatdowntowrite;theambitionofbeinganauthorhadneverturnedupamongstthesegraciousimaginaryexistencesonecreatesfondlyforoneselfattimesinthestillnessandimmobilityofaday-dream:yetitstandsclearasthesunatnoondaythatfromthemomentIhaddoneblackeningoverthefirstmanuscriptpageof\"Almayer’sFolly\"(itcontainedabouttwohundredwordsandthisproportionofwordstoapagehasremainedwithmethroughthefifteenyearsofmywritinglife),fromthemomentIhad,inthesimplicityofmyheartandtheamazingignoranceofmymind,writtenthatpagethediewascast。NeverhadRubiconbeenmoreblindlyforded,withoutinvocationtothegods,withoutfearofmen。 ThatmorningIgotupfrommybreakfast,pushingthechairback,andrangthebellviolently,orperhapsIshouldsayresolutely,orperhapsIshouldsayeagerly,Idonotknow。Butmanifestlyitmusthavebeenaspecialringofthebell,acommonsoundmadeimpressive,liketheringingofabellfortheraisingofthecurtainuponanewscene。Itwasanunusualthingformetodo。 Generally,IdawdledovermybreakfastandIsolemntookthetroubletoringthebellforthetabletobeclearedaway;butonthatmorningforsomereasonhiddeninthegeneralmysteriousnessoftheeventIdidnotdawdle。AndyetIwasnotinahurry。I pulledthecordcasuallyandwhilethefainttinklingsomewheredowninthebasementwenton,IchargedmypipeintheusualwayandIlookedforthematchboxwithglancesdistraughtindeedbutexhibiting,Iamreadytoswear,nosignsofafinefrenzy。I wascomposedenoughtoperceiveaftersomeconsiderabletimethematchboxlyingthereonthemantelpiecerightundermynose。Andallthiswasbeautifullyandsafelyusual。BeforeIhadthrowndownthematchmylandlady’sdaughterappearedwithhercalm,palefaceandaninquisitivelook,inthedoorway。Oflateitwasthelandlady’sdaughterwhoansweredmybell。Imentionthislittlefactwithpride,becauseitprovesthatduringthethirtyorfortydaysofmytenancyIhadproducedafavourableimpression。ForafortnightpastIhadbeensparedtheunattractivesightofthedomesticslave。ThegirlsinthatBessboroughGardenshousewereoftenchanged,butwhethershortorlong,fairordark,theywerealwaysuntidyandparticularlybedraggledasifinasordidversionofthefairytaletheashbincathadbeenchangedintoamaid。Iwasinfinitelysensibleoftheprivilegeofbeingwaitedonbymylandlady’sdaughter。Shewasneatifanaemic。 \"Willyoupleaseclearawayallthisatonce?\"Iaddressedherinconvulsiveaccents,beingatthesametimeengagedingettingmypipetodraw。This,Iadmit,wasanunusualrequest。GenerallyongettingupfrombreakfastIwouldsitdowninthewindowwithabookandletthemclearthetablewhentheyliked;butifyouthinkthatonthatmorningIwasintheleastimpatient,youaremistaken。IrememberthatIwasperfectlycalm。AsamatteroffactIwasnotatallcertainthatIwantedtowrite,orthatI meanttowrite,orthatIhadanythingtowriteabout。No,Iwasnotimpatient。Iloungedbetweenthemantelpieceandthewindow,notevenconsciouslywaitingforthetabletobecleared。Itwastentoonethatbeforemylandlady’sdaughterwasdoneIwouldpickupabookandsitdownwithitallthemorninginaspiritofenjoyableindolence。Iaffirmitwithassurance,andIdon’tevenknownowwhatwerethebooksthenlyingabouttheroom。 Whatevertheyweretheywerenottheworksofgreatmasters,wherethesecretofclearthoughtandexactexpressioncanbefound。SincetheageoffiveIhavebeenagreatreader,asisnotperhapswonderfulinachildwhowasneverawareoflearningtoread。AttenyearsofageIhadreadmuchofVictorHugoandotherromantics。IhadreadinPolishandinFrench,history,voyages,novels;Iknew\"GilBlas\"and\"DonQuixote\"inabridgededitions;IhadreadinearlyboyhoodPolishpoetsandsomeFrenchpoets,butIcannotsaywhatIreadontheeveningbeforeIbegantowritemyself。IbelieveitwasanovelanditisquitepossiblethatitwasoneofAnthonyTrollope’snovels。Itisverylikely。Myacquaintancewithhimwasthenveryrecent。